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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,084 --> 00:00:04,121 [light music playing] 2 00:00:12,564 --> 00:00:15,600 [piano music playing] 3 00:00:32,917 --> 00:00:35,152 [girl] Uncertainty and entanglement 4 00:00:35,185 --> 00:00:37,187 mean different things in the world of physics 5 00:00:37,220 --> 00:00:39,991 than they do to you or to me. 6 00:00:42,894 --> 00:00:46,998 You might think you have a familiarity with uncertainty. 7 00:00:48,700 --> 00:00:51,069 You don't. 8 00:00:51,134 --> 00:00:53,738 You might feel that you've experienced entanglement. 9 00:00:55,773 --> 00:00:56,941 You haven't. 10 00:00:58,208 --> 00:00:59,343 But I have. 11 00:01:00,444 --> 00:01:03,480 [piano music playing] 12 00:01:04,448 --> 00:01:06,618 [sirens wailing] 13 00:01:18,395 --> 00:01:21,531 [music continues] 14 00:01:59,604 --> 00:02:03,407 So, um, as all of you know, we're only a few weeks away from the end of the semester, 15 00:02:03,440 --> 00:02:05,275 which means all of you should be 16 00:02:05,308 --> 00:02:08,846 over halfway through your theses. 17 00:02:09,947 --> 00:02:14,351 And you guys have been handing in ten pages every week like champs, 18 00:02:14,384 --> 00:02:15,820 and it's been amazing. 19 00:02:15,853 --> 00:02:18,856 And since you have a few extra weeks, 20 00:02:18,890 --> 00:02:20,792 a little extra time, 21 00:02:20,825 --> 00:02:23,594 I'm gonna ask that you bring in 30 by the end of the break. 22 00:02:23,628 --> 00:02:28,532 -[students groan] -I know, I know, I'm a terrible person. 23 00:02:28,566 --> 00:02:31,803 It goes-- It just goes way back. 24 00:02:31,836 --> 00:02:33,336 Dad left, Mom joined a cult. 25 00:02:33,370 --> 00:02:35,707 That's my story, that's not yours. 26 00:02:35,740 --> 00:02:37,141 -[whispering] Late again, huh? -[teacher] A rough childhood. 27 00:02:37,175 --> 00:02:38,876 -I never knew my Dad. -Yeah. 28 00:02:38,910 --> 00:02:41,145 -That's not on you. -I didn't fall asleep until 5:00. 29 00:02:41,179 --> 00:02:43,047 Working on the grant submission? 30 00:02:43,081 --> 00:02:44,849 -Yeah. -[teacher] Yeah, you guys have been... 31 00:02:44,882 --> 00:02:46,951 You know, you really have to try some melatonin 32 00:02:46,984 --> 00:02:49,352 or Sleepytime tea or something, it'll help you. 33 00:02:49,386 --> 00:02:51,354 [teacher] For the last little bit... 34 00:02:51,388 --> 00:02:54,058 And what was that about 30 pages? 35 00:02:54,092 --> 00:02:56,794 You of all people could write that in your sleep. 36 00:02:57,595 --> 00:02:59,664 I'm not sure about that. 37 00:02:59,697 --> 00:03:01,531 Yeah, well, not with that attitude. 38 00:03:01,566 --> 00:03:05,803 So, um, you don't have to go home, 39 00:03:05,837 --> 00:03:08,238 but you can't stay here. 40 00:03:08,271 --> 00:03:11,274 And, uh, class dismissed. 41 00:03:12,610 --> 00:03:14,212 So what are you plans over the break? 42 00:03:14,244 --> 00:03:15,747 Oh, I don't know. 43 00:03:15,780 --> 00:03:17,582 I think I'm just gonna lay low, 44 00:03:17,615 --> 00:03:19,217 catch up on some pages, 45 00:03:19,249 --> 00:03:21,886 and maybe spend some quality time with Mike. 46 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:23,420 What are we talking about? 47 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:25,522 Rach was just talking about quality time and Mike. 48 00:03:25,556 --> 00:03:27,759 Um, those two don't go in the same sentence. 49 00:03:27,792 --> 00:03:29,493 -Shut up. -Worse every... 50 00:03:29,526 --> 00:03:32,930 Oh, I'm late for work. I'll catch you guys later. 51 00:03:32,964 --> 00:03:34,198 -See ya. -See ya. 52 00:03:34,232 --> 00:03:36,533 [traffic noise] 53 00:03:36,567 --> 00:03:38,569 Almond milk latte. 54 00:03:38,603 --> 00:03:40,571 -[piano music plays] -[phone buzzes] 55 00:03:40,605 --> 00:03:43,273 [door bells jingling] 56 00:03:43,306 --> 00:03:46,711 Wow, someone's popular today. 57 00:03:46,744 --> 00:03:48,179 It's no one important. 58 00:03:49,814 --> 00:03:51,548 You can take it if you'd like. 59 00:03:51,582 --> 00:03:53,117 I think I can manage. 60 00:03:55,553 --> 00:03:58,189 Okay, thank you. I'll be back. 61 00:03:58,222 --> 00:04:00,258 [door bells jingling] 62 00:04:01,993 --> 00:04:03,661 [door closes] 63 00:04:05,563 --> 00:04:06,697 Uh-huh. 64 00:04:07,932 --> 00:04:09,167 I'm so sorry. 65 00:04:14,138 --> 00:04:16,473 [door bells jingling] 66 00:04:16,506 --> 00:04:18,009 [Kevin] Everything okay? 67 00:04:19,442 --> 00:04:22,113 Yeah, everything's fine. 68 00:04:23,513 --> 00:04:25,216 -[Rachel sighs] -Who is it? 69 00:04:25,249 --> 00:04:27,051 [TV announcer] ...and tries to cut through the middle. 70 00:04:27,084 --> 00:04:30,555 They're closing up on him only to gain one yard! 71 00:04:30,588 --> 00:04:32,455 Back to the huddle. 72 00:04:32,489 --> 00:04:35,458 Second down, nine from their own 35. 73 00:04:35,492 --> 00:04:38,296 -What's up, beautiful? -Where have you been all day? 74 00:04:38,328 --> 00:04:41,632 -Slater's dad just bought him this dope new truck-- -I called you 100 times. 75 00:04:41,666 --> 00:04:44,235 Can you please stop letting yourself in like this? 76 00:04:44,268 --> 00:04:46,637 Why? Are you hiding something? 77 00:04:46,671 --> 00:04:49,073 You know I've been thinking of you all day, don't you? 78 00:04:49,106 --> 00:04:51,742 -Really? -Yeah, how could I not? 79 00:04:51,776 --> 00:04:53,678 So hot. 80 00:04:54,544 --> 00:04:57,547 -Wait, wait, stop. -What is it now? 81 00:04:58,850 --> 00:05:00,084 Mike... 82 00:05:01,786 --> 00:05:03,221 my grandma died. 83 00:05:04,555 --> 00:05:06,157 Fuck. 84 00:05:06,190 --> 00:05:08,092 Baby, you-- you had a grandma? 85 00:05:08,125 --> 00:05:10,027 [TV announcer] The ball is snapped. 86 00:05:10,061 --> 00:05:12,029 [bell ringing] 87 00:05:12,797 --> 00:05:14,866 Okay, I'll see you in a few weeks. 88 00:05:14,899 --> 00:05:16,200 Have a great break. 89 00:05:16,234 --> 00:05:18,401 [indistinct chatter] 90 00:05:19,570 --> 00:05:22,006 Miss "Woods," could I have a word? 91 00:05:27,011 --> 00:05:28,478 [Rachel] Yeah? 92 00:05:28,511 --> 00:05:30,480 Is everything okay? 93 00:05:30,513 --> 00:05:33,651 I guess not, seeing as I'm getting "Miss Woods" instead of "Rachel." 94 00:05:33,684 --> 00:05:37,154 Uh, Rachel, you've been late to my class three times this week. 95 00:05:37,188 --> 00:05:41,025 I just noticed you haven't handed in your ten pages yet, 96 00:05:41,058 --> 00:05:43,294 and now you owe me 30 pages. 97 00:05:44,829 --> 00:05:46,463 I'll try my best. 98 00:05:47,765 --> 00:05:48,933 Sorry. 99 00:05:49,667 --> 00:05:52,136 How's your grant application coming? 100 00:05:57,341 --> 00:06:00,244 It's gotta be better than the writing you've been handing in recently. 101 00:06:00,278 --> 00:06:02,313 What's that supposed to mean? 102 00:06:02,346 --> 00:06:05,016 You're either exhausted, distracted, or in love. 103 00:06:05,049 --> 00:06:06,284 The first two. 104 00:06:07,852 --> 00:06:09,287 Have you tried melatonin? 105 00:06:10,254 --> 00:06:11,822 Yes. 106 00:06:11,856 --> 00:06:13,557 What's going on? 107 00:06:13,591 --> 00:06:16,260 I've just been dealing with a lot of stuff recently. 108 00:06:16,294 --> 00:06:18,396 Oh, stuff. Agh! 109 00:06:19,397 --> 00:06:21,498 I hate that stuff. 110 00:06:21,531 --> 00:06:23,567 [chuckles] Yep. 111 00:06:23,601 --> 00:06:25,069 You wanna talk about it? 112 00:06:26,570 --> 00:06:28,005 Death in the family. 113 00:06:28,039 --> 00:06:29,506 Oh, God. 114 00:06:30,574 --> 00:06:31,776 Are you okay? 115 00:06:33,311 --> 00:06:35,445 -Yeah. -Are you going home? 116 00:06:36,714 --> 00:06:37,949 Thinking about it. 117 00:06:39,482 --> 00:06:40,918 Go. 118 00:06:40,952 --> 00:06:44,055 Your best work is always about your family. 119 00:06:44,088 --> 00:06:47,625 Maybe you'll-- maybe you'll get inspired, write about it. 120 00:06:47,658 --> 00:06:49,560 The best writers built huge careers 121 00:06:49,593 --> 00:06:51,929 writing about their stuff. 122 00:06:51,963 --> 00:06:53,197 I can't. 123 00:06:53,965 --> 00:06:55,633 I wouldn't even know where to start. 124 00:06:55,666 --> 00:06:58,269 You only know where to start once you're finished, 125 00:06:58,302 --> 00:07:00,771 so just start. 126 00:07:02,139 --> 00:07:03,307 Start. 127 00:07:05,109 --> 00:07:06,210 [sighs] 128 00:07:06,243 --> 00:07:08,112 Just write-- write a few pages. 129 00:07:08,145 --> 00:07:09,814 If it's nonsense, then you scrap it. 130 00:07:09,847 --> 00:07:11,282 It will be nonsense. 131 00:07:11,315 --> 00:07:12,883 You have no idea. 132 00:07:12,917 --> 00:07:15,052 Rachel, I am an undergraduate writing teacher. 133 00:07:15,086 --> 00:07:17,254 My experience with nonsense far exceeds 134 00:07:17,288 --> 00:07:19,223 your imagination of it. 135 00:07:19,256 --> 00:07:20,658 Okay, I'll try. 136 00:07:20,691 --> 00:07:23,728 Just write one true sentence. Write-- 137 00:07:24,929 --> 00:07:26,864 Write the truest sentence you know. 138 00:07:27,665 --> 00:07:28,833 Hemingway. 139 00:07:29,834 --> 00:07:31,168 Hemingway. 140 00:07:31,202 --> 00:07:32,535 [chuckles] 141 00:07:35,172 --> 00:07:37,975 And, Rachel, even if it is nonsense, 142 00:07:38,709 --> 00:07:40,378 it's cheaper than therapy. 143 00:07:41,812 --> 00:07:44,081 -You have a good break. -You too. 144 00:07:44,115 --> 00:07:47,151 [piano music playing] 145 00:07:48,052 --> 00:07:49,987 [Sophie] What a load of bullshit! 146 00:07:50,021 --> 00:07:51,355 I don't think so. 147 00:07:51,389 --> 00:07:53,691 [Sophie] It's like an invasion of privacy. 148 00:07:53,724 --> 00:07:55,092 Rach should be able to write about 149 00:07:55,126 --> 00:07:56,761 whatever makes her feel comfortable. 150 00:07:56,794 --> 00:07:58,896 And how far has that gotten you? 151 00:07:59,830 --> 00:08:02,800 -What is that supposed to mean? -I'm just saying... 152 00:08:02,833 --> 00:08:05,403 -[mocking] Oh, I'm just saying. -[Rachel] Guys, stop. 153 00:08:07,371 --> 00:08:08,839 [Megan] Is everything okay? 154 00:08:09,874 --> 00:08:14,011 Yeah, my aunt just text me about funeral details. 155 00:08:14,845 --> 00:08:17,114 -You gonna go? -No. 156 00:08:18,749 --> 00:08:20,451 I don't know, maybe. 157 00:08:20,484 --> 00:08:22,653 Yeah, I'd stay away if I were you. 158 00:08:22,686 --> 00:08:25,623 I mean, it's our final semester, and, honestly, 159 00:08:25,656 --> 00:08:28,526 I'd rather kill myself than be around a depressing funeral. 160 00:08:28,559 --> 00:08:30,995 -Really, Sophie? -What? 161 00:08:31,028 --> 00:08:33,064 -I speak the truth. -[phone buzzing] 162 00:08:33,097 --> 00:08:35,633 -[Rachel] You speak a lot of shit, though. -[toilet flushing] 163 00:08:35,666 --> 00:08:37,568 Yeah, I do that, too. 164 00:08:37,601 --> 00:08:40,838 Hey, your aunt just texted about some guy named Evan. 165 00:08:40,871 --> 00:08:44,075 -Is that the old flame? -[Rachel] No! 166 00:08:44,108 --> 00:08:46,510 Get off my phone! 167 00:08:46,544 --> 00:08:48,079 Oh. Okay. 168 00:08:48,112 --> 00:08:50,281 [water running] 169 00:08:52,216 --> 00:08:54,051 Hey, look, Rach. 170 00:08:54,085 --> 00:08:55,986 If going home isn't gonna help your writing, 171 00:08:56,020 --> 00:08:59,156 then maybe it's the closure you need. 172 00:09:01,725 --> 00:09:04,695 -[man on TV] Good, that should cover next week too. -[man 2] Sure. 173 00:09:04,728 --> 00:09:07,264 Rach, your soap smells like fucking daffodils. 174 00:09:07,298 --> 00:09:09,767 -It's lavender. -I smell like a dyke. 175 00:09:09,800 --> 00:09:11,936 Shut up, it's calming. 176 00:09:11,969 --> 00:09:13,437 [man] Do you think there's hope for us? 177 00:09:13,471 --> 00:09:15,506 [man 2] Well, hope isn't the word I'd use. 178 00:09:15,539 --> 00:09:18,342 [sighs] Now I'm calm. 179 00:09:18,375 --> 00:09:19,743 You're stupid. 180 00:09:19,777 --> 00:09:21,045 I'm not as stupid as you. 181 00:09:21,078 --> 00:09:22,680 [man 2] That's great, Doc! 182 00:09:22,713 --> 00:09:24,081 [man] Pump the brakes there, Johnny boy. 183 00:09:24,115 --> 00:09:25,616 If there was a court order out there 184 00:09:25,649 --> 00:09:27,351 that barred you two from having children, 185 00:09:27,384 --> 00:09:29,053 I would sign it in a heartbeat. 186 00:09:29,086 --> 00:09:31,590 Please tell me you never plan on procreating. 187 00:09:31,622 --> 00:09:33,457 [woman] Pro-what? Let's take a shot. 188 00:09:33,491 --> 00:09:36,093 What are your plans over Thanksgiving? 189 00:09:36,127 --> 00:09:38,597 -Are you gonna go home? -Hell, no! 190 00:09:38,629 --> 00:09:40,397 I was thinking that the boys could come over 191 00:09:40,431 --> 00:09:42,433 and we could have some dope food and beers, 192 00:09:42,466 --> 00:09:44,301 and maybe go out after. 193 00:09:44,335 --> 00:09:46,403 -Here? -Yeah. 194 00:09:46,437 --> 00:09:49,240 You know I don't know how to cook a turkey without you. 195 00:09:49,273 --> 00:09:51,108 Mike, you don't even know how to make toast. 196 00:09:51,142 --> 00:09:53,978 Hey, I like my bread black, all right? 197 00:09:57,448 --> 00:10:00,451 -I'm actually thinking-- -Oh, and Slater 198 00:10:00,484 --> 00:10:02,853 wants to hook up with Megan, so invite her. 199 00:10:04,522 --> 00:10:07,691 I'm actually thinking of going home for the holiday. 200 00:10:09,326 --> 00:10:10,728 What? 201 00:10:11,862 --> 00:10:15,399 It's my grandma's funeral and I think it-- 202 00:10:16,500 --> 00:10:20,237 it would be nice to say goodbye properly, you know? 203 00:10:20,271 --> 00:10:23,642 Last night you said you two weren't that close. 204 00:10:23,674 --> 00:10:26,177 Mike, she's my grandma! 205 00:10:27,278 --> 00:10:29,346 [TV dialogue continues] 206 00:10:30,381 --> 00:10:33,017 I'd really like it if you came with me. 207 00:10:33,050 --> 00:10:35,486 I could really do with the support. 208 00:10:37,288 --> 00:10:39,523 And not to mention, 209 00:10:39,558 --> 00:10:42,193 I always have so much fun on trips with you. 210 00:10:42,226 --> 00:10:45,529 What's fun about a funeral? [scoffs] 211 00:10:45,564 --> 00:10:48,866 -Are you joking? -What? 212 00:10:48,899 --> 00:10:52,671 This is the one time I've asked you to do anything. 213 00:10:52,703 --> 00:10:54,271 The one time! 214 00:10:54,305 --> 00:10:56,874 And all you seem to care about is your fucking bros. 215 00:10:56,907 --> 00:10:59,476 -Bros before hoes. -What? 216 00:10:59,510 --> 00:11:01,680 Now, you know what I think is a fucking joke? 217 00:11:01,712 --> 00:11:03,147 What? 218 00:11:03,180 --> 00:11:05,049 That you'd rather spend time with your family, 219 00:11:05,082 --> 00:11:08,587 who you've not seen in fucking years, over me. 220 00:11:10,521 --> 00:11:11,722 Get out. 221 00:11:12,523 --> 00:11:13,524 What? 222 00:11:13,558 --> 00:11:16,860 I said get the fuck out! 223 00:11:18,529 --> 00:11:21,131 [Mike laughs] 224 00:11:21,165 --> 00:11:23,834 [woman on TV] I'm starting to understand him and myself a bit better. 225 00:11:23,867 --> 00:11:26,804 [man] Well, that is his job... 226 00:11:26,837 --> 00:11:28,372 [woman] Let me get this straight. 227 00:11:28,405 --> 00:11:30,975 If I hurt him more, he'll love me more. 228 00:11:31,008 --> 00:11:34,078 [man] Let's try to think of it as making love. 229 00:11:34,111 --> 00:11:36,715 -[can clatters] -[TV continues] 230 00:11:36,747 --> 00:11:40,884 -[light music playing] -[door opens, closes] 231 00:11:45,055 --> 00:11:48,759 -[crickets chirping] -[light music continues] 232 00:11:55,933 --> 00:11:58,969 -[traffic humming] -[birds chirping] 233 00:12:02,239 --> 00:12:04,275 [luggage rattling] 234 00:12:12,617 --> 00:12:14,251 [car engine starts] 235 00:12:18,889 --> 00:12:21,925 [light music continues] 236 00:13:11,710 --> 00:13:14,044 [knocking] 237 00:13:20,317 --> 00:13:22,587 [metal clanking] 238 00:13:23,788 --> 00:13:24,988 Evan! 239 00:13:29,661 --> 00:13:31,895 [car approaching] 240 00:13:46,477 --> 00:13:48,045 [Jessica] Rachel! 241 00:13:48,078 --> 00:13:49,446 You're early! 242 00:13:50,981 --> 00:13:53,951 -[Rachel] Aunt Jessica! -Oh, please drop the aunt. 243 00:13:53,984 --> 00:13:56,320 -Makes me feel old. -[both chuckling] 244 00:13:56,353 --> 00:13:57,555 [Jessica] Mm. 245 00:13:58,922 --> 00:14:00,190 [sighs] Should we go inside? 246 00:14:00,224 --> 00:14:01,892 -You must be freezing. -Yeah. 247 00:14:11,168 --> 00:14:13,904 Hasn't changed at all, has it? 248 00:14:13,937 --> 00:14:16,039 -Not one bit. -[chuckles] 249 00:14:17,508 --> 00:14:20,010 You, on the other hand. 250 00:14:20,043 --> 00:14:21,979 I mean, look at you! 251 00:14:22,012 --> 00:14:23,715 It's been years. You look great. 252 00:14:23,748 --> 00:14:25,482 [chuckles] Thanks. 253 00:14:25,516 --> 00:14:30,087 -How's life treating you? -Yeah, um, really good. 254 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:33,090 I'm actually just about to finish college. 255 00:14:33,123 --> 00:14:34,592 -What, already? -Mm-hmm. 256 00:14:34,626 --> 00:14:36,160 That's great! 257 00:14:37,595 --> 00:14:38,996 Do you want some tea? 258 00:14:39,029 --> 00:14:40,264 Sure. 259 00:14:43,768 --> 00:14:46,871 -[water rushing] -How's things with you? 260 00:14:46,905 --> 00:14:50,040 They're good, good. 261 00:14:50,073 --> 00:14:55,112 I mean, Adam's not dealing with it that well, you know, 262 00:14:55,145 --> 00:14:58,482 but he's putting on a brave face for the kids. 263 00:15:00,384 --> 00:15:01,619 Kids? 264 00:15:03,053 --> 00:15:05,422 Yeah, we have two-year-old twins. 265 00:15:05,456 --> 00:15:09,193 [exhales] Wow, um, I had no idea. 266 00:15:10,260 --> 00:15:12,730 Congratulations to the both of you. 267 00:15:12,764 --> 00:15:15,567 Oh, thank you. 268 00:15:15,600 --> 00:15:17,702 And what about Evan? 269 00:15:18,502 --> 00:15:19,871 Shouldn't he be home by now? 270 00:15:19,904 --> 00:15:22,941 Evan is, uh... 271 00:15:23,942 --> 00:15:26,310 He's grown up quite a bit since you left. 272 00:15:27,311 --> 00:15:29,546 Honestly, I haven't seen him in a few months. 273 00:15:29,581 --> 00:15:33,618 He and Adam have been having a few arguments lately 274 00:15:33,651 --> 00:15:37,488 and he kind of avoided us whenever we came to see Grandma. 275 00:15:37,521 --> 00:15:40,457 Oh, I hope he doesn't mind me staying here. 276 00:15:40,491 --> 00:15:43,628 Don't be silly. We all love having you back. 277 00:15:43,661 --> 00:15:46,330 Honestly, I think it'll be good for him to have you home. 278 00:15:46,363 --> 00:15:48,499 [crickets chirping] 279 00:15:52,971 --> 00:15:55,840 -Thank you. -You call me if you need anything. 280 00:15:55,874 --> 00:15:56,941 I will. 281 00:15:56,975 --> 00:15:58,810 -I'll see you tomorrow. -Mm. 282 00:16:04,281 --> 00:16:06,918 [light music playing] 283 00:16:15,292 --> 00:16:18,328 -[light clicks] -[light music continues] 284 00:17:01,405 --> 00:17:03,440 [gas hissing] 285 00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:18,155 [car door closes] 286 00:17:19,256 --> 00:17:21,491 [footsteps thudding] 287 00:17:21,525 --> 00:17:24,194 [car drives off] 288 00:17:24,227 --> 00:17:25,597 [door closes] 289 00:17:33,705 --> 00:17:35,640 [fridge door opens] 290 00:17:48,118 --> 00:17:49,186 Hi. 291 00:17:52,790 --> 00:17:54,659 The fuck are you doing here? 292 00:17:57,762 --> 00:18:00,364 Jessica called me and told me about Grandma. 293 00:18:01,099 --> 00:18:02,967 Thought it would be good to come. 294 00:18:04,134 --> 00:18:05,302 You did? 295 00:18:08,806 --> 00:18:11,341 -Are you staying here? -Um... 296 00:18:13,143 --> 00:18:14,812 I saw you took Mom's room. 297 00:18:15,580 --> 00:18:16,881 Yeah. 298 00:18:18,750 --> 00:18:20,283 How was the party? 299 00:18:20,317 --> 00:18:21,819 What? 300 00:18:21,853 --> 00:18:23,688 You were out partying, weren't you? 301 00:18:26,456 --> 00:18:27,625 No. 302 00:18:28,926 --> 00:18:30,628 I was at the library. 303 00:18:31,495 --> 00:18:33,598 I made breakfast for dinner. 304 00:18:33,631 --> 00:18:35,298 Your favorite. 305 00:18:40,138 --> 00:18:43,675 So, are you driving yourself to the service tomorrow, 306 00:18:43,708 --> 00:18:45,576 or do you wanna come with me? 307 00:18:45,610 --> 00:18:47,411 Yeah, I have friends driving me. 308 00:18:48,613 --> 00:18:53,117 Okay, um, I think it starts at 12:30. 309 00:18:53,151 --> 00:18:54,351 I'll be there at 10. 310 00:18:56,286 --> 00:18:57,855 Are Peter and James driving you? 311 00:18:57,889 --> 00:18:59,891 Are you still friends with them? 312 00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:04,028 [plate clatters] 313 00:19:05,362 --> 00:19:07,832 Do you ever get tired of asking questions, sis? 314 00:19:07,865 --> 00:19:09,033 No. 315 00:19:09,067 --> 00:19:10,835 It's not even that good. 316 00:19:10,868 --> 00:19:13,705 [somber music playing] 317 00:19:27,317 --> 00:19:28,953 [lamp clicks] 318 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:37,595 [birds chirping] 319 00:19:57,081 --> 00:19:59,217 [knocking] 320 00:20:02,620 --> 00:20:04,254 [knocking] 321 00:20:05,189 --> 00:20:06,323 Evan? 322 00:20:06,924 --> 00:20:09,493 [birds chirping, cawing] 323 00:20:11,428 --> 00:20:14,464 -[door closes] -[quiet chatter] 324 00:20:24,609 --> 00:20:26,510 -Do you have a minute? -Sure. 325 00:20:27,410 --> 00:20:30,114 Your grandmother wanted you to have her wedding ring. 326 00:20:36,053 --> 00:20:38,556 Wow, it's-- it's beautiful. 327 00:20:38,589 --> 00:20:41,559 -What's going on? -[Jessica] I'm giving Rachel the ring. 328 00:20:41,592 --> 00:20:44,128 -No, she can't take it. -[Jessica] Adam... 329 00:20:44,162 --> 00:20:45,563 -It stays-- -She wanted me to have it. 330 00:20:45,596 --> 00:20:47,265 It stays in this house. 331 00:20:50,467 --> 00:20:52,937 Put it back in the box. 332 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:14,125 -[Josh] Looking for someone? -[sighs] Josh, hi! 333 00:21:14,158 --> 00:21:15,726 Hi. 334 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:17,995 How are you? It's-- it's been a minute. 335 00:21:18,029 --> 00:21:21,899 Yeah. Yeah, no. I've been-- I've been good. 336 00:21:21,933 --> 00:21:22,967 -Good. -How about you? 337 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,902 How's the big city treating you? 338 00:21:25,435 --> 00:21:27,905 Well, uh, I've been better. 339 00:21:30,507 --> 00:21:32,176 Right. 340 00:21:32,210 --> 00:21:35,345 Um, my condolences about your grandma. 341 00:21:35,378 --> 00:21:36,747 Thank you. 342 00:21:36,781 --> 00:21:39,951 It's been a really hard blow for everyone. 343 00:21:39,984 --> 00:21:44,421 Yeah, I mean, she was a real pillar, you know. 344 00:21:44,454 --> 00:21:46,824 She never stopped inviting me over for dinner even after-- 345 00:21:46,858 --> 00:21:48,192 even after you left. 346 00:21:48,226 --> 00:21:51,128 [kitchenware clattering] 347 00:21:51,162 --> 00:21:53,931 Look, Josh, I gotta go. 348 00:21:54,966 --> 00:21:56,433 -But-- -Okay. 349 00:21:56,466 --> 00:21:58,468 Thank you so much for coming. 350 00:21:58,501 --> 00:21:59,971 I really appreciate it. 351 00:22:00,004 --> 00:22:01,504 Yeah. Yeah, of course. 352 00:22:01,538 --> 00:22:05,276 Um, hey, I hope this isn't insensitive, 353 00:22:05,309 --> 00:22:07,544 but I'd love to catch up. 354 00:22:07,578 --> 00:22:10,715 You know, hear about your LA life. 355 00:22:11,381 --> 00:22:13,951 Yeah, that'd be nice. 356 00:22:13,985 --> 00:22:15,353 [Josh chuckles] 357 00:22:18,155 --> 00:22:19,190 I'll call you. 358 00:22:21,592 --> 00:22:23,294 [door opens] 359 00:22:23,327 --> 00:22:25,528 -[TV playing] -[door opens] 360 00:22:25,563 --> 00:22:28,232 -You missed Grandma's funeral! -[door slams] 361 00:22:28,266 --> 00:22:29,333 Oh, no shit. 362 00:22:29,367 --> 00:22:31,302 What is wrong with you, Evan? 363 00:22:31,335 --> 00:22:33,170 The woman practically raised you! 364 00:22:33,204 --> 00:22:34,872 What? What? What? 365 00:22:34,906 --> 00:22:36,674 Are you gonna act that you care a bit? 366 00:22:36,707 --> 00:22:38,743 I care. What are you talking about? 367 00:22:38,776 --> 00:22:40,311 Fuck. 368 00:22:40,344 --> 00:22:41,511 [TV turns off] 369 00:22:41,544 --> 00:22:43,413 What are you doing? 370 00:22:43,446 --> 00:22:45,082 What... the fuck? 371 00:22:45,116 --> 00:22:46,851 What are Adam and Jessica gonna think? 372 00:22:46,884 --> 00:22:48,319 Do you think I care what they think? 373 00:22:48,352 --> 00:22:50,054 They're probably happy I didn't go. 374 00:22:50,087 --> 00:22:52,223 Of course they would want you to be there! 375 00:22:52,256 --> 00:22:54,491 [scoffs] You can't just leave for three years, 376 00:22:54,524 --> 00:22:57,395 then come back and expect us to act like nothing happened. 377 00:22:57,427 --> 00:22:59,429 You can't do that. 378 00:22:59,462 --> 00:23:03,334 -That is not what I'm doing. -Yeah, that's exactly what you're doing. 379 00:23:03,367 --> 00:23:06,404 You know, if you'd been here, you'd know that Grandma died a year ago. 380 00:23:06,469 --> 00:23:08,406 You'd know that she had dementia 381 00:23:08,438 --> 00:23:11,242 and that she wouldn't even know me at the end of it, 382 00:23:11,275 --> 00:23:14,045 that she'd confuse me with Adam, with fucking Adam. 383 00:23:14,078 --> 00:23:15,613 We don't even look alike. 384 00:23:16,614 --> 00:23:18,783 That she'd ask where you'd gone. 385 00:23:18,816 --> 00:23:20,450 Well, she's left. 386 00:23:20,483 --> 00:23:22,386 Where-- where Mom had gone. 387 00:23:22,420 --> 00:23:24,956 Oh, she's OD'd and died. 388 00:23:24,989 --> 00:23:26,958 Sorry, Grandma. 389 00:23:28,426 --> 00:23:29,560 I didn't know. 390 00:23:29,593 --> 00:23:31,195 Of course you didn't know 391 00:23:31,228 --> 00:23:32,630 'cause you fucking left me. 392 00:23:34,999 --> 00:23:39,570 So don't come at me because I didn't go to Grandma's funeral, 393 00:23:39,603 --> 00:23:41,973 'cause I lived with her for three years. 394 00:23:43,607 --> 00:23:44,842 I'm sorry. 395 00:23:47,111 --> 00:23:50,014 Maybe next time, think about it before you speak. 396 00:23:56,954 --> 00:24:00,057 Actually, sorry. 397 00:24:00,925 --> 00:24:01,993 I... 398 00:24:05,663 --> 00:24:09,333 I was actually thinking Peter's doing this-- 399 00:24:10,167 --> 00:24:13,536 this movie night tonight, and I was wondering 400 00:24:13,571 --> 00:24:15,406 if I could borrow your car. 401 00:24:15,439 --> 00:24:16,807 No, Evan. 402 00:24:16,841 --> 00:24:20,411 Honestly, I feel a little sad here, you know? 403 00:24:20,444 --> 00:24:22,512 We lived here, Grandma and I. 404 00:24:22,545 --> 00:24:23,914 It's just gonna be a bunch of us, 405 00:24:23,948 --> 00:24:25,349 just a group of friends watching a movie. 406 00:24:25,383 --> 00:24:27,685 Peter-- Peter and Jake, remember? 407 00:24:27,718 --> 00:24:29,253 Okay, fine. 408 00:24:30,221 --> 00:24:31,722 But don't drink. 409 00:24:33,791 --> 00:24:34,925 Thank you. 410 00:24:36,526 --> 00:24:38,029 Keys are on the counter. 411 00:24:39,230 --> 00:24:40,398 Thank you. 412 00:24:45,836 --> 00:24:48,973 -[keyboard clicking] -[music playing over earbuds] 413 00:24:49,006 --> 00:24:50,975 -Later. -[keys jingling] 414 00:24:51,008 --> 00:24:53,944 [door opens, closes] 415 00:24:53,978 --> 00:24:56,313 ♪ And even though The colors change ♪ 416 00:24:56,347 --> 00:24:59,717 ♪ But somehow I still want you ♪ 417 00:24:59,750 --> 00:25:01,318 [car door closes] 418 00:25:01,352 --> 00:25:03,421 [car engine starts] 419 00:25:11,395 --> 00:25:14,298 [phone clicking] 420 00:25:15,533 --> 00:25:18,369 [line ringing] 421 00:25:20,938 --> 00:25:24,341 -[light guitar music playing] -[woman vocalizes] 422 00:25:24,375 --> 00:25:27,211 ♪ I knew it from the start ♪ 423 00:25:27,244 --> 00:25:32,049 ♪ That you would fuck me up ♪ 424 00:25:35,186 --> 00:25:38,422 ♪ Doesn't have to be A lifetime ♪ 425 00:25:38,456 --> 00:25:42,326 ♪ I just want you right now ♪ 426 00:25:44,929 --> 00:25:47,164 [Josh chuckles] Do you remember when I snuck you out 427 00:25:47,198 --> 00:25:48,899 to go to Jason's party? 428 00:25:48,933 --> 00:25:50,234 Thank you. 429 00:25:50,267 --> 00:25:52,403 Oh, my God, my mom was so pissed. 430 00:25:52,436 --> 00:25:54,405 [both laughing] 431 00:25:54,438 --> 00:25:57,341 I still managed to win her over in the end, though. 432 00:25:57,374 --> 00:25:59,310 -Yeah, you definitely did. -[chuckles] 433 00:26:01,979 --> 00:26:03,280 Yeah, I miss those days. 434 00:26:04,115 --> 00:26:05,349 I miss her. 435 00:26:07,785 --> 00:26:09,120 I know. 436 00:26:09,153 --> 00:26:12,123 -[light music playing] -[audience clapping] 437 00:26:13,124 --> 00:26:15,025 [woman coughs, sniffs] 438 00:26:15,059 --> 00:26:17,695 -[man] I got it. -[indistinct chatter] 439 00:26:17,728 --> 00:26:20,631 [people groaning, sniffing] 440 00:26:21,732 --> 00:26:25,336 -[chatter continues] -[light music continues] 441 00:26:51,596 --> 00:26:54,899 [breathing heavily] 442 00:26:59,803 --> 00:27:01,606 [woman mutters] 443 00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:03,207 So tell me about LA. 444 00:27:05,709 --> 00:27:08,179 Honestly, it's not glamorous at all. 445 00:27:08,212 --> 00:27:11,916 I spend my time either working or writing. 446 00:27:13,217 --> 00:27:15,085 Well, uh, you look great. 447 00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:19,023 The SoCal sun agrees with you. 448 00:27:19,056 --> 00:27:20,659 Thanks. 449 00:27:33,871 --> 00:27:37,007 So, um, do you see Evan a lot? 450 00:27:37,676 --> 00:27:42,012 Yeah, I try to-- I try to stop by when I drive past. 451 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:44,949 He's not in most of the time. 452 00:27:44,982 --> 00:27:46,850 And when he is, he's usually with his girlfriend. 453 00:27:46,884 --> 00:27:48,385 Girlfriend. 454 00:27:48,419 --> 00:27:49,787 -Yeah. -[Rachel laughs] 455 00:27:49,820 --> 00:27:51,690 I think it's his girlfriend. 456 00:27:51,722 --> 00:27:53,390 I didn't know he had a... 457 00:27:53,424 --> 00:27:55,326 I don't know for sure. 458 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:56,860 Don't get me in any trouble. 459 00:27:56,894 --> 00:27:58,630 Don't worry, I won't. 460 00:27:58,663 --> 00:28:01,232 [light music continues] 461 00:28:07,004 --> 00:28:09,273 -[crickets chirping] -[Rachel sighs] 462 00:28:24,355 --> 00:28:25,590 [door closes] 463 00:28:25,624 --> 00:28:27,958 [keys jingling] 464 00:28:30,427 --> 00:28:31,829 Josh? 465 00:28:33,297 --> 00:28:34,733 I'm sorry. 466 00:28:37,034 --> 00:28:38,435 What are you sorry for? 467 00:28:39,370 --> 00:28:41,238 I'm sorry for leaving. 468 00:28:47,612 --> 00:28:48,779 Yeah. 469 00:28:52,983 --> 00:28:54,918 I understand why you did it, though. 470 00:28:55,486 --> 00:28:56,820 You do? 471 00:28:57,988 --> 00:28:59,089 Yeah. 472 00:28:59,790 --> 00:29:01,859 You were so young and... 473 00:29:02,893 --> 00:29:04,461 what you went through was... 474 00:29:07,498 --> 00:29:08,667 awful. 475 00:29:09,900 --> 00:29:12,637 If anybody should be apologizing, it's probably me. 476 00:29:14,773 --> 00:29:18,542 I didn't exactly do a great job of helping you 477 00:29:18,576 --> 00:29:19,711 through your grief. 478 00:29:20,612 --> 00:29:21,879 Yeah. 479 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:25,149 We were both pretty young. 480 00:29:26,150 --> 00:29:27,217 Yeah. 481 00:29:29,820 --> 00:29:31,488 Do you hate me? 482 00:29:32,489 --> 00:29:34,124 How could I hate you? 483 00:29:35,492 --> 00:29:37,729 All I've ever wanted is for you to be happy. 484 00:29:39,296 --> 00:29:42,232 Will you ever stop being so sweet? 485 00:29:44,201 --> 00:29:45,570 Not with you. 486 00:29:46,671 --> 00:29:49,073 [light music continues] 487 00:30:33,350 --> 00:30:36,387 [crickets chirping] 488 00:30:39,724 --> 00:30:41,760 [birds chirping] 489 00:30:44,495 --> 00:30:45,697 [kisses] 490 00:30:48,265 --> 00:30:51,301 [music playing over earbuds] 491 00:30:54,071 --> 00:30:57,074 [sirens wailing] 492 00:31:02,012 --> 00:31:03,815 [vehicle passes] 493 00:31:03,848 --> 00:31:06,651 [ominous music playing] 494 00:31:08,018 --> 00:31:11,488 [heartbeat thudding] 495 00:31:11,522 --> 00:31:14,559 -[panting] -[suspenseful music playing] 496 00:31:21,599 --> 00:31:24,435 -[light dramatic music playing] -[sighs] 497 00:31:28,439 --> 00:31:30,073 [sighs] 498 00:31:32,476 --> 00:31:33,912 Evan! 499 00:31:33,944 --> 00:31:36,079 -[door slams] -Evan! 500 00:31:36,980 --> 00:31:38,215 Evan? 501 00:31:38,248 --> 00:31:40,284 [suspenseful music playing] 502 00:31:41,619 --> 00:31:42,821 Evan. 503 00:31:45,122 --> 00:31:46,691 [sighs] 504 00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:52,029 -Jessica. -Hi, Rachel. 505 00:31:52,062 --> 00:31:54,398 -Is everything okay? -Yeah, yep. 506 00:31:54,431 --> 00:31:58,035 -It's Evan, he's not home. -Oh, calm down. What happened? 507 00:31:58,068 --> 00:32:01,840 I lent him my car last night and he's not made it home, and I don't know where he is. 508 00:32:01,873 --> 00:32:04,576 Okay, okay. Did you call his phone number? 509 00:32:04,609 --> 00:32:06,711 [sighs] I don't have his number. 510 00:32:06,744 --> 00:32:08,880 All right, let me try to reach him and I'll get back to you. 511 00:32:08,913 --> 00:32:10,481 -Okay, yeah. -I'm sure everything's fine. 512 00:32:10,514 --> 00:32:11,816 -Thank you. -Okay. 513 00:32:11,850 --> 00:32:13,016 Thanks. 514 00:32:13,984 --> 00:32:15,587 [sighs] 515 00:32:15,620 --> 00:32:17,254 -[keyboard clicking] -[birds chirping] 516 00:32:17,287 --> 00:32:19,958 [car door opens, closes] 517 00:32:21,992 --> 00:32:23,126 Evan? 518 00:32:24,127 --> 00:32:25,295 Evan! 519 00:32:27,030 --> 00:32:28,198 Evan! 520 00:32:30,334 --> 00:32:31,502 [door slams] 521 00:32:31,535 --> 00:32:33,337 His friend Faith called me. 522 00:32:34,839 --> 00:32:36,406 Your car's at Jake's. 523 00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:38,475 He knows where to find it. 524 00:32:38,509 --> 00:32:40,310 Look, honey, uh... 525 00:32:41,478 --> 00:32:44,481 We can't keep doing this, Adam and I. 526 00:32:44,515 --> 00:32:46,350 We just don't know what else to do. 527 00:32:47,551 --> 00:32:49,821 We found a clinic, it's good. 528 00:32:49,854 --> 00:32:51,623 A clinic? 529 00:32:51,656 --> 00:32:54,759 Adam doesn't want him anywhere near the twins. 530 00:32:54,792 --> 00:32:56,628 I'm sorry, I'm gonna have to call you. 531 00:32:56,661 --> 00:32:57,896 [Jessica] Okay. 532 00:33:10,708 --> 00:33:12,276 Since when? 533 00:33:12,309 --> 00:33:13,778 [Evan] When what? 534 00:33:13,811 --> 00:33:15,613 What the fuck are you on, Evan? 535 00:33:16,814 --> 00:33:18,650 What? What do you want, Rachel? 536 00:33:18,683 --> 00:33:21,184 -Just-- -Why are you doing this! 537 00:33:21,218 --> 00:33:23,555 After what we went through with Mom? 538 00:33:23,588 --> 00:33:27,792 Can you just go and spare me the spiel, Rachel, please? 539 00:33:27,825 --> 00:33:30,494 -I-- I-- -Fucking look at me. 540 00:33:30,527 --> 00:33:32,664 Okay... What? Mom-- 541 00:33:32,697 --> 00:33:34,866 I was at a party. What? 542 00:33:34,899 --> 00:33:36,668 What do you want? 543 00:33:36,701 --> 00:33:38,903 -When did this start? -When did what start? 544 00:33:38,937 --> 00:33:40,705 The drugs, the partying. 545 00:33:42,707 --> 00:33:44,541 Look, I just wanna get some sleep, 546 00:33:44,576 --> 00:33:47,411 so if you can go, that would be great. 547 00:33:47,444 --> 00:33:50,648 I'm not leaving until we've had this conversation. 548 00:33:50,682 --> 00:33:52,449 What conversation? 549 00:33:54,752 --> 00:33:56,888 -Hmm? -Just tell me how I can help you. 550 00:33:56,921 --> 00:33:59,489 You can let me sleep and... 551 00:34:00,090 --> 00:34:02,660 and we can talk about it later. 552 00:34:03,695 --> 00:34:06,496 'Cause I'm not going anywhere, so... 553 00:34:07,932 --> 00:34:11,603 Fine, and then you can take me to get 554 00:34:11,636 --> 00:34:14,171 my fucking car, you asshole. 555 00:34:16,608 --> 00:34:19,010 -Hey. -Hi, hey, Megan. 556 00:34:19,043 --> 00:34:21,445 How is the writing discovery going? 557 00:34:22,312 --> 00:34:25,683 Well, it's not going as good as planned, but, um... 558 00:34:26,651 --> 00:34:29,854 I'm actually gonna stay here for a little longer. 559 00:34:29,887 --> 00:34:32,056 I'm not quite sure how long, but, um... 560 00:34:32,090 --> 00:34:35,292 Why? What's wrong? Is everything okay? 561 00:34:35,325 --> 00:34:37,629 Oh, no, no, nothing's wrong. 562 00:34:37,662 --> 00:34:39,564 No, I'm good. 563 00:34:39,597 --> 00:34:42,900 I emailed Mr. Phillips, but if you could tell him on Tuesday, 564 00:34:42,934 --> 00:34:45,469 -that would be awesome. -Yeah, of course. 565 00:34:45,502 --> 00:34:48,405 I'm-- I'm so sorry to hear that. 566 00:34:48,438 --> 00:34:50,875 Let me know if you need anything, okay? 567 00:34:51,776 --> 00:34:52,944 I will. 568 00:34:52,977 --> 00:34:54,544 Thanks, Megan. 569 00:34:54,579 --> 00:34:55,813 Love you. 570 00:34:59,149 --> 00:35:00,885 [sighs] 571 00:35:00,918 --> 00:35:02,020 [phone thuds] 572 00:35:09,127 --> 00:35:11,161 [birds chirping] 573 00:35:17,334 --> 00:35:18,468 [gags] 574 00:35:18,502 --> 00:35:20,838 [vomiting, spits] 575 00:35:21,606 --> 00:35:24,341 [coughing] 576 00:35:25,308 --> 00:35:26,711 [spits] 577 00:35:36,954 --> 00:35:38,355 You don't look too good. 578 00:35:39,123 --> 00:35:43,127 -Yeah, I'm fine. -Well, I made breakfast for breakfast this time. 579 00:35:43,161 --> 00:35:45,096 You want some? 580 00:35:45,129 --> 00:35:46,329 No, I'm good. 581 00:35:47,065 --> 00:35:48,231 Okay. 582 00:35:49,499 --> 00:35:52,269 I was thinking we could go on a walk later. 583 00:35:52,302 --> 00:35:54,972 It's been a while since I've been up in these mountains. 584 00:35:55,006 --> 00:35:56,808 It's November. 585 00:35:56,841 --> 00:35:58,542 So what? 586 00:35:58,576 --> 00:36:00,377 It's freezing. 587 00:36:00,410 --> 00:36:03,147 You think 'cause I live in LA now I can't handle the cold? 588 00:36:03,181 --> 00:36:05,183 I just wanna sleep, honestly. 589 00:36:05,215 --> 00:36:07,118 Haven't you slept enough? 590 00:36:07,151 --> 00:36:08,285 No. 591 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:10,722 Besides, don't you have anything better to do 592 00:36:10,755 --> 00:36:13,057 than going for a walk in the freezing cold? 593 00:36:13,925 --> 00:36:15,760 No, not really. 594 00:36:17,327 --> 00:36:21,032 Okay, fine, we can go, but later. 595 00:36:21,899 --> 00:36:23,668 Sounds good. 596 00:36:23,701 --> 00:36:25,970 Also, I'm gonna take you up on those pancakes 597 00:36:26,003 --> 00:36:27,404 since you made them. 598 00:36:30,742 --> 00:36:32,110 Thank you. 599 00:36:33,443 --> 00:36:36,047 Were you able to get your car back? 600 00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:37,447 Yeah, I did. 601 00:36:39,016 --> 00:36:40,985 Look, we really need to talk about that. 602 00:36:41,018 --> 00:36:43,054 -No, we don't. -Yes, we do. 603 00:36:43,087 --> 00:36:44,756 I thought it was a movie night. 604 00:36:44,789 --> 00:36:46,557 We did watch a movie. 605 00:36:46,591 --> 00:36:48,391 Yeah, I'm sure you did. 606 00:36:49,927 --> 00:36:52,163 Also, what the hell? It's so cold in here. 607 00:36:52,196 --> 00:36:54,899 Yeah, because you didn't get any firewood. 608 00:36:54,932 --> 00:36:56,500 Yeah, that'd be my bad. 609 00:36:58,069 --> 00:36:59,503 I might call Josh. 610 00:36:59,536 --> 00:37:01,606 He might have some we can use for the night. 611 00:37:01,639 --> 00:37:04,208 -Josh? -Yeah, that guy I used to date. 612 00:37:04,242 --> 00:37:07,712 -Tall, really nice. -I remember Josh. 613 00:37:07,745 --> 00:37:10,615 He came after you left to visit Grandma and I. 614 00:37:10,648 --> 00:37:13,084 -He did? -Brought her flowers and everything. 615 00:37:13,117 --> 00:37:16,486 -That was nice of him. -Yeah, very nice. 616 00:37:18,823 --> 00:37:20,892 -Are you okay? -[Evan] Yeah, I'm fine. 617 00:37:20,925 --> 00:37:22,459 [door closes] 618 00:37:24,595 --> 00:37:26,230 -[knocking] -Evan? 619 00:37:26,264 --> 00:37:27,865 [water running] 620 00:37:27,899 --> 00:37:30,101 -[ominous music playing] -[knocking] 621 00:37:30,134 --> 00:37:31,803 Evan? 622 00:37:31,836 --> 00:37:34,371 -What happened? -Nothing, nothing. 623 00:37:35,907 --> 00:37:37,141 I'm fine. 624 00:37:37,175 --> 00:37:39,777 [ominous music continues] 625 00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:03,835 [metal clanks] 626 00:38:09,273 --> 00:38:12,475 [lighter clicking] 627 00:38:22,787 --> 00:38:25,823 [light dramatic music playing] 628 00:38:35,967 --> 00:38:39,237 [phone clicking] 629 00:38:40,403 --> 00:38:42,874 [line ringing] 630 00:38:42,907 --> 00:38:45,176 -[Josh] Hello? -Uh, Josh, hi. 631 00:38:45,209 --> 00:38:47,845 [keyboard clicking] 632 00:38:53,651 --> 00:38:54,785 [knocking] 633 00:38:57,255 --> 00:38:58,556 [Rachel] Hey. 634 00:38:58,589 --> 00:39:00,191 Feeling a little better? 635 00:39:01,692 --> 00:39:03,194 Yeah, I'm fine. 636 00:39:03,227 --> 00:39:05,528 Still down to go on that walk? 637 00:39:07,430 --> 00:39:09,532 -[leaves rustling] -[birds chirping] 638 00:39:12,870 --> 00:39:15,573 [Evan] So majoring in dramatic writing, huh? 639 00:39:15,606 --> 00:39:17,208 [Rachel] Yeah. 640 00:39:17,241 --> 00:39:18,743 [Evan] Who woulda thought? 641 00:39:18,776 --> 00:39:20,978 [Rachel] What's that supposed to mean? 642 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:25,850 Nothing, I just never imagined my popular sister 643 00:39:25,883 --> 00:39:27,118 majoring in writing. 644 00:39:27,919 --> 00:39:30,221 Well, things change. 645 00:39:33,291 --> 00:39:34,457 They really do. 646 00:39:38,796 --> 00:39:40,564 Are you sure you're warm enough? 647 00:39:41,799 --> 00:39:43,167 You want another hat? 648 00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,435 -[Rachel laughs] -Some gloves or something? 649 00:39:45,468 --> 00:39:47,138 I've got pockets. 650 00:39:54,946 --> 00:39:56,814 Have you thought about what you wanna do? 651 00:39:58,649 --> 00:40:02,586 -As in... -As in college. 652 00:40:02,620 --> 00:40:03,988 What do you wanna study? 653 00:40:05,256 --> 00:40:07,959 I haven't really thought about it. 654 00:40:07,992 --> 00:40:10,094 I'm sure you've thought of something. 655 00:40:11,329 --> 00:40:13,564 I remember you liked writing, too, 656 00:40:13,597 --> 00:40:15,967 so don't play tough with me. 657 00:40:17,802 --> 00:40:20,805 -No, I don't think that's for me. -Writing? 658 00:40:21,605 --> 00:40:22,773 School. 659 00:40:24,442 --> 00:40:26,476 It's-- it's not really my thing. 660 00:40:27,345 --> 00:40:29,046 Plus, it's expensive, so... 661 00:40:30,147 --> 00:40:32,950 I'm sure you've got the grades for a scholarship. 662 00:40:35,252 --> 00:40:36,387 Things change. 663 00:40:38,255 --> 00:40:39,390 How bad? 664 00:40:40,958 --> 00:40:42,126 Drop it, Ray. 665 00:40:42,693 --> 00:40:44,328 Evan. 666 00:40:44,929 --> 00:40:46,330 Please talk to me. 667 00:40:47,631 --> 00:40:49,166 I promise I won't get mad. 668 00:40:54,038 --> 00:40:55,639 It's bad. 669 00:40:55,673 --> 00:40:57,274 [light music playing] 670 00:40:57,308 --> 00:40:59,810 [stammers] I don't go anymore. 671 00:40:59,844 --> 00:41:01,178 Jesus. 672 00:41:01,712 --> 00:41:03,080 Evan! 673 00:41:04,315 --> 00:41:05,515 What? 674 00:41:07,284 --> 00:41:10,021 Thought you said you wouldn't get mad, so... 675 00:41:10,054 --> 00:41:11,756 I'm not mad. 676 00:41:12,957 --> 00:41:18,496 [sighs] Well, I guess it's GED classes for you, then. 677 00:41:18,963 --> 00:41:21,198 [Evan chuckles] 678 00:41:21,232 --> 00:41:23,100 Don't laugh at me. 679 00:41:26,904 --> 00:41:29,774 Look, I-- I know it's important. 680 00:41:31,509 --> 00:41:33,244 I do think about it sometimes. 681 00:41:36,213 --> 00:41:39,717 [sighs] I mean, I petitioned to get back in and everything, 682 00:41:39,750 --> 00:41:41,352 but they wouldn't take me. 683 00:41:42,253 --> 00:41:43,587 That's insane. 684 00:41:44,655 --> 00:41:45,890 What did you do? 685 00:41:46,690 --> 00:41:48,692 -Nothing. -Evan. 686 00:41:51,028 --> 00:41:53,264 -Nothing. -Tell me. 687 00:41:58,769 --> 00:42:00,371 I was high. 688 00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,810 A teacher grabbed my bag and I grabbed it back and... 689 00:42:08,012 --> 00:42:10,214 the principal said I'd assaulted the guy. 690 00:42:11,248 --> 00:42:12,416 So... 691 00:42:15,853 --> 00:42:19,090 I thought it was just partying. 692 00:42:19,924 --> 00:42:22,426 When did it become partying at school? 693 00:42:28,399 --> 00:42:30,668 I don't really know how to answer that question. 694 00:42:34,538 --> 00:42:35,773 I'm... 695 00:42:36,807 --> 00:42:40,344 I'm only asking 'cause I'm really trying to understand. 696 00:42:44,583 --> 00:42:46,951 There's nothing to understand, really, I... 697 00:42:48,786 --> 00:42:51,689 I just started doing it 'cause it made me feel good and... 698 00:42:53,324 --> 00:42:55,426 now I do it so I don't feel like shit. 699 00:42:58,229 --> 00:42:59,463 Evan. 700 00:43:01,098 --> 00:43:04,301 You have so much going for you. 701 00:43:05,102 --> 00:43:07,471 So many talents. 702 00:43:07,505 --> 00:43:11,041 I would kill to write like you do, to paint like you do. 703 00:43:11,075 --> 00:43:14,378 -Yeah, I'm a regular van Gogh. -Van Gogh killed himself. 704 00:43:16,847 --> 00:43:18,182 All the best ones do. 705 00:43:28,125 --> 00:43:32,329 -What are you doing? -Shut up, you're ruining the moment. 706 00:43:37,434 --> 00:43:39,403 -[door creaks] -[Evan] Fuck, it's cold. 707 00:43:39,436 --> 00:43:41,005 -[Rachel] Yeah. -[exhales] 708 00:43:41,038 --> 00:43:42,406 [door closes] 709 00:43:45,476 --> 00:43:50,347 I'm gonna go meet Josh. He said he has some spare wood that we can use for the night. 710 00:43:51,482 --> 00:43:53,284 -Okay. -You wanna come? 711 00:43:53,317 --> 00:43:57,589 Uh, no, I'm good, I'm just gonna stay home 712 00:43:57,622 --> 00:43:59,723 and lay low and make some dinner. 713 00:44:01,125 --> 00:44:04,161 We could stop by Jojo's and get hot chocolate. 714 00:44:05,229 --> 00:44:06,565 No, I'm good. 715 00:44:08,365 --> 00:44:11,636 Okay, well, uh, call me if you need anything. 716 00:44:11,670 --> 00:44:12,836 Yeah, Mom. 717 00:44:14,505 --> 00:44:15,674 I... 718 00:44:16,575 --> 00:44:17,875 Habit. 719 00:44:17,908 --> 00:44:19,310 It's all good. 720 00:44:19,343 --> 00:44:20,711 -Bye. -Bye. 721 00:44:22,046 --> 00:44:24,949 [birds chirping] 722 00:44:40,231 --> 00:44:43,300 [heavy rock music playing over headphones] 723 00:44:54,878 --> 00:44:56,780 [sighs] 724 00:45:10,094 --> 00:45:11,295 [grunts] 725 00:45:33,585 --> 00:45:35,152 -[rapid knocking] -[girl screams faintly] Evan! 726 00:45:38,989 --> 00:45:40,424 -[knocking continues] -Evan! 727 00:45:47,565 --> 00:45:48,966 That is some coat. 728 00:45:49,933 --> 00:45:51,168 [Rachel] It's cold! 729 00:45:51,902 --> 00:45:53,370 Come on in. 730 00:45:53,404 --> 00:45:55,239 I'm sure you remember the way. 731 00:45:55,272 --> 00:45:56,775 [Rachel] I do. 732 00:45:59,410 --> 00:46:01,812 -[door closes] -[knocking] 733 00:46:01,845 --> 00:46:04,515 [cries] 734 00:46:12,156 --> 00:46:14,391 [knocking continues] 735 00:46:15,859 --> 00:46:17,027 Hey, what's up? 736 00:46:18,797 --> 00:46:19,963 I, uh... 737 00:46:22,166 --> 00:46:23,901 -You okay? -I need a favor. 738 00:46:26,136 --> 00:46:27,304 Uh... 739 00:46:29,674 --> 00:46:31,075 Can I come in? 740 00:46:33,678 --> 00:46:34,845 Yeah. 741 00:46:41,653 --> 00:46:43,053 [door closes] 742 00:46:44,656 --> 00:46:47,124 I'm-- I'm sorry about last night. 743 00:46:47,157 --> 00:46:50,461 Um, Evan took my car and he didn't make it home, 744 00:46:50,494 --> 00:46:53,864 so I needed to make sure he was okay. 745 00:46:53,897 --> 00:46:59,336 -Was he? -Yeah, yeah, um, he just stayed at some friends. 746 00:46:59,370 --> 00:47:02,306 So firewood, I have a few logs in the back 747 00:47:02,339 --> 00:47:05,442 that should last you the couple days that you're here. 748 00:47:05,476 --> 00:47:07,277 I'm gonna give you the number of the guy I order from 749 00:47:07,311 --> 00:47:10,147 just so Evan can call him after you leave. 750 00:47:10,180 --> 00:47:13,384 -Thank you. I owe you one. -Do you, uh, want anything to drink? 751 00:47:13,417 --> 00:47:16,453 Coffee, tea, I made pie. 752 00:47:16,487 --> 00:47:20,357 [chuckles] I actually have to get going. 753 00:47:20,391 --> 00:47:21,559 Pie to go, then. 754 00:47:23,360 --> 00:47:25,563 Cute mugs, Josh. 755 00:47:27,398 --> 00:47:30,835 -I didn't know you had a passion for them. -Yeah. 756 00:47:30,869 --> 00:47:34,739 Uh, my mom used to get me one every year for Christmas. 757 00:47:35,172 --> 00:47:36,974 I don't even drink that much tea. 758 00:47:37,842 --> 00:47:39,042 Great taste. 759 00:47:41,178 --> 00:47:42,814 Let me go grab that firewood. 760 00:47:44,381 --> 00:47:45,750 -[Evan] No. -Please? 761 00:47:45,784 --> 00:47:48,586 I already told you I have nothing left. 762 00:47:48,620 --> 00:47:52,523 -Evan, Evan. -[light dramatic music playing] 763 00:47:52,557 --> 00:47:55,225 Evan, Evan, you're lying to me. 764 00:47:55,259 --> 00:47:56,861 Oh, I can tell when you're lying, 765 00:47:56,895 --> 00:47:59,196 -I'm not lying. I'm... -I'm your best friend. 766 00:47:59,229 --> 00:48:00,865 -Tell me you're lying. -I'm not lying, 767 00:48:00,899 --> 00:48:02,433 I'm not lying, but even if I had something, 768 00:48:02,466 --> 00:48:03,934 I wouldn't give it to you. 769 00:48:04,636 --> 00:48:05,703 -Look, hey-- -Cut the fuck-- 770 00:48:05,737 --> 00:48:07,839 Fuck, you're losing your shit. 771 00:48:07,872 --> 00:48:09,741 Fuck you, Evan. 772 00:48:09,774 --> 00:48:11,241 Fuck you! 773 00:48:11,275 --> 00:48:13,177 That's fucking bullshit, man. 774 00:48:13,210 --> 00:48:15,680 I'm fucked up? I'm losing my shit? 775 00:48:15,713 --> 00:48:17,682 Who the hell do you think you are? 776 00:48:17,715 --> 00:48:19,383 Who the fuck has been there for you 777 00:48:19,416 --> 00:48:22,519 this entire fucking time, and now when I need something... 778 00:48:22,554 --> 00:48:25,055 Now when I need something, oh, you don't fucking have it. 779 00:48:25,088 --> 00:48:27,090 That's fucking bullshit. Who the fuck... 780 00:48:27,124 --> 00:48:29,359 Who the fuck helped you out, like, two fucking nights 781 00:48:29,393 --> 00:48:31,228 when you needed some shit? 782 00:48:31,261 --> 00:48:32,764 This is fucking shit, Evan. 783 00:48:32,797 --> 00:48:34,933 -Stop, Faith, stop! -Bullshit! 784 00:48:34,965 --> 00:48:36,967 Stop, stop, stop! 785 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:40,137 -Stop, stop, stop! -[breathing heavily] 786 00:48:40,170 --> 00:48:41,371 I may have something. 787 00:48:45,108 --> 00:48:46,276 What? 788 00:48:47,144 --> 00:48:48,312 Some weed. 789 00:48:50,915 --> 00:48:52,549 Some coke. 790 00:48:52,584 --> 00:48:54,051 Just not much, though. 791 00:48:55,185 --> 00:48:57,454 That's fine. [clears throat] 792 00:48:57,488 --> 00:48:59,858 That's fine, man. 793 00:49:00,457 --> 00:49:02,493 -Anything will do. -[suspenseful music playing] 794 00:49:04,328 --> 00:49:05,663 [Evan] Just wait here. 795 00:49:08,332 --> 00:49:12,002 [breathing heavily] 796 00:49:14,606 --> 00:49:16,507 [birds chirping] 797 00:49:16,540 --> 00:49:19,611 -[trunk closes] -All right, that's the last of it. 798 00:49:19,644 --> 00:49:21,178 [light music playing] 799 00:49:21,211 --> 00:49:23,915 Uh, I've been meaning to ask... 800 00:49:23,948 --> 00:49:28,853 I don't wanna intrude or anything, but are you, uh... 801 00:49:29,520 --> 00:49:32,557 -What's-- what's Evan gonna do? -What do you mean? 802 00:49:34,057 --> 00:49:38,763 Like, I didn't know if he was gonna go back with you 803 00:49:38,796 --> 00:49:42,099 or if you were planning on selling the house. 804 00:49:42,132 --> 00:49:45,168 Well, he's 18 in a few weeks, 805 00:49:45,202 --> 00:49:48,873 so I guess that's for him to decide. 806 00:49:50,541 --> 00:49:53,912 -I didn't mean to intrude. -No, it's, it's... it's okay. 807 00:49:54,812 --> 00:49:57,447 Anyway, uh, I better be going. 808 00:49:57,481 --> 00:50:02,620 -[light music continues] -[birds chirping] 809 00:50:04,756 --> 00:50:06,024 [Rachel sighs] 810 00:50:08,492 --> 00:50:09,761 Thanks for the pie. 811 00:50:11,663 --> 00:50:13,932 -[door closes] -[car engine starts] 812 00:50:15,532 --> 00:50:18,368 [pensive music playing] 813 00:50:22,272 --> 00:50:23,841 [drawer rattling] 814 00:50:23,875 --> 00:50:25,944 [hand thudding] 815 00:50:37,087 --> 00:50:39,389 [Faith coughs, sniffles] 816 00:50:39,423 --> 00:50:42,259 -This is all I have left. -Oh, fuck. 817 00:50:42,860 --> 00:50:44,896 Oh, thank you so much. 818 00:50:44,929 --> 00:50:46,363 Oh. 819 00:50:46,396 --> 00:50:48,231 [stammers] You should go. 820 00:50:48,265 --> 00:50:50,935 -[metal tapping] -No, Evan, come on, do a line with me. 821 00:50:53,071 --> 00:50:54,772 -No. -[groans] 822 00:50:54,806 --> 00:50:56,239 Fuck. 823 00:50:57,541 --> 00:50:59,911 [snorting] 824 00:50:59,944 --> 00:51:02,680 [groans, pants] 825 00:51:09,319 --> 00:51:13,057 -Here, Evan. -[stammers] Just take it and go, it's fine. 826 00:51:13,091 --> 00:51:16,126 -Just, just... Fuck, fuck, fuck. -[car approaching] 827 00:51:16,159 --> 00:51:18,896 -Who is that? -Fuck, my sister. Just, just go, please. 828 00:51:18,930 --> 00:51:21,264 -Evan, your sister's back? Why didn't you tell me? -Yes, yes, it's our-- 829 00:51:21,298 --> 00:51:23,001 It's just, please go. 830 00:51:23,568 --> 00:51:25,870 -You have to go. Come on, go on. -Okay, yes, I know. 831 00:51:25,903 --> 00:51:29,206 I'm going, Evan. Jesus, you're mean today. 832 00:51:29,239 --> 00:51:30,540 [door closes] 833 00:51:31,843 --> 00:51:34,078 [Evan] Hey, you're back early. 834 00:51:34,112 --> 00:51:36,546 -Yeah. -Uh, this is Faith. 835 00:51:36,581 --> 00:51:38,082 Faith, this is my sister, Rachel. 836 00:51:38,116 --> 00:51:39,249 A pleasure! 837 00:51:39,282 --> 00:51:40,852 Faith was just leaving. 838 00:51:41,653 --> 00:51:43,755 Yeah, that's right, I asked him if he wanted to go out tonight, 839 00:51:43,788 --> 00:51:47,625 but seems like he's just been a big old grandpa since you've been here. 840 00:51:50,662 --> 00:51:52,362 Well, have a great night, guys. 841 00:51:55,198 --> 00:51:56,668 -Drive safe! -[Faith] Yep! 842 00:51:56,701 --> 00:51:59,137 [car door opens, closes] 843 00:52:01,538 --> 00:52:04,541 [engine rumbling] 844 00:52:08,713 --> 00:52:11,348 -[hands squeaking] -[door opens] 845 00:52:11,381 --> 00:52:12,817 [Rachel] So Faith, huh? 846 00:52:14,551 --> 00:52:15,720 Yep. [sighs] 847 00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:19,423 Is she, like, your girlfriend? 848 00:52:21,224 --> 00:52:22,392 Just a friend. 849 00:52:24,494 --> 00:52:26,164 How long have you known her? 850 00:52:27,464 --> 00:52:29,199 A couple years. 851 00:52:29,232 --> 00:52:31,535 And why are you in detective mode again? 852 00:52:32,670 --> 00:52:34,005 I'm just curious. 853 00:52:34,739 --> 00:52:36,140 Okay. 854 00:52:36,174 --> 00:52:37,675 What was she on? 855 00:52:40,812 --> 00:52:42,780 -[light music playing] -How would I know? 856 00:52:44,381 --> 00:52:47,719 We grew up with Mom. I can tell. 857 00:52:53,891 --> 00:52:55,258 Cocaine. 858 00:52:57,762 --> 00:52:59,731 I had some left you didn't take. 859 00:53:00,698 --> 00:53:02,232 And did you? 860 00:53:06,269 --> 00:53:08,740 No, I didn't. 861 00:53:13,376 --> 00:53:15,445 I almost did, though. 862 00:53:16,914 --> 00:53:18,716 It's really hard. 863 00:53:19,951 --> 00:53:21,451 I know, Ev. 864 00:53:24,088 --> 00:53:25,723 [Evan sighs] 865 00:53:32,563 --> 00:53:35,298 [somber music playing] 866 00:53:53,985 --> 00:53:55,720 [birds chirping] 867 00:53:55,753 --> 00:53:59,123 [keyboard clacking] 868 00:53:59,957 --> 00:54:02,960 [engine rumbling] 869 00:54:03,561 --> 00:54:04,929 [car door closes] 870 00:54:10,568 --> 00:54:13,204 -[door creaking] -Oh, Jess, hi. 871 00:54:13,237 --> 00:54:18,142 -How's he doing? -Yeah, yeah, he's good, he's much better. 872 00:54:18,176 --> 00:54:19,342 Good. 873 00:54:19,911 --> 00:54:22,445 So, Adam and I spoke and we'd love 874 00:54:22,479 --> 00:54:24,649 to have you over for Thanksgiving dinner. 875 00:54:25,750 --> 00:54:27,718 It's a small thing, just us, really, 876 00:54:27,752 --> 00:54:29,654 but we'd love to have you. 877 00:54:29,687 --> 00:54:32,389 Well, that would be amazing. 878 00:54:32,422 --> 00:54:33,825 We would love to come. 879 00:54:34,992 --> 00:54:39,697 -Um, do you think Evan will be okay? -What do you mean? 880 00:54:41,132 --> 00:54:43,868 You know, clean? 881 00:54:44,602 --> 00:54:46,637 Yeah, of course he'll be clean. 882 00:54:51,309 --> 00:54:52,844 Jessica, what's going on? 883 00:54:54,011 --> 00:54:55,412 Before I say this, let me tell you that 884 00:54:55,445 --> 00:54:59,449 I really truly love Evan and I am so sorry 885 00:54:59,482 --> 00:55:01,319 that he's going through this and I am so sorry 886 00:55:01,351 --> 00:55:03,621 that you're going through this. 887 00:55:03,654 --> 00:55:06,757 My aunt was an alcoholic, I know how hard it can be. 888 00:55:06,791 --> 00:55:08,391 What are you trying to say? 889 00:55:09,794 --> 00:55:13,264 What I'm trying to say is that I have... 890 00:55:13,297 --> 00:55:16,366 tried to convince Adam to let Evan join us for dinner, 891 00:55:16,399 --> 00:55:19,837 -but he won't have it. -He's his nephew. 892 00:55:19,871 --> 00:55:21,371 His sister went through the same thing, 893 00:55:21,404 --> 00:55:23,641 -he should understand. -I know. 894 00:55:23,674 --> 00:55:26,677 Believe me, I have tried to get him to understand. 895 00:55:26,711 --> 00:55:30,348 Ever since Christmas last year, they have not spoken a word. 896 00:55:30,380 --> 00:55:32,216 What happened at Christmas? 897 00:55:33,150 --> 00:55:34,451 [car door closes] 898 00:55:39,389 --> 00:55:44,461 Um, it was Christmas morning and we came over with the babies 899 00:55:44,494 --> 00:55:47,464 to have lunch with Evan and your grandma, 900 00:55:47,497 --> 00:55:49,267 but Evan wasn't back yet. 901 00:55:51,335 --> 00:55:55,039 He came in, in the middle of lunch pretty out of it 902 00:55:55,072 --> 00:55:58,075 and started asking your grandma and Adam for money. 903 00:55:59,043 --> 00:56:00,878 When he could see that they weren't gonna give him anything, 904 00:56:00,912 --> 00:56:03,814 he threatened Adam with a knife. 905 00:56:04,682 --> 00:56:07,385 -Oh, my God. -It really wasn't as bad as it sounds, 906 00:56:07,417 --> 00:56:09,053 he regretted it almost immediately, 907 00:56:09,086 --> 00:56:11,889 but Adam never forgave him. 908 00:56:12,723 --> 00:56:14,358 He felt that he was a danger to the twins 909 00:56:14,392 --> 00:56:16,426 and they haven't spoken since. 910 00:56:19,196 --> 00:56:20,331 I... 911 00:56:21,265 --> 00:56:22,432 I'm so sorry. 912 00:56:25,269 --> 00:56:27,470 But we won't be coming for dinner. 913 00:56:28,806 --> 00:56:31,909 We'll be spending it here together. 914 00:56:32,542 --> 00:56:35,313 -Are-- are you sure? -Yeah. 915 00:56:37,782 --> 00:56:39,150 Okay. 916 00:56:40,051 --> 00:56:41,185 Jessica? 917 00:56:43,721 --> 00:56:47,858 I-- I really appreciate your honesty. 918 00:56:50,460 --> 00:56:55,800 Can you tell my uncle that my mother would be ashamed 919 00:56:56,499 --> 00:56:59,103 if she saw him treat her son this way? 920 00:57:00,671 --> 00:57:03,274 Believe me, he knows. 921 00:57:11,282 --> 00:57:14,385 [footsteps thudding] 922 00:57:18,789 --> 00:57:20,891 [car doors thudding] 923 00:57:20,925 --> 00:57:23,027 [car engine starts] 924 00:57:28,498 --> 00:57:29,967 -[door closes] -[light music playing] 925 00:57:30,001 --> 00:57:32,703 [dog barking in distance] 926 00:57:34,638 --> 00:57:36,073 [sighs] 927 00:58:00,231 --> 00:58:02,033 [bag rustling] 928 00:58:15,212 --> 00:58:16,480 -[door closes] -[keyboard clacking] 929 00:58:16,514 --> 00:58:20,184 [music playing over earbuds] 930 00:58:22,186 --> 00:58:23,654 Afternoon. 931 00:58:23,687 --> 00:58:26,323 ♪ With you ♪ 932 00:58:26,357 --> 00:58:28,859 ♪ I thought That you'd know... ♪ 933 00:58:28,893 --> 00:58:30,728 What are you working on? 934 00:58:30,761 --> 00:58:33,064 Oh, just something for school. It's nothing. 935 00:58:35,433 --> 00:58:38,402 Uh, Jessica stopped by when you were asleep. 936 00:58:39,270 --> 00:58:41,305 -She did? -Mm-hmm. 937 00:58:41,338 --> 00:58:42,473 And Adam. 938 00:58:43,741 --> 00:58:45,476 Really? [chuckles] 939 00:58:45,509 --> 00:58:48,512 Jessica told me about Christmas last year. 940 00:58:48,546 --> 00:58:50,881 -She shouldn't have told you anything. -Yes, she should! 941 00:58:54,952 --> 00:58:58,422 I was really messed up and it's usually not like that and-- 942 00:58:58,456 --> 00:59:02,126 and I was really messed up and I needed to get some stuff and I... 943 00:59:04,929 --> 00:59:06,297 And I really... 944 00:59:07,031 --> 00:59:09,967 I really didn't mean for that to go that way and... 945 00:59:11,068 --> 00:59:13,771 and I've apologized to Adam a million times 946 00:59:13,804 --> 00:59:15,706 and he just won't hear me out and... 947 00:59:15,739 --> 00:59:17,942 I know, she told me that. 948 00:59:19,043 --> 00:59:20,177 She did? 949 00:59:22,813 --> 00:59:24,148 They were really trying. 950 00:59:29,053 --> 00:59:30,788 Where do you get the drugs? 951 00:59:31,789 --> 00:59:33,290 Why are you asking me that? 952 00:59:34,091 --> 00:59:37,461 Was it Faith the first time you did it? 953 00:59:40,965 --> 00:59:42,133 Was it? 954 00:59:44,001 --> 00:59:46,370 -Well, she was there, yeah. -[exhales] 955 00:59:49,608 --> 00:59:52,611 I really don't think you should see her anymore. 956 00:59:52,643 --> 00:59:54,945 -Don't do that. -[light music playing] 957 00:59:54,979 --> 00:59:57,281 She was there for me when you left. 958 00:59:57,314 --> 00:59:59,483 Hanging out with an addict when you're trying to be clean? 959 00:59:59,517 --> 01:00:01,620 Like, how is that gonna help? 960 01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:05,523 I'm not stupid, okay? I-- I know. 961 01:00:09,594 --> 01:00:13,898 -I know. -Can you promise me that you won't see her again? 962 01:00:14,765 --> 01:00:16,300 -Please? -[light music continues] 963 01:00:20,204 --> 01:00:24,241 -[leaves rustling] -[birds chirping] 964 01:00:24,275 --> 01:00:26,710 [Rachel] Hurry up, you're missing the best part! 965 01:00:27,711 --> 01:00:30,381 -[Evan] Where'd you get this pie? -Oh, Josh made it. 966 01:00:31,182 --> 01:00:33,284 He gave me some yesterday to bring home. 967 01:00:33,317 --> 01:00:35,052 -Marry him. -[TV chatter] 968 01:00:36,820 --> 01:00:40,524 -No, seriously, what's going on with that? -With what? 969 01:00:40,991 --> 01:00:42,393 You and Josh. 970 01:00:43,394 --> 01:00:44,563 You're seeing him. 971 01:00:45,362 --> 01:00:46,565 "Seeing him"? 972 01:00:47,164 --> 01:00:49,533 I've been back in town for five days. 973 01:00:49,568 --> 01:00:51,835 And he gave you pie. 974 01:00:51,869 --> 01:00:53,537 If you ask me, he's committed. 975 01:00:55,806 --> 01:00:58,677 No, I have... 976 01:01:00,377 --> 01:01:03,847 I actually have a boyfriend in LA, whatever. 977 01:01:05,316 --> 01:01:06,817 What does that mean? 978 01:01:06,850 --> 01:01:09,654 Evan, I date the worst guys. 979 01:01:09,688 --> 01:01:12,523 I saw a therapist once and he said 980 01:01:12,557 --> 01:01:15,392 it was maybe because Dad left. 981 01:01:15,426 --> 01:01:19,129 And he also said I have abandonment issues. 982 01:01:20,898 --> 01:01:23,133 You think you do? 983 01:01:23,167 --> 01:01:25,469 There's just something about these guys. 984 01:01:27,238 --> 01:01:28,906 I don't know, they make me... 985 01:01:29,708 --> 01:01:31,408 They make me feel worthy. 986 01:01:33,010 --> 01:01:36,814 And then they treat me like shit and... 987 01:01:37,716 --> 01:01:40,484 I feel like they take away all my worth. 988 01:01:41,552 --> 01:01:45,389 And then I come here and you all actually have real problems 989 01:01:45,422 --> 01:01:50,527 and here I am talking about this shit which is not important to anyone. 990 01:01:50,562 --> 01:01:51,730 That's not true. 991 01:01:53,063 --> 01:01:55,600 Look, I obviously have my own shit... 992 01:01:57,201 --> 01:01:59,604 but that doesn't make your shit less important. 993 01:02:01,872 --> 01:02:06,578 So when I left here, I moved to LA 994 01:02:06,611 --> 01:02:11,782 and created this seemingly perfect life for myself. 995 01:02:12,751 --> 01:02:19,658 Every day, I'd wake up and I'd think of you and Grandma. 996 01:02:20,424 --> 01:02:21,959 Mom too, actually. 997 01:02:24,228 --> 01:02:26,297 I liked to imagine your life... 998 01:02:27,732 --> 01:02:29,601 who you'd grown up to be. 999 01:02:29,634 --> 01:02:35,306 Like a famous writer or artist or something. 1000 01:02:37,575 --> 01:02:40,944 I guess I refused to believe that this would happen to you... 1001 01:02:43,280 --> 01:02:46,984 and that's why I didn't consider the consequences 1002 01:02:47,017 --> 01:02:50,154 -of me leaving because-- -Look... 1003 01:02:52,323 --> 01:02:53,792 It's not your fault. 1004 01:02:55,593 --> 01:02:59,129 -Sure. -Mom made her choices. 1005 01:02:59,163 --> 01:03:01,231 So did I and so did you. 1006 01:03:01,265 --> 01:03:04,501 It's not fair to think that we're responsible 1007 01:03:04,535 --> 01:03:07,137 for other people's actions. It's not fair. 1008 01:03:08,205 --> 01:03:11,508 Why do you sound like the older sibling right now? 1009 01:03:11,542 --> 01:03:14,311 -Must be all the pie. -[chuckles] 1010 01:03:15,680 --> 01:03:18,415 But to answer your question... 1011 01:03:20,351 --> 01:03:24,589 Josh is great, but that ship has sailed. 1012 01:03:26,357 --> 01:03:31,528 Although he did invite us over for Thanksgiving tomorrow. 1013 01:03:32,496 --> 01:03:35,132 Will there be any more of this pie? 1014 01:03:35,165 --> 01:03:37,669 [laughs] I'm almost certain. 1015 01:03:38,302 --> 01:03:39,870 Then that's a yes for me. 1016 01:03:41,004 --> 01:03:43,842 [phone buzzing] 1017 01:03:47,712 --> 01:03:48,879 Who's that? 1018 01:03:50,013 --> 01:03:51,548 It's nothing. 1019 01:03:53,884 --> 01:03:59,289 -[Evan vomiting] -[TV chatter] 1020 01:04:00,157 --> 01:04:01,626 [Rachel] Hey, you ready? 1021 01:04:02,426 --> 01:04:05,295 [Evan spitting] 1022 01:04:05,329 --> 01:04:07,931 -[water splashing] -Coming! 1023 01:04:11,836 --> 01:04:13,638 [birds chirping] 1024 01:04:13,671 --> 01:04:16,875 -[Josh, Rachel laughing] -[light music playing] 1025 01:04:23,615 --> 01:04:25,850 -Thank you, Josh. -Don't thank me. 1026 01:04:25,884 --> 01:04:29,754 Your sister did the garlic roasted potatoes, and that was my favorite part. 1027 01:04:29,788 --> 01:04:33,056 -Ray, stop. You're my guest. -You've done everything. 1028 01:04:33,090 --> 01:04:35,526 Not the garlic roasted potatoes. 1029 01:04:35,560 --> 01:04:38,395 You guys are like you used to, I like it. 1030 01:04:41,064 --> 01:04:43,233 Yeah, me too. 1031 01:04:55,412 --> 01:04:57,247 Just like we used to be? 1032 01:04:57,281 --> 01:05:00,083 -Well, he agrees. -Really, Evan? 1033 01:05:00,718 --> 01:05:03,053 I guess he doesn't know he's the other guy, does he? 1034 01:05:03,086 --> 01:05:04,856 Can you shut up! 1035 01:05:04,889 --> 01:05:06,023 Here we go. 1036 01:05:06,791 --> 01:05:08,292 [Rachel] Here we go what? 1037 01:05:11,629 --> 01:05:13,530 Everyone's having to pussyfoot around Rachel 1038 01:05:13,565 --> 01:05:16,200 just in case we might-- we might say 1039 01:05:16,233 --> 01:05:18,469 the slightest thing that might offend you! 1040 01:05:18,502 --> 01:05:20,605 You can be such a fucking brat sometimes. 1041 01:05:20,638 --> 01:05:22,039 -A brat? -Yeah. 1042 01:05:22,072 --> 01:05:23,575 -I'm a brat? -Yeah, a fucking brat. 1043 01:05:23,608 --> 01:05:24,776 You know what? 1044 01:05:25,509 --> 01:05:28,378 Since the day I got here, all I have done 1045 01:05:28,412 --> 01:05:31,248 is try, try, and fucking try. 1046 01:05:31,281 --> 01:05:34,218 Have you ever thought that-- that maybe 1047 01:05:34,251 --> 01:05:36,487 you're not the victim in life? 1048 01:05:36,520 --> 01:05:39,423 You're not the victim. Maybe you're the problem, Rachel. 1049 01:05:39,456 --> 01:05:42,059 Maybe you're the problem! 1050 01:05:42,794 --> 01:05:45,295 [Evan breathing heavily] 1051 01:05:45,329 --> 01:05:46,631 [Rachel] Fuck you. 1052 01:05:46,664 --> 01:05:48,666 Fuck you, Rachel! 1053 01:05:50,133 --> 01:05:51,636 [Rachel] I'm out. 1054 01:05:56,941 --> 01:05:59,911 [door opens, slams] 1055 01:05:59,944 --> 01:06:02,012 What happened? 1056 01:06:02,045 --> 01:06:03,848 She got pissed at me for making 1057 01:06:03,882 --> 01:06:05,549 that comment about you two. 1058 01:06:06,450 --> 01:06:08,485 Why? It was-- it was harmless. 1059 01:06:09,854 --> 01:06:12,022 I guess she has a boyfriend in LA or something. 1060 01:06:13,323 --> 01:06:14,692 She does? 1061 01:06:14,726 --> 01:06:16,628 Sounds like a fucking douchebag. 1062 01:06:16,661 --> 01:06:23,166 Okay, uh, look, I'm gonna-- I'm gonna go find her. 1063 01:06:23,968 --> 01:06:26,638 I just don't want anybody to be upset today. 1064 01:06:26,671 --> 01:06:29,406 I just wanted her to be with someone she deserves. 1065 01:06:35,847 --> 01:06:37,481 [Evan sighs] 1066 01:06:37,514 --> 01:06:38,750 Save some pie for me. 1067 01:06:40,919 --> 01:06:42,286 I will. 1068 01:06:43,655 --> 01:06:44,956 [door squeaking] 1069 01:06:44,989 --> 01:06:46,490 -[door slams] -Rachel. 1070 01:06:46,523 --> 01:06:49,027 -Rachel, wait up, stop! -What?! 1071 01:06:49,928 --> 01:06:52,630 I'm sorry, I-- I took it too far. 1072 01:06:52,664 --> 01:06:54,732 You always take it too far, Evan. 1073 01:06:56,500 --> 01:06:57,635 I don't get it. 1074 01:06:58,736 --> 01:07:00,504 It's like as soon as you're unhappy, 1075 01:07:00,537 --> 01:07:03,708 you're so desperate for everyone else to be unhappy. 1076 01:07:05,043 --> 01:07:07,579 That's-- that's not what I'm trying to do, I-- 1077 01:07:07,612 --> 01:07:09,379 I want what's best for you. 1078 01:07:09,413 --> 01:07:14,052 You don't decide that, so keep your nose out. 1079 01:07:14,084 --> 01:07:16,253 -Like you're doing with Faith? -That's different. 1080 01:07:16,286 --> 01:07:17,321 How is that different? 1081 01:07:19,256 --> 01:07:22,225 Look, I see, I see and I've seen it, 1082 01:07:22,259 --> 01:07:23,895 how you smile when you're around him. 1083 01:07:25,930 --> 01:07:28,432 You smile like you used to when you lived here. 1084 01:07:29,934 --> 01:07:31,736 You don't see how I smile around Mike. 1085 01:07:31,769 --> 01:07:33,270 I really don't have to see that. 1086 01:07:33,303 --> 01:07:35,773 You said it yesterday, you only date douchebags. 1087 01:07:35,807 --> 01:07:37,174 Have you forgotten that? 1088 01:07:40,277 --> 01:07:42,614 -Or do you have a memory like Mom's? -Shut up! 1089 01:07:43,748 --> 01:07:44,916 I remember. 1090 01:07:47,652 --> 01:07:48,953 You're so stubborn. 1091 01:07:52,957 --> 01:07:57,527 Look, I'm gonna go in, I'm gonna chill with Josh, 1092 01:07:57,562 --> 01:07:59,030 and I'm gonna eat all the pie, 1093 01:07:59,063 --> 01:08:02,867 and if you don't come in, then you get nothing. 1094 01:08:02,900 --> 01:08:04,035 You wouldn't dare. 1095 01:08:05,670 --> 01:08:06,838 Try me. 1096 01:08:15,479 --> 01:08:17,615 -[door squeaks] -[leaves rustling] 1097 01:08:19,349 --> 01:08:21,119 -[door closes] -[birds chirping] 1098 01:08:26,958 --> 01:08:30,128 [keyboard clacking] 1099 01:08:31,629 --> 01:08:33,831 You look very intelligent in those specs. 1100 01:08:33,865 --> 01:08:35,967 That's because I am. 1101 01:08:36,000 --> 01:08:37,167 Toast or pancakes? 1102 01:08:37,769 --> 01:08:40,605 -Both. -A woman after my own heart. 1103 01:08:40,638 --> 01:08:41,873 [Rachel chuckles] 1104 01:08:43,775 --> 01:08:45,877 -Josh... -Yeah? 1105 01:08:46,543 --> 01:08:49,681 I'm really sorry about last night. 1106 01:08:50,948 --> 01:08:53,685 It was really rude to storm out like that. 1107 01:08:53,718 --> 01:08:57,088 Evan just really knows how to push my buttons. 1108 01:08:58,488 --> 01:09:00,692 What'd he say that upset you so much? 1109 01:09:00,725 --> 01:09:03,094 Just a bunch of nonsense. 1110 01:09:03,561 --> 01:09:05,763 I don't really think that him saying... 1111 01:09:06,463 --> 01:09:09,000 things are the way they used to be is nonsense. 1112 01:09:20,310 --> 01:09:22,080 Why didn't you tell me? 1113 01:09:23,380 --> 01:09:24,548 Tell you what? 1114 01:09:26,651 --> 01:09:28,052 About your boyfriend. 1115 01:09:29,153 --> 01:09:32,190 I'm sorry, Josh, I should've. 1116 01:09:32,924 --> 01:09:35,560 [scoffs] There really is not a lot to it. 1117 01:09:37,995 --> 01:09:39,864 Why didn't you say anything last night? 1118 01:09:42,834 --> 01:09:44,736 I wanted you to have a good time. 1119 01:09:46,170 --> 01:09:50,407 Plus, I was enjoying myself a little too much to bring it up. 1120 01:09:53,010 --> 01:09:55,545 It's really complicated with him. 1121 01:09:56,614 --> 01:10:01,219 We had a huge fight before I left and being here 1122 01:10:01,251 --> 01:10:05,156 is really making me feel that everything is over. 1123 01:10:06,190 --> 01:10:08,993 I mean, you should've had a conversation with him before the other night. 1124 01:10:09,026 --> 01:10:11,562 I didn't plan on that happening. 1125 01:10:11,596 --> 01:10:12,797 Do you regret it? 1126 01:10:13,898 --> 01:10:15,066 Not at all. 1127 01:10:20,938 --> 01:10:24,776 Okay, uh, I think you know how I feel about you, 1128 01:10:24,809 --> 01:10:30,148 but if you need me to back off... 1129 01:10:31,281 --> 01:10:32,315 I will. 1130 01:10:33,217 --> 01:10:34,351 No. 1131 01:10:35,820 --> 01:10:39,489 -You're actually really helping me get-- -[Evan] Morning! 1132 01:10:39,757 --> 01:10:41,358 [Josh] Breakfast is ready. 1133 01:10:41,391 --> 01:10:43,795 Yeah, I could get used to this. 1134 01:10:43,828 --> 01:10:46,597 -It's like a hotel. -[Rachel] Yeah, well don't. 1135 01:10:47,765 --> 01:10:51,135 Josh, when Rachel leaves, you're welcome to come here 1136 01:10:51,169 --> 01:10:52,870 and cook for me whenever you want. 1137 01:10:52,904 --> 01:10:55,573 -[Josh chuckles] -Ah, you won't be a burden at all. 1138 01:10:55,606 --> 01:10:57,440 Yeah, I think I would go broke in a week 1139 01:10:57,474 --> 01:10:59,577 with the amount you've been eating recently. 1140 01:10:59,610 --> 01:11:01,245 -I don't think so. -[Josh chuckles] 1141 01:11:01,279 --> 01:11:02,880 I could teach you how to cook, though. 1142 01:11:04,182 --> 01:11:05,817 I prefer eating, honestly. 1143 01:11:06,584 --> 01:11:07,785 [Josh] Yeah, don't we all? 1144 01:11:09,086 --> 01:11:12,322 Oh, it's, uh-- it's Sarah's tenth birthday. 1145 01:11:12,355 --> 01:11:14,225 We're having a party later, you guys should come by. 1146 01:11:14,258 --> 01:11:16,961 -She would love to see you both. -No way is Sarah ten. 1147 01:11:16,994 --> 01:11:20,064 I know, I know, it's double digits. 1148 01:11:20,998 --> 01:11:23,100 You guys gonna come? 1149 01:11:23,134 --> 01:11:24,302 Ev? 1150 01:11:25,770 --> 01:11:27,572 We all know how I love a party... 1151 01:11:28,806 --> 01:11:33,244 but I think I'm actually gonna look at some colleges, 1152 01:11:33,277 --> 01:11:35,279 some GED classes. 1153 01:11:35,313 --> 01:11:36,814 -Yeah. -Great, Ev. 1154 01:11:36,848 --> 01:11:38,649 [Evan] Yeah, don't get too excited 1155 01:11:38,683 --> 01:11:40,685 -'cause I'm just looking. -Too late. 1156 01:11:40,718 --> 01:11:43,054 I will need your laptop, though. 1157 01:11:44,889 --> 01:11:46,290 Mm, where is yours? 1158 01:11:46,324 --> 01:11:49,426 Um, mine is super old. If that's okay. 1159 01:11:51,562 --> 01:11:54,198 -Okay, fine. -Thank you. 1160 01:11:56,000 --> 01:11:57,335 [man on TV] Ain't no one gonna save your ass 1161 01:11:57,367 --> 01:11:59,170 -if you fucking... -[door creaks] 1162 01:12:01,639 --> 01:12:03,841 It looks like your research is going well. 1163 01:12:03,875 --> 01:12:06,711 We'll be back soon. Call me if you need anything. 1164 01:12:07,078 --> 01:12:08,511 Will do. 1165 01:12:10,147 --> 01:12:11,514 -Later. -Later. 1166 01:12:13,017 --> 01:12:14,417 [man] We're doing the legwork for you. 1167 01:12:15,653 --> 01:12:17,855 Okay, that's the last of it. 1168 01:12:17,889 --> 01:12:19,824 I'm just gonna get changed. 1169 01:12:19,857 --> 01:12:22,860 -[kids cheering distantly] -[light music playing] 1170 01:12:28,332 --> 01:12:29,967 [Rachel chuckles] 1171 01:12:35,106 --> 01:12:36,707 Stop. 1172 01:12:36,741 --> 01:12:38,910 I've gotta go get the piñata. 1173 01:12:38,943 --> 01:12:40,477 I'll be back. 1174 01:12:40,510 --> 01:12:41,746 [Josh hums] 1175 01:12:43,581 --> 01:12:45,883 [door opens, closes] 1176 01:12:46,717 --> 01:12:48,085 [gate slams] 1177 01:12:50,121 --> 01:12:51,488 [Faith] Josh! 1178 01:12:54,692 --> 01:12:56,727 -Where the fuck have you been?! -What are you doing here? 1179 01:12:56,761 --> 01:12:58,562 I told you not to come to my house anymore. 1180 01:12:58,596 --> 01:13:01,699 I need your help, man, I'm fucking dying. Please. [whimpers] 1181 01:13:01,732 --> 01:13:03,500 -[Rachel] What's going on? -[Faith] Oh, God. 1182 01:13:03,533 --> 01:13:06,070 -Nothing. -I'm not fucking around, Josh, I need my shit. 1183 01:13:06,103 --> 01:13:09,273 -You need-- you need to go. -I am not going anywhere 1184 01:13:09,307 --> 01:13:11,342 -without my something! -Jesus Christ, Faith, 1185 01:13:11,375 --> 01:13:12,743 -it is Sarah's-- Nothing! -What's she talking about? 1186 01:13:12,777 --> 01:13:14,278 Jesus fucking Christ, how stupid are you, 1187 01:13:14,312 --> 01:13:15,780 Little Miss Grad School? 1188 01:13:15,813 --> 01:13:17,415 Fuck you, God! 1189 01:13:17,982 --> 01:13:19,216 [Faith groans] 1190 01:13:19,250 --> 01:13:20,517 Go! 1191 01:13:20,550 --> 01:13:21,819 Don't move. 1192 01:13:22,586 --> 01:13:24,255 -[groans] -[door opens] 1193 01:13:24,288 --> 01:13:26,290 -[clattering] -Fucking Christ. 1194 01:13:27,825 --> 01:13:29,160 What?! 1195 01:13:33,064 --> 01:13:35,166 Beautiful day for a birthday party. 1196 01:13:37,435 --> 01:13:38,769 Piñata. 1197 01:13:44,241 --> 01:13:46,444 -[door closes] -[Faith] Okay. [clears throat] 1198 01:13:48,579 --> 01:13:51,248 I told you I don't do this anymore. 1199 01:13:51,282 --> 01:13:52,917 This is the last time. 1200 01:13:52,950 --> 01:13:54,852 [mouthing words] 1201 01:13:59,123 --> 01:14:01,125 -[door closes] -She's just... 1202 01:14:07,431 --> 01:14:10,801 Rachel, it's not... Look, it's not what you... 1203 01:14:10,835 --> 01:14:13,170 -I can explain. -Do you sell to my brother? 1204 01:14:17,975 --> 01:14:20,177 [woman on TV] Pride has everything to do with this. 1205 01:14:20,211 --> 01:14:22,512 -Listen. -[somber music playing] 1206 01:14:22,545 --> 01:14:24,982 [TV chatter continues] 1207 01:14:38,129 --> 01:14:40,164 -[suspenseful music playing] -[TV chatter continues] 1208 01:14:58,883 --> 01:15:00,351 [snapping] 1209 01:15:19,737 --> 01:15:21,305 [laptop clattering] 1210 01:15:21,338 --> 01:15:23,240 [dramatic music playing] 1211 01:15:31,015 --> 01:15:33,017 [panting] 1212 01:15:33,050 --> 01:15:35,820 [bag rustling] 1213 01:15:47,264 --> 01:15:49,133 -[car door closes] -[car engine starts] 1214 01:15:51,235 --> 01:15:54,305 [tires screeching] 1215 01:15:59,210 --> 01:16:03,013 -[door slams] -[light dramatic music playing] 1216 01:16:13,390 --> 01:16:16,127 [somber music playing] 1217 01:16:32,176 --> 01:16:34,512 [muffled police radio chatter] 1218 01:16:36,247 --> 01:16:39,116 [officer] We recovered the car in downtown San Francisco. 1219 01:16:39,150 --> 01:16:42,052 There was nothing left inside and no sign of your brother. 1220 01:16:42,086 --> 01:16:44,522 -[officer continues muffled] -[somber music continues] 1221 01:16:47,825 --> 01:16:50,661 Just keep your phone on you and just try to... 1222 01:16:50,694 --> 01:16:52,363 [officer continues muffled] 1223 01:16:55,833 --> 01:16:57,168 You ready? 1224 01:17:15,686 --> 01:17:18,756 [engine humming] 1225 01:17:18,789 --> 01:17:20,791 -[Rachel] It's all my fault. -You can't think that. 1226 01:17:20,824 --> 01:17:23,827 -Yes, I can because it is. -No, it isn't. 1227 01:17:25,329 --> 01:17:26,931 [Rachel] I was supposed to protect him. 1228 01:17:26,964 --> 01:17:28,365 You weren't supposed to do anything, Rachel, 1229 01:17:28,399 --> 01:17:29,568 you were just a kid. 1230 01:17:30,569 --> 01:17:31,869 You still are. 1231 01:17:31,902 --> 01:17:34,305 I'm Mom's age when she had me. 1232 01:17:34,338 --> 01:17:36,608 Yeah, that may have been part of the problem. 1233 01:17:36,641 --> 01:17:37,975 [Rachel] Seriously? 1234 01:17:38,008 --> 01:17:39,877 I'm sorry. 1235 01:17:56,427 --> 01:17:57,696 [car door closes] 1236 01:18:00,565 --> 01:18:02,199 [front door closes] 1237 01:18:14,044 --> 01:18:16,213 -What are you doing? -I'm unpacking. 1238 01:18:16,247 --> 01:18:18,148 -You're not staying here. -Yes, I am. 1239 01:18:18,182 --> 01:18:20,417 -No, you're not! -I have to. 1240 01:18:24,455 --> 01:18:26,824 -What are you doing? -You're not staying here. 1241 01:18:28,058 --> 01:18:29,226 Stop! 1242 01:18:30,394 --> 01:18:32,664 You're such a fucking asshole. 1243 01:18:32,697 --> 01:18:34,131 Oh, yeah, and why's that? 1244 01:18:35,032 --> 01:18:36,467 You did this to him. 1245 01:18:37,067 --> 01:18:39,169 -You isolated him. -I was protecting my family. 1246 01:18:39,203 --> 01:18:41,640 He is your family! 1247 01:18:45,876 --> 01:18:49,013 Yeah, I know. 1248 01:18:51,616 --> 01:18:52,783 And so are you. 1249 01:18:56,787 --> 01:18:57,988 Come here, sit down. 1250 01:19:00,157 --> 01:19:02,192 [Adam scoffs] 1251 01:19:02,226 --> 01:19:04,161 You're as stubborn as your mom. 1252 01:19:05,730 --> 01:19:06,864 Please, five. 1253 01:19:07,565 --> 01:19:08,799 Five minutes. 1254 01:19:11,268 --> 01:19:12,436 Come here. 1255 01:19:13,237 --> 01:19:14,371 Come here. 1256 01:19:17,241 --> 01:19:19,977 [Rachel cries] 1257 01:19:20,779 --> 01:19:21,945 Come here. 1258 01:19:32,624 --> 01:19:33,857 I love your brother. 1259 01:19:36,126 --> 01:19:37,528 I love you. 1260 01:19:39,664 --> 01:19:41,231 Just like I loved my sister... 1261 01:19:42,299 --> 01:19:44,335 and just like we loved our father. 1262 01:19:45,704 --> 01:19:47,572 But I know this disease too well. 1263 01:19:47,605 --> 01:19:52,076 He is gone and he has been gone for a long time. 1264 01:19:52,109 --> 01:19:57,147 He's not. He's gonna come back, I know he will come back. 1265 01:19:57,181 --> 01:20:01,185 Yeah, he'll come back and he'll be fine for three days, 1266 01:20:01,218 --> 01:20:03,655 and then it'll grip him like it does. 1267 01:20:04,455 --> 01:20:07,458 And then he'll go back out or he'll sell your things for drug money. 1268 01:20:07,491 --> 01:20:09,360 That's what they do, that's what your mom did, 1269 01:20:09,393 --> 01:20:12,196 that's what my dad did, that's what it does. 1270 01:20:12,229 --> 01:20:13,397 He is gone. 1271 01:20:15,065 --> 01:20:18,335 And it's you hoping that is gonna ruin your life. 1272 01:20:18,369 --> 01:20:19,903 He wouldn't do that to me. 1273 01:20:20,739 --> 01:20:21,905 Oh, he wouldn't? 1274 01:20:23,073 --> 01:20:24,375 You didn't try. 1275 01:20:25,744 --> 01:20:27,779 Not with Mom, not with Evan. 1276 01:20:29,480 --> 01:20:30,615 I'm not leaving. 1277 01:20:31,315 --> 01:20:33,618 I tried everything with your mom. 1278 01:20:34,753 --> 01:20:36,453 I've tried everything with him. 1279 01:20:37,388 --> 01:20:41,959 If I leave, you won't be here for him. 1280 01:20:41,992 --> 01:20:43,127 I'll be here. 1281 01:20:44,361 --> 01:20:45,529 I'm stuck here. 1282 01:20:46,598 --> 01:20:48,833 I'll be stuck here for the rest of my life. 1283 01:20:48,867 --> 01:20:50,568 Go and live your life, go have fun, 1284 01:20:50,602 --> 01:20:52,236 go and be a success. 1285 01:20:53,437 --> 01:20:54,905 He's not coming back. 1286 01:20:54,938 --> 01:20:57,007 You can't help him, there's nothing you can do 1287 01:20:57,040 --> 01:20:58,275 that I haven't tried. 1288 01:21:02,246 --> 01:21:03,882 And if you don't get out now... 1289 01:21:08,018 --> 01:21:10,454 you'll be stuck here for the rest of your life too. 1290 01:21:18,696 --> 01:21:20,431 It's your choice, kiddo. 1291 01:21:21,365 --> 01:21:22,499 It's your life. 1292 01:21:29,540 --> 01:21:31,175 [door opens, closes] 1293 01:21:35,979 --> 01:21:37,682 [Rachel sighs] 1294 01:21:37,715 --> 01:21:40,451 [somber music playing] 1295 01:21:53,163 --> 01:21:54,766 [crickets chirping] 1296 01:21:54,799 --> 01:21:58,368 [somber music continues] 1297 01:22:12,650 --> 01:22:13,885 [car door closes] 1298 01:22:15,620 --> 01:22:18,656 [piano music playing] 1299 01:22:20,157 --> 01:22:23,494 [car engine rumbling] 1300 01:22:39,510 --> 01:22:43,347 [piano music continues] 1301 01:23:09,007 --> 01:23:11,843 [phone buzzing] 1302 01:23:24,488 --> 01:23:26,858 -Hello? -[automated voice] Hi, this is your friendly 1303 01:23:26,891 --> 01:23:28,693 neighborhood wireless provider. 1304 01:23:28,726 --> 01:23:30,527 Do you have a moment to hear about our brand new offers? 1305 01:23:30,562 --> 01:23:32,030 It will only take a moment of your time 1306 01:23:32,062 --> 01:23:33,965 and it could save you up to $50... 1307 01:23:34,766 --> 01:23:35,967 [phone clicks] 1308 01:23:36,000 --> 01:23:37,367 [cries] 1309 01:23:38,903 --> 01:23:41,538 [Rachel's voice] My brother is a thought experiment. 1310 01:23:42,607 --> 01:23:43,975 A paradox. 1311 01:23:45,075 --> 01:23:49,981 Simultaneously dead and alive. 1312 01:23:51,381 --> 01:23:53,383 A quantum super position. 1313 01:23:55,019 --> 01:23:56,153 An entanglement. 1314 01:23:57,187 --> 01:24:00,290 One day, he may collapse into a definite state... 1315 01:24:02,627 --> 01:24:06,030 but until that day, I remain in suspension 1316 01:24:06,064 --> 01:24:08,933 between a one and a zero. 1317 01:24:11,234 --> 01:24:15,039 Every phone call, every errant noise convinces me, 1318 01:24:15,073 --> 01:24:19,077 for just a moment, that I'm about to have my binary answer. 1319 01:24:21,244 --> 01:24:25,482 Zero dead, one alive. 1320 01:24:27,317 --> 01:24:28,653 Zero one... 1321 01:24:30,822 --> 01:24:31,990 one zero. 1322 01:24:34,424 --> 01:24:39,229 Until the coin lands, until I have my answer, 1323 01:24:39,262 --> 01:24:40,632 I live as two people: 1324 01:24:42,600 --> 01:24:46,370 one in grief, the other in hope. 1325 01:24:47,337 --> 01:24:52,043 Each morning, both rise to the occasion to face the day. 1326 01:24:53,243 --> 01:24:57,715 And each evening, they go to sleep to dream. 1327 01:25:00,250 --> 01:25:02,285 They suffer in equal parts... 1328 01:25:03,688 --> 01:25:04,856 no more... 1329 01:25:07,959 --> 01:25:09,493 and no less. 1330 01:25:10,527 --> 01:25:12,964 [applause] 1331 01:25:12,997 --> 01:25:14,398 Thank you, Rachel. 1332 01:25:16,500 --> 01:25:17,669 Good job. 1333 01:25:18,435 --> 01:25:23,808 So, it's really an existential conundrum. 1334 01:25:23,841 --> 01:25:25,810 -[phone buzzing] -I mean, 1335 01:25:25,843 --> 01:25:29,847 -it's a chicken or the egg kinda deal. -[suspenseful music playing] 1336 01:25:31,683 --> 01:25:34,484 [phone buzzing] 1337 01:25:48,532 --> 01:25:51,102 [soft music playing] 1338 01:27:07,211 --> 01:27:09,847 [light music playing] 1339 01:27:14,284 --> 01:27:18,556 ♪ We started out Two best friends ♪ 1340 01:27:18,589 --> 01:27:20,691 ♪ You and I ♪ 1341 01:27:22,292 --> 01:27:25,096 ♪ We fit together Like a puzzle piece ♪ 1342 01:27:25,129 --> 01:27:29,267 ♪ Feel like I'll never find it Again ♪ 1343 01:27:29,299 --> 01:27:32,136 ♪ We've got so many Inside jokes ♪ 1344 01:27:32,170 --> 01:27:36,040 ♪ It drives me insane ♪ 1345 01:27:36,073 --> 01:27:40,077 ♪ How do I tell you Every single one ♪ 1346 01:27:40,111 --> 01:27:42,213 ♪ Still haunts me? ♪ 1347 01:27:45,183 --> 01:27:47,652 ♪ And even though The seasons change ♪ 1348 01:27:47,685 --> 01:27:51,189 ♪ I don't change my mind About you ♪ 1349 01:27:52,690 --> 01:27:55,126 ♪ And even though The colors change ♪ 1350 01:27:55,159 --> 01:27:57,895 ♪ Our lives aren't the same ♪ 1351 01:27:57,929 --> 01:28:04,569 ♪ But you're still my home ♪ 1352 01:28:07,638 --> 01:28:10,808 ♪ I miss all the days We shared ♪ 1353 01:28:10,842 --> 01:28:13,144 ♪ Wasting all our time ♪ 1354 01:28:14,511 --> 01:28:17,949 ♪ Acting like fools But we didn't care ♪ 1355 01:28:17,982 --> 01:28:21,752 ♪ What other people thought Of us ♪ 1356 01:28:21,786 --> 01:28:23,788 ♪ 'Cause what we had was ours ♪ 1357 01:28:23,821 --> 01:28:28,993 ♪ We were fine Till it wasn't anymore ♪ 1358 01:28:30,194 --> 01:28:32,495 ♪ And even though The seasons change ♪ 1359 01:28:32,529 --> 01:28:36,399 ♪ I don't change my mind About you ♪ 1360 01:28:37,635 --> 01:28:39,971 ♪ And even though The colors change ♪ 1361 01:28:40,004 --> 01:28:43,975 ♪ But somehow I still want you ♪ 1362 01:28:44,008 --> 01:28:45,776 ♪ Different bodies Through the night ♪ 1363 01:28:45,810 --> 01:28:47,678 ♪ None of them Are feeling right ♪ 1364 01:28:47,712 --> 01:28:51,015 ♪ I just want you in my arms Tonight ♪ 1365 01:28:51,048 --> 01:28:52,683 ♪ Ooh, oh ♪ 1366 01:28:52,717 --> 01:28:55,152 ♪ Even though The seasons change ♪ 1367 01:28:55,186 --> 01:28:57,855 ♪ Our lives aren't the same ♪ 1368 01:28:57,889 --> 01:29:04,461 ♪ But you're still my home ♪ 1369 01:29:05,730 --> 01:29:12,069 ♪ You're still my home ♪ 1370 01:29:15,106 --> 01:29:17,407 ♪ And even though The seasons change ♪ 1371 01:29:17,440 --> 01:29:21,478 ♪ I don't change my mind About you ♪ 1372 01:29:22,880 --> 01:29:25,049 ♪ Even all the colors change ♪ 1373 01:29:25,082 --> 01:29:28,853 ♪ But somehow I still want you ♪ 1374 01:29:28,886 --> 01:29:30,821 ♪ Different bodies Through the night ♪ 1375 01:29:30,855 --> 01:29:32,723 ♪ None of them Are feeling right ♪ 1376 01:29:32,757 --> 01:29:35,927 ♪ I just want you in my arms Tonight ♪ 1377 01:29:35,960 --> 01:29:37,695 ♪ Ooh, oh ♪ 1378 01:29:37,728 --> 01:29:40,097 ♪ Even though The seasons change ♪ 1379 01:29:40,131 --> 01:29:42,767 ♪ Our lives aren't the same ♪ 1380 01:29:42,800 --> 01:29:49,539 ♪ But you're still my home ♪ 1381 01:29:49,573 --> 01:29:51,242 [music ends] 92146