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For the next five
hours, until midnight

tonight these boys are
at your beck and call.

- Eighty dollars!
- Eighty-five!

- Ninety!
- 'Ninety-two dollars!'

You have to bid.
I want you to buy Nathan.

- Why?
- To keep him away from them.

- 'Going twice.'
- $112.53.

- Sold!
- Yes!

'Jake, please.'

Keeping Jenny away from me
because I hurt you is wrong.

But you betrayed me.

I'm gonna be in
her life, Jake.

With you or without you.

What's on your back?

Twenty-three.

- That's great, Hales.
- Lucas.

No, that's just like
him to get you branded

with his jersey number
right above your ass.

He doesn't even
know about it!

- Where's my shirt?
- Oh, here.

I owe you a kiss.

I guess so.

I've been carrying this
around with me since

the night of the accident.

I love you, Karen.

I need to talk to you.

Okay.

I think I'm pregnant.

♪ I don't want to be anything ♪

♪ Other than what I've been
trying to be lately ♪

♪ All I have to do
is think of me ♪

♪ And I have peace of mind ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anything ♪

♪ Other than what I've been
trying to be lately ♪

♪ All I have to do
is think of me ♪

♪ And I have peace of mind ♪

♪ I'm tired of looking 'round ♪

♪ Wondering what I gotta do ♪

♪ Or who I'm supposed to be ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anything ♪

♪ Other than me ♪♪

What do you mean,
"You think?"

I mean, I'm late.

Like...late.

Did you take a test?

Okay.

Okay, um..

Look...we have to know.

Okay, maybe.

Maybe it's just a
false alarm, you know?

Come on.

Drugstore's still open.

We'll do it
together, okay?

Marry me.

I don't know what to say.

Well, "Yes" would
be a good start.

It just seems so
out of the blue.

What, after 15 years?

Look, Karen,
when you left for Italy

we had a future.

We're still the same two people

who stood at that airport.

I'm the man, who was
in love with you..

...and I still am.

I love you, too, Keith.

I mean, you're
my best friend.

You've been a wonderful
father figure for Lucas.

But the time away,
the distance..

...it gave me
new perspective.

- On us?
- On everything.

Tree hill is such
a small part of the world..

...an-and maybe it's
where I belong

but there's-there's
so much more out there.

Italy was the first time
since Lucas was born

that I've spent
any time alone.

'I realized I only know
myself as Lucas' mother.'

I've gotta find
the rest of me.

You mean the world
to me, Keith.

But I'm sorry.

I can't marry you.

It's positive.

Oh, my God.

I'm pregnant.

Oh, come on.

I know you're still mad at me,
okay?

But I'm here for you.

I will go to the doctor
tomorrow in the city.

- I'll take you.
- I'll take myself.

Brooke.

I'm just as scared
as you are, okay?

'But I wanna help.'

Please, just..

...trust me.

Yeah, 'cause that worked out
so well for me the last time.

Hey, you, wake up.

- Oh, hey.
- Hey.

I didn't hear
you come in.

Well, you didn't hear
your alarm clock, either.

That's 'cause
it didn't go off.

Not everybody
gets up at six.

'Jeez.'

Well, it's time to get up.

I am up.
Come here.

- Oh, yeah?
- Uh-hmm.

Oh, I'll get that.

You want me to...start
your shower?

Uh, yeah.

Thanks.

Okay.

So, what happened?

The nurse said they'd
call me in a few hours

with the results
and then

she asked me
about the father.

'What did you say?'

I told her
the sorry bro-ho

kicked my ass
to the curb.

God.

So this whole thing with
Haley really was just

your way of messing
with me, huh?

What's your problem now?

I saw you making out
with Peyton last night.

Look, maybe
you're a little slow

but we kissed because it
was the auction rules.

I know what I saw.

I'm about to beat
your ass, man.

I promised Haley
I'd give you a break.

That's about the only thing
that's saving you, right now.

Look, I kissed Peyton like you
kissed Haley, that's it.

What are you so
tweaked about?

Never mind.

Sorry.

What do you want, Nicki?

I think we covered that.

- Let me hold her.
- No, no she's-she's tired.

She needs to..

Peyton, could you take Jenny

into her room for me, please?

- Yeah.
- Thanks.

Is that your girlfriend?

She's just a friend, okay?

She sits for Jenny sometimes.

- Relax, I'm just asking.
- Nicki.

Listen, our little
romantic outing

to the grocery store
got me thinking.

You shouldn't have
to be using food stamps

and paying for everything,
I can help you.

I have some tuition
money left--

I don't want your money.

Jake, this isn't fair.

You won't let me be a
part of my daughter's life

but you'll hand her
off to some babysitter?

Hey, Jenny loves Peyton.

She's got a lot of other people
that care about her, too.

None of those people
are her mother.

What are you looking at?

'Your life.'

'Yeah, yeah, that's my life.'

You notice
who's not in it?

Brooke, hold up.
Still no news?

Did I come find you?

Where are you goin'?

- Away from you.
- Hey, come on.

You can't cut me out of this.
I'm just as worried as you are.

Oh, really, or are you
just worried that having

a kid might deflate
your market value?

- That's not it.
- Oh, that's right.

You're not on
the market anymore.

You're a one-woman
kind of guy.

Speaking of which,
how is my former best friend?

Peyton has nothing
to do with this, okay?

Not yet.

Maybe you could pull a
Dan Scott and knock her up, too.

Brooke!

Or maybe then you can move
on to random bar sluts.

Oh, wait, you've done that.
Better be careful, Danny Jr.

You never know how many kids
you're gonna end up with.

That's real nice, Brooke.
And by the way.

It's not like I'm the only
guy you've ever slept with.

What's your point?

How do I even
know it's mine?

It's the doctor.

Hello?

Yeah, this is Brooke.

Okay.

Thank you.

Trust me, it's yours.

♪ Ba da bup bup bup bup ♪

♪ Someone like you.. ♪♪

Oh!

That reminds me.

How did you get in here?

Door was open.
Why, who were you expecting?

Another high-school boy with
his pants around his ankles?

What do you want, Dan?

I want my son
to come to his senses.

Have you seen
his apartment?

Uh, yeah,
I dropped off some food.

Did he ask you
for any money?

Mnh-mnh, but I
gave him some.

Oh, that's great.
That's great.

Don't you ever want
him to come home?

I want him home
as much as you do

but for once in
his life you need

to let him make
his own mistakes.

Right, you bring him food
and cash and I'm the one

who needs to let him
make his own mistakes.

Oh and by the way
you can tell your friend Karen

her son was coming out
of a family-planning clinic

with a date.

Is that the kind of mistake
you had in mind for Nathan?

- You hungry?
- Oh, I'm hungry for you.

No, I'm serious,
we can heat something up

or go out and eat
if you want to.

What's wrong?

Nothing.
I'm just hungry.

I don't buy it.
Talk to me.

Well, I just don't feel like
making out, that's all.

You realize you just
said that, right?

Since when?

Since you got my jersey
number tattooed on your ass.

Oh.

Above my ass, actually, um.

When did you see that?

This morning.

Does that bother you?

I'm just confused as hell.

I mean, you'll do
something that permanent

but you won't
have sex with me?

You can get a tattoo
removed, Nathan.

Sex is a really
big deal for me.

I get that, that's why I haven't
been pressuring you into it.

The way that you're not
pressuring me right now?

I'm gonna heat
up some food.

- Brooke.
- I'm busy.

Look, don't shut me
out of this, okay?

We can deal
with it together.

We're not together,
remember?

You dodged
the bullet just in time.

Hey.

Nathan told me about
the fantasy-kiss scenario

you thought you
saw, were you high?

The kiss didn't mean anything
I wouldn't do that to Haley.

Yeah, I guess
I overreacted.

She's gone, you know.

- Huh?
- Brooke.

Why-why do you assume
I'm looking for Brooke?

Because you are.

Is she still
freezing you out?

- Yeah, sort of.
- Me too.

- Do you wanna talk about it?
- Huh.

No, I think I've screwed
things up enough as it is.

- Yeah, me too, but--
- No, it's worse than that.

What, worse than the death-wish
best-friend love triangle?

What'd you do,
tell her she was fat?

Okay, look, she's pissed at me,
too, but she's still my friend.

- What's going on?
- What were we thinking, Peyton?

You and me or you and Brooke?

All of us.

I..

I guess we weren't.

I like that.

What color is it?

Shag.

Did Nathan ever cheat on you?

Where'd that come from?

I just wonder if...maybe
he's gonna start looking

somewhere else for
what he's not getting from me.

Hmm, the big,
bad sex issue.

Yeah.

'I mean..'

...we start making
out, and it's great

and I totally
get into him

and then I just
hit this point.

Bet he loves that.

Yeah.

Aah, I guess I just always
thought I would wait

until I fell in love
and got married..

...and then I met Nathan, and
everything got really confusing.

It was never something
I had to deal with right away.

It was always a few years off,
and then all of a sudden..

It wasn't?

I've been down that road.

I don't know if
I'm ready, Peyton.

Or maybe you're just not sure
if Nathan's the right guy.

No, I'm..
I can safely rule that out.

He..

I can't breathe
when I'm around him

and when I'm not around
him, I want to be.

I'm just, I'm totally
in love with him.

Well..

...then, you've gone further
with him than I ever did.

Be careful of those knees.

Trust me, I know.

I also know what it's like
to be sidelined with an injury.

I wouldn't wish it
on anyone

who's serious about their game.

How's the shoulder?

Fine.

Good.

You know, I saw
you at the clinic

the other day
with that girl.

And I have to tell you

you're treading
in my area of expertise.

You know, Lucas, one day I woke
up, and I was looking down

the barrel of a life
I couldn't control.

'Maybe you find yourself
in the same situation.'

I just thought you
could use some advice.

I can see
that you're scared..

...but don't let that
fear cloud your vision.

You know, I asked your
mom to get an abortion.

She said no.
She was too emotional.

If she was thinking clearly

she would have
done what I said.

'So your advice
is to have an abortion.'

The way you would
have aborted me.

You got a lot of life
yet to live, Lucas.

Don't let this girl
make the same mistake

your mother made.

'Cause if you do
...you'll be paying for it

until the day you die.

I'm glad you came by, Keith.

I've been so caught
up in my own problems

we haven't had
a chance to catch up.

Well, you might as
well hear it here.

I asked Karen to marry me.

- What?
- Mm-hmm.

And she said no.

Oh.

Oh, Keith, I'm so sorry.

You know,
you never picture it.

I mean, you run
through your mind

a thousand times
over 15 years..

...you know, how
the moment will feel

when the woman you love
agrees to be your wife..

...but you never see
her saying no.

Well, you're still an
important part of her life.

That won't change.
She needs you.

Well, maybe she needs me

but she doesn't want me.

Hmm, I'm sorry.

Oh, what did Lucas say?

I don't even know
if she's told him yet.

Dad.

Whoa, looks like
I missed the party.

You weren't invited.

You should have called.

Why?
You don't call back.

I had to run a credit
check to get your address.

Your mother wouldn't
give it to me.

Hey.

You think
you're ready for this?

I got news for you, son.

Playing house costs
a lot of money.

- Okay, so I'll get a job.
- Oh, great.

What's that gonna
do to your game?

It's okay to be irrational
every once in a while

but if you thought
this thing through?

I give you a week out
in the real world.

You know what
the best part

about having my own
place is, dad?

- I can ask you to leave.
- Fine.

But the beach house
will be there for you

when you hit rock bottom.

And you will.

Who you calling?

Jake, maybe?

Look, I know you babysit
Jenny, but I'm back now.

So Jake and I won't
be needing you anymore.

Oh, and if there's anything
going on between you and Jake..

...well, you're not
gonna be a permanent part

of my daughter's life,
so, if I were you

I wouldn't get too attached.

If I were you,
I would walk away.

You have to know
you're temporary, right?

I mean, all the
babysitting in the world

isn't gonna make you
Jenny's mother.

All the eyeliner in the world
won't make you anything

other than a psycho
stalker bitch.

Friend of yours?

It's Jake's ex.

All of a sudden, she's trying
to deal with her issues

and I think
I'm one of them.

Scary.

So you're talking to me?

Yeah.

There's some stuff going on,
and I don't know what to do.

I screwed up.
I can't even say it.

Is it about Lucas?

'Cause he was really
upset yesterday.

I thought you and Lucas
weren't together.

No, we're not, we were just--

You know what?
Forget it, Peyton.

You are the last person
I should be talking to.

Damn.

Yeah, I didn't want
to tell anybody, but--

Well, hey, I didn't want
to tell anybody, either

but I felt a lot
better after I did.

'What does Brooke
want to do?'

I don't know.
She won't talk to me.

What do you want
her to do?

How do you answer that?

I'm just walking around
like a zombie right now.

I guess I want whatever's
best for her.

Does she think
she's gonna have it?

You know,
Nicki and I we talked

about not keeping the baby.

Yeah, so did Dan and my mom.

But how screwed up is that, huh?

If she'd have listened
to him, I wouldn't be

'standing here right now.'

Well, Luke, I don't
want to lie to you.

If-if Brooke has this kid,
your life it's gonna change.

Where's your head at?

Well, my head says
we're not ready

to be parents yet,
you know?

I can't even take
care of myself.

Plus, there's college not just
for me, but for Brooke too.

God, my mom
is gonna freak out.

- Hey.
- Hi.

Are you kidding?

Gotta sell the car to pay
for the apartment.

What is your dad
gonna say?

He can say whatever he
wants, it's still my car.

You know, if you need
some extra money

I could always
be your sugar mama.

What's wrong?

Nothing.
It's just, um..

You said you weren't ready,
so I'm trying to respect that.

So we can't
even kiss now?

No, I'm-I'm just trying to
make you comfortable and, um..

I'm sor-I'm sorry, Nathan.

I know this is so
not fair to you, I..

No, actually,
it's not fair to you.

- I--
- Just.

Just don't apologize, okay?

'Mom?'

Oh, hey.

- Did I wake you?
- No.

Sometimes I can't sleep.

I just lie awake and worry.

What are you worried about?

I'm a mother, Lucas.

I worry about everything.

What are you doing up?

I have something
I have to tell you.

You should sit.

Okay.

I think I'll stand.

This is gonna hurt you, mom..

...and I'm sorry.

What happened?

Brooke's pregnant.

Oh, God, Lucas, I'm sorry.

I guess I deserved that.

Lucas.

Look, I didn't
mean it, Lucas.

- I'm pretty sure you did.
- No, I didn't.

It's just that..

...do you understand?

This is exactly what
I didn't want for you!

Have I been talking
to myself the last few years.

You have so much
left to do in life.

So does Brooke.
Oh, God.

You're both just
too young for this.

Don't cry, mom.

It's just that
I'm scared for you.

I cannot believe that
this is happening.

How close was I
to not existing?

Dan wanted to have
an abortion, mom.

Why didn't you listen to him?

Because I realized..

..that I wanted
you in my future.

What does Brooke want?

I don't know.

She must be so scared.

Lucas.

What are we gonna do?

Alright, hot off
the grill, my friend.

- I supersized it.
- I'm not hungry.

Alright, more for me.

So, uh..

...I gotta ask you kind
of a personal question.

Just out of curiosity.

How many times per minute
do guys think about sex?

- Per minute?
- Yeah.

"Elle Magazine"
said that guys think about sex

like every 30 seconds.

You're thinking about
having sex with him?

- Shh!
- Sorry.

Look, it just
...it keeps coming up and I..

Uh. Sorry, wrong words.

Look.

It's not my place to tell you

how to live your life, Hales.

But for what it's worth.

I wish I would have waited.

Really?

All I'm saying..

...is just look
past the moment.

If you're not ready..

...then just wait.

Okay?

I didn't hear you come in.

I didn't make any noise.

Your father stopped by.

He wanted your address,
but I wouldn't give it to him.

- He found me anyway.
- Sorry.

Nathan.

You can come home any time.

You know that, right?

I'm still here.

I don't wanna come home.

You know, I, uh..

I walk around
this empty house

and it doesn't seem real.

I wish I could go back
and do things differently.

I need to ask you a question.

Okay.

Why'd you do it?

- What?
- Cheat on dad.

Aah, I-I was confused.

We were married
so young, and suddenly

I was a wife and a mother
before I was my own person.

But when we grew up,
we grew apart.

Why, mom?

Why did you guys grow apart?

I wish I knew, Nathan.

But none of that makes
what I did right.

Because you were married?

Because, I had a
commitment to him..

...and to you.

Those moments of what
I mistook for happiness

weren't worth the cost
of hurting someone I loved..

...and losing
you over it now.

- Nicki?
- Hey, stranger.

How'd you find me?

I found out you were on
Jake's basketball team.

After that, it didn't
take a private eye.

- Oh, you know Jake?
- Pretty well, actually.

Jenny's my daughter.

Small world, huh?

Oh, look, uh, Jake's
a good friend, okay?

- I had no idea.
- Neither did I.

And that's why I don't
want you to say anything.

I didn't know who you were.

Lucas, I'm trying to get
my family back together

and it's not going so well.

Remember th-that night

what you told me
about your dad

how you feel about him?

I don't want Jenny to ever
say the same thing about me.

'I still have a chance
to correct my mistake, Lucas.'

Please don't say anything.

Keith?

Hey, Luke.

Hey.

I called you
a couple times.

- How you been?
- Now, I'm good.

I-I've just been
dealing with some stuff.

Yeah, me too.

It's really good
to see you.

How's the, uh, rehab going?

Oh, it's good.
It's good.

I should be ready
for the playoffs.

Hey, you look
a lot better.

Sit down.

How's everything else?

Like...what?

Well, like the
rest of your life.

'What's goin' on?'

There is something
I wanna to ask you.

Sure.

When my mom got pregnant..

'...and Dan left..'

Why didn't you?

'Why'd you stand by her?'

Well...it was
the right thing to do..

And I loved her.

And, um,
I wanted to protect her.

'But...she really
didn't need it.'

Ah, she was
pretty tough, huh?

Your mom could've been
anything in this life.

Yeah, if it wasn't for me.

Ah, Luke..

...you're the best thing
that ever happened to your mom.

Trust me.

Look, Keith, um..

...I just wanted to apologize
for the way I acted

while my mom was in Italy.

You know, Brooke and all.

That's water
under the bridge.

No damage done, right?

Right.

I-I should...take off.

Yeah.

Uh, Luke?

You know I'm proud
of you. Right?

Sure.

And I'll always
be there for you.

You know, even if, ah,
I'm not around as much.

Yeah, I know.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Yeah, everything's good.

Okay.

Alright, I'll see ya.

See ya.

Nathan, I know
I'm driving you crazy.

- No, you're not.
- Do you think that I'm a tease?

- Stop it.
- Well, what do you think?

I think that
you're my girlfriend

and I like to spend time
with you.

Look, I just don't
wanna push you.

- You're not.
- But I am.

Haley, you got a tattoo,
for God's sakes.

And it just freaks me out,
a little bit

because obviously..

...this whole thing with us
means a lot to you.

I just don't wanna do
anything to pressure you

or drive you away.

Even though sometimes
I can't help it.

Just like I can't help
that I fell in love with you.

'Cause I did.

I love you, Haley.

And it scares
me a little bit, but..

...there it is.

Wow.

There it is.

♪ Are you really waiting
outside the door ♪

♪ Never thought I'd hear
the words before ♪

I love you, too.

♪ World is falling in love ♪

♪ With you ♪♪

Something I can
help you with?

Not really.

I just wanted to thank you
for filling in

some of the blanks
for me about how you felt

when my mom got pregnant.

Glad to be of help.

How's the situation
with Brooke?

None of your business.

No?

Isn't that
why you really came here?

You know,
before this happened to me..

...I never quite understood

how you could be so selfish.

'Every day of my life,
I wondered..'

...until now.

Now you see
the other side.

Yeah, I guess I do.

Don't be so quick
to judge me, Lucas.

It's easy to have
all the answers from a distance

but everybody
makes decisions they regret.

Me, your mother, Keith.

But we learn
to live with it.

It's part of life.

Not my life.

Not yet.

Yeah.

Yeah, I thought that once.

Then I grew up.

I was, ah, hoping
you'd come by soon.

We obviously need to talk.

I'm gonna make
a change, Karen.

What do you mean?

Well, I woke up
this morning..

...and everything
just felt..

...far away.

And then I went outside,
and for the first time

Tree Hill
didn't feel like home.

And I just thought

"Why am I still here?"

You know?

I never planned on spending
my whole life here and, uh..

...I just needed
someone to remind me.

And you did that
...and that's okay.

Are you leaving?

Huh!

There's no time
like the present, right?

Keith, this isn't
because of me?

No.

No, it's because of me.

You did me a favor, Karen.

By going to Italy and uh..

...by saying no to me.

You woke me up,
and I appreciate that.

Where are you gonna go?

I don't know.

But I gotta say..

...it feels really good
to have options.

What part of "Stay away from me"
do you not understand?

Just give me
60 seconds, okay?

I'm sorry, but argument cutoff
was 9 o'clock.

Well, I don't want to argue.

You don't even
have to say anything.

Just...listen.

My dad didn't want me, okay?

Not just that he didn't
want to claim me..

...he didn't want me
to be born.

Now, I always thought
that...when I started a family

I'd be older
...and settled and I'd be--

In love?

Yeah.

But so did my mom.

- Lucas--
- No, no.

This whole thing scares
the hell out of me, okay?

But whatever you decide to do

I'll be there.

'And if you're not ready,
then you're not ready'

but if you wanna
have this baby..

'...then so do I.'

And whatever it takes
for me to be a good father..

...I'll be there...always.

'I promise you.'

'I won't let you down.'

Hey.

I lied.

What?

I'm not pregnant.

Okay, but I saw the test.

I know.

But then when the doctor called,
he said I wasn't pregnant.

He said that can happen.

Okay, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no.

I-I was standing right there
when he called.

And you had
just called me a slut.

So you lied to me
to punish me?

How could you do that?

How could you
cheat on me

with my best friend?

Brooke..

I never meant
to hurt you.

That doesn't
really matter, Lucas

'cause in the end,
it all hurts just the same.

♪ When the day is long ♪

♪ And the night ♪

♪ The night is yours alone ♪

♪ When you're
sure you've had enough ♪

♪ Of this life ♪

♪ To hang on ♪

♪ Don't let yourself go ♪

♪ 'Cause everybody cries ♪

♪ And everybody hurts ♪

♪ Sometimes ♪

♪ Sometimes
everything is wrong ♪

♪ Now it's time to sing along ♪

Brooke's not pregnant.

'It was just a scare.'

Are you okay?

Not really.

♪ You think you've had
too much.. ♪

Oh.

♪ So hold on.. ♪

Mom, thanks.

For what?

Everything.

♪ Hold on ♪

♪ Hold on ♪♪