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Kate: What's the trick

to makin' all this work?

It all seems a little

impossible?

- Most of the women who become

mothers,

don't raise their hands

as much.

- Not this girl. Hi.

Hard to break it up.

- They're gonna fire you, Kate.

- All right, cool.

- Ah, fuck that feels good!

- Anne, you're pregnant.

- Can you just check again

because I had a baby

8 months ago.

She's barely alive yet.

- Was it margarita night?

- I'm so sorry, I don't know.

- This is amazing.

- What?

- This is how I grow.

Frankie: I just had a baby,

and I got kinda depressed.

Think I must just have

the teensiest little

drop of postpartum.

- It could be worse, right.

No, you know what,

it could be better.

Kate: It could be better.

- Yeah.

- Look, it could be better.

- You got the job.

Montreal is yours.

- And Nathan, does he know

what's happening?

Because secrets in a marriage

are like fleas in a bed.

another kid

- How are we supposed to have

when you're hundreds of miles

away?

- We're not, okay?

- We barely have time

for the kids we have now.

- No time. We got no time.

- Hi. I'd like an abortion.

- Can't just walk in here

and order one.

- But this is Canada.

- Giselle, I know there's

something wrong with me.

I found this program

and I'm gonna go

for as long as it takes.

- Kate.

- Wow.

- You sure about this?

- Yeah, I'm so sure.

- I just found out my son

is in the hospital.

- Are you out of your damn mind?

Going to the hospital might

ease your guilt,

but think about what you lose.

- What exactly would I lose?

- So again, they just make a

teeny, tiny slice right there.

Like with the scalpel.

It's very small.

And they can just get up

and walk out,

and never have to worry

about spreading their seed,

ever again.

7 minutes.

Takes 7 fucking minutes.

Do you know how long

I was in labour for?

- Uh, about 24 hours a pop.

- That was like two Hobbit

movies.

- But less painful.

- They should do it to all

newborn baby boys, right.

And then if they develop

into decent human men,

and they wanna have babies,

they can have it reversed.

- Yeah.

- That is genius.

- Ladies, a vasectomy

is a serious,

painful procedure for men.

- Yeah, Franklin offered to get

one, but I declined of course.

- Of course?

- Yeah, I didn't want

to emasculate him.

Like a dog.

on you.

- He used the old dog analogy

- You know, Kate,

I really thought

that you would be more

supportive,

given your current situation.

- Sorry, uh what does that mean?

- Because you're both

in similar boats.

mothers.

You're both stay-at-home

- I'm a forced hiatus,

I didn't have a choice.

And not that there's anything

wrong

with being a stay-at-home

mother, I just,

it's just not who I am.

- Okay.

I just thought you might be

enjoying your time at home.

- Right, sorry, Alicia.

Being at home has given me

some perspective.

Uh, I don't that

I'm such a good mom.

Like I don't think

I'm a bad mom,

you don't have to call child

services or anything,

watching me would be like,

but I don't think anyone

oh, she knows what she's doin'.

- Let's dare to go there,

girlfriends.

What is a good mom?

- Well, not dumping your issues

on them to start,

or dumping them in the trash,

the babies.

- Not shaking them.

and fountains, and lakes.

- Keeping them out of pools,

- Okay, well I'm very happy

that you've all managed

to keep your children alive.

And please, do keep doing that.

But outside of keeping them

breathing...

- Which is so important.

- Critical, really.

Is knowing them.

Jade, as a single mother

of twins,

do you find it's a challenge

to stay present with both boys?

- I find it a challenge to stay

present in this conversation.

Look, I thought this group

was gonna give me good tips

and stuff, but listening to you

guys complain about parenting,

and full-time help,

with partners,

makes me wanna throw

a desk through a window.

- Guys, you wanna go like

grab a coffee and hang?

Or get a walk? Drink? Nachos?

- Can't, I gotta get Jayme

down for a nap

before she ruins

another session.

I think I'm gonna have

to rent an office.

- Enjoy the sunshine!

- Cool.

No, yeah, I get it.

- But maybe tomorrow we can go-

- Hey look, we'll hang out when

you have time. I'm not needy.

- Never thought you were.

- Good, 'cause I'm not.

It's just to hang out.

- Can I just say you've been

lookin' a little worse

for wear lately.

- Rude.

- Sorry,

just feels like you might be

a little stir-crazy?

- Look, the day I met you,

you got our professor

to let you skip class

in order to do independent

research,

which I'm pretty sure you spent

jerking off in our dorm room.

- No.

Yeah.

- Look, the Kate I know sets

her own course.

I love you.

- Yes, yes, yes!

Here we go. Here we go.

Here we go.

Onesie, twosie.

Oh yes, yes, yes!

We got one done!

We got one done!

One more! One more!

Oh god, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Gotta put this on this.

There you draw.

It's good for you.

Ah.

Charlie, no!

Wh-! Now you wanna draw?

Hi! It's okay, bub-bub,

one more second.

Ah.

Goddamn it!

Why do I even buy a case?

(Kate grunts in frustration,

Charlie cry)

Godamnit!

(Beep, Children's TV show

plays a tune)

It's okay. It's all right.

- Surprise! I brought lunch!

- Hi.

- Are you drinking at noon?

- N-no?

- Alone? With the baby?

- Uh, he's fine.

- I'm finding it very

challenging to open up

on your deck.

- I'm sorry about that.

Indoors has just become a bit

challenging, at the moment.

You know what?

Why don't we try an exercise?

- What?

- Why don't we try an exercise?

your eyes, and go inward.

I would like you to close

- Honestly, I'd really

rather go back inside.

- Sure. Not a problem.

- Jesus.

How do you work like this?

- Not well.

Nathan: Hopefully I can get the

whole family into the country.

these little boys look at me.

I mean you should see the way

- Like they're bored?

- I'm not tryin' to show off,

I'm just I'm really into

this case right now.

- You should be. It's wonderful

what you're doing, seriously.

- Like I'm excited to go to

work.

- Mhmm.

- I'm not tryin' to rub it in.

- I get it.

In fact...

- What is it?

Does it have somethin' to

do with this outfit here?

- Yeah.

- Uh huh?

I wanna talk to Richard today,

about gettin' my job back. I

mean, enough is enough already.

This was only supposed to be

temporary until, you know,

Charlie was up

and running again.

- Look, I support you. I do.

And, for the record,

I support you if you wanna stay

at home longer, too.

I mean, you're only human.

If you have time today,

could you call somebody

to fix the doorbell?

- Uh, oh yeah,

I mean, if I'm back,

which I probs won't be,

then, sure.

Later, gator.

I got a date with destiny.

- 'Cause you're a motherfuckin'

hustler,

and you don't even know--

Hi.

You're a goddamn panther

in a skirt suit.

- Kate! Talkin' to yourself?

- Hey, Rosie.

- Hey, look, I'm just wondering

if maybe you lost your mind?

Do you talk to yourself

at home to pass the time?

I'm just late for a meeting.

- What? No, Rosie,

Rosie: Lucy Crushner.

She's kinda amazing.

- Why is she here?

- Oh, Richard's been after her

for weeks.

- Oh, morning, ladies.

- Um, Kate Foster, I want you

to meet Lucy Crushner,

- Oh wow, hired.

the newest member of our team.

Just like that.

- Hi, nice to meet you, Kay.

- It's Kate, actually.

- And this is Rosie,

your new assistant.

Rosie?

- Yeah.

- Wake up, damn it.

I want you to get Lucy all the

pitch materials for tomorrow.

Okay? Show her around?

- Oh, hey, Richard,

sorry Richard,

are you ready for our meeting?

- Oh, you know me, Kate,

always ready for anything.

Have a seat. I gotta go to the

ladies' I'll be right back.

- Okay.

Oh.

Hmm, no.

Frankie: It feels good not

to hide behind fear anymore.

Frankie: Like I understood

being scared

more than what was actually

going on around me.

It's kinda like being hearing

impaired.

I'd hear people speaking to me,

subtitles going,

but it was like I had all these

and they were all in caps,

just screaming at me.

I dunno, I still have

the subtitles going,

but they're like all

in lower case,

or Dutch, or something.

I don't focus on 'em as much.

Frankie.

Therapist: Beautiful share,

Let's take a moment and

appreciate each other's

journeys.

Look around.

Acknowledge each other.

- Oh that was... you.

I feel so feminine with you.

Is that weird to say?

And like, petite.

- I know we're just having fun,

but you should know

that I'm not gay.

- That's cool.

- I've been on hiatus

for 6 months.

- Hey, you know that this

hiatus was not my choice.

- No, of course, but I believe

that I've really shown my loy--

- You left a very serious taste

in Stromager's mouth,

and that is a hard thing to do.

That woman has eaten her fair

share of shit over the years.

- Ugh, well, I don't know

what that means, but--

- She wanted you fired.

- Right.

- I had to convince her

that a suspension

was punishment enough.

And come on, bonus,

you got to spend time at home

with your baby when she

had meningitis.

- Well, Charlie's a boy,

and he had the measles.

- Oh, oh I'm sorry,

that sounds terrible.

- He's fine, and so am I. I'm

ready to come back full-time.

Now how long is this hiatus

supposed to last?

- Uh, Kate.

You've always been

like a daughter to me.

How 'bout this?

How 'bout I give you

16 hours a week?

- Oh, um...

- Yeah, as a consultant.

It'll be great.

It is not gonna last forever,

it's 6 months, a year, tops.

- Yeah, yeah. Okay, okay.

All right, see you tomorrow,

bright and early.

- All right.

- Well, not too early,

you know you spread out those

couple hours a day

anyway you see fit.

- Yup, yup, yup.

- Yeah?

- Hmm.

- When's your next client?

- I actually I have the rest

of the day off.

- Oh?

Are we about to have hotel sex?

- Congratulations.

to say that.

- Lionel, I told you not

- Okay, okay.

- Okay, your turn.

You ready?

- Mm-hmm.

Okay.

- You good?

- Yeah.

- Hey, so I have an idea.

- Mhmm, idea.

better?

- Yeah.

- How can this day get any

- With uh, a vasectomy.

A highly-qualified doctor

makes a teeny, tiny incision,

right there, and 7 minutes

later, you get up,

you walk outta the office.

Not scary, at all.

- Yeah it's not, it's not...

it's, I mean it's not

that it's scary, it's just...

- The recovery?

- Yeah, recovery, recovery.

- Yeah, no, no, no,

it's like 2 to 3 days, tops.

You can finally binge-watch

"Scandal"

and shut the hell up

about it already.

You know I love "Scandal",

- I love "Scandal".

it's just, I mean--

- The wait time?

- Mhmm.

- No, that's the best part.

One of my patients, Dr. Unger,

really great guy

with minor rage issues,

he performs the surgeries

all the time,

and he said that he could

take you, today.

Isn't that great?

So whadda ya say?

- You had a secret vasectomy.

You know how fucked up that is?

- Okay, yeah, you know what?

I admit,

it was a little bit sneaky, but

you ended up wanting one too,

so, shouldn't we be more

like yay, Lionel,

way to predict

your wife's wants.

- I wanted one that I agreed to.

I thought that we were finally

on the same page?

- I feel like really soon,

we're gonna laugh about this.

Like tomorrow, soon.

from now, soon.

Or like 10 to 15 days

But soon.

- That's not the half of it.

I heard her husband left her

for an older woman.

- No, older, could you imagine?

- Poor Mrs. Anus. Think

she'll keep the last name?

Mrs. Reinus, Mrs. Anus,

- You guys uh callin'

'cause that is genius,

and I am in.

- Oh, hey.

- There's my little guy,

I missed you today.

- Mama.

- Oh yes, yes, yes, you.

- Charlie had a great day.

- Oh, good.

of art for you.

- He made this lovely piece

- Did you make this?

- Well, I gave him a little

help, of course.

- Yeah, yeah.

- We encourage parents to hang

the art up in the home.

- It really helps

with their confidence.

- Okay.

- I did wanna mention to you

that he's not walking yet.

- We are workin' on it.

- It's just that he's the only

boy that's not walking yet.

- That's the word

on the street.

- In my experience, they really

do mirror their environment.

Do you walk at home?

helpful for gettin' around.

- Uh walk, yeah. I find it

All right, I'll see ya around,

Mrs. Anus.

- Ex-excuse me?

- Let's go.

Maria: I'd like to offer you

more responsibility.

We have a guide training

session coming up.

I think you'd be a good fit.

- Whoa, you mean,

like-like work here?

Wait, would I live here?

- Indeed!

- All our staff have access to

one of our hacienda apartments.

- Oh, no shit,

the ones with the hammocks?

- There are, of course, rules

that come with the position,

the most important being,

no fraternizing

with the clientele.

- Mhmm.

- Frankie, I know you've been

sleeping with patients.

If you take the job, you're

gonna have to cut it out.

- Ah, right.

Uh, well I really do

love it here.

what my next step is.

Yeah, but I don't know

Decisions are not my forte.

- Take the day. Walk the land,

breathe the air.

You'll know what to do.

Lionel: All right,

you carry the 2,

and then you should get 10.

Wait, no, what the hell?

What did you get?

Forget it, just get your

calculator out.

- But I thought you said

that we were--

- Yeah, I know what I said.

This is impossible,

let's get your calculator out.

- Okay.

- Why they wouldn't have you

back on, full-time

is beyond me.

It's obviously their loss.

- Yeah, I guess.

- Thanks for makin' this.

- Hmm.

- It's nice coming home

to you and dinner.

- Oh, yeah. Mhmm.

- You look beautiful.

- Okay.

maybe we could even uh...

- You know, Charlie's sleeping,

What's up?

- Nothing, I...

- I'm sorry. I just feel like

I've seen you at home

for the last few months,

maybe it's time...

I think we're ready for more.

- Sorry.

Hey, Mom.

Oh my god, Kate. Kate!

I don't know

it just happened!

- What is it, Mom? Calm down.

- I can't. I can't,

oh god, I can't do this.

Sorry, doctor.

- What's going on?

- Kate? It's Sarah.

- Sarah, what's going...

is Mom okay?

- She's fine, Mom's fine.

It's um,

- What, what is it?

Sarah?

Sarah: Dad's dead.

And there he was,

just lying in the street.

Like a fish.

With a lozenge lodged

in this throat.

That's how they found him.

Nathan: I'm so sorry, Eleanor.

Sarah: Oh Mom,

it's gonna be okay.

- It's gonna...

it's gonna be okay.

- Hey, didn't he call you today?

- Uh, yeah, yeah he did,

but I ignored him.

- I didn't know

he was gonna die.

- Did he leave a message?

- I dunno. I--

Yeah, yeah he did.

- Play it.

- Play it!

- Yeah.

Eleanor: Wait!

Those would be his last words.

Okay, I'm ready.

You there?

Dad: Katie, it's Dad.

I thought you'd picked up.

Uh yeah, your mother

and I were wondering

about dinner next weekend.

Anyway, give her a ring.

Love you, kid. Keep at it.

Shit, I just stepped in shit.

End of message.

I know. I know.