All language subtitles for Puzzle.of.a.Downfall.Child.1970.720p.x264

why don't we just be here is this being

why don't we just be here is this being
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good yeah

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why don't you just keep talking

why don't you just keep talking
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is that red thing going where it's

is that red thing going where it's
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i can see rushing out you're all for

i can see rushing out you're all for
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nothing and when you get home the tapes

nothing and when you get home the tapes
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are blank let me just fiddle with this

are blank let me just fiddle with this
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for a moment i don't want you want to do

for a moment i don't want you want to do
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a film about me it's the story of

a film about me it's the story of
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everyone's life

everyone's life
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why don't you um

why don't you um
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just um just keep on talking for a while

just um just keep on talking for a while
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well i was born uh

well i was born uh
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go ahead

go ahead
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oh i'll tell you something that you

oh i'll tell you something that you
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didn't know

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my name

my name
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lou andreas is not lou really

lou andreas is not lou really
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you didn't know

you didn't know
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that

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did you no

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i didn't

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very few knew

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it was the name of a very beautiful

it was the name of a very beautiful
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woman um i took her name

woman um i took her name
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i didn't know

i didn't know
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what's your real name

what's your real name
emily

emily

emily
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yes

yes
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no mercy

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emma mercine

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well that's nice

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this time i thought it will be different

this time i thought it will be different
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you kept on saying lou i want to see you

you kept on saying lou i want to see you
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i'm coming out to the island

i'm coming out to the island
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and finally i thought oh it would be

and finally i thought oh it would be
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personal this time

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and wouldn't you know

and wouldn't you know
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the same doggone story as lou we work

the same doggone story as lou we work
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for me at two o'clock in the morning

for me at two o'clock in the morning
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and you always would

and you always would
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yeah i'm going to a psychiatrist looking

yeah i'm going to a psychiatrist looking
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absolutely horrible from my cold

absolutely horrible from my cold
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oh you have a cold

oh you have a cold
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well yeah

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you know i don't usually look this bad

you know i don't usually look this bad
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i've taken so many drugs for that damn

i've taken so many drugs for that damn
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bug what does your psychiatrist you know

bug what does your psychiatrist you know
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i'm going

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to run down that beach screaming

to run down that beach screaming
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one day

one day
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but you must realize

but you must realize
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and that

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i have not done anything like that for a

i have not done anything like that for a
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long time

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and i go to a psychiatrist once a week

and i go to a psychiatrist once a week
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i'm trying to be

i'm trying to be
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because i think i

because i think i
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i do think i should work and i shouldn't

i do think i should work and i shouldn't
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not be so bad well you certainly aren't

not be so bad well you certainly aren't
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proof from the last time i saw you

proof from the last time i saw you
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i've been trying

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but if you expected me to be beautiful

but if you expected me to be beautiful
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i told you i think you look wonderful

i told you i think you look wonderful
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well thank you i'm great you look this

well thank you i'm great you look this
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way you look this way

way you look this way
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no i'm not that young good lord i don't

no i'm not that young good lord i don't
mind

you looking you know i have no

you looking you know i have no
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involvement with anyone

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you ought to think about not keeping

you ought to think about not keeping
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i'm not at my best

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but this is one

but this is one
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why i hesitated

why i hesitated
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to have you out here because

to have you out here because
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no but i made a decision

no but i made a decision
that

that

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if you can't

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keep some friends

keep some friends
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somewhere

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let's go back to um

let's go back to um
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when i first came to new york you mean

when i first came to new york you mean
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divine absolutely divine take my solemn

divine absolutely divine take my solemn
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no frankly they're punk i don't want you

no frankly they're punk i don't want you
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to even look at them

to even look at them
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but her face is boned and stark as found

but her face is boned and stark as found
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enormous eyes

enormous eyes
oh

a giant thin as telephone wire and i

a giant thin as telephone wire and i
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know damn well how she'll photograph

know damn well how she'll photograph
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in any case i'm sending her over

in any case i'm sending her over
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immediately and you can see for yourself

immediately and you can see for yourself
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all right

all right
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thank you you're an angel of god

thank you you're an angel of god
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and you fly over immediately and please

and you fly over immediately and please
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eye to saints very while she's hot and

eye to saints very while she's hot and
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you're on your way now then lou

you're on your way now then lou
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lou andreas sand

lou andreas sand
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fabulous name thank you uh it's andrea

fabulous name thank you uh it's andrea
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sander and it's not really now i tell

sander and it's not really now i tell
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you camera gifts you with 15 20 pounds

you camera gifts you with 15 20 pounds
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thin as you are my i suggest you drop

thin as you are my i suggest you drop
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five or seven pounds five or seven i'm

five or seven pounds five or seven i'm
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wondering what we can do with your hair

wondering what we can do with your hair
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oh goodbye oh there you are lou andreas

oh goodbye oh there you are lou andreas
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yes i'm barbara casey we've been

yes i'm barbara casey we've been
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expecting well as a matter of fact

expecting well as a matter of fact
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i am sorry but it wasn't my fault yes

i am sorry but it wasn't my fault yes
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why did you bother to come at all

why did you bother to come at all
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it's all right don't don't pay any

it's all right don't don't pay any
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attention to him come on i'll get you

attention to him come on i'll get you
dressed

oh no no it's not supposed to be fitted

oh no no it's not supposed to be fitted
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it should break loose

it should break loose
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well that's what i thought i thought

well that's what i thought i thought
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maybe you'd like to see it both ways oh

maybe you'd like to see it both ways oh
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absolutely not

absolutely not
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alex ida wants this shot in black and

alex ida wants this shot in black and
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white and in color just in case look

white and in color just in case look
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it's a shapeless uninspiring rag shot

it's a shapeless uninspiring rag shot
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pull this back in that'll give us a

pull this back in that'll give us a
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little more shape did you put falsies on

little more shape did you put falsies on
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did i put them on

did i put them on
lord

lord

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all those men were staring at me like

all those men were staring at me like
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they were some kind of lunatic sex

they were some kind of lunatic sex
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alex oh

alex oh
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i mean like i wouldn't photograph it

i mean like i wouldn't photograph it
anyhow

oh darling when you raise your arm like

oh darling when you raise your arm like
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that you hike up the dress

that you hike up the dress
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nothing

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nothing's happening we're getting a

nothing's happening we're getting a
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remember my list that i made

remember my list that i made
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falco's was the first name i put on my

falco's was the first name i put on my
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list of people for which i would not

list of people for which i would not
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aaron

aaron
aaron

aaron

aaron
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am terrified of a parakeet and mine was

am terrified of a parakeet and mine was
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the cover they used

the cover they used
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well i remember this

well i remember this
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it's really

it's really
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it's really

it's really
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very boring

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no it's not boring well is it fabulously

no it's not boring well is it fabulously
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interesting i think it's very i think

interesting i think it's very i think
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i cannot get over your hair and

i cannot get over your hair and
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now i i love the way men have just let

now i i love the way men have just let
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themselves go

themselves go
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how they have come to look it but their

how they have come to look it but their
hair

hair

hair
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is wonderful

is wonderful
but

but

but
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you all look like jesus

you all look like jesus
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so how will we know him when he arrives

so how will we know him when he arrives
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i'd like to get back to the nature of

i'd like to get back to the nature of
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your feelings about these anonymous

your feelings about these anonymous
individuals

individuals

individuals
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i never

i never
discuss

discuss

discuss
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sex because it is not the thing to talk

sex because it is not the thing to talk
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about i believe even on this little

about i believe even on this little
machine

machine

machine
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you want me to say i have sinned against

you want me to say i have sinned against
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such and such a commandment i don't even

such and such a commandment i don't even
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know which

know which
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indulged myself in pleasure

indulged myself in pleasure
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do you uh

do you uh
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shall i tell you a secret thing

shall i tell you a secret thing
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what's that

what's that
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did you like me

did you like me
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when um

when um
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we first met

we first met
yes

you seemed um i didn't not like you at

you seemed um i didn't not like you at
all

all

all
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no um

no um
no

no

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no i

no i
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i feel um

i feel um
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you to be

you to be
very

uh hostile

uh hostile
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and and unfriendly

and and unfriendly
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it was not until the third or fourth

it was not until the third or fourth
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time that i worked for falco that i

time that i worked for falco that i
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how can you say it's beautiful look at

how can you say it's beautiful look at
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my face it's horrible that's what it

my face it's horrible that's what it
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shows what you feel yeah be it shows

shows what you feel yeah be it shows
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what i feel yes but it detracts from the

what i feel yes but it detracts from the
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dress it's not fashion and that's

dress it's not fashion and that's
horrible

horrible

horrible
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well isn't it

well isn't it
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i don't think it's that important

i don't think it's that important
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it's very important i don't know well i

it's very important i don't know well i
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mean i mean it is important but

mean i mean it is important but
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you can take it too seriously

you can take it too seriously
well

well

well
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i guess that's just how i am i take

i guess that's just how i am i take
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everything seriously

everything seriously
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well falco is not that

well falco is not that
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i guess i'd just like to be tops the man

i guess i'd just like to be tops the man
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i'm working with

i'm working with
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if i am tops with him then i feel like

if i am tops with him then i feel like
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and falco is not that

and falco is not that
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pleased with me to get today

pleased with me to get today
thanks

thanks

thanks
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i should apologize to you

i should apologize to you
no

no

no
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what for

what for
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well because he's

well because he's
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he's the greatest photographer i've ever

he's the greatest photographer i've ever
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worked with and he's been instrumental

worked with and he's been instrumental
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in making me oh lou you know he has a

in making me oh lou you know he has a
peephole

peephole

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to which he watches the models as they

to which he watches the models as they
get

get

get
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you can't take any of this too seriously

you can't take any of this too seriously
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because none of it's real

because none of it's real
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you're too intense no no no i am not no

you're too intense no no no i am not no
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oh it doesn't matter

oh it doesn't matter
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i'd like to ask you i'm tired

i'd like to ask you i'm tired
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what

what
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if you do something for me

if you do something for me
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i've picked up a few accounts on my own

i've picked up a few accounts on my own
remember

remember

remember
anytime

anytime

anytime
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you'd ask me food work for me well if

you'd ask me food work for me well if
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you don't uh mind getting up early i

you don't uh mind getting up early i
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like to shoot dog gone 4 30 in the

like to shoot dog gone 4 30 in the
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morning the only thing is that you know

morning the only thing is that you know
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i can't pay your rate i know that

i can't pay your rate i know that
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oh that's beautiful though

oh that's beautiful though
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how about taking pictures from me next

how about taking pictures from me next
sunday

sunday

sunday
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now who is this aaron reinhardt

now who is this aaron reinhardt
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he is an extremely talented photographer

he is an extremely talented photographer
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and

and
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he is my friend well we do not care who

he is my friend well we do not care who
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he is he cannot call and book you at ten

he is he cannot call and book you at ten
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dollars an hour for love or friendship i

dollars an hour for love or friendship i
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won't have it

won't have it
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pauline here she is absolutely the next

pauline here she is absolutely the next
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top model without question

top model without question
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lou this is pauline galba hello

lou this is pauline galba hello
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how are you

how are you
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i have always admired your photographs

i have always admired your photographs
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i'm admiring yours

i'm admiring yours
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pauline and barbara casey are taking you

pauline and barbara casey are taking you
and

and

and
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kept to jamaica for two weeks three to

kept to jamaica for two weeks three to
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shoot the cruise line oh

shoot the cruise line oh
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that's and she's going to fly you all

that's and she's going to fly you all
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oh

oh
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that's wonderful i know

that's wonderful i know
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i've never been out of the united states

i've never been out of the united states
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i am terrified to fly which i've never

i am terrified to fly which i've never
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been on a plane in my life and i don't

been on a plane in my life and i don't
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want to go and you'll get over that i

want to go and you'll get over that i
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will not go

will not go
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i'd rather stay here

i'd rather stay here
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i'll do these funny little jobs with you

i'll do these funny little jobs with you
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i would i mean once you try flying your

i would i mean once you try flying your
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good ol ray

good ol ray
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i would rather stay and play checkers

i would rather stay and play checkers
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with those old men over there

with those old men over there
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i like being silly no i'm not being

i like being silly no i'm not being
silly

silly

silly
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i was in love with a

i was in love with a
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very famous older man

very famous older man
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who crashed his plane into a mountain

who crashed his plane into a mountain
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so it's not silly

so it's not silly
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is that true

is that true
but

but

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it's true i was 16. did you have an

it's true i was 16. did you have an
affair

affair

affair
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yes i did

yes i did
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who was it

who was it
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now i have to fly over this body of

now i have to fly over this body of
water

water

water
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in pauline's personal plane which i

in pauline's personal plane which i
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don't even know this woman except for

don't even know this woman except for
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pictures does not mean that she can fly

pictures does not mean that she can fly
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good lord

good lord
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you know

you know
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you don't have to i do have to

you don't have to i do have to
why

because you do not seem to realize how

because you do not seem to realize how
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important my work is to me

important my work is to me
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and what will the magazine think if i

and what will the magazine think if i
don't

don't

don't
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you think magazines think

you think magazines think
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the people

the people
are

are

are
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i just ain't it's free pegging a cabbage

i just ain't it's free pegging a cabbage
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that depend upon me

that depend upon me
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they don't depend upon you that's what

they don't depend upon you that's what
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they want you to believe a phone call

they want you to believe a phone call
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books another girl in your place

books another girl in your place
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and that's all

and that's all
why

why

why
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are you interfering yeah why are you

are you interfering yeah why are you
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trying to stand in my way

trying to stand in my way
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i'm not new you said that you didn't

i'm not new you said that you didn't
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want to i am not going to stay here at

want to i am not going to stay here at
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ten dollars an hour for friendship our

ten dollars an hour for friendship our
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love i'm going to jamaica

love i'm going to jamaica
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wait a minute

wait a minute
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wait a minute lou

wait a minute lou
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i'm frantic

i'm frantic
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you're not frantic

you're not frantic
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and you're gonna love it

and you're gonna love it
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and i'm worried about him

and i'm worried about him
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i should give him a lot of pills and

i should give him a lot of pills and
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take him with me

take him with me
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nanchi he got me and no

nanchi he got me and no
no

no

no
no

no

no
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lou

lou
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we have to go

we have to go
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i'd like to know

i'd like to know
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whether you're attracted to me or not

whether you're attracted to me or not
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i get the feeling sometimes that

i get the feeling sometimes that
then

how can you ask me something like that

how can you ask me something like that
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at a time like this when i'm out of my

at a time like this when i'm out of my
mind

mind

mind
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i told you

i told you
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the moment i don't love anything i

the moment i don't love anything i
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didn't use the word love i said if you

didn't use the word love i said if you
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felt maybe attractive but lord can't you

felt maybe attractive but lord can't you
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say that i have got so much in my mind

say that i have got so much in my mind
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yeah

yeah
okay

okay

okay
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if a person wants something he should

if a person wants something he should
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just take it that is what

just take it that is what
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is that your philosophy oh i want to go

is that your philosophy oh i want to go
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to that damn airport like a ton of

to that damn airport like a ton of
bricks

that is not so easy to say

that is not so easy to say
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did you really have an affair um with an

did you really have an affair um with an
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older man when you were 16

older man when you were 16
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is that true

is that true
no

so

so
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uh well um

uh well um
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how did you happen to get into that

how did you happen to get into that
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i mean if it's not too painful to talk

i mean if it's not too painful to talk
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about it

about it
no

no

no
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it's not painful

it's not painful
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it's very boring it's very ordinary

it's very boring it's very ordinary
really

really

really
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i met him socially

i met him socially
no

it

it
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it's too painful to tell about it's uh

it's too painful to tell about it's uh
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all right lou

all right lou
so

so

so
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we drove to the airport in his cadillac

we drove to the airport in his cadillac
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we had to be extremely secretive because

we had to be extremely secretive because
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he was so well known and i was at the

he was so well known and i was at the
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time so young

time so young
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spoke of marrying me

spoke of marrying me
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in my speakers

in my speakers
which

which

which
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if i would have accepted my life would

if i would have accepted my life would
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have been different yeah

have been different yeah
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but he uh crashed

but he uh crashed
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i never saw him again yeah well anyone

i never saw him again yeah well anyone
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either been dead or a widow but i would

either been dead or a widow but i would
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have been secure

have been secure
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medication

medication
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it actually it

it actually it
was

was

was
amazing

amazing

amazing
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how much he told me without about myself

how much he told me without about myself
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without knowing a thing about me that i

without knowing a thing about me that i
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was recluse

was recluse
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i tended to be of a rebellious artistic

i tended to be of a rebellious artistic
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nature which because i later was because

nature which because i later was because
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i said that i could not fly to las vegas

i said that i could not fly to las vegas
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with him that i was

with him that i was
afraid

afraid

afraid
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did you read about it in the paper lou

did you read about it in the paper lou
what

what

what
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i

i
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i don't even know if he did but he might

i don't even know if he did but he might
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just as well have because i never saw

just as well have because i never saw
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him again

him again
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why not

why not
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because i don't know where saturn is or

because i don't know where saturn is or
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my martyrs or i don't know what the hell

my martyrs or i don't know what the hell
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her astrologer told me but she won't fly

her astrologer told me but she won't fly
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with me well do you know how crazy get

with me well do you know how crazy get
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pet is i don't know

pet is i don't know
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by now she's

by now she's
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oh don't get me wrong she's a perfect

oh don't get me wrong she's a perfect
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model i adore her but very unstable very

model i adore her but very unstable very
exciting

exciting

exciting
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i know i am not perfect

i know i am not perfect
perfect

perfect

perfect
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you're absolutely perfect

you're absolutely perfect
fine

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marvelous

marvelous

marvelous
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that's very good

that's very good
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you can't imagine how difficult it is to

you can't imagine how difficult it is to
play

now i wish i could find

now i wish i could find
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my thoughts that i wrote down at the

my thoughts that i wrote down at the
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time they are gone

time they are gone
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because they explained my atheism much

because they explained my atheism much
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better than i do which i now know i was

better than i do which i now know i was
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always atheist because of the idea of

always atheist because of the idea of
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punishment for being what you are or

punishment for being what you are or
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what you may think

what you may think
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for instance

for instance
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would you want to take a picture of me

would you want to take a picture of me
now

now

now
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as i am well uh i didn't bring my camera

as i am well uh i didn't bring my camera
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no but you would not because i am

no but you would not because i am
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imperfect i my makeup is worn off i look

imperfect i my makeup is worn off i look
horrible

horrible

horrible
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but i wish you would have come at night

but i wish you would have come at night
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aaron because disguises so many things

aaron because disguises so many things
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you know you look wonderful lu so you

you know you look wonderful lu so you
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should stop knocking yourself down like

should stop knocking yourself down like
that

that

that
no

no

no
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thank you aaron but

thank you aaron but
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you know one

you know one
thing

thing

thing
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living in a

living in a
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state of grace

state of grace
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i read somewhere where it said

i read somewhere where it said
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would you like to hear some bob

would you like to hear some bob
what

what

what
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i can play some bach

i can play some bach
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and other hymns on the recorder let's

and other hymns on the recorder let's
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um you were telling me what happened

um you were telling me what happened
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could i hear myself play the castanets

could i hear myself play the castanets
sure

oh

oh
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holy

holy
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you can't imagine how difficult it is to

you can't imagine how difficult it is to
play

play

play
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i wish i could find my thoughts

i wish i could find my thoughts
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that i wrote down at the time don't gone

that i wrote down at the time don't gone
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because they explain

because they explain
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my atheism much better than i can which

my atheism much better than i can which
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i now know i was always atheist because

i now know i was always atheist because
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of the idea of punishment for being what

of the idea of punishment for being what
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for example

for example
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would you want to take a picture of me

would you want to take a picture of me
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now as i am

now as i am
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well i don't have my camera no but you

well i don't have my camera no but you
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you know one

you know one
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thing i do long for is

thing i do long for is
grace

living in

living in
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a state of grace with someone

a state of grace with someone
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i read somewhere where it said

i read somewhere where it said
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man shall yet find

man shall yet find
grace

grace

grace
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lou you were telling me

lou you were telling me
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uh

uh
i

i

i
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came back

came back
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from jamaica

from jamaica
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and you were gone

and you were gone
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uh to california

uh to california
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aaron

aaron
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and remember you wrote me a letter once

and remember you wrote me a letter once
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um i found it this letter that you that

um i found it this letter that you that
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uh you left me when you went to

uh you left me when you went to
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california shall i read it here i want

california shall i read it here i want
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to read it to you okay

to read it to you okay
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dear lou opened up my own studio 22 west

dear lou opened up my own studio 22 west
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61st street the president will be there

61st street the president will be there
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my secretary will feed him till you get

my secretary will feed him till you get
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back call her rita ac33598

back call her rita ac33598
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i'm going to california on location

i'm going to california on location
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taking one model

taking one model
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wish it was you

wish it was you
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i thought it was so sweet that i kept it

i thought it was so sweet that i kept it
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well i really couldn't hear it oh do you

well i really couldn't hear it oh do you
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want to read it

want to read it
sure

i don't know

i don't know
what

what

what
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did your wife um make you do that

did your wife um make you do that
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no did she teach you the habit to always

no did she teach you the habit to always
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put the seat back down it's not a habit

put the seat back down it's not a habit
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oh

oh
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you know aaron

you know aaron
i

i

i
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think really that

think really that
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that this

that this
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is my whole problem

is my whole problem
a

a

a
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the circumstances that i know

the circumstances that i know
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and two

and two
that

that

that
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i do not have

i do not have
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a man that i am in love with

a man that i am in love with
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well you were always in love with

well you were always in love with
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someone i remember

someone i remember
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you always had a man in your life

you always had a man in your life
many

many

many
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yes many were in love with me but i was

yes many were in love with me but i was
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not in love with that many

not in love with that many
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not even in school

not even in school
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though everyone liked me

though everyone liked me
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i did not like everyone i was always a

i did not like everyone i was always a
rebel

rebel

rebel
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but i was a leader

but i was a leader
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in many many things in paper drives and

in many many things in paper drives and
sports

sports

sports
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i did not even go out with boys until i

i did not even go out with boys until i
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was 18 or

was 18 or
19.

19.

19.
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well what about the older famous man the

well what about the older famous man the
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man you're in love with

man you're in love with
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he was in love with me

he was in love with me
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but i was in love with someone else

but i was in love with someone else
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all my life

all my life
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i did not become involved

i did not become involved
socially

socially

socially
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i had no friends i cared about in new

i had no friends i cared about in new
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york outside of you aaron and

york outside of you aaron and
uh

uh

uh
pauline

pauline

pauline
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i you know you know pauline is extremely

i you know you know pauline is extremely
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wealthy in her own right european wealth

wealthy in her own right european wealth
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her family manufactured mouse beds for

her family manufactured mouse beds for
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and now they own um chain of sanitariums

and now they own um chain of sanitariums
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in switzerland

in switzerland
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she had to her table many fascinating

she had to her table many fascinating
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people which i was not that enthusiastic

people which i was not that enthusiastic
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to know

to know
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um movies stars um theater people high

um movies stars um theater people high
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society great a-garbo that type of thing

society great a-garbo that type of thing
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what are mouse beds

what are mouse beds
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i was the only fashion model here and i

i was the only fashion model here and i
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was seated across from mark

was seated across from mark
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which is where i met him

which is where i met him
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you know you

you know you
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dr galbraith

dr galbraith
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he is a chiropractor and was extremely

he is a chiropractor and was extremely
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fond of me

fond of me
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pauline was very

pauline was very
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because she would become annoyed that i

because she would become annoyed that i
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was getting all the attention and she

was getting all the attention and she
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would act so incivulated that her guests

would act so incivulated that her guests
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would you mind darling

would you mind darling
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i am about to collapse

i am about to collapse
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my mother would always handle a guest

my mother would always handle a guest
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like a lion table

like a lion table
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and still she would look refreshed like

and still she would look refreshed like
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in silvia i don't know why we haven't

in silvia i don't know why we haven't
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met before

met before
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i i'm rather a reckless

i i'm rather a reckless
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i do not socialize very much you should

i do not socialize very much you should
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she should watch circulate more

she should watch circulate more
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not keep herself so hidden please take

not keep herself so hidden please take
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you down to business discussions not

you down to business discussions not
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like some of the others

like some of the others
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whose faces you see wherever you go oh

whose faces you see wherever you go oh
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i would like to see you sometime

i would like to see you sometime
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those women have no mystery darling

those women have no mystery darling
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because they're too eager to be seen you

because they're too eager to be seen you
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please not just a playground mark i can

please not just a playground mark i can
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see that pauline

see that pauline
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as a matter of fact

as a matter of fact
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i'd like to book you for something as

i'd like to book you for something as
well

well

well
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are you a photographer i didn't know i'm

are you a photographer i didn't know i'm
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i can see you do insect spray and

i can see you do insect spray and
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coffee and deodorant and little foot

coffee and deodorant and little foot
part

part

part
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i had in mind an automobile account

i had in mind an automobile account
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if you'd be interested yes i would be no

if you'd be interested yes i would be no
darling

darling

darling
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no you're not interested

no you're not interested
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she's a wrinkly high fashion mark well

she's a wrinkly high fashion mark well
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uh let's let her decide what she is

uh let's let her decide what she is
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all right she's uh booked for the next

all right she's uh booked for the next
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six weeks

six weeks
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uh pauline what did you say something

uh pauline what did you say something
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darling did you uh-huh

darling did you uh-huh
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i'm getting deaf i think well i think

i'm getting deaf i think well i think
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that i should get a taxi now

that i should get a taxi now
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well why don't you let me drive you all

well why don't you let me drive you all
right

right

right
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i i think you should spend the night

i i think you should spend the night
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with us

with us
napoleon

napoleon

napoleon
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shut up

shut up
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for christ's sake

for christ's sake
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she has to go to work in the morning

she has to go to work in the morning
early

early

early
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it would just make much more sense if

it would just make much more sense if
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she stayed here pauline i think

she stayed here pauline i think
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i'm off to bed

i'm off to bed
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oh good morning

oh good morning
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it really is more convenient for me to

it really is more convenient for me to
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but if it is more convenient for you to

but if it is more convenient for you to
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go home

go home
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then you should by all means go

then you should by all means go
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excuse me i don't like to kiss someone i

excuse me i don't like to kiss someone i
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dominus for biscoon

dominus for biscoon
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i'm only concerned you know that you're

i'm only concerned you know that you're
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getting yourself involved with a man of

getting yourself involved with a man of
um

um

um
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mark's reputation you know hold it

mark's reputation you know hold it
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because he's uh

because he's uh
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it's got some reputation i know you know

it's got some reputation i know you know
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what's what reputation

what's what reputation
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hold it

hold it
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oh well since you don't know

oh well since you don't know
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he tried to sleep with me behind hugh's

he tried to sleep with me behind hugh's
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back oh lord it wasn't behind anyone's

back oh lord it wasn't behind anyone's
back

back

back
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in fact it was on the floor of her

in fact it was on the floor of her
studio

studio

studio
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you want me to describe it for you

you want me to describe it for you
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oh no darling i would not describe it to

oh no darling i would not describe it to
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it wasn't very flattering but he tries

it wasn't very flattering but he tries
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it with everyone you know it's got a

it with everyone you know it's got a
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thing to make it with a lot of women

thing to make it with a lot of women
really

really

really
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maybe you find him very attractive

maybe you find him very attractive
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i don't i don't find her that attractive

i don't i don't find her that attractive
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hold it

hold it
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right

right

right
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tell me if he didn't try to aggress you

tell me if he didn't try to aggress you
immediately

immediately

immediately
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ah pauline needs a boy to be a child

ah pauline needs a boy to be a child
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of course he's always trying to neck

of course he's always trying to neck
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like mad but

like mad but
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i guess

i guess
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you know pauline has been very involved

you know pauline has been very involved
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in making me top for which i am very

in making me top for which i am very
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grateful to her

grateful to her
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don't misunderstand me

don't misunderstand me
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i'm very fond of it myself she is my

i'm very fond of it myself she is my
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best friend

best friend
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in order that i can survive

in order that i can survive
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i watched the mysterious mr wong fish in

i watched the mysterious mr wong fish in
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the surf

the surf
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each sunset

each sunset
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in each dawn

in each dawn
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that's the point

that's the point
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that's lovely

that's lovely
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which i have not been able to find the

which i have not been able to find the
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time to finish i never have any time

time to finish i never have any time
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lou you know what you know

lou you know what you know
um

um

um
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i can't stand it

i can't stand it
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understand what

understand what
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i guess i'm being here

i guess i'm being here
where

where

where
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but when i come back lou i will uh come

but when i come back lou i will uh come
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and we'll see if there's something that

and we'll see if there's something that
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i always wanted to arrive to the day

i always wanted to arrive to the day
when

when

when
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i would come out of the business have a

i would come out of the business have a
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little house which i did

little house which i did
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write poetry paint

write poetry paint
and

and

and
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now ah

now ah
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here i am in an area that is beautiful

here i am in an area that is beautiful
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and

and
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i cannot stand

i cannot stand
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every<00:39:25.599> morning<00:39:26.000> getting<00:39:26.320> up

every morning getting up

every morning getting up
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i cannot i'll come out again blue

i cannot i'll come out again blue
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and we'll see if there's something that

and we'll see if there's something that
what

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when i come back lou

when i come back lou
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we'll talk and

we'll talk and
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we'll try to figure something out

we'll try to figure something out
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we'll um we'll spend some time and we'll

we'll um we'll spend some time and we'll
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talk am i uh being helpful

talk am i uh being helpful
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yes you are

yes you are
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yeah i i like the idea of it but

yeah i i like the idea of it but
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it's very awkward

it's very awkward
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it's not something that i can pose

it's not something that i can pose
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it's a feeling that has to take place

it's a feeling that has to take place
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between them

between them
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is going mad i have to wish that men

is going mad i have to wish that men
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why don't you just try to kiss me

why don't you just try to kiss me
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like you would

like you would
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uh where are you going we'll be right

uh where are you going we'll be right
back

thank

thank
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you don't do your hair right

you don't do your hair right
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i don't um

i don't um
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no the part is all wrong

no the part is all wrong
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may i do it

may i do it
sure

do you mind if i ask you

do you mind if i ask you
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i respect some people

i respect some people
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and i like to be good to them

and i like to be good to them
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especially creative people

especially creative people
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look i'd like not to take all day with

look i'd like not to take all day with
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one ad yeah yeah

one ad yeah yeah
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hey it looks nice

hey it looks nice
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thank you you're welcome

thank you you're welcome
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but you've never actually ever been

but you've never actually ever been
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marlena dietrich

marlena dietrich
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hello do you know her

hello do you know her
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no

no
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i once almost went to a party where she

i once almost went to a party where she
was

was

was
well

well

well
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do you remember that film oh

do you remember that film oh
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what's it called shanghai um

what's it called shanghai um
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express express yes and she was shanghai

express express yes and she was shanghai
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lily remember that but the scene outside

lily remember that but the scene outside
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in the caboose

in the caboose
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with her ex-lover whom she still loves

with her ex-lover whom she still loves
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clyde brook clive brooke yes crook

clyde brook clive brooke yes crook
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and um

and um
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she's sitting there for a collar

she's sitting there for a collar
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and the breeze is blowing and collar and

and the breeze is blowing and collar and
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it went and clydebrook says

it went and clydebrook says
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i wish you could tell me there'd be no

i wish you could tell me there'd be no
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other man

other man
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and she says

and she says
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i wish i could talk

i wish i could talk
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not very good

not very good
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no it's great

no it's great
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it's really good oh and then oh late

it's really good oh and then oh late
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later then and she's sitting there i

later then and she's sitting there i
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think with his hat on

think with his hat on
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stand up and he's standing

stand up and he's standing
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like this

like this
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hello

hello
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what are they doing

what are they doing
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that's beautiful

that's beautiful
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beautiful hold it hold it

beautiful hold it hold it
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that's very nice

that's very nice
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beautiful beautiful

beautiful beautiful
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good

good

good
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yeah yes sure

yeah yes sure
um

um

um
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oh

oh
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i'm booked oh well that's too bad

i'm booked oh well that's too bad
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i wanted to drive up the coast tonight

i wanted to drive up the coast tonight
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and um

and um
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find a place to stay

find a place to stay
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i

i
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could tell her that i have a headache

could tell her that i have a headache
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i have a headache

i have a headache
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what do you want for your headache

what do you want for your headache
though

some

some
wine

um

um
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let's pretend that we don't know each

let's pretend that we don't know each
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other what

other what
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i will go in by myself and

i will go in by myself and
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i will um

i will um
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order a glass of wine

order a glass of wine
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and i'll sit by myself

and i'll sit by myself
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yeah and then after a minute

yeah and then after a minute
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you uh come in

you uh come in
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and sit by yourself

and sit by yourself
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and order a

and order a
drink

what am i supposed to say you will ask

what am i supposed to say you will ask
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me my name which i won't tell you

me my name which i won't tell you
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and you will give me yours which won't

and you will give me yours which won't
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be aaron

be aaron
why

why

why
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mario adonis

mario adonis
hi

hi

hi
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i'll get your name sorry miss um

i'll get your name sorry miss um
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emily emily

emily emily
emily

emily

emily
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and then you will offer to um

and then you will offer to um
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it's charlie

it's charlie
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he's a great guy you know

he's a great guy you know
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i know

i know
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then you will try to

then you will try to
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pick me up

pick me up
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i just can't get over how much you look

i just can't get over how much you look
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like my sister and then

like my sister and then
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you forced me to go to

you forced me to go to
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a hotel

a hotel
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well how about a motel well i don't know

well how about a motel well i don't know
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i i just don't feel right saying this

i i just don't feel right saying this
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but but i was wondering maybe if if you

but but i was wondering maybe if if you
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like to maybe to uh to take a

like to maybe to uh to take a
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you know a little ride or something on

you know a little ride or something on
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this uh i mean

this uh i mean
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my truck

my truck
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how big a truck is it well it's two-ton

how big a truck is it well it's two-ton
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i don't know it's a small truck compared

i don't know it's a small truck compared
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to a lot of guys he is um two tons

to a lot of guys he is um two tons
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that's a lot

that's a lot
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have you ever been in a two-ton truck

have you ever been in a two-ton truck
no

no

no
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well listen

well listen
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well it's i don't even know what they

well it's i don't even know what they
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look like well mine's yellow which makes

look like well mine's yellow which makes
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it yellow it's a yellow it's a yellow

it yellow it's a yellow it's a yellow
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two ton truck

two ton truck
um

um

um
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and um

and um
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my my my brother you know he's a painter

my my my brother you know he's a painter
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you know and everything and he felt that

you know and everything and he felt that
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uh well i'll go into that story with you

uh well i'll go into that story with you
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sometime but he felt mostly that it was

sometime but he felt mostly that it was
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good for advertising a yellow two ton

good for advertising a yellow two ton
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truck you know you don't usually see

truck you know you don't usually see
that

that

that
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but would

but would
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would would you um would you like to

would would you um would you like to
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take a walk

take a walk
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i mean i mean you can ask anybody in

i mean i mean you can ask anybody in
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here i mean about me

here i mean about me
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i mean i'm straight and everything like

i mean i'm straight and everything like
that

that

that
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hmm

hmm
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what

what
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so

i

i
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i do not get involved with just everyone

i do not get involved with just everyone
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my lord i do use discretion because

my lord i do use discretion because
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after all it is too precious to me i'm

after all it is too precious to me i'm
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you know

you know
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i only come here to get medication and

i only come here to get medication and
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what

what
you

you

you
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are all about

are all about
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which i know

which i know
what

i have had

i have had
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other involvements with psychiatrists

other involvements with psychiatrists
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you know

you know
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in the hospital you have

in the hospital you have
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10 minutes left

10 minutes left
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my psychiatrist

my psychiatrist
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he flies around on the floor in

he flies around on the floor in
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his tennis shorts

his tennis shorts
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he is after all

he is after all
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a top psychiatrist

a top psychiatrist
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i'm waiting

i'm waiting
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once a week is not sufficient for you to

once a week is not sufficient for you to
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i am

i am
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a woman

a woman
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i believe the man should make the move

i believe the man should make the move
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if he wants something he should just

if he wants something he should just
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even if he is putting out small

even if he is putting out small
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proposals or large ones

proposals or large ones
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do you think you've ever had a

do you think you've ever had a
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this boy

this boy
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who never loved anyone

who never loved anyone
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but a beautiful woman he could never

but a beautiful woman he could never
have

have

have
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was so wonderful for him that he could

was so wonderful for him that he could
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communicate with me that i could give

communicate with me that i could give
to<00:53:20.079> him

we were in paris

we were in paris
it<00:53:30.000> was<00:53:30.240> beautiful

it was beautiful

it was beautiful
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it was as if i was the only model in

it was as if i was the only model in
paris

i'd like to skip over paris because uh

i'd like to skip over paris because uh
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it'll be too expensive to go there

it'll be too expensive to go there
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so i'd like most of the story to take

so i'd like most of the story to take
place<00:53:50.079> in<00:53:50.160> new<00:53:50.319> york

place in new york

place in new york
oh

oh

oh
and

and

and
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paris was very important to my career

paris was very important to my career
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yes i know but unless there were any

yes i know but unless there were any
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really marvelous incidents that you

really marvelous incidents that you
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remember i'd prefer i went there were

remember i'd prefer i went there were
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always incidents aaron you know that oh

always incidents aaron you know that oh
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it's incidents i tried to kill myself

it's incidents i tried to kill myself
what's<00:54:08.960> the<00:54:09.040> matter<00:54:09.520> lou

what's the matter lou

what's the matter lou
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what are you doing

what are you doing
what's<00:54:13.760> wrong<00:54:14.079> with<00:54:14.319> these

what's wrong with these

what's wrong with these
windows<00:54:16.480> help<00:54:16.880> me<00:54:17.200> davey

windows help me davey

windows help me davey
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tell me what's wrong everything i do is

tell me what's wrong everything i do is
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wrong i want to get it over with

wrong i want to get it over with
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well tell me what's wrong what if i were

well tell me what's wrong what if i were
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pregnant that is what is wrong

pregnant that is what is wrong
bellamide<00:54:30.480> is<00:54:30.720> downstairs

bellamide is downstairs

bellamide is downstairs
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pillar me yes i am i invited him up for

pillar me yes i am i invited him up for
drinks

why did you have to do that no i can't

why did you have to do that no i can't
see<00:54:42.000> anyone

it was wonderful this

it was wonderful this
gentleman<00:54:55.760> who<00:54:55.920> has<00:54:56.240> associated<00:54:56.960> with<00:54:57.119> the

gentleman who has associated with the

gentleman who has associated with the
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most photographed women asked me this is

most photographed women asked me this is
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a story that i don't want to hear about

a story that i don't want to hear about
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deeply respectful way i don't want to

deeply respectful way i don't want to
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talk about that right now will you stop

talk about that right now will you stop
angering<00:55:09.280> me

because this

because this
gentleman

gentleman

gentleman
asked<00:55:16.880> me

asked me

asked me
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in this deeply respectful way would you

in this deeply respectful way would you
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give me a photograph of yourself and

give me a photograph of yourself and
autograph<00:55:23.760> it

i shall never forget

i shall never forget
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yes i heard you were a great success i

yes i heard you were a great success i
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was a great success and very happy

was a great success and very happy
except

except

except
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for one thing that

for one thing that
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got me into a

got me into a
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depression which i would like to tell

depression which i would like to tell
you<00:55:47.200> about

you about

you about
what

what

what
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uh would you like to have dinner with a

uh would you like to have dinner with a
friend<00:55:52.240> of<00:55:52.319> myself

friend of myself

friend of myself
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oh yes that would be nice close your

oh yes that would be nice close your
eyes

anyway aaron

anyway aaron
um

um

um
a<00:56:00.480> certain<00:56:00.880> fact<00:56:02.079> came<00:56:02.400> to<00:56:02.559> light

a certain fact came to light

a certain fact came to light
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why

why
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because i was

because i was
depressed

hi

hi
i'll<00:56:25.280> be<00:56:25.440> right<00:56:25.599> there

why were you depressed

why were you depressed
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well because i was concerned about this

well because i was concerned about this
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fact which i'm still concerned i'll be

fact which i'm still concerned i'll be
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i'll let you get into that

i'll let you get into that
i<00:56:42.960> know<00:56:43.119> eric

i know eric

i know eric
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you're always interrupting me i'm sorry

you're always interrupting me i'm sorry
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we can talk about this later can't we

we can talk about this later can't we
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oh lou

oh lou
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this is joan

this is joan
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hello hi lou

hello hi lou
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well it's nice to finally meet you

well it's nice to finally meet you
aaron's<00:57:06.640> talked<00:57:06.880> so<00:57:07.040> much<00:57:07.280> about<00:57:07.599> you

aaron's talked so much about you

aaron's talked so much about you
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oh he showed me some photographs of you

oh he showed me some photographs of you
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that are beautiful thank you

that are beautiful thank you
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jonah's a dancer and of course the seed

jonah's a dancer and of course the seed
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of this particular repetition came

of this particular repetition came
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essentially from the most primitive

essentially from the most primitive
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impulses towards uh alarm and

impulses towards uh alarm and
excitability<00:57:22.240> due

excitability due

excitability due
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to action

to action
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all the movements are structured

all the movements are structured
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variations on that central fear

variations on that central fear
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and the masks employed were to hide

and the masks employed were to hide
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human reactions as well as depicted

human reactions as well as depicted
dancers<00:57:33.280> are<00:57:33.599> fanatic

some of us are hearts

some of us are hearts
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they remind me of lungs that's not

they remind me of lungs that's not
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necessarily true well that's what they

necessarily true well that's what they
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remind me of

remind me of
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well some of us have that degree of

well some of us have that degree of
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dedication and there's no question oh i

dedication and there's no question oh i
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didn't notice that about you are you

didn't notice that about you are you
like<00:57:51.440> a<00:57:51.599> nun

like a nun

like a nun
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i don't feel very well well you haven't

i don't feel very well well you haven't
eaten<00:58:04.319> anything<00:58:04.799> yet<00:58:05.040> lou

eaten anything yet lou

eaten anything yet lou
well<00:58:06.079> i<00:58:06.559> i<00:58:07.200> am<00:58:07.280> not<00:58:07.440> hungry

joan and i haven't finished do you think

joan and i haven't finished do you think
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you can wait oh no

you can wait oh no
you'd<00:58:15.680> stay<00:58:16.079> here

you'd stay here

you'd stay here
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i will go by myself you sure it's just

i will go by myself you sure it's just
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that you don't feel well

that you don't feel well
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i'm very happy to admit i hope i see you

i'm very happy to admit i hope i see you
again<00:58:28.000> lou

again lou

again lou
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here i'll walk you out no no you don't

here i'll walk you out no no you don't
have<00:58:31.359> to<00:58:31.599> please

don't you remember me hey wait a minute

don't you remember me hey wait a minute
emily<00:59:49.119> come<00:59:49.359> on<00:59:49.520> get<00:59:49.760> in<00:59:49.839> the<00:59:50.000> car

don't be afraid i just want to talk to

don't be afraid i just want to talk to
you

hello

hello
oh<01:00:33.440> aaron

oh aaron

oh aaron
oh<01:00:35.119> thank<01:00:35.359> the<01:00:35.440> lord

oh thank the lord

oh thank the lord
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no no i didn't come straight home i i

no no i didn't come straight home i i
went<01:00:40.160> for<01:00:40.319> a<01:00:40.400> drive

went for a drive

went for a drive
no

no

no
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i am not all right listen aaron

i am not all right listen aaron
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you you have to come over here

you you have to come over here
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immediately there is something very bad

immediately there is something very bad
that<01:00:49.119> is<01:00:49.200> happening<01:00:49.599> here

yes there

yes there
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no no no there is this man

no no no there is this man
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he has been following me he is in my

he has been following me he is in my
apartment<01:00:59.839> right<01:01:00.240> now

apartment right now

apartment right now
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i did not lie in paris i just made it up

i did not lie in paris i just made it up
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no i am not making it up look he is

no i am not making it up look he is
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standing right here in front of me

standing right here in front of me
right<01:01:15.920> you<01:01:16.079> know

right you know

right you know
justin<01:01:17.359> hold<01:01:17.599> on<01:01:17.920> wait<01:01:18.079> just<01:01:18.319> wait

justin hold on wait just wait

justin hold on wait just wait
oh<01:01:19.839> say<01:01:20.240> something

oh say something

oh say something
say

say

say
who<01:01:25.200> are<01:01:25.520> you

i've got the police on here and they are

i've got the police on here and they are
coming<01:01:30.559> right<01:01:30.960> over

coming right over

coming right over
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he will not say anything

he will not say anything
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will you just please believe me and come

will you just please believe me and come
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nowhere<01:01:43.280> aaron

nowhere aaron

nowhere aaron
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i do not need your attention i will call

i do not need your attention i will call
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up mark right now and he will come over

up mark right now and he will come over
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here immediately i know it no aaron i

here immediately i know it no aaron i
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don't want to talk to you again and i do

don't want to talk to you again and i do
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not want you to ever call me again and i

not want you to ever call me again and i
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never want to see you again ever

never want to see you again ever
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i thank the lord mark came over and

i thank the lord mark came over and
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chased him away

chased him away
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you know mark is very good to me aaron

you know mark is very good to me aaron
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as a matter of fact he is in love with

as a matter of fact he is in love with
me

me

me
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and he has asked me to marry him

and he has asked me to marry him
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what do i think

what do i think
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but you know marcus a lot of affection

but you know marcus a lot of affection
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for me and he understands me in many

for me and he understands me in many
ways

ways

ways
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well for pete's sake

well for pete's sake
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do you love your fiance for pete's sake

do you love your fiance for pete's sake
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well

well
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what do you think

what do you think
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well i don't know that's why i'm asking

well i don't know that's why i'm asking
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well of course i do love him anyway

well of course i do love him anyway
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people do get married for reasons other

people do get married for reasons other
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than love you know

than love you know
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you never did see my wedding dress did

you never did see my wedding dress did
you

you

you
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isn't it heaven

isn't it heaven
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i chose it because it was so simple and

i chose it because it was so simple and
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unpretentious and i think so classic

unpretentious and i think so classic
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you know

you know
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i still have many of the things that i

i still have many of the things that i
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used to wear expensive simple linens

used to wear expensive simple linens
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finest rules which i felt marvel within

finest rules which i felt marvel within
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you had a very individual way of

you had a very individual way of
dressing

dressing

dressing
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you know how i don't care for making a

you know how i don't care for making a
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big display so i asked

big display so i asked
mark

mark

mark
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to ask you and pauline if it would be

to ask you and pauline if it would be
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our witnesses

our witnesses
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because i of course prefer to have just

because i of course prefer to have just
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a simple unpretentious civil ceremony

a simple unpretentious civil ceremony
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you feeling nervous little

you feeling nervous little
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i hope pauline will be too late

i hope pauline will be too late
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oh i think this is her now excuse me i

oh i think this is her now excuse me i
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have to go to the ladies room all right

have to go to the ladies room all right
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we'll meet you inside hold it

we'll meet you inside hold it
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hold it i'm coming

hold it i'm coming
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i'm coming

i'm coming
pauline

pauline

pauline
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we'd better go in

we'd better go in
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you know i don't believe in doing

you know i don't believe in doing
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something if you can't do it right

something if you can't do it right
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now would you mean

now would you mean
anything

anything

anything
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but no this is not so unusual

but no this is not so unusual
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many people decide to wait before they

many people decide to wait before they
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once i heard garbo got off the train on

once i heard garbo got off the train on
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the way to her marriage and probably

the way to her marriage and probably
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those

those
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don't change your mind lou

don't change your mind lou
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don't call me up in a couple of days and

don't call me up in a couple of days and
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tell me it was just play acting

tell me it was just play acting
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don't be ridiculous mark

don't be ridiculous mark
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i'm going to paris with aaron

i'm going to paris with aaron
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and i will not be calling you for

and i will not be calling you for
anything

wait

wait
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he's coming

he's coming
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no don't

no don't
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woman is a madman striking women no i

woman is a madman striking women no i
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just want to hear what he has to say

just want to hear what he has to say
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but i'm not going to let him in

but i'm not going to let him in
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couldn't you just tell him that i am i

couldn't you just tell him that i am i
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left and and then you talk to him

left and and then you talk to him
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i should talk to him

i should talk to him
darling

darling

darling
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who is it huh

who is it huh
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open up its mark oh mark it's mark huh

open up its mark oh mark it's mark huh
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what are you doing here so late i'm uh

what are you doing here so late i'm uh
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i'm asleep

i'm asleep
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lou lou she's not here oh paulie don't

lou lou she's not here oh paulie don't
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give me that crap her car is parked

give me that crap her car is parked
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outside tell him i am here but i left

outside tell him i am here but i left
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but she doesn't want to speak to you

but she doesn't want to speak to you
darling

darling

darling
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tell him i'm very disillusioned by his

tell him i'm very disillusioned by his
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behavior he's got a black eye for

behavior he's got a black eye for
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christ's sake what's the matter with you

christ's sake what's the matter with you
out

is that the truth

is that the truth
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you know it is

you know it is
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you know how you can tell

you know how you can tell
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what the weather will be like not from

what the weather will be like not from
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i'm not adding up to anything am i iron

i'm not adding up to anything am i iron
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i'm not making any sense am i it won't

i'm not making any sense am i it won't
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as a matter of fact there was a period

as a matter of fact there was a period
of

of

of
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time when you weren't doing too well

time when you weren't doing too well
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you know i think that is my whole

you know i think that is my whole
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problem but it is so boring so ordinary

problem but it is so boring so ordinary
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it's the story of everyone's life

it's the story of everyone's life
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i remember i wanted you to do the paris

i remember i wanted you to do the paris
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collections with me

collections with me
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and mark prevented me

and mark prevented me
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he threatened

he threatened
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that uh wasn't the reason lou the

that uh wasn't the reason lou the
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magazine wouldn't let me take you oh

magazine wouldn't let me take you oh
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oh it was because i was ill wasn't it

oh it was because i was ill wasn't it
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i just wanted a new face

i just wanted a new face
oh

oh

oh
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you remember i found this girl and uh i

you remember i found this girl and uh i
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asked you if you'd uh show how to make

asked you if you'd uh show how to make
up

you're brilliant

you're brilliant
that's<01:10:38.400> how<01:10:38.560> i<01:10:38.719> was

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you<01:10:57.440> know

you know

you know
things<01:10:59.840> would<01:11:00.080> have<01:11:00.239> been

things would have been

things would have been
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so different

so different
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if i had gone to paris with you because

if i had gone to paris with you because
that

that

that
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was when mark began to spy on me

was when mark began to spy on me
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he could not stand

he could not stand
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the mystery of what i was

the mystery of what i was
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i was like a prisoner especially at

i was like a prisoner especially at
night

night

night
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good god it was so

good god it was so
sad

he insisted that i take him with me

he insisted that i take him with me
everywhere<01:11:39.040> once<01:11:39.360> was<01:11:39.600> still<01:11:40.080> sexier

everywhere once was still sexier

everywhere once was still sexier
a<01:11:41.199> little<01:11:41.600> warmer

a little warmer

a little warmer
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it made him crazy

it made him crazy
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he threatened to kill himself he

he threatened to kill himself he
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it was so awful i had to run away he

it was so awful i had to run away he
shot<01:12:09.520> me

shot me

shot me
and

and

and
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put me out

put me out
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i blamed him for it

i blamed him for it
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was he there

was he there
oh

oh

oh
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you mean mark

you mean mark
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he wasn't there no i never speak of him

he wasn't there no i never speak of him
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he made all the advances but pauline

he made all the advances but pauline
blamed<01:12:27.199> me

blamed me

blamed me
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you know

you know
i

i

i
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always wanted to arrive to the day

always wanted to arrive to the day
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when i would come out of the business

when i would come out of the business
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for a while

for a while
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have a little house

have a little house
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live in

live in
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a state of

a state of
grace

um

um
brighton<01:13:05.520> poetry

brighton poetry

brighton poetry
sculpt<01:13:07.360> paint

sculpt paint

sculpt paint
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and now here i am in an area which is

and now here i am in an area which is
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beautiful where there is water where

beautiful where there is water where
boats<01:13:14.239> go<01:13:14.480> by

boats go by

boats go by
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i<01:14:14.719> got<01:14:14.960> to<01:14:15.120> know<01:14:15.520> um

i got to know um

i got to know um
neighbor<01:14:16.719> lady

neighbor lady

neighbor lady
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she she had all kinds of hobbies and

she she had all kinds of hobbies and
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collections that she was involved in but

collections that she was involved in but
but

but

but
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there was actually only one

there was actually only one
person

person

person
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all the time i've been here

all the time i've been here
that<01:14:35.360> interested<01:14:36.159> me

who is that

who is that
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well there's the [__]

well there's the [__]
everybody<01:14:43.280> calls<01:14:43.600> him<01:14:43.679> there

everybody calls him there

everybody calls him there
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i called him mr wong

i called him mr wong
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because it rhymed with dawn

because it rhymed with dawn
sort<01:15:18.320> of

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i would walk out and visit with him

i would walk out and visit with him
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he did not speak that much english but

he did not speak that much english but
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still i could communicate with him

still i could communicate with him
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when i was upset

when i was upset
caught<01:15:36.960> no<01:15:37.199> fish<01:15:37.600> today

caught no fish today

caught no fish today
obviously

maybe it's too lonely here for the fish

maybe it's too lonely here for the fish
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so i've had only two bookings this

so i've had only two bookings this
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entire week again one was with some

entire week again one was with some
corny<01:16:12.000> little<01:16:12.320> photographer<01:16:12.880> which<01:16:13.040> i<01:16:13.199> had

corny little photographer which i had

corny little photographer which i had
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never heard of and whom i do not intend

never heard of and whom i do not intend
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to work for ever again

to work for ever again
my<01:16:17.920> dear<01:16:18.239> girl

my dear girl

my dear girl
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what do you expect us to do with this

what do you expect us to do with this
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impossible list it's filled with people

impossible list it's filled with people
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peggy

peggy
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i did not put all of those names down

i did not put all of those names down
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lou i believe you did well you are

lou i believe you did well you are
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insane peggy because i did not

insane peggy because i did not
all<01:16:45.600> right

all right

all right
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just

just
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take some of those names of that pauline

take some of those names of that pauline
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for example this is ridiculous i never

for example this is ridiculous i never
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put pauline down

put pauline down
and<01:16:59.440> aaron

and aaron

and aaron
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ah that is insane

ah that is insane
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uh falco no no no no no i will never

uh falco no no no no no i will never
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work for valkyr again but aaron

work for valkyr again but aaron
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i adore aaron you can call him right now

i adore aaron you can call him right now
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hello hi

hello hi
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are you one of the models

are you one of the models
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oh yes

oh yes
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well you know you're about an hour too

well you know you're about an hour too
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early there's no one here right now oh

early there's no one here right now oh
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no i know i came early on purpose

no i know i came early on purpose
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oh what's your name george george

oh what's your name george george
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when aaron comes don't tell him i'm here

when aaron comes don't tell him i'm here
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i have a fantastic new look i've created

i have a fantastic new look i've created
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yeah oh great because you know it was

yeah oh great because you know it was
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terrific by the way guess what we booked

terrific by the way guess what we booked
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for today well i thought i asked you the

for today well i thought i asked you the
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oh aaron what for sentimental reasons

oh aaron what for sentimental reasons
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oh sorry

oh sorry
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hello how are you dear oh it's good to

hello how are you dear oh it's good to
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see you oh you look marvelous i love

see you oh you look marvelous i love
your<01:18:31.840> new<01:18:32.080> makeup

your new makeup

your new makeup
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oh that's great with all that green i

oh that's great with all that green i
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don't know what i've never worn it i

don't know what i've never worn it i
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know it's very becoming do you know tj

know it's very becoming do you know tj
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by the way this is little andreas oh

by the way this is little andreas oh
we've<01:18:40.480> got<01:18:40.640> some<01:18:40.800> fantastic<01:18:41.679> clothes<01:18:42.000> today

we've got some fantastic clothes today

we've got some fantastic clothes today
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um

um
this

i can't kill you

i can't kill you
i<01:19:04.719> love<01:19:05.040> you

i love you

i love you
i<01:19:06.880> would<01:19:07.120> rather<01:19:07.440> kill

her myself torment would then be ended

her myself torment would then be ended
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for the peace of this one miserable soul

for the peace of this one miserable soul
the<01:19:28.640> souls<01:19:29.120> of<01:19:29.280> our<01:19:29.440> ancestors<01:19:30.480> will<01:19:30.719> forever

the souls of our ancestors will forever

the souls of our ancestors will forever
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no at last my daughter

no at last my daughter
the<01:19:43.520> story<01:19:44.560> is<01:19:44.800> true

the story is true

the story is true
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too

i stent your way

i stent your way
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into the occidental world

into the occidental world
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to keep you from me until i should

to keep you from me until i should
deserve<01:20:12.080> your<01:20:12.320> homage

deserve your homage

deserve your homage
but<01:20:14.159> instead

but instead

but instead
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you now witness my shame

you now witness my shame
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the blood is mine

the blood is mine
the<01:20:20.719> heat

the heat

the heat
is<01:20:22.960> shall<01:20:23.199> be<01:20:23.360> mine

is shall be mine

is shall be mine
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hello mark oh hello how are you

hello mark oh hello how are you
i'm<01:20:46.800> fine

i'm doing very well you know

i'm doing very well you know
that's<01:20:51.760> good

i can't you hear my voice

i can't you hear my voice
i've<01:20:57.760> taken<01:20:58.159> no<01:20:58.400> prescriptions<01:20:59.679> no<01:21:00.000> wine

i've taken no prescriptions no wine

i've taken no prescriptions no wine
nothing

nothing

nothing
and

and

and
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i'm sitting at home by myself watching a

i'm sitting at home by myself watching a
marvelously<01:21:06.480> funny<01:21:06.800> movie

marvelously funny movie

marvelously funny movie
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i wonder how long that's gonna last

i wonder how long that's gonna last
mark

no i just thought it might be someone

no i just thought it might be someone
that<01:21:25.360> i<01:21:25.520> knew

that i knew

that i knew
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i would just ask you to say hello to

i would just ask you to say hello to
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i'm i would like to see you

i'm i would like to see you
you<01:22:02.239> don't<01:22:02.400> want<01:22:02.560> to<01:22:02.719> see<01:22:02.960> me

you don't want to see me

you don't want to see me
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is it a model

is it a model
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i'm gonna hang up blue

i'm gonna hang up blue
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maybe that there is no one there and

maybe that there is no one there and
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you're just saying that to get a

you're just saying that to get a
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mark are you watching the television i'm

mark are you watching the television i'm
watching<01:22:25.679> this<01:22:25.840> marvelously<01:22:26.639> funny<01:22:27.040> movie

watching this marvelously funny movie

watching this marvelously funny movie
with<01:22:27.920> anime<01:22:28.719> wong

with anime wong

with anime wong
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do you know i read about her that um she

do you know i read about her that um she
felt<01:22:33.040> that<01:22:33.280> every<01:22:33.440> time<01:22:33.679> the<01:22:33.760> camera

felt that every time the camera

felt that every time the camera
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photographed her that it took part of

photographed her that it took part of
her<01:22:35.679> soul

her soul

her soul
isn't<01:22:37.280> that<01:22:37.520> funny

isn't that funny

isn't that funny
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lou i told you i have not slept for a

lou i told you i have not slept for a
week

week

week
do<01:22:44.800> you<01:22:44.960> know<01:22:45.120> that<01:22:45.280> i<01:22:45.440> cannot<01:22:45.840> sleep

do you know that i cannot sleep

do you know that i cannot sleep
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i can't do anything for you and the only

i can't do anything for you and the only
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thing you can do for yourself i told you

thing you can do for yourself i told you
is<01:22:51.920> to<01:22:52.080> go<01:22:52.320> see<01:22:52.560> a<01:22:52.639> doctor

this is lou

this is lou
oh

oh

oh
could

could

could
could<01:23:29.600> i<01:23:29.840> speak<01:23:30.080> to<01:23:30.320> dr<01:23:30.719> galbra<01:23:31.280> please

what's the matter

what's the matter
what<01:23:36.800> is<01:23:36.960> it

what is it

what is it
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oh i'm sorry

oh i'm sorry
today<01:23:40.320> i'm<01:23:40.560> sorry<01:23:41.199> that's<01:23:41.520> all<01:23:41.600> right

did i wake you i told you that's all

did i wake you i told you that's all
right

oh

oh
there<01:24:41.520> you<01:24:41.760> are

there you are

there you are
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i'm so glad you could come here well of

i'm so glad you could come here well of
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course i came right away see if i could

course i came right away see if i could
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help huh i thought that's real are you

help huh i thought that's real are you
would<01:24:49.520> you<01:24:49.600> like<01:24:49.760> some<01:24:50.000> rosie<01:24:50.400> why

i wanted to see

i wanted to see
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you there's nothing wrong with it

you there's nothing wrong with it
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you sounded on the phone so distracted

you sounded on the phone so distracted
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when i want to see something

when i want to see something
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i want to see them

i want to see them
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is that so wrong no it was just that uh

is that so wrong no it was just that uh
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it was laid out i got a call that's all

it was laid out i got a call that's all
um

um

um
no

it's very

it's very
early

early

early
hey

hey

hey
uh<01:25:24.639> if<01:25:24.800> you've<01:25:25.120> been<01:25:25.440> uh<01:25:25.760> taking<01:25:26.159> pills<01:25:26.560> but

uh if you've been uh taking pills but

uh if you've been uh taking pills but
you<01:25:26.880> shouldn't<01:25:27.199> have<01:25:27.360> that

now lou i didn't come here to dance with

now lou i didn't come here to dance with
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you and why did you come here

you and why did you come here
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is<01:25:43.280> that<01:25:43.600> so<01:25:43.920> wrong

is that so wrong

is that so wrong
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dear i came here to help you

dear i came here to help you
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lord<01:25:52.840> please

lord please

lord please
please<01:25:54.719> don't<01:25:54.960> behave<01:25:55.280> like<01:25:55.520> this

please don't behave like this

please don't behave like this
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don't worry no one will know

don't worry no one will know
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why are you doing this because i love

why are you doing this because i love
you

you

you
i<01:26:09.360> love<01:26:09.840> you

you do not love me i love you

you do not love me i love you
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dude you know who i am

dude you know who i am
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i<01:26:28.800> am<01:26:29.199> jewish

i am jewish

i am jewish
you're<01:26:30.719> here<01:26:30.960> i<01:26:31.120> am

please don't tell anyone i'm here no no

please don't tell anyone i'm here no no
of<01:27:34.960> course<01:27:35.280> not

of course not

of course not
but

if they find out

if they find out
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and if anyone asks you

and if anyone asks you
tell<01:27:44.400> them<01:27:44.639> that

tell them that

tell them that
i<01:27:45.840> was<01:27:46.000> a<01:27:46.080> little<01:27:46.320> run<01:27:46.560> down

and oh that i have a private nurse i

and oh that i have a private nurse i
will<01:27:52.560> certainly

will certainly

will certainly
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i am undernourished you know

i am undernourished you know
why<01:27:57.440> don't<01:27:57.600> you<01:27:57.760> eat

why don't you eat

why don't you eat
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imagine they never put a knife on my

imagine they never put a knife on my
tray<01:28:03.360> it's<01:28:03.520> ridiculous

tray it's ridiculous

tray it's ridiculous
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i said look this is a 50

i said look this is a 50
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private room and you will not even

private room and you will not even
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provide me with a knife don't take it

provide me with a knife don't take it
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personally it's simply a regulation this

personally it's simply a regulation this
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is very personal to me

is very personal to me
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charlie could very easily jump out the

charlie could very easily jump out the
window<01:28:26.880> you<01:28:27.040> know

window you know

window you know
have<01:28:28.560> you<01:28:28.719> tried<01:28:29.040> that

have you tried that

have you tried that
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would you like me to try that i can do

would you like me to try that i can do
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it's very clever

it's very clever
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it's nothing personal all the windows on

it's nothing personal all the windows on
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when i want to get it over with i can

when i want to get it over with i can
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what are you writing you know i came

what are you writing you know i came
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here for only one reason

here for only one reason
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to get medication

to get medication
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i was not drooling at the mouth

i was not drooling at the mouth
or<01:29:07.040> tearing<01:29:07.520> my<01:29:07.760> hair

or tearing my hair

or tearing my hair
i<01:29:10.320> walked<01:29:10.800> in

i walked in

i walked in
quietly

quietly

quietly
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you don't recall you were quite

you don't recall you were quite
disturbed<01:29:16.080> dr<01:29:16.560> sherman<01:29:17.120> is<01:29:17.280> my<01:29:17.520> psychiatrist

disturbed dr sherman is my psychiatrist

disturbed dr sherman is my psychiatrist
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he is the top psychiatrist here if you

he is the top psychiatrist here if you
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do not go away i will begin to become

do not go away i will begin to become
quite<01:29:23.280> disturbed

what are you writing luke

what are you writing luke
poetry

what's it about

what's it about
it's<01:29:38.719> about

it's about

it's about
my<01:29:40.960> experiences

my experiences

my experiences
would<01:29:43.040> you<01:29:43.520> read<01:29:43.760> it<01:29:43.840> to<01:29:44.000> me

um

um
no

do you know what that other doctor said

do you know what that other doctor said
to<01:29:56.159> me

to me

to me
he<01:29:58.080> said<01:29:58.320> lou

he said lou

he said lou
everyone<01:30:00.480> on<01:30:00.800> the<01:30:00.960> floor<01:30:01.760> thinks<01:30:02.080> you<01:30:02.239> are

everyone on the floor thinks you are

everyone on the floor thinks you are
very<01:30:03.040> weird

very weird

very weird
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pardon me i said but i do not care what

pardon me i said but i do not care what
everyone<01:30:08.880> thinks<01:30:09.280> of<01:30:09.440> me

everyone thinks of me

everyone thinks of me
you<01:30:10.639> know<01:30:10.800> what<01:30:10.960> i<01:30:11.120> want<01:30:11.520> is

you know what i want is

you know what i want is
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for you to do whatever you like i mean i

for you to do whatever you like i mean i
want<01:30:14.560> you<01:30:14.719> to<01:30:14.800> be<01:30:15.040> happy

want you to be happy

want you to be happy
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and comfortable here

and comfortable here
forgive<01:30:20.560> me<01:30:20.800> the<01:30:20.880> way<01:30:21.120> i<01:30:21.199> look

forgive me the way i look

forgive me the way i look
you<01:30:23.120> look<01:30:23.360> marvelous

you look marvelous

you look marvelous
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but what i want to know is how do you

but what i want to know is how do you
feel

feel

feel
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well i'm a little worn out from trying

well i'm a little worn out from trying
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he has such remorse

he has such remorse
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because he knows i should have gone to

because he knows i should have gone to
paris<01:30:45.120> with<01:30:45.280> you

paris with you

paris with you
i<01:30:48.320> said

he said

he said
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he said

he said
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it's all right

it's all right
that's<01:31:08.320> all<01:31:08.560> right

that's all right

that's all right
sit<01:31:09.920> down

don't be sad aaron

don't be sad aaron
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you know i'm not going to be here for

you know i'm not going to be here for
very<01:31:19.440> long

very long

very long
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but dr sherman says that

but dr sherman says that
one<01:31:23.360> only

one only

one only
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puts take breaks oneself apart

puts take breaks oneself apart
in<01:31:29.040> order<01:31:29.440> to

in order to

in order to
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put oneself back together again better i

put oneself back together again better i
know

know

know
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but if if anyone asks you tell them that

but if if anyone asks you tell them that
it's<01:31:38.320> my<01:31:38.480> metabolism

okay but your part it is

okay but your part it is
i<01:31:44.960> don't<01:31:45.199> feel<01:31:45.440> that<01:31:45.679> great<01:31:46.000> you<01:31:46.159> know

i look awful

i look awful
no

no

no
no<01:31:57.280> you<01:31:57.440> don't

no you don't

no you don't
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you want to know why we are here in this

you want to know why we are here in this
ward

dr sherman and i came here just to shut

dr sherman and i came here just to shut
everybody<01:32:07.760> up

everybody up

everybody up
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no it's true i could hear them and i

no it's true i could hear them and i
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told those doctors that i could hear

told those doctors that i could hear
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them through the walls talking and they

them through the walls talking and they
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said no no no you are very paranoid we

said no no no you are very paranoid we
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have to put you on the third floor and i

have to put you on the third floor and i
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said what the hell are you doing get me

said what the hell are you doing get me
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my doctor and he said there's nothing

my doctor and he said there's nothing
wrong<01:32:22.719> with<01:32:22.800> you

wrong with you

wrong with you
they<01:32:24.239> are<01:32:24.400> talking<01:32:24.719> about

no but she was very gifted and

no but she was very gifted and
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successful and i expected her to be

successful and i expected her to be
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realistic and as content with the

realistic and as content with the
situation<01:32:53.040> as<01:32:53.199> we<01:32:53.360> were

situation as we were

situation as we were
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she's the one who made all the advances

she's the one who made all the advances
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ida saintsberry adored her she's a liar

ida saintsberry adored her she's a liar
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i don't find her amusing well i

i don't find her amusing well i
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personally will never book her again

personally will never book her again
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ever alex they won't let us have any

ever alex they won't let us have any
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matches see what you can do with that

matches see what you can do with that
blonde<01:33:08.639> intern<01:33:09.120> please

blonde intern please

blonde intern please
you<01:33:11.360> see

you see

you see
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there's nothing wrong with you

there's nothing wrong with you
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what

what
that's<01:33:20.639> what<01:33:20.880> i<01:33:21.199> thought

that's what i thought

that's what i thought
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what do you say we go up to the third

what do you say we go up to the third
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floor where no one will bother us

floor where no one will bother us
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i'm up here where i'm like a prisoner

i'm up here where i'm like a prisoner
being<01:33:47.440> punished

that it was all in my mind of course

that it was all in my mind of course
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no yes because pauline sent me some

no yes because pauline sent me some
flowers

flowers

flowers
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and peggy mccabe sent me a coach just

and peggy mccabe sent me a coach just
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get well we miss you come back soon low

get well we miss you come back soon low
oh<01:34:10.080> that's<01:34:10.320> fair

oh that's fair

oh that's fair
everything

everything

everything
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was in my mind

was in my mind
that's<01:34:16.080> all

that's all

that's all
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and you know

and you know
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it is so horrible here

it is so horrible here
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that i really am

that i really am
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much better than i was before i guess i

much better than i was before i guess i
can<01:34:26.000> see<01:34:26.159> that

and you want to know what else well

and you want to know what else well
now

things will be much

things will be much
different

i'm trying

i'm trying
to<01:34:45.040> be<01:34:46.080> very

to be very

to be very
good

good

good
i<01:34:49.760> do<01:34:50.239> think

i do think

i do think
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that i should work

that i should work
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are we finished

are we finished
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oh yes uh otherwise i'll miss the last

oh yes uh otherwise i'll miss the last
ferry

ferry

ferry
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oh this would be so terrible

oh this would be so terrible
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because your wife would wonder

because your wife would wonder
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i put up with a lot from you reinhardt

i put up with a lot from you reinhardt
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but you didn't let me play my recorder

but you didn't let me play my recorder
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for you i might i have a soprano and a

for you i might i have a soprano and a
bass<01:35:47.920> oh<01:35:48.080> my<01:35:48.400> um

bass oh my um

bass oh my um
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harmonic or my casting nets no

harmonic or my casting nets no
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next time though

next time though
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did you hear me play my castanet

did you hear me play my castanet
yes<01:35:58.080> i<01:35:58.239> did

i

i
think<01:36:06.400> you<01:36:06.560> did

and it was bad too

and it was bad too
wasn't<01:36:22.000> it

oh

oh
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how i loved being out when i was young

how i loved being out when i was young
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i would leave my family and run up into

i would leave my family and run up into
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the hills alone

the hills alone
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i had the best time in my life being

i had the best time in my life being
miserable

you know

you know
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well

well
considering

considering

considering
how<01:37:28.000> important

how important

how important
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and we work so beautifully together

and we work so beautifully together
didn't<01:37:34.400> we

didn't we

didn't we
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yes we did yet

yes we did yet
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i mean being thrown together so much

i mean being thrown together so much
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over the years

over the years
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and with so many opportunities in our

and with so many opportunities in our
way

way

way
and

and

and
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would<01:37:51.119> have<01:37:51.199> been<01:37:51.440> so<01:37:51.679> easy

and it happened so often that it

and it happened so often that it
happened

you know

you know
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well because i remember hearing how you

well because i remember hearing how you
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were how to two models discussing how

were how to two models discussing how
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you were uh this money cleo guard was

you were uh this money cleo guard was
pregnant<01:38:07.760> that<01:38:07.920> went<01:38:08.159> pegging<01:38:08.400> me<01:38:08.560> colleges

pregnant that went pegging me colleges

pregnant that went pegging me colleges
was<01:38:09.600> my<01:38:09.840> lord<01:38:10.480> well<01:38:10.639> that<01:38:10.880> doesn't

was my lord well that doesn't

was my lord well that doesn't
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necessarily mean it was true but in here

necessarily mean it was true but in here
i<01:38:13.199> was<01:38:13.760> with<01:38:14.000> you

i was with you

i was with you
practically<01:38:16.159> all<01:38:16.400> the<01:38:16.480> time

practically all the time

practically all the time
and

that's

that's
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not because my boy april quinn had a

not because my boy april quinn had a
terrible<01:38:44.159> crush<01:38:44.400> on<01:38:44.560> me

terrible crush on me

terrible crush on me
and

and

and
oh<01:38:47.119> there's<01:38:47.440> mark

oh there's mark

oh there's mark
and

and

and
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arthur jasper tried to leave his wives

arthur jasper tried to leave his wives
and

and

and
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falco falco had a peephole which he used

falco falco had a peephole which he used
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to look through at me and it was pauline

to look through at me and it was pauline
and<01:38:59.679> dr<01:39:00.080> calva

and dr calva

and dr calva
no

no

no
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because i have um

because i have um
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i have thought a great deal

i have thought a great deal
about<01:39:09.760> why

about why

about why
this<01:39:11.199> was<01:39:11.440> with<01:39:11.679> you

this was with you

this was with you
and

and

and
i<01:39:14.320> had<01:39:14.560> had

i had had

i had had
imaginings

imaginings

imaginings
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you did not find me attracted

you did not find me attracted
that's<01:39:27.760> not<01:39:27.920> true<01:39:28.239> though

that's not true though

that's not true though
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but it is funny isn't it all the time

but it is funny isn't it all the time
we<01:39:33.600> did<01:39:33.840> not

we did not

we did not
ever

ever

ever
we<01:39:36.639> did<01:39:36.880> live

it's all right okay a little

it's all right okay a little
sorry

sorry

sorry
so<01:40:11.360> many

so many

so many
so<01:40:13.360> many<01:40:13.679> things<01:40:14.080> were

so many things were

so many things were
in<01:40:15.040> my<01:40:15.280> mind

it was very brief

it was very brief
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was there any

was there any
good

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