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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,840 --> 00:00:09,592 Leslie: I want you to know that I'm not angry with you. 2 00:00:09,676 --> 00:00:13,263 - Rue: Angry? - Leslie: Yes, I'm not angry with you. I love you. 3 00:00:13,263 --> 00:00:15,014 Rue: What are you talking about? 4 00:00:15,098 --> 00:00:18,476 Leslie: I know you're doin' drugs again. 5 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:22,605 Rue: What? Did Gia say something about this?! 6 00:00:22,689 --> 00:00:25,024 Really?! You're gonna rat me out to fuckin' Mom 7 00:00:25,108 --> 00:00:26,735 over smokin' a little bit of fuckin' weed?! 8 00:00:26,735 --> 00:00:28,278 - Is that what the fuck we're doing now? - Gia: What're you talking about? 9 00:00:28,278 --> 00:00:29,654 - I didn't rat you out! - I knew I never should've 10 00:00:29,738 --> 00:00:30,864 - fuckin' trusted you! - Gia: I didn't say anything! 11 00:00:30,864 --> 00:00:32,031 Rue: Then what is she talking about?! 12 00:00:32,115 --> 00:00:32,907 Leslie: Wait, wait, wait! 13 00:00:32,991 --> 00:00:34,033 We're you doin' drugs with Gia? 14 00:00:34,117 --> 00:00:35,702 - No! - Gia: What? I-- 15 00:00:35,702 --> 00:00:37,871 - Rue, I didn't say anything! - Then how the fuck does she know? 16 00:00:37,871 --> 00:00:39,581 - What is she talking about?! - Leslie: Gia, you knew this? 17 00:00:39,581 --> 00:00:42,167 - You knew she was doin' drugs? - Gia: It's not like that. 18 00:00:42,167 --> 00:00:43,960 Okay, you know what? If you wanna fuckin' consider 19 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:47,213 smoking some weed to help with my fucking panic attacks doing drugs 20 00:00:47,297 --> 00:00:49,674 then, yeah, sure, whatever. I was doin' fuckin' drugs. 21 00:00:49,758 --> 00:00:51,468 Gimme a fuckin' break. 22 00:00:51,468 --> 00:00:52,969 You knew? 23 00:00:52,969 --> 00:00:55,263 - Don't slam my door! - Gia: Mom! 24 00:00:55,263 --> 00:00:57,223 Please tell her I didn't say anything-- 25 00:00:57,307 --> 00:00:59,100 Can you guys chill the fuck out? It's just weed. 26 00:00:59,184 --> 00:01:00,727 Leslie: I'm not talkin' about weed, Rue. 27 00:01:00,727 --> 00:01:02,353 I'm talkin' about pills. 28 00:01:04,814 --> 00:01:07,650 - What? - Leslie: I'm talking about opiates. 29 00:01:09,360 --> 00:01:11,446 I'm not doin' opiates, Mom. 30 00:01:11,446 --> 00:01:13,448 - When did you start doing pills? - Leslie: Gia! 31 00:01:13,448 --> 00:01:14,657 Rue: I didn't. I fuckin' didn't! 32 00:01:14,741 --> 00:01:15,617 - I told you-- - Gia-- 33 00:01:15,617 --> 00:01:17,327 I thought it wasn't a good idea-- 34 00:01:17,327 --> 00:01:18,745 Gia, please! 35 00:01:18,745 --> 00:01:20,747 Let me handle this! Go to your room! 36 00:01:20,747 --> 00:01:22,916 - Fuck it. - Yeah, fuck it! 37 00:01:22,916 --> 00:01:24,793 Rue: If you wanna drug test me, let's just do it. 38 00:01:24,793 --> 00:01:27,754 - I don't want to drug test you. - Okay, so then, what? 39 00:01:27,754 --> 00:01:30,465 - You just wanna fuckin' accuse me of shit? - I'm not accusing you, baby. 40 00:01:30,465 --> 00:01:32,342 - Okay? But I know-- - If you're so fuckin' sure, let's do it! 41 00:01:32,342 --> 00:01:35,386 Come on, let's go. Let's fuckin' drug test me. 42 00:01:35,470 --> 00:01:38,681 I don't need to. Jules told me everything. 43 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:55,073 The fuck did you do, Mom? 44 00:01:55,073 --> 00:01:57,617 - Fuck! What did you do, Mom? - Baby, please. Baby, please listen to me, okay? 45 00:01:57,617 --> 00:01:59,661 - Fuck. What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?! - Please, it's gonna be okay! 46 00:01:59,661 --> 00:02:01,037 - It's gonna be okay! - What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?! 47 00:02:01,037 --> 00:02:02,413 - Baby, it's gonna be okay! - No, it's not 48 00:02:02,497 --> 00:02:03,790 gonna be fuckin' okay! You don't know-- 49 00:02:03,790 --> 00:02:05,750 Fuck! It wasn't mine! 50 00:02:05,834 --> 00:02:08,211 - Then whose is it? Huh?! - Fuck! Fuck! 51 00:02:08,211 --> 00:02:09,379 Okay, look, look. 52 00:02:09,379 --> 00:02:11,089 We can go to the hospital, okay? 53 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:13,049 I'm not goin' to a fuckin' hospital! If you call-- 54 00:02:13,049 --> 00:02:15,093 - Mom, Mom-- - Look, we can do the withdrawal thing 55 00:02:15,093 --> 00:02:17,178 - again, baby. It's okay. - Don't call... the fuckin' hospital. 56 00:02:17,262 --> 00:02:18,388 If you try to put me in a fuckin' hospital, 57 00:02:18,388 --> 00:02:19,764 I swear to God, we're gonna have a problem. 58 00:02:19,848 --> 00:02:21,099 - Rue, no, you're out of control. - Put the phone down. 59 00:02:21,099 --> 00:02:23,184 Put the fucking-- Put the fucking phone down! 60 00:02:23,268 --> 00:02:25,144 Where did you put it? Where'd you put my pills, Mom? 61 00:02:25,228 --> 00:02:26,688 - Where did you put it?! - You're in my way. 62 00:02:26,688 --> 00:02:28,106 - Get outta my way. I'm callin' the police. - Mom! 63 00:02:28,106 --> 00:02:29,524 - No, you can't. You can't do that. - Yes! 64 00:02:29,524 --> 00:02:30,859 You will not attack me in my own home-- 65 00:02:30,859 --> 00:02:32,402 I'll do whatever the fuck I want in your own home! 66 00:02:32,402 --> 00:02:33,820 I raised you! 67 00:02:34,779 --> 00:02:35,905 I did, okay?! 68 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:38,032 And you do not fuckin' scare me! 69 00:02:50,253 --> 00:02:52,088 You're not a good person, Rue. 70 00:03:00,096 --> 00:03:02,140 You smilin'? 71 00:03:02,140 --> 00:03:03,850 Really? You're proud of that? 72 00:03:08,855 --> 00:03:10,356 You know what's a shame, Mom? 73 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:14,861 My dad's dead. 74 00:03:14,861 --> 00:03:18,489 Kinda keeps you from admitting what a shit fuckin' mother you are. 75 00:03:20,283 --> 00:03:22,076 "Oh, poor Leslie. 76 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:23,244 "Her daughter's an addict, 77 00:03:23,328 --> 00:03:25,371 but, you know, her dad did die." 78 00:03:26,372 --> 00:03:27,707 You hear that, Gia?! 79 00:03:28,708 --> 00:03:30,460 You hear that? 80 00:03:30,460 --> 00:03:32,128 I don't wanna put too much pressure on you, 81 00:03:32,128 --> 00:03:33,546 but you're probably gonna have to be 82 00:03:33,630 --> 00:03:36,466 a fuckin' neurosurgeon, or maybe an astronaut 83 00:03:36,466 --> 00:03:38,927 because if not, then Mom is 0 for fuckin' 2, 84 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:40,762 and that means that it might, actually, 85 00:03:40,762 --> 00:03:42,555 - just be her fuckin' fault. - Gia: Rue, stop! 86 00:03:42,639 --> 00:03:45,767 Yeah, that means, maybe, she, actually, fucked up! 87 00:03:45,767 --> 00:03:47,143 - Okay, that's enough, Rue. - Rue: To be fuckin' honest. 88 00:03:47,143 --> 00:03:48,895 - That's enough. - Don't fuckin' touch me! 89 00:03:48,895 --> 00:03:50,229 Don't fuckin' touch me! You wanna hit me? 90 00:03:50,313 --> 00:03:51,773 - Gia: Shut the fuck up! - Do it. Hit me! 91 00:03:51,773 --> 00:03:53,900 - You're fucking-- - I know you want to. Get the fuck off of me! 92 00:03:53,900 --> 00:03:55,068 Don't you fuckin' touch her! 93 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:56,444 Ow! 94 00:03:56,444 --> 00:03:58,446 Get out! Get the fuck outta here! 95 00:03:58,446 --> 00:04:00,239 - Get off of me! - Get your-- 96 00:04:02,867 --> 00:04:05,620 Rue: Where are my fuckin' pills?! 97 00:04:06,537 --> 00:04:08,289 What did you do?! 98 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,670 Rue: Where are they?! 99 00:04:18,341 --> 00:04:20,593 You wanna tell me what to do with my fuckin' life, huh?! 100 00:04:20,677 --> 00:04:22,387 You wanna tell me to stop doin' drugs?! 101 00:04:26,766 --> 00:04:29,811 Huh, what the fuck else am I supposed to do, huh?! 102 00:04:29,811 --> 00:04:31,771 What do you want me to do?! 103 00:04:31,771 --> 00:04:34,440 - What do you want me to fuckin' do?! - Rue, please! 104 00:04:34,524 --> 00:04:35,984 This is your fuckin' fault! 105 00:04:35,984 --> 00:04:39,028 You don't fuckin' recognize me? Well, neither do fuckin' I! 106 00:04:39,112 --> 00:04:41,322 I don't fuckin' recognize me either! 107 00:04:42,281 --> 00:04:44,325 Where did you put it? 108 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:47,328 You wish I was different?! So do I! 109 00:04:47,412 --> 00:04:50,164 You fucking hate me?! So do I! 110 00:04:50,248 --> 00:04:51,833 Where did you fucking put them?! 111 00:04:51,833 --> 00:04:55,044 Fuck! Where'd you put it? 112 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:56,921 Where's the fuckin' suitcase? 113 00:04:58,798 --> 00:05:00,383 Fuck. 114 00:05:00,383 --> 00:05:03,428 Where did you put it? Fuck. 115 00:05:03,428 --> 00:05:05,221 Where did you put the fuckin' pills? 116 00:05:05,221 --> 00:05:08,266 Where did you put the pills?! 117 00:05:08,266 --> 00:05:11,352 Where did you put them, Mom? 118 00:05:35,418 --> 00:05:39,213 You, you don't understand, Mom. It's not my suitcase. 119 00:05:41,758 --> 00:05:43,509 It's not mine. 120 00:05:45,386 --> 00:05:47,805 This is bad. This is really, really bad. 121 00:05:50,433 --> 00:05:52,935 I want to get clean. I can't do it. 122 00:05:54,604 --> 00:05:57,065 And I just-- I don't wanna be here anymore. 123 00:05:59,317 --> 00:06:02,570 I'm sor-- I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. 124 00:06:04,822 --> 00:06:08,493 I, I just-- I don't know what to do. 125 00:06:08,493 --> 00:06:11,913 I'm, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Gia. 126 00:06:11,913 --> 00:06:14,165 I, I didn't, I didn't mean to. 127 00:06:16,751 --> 00:06:18,836 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 128 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:21,631 I'm sorry. 129 00:06:21,631 --> 00:06:25,510 I'm sorry, but I need you to tell me where they are. 130 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:28,096 I need you to tell me where the pills are, Mom. 131 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:30,306 I need you to tell me where the suitcase is. 132 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:40,441 Tell me where they are, Mom! 133 00:06:40,525 --> 00:06:42,151 Fuck! Aah! 134 00:06:44,028 --> 00:06:46,030 Where did you fucking put them?! 135 00:06:47,782 --> 00:06:50,576 I know they're fuckin' in here, Mom! I know they're in here! 136 00:06:50,660 --> 00:06:54,163 What did you do with them?! What did you do?! 137 00:06:55,373 --> 00:06:57,708 Where the fuck are they? 138 00:06:57,792 --> 00:07:00,711 What did you do with them? 139 00:07:00,795 --> 00:07:02,672 Jules: We flushed 'em down the toilet. 140 00:07:11,764 --> 00:07:13,850 Leslie: You look embarrassed, Rue. 141 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:17,103 You embarrassed 'cause Jules just heard everything you said? 142 00:07:19,480 --> 00:07:23,401 Don't cry. Own that shit. Own what you just said. 143 00:07:24,986 --> 00:07:26,070 Fuck you. 144 00:07:53,181 --> 00:07:55,725 Oh, okay. 145 00:08:00,521 --> 00:08:02,690 I see what the fuck is goin' on here. 146 00:08:07,111 --> 00:08:08,529 Well, first thing's first, 147 00:08:08,613 --> 00:08:10,865 Elliot here is a fuckin' addict... 148 00:08:10,865 --> 00:08:12,366 so if he tells you anything fuckin' different, 149 00:08:12,450 --> 00:08:14,493 he's a liar and a fucking snake. 150 00:08:14,577 --> 00:08:15,995 Fuck you! 151 00:08:15,995 --> 00:08:17,371 - He cares about you-- - Fuckin' bitch. 152 00:08:17,455 --> 00:08:18,956 This doesn't fucking concern you, Jules. 153 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:20,374 - Yes, it does-- - No the fuck it doesn't! 154 00:08:20,458 --> 00:08:22,001 - Yes, it does. - How?! 155 00:08:22,001 --> 00:08:24,462 'Cause I don't want you to kill yourself. 156 00:08:24,462 --> 00:08:27,757 - You're a fucking rat! - Jules: You were lying to me. 157 00:08:27,757 --> 00:08:30,426 Rue: Yeah, so you go tell my fuckin' Mom?! 158 00:08:30,426 --> 00:08:32,511 Jules: I didn't know what else to do. 159 00:08:34,805 --> 00:08:37,183 And why the fuck would you say anything? 160 00:08:52,156 --> 00:08:53,908 You are fuckin' dead to me. 161 00:08:56,535 --> 00:09:01,749 - You don't mean that. - I fucking mean every fucking word. 162 00:09:01,749 --> 00:09:04,293 - You're dead to me, Jules. - I don't believe you. 163 00:09:04,377 --> 00:09:06,420 You and me, we're fuckin' done. 164 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:09,924 There's nothing fuckin' there anymore. 165 00:09:11,634 --> 00:09:16,222 Nothing... Fucking... There. 166 00:09:17,682 --> 00:09:21,310 You know, I have a lot of regrets... in my life. 167 00:09:23,854 --> 00:09:27,775 But I gotta tell you, Jules, meeting you, 168 00:09:27,775 --> 00:09:32,780 has got to be at the top of my fuckin' list. 169 00:09:32,780 --> 00:09:35,491 Oh, now you wanna fuckin' cry? 170 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:38,661 Now you wanna fuckin' cry? 171 00:09:39,704 --> 00:09:42,498 Yeah, you're a fucking vampire. 172 00:09:44,542 --> 00:09:49,505 You just go around fuckin' sucking the fucking spirit out of everyone! 173 00:09:51,215 --> 00:09:53,843 You like that shit... makes you feel good. 174 00:09:53,843 --> 00:09:56,220 - You know that's not true. - Rue: It is fuckin' true. 175 00:09:56,304 --> 00:09:58,431 It's all about fuckin' Jules, right? 176 00:09:58,431 --> 00:09:59,724 And you don't know what the fuck you're doing. 177 00:09:59,724 --> 00:10:01,809 You just act all fuckin' innocent, 178 00:10:01,809 --> 00:10:03,394 like you're this fuckin' sweet little angel, 179 00:10:03,394 --> 00:10:04,895 this innocent, sweet, little fuckin' angel 180 00:10:04,979 --> 00:10:06,063 who doesn't know what the fuck they're doing. 181 00:10:06,147 --> 00:10:08,190 You know what the fuck you're doing! 182 00:10:09,734 --> 00:10:11,694 - Jules: I love you. - No the fuck you don't. 183 00:10:11,694 --> 00:10:13,738 You love being loved! 184 00:10:14,739 --> 00:10:16,240 You're a fuckin' greedy whore 185 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:19,410 who just likes sucking the life out of people. 186 00:10:19,410 --> 00:10:21,495 And it fucking hurts, Jules! 187 00:10:23,372 --> 00:10:25,249 - I love you. - Rue: No, you don't. 188 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:28,586 Stop saying that! You don't love me! 189 00:10:31,172 --> 00:10:32,923 You fuckin' left me... 190 00:10:34,508 --> 00:10:36,635 when I fuckin' needed you. 191 00:10:36,719 --> 00:10:38,554 You fuckin' left me... 192 00:10:38,554 --> 00:10:43,059 when I was at my fuckin' lo-- 193 00:10:43,059 --> 00:10:46,354 You fuckin' left me at my fucking lowest! 194 00:10:46,354 --> 00:10:48,773 And a real fuckin' friend, someone who fuckin' loves you, 195 00:10:48,773 --> 00:10:50,733 wouldn't do some shit like that, Jules! 196 00:10:53,319 --> 00:10:55,529 I love you and I want to help you. 197 00:10:55,613 --> 00:10:57,239 Rue: If you wanna help me, 198 00:10:57,323 --> 00:10:58,741 uh, you can honestly, 199 00:10:58,741 --> 00:11:00,701 you can just stay out of my fuckin' life... 200 00:11:00,785 --> 00:11:01,911 forever. 201 00:11:01,911 --> 00:11:03,204 That would be great because, honestly, 202 00:11:03,204 --> 00:11:05,956 looking at you makes me physically fucking ill! 203 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:17,051 - I'm sorry, baby. - Jules: Okay. 204 00:11:22,681 --> 00:11:24,725 Elliot: I shouldn't have said anything. 205 00:11:28,437 --> 00:11:30,940 I liked Rue the way she was. 206 00:11:34,527 --> 00:11:37,363 And this shit was never my place. 207 00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:51,085 Rue: I feel like I'm going crazy, Mom. 208 00:11:51,085 --> 00:11:53,712 - I feel like I'm going crazy. - Look... 209 00:11:53,796 --> 00:11:55,589 - I wanna take you to the ER, okay? - Okay. 210 00:11:55,673 --> 00:11:57,758 - Okay. They can-- No. - I'm sorry. 211 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:59,760 Leslie: They can help you detox, okay? 212 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:01,971 Rue: Mom, I'm sorry for what I said. 213 00:12:01,971 --> 00:12:03,305 I am. Please, forgive me. 214 00:12:03,389 --> 00:12:05,558 Leslie: I don't care about that, Rue. 215 00:12:06,475 --> 00:12:08,185 I'm sorry. 216 00:12:08,269 --> 00:12:11,480 - I just miss Dad. - Leslie: Me too, baby, me too. 217 00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:14,024 - I miss him a lot. - Leslie: I know. 218 00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:15,234 Me too. 219 00:12:27,955 --> 00:12:29,874 Oh god. 220 00:12:29,874 --> 00:12:31,375 Leslie: Baby... 221 00:12:32,751 --> 00:12:33,836 listen. 222 00:12:36,088 --> 00:12:37,923 Can I take you to the hospital? 223 00:12:38,924 --> 00:12:41,177 - Yeah? - Yeah. 224 00:13:10,206 --> 00:13:11,707 You want shotgun? 225 00:14:13,102 --> 00:14:15,020 Rue: You wanna know the truth? 226 00:14:17,815 --> 00:14:20,317 I relapsed as soon as I got out of rehab. 227 00:14:33,664 --> 00:14:34,999 Leslie: ...thinkin' about that right now, okay? 228 00:14:34,999 --> 00:14:36,667 Let's just get you back into rehab. 229 00:14:36,667 --> 00:14:38,711 Rue: Wait, what, what the fuck you talking about, Mom? 230 00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:40,462 I thought you said we were going to the ER. 231 00:14:40,546 --> 00:14:42,131 Leslie: Yeah, baby, it's the same thing. 232 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:44,216 Rue: No, it's not the fuckin' same thing, Mom. 233 00:14:54,435 --> 00:14:55,936 Five percent, okay? 234 00:14:56,020 --> 00:14:58,022 Those are my fucking chances, one in 20. 235 00:14:58,022 --> 00:15:00,941 Leslie: All I know, if you set your mind to it, 236 00:15:01,025 --> 00:15:03,444 your chances are higher than five percent. 237 00:15:03,444 --> 00:15:05,904 Yeah, well, everybody's Mom fuckin' says that, okay? 238 00:15:05,988 --> 00:15:08,073 Even the ones who bury their kids. 239 00:15:13,454 --> 00:15:16,415 It's funny 'cause... if you guys didn't do 240 00:15:16,415 --> 00:15:18,334 this fuckin' intervention shit, 241 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:21,420 I was about a month away from killing myself. 242 00:15:22,421 --> 00:15:23,964 I have this image in my head 243 00:15:24,048 --> 00:15:29,511 of me just, you know, layin' in the sand, and... 244 00:15:29,595 --> 00:15:34,266 lettin' the wave just kind of take me out to sea. 245 00:15:34,350 --> 00:15:37,478 Ugh, fuck. Mom, I can't do this. I can't, I can't do this. 246 00:15:37,478 --> 00:15:39,521 - You guys need to let me out of this car. - I don't care-- 247 00:15:39,605 --> 00:15:41,565 Rue: I don't wanna fuckin' do this! 248 00:15:45,611 --> 00:15:46,862 Leslie: It's okay, baby, we're almost there, okay? 249 00:15:46,862 --> 00:15:48,530 Rue: It's not fuckin' okay, Mom! 250 00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:50,199 Leslie: Just-- Rue! Rue! 251 00:15:50,199 --> 00:15:52,117 Can't do this. I'm sorry, Mom, I can't. 252 00:15:52,201 --> 00:15:53,661 - I can't do it. - Leslie: Rue, get back in the car! 253 00:15:53,661 --> 00:15:54,745 - Rue! - Oh my gosh! 254 00:16:00,042 --> 00:16:01,418 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 255 00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,295 Mom, Mom, go get her! 256 00:16:12,930 --> 00:16:14,973 Mom, go! 257 00:16:15,057 --> 00:16:17,017 Fuck, fuck! Stop, stop, stop, stop! Stop! 258 00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:20,729 Rue! 259 00:16:23,524 --> 00:16:24,483 Fuck. 260 00:16:39,123 --> 00:16:40,582 ♪ Praise the Lord ♪ 261 00:17:11,780 --> 00:17:12,865 Fez! 262 00:18:29,316 --> 00:18:31,401 Ah, fuck. 263 00:18:34,571 --> 00:18:36,490 - Hey. - Hey, are you okay? 264 00:18:36,490 --> 00:18:38,575 Mm-hm. I think I just have, like, a cold or something. 265 00:18:38,659 --> 00:18:40,494 Okay, well, don't get me sick 'cause I have rehearsal. 266 00:18:40,494 --> 00:18:41,578 I can't, I can't get you sick. 267 00:18:41,662 --> 00:18:43,163 Okay, well, colds are contagious, so-- 268 00:18:43,247 --> 00:18:44,498 Rue: Yeah, I realize that, but it's just-- 269 00:18:44,498 --> 00:18:45,833 It's not that kind of thing. 270 00:18:45,833 --> 00:18:47,626 Can I use your bathroom, please? 271 00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:50,546 - Hey, Rue! - Oh, hi. 272 00:18:50,546 --> 00:18:52,840 - Hey, oh. Oh, yeah. - Hey. 273 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:55,801 Oh my god. 274 00:18:55,801 --> 00:18:57,511 Hey, Rue. 275 00:18:57,511 --> 00:18:59,555 Oh, jeez. Are you feelin' okay? 276 00:18:59,555 --> 00:19:01,932 - Rue: Yeah. - You look terrible. 277 00:19:01,932 --> 00:19:04,101 - Rue: Yeah-- - I mean, really terrible. 278 00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:06,186 Yeah, I think I just have, like, a cold or something. 279 00:19:06,270 --> 00:19:09,857 Well, don't get me sick. I have a compromised immune system. 280 00:19:09,857 --> 00:19:11,525 But otherwise, are you doin' okay? 281 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:13,443 - Uh-huh. - How's your mom? 282 00:19:13,527 --> 00:19:16,154 - I was thinking about her the other day. - Yeah... she's good. 283 00:19:16,238 --> 00:19:18,198 - And how's your sister? - Yeah, good. 284 00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:20,242 - You staying clean? - Uh-huh. 285 00:19:20,242 --> 00:19:22,286 - Yeah? Bein' a good girl? - Mm-hm. 286 00:19:22,286 --> 00:19:24,163 How long have you been clean for? 287 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,914 Um, since the summertime. 288 00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:30,002 Now, are you in AA, or are you in NA? 289 00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:31,587 Rue: Um... 290 00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:32,588 - NA. - Suze: NA. 291 00:19:32,588 --> 00:19:34,089 - Rue: Mm-hm. - Suze: Okay, good to hear. 292 00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:35,257 That's just terrific. 293 00:19:35,257 --> 00:19:37,050 - I-- - Suze: I'm not a big fan of AA. 294 00:19:37,134 --> 00:19:39,386 Honey, do you remember when your father... 295 00:19:39,386 --> 00:19:41,680 sent me to AA that one time? 296 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:42,848 I was just kickin' and screamin'. 297 00:19:42,848 --> 00:19:44,266 Just a bunch of hoity-toity 298 00:19:44,266 --> 00:19:45,893 assholes giving their advice 299 00:19:45,893 --> 00:19:47,144 whether you ask for it or not-- 300 00:19:47,144 --> 00:19:49,271 Suze, can I use your bathroom, please? 301 00:19:49,271 --> 00:19:51,231 - ...nightmare. Absolutely. - Thank you so much. 302 00:19:51,315 --> 00:19:52,608 Knock yourself out, sweetheart. 303 00:19:52,608 --> 00:19:55,903 It's nice to see you. You look great. 304 00:19:56,778 --> 00:19:58,322 She's not doin' good. 305 00:20:32,731 --> 00:20:33,857 Fuck. 306 00:20:38,070 --> 00:20:39,237 Oh... 307 00:20:58,423 --> 00:21:02,511 Ah, fuck. It'll never fuckin' end. 308 00:21:02,511 --> 00:21:06,014 This can't make you feel good, Rue. Livin' like this. 309 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,599 Lyin' to the people you love, 310 00:21:07,683 --> 00:21:09,518 bein' mean to the people you love. 311 00:21:09,518 --> 00:21:12,437 - This can't make you feel good about yourself. - Rue: I don't care. 312 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:13,981 Just fuckin' leave me alone, please. 313 00:21:13,981 --> 00:21:18,068 - I know you're in pain. - Rue: You have no fucking idea, Mom. 314 00:21:18,068 --> 00:21:19,736 Leslie: Let's get back into the car, 315 00:21:19,820 --> 00:21:21,321 and let me take you to the hospital. 316 00:21:21,405 --> 00:21:24,574 I can't get clean. I can't do that shit forever. 317 00:21:26,159 --> 00:21:28,161 You don't have to. 318 00:21:28,245 --> 00:21:30,622 Just... take it one day at a time. 319 00:21:32,165 --> 00:21:33,291 Yeah. 320 00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:39,423 - Hey, Cass? - Cassie: Yeah? 321 00:21:39,423 --> 00:21:43,427 - I have a quick question for you. - What? 322 00:21:43,427 --> 00:21:46,304 How long have you been fucking Nate Jacobs? 323 00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:54,062 Wh-what, what, what are you talking about? 324 00:21:54,146 --> 00:21:56,565 Rue: How long have you been fucking Nate? 325 00:21:56,565 --> 00:22:00,110 Cassie: I'm not. What? I'm not. 326 00:22:00,110 --> 00:22:01,528 What are you talking about? 327 00:22:01,528 --> 00:22:04,031 Oh, I just-- I, I saw her get his truck, 328 00:22:04,031 --> 00:22:05,490 and then, kiss him and drive off. 329 00:22:05,574 --> 00:22:07,242 That was, like, what, like, uh... 330 00:22:07,242 --> 00:22:08,994 - Uh-- - Rue: like a month ago? 331 00:22:08,994 --> 00:22:10,996 Uh-- 332 00:22:10,996 --> 00:22:13,665 - Are you kidding me? - Uhh. 333 00:22:13,749 --> 00:22:16,418 Cass, that's, like... really bad. 334 00:22:19,254 --> 00:22:22,340 You're fucking Nate? Are you kidding me? 335 00:22:24,134 --> 00:22:27,512 No, I... I don't even know why she would say that. 336 00:22:27,596 --> 00:22:30,348 - You're lying! - Yeah, can we just table this conversation? 337 00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:32,768 - Okay, let's go-- - No, no. You expect me to stand here 338 00:22:32,768 --> 00:22:34,436 next to my best friend who's been lying to me 339 00:22:34,436 --> 00:22:36,354 about fucking my ex-boyfriend! 340 00:22:36,438 --> 00:22:38,565 - I'm literally gonna get violent. - Okay, no. Let's just-- 341 00:22:38,565 --> 00:22:40,609 Suze: No, there is no need to get violent, okay, 342 00:22:40,609 --> 00:22:42,402 because we are having an intervention! 343 00:22:42,486 --> 00:22:44,404 - Stop it! - I'm beggin' you. 344 00:22:44,488 --> 00:22:47,032 - Let's just get into the car. - Mom... I can't. 345 00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:49,493 - Kat: Let's just talk-- - Maddy: Oh, you're crying?! 346 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:52,245 - No-- Maddy! - You're fucking crying, you fucking bitch?! 347 00:22:52,329 --> 00:22:54,164 - Maddy, come on! - You're the one who's hurt? 348 00:22:54,164 --> 00:22:55,540 You're the most self-centered, 349 00:22:55,624 --> 00:22:57,667 - idiotic person I have ever fucking met! - Maddy. 350 00:22:57,751 --> 00:23:01,463 - You fuck my ex, and you're fucking crying?! - Maddy, Maddy. 351 00:23:01,463 --> 00:23:03,131 Are you fucking kidding me?! 352 00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:04,758 - Let's just do this later. - Leslie: Look, I'm sorry. 353 00:23:04,758 --> 00:23:07,427 I'm sorry, but I don't give a shit who's fucking who, okay? 354 00:23:07,511 --> 00:23:09,429 If you're gonna keep talkin' about it, get out of the room. 355 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:11,890 - Yeah, absolutely. You're being an animal... - Um, Cass? 356 00:23:11,890 --> 00:23:13,183 - Do you wanna go on a walk? - right now... to my girl. 357 00:23:13,183 --> 00:23:14,601 I don't even know why you're believing her. 358 00:23:14,601 --> 00:23:15,977 She's a drug addict. 359 00:23:16,061 --> 00:23:17,854 Maddy: How long have you been fucking him? 360 00:23:17,938 --> 00:23:19,731 - Be honest. - Maddy, let's just do it later. 361 00:23:19,815 --> 00:23:23,318 Kat, shut the fuck up! How long have you been fucking him?! 362 00:23:24,277 --> 00:23:25,946 Rue? 363 00:23:25,946 --> 00:23:28,698 Listen, let's just get into the car, okay? 364 00:23:28,782 --> 00:23:30,325 When was this? 365 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,746 Right after New Year's. 366 00:23:34,830 --> 00:23:35,872 Oh! 367 00:23:35,956 --> 00:23:39,334 You dumb fucking bitch! I'm gonna fuck you-- 368 00:23:39,334 --> 00:23:41,336 Don't fuckin' run away from me, you stupid fucking bitch! 369 00:23:41,336 --> 00:23:42,838 Why are you guys... Come on! 370 00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:48,760 - I don't-- - Suze: Goddammit, I'm so sorry. 371 00:23:48,844 --> 00:23:49,886 Rue? 372 00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,545 - Fezco: What's up, kid? - Hey. 373 00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:26,923 - You look like shit. - Yeah, I fuckin' feel like shit. 374 00:24:27,007 --> 00:24:30,218 I think I'm going through withdrawal and I, I need somethin'. 375 00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:33,054 - Can't help you. I don't have nothin' here. - Rue: Ah fuck, man. 376 00:24:33,138 --> 00:24:35,348 You gotta have something. That's bullshit. 377 00:24:36,266 --> 00:24:37,267 Don't know what to tell you. 378 00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:39,227 I don't keep nothin' at the house no more. 379 00:24:39,311 --> 00:24:41,354 - Fuck, okay. - Not no more. 380 00:24:41,438 --> 00:24:43,315 Well, can I, can I use your bathroom? 381 00:24:43,315 --> 00:24:47,819 - Fezco: Go ahead! - Okay... Ah fuck. 382 00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:49,696 Where did you come from? 383 00:24:54,910 --> 00:24:56,786 - Yo, you all right in there? - Rue: Don't-- I'm fuckin'-- 384 00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:59,039 I'm shittin' my brains out. Please, Fez, go away. 385 00:24:59,039 --> 00:25:03,251 - You want some Pepto Bismol or something? - Rue: No! No, fuck. 386 00:25:03,335 --> 00:25:06,254 - Just go away. - All right, all right. 387 00:25:57,514 --> 00:25:59,641 Yo, come on now, Rue. 388 00:26:01,184 --> 00:26:04,312 - Are you serious? - Fez, please. 389 00:26:04,396 --> 00:26:07,816 - No, no, no. - Please? Please, let me. Let me take them. Just-- 390 00:26:07,816 --> 00:26:10,610 Only three. She won't even know that they're gone. 391 00:26:10,694 --> 00:26:13,488 - She won't miss them. - It's the principle, Rue. 392 00:26:13,488 --> 00:26:15,115 - It's just not right. - Please, just let-- Just let me 393 00:26:15,115 --> 00:26:16,825 - keep 'em. Please? - It's not right. 394 00:26:16,825 --> 00:26:18,952 - I'm in a lot of pain, Fez, please. - Give it to me, Rue. 395 00:26:18,952 --> 00:26:22,205 - Give it to me. Let go. - Please? 396 00:26:22,289 --> 00:26:25,041 - Please... Fuck. - You gotta leave the house. 397 00:26:25,125 --> 00:26:26,918 - Let go of me. Fez, let go! - You gotta leave the house, Rue. 398 00:26:27,002 --> 00:26:29,504 Get off of me! Get your fuckin' hands off of me! 399 00:26:29,504 --> 00:26:31,840 - Get the fuck off me, you piece of shit! - Hell, nah! 400 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,133 - Don't fuckin'-- - Nah, come here! 401 00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:35,010 - Don't fuckin' touch me! Get off! - Come here! 402 00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:36,845 - Nah, we not doin' this shit today! - Get off! Fez! Fez! 403 00:26:36,845 --> 00:26:38,513 - Get the fuck off of me! - We not doin' it today! 404 00:26:38,513 --> 00:26:39,931 - Get off of me! - Come on! 405 00:26:40,015 --> 00:26:41,349 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry! - Nah, you gotta get 406 00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,018 - the fuck out the house now! - I'm sorry! I'm-- 407 00:26:43,018 --> 00:26:44,561 - Fezco: No, it's too late for that now-- - Rue: You don't have, 408 00:26:44,561 --> 00:26:46,354 You don't have to take me out. You don't have-- 409 00:26:46,438 --> 00:26:47,564 You, you don't ha-- 410 00:26:47,564 --> 00:26:49,816 You don't have to put me out! You don't have to! 411 00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:51,234 Don't fuckin' have to put me-- 412 00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:52,652 - You don't have to put me out there! - Fezco: No, no, no. 413 00:26:52,736 --> 00:26:54,946 - Rue: No. Fuck. - You gotta go. 414 00:26:55,989 --> 00:26:57,365 Fuck! 415 00:27:21,473 --> 00:27:22,932 Man: Come on! Let's go! 416 00:27:23,016 --> 00:27:25,060 Every fucking time! 417 00:27:33,860 --> 00:27:35,612 Stop fuckin' rushing me. 418 00:27:55,173 --> 00:27:59,302 ♪ Hey, do y'all know what's up? ♪ 419 00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:01,054 ♪ Meet me, I'm rollin' up ♪ 420 00:28:01,054 --> 00:28:03,264 ♪ My dream... ♪ 421 00:28:31,918 --> 00:28:32,877 Fuck. 422 00:28:49,853 --> 00:28:52,480 Hey, puppy. 423 00:28:52,564 --> 00:28:54,524 Rue: Hey. 424 00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:59,320 Hi... Hi. 425 00:28:59,779 --> 00:29:01,614 Oh. 426 00:29:01,698 --> 00:29:05,535 Oh, oh, you're... you're cute. 427 00:29:05,535 --> 00:29:08,037 Oh, ow. Ah yeah. 428 00:29:08,121 --> 00:29:11,124 What's your name? 429 00:29:13,209 --> 00:29:14,127 Harold. 430 00:29:14,836 --> 00:29:17,130 Okay, Harold-- Ah! 431 00:29:17,130 --> 00:29:20,008 I'm just gonna... steal some shit. 432 00:29:35,648 --> 00:29:38,693 ♪ Never know how much I love ya ♪ 433 00:29:38,693 --> 00:29:41,863 ♪ Never know how much I care ♪ 434 00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:43,490 ♪ When you put your arms around me ♪ 435 00:29:43,490 --> 00:29:48,953 One, two, three, four, five, six. 436 00:29:49,037 --> 00:29:52,040 One, one, one, one, one. 437 00:29:55,877 --> 00:29:58,588 ♪ Fever in the morning ♪ 438 00:29:58,588 --> 00:30:02,926 ♪ And fever all through the night ♪ 439 00:30:02,926 --> 00:30:05,929 ♪ Bless my soul, I love ya ♪ 440 00:30:05,929 --> 00:30:07,931 ♪ Take this heart away ♪ 441 00:30:07,931 --> 00:30:10,558 - Wife: I don't wanna talk about it. - Husband: Ugh. 442 00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:12,852 You know, heaven forbid you miss one fuckin' party. 443 00:30:12,936 --> 00:30:13,978 Wife: It's embarrassing. 444 00:30:14,062 --> 00:30:16,439 - Good night, Gabe. - Husband: Mm-hm. 445 00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:37,210 Gabe! 446 00:30:37,210 --> 00:30:39,337 I think someone broke in! Get the gun! 447 00:30:43,466 --> 00:30:45,093 - Oh! - Oh, holy fuck! 448 00:30:45,093 --> 00:30:46,594 ♪ Ow! ♪ 449 00:30:46,678 --> 00:30:50,014 -♪ You gonna treat me right ♪ - ♪ You give me fever ♪ 450 00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:53,268 -♪ You gonna treat me right ♪ - ♪ You give me fever ♪ 451 00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:55,436 ♪ How are you gonna treat me right ♪ 452 00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:56,896 ♪ You give me fever ♪ 453 00:30:56,980 --> 00:30:59,482 ♪ Are you gonna treat me right ♪ 454 00:31:00,650 --> 00:31:03,278 Gia, can you pay attention? 455 00:31:03,278 --> 00:31:05,196 And help me find your sister? 456 00:31:15,623 --> 00:31:17,166 Aw, fuck. 457 00:31:18,167 --> 00:31:19,586 Ah... 458 00:31:24,716 --> 00:31:25,717 Ah fuck. 459 00:31:40,064 --> 00:31:41,482 Officer 1: Everything okay, Miss? 460 00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:44,777 Totally. 461 00:31:46,529 --> 00:31:47,780 Where you headed? 462 00:31:50,783 --> 00:31:52,327 Home. 463 00:31:52,327 --> 00:31:53,536 Officer 1: What? 464 00:31:54,287 --> 00:31:55,622 Home. 465 00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:58,291 What was that? 466 00:31:59,375 --> 00:32:00,877 I said I'm headed-- 467 00:32:08,009 --> 00:32:10,845 - Officer 1: Ah dammit! - Officer 2: Ah shit! We got a runner. 468 00:32:27,362 --> 00:32:30,198 Oh shit. 469 00:32:30,198 --> 00:32:32,408 Shit! 470 00:32:50,176 --> 00:32:52,595 Announcer We've seen stalemates from them in the past. 471 00:33:05,441 --> 00:33:07,819 'Scuse me! 'Scuse me! Oh, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 472 00:33:07,819 --> 00:33:09,237 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 473 00:33:24,752 --> 00:33:26,838 Rue: Please, God, don't let me die. 474 00:33:38,307 --> 00:33:40,143 Driver: Get out of the fuckin' road! 475 00:33:45,565 --> 00:33:47,150 Oh! Oh shit! 476 00:33:47,150 --> 00:33:48,609 Officer 2: Vehicle in pursuit of a pedestrian. 477 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:50,278 Requesting additional units. 478 00:34:09,672 --> 00:34:11,382 Officer 1: There she is! 479 00:34:11,466 --> 00:34:12,759 Hey, stop! 480 00:34:13,718 --> 00:34:16,304 'Scuse me! 'Scuse me! 481 00:34:21,726 --> 00:34:23,561 Officer Get out of the way! 482 00:34:23,561 --> 00:34:24,562 Move! 483 00:34:24,562 --> 00:34:25,813 Rue: I'm so sorry! 484 00:34:25,897 --> 00:34:28,107 Officer: Move! Get out of the way! 485 00:34:35,364 --> 00:34:36,991 Officer 1: Hey, stop! 486 00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:39,702 She's going down the alley! 487 00:34:49,921 --> 00:34:52,006 Oh fuck! 488 00:35:26,207 --> 00:35:27,750 Where'd she go? 489 00:35:35,675 --> 00:35:37,093 ♪ Praise the Lord ♪ 490 00:35:42,515 --> 00:35:44,642 Officer: All right, guys, let's wrap it up. 491 00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:06,914 Fuck. 492 00:36:17,008 --> 00:36:18,551 Fuck. 493 00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:28,060 Ah, fuck. 494 00:36:35,693 --> 00:36:36,611 Ow. 495 00:36:40,489 --> 00:36:41,782 Ah... 496 00:37:11,062 --> 00:37:16,025 - Hi. - Ruby Bennett, I'm so happy to see you. 497 00:37:23,074 --> 00:37:28,245 I, uh... I don't have the money right now, but... 498 00:37:28,329 --> 00:37:31,290 I, uh... I brought this. 499 00:37:31,374 --> 00:37:34,877 This, this is, like, a thousand dollars worth of jewelry, 500 00:37:34,961 --> 00:37:39,840 and, uh, I have, um... 501 00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:44,387 $2,000 right here... um. That's all I have right now. 502 00:37:44,387 --> 00:37:47,223 Rue, why didn't you just pick up the phone and tell me that? 503 00:37:47,223 --> 00:37:50,184 You could've just said, "Laurie, I don't have a dozen eggs, 504 00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:52,019 I've only got eight." 505 00:37:52,103 --> 00:37:54,689 - I was just worried. - About what? 506 00:37:54,689 --> 00:37:56,691 That you would be angry. 507 00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:58,901 You wanna know a funny thing about me? 508 00:37:58,985 --> 00:38:02,905 I don't think I've ever gotten angry in my entire life. 509 00:38:03,864 --> 00:38:05,324 Really? 510 00:38:05,408 --> 00:38:07,410 Laurie: Well, I don't know if that's true. 511 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:09,245 Is that true? 512 00:38:11,163 --> 00:38:14,208 Yeah, no, that's true. I've never gotten angry. 513 00:38:17,169 --> 00:38:20,172 You did lie to me, though. You said you were sober. 514 00:38:20,256 --> 00:38:24,343 - I was. - Rue, you're lying to me again. 515 00:38:24,427 --> 00:38:25,886 I know it might be hard to believe, 516 00:38:25,970 --> 00:38:28,180 but I was a college athlete. 517 00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:32,059 I was pretty tough, and then I got injured. 518 00:38:32,143 --> 00:38:34,103 And over the years, I had surgeries, 519 00:38:34,103 --> 00:38:36,272 and I had screws put in my shoulder. 520 00:38:36,272 --> 00:38:39,025 And then, eventually, I got put on oxycontin. 521 00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:42,069 I was a schoolteacher by that time, 522 00:38:42,153 --> 00:38:44,196 and I had a family. 523 00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:45,364 You should've seen us. 524 00:38:45,448 --> 00:38:48,492 We were, like, right out of a Sears catalog. 525 00:38:48,576 --> 00:38:51,871 I didn't even know it was addictive until I ran out. 526 00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:54,165 And that's when I learned 527 00:38:54,165 --> 00:38:57,335 I would do anything to avoid withdrawal 528 00:38:57,335 --> 00:38:59,086 'cause it's hell. 529 00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:03,090 - You're going through hell, aren't you? - Yeah. 530 00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:06,761 - How much have you been doing? - Forty mil. 531 00:39:06,761 --> 00:39:09,138 You know, I wish you had caught me earlier in the week 532 00:39:09,138 --> 00:39:10,890 'cause I had a whole assortment of things 533 00:39:10,890 --> 00:39:13,100 that would've taken the pain away. 534 00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:16,896 - Now, all I've got is morphine. - I can take morphine. 535 00:39:16,896 --> 00:39:22,401 I only have the intravenous, and you don't fix, do you? 536 00:39:22,485 --> 00:39:26,655 - No. - Then, unfortunately, I can't help you. 537 00:39:27,948 --> 00:39:29,992 Listen, I appreciate you coming here 538 00:39:30,076 --> 00:39:31,994 with all this jewelry and stuff, 539 00:39:32,078 --> 00:39:35,373 but you're gonna have to pay the whole thing in cash. 540 00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:39,960 - This isn't a pawn shop. - I know. I'm sorry. 541 00:39:40,044 --> 00:39:43,506 So, when do you think you're gonna come up with the rest of it? 542 00:39:43,506 --> 00:39:44,673 Um... 543 00:39:45,508 --> 00:39:48,719 Soon... Really soon. 544 00:39:48,803 --> 00:39:51,931 Rue, you don't look like someone who's gonna come up 545 00:39:51,931 --> 00:39:53,974 with money real soon. 546 00:39:56,769 --> 00:40:00,606 You know, a doctor once told me they did brain studies on people 547 00:40:00,606 --> 00:40:02,691 who've done a lot of opiates, 548 00:40:02,775 --> 00:40:04,944 and that over time, 549 00:40:04,944 --> 00:40:06,362 all the chemicals in your brain 550 00:40:06,362 --> 00:40:08,197 that make you happy and feel good 551 00:40:08,197 --> 00:40:12,409 start to decrease because your body's getting it artificially. 552 00:40:12,493 --> 00:40:14,328 But the longer you use, 553 00:40:14,328 --> 00:40:16,497 it just starts to weaken and wither, 554 00:40:16,497 --> 00:40:20,334 kinda like a limb that's not getting blood to it anymore. 555 00:40:20,334 --> 00:40:22,711 And then, it just sort of falls off, 556 00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:25,256 and you get something called cell death, 557 00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:27,716 where you just have these big dead spots 558 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:30,678 in the parts of your brain that used to make you happy. 559 00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:33,597 No matter what you do, you can't ever get it back. 560 00:40:33,681 --> 00:40:39,186 He said it's basically the same brain as people who've had major strokes. 561 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,981 But the silver lining is that the things that 562 00:40:41,981 --> 00:40:45,568 don't feel good don't feel as bad anymore. 563 00:40:48,404 --> 00:40:51,323 You know, if I was going through withdrawal, 564 00:40:51,407 --> 00:40:53,117 I would do anything. 565 00:40:55,161 --> 00:40:57,997 It's one of the good parts of being a woman. 566 00:40:57,997 --> 00:40:59,290 Even if you don't have money, 567 00:40:59,290 --> 00:41:01,792 you've still got something people want. 568 00:41:10,509 --> 00:41:12,887 I think I'm gonna be sick. 569 00:41:37,494 --> 00:41:41,790 Laurie: Oh, you poor kid. Let me help you get cleaned up. 570 00:41:48,881 --> 00:41:50,674 Okay, Rue, let's get you undressed, 571 00:41:50,758 --> 00:41:55,054 - so you can get into this bath here, okay? - Rue: Okay. 572 00:42:07,608 --> 00:42:09,985 Rue: Do you have any pills or anything? 573 00:42:10,069 --> 00:42:13,155 Laurie: I don't have any pills, I'm so sorry. 574 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:14,615 Rue: Okay... 575 00:42:28,087 --> 00:42:29,672 Rue: Thank you. Thank you. 576 00:42:30,714 --> 00:42:33,550 Laurie: Okay, let me help you get in. 577 00:42:38,931 --> 00:42:43,852 Laurie: Okay. 578 00:42:43,936 --> 00:42:48,941 - Rue: I just, I just wanna die. I just wanna die. - Laurie: I know. I'm so sorry. 579 00:42:48,941 --> 00:42:51,110 Rue: I just wanna die. 580 00:42:51,110 --> 00:42:53,612 I'll take anything that you have. 581 00:42:53,696 --> 00:42:56,615 - Laurie: Are you sure? - Rue: Yeah, yeah, I'm sure. 582 00:42:56,699 --> 00:42:58,284 Laurie: Okay. 583 00:43:06,125 --> 00:43:08,502 Actor He's taken the pills. He'll be all right. 584 00:43:14,550 --> 00:43:16,885 Rue Are you sure that this is safe? 585 00:43:16,969 --> 00:43:19,221 Laurie: All pharmaceuticals are safe, Rue. 586 00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:21,557 Rue: Okay, just-- I've never done this before. 587 00:43:21,557 --> 00:43:24,351 Laurie: I know. It's gonna be okay. Just give me your arm. 588 00:43:24,435 --> 00:43:27,688 - Rue: Okay. - Laurie: Okay. 589 00:43:27,688 --> 00:43:31,567 - Now, try to make a fist. - Okay. 590 00:43:49,918 --> 00:43:52,755 Laurie: Okay, I'm gonna need you to be still, Rue. 591 00:43:55,466 --> 00:43:58,969 - Hold it steady, Rue. - Rue: I know. I'm trying. I'm sorry. 592 00:43:59,053 --> 00:44:00,804 I'm sorry. 593 00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:05,184 Laurie: Hold it steady, Rue. 594 00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:08,020 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 595 00:44:12,441 --> 00:44:15,361 Laurie: You know what's funny, Rue? 596 00:44:15,361 --> 00:44:18,530 When I first saw you, I thought... 597 00:44:18,614 --> 00:44:22,159 this girl's gonna be in my life for a long time. 598 00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:36,131 Thank you. 599 00:44:53,690 --> 00:44:59,488 ♪ One day you will see ♪ 600 00:44:59,488 --> 00:45:02,157 ♪ Believe me ♪ 601 00:45:03,075 --> 00:45:05,327 ♪ Believe me ♪ 602 00:45:20,634 --> 00:45:26,223 I... I remember a couple of days before you... passed away... 603 00:45:27,641 --> 00:45:30,436 you told me... 604 00:45:30,436 --> 00:45:32,730 that if I ever wanted to be with you... 605 00:45:34,690 --> 00:45:36,900 all I would have to do is close my eyes... 606 00:45:38,652 --> 00:45:41,155 and we'd be together. 607 00:45:41,155 --> 00:45:43,449 Robert: Oh, I think she's moving. She's moving. 608 00:45:43,449 --> 00:45:48,328 - Young Rue: My sister. - Robert: That's right! Your sister, yeah. 609 00:45:48,412 --> 00:45:50,956 - Hi, Gia. - Hi, Gia. 610 00:45:51,832 --> 00:45:53,000 I'm with you 611 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:54,793 when I'm six years old, 612 00:45:54,877 --> 00:45:57,504 and at the beach for the first time... 613 00:45:57,588 --> 00:45:59,339 jumping into the waves. 614 00:46:00,591 --> 00:46:01,884 Can I have her? 615 00:46:01,884 --> 00:46:04,845 Robert: Of course, you can have her. 616 00:46:04,845 --> 00:46:08,807 She's your sister. She'll always be your sister. 617 00:46:08,891 --> 00:46:12,603 Okay, this is a hospital, okay? Don't kiss the glass. 618 00:46:13,770 --> 00:46:15,230 You said that... 619 00:46:15,314 --> 00:46:18,484 memories exist outside of time... 620 00:46:18,484 --> 00:46:21,236 and have no beginning or end. 621 00:46:22,446 --> 00:46:24,281 You said as long as I live... 622 00:46:25,657 --> 00:46:28,577 you'll be with me forever. 623 00:46:29,286 --> 00:46:30,829 I miss you, Dad. 624 00:46:32,247 --> 00:46:34,666 I miss you till I close my eyes. 625 00:46:44,593 --> 00:46:46,094 That's it. 626 00:46:47,638 --> 00:46:49,181 Thank you. 627 00:47:20,003 --> 00:47:21,213 Bird: Hello. 628 00:47:29,596 --> 00:47:30,973 Bird: Hello. 629 00:52:24,641 --> 00:52:27,060 Rue? 630 00:52:29,980 --> 00:52:33,316 ("It Never Rains in Southern California" by Albert Hammond playing) 631 00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:52,460 ♪ Will you tell the folks back home I nearly made it ♪ 632 00:52:54,838 --> 00:53:01,887 ♪ Had offers but don't know which one to take ♪ 633 00:53:01,887 --> 00:53:07,517 ♪ Please don't tell 'em how you found me ♪ 634 00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:11,104 ♪ Don't tell 'em how you found me ♪ 635 00:53:11,104 --> 00:53:18,570 ♪ Gimme a break, give me a break ♪ 636 00:53:18,570 --> 00:53:26,870 ♪ Seems it never rains in Southern California ♪ 637 00:53:26,870 --> 00:53:34,586 ♪ Seems I've often heard that kind of talk before ♪ 638 00:53:34,586 --> 00:53:40,133 ♪ It never rains in California ♪ 639 00:53:40,133 --> 00:53:44,095 ♪ But, girl, don't they warn ya ♪ 640 00:53:44,179 --> 00:53:47,766 ♪ It pours ♪ 641 00:53:47,766 --> 00:53:51,186 ♪ Man, it pours ♪ 48738

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