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Rue:
Nate Jacobs was in love.
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He didn't know how it happened.
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He didn't know why it happened.
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But he could just feel it.
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And it felt so fucking good.
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But it was complicated.
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(distorted):
We need to get
him to a hospital.
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-(grunts) He's so heavy.
-Are you good?
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-Just open the door, bro.
-It's unlocked. Just open it.
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Bring him to the hospital.
Let's go, please.
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Open the door!
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(vocalizing)
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Rue:
What was it about
Cassie Howard
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that allowed Nate
to fully surrender himself?
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With Maddy,
it was always a game.
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Cassie was the opposite.
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He knew he wasn't perfect.
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That he had some issues.
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But maybe the reason
he had those issues
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is because Maddy brought
out the worst in him.
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And maybe if he met Cassie
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when he was a sophomore
instead of Maddy...
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she would've brought out
the best in him.
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How could he have
ever overlooked her?
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Underestimated her?
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She was everything you
could ever want in a woman.
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("Live or Die" by Lil Xan
and Noah Cyrus playing)
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(vocalizing)
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Rue:
He knew it was
a little soon to say,
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but he could imagine
spending life with her.
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(in slow motion):
I wanna feel you inside of me.
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Rue:
He was at home...
and in love.
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She was intuitive
and emotional.
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She was sensitive
and vulnerable.
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She was a strong,
powerful woman.
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Nate:
I don't wanna weird
you out or anything,
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but I can imagine
starting a family with you.
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(machine beeping)
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Rue:
Nate began to wonder
if he had brain damage.
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Cal:
Can you hear me?
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Rue:
How would he know?
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Rue:
He knew he could do
a better job than his dad.
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He wouldn't fuck his kid up
the way his dad fucked him up.
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And the way his granddad
fucked his dad up.
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Almighty God, you are the only
source of health and healing.
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Cassie:
Does your dad
work out every day?
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Rue:
Except his dad was
such a fuckin' idiot.
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-He couldn't even
control himself.
-(moaning)
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-I want you to come
with my tongue in your ass.
-Ah, fuck.
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Rue:
And had jeopardized everything
their family worked for.
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Any soon-to-be-Mamas
wanna take a dip?
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Rue: Sometimes...
he just wished that his dad
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would drop dead
of a heart attack...
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(screaming)
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and be free of him.
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(machine beeping)
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But there's no point
in fantasizing about a life
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with Cassie when he knew
that Maddy had that disc.
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(shower running)
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(screams)
Fuck!
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Rue:
What if he could go
back to the beginning?
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What would he wish?
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Where would things go?
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Who would he be?
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In you, there is calm.
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Hey, man.
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-(machine beeping rapidly)
-(body thudding)
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(yells)
Nurse! Nurse!
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Nurse!
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-(Cassie grunting)
-Oh my god!
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Cal:
You fuckin' whore.
Slut.
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(moaning)
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(grunting, moaning continue)
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(discordant,
chaotic music playing)
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(screaming, moaning)
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(music ends)
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(baby crying)
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("I've Never Felt So Alone"
by Labrinth playing)
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♪ And I've never
felt so alone ♪
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♪ Felt so alone, na-a-no ♪
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♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ Ah-ah-oh ♪
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Rue:
It was the first day
of school after the new year.
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And I finally had everything
I'd ever wished for.
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(electronic music playing)
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-You know you're like a dream?
-(Jules chuckles)
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I didn't know you were
such a romantic, Rue.
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What can I say?
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Oh, fuck...
I completely forgot
he goes to our school.
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Jules:
I love you.
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Rue:
If this asshole says
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anything about doing drugs,
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I will literally slit
his throat in the quad.
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Rue?
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Yeah?
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I said, "I love you."
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-I love you, too.
-You kinda checked out
for a second.
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Rue: Please, God,
do not fuck up my life.
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-Elliot: Yo, Rue.
-Rue: Hey.
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What's goin' on?
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-Jules: Hi.
-Hi.
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Nothin'.
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I'm Jules.
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Sorry, this is Jules.
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Hey, I'm Elliot.
Nice to meet you.
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Sorry, introductions
are, usually, very, um,
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overwhelming and...
debilitating for me...
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at least.
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Uh, so, how do you know Elliot?
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We met on New Year's.
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(chuckles)
Oh shit, yeah.
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That was it, New Year's.
That's...
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That's where we met.
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Jules is my girlfriend.
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Wow... I didn't know
you were, um--
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In a relationship?
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Rue:
The other thing I wish
I could mention is
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I, sort of, spent the last few
days hangin' out with Elliot.
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(strumming electric guitar)
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Which was cool 'cause
he makes a ton of money
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selling music stems online,
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and we bought a bunch of drugs.
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Um... it was nice to meet you,
and I'll see you later, Rue.
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-Elliot: Nice to meet you.
-Rue: I love you. Bye.
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Fuck. Was it just me,
or was that super awkward?
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That was awkward.
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-Hey, Cass.
-Hey, Jules.
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Rue:
Since winter formal,
Cassie had gone through
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a low-grade depression.
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(sniffs)
When was the last
time you showered?
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When are you gonna clean
your side of the room?
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Wait, when have you
ever been single?
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Cassie:
I was reading this
article on abstinence,
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and how not
having sex is
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like its own
spiritual journey.
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-Right.
-The writer compared it
to how monks take
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their vows of silence,
and I really feel like
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that's my journey next year.
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-Bitch, I don't believe
a word you're saying.
-Why?
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Because you love
to be loved.
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Well...
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How do I fix that?
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I don't know,
when you wanna say yes,
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you just say no.
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Nate:
Would you like
a ride to this party?
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You wanna go
to the bathroom?
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You able to do this
and not tell anybody?
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Yes.
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(light music playing)
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Rue:
But she was drunk.
Not super drunk.
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But she never would've
said yes if Maddy and Nate
were still together.
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'Cause that would
be unforgivable.
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Maddy was her best friend.
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You just get back
from the hospital?
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(door slams)
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(Cassie sobbing)
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Rue:
Maddy couldn't sleep.
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And if she were being
totally honest with herself,
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she wanted to be in that
hospital bed with Nate.
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(phone buzzes)
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Lexi, where's
the fucking Tylenol?
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Is that Nate's blood
on your leg?
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Why didn't you
wash it off?
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Nate sent me the most beautiful
text message this morning.
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Really?
What he say?
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(melancholy music playing)
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That's so sweet.
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Yeah, I know he's
a horrible person,
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but I'm kind of torn.
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When are you getting
off the phone?
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Why do you care?
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Because I wanna talk to you.
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Hey, Cass, I'm gonna go hang
out with my best friend Theo
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and I'll call you later.
Okay. Okay, bye.
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Rue:
Babysitting wasn't her
first choice of a job.
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(cheering)
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I'm sorry, but 17-year-olds
can't donate eggs.
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That's fucking retarded.
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Rue:
She liked the kid
she babysat for.
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(reading to Theo)
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But what she loved
the most was...
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("Come Rain Or Come Shine"
by Judy Garland playing)
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♪ I'm gonna love you
like nobody's loved you ♪
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♪ Come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ I guess when you met me ♪
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♪ It was just one
of those things ♪
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-(camera clicks)
- ♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you
come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ High as a mountain
and deep as a river ♪
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♪ Come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you
I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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-(alarm beeps)
-Fuck.
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(tense music playing)
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Maddy?
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Fuck.
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Samantha:
Maddy?
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-Hey.
-Hi.
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-Samantha: Hi.
-How was your night?
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Whew...
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it was fun, uh...
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it's nice to be drunk.
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(chuckles)
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Maddy?
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-Can you come here
for a second?
-Sure.
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(tense music playing)
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Hey... can you help
me with this zipper?
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-I don't know where
my husband is.
-Oh, yeah, of course.
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Thanks.
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Thank you for
being so sweet.
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(softly): That's all.
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-Good night.
-Good night.
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I feel like I would
look so sexy pregnant.
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Maddy, please do
not get pregnant.
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I wouldn't wear any of those
nasty maternity clothes.
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I would just be me...
plus pregnant.
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Remember when
I got pregnant?
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Yes, and it would be
nothing like that.
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Well, speakin'
of baby daddies,
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I've seen the photo
that Ethan posted
of the two of you.
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It's cute as fuck.
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Yeah, Kat, stop flaunting
your healthy, non-abusive,
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wonderful relationship.
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It's actually triggering.
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Yeah, he's, um--
He's really sweet.
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Rue:
And he was really sweet.
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("Do What You Want,
Be What You Are"
by Hall & Oates playing)
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I just have to go
to the bathroom
real quick, okay?
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Okay.
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♪ There ain't no right
or wrong way ♪
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♪ Just a play from the heart ♪
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♪ It ain't a sign
of weakness, girl ♪
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♪ To give yourself away ♪
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♪ Because the strong
give up and move on ♪
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(music fades)
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(sword scrapes)
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(ominous music playing)
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Ethan?
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(blood squelching, spraying)
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(tribal music playing)
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(speaking Dothraki)
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Ahh.
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He was the love of my life.
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(speaking Dothraki)
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No, no, not totally.
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(speaking Dothraki)
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(chuckles)
Come on.
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(gasps)
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-What are you doing?
-(warrior speaking Dothraki)
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Okay.
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00:17:26,086 --> 00:17:27,296
Ah.
253
00:17:27,378 --> 00:17:29,757
(moaning)
254
00:17:38,557 --> 00:17:41,477
Wait, you're telling me
Ethan tore your clothes off
255
00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:43,020
and fucked the shit out of you?
256
00:17:43,103 --> 00:17:45,689
Yeah... it's great.
257
00:17:46,774 --> 00:17:49,651
-Wow.
-Go Ethan!
258
00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:51,612
Bye.
259
00:18:00,996 --> 00:18:03,832
Rue: Nate was released
from the hospital
a few days earlier.
260
00:18:14,384 --> 00:18:16,095
Cal:
I have a hard time believing
261
00:18:16,178 --> 00:18:17,971
you don't know
who did this to you.
262
00:18:20,015 --> 00:18:23,352
-Dad, just leave it alone.
-Well, I'm not going to.
263
00:18:25,062 --> 00:18:26,730
Nate:
Yeah, well, you should.
264
00:18:30,025 --> 00:18:33,070
Rue:
It's one thing
to dislike your parents.
265
00:18:33,153 --> 00:18:35,989
It's not like you
have a choice.
266
00:18:36,073 --> 00:18:37,991
But if you dislike your kid...
267
00:18:39,910 --> 00:18:42,329
well, that's
sort of your fault.
268
00:18:44,248 --> 00:18:47,543
I just have a hard time
believing it was unprovoked.
269
00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:48,961
He's our son.
270
00:18:50,128 --> 00:18:53,382
I know... I know.
I'm just sayin'.
271
00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:58,679
(Cassie on phone, crying)
...I just wanna kill myself.
272
00:18:58,762 --> 00:19:02,224
Rue:
As soon as Nate had been
released from the hospital...
273
00:19:02,307 --> 00:19:04,685
he wished he was
back in the hospital.
274
00:19:04,768 --> 00:19:07,104
Just take a deep breath.
275
00:19:07,187 --> 00:19:09,481
Nate, I'm legit
going crazy right now.
276
00:19:09,565 --> 00:19:11,316
You can't do this to me.
277
00:19:12,776 --> 00:19:15,654
-Suze: Lex?
-What?
278
00:19:15,737 --> 00:19:18,198
What's going on
with your sister?
279
00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:20,409
Lexi:
I think she's having
a nervous breakdown.
280
00:19:20,492 --> 00:19:22,035
About what?
281
00:19:22,119 --> 00:19:24,788
Lexi:
I don't know.
Being single or something.
282
00:19:26,373 --> 00:19:28,208
No...
283
00:19:28,292 --> 00:19:30,752
those aren't the emotions
of a single person.
284
00:19:33,797 --> 00:19:36,300
Rue:
The only way Nate was able
to calm Cassie down enough
285
00:19:36,383 --> 00:19:39,428
to stop crying
was to tell her...
286
00:19:39,511 --> 00:19:43,432
I promise we can meet
in person next weekend.
287
00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:46,184
Rue:
But then he said something
that totally freaked her out.
288
00:19:46,268 --> 00:19:48,937
(dramatic music playing)
289
00:19:49,021 --> 00:19:50,939
Nate (on phone):
If Maddy finds out,
she's gonna spend
290
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:53,233
the rest of her life
trying to kill me.
291
00:19:53,317 --> 00:19:54,359
I know.
292
00:19:54,443 --> 00:19:56,778
Nate:
But she'll actually kill you.
293
00:20:01,825 --> 00:20:03,493
Fucking racist.
294
00:20:03,577 --> 00:20:04,828
Ahh!
295
00:20:06,997 --> 00:20:09,625
-Sorry, I didn't hear
you, bitch. What?!
-(grunting)
296
00:20:11,835 --> 00:20:15,297
(tense music playing)
297
00:20:22,554 --> 00:20:25,724
(frantic organ playing)
298
00:20:30,979 --> 00:20:33,315
-Jules: Hey, Cass.
-Cassie: Hey, Jules.
299
00:20:34,942 --> 00:20:36,777
Rue:
Now, at the time,
I didn't know how much
300
00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:38,695
the Elliot thing upset Jules.
301
00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:44,159
But I never thought that Jules
was like clingy or jealous,
302
00:20:44,242 --> 00:20:47,079
so I didn't think
it'd be a big deal.
303
00:20:47,162 --> 00:20:49,623
-It is a big deal.
-Why?
304
00:20:49,706 --> 00:20:52,000
The fact that you're even
asking me to explain it to you
305
00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:54,503
-is kind of
an even bigger deal.
-Oh, I don't understand
306
00:20:54,586 --> 00:20:56,588
how such a small
fucking thing
307
00:20:56,672 --> 00:21:00,634
has become such a big
fucking thing.
308
00:21:00,717 --> 00:21:02,844
-'Cause it hurt my feelings.
-Rue: Why?
309
00:21:02,928 --> 00:21:05,013
'Cause I can tell you
have a crush on him.
310
00:21:05,097 --> 00:21:07,391
I do not have
a fucking crush on him.
311
00:21:07,474 --> 00:21:09,851
Jules:
Then why else would
you forget meeting him?
312
00:21:09,935 --> 00:21:13,522
-Like, "Oh, that's right.
New Year's."
-Jules, it's not like that.
313
00:21:13,605 --> 00:21:15,107
-"Silly me."
-Rue: It's not like that.
314
00:21:15,190 --> 00:21:18,860
Well, I hope not.
That would really suck.
315
00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:21,488
-I'm sorry.
-Jules: Um, I gotta be
home in 15 minutes,
316
00:21:21,571 --> 00:21:24,491
or else I'm gonna
get grounded for
another two weeks.
317
00:21:24,574 --> 00:21:26,326
I'll see ya later, Rue.
318
00:21:28,203 --> 00:21:31,331
-I get you in trouble?
-Yeah, kinda.
319
00:21:33,583 --> 00:21:35,711
I feel like we
should do drugs.
320
00:21:35,794 --> 00:21:39,381
(electronica music playing)
321
00:21:39,464 --> 00:21:41,842
♪ Hey, y'all know what's up ♪
322
00:21:51,977 --> 00:21:54,604
Why don't you
have a seat, Cassie?
323
00:21:54,688 --> 00:21:58,525
Mr. Jacobs believes
you know who
assaulted his son.
324
00:21:58,608 --> 00:22:01,069
(tense music playing)
325
00:22:01,153 --> 00:22:02,404
(slurps)
326
00:22:02,487 --> 00:22:04,990
Rue:
Meanwhile...
327
00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:07,993
Fezco had a new house guest.
328
00:22:08,076 --> 00:22:11,371
Ashtray was so pissed off
he couldn't even speak to Fez.
329
00:22:14,666 --> 00:22:15,876
(sighs)
330
00:22:18,795 --> 00:22:22,466
-Good morning!
-Morning.
331
00:22:22,549 --> 00:22:24,676
Rue:
Fezco couldn't understand
the whole story.
332
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:25,761
(dog barking)
333
00:22:25,844 --> 00:22:27,054
But apparently
Faye had pushed
334
00:22:27,137 --> 00:22:28,680
the motel manager
off the balcony.
335
00:22:28,764 --> 00:22:31,558
(manager yelling)
336
00:22:32,934 --> 00:22:35,228
-(dog barking)
-(helicopter hovering)
337
00:22:35,312 --> 00:22:37,314
The fucking cops
are looking for Faye.
338
00:22:37,397 --> 00:22:38,565
What the fuck!
339
00:22:38,648 --> 00:22:40,734
(cries)
I, I didn't do anything.
340
00:22:40,817 --> 00:22:43,278
Rue: Unfortunately,
Custer wouldn't leave her.
341
00:22:43,361 --> 00:22:46,573
I know, dude, but she's
the love of my life.
342
00:22:48,825 --> 00:22:50,786
Rue:
And the last thing
Fezco needed
343
00:22:50,869 --> 00:22:52,913
was the cops finding
Faye with Custer.
344
00:22:52,996 --> 00:22:55,082
-(whines)
-Get in the fucking vent.
345
00:22:55,165 --> 00:22:57,042
-(banging on door)
-Faye: Ow.
346
00:22:57,125 --> 00:22:59,252
Officer:
I know you're in there.
Open up!
347
00:22:59,336 --> 00:23:01,963
-(banging continues)
-Custer: Oh my god.
Get in the fucking vent!
348
00:23:02,047 --> 00:23:03,757
I love you.
349
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,467
Rue:
Custer told Fez
he could find her
350
00:23:05,550 --> 00:23:08,178
behind the dumpster
of the new Taco Bell.
351
00:23:08,261 --> 00:23:11,765
(rap music
playing on car stereo)
352
00:23:16,478 --> 00:23:18,522
Don't look at me like that.
353
00:23:18,605 --> 00:23:20,398
The only reason that
I went so crazy
354
00:23:20,482 --> 00:23:25,237
is because the motel manager
kept saying such mean things.
355
00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:27,614
I honestly don't give a fuck.
356
00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:31,660
Rue:
So Faye came
to live with Fez.
357
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:34,955
Yo, don't touch nothin'.
358
00:23:35,038 --> 00:23:37,249
-Don't talk to Ash.
-Okay.
359
00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:40,418
And don't go in my
fuckin' room, all right?
360
00:23:41,586 --> 00:23:43,046
I promise.
361
00:23:46,633 --> 00:23:49,970
-Want some of my sandwich?
-Faye: Okay.
362
00:23:52,931 --> 00:23:55,350
Cassie, I asked you a question.
363
00:23:55,433 --> 00:23:57,561
Lexi:
She didn't see anything.
364
00:23:57,644 --> 00:24:00,647
I'm not asking you.
I'm asking her.
365
00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:05,861
I already told Mrs. Jacobs
I didn't see anything.
366
00:24:05,944 --> 00:24:08,780
I know.
We just don't
believe you.
367
00:24:10,365 --> 00:24:12,742
I'm telling the truth.
368
00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:14,661
Look, Cassie,
I'm more than happy to get
369
00:24:14,744 --> 00:24:17,664
the Chief of Police,
Bill Greenwood, involved.
370
00:24:17,747 --> 00:24:19,666
Old family friend.
371
00:24:19,749 --> 00:24:22,711
Maybe he should have
this conversation with you.
372
00:24:23,712 --> 00:24:26,756
With everyone, in fact.
You know?
373
00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:31,178
Get everyone's
cell phones.
374
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:33,013
Text histories.
375
00:24:33,972 --> 00:24:36,099
Find out what exactly happened.
376
00:24:37,017 --> 00:24:38,727
Should we do that instead?
377
00:24:40,937 --> 00:24:45,442
Rue:
Now, what scared
the shit out of Cassie...
378
00:24:45,525 --> 00:24:47,152
was last night
she texted Nate.
379
00:24:47,235 --> 00:24:48,653
(text notification)
380
00:24:53,408 --> 00:24:56,077
-(phone ringing)
-Hello?
381
00:24:56,161 --> 00:24:58,663
Nate (on phone):
Don't ever put that
in writing again.
382
00:24:59,956 --> 00:25:01,416
I'm sorry.
383
00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:07,255
Don't look at her.
Look at me.
384
00:25:11,176 --> 00:25:13,261
-Why would you say that?
-What?!
385
00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:16,097
-What was I supposed to do?
-Not say anything.
386
00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:18,099
You heard him!
He was going to call the police!
387
00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:19,559
No, he wasn't.
He was bluffing,
388
00:25:19,643 --> 00:25:21,436
and you fell for it 'cause
you're a fucking idiot!
389
00:25:21,519 --> 00:25:24,898
-Why do you even care?!
-Because you just
ruined someone's life!
390
00:25:24,981 --> 00:25:28,818
Fezco almost killed Nate!
That was his decision.
391
00:25:36,493 --> 00:25:38,828
Rue:
Lexi had thought
about that night a lot.
392
00:25:38,912 --> 00:25:43,667
How could Fezco
be so kind to her,
and so violent towards Nate?
393
00:25:43,750 --> 00:25:46,294
She couldn't remember
the last time someone
her age asked her
394
00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:49,256
so many questions
about herself.
395
00:25:49,339 --> 00:25:52,634
He actually cared about
what she had to say.
396
00:25:52,717 --> 00:25:54,552
And then, 10 minutes later...
397
00:25:56,012 --> 00:25:59,057
almost beat
Nate Jacobs to death.
398
00:26:00,642 --> 00:26:04,354
And even if Nate deserved it,
it was a horrible thing to do.
399
00:26:08,233 --> 00:26:10,360
It made her think about
her entire life.
400
00:26:13,655 --> 00:26:16,366
How she's always
been so passive.
401
00:26:21,037 --> 00:26:23,832
How she never had
the courage to say anything.
402
00:26:28,086 --> 00:26:31,840
And even the time when
she did get the courage
to say something?
403
00:26:31,923 --> 00:26:34,009
Rue, you really
need to get help.
404
00:26:35,427 --> 00:26:37,679
What, are you gonna tell
my mom or something?
405
00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:40,557
Yeah, if you don't stop.
406
00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:45,020
Okay.
407
00:26:46,688 --> 00:26:48,773
-(snorts)
-She backed down.
408
00:26:51,985 --> 00:26:53,570
Suze:
Hon...
409
00:26:55,822 --> 00:26:58,158
I don't wanna
scare you...
410
00:26:58,241 --> 00:26:59,951
but somethin'
happened to Rue.
411
00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:02,871
She's okay.
She's okay.
412
00:27:04,247 --> 00:27:06,583
But I think
she overdosed.
413
00:27:06,666 --> 00:27:08,960
(somber music playing)
414
00:27:09,044 --> 00:27:10,253
Oh...
415
00:27:11,671 --> 00:27:13,673
Come here.
Come here.
416
00:27:17,177 --> 00:27:19,387
(Lexi crying)
It's my fault.
417
00:27:22,140 --> 00:27:24,392
Rue:
She hated herself
for being so weak
418
00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:26,686
and passive and afraid.
419
00:27:26,770 --> 00:27:29,356
So, a couple of days
after Cal came over,
420
00:27:29,439 --> 00:27:31,441
she decided
to say something.
421
00:27:31,524 --> 00:27:35,820
("Haunted" by
Laura Les playing)
422
00:27:35,904 --> 00:27:38,865
♪ Yeah, do you think it's cute
that I'm so fucking stupid ♪
423
00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:40,241
♪ Tired of bein' useless ♪
424
00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:41,534
♪ I've been up for three days ♪
425
00:27:41,618 --> 00:27:44,037
♪ Everything is haunted,
everybody's evil ♪
426
00:27:44,120 --> 00:27:46,373
♪ And there's bugs
inside the carpet ♪
427
00:27:46,456 --> 00:27:47,791
♪ Do you think
I'm frightening ♪
428
00:27:47,874 --> 00:27:50,335
♪ Organ chords and lightning,
if I show my fangs ♪
429
00:27:50,418 --> 00:27:51,669
♪ Will you tell me
that they're cool ♪
430
00:27:51,753 --> 00:27:53,505
♪ Mirrors shatter
when I'm passing ♪
431
00:27:53,588 --> 00:27:54,839
♪ Broken glass and crashing ♪
432
00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:57,967
♪ Little blurry stars scattered
all across my room ♪
433
00:28:03,890 --> 00:28:05,058
(loads gun)
434
00:28:07,018 --> 00:28:08,770
Rue:
Now, I didn't know any of this
435
00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:12,023
'cause I was with Elliot
smokin' a little bit of weed.
436
00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:14,359
Jules invited me over
to her house for dinner.
437
00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:18,071
I guess like to apologize,
but I had NA that night
438
00:28:18,154 --> 00:28:20,156
so I went
to Elliot's for a bit.
439
00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:23,243
♪ Long as I've got your love ♪
440
00:28:23,326 --> 00:28:26,079
♪ You know that
I'll never leave ♪
441
00:28:27,288 --> 00:28:30,250
♪ When I wanted you
to share my life ♪
442
00:28:30,333 --> 00:28:33,628
♪ I had no doubt in my mind ♪
443
00:28:33,711 --> 00:28:38,049
♪ And it's been you, woman ♪
444
00:28:38,133 --> 00:28:41,469
♪ Right down the line ♪
445
00:28:44,472 --> 00:28:49,060
♪ I just wanna say
this is my way ♪
446
00:28:49,144 --> 00:28:52,605
♪ Of tellin' you everything ♪
447
00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:56,025
♪ I could never say before ♪
448
00:28:59,362 --> 00:29:00,989
(knock on door)
449
00:29:01,072 --> 00:29:04,200
David:
Should I just put dinner in
the oven till Rue gets here?
450
00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,412
Uh, no, she's not coming.
She has a meeting.
451
00:29:09,205 --> 00:29:11,332
You sure she's
a good influence?
452
00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:14,502
She's part of the reason you
decided to get on that train.
453
00:29:14,586 --> 00:29:18,423
Yeah, but she's not
the one who got on the train.
454
00:29:18,506 --> 00:29:20,508
It still doesn't
answer my question.
455
00:29:25,763 --> 00:29:27,849
You know what I feel
like nobody in my life
understands?
456
00:29:27,932 --> 00:29:31,352
Is that like drugs
are honestly the only way
I can be myself.
457
00:29:31,436 --> 00:29:33,980
Yeah, I, I don't
think that's true.
458
00:29:34,063 --> 00:29:35,273
Nah, it is true.
459
00:29:35,356 --> 00:29:37,025
Like when
I first met you,
460
00:29:37,108 --> 00:29:40,236
I would've never had
the balls to just, like,
461
00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,739
-come up to you
and talk to you.
-Why?
462
00:29:42,822 --> 00:29:45,700
Rue:
I don't know. I'm just like
a deeply shy person.
463
00:29:47,744 --> 00:29:50,580
And like with Jules, right?
Like...
464
00:29:51,706 --> 00:29:54,250
when I first met her,
I was just...
465
00:29:56,252 --> 00:29:58,379
immediately in love.
466
00:30:00,423 --> 00:30:02,634
-In love?
-Rue: Yeah.
467
00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:06,304
When you say it out loud
it kind of sounds small.
468
00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,682
Elliot:
What's a bigger
feeling than love?
469
00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:14,187
Loss.
470
00:30:15,605 --> 00:30:17,106
Elliot:
You think?
471
00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,609
Yeah, I think so.
472
00:30:22,487 --> 00:30:24,697
Yeah.
473
00:30:24,781 --> 00:30:26,574
I don't know.
Maybe that's what
it was, right?
474
00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:28,409
Like...
475
00:30:28,493 --> 00:30:32,247
as soon as I saw her,
I was just immediately
afraid to lose her.
476
00:30:33,248 --> 00:30:34,624
Who have you lost?
477
00:30:35,667 --> 00:30:37,752
Uh, my dad.
478
00:30:37,835 --> 00:30:40,296
-Meaning?
-Meaning he's dead.
479
00:30:42,048 --> 00:30:44,467
Shit, I'm sorry.
480
00:30:44,551 --> 00:30:46,719
It's fine.
You didn't, like, kill him.
481
00:30:46,803 --> 00:30:48,304
How was he killed?
482
00:30:49,597 --> 00:30:51,266
Rue:
Oh, he wasn't.
483
00:30:51,349 --> 00:30:53,184
-Are you fucking
with me right now?
-(Rue laughs)
484
00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:56,062
Uh, no, it was, it was cancer.
485
00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:58,773
Shit.
486
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:00,650
(Rue sighs)
487
00:31:00,733 --> 00:31:01,818
Yeah.
488
00:31:03,528 --> 00:31:06,573
-How old were you?
-Rue: I was 14.
489
00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:09,534
-So recently.
-Not really.
490
00:31:10,785 --> 00:31:12,620
Elliot:
I feel like that's
kind of recent.
491
00:31:13,663 --> 00:31:16,332
I don't know.
I guess.
492
00:31:16,416 --> 00:31:18,835
Honestly it feels like
fuckin' forever ago.
493
00:31:20,837 --> 00:31:22,630
Is that why you
started doing drugs?
494
00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:25,675
(chuckles)
That's funny.
That's what, uh--
495
00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:28,261
that's what everybody
asks in rehab.
496
00:31:28,344 --> 00:31:30,597
-Elliot: What do you mean?
-Uh, just that, you know, like,
497
00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:33,099
I wish it was that simple,
you know, like...
498
00:31:33,182 --> 00:31:35,643
"Well, my dad died,
so I started doing drugs."
499
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:37,061
-Elliot: Yeah.
-Yeah.
500
00:31:37,145 --> 00:31:39,480
I feel like everyone's
looking for like a...
501
00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:41,482
cause and effect.
502
00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:43,985
Sometimes shit's just
like is what it is.
503
00:31:44,068 --> 00:31:45,778
Rue:
Yeah, exactly.
504
00:31:45,862 --> 00:31:47,488
I don't know.
505
00:31:47,572 --> 00:31:49,449
To be honest,
if my dad was still here,
506
00:31:49,532 --> 00:31:51,409
I'd probably still
be doin' this shit.
507
00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:55,788
(Rue snorts, grunts)
508
00:31:55,872 --> 00:31:58,291
How does Jules not know
that you're doing drugs?
509
00:31:58,374 --> 00:32:01,169
Ugh, 'cause I'm good at my job.
510
00:32:02,587 --> 00:32:05,173
Do you think it's a good
thing that we're friends?
511
00:32:06,424 --> 00:32:07,759
Yeah, why?
512
00:32:08,968 --> 00:32:10,762
I just feel like...
513
00:32:10,845 --> 00:32:14,140
we might not bring out
the best in each other.
514
00:32:17,101 --> 00:32:19,145
I feel like I'm okay with that.
515
00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:26,194
Ethan (on phone):
I love you.
516
00:32:26,277 --> 00:32:28,905
-I love you.
-Ethan: I love you more.
517
00:32:28,988 --> 00:32:30,573
I love you more than more.
518
00:32:32,367 --> 00:32:35,745
-(hangs up)
-(groans) My god, no.
519
00:32:35,828 --> 00:32:37,664
(video plays on computer)
520
00:32:37,747 --> 00:32:41,000
Rue:
Ethan made plans with Kat
to go bowling that night.
521
00:32:41,084 --> 00:32:43,252
Kat was depressed because
she couldn't figure out why
522
00:32:43,336 --> 00:32:45,380
she didn't love Ethan.
523
00:32:45,463 --> 00:32:49,217
So she decided to make
a list of pros and cons.
524
00:33:08,653 --> 00:33:10,488
But she couldn't
think of anything,
525
00:33:10,571 --> 00:33:13,408
which made her realize Ethan
might not be the problem.
526
00:33:13,491 --> 00:33:15,660
Mmm.
(imitates gunshot)
527
00:33:17,328 --> 00:33:18,955
(video playing)
528
00:33:19,038 --> 00:33:21,416
Rue
Kat hated herself.
529
00:33:21,499 --> 00:33:24,711
But the problem
with hating yourself is you
can't really talk about it.
530
00:33:24,794 --> 00:33:26,421
Because at some point recently,
531
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:28,172
the whole world
joined a self-help cult
532
00:33:28,256 --> 00:33:29,799
and won't shut
the fuck up about it.
533
00:33:29,882 --> 00:33:32,260
It's not gonna solve
all your life problems,
534
00:33:32,343 --> 00:33:33,845
but it is gonna solve...
535
00:33:33,928 --> 00:33:35,638
Influencer:
Kat.
536
00:33:35,722 --> 00:33:36,931
You're one of the bravest,
537
00:33:37,014 --> 00:33:38,683
most beautiful human beings
538
00:33:38,766 --> 00:33:40,435
I have ever seen.
539
00:33:40,518 --> 00:33:43,980
-(mouth full) That's not true.
-Yes, it is.
540
00:33:44,063 --> 00:33:46,357
I wish I had
your confidence.
541
00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:49,402
But I don't, like...
feel healthy.
542
00:33:49,485 --> 00:33:50,903
Yes, you are.
543
00:33:50,987 --> 00:33:54,532
No, like... seriously.
I'm not.
544
00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:57,160
Kat, you just have
to love yourself.
545
00:33:57,243 --> 00:33:59,036
Kat:
But that's what
I'm trying to tell you!
546
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:01,414
I fucking hate myself!
547
00:34:01,497 --> 00:34:04,459
Every day you
get out of bed...
548
00:34:04,542 --> 00:34:06,043
It's an act of courage.
549
00:34:06,127 --> 00:34:07,211
That's easy for you to say.
550
00:34:07,295 --> 00:34:09,255
You don't have like
fucking mental problems.
551
00:34:09,338 --> 00:34:12,717
Yes, I do.
Why do you think
I look like this?
552
00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:14,135
Are you kidding?
553
00:34:14,217 --> 00:34:16,471
I wish my mental problems
made me look like you.
554
00:34:16,554 --> 00:34:18,556
-Trust me, you don't.
-Kat: Trust me, I do!
555
00:34:18,639 --> 00:34:20,975
You're like the most beautiful
person I've ever fucking seen.
556
00:34:21,058 --> 00:34:24,395
Maybe by a white, cis-male,
heteronormative standard.
557
00:34:24,478 --> 00:34:26,938
Oh my god.
Are you fucking joking?!
558
00:34:27,023 --> 00:34:28,775
(yells)
Kat! Are you fucking serious?!
559
00:34:28,858 --> 00:34:31,152
That's not you fucking talking!
It's the patriarchy!
560
00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:34,112
It is me talking!
You are not listening!
561
00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:36,282
No!
Society puts things
into your mind!
562
00:34:36,364 --> 00:34:39,952
I don't care about society!
I feel like shit!
563
00:34:40,036 --> 00:34:43,080
Kat, you need to smash
all beauty standards.
564
00:34:43,164 --> 00:34:44,998
But I can't even get out of bed!
565
00:34:45,081 --> 00:34:46,458
You have
to love yourself.
566
00:34:46,542 --> 00:34:48,210
You need to find
your inner fuckin' warrior!
567
00:34:48,293 --> 00:34:51,130
-Become a bad bitch.
-Just like you did last year.
568
00:34:51,214 --> 00:34:54,342
-But that wasn't even real.
-It looked real.
569
00:34:54,425 --> 00:34:56,803
-Kat: That was the point!
-I found it inspiring.
570
00:34:56,886 --> 00:35:01,349
-Shut the fuck up!
-Group (chanting):
Love yourself! Love yourself!
571
00:35:01,432 --> 00:35:03,851
Love yourself! Love yourself!
572
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:08,940
(Kat shouts)
Leave me alone!
Get the fuck out!
573
00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:13,653
(shouting, chanting continue)
574
00:35:13,736 --> 00:35:15,112
(phone chimes)
575
00:35:20,910 --> 00:35:22,370
(chanting stops)
576
00:35:25,540 --> 00:35:26,499
Fuck.
577
00:35:26,582 --> 00:35:27,625
(phone buzzes)
578
00:35:28,876 --> 00:35:30,169
Hey.
579
00:35:31,462 --> 00:35:36,134
Uh, nothing just...
depressed in the bath.
580
00:35:39,428 --> 00:35:40,972
Bowling?
581
00:35:41,055 --> 00:35:44,141
("She Brings the Rain"
by Can playing)
582
00:35:59,448 --> 00:36:02,869
♪ Yes, I care
if she brings me spring ♪
583
00:36:02,952 --> 00:36:05,204
♪ But don't care about
nothing ♪
584
00:36:05,288 --> 00:36:07,498
Rue:
What the fuck?
585
00:36:08,541 --> 00:36:10,751
♪ She brings the rain ♪
586
00:36:10,835 --> 00:36:13,671
♪ Oh yeah,
she brings the rain ♪
587
00:36:17,675 --> 00:36:21,262
♪ In the dawn
of the silvery day ♪
588
00:36:21,345 --> 00:36:22,471
(line ringing)
589
00:36:22,555 --> 00:36:26,601
♪ Clouds seem to melt away ♪
590
00:36:26,684 --> 00:36:28,769
♪ She brings the rain ♪
591
00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:32,315
♪ Oh yeah,
she brings the rain ♪
592
00:36:35,776 --> 00:36:39,572
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
593
00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:41,908
Nate (on voicemail):
Yo, this is Nate.
I'm busy.
594
00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:43,784
Leave a message at the beep.
595
00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:44,911
(beeps)
596
00:36:44,994 --> 00:36:47,622
♪ She brings the rain ♪
597
00:36:47,705 --> 00:36:49,957
♪ Oh yeah,
she brings the rain ♪
598
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,584
(phone buzzes)
599
00:36:54,086 --> 00:36:58,799
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
600
00:36:58,883 --> 00:37:02,929
♪ Magic mushrooms
out of things ♪
601
00:37:03,012 --> 00:37:16,150
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
602
00:37:16,233 --> 00:37:18,736
♪ She brings the rain ♪
603
00:37:29,246 --> 00:37:31,082
(grunts)
604
00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:39,340
(whirring)
605
00:37:46,472 --> 00:37:47,848
(sighs)
606
00:37:49,684 --> 00:37:51,936
Look who the cat dragged in.
607
00:37:52,895 --> 00:37:54,605
Yeah, yeah.
608
00:37:57,566 --> 00:38:00,695
(whispers):
I see you're still
on your suicide mission.
609
00:38:02,738 --> 00:38:06,117
Let go. Let God.
610
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:12,289
(Ali sighs)
611
00:38:19,839 --> 00:38:22,049
Where are we goin'?
612
00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:33,811
(inaudible)
613
00:38:53,372 --> 00:38:56,042
What are you thinking about?
614
00:38:57,043 --> 00:38:58,794
We're almost there.
615
00:39:05,426 --> 00:39:07,428
I've never been
over here before.
616
00:39:13,392 --> 00:39:17,563
So... you wanna
tell me who that girl
was you just had over.
617
00:39:19,648 --> 00:39:22,068
What? No.
She's a friend.
618
00:39:24,987 --> 00:39:28,491
I can count on my hand
how many friends you
done had over here.
619
00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:32,495
Well, she's one of 'em.
620
00:39:33,162 --> 00:39:35,498
-Mm-hm.
-Mm-hm.
621
00:39:38,292 --> 00:39:41,420
(vocalizing)
622
00:39:46,425 --> 00:39:48,094
(pins clattering)
623
00:39:49,136 --> 00:39:51,180
(upbeat electronic playing)
624
00:40:34,014 --> 00:40:36,016
Look, Cass, um...
625
00:40:37,268 --> 00:40:39,061
I really like you.
626
00:40:42,731 --> 00:40:45,067
How I wish that things
could be different.
627
00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:52,158
I just think what happened
between us was a mistake,
628
00:40:52,241 --> 00:40:54,368
and we never should have
did what we did.
629
00:40:57,580 --> 00:40:59,206
Yeah, but...
630
00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:03,002
Nate:
It was my fault.
631
00:41:04,753 --> 00:41:06,046
I shouldn't have, uh...
632
00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:10,593
It was my fault, too.
633
00:41:10,676 --> 00:41:14,054
I just thought--
I ju-- I just didn't
think that I'd get so, um--
634
00:41:18,976 --> 00:41:22,062
It doesn't matter.
It is what it is.
635
00:41:24,398 --> 00:41:26,025
We can't see each other.
636
00:41:27,484 --> 00:41:30,029
And we can never,
ever speak about this.
637
00:41:35,075 --> 00:41:39,997
I'm so sorry.
I'm... I'm so fuckin' sorry.
638
00:41:46,629 --> 00:41:47,963
(shouts):
Cassie!
639
00:41:50,299 --> 00:41:51,509
Cass!
640
00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:04,772
-Lexi Howard.
-Hi.
641
00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:09,026
-How you doin'?
-I'm good, um...
642
00:42:09,109 --> 00:42:13,739
-Hi. I'm Faye.
-I'm Lexi, um...
643
00:42:15,407 --> 00:42:17,409
Are, are you guys...
644
00:42:17,493 --> 00:42:21,330
Fezco:
Yeah, no, she's just
stayin' with me for a bit,
645
00:42:21,413 --> 00:42:23,207
but, but she's cool, though.
646
00:42:24,875 --> 00:42:26,794
What brings you
out here anyway?
647
00:42:29,213 --> 00:42:31,632
Oh, I just came
to get a, a drink.
648
00:42:35,135 --> 00:42:38,722
Okay, well, we got
plenty of those.
649
00:42:38,806 --> 00:42:42,518
Um... do you need
help finding anything?
650
00:42:43,644 --> 00:42:45,145
No, I'm okay.
651
00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:48,941
Oh, uh, that's
the malt liquor.
652
00:42:50,693 --> 00:42:52,027
Yeah, I know.
653
00:42:56,824 --> 00:42:58,200
(car door closes)
654
00:42:58,284 --> 00:43:02,204
(tense music playing)
655
00:43:06,041 --> 00:43:07,376
(car door closes)
656
00:43:14,758 --> 00:43:16,218
Nate: Cassie!
657
00:43:16,302 --> 00:43:18,512
(airplane flying overhead)
658
00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:20,222
Cass!
659
00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:26,520
Cassie!
660
00:43:35,571 --> 00:43:37,156
Nate: Cassie!
661
00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,117
Cassie!
662
00:43:44,413 --> 00:43:46,999
(airplane flying overhead)
663
00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:22,659
(melancholy music playing)
664
00:44:55,567 --> 00:44:58,445
Nate:
You don't know how much
power you have.
665
00:44:59,113 --> 00:45:00,239
(kissing)
666
00:45:00,322 --> 00:45:01,532
(Cassie moans)
667
00:45:02,366 --> 00:45:03,867
Nate (quietly):
Fuck.
668
00:45:18,090 --> 00:45:21,385
How are you ever gonna look
Maddy in the eye again?
669
00:45:27,307 --> 00:45:30,936
Feel sorry I didn't
get to say goodbye
on New Year's.
670
00:45:31,019 --> 00:45:32,271
Good evening.
671
00:45:33,522 --> 00:45:35,274
(tense music playing)
672
00:45:35,357 --> 00:45:36,859
What's up, man?
673
00:45:59,882 --> 00:46:01,300
You got any spearmint gum?
674
00:46:01,383 --> 00:46:04,511
I don't know, man.
The gum's right here.
675
00:46:15,063 --> 00:46:17,357
This your store?
676
00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:19,234
It's a family business.
677
00:46:21,612 --> 00:46:23,489
Cal:
Do your parents own it?
678
00:46:23,572 --> 00:46:25,407
(bag crinkling)
679
00:46:29,411 --> 00:46:31,955
You usually ask this
many questions, man?
680
00:46:37,294 --> 00:46:38,545
Just you.
681
00:46:41,924 --> 00:46:43,967
She tell you who I am?
682
00:46:47,137 --> 00:46:50,599
-Nah, man.
-Faye: Are you a cop?
683
00:46:53,060 --> 00:46:54,144
No.
684
00:47:33,642 --> 00:47:35,894
Just a concerned father.
685
00:47:44,194 --> 00:47:48,865
(car door closes,
engine starts)
686
00:47:57,833 --> 00:48:00,127
(lights flickering)
687
00:48:01,545 --> 00:48:04,172
(pop music
playing on speakers)
688
00:48:06,758 --> 00:48:09,553
You know what's
kind of depressing?
689
00:48:09,636 --> 00:48:13,932
-What?
-I'll never find
that kind of love.
690
00:48:14,808 --> 00:48:16,435
What do you mean?
691
00:48:16,518 --> 00:48:20,689
There's just no darkness.
It's just sweet.
692
00:48:21,690 --> 00:48:23,442
Jules:
Yeah.
693
00:48:23,525 --> 00:48:25,986
I don't know if that
would ever be enough for me.
694
00:48:28,614 --> 00:48:30,741
I don't know...
I mean,
695
00:48:30,824 --> 00:48:34,870
I guess some people are
just kinda built different.
696
00:48:38,248 --> 00:48:39,541
Yeah.
697
00:48:41,418 --> 00:48:42,919
Guess so.
698
00:48:46,006 --> 00:48:48,925
All:
It works if you work it.
699
00:48:49,926 --> 00:48:51,928
(applause)
700
00:48:53,555 --> 00:48:55,098
How 'bout you let me
give you a ride home?
701
00:48:55,182 --> 00:48:57,517
Um, I'm okay.
I got my, uh, my bike.
702
00:48:57,601 --> 00:49:00,979
Yeah, yeah.
I'm not sure you should be
behind the handlebars right now.
703
00:49:01,063 --> 00:49:04,566
("Blue Monk" by
Thelonious Monk playing)
704
00:49:07,235 --> 00:49:10,238
-Yo, you ever listen
to Thelonious Monk?
-No.
705
00:49:10,322 --> 00:49:11,448
-(scoffs)
-What?
706
00:49:11,531 --> 00:49:13,825
Greatest jazz pianist
who ever lived.
707
00:49:13,909 --> 00:49:16,620
Supposedly,
he had huge hands.
708
00:49:16,703 --> 00:49:18,163
He would play like this,
709
00:49:18,246 --> 00:49:20,749
and then he would
roll his hands over,
710
00:49:20,832 --> 00:49:22,751
hit the keys...
(fades out)
711
00:49:34,304 --> 00:49:36,014
(turns off engine)
712
00:49:36,098 --> 00:49:39,309
-All right.
-Okay, what are you doing?
713
00:49:39,393 --> 00:49:42,062
I'm gonna introduce
myself to your mother.
714
00:49:42,145 --> 00:49:45,524
-What are you talkin' about?
-Rue, if my daughter was
gettin' rides home from NA
715
00:49:45,607 --> 00:49:48,068
by a 54-year-old crackhead,
and he didn't come to the door
716
00:49:48,151 --> 00:49:50,696
to look me in the eye
and shake my hand...
717
00:49:50,779 --> 00:49:52,698
I'd think
somethin' was afoot.
718
00:49:52,781 --> 00:49:54,241
O-Okay,
but you can't, like,
719
00:49:54,324 --> 00:49:55,826
go in there and start...
720
00:49:55,909 --> 00:50:00,497
-talkin' and stuff, you know?
-Oh shit.
721
00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:04,710
You scared I'mma tell
your mama you're still
doin' drugs, huh?
722
00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:07,254
Oh, the anxiety
you must have.
723
00:50:07,337 --> 00:50:09,965
(tense music playing)
724
00:50:14,720 --> 00:50:16,388
(keypad beeping)
725
00:50:21,101 --> 00:50:23,437
(siren wailing in distance)
726
00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:33,697
(exhales)
727
00:50:34,823 --> 00:50:36,199
Rue: Mom?
728
00:50:36,283 --> 00:50:38,994
(indistinct)
729
00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,709
Five minutes. Okay?
730
00:50:45,792 --> 00:50:48,128
What is she gonna do
for five minutes?
731
00:50:49,045 --> 00:50:50,964
Maddy:
I don't even wanna know!
732
00:50:52,924 --> 00:50:54,342
(phone buzzing)
733
00:50:58,138 --> 00:51:01,349
I think I'm gonna get
back together with Nate.
734
00:51:03,852 --> 00:51:05,353
It's a mistake, right?
735
00:51:07,314 --> 00:51:11,276
-Don't do it.
-I don't know if I can help it.
736
00:51:14,070 --> 00:51:18,283
I wish you could
see yourself the way
the rest of the world does.
737
00:51:29,085 --> 00:51:33,924
(chuckles)
I got two daughters myself,
so I know it can't be easy.
738
00:51:35,592 --> 00:51:37,344
I've got a lot of
respect for you.
739
00:51:39,012 --> 00:51:42,057
Well, I'm just
doin' what I can.
740
00:51:42,140 --> 00:51:43,725
Do you want somethin'
to drink or eat?
741
00:51:43,809 --> 00:51:45,268
Do you want to sit down?
742
00:51:45,352 --> 00:51:47,521
Nah, nah, nah.
I was just comin'
to introduce myself.
743
00:51:47,604 --> 00:51:50,023
I'm sponsorin'
the little troublemaker.
744
00:51:54,986 --> 00:51:57,030
But she's doin' well, right?
745
00:52:05,747 --> 00:52:09,793
I can't tell
if that's a statement...
or a question.
746
00:52:09,876 --> 00:52:11,795
(chuckles)
747
00:52:11,878 --> 00:52:14,256
Well, she's got
a long way to go.
748
00:52:15,257 --> 00:52:17,092
But so did I at her age.
749
00:52:20,220 --> 00:52:22,889
(sighs)
Oh, well.
750
00:52:22,973 --> 00:52:25,350
-Thank you for having me by.
-Leslie: Oh, of course.
751
00:52:25,433 --> 00:52:28,562
-Ali: All right.
You have a lovely night.
-Leslie: You too.
752
00:52:28,645 --> 00:52:30,021
Good night.
753
00:52:35,277 --> 00:52:36,486
(door opens)
754
00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:39,990
-(door closes)
-(Rue sighs)
755
00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:44,578
(car engine starts)
756
00:52:46,329 --> 00:52:47,956
He's handsome.
757
00:53:03,972 --> 00:53:05,390
(thudding)
758
00:53:29,706 --> 00:53:31,291
Faye: Oh...
759
00:53:32,417 --> 00:53:33,835
I'm sorry.
760
00:53:35,253 --> 00:53:36,713
I fell.
761
00:53:40,008 --> 00:53:43,303
Come on, kid.
Let's get you to the bed.
762
00:53:47,557 --> 00:53:50,727
Is it true
you killed Mouse?
763
00:53:50,810 --> 00:53:52,562
Fezco:
Go to sleep.
764
00:54:14,334 --> 00:54:17,462
You want to tell me
why some punk drug dealer
beat you up?
765
00:54:17,545 --> 00:54:21,174
-Nate: You sure you want
to have this conversation?
-Yeah, Nate. I do.
766
00:54:23,176 --> 00:54:24,260
Okay.
767
00:54:28,348 --> 00:54:30,558
I don't think
you want Mom to hear.
768
00:54:30,642 --> 00:54:31,977
(clears throat)
769
00:54:35,480 --> 00:54:39,109
You remember that classmate
of mine that you fucked? Jules?
770
00:54:41,111 --> 00:54:43,571
All right, so she
told her best friend...
771
00:54:43,655 --> 00:54:45,824
who told her drug dealer.
772
00:54:45,907 --> 00:54:48,576
And now they keep
threatening to go down
to the police station,
773
00:54:48,660 --> 00:54:51,705
-and say that you like
to fuck little kids.
-Fuck.
774
00:54:54,332 --> 00:54:56,543
So maybe I was
stickin' up for you.
775
00:55:03,091 --> 00:55:05,719
-I want to apologize--
-I don't need your apologies.
776
00:55:05,802 --> 00:55:07,971
Cal:
I need you to understand...
777
00:55:08,054 --> 00:55:10,056
I didn't know she
went to your school.
778
00:55:10,140 --> 00:55:12,851
-I didn't know how old she was.
-Mm-hm.
779
00:55:12,934 --> 00:55:15,770
Well, what she didn't know
is that you were filming her.
780
00:55:19,441 --> 00:55:20,984
Do you have it?
781
00:55:22,736 --> 00:55:25,864
(funky electronic music playing)
782
00:55:25,947 --> 00:55:27,657
Cal: Nate?
783
00:55:30,118 --> 00:55:31,745
Do you have it?
784
00:55:34,456 --> 00:55:36,583
♪ Yeh I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
785
00:55:36,666 --> 00:55:38,460
♪ Yeh I meant it
Yeh I'm here to kill it ♪
786
00:55:38,543 --> 00:55:40,336
♪ Came here for the money
Yeh there's plenty ♪
787
00:55:40,420 --> 00:55:42,338
♪ Poppin' like we're corn
Yeh the pot is cookin' ♪
788
00:55:42,422 --> 00:55:44,257
♪ We so hungry
I could eat a horse ♪
789
00:55:44,340 --> 00:55:46,509
♪ Tell that bitch
I'll ride her like a stally
(whoa) ♪
790
00:55:46,593 --> 00:55:47,886
♪ And we're coming
for that bread ♪
791
00:55:47,969 --> 00:55:49,220
♪ You can do the tally ♪
792
00:55:49,304 --> 00:55:50,847
♪ Yeh, I look like
Sammy Davis Jr. ♪
793
00:55:50,930 --> 00:55:52,432
♪ But I'm still the Frankie
(Whoa) ♪
794
00:55:52,515 --> 00:55:54,934
♪ Keep them cameras rolling
When I roll up in the lamy ♪
795
00:55:55,018 --> 00:55:56,936
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
796
00:55:57,020 --> 00:55:58,271
♪ Understand me ♪
797
00:55:58,354 --> 00:56:00,732
♪ Watch me sling a couple shots
with that 40 magy ♪
798
00:56:00,815 --> 00:56:03,568
♪ Tell them fuckin' cowboys
it's a hootnanny ♪
799
00:56:03,651 --> 00:56:06,613
♪ Baby they'll be singing from
New York to the West of Cali ♪
800
00:56:06,696 --> 00:56:08,823
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
801
00:56:08,907 --> 00:56:11,034
♪ Understand me
High on that money flow ♪
802
00:56:11,117 --> 00:56:13,870
♪ Ride like that Calito
Fly in that Taxido ♪
803
00:56:13,953 --> 00:56:16,623
♪ Find me in Monaco
High on that Mexico ♪
804
00:56:16,706 --> 00:56:19,751
♪ Cuban and Henny go
Ape when my shit evolved ♪
805
00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,419
♪ Cake getting had
and gulped ♪
806
00:56:26,966 --> 00:56:28,384
♪ Praise the lord ♪
807
00:56:30,053 --> 00:56:32,430
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
808
00:56:32,514 --> 00:56:33,807
♪ Understand me ♪
809
00:56:37,060 --> 00:56:39,479
♪ Yeh I fuckin' said it
Understand me ♪
810
00:56:41,022 --> 00:56:45,485
♪ Understand me ♪
811
00:56:46,945 --> 00:56:48,696
♪ Understand me
Cos' I fuckin' did it ♪
812
00:56:48,780 --> 00:56:50,824
♪ Yeh I fuckin' said it
Understand me ♪
813
00:56:56,079 --> 00:56:58,331
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
814
00:56:58,414 --> 00:56:59,833
♪ Understand me ♪
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