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EPISODE 34

An Zhen.

I'm sorry for what I did to you.

But Rui Fan is already mine.

Can you please let him go?

An Zhen.

Can I talk to you?

Come in.

I beg you

to let Wen Rui Fan go.

Wei En.

I have thought about what to say

and I have wanted to tell you this

over a thousand times.

-But-- -An Zhen.

The situation has already come to this.

Why do you still refuse to let us go?

Why do you still refuse to let Rui Fan go?

What are you talking about?

I am not stupid.

I know what you are thinking.

You want to take him back, don't you?

Yes!

Yes.

I have thought of getting him back before.

But I have given up.

If you want him, you can have him.

I won't try to take him back.

Do you think I believe you?

Do you think I am an idiot?

If what you said were true,

then why did you defame us on television

and act like you were the victim?

Defame you two?

Do you know Rui Fan

has lost everything because of you?

You have everything now.

You have a car, a house,

money, and a child.

You also get support and sympathy from everyone.

Aren't you satisfied after getting all of that?

How much must we suffer before you feel satisfied?

Wei En.

Are you from another planet?

Why is your judgment of right and wrong

so different from people on this planet?

You are speaking like Lan Tien Wei now.

Right, is he chasing after you?

Do you think he will date you?

Wei En, what are you doing?

I am just asking her to stop torturing us.

Wei En, no one is torturing us.

Then why did you lose your job?

Why do we have no house to go back to now?

Why are we hated by everyone now?

Please tell me why.

Why?

Fine, go upstairs and I'll tell you.

-No. -Wei En.

Wei En.

Maybe you are madly in love with Rui Fan.

But I'm not.

This is the last time I'm telling you.

Wen Rui Fan and I have gotten divorced.

Whatever matters between you two are none of my business.

Do you understand?

An Zhen.

I'm sorry.

You're apologizing to her?

You're apologizing to her?

What about me?

Who is going to apologize to me?

Enough, please stop talking.

I am already very unlucky.

Please don't cause more trouble for me.

What should I do to satisfy you?

Please don't embarrass me anymore.

Congratulations, An Zhen.

You have won.

Why did I lose?

Why did I lose?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Tell me why.

Wei En.

Do you think

I lied

on television?

I don't know whether you understand

how hard it is to admit

that your marriage is a failure.

Or to admit

that your husband has fallen in love

with another woman.

No.

I didn't plan to tell people about this.

But even if I have told people about it,

what have I done wrong?

I don't know what you want me to do.

Do you want me to apologize?

Or to think of you as a savior

and thank you for saving my husband from all his suffering?

Before you do something,

don't you ever

prepare yourself for the consequences?

Don't you?

Since you have done this,

why can't you bear the consequences?

You are the same.

I am bearing the consequences.

It isn't enough.

You need to bear the consequences of Wei En's actions as well.

When you tell a woman

that you love her,

you need to be responsible.

You have the responsibility to protect her

and prevent her from getting hurt.

Don't you know about this?

Wei En is still young.

She might not know the consequences of her actions.

But what about you?

Are you the same?

Why did you ask her to come back when she was leaving?

Do you think you deserve to shout at her?

I know

that you two are having a tough time,

but didn't you two tell me that you love each other

and want to be together no matter what?

Didn't you?

Why does the love between you two seem so fragile now?

Is it so fragile that it can't even withstand a challenge?

Especially you, Wen Rui Fan.

You always say

both Wei En and I did nothing wrong.

That you are responsible for all this.

You're right.

So if you are responsible for all of this,

don't just talk.

Bear the responsibility!

Why don't you bear the responsibility?

Wei En.

I'm sorry for hitting you.

But at that time,

I loved Rui Fan so much.

When you love someone,

you always think that he is perfect

and that he won't make mistakes.

We tend to think other people are wrong.

Honestly,

I regret that I didn't hit him.

Wei En.

Neither of us

won or lost.

This was never a war between us in the first place.

Whose war do you think it is?

It is a war between the current Rui Fan

and the Rui Fan of the past.

Do you understand?

Think about what you should do if you are a man.

Bear the responsibility.

Maybe An Zhen is right.

We need a mutual understanding.

Let's weather the storm together.

Shall we?

Why?

After we tried so hard to attain freedom,

why do we have less freedom now?

Even you don't know why, do you?

Do we need to ask An Zhen?

Now, she seems to be the smartest

among the three of us.

I thought

you were the shrewdest.

An Zhen.

You must be looking down

on me now.

Now, even I am looking down on myself.

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Excuse me, Miss.

Are you Xie An Zhen?

Are you the person who said "don't be afraid"?

You are very popular now!

Not really.

Right, I have a question.

Well,

who were you shouting at?

Who is Ai Lin?

She is one of my good friends.

Look. This is the Facebook fan page that I've created for you.

Just click here and you can see the messages people wrote to you.

The whole page is full of messages.

We'll talk about the advertising contract the day after tomorrow.

I have also asked a friend from a public relations agency

to arrange courses for you,

such as a public speaking course, a yoga class,

and talent development class.

You have to attend all of them.

This is because I want to improve your image in all respects.

Popularity will only last a short time.

If you want it to last longer,

you need to improve yourself.

Thank you, Ms. Ai Lin.

You have thought of every detail.

I've just had too much free time recently.

Or I wouldn't bother to do all this.

Ms. Ai Lin, do you think

that I'm using Rui Fan and Wei En to become successful?

I really don't want to do that.

What do you mean by that?

Have you forgotten the time when they

stepped all over you?

Yesterday, I told them that they have to bear the consequences

of their own actions.

But...

I understand now.

Did something happen to make you start sympathizing Rui Fan?

You really know me well.

Do you remember how I asked you about

what you really want?

At that time, you couldn't answer me.

So, can you give me an answer now?

For now,

I want to be a role model for my child.

I also want

all the people who have a similar experience

to be braver than me and not be afraid.

And...

I want to use my own eyes,

not my husband's eyes

to see the world.

That's the spirit.

I thought you wanted to give up, even after you finally gained

some awareness as a woman.

It is indeed good to think of others.

But you shouldn't let that

impede your personal development

or your personal growth.

If you overthink all the time, then you won't be able to achieve anything!

I really can't understand you.

There isn't even a little selfishness in you,

while I am an incredibly selfish person.

Sometimes I really want

to take you and me,

mix us together, and knead like this.

When we are mixed together evenly,

cut the dough in half

and we will become two perfect people!

Sacrificing ourselves for others

sometimes seems to be a great deed.

But in your case,

you are not great.

You are just stupid.

But Ms. Ai Lin,

I have gotten support from you and many other people.

I think I am already very lucky.

Lucky?

You lost your husband and have to make a living for yourself.

You call that lucky?

Maybe I'm lucky for having a situation like this.

Lucky?

I've done so much for you, but if you refuse to work hard,

you will learn what being unlucky means.

I know.

Try your best during the interview.

I will.

What about you?

I'm going to meet some friends to discuss some work-related issues.

You can do it.

Ms. Yuan Min Zhen.

You can go to the meeting room now.

Please take your resume with you.

-Thank you. -You're welcome.

Isn't she the woman who stole her cousin's husband?

Her hair style is similar to the woman on television.

I think she is that woman.

Miss, I'm here to apply for the position of administrative personnel.

-What is your name? -My name is Li Wei En.

It's really her!

She is shameless for stealing her cousin's husband.

I'm sorry but I can't find your record in the computer.

I don't care. It's your company that called me to have an interview.

You should have my record.

I want to attend the interview.

But what can you do

if I say no?

Are you going to steal my husband?

The world is so big,

yet there isn't a place for me.

Welcome, all viewers,

and thanks for tuning in once again to Happy Kitchen.

Two weeks ago, we invited an amateur gourmet chef to our show.

I believe everyone still remembers her.

She has also aroused a very heated discussion on the internet.

Who is she? She told us not to be afraid.

She is Ms. Xie An Zhen.

Let us welcome her again.

Hello.

Welcome, Ms. Xie, to our show once again.

How have you been? Two weeks ago you were only

an amateur gourmet chef.

Since you have become so popular,

has there been any changes in your life?

Yes, there have been many changes.

But I keep telling myself not to be afraid!

She still says the same thing.

Ms. Xie, after the previous show,

did you expect that you would be in the spotlight?

Not at all.

Many viewers told us

that they were touched when you told everyone "Don't be afraid."

Are you afraid of the future anymore?

I was afraid

that my sense of security might disappear

and that I might lose my husband's love.

I was also afraid

that I might lose my only purpose in life.

But after my mother got sick,

I started to understand that life is unpredictable.

We have to understand ourselves better

in order to strengthen ourselves.

Only then can we tell ourselves to not be afraid

when facing challenges.

Yu Meng, Zhuang Zhuang.

Don't run after having a meal!

Hao Kang De.

Why have you become so arrogant?

Are you a big star now?

Why are you sitting there like a king?

The real star is over there.

Who is the star? Let's eat.

Ah Zhen, how are you not a star?

The sales department is suggesting you to endorse our products.

-Endorse your products? -Yes.

That means you can be on a commercial

like a model on television.

The ones that walk with such confidence.

Like this.

The ones who are so beautiful.

With hair like this.

They're so beautiful.

Enough, stop it.

Besides, if you're not a super star, why do the paparazzi

-take your pictures? -She's right.

Luckily, you look beautiful in the pictures.

You weren't picking your nose or adjusting your underwear.

-She isn't vulgar like you. -Fine.

About that, I am really annoyed.

Two days ago,

Mr. Lan refused to have a meal with me

because he said paparazzi might spot us.

Don't worry, you are not that popular!

He's right.

And how could he refuse to do his job?

He should fulfill his promise to act like he's going after you.

Are you sure

that he is afraid of the paparazzi?

What other reason could it be?

Well,

maybe he's afraid that he might really fall in love with you.

That isn't possible at all.

Rui Xuan, stop this nonsense.

What are you taking about?

An Zhen is divorced now.

It's normal if there's a man chasing after her.

I don't know why...

but I will miss An Zhen.

Why will you miss her so much?

Even Rui Fan doesn't miss her.

An Zhen.

If there's a man who wants to date you,

you should try it.

Rui Xuan, how can you ask her to try such things?

Enough.

Stop quarreling, I don't want to anyway.

-You won't? -No.

Don't tell me...

Don't tell me you can't forget Wen Rui Fan.

You're on the right track.

Stop that nonsense!

No.

You two are thinking too much.

I just think

being alone is also a good thing.

I can have more freedom and less stress.

For now, I just want to enjoy life with Yu Meng.

That is all I want.

Really?

It's true. Why are you two staring at me like that?

Start eating.

Have you used the pressure cooker that the company asked you to endorse?

Yes, I tried it.

I used it to cook barley soup for my daughter.

I think it's quite good.

Don't read when you're in a car.

You'll develop astigmatism.

Okay.

I will stop after this part.

What are you reading?

-This. -What?

-The Mysteries of Outer Space? -Yes.

You're interested in that?

Do you know what it says?

It says

that all of space

is actually

a holographic projection.

So on earth,

all of the mountains and rivers we see

are just illusions!

They're not real.

Don't be ridiculous.

If what the book says is true,

then the hunger I feel when I don't eat

and the pain I feel when I fall down

would be illusions.

The book says those are all illusions created by our brains.

They just make us feel that way.

But,

if everything is an illusion,

then I don't exist at all,

and what I have doesn't exist either.

Right?

They are all illusions.

If our lives are illusions,

then isn't it meaningless to be alive?

Of course it's not meaningless.

In my current life,

I'm role-playing as Xie An Zhen.

And you're role-playing He Ai Lin.

We allow our souls

to learn new things

through these illusions.

The current you

is quite interesting.

If I were a man,

I might date you!

That sounds disgusting.

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What are you doing?

Please wait for a little while.

Are you nervous?

What have you learned in the courses?

Let's go.

I really want to go back to my previous job.

Why?

I don't like being stared at by others.

I didn't dare to go home just now.

It isn't easy to be in this field.

I long for a simpler life.

You said before

that everyone has to pay a price to get what they want.

Have you forgotten?

Why...

don't you see this tough time

as the price you need to pay to help others.

You're right.

You must be suffering by helping me.

I'm not suffering at all.

You are too kind.

You are even trying to comfort me.

I can still remember

how angry you looked when you were trying to help me.

I'm willing to do anything to help you get revenge.

Do you still remember Rui Fan and Wei En's

expressions when they saw you in the restaurant?

Of course!

But...

What?

Rui Fan is suffering now.

He seems helpless.

He seems to have been driven into a corner.