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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:10,140 --> 00:00:12,686 When you find yourself in crisis, 2 00:00:12,710 --> 00:00:14,816 what is your first response? 3 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:16,840 Who is the first one you call? 4 00:00:18,380 --> 00:00:20,556 Unit 240, we got a code three. 5 00:00:20,580 --> 00:00:22,496 A 10-year-old male in psychiatric distress, self-harming. 6 00:00:22,520 --> 00:00:24,566 Apartment's on the third floor of a walk-up 7 00:00:24,590 --> 00:00:26,150 on Broadway and main. 8 00:00:40,340 --> 00:00:42,646 Please, please, please, Finn, stop. 9 00:00:42,670 --> 00:00:44,640 Finn, stop! 10 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:49,316 Please, please, stop, stop, stop, stop. 11 00:00:49,340 --> 00:00:52,326 Mr. Kemp? I'm Katie. This is Max. 12 00:00:52,350 --> 00:00:54,426 Are you hurt? Fill us in. 13 00:00:54,450 --> 00:00:57,396 No, no, no, no. I was trying to bandage my son Finn. 14 00:00:57,420 --> 00:01:00,436 He was playing, and he broke this vase and cut himself. 15 00:01:00,460 --> 00:01:02,236 And when I tried to take a look, 16 00:01:02,260 --> 00:01:03,506 he locked himself in the bathroom. 17 00:01:03,530 --> 00:01:05,706 The head banging, it's common with autism. 18 00:01:05,730 --> 00:01:07,876 But I don't know what to do. I've tried everything. 19 00:01:07,900 --> 00:01:09,636 I'll grab a stair chair and irons from the brig. 20 00:01:09,660 --> 00:01:11,230 Yeah. 21 00:01:13,470 --> 00:01:16,146 Hey, Finn? I'm a paramedic. 22 00:01:16,170 --> 00:01:18,516 It sounds like you're hurt. Can I come in and take a look? 23 00:01:18,540 --> 00:01:21,480 He's gonna knock himself out or cause permanent damage. 24 00:01:23,480 --> 00:01:25,486 Finn, please, please, please stop. 25 00:01:25,510 --> 00:01:27,556 Finn, you have to stop. Please. 26 00:01:27,580 --> 00:01:29,650 That's a nice set of camaros you got. 27 00:01:31,150 --> 00:01:32,866 I drive a pretty good rig. 28 00:01:32,890 --> 00:01:35,220 It's a Chevy, too. 29 00:01:42,230 --> 00:01:44,230 Is he unconscious? 30 00:01:58,180 --> 00:01:59,586 Sorry, buddy. 31 00:01:59,610 --> 00:02:02,426 Restraints of protocol. It's required by the law. 32 00:02:02,450 --> 00:02:04,366 Hey, Max? 33 00:02:04,390 --> 00:02:07,236 Can you tell the dad to meet us at Barnes general? 34 00:02:07,260 --> 00:02:08,896 - I can take it from here. - Sure. 35 00:02:08,920 --> 00:02:10,490 Yeah. Thanks. 36 00:02:11,630 --> 00:02:13,636 Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 37 00:02:13,660 --> 00:02:19,646 So I know these straps are uncomfy and a little scary, 38 00:02:19,670 --> 00:02:22,516 but think of this ambulance as a roller coaster. 39 00:02:22,540 --> 00:02:24,886 And these straps are like seat belts 40 00:02:24,910 --> 00:02:26,916 but for your hands. 41 00:02:26,940 --> 00:02:29,786 They keep us both safe while we ride. 42 00:02:29,810 --> 00:02:31,556 Ready? Yeah? 43 00:02:36,580 --> 00:02:38,966 Want to know what kind of rig were in? 44 00:02:38,990 --> 00:02:40,636 You were wrong earlier. 45 00:02:40,660 --> 00:02:42,836 It's not a Chevy, but that's okay. 46 00:02:42,860 --> 00:02:44,606 It's a Ford f-350. 47 00:02:44,630 --> 00:02:47,536 Okay, hotshot. Name as many Chevy models as you can. Go. 48 00:02:47,560 --> 00:02:49,536 Blazer. Camaro. Corvette. Coupe. 49 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:51,546 - Bolt. Malibu. - Bro, Van, 50 00:02:51,570 --> 00:02:53,776 - where'd you get those shoes? - They were a gift, okay? 51 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:55,546 No. They fire, man. Can I try them on? 52 00:02:55,570 --> 00:02:57,286 - Heads up. - What you got for us, Katie? 53 00:02:57,310 --> 00:02:58,846 Dang, Finn, you must be a big deal. 54 00:02:58,870 --> 00:03:00,816 You got Dr. Wolf and his whole team 55 00:03:00,840 --> 00:03:02,656 out here waiting for you. 56 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:04,256 Promise not to have too much fun without me? 57 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:06,696 Can't promise anything. But I can try. 58 00:03:06,720 --> 00:03:08,256 That's all I ask for. 59 00:03:08,280 --> 00:03:11,296 10-year-old autistic male Finn kemp. 60 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:12,966 A and o times four, vitals stable, 61 00:03:12,990 --> 00:03:15,696 bilateral lacerations on him, 62 00:03:15,720 --> 00:03:19,906 because of, broken glass, head injury from head banging. 63 00:03:19,930 --> 00:03:23,576 - Everything okay, Katie? - Yeah. Just a headache. 64 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:25,476 Blame it on the coffee 65 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:28,346 or the... the six back-to-back morning shifts. 66 00:03:28,370 --> 00:03:29,776 - Unit 240. - Copy. 67 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:32,486 Always a pleasure, Dr. Wolf. 68 00:03:32,510 --> 00:03:34,886 Take care of Finn for me. I gotta run. 69 00:03:34,910 --> 00:03:42,910 6-year-old female 70 00:03:49,690 --> 00:03:51,736 so a few bad burns, 71 00:03:51,760 --> 00:03:55,476 staph infection, and a sprained ankle all in the last year. 72 00:03:55,500 --> 00:03:57,506 We've got quite the injury history. 73 00:03:57,530 --> 00:03:59,306 Are you Johnny Knoxville or something? 74 00:03:59,330 --> 00:04:01,546 No, I'm Finn kemp. 75 00:04:01,570 --> 00:04:03,486 Kids his age, they're always bumping into things 76 00:04:03,510 --> 00:04:05,616 and tripping over each other. 77 00:04:05,640 --> 00:04:08,756 I'm a single dad, so staying on top of things can be hard? 78 00:04:08,780 --> 00:04:10,756 Earlier this year, he had this really bad splinter 79 00:04:10,780 --> 00:04:13,726 for the whole day before I noticed and took it out. 80 00:04:13,750 --> 00:04:16,866 So those sorts of things can happen. 81 00:04:16,890 --> 00:04:19,720 But today was the worst. 82 00:04:20,820 --> 00:04:22,936 Can you point to the face which shows 83 00:04:22,960 --> 00:04:25,836 how much pain you're in? 84 00:04:25,860 --> 00:04:28,700 Which one do you feel like? 85 00:04:31,770 --> 00:04:36,376 Yeah, naming feelings isn't really easy for him. 86 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:38,416 We understand, Mr. Kemp. 87 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:40,880 Autism is a spectrum. It affects everyone differently. 88 00:04:42,080 --> 00:04:44,826 Dr. Kinney and Dr. Markus will run some tests 89 00:04:44,850 --> 00:04:47,096 to rule out any neurological complications, 90 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:51,450 but upon first assessment, Finn seems relatively unscathed. 91 00:04:53,590 --> 00:04:56,066 Thank you, doctors. Right, Finn? 92 00:04:56,090 --> 00:04:59,506 Thank you. Thank you. 93 00:04:59,530 --> 00:05:02,036 10-year-old patient repeatedly bangs his head 94 00:05:02,060 --> 00:05:03,746 against the wall? 95 00:05:03,770 --> 00:05:05,746 Do we know if self-harm is a pattern? 96 00:05:05,770 --> 00:05:07,676 Well, the jury's still out, but as of now, 97 00:05:07,700 --> 00:05:10,446 he's just an accident-prone kid. How are you holding up? 98 00:05:10,470 --> 00:05:12,346 What did the police say about your car? 99 00:05:12,370 --> 00:05:14,356 I haven't reported it yet. 100 00:05:14,380 --> 00:05:17,350 Suspicion isn't the same as fact. 101 00:05:18,850 --> 00:05:20,556 What am I going to say? 102 00:05:20,580 --> 00:05:23,996 That I think... can't prove... that my patient, 103 00:05:24,020 --> 00:05:26,566 who's also my husband's mistress, 104 00:05:26,590 --> 00:05:29,590 destroyed my car because I said I wouldn't see her anymore? 105 00:05:31,090 --> 00:05:32,836 My car is one thing. 106 00:05:32,860 --> 00:05:36,676 If the whole truth comes out, it could destroy my career. 107 00:05:36,700 --> 00:05:39,446 Maybe I ended things with her too abruptly. 108 00:05:39,470 --> 00:05:41,516 What does Morris say about all this? 109 00:05:41,540 --> 00:05:44,016 I haven't told him yet. Without proof, 110 00:05:44,040 --> 00:05:46,656 sharing her information would breach hip a a since he knows her. 111 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:48,986 Okay, the same can be said of me, then. 112 00:05:49,010 --> 00:05:51,856 Is that the real reason, or is that just a convenient excuse? 113 00:05:51,880 --> 00:05:54,056 The moment I say anything to him, 114 00:05:54,080 --> 00:05:55,896 it'll open a whole can of worms. 115 00:05:55,920 --> 00:05:58,766 He'll think I've lost my mind for continuing to see her. 116 00:05:58,790 --> 00:06:01,836 No. For now, the doorman's been briefed. 117 00:06:01,860 --> 00:06:04,506 I'm picking Maya up right after school. 118 00:06:04,530 --> 00:06:06,976 This isn't my first rodeo. It's under control. 119 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,676 Remember that patient who followed me home? 120 00:06:09,700 --> 00:06:11,800 Carol, protect yourself. 121 00:06:13,870 --> 00:06:15,976 I hear you. 122 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:17,846 Don't worry. 123 00:06:17,870 --> 00:06:21,116 I'm taking this seriously, I promise. 124 00:06:25,480 --> 00:06:27,626 - Stop! - Hold still for me there, Finn. 125 00:06:27,650 --> 00:06:29,926 - Can you just... - S-should we call for backup? 126 00:06:29,950 --> 00:06:32,766 - See if Jacob's around? - We need Jacob for this? 127 00:06:32,790 --> 00:06:34,666 - Or Dana anyway. - You said Jacob. 128 00:06:34,690 --> 00:06:36,836 - You said Jacob. - See? Even our buddy Finn heard you. 129 00:06:36,860 --> 00:06:38,866 You're reading into it more than you should. 130 00:06:38,890 --> 00:06:40,976 But let's table this for now and focus on our patient. 131 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:45,076 Sorry, bud. I was distracting the talent. That was my bad. 132 00:06:45,100 --> 00:06:47,946 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. - It's okay, it's okay. 133 00:06:47,970 --> 00:06:50,186 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - It's okay. Hey, how about this? 134 00:06:50,210 --> 00:06:52,046 Look. While I fix your I.V., 135 00:06:52,070 --> 00:06:54,986 you can push as many buttons as you want. 136 00:06:55,010 --> 00:06:56,710 You want to try it? 137 00:07:03,950 --> 00:07:06,866 All right, Finn, let's try the other arm, yeah? 138 00:07:18,570 --> 00:07:20,816 Wait, you didn't feel that? 139 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:23,916 - Feel what? - The I.V.? Finn's pain? 140 00:07:23,940 --> 00:07:24,986 No. 141 00:07:29,910 --> 00:07:32,856 Tired of me yet? We're a bit short staffed today. 142 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:36,096 40s, male, Jim lang, a and o times four, 143 00:07:36,120 --> 00:07:37,626 found unconscious. 144 00:07:37,650 --> 00:07:39,096 How long was he unconscious? 145 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:41,066 Reportedly under two minutes. 146 00:07:41,090 --> 00:07:43,036 He didn't want to come in, but his wife insisted. 147 00:07:43,060 --> 00:07:46,030 We got another call, but he can fill you in on the rest. 148 00:07:48,160 --> 00:07:50,830 Katie! Katie! 149 00:07:52,270 --> 00:07:53,716 Is she breathing? 150 00:07:53,740 --> 00:07:55,776 Hey, can you get someone help now, please? 151 00:07:55,800 --> 00:07:57,016 - Katie! Katie! - Nurse! Prep a crash cart! 152 00:07:57,040 --> 00:07:58,610 We need a set of vitals. 153 00:08:03,980 --> 00:08:05,340 Well, you know the drill, Katie. 154 00:08:06,180 --> 00:08:07,856 - Rate your pain 1 through 10. - 2. 155 00:08:07,880 --> 00:08:10,896 Okay, while admirable and useful in the field, 156 00:08:10,920 --> 00:08:12,866 stoicism is no good here. 157 00:08:12,890 --> 00:08:15,266 I'm fine. I didn't eat before work. 158 00:08:15,290 --> 00:08:18,036 Mix hypoglycemia with sleep deprivation 159 00:08:18,060 --> 00:08:20,006 and a splash of dehydration, 160 00:08:20,030 --> 00:08:21,976 you get a syncope cocktail. It's a rookie mistake. 161 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,846 Well, that's a fair self-diagnosis, 162 00:08:23,870 --> 00:08:25,576 except for the fact that I noticed your winces 163 00:08:25,600 --> 00:08:26,816 were more pronounced this morning. 164 00:08:26,840 --> 00:08:28,276 Why are you tracking my winces? 165 00:08:28,300 --> 00:08:29,986 I'm not tracking them. 166 00:08:30,010 --> 00:08:31,916 But you may have heard that I have difficulty 167 00:08:31,940 --> 00:08:36,056 recognizing faces, so I hone in on features or expressions, 168 00:08:36,080 --> 00:08:38,086 or in your case, winces. 169 00:08:38,110 --> 00:08:39,786 So that's enough to admit me? 170 00:08:39,810 --> 00:08:41,656 I have a sense there's something else going on here. 171 00:08:41,680 --> 00:08:44,066 In our field, it's very easy to neglect your own needs 172 00:08:44,090 --> 00:08:46,326 because you are so busy taking care of other people. 173 00:08:46,350 --> 00:08:48,136 But let us take care of you, 174 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:50,306 just this once, to make sure there's nothing else going on. 175 00:08:50,330 --> 00:08:52,066 Can I at least get some of those ice chips 176 00:08:52,090 --> 00:08:55,036 and those pb cups you give your favorite patients while I wait? 177 00:08:55,060 --> 00:08:58,246 I will even throw in a chocolate chip cookie. 178 00:08:58,270 --> 00:09:00,116 In the meantime, Dana will get a cbc, 179 00:09:00,140 --> 00:09:03,800 cmp, and ct... the basics... and I'll check back. 180 00:09:07,010 --> 00:09:09,086 What are you doing? 181 00:09:09,110 --> 00:09:12,656 God, he was so sweet and earnest, 182 00:09:12,680 --> 00:09:14,826 didn't have the heart to tell him I was leaving. 183 00:09:14,850 --> 00:09:16,326 I cleared the concussion checklist. 184 00:09:16,350 --> 00:09:18,696 I'm not staying for your ct scan. 185 00:09:18,720 --> 00:09:20,696 And then die of an epidural hematoma? 186 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:22,596 That's not happening on my watch. 187 00:09:22,620 --> 00:09:24,836 I know you're just doing your due diligence. 188 00:09:24,860 --> 00:09:28,106 I'm good. I know what a really bad fall looks like. 189 00:09:28,130 --> 00:09:29,676 Then you also know that 190 00:09:29,700 --> 00:09:31,206 the cost of being wrong isn't worth it. 191 00:09:31,230 --> 00:09:32,976 The only cost I'm worried about 192 00:09:33,000 --> 00:09:34,846 is the pricey hospital bill you're trying to stick me with. 193 00:09:34,870 --> 00:09:36,916 Don't paramedics have good insurance? 194 00:09:36,940 --> 00:09:39,786 Even if you leave against medical advice, 195 00:09:39,810 --> 00:09:42,040 I care what happens to you. 196 00:09:43,350 --> 00:09:45,956 You're not just a number here, I swear. 197 00:09:45,980 --> 00:09:50,096 Patient number 026794. 198 00:09:50,120 --> 00:09:52,726 Come on, Dana, I'm, like, literally a number. 199 00:09:52,750 --> 00:09:54,696 Look, just save the hospital bed for someone 200 00:09:54,720 --> 00:09:56,636 who actually needs it. 201 00:09:56,660 --> 00:09:59,660 My partner will monitor me 24/7. 202 00:10:01,060 --> 00:10:03,036 Pinky promise. 203 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:05,706 Fine. On one condition. 204 00:10:05,730 --> 00:10:09,416 You accept a liter of lr on the house. 205 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:13,940 Just rest up for a few hours, okay? 206 00:10:15,210 --> 00:10:17,956 This is an axonal flare test, Mr. Kemp. 207 00:10:17,980 --> 00:10:20,196 It assesses the function of small nerve fibers. 208 00:10:20,220 --> 00:10:21,756 Only take a few seconds to see 209 00:10:21,780 --> 00:10:23,426 if there's a reaction to the histamine. 210 00:10:23,450 --> 00:10:25,996 You're saying there's something wrong with Finn's nerves? 211 00:10:26,020 --> 00:10:27,896 We've been doing some research, 212 00:10:27,920 --> 00:10:31,006 and Finn might have a rare genetic disorder. 213 00:10:31,030 --> 00:10:32,306 It's just a theory. 214 00:10:32,330 --> 00:10:34,236 But this test could give us answers. 215 00:10:45,170 --> 00:10:47,856 Well, it's the same. Same is good, right? 216 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:50,786 In this case, a negative reaction is to be expected 217 00:10:50,810 --> 00:10:53,180 with patients with cipa. 218 00:10:55,020 --> 00:10:58,466 Congenital insensitivity to pain. 219 00:10:58,490 --> 00:11:01,836 It means that Finn can't feel pain. 220 00:11:05,230 --> 00:11:09,236 So all those times he was hurt, he couldn't even feel it. 221 00:11:09,260 --> 00:11:11,806 He didn't know. 222 00:11:11,830 --> 00:11:13,876 How did I miss this? I'm his father. 223 00:11:13,900 --> 00:11:16,146 There are less than 100 cases of cipa in the U.S. 224 00:11:16,170 --> 00:11:19,946 Finn's symptoms might have been falsely attributed to autism. 225 00:11:19,970 --> 00:11:23,486 Can you give us a moment, please? 226 00:11:23,510 --> 00:11:25,880 Of course. 227 00:11:28,180 --> 00:11:30,426 Tough diagnosis to give, even harder one to uncover. 228 00:11:30,450 --> 00:11:32,466 What made you think of cipa? 229 00:11:32,490 --> 00:11:34,496 Because of you. 230 00:11:34,520 --> 00:11:36,936 When Finn ripped his I.V. Out, even I flinched. 231 00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:38,806 You were able to bandage him up 232 00:11:38,830 --> 00:11:40,836 and start a new I.V. Without missing a beat. 233 00:11:40,860 --> 00:11:42,876 With your mirror-touch, you didn't feel it, 234 00:11:42,900 --> 00:11:45,506 - which might have meant... - Finn didn't feel it, either. 235 00:11:45,530 --> 00:11:48,416 Wow. You're so impressive, e. 236 00:11:48,440 --> 00:11:51,246 My next mystery is to uncover 237 00:11:51,270 --> 00:11:55,856 how you've hidden a stim-toy obsession from me all this time. 238 00:11:55,880 --> 00:11:58,150 What other secrets are you hiding, Van? 239 00:12:00,550 --> 00:12:04,066 Okay. Help me out here. I need a distraction. 240 00:12:04,090 --> 00:12:06,526 Remember my friend I was telling you about, the chiropractor? 241 00:12:06,550 --> 00:12:12,230 Well, turns out he's newly single. 242 00:12:16,230 --> 00:12:18,106 - Don't do that. - I'm on deck for surgery. 243 00:12:18,130 --> 00:12:19,806 No, don't do that. 244 00:12:19,830 --> 00:12:22,416 Stop trying to set me up with your weird friends. 245 00:12:22,440 --> 00:12:25,210 Nichols, I don't quit easily! 246 00:12:28,910 --> 00:12:31,556 Carol just offered to set me up with someone. 247 00:12:31,580 --> 00:12:33,426 My Carol? 248 00:12:33,450 --> 00:12:35,996 She's literally never tried to set me up with her friends. 249 00:12:36,020 --> 00:12:38,396 Wait, did you want to be set up with Carol's friend? 250 00:12:38,420 --> 00:12:40,096 I did not, but I am curious. 251 00:12:40,120 --> 00:12:42,336 Have you not told Carol about us? It's no issue. 252 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:44,806 Just dating, if that's what we're doing, is a secret, 253 00:12:44,830 --> 00:12:47,076 - I want to be privy to that. - It's not that. 254 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:50,206 But if I tell Carol, then it becomes a thing. 255 00:12:50,230 --> 00:12:53,176 - So we're not a thing? - No, we're not not a thing. 256 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:56,076 But Carol likes to psychologize my dating decisions. 257 00:12:56,100 --> 00:12:58,486 There will be follow-up questions. 258 00:12:58,510 --> 00:13:01,316 - So many. - Without reason, I'm sure. 259 00:13:01,340 --> 00:13:04,326 - Do you want me to tell Carol? - Honestly, I assumed you did. 260 00:13:04,350 --> 00:13:05,956 I mean, I didn't think you two 261 00:13:05,980 --> 00:13:07,996 were capable of keeping secrets like that, 262 00:13:08,020 --> 00:13:10,926 especially considering that your mom knows more than her. 263 00:13:10,950 --> 00:13:14,036 I'm fine either way. I gotta go scrub in. 264 00:13:21,900 --> 00:13:24,246 Did the fumigators come early? 265 00:13:24,270 --> 00:13:27,516 It's drakkar noir. It's too much? 266 00:13:27,540 --> 00:13:31,116 No. You know it's not too late to come out with me tonight. 267 00:13:31,140 --> 00:13:33,886 Carol, he's just a little late. 268 00:13:33,910 --> 00:13:36,540 A little late was two hours ago. 269 00:13:39,150 --> 00:13:41,126 You think Billy stood me up? 270 00:13:41,150 --> 00:13:43,226 Even if he did, I never liked him anyway. 271 00:13:43,250 --> 00:13:45,166 New York City is full of Billys. 272 00:13:45,190 --> 00:13:48,290 You're coming out with me tonight. I'll be your wing woman. 273 00:13:50,160 --> 00:13:53,876 Don't worry about me. Just go have fun. 274 00:13:53,900 --> 00:13:55,876 Maybe I'll catch up with you later? 275 00:13:55,900 --> 00:13:57,430 Okay. Suit yourself. 276 00:14:12,450 --> 00:14:16,250 - Dr. Bowen, call 331. - Dr. Bowen, 331. 277 00:14:32,570 --> 00:14:34,916 Katie? Look at me. Look at me. 278 00:14:34,940 --> 00:14:36,416 There's no time! 279 00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:38,586 Katie, it's okay. Here, we're gonna set you down. 280 00:14:38,610 --> 00:14:40,616 - Sit you down. Here. - No! Gunshot wound. 281 00:14:40,640 --> 00:14:42,286 - Need to stabilize. - It's okay, I got you. 282 00:14:42,310 --> 00:14:44,056 It's okay. No, no, it's okay. She's delirious. 283 00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:46,456 - What did the ct show? - She refused the scan. 284 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:49,426 I tried to fight her on it, but she cleared protocol. It was her call. 285 00:14:49,450 --> 00:14:52,050 You're the only one responsible for that call, doctor. 286 00:15:00,730 --> 00:15:02,410 I guess I should have listened to Dr. Dang 287 00:15:03,300 --> 00:15:05,176 about that ct scan. 288 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:07,116 You're not gonna hold it against her, are you? 289 00:15:07,140 --> 00:15:09,616 My stubbornness shouldn't get anyone else in trouble but me. 290 00:15:09,640 --> 00:15:12,016 It was a good lesson for Dr. Dang. 291 00:15:12,040 --> 00:15:14,016 And while you may be a stubborn patient, 292 00:15:14,040 --> 00:15:18,326 luckily I am a very stubborn doctor... with some good news. 293 00:15:18,350 --> 00:15:20,126 Your ct scan is normal, 294 00:15:20,150 --> 00:15:21,726 so no sign of head trauma from the fall. 295 00:15:21,750 --> 00:15:24,990 So I was right. I'm fine. 296 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:28,266 Well, if it isn't a bleed, then what's going on? 297 00:15:28,290 --> 00:15:30,266 We're still waiting for results from your spinal tap, 298 00:15:30,290 --> 00:15:33,006 but your white blood cell count is up to 25k. 299 00:15:33,030 --> 00:15:37,006 So I've started you on vancomycin and ceftriaxone. 300 00:15:37,030 --> 00:15:39,206 I have an infection. 301 00:15:39,230 --> 00:15:42,416 It's very possible that you were exposed to some pathogen 302 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:44,146 through your job. 303 00:15:44,170 --> 00:15:45,746 We have to rule out all possibilities. 304 00:15:45,770 --> 00:15:47,616 The ambulance is a thunder do me 305 00:15:47,640 --> 00:15:49,486 of infectious diseases. 306 00:15:49,510 --> 00:15:52,550 Tell me everything. Spare no detail. 307 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:56,426 I'm on the road by 0500. 308 00:15:56,450 --> 00:15:59,096 First stop... west Bronx for three-car pileup. 309 00:15:59,120 --> 00:16:02,096 There was a motorcyclist. I know you're one of them, 310 00:16:02,120 --> 00:16:04,406 but this one, he wasn't wearing a helmet. 311 00:16:04,430 --> 00:16:05,023 He was D.O.A. 312 00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:07,476 Whoa, that's an awful shock of adrenaline in the morning. 313 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:10,406 Next up, intoxicated female who refuses to comply. 314 00:16:10,430 --> 00:16:13,176 Has a history of drug use, so I tried to save her sedation, 315 00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:15,346 but maybe that was a mistake. 316 00:16:15,370 --> 00:16:18,370 - She's a frequent flyer. - When you say frequent flyer... 317 00:16:20,340 --> 00:16:23,016 - Let's save the questions for the end. - Okay. 318 00:16:23,040 --> 00:16:25,250 Someone's grandpa 319 00:16:26,210 --> 00:16:29,026 who we thought had the flu. 320 00:16:29,050 --> 00:16:31,566 I end my day with Lucia, 321 00:16:31,590 --> 00:16:35,236 a 14-year-old female who just came out to her parents. 322 00:16:35,260 --> 00:16:37,606 She attempted suicide when they rejected her. 323 00:16:37,630 --> 00:16:40,400 I get a lot of these. 324 00:16:41,230 --> 00:16:45,376 I tell her that she's not alone, even when it feels like it, 325 00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:49,246 and that I, too, was scared to tell my parents. 326 00:16:49,270 --> 00:16:51,786 But one day it's going to be okay. 327 00:16:51,810 --> 00:16:54,656 It takes a lot of resilience to do what you do. 328 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:56,386 Right back at you. 329 00:16:56,410 --> 00:16:58,756 Most of my patients end up at hospitals like Bronx general. 330 00:16:58,780 --> 00:17:01,826 But it's different when you're a first responder on the front line. 331 00:17:01,850 --> 00:17:05,066 At the end of the day, the comedown must be brutal. 332 00:17:05,090 --> 00:17:07,496 There's no comedown if you never stop. 333 00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:11,306 - You're febrile... 102.5... - even with the antibiotics. 334 00:17:11,330 --> 00:17:13,636 The spinal fluid results are back. 335 00:17:13,660 --> 00:17:15,736 - It's meningitis. - The headaches, 336 00:17:15,760 --> 00:17:17,676 the fever, it all makes sense. 337 00:17:17,700 --> 00:17:19,746 I don't think grandpa had the flu. 338 00:17:19,770 --> 00:17:23,216 Dr. Wolf, he died within 24 hours. 339 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:25,286 Katie, that story is not yours. 340 00:17:25,310 --> 00:17:28,216 Now that we know why you're sick, we can fight it head-on. 341 00:17:36,620 --> 00:17:38,796 Is my son gonna be okay? 342 00:17:38,820 --> 00:17:42,866 Cipa isn't terminal, but I will be honest 343 00:17:42,890 --> 00:17:45,666 few survive past the age of 25. 344 00:17:45,690 --> 00:17:48,436 The older they get, the less vigilant they become. 345 00:17:48,460 --> 00:17:50,646 I want to set weekly appointments 346 00:17:50,670 --> 00:17:52,306 for Finn to monitor his health 347 00:17:52,330 --> 00:17:55,376 and help him understand his condition. 348 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:58,440 Let's do everything we can to keep him safe. 349 00:18:11,420 --> 00:18:13,126 Hey, Mr. Kemp? 350 00:18:13,150 --> 00:18:17,366 I just wanted to tell you, I have a son, too. 351 00:18:17,390 --> 00:18:20,336 When I'm with him, every other word out of my mouth is "careful." 352 00:18:20,360 --> 00:18:23,376 You came to the right place. Finn's in good hands. 353 00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:24,646 Thank you. 354 00:18:24,670 --> 00:18:26,506 Hey, dad! 355 00:18:26,530 --> 00:18:29,646 Doctor Kinney said they have popsicles downstairs. 356 00:18:29,670 --> 00:18:31,316 Can we go? 357 00:18:31,340 --> 00:18:34,210 - Yeah. - It's just to the left. 358 00:18:36,640 --> 00:18:38,426 I don't know how parents do it. 359 00:18:38,450 --> 00:18:40,256 A lifetime of stress over a human 360 00:18:40,280 --> 00:18:42,256 completely outside of your control. 361 00:18:42,280 --> 00:18:44,426 Can you imagine? No, thanks. 362 00:18:44,450 --> 00:18:46,526 Y-You don't want kids? 363 00:18:46,550 --> 00:18:48,796 No. I never have. 364 00:18:48,820 --> 00:18:51,306 Just not for me. 365 00:18:51,330 --> 00:18:53,536 We still on for tomorrow night? 366 00:18:53,560 --> 00:18:55,630 Yeah. Yeah. 367 00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:01,876 Come on! 368 00:19:01,900 --> 00:19:04,240 Allow me. 369 00:19:06,510 --> 00:19:08,486 Thank you. 370 00:19:08,510 --> 00:19:13,780 I'm sort of... Dating Josh. 371 00:19:19,290 --> 00:19:22,466 Well, thank you for sharing that with me. 372 00:19:22,490 --> 00:19:25,766 That's it? No more questions or thoughts or concerns? 373 00:19:25,790 --> 00:19:28,406 Where's the usual interrogation? 374 00:19:28,430 --> 00:19:29,936 Not in the mood. 375 00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:32,576 Just be careful, wolf. 376 00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:35,946 You two work together, and if things implode, 377 00:19:35,970 --> 00:19:37,786 there's no escape hatch. 378 00:19:37,810 --> 00:19:41,510 So... Thanks for the candy bar. 379 00:19:42,980 --> 00:19:45,786 Plot twist... I met a guy. 380 00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:48,326 His name is Morris. 381 00:19:48,350 --> 00:19:51,696 He kind of looks like sexy Sinbad. 382 00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:54,590 Ollie? You home? 383 00:19:58,830 --> 00:20:00,560 Wolf? 384 00:20:02,330 --> 00:20:03,760 No. No. 385 00:20:07,870 --> 00:20:10,240 Ollie? 386 00:20:13,040 --> 00:20:15,816 Get it out, Ollie. 387 00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:17,756 That's it. That's it. 388 00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:25,566 Carol, I don't feel so good. 389 00:20:25,590 --> 00:20:29,336 That's nothing compared to what I'm going to do to you tomorrow. 390 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:31,736 I'm so tomorrow. 391 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:35,260 Please don't be Carol at me. 392 00:20:36,930 --> 00:20:39,746 Don't you ever do something like that again. 393 00:20:39,770 --> 00:20:41,276 Okay? 394 00:20:41,300 --> 00:20:43,846 Her map is less than 50. 395 00:20:43,870 --> 00:20:46,886 We've bolused two liters of lr, and she's still not responding. 396 00:20:46,910 --> 00:20:49,356 Katie? 397 00:20:49,380 --> 00:20:52,856 - That's why the lights are off. - Photophobia. Nuclear rigidity. 398 00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:55,996 Her meningitis is worsening. She's not responding to antibiotics. 399 00:20:56,020 --> 00:20:59,650 Katie, we're here. Just take a breath. 400 00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:03,766 It hurts to breathe. 401 00:21:03,790 --> 00:21:06,006 She's developing pulmonary edema from the fluids. 402 00:21:06,030 --> 00:21:08,606 - We need to switch to pressors. - I'll go get the nor epinephrine. 403 00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:11,346 - Katie's in septic shock. - We did everything right. 404 00:21:11,370 --> 00:21:14,346 - If the antibiotics don't work... - You know the answer to that. 405 00:21:14,370 --> 00:21:17,370 The lifesaving question is, why? 406 00:21:24,110 --> 00:21:25,556 Gram-positive rods. 407 00:21:25,580 --> 00:21:28,056 Her meningitis was caused by listeria? 408 00:21:28,080 --> 00:21:30,666 But we never cover listeria for patients like Katie, 409 00:21:30,690 --> 00:21:32,866 other than an on-duty injury here and there. 410 00:21:32,890 --> 00:21:34,466 She's young, healthy. 411 00:21:34,490 --> 00:21:35,936 Yeah, I've never seen anyone with her history 412 00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:36,966 get so sick from listeria. 413 00:21:36,990 --> 00:21:38,566 It's incredibly rare. 414 00:21:38,590 --> 00:21:40,006 While I get her on ampicillin, I need you two 415 00:21:40,030 --> 00:21:41,936 to solve the real mystery. 416 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,046 Why is Katie dying from an infection 417 00:21:44,070 --> 00:21:47,916 that only kills the elderly or immunocompromised? 418 00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:51,340 Whoo! 419 00:21:59,380 --> 00:22:01,896 - What are you doing here? - I really needed to talk. 420 00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:04,026 You're the only one who can help me. 421 00:22:04,050 --> 00:22:06,936 Alison, no. You know this is messy. 422 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,096 I cannot help you. 423 00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:12,636 And I've already referred you to a number of other psychiatrists. 424 00:22:12,660 --> 00:22:14,506 You're just wrong. 425 00:22:14,530 --> 00:22:18,376 You're the only one who gets how hurt I am. 426 00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:21,646 I know it. You're hurting, too. 427 00:22:21,670 --> 00:22:23,946 Morris did this to both of us. 428 00:22:23,970 --> 00:22:28,456 Alison, get yourself some help, please. 429 00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:31,456 Do you get off on me needing you? 430 00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:34,656 I thought the car thing would have gotten your attention, 431 00:22:34,680 --> 00:22:38,966 but apparently, you need to play hard to get, unlike Morris. 432 00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:42,396 Whatever happened between you and my husband 433 00:22:42,420 --> 00:22:45,006 has nothing to do with me. 434 00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:47,136 He told me you sleep in separate bedrooms, 435 00:22:47,160 --> 00:22:49,706 that you haven't touched him in months. 436 00:22:57,670 --> 00:23:01,756 If you ever come within 100 yards of Maya again, 437 00:23:01,780 --> 00:23:04,886 I will call the police. 438 00:23:04,910 --> 00:23:06,820 Why haven't you? 439 00:23:07,580 --> 00:23:09,496 Is it because you knew that Morris and I 440 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:13,096 were sleeping together before you stopped treating me? 441 00:23:13,120 --> 00:23:15,166 Don't push me, Dr. Pierce. 442 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:18,766 One call, I could ruin you. 443 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:23,846 Mom? 444 00:23:23,870 --> 00:23:25,576 - Hey, baby. - Hey! 445 00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:26,676 Why are you here? 446 00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:28,816 And why was Alison with you? 447 00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:30,616 How do you know her? 448 00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:33,110 I had lunch with her and dad when I met him at work once. 449 00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:39,156 Is it, always this humid in here? 450 00:23:39,180 --> 00:23:42,450 Take it up with the ferns. 451 00:23:43,850 --> 00:23:46,526 Okay. 452 00:23:46,550 --> 00:23:51,560 - You will be happy to know... - I told Carol. 453 00:23:53,260 --> 00:23:55,876 You look surprised. 454 00:23:55,900 --> 00:23:57,770 Frankly, yes. 455 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:00,176 How'd it go? 456 00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,040 She told me to be careful. 457 00:24:04,870 --> 00:24:06,540 Of me? 458 00:24:08,910 --> 00:24:10,610 Of myself. 459 00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:15,956 I mean, Carol's seen me on some of my worst days 460 00:24:15,980 --> 00:24:19,026 every broken heart, every bad date. 461 00:24:19,050 --> 00:24:23,730 It's been a while since I've been in a proper 462 00:24:25,260 --> 00:24:28,106 relationship. 463 00:24:28,130 --> 00:24:30,646 I get it. 464 00:24:30,670 --> 00:24:33,976 Every relationship I've been in was a rush. 465 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,046 I don't need this one to be, too. 466 00:24:36,070 --> 00:24:38,686 Well, let's not ruminate on the past. 467 00:24:43,010 --> 00:24:48,796 So... Last night was really scary. 468 00:24:48,820 --> 00:24:50,166 Do we have to do this, Carol? 469 00:24:50,190 --> 00:24:54,166 Look, I get it. Getting set up sucks. 470 00:24:54,190 --> 00:24:57,006 But you just met Billy. Was he really worth 471 00:24:57,030 --> 00:24:59,690 drinking all our good vodka? 472 00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:03,236 He struck a nerve. 473 00:25:03,260 --> 00:25:05,746 I know it wasn't my dad's fault, 474 00:25:05,770 --> 00:25:10,886 but when someone promises to come back and they don't, 475 00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:13,656 that pain still follows me. 476 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:18,286 Sometimes it hurts so bad I can't breathe. 477 00:25:18,310 --> 00:25:21,620 Whenever I'm alone for too long, I... 478 00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:25,266 The bad thoughts start to creep back in. 479 00:25:25,290 --> 00:25:27,796 And it scares me. 480 00:25:27,820 --> 00:25:29,796 And when that happens, 481 00:25:29,820 --> 00:25:32,760 I don't want to feel anything at all. 482 00:25:35,230 --> 00:25:38,646 Numbing the pain can feel good in the moment. 483 00:25:38,670 --> 00:25:44,640 But if I didn't come home, you could have... 484 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:52,226 When you hurt yourself, you hurt the people who love you, too. 485 00:25:52,250 --> 00:25:55,856 Your dad raised an amazing person, wolf. 486 00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,996 My favorite person. 487 00:25:58,020 --> 00:26:00,666 I wish he was here to see it. 488 00:26:11,830 --> 00:26:13,676 Katie basically lives on the rig. 489 00:26:13,700 --> 00:26:16,170 Figured it'd be worth checking it out. 490 00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:19,386 I must admit, I'm impressed, Dr. Nash. 491 00:26:19,410 --> 00:26:21,756 This is pretty outside the box, even for me. 492 00:26:21,780 --> 00:26:24,356 The ampicillin is working, but why is she immunocompromised? 493 00:26:24,380 --> 00:26:26,326 Let's say the tank was leaking. 494 00:26:26,350 --> 00:26:28,826 Could hyperoxia impact immunity? 495 00:26:28,850 --> 00:26:32,020 Tanks are full. There's nothing out of the ordinary. 496 00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:37,866 Check this out. 497 00:26:37,890 --> 00:26:39,366 What is a prescription pad doing 498 00:26:39,390 --> 00:26:41,076 inside a paramedic's ambulance? 499 00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,706 Hand it over. 500 00:26:42,730 --> 00:26:45,106 Perks of being a nosy snoop as a kid. 501 00:26:45,130 --> 00:26:46,746 If you shoot over the grooves... 502 00:26:46,770 --> 00:26:50,046 You can see what was prescribed. 503 00:26:50,070 --> 00:26:51,846 Prednisone? 504 00:26:51,870 --> 00:26:55,786 Why would Katie steal an rx pad to prescribe herself steroids? 505 00:26:55,810 --> 00:26:58,756 My teammates used to stash stuff like this all the time to self-medicate injuries, 506 00:26:58,780 --> 00:27:00,226 especially if they didn't want coach to know 507 00:27:00,250 --> 00:27:01,956 to stay in the game. 508 00:27:01,980 --> 00:27:03,326 Her wince. 509 00:27:03,350 --> 00:27:05,196 She said she was tired, but she's in pain. 510 00:27:05,220 --> 00:27:07,136 And hiding it to keep her job. 511 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:08,960 She could go to jail for this. 512 00:27:18,500 --> 00:27:21,046 Any updates? 513 00:27:21,070 --> 00:27:25,270 Actually, I was hoping that you might be able to fill me in. 514 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:31,410 Why have you been taking steroids for months, Katie? 515 00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:48,806 About six months ago, 516 00:27:48,830 --> 00:27:53,476 I was the first to arrive on-site for a 10-37-2, 517 00:27:53,500 --> 00:27:56,116 a life-threatening medical emergency. 518 00:27:56,140 --> 00:27:58,146 It was a fentanyl overdose. 519 00:27:58,170 --> 00:28:01,716 No I.D., 20s, male, unresponsive. 520 00:28:01,740 --> 00:28:04,386 I kept looking at him and thinking, 521 00:28:04,410 --> 00:28:06,726 "that could be my little brother." 522 00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:09,096 We got there before the cops, 523 00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:13,226 and I could have waited for them to secure the perimeter. 524 00:28:13,250 --> 00:28:16,736 But with an overdose, you know, every second 525 00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:17,437 is critical. 526 00:28:17,461 --> 00:28:19,236 You're safe. I-It's okay. 527 00:28:19,260 --> 00:28:21,406 It's okay, it's okay. 528 00:28:21,430 --> 00:28:23,500 Are you in any pain? 529 00:28:25,970 --> 00:28:28,270 You, you're a narc? 530 00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:34,316 I'm a paramedic. 531 00:28:34,340 --> 00:28:37,910 I'm here to help... your friend. 532 00:28:39,210 --> 00:28:41,320 H-He needs an I.V. 533 00:28:45,790 --> 00:28:47,020 Move in! 534 00:28:48,460 --> 00:28:52,490 On the plus side, there was an ambulance on-site. 535 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,900 I spent the next month bed rest. 536 00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:02,076 Gunshot wound healed, but the pain never left. 537 00:29:05,970 --> 00:29:09,310 Probably went back a little early, but... 538 00:29:11,510 --> 00:29:16,396 Me laying there, going over my mistakes wasn't good for me. 539 00:29:16,420 --> 00:29:19,166 I feel better when I'm working. 540 00:29:19,190 --> 00:29:21,496 Adrenaline is my best medicine. 541 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:24,236 Adrenaline is not a long-term solution, just like steroids. 542 00:29:24,260 --> 00:29:26,336 They both tear the body down long-term. 543 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:28,076 Why didn't you tell anyone? 544 00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:31,346 The moment you can't carry your weight in the field, 545 00:29:31,370 --> 00:29:33,046 you're done. 546 00:29:33,070 --> 00:29:35,016 Steroids help me manage the pain. 547 00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:36,946 Well, the steroids may have made you feel better, 548 00:29:36,970 --> 00:29:38,946 but they also made you immunocompromised, 549 00:29:38,970 --> 00:29:41,316 which allowed the listeria to almost kill you. 550 00:29:41,340 --> 00:29:45,450 I can't imagine a world where I'm doing anything other than what I do. 551 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:50,020 Saving lives keeps me alive. 552 00:29:52,020 --> 00:29:55,020 Are you going to report me, Dr. Wolf? 553 00:29:56,960 --> 00:29:59,136 For what? 554 00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,306 It's pure conjecture. 555 00:30:01,330 --> 00:30:04,106 I didn't see you do anything. 556 00:30:04,130 --> 00:30:06,846 Listen... 557 00:30:06,870 --> 00:30:09,176 Chronic pain is known as the invisible disease 558 00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:13,386 because there is no scan or test to quantify one's suffering. 559 00:30:13,410 --> 00:30:16,110 But that doesn't make it less real. 560 00:30:16,910 --> 00:30:19,286 Even after the pain leaves, your brain is changed, 561 00:30:19,310 --> 00:30:22,456 hardwired to look for it around every corner, behind every door. 562 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,166 Sounds like you know from experience? 563 00:30:25,190 --> 00:30:28,236 Let's just say that you're not the only person in this room 564 00:30:28,260 --> 00:30:30,560 who's self-medicated. 565 00:30:31,590 --> 00:30:33,976 We're gonna wean you off the steroids slowly. 566 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:35,906 You may not have this pain forever. 567 00:30:35,930 --> 00:30:38,246 Long-term, we need a new plan. 568 00:30:43,140 --> 00:30:46,316 So, as we discussed, this is an experimental solution 569 00:30:46,340 --> 00:30:48,340 to Finn's condition. 570 00:30:51,650 --> 00:30:54,596 We have a patient who uses naloxone in their line of work. 571 00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:56,896 It reminded me of a case study that showed 572 00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,166 the drug can activate specific sodium channels in 573 00:30:59,190 --> 00:31:02,596 the neural pathway responsible for pain receptivity. 574 00:31:02,620 --> 00:31:05,936 Ideally, the naloxone will turn on Finn's pain receptors. 575 00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:08,676 - Like a switch? - Like a switch. Exactly. 576 00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:15,200 Ouch! 577 00:31:18,370 --> 00:31:20,156 So, what does this mean going forward? 578 00:31:20,180 --> 00:31:23,386 Finn will have to take naloxone daily in order to feel pain? 579 00:31:23,410 --> 00:31:26,126 Unfortunately, this isn't a long-term solution. 580 00:31:26,150 --> 00:31:29,596 The effects of the naloxone only last a few hours. 581 00:31:29,620 --> 00:31:32,996 That said, we're exploring fairly uncharted territory. 582 00:31:33,020 --> 00:31:36,136 With naloxone, we might be able to train Finn to be more aware 583 00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:40,206 of his surroundings, conceptually know his limits. 584 00:31:46,270 --> 00:31:47,516 Ouch. 585 00:31:47,540 --> 00:31:50,346 That's what too cold feels like. 586 00:31:50,370 --> 00:31:52,486 Over time, Finn could differentiate 587 00:31:52,510 --> 00:31:54,386 between safe and dangerous, 588 00:31:54,410 --> 00:31:56,116 knowing which behaviors to avoid in the future. 589 00:31:56,140 --> 00:31:58,186 With constant supervision, we can expose him 590 00:31:58,210 --> 00:32:03,056 to new sensations and continue to learn together. 591 00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:05,496 You've given my son the gift of feeling pain. 592 00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:07,396 Good pain. 593 00:32:07,420 --> 00:32:09,960 Hey, there's hope. 594 00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:13,430 Good job. 595 00:32:25,170 --> 00:32:27,986 Can I please help you into bed? 596 00:32:28,010 --> 00:32:30,356 You look so uncomfortable, it's making my back hurt. 597 00:32:30,380 --> 00:32:32,086 I appreciate the offer, 598 00:32:32,110 --> 00:32:34,996 but this is my preferred sleep position. 599 00:32:35,020 --> 00:32:37,596 Like my 97-year-old haraboji watching the news? 600 00:32:37,620 --> 00:32:41,166 97? You got good genes. 601 00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:45,090 He told me he's holding out because he wants his last check to bounce. 602 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:54,676 I can't even sleep like a normal person. 603 00:32:54,700 --> 00:33:00,016 Living in pain, there's no rest, no relief, 604 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:03,010 only adrenaline, drugs, and distractions. 605 00:33:03,650 --> 00:33:06,426 But at the end of the day, it's always there. 606 00:33:06,450 --> 00:33:08,426 I've seen it break others. 607 00:33:08,450 --> 00:33:10,520 I know what comes next. 608 00:33:11,490 --> 00:33:15,290 My career, my health, my life. 609 00:33:16,390 --> 00:33:19,236 It feels like a death sentence. 610 00:33:23,830 --> 00:33:28,616 I can't imagine what you must feel physically each day, 611 00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:32,446 like your body doesn't answer to you anymore. 612 00:33:32,470 --> 00:33:36,616 But I do know what chronic emotional pain feels like, 613 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:42,426 that ache or sting or throb you can't shake away. 614 00:33:42,450 --> 00:33:44,826 I get not wanting to stop 615 00:33:44,850 --> 00:33:48,590 or slow down long enough to let it catch up with you. 616 00:33:54,100 --> 00:33:55,560 I'm here. 617 00:33:57,330 --> 00:33:58,546 Okay? 618 00:34:09,110 --> 00:34:10,680 Close the door. 619 00:34:12,380 --> 00:34:14,696 What emergency can't be explained on the phone? 620 00:34:14,720 --> 00:34:16,866 I left the conference early to get back here. 621 00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:19,766 When I picked up Maya for dinner the other day, 622 00:34:19,790 --> 00:34:24,166 Alison was there waiting for me. 623 00:34:24,190 --> 00:34:25,830 Are you okay? 624 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,736 I'm... I'm so sorry, 625 00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:32,246 but I have not seen her in months, I swear. 626 00:34:32,270 --> 00:34:33,776 You said you told me everything, 627 00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:35,816 but you never mentioned that Maya met her. 628 00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,646 What kind of man takes his daughter out to lunch 629 00:34:38,670 --> 00:34:40,416 with his mistress? 630 00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:43,186 What, were you testing the waters to see if they get along? 631 00:34:43,210 --> 00:34:46,556 No! That was way before anything happened with me and her. 632 00:34:46,580 --> 00:34:48,656 She seemed lonely. I was being nice. 633 00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:51,296 You were being nice? 634 00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:52,666 How could you do this to us? 635 00:34:52,690 --> 00:34:56,396 I have done everything for this family. 636 00:34:56,420 --> 00:35:00,206 I turned down jobs when your career was taking off. 637 00:35:00,230 --> 00:35:03,206 I was there before all the accolades and all the funding. 638 00:35:03,230 --> 00:35:06,776 I was the ideal partner. And for what? 639 00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,646 To live out of a duffel bag 640 00:35:08,670 --> 00:35:10,886 and only see my daughter every other weekend? 641 00:35:15,580 --> 00:35:17,686 I hate myself for putting us here. 642 00:35:17,710 --> 00:35:20,296 I wish I had an excuse. 643 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:21,626 I don't. 644 00:35:24,650 --> 00:35:29,466 All I know is I'd do anything to put our family back together. 645 00:35:29,490 --> 00:35:32,706 So what can I do? 646 00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:35,760 I want you to tell me the truth. 647 00:35:36,670 --> 00:35:41,876 Did you sleep with her more than once? 648 00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:49,380 Yes. 649 00:35:53,250 --> 00:35:55,680 Were you in love with her? 650 00:35:57,750 --> 00:36:00,296 Get out of my office. 651 00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:01,636 No. No. 652 00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:04,936 - Get out! - Carol, I... hey, hey, hey. 653 00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,476 I think she made herself clear, Morris. You need to go. 654 00:36:07,500 --> 00:36:08,760 Now. 655 00:36:27,420 --> 00:36:29,280 God! 656 00:36:30,690 --> 00:36:32,766 It's freezing in here. 657 00:36:32,790 --> 00:36:34,736 This better be worth it. 658 00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:36,936 Believe me, ice baths reduce inflammation, 659 00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:39,406 stimulate blood flow, boost the immune system, 660 00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:41,706 and override pain by short-circuiting the nervous system. 661 00:36:41,730 --> 00:36:44,976 Also in the pro column, you remind me of Haley Graham from "stick it." 662 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:46,976 Crucial moment in my gay awakening. 663 00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:48,740 That I'll take. 664 00:36:50,710 --> 00:36:52,616 Ooh, god. What ever happened to the 665 00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:55,456 "we're gonna be in this together"? 666 00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,326 You should be in here with me. 667 00:36:57,350 --> 00:36:59,456 - Ooh. - It's a fat chance. 668 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:03,396 My god, this... well, here he goes. 669 00:37:03,420 --> 00:37:05,320 - Jesus. - Okay. 670 00:37:10,390 --> 00:37:12,536 You're not such a tough guy now, are you? 671 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:13,976 Not what this feel like. 672 00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,906 What you doing talking over there? 673 00:37:16,930 --> 00:37:20,346 The ancient Greeks spoke of pain as an emotion, 674 00:37:20,370 --> 00:37:23,040 a feeling intertwined with who we are. 675 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,916 And to an extent, they were right. 676 00:37:26,940 --> 00:37:29,716 Pain originates in the brain. 677 00:37:29,740 --> 00:37:32,426 One brain can feel too much pain 678 00:37:32,450 --> 00:37:34,896 while another feels no pain at all. 679 00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:38,066 Rather than seeing it as something to squash or conquer, 680 00:37:38,090 --> 00:37:40,966 true healing requires us to acknowledge our pain. 681 00:37:40,990 --> 00:37:44,936 You know, pt is gonna go a long way for Katie, dang. 682 00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:47,476 - Nice work. - Nah, that's all her. 683 00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:48,676 She's a living shero. 684 00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:52,746 Low-key... You two would make a cute couple. 685 00:37:52,770 --> 00:37:55,716 Not all lesbians are into each other, okay? 686 00:37:55,740 --> 00:37:58,716 And, she has a partner, anyways, so... 687 00:37:58,740 --> 00:38:02,056 You do know that's what paramedics call their coworkers, right? 688 00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:05,410 Katie told me she's single as a pringle. 689 00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:13,536 Well, maybe you should practice what you preach 690 00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:15,096 and go for it, too. 691 00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,066 What do you mean? 692 00:38:17,090 --> 00:38:20,076 Like, I haven't noticed the chemistry between you and Erika? 693 00:38:22,130 --> 00:38:25,646 I'm just saying, be a shame if you didn't shoot your shot. 694 00:38:28,570 --> 00:38:30,940 You don't know anything. 695 00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:37,480 Hi. 696 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:42,896 How are you doing? 697 00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:44,996 I've seen better days. 698 00:38:45,020 --> 00:38:48,466 I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me... 699 00:38:48,490 --> 00:38:50,636 Always. 700 00:38:50,660 --> 00:38:52,730 For being my first responder. 701 00:38:54,460 --> 00:38:58,676 Is Josh the reason you upgraded to the 21st century? 702 00:38:58,700 --> 00:39:01,476 Yeah, we don't have to talk about it. It's not important. 703 00:39:01,500 --> 00:39:03,076 No, no, don't do that. 704 00:39:03,100 --> 00:39:05,546 I'm sorry I was so curt the other day. 705 00:39:05,570 --> 00:39:07,586 My own love life's in shambles. 706 00:39:07,610 --> 00:39:10,480 But I am happy for you. 707 00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,796 And I could use a hint of romance in my life. 708 00:39:14,820 --> 00:39:17,666 So, dish. Who made the first move? 709 00:39:17,690 --> 00:39:20,166 - That would be me. - Ooh! 710 00:39:20,190 --> 00:39:21,896 I completely forgot to tell you 711 00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:23,606 my mother caught us kissing in the elevator. 712 00:39:23,630 --> 00:39:27,776 Wait, wait! So, I'm a step behind Muriel now? 713 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,636 - Yeah, well... - Dang! 714 00:39:29,660 --> 00:39:32,476 What I would have given to see the look on her face. 715 00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:35,146 Ultimately, pain tells us to pay attention 716 00:39:35,170 --> 00:39:37,546 look closer. 717 00:39:37,570 --> 00:39:40,956 Only then can we grow and move forward. 718 00:39:40,980 --> 00:39:43,786 Butter pecan. It's your favorite, right? 719 00:39:43,810 --> 00:39:46,156 Jacob, hey. 720 00:39:46,180 --> 00:39:47,526 Everything okay? 721 00:39:47,550 --> 00:39:49,756 Nah, nah, it's not like that, okay? 722 00:39:49,780 --> 00:39:52,766 I just... I wanted to make up for the other times I showed up unannounced. 723 00:39:52,790 --> 00:39:55,036 It meant a lot to me, you being there. 724 00:39:55,060 --> 00:39:57,766 I just wanted you to know that. 725 00:39:57,790 --> 00:39:59,806 I appreciate you, 726 00:39:59,830 --> 00:40:02,136 but now isn't really a great time. 727 00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:03,476 Yeah. 728 00:40:03,500 --> 00:40:05,046 Rain check maybe? 729 00:40:05,070 --> 00:40:09,176 Of course. Yeah. I'll... I'll leave you to it. 730 00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:11,786 Just a heads-up... the light's still flickering 731 00:40:11,810 --> 00:40:13,756 like it's "the shining" in your lobby. 732 00:40:13,780 --> 00:40:16,926 - You should tell your super. - Yeah, I've been telling him about that. 733 00:40:16,950 --> 00:40:19,186 And thanks for the ice cream. It is my favorite. 734 00:40:19,210 --> 00:40:20,926 Yeah. 735 00:40:20,950 --> 00:40:22,596 Night, Jacob. 736 00:40:36,530 --> 00:40:37,976 Who was that? 737 00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,046 Nobody. 738 00:40:40,070 --> 00:40:42,846 Wrong apartment. 739 00:40:42,870 --> 00:40:46,886 So... What's it like being with someone 740 00:40:46,910 --> 00:40:49,016 when you have mirror-touch? 741 00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:51,550 It's, pretty intense. 742 00:40:52,910 --> 00:40:55,496 Really intense, actually. 743 00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:57,920 How about for you? 744 00:41:01,060 --> 00:41:05,136 I would say... It's a definite perk. 745 00:41:37,290 --> 00:41:39,006 Alison, this is a welfare check. 746 00:41:39,030 --> 00:41:41,606 We're coming in. 747 00:41:46,770 --> 00:41:48,746 Alison? Alison? 748 00:41:48,770 --> 00:41:50,846 Is she breathing? 749 00:42:30,050 --> 00:42:32,250 Greg, move your head. 56982

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