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what is the app there's like this

happening in the France or something

where if you're on somewhere here like

one of us happen happy

yeah I'm just like someone close by yeah

my husband like a second yeah yeah I

guess like the worst rejections normally

like within like haters but you care

about that not at all but it's like

nethermost mean really like what nobody

message someone is like say something

like really awful but you know they're

just it to me okay like this ugly and

they're just such haters just like so

it's like absorbed by their own hatred

toward yeah yeah yeah they just want to

fuck with everyone so they just yeah

totally just say the meanest things that

they can get from that one picture they

can see yeah I can I was like maybe 16

or 17 when I first I'd go now on the

thing the thing in my hometown yeah if

you can call it that but there was just

one guy I don't know what it was I just

really wanted yet yeah I was such a

little creep I just kept going yeah

trying to push myself but he wasn't into

it

no messages of life and I'm so sad I'm

crying all of these things and he was

like a few years out of the head it was

like a dream yeah that was like a really

bad rejection cuz I really pulled

something good happen okay that's the

first one that's your cream yeah that's

what happens when you're young and you

never had this experience it's like you

see in movies like how a guy in a go

does it but it's like two guys it's like

what the fuck

am I supposed to be like the obsessive

one or the cool one you know and it's

like what row am I supposed to feel and

it's super confusing I think also for me

in the beginning was like this like

setting messages like thinking all day

like okay he got replies I'm not gonna

reply like did I say too much then I'm

saying not but this are never really

hard for me I think it's more like

someone the worst rejection is not like

what they say but it's more like yeah

like we've said about before you put

like so much like I hope our intention

to something and in the end segment and

know like for me it happened that see

the past year like people who were

friends who I like grew to like and then

you kind of think like maybe it could

work maybe it couldn't work you don't

know and after a while it's like no and

it's not even that they say something

bad they can be super nice about it that

even makes it a bit worse you know

because it's like you cannot react in

any kind of way you're just like okay

you know him then yeah yeah like this

one guy he was straight

or was taking gels but he like

completely I don't know how he like

managed to get a net around my neck and

just like me and when you wanted man

yeah some people have these powers it's

crazy here the highest moment yeah the

lowest moment yeah yeah yeah I don't

know I think maybe that was it because

he was unobtainable yeah that also makes

it more attractive right and yeah it's

like you alright how is the game with

the gallant like went through my head

you know

look

I like what imagine when you bought me

maybe what

where

October 27 went to baby

went away with

how'd you normally spend by your

weekends and stuff what do you do what

you enjoy

I know I like I think we can defer me

for years for me no one else now other

nights just chillin yeah done checking

out flea market let's buy him some share

yeah partying over you

yeah actually just working that kind of

yeah working and partying like now also

because I moved quite recently I'm

trying to like find one of the balances

between like work and social life and

also like my own stuff because yeah I

also want to kind of continue seeing

where I want to go in what directions

and stuff and Jeff you don't have like

family or anything anyway like on

Germany now I have my dad's best friend

he lives there yeah he spent time family

I could score with him once and - an

English lesson for him early yeah for

like juvenile fucked up teenager really

yeah it was so funny I was like girls

have all been kicked out school I really

have like no direction and I was trying

to teach them English okay how was that

yeah he did explain it to them like I

don't care of the time I really I guess

I mean I've been here for like

no no something else at last year which

helps you make a lot of connections but

it's not the same as people you knew

since you're born on you've lived in

line for 10 years five years whatever so

yeah I missed that having that like

comfortability or having a friend he

meant for 10 years just wouldn't get you

yeah and that's interesting yeah cuz I

don't really speak to many people about

like how it works for them because I

always think it's like this person or

struggle if I have to kind of find what

is this balance but it's it's I think

it's important not to make your struggle

yeah like don't make these things issues

and stresses because I don't need to be

yeah sure yeah it's hard on them so jump

around a bit jump around isn't a star

job exactly

hyah yeah I'm smoking

I'm just a casual swing

so extreme

so what did you want to be when you grew

up when I grow up

when you like no I mean when you're a

kid what do you imagine your life is

gonna be like I'm a plastic surgeon

really really I messed up is that yeah

quiet and your family like agreed of

this yeah but I mean they were like for

surgery my mom was always that be

yeah my boy super sweet yeah plastics I

had changed or you still want to be a

know what now

I don't know let's take each stride as

they come

how about you I first wanted to be like

a vet or actually I think more

specifically a marine biologist because

I like - yeah and water maybe because

I'm scorpion I don't know okay and I

just wanted to like play with animals

all day and then I thought yeah I don't

really want to be like that or biologist

because if I'm always dying or something

then I feel really by had to tell the

owners so then I thought maybe I just

work in a zoo and you get to play with

like every kind of animal and they're

all gonna be alive you know like

hopefully but then I studied law

actually for a while and well I realized

I was a criminal so I had to stop but

what is Ammar anyway so that's what I

wanted I wanted something a bit more

like free and expressive because in this

way you really you have to like kind of

agree with and fight for this system

which we have in place and I don't

really think I agree with that so much

so yeah then I thought maybe a

psychologist is better to try and help

the people who didn't really find the

way

and then design somehow yeah then I

actually I miss like the deadline to

apply for uni so I applied for like a

design course and I'd like to continue

something I hear and that's still kind

of like

with you

you better prove it

we'll be Korean

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yeah yeah I've got quite a big town lots

of parks to choose from lots of schools

in the area a lot see also different

uniforms and uni which cause who yeah I

was a nice town to grab in the beach in

the woods lots to do we'd always play

school at home might bring down all the

books online

odd laptops and a typewriter and someone

would be the teacher with my siblings

you know I was reading of imaginative or

a began to be plain that would be a

build big camps would put duvets and

blankets up all in the room and go

underneath their mom would bring in like

cookies for us or whatever else but it

was really fun growing up my family is

mainly women so I got very used to being

around women and I always felt more

comfortable with girls like they spoke

more freely I felt and expressed himself

much more and it felt for me honest and

with guys it was always like something

in the way like they want to prove

something or disprove something and it

made me a bit anxious like a case I mean

I also should hide but I don't like to

so that was quite a long period like

this trying to discover why do I fit in

why do I fit in here not here mmm I

think I knew from a young age like maybe

five or six offers go on high school and

I think I knew this and this is another

thing that also stopped me from

always been the most sociable because I

really wasn't comfortable unknown who I

was they studied a bit in school like

mr. Halen when I was younger or like

skipping class or turning up late and

then after a while I realized it was a

problem and I thought why do I do like

this of course analyzing myself again

and yeah there was some stuff what

happens

like my cousin dying young which made me

think I should do what I want I know

what people tell me to do because soon

it's gonna be over and then I realize I

took it a bit too far and I was really

just being reckless and a bit stupid so

then I joined the army like the

Territorial Army for two years and then

I think that I definitely learned a lot

about it was quite empowering yet

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you have a really nice accent nice yeah

just the way you speaking where you are

today you're one no no lazy you just

have a temper it's like a little bit but

he sound much more like

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you know under my parents are always big

on medications it's not about the

education no anesthesia

yeah and I say sure I'm just talking

appropriate I say aunt isn't you know

when you're just trying to tell your

story nice tickets just want to say

something and they're like wanna know

one - yes hey I'm not fitting in my

story

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too many free time fuck tonight oh I

just wanna cuddle

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is that guy

chicken

Xfire

you're heavy

yeah

seven

grace

fuck

whoo all right so like it's so wobbly

it's not you think

yes

equal to me fat yeah yes

this oh no not you do

thank you

in this string homes this is how to

spline it but what is up

Oh in this gun beast

we've got this okay

yeah out of control I think we got yeah

I think at night

Thanks

I've been myself when I figure out last

night yeah

nice Dana

because code so far this is fucking

fishing yeah like you were running my

time in it I know it's not enough

can you imagine the people who used to

live in these apartments are living

displaced whenever I really loved the

planes come here and they live there but

when inter afterwards I was at a whole

time

now this was functioning in like two ten

years ago but nobody's building value

life will be look at the Sun in the

winter and doesn't burn yard

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nothing Shepherd's I'm not going to take

that challenge never understand about

there yes

when I was like 16 or something a friend

of mine was like kind of seeing someone

and the other thing brother was gay and

he didn't know if he was or not and

somehow I saw this is an opportunity to

try something out with someone who might

be in sky you're against all exactly

because it was like someone I knew she

cared about and for me it wasn't someone

super special I mean when you saw this

is non-genetic oh right about this

moment these were life is stronger than

hers well that's supposed to what she

said

nobody

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yeah I'll sign at friends house one for

the Nike everything I woke up in your

life white sheets never destroyed

I'd like the worst stomach and in the

night I must've just like flaunted or

something and I just shit the bed well

how do you my friend was like luckily

really nuts about it but how many deal

with that

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prokovich

what you stagger what I see dick but I

think it sounds better French it sounds

a bit like Danny more aggressive just

something something more

yeah but cook I think that steam or hot

how's that one bigger women really there

was less than you said with me when I

was four yeah fuck Roche like a nervous

- I know look you shag goes like 90 by

Bangladesh

to me it's like yeah I'm sharing it yeah

it sounds like a douche or something

yeah go check on a segment all right

yeah I say like bang bang bang bang the

circus is it for me it's absolutely like

nothing I want to bang you

it's just like destructor yeah yeah it's

not like enough you know it's not like

harsh enough it's just like some way in

between em Percy or accent Oh what you

mean like who reads his ex wouldn't most

people they don't know imagine bags

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tips or boots bummer

ass bum ya always access to basic s

that's ice ice kissably different words

right yeah they do different ones us of

us yeah oh I guess one is an r1 her Oh

like I said yeah it needs a same mister

yeah sure

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you

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I feel so lonely

I'll give the world if I could only make

you understand

it's you're a worthy breath I'm gonna

tether for my baby

asking won't you please come home when

you're gone I'm worried

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baby won't you please come home baby

won't you please come home I have tried

in vain evermore to call your name when

you left you broke my heart that will

never make us part every hour in the day

you will hear me say baby won't you

please come home baby won't you please

come home baby won't you please come

home cuz your mama's all alone I have

tried in vain never more to call your

name when you left you broke my heart

that will never make us part

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landlord getting worse I got to move may

the first baby won't you please come

home honey

baby won't you please come home it's

complicated I still don't really

understand love or what it is the

problem with me is I'm very independent

I like to do things on my own or like my

own decisions and I'm used to being

alone actually so when I'm with someone

I also kind of expect still this freedom

and I want to give them this freedom to

do that thing it doesn't always work

like that because they expect more what

do I expect of myself from the other

loyalty sure like sticking with that

person like you are together and it's

like try not to let anything come

between them

Trust is definitely really important to

trust each other and honesty just always

be as honest as you can be of everything

even if the honesty would have or it's

better just to be open about everything

and be clear with each other what was

what the deal is you know because as

soon as you start lying or doing things

you shouldn't be doing it just breaks

the trust I think it's a sign of trust

but you let someone into your life and

then you kind of give them the ability

to judge you or to say something about

how you're doing it or what you're doing

and I think it's very beautiful to be

it's kind of like when you're in a

relationship I feel like maybe and it's

like you're kind of becoming the same

person or you're sharing like your

reality with each other and I think you

can't do that unless you're completely

won over when you show them every side

of yourself

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story about the J swans in case our

knees yeah did you guys want to meet

each other we fully know yeah and they

want the child so one of this one's

pretend to fall in love with the female

swamp he makes a baby with the female

Swan trickster and love will you steal

the baby from the female this issue

story I really they do

okay some thing he really liked sons of

bitches

what part oh I'm gonna swim swim

fuck off the air

oh this is a girly sure this is okay if

I guess I'm wrong things

yeah yeah okay bother when you want to

get hit in the face of a pole oh my god

I can't like synchronize them okay okay

my going into the okay

what way you have to go again another is

about that look but on is so nice and

much very beautiful it picks a really

good day yes kind of almost getting it

I want to go through the trees through

the trees through the the willow over

there a look that my own o'clock over

now I know

okay let's go for it yeah all right

don't lose momentum even now we're going

like diagonal keep that leave the pace

oh I could be in the Olympics right

right over that okay okay yeah wait this

doesn't feel like in the game is that

what you expect it is cute in here

comfortable great yeah yeah really

comfortable I could like steep right now

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it's mortar no don't go hey all right

I'll be really quick and I slice that

probably really quick

maybe you need something you too huh no

how do you feel

for it's really intense you know

I just it's just so overwhelming it's

too much I love it too much it's just

it's just wrong and didn't he you know

he just didn't expect that and just eat

you all right yeah

what's your favorite monster okay

once the hero obviously really difficult

I think I like something with a sensible

superpower hmm was to adapt something

like like what about a man when he's

done mr. Carlyle x-men

the one who can change metal Oh his name

magneto magneto is really cool you think

it's cool yeah like he's having those

powers if I would like to be a villain

and I mean it's a pretty cool power to

have and just being able to control

before yeah and then you can enjoy

anything you want you can change

whatever and you can also use that for

good you could go to places like just

bring a living metal through somewhere

and like build things

oh yeah he's a pretty cool yeah I think

so nobody I would go definitely for is

it Freddy from like Friday Friday I

think the money comes near train Jerry

the one who's got like all the burns on

his face yeah I have unless you seen the

film yeah like done for me is the most

fucked up

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then you cannot sleep ever that's

horrible

yeah like sleeping is what you should be

like safe and fine

and he gets into you exactly an

infinitely factual everything about it

is this video

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how do you feel about like to take it in

yourself to just one person you know I

believe in it

ya know and of course like we have a lot

of autism it's also nice to kind of

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yeah fuck the truck yeah but then I

think it's just yeah let me find that

person whose wife - you know that when

you ask them

I think we're so like adjusted to

instant gratification yeah I'm

definitely said the suction anything

everything anything like even one now

like you used to be sending that out

microphone so my home now it's like you

send the message I said I'm like yeah

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mr. Kaji own zone and Ally

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polity is then you're getting rules it's

a good line yeah

oh yeah

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in ten years

the wait how old am i 24 that's quite

young 34 maybe not husband and children

yet but maybe on the way that would be

nice

yeah well ideally it would be like super

chill like living in the in the woods on

a beach or something where the

environment is just kind of nice to you

like it gives you what you need like

what a food heat sometimes maybe just

working on like my own projects or so I

could imagine like for example living in

like this beautiful house in the forest

with a nice dog and by the water a nice

trees but then going every week or every

two weeks to a city and walking or I

don't know doing something that would be

a really good stage of my life to be a

bit more like yeah comfortable with

someone and growing up together and

still having experiences because when

you're getting older I think these crazy

experiences are getting less generally

and then it's like more like you tell

each other what you did rather than

being there with each other while you do

it

and yeah I would like to have something

where I can share that with so maybe 34

is good husbands and kids kids I would

like definitely I would like to have

children or someone I don't know about

marriage I mean marriage the idea of

it's really nice but I don't know if I

would get might feel awful it's quite

dated thing to sign everything over to

one person and I mean maybe for legal

reasons but children yes I would

definitely like to have children when

I'm fully fully comfortable and have my

own life when I'm financially stable

when I'm stable enough and whenever that

is that's when I guess I'll have

children

very difficult I'd definitely like to be

at this point they'd have a business

like a fully functioning business or

some song don't something that I love

something that's uh yeah just have a few

businesses I like to organize things and

just be the boss and run things and have

projects and have stairs and things that

are happening definitely be successful

and have the opportunity to be able to

travel as much as I can and live life

and John adventures and just have it

nice yeah what else would our life

that's it really

you'll see be healthy and just though

comfortable and be happy in my life I

don't need a materialistic thing I just

wanted a free dinner time and just

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baby

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