All language subtitles for Beverly Hills, 90210 (1990) - S10E17 - Doc Martin (480p DVD x265 Panda)

You made the call to 911?

Yes. I found him.

I don't know how long
he'd been lying there.

If your father was
under the care

of a physician,
we'll need the name.

I don't know that information.

Dr. Bruce Abrams.

Um, he treated him for
his stroke two years ago.

I can get you the number.

Oh.

I'm sorry for your loss.

It's okay. I'll call information
for Dr. Abrams' number.

Did you hear anything
before you came in the room?

I was making fun of the
tie he picked out for dinner.

I went to the
bathroom to get ready.

I turned on the
water for a second,

but if he would have
called out to me,

I definitely would
have heard him.

What happens now?

If the physician will sign
off on cause of death,

you can contact a mortuary.

Dr. Abrams' service
is paging him.

From all indications,

your father suffered a stroke.

Oh, no... here. It's my mom.

Donna, what's happening? What?

Mommy, they think
Daddy had a stroke.

How is he?!

No!

No, Mom, please, you don't
want to go in there. Mom...

Why is everybody just
standing around? Do something!

I want to see my husband!

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪ Tonight the sky ♪

♪ It looks dark and empty ♪

♪ It's been stood
up by the moon ♪

♪ Maybe I'm being pessimistic ♪

♪ Simply ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm so tired
waiting round for you ♪

♪ For one love, I've been
walking in your shoes ♪

♪ And now I know ♪

♪ We're too far past
the point of no return ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Three long nights,
I've laid awake ♪

♪ Tryin' to let the
feelings go... ♪

How you doing, Noah?

Okay.

I don't remember smashing
the windshield at all.

Look, I know this
isn't the best time

to tell you guys
this, but, uh...

Donna's dad died last night.

He had a stroke.

Gina was there.

She saw her father die?

Yeah, I guess she did.

How's Donna?

Well, Janet went to see her.

I came to tell you guys.

All set.

What'd you do, hit a tree limb?

No.

Cut an angry housewife
off at the pass?

That happened to me once.

Two thugs dragged
me out of my car,

handcuffed me, stuck a
gun in my face for two days.

Noah, come on.

Got any more questions?

Listen, tell Donna something.

I'm not going to
be able to make it.

Don't worry about that.

Don't tell her about
Shane and Josie.

- I don't want her to worry.
- All right.

Come on, I'll give
you a ride home.

All right.

See you guys later.

How's your mom?

In a state of shock, I think.

I told her I'd be back
by 10:00, but um,

there's so much to take care of.

I just figured it was better to
make phone calls from here.

So how do you plan a funeral?

Well, why don't we get
you straightened out first.

I have to go by
the office anyway,

so, do you want
me to put a sign up

saying you're
closed for the week?

I talked to Camille.

She said she'd take
care of the store,

if that's all right with you.

Yeah, that'd be great. Thanks.

It's kind of weird.

Yesterday he was fine, and...

and now he's gone.

Was he supposed to exercise?

Meaning...?

I was just wondering what
the physician said, that's all.

They don't know what
brought about the stroke.

I'm gonna get some air.

I feel like I'm invisible.

Donna's just dealing with a
lot of responsibilities right now.

I feel like I'm not
even allowed to be sad.

A man died and you were there.

It may be totally irrational,

but some people
are just wondering

if maybe something else
could have been done.

A man died.

He was my father.

And the people who are
wondering are Felice and Kelly

and everyone else who thinks
that I'm to blame for his death.

No one said they blamed you.

In this group, no one has to.

Do you need a license
to be a personal trainer?

- Kelly...
- I'm just asking.

I know what you're asking.

And you're not making anything
easier for Donna by asking it.

Donna made it possible for Gina

to even have a
relationship with Dr. Martin.

She pushed for it.

So, tell me about
this job offer of yours.

It's a potential
job. It's a good one.

You said it came through
that annoying woman

you hired to promote the store?

Pia is with a big
P.R. agency now.

They have accounts ranging
from high-tech to public interest.

I mean, I'd get an overview

of a lot of
different industries.

It's good money and,
certainly, Pia is charming.

Wait a minute. This is my space.

There are 14 minutes
left on this meter here.

Oh, no, someone stole your car?

- A little green sports car?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I tried to stop them.

Stop who? Did you call the cops?

You got hit by the repo man.

The same thing happened
to my little brother.

Struggling painter.

He's not very talented.

Hey, listen, I am
an attorney, pal.

I spent three years and about
100 grand on law school...

For this.

Are you sure you don't
want to call the police

and make sure it wasn't stolen?

No, I got a call from
a creditor last week.

I thought we talked
about the finance issue.

We agreed to be
up-front about it.

You know I'm out of work.

I mean, do I have to give
you a daily reminder of it?

Or maybe this did the trick.

Hey. Um, Donna's at her mom's

and I just offered to stay here
and, you know, watch the phone

in case any of the
family calls or anything.

I mean, she said that
she'd leave her cell phone

on the outgoing
machine, but I just figured,

you know, people
really want to...

I'm sorry about your dad.

I screwed up.

I don't believe it. Do you?

I don't know, I
checked his pulse.

I always tried to make sure

he wasn't overexerting
himself, but...

Aw, come on. He was a doctor.

If he didn't know it
was going to happen,

there is no way
that you could have.

Yeah, but I knew he
didn't want to work out.

He just wanted to
spend time with me.

Because you walked
into his life and said,

"Hey, I'm your daughter.

And I forgive you."

Do you have any idea what
that must have meant to him?

Sweetheart, you
should eat something.

I think there's some
quiche in the fridge.

No, thanks. I'm fine.

Did you find his life insurance?

'Cause the funeral director
said it usually covers expenses.

No, no I didn't.

It's okay, I'll look.

Are you sure Dad never mentioned
what unit of the army he was in?

That was right
out of high school,

before we met in college.

We need it to get the flag
from the V.A. for his coffin.

His coffin.

I can't even look at
his side of the bed.

What about his date book...
There's people we should call.

I don't know.

Donna, I don't know.

I don't know if the
mortgage has been paid.

I don't know where
his checkbook is.

I-I don't know anything!

Mommy...

It's okay. We can do this.

No, we can't.

We have to.

I'll get it.

Hi.

Donna, I'm sorry.

Thanks.

Delivery guy just
dropped this off.

Thanks.

It's from Nat.

He took Joanie on a cruise,
and he's offering to fly back.

Everyone's been so nice.

You know, I'm always surprised

people think you want
to eat in this situation.

Yeah, the weird
thing is, you do.

You suffer this huge loss,

but everything just
kinda stays the same.

I sit in traffic,

I... I heard my favorite
song on your show.

Thank you for that.

You're welcome.

Mmm.

He's gonna be
buried in two days.

I'll help you get
through this, okay?

And then what?

You guys have your own lives.

This was my family.

Without my dad, I don't
know what we are anymore.

You're still a family, Donna.

That doesn't change.

Doesn't it?

My mom, she's...

she's freaking out
about day-to-day things

that my dad took care of.

But what he took
care of best was her.

And I tried.

I tell her we're gonna be fine,
we're gonna get through this.

But it just feels like
such a pathetic lie.

I hate talking about money.

I noticed.

Here's the thing:

I want you to trust that I'm
in control of my finances.

The hard part is,
because of the suspension,

I'm basically starting at
ground zero with clients.

I have money from
my share of the store.

If you need any...

No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

Please do not
finish that sentence.

I love you so much,

but you have no idea how
guys define themselves.

I had a good job at a big firm.

Which you hated.

But maybe that's what
we need to feel secure.

We're getting married.

And starting a life together.

A life you'll want to live,
a job you'll want to go to.

And the same applies to you.

I don't want you to take

this P.R. job because you
think you need to hold me up.

It hasn't been offered
yet, but it is interesting.

I believe in you.

We're gonna be fine.

Are you okay?

No.

It's not the answer you
were hoping for, is it?

I'm so sorry.

Did you know that when
John was in high school

he was, uh... an usher at the
Orpheum Theater downtown?

No, I didn't know that.

I read it in his obituary.

Guess a reporter
had called his brother,

and he mentioned it.

To find out something
about your husband

after all these years...

I thought the article
was really nice.

Yeah.

I wish...

Well, it's just that they said

he was survived by his
wife and his one daughter.

For heaven's sake, Gina,

what difference
does it make now?

Well, he was my father.

Well, he was my life.

What, do you want to
destroy his reputation

now that he's not here
to explain to everyone

what a stupid, thoughtless
mistake he made?

He didn't see it that way.

He didn't, he didn't
see me that way.

Well, damn it, Gina,
this is not about you!

Don't you see

how one careless moment
can destroy everything?

I mean, did you check
his blood pressure?!

Please don't do this.

Did you think at all?!

Did you think?!

Hey, how's it going, Noah?

Where's Madeline tonight?

She's staying with
my mom and dad.

We just came here to unwind.

And to see if you
wanted to come over

for dinner sometime.

Yeah, how about tomorrow night?

I appreciate what you're doing,

but you don't have to
worry about me, you know?

What happened was
pretty weird, but, uh...

- But what?
- Look at it, you know?

I mean, this former child star
abducts me at gunpoint, right?

I was thinking about it.

I mean, can I
actually die like this?

After all was said and
done, I mean, yeah...

I could've died like that.

It's a pretty good
way to go, right?

Tell me something.

Do you get a rush
out of testing yourself,

or is it just a test
for your friends,

keep us on our toes?

Yeah, that's right,
'cause it's all about you.

I-I'd like to know what
it is, risking everything

so you can feel something.

Look, just for the record,

I didn't volunteer to go out
playing Russian roulette, okay?

I was sitting home watching
the tip-off of the Laker game

when Noah got kidnapped.

- What?
- So I laid down a lot of cash,

and incidentally, risked
my life to try to get him back.

And you know
what? It wasn't fun,

it wasn't sexy; I wouldn't
try it at home, kids.

Dylan, I had no idea.

Oh, that's okay.

The, uh, real bright spot was,

as my life flashed
before my eyes,

your lectures went
by a lot quicker.

I'm sorry I called you so late.

Mmm, I'm not.

How much sleep
did you get last night?

Two, three hours?

So, did you try a hot bath?

Hot bath, chamomile tea...

Nothing... so I
just finally got up.

You set up camp, huh?

Yeah.

You know, when I was a kid,

I would climb into
my parents' bed

with my favorite
book, Charlotte's Web.

And my dad, he would, he
would turn the pages, but...

I swear he knew
every word by heart.

Well, that's unconditional love.

Your mom hates spiders.

Yeah.

He kept reading.

She never complained.

Then I'd lean against him.

She'd stroke my
hair till I fell asleep.

Hey, what's up?

Nothing new. How about you?

Well...

I saw Felice tonight.

Hm.

She blames me for
her husband's death.

Your father, you mean.

Gina, the man
was still your father.

Felice is just a little out
of her head right now.

Yeah, well, even
in her weakest hour,

that woman can
make me hate myself.

Don't buy into it.

I don't know what it is
about this town, you know?

Doesn't matter how hard you try,

eventually, you just are
what people say you are.

I tasted that
myself this evening,

and, uh, I didn't like it much.

Got me to thinking we
should, uh, go somewhere else.

Where would you like to live?

You mean for good?

That's the plan.

Count me in.

That's it for salary.

We'll review medical and
pension when you start.

So, it's official.

And long overdue.

Welcome to the world of P.R.

Thank you.

Wow, it happened so quickly.

Well, you're
creative and talented.

And I've seen the energy

you put behind things
you're committed to.

I'm glad to hear you say
that, because believing in

what I'm working on
is very important to me.

Not that I'm
worried or anything.

I've seen your
company's client list.

I know that you guys are great.

But, um, still I'm curious

what my first
assignment's going to be.

Helping to pass
a ballot initiative.

A ballot initiative.

So that's something that
people in California are going

to be voting on in
the next election?

Yeah. We've been hired
as campaign consultants.

Oh, interesting.
What's the issue?

Gay student clubs
in public high schools.

It's an issue of funding
and personal rights,

morality versus
freedom... You get the drill.

How do you feel about that?

I feel very
passionately about it.

That's the perfect
place to start.

Oh! Gotta run.

I'll messenger you
the campaign details

and then we'll talk.

- Okay.
- Okay.

- Great. Bye.
- Bye-bye.

That's my new boss.

She just hired me to
work at her P.R. firm.

Mm, P.R. firm.

I knew you were
looking for something.

I hope this is it.

Yeah.

Listen, about last night,
I... said you were reckless;

and if I had known
what had happened,

I would have never said that.

Whatever. I just wanted
to let you know that

after the funeral, I'm
going to be leaving.

I'm trying to say I'm sorry.

Did you hear what I said?

After the funeral,
I'm gonna leave.

See, I've been looking
for something, too.

And you don't think it's here?

Not anymore.

Thanks for coming
back this morning.

The funeral home's
on Third and Montana.

You sure you don't
mind doing this?

Course not.

Thanks.

I hope you know
how much I appreciate

you being here for me.

It's perfect timing.

You can hang out here with
Donna while I, uh, take off.

I gotta...

Actually, if you have a second,

I want to talk to both of you.

What's up?

Well, I've decided to leave L.A.

Now?

After the funeral, of course.

You've been really great
to me the last few months,

and so has Dad,

and I just wanted to
say thank you for that.

I just wish I could say the
same for everyone else.

You can.

Well, you did say
I killed my father.

I said people wondered

if everything that could've
been done was done.

- It was.
- Fine, Gina. End of story.

Not for Felice.

And maybe not for you, either.

Just trying to get
through this right now.

Well, so am I, you know,

and it's really hard
knowing that people

could actually be
suspicious of me.

I'm sure it is.

That's really not the
answer that I was looking for.

Well, I'm sorry, Gina,

but, right now, I
really can't comfort...

Well, I'm sorry, but
he was my father, too.

And if you hadn't found that
out, maybe he'd still be alive.

So you do think it's my fault.

I don't know whose fault it is,

and, right now, I
really don't care.

If you are going to leave

then I don't want our
bitching and moaning

or the ridiculous amount of
pain that we inflict on each other

to obscure the fact that
you're one of my best friends.

And I'm going to miss you.

There, I said it.

- Now where are you going?
- We were thinking South America.

Hear it's really pretty
this time of year.

We?

Yeah, me and Gina.

Huh! She didn't grieve long.

Hey, don't do that.

What were you saying,
just a minute ago,

about, uh, inflicting pain?

I want to be happy for you.

If I felt like you were
running toward something

instead of running
away from something.

Or could it be that me
leaving narrows your options?

By the way, how is Matt?

Go to hell.

Oh, believe me,
it's on the itinerary.

Noah, what are you doing?

Noah?

Hey.

Hey.

Why don't we just
try talking instead?

This little piggy went
to the liquor store.

And this little piggy right
here, well, he stayed home.

And this little piggy right
here had a scotch and water.

Let me guess, this little
piggy right here had none.

And this little
piggy right here...

Let me tell you about him.

See, he got to actually hear

his father blow
his brains right out.

Well, that little piggy right
there... it's not the answer.

One shot.

Pop.

I hope I'm that good
when my time comes.

Stop.

All right, Noah, just stop.

Here it is... this right
here is your turn,

and yay, Noah,
you're killing yourself.

You have any idea
what you're talking about?

It's like some kind of curse.

The whole family's...

I do, Noah. I know exactly

what you're talking about.

And you know what?
You have a choice.

The problem is, you don't
find that out until the end.

It's not a curse.

If you want to do it.

If you want to jump or...

pull the trigger...

Well...

that responsibility's
all on you.

Hi.

Hey.

Is it true you're leaving?

That's why I, uh, came.

I wanted a chance
to say good-bye.

I don't think I can
deal with that right now.

You know how, when you're
in one place for a long time,

it's kind of hard to
notice the change?

But if you go away
and you come back,

you can see how
different things are.

I guess.

Yeah, well, when I
left, you were this...

incredibly shy,
sweet, decent kid.

When I came back, you'd become

this capable, confident,
successful person.

You're ready for this.

I don't know.

Right before you got here,
I was in a complete panic

about what I was
going to say in church.

No, I mean for
the responsibilities

that will come afterward.

You're a lot more prepared
than I was when my dad died.

How'd you deal with it?

I ran from the responsibilities.

I ran from commitment.

I'm still running.

I don't know why.

Of course you don't.

And that is why you
are gonna do great.

This is my home.

It's where I gather what
little strength I have.

Don't you feel that way?

Yeah, I... I-I do.

It's just with me it's...

it's more of a
love-hate kind of thing.

Well, I'm not
telling you not to go.

But you should stop taking
what you have for granted.

'Cause the more
responsibilities we have,

the more help we're gonna need.

All set?

Yeah.

I took the P.R. job.

Huh.

Well, I'm glad you did.

Because as hard as it is

for me to admit, I,
uh, I need your help.

Okay.

Does this say
what I think it says?

What's this?

Pia said we would be
working on a ballot initiative

regarding gay students' rights

to form their own clubs
in public high schools.

She asked me
how I felt about it,

and what did I say?

I said I felt
passionately about it.

I meant that I felt
passionately in favor

of kids' rights to
express themselves.

Well, that's a problem.

Because you've been
hired to stop them.

That's what I thought.

Uh, isn't the first row
for immediate family?

Felice asked me
to seat you here.

We cannot leave soon enough.

Um...

when I was a little girl,

my friends would all tease
me about being a daddy's girl.

But I didn't mind...

Because I was.

And I still am.

My dad would always say...

that when I would
come to him and...

and look up at him

with my big brown eyes
and bat my eyelashes at him

that it was hard
for him not to smile,

or to say no to anything I
might ask for at the time.

But it was hard for me

to be with him

and not feel unbelievably loved,

or seemingly perfect in
his eyes no matter what.

He was, and always will be,

the most important
man in my life.

My dad is my hero.

He gave his heart

and his patience...

to everyone that
came into his life.

A life

which he was
completely grateful for.

"I have been given
this incredible gift."

He wrote me this
letter two years ago

while he was recovering
from a stroke that he had had.

"A resurrection which I cannot
be more unworthy to receive.

"A chance...

"to... to see what
truly matters in life.

"Faith which can
bring you peace.

"Love which can bring you joy.

"And a family...

"a family which can
bring you meaning

and purpose."

I'm sorry.

"A family..."

Do you want me to finish?

"And a family

"which can bring you
meaning and purpose...

"and unexpected wonder.

"I have been
blessed with all three,

"and will do my best
to honor these blessings

"every minute of every
day that God allows.

All my love, Dad."

That was beautiful.

Gina.

Will you sit with us?

♪♪

What you said was so beautiful.

What you both said.

Thanks.

We were thinking of going
to the beach apartment later.

If it, uh, sounds good to you.

Yeah, I'll, uh, meet
you guys there.

I'm gonna take my mom
home and get her settled

with her friends.

Tell Donna I'll catch
up with her, okay?

You sure about that?

Yeah. Thanks.

Hey.

Hi. It was nice in
there, what happened.

Yeah, it was.

It's the kind of
thing that could

change somebody's mind
about, uh, running away.

What somebody would that be?

You're in the front row now.

It's where you
always wanted to be.

Yeah, I wanted closure.

Now I've got it.

Maybe you don't.

You heard the man...

Life's about
love, faith, family.

I don't have any of those.

So we'll find them together.

I wish I believed that.

I gotta stay.

Yeah.

What?

It's just, uh, you've been

really great this
weekend. I appreciate it.

Well, remember what I said about

not having to do any of those

incredible, cute guy
things for a few days?

No.

Yeah, vaguely.

Wasn't it, uh,
something about, uh...

turning it on full blast or...?

Yeah.

Now would be a
good time to start.

I'm sorry. I thought you
guys were back at Donna's.

Yeah, we were
just going back now.

We thought we'd come
by and pick up some stuff.

Good thing you shopped.

We raided the place.

Yeah, yeah, it's a good thing.

You know, why don't
we just hang out here?

That'd be fun.

We could keep you company.

I passed inspection?

You sure you won't come?

Maybe later. Thanks.

Hey.

I was just saying
good-bye to Felice,

and she told me
you were in here, so...

I don't even know
where you're going.

I'm just gonna drive
cross country and...

figure it out on the way.

Well, I think that's
very brave of you

to do that on your own.

It's nothing new for
me to be on my own.

We used to be so fascinated
with this room, remember?

Yeah, we would
sneak up to that door

and we'd listen to dad talk

to his patients on
the phone, right?

Yeah. When we'd get
too loud, he'd start yelling,

"Felice, can't you do
something about those kids?!"

Didn't you get stuck
under this desktop once?

Yes! Because you locked me in!

Oh, yeah, that's right.

Knowing your mom
would pick you up,

I always wished you could stay.

I still do.

Well...

Well, I'll see ya.

See ya.

I'll be right back.

About us being in
this really weird place?

I don't want that.

Neither do I.

Think we can get out of it?

I hope so.

It's one of the
reasons I stayed.

Are you...

okay?

No.

No.

It's life, huh?

Losing a family
member is never easy.

I found that out when
my grandfather died.

I remember.

I remember that you...

were there for me.

I hope you know that
we are... here for you.

We always will be.

♪ As long as there is a
place to call my own ♪

♪ Strange places,
foreign faces ♪

♪ Nothing here is
familiar to me now. ♪