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- Right before he left his office,
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right before he got
into one of the worst car
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accidents in New Jersey
state troopers had ever seen.
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My father called me.
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I was at an internship,
but I thought was important.
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I watched the phone ring,
his number on the caller ID.
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Daddy called in.
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Daddy was always calling,
and he was always there
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at gasoline and pursuit
of slices at midnight.
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I'd be fucked up forever,
because I've been looked so well.
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I didn't pick it up.
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I let it go to voicemail.
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He didn't leave a long message.
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Hi, baby.
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You're dead.
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Just calling to say I love you.
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That took my years to listen to it.
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Years to wait, because I was so worried.
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There would be a clue, and
I'm about to die a little girl
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and just calling to say I
love you one last time.
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And I just picked up the phone.
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And I just focused on the real, important
thing, but how can you ever know?
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And will come to me in a dream?
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I was supposed to write
a book to prove to my
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father that I didn't
have to be a doctor, too.
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I didn't have to save people his way.
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What was my way, though?
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So far, I'd known two
women who mostly saved me.
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I couldn't tell at first if I
was saving them back.
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I hadn't yet met the person
who really needed me.
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And the specific joints
that had broken a name
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was in fairy pieces I
could use to help her.
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Tell the world her name.
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Oh!
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You already know, I guess.
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I may like to read
about it in the paper, so.
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Not fricking guilty.
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Green state is teacher of the year.
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It went back to me.
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I couldn't accept my dad's death.
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I couldn't throw out his new slippers.
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I paid psychics money.
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I didn't have to tell me
I would see him again.
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I felt the only reason to
hang around was to be there
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for others, who'd also
lost the unknowns at all.
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I got you.
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I love you, mate.
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You were supposed to
have me, but I could tell me.
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I have to be you.
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I think assholes are still alive,
but I didn't have to be you.
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Can I get you?
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Are you okay?
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Yeah.
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What? Nothing.
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I just, your therapist said,
"You can't leave you alone.
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" You're not.
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That hated growth.
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You can't shut them up.
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Calling all the time.
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What?
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They want me to just shut up and die.
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Take it easy, man.
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We're not like in the godfather.
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It's reported, call me.
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Another one?
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Well, this one wasn't from around here.
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She was from New Yorker.
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Even better.
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What did she want? My story.
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Well, fuck her.
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Oh, yeah.
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But what?
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What about telling
my story? Megs.
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Remember the way
dad exploded that stuff?
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It was no good for him.
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We got to be better.
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Maybe?
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It's not the worst thing to
just put our heads down.
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Let this shit go away.
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And what?
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He let that fucker be the good guy.
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Freaky teacher.
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Freaky near.
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His name.
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Up.
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Fucking lights.
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Where are you going?
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Chicago!
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Anything? Always.
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Good.
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Dr. You were called me.
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You haven't made an appointment.
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I have to be honest, Meg Bimba.
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I don't know if you have a
thing you'll to be a mother.
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You're like me.
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I mean, just before my mom died,
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she asked me to help her
through the little old boyfriend.
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Was he fat?
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I love boogling more boyfriends
and seeing how fat they are now.
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I'm used for age.
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She could have had a
completely different life.
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But was he fat? I don't know.
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I don't know.
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You didn't schedule
the skin yet.
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Is that right?
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I'm not ready yet to find
out for sure that I'm dying.
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You're going to find out how
to treat whatever it is you have.
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I just have to finish something first.
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Well, get to it.
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You're the mother now.
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Stop.
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What?
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What?
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What?
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What do I do?
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Hope he didn't come here to kill me.
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You'll be kidding?
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He would kill himself before he killed me.
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Oh.
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Well, in that case, we should be fine.
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No, no, wait.
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We should go back to the hospital.
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We should go back to the hospital.
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Come on, stop.
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What the fuck you fucked, Jia?
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Okay, calm down.
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Are you a new friend? Mm-hmm.
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I'd be careful because she
goes through friends quick.
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Oh, I go through him even quicker.
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Jia, today's your due date.
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She came a couple days early.
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I had an emergency C-section.
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Well, is she okay? Yeah.
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Sorry that I didn't call you.
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Why would you call me?
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Because my baby was being born.
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I mean, no need for that, right?
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She's been going through a lot.
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I don't fucking know that.
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You want to have a conversation you want
to scare the shit out of your daughter?
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What's in there?
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She doesn't work.
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She just wants people
to think in the world.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Now you can never have to your mom.
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I grew up Pia and Jia.
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I was really hoping to avoid
passing along that child in drama.
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Oh, if you had Jack in
the middle, it's less late.
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Mm-hm.
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Be really careful with her.
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I was thinking of Fox.
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She's a wild beast.
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Fuckin' love it.
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Yeah? Yeah.
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Little Fox.
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Hey, momma bag is getting
shit out of you little Fox.
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Isn't that my job?
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I can't tell me you don't want
to say you don't want family.
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I don't want to lose a family.
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Yeah, I swear to you, I will not die.
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You will not die until she's
like, you know, 187 years old.
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You swear?
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You're married to a chef, this is silly.
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Well, well, when are you
gonna cut the bullshit?
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This isn't good for Sophie.
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The separate homes.
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I'm bright in the barn.
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Like a horse.
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Excuse me, like a what?
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Whatever happened between
you and Richard, you need to fix it.
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You want me to take responsibility.
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Naturally.
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It's all connected, you know.
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I'm sorry?
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I didn't just materialize like this
one day, mom, you made me like this.
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Wait, I want it to be a
woman to the outside world.
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The world couldn't care less about how
you want your black woman that's regarded.
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You want to know why I
fleshed the toilet twice?
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All those times?
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And you want to know
what I did to my marriage?
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Not sure what you've heard, mom,
but it's not that we fucked other people.
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We've been doing that.
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The night the shit hit the fan,
I was riding the oyster farmer.
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And the white girl was sitting
on my husband's beautiful face.
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I'm in the barn, like a horse, because I
lied to my husband because I wanted more.
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More even than what he gives me,
and it's all because of you, you know.
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Sorry, mom.
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Just needed to get some makeup.
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My, my, I was like a horse
head, but it tastes like horse shit.
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Really?
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I miss you so much.
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Please.
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I am begging you.
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Don't, don't, don't do that.
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Please.
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Don't do that.
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And I miss you.
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I miss you so much, I
miss everything about you.
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Can you please just let me
come along? Please, please.
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You know that over the
course of our life together.
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Sometimes I have to
stop and go and hold up.
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Is my wife a slut?
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Is my wife a fucking slut?
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Some nights, you know, I felt old.
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And I watch you with
these young dudes, and.
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I'm sorry.
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At first, he's out through
the regular rock source.
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We're scientists.
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We're from teens, scientists.
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Mom?
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Where we going?
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Mom, yes, sweetie.
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Where's the park? Oh, yeah.
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No, we gotta go home.
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You promised me, we're going to the park.
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I did not promise any time.
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This is a date.
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I said if there was time
and there's no time.
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It's indeed.
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You promised we were going to the park.
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I used to remember people in
your phone and not listening to me.
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I just like your dumb
phone only all the time.
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All right, that's all.
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Hey, how's shop now?
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We're going to go to the park.
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Do you know that it cost
an extra 19 buckaroos
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to leave Elliot a daycare
for two more hours?
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Oh, this is, I mean, right?
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That's like five Daniel Tiger toys.
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Daniel Tigers for babies.
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Lay your mind baby.
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Whatever.
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Yay!
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Check in one.
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Mom? Yeah.
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Can you not open your phone?
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Of course we need.
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Can you leave it in the car, please?
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Thanks.
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What do you think?
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It's great, thank you.
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All right, absolutely, thanks.
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Hey.
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She doesn't need the change, she's rich.
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Hey, stop making me chase you.
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I'm fucking pregnant.
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I ran six miles a day when I was pregnant.
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What do you want?
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Are you kidding?
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I started telling people, at first I was
ashamed, and then I was like, fuck that.
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I'm not the one who should be ashamed.
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You are a fucking slut.
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What are you gonna do when
Sophie starts asking you about this?
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When she asks why there are friends
houses she won't be able to go to.
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When my daughter asks me, why
she can't go over someone's house,
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why a grown ass woman would
hold something against a child?
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I'm gonna tell her it's because
that person is a fucking asshole.
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And you can hate me instead of
hating your man, and that's cool.
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But one thing, we should probably
stop calling each other sluts.
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You don't want that shit
to come back around.
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Come on, come here.
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Okay, see you ready?
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One thing to get ready for what?
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Wait, wait, wait, wait, what?
266
00:19:32,121 --> 00:19:34,120
Wow, that was so cool.
267
00:19:34,121 --> 00:19:36,120
Why didn't you learn how
to do that? I don't know.
268
00:19:40,121 --> 00:19:41,120
Mom?
269
00:19:47,121 --> 00:19:51,120
All right, can you stop taking
the Lord's name in vain, please?
270
00:19:51,121 --> 00:19:56,120
All right.
271
00:19:56,121 --> 00:20:02,120
Okay.
272
00:20:02,121 --> 00:20:06,120
You know what, Ryan,
I'm gonna be right out.
273
00:20:06,121 --> 00:20:07,120
Wait, no, please, guys.
274
00:20:07,121 --> 00:20:08,120
It's okay, Brian.
275
00:20:08,121 --> 00:20:12,120
It's okay.
276
00:20:12,121 --> 00:20:13,120
Right here.
277
00:20:34,121 --> 00:20:39,120
You done?
278
00:21:00,121 --> 00:21:02,120
Are you okay?
279
00:21:56,121 --> 00:22:00,120
Like all of a sudden.
280
00:22:00,121 --> 00:22:02,120
Did you say why?
281
00:22:05,121 --> 00:22:06,120
That's their loss.
282
00:22:06,121 --> 00:22:08,120
You hear me?
283
00:22:08,121 --> 00:22:11,120
Come on.
284
00:26:35,121 --> 00:26:36,120
>> You don't like it here?
285
00:26:36,121 --> 00:26:37,120
>> I don't like having a job.
286
00:26:37,121 --> 00:26:38,120
I neither do.
287
00:26:38,121 --> 00:26:41,120
Everyone treats me like a fucking idiot.
288
00:26:41,121 --> 00:26:42,120
Or a slut?
289
00:26:42,121 --> 00:26:44,120
>> Yeah?
290
00:26:44,121 --> 00:26:45,120
>> Yeah, he hush, please.
291
00:26:45,121 --> 00:26:49,120
If you can't keep your private
life at home, you just can't work it.
292
00:26:49,121 --> 00:26:51,120
If you can't keep your private life.
293
00:26:51,121 --> 00:26:54,120
It's all over the fucking TV, you
will let him have him go get it.
294
00:26:54,121 --> 00:26:57,120
>> Why don't you take the rest of
the day to cool off? >> Thank you.
295
00:27:00,121 --> 00:27:02,120
>> Peace out Perkins!
296
00:27:18,121 --> 00:27:22,120
>> Hey bud, mama's going to
talk to her friend for a second.
297
00:27:22,121 --> 00:27:24,120
I can't play with my mom.
298
00:27:24,121 --> 00:27:26,120
>> I'm good.
299
00:27:30,121 --> 00:27:40,120
>> You brought a- >> Yeah, but I'm-
>> I'm the one to talk to you real quick.
300
00:27:40,121 --> 00:27:42,120
>> Hello.
301
00:27:42,121 --> 00:27:43,120
>> Fresh pack.
302
00:27:45,121 --> 00:27:47,120
>> Why don't you take the whole thing?
303
00:27:47,121 --> 00:27:48,120
>> What?
304
00:27:52,121 --> 00:27:57,120
>> I just bring them for you, so you'll
leave these meetings wanting to meet again.
305
00:28:01,121 --> 00:28:04,120
>> Kid, you kind of smell like shit.
306
00:28:04,121 --> 00:28:08,120
>> No, I thought there was a
magic formula, but-
307
00:28:08,121 --> 00:28:09,120
>> Is that okay?
308
00:28:09,121 --> 00:28:14,120
Maybe if I wait for 14 minutes while
I was standing on my fucking head,
309
00:28:14,121 --> 00:28:17,120
saying the Lord's prayer, then
this name will write me back.
310
00:28:24,121 --> 00:28:27,120
>> Good, you know I'm not a free man.
311
00:28:27,121 --> 00:28:28,120
>> That's bullshit, Aiden.
312
00:28:28,121 --> 00:28:30,120
>> You felt plenty free when
you were coming inside me.
313
00:28:39,121 --> 00:28:41,120
>> That's not your fault.
314
00:28:48,121 --> 00:28:52,120
>> And anyway, I don't,
that stuff was good for me.
315
00:28:52,121 --> 00:28:53,120
It's fun for me.
316
00:28:56,121 --> 00:29:00,120
>> I mean, it was
heartbreaking fun, but it was fun.
317
00:29:04,121 --> 00:29:06,120
>> And I needed fun in my life.
318
00:29:06,121 --> 00:29:07,120
>> Yeah.
319
00:29:07,121 --> 00:29:10,120
>> You're the most fun kid.
320
00:29:10,121 --> 00:29:13,120
>> I'm sorry.
321
00:29:13,121 --> 00:29:17,120
>> Please don't be sorry.
322
00:29:17,121 --> 00:29:19,120
That is something I want you to know.
323
00:29:19,121 --> 00:29:21,120
I wasn't control.
324
00:29:21,121 --> 00:29:26,120
Just wanted what you could not give me.
325
00:29:30,121 --> 00:29:32,120
>> It's all I just don't want that thing.
326
00:29:49,121 --> 00:29:51,120
>> This is over.
327
00:29:58,121 --> 00:30:05,120
>> You know, get you know I care for you.
328
00:30:08,121 --> 00:30:09,120
>> No, you don't.
329
00:30:09,121 --> 00:30:17,120
>> Gotta go.
330
00:30:20,121 --> 00:30:21,120
>> I got the boy.
331
00:30:23,121 --> 00:30:28,120
>> My other boy.
332
00:30:31,121 --> 00:30:34,120
>> And I smell like shit.
333
00:30:34,121 --> 00:30:35,120
Cuz I'm covered.
334
00:30:40,121 --> 00:30:43,120
>> Can you just take
this for the smokes then?
335
00:30:49,121 --> 00:30:54,120
>> Okay, come on.
336
00:31:38,121 --> 00:31:40,120
>> Shit, what the hell?
337
00:31:44,121 --> 00:31:46,120
>> You're a crazy bitch.
338
00:31:46,121 --> 00:31:47,120
>> And I'm tired.
339
00:31:47,121 --> 00:31:51,120
I'm not sleeping next to
my goddamn husband.
340
00:31:53,121 --> 00:31:56,120
>> You don't ever call your wife a slut.
341
00:31:56,121 --> 00:31:57,120
>> Do you hear me?
342
00:31:57,121 --> 00:32:01,120
>> I am not a slut.
343
00:32:01,121 --> 00:32:03,120
Nobody is.
344
00:32:03,121 --> 00:32:06,120
That word means absolutely nothing.
345
00:32:06,121 --> 00:32:10,120
And I may be messy as
hell, but I'm fucking great.
346
00:32:10,121 --> 00:32:12,120
And you don't deserve me.
347
00:32:12,121 --> 00:32:13,120
Nobody does.
348
00:33:34,121 --> 00:33:38,120
>> How about we have
it be just me for a while?
349
00:33:40,121 --> 00:33:42,120
>> I am so sorry.
350
00:33:42,121 --> 00:33:43,120
>> I am.
351
00:33:43,121 --> 00:33:46,120
>> I am.
352
00:34:16,121 --> 00:34:22,120
>> Hey, Max.
353
00:34:22,121 --> 00:34:28,120
I think I was wrong, Kato.
354
00:34:28,121 --> 00:34:31,120
Sometimes you need more
than a little boost from God.
355
00:34:31,121 --> 00:34:34,120
You have the power, Max.
356
00:34:34,121 --> 00:34:37,120
He's already in here, and it won't be easy.
357
00:34:37,121 --> 00:34:40,120
But I want you to go get those fuckers.
358
00:34:40,121 --> 00:34:42,120
I love you, Max.
359
00:34:50,121 --> 00:34:54,120
>> Why is it easy to say
I love you inside of me?
360
00:34:54,121 --> 00:34:58,120
But not just I love you, may not ask me.
361
00:34:58,121 --> 00:35:02,120
Why is loving someone who
doesn't love you back in humiliation?
362
00:35:04,121 --> 00:35:07,120
Because we are condemned
when we take our faces off.
363
00:35:07,121 --> 00:35:10,120
We are condemned when
we break from the script.
364
00:35:10,121 --> 00:35:12,120
A script none of us even wrote.
365
00:35:12,121 --> 00:35:14,120
>> You got to say your name?
366
00:35:14,121 --> 00:35:17,120
>> You got to tell the whole
world your name? Maggie.
367
00:35:17,121 --> 00:35:18,120
>> Maggie.
368
00:35:18,121 --> 00:35:19,120
>> Maggie.
369
00:35:19,121 --> 00:35:20,120
>> Maggie.
370
00:35:20,121 --> 00:35:21,120
>> Nina new.
371
00:35:21,121 --> 00:35:22,120
>> Nice.
372
00:35:22,121 --> 00:35:23,120
>> Maggie.
373
00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:28,120
>> They realized it was time
to stop pretending that what
374
00:35:28,121 --> 00:35:31,120
they wanted didn't matter
as much as it fucking should.
375
00:35:31,121 --> 00:35:33,120
>> Maggie.
376
00:35:33,121 --> 00:35:34,120
>> Maggie.
377
00:35:34,121 --> 00:35:35,120
>> Maggie.
378
00:35:35,121 --> 00:35:37,120
>> Maggie.
379
00:35:37,121 --> 00:35:38,120
>> Maggie.
380
00:35:38,121 --> 00:35:39,120
>> Maggie.
381
00:35:39,121 --> 00:35:40,120
>> Maggie.
382
00:35:40,121 --> 00:35:47,120
>> Maggie.
383
00:35:47,121 --> 00:35:52,120
>> Maggie.
384
00:35:52,121 --> 00:35:55,120
>> Maggie.
385
00:35:55,121 --> 00:35:57,120
>> Hey.
386
00:35:57,121 --> 00:36:06,120
>> I got to go.
387
00:36:06,121 --> 00:36:12,120
I'm catching the next ferry.
388
00:36:12,121 --> 00:36:14,120
>> Wait what what what's going on?
389
00:36:14,121 --> 00:36:17,120
>> I just wanted to come and say bye.
390
00:36:17,121 --> 00:36:20,120
>> You want to calm down
and come in for a second?
391
00:36:20,121 --> 00:36:21,120
>> I don't have time.
392
00:36:21,121 --> 00:36:22,120
>> You have time.
393
00:36:22,121 --> 00:36:23,120
>> Sloan, I don't have chia.
394
00:36:23,121 --> 00:36:24,120
>> I know the ferry schedule.
395
00:36:24,121 --> 00:36:25,120
>> You're sleeping.
396
00:36:25,121 --> 00:36:26,120
>> I got it.
397
00:36:26,121 --> 00:36:30,120
>> Where are you going?
398
00:36:30,121 --> 00:36:32,120
>> Where is Jack?
399
00:36:32,121 --> 00:36:34,120
>> Jack's in New York.
400
00:36:34,121 --> 00:36:35,120
>> I didn't miss shit.
401
00:36:35,121 --> 00:36:37,120
>> So he's coming back.
402
00:36:37,121 --> 00:36:41,120
>> And that's a good
thing, yeah? >> I'm dying.
403
00:36:41,121 --> 00:36:43,120
>> Sloan.
404
00:36:43,121 --> 00:36:47,120
>> You have no idea how
easy it is for death to find you.
405
00:36:47,121 --> 00:36:52,120
And unless you experience
it, you don't worry about it.
406
00:36:52,121 --> 00:36:55,120
If I cut it off right
now, then it'll hurt less.
407
00:36:55,121 --> 00:36:57,120
>> And you're making this decision for him.
408
00:36:57,121 --> 00:36:58,120
>> And for me.
409
00:36:58,121 --> 00:37:00,120
>> And for everyone.
410
00:37:00,121 --> 00:37:04,120
>> If you leave like this,
it's basically kidnapping.
411
00:37:04,121 --> 00:37:07,142
>> You know, one
thing that I like really dig
412
00:37:07,154 --> 00:37:10,120
about you is you usually
mind your business.
413
00:37:10,121 --> 00:37:13,120
>> Who's the one running
around asking everyone on earth?
414
00:37:13,121 --> 00:37:17,120
>> What it feels like to
suck a dick and eat a pussy.
415
00:37:17,121 --> 00:37:19,120
Pretending to be a journalist.
416
00:37:19,121 --> 00:37:21,120
>> I was telling your story.
417
00:37:21,121 --> 00:37:23,120
>> That's you.
418
00:37:23,121 --> 00:37:27,120
>> That is wildly altruistic.
419
00:37:27,121 --> 00:37:30,120
>> You don't want to talk to me
anymore, you don't want to have to.
420
00:37:30,121 --> 00:37:33,120
You would not be the first
to stop when I totally get it.
421
00:37:33,121 --> 00:37:34,120
>> Okay, girl.
422
00:37:34,121 --> 00:37:38,120
>> I just came to say goodbye.
423
00:37:38,121 --> 00:37:40,120
>> Then goodbye.
424
00:38:16,121 --> 00:38:19,120
>> If you're a woman, they'll find the
worst things they can say about you.
425
00:38:19,121 --> 00:38:22,120
It's cruelest when other women do it.
426
00:38:22,121 --> 00:38:23,120
>> Yeah.
427
00:38:23,121 --> 00:38:24,120
>> Forget it.
428
00:38:24,121 --> 00:38:25,120
>> Look all you fat.
429
00:38:25,121 --> 00:38:27,120
They'll call you a whore.
430
00:38:27,121 --> 00:38:30,120
A bad mom.
431
00:38:30,121 --> 00:38:33,120
>> Hey.
432
00:38:33,121 --> 00:38:36,120
>> They'll do it.
433
00:38:36,121 --> 00:38:40,120
>> Because it's been done to them.
434
00:38:50,121 --> 00:38:54,120
>> It's Jaya.
435
00:38:54,121 --> 00:38:56,120
Leave a message.
436
00:38:56,121 --> 00:38:57,120
Bye.
437
00:38:57,121 --> 00:39:00,174
>> I had this feeling as
I was on the bottom of
438
00:39:00,186 --> 00:39:03,120
the way to this elitist
piece of shit island.
439
00:39:03,121 --> 00:39:11,120
>> The year and disappear
would never do this to you.
440
00:39:11,121 --> 00:39:18,120
>> And my second
thought was no, no, no, no.
441
00:39:18,121 --> 00:39:23,120
No one is that much of a cliche.
442
00:39:23,121 --> 00:39:25,120
No smart person.
443
00:39:25,121 --> 00:39:30,120
Is that much of a prisoner to
their own psych 101 bullshit?
444
00:39:30,121 --> 00:39:33,120
>> And the tragedy here is
that you think it's interesting.
445
00:39:33,121 --> 00:39:35,120
That being an unhinged sociopath.
446
00:39:35,121 --> 00:39:40,120
Somehow makes you interesting that
this poor man's gun so churn with him act.
447
00:39:40,121 --> 00:39:41,120
It's fucking interesting.
448
00:39:44,121 --> 00:39:51,120
All you are, all you ever
will be is a bad mom.
449
00:39:54,121 --> 00:39:56,120
And you know what else?
450
00:39:56,121 --> 00:39:59,120
Your fucking teeth are not age appropriate.
451
00:39:59,121 --> 00:40:02,120
It's a fuck, you.
452
00:40:10,121 --> 00:40:13,120
>> I think we all do the
best we can is what I think.
453
00:40:13,121 --> 00:40:18,120
And I think anyone who has
something to say can go fuck himself.
454
00:40:18,121 --> 00:40:20,120
>> I'm going to phone my keys.
455
00:40:20,121 --> 00:40:25,120
I need a call to police
to poor child kidnapping.
456
00:40:25,121 --> 00:40:28,120
My child's been abducted.
457
00:40:28,121 --> 00:40:29,120
>> Thank you.
458
00:40:34,121 --> 00:40:38,120
>> Oh, should I die locally or do I
just die on that one one? >> Fuck it.
459
00:40:38,121 --> 00:40:41,120
>> I'd learned so
much from the woman.
460
00:40:41,121 --> 00:40:44,120
I'd learned from them what I had
not yet learned from my mother.
461
00:40:44,121 --> 00:40:47,120
But I wasn't done.
462
00:40:47,121 --> 00:40:50,120
And the book could not be done until her.
463
00:40:50,121 --> 00:40:52,120
Until my day.
464
00:40:52,121 --> 00:40:55,120
She was the kind that left a legacy.
465
00:40:55,121 --> 00:40:57,120
I read it in her story in the paper.
466
00:40:57,121 --> 00:41:00,120
I could hear her screaming
between the lines.
467
00:41:00,121 --> 00:41:02,510
And I could feel all the
regular people out there
468
00:41:02,522 --> 00:41:05,120
thrusting their hands out
in an attempt to quiet her.
469
00:41:07,121 --> 00:41:09,120
But now is not the time to be quiet.
470
00:41:09,121 --> 00:41:13,120
>> Okay.
471
00:41:13,121 --> 00:41:14,120
>> Hey.
472
00:41:14,121 --> 00:41:15,120
>> Oh my God.
473
00:41:15,121 --> 00:41:17,120
>> It's driving through?
474
00:41:17,121 --> 00:41:19,120
>> Yeah, exactly.
475
00:41:22,121 --> 00:41:24,120
>> Who is that?
476
00:41:24,121 --> 00:41:26,120
>> I was actually going to
ask you the same question.
477
00:41:26,121 --> 00:41:27,120
>> I don't know.
478
00:41:27,121 --> 00:41:28,120
I just found it in the booth.
479
00:41:31,121 --> 00:41:38,120
You don't know who you want to do?
480
00:41:38,121 --> 00:41:40,120
I'm sorry, I just showed up like this.
481
00:41:40,121 --> 00:41:41,120
I don't really know what I'm going to do.
482
00:41:41,121 --> 00:41:43,120
I just wanted to meet you.
483
00:41:43,121 --> 00:41:44,120
>> So weird or anything?
484
00:41:44,121 --> 00:41:45,120
>> Yeah, I'm sorry.
485
00:41:46,121 --> 00:41:48,120
>> Stop saying sorry.
486
00:41:51,121 --> 00:41:55,120
>> I guess I just wanted to say to
you that no matter what happens,
487
00:41:55,121 --> 00:41:59,120
>> Even if we never speak
again, I believe you're my game.
488
00:41:59,121 --> 00:42:02,120
I believe that everything you
said happened to you is true.
489
00:42:02,121 --> 00:42:07,120
And that what that guy did
to you is so utterly wrong.
490
00:42:07,121 --> 00:42:09,120
>> You're a teacher.
491
00:42:09,121 --> 00:42:12,120
>> You're supposed to give a
shit about what happened to you.
492
00:42:12,121 --> 00:42:15,120
Why didn't he give a shit
about what happened to him?
493
00:42:23,121 --> 00:42:25,120
>> You really fucking believe me?
494
00:42:25,121 --> 00:42:27,120
>> I really fucking believe you.
495
00:42:35,121 --> 00:42:37,120
>> I could never do what you've done.
496
00:42:37,121 --> 00:42:41,120
>> And stand there and be okay.
497
00:42:41,121 --> 00:42:47,120
>> Like when my father died, I didn't
leave my house for like five years.
498
00:42:50,121 --> 00:42:54,120
>> Maybe then you should stay.
499
00:42:54,121 --> 00:42:56,120
>> You could be brave together.
500
00:42:56,121 --> 00:42:58,120
>> Yeah?
501
00:43:02,121 --> 00:43:05,120
>> I want to tell the world your story.
502
00:43:05,121 --> 00:43:09,120
Because there are people
out there who will believe you.
503
00:43:09,121 --> 00:43:11,120
I think like lots of people.
504
00:43:18,121 --> 00:43:20,120
>> When I told you to pick a place.
505
00:43:20,121 --> 00:43:23,120
I said to myself, she picked
donut hut and I'll meet her.
506
00:43:23,121 --> 00:43:24,120
>> Really?
507
00:43:24,121 --> 00:43:26,120
>> Yeah, my dad's favorite.
508
00:43:26,121 --> 00:43:36,120
So you'll stay.
509
00:43:44,121 --> 00:43:46,120
>> Can I hug you?
510
00:43:49,121 --> 00:43:51,120
>> I love you for you.
511
00:44:10,121 --> 00:44:12,120
>> The other thing people
always wanted to know.
512
00:44:12,121 --> 00:44:17,120
Besides why these three
women was, what did you learn?
513
00:44:21,121 --> 00:44:24,120
Talking to these women and to
hundreds more for hours and hours and
514
00:44:24,121 --> 00:44:27,120
living in their towns and
going to the doctor within
515
00:44:27,121 --> 00:44:29,120
and going to meet their
lovers and what did you learn?
516
00:44:38,121 --> 00:44:41,120
>> What I learned is
somewhat the same answer
517
00:44:41,121 --> 00:44:43,120
to the question of, why
these three women?
518
00:44:46,121 --> 00:44:49,120
Because they are all of us.
519
00:44:49,121 --> 00:44:53,120
Because we are all in this
together and everybody counts
520
00:44:53,121 --> 00:44:56,120
the exact same amount,
even the bitches and the sluts.
521
00:45:09,121 --> 00:45:13,120
We don't want to hear that
other women struggle with
522
00:45:13,121 --> 00:45:17,120
their weight with their
looks, with aging, with status.
523
00:45:17,121 --> 00:45:20,120
We want to pretend
those struggles don't exist.
524
00:45:20,121 --> 00:45:22,221
That we don't look for
the lost or broken parts
525
00:45:22,233 --> 00:45:24,120
of ourselves in the
shape of other people.
526
00:45:34,121 --> 00:45:39,120
Why Lena? Why this unhappy housewife?
527
00:45:53,121 --> 00:45:58,120
I slow them with their unruly desire.
528
00:46:06,121 --> 00:46:10,120
And Maggie, I named her desire at all.
529
00:46:10,121 --> 00:46:14,120
I wasn't hers actually just wrong.
530
00:46:14,121 --> 00:46:19,120
But people attack nuance.
They attack aberration even as they bemoan,
531
00:46:19,121 --> 00:46:24,120
the lack of representation
of this group or that one.
532
00:46:26,121 --> 00:46:28,120
What I learned is this.
533
00:46:28,121 --> 00:46:32,120
We don't want to hear about what another
woman wants if it's something married.
534
00:46:32,121 --> 00:46:36,120
If it's something brutish, if it's
something we have wanted to and did not get.
535
00:46:39,121 --> 00:46:43,120
We don't want to hear a young woman
feels actualized by the gaze of a man.
536
00:46:43,121 --> 00:46:47,609
Even if hearing that and
witnessing the fall-outed weeks is the
537
00:46:47,621 --> 00:46:52,120
very thing that helps another
woman not make the same mistakes.
538
00:46:52,121 --> 00:46:56,120
What I learned is that
we all want to be loved.
539
00:46:56,121 --> 00:47:00,120
We all want to be seen and
loved for who we truly are.
540
00:47:00,121 --> 00:47:05,120
But even just saying that can be
the scariest thing in the whole world.
541
00:47:05,121 --> 00:47:07,120
You know what I learned?
542
00:47:07,121 --> 00:47:10,120
It doesn't matter what she wants.
543
00:47:10,121 --> 00:47:14,120
Just let her go and try and get it
because that is what she fucking deserves.
544
00:47:16,121 --> 00:47:18,120
That's what I learned.
545
00:47:27,121 --> 00:47:32,120
Excuse me.
546
00:47:32,121 --> 00:47:34,120
Thanks.
547
00:47:39,121 --> 00:47:42,120
You guys are going to give
her vacation? Yeah, sort of.
548
00:47:42,121 --> 00:47:46,120
She's going to be on TV.
549
00:47:46,121 --> 00:47:47,120
Mom, what? The today show.
550
00:47:47,121 --> 00:47:50,120
Really?
551
00:47:50,121 --> 00:47:52,120
She's in a book.
552
00:47:52,121 --> 00:47:53,120
Yeah.
553
00:47:56,121 --> 00:47:59,120
I never met anyone on TV before.
554
00:47:59,121 --> 00:48:00,120
That's pretty cool.
555
00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:07,120
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