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EPISODE 38

Every person

only knows how to be a parent

once they become one.

Most of the time,

in reality,

things don't always go according to plan.

You'll understand when you become a mother.

Right now,

I need to ask forgiveness from everyone.

Especially you.

I accept your apology.

As for forgiveness...

Forget it.

I'm not convinced that you really cared.

But it's all right as long as you are well from now on.

What...

I want now is to start anew.

I want to find myself again

and the people around me.

Yes.

I wish you the best.

An Zhen,

I have something to return to you.

You...

prepared this for me...

for my first day at work.

I remember...

at that time, you and I

were in the same predicament.

This transportation card,

you had already filled it up for me.

Also,

you wrote these name cards for me.

You said, "You have to identify your stationery

in order not to lose them."

And this.

A disinfectant spray.

You said,

"Spray this everywhere and give things a good wipe.

It's more hygienic."

This one.

You said,

"This is a restaurant near the company.

I've checked it out

and it's very clean, hygienic,

and even offers a ten percent discount."

You worried about me getting hungry

and prepared these sweets and biscuits.

You said, "Have these for an afternoon snack."

I remember all of it...

as if it happened yesterday.

Now,

I'm going to return them to you.

An Zhen.

You are the nicest

and kindest person I've ever met.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry.

I'm once again

giving these to you.

Wei En...

I hope

that you keep in mind the kindness you've received.

Don't hold grudges against others...

just like how I won't against you.

Okay?

Thank you, An Zhen.

Even my parents despise me.

I'm not welcomed anywhere.

I don't have a home.

That's because you're so blur.

We welcome you with open arms!

Wei En, why don't you stay here?

You can stay at my house for as long as you like, okay?

Your house will be the sweetest and happiest one.

Don't you want me to move out as soon as possible?

Why would you think that?

Of course I don't want you to.

I'll still take care of you even if you move out.

It wasn't because those shoes were pretty.

It's just that she loves everything

and everyone

that she knows.

Including you,

Wei En.

Oliver.

I know that you must be a boy.

Don't worry.

Mommy will love you with all my heart.

I'll give you all my love.

I'll never let you grow up to be like me.

Oliver.

We're going on a plane now.

We'll have a new good life together.

You have to be good.

Okay?

Are you really going to the South?

You never once lived away from home...

ever since you were little.

Even when you were studying and got married.

You must take care of yourself

now that you're going so far away on your own.

You must go see a doctor

if you feel unwell or when you get a cold.

Make sure you eat nutritious meals, three times a day.

Don't skip meals even when you get too busy.

And,

make sure to call home if anything happens, okay?

Dear,

he's going to Kaohsiung, not abroad.

Moreover, he's no longer a child.

It doesn't matter how old he is.

He's still a little boy in my eyes.

Mom, don't worry.

I'll take care of myself.

As for you two,

please look after your health while I'm away.

Rui Fan.

Do you... blame me?

Of course not.

It was all my own fault.

Well then...

remember this.

There will always be an option

as long as you admit your mistakes.

There's no shame in starting over.

A beautiful view

is the reward for one who doesn't give up.

I know.

-Rui Fan-- -Dad.

Don't worry.

I hit rock bottom once,

but I've learned my lesson

after experiencing the pain.

I will not stay down where I fell.

I will climb back up again.

Good. That's good.

Another thing.

You have to win back An Zhen, okay?

Mom, it's too soon for that.

I will help you.

From now on, I will treat An Zhen so well

that she'll have a change of heart.

Hey.

You should have done that from the beginning.

Hey, you're the father-in-law.

You're always the good guy

so I had to balance it out

and be the bad guy.

My goodness.

Rui Fan.

Take care.

You guys too.

Rui Fan.

The weather is hotter in Kaohsiung.

Dress warmly.

Take care.

What are you saying? He should dress lightly.

By the way,

are you still in touch with Wei En?

No.

We haven't contacted each other since the last time we met.

I hope she's well.

She apologized to An Zhen before she left.

At least she had the sense to do so.

What about you?

Me?

A mere apology isn't going to erase the pain I've caused An Zhen.

The sun will still rise

even if it's pitch-dark right now.

The flower will bloom--

What are you going on about?

Daddy.

Yu Meng, be good.

Listen to what mom says.

Okay?

Daddy, do you no longer like me?

How could I not like you?

Daddy loves you the most.

But why are you leaving to look for Wei En

instead of staying with me?

There is no more Wei En.

I'm going to the South to work.

To earn money.

I have another present for you.

Do you like it?

Yes, I do.

Daddy, promise me that you won't leave me.

Don't go, Daddy.

Okay now, Yu Meng. Come to mommy.

It's okay.

What's with you? It's not like he's not coming back.

Well...

I was just thinking...

about the old days...

when we were still a happy family.

We won't have that anymore.

All this time,

I tried my best

to patch things up in the family

so that we could all be

happy and harmonious again,

but it was all for nothing.

Of course, I'm devastated.

Yu Meng shouldn't have to experience this.

Okay, okay now.

Don't cry.

Okay, it's all right.

Okay, I'm feeling hungry. Let's go eat.

Come on.

Mom, it's your turn.

Hurry up.

I'm looking at Rui Fan's childhood photos.

He was adorable.

Every parent

wishes for their children to grow up safe and healthy.

To live a good and simple life.

No one expected this to happen

especially when things were going so well.

Our children's lives are not ours.

We cannot tell them what to do.

Let it be.

Regarding the sensational news of a first wife committing suicide,

do you have anything to say to the other first wives out there?

I...

do understand what they're going through.

I've also felt hatred

and couldn't let go.

I was tangled up in the web of lies and playing the blame game

which didn't have an obvious answer.

But it doesn't matter who was right or wrong.

We shouldn't dwell on that.

We are not an accessory of marriage.

Marriage is just a part of our lives.

In my opinion,

we shouldn't fall in despair even if we couldn't salvage it

because we were still able to build a home.

There will always be a way to lead a better life,

filled with confidence and happiness, right?

So I think the most important thing is not being afraid

and not doing anything that will put yourself in harm.

Even...

someone like me was able to overcome this.

I'm sure others will be able to as well.

Is the reporter gone?

-Yes. -I see.

Come and take a rest.

Hey.

I feel really sad when I hear about people hurting themselves

over marriage.

It's so not worth it.

It's all the men's fault.

Those despicable men.

I wonder if my brother has come to his senses yet.

Kang De met up with Rui Fan when he was there for work.

He did?

How is he?

You don't know anything?

Hasn't he called you?

He did

but we never have anything to talk about when he calls.

We just say "hi" and "bye" before Yu Meng takes over.

Kang De said

Rui Fan has been so busy lately that he only eats one meal a day.

He's working hard.

I see.

Anyways, when are you coming back to work?

It's so boring without you at the office.

The manager has become annoying again.

He hardly smiles now.

I wonder what happened to him?

I don't know.

You two no longer keep in touch?

No.

Did you two fight?

No.

I was busy.

So you don't have anything to do with him being gloomy?

CAULIFLOWER

Who is it?

Cauliflower?

Xie An Zhen, didn't you just say you don't keep in touch with Tien Wei?

You're hiding something!

Being so secretive.

Why aren't you answering?

Sorry for making things awkward the other day.

It's okay.

I'm hopeless.

Nobody would confess the way I did.

But...

I really did mean it.

But--

why?

Why are you looking so bewildered?

I mean,

how could this be?

I mean you always scolded me or made fun of me every time.

That's true.

I'm quite childish when it comes to love

like a little boy

who doesn't know how to act towards the girl he likes.

So I--

I promise I won't be this way again.

But...

But I'm older than you.

-Moreover-- -You're divorced and have a kid.

I know that.

But that's a part of your life.

I will love every part of you.

All of you.

Cauliflower.

What is it that you like about me?

I like your smile.

I liked it even when you smiled to get back at me.

I might have looked angry,

but I was actually very happy inside

because I like to see you smile

no matter what the reason is.

I also like the way you look when you're serious.

-Are you a zombie? Smile! -You looked foolish

-Smile! -when I was training you.

But you put your heart into it. It was lovable.

I also like the sound of you walking around in my house

because I could guess where you are...

while lying in my room.

The sounds you made in the living room,

the kitchen...

I was no longer alone in the house.

That felt really heart-warming.

Also,

I really, really like it

when you call my name.

But...

I know it was too early

for me to confess to you.

I know you just ended a bad marriage.

And maybe you no longer have faith in love.

That's not true.

I still believe in love.

It's just...

that I don't love you.

But I still want to thank you.

Thank you.

Because it's an honor

to be loved by someone.

We're still friends, right?

This handshake

will put an end to my feelings.

Tien Wei.

You're a good man.

It's just...

I don't know whether I'd be able to fall in love again.

You put me in the friend-zone for good.

Not bad.

I admit my defeat.

I must not be good enough.

I'm not good enough.

Manager.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Fine?

You've been sitting here all afternoon.

You're zoning out and mumbling to yourself.

The sun is setting.

I'm thinking about some ideas to improve our sales.

You'd better be.

I was worried you're depressed over Xie An Zhen.

Manager,

I'm more accustomed to you being annoying.

How about...

How about you pursue me instead?

I'll be your target.

You can give me a makeover.

We can go for a meal.

I'm no slouch myself.

Let's go and eat.

When are you free?

Hey.

Manager...

I'm not good enough.

I must not be good enough.

I must not be good enough...

Yu Meng, can you see me?

I can see you, Daddy!

I'll be home in a few days.

You'll see me for real then.

Are you going to take me to ride the swing?

Sure.

Have you been a good girl?

I've been a really good girl!

Here, give daddy a kiss.

Hello?

Hello, An Zhen?

Let me tell you a big scoop that will only be announced tomorrow.

Mr. Lan is quitting.

I've discussed with the sales department.

We found your proposal to increase sales

to be very creative

and achievable.

But Tien Wei,

if you quit now,

you'll be handing over the credit to somebody else.

I can create more opportunities to be given credit in the future.

However, there are some things

that need to be done and experienced now.

Otherwise, I might lose the motivation in the future.

Young man,

tell me.

What is it that you're looking for?

I want to know

how to become

a better person.

How I can be good enough to deserve the person I love.

The answer to that isn't so straight-forward.

But I have faith that you'll find it.

So what now?

I'll lose my chance if Mr. Lan quits.

You're too naive.

You think you will stand a chance if he stayed here?

Hey.

Why is Mr. Lan quitting anyway?

It's all because of you!

What does it have to do with me?

It's all your fault.

Every time you see him,

you look like you're going to devour him.

You might as well strip naked in front of him.

Mr. Lan might look all cool and calm on the outside,

but there's an innocent, little boy inside him.

-He's very shy. -Huh?

He always sounded annoyed when you were mentioned.

Moreover, did he ever give you a sexy dress?

No? Then get in line!

Why are you looking at me like that?

Tien Wei.

Did you quit...

because of me?

I was indeed sad that you turned me down,

but I'm not that sensitive.

Really?

It wasn't because of you.

Okay?

Are we still friends?

Still friends.

Hao Kang De.

How did you know it was me?

Even if you turned into a ghost, I'd know it was you.

Weren't you just dropping me off? What are you doing here?

Well, since I'm here,

I thought I should get a cup of coffee.

An Zhen and I are here to bid Mr. Lan farewell.

What are you doing here?