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It's hot even in the mountains.

Yeah.

How do we get to the inn?

I think we can use a rental car.

I think the rental car shop is just ahead.

Are you sure?

Yeah.

Did you make a reservation?

Of course.

You're good at driving.

Really?

When did you get your license?

I graduated high school and I'm a student.

You're weird.

What?

You don't know anything about Shusuke.

I'm a student.

I'm glad the weather is good today.

I know.

I'm living with my son Shusuke.

My husband made a woman when he was a child and left home.

Since then,

I have been living with Shusuke as a woman.

I have raised him.

It was a poor life,

but I felt happy living with my beloved son.

But,

Shusuke has been out of the house since he was in puberty.

It can't be helped because he is a boy.

I thought so,

but I was sad.

It's because Shusuke, who was very attached to me,

suddenly became rebellious.

I loved Shusuke, the only family.

I can't say it in a loud voice,

And I love you.

And this autumn, Shusuke told me that he was going to be alone.

I was desperate.

I was tormented by the fear of losing the only loved family.

But I couldn't do anything.

I couldn't show my distorted feelings to Shusuke again.

And I wanted to fill my loneliness even a little bit, and at the end of the two-person trip, I invited Shusuke to a hot spring trip.

The destination was...

My husband was still there.

But we went there together.

It was a hotel.

Hey, if there's a good place to take a look, let's stop and walk.

Let's take a break over there.

It's so cold here.

Yeah, it's cold.

I wonder what this place is.

I thought it was a tea house.

But it's a tea house.

But it's a place to take a break.

Yeah, I agree.

It's so cold in the light.

I see.

Hey, Shun.

Why did you decide to leave the hospital?

Why?

I'm already 21.

Can you do it by yourself?

I don't know.

You can't not know.

You have to do it properly.

I don't care.

Let me do as I want.

I'm sorry.

Let's go.

How is this room?

It's a good sound.

You must be tired.

Are you okay?

Hey, Shu.

Do you remember the time you came here with your father?

Really?

You were so young, so you don't remember.

No.

You were so happy.

Hey, Shu.

Did you quit your job?

Why?

Because...

Mom...

Mom...

I miss you.

Mom...

Hey, Shu.

What's wrong?

Don't go out.

I didn't say that.

Hey, Shu.

What?

Let's stay together.

No.

Okay?

Okay.

But I miss you.

Hey, Shu.

Mom...

What?

Don't go out.

Okay?

Mom...

Really?

Yes.

Really?

Shun-chan

You're getting bigger

Because my mom is doing the most work

I'm a little embarrassed

It's tough, isn't it?

Amazing, Shu-chan.

You're so cute, Shuu-chan.

You're so big, Shuu-chan.

I ate too much

I'm sorry.

I'm afraid your mouth is wet.

It's okay.

Is it okay?

It feels great.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Shuu-chan

Shuu-chan

Shuu-chan is really good

It's so good

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

It's not good to do that

It's not good

Shuu-chan, it's not good

Because

I have to do this

Shuu-chan

Shun chan, can you put it in your mother's mouth?

Shuu-chan, you have a lot of hair.

Well then...

What's wrong, mom?

What?

Nothing.

Hey, Shun.

Let's take a bath.

What?

I'll wash your back.

I can't go in with you.

It's okay.

You're a girl.

What?

Let's go.

You're tired.

Mom, you go in first.

Let's go.

It's okay.

What's wrong, mom?

I thought you were beautiful.

What are you talking about?

I'm embarrassed.

You're the only one who's been to the bathroom.

It's okay.

It's a good thing.

I'm going to take a picture of you.

I'm going to take a picture of you.

I'm going to take a picture of you.

Yes.

Is this place ok?

I think it's ok

Why?

I don't know

It's good, isn't it?

Wait a minute.

Is it a dream?

It's decided for the sake of the dream.

What?

You are amazing.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Don't do that.

I'm sorry.

You don't like it?

No, I don't like it.

It's embarrassing.

I'm sorry.

It's so easy.

Kou-chan

Kou-chan

Mom, I miss you so much.

I'm scared.

I'm so tired.

Ahaha

I can't do this anymore.

I can't do this anymore.

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

Why?

Why are you doing this to me?

All of them.

Shuu-chan

Shuu-chan, I'm sorry

Mom, I hurt you

Mom, what should I do?

I was about to forget you, but I couldn't.

What?

I also loved you.

That's why I was about to forget you.

Shun-chan...

But I couldn't.

I didn't refuse you seriously.

I'm so stupid.

But...

I made you do that because you're my mother.

Shun-chan...

Mother...

See you next time!

Oh, it's so good.

I want to lick you more

Let me lick you more

No

I feel too much

It's okay

I feel better now

I can't do it.

Then...

I'll let you go.

I can't.

I can't.

I can't.

Shin-chan...

Shin-chan...

Shin-chan...

I can't take it anymore...

I'm going to go to my mother...

I can't take it anymore...

I want you to stop...

I can't take it anymore...

Yu-chan... Yu-chan...

No...

What do you want me to do?

Yu-chan... I want you to put me in...

Please...

Please...

I want you to put me in...

Shun-chan...

Please...

I can't do it...

Shun-chan... Please...

Please...

Shun-chan...

I can't do it...

Please...

I want you to put me in...

Shun-chan...

Please...

I can't do it...

Shun-chan...

I want you to put me in...

Shun-chan... Please...

Please...

You wanted me to do it, didn't you?

Are you okay?

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Don't go that far

No!

Shun-chan...

I can't take it anymore...

I'm sorry...

What's wrong?

It's broken.

Thank you.

Hey, Shunsuke.

Are you going to leave the house?

Yeah.

I came to the trip, and I met my mother.

I thought so.

But I'm not running away.

I'm going to be an adult who can stand alone and protect my mother.

That's why.

Shun.

Thank you.

It's already autumn.

Yeah.

I heard that it's your mom's fault.

Yeah.

What does that mean?

Mom is a big girl.

What?

My friend said that your mom is a big girl.

I was conscious of it.

I fell in love with her.

What?

But I really like her now.

Thank you for always taking care of me.

Let's go.

I feel lonely to tell you the truth.

Now, as a mother, I'm going to watch my son grow up.

I'm waiting for you to come back to me someday.