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Coping mechanisms.
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We all have them.
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Just ask any New Yorker.
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We need them to get through the day...
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...to keep our heads up...
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to deal with our traumas...
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both physical...
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and emotional.
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Sometimes our trauma
causes us to seek solitude.
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While, other times, it causes us
to examine ourselves...
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...opening us up to
connecting with others,
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even if... especially if...
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We also fear it.
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It's honestly so chaotic.
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They're rebooting the third
sequel but calling it a prequel?
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Mm-hmm.
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That is so wild. Wow.
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So... that was my morning.
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30 minutes of doom-scrolling
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with a side of espresso... and a Benzo.
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Wait. Girl. Are you not here?
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Hmm?
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Sometimes the ghosts that
haunt us can be seen by others.
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_
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And other times, our ghosts
are visible only to ourselves.
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Mr. Hill?
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You ready?
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I'm Dr. Pierce.
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Welcome to Bronx General.
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Vertical eye movements
are still intact, consistent
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with an injury that spared
the mid-brain tectum.
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Good morning, sir.
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Slept through your alarm?
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I got caught up doing research.
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I lost track of time. I'm so sorry.
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Based on our exam and his last EEG,
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it appears that our
John Doe is suffering
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from Locked-In Syndrome.
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It's a rare condition that happens
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when part of the brain stem
is permanently damaged.
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Often due to a stroke,
which we know John Doe had.
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Correct. LIS leaves patients
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completely paralyzed in all their limbs.
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He can't talk or communicate
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except through vertical eye movements.
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Which suggests that JD's
cognitive abilities are still intact.
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It's just like the
Martin Pistorius case.
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He understood everything
that his family was saying to him.
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He just didn't have a way to respond.
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If we're right, John Doe has been
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in a very lonely place
for a very long time.
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Based on our exam and his last EEG,
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it appears that our
John Doe is suffering
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from Locked-In Syndrome...
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What about you, Dr. Markus?
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Any observations you'd care to add?
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Um... no. Nothing.
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But I'll let you know if
I have any gut feelings.
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Please do.
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Wolf?
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Mind if I steal you?
I could use an assist.
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John Doe's eyes are his voice now.
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There's somebody behind them.
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Our job is to find out who.
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So, who's your patient?
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His name is Steve Hill.
He's a veteran. Marine Corps.
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Suffers from severe anxiety,
depression, intrusive thoughts.
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Not uncommon in your department.
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Except near the end of our session,
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he told me he's been seeing ghosts...
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Of people he served with.
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A "Haunted Marine."
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It feels that way, yes.
His wife is on her way.
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Maybe she can give us
some background and history,
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help us figure out where
these "ghosts" are coming from.
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Here, babe.
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I got you.
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I told her she didn't need to come.
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Last thing I need is for my
wife to go into labor on the Six.
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Well, worse things have
happened on the subway.
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I wanted to be here.
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Steve's been struggling since
he got home from his deployment.
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A lot of days, I'm fine,
but then there are days
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when I go to lace my shoes and I just...
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I break down. It's not pretty.
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Anna's got enough to deal with.
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I want to be a help
to her, not a burden.
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Well, the fact that you're
here seeking answers
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tells me that you are not a burden.
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Uh, what's in there?
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My medical records.
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I've got everything documented.
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Yeah, well, I see you've been to the VA.
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Were there any help at all?
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Um, they gave him some meds
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for anxiety and depression,
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but he didn't like how they
made him feel, so he stopped.
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I don't want to go back there.
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Um...
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When you break down,
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are there any physical symptoms?
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Headache, heart
palpitations, blurry vision?
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Sometimes. A bit more lately.
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Tell me about these visions
you've been experiencing lately.
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Wait. What "visions"?
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Nothing to worry about, babe. Uh...
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You know I just said bye to Aiden.
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W-We served together.
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His funeral was last week.
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It's been... painful. That's all.
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How far along are you, Mrs. Hill?
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Um, 34 weeks.
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- I am so ready.
- We both are.
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- Your first?
- Yeah.
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Steve told me he wanted
kids on our first date.
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And she didn't ghost
me, believe it or not.
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I've always wanted to be a dad.
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And this stuff on my mind,
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I want to get it under
control before our son is born.
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Well, we're here to help,
and the first step
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is determining a correct diagnosis.
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He's clearly withholding
something to protect his wife,
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but based off his symptoms,
my first thought was PTSD.
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That would explain his
hypervigilance, his insomnia,
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his intrusive thoughts,
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his grief over losing his friend Aiden.
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It's very common for people
with PTSD to relive trauma
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Can make you feel like
you're living in the past
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and the present all at the same time.
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Kind of like someone I know.
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Okay, the VA already
treated him for PTSD...
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Trauma-based CBT,
EMDR, exposure therapy,
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multiple SSRIs, even prazosin.
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What if PTSD is only part of the story?
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It doesn't account for all of his
symptoms, namely his delusions.
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Remember... he's been seeing ghosts.
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PTSD could be present in an
underlying neurological issue,
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like a tumor or... or hydrocephalus.
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He hasn't had a recent MRI,
but at least his CT scans
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didn't show anything too concerning.
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It can be an episode from psychosis
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due to schizophrenia
or bipolar disorder.
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His age is a little unusual
for a schizophrenic first break.
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No history of mania.
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Uh, what about frontotemporal dementia?
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It could be early enough that he's not
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showing any of the telltale signs.
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Well, all possibilities.
We need more data.
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Ericka and Jacob, track down
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his military history, anyone
who served with Steve.
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Look into this Aiden fellow, see
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if he was treated for similar symptoms.
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In order to understand
Steve's present condition,
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we need to know his past. Go.
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And I'll talk to Josh,
see if he has any ideas.
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You talk to Josh?
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Yes. I do.
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He's my friend.
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Oh, but by "friend," you mean colleague,
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like you share a cold, exacting,
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professional connection with him?
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Unlike you,
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I actually enjoy the
company of other people.
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And... I happen to know
that he was in the military.
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Well...
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- Synced and corrected by medvidecek007 -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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Why you never call my Paulina?
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Every time I come
for dialysis, I tell you...
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my granddaughter is single, smart.
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Looks like a Russian Megan Fox.
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Good genes.
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Like her Babushka.
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I'm... I'm sure Pauline is lovely.
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It's just I-I really don't
have time to date.
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Your generation
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doesn't know how to have fun anymore!
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How many times, Mrs. Petrov?
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You cannot smoke in a hospital!
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Dr. Warner...
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So... what was up
with you and Wolf earlier?
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I-I don't know what you're referring to.
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Don't gaslight me, Ben.
He went out of his way
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to get your take on John Doe.
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Why are you suddenly his favorite?
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Oh, my God! You're sleeping with Wolf!
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What?! No. No. No. I...
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He... He asked for my opinion
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because he recently diagnosed me
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with Mirror-Touch Synesthesia.
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Wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow!
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You have Mirror-Touch? Hah!
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So all those times when you were
freaking out in front of patients...
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You were just feeling
what they were feeling.
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This makes so much sense!
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Did you know that MTS only
impacts 1.6% of the population?
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Van, you basically have a superpower!
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Yeah, well, it feels more
like a super curse, okay?
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And if I'm being honest,
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I'm still processing what it all means.
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Hmm.
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Have you ever noticed
that you can't spell "Dana"
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without the letters N-D-A?
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I will take this to my grave.
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Thank you?
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Dr. Wolf?
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What are you doing here?
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Steve. How are you?
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I came to check in on you.
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Doctors don't just show up
at people's places of work.
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I do. Um, I realize my
methods are a little unorthodox,
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but too many doctors
treat symptoms, not people.
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So...
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Um, you left this with me.
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I wanted to bring it back to you.
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I hope you don't mind.
I took a look inside.
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And what I found was very impressive.
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- Really?
- Absolutely.
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I wish all my patients
were as prepared as you.
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Did anyone follow you here?
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Uh, no, no. I don't think so. Why?
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Do you think someone's following you?
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They already came for Aiden.
Now they're coming for me next.
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Um...
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Steve, is there anything
you didn't tell us earlier?
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Something you didn't want
to say in front of your wife?
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I'm sorry, Dr. Wolf.
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You should go. We're about to close.
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Anything that you share
with me stays between us.
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Doctor-patient confidentiality.
You're safe. You can trust me.
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See this?
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Nano chips. Developed by DARTA.
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And look here.
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They say it's to track our health,
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but it's all a lie.
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The military put a microchip
in my head to control me.
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It's malfunctioning,
making me see things.
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The VA won't take
responsibility. No one will.
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That's why I came to you.
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I need you to help me.
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I need you to take it out.
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- It's normal. There's no chip.
- Obviously.
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There are no signs of
intracranial lesion
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or a process that could
explain his hallucinations.
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So how much longer
do we go along with him?
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He deserves to know the truth, right?
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No, not necessarily.
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Think of Steve as a man
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who's been adrift at
sea for weeks, starving.
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One might think what
he needs is a feast...
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But that'd put his system in shock.
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- It's too much too fast.
- Yeah, exactly.
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If we're not careful,
our patient could go
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from paranoid delusions
to full psychosis.
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So we ease him back to reality?
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Yeah. Let's admit him.
And your job is to keep him calm.
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Be sure we don't lose his trust.
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Believe me, I've seen what
paranoia can do to people.
258
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Did you know forests contain
60,000 different tree species,
259
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80% of amphibian species,
260
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75% of bird species,
261
00:12:15,340 --> 00:12:17,799
and 68% of the world's mammals?
262
00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:20,629
We can hunt some of them
with your grandpa's rifle here.
263
00:12:20,630 --> 00:12:22,066
You know, when I was your age,
264
00:12:22,067 --> 00:12:23,925
he taught me how to use this thing.
265
00:12:24,054 --> 00:12:25,843
Today I'm gonna teach you.
266
00:12:26,139 --> 00:12:28,470
There's this rare calcite
267
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that grows by concave riverbeds.
268
00:12:31,020 --> 00:12:33,309
Think we can hunt for that instead?
269
00:12:33,310 --> 00:12:34,729
Of course.
270
00:12:34,730 --> 00:12:36,479
We'll scout crystals
for your collection.
271
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Don't worry.
272
00:12:40,639 --> 00:12:42,529
- Get down. Get down.
- What's wrong?
273
00:12:42,530 --> 00:12:45,343
- What is it?
- Those... Those hikers.
274
00:12:46,885 --> 00:12:48,617
They're following us.
275
00:12:49,464 --> 00:12:52,329
Okay. Stay down. Keep quiet.
276
00:12:59,090 --> 00:13:02,009
Hi. Jacob and I reached out
to the VA about Steve's unit,
277
00:13:02,010 --> 00:13:05,179
and one of their people
wants to talk to you.
278
00:13:05,180 --> 00:13:06,719
Her name's Dr. Jordana Moore.
279
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I-I don't know how to use this.
280
00:13:08,680 --> 00:13:11,559
N-No. She's... She's actually here.
281
00:13:11,560 --> 00:13:12,729
Oh. Uh...
282
00:13:14,310 --> 00:13:15,899
I knew Steve personally.
283
00:13:15,900 --> 00:13:18,020
He went through basic training
when I was a camp medic.
284
00:13:18,030 --> 00:13:20,609
Didn't stay in touch,
but I always liked him.
285
00:13:20,610 --> 00:13:22,609
What was he like back then?
286
00:13:22,610 --> 00:13:24,739
Let's just say some lead by rank,
287
00:13:24,740 --> 00:13:26,320
others lead by example.
288
00:13:26,321 --> 00:13:27,967
Steve was exemplary.
289
00:13:27,968 --> 00:13:30,289
"Was." So what changed?
290
00:13:30,290 --> 00:13:31,596
I wish I knew.
291
00:13:31,627 --> 00:13:33,459
When he came to us after his deployment,
292
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we did everything we could to help.
293
00:13:35,035 --> 00:13:36,999
And one day, he just
refused further treatment
294
00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:40,549
for his delusions, said he
didn't trust us anymore.
295
00:13:40,550 --> 00:13:42,129
He stopped coming after that.
296
00:13:42,130 --> 00:13:44,129
Turns out he sees us as the enemy.
297
00:13:44,130 --> 00:13:46,799
Well, I can understand
Steve as a Black man
298
00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:48,929
being concerned about his care.
299
00:13:48,930 --> 00:13:51,559
- Who's treating him now?
- Nobody.
300
00:13:51,560 --> 00:13:53,349
He lost his benefits after he was
301
00:13:53,350 --> 00:13:56,150
other-than-honorably discharged.
302
00:13:57,810 --> 00:14:00,899
He was threatening to
disclose military secrets online.
303
00:14:00,900 --> 00:14:03,069
The DoD cannot tolerate that.
304
00:14:03,070 --> 00:14:06,109
Well, it's no stretch to say that
Steve was traumatized in some way.
305
00:14:06,110 --> 00:14:09,119
Who's to say what he saw
on the front lines?
306
00:14:09,120 --> 00:14:11,239
Steve was never on the front lines.
307
00:14:11,240 --> 00:14:14,039
He never got within 10
miles of a battle, period.
308
00:14:14,040 --> 00:14:16,669
What kind of military
action did he participate in?
309
00:14:16,670 --> 00:14:18,580
I can't disclose that information.
310
00:14:18,590 --> 00:14:20,019
Military protocol.
311
00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:21,656
As Steve found out the hard way,
312
00:14:21,657 --> 00:14:24,453
we take our confidentiality
very seriously.
313
00:14:25,130 --> 00:14:27,549
I wish the best for Steve. I really do.
314
00:14:27,550 --> 00:14:29,429
But my hands are tied.
315
00:14:32,662 --> 00:14:35,581
Okay. Let's keep this simple.
316
00:14:35,683 --> 00:14:38,813
Look up for "yes"
and look down for "no."
317
00:14:39,730 --> 00:14:41,340
Can you feel if you understands?
318
00:14:41,341 --> 00:14:43,953
And can you feel how weird
I feel asking you to feel his feelings?
319
00:14:43,954 --> 00:14:46,602
No. And I regret telling you anything.
320
00:14:47,293 --> 00:14:50,173
Tell us. Can you hear me?
321
00:14:54,300 --> 00:14:57,180
Can you tell us... are you in pain?
322
00:14:59,670 --> 00:15:02,000
Do you know where you are?
323
00:15:03,010 --> 00:15:04,197
Oh.
324
00:15:04,198 --> 00:15:07,129
Okay. Let's ask him again to
make sure he's answering correctly.
325
00:15:07,130 --> 00:15:10,090
Um, tell me again. Can you hear me?
326
00:15:15,535 --> 00:15:17,995
Are you in pain, sir?
327
00:15:19,754 --> 00:15:22,058
JD, can you look up?
328
00:15:23,349 --> 00:15:25,109
I think he's feeling anxious.
329
00:15:25,110 --> 00:15:27,449
What you're feeling
is me... all the time.
330
00:15:27,450 --> 00:15:29,369
Welcome to my amygdala.
331
00:15:30,968 --> 00:15:32,557
I got some intel.
332
00:15:32,558 --> 00:15:34,239
My Navy buddy couldn't give me much.
333
00:15:34,240 --> 00:15:35,829
As expected, the military
is pretty buttoned-up,
334
00:15:35,830 --> 00:15:37,200
but I was able to find out a little,
335
00:15:37,210 --> 00:15:39,329
and it turns out that
Dr. Moore was right.
336
00:15:39,330 --> 00:15:42,919
Steve and his unit never saw any combat?
337
00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:44,459
It's a relatively new strategy...
338
00:15:44,460 --> 00:15:46,419
Minimize the number
of soldiers on the ground
339
00:15:46,420 --> 00:15:48,839
while units like Steve's pound
the enemy with artillery fire.
340
00:15:48,840 --> 00:15:51,009
So he was miles
away from the front lines.
341
00:15:51,010 --> 00:15:52,540
Which is why he and his unit
342
00:15:52,541 --> 00:15:54,309
never suffered any
combat-related injuries.
343
00:15:54,310 --> 00:15:57,115
Not one single casualty
during their deployment.
344
00:15:57,890 --> 00:16:00,029
And, yet, since returning home...
345
00:16:00,886 --> 00:16:02,055
What?
346
00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:04,910
It wasn't just Aiden Miller.
347
00:16:05,030 --> 00:16:07,780
More than half the unit is dead.
348
00:16:09,093 --> 00:16:11,262
Some from unintended drug overdose,
349
00:16:11,263 --> 00:16:13,308
but others by suicide.
350
00:16:13,309 --> 00:16:14,739
- Hi, babe.
- How you doing?
351
00:16:14,740 --> 00:16:17,039
- How'd it go?
- Dr. Warner...
352
00:16:17,040 --> 00:16:18,700
Something happened to him.
353
00:16:18,710 --> 00:16:20,925
Something happened to all of them.
354
00:16:23,686 --> 00:16:25,406
We have a normal MRI.
355
00:16:25,407 --> 00:16:26,870
With severe delusions.
356
00:16:26,871 --> 00:16:29,490
But their unit was
decimated by something.
357
00:16:29,584 --> 00:16:31,544
I mean, the rate of
descent... it's like it's
358
00:16:31,554 --> 00:16:33,843
Lewy Body Dementia,
early-onset Alzheimer's.
359
00:16:33,844 --> 00:16:36,723
It almost reminds me of some
former football players I've seen.
360
00:16:36,724 --> 00:16:40,514
If I didn't know better, I'd say
Steve was suffering from CTE.
361
00:16:41,215 --> 00:16:42,424
What'd you say?
362
00:16:42,425 --> 00:16:44,004
Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy.
363
00:16:44,005 --> 00:16:45,725
Yeah, no, I know what CTE is, Wolf.
364
00:16:45,726 --> 00:16:47,822
It's just that that's a sound theory.
That would explain a lot.
365
00:16:47,823 --> 00:16:49,847
Mood swings, cognitive
impairment, paranoia.
366
00:16:49,848 --> 00:16:51,097
But he wasn't an athlete.
367
00:16:51,098 --> 00:16:52,738
He was never in a serious accident.
368
00:16:52,739 --> 00:16:55,699
If he was never in combat,
how is CTE possible?
369
00:16:56,378 --> 00:16:58,367
I want to show you something.
370
00:17:05,059 --> 00:17:06,929
I'm gonna assume you've never
handled one of these before?
371
00:17:06,930 --> 00:17:09,299
- Uh, no.
- Okay. Safety 101.
372
00:17:09,482 --> 00:17:11,231
Always treat the gun as if it's loaded.
373
00:17:11,232 --> 00:17:13,111
Always keep the gun
pointed in a safe direction.
374
00:17:13,112 --> 00:17:14,902
And always keep your
finger off the trigger
375
00:17:14,912 --> 00:17:16,531
till you're ready to shoot, okay?
376
00:17:16,532 --> 00:17:18,680
I'm really seeing
the military in you now.
377
00:17:20,388 --> 00:17:21,975
What was that like?
378
00:17:22,418 --> 00:17:23,837
It was good for me.
379
00:17:23,877 --> 00:17:25,506
Whipped me into shape when I needed it.
380
00:17:25,507 --> 00:17:27,256
Forced me out of the house,
away from my parents.
381
00:17:27,257 --> 00:17:29,836
And, um, I got really
close with a lot of the guys.
382
00:17:30,002 --> 00:17:31,881
One in particular.
383
00:17:31,882 --> 00:17:33,946
What about "Don't Ask, Don't Tell"?
384
00:17:36,208 --> 00:17:37,417
Not ideal.
385
00:17:37,802 --> 00:17:41,472
But, um, we found a way to make it work.
386
00:17:42,897 --> 00:17:44,567
Okay.
387
00:17:45,977 --> 00:17:47,185
That's right.
388
00:17:47,351 --> 00:17:48,901
Just gonna put your thumb...
389
00:17:48,929 --> 00:17:50,077
There you go.
390
00:17:50,108 --> 00:17:51,930
Okay. Now put the front
sight on the target.
391
00:17:51,931 --> 00:17:54,431
Bracket it by the rear sight.
392
00:17:57,032 --> 00:17:58,836
Okay. Squeeze the trigger.
393
00:18:03,752 --> 00:18:05,001
The impact. The shock.
394
00:18:05,002 --> 00:18:07,081
It's like a blast wave through my arms.
395
00:18:07,082 --> 00:18:10,251
Now imagine that from a gun
a thousand times bigger,
396
00:18:10,252 --> 00:18:13,334
100 times a day, every day for months.
397
00:18:13,335 --> 00:18:14,964
So Steve's brain injury wasn't caused
398
00:18:14,965 --> 00:18:18,535
by enemy blast exposure,
but by firing his own weapon.
399
00:18:18,947 --> 00:18:20,260
It's a theory...
400
00:18:20,261 --> 00:18:23,011
That we can only confirm
by analyzing Steve's brain postmortem.
401
00:18:23,012 --> 00:18:24,972
Thankfully, our patient is still alive.
402
00:18:24,982 --> 00:18:27,148
But there were others
who weren't so lucky.
403
00:18:28,062 --> 00:18:29,981
Let's call Carol.
404
00:18:29,982 --> 00:18:31,651
Thank you, Mrs. Miller, for having us.
405
00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:34,992
We're grateful to the two
of you for taking the time.
406
00:18:35,492 --> 00:18:37,111
That must be Aiden.
407
00:18:37,112 --> 00:18:39,321
From what I understand,
he was very good friends
408
00:18:39,322 --> 00:18:40,951
with our patient, Steve Hill?
409
00:18:40,952 --> 00:18:42,741
Well, he mentioned Steve a few times.
410
00:18:42,742 --> 00:18:44,291
Making friends came easy to Aiden.
411
00:18:44,292 --> 00:18:46,870
Overseas, the men he served
with were like brothers.
412
00:18:46,871 --> 00:18:49,528
It wasn't until he came
home we noticed a change.
413
00:18:51,462 --> 00:18:52,882
He grew paranoid.
414
00:18:52,883 --> 00:18:54,617
He was convinced he was being watched.
415
00:18:54,618 --> 00:18:58,301
VA got him into therapy,
but he became combative.
416
00:18:58,443 --> 00:19:00,273
He was other-than-honorably discharged
417
00:19:00,274 --> 00:19:01,933
after assaulting his therapist.
418
00:19:02,082 --> 00:19:05,331
We thought school would help,
but on orientation day...
419
00:19:06,642 --> 00:19:08,311
Aiden never came downstairs.
420
00:19:08,312 --> 00:19:09,602
Hm.
421
00:19:10,375 --> 00:19:11,880
The love you had...
422
00:19:11,896 --> 00:19:14,588
Still have for Aiden is palpable.
423
00:19:14,680 --> 00:19:16,720
I know healing will
take a lot more time,
424
00:19:16,721 --> 00:19:19,741
but we want to help you get answers.
425
00:19:19,742 --> 00:19:22,281
Have you heard of CTE?
426
00:19:22,282 --> 00:19:23,951
What's that have to do with my son?
427
00:19:23,952 --> 00:19:25,621
Well, I believe that
there was an element
428
00:19:25,622 --> 00:19:29,461
to Aden's daily duties as a
soldier that exposed his brain
429
00:19:29,462 --> 00:19:33,081
to the repeated micro-traumas
necessary to develop CTE.
430
00:19:33,082 --> 00:19:35,091
And with your permission, we would like
431
00:19:35,092 --> 00:19:37,511
to exhume Aiden's
body to study his brain
432
00:19:37,512 --> 00:19:40,422
and to find out for sure
what really happened.
433
00:19:40,432 --> 00:19:42,921
We just buried our son,
and you want to dig him up.
434
00:19:42,922 --> 00:19:46,489
Steve is suffering the way
Aiden was... paranoia, delusions.
435
00:19:46,490 --> 00:19:48,520
We want to help him, but
we need more information.
436
00:19:48,522 --> 00:19:50,771
CTE can only be properly
diagnosed after death,
437
00:19:50,772 --> 00:19:52,811
and Aiden's is the only
brain we have access to.
438
00:19:52,812 --> 00:19:54,191
He's the only member of his unit
439
00:19:54,192 --> 00:19:56,522
that was not given a military burial.
440
00:19:56,532 --> 00:19:58,321
So, in a sense,
441
00:19:58,322 --> 00:20:01,281
his dishonorable discharge was a gift.
442
00:20:01,282 --> 00:20:04,491
A gift? Aiden was a
third-generation Marine.
443
00:20:04,492 --> 00:20:07,282
If his grandfather... The answer is no.
444
00:20:07,292 --> 00:20:09,791
You... My... My colleague
meant no offense.
445
00:20:09,792 --> 00:20:12,541
I know you would give
anything to have him back.
446
00:20:12,542 --> 00:20:14,541
All we're trying to do
is give another family
447
00:20:14,542 --> 00:20:17,211
a fighting chance at a different fate.
448
00:20:17,212 --> 00:20:21,381
I promise you. This was...
is... our last resort.
449
00:20:21,382 --> 00:20:23,221
Aiden's brain holds the answers
450
00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:25,801
for our patient and for you.
451
00:20:25,802 --> 00:20:28,891
I imagine closure is
something Aiden would want.
452
00:20:34,522 --> 00:20:36,311
Traveling outside of your neighborhood,
453
00:20:36,312 --> 00:20:38,190
taking public transportation,
driving yourself?
454
00:20:38,191 --> 00:20:39,690
I can do all that. No problem.
455
00:20:39,691 --> 00:20:40,801
Okay. Um...
456
00:20:40,802 --> 00:20:43,690
I need your answers in the
form of a number... zero to three...
457
00:20:43,691 --> 00:20:46,030
Three meaning these things are
impossible for you to do without help.
458
00:20:46,031 --> 00:20:48,610
Zero, I guess. I-I don't
need help getting around.
459
00:20:48,611 --> 00:20:50,450
Okay, well, what about
managing finances?
460
00:20:50,451 --> 00:20:52,490
Paying bills, tracking
expenses, that sort of thing?
461
00:20:52,491 --> 00:20:55,393
Zero. Some days, maybe one.
462
00:20:55,634 --> 00:20:57,391
What's all this about, Doc?
463
00:20:57,392 --> 00:20:59,500
The purpose of this survey
is to better understand
464
00:20:59,501 --> 00:21:02,000
how you're doing at home,
what's going well, what's not.
465
00:21:02,001 --> 00:21:03,300
And then by comparing your answers with
466
00:21:03,301 --> 00:21:04,500
patients who have had brain injuries
467
00:21:04,501 --> 00:21:06,550
like chronic traumatic encephalopathy...
468
00:21:06,551 --> 00:21:08,130
- Um...
- ...which you might know as CTE...
469
00:21:08,131 --> 00:21:09,630
Hold on. Hold on. CTE?
470
00:21:09,631 --> 00:21:11,214
You mean what football players get?
471
00:21:11,215 --> 00:21:13,625
I asked you to take a
microchip out of my brain.
472
00:21:13,626 --> 00:21:15,211
That was the deal!
473
00:21:15,313 --> 00:21:19,362
We looked into your friend,
Lance Corporal Aiden Miller.
474
00:21:23,486 --> 00:21:24,766
Steve...
475
00:21:25,464 --> 00:21:27,673
Before he died, he was complaining
476
00:21:27,674 --> 00:21:29,263
of symptoms similar to yours.
477
00:21:29,531 --> 00:21:31,570
And with his family's cooperation,
478
00:21:31,571 --> 00:21:33,334
we're able to examine his brain.
479
00:21:33,483 --> 00:21:35,857
If he had CTE...
480
00:21:36,628 --> 00:21:39,467
There's a chance you might, too.
481
00:21:39,751 --> 00:21:42,500
I-I realize that sounds
incredibly scary,
482
00:21:42,501 --> 00:21:45,590
but I promise, the more we know,
the more we can help you.
483
00:21:50,761 --> 00:21:54,100
It's called the fire triangle.
Heat, fuel, and oxygen.
484
00:21:54,242 --> 00:21:56,031
And to get the best
fire, you have to balance
485
00:21:56,032 --> 00:21:58,004
all three elements.
486
00:21:58,340 --> 00:22:00,760
I'm gonna get us some more fuel.
487
00:22:07,861 --> 00:22:09,940
Dad! What are you doing?!
488
00:22:09,941 --> 00:22:11,901
Protecting us from them. The hikers.
489
00:22:11,911 --> 00:22:13,871
They can see the smoke.
490
00:22:14,781 --> 00:22:18,620
Oh, this. This is why
I stopped taking my meds.
491
00:22:18,621 --> 00:22:20,336
So I could feel more alert.
492
00:22:20,511 --> 00:22:22,336
So I could protect you.
493
00:22:24,094 --> 00:22:26,962
You haven't told your
mom about any of this?
494
00:22:27,464 --> 00:22:28,873
About my medication?
495
00:22:28,874 --> 00:22:31,133
No. I promise.
496
00:22:31,134 --> 00:22:32,754
Okay.
497
00:22:33,253 --> 00:22:35,673
I know I can always count on you.
498
00:22:38,347 --> 00:22:41,966
Attention. Code Green.
Attention. Code Green.
499
00:22:42,005 --> 00:22:44,464
- Code Green?
- You don't think it's...
500
00:22:44,465 --> 00:22:46,174
Dr. Wolf! Dr. Wolf, It's Steve!
501
00:22:46,175 --> 00:22:48,514
- He's locked himself in the room.
- And he's refusing to come out.
502
00:22:48,515 --> 00:22:50,345
Dr. Wolf, he has a scalpel in his hand!
503
00:22:50,355 --> 00:22:52,104
- I can't get in.
- He's barricaded the door.
504
00:22:52,105 --> 00:22:53,854
Steve, it's Dr. Wolf.
505
00:22:53,855 --> 00:22:56,184
Uh, I want to help, but I can't
from out here. Can I come in?
506
00:22:56,185 --> 00:22:58,354
You said you would help me, Dr. Wolf!
507
00:22:58,355 --> 00:22:59,961
They've gotten to you, too!
508
00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:01,360
No, no. Nobody's gotten to me, Steve.
509
00:23:01,369 --> 00:23:03,378
If you let me in,
you're getting just me.
510
00:23:03,379 --> 00:23:04,726
I promise. You can trust me.
511
00:23:04,727 --> 00:23:06,856
I can't trust any of you.
512
00:23:06,857 --> 00:23:08,937
This is my only option.
513
00:23:09,219 --> 00:23:10,758
I have to take the chip out myself.
514
00:23:10,759 --> 00:23:13,638
Steve, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Please let me help you.
515
00:23:13,639 --> 00:23:16,679
You wanna help? Start by
telling me where to cut!
516
00:23:19,106 --> 00:23:20,361
Open the door, please.
517
00:23:20,378 --> 00:23:21,941
I have nothing to do
with the chip in your head.
518
00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:23,110
Then why won't you take it out?
519
00:23:23,111 --> 00:23:25,444
Because it's not my area of expertise.
520
00:23:27,014 --> 00:23:28,803
But I do know a lot about your brain,
521
00:23:28,804 --> 00:23:30,553
and right now your amygdala
is working overtime...
522
00:23:30,554 --> 00:23:32,554
If you want to think
of that as the chip.
523
00:23:32,922 --> 00:23:35,171
It controls the fear
and the anger response.
524
00:23:35,172 --> 00:23:37,792
But I want to help you tap
into your prefrontal cortex,
525
00:23:37,802 --> 00:23:40,422
t-the logic side of your brain.
526
00:23:40,931 --> 00:23:43,221
One way we can do that
is by using simple math.
527
00:23:43,222 --> 00:23:45,552
How far along is your wife?
528
00:23:47,165 --> 00:23:49,625
How far along is your wife?
529
00:23:51,812 --> 00:23:54,021
Uh, 34 weeks.
530
00:23:54,022 --> 00:23:56,505
34 divided by 4. What is that?
531
00:23:56,562 --> 00:23:58,071
Eight and a half.
532
00:23:58,072 --> 00:23:59,861
So that means in
six weeks, give or take,
533
00:23:59,862 --> 00:24:01,512
you're gonna be a dad!
534
00:24:01,604 --> 00:24:03,273
Steve, that's spectacular!
535
00:24:03,274 --> 00:24:05,734
W-What are you having again?
536
00:24:06,774 --> 00:24:08,871
- A boy.
- A boy.
537
00:24:08,872 --> 00:24:10,571
Steve, listen to me.
538
00:24:10,572 --> 00:24:12,371
In six weeks, I want you
to be in that hospital room
539
00:24:12,372 --> 00:24:14,763
holding your wife's hand
through every contraction.
540
00:24:15,922 --> 00:24:19,711
I want your whole heart to break open
541
00:24:19,712 --> 00:24:21,801
when you lay eyes on your
little boy for the first time.
542
00:24:21,802 --> 00:24:24,551
And when you see his tiny, perfect face,
543
00:24:24,552 --> 00:24:27,449
I want you to promise that
you're gonna take care of him
544
00:24:27,450 --> 00:24:29,286
for the rest of your life.
545
00:24:30,262 --> 00:24:33,037
That's what I want for you,
Steve, for your family.
546
00:24:34,272 --> 00:24:36,061
But none of that is gonna happen
547
00:24:36,062 --> 00:24:37,561
if you don't put that scalpel down
548
00:24:37,562 --> 00:24:39,731
and open this door right now.
549
00:24:58,350 --> 00:25:00,719
Stand down. Stand down.
550
00:25:00,814 --> 00:25:02,250
We're going to take care of you.
551
00:25:02,266 --> 00:25:05,033
Copy that. Confirm. Stand down.
552
00:25:12,471 --> 00:25:16,150
- Dr. Beck to Pediatrics.
- Dr. Beck to Pediatrics.
553
00:25:18,037 --> 00:25:21,706
Hey. Excited for the EMG on Mr. Allen?
554
00:25:21,942 --> 00:25:24,611
Wolf said we could take the lead.
555
00:25:24,612 --> 00:25:26,951
You know, I'm actually
feeling a migraine coming on.
556
00:25:26,952 --> 00:25:28,951
Mind if I tap out?
557
00:25:28,952 --> 00:25:30,322
Sure.
558
00:25:30,678 --> 00:25:33,848
You know I'm happy to have
those needles to myself.
559
00:25:38,425 --> 00:25:40,465
You know, if you ever
want to talk about anything...
560
00:25:40,466 --> 00:25:43,210
Look. I'm fine, Ericka.
561
00:25:44,556 --> 00:25:46,725
It's just a headache.
562
00:25:49,302 --> 00:25:51,342
I just reviewed the
slides with pathology.
563
00:25:51,352 --> 00:25:53,011
It's all here.
The results are definitive.
564
00:25:53,012 --> 00:25:54,675
It's CTE. Look.
565
00:25:54,676 --> 00:25:56,706
This stain indicates
566
00:25:56,707 --> 00:25:59,231
an abnormal accumulation of tau protein.
567
00:25:59,232 --> 00:26:01,771
- That's a lot of red.
- This is not the news we wanted.
568
00:26:01,772 --> 00:26:03,901
But it can help us help Steve.
569
00:26:03,902 --> 00:26:05,982
Sorry to interrupt.
570
00:26:05,992 --> 00:26:08,201
Uh, Mrs. Hill is looking for Steve.
571
00:26:08,202 --> 00:26:09,652
Oh, uh, of course.
572
00:26:09,662 --> 00:26:11,742
He's just in Room 237 under observation.
573
00:26:11,743 --> 00:26:15,001
No, he's not. I checked.
I've looked everywhere.
574
00:26:15,277 --> 00:26:17,356
Okay. Um...
575
00:26:17,357 --> 00:26:19,616
Don't worry. I'll find him.
576
00:26:23,055 --> 00:26:26,354
If I have to ask one more
patient to follow my finger...
577
00:26:26,512 --> 00:26:28,446
- Anything?
- Not looking so good.
578
00:26:28,447 --> 00:26:30,616
Why don't you see for yourself?
579
00:26:30,663 --> 00:26:32,212
Well...
580
00:26:32,392 --> 00:26:35,011
His eye movements were
more responsive yesterday.
581
00:26:35,012 --> 00:26:37,521
If he had one stroke that caused this,
he could have another.
582
00:26:37,522 --> 00:26:40,101
Or he could be brewing a new infection.
583
00:26:40,102 --> 00:26:41,351
Anything happen last night?
584
00:26:41,352 --> 00:26:42,981
His vitals are stone-cold normal.
585
00:26:42,982 --> 00:26:44,521
White count isn't up No fever.
586
00:26:44,522 --> 00:26:47,052
And, yet, he's less responsive somehow.
587
00:26:47,199 --> 00:26:48,949
Question is why.
588
00:26:49,007 --> 00:26:50,836
Should we get another scan?
589
00:26:50,892 --> 00:26:52,722
Cover empirically with antibiotics?
590
00:26:52,723 --> 00:26:54,241
No, I don't think he's sick.
591
00:26:54,242 --> 00:26:56,831
But maybe he's giving up?
592
00:26:56,832 --> 00:26:58,291
He had a little spark of life
593
00:26:58,292 --> 00:27:00,121
with his field trip
with Ericka and Jacob,
594
00:27:00,122 --> 00:27:01,541
and now it's wearing off?
595
00:27:04,212 --> 00:27:05,437
Did you see that?
596
00:27:08,802 --> 00:27:10,171
Mrs. Petrov.
597
00:27:10,687 --> 00:27:12,946
Maybe he misses his g-grandmother.
598
00:27:12,947 --> 00:27:15,240
Yeah, or maybe she's
speaking his language.
599
00:27:16,658 --> 00:27:19,077
Mrs. Petrov?
600
00:27:19,562 --> 00:27:22,605
We need your help...
translating for a patient.
601
00:27:22,628 --> 00:27:24,537
Hmm.
602
00:27:29,782 --> 00:27:31,031
Okay.
603
00:27:37,492 --> 00:27:39,911
Brought you a bacon, egg,
and cheese if you're hungry.
604
00:27:42,188 --> 00:27:44,294
Where did you sleep last night?
605
00:27:44,782 --> 00:27:47,412
The Reading Room has a couch.
606
00:27:50,132 --> 00:27:51,671
Sorry I went AWOL last night.
607
00:27:51,672 --> 00:27:54,091
I just couldn't be in
the hospital anymore,
608
00:27:54,092 --> 00:27:57,562
and it didn't feel right going home.
609
00:27:58,999 --> 00:28:01,141
I want to be there
for Anna and the baby,
610
00:28:01,142 --> 00:28:03,641
but I'm no good like this
as a husband and a dad.
611
00:28:03,642 --> 00:28:06,362
You know my dad had ghosts, too?
612
00:28:07,369 --> 00:28:09,922
Symptoms similar to yours.
613
00:28:10,509 --> 00:28:13,068
And, yet, I wish he
was in my life today.
614
00:28:13,514 --> 00:28:15,634
This is not your fault.
615
00:28:17,391 --> 00:28:19,782
The postmortem came back on Aiden,
616
00:28:19,792 --> 00:28:21,291
and he had CTE, as suspected,
617
00:28:21,292 --> 00:28:23,001
which means that there's a good chance
618
00:28:23,002 --> 00:28:25,072
you're suffering from it, as well.
619
00:28:26,434 --> 00:28:28,023
I'm sorry.
620
00:28:35,836 --> 00:28:39,258
I think I convinced myself
there was a microchip in my head
621
00:28:39,259 --> 00:28:42,598
because I couldn't
handle the alternative...
622
00:28:42,599 --> 00:28:45,349
That my brain is just broken.
623
00:28:47,599 --> 00:28:50,108
But now that I have an answer,
I don't know which is scarier.
624
00:28:50,109 --> 00:28:51,898
It feels like you handed
me a life sentence.
625
00:28:51,899 --> 00:28:53,478
But you don't have to face it alone.
626
00:28:53,479 --> 00:28:56,608
I will help you manage
and live with your symptoms.
627
00:28:56,609 --> 00:28:58,778
- That's what I'm here for.
- Dr. Wolf.
628
00:28:58,779 --> 00:29:00,198
I've got a kid on the way.
629
00:29:00,199 --> 00:29:01,988
I can barely support us on my salary.
630
00:29:01,989 --> 00:29:03,771
The VA cut off my benefits.
631
00:29:03,772 --> 00:29:05,498
Dishonorably discharged. Remember?
632
00:29:05,499 --> 00:29:07,980
There is nothing dishonorable about you.
633
00:29:08,459 --> 00:29:11,128
I want to fix that for you,
for your family.
634
00:29:11,129 --> 00:29:12,600
If you'll let me.
635
00:29:16,003 --> 00:29:17,132
You got this.
636
00:29:17,625 --> 00:29:20,454
Um, thank you for coming.
637
00:29:20,455 --> 00:29:24,044
Um, my patient,
Steve Hill, is a veteran.
638
00:29:24,045 --> 00:29:26,674
He's a husband.
He's a soon-to-be father.
639
00:29:26,832 --> 00:29:28,661
Uh, he served in the 2nd Battalion.
640
00:29:28,662 --> 00:29:30,726
Yeah, we've been briefed, Dr. Wolf.
641
00:29:30,727 --> 00:29:32,952
Oh. Okay. Then you're aware
642
00:29:32,953 --> 00:29:35,816
that Steve's unit fired
long-range howitzers
643
00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:38,146
from a distance far
from the threat of battle,
644
00:29:38,147 --> 00:29:40,566
and, yet, despite this fact,
Steve is one of the few
645
00:29:40,567 --> 00:29:42,156
surviving members of his unit.
646
00:29:42,157 --> 00:29:44,776
How is that possible?
The answer lies in the howitzer.
647
00:29:44,777 --> 00:29:47,446
Every time that cannon fired,
shockwaves reverberated
648
00:29:47,447 --> 00:29:49,156
through the neurons of Steve's brain,
649
00:29:49,157 --> 00:29:53,030
causing irreparable damage
over and over and over again.
650
00:29:55,870 --> 00:29:57,540
Uh...
651
00:29:59,022 --> 00:30:02,101
Think of your brain as a rubber band.
652
00:30:02,587 --> 00:30:06,716
Every time you stretch it,
micro-tears form.
653
00:30:06,717 --> 00:30:10,677
Now, the brain has elasticity,
so it can take a blow or two,
654
00:30:10,687 --> 00:30:12,436
maybe three or four even.
655
00:30:12,437 --> 00:30:15,766
But what happens after one too many?
656
00:30:15,767 --> 00:30:18,896
Stretch these a-and
find out for yourselves.
657
00:30:25,657 --> 00:30:27,616
Just like that band,
658
00:30:27,617 --> 00:30:29,286
the brain will break over time.
659
00:30:29,287 --> 00:30:30,866
And we have proof.
660
00:30:30,867 --> 00:30:32,907
A fellow unit member,
Aiden Miller's postmortem
661
00:30:32,917 --> 00:30:36,018
neuropathological results
showed catastrophic damage
662
00:30:36,019 --> 00:30:37,456
on the microscopic level.
663
00:30:37,457 --> 00:30:39,490
It was a textbook case of CTE.
664
00:30:43,219 --> 00:30:45,676
Steve's conspiracies and delusions
665
00:30:45,677 --> 00:30:49,097
are not an attempt
to betray his country.
666
00:30:50,301 --> 00:30:52,550
They're a cry for help...
667
00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:55,509
Caused by a neurodegenerative disease.
668
00:30:55,662 --> 00:30:59,197
Now, I have never
served in the military,
669
00:31:00,271 --> 00:31:04,667
but I have always admired
the concept of Nemo Resideo:
670
00:31:05,138 --> 00:31:06,977
"Leave No One Behind."
671
00:31:07,197 --> 00:31:10,576
We have to care for Steve
and every soldier like him.
672
00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:12,786
Restore their lost benefits,
restore their dignity.
673
00:31:12,787 --> 00:31:15,915
Understanding and compensating
674
00:31:16,343 --> 00:31:18,416
can be your first steps.
675
00:31:30,814 --> 00:31:31,893
It's a "yes."
676
00:31:31,894 --> 00:31:33,393
Alright. We got one more.
677
00:31:33,441 --> 00:31:36,070
Uh, let's keep going. Uh...
678
00:31:54,996 --> 00:31:56,745
Maybe we're missing a letter?
679
00:31:56,746 --> 00:31:58,366
Mnh.
680
00:31:59,707 --> 00:32:01,746
I think the message is complete.
681
00:32:01,747 --> 00:32:03,700
Uh, do you mind, Mrs. Petrov?
682
00:32:03,716 --> 00:32:05,137
Sure.
683
00:32:08,217 --> 00:32:11,419
Imagine how long he's
wanted to get these words out.
684
00:32:16,206 --> 00:32:18,167
_
685
00:32:20,833 --> 00:32:22,493
Poor boy.
686
00:32:43,417 --> 00:32:45,126
You going to bed, Dad?
687
00:32:45,127 --> 00:32:48,757
We haven't seen those hikers in hours.
688
00:32:50,227 --> 00:32:51,736
They don't want you to see them,
689
00:32:51,737 --> 00:32:53,146
but they can see you.
690
00:32:53,147 --> 00:32:55,566
They've been watching
you for a while now.
691
00:32:58,807 --> 00:33:00,875
They want you 'cause you're special.
692
00:33:00,876 --> 00:33:03,125
Because you're brilliant.
693
00:33:03,607 --> 00:33:05,777
You've been chosen, Oliver.
694
00:33:06,317 --> 00:33:08,486
You're gonna be
the world's greatest doctor.
695
00:33:08,487 --> 00:33:11,691
You're gonna help so
many people someday.
696
00:33:12,777 --> 00:33:14,730
You're the messiah.
697
00:33:14,945 --> 00:33:16,675
But don't worry.
698
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:18,609
I'll protect you.
699
00:33:22,442 --> 00:33:23,482
Dad.
700
00:33:27,938 --> 00:33:29,978
Don't leave me.
701
00:33:31,979 --> 00:33:33,598
I never will.
702
00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,727
Stay right here.
703
00:33:40,149 --> 00:33:42,739
Dad. Dad!
704
00:33:48,442 --> 00:33:50,652
What does it say?
705
00:33:52,028 --> 00:33:54,157
"Don't leave me."
706
00:33:58,233 --> 00:33:59,812
Um...
707
00:33:59,907 --> 00:34:02,178
Well, why don't you two, um,
708
00:34:02,287 --> 00:34:04,000
you know, page interpreter services
709
00:34:04,001 --> 00:34:07,121
and get a proper translator
in here to talk to him
710
00:34:07,122 --> 00:34:09,724
until we can find out a better way
to communicate with our patient?
711
00:34:09,725 --> 00:34:11,024
Uh...
712
00:34:21,597 --> 00:34:23,050
Uh... okay.
713
00:34:24,551 --> 00:34:26,260
Hey...
714
00:34:26,261 --> 00:34:28,011
What are you doing here?
715
00:34:28,012 --> 00:34:29,551
I was just out.
716
00:34:29,552 --> 00:34:32,432
Thought I'd stop by and say what up.
717
00:34:33,254 --> 00:34:35,213
Can I come in?
718
00:34:35,410 --> 00:34:36,853
Yeah.
719
00:34:37,859 --> 00:34:39,649
Thank you.
720
00:34:41,381 --> 00:34:42,590
Shoes!
721
00:34:42,591 --> 00:34:45,420
Okay. Okay.
722
00:34:45,421 --> 00:34:47,340
One.
723
00:34:47,341 --> 00:34:49,510
Two.
724
00:34:49,566 --> 00:34:51,755
Three.
725
00:34:55,587 --> 00:34:58,806
Ahh. Nice.
726
00:34:58,807 --> 00:35:01,136
What the hell were
you doing out in the rain?
727
00:35:01,137 --> 00:35:02,822
I needed to blow off some steam.
728
00:35:02,823 --> 00:35:06,202
I figured, hey, maybe
I should enjoy my life
729
00:35:06,203 --> 00:35:09,292
before I turn into Steve.
730
00:35:09,607 --> 00:35:12,276
- Jacob.
- Well, I do black out,
731
00:35:12,277 --> 00:35:14,147
like, a lot.
732
00:35:14,157 --> 00:35:16,809
Yeah, because you party too hard.
733
00:35:16,810 --> 00:35:18,349
Not because you have CTE.
734
00:35:18,350 --> 00:35:19,809
Right.
735
00:35:19,963 --> 00:35:21,802
Well, it doesn't matter anyways.
736
00:35:21,827 --> 00:35:24,157
Because, I mean, you won't know anything
737
00:35:24,167 --> 00:35:26,942
until you slice my brain up.
738
00:35:27,167 --> 00:35:30,175
Okay. Okay. Go on. Go get dry.
739
00:35:30,176 --> 00:35:32,732
There's a towel in
the cabinet in the bathroom.
740
00:35:33,138 --> 00:35:36,267
Think I have an
oversized shirt somewhere.
741
00:35:42,347 --> 00:35:45,556
Oh, boy. Hm.
742
00:35:45,557 --> 00:35:49,356
So... what exactly happened
that made you stop playing?
743
00:35:49,357 --> 00:35:51,203
Thank you. Um...
744
00:35:51,897 --> 00:35:54,146
Well, my junior year,
I had two concussions
745
00:35:54,147 --> 00:35:57,736
in the same season,
and the doctors told me
746
00:35:57,761 --> 00:36:00,702
if I had one more, I might not wake up.
747
00:36:01,061 --> 00:36:03,140
So I had to decide.
748
00:36:03,313 --> 00:36:05,272
Should I take the risk or not?
749
00:36:05,273 --> 00:36:07,522
- I chose not to.
- Hm.
750
00:36:07,545 --> 00:36:10,214
And I regret it. Every day.
751
00:36:10,215 --> 00:36:11,764
What?
752
00:36:12,047 --> 00:36:15,086
Why? You're alive. You're okay.
753
00:36:15,087 --> 00:36:17,823
No. You should have seen me, Ericka.
754
00:36:18,859 --> 00:36:20,198
I was great.
755
00:36:20,325 --> 00:36:21,617
I was, like...
756
00:36:22,846 --> 00:36:25,015
Really, really great.
757
00:36:25,142 --> 00:36:26,911
And now I'm just a...
758
00:36:28,397 --> 00:36:30,437
Bad doctor.
759
00:36:31,897 --> 00:36:34,526
- Where is this coming from?
- Ah. Come on.
760
00:36:34,777 --> 00:36:37,015
- Everyone thinks it.
- Mnh-mnh.
761
00:36:37,016 --> 00:36:38,435
Wolf thinks it.
762
00:36:39,517 --> 00:36:41,310
Even you think it.
763
00:36:42,140 --> 00:36:44,016
I don't think you're a bad doctor.
764
00:36:44,664 --> 00:36:46,254
Mnh-mnh.
765
00:36:51,556 --> 00:36:52,895
I should go to bed.
766
00:36:53,087 --> 00:36:55,802
- Okay.
- Here's a blanket.
767
00:36:55,803 --> 00:36:57,553
- Thank you.
- Pillow.
768
00:36:57,554 --> 00:36:59,463
- Hey, Kinney.
- Hm?
769
00:36:59,570 --> 00:37:03,869
If anyone ever does have
to slice my brain open...
770
00:37:05,678 --> 00:37:07,678
...I want it to be you.
771
00:37:07,757 --> 00:37:09,951
Um...
772
00:37:10,761 --> 00:37:12,591
Same, I guess.
773
00:37:12,887 --> 00:37:17,847
โช Oh, darlin', make it go โช
774
00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:29,030
Good morning!
775
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:32,619
Good morning! Come on. Wake up. Wake up.
776
00:37:32,620 --> 00:37:34,903
- Uh...
- Coffee?
777
00:37:35,170 --> 00:37:37,155
Sure.
778
00:37:47,618 --> 00:37:49,447
Last night, did... did we...
779
00:37:49,448 --> 00:37:51,997
No. Mnh. Absolutely not.
780
00:37:51,998 --> 00:37:54,037
Good.
781
00:37:54,038 --> 00:37:56,207
That's good.
782
00:37:56,208 --> 00:37:59,707
Well, um, to whatever
happened last night.
783
00:37:59,708 --> 00:38:02,086
- Nothing happened.
- Thank you.
784
00:38:02,747 --> 00:38:05,586
This blanket is cozy as hell.
785
00:38:05,587 --> 00:38:07,717
It's microfiber.
786
00:38:09,388 --> 00:38:10,887
- What?!
- He's got Mirror-Touch?!
787
00:38:10,888 --> 00:38:12,677
- That's what he told me.
- How long have you known this?
788
00:38:12,678 --> 00:38:15,388
- That's why he's... Shh.
- I can't believe it.
789
00:38:15,875 --> 00:38:17,057
What?
790
00:38:17,499 --> 00:38:20,139
Oh, did Mrs. Petrov bring her
granddaughter into the hospital?
791
00:38:20,140 --> 00:38:22,320
Nah. Nah. But I did just annihilate
792
00:38:22,321 --> 00:38:24,237
a huge breakfast burrito.
793
00:38:24,238 --> 00:38:26,537
"Anything to note, Dr. Markus?"
794
00:38:26,538 --> 00:38:29,737
Ignore him. I've always
appreciated your sensitivity.
795
00:38:29,738 --> 00:38:32,354
I think we need more of it around here.
796
00:38:32,908 --> 00:38:34,327
You told them.
797
00:38:34,328 --> 00:38:37,327
I'm so sorry, Van.
798
00:38:37,328 --> 00:38:39,578
I know I said...
I shouldn't have done it,
799
00:38:39,588 --> 00:38:41,417
but it was so interesting.
800
00:38:41,418 --> 00:38:44,587
And... And I was doing
some research and...
801
00:38:44,588 --> 00:38:47,380
My God. Can you ever forgive me?
802
00:38:48,338 --> 00:38:50,974
Why do you think I told you, Dana?
803
00:38:53,018 --> 00:38:55,927
Saved me from "coming out" three times.
804
00:38:59,180 --> 00:39:00,969
I underestimated you.
805
00:39:00,990 --> 00:39:03,162
Well played.
806
00:39:03,650 --> 00:39:05,689
Well played.
807
00:39:06,108 --> 00:39:10,067
Once the VA understood
the cause of Steve's trauma,
808
00:39:10,068 --> 00:39:12,197
his benefits were reinstated,
809
00:39:12,198 --> 00:39:14,407
his family was compensated,
810
00:39:14,408 --> 00:39:16,867
his honor restored.
811
00:39:16,993 --> 00:39:18,833
You ready?
812
00:39:23,942 --> 00:39:27,467
7 times 12.84.
813
00:39:27,468 --> 00:39:29,243
You're good.
814
00:39:29,788 --> 00:39:31,926
Divided by 6.
815
00:39:33,360 --> 00:39:35,149
Fourteen.
816
00:39:38,228 --> 00:39:40,477
Welcome, everyone.
817
00:39:40,478 --> 00:39:43,308
I want to thank you
all for coming today.
818
00:39:43,318 --> 00:39:45,318
My name is Steve.
819
00:39:46,778 --> 00:39:49,027
And I'm here to share my story.
820
00:39:49,028 --> 00:39:52,067
There was no changing Steve's pathology,
821
00:39:52,068 --> 00:39:54,617
not even an official diagnosis.
822
00:39:54,618 --> 00:39:58,957
But in a sense, couldn't
you say that about us all?
823
00:39:58,958 --> 00:40:01,077
There is no cure for CTE,
824
00:40:01,078 --> 00:40:03,627
but we could slow the
symptoms with treatments
825
00:40:03,628 --> 00:40:06,337
for similar neurodegenerative diseases.
826
00:40:06,338 --> 00:40:08,917
Exercise. Diet. Sleep.
827
00:40:08,918 --> 00:40:10,507
Giving Steve time.
828
00:40:10,508 --> 00:40:14,217
Hope for a future in which we know more.
829
00:40:14,218 --> 00:40:17,347
Steve could see a hopeful future now.
830
00:40:17,348 --> 00:40:18,887
He could hold it in his hands.
831
00:40:18,888 --> 00:40:20,517
It's Daddy.
832
00:40:20,518 --> 00:40:24,057
Our nervous systems
can't heal in isolation.
833
00:40:24,058 --> 00:40:25,857
- Aww!
- We need care...
834
00:40:25,858 --> 00:40:28,027
Love, connection.
835
00:40:30,198 --> 00:40:31,857
That's right.
836
00:40:40,102 --> 00:40:44,311
Wolf. You paged me? Something urgent?
837
00:40:44,668 --> 00:40:46,957
What do you got? Gardening issues?
838
00:40:46,958 --> 00:40:51,877
Of a sort. I'm thinking
of planting a microchip.
839
00:40:51,878 --> 00:40:54,137
- Not you, too.
- Not Steve. No, no.
840
00:40:54,138 --> 00:40:56,548
For Steve, a microchip
was a coping mechanism.
841
00:40:56,558 --> 00:40:59,402
But what if, for John Doe...
842
00:41:00,162 --> 00:41:02,532
it was an actual mechanism?
843
00:41:02,724 --> 00:41:06,933
A brain computer interface
to help him communicate.
844
00:41:06,995 --> 00:41:08,825
Uh...
845
00:41:10,327 --> 00:41:14,739
Wolf, y-you realize how
experimental this tech is. It...
846
00:41:15,488 --> 00:41:17,968
This man has lost his voice.
847
00:41:18,614 --> 00:41:20,903
And you could give it back to him,
848
00:41:20,904 --> 00:41:22,380
awaken him.
849
00:41:24,498 --> 00:41:27,508
Are you with me or not?
850
00:41:29,838 --> 00:41:32,668
Because I refuse to leave him.
851
00:41:38,154 --> 00:41:41,776
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