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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:03,760 --> 00:01:08,680 I'm going to ask everyone to slowly... 2 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:13,320 ..move their focus further inward. 3 00:01:21,280 --> 00:01:22,920 Now listen... 4 00:01:24,080 --> 00:01:25,440 ..deeper. 5 00:01:30,440 --> 00:01:31,800 Can you...? 6 00:01:32,840 --> 00:01:36,160 Can you hear your blood circulating inside of you? 7 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:40,800 SHE HUMS 8 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:48,280 The Hum is there. 9 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:51,600 Inside 10 00:01:51,600 --> 00:01:55,240 the deepest part of you. 11 00:01:57,760 --> 00:02:01,640 Focus on i-i-i-it. 12 00:02:02,800 --> 00:02:06,960 Let it gro-o-o-o-o-ow. 13 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:09,160 - ECHO: - Let it gro-o-o-o-o-ow. 14 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:12,960 Let it fill your body. 15 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:15,360 - ECHO: - Let it fill your body. 16 00:02:15,360 --> 00:02:21,040 Let it fill every space in between your cells. 17 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:22,520 Aaaaaah. 18 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:25,600 This is the only sound. 19 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:29,200 - VOICE OVERLAPS: - This is the original sound. 20 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:34,560 The sound that predates life on Earth. 21 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:37,320 The sound that made us. 22 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:44,600 And as The Hum fills your entire body, 23 00:02:44,600 --> 00:02:49,160 you become nothing but sound... 24 00:02:50,840 --> 00:02:53,920 ..vibrating on the same frequency. 25 00:02:53,920 --> 00:02:58,520 Boundless, until there is no distinction between our bodies! 26 00:02:58,520 --> 00:03:00,360 Release yourself! 27 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:02,960 Release yourself! 28 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:04,440 PEOPLE HUM 29 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:07,480 Come back. Come back. Come back. 30 00:03:07,480 --> 00:03:11,280 Release yourself into this boundlessness. 31 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:13,920 Release yourself 32 00:03:13,920 --> 00:03:18,000 from the confines of your body! 33 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:20,120 Release yourself. 34 00:03:20,120 --> 00:03:22,160 Release yourself. 35 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:24,800 Erase yourself. 36 00:03:25,920 --> 00:03:27,840 Well, that was something. 37 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:29,680 HE CHUCKLES 38 00:03:29,680 --> 00:03:30,920 Yeah. 39 00:03:30,920 --> 00:03:33,200 It was... It was amazing. 40 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:35,320 - Incredible, right? - Fuck, man. 41 00:03:36,440 --> 00:03:38,480 No, but seriously, fuck. 42 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:41,320 - MAN: - Everyone is on their path. 43 00:03:41,320 --> 00:03:43,560 Kyle, for instance. 44 00:03:43,560 --> 00:03:47,240 He's at a point in his life where he's being asked to 45 00:03:47,240 --> 00:03:49,680 discover and define himself. 46 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:53,520 He's open to all of life's opportunities. 47 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:56,600 Ready to challenge himself. 48 00:03:56,600 --> 00:03:59,280 - Whereas... - Whereas, what? 49 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:03,440 I've lived my life and now I'm ready to be put out to pasture? 50 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:05,800 No. No, not at all. 51 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:09,200 Merely he is actively searching for his purpose in life. 52 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:10,600 Mm-hm, right. 53 00:04:10,600 --> 00:04:13,160 And I'm finding this difficult because my life has no purpose. 54 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:17,760 It's not about what I'm saying, it's about you, your life. 55 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:20,040 Yeah, well, my life is fairly obliterated. 56 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:22,080 I mean, my husband's left me, I have no job. 57 00:04:22,080 --> 00:04:23,560 Yes, and that's frightening. 58 00:04:23,560 --> 00:04:25,720 And you are shutting it out because you're frightened. 59 00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:29,120 And we hoped the quarry might help. 60 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:31,320 I'm sorry if it didn't. 61 00:04:35,280 --> 00:04:37,360 Why are you doing this? 62 00:04:39,840 --> 00:04:41,600 I mean, what's it for? 63 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:43,480 We're not criticising you. 64 00:04:44,520 --> 00:04:47,560 You know, it took me a long time to welcome it in. 65 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:49,080 We want to help. 66 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:53,040 But why? 67 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:56,400 The experience becomes deeper, more expansive. 68 00:04:57,960 --> 00:05:00,800 The larger the group, the more connections that can be made. 69 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:03,800 More possibilities. 70 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:08,040 We can exist on a new spiritual plane, Claire. 71 00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:11,800 And that can be transformative for all of us. 72 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:16,520 When you feel it, you will understand. 73 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:20,440 We know you could get there. 74 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:23,560 But I think if you wake up tomorrow and never hear it again, 75 00:05:23,560 --> 00:05:26,720 you would choose that without a second thought. 76 00:05:28,080 --> 00:05:30,760 You are not trying, Claire. 77 00:05:37,680 --> 00:05:41,080 ROTORS THRUM 78 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:50,600 - Well, he's right, isn't he? - Mm? 79 00:05:53,240 --> 00:05:54,880 Nuke it. 80 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:57,080 Dig it out of your ears. 81 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:00,240 Go back to the before time. 82 00:06:00,240 --> 00:06:02,560 - What, you mean you wouldn't? - No. 83 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:03,960 Not after that. 84 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:06,360 Huh. 85 00:06:07,360 --> 00:06:09,000 I don't know, I... 86 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:12,760 ..slightly reject his whole "you have to be in a perfectly content 87 00:06:12,760 --> 00:06:15,240 in your life in order to progress to the next level." 88 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:17,240 - That's not what he's saying, though. - Really? 89 00:06:20,040 --> 00:06:21,440 It's about how YOU feel. 90 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:24,880 I don't get it. 91 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:26,720 I think they're onto something. 92 00:06:28,960 --> 00:06:30,240 I felt like... 93 00:06:32,120 --> 00:06:36,120 ..like we're not suffering together, there's something beautiful in it. 94 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:42,040 I felt connected to everything for a few seconds. 95 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:48,560 Can you hear this? 96 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:52,480 LOW HARMONIOUS HUM 97 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:56,240 Mm-hm. Yeah. 98 00:07:07,520 --> 00:07:10,120 HUM INTENSIFIES 99 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:24,320 I don't know what I'm doing. I feel like I'm watching my life collapse. 100 00:07:24,320 --> 00:07:27,080 I AM watching my life collapse. 101 00:07:30,280 --> 00:07:33,040 Ashley is furious with me. 102 00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:38,800 And Paul? Has he come home? 103 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:42,440 No, he's staying in some studio in a block he's developing. 104 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:44,000 We've barely spoken since. 105 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:47,520 I want to talk to him. I think. 106 00:07:49,320 --> 00:07:53,000 I just don't know how, because I'm...really fucking angry with him. 107 00:07:59,480 --> 00:08:02,600 I don't understand why he felt so threatened by them, 108 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,720 those people that... 109 00:08:04,720 --> 00:08:06,800 I think most of us move through this life 110 00:08:06,800 --> 00:08:11,160 with responsibilities and...burdens, 111 00:08:11,160 --> 00:08:14,160 familial, financial, domestic. 112 00:08:15,760 --> 00:08:20,200 To stop oneself and constantly ask, am I... 113 00:08:21,640 --> 00:08:23,880 ..choosing this life? 114 00:08:23,880 --> 00:08:26,360 I mean, I do, of course I do, 115 00:08:26,360 --> 00:08:28,440 but in a way, but... 116 00:08:28,440 --> 00:08:30,520 Is this the life I chose? 117 00:08:31,640 --> 00:08:34,920 I don't know that they're the solution. 118 00:08:34,920 --> 00:08:37,000 I don't feel what they feel. 119 00:08:38,120 --> 00:08:41,120 I just don't know how to say any of that to him. 120 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:45,960 What do you want, Claire? 121 00:08:48,920 --> 00:08:50,920 Ashley? How'd it go? 122 00:08:50,920 --> 00:08:53,080 DOOR CLOSES 123 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:55,120 OK, we don't have to talk about it. 124 00:08:55,120 --> 00:08:58,640 Dinner's nearly ready. Look, I opened a packet all by myself. 125 00:08:58,640 --> 00:08:59,840 I'm not hungry. 126 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:03,480 - Yes, you are. - I need to revise. 127 00:09:03,480 --> 00:09:05,200 Yeah, but not on an empty stomach. 128 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:06,840 Come on. And this, this offers more 129 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:09,760 than your recommended daily salt intake. 130 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:15,120 It always feels like it's gone worse than you think. 131 00:09:15,120 --> 00:09:18,680 - Remember how you felt after GCSEs? - Yeah, this is not the same. 132 00:09:18,680 --> 00:09:21,520 - I don't want to talk about it. - OK. 133 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:24,040 I'm here if you need. 134 00:09:31,240 --> 00:09:34,120 - You know I'm really proud of you. - How was your group? 135 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:40,440 Yeah, I don't know. 136 00:09:45,080 --> 00:09:48,320 I think I might not...go any more. 137 00:09:48,320 --> 00:09:51,000 HUM AMPLIFIES 138 00:09:59,040 --> 00:10:00,640 What are you doing? 139 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:01,760 What? 140 00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:03,000 Hey. 141 00:10:13,600 --> 00:10:17,080 HUM INTENSIFIES 142 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:24,600 WATER TRICKLES 143 00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:26,680 BIRDSONG 144 00:10:32,200 --> 00:10:33,600 Hi. 145 00:10:35,400 --> 00:10:37,320 No, it's fine. How are you? 146 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:41,840 Mm-hm. 147 00:10:44,160 --> 00:10:45,360 Right. 148 00:10:48,040 --> 00:10:49,600 That makes sense. 149 00:10:51,520 --> 00:10:53,000 No, not at all. 150 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:57,000 You have to do what's right for you and for your family. 151 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:00,920 And what we do, 152 00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:03,600 it's, it's not for everyone and I, 153 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:08,400 I could see you holding back and that it was a lot for you. 154 00:11:09,920 --> 00:11:11,560 - MOUTHS: - Claire. 155 00:11:11,560 --> 00:11:12,720 Well... 156 00:11:13,920 --> 00:11:17,360 ..Omar and I wish you all the best. 157 00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:22,000 Shame. 158 00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:40,680 Hi. 159 00:11:42,880 --> 00:11:45,280 Thank you for meeting up with me. 160 00:11:46,680 --> 00:11:49,440 - How have you been? - Yeah, fine, busy. 161 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:51,520 Exam season, so... 162 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:56,560 Look, I wanted to meet up with you because I... 163 00:11:57,960 --> 00:12:01,400 ..I thought that, erm, we were friends. 164 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:06,160 I mean, we've been there for each other, and... 165 00:12:07,520 --> 00:12:10,920 ..and I have been struggling, and I miss you. 166 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:15,280 And look, I know that it has been completely weird, 167 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:18,520 but to not call or even reach out, I mean... 168 00:12:21,680 --> 00:12:25,240 I've been a good friend to you over the years, haven't I? 169 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:27,920 Come on. 170 00:12:29,680 --> 00:12:31,160 No? 171 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:33,480 So what? That was all just a fucking lie then, was it? 172 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:37,120 Sometimes being your friend was a bit like being a wall, Claire. 173 00:12:37,120 --> 00:12:40,360 Something for you to talk at, bounce your voice against. 174 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:44,640 That is not fair, Cass. 175 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:47,320 OK, well, sorry you feel that way. 176 00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:54,840 You know, I didn't really mind that. 177 00:12:56,360 --> 00:12:58,360 But I do mind being lied to. 178 00:12:58,360 --> 00:13:00,840 - No, I didn't lie to you. - Yes, you did. - No. 179 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:03,920 - He's a student, and you lied. - You don't know anything about it. 180 00:13:03,920 --> 00:13:05,360 You haven't asked me anything. 181 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:07,160 Why would I ask a rapist anything? 182 00:13:19,360 --> 00:13:21,320 - JO: - Inside the deepest part of you. 183 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:26,360 Amen. 184 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:35,400 Since when do you smoke? 185 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:37,880 I don't know. 186 00:13:40,680 --> 00:13:42,840 Very, very, very bad for you. 187 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:44,160 I have heard. 188 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:47,960 Did you sleep OK? 189 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:49,880 I'm going to go to the library. 190 00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:52,560 - Well, then, I'll give you a lift. - Dad's going to take me. 191 00:13:53,760 --> 00:13:55,080 Oh. 192 00:13:58,360 --> 00:14:00,600 He needs to grab a bag. Can he come in? 193 00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:02,320 Yeah. Are you...? 194 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:06,400 I'm... Sorry, are you asking me or is he? 195 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:07,680 Well, he is. 196 00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:09,360 CAR DOOR SHUTS 197 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:11,320 Yeah, of course, it's completely... 198 00:14:11,320 --> 00:14:13,440 DOOR OPENS 199 00:14:11,320 --> 00:14:13,440 ..fine. 200 00:14:15,160 --> 00:14:16,680 DOOR CLOSES 201 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:19,440 Morning. 202 00:14:20,400 --> 00:14:21,760 Hi. 203 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:24,360 I'll be, um, down in a second. 204 00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:25,920 OK. 205 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:35,160 DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES 206 00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:37,480 - I just need to...grab a bag. - No, Ashley already told me. 207 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:38,920 Go for it. 208 00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:43,840 How have you been? 209 00:14:45,280 --> 00:14:46,520 OK. 210 00:14:49,520 --> 00:14:50,920 You? 211 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:53,320 Yeah, fine. 212 00:14:53,320 --> 00:14:54,840 I wanted to ask you... 213 00:14:56,280 --> 00:14:57,800 ..if we can talk. 214 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:04,360 Because every time that we try to, it escalates so quickly, and I, 215 00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:07,400 I don't want that to happen, I want us to figure this out. 216 00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:10,200 Me, too. 217 00:15:11,200 --> 00:15:12,400 I was... 218 00:15:13,400 --> 00:15:16,960 ..wondering if you wanted to, erm... 219 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:21,400 Are you asking me on a date? 220 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:27,280 Yeah. I mean, I don't want to speak for Claire, but from my perspective, 221 00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:30,360 things were good, I think. 222 00:15:30,360 --> 00:15:31,800 Er, you know. 223 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:37,320 Nearly finished bringing up our kids, erm, 224 00:15:37,320 --> 00:15:39,600 work was not without its struggles. 225 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:41,280 We were good. 226 00:15:41,280 --> 00:15:44,000 Nice house, good kids. 227 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:46,760 HUMMING THRUMS 228 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:49,200 You know, we had friends, lives, right? 229 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:51,880 Yeah. Yeah. 230 00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:53,240 It was good. 231 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:56,280 You've mentioned several things that aren't directly 232 00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:59,880 about the two of you, about the relationship, Paul - 233 00:15:59,880 --> 00:16:02,800 work, your daughter, social lives. 234 00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:04,040 Right, but... 235 00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:06,920 ..when you're at our stage of life... 236 00:16:09,120 --> 00:16:12,400 ..those things are the relationship, aren't they? 237 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:20,600 - If this is because of... - No, it's... I just can't any more. 238 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:24,880 I've been reckless. 239 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:27,840 It's not fair. 240 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:29,400 I shouldn't be leaning on you. 241 00:16:30,440 --> 00:16:31,560 It's not right. 242 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:34,880 It feels right. 243 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:40,160 I just think I was hopeful for... 244 00:16:41,760 --> 00:16:43,640 ..something more. 245 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:46,680 Some of the time. 246 00:16:49,520 --> 00:16:51,600 Look, I get that it's a lot. 247 00:16:52,880 --> 00:16:55,600 But what we're doing as a group... 248 00:16:56,840 --> 00:16:59,440 - ..it fucking works. - Yeah, for you. 249 00:16:59,440 --> 00:17:01,480 For anyone who's open to it. 250 00:17:02,880 --> 00:17:06,880 You said that our life was good, is good, 251 00:17:06,880 --> 00:17:09,640 and that's true, it is, but it's all so small. 252 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:15,480 I mean, we used to have more than just three friends each. 253 00:17:15,480 --> 00:17:17,040 Do you think that might be connected 254 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:19,120 - to why you're hearing this buzz, Claire? - Buzz? 255 00:17:19,120 --> 00:17:22,080 - Because it's offering something... - No. - ..more exciting. 256 00:17:22,080 --> 00:17:23,880 No, it's not... 257 00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:26,000 I hear a sound, a real sound 258 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:27,960 that some people can hear and others cannot. 259 00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:31,720 I just struggle to buy that this is the reason for your... 260 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:34,680 ..fixation with some student. 261 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:36,360 That is not what this is about. 262 00:17:36,360 --> 00:17:40,760 That's literally it. You're making a choice to keep fucking suffering. 263 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:43,880 No. Look, I'm glad that it's working for you, I am. 264 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:45,800 But it doesn't for me. 265 00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:47,640 You were fired, Claire. 266 00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,240 And you are still... 267 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:55,320 Going to a place where there are people who validate how I feel. 268 00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:59,280 You know what? 269 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:01,480 It doesn't matter 270 00:18:01,480 --> 00:18:03,720 because I have decided to stop going there. 271 00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:09,360 One person feeling bad all the time is better than three, right? 272 00:18:10,520 --> 00:18:12,400 I'm done. OK? 273 00:18:24,720 --> 00:18:25,960 Goodbye. 274 00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:34,520 THRUMMING 275 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:44,120 Er, hey. 276 00:18:44,120 --> 00:18:45,560 We miss you. 277 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:48,920 There's a new guy. 278 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:50,880 I think you'd like him. 279 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:53,040 PEOPLE CHATTER AND LAUGH 280 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,720 - PLAYS MESSAGE: - Er, hey. We miss you. 281 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,880 - BACKGROUND: - Come on, it's funny because if it's not funny... 282 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:01,200 - MESSAGE CONTINUES: - There's a new guy. I think you'd like him. 283 00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:03,960 No, I... I feel so much better, you know, 284 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:06,640 having listened with you guys, honestly. 285 00:19:06,640 --> 00:19:09,400 - Oh, that's nice. - That's so nice. 286 00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:14,560 You all right? Did she not tell you she's not coming? 287 00:19:14,560 --> 00:19:17,440 - It's a former member of our group here. - Right. 288 00:19:17,440 --> 00:19:18,720 No, yeah. No, she did. 289 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:21,880 Erm, I just thought she would have changed her mind. 290 00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:25,760 - ASHLEY: - I'm going to have a party. 291 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:28,320 - Excuse me? - That wasn't a question. 292 00:19:28,320 --> 00:19:29,640 No, it didn't sound like one. 293 00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:31,640 After prom, no-one else's house is free. 294 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,320 Obviously, you can't be there. 295 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:35,760 And I won't trash the place. 296 00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:38,400 It's basically the least you can do after everything. 297 00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:40,040 KNOCK ON DOOR 298 00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:41,400 Hold that thought. 299 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,320 KNOCK ON DOOR 300 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:51,680 - Hi. - Hi, Claire. - Sorry to disturb. 301 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:53,640 Just wondered if we could have a word. 302 00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:56,680 Someone set fire to my bins. 303 00:19:56,680 --> 00:19:57,960 God. 304 00:19:57,960 --> 00:19:59,640 That, erm... 305 00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:02,280 Ash, can you maybe head upstairs. 306 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,320 I haven't finished my dinner. 307 00:20:04,320 --> 00:20:08,680 Well, I'm very sorry about your bins, Tom. 308 00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:11,960 Sima and I have been talking about The Hum very publicly. 309 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:14,440 - Well, as publicly as we can, haven't we? - Mm. 310 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:16,760 And people are not happy. 311 00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:20,120 - Hence my bins. - Yeah, well, it's a... It's a very extreme reaction. 312 00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:22,760 My neighbours are worried that it's lowering their property value 313 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:24,280 or some such rubbish. 314 00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:27,000 We've been talking to the council and we have a few signatures, 315 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:28,920 but we just don't have enough for them to launch 316 00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:30,760 - a formal investigation. - Right. 317 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:33,920 We have tracked down a few people who used to attend 318 00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:36,000 Jo and Omar's groups and then left... 319 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,000 Emily goes there all the bloody time. 320 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:39,760 She mentioned that you'd left. 321 00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:42,760 That's right. 322 00:20:43,840 --> 00:20:47,320 We are gathering testimonials, banding together. 323 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:52,720 Look, I'm really, really sorry, but I can't. 324 00:20:52,720 --> 00:20:57,520 Claire, you do realise that Omar's theory is bullshit, don't you? 325 00:20:57,520 --> 00:20:59,440 The sound that he's talking about, 326 00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:02,120 yeah, that exists, but humans cannot hear it. 327 00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:05,240 Yeah, I don't know what to think, to be honest, but I don't happen 328 00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:08,320 to think that it can be a factory or a wind turbine or a phone mast 329 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:10,720 - or whatever, it's just... - Omar is a charlatan. 330 00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:13,440 - It's a cult. - That wasn't my experience. 331 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:14,840 It wasn't. 332 00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:16,560 Anyway... 333 00:21:16,560 --> 00:21:19,400 Anyway, I'm not going any more, and I can't help you! 334 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:22,440 When he was at Rosyth, he taught under a different name. 335 00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:24,800 - OK. - Oscar Barat. 336 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,680 Joe was his student. 337 00:21:26,680 --> 00:21:28,720 I'm, I'm aware of that. 338 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:31,160 And then he ran a group with the students listening. 339 00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:34,200 He got fired over incredibly serious allegations. 340 00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:35,840 Like what? 341 00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:39,560 Well, some people described it as psychological conditioning, 342 00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:42,320 grooming, tantric-like meditation. 343 00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:45,120 - No, that's not... - What? - Exactly. 344 00:21:45,120 --> 00:21:47,240 - No, it's not... - Extremely inappropriate 345 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:48,800 and unscientific practices. 346 00:21:48,800 --> 00:21:50,920 Did he make you do the deep listening? 347 00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:53,960 - Yes. - Because we did hear from some people who were forced 348 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:58,960 to do that and then went on to have extremely frightening experiences, 349 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,920 like forms of psychosis. 350 00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:04,280 Yeah, well, I wasn't forced to do anything, and I'm fine. 351 00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:06,680 I am. 352 00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:09,800 OK, you know what, I... 353 00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:12,160 ..I think that you should leave. 354 00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:15,360 I'm just trying to have dinner with my daughter. 355 00:22:15,360 --> 00:22:17,560 OK? Please? 356 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,880 If you want to order pizza, which I know you will, 357 00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:43,400 then use my credit card. 358 00:22:43,400 --> 00:22:45,480 - Thank you. - Go crazy. - Can I...? 359 00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:48,920 - Can you, what? - Well, can we get a few more? 360 00:22:48,920 --> 00:22:51,760 - Damien? Damien. - Hey. 361 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:54,400 - Hi. How are you? - I'm good. 362 00:22:54,400 --> 00:22:56,760 This is, this is my son. This is Aaron. 363 00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:59,600 No way? I had no idea that you had a son. 364 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:02,160 - Hi. Hi, Aaron. - Hello. - Hi. 365 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:03,920 Good boy. 366 00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:06,120 CLAIRE CHUCKLES 367 00:23:06,120 --> 00:23:07,880 You remember Ashley. 368 00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,000 - Hi. - How's it going? 369 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:11,840 Yeah, we've missed you, Claire. 370 00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:14,360 We...were sorry you decided to leave. 371 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,840 - You're coping OK? - Yeah, she's doing great. 372 00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:23,880 You know we're not the only ones that can hear it. 373 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:26,600 I mean, we can't be. 374 00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:28,280 It's obvious. 375 00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:31,360 - It's not just us wackjobs, right? - HE LAUGHS 376 00:23:31,360 --> 00:23:33,280 But it does make you think, though, right? 377 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,560 You know, why isn't this a thing? 378 00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:39,640 Why isn't it talked about in the mainstream? 379 00:23:39,640 --> 00:23:42,400 Why, why are they keeping it from us? 380 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:44,320 So...? They? 381 00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:45,480 Ash. 382 00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:47,080 I mean, I'm not stupid. 383 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:49,560 I know it sounds like paranoid bullshit. 384 00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:53,000 But this isn't a new thing, you know, 385 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,960 the Government are listening. 386 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,280 They're literally listening to us all the time. 387 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:00,800 They'll have heard everything we said at Jo and Omar's. 388 00:24:00,800 --> 00:24:04,560 OK, why would they, why would anyone want to listen to that shit? 389 00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:06,280 OK, OK. 390 00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:07,920 No, no, no, it's good. 391 00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:10,320 That is exactly the right question. 392 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:13,320 This is... This is a war. 393 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,480 It's a war for people's minds. 394 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:17,720 And I know that I'll do whatever I need to do 395 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:19,960 to protect myself and protect... 396 00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:22,840 ..protect my family. 397 00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:26,360 Look, it's really hard to explain 398 00:24:26,360 --> 00:24:28,720 because they're not allowing you to hear it yet. 399 00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:33,640 But The Hum unlocks something, right? Something that... 400 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:37,520 It has the potential to be catastrophic 401 00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:39,520 to those that are in charge because it liberates. 402 00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:42,880 The liberated mind, it can't be controlled. 403 00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:45,240 He's fucking nuts. 404 00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:48,440 I have empathy for him. 405 00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:50,040 He's a murderer. 406 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:52,200 OK, well, that kind of language, that's not helpful, Ash. 407 00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,600 No, no, that language clarifies, Claire. 408 00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:56,400 Just because it was probably some drone strike 409 00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:58,680 - doesn't mean he isn't a murderer. - You know that most people 410 00:24:58,680 --> 00:24:59,920 live in a bubble. 411 00:24:59,920 --> 00:25:03,880 And I think that being challenged and learning to listen... 412 00:25:03,880 --> 00:25:07,960 Learning to listen to incels and abusers? Yeah, very cool. 413 00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,840 Tell me why you have decided that Damien is an incel. 414 00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:12,920 - And who is the abuser? - Omar. 415 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:14,920 Sorry, Oscar Barat. 416 00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:17,400 You know, the professor who doesn't understand boundaries? 417 00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:19,360 Well, I've stopped listening to him, haven't I? 418 00:25:19,360 --> 00:25:23,000 I don't listen to anyone any more, Ashley, apart from you. 419 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,520 - Is that what you wanted? - Yeah, that's exactly what I wanted. 420 00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:26,560 Fuck! 421 00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:34,160 Ash. 422 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:07,880 CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS 423 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:07,880 Nice. 424 00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,680 And again. 425 00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:13,000 CLAIRE LAUGHS 426 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,200 OK, I lied, this is the last one. 427 00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:19,760 CLAIRE CHUCKLES 428 00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,360 OK, I'm going to go. 429 00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:28,720 You look beautiful. 430 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:32,400 You're going to have a great night. 431 00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:36,280 Don't trash the house. 432 00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:38,920 CAR HORN HOOTS 433 00:26:40,680 --> 00:26:41,920 Come here. 434 00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:49,520 I love you. 435 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:51,160 CAR HORN HOOTS 436 00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:24,800 DEEP, DISTORTED HUM 437 00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:36,720 THRUMMING 438 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:40,400 Almost there. 439 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:44,240 Inside the deepest part of you. 440 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:37,480 METALLIC CLANGING 441 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:50,200 TENSE THRUMMING 442 00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:53,720 DISCORDANT GURGLING 443 00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:15,120 CLAIRE GASPS 444 00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:18,920 SHE SOBS 445 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:23,560 WHISPERS: Please, please, please. 446 00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:26,400 - ANSWER MESSAGE: - Hi, it's Paul. 447 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:29,000 Leave us a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 448 00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,240 CLAIRE SNIFFS 449 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:37,080 - ANSWER MESSAGE: - Hi, it's Paul. 450 00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:39,040 Leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 451 00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:40,800 SHE WHIMPERS 452 00:29:49,840 --> 00:29:52,240 HE STRUMS GUITAR 453 00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:57,880 - It's your prom, you should go. - Really don't want to go. 454 00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:01,480 MOBILE PHONE VIBRATES 455 00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:06,600 What the hell do you think you're doing? 456 00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:08,360 - Oh, God. - Leave my son... 457 00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:10,240 I'm sorry! 458 00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:10,240 SHE SOBS 459 00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:17,400 PHONE RINGS 460 00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,200 SHE BREATHES QUICKLY 461 00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:26,680 - JO: - Hi. 462 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:29,760 Get into the car. 463 00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:32,840 Take a breath. 464 00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,880 You're doing so wonderfully, Claire. 465 00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:38,960 I'm here with you. 466 00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:40,600 Omar's here. 467 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,120 POP MUSIC PLAYS 468 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:57,880 What?! 469 00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:08,240 What the fuck are you doing here? 470 00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:21,840 DOOR SLAMS 471 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,640 Fucking hell, man. Is this your parents' room? 472 00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:27,320 Do you want to chat while people dry hump next to us? 473 00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:29,280 I don't want to be in here. 474 00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:32,240 Well, everyone assumes you already have been. 475 00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:34,480 HE CHUCKLES 476 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:37,360 Such a fucking cunt. 477 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:41,680 MUSIC PLAYS DOWNSTAIRS 478 00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:49,760 Can you hear it now? 479 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:56,080 All the time. 480 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,360 ROCK MUSIC PLAYS IN NEXT ROOM 481 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:18,440 I'm sorry. 482 00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:20,680 For what? 483 00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:24,960 For whatever you need an apology for. 484 00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:36,480 I offer you my sincerest apologies. 485 00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:52,320 MUSIC: Tulpen und Narzissen by Die Doraus and Die Marinas 486 00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:54,320 # Sagen "Ja" 487 00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:55,840 # Sagen "Nein" 488 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,800 # Tulpen und Narzissen sagen "Ja" 489 00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:00,560 # Sagen "Ja" 490 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,480 # Sagen "Nein" 491 00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:05,760 # Ich sitz' hier im Keller und hab' nur die Blumen 492 00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:07,360 # Hab' nur die Blumen 493 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,040 # Hab' nur die Blumen 494 00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:12,120 # Ich sitz' hier im Keller und hab' nur die Blumen 495 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,920 # Hab' nur die Blumen 496 00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:15,840 # Hab' nur die Blumen... # 497 00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:18,440 MUSIC FADES OUT 498 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,280 Erm, I wanted to ask you something. 499 00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:04,400 It's delicate. 500 00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:05,480 Please. 501 00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,160 OK. Thank you. 502 00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:11,880 Erm, somebody told me something about when you were a teacher 503 00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:13,760 - at the university. - Mm. 504 00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:15,960 And I read some articles. 505 00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:20,080 Look, I don't want to be... 506 00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:23,120 ..rude. 507 00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:27,760 You're absolutely entitled to ask, Claire. 508 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:32,520 I, erm, had a research group. 509 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:36,120 Very small, very select, studying 510 00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:39,800 the effects of the Schumann resonance on the brain. 511 00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:45,080 And honestly, and, you know this... 512 00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:51,040 ..research work that requires radical thought and openness... 513 00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,800 ..can sometimes demand practices 514 00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,120 that operate outside of the norm. 515 00:34:58,640 --> 00:35:01,080 Some people were excited by the idea, 516 00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:03,520 but could not commit 517 00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:05,200 or got bored or scared. 518 00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:07,640 Or possibly... 519 00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:12,880 ..it unlocked something deep inside of them that they could not control. 520 00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:20,480 Things were not perfect all the time, obviously, 521 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:24,520 but it was misconstrued 522 00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:27,320 and, erm, they kicked me out. 523 00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:32,920 Good morning. 524 00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:34,600 Ah, good morning. 525 00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:37,640 Morning. 526 00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:42,160 Thank you for letting me stay. 527 00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:45,360 You've been struggling this week. 528 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:46,920 Yes. 529 00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:48,880 - Yes, it's been... - Mm-hm. 530 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,360 CLAIRE STRUGGLES TO SPEAK 531 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:56,920 I've really missed being here. 532 00:35:56,920 --> 00:36:00,040 We understand how difficult it is clear, Claire, but no-one moves 533 00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:01,920 through these experiences unscathed 534 00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:04,080 or with their lives and their families intact. 535 00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:07,000 You have to make a decision. 536 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:11,560 Step fully toward what you feel is right... 537 00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:16,000 ..and commit to it. 538 00:36:26,640 --> 00:36:28,840 It was a party. Obviously, Mum okayed it 539 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,000 otherwise, why else would she not be here? 540 00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:33,040 - Well, where is she? - I don't know. 541 00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:34,320 Who was here? 542 00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,520 - Just people. - Is upstairs trashed? 543 00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:39,480 Ashley. 544 00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:39,480 DOOR OPENS 545 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:44,560 Wow. 546 00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:45,920 OK. 547 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:48,040 - Morning. - Are you kidding? 548 00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,400 Come on. 549 00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:53,480 We have a very good kid who's having a really difficult time 550 00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:55,680 and needed to blow off some steam. It's not a big deal, Paul. 551 00:36:55,680 --> 00:36:57,080 Where were you? 552 00:36:58,720 --> 00:37:01,200 - I tried to call you. - You were with them. 553 00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:05,400 - You promised. - I know I did, but where am I supposed to go? 554 00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:07,800 Which of my friends do you see flooding to support me, Ash? 555 00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:09,160 - Bullshit. - Why is he here? 556 00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,480 - Get the fuck out of my house. - Kyle? 557 00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:16,080 - You should go. - Sorry, but... 558 00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:21,040 - ..you called me, I was worried. - Oh, my God. - Can you go? 559 00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:23,440 Claire, I care about you. 560 00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:25,320 I want you to leave, Kyle. 561 00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:37,920 - Yeah, well, I want to go, too. - Let's go. - No. Ash, wait! 562 00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:39,640 No, no, no, no, no, no! Hey, hey! 563 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:41,960 - Claire, you need to get a grip. - I'm trying! 564 00:37:41,960 --> 00:37:44,560 But you, you fucking left! 565 00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:46,800 - What do you want me to say...? - We can't have this conversation... 566 00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:49,240 - You isolate me, you ignore me. - ..not here. - Dad, can we just...? 567 00:37:49,240 --> 00:37:52,320 - You fucking laugh at me. - We cannot have this conversation here! 568 00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:56,080 I... 569 00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:57,160 Ashley! 570 00:37:57,160 --> 00:37:58,680 DOOR SHUTS 571 00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:01,880 INTENSE THRUMMING 572 00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:06,160 CLAIRE GASPS 573 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:10,080 # It's a fine day 574 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,320 # People open windows 575 00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,560 # They leave their houses 576 00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:16,760 # Just for a short while 577 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:19,080 # They walk by the grass 578 00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,320 # And they look at the grass 579 00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,680 # They look at the sky 580 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:27,560 # It's going to be a fine night tonight 581 00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:32,080 # It's going to be a fine day tomorrow 582 00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:35,800 # La, la, la, la 583 00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:38,240 # La, la, la, la, la 584 00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:40,800 # La, la, la, la, la 585 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:43,640 # La, la, la, la, la, la 586 00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:46,320 # Mm, mm, mm, mm 587 00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:49,840 # La, la, la, la, la 588 00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:52,000 # La, la, la, la, la 589 00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:56,360 # La, la, la, la la Dee, da, da, da 590 00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,720 # La, la, la, la, la... # 591 00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:04,880 - OMAR: - If you could wake up tomorrow and never hear it again, 592 00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:08,200 you will choose that without a second thought. 593 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,080 # ..But never quite did 594 00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:13,920 # Rain or appointments or something... # 595 00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:16,960 - KYLE: - Connected, like we're suffering together. 596 00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:19,400 VOICES CONVERGE 597 00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,160 - JO: - ...Deepest part of you. 598 00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:23,400 DISTORTED VOICES 599 00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:27,440 # ..Never quite did... # 600 00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:29,000 - KYLE: - Hear this. 601 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:32,440 # ..Rain or appointments or something 602 00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:37,320 # Rain or appointments... # 603 00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:39,400 CLAIRE EXHALES DEEPLY 604 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:42,640 # ..Mm, mm, mm, mm... # 605 00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:44,240 I want to try. 606 00:39:44,240 --> 00:39:47,960 # ..Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm 607 00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:50,920 # Mm, mm, mm, mm 608 00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:54,360 # Mm, mm, mm, mm 609 00:39:56,280 --> 00:40:00,600 # Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. # 610 00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,720 MUSIC FADES OUT 611 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:27,360 - We've just been adding to it for years. - Mm-hm. 612 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:30,760 Kyle, you can't sleep here. 613 00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:34,440 Well, I don't really have a choice. 614 00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:35,760 Mum kicked me out. 615 00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,640 Yeah, well, I think she'll let you back 616 00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:41,840 if she knew that you were sleeping here. 617 00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:44,000 This isn't sustainable. 618 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:47,000 I mean, it's fine short-term. 619 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:49,040 You can shower at the gym. 620 00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:50,680 Come on. 621 00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:53,880 You must have somewhere else that you can go. 622 00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:54,920 Like where? 623 00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:57,720 I don't know. I've... 624 00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:06,120 That's not a good idea. 625 00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:07,560 No, I know, but... 626 00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:17,440 Claire. 627 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:21,000 Hm? 628 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:22,560 You have to give in. 629 00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:28,160 - It's fear. - Hm-mm. - Not fear of anything bad, 630 00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:29,560 I don't think. 631 00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,040 It feels like you're afraid of what could be good. 632 00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:37,200 Because of how it might make you feel about the rest of your life. 633 00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:40,360 Actually, I feel pretty good about takeaways in the middle 634 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,440 of the day in my pyjamas. 635 00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:43,680 Claire... 636 00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:49,720 ..I love you. 637 00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,120 I don't mean that I'm in love with you. 638 00:41:58,440 --> 00:41:59,480 But... 639 00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:04,520 ..I love you. 640 00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:13,880 Not like a teacher or a friend, or a mother, or anything romantic, 641 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,920 but something between all of those things. 642 00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:20,160 Something there isn't a name for. 643 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,240 I think you're fucking amazing. 644 00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:34,120 And you're filled with the sound of fucking earth. 645 00:42:55,120 --> 00:42:56,440 What can you hear? 646 00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:16,200 The wind in the grass. 647 00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:22,800 BUZZING 648 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,360 A bee. 649 00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:36,600 - My breath. - Your breath. 650 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:41,760 Your breath. 651 00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:53,360 The...blood in my ears. 652 00:43:55,600 --> 00:44:00,400 THRUMMING 653 00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:08,880 THRUMMING INTENSIFIES 654 00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:24,080 SHE GASPS 655 00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:31,040 SHE GASPS 656 00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:39,520 SHE LAUGHS 657 00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:52,200 SHE LAUGHS 46235

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