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When you find yourself in crisis,
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what is your first response?
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Who is the first one you call?
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Unit 240, we got a code three.
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A 10-year-old male in
psychiatric distress, self-harming.
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Apartment's on the
third floor of a walk-up
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on Broadway and main.
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Please, please, please, Finn, stop.
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Finn, stop!
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Please, please, stop, stop, stop, stop.
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Mr. Kemp? I'm Katie. This is Max.
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Are you hurt? Fill us in.
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No, no, no, no. I was trying
to bandage my son Finn.
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He was playing, and he
broke this vase and cut himself.
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And when I tried to take a look,
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he locked himself in the bathroom.
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The head banging, it's
common with autism.
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But I don't know what to
do. I've tried everything.
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I'll grab a stair chair
and irons from the brig.
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Yeah.
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Hey, Finn? I'm a paramedic.
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It sounds like you're hurt.
Can I come in and take a look?
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He's gonna knock himself out
or cause permanent damage.
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Finn, please, please, please stop.
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Finn, you have to stop. Please.
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That's a nice set of camaros you got.
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I drive a pretty good rig.
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It's a Chevy, too.
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Is he unconscious?
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Sorry, buddy.
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Restraints of protocol.
It's required by the law.
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Hey, Max?
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Can you tell the dad to
meet us at Barnes general?
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- I can take it from here.
- Sure.
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Yeah. Thanks.
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Hey. Hey, hey, hey.
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So I know these straps are
uncomfy and a little scary,
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but think of this ambulance
as a roller coaster.
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And these straps are like seat belts
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but for your hands.
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They keep us both safe while we ride.
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Ready? Yeah?
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Want to know what kind of rig were in?
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You were wrong earlier.
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It's not a Chevy, but that's okay.
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It's a Ford f-350.
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Okay, hotshot. Name as many
Chevy models as you can. Go.
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Blazer. Camaro. Corvette. Coupe.
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- Bolt. Malibu.
- Bro, Van,
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- where'd you get those shoes?
- They were a gift, okay?
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No. They fire, man. Can I try them on?
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- Heads up.
- What you got for us, Katie?
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Dang, Finn, you must be a big deal.
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You got Dr. Wolf and his whole team
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out here waiting for you.
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Promise not to have
too much fun without me?
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Can't promise anything. But I can try.
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That's all I ask for.
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10-year-old autistic male Finn kemp.
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A and o times four, vitals stable,
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bilateral lacerations on him,
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because of, broken glass,
head injury from head banging.
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- Everything okay, Katie?
- Yeah. Just a headache.
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Blame it on the coffee
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or the... the six
back-to-back morning shifts.
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- Unit 240.
- Copy.
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Always a pleasure, Dr. Wolf.
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Take care of Finn for me. I gotta run.
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6-year-old female
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so a few bad burns,
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staph infection, and a
sprained ankle all in the last year.
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We've got quite the injury history.
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Are you Johnny Knoxville or something?
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No, I'm Finn kemp.
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Kids his age, they're
always bumping into things
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and tripping over each other.
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I'm a single dad, so staying
on top of things can be hard?
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Earlier this year, he had
this really bad splinter
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for the whole day before
I noticed and took it out.
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So those sorts of things can happen.
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But today was the worst.
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Can you point to the face which shows
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how much pain you're in?
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Which one do you feel like?
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Yeah, naming feelings
isn't really easy for him.
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We understand, Mr. Kemp.
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Autism is a spectrum. It
affects everyone differently.
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Dr. Kinney and Dr. Markus
will run some tests
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to rule out any
neurological complications,
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but upon first assessment,
Finn seems relatively unscathed.
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Thank you, doctors. Right, Finn?
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Thank you. Thank you.
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10-year-old patient
repeatedly bangs his head
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against the wall?
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Do we know if self-harm is a pattern?
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Well, the jury's still out, but as of now,
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he's just an accident-prone
kid. How are you holding up?
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What did the police say about your car?
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I haven't reported it yet.
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Suspicion isn't the same as fact.
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What am I going to say?
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That I think... can't
prove... that my patient,
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who's also my husband's mistress,
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destroyed my car because I
said I wouldn't see her anymore?
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My car is one thing.
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If the whole truth comes
out, it could destroy my career.
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Maybe I ended things
with her too abruptly.
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What does Morris say about all this?
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I haven't told him yet. Without proof,
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sharing her information would
breach hip a a since he knows her.
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Okay, the same can be said of me, then.
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Is that the real reason, or is
that just a convenient excuse?
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The moment I say anything to him,
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it'll open a whole can of worms.
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He'll think I've lost my mind
for continuing to see her.
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No. For now, the
doorman's been briefed.
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I'm picking Maya up right after school.
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This isn't my first
rodeo. It's under control.
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Remember that patient
who followed me home?
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Carol, protect yourself.
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I hear you.
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Don't worry.
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I'm taking this seriously, I promise.
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- Stop!
- Hold still for me there, Finn.
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- Can you just...
- S-should we call for backup?
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- See if Jacob's around?
- We need Jacob for this?
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- Or Dana anyway.
- You said Jacob.
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- You said Jacob.
- See? Even our buddy Finn heard you.
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You're reading into it
more than you should.
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But let's table this for now
and focus on our patient.
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Sorry, bud. I was distracting
the talent. That was my bad.
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- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's okay, it's okay.
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- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's okay. Hey, how about this?
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Look. While I fix your I.V.,
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you can push as many
buttons as you want.
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You want to try it?
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All right, Finn, let's try
the other arm, yeah?
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Wait, you didn't feel that?
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- Feel what?
- The I.V.? Finn's pain?
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No.
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Tired of me yet? We're
a bit short staffed today.
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40s, male, Jim lang, a and o times four,
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found unconscious.
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How long was he unconscious?
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Reportedly under two minutes.
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He didn't want to come
in, but his wife insisted.
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We got another call, but
he can fill you in on the rest.
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Katie! Katie!
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Is she breathing?
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Hey, can you get
someone help now, please?
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- Katie! Katie!
- Nurse! Prep a crash cart!
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We need a set of vitals.
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Well, you know the drill, Katie.
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- Rate your pain 1 through 10.
- 2.
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Okay, while admirable
and useful in the field,
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stoicism is no good here.
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I'm fine. I didn't eat before work.
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Mix hypoglycemia with sleep deprivation
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and a splash of dehydration,
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you get a syncope
cocktail. It's a rookie mistake.
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Well, that's a fair self-diagnosis,
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except for the fact that
I noticed your winces
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were more pronounced this morning.
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Why are you tracking my winces?
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I'm not tracking them.
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But you may have
heard that I have difficulty
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recognizing faces, so I hone
in on features or expressions,
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or in your case, winces.
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So that's enough to admit me?
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I have a sense there's
something else going on here.
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In our field, it's very easy
to neglect your own needs
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because you are so busy
taking care of other people.
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But let us take care of you,
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just this once, to make sure
there's nothing else going on.
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Can I at least get
some of those ice chips
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and those pb cups you give
your favorite patients while I wait?
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I will even throw in a
chocolate chip cookie.
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In the meantime, Dana will get a cbc,
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cmp, and ct... the
basics... and I'll check back.
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What are you doing?
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God, he was so sweet and earnest,
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didn't have the heart
to tell him I was leaving.
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I cleared the concussion checklist.
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I'm not staying for your ct scan.
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And then die of an epidural hematoma?
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That's not happening on my watch.
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I know you're just
doing your due diligence.
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I'm good. I know what a
really bad fall looks like.
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Then you also know that
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the cost of being wrong isn't worth it.
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The only cost I'm worried about
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is the pricey hospital bill
you're trying to stick me with.
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Don't paramedics have good insurance?
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Even if you leave against medical advice,
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I care what happens to you.
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You're not just a number here, I swear.
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Patient number 026794.
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Come on, Dana, I'm,
like, literally a number.
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Look, just save the
hospital bed for someone
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who actually needs it.
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My partner will monitor me 24/7.
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Pinky promise.
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Fine. On one condition.
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You accept a liter of lr on the house.
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Just rest up for a few hours, okay?
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This is an axonal flare test, Mr. Kemp.
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It assesses the function
of small nerve fibers.
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Only take a few seconds to see
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if there's a reaction to the histamine.
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You're saying there's something
wrong with Finn's nerves?
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We've been doing some research,
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and Finn might have
a rare genetic disorder.
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It's just a theory.
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But this test could give us answers.
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Well, it's the same. Same is good, right?
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In this case, a negative
reaction is to be expected
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with patients with cipa.
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Congenital insensitivity to pain.
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It means that Finn can't feel pain.
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So all those times he was
hurt, he couldn't even feel it.
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He didn't know.
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How did I miss this? I'm his father.
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There are less than 100
cases of cipa in the U.S.
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Finn's symptoms might have
been falsely attributed to autism.
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Can you give us a moment, please?
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Of course.
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Tough diagnosis to give,
even harder one to uncover.
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What made you think of cipa?
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Because of you.
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When Finn ripped his
I.V. Out, even I flinched.
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You were able to bandage him up
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and start a new I.V.
Without missing a beat.
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With your mirror-touch, you didn't feel it,
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- which might have meant...
- Finn didn't feel it, either.
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Wow. You're so impressive, e.
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My next mystery is to uncover
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how you've hidden a stim-toy
obsession from me all this time.
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What other secrets are you hiding, Van?
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Okay. Help me out
here. I need a distraction.
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Remember my friend I was
telling you about, the chiropractor?
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Well, turns out he's newly single.
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- Don't do that.
- I'm on deck for surgery.
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No, don't do that.
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Stop trying to set me up
with your weird friends.
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Nichols, I don't quit easily!
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Carol just offered to
set me up with someone.
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My Carol?
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She's literally never tried
to set me up with her friends.
249
00:12:36,020 --> 00:12:38,396
Wait, did you want to be
set up with Carol's friend?
250
00:12:38,420 --> 00:12:40,096
I did not, but I am curious.
251
00:12:40,120 --> 00:12:42,336
Have you not told Carol
about us? It's no issue.
252
00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:44,806
Just dating, if that's what
we're doing, is a secret,
253
00:12:44,830 --> 00:12:47,076
- I want to be privy to that.
- It's not that.
254
00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:50,206
But if I tell Carol, then
it becomes a thing.
255
00:12:50,230 --> 00:12:53,176
- So we're not a thing?
- No, we're not not a thing.
256
00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:56,076
But Carol likes to psychologize
my dating decisions.
257
00:12:56,100 --> 00:12:58,486
There will be follow-up questions.
258
00:12:58,510 --> 00:13:01,316
- So many.
- Without reason, I'm sure.
259
00:13:01,340 --> 00:13:04,326
- Do you want me to tell Carol?
- Honestly, I assumed you did.
260
00:13:04,350 --> 00:13:05,956
I mean, I didn't think you two
261
00:13:05,980 --> 00:13:07,996
were capable of
keeping secrets like that,
262
00:13:08,020 --> 00:13:10,926
especially considering that
your mom knows more than her.
263
00:13:10,950 --> 00:13:14,036
I'm fine either way. I gotta go scrub in.
264
00:13:21,900 --> 00:13:24,246
Did the fumigators come early?
265
00:13:24,270 --> 00:13:27,516
It's drakkar noir. It's too much?
266
00:13:27,540 --> 00:13:31,116
No. You know it's not too late
to come out with me tonight.
267
00:13:31,140 --> 00:13:33,886
Carol, he's just a little late.
268
00:13:33,910 --> 00:13:36,540
A little late was two hours ago.
269
00:13:39,150 --> 00:13:41,126
You think Billy stood me up?
270
00:13:41,150 --> 00:13:43,226
Even if he did, I never liked him anyway.
271
00:13:43,250 --> 00:13:45,166
New York City is full of Billys.
272
00:13:45,190 --> 00:13:48,290
You're coming out with me
tonight. I'll be your wing woman.
273
00:13:50,160 --> 00:13:53,876
Don't worry about me. Just go have fun.
274
00:13:53,900 --> 00:13:55,876
Maybe I'll catch up with you later?
275
00:13:55,900 --> 00:13:57,430
Okay. Suit yourself.
276
00:14:12,450 --> 00:14:16,250
- Dr. Bowen, call 331.
- Dr. Bowen, 331.
277
00:14:32,570 --> 00:14:34,916
Katie? Look at me. Look at me.
278
00:14:34,940 --> 00:14:36,416
There's no time!
279
00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:38,586
Katie, it's okay. Here,
we're gonna set you down.
280
00:14:38,610 --> 00:14:40,616
- Sit you down. Here.
- No! Gunshot wound.
281
00:14:40,640 --> 00:14:42,286
- Need to stabilize.
- It's okay, I got you.
282
00:14:42,310 --> 00:14:44,056
It's okay. No, no, it's
okay. She's delirious.
283
00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:46,456
- What did the ct show?
- She refused the scan.
284
00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:49,426
I tried to fight her on it, but she
cleared protocol. It was her call.
285
00:14:49,450 --> 00:14:52,050
You're the only one
responsible for that call, doctor.
286
00:15:00,730 --> 00:15:02,410
I guess I should have
listened to Dr. Dang
287
00:15:03,300 --> 00:15:05,176
about that ct scan.
288
00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:07,116
You're not gonna hold
it against her, are you?
289
00:15:07,140 --> 00:15:09,616
My stubbornness shouldn't get
anyone else in trouble but me.
290
00:15:09,640 --> 00:15:12,016
It was a good lesson for Dr. Dang.
291
00:15:12,040 --> 00:15:14,016
And while you may
be a stubborn patient,
292
00:15:14,040 --> 00:15:18,326
luckily I am a very stubborn
doctor... with some good news.
293
00:15:18,350 --> 00:15:20,126
Your ct scan is normal,
294
00:15:20,150 --> 00:15:21,726
so no sign of head trauma from the fall.
295
00:15:21,750 --> 00:15:24,990
So I was right. I'm fine.
296
00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:28,266
Well, if it isn't a bleed,
then what's going on?
297
00:15:28,290 --> 00:15:30,266
We're still waiting for
results from your spinal tap,
298
00:15:30,290 --> 00:15:33,006
but your white blood
cell count is up to 25k.
299
00:15:33,030 --> 00:15:37,006
So I've started you on
vancomycin and ceftriaxone.
300
00:15:37,030 --> 00:15:39,206
I have an infection.
301
00:15:39,230 --> 00:15:42,416
It's very possible that you
were exposed to some pathogen
302
00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:44,146
through your job.
303
00:15:44,170 --> 00:15:45,746
We have to rule out all possibilities.
304
00:15:45,770 --> 00:15:47,616
The ambulance is a thunder do me
305
00:15:47,640 --> 00:15:49,486
of infectious diseases.
306
00:15:49,510 --> 00:15:52,550
Tell me everything. Spare no detail.
307
00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:56,426
I'm on the road by 0500.
308
00:15:56,450 --> 00:15:59,096
First stop... west Bronx
for three-car pileup.
309
00:15:59,120 --> 00:16:02,096
There was a motorcyclist.
I know you're one of them,
310
00:16:02,120 --> 00:16:04,406
but this one, he wasn't wearing a helmet.
311
00:16:04,430 --> 00:16:05,023
He was D.O.A.
312
00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:07,476
Whoa, that's an awful shock
of adrenaline in the morning.
313
00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:10,406
Next up, intoxicated female
who refuses to comply.
314
00:16:10,430 --> 00:16:13,176
Has a history of drug use,
so I tried to save her sedation,
315
00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:15,346
but maybe that was a mistake.
316
00:16:15,370 --> 00:16:18,370
- She's a frequent flyer.
- When you say frequent flyer...
317
00:16:20,340 --> 00:16:23,016
- Let's save the questions for the end.
- Okay.
318
00:16:23,040 --> 00:16:25,250
Someone's grandpa
319
00:16:26,210 --> 00:16:29,026
who we thought had the flu.
320
00:16:29,050 --> 00:16:31,566
I end my day with Lucia,
321
00:16:31,590 --> 00:16:35,236
a 14-year-old female who
just came out to her parents.
322
00:16:35,260 --> 00:16:37,606
She attempted suicide
when they rejected her.
323
00:16:37,630 --> 00:16:40,400
I get a lot of these.
324
00:16:41,230 --> 00:16:45,376
I tell her that she's not
alone, even when it feels like it,
325
00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:49,246
and that I, too, was
scared to tell my parents.
326
00:16:49,270 --> 00:16:51,786
But one day it's going to be okay.
327
00:16:51,810 --> 00:16:54,656
It takes a lot of resilience
to do what you do.
328
00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:56,386
Right back at you.
329
00:16:56,410 --> 00:16:58,756
Most of my patients end up
at hospitals like Bronx general.
330
00:16:58,780 --> 00:17:01,826
But it's different when you're a
first responder on the front line.
331
00:17:01,850 --> 00:17:05,066
At the end of the day, the
comedown must be brutal.
332
00:17:05,090 --> 00:17:07,496
There's no comedown if you never stop.
333
00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:11,306
- You're febrile... 102.5...
- even with the antibiotics.
334
00:17:11,330 --> 00:17:13,636
The spinal fluid results are back.
335
00:17:13,660 --> 00:17:15,736
- It's meningitis.
- The headaches,
336
00:17:15,760 --> 00:17:17,676
the fever, it all makes sense.
337
00:17:17,700 --> 00:17:19,746
I don't think grandpa had the flu.
338
00:17:19,770 --> 00:17:23,216
Dr. Wolf, he died within 24 hours.
339
00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:25,286
Katie, that story is not yours.
340
00:17:25,310 --> 00:17:28,216
Now that we know why you're
sick, we can fight it head-on.
341
00:17:36,620 --> 00:17:38,796
Is my son gonna be okay?
342
00:17:38,820 --> 00:17:42,866
Cipa isn't terminal, but I will be honest
343
00:17:42,890 --> 00:17:45,666
few survive past the age of 25.
344
00:17:45,690 --> 00:17:48,436
The older they get, the
less vigilant they become.
345
00:17:48,460 --> 00:17:50,646
I want to set weekly appointments
346
00:17:50,670 --> 00:17:52,306
for Finn to monitor his health
347
00:17:52,330 --> 00:17:55,376
and help him understand his condition.
348
00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:58,440
Let's do everything we
can to keep him safe.
349
00:18:11,420 --> 00:18:13,126
Hey, Mr. Kemp?
350
00:18:13,150 --> 00:18:17,366
I just wanted to tell
you, I have a son, too.
351
00:18:17,390 --> 00:18:20,336
When I'm with him, every other
word out of my mouth is "careful."
352
00:18:20,360 --> 00:18:23,376
You came to the right
place. Finn's in good hands.
353
00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:24,646
Thank you.
354
00:18:24,670 --> 00:18:26,506
Hey, dad!
355
00:18:26,530 --> 00:18:29,646
Doctor Kinney said they
have popsicles downstairs.
356
00:18:29,670 --> 00:18:31,316
Can we go?
357
00:18:31,340 --> 00:18:34,210
- Yeah.
- It's just to the left.
358
00:18:36,640 --> 00:18:38,426
I don't know how parents do it.
359
00:18:38,450 --> 00:18:40,256
A lifetime of stress over a human
360
00:18:40,280 --> 00:18:42,256
completely outside of your control.
361
00:18:42,280 --> 00:18:44,426
Can you imagine? No, thanks.
362
00:18:44,450 --> 00:18:46,526
Y-You don't want kids?
363
00:18:46,550 --> 00:18:48,796
No. I never have.
364
00:18:48,820 --> 00:18:51,306
Just not for me.
365
00:18:51,330 --> 00:18:53,536
We still on for tomorrow night?
366
00:18:53,560 --> 00:18:55,630
Yeah. Yeah.
367
00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:01,876
Come on!
368
00:19:01,900 --> 00:19:04,240
Allow me.
369
00:19:06,510 --> 00:19:08,486
Thank you.
370
00:19:08,510 --> 00:19:13,780
I'm sort of... Dating Josh.
371
00:19:19,290 --> 00:19:22,466
Well, thank you for sharing that with me.
372
00:19:22,490 --> 00:19:25,766
That's it? No more questions
or thoughts or concerns?
373
00:19:25,790 --> 00:19:28,406
Where's the usual interrogation?
374
00:19:28,430 --> 00:19:29,936
Not in the mood.
375
00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:32,576
Just be careful, wolf.
376
00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:35,946
You two work together,
and if things implode,
377
00:19:35,970 --> 00:19:37,786
there's no escape hatch.
378
00:19:37,810 --> 00:19:41,510
So... Thanks for the candy bar.
379
00:19:42,980 --> 00:19:45,786
Plot twist... I met a guy.
380
00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:48,326
His name is Morris.
381
00:19:48,350 --> 00:19:51,696
He kind of looks like sexy Sinbad.
382
00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:54,590
Ollie? You home?
383
00:19:58,830 --> 00:20:00,560
Wolf?
384
00:20:02,330 --> 00:20:03,760
No. No.
385
00:20:07,870 --> 00:20:10,240
Ollie?
386
00:20:13,040 --> 00:20:15,816
Get it out, Ollie.
387
00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:17,756
That's it. That's it.
388
00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:25,566
Carol, I don't feel so good.
389
00:20:25,590 --> 00:20:29,336
That's nothing compared to what
I'm going to do to you tomorrow.
390
00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:31,736
I'm so tomorrow.
391
00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:35,260
Please don't be Carol at me.
392
00:20:36,930 --> 00:20:39,746
Don't you ever do
something like that again.
393
00:20:39,770 --> 00:20:41,276
Okay?
394
00:20:41,300 --> 00:20:43,846
Her map is less than 50.
395
00:20:43,870 --> 00:20:46,886
We've bolused two liters of lr,
and she's still not responding.
396
00:20:46,910 --> 00:20:49,356
Katie?
397
00:20:49,380 --> 00:20:52,856
- That's why the lights are off.
- Photophobia. Nuclear rigidity.
398
00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:55,996
Her meningitis is worsening.
She's not responding to antibiotics.
399
00:20:56,020 --> 00:20:59,650
Katie, we're here. Just take a breath.
400
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:03,766
It hurts to breathe.
401
00:21:03,790 --> 00:21:06,006
She's developing pulmonary
edema from the fluids.
402
00:21:06,030 --> 00:21:08,606
- We need to switch to pressors.
- I'll go get the nor epinephrine.
403
00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:11,346
- Katie's in septic shock.
- We did everything right.
404
00:21:11,370 --> 00:21:14,346
- If the antibiotics don't work...
- You know the answer to that.
405
00:21:14,370 --> 00:21:17,370
The lifesaving question is, why?
406
00:21:24,110 --> 00:21:25,556
Gram-positive rods.
407
00:21:25,580 --> 00:21:28,056
Her meningitis was caused by listeria?
408
00:21:28,080 --> 00:21:30,666
But we never cover
listeria for patients like Katie,
409
00:21:30,690 --> 00:21:32,866
other than an on-duty
injury here and there.
410
00:21:32,890 --> 00:21:34,466
She's young, healthy.
411
00:21:34,490 --> 00:21:35,936
Yeah, I've never seen
anyone with her history
412
00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:36,966
get so sick from listeria.
413
00:21:36,990 --> 00:21:38,566
It's incredibly rare.
414
00:21:38,590 --> 00:21:40,006
While I get her on
ampicillin, I need you two
415
00:21:40,030 --> 00:21:41,936
to solve the real mystery.
416
00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,046
Why is Katie dying from an infection
417
00:21:44,070 --> 00:21:47,916
that only kills the elderly
or immunocompromised?
418
00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:51,340
Whoo!
419
00:21:59,380 --> 00:22:01,896
- What are you doing here?
- I really needed to talk.
420
00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:04,026
You're the only one who can help me.
421
00:22:04,050 --> 00:22:06,936
Alison, no. You know this is messy.
422
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,096
I cannot help you.
423
00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:12,636
And I've already referred you to
a number of other psychiatrists.
424
00:22:12,660 --> 00:22:14,506
You're just wrong.
425
00:22:14,530 --> 00:22:18,376
You're the only one
who gets how hurt I am.
426
00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:21,646
I know it. You're hurting, too.
427
00:22:21,670 --> 00:22:23,946
Morris did this to both of us.
428
00:22:23,970 --> 00:22:28,456
Alison, get yourself some help, please.
429
00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:31,456
Do you get off on me needing you?
430
00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:34,656
I thought the car thing would
have gotten your attention,
431
00:22:34,680 --> 00:22:38,966
but apparently, you need to
play hard to get, unlike Morris.
432
00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:42,396
Whatever happened
between you and my husband
433
00:22:42,420 --> 00:22:45,006
has nothing to do with me.
434
00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:47,136
He told me you sleep
in separate bedrooms,
435
00:22:47,160 --> 00:22:49,706
that you haven't touched him in months.
436
00:22:57,670 --> 00:23:01,756
If you ever come within
100 yards of Maya again,
437
00:23:01,780 --> 00:23:04,886
I will call the police.
438
00:23:04,910 --> 00:23:06,820
Why haven't you?
439
00:23:07,580 --> 00:23:09,496
Is it because you knew that Morris and I
440
00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:13,096
were sleeping together
before you stopped treating me?
441
00:23:13,120 --> 00:23:15,166
Don't push me, Dr. Pierce.
442
00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:18,766
One call, I could ruin you.
443
00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:23,846
Mom?
444
00:23:23,870 --> 00:23:25,576
- Hey, baby.
- Hey!
445
00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:26,676
Why are you here?
446
00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:28,816
And why was Alison with you?
447
00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:30,616
How do you know her?
448
00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:33,110
I had lunch with her and dad
when I met him at work once.
449
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:39,156
Is it, always this humid in here?
450
00:23:39,180 --> 00:23:42,450
Take it up with the ferns.
451
00:23:43,850 --> 00:23:46,526
Okay.
452
00:23:46,550 --> 00:23:51,560
- You will be happy to know...
- I told Carol.
453
00:23:53,260 --> 00:23:55,876
You look surprised.
454
00:23:55,900 --> 00:23:57,770
Frankly, yes.
455
00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:00,176
How'd it go?
456
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,040
She told me to be careful.
457
00:24:04,870 --> 00:24:06,540
Of me?
458
00:24:08,910 --> 00:24:10,610
Of myself.
459
00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:15,956
I mean, Carol's seen me
on some of my worst days
460
00:24:15,980 --> 00:24:19,026
every broken heart, every bad date.
461
00:24:19,050 --> 00:24:23,730
It's been a while since
I've been in a proper
462
00:24:25,260 --> 00:24:28,106
relationship.
463
00:24:28,130 --> 00:24:30,646
I get it.
464
00:24:30,670 --> 00:24:33,976
Every relationship
I've been in was a rush.
465
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,046
I don't need this one to be, too.
466
00:24:36,070 --> 00:24:38,686
Well, let's not ruminate on the past.
467
00:24:43,010 --> 00:24:48,796
So... Last night was really scary.
468
00:24:48,820 --> 00:24:50,166
Do we have to do this, Carol?
469
00:24:50,190 --> 00:24:54,166
Look, I get it. Getting set up sucks.
470
00:24:54,190 --> 00:24:57,006
But you just met Billy.
Was he really worth
471
00:24:57,030 --> 00:24:59,690
drinking all our good vodka?
472
00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:03,236
He struck a nerve.
473
00:25:03,260 --> 00:25:05,746
I know it wasn't my dad's fault,
474
00:25:05,770 --> 00:25:10,886
but when someone promises
to come back and they don't,
475
00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:13,656
that pain still follows me.
476
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:18,286
Sometimes it hurts
so bad I can't breathe.
477
00:25:18,310 --> 00:25:21,620
Whenever I'm alone for too long, I...
478
00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:25,266
The bad thoughts start to creep back in.
479
00:25:25,290 --> 00:25:27,796
And it scares me.
480
00:25:27,820 --> 00:25:29,796
And when that happens,
481
00:25:29,820 --> 00:25:32,760
I don't want to feel anything at all.
482
00:25:35,230 --> 00:25:38,646
Numbing the pain can
feel good in the moment.
483
00:25:38,670 --> 00:25:44,640
But if I didn't come
home, you could have...
484
00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:52,226
When you hurt yourself, you
hurt the people who love you, too.
485
00:25:52,250 --> 00:25:55,856
Your dad raised an
amazing person, wolf.
486
00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,996
My favorite person.
487
00:25:58,020 --> 00:26:00,666
I wish he was here to see it.
488
00:26:11,830 --> 00:26:13,676
Katie basically lives on the rig.
489
00:26:13,700 --> 00:26:16,170
Figured it'd be worth checking it out.
490
00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:19,386
I must admit, I'm impressed, Dr. Nash.
491
00:26:19,410 --> 00:26:21,756
This is pretty outside
the box, even for me.
492
00:26:21,780 --> 00:26:24,356
The ampicillin is working, but
why is she immunocompromised?
493
00:26:24,380 --> 00:26:26,326
Let's say the tank was leaking.
494
00:26:26,350 --> 00:26:28,826
Could hyperoxia impact immunity?
495
00:26:28,850 --> 00:26:32,020
Tanks are full. There's
nothing out of the ordinary.
496
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:37,866
Check this out.
497
00:26:37,890 --> 00:26:39,366
What is a prescription pad doing
498
00:26:39,390 --> 00:26:41,076
inside a paramedic's ambulance?
499
00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,706
Hand it over.
500
00:26:42,730 --> 00:26:45,106
Perks of being a nosy snoop as a kid.
501
00:26:45,130 --> 00:26:46,746
If you shoot over the grooves...
502
00:26:46,770 --> 00:26:50,046
You can see what was prescribed.
503
00:26:50,070 --> 00:26:51,846
Prednisone?
504
00:26:51,870 --> 00:26:55,786
Why would Katie steal an rx
pad to prescribe herself steroids?
505
00:26:55,810 --> 00:26:58,756
My teammates used to stash stuff like this
all the time to self-medicate injuries,
506
00:26:58,780 --> 00:27:00,226
especially if they didn't
want coach to know
507
00:27:00,250 --> 00:27:01,956
to stay in the game.
508
00:27:01,980 --> 00:27:03,326
Her wince.
509
00:27:03,350 --> 00:27:05,196
She said she was tired, but she's in pain.
510
00:27:05,220 --> 00:27:07,136
And hiding it to keep her job.
511
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:08,960
She could go to jail for this.
512
00:27:18,500 --> 00:27:21,046
Any updates?
513
00:27:21,070 --> 00:27:25,270
Actually, I was hoping that
you might be able to fill me in.
514
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:31,410
Why have you been taking
steroids for months, Katie?
515
00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:48,806
About six months ago,
516
00:27:48,830 --> 00:27:53,476
I was the first to arrive
on-site for a 10-37-2,
517
00:27:53,500 --> 00:27:56,116
a life-threatening medical emergency.
518
00:27:56,140 --> 00:27:58,146
It was a fentanyl overdose.
519
00:27:58,170 --> 00:28:01,716
No I.D., 20s, male, unresponsive.
520
00:28:01,740 --> 00:28:04,386
I kept looking at him and thinking,
521
00:28:04,410 --> 00:28:06,726
"that could be my little brother."
522
00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:09,096
We got there before the cops,
523
00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:13,226
and I could have waited for
them to secure the perimeter.
524
00:28:13,250 --> 00:28:16,736
But with an overdose,
you know, every second
525
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:17,437
is critical.
526
00:28:17,461 --> 00:28:19,236
You're safe. I-It's okay.
527
00:28:19,260 --> 00:28:21,406
It's okay, it's okay.
528
00:28:21,430 --> 00:28:23,500
Are you in any pain?
529
00:28:25,970 --> 00:28:28,270
You, you're a narc?
530
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:34,316
I'm a paramedic.
531
00:28:34,340 --> 00:28:37,910
I'm here to help... your friend.
532
00:28:39,210 --> 00:28:41,320
H-He needs an I.V.
533
00:28:45,790 --> 00:28:47,020
Move in!
534
00:28:48,460 --> 00:28:52,490
On the plus side, there
was an ambulance on-site.
535
00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,900
I spent the next month bed rest.
536
00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:02,076
Gunshot wound healed,
but the pain never left.
537
00:29:05,970 --> 00:29:09,310
Probably went back a little early, but...
538
00:29:11,510 --> 00:29:16,396
Me laying there, going over
my mistakes wasn't good for me.
539
00:29:16,420 --> 00:29:19,166
I feel better when I'm working.
540
00:29:19,190 --> 00:29:21,496
Adrenaline is my best medicine.
541
00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:24,236
Adrenaline is not a long-term
solution, just like steroids.
542
00:29:24,260 --> 00:29:26,336
They both tear the body down long-term.
543
00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:28,076
Why didn't you tell anyone?
544
00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:31,346
The moment you can't
carry your weight in the field,
545
00:29:31,370 --> 00:29:33,046
you're done.
546
00:29:33,070 --> 00:29:35,016
Steroids help me manage the pain.
547
00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:36,946
Well, the steroids may
have made you feel better,
548
00:29:36,970 --> 00:29:38,946
but they also made you
immunocompromised,
549
00:29:38,970 --> 00:29:41,316
which allowed the
listeria to almost kill you.
550
00:29:41,340 --> 00:29:45,450
I can't imagine a world where I'm
doing anything other than what I do.
551
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:50,020
Saving lives keeps me alive.
552
00:29:52,020 --> 00:29:55,020
Are you going to report me, Dr. Wolf?
553
00:29:56,960 --> 00:29:59,136
For what?
554
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,306
It's pure conjecture.
555
00:30:01,330 --> 00:30:04,106
I didn't see you do anything.
556
00:30:04,130 --> 00:30:06,846
Listen...
557
00:30:06,870 --> 00:30:09,176
Chronic pain is known
as the invisible disease
558
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:13,386
because there is no scan or
test to quantify one's suffering.
559
00:30:13,410 --> 00:30:16,110
But that doesn't make it less real.
560
00:30:16,910 --> 00:30:19,286
Even after the pain leaves,
your brain is changed,
561
00:30:19,310 --> 00:30:22,456
hardwired to look for it around
every corner, behind every door.
562
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,166
Sounds like you know from experience?
563
00:30:25,190 --> 00:30:28,236
Let's just say that you're not
the only person in this room
564
00:30:28,260 --> 00:30:30,560
who's self-medicated.
565
00:30:31,590 --> 00:30:33,976
We're gonna wean you
off the steroids slowly.
566
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:35,906
You may not have this pain forever.
567
00:30:35,930 --> 00:30:38,246
Long-term, we need a new plan.
568
00:30:43,140 --> 00:30:46,316
So, as we discussed, this
is an experimental solution
569
00:30:46,340 --> 00:30:48,340
to Finn's condition.
570
00:30:51,650 --> 00:30:54,596
We have a patient who uses
naloxone in their line of work.
571
00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:56,896
It reminded me of a
case study that showed
572
00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,166
the drug can activate
specific sodium channels in
573
00:30:59,190 --> 00:31:02,596
the neural pathway
responsible for pain receptivity.
574
00:31:02,620 --> 00:31:05,936
Ideally, the naloxone will
turn on Finn's pain receptors.
575
00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:08,676
- Like a switch?
- Like a switch. Exactly.
576
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:15,200
Ouch!
577
00:31:18,370 --> 00:31:20,156
So, what does this mean going forward?
578
00:31:20,180 --> 00:31:23,386
Finn will have to take naloxone
daily in order to feel pain?
579
00:31:23,410 --> 00:31:26,126
Unfortunately, this isn't
a long-term solution.
580
00:31:26,150 --> 00:31:29,596
The effects of the naloxone
only last a few hours.
581
00:31:29,620 --> 00:31:32,996
That said, we're exploring
fairly uncharted territory.
582
00:31:33,020 --> 00:31:36,136
With naloxone, we might be
able to train Finn to be more aware
583
00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:40,206
of his surroundings,
conceptually know his limits.
584
00:31:46,270 --> 00:31:47,516
Ouch.
585
00:31:47,540 --> 00:31:50,346
That's what too cold feels like.
586
00:31:50,370 --> 00:31:52,486
Over time, Finn could differentiate
587
00:31:52,510 --> 00:31:54,386
between safe and dangerous,
588
00:31:54,410 --> 00:31:56,116
knowing which behaviors
to avoid in the future.
589
00:31:56,140 --> 00:31:58,186
With constant supervision,
we can expose him
590
00:31:58,210 --> 00:32:03,056
to new sensations and
continue to learn together.
591
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:05,496
You've given my son
the gift of feeling pain.
592
00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:07,396
Good pain.
593
00:32:07,420 --> 00:32:09,960
Hey, there's hope.
594
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:13,430
Good job.
595
00:32:25,170 --> 00:32:27,986
Can I please help you into bed?
596
00:32:28,010 --> 00:32:30,356
You look so uncomfortable,
it's making my back hurt.
597
00:32:30,380 --> 00:32:32,086
I appreciate the offer,
598
00:32:32,110 --> 00:32:34,996
but this is my preferred sleep position.
599
00:32:35,020 --> 00:32:37,596
Like my 97-year-old
haraboji watching the news?
600
00:32:37,620 --> 00:32:41,166
97? You got good genes.
601
00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:45,090
He told me he's holding out because
he wants his last check to bounce.
602
00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:54,676
I can't even sleep like a normal person.
603
00:32:54,700 --> 00:33:00,016
Living in pain, there's no rest, no relief,
604
00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:03,010
only adrenaline, drugs, and distractions.
605
00:33:03,650 --> 00:33:06,426
But at the end of the
day, it's always there.
606
00:33:06,450 --> 00:33:08,426
I've seen it break others.
607
00:33:08,450 --> 00:33:10,520
I know what comes next.
608
00:33:11,490 --> 00:33:15,290
My career, my health, my life.
609
00:33:16,390 --> 00:33:19,236
It feels like a death sentence.
610
00:33:23,830 --> 00:33:28,616
I can't imagine what you
must feel physically each day,
611
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:32,446
like your body doesn't
answer to you anymore.
612
00:33:32,470 --> 00:33:36,616
But I do know what chronic
emotional pain feels like,
613
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:42,426
that ache or sting or
throb you can't shake away.
614
00:33:42,450 --> 00:33:44,826
I get not wanting to stop
615
00:33:44,850 --> 00:33:48,590
or slow down long enough
to let it catch up with you.
616
00:33:54,100 --> 00:33:55,560
I'm here.
617
00:33:57,330 --> 00:33:58,546
Okay?
618
00:34:09,110 --> 00:34:10,680
Close the door.
619
00:34:12,380 --> 00:34:14,696
What emergency can't
be explained on the phone?
620
00:34:14,720 --> 00:34:16,866
I left the conference
early to get back here.
621
00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:19,766
When I picked up Maya
for dinner the other day,
622
00:34:19,790 --> 00:34:24,166
Alison was there waiting for me.
623
00:34:24,190 --> 00:34:25,830
Are you okay?
624
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,736
I'm... I'm so sorry,
625
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:32,246
but I have not seen
her in months, I swear.
626
00:34:32,270 --> 00:34:33,776
You said you told me everything,
627
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:35,816
but you never mentioned
that Maya met her.
628
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,646
What kind of man takes
his daughter out to lunch
629
00:34:38,670 --> 00:34:40,416
with his mistress?
630
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:43,186
What, were you testing the
waters to see if they get along?
631
00:34:43,210 --> 00:34:46,556
No! That was way before
anything happened with me and her.
632
00:34:46,580 --> 00:34:48,656
She seemed lonely. I was being nice.
633
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:51,296
You were being nice?
634
00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:52,666
How could you do this to us?
635
00:34:52,690 --> 00:34:56,396
I have done everything for this family.
636
00:34:56,420 --> 00:35:00,206
I turned down jobs when
your career was taking off.
637
00:35:00,230 --> 00:35:03,206
I was there before all the
accolades and all the funding.
638
00:35:03,230 --> 00:35:06,776
I was the ideal partner. And for what?
639
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,646
To live out of a duffel bag
640
00:35:08,670 --> 00:35:10,886
and only see my daughter
every other weekend?
641
00:35:15,580 --> 00:35:17,686
I hate myself for putting us here.
642
00:35:17,710 --> 00:35:20,296
I wish I had an excuse.
643
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:21,626
I don't.
644
00:35:24,650 --> 00:35:29,466
All I know is I'd do anything
to put our family back together.
645
00:35:29,490 --> 00:35:32,706
So what can I do?
646
00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:35,760
I want you to tell me the truth.
647
00:35:36,670 --> 00:35:41,876
Did you sleep with her more than once?
648
00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:49,380
Yes.
649
00:35:53,250 --> 00:35:55,680
Were you in love with her?
650
00:35:57,750 --> 00:36:00,296
Get out of my office.
651
00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:01,636
No. No.
652
00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:04,936
- Get out!
- Carol, I... hey, hey, hey.
653
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,476
I think she made herself
clear, Morris. You need to go.
654
00:36:07,500 --> 00:36:08,760
Now.
655
00:36:27,420 --> 00:36:29,280
God!
656
00:36:30,690 --> 00:36:32,766
It's freezing in here.
657
00:36:32,790 --> 00:36:34,736
This better be worth it.
658
00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:36,936
Believe me, ice baths
reduce inflammation,
659
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:39,406
stimulate blood flow,
boost the immune system,
660
00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:41,706
and override pain by
short-circuiting the nervous system.
661
00:36:41,730 --> 00:36:44,976
Also in the pro column, you remind
me of Haley Graham from "stick it."
662
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:46,976
Crucial moment in my gay awakening.
663
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:48,740
That I'll take.
664
00:36:50,710 --> 00:36:52,616
Ooh, god. What ever happened to the
665
00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:55,456
"we're gonna be in this together"?
666
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,326
You should be in here with me.
667
00:36:57,350 --> 00:36:59,456
- Ooh.
- It's a fat chance.
668
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:03,396
My god, this... well, here he goes.
669
00:37:03,420 --> 00:37:05,320
- Jesus.
- Okay.
670
00:37:10,390 --> 00:37:12,536
You're not such a
tough guy now, are you?
671
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:13,976
Not what this feel like.
672
00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,906
What you doing talking over there?
673
00:37:16,930 --> 00:37:20,346
The ancient Greeks spoke
of pain as an emotion,
674
00:37:20,370 --> 00:37:23,040
a feeling intertwined with who we are.
675
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,916
And to an extent, they were right.
676
00:37:26,940 --> 00:37:29,716
Pain originates in the brain.
677
00:37:29,740 --> 00:37:32,426
One brain can feel too much pain
678
00:37:32,450 --> 00:37:34,896
while another feels no pain at all.
679
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:38,066
Rather than seeing it as
something to squash or conquer,
680
00:37:38,090 --> 00:37:40,966
true healing requires us
to acknowledge our pain.
681
00:37:40,990 --> 00:37:44,936
You know, pt is gonna go
a long way for Katie, dang.
682
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:47,476
- Nice work.
- Nah, that's all her.
683
00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:48,676
She's a living shero.
684
00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:52,746
Low-key... You two
would make a cute couple.
685
00:37:52,770 --> 00:37:55,716
Not all lesbians are
into each other, okay?
686
00:37:55,740 --> 00:37:58,716
And, she has a partner, anyways, so...
687
00:37:58,740 --> 00:38:02,056
You do know that's what
paramedics call their coworkers, right?
688
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:05,410
Katie told me she's single as a pringle.
689
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:13,536
Well, maybe you should
practice what you preach
690
00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:15,096
and go for it, too.
691
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,066
What do you mean?
692
00:38:17,090 --> 00:38:20,076
Like, I haven't noticed the
chemistry between you and Erika?
693
00:38:22,130 --> 00:38:25,646
I'm just saying, be a shame
if you didn't shoot your shot.
694
00:38:28,570 --> 00:38:30,940
You don't know anything.
695
00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:37,480
Hi.
696
00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:42,896
How are you doing?
697
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:44,996
I've seen better days.
698
00:38:45,020 --> 00:38:48,466
I just wanted to say thank
you for being there for me...
699
00:38:48,490 --> 00:38:50,636
Always.
700
00:38:50,660 --> 00:38:52,730
For being my first responder.
701
00:38:54,460 --> 00:38:58,676
Is Josh the reason you
upgraded to the 21st century?
702
00:38:58,700 --> 00:39:01,476
Yeah, we don't have to talk
about it. It's not important.
703
00:39:01,500 --> 00:39:03,076
No, no, don't do that.
704
00:39:03,100 --> 00:39:05,546
I'm sorry I was so curt the other day.
705
00:39:05,570 --> 00:39:07,586
My own love life's in shambles.
706
00:39:07,610 --> 00:39:10,480
But I am happy for you.
707
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,796
And I could use a hint
of romance in my life.
708
00:39:14,820 --> 00:39:17,666
So, dish. Who made the first move?
709
00:39:17,690 --> 00:39:20,166
- That would be me.
- Ooh!
710
00:39:20,190 --> 00:39:21,896
I completely forgot to tell you
711
00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:23,606
my mother caught us
kissing in the elevator.
712
00:39:23,630 --> 00:39:27,776
Wait, wait! So, I'm a
step behind Muriel now?
713
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,636
- Yeah, well...
- Dang!
714
00:39:29,660 --> 00:39:32,476
What I would have given
to see the look on her face.
715
00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:35,146
Ultimately, pain tells us to pay attention
716
00:39:35,170 --> 00:39:37,546
look closer.
717
00:39:37,570 --> 00:39:40,956
Only then can we
grow and move forward.
718
00:39:40,980 --> 00:39:43,786
Butter pecan. It's your favorite, right?
719
00:39:43,810 --> 00:39:46,156
Jacob, hey.
720
00:39:46,180 --> 00:39:47,526
Everything okay?
721
00:39:47,550 --> 00:39:49,756
Nah, nah, it's not like that, okay?
722
00:39:49,780 --> 00:39:52,766
I just... I wanted to make up for the
other times I showed up unannounced.
723
00:39:52,790 --> 00:39:55,036
It meant a lot to me, you being there.
724
00:39:55,060 --> 00:39:57,766
I just wanted you to know that.
725
00:39:57,790 --> 00:39:59,806
I appreciate you,
726
00:39:59,830 --> 00:40:02,136
but now isn't really a great time.
727
00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:03,476
Yeah.
728
00:40:03,500 --> 00:40:05,046
Rain check maybe?
729
00:40:05,070 --> 00:40:09,176
Of course. Yeah. I'll... I'll leave you to it.
730
00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:11,786
Just a heads-up...
the light's still flickering
731
00:40:11,810 --> 00:40:13,756
like it's "the shining" in your lobby.
732
00:40:13,780 --> 00:40:16,926
- You should tell your super.
- Yeah, I've been telling him about that.
733
00:40:16,950 --> 00:40:19,186
And thanks for the ice
cream. It is my favorite.
734
00:40:19,210 --> 00:40:20,926
Yeah.
735
00:40:20,950 --> 00:40:22,596
Night, Jacob.
736
00:40:36,530 --> 00:40:37,976
Who was that?
737
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,046
Nobody.
738
00:40:40,070 --> 00:40:42,846
Wrong apartment.
739
00:40:42,870 --> 00:40:46,886
So... What's it like being with someone
740
00:40:46,910 --> 00:40:49,016
when you have mirror-touch?
741
00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:51,550
It's, pretty intense.
742
00:40:52,910 --> 00:40:55,496
Really intense, actually.
743
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:57,920
How about for you?
744
00:41:01,060 --> 00:41:05,136
I would say... It's a definite perk.
745
00:41:37,290 --> 00:41:39,006
Alison, this is a welfare check.
746
00:41:39,030 --> 00:41:41,606
We're coming in.
747
00:41:46,770 --> 00:41:48,746
Alison? Alison?
748
00:41:48,770 --> 00:41:50,846
Is she breathing?
749
00:42:30,050 --> 00:42:32,250
Greg, move your head.
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