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Worms. Get them out. Worms!

No, no, no, no, no.

- What did you do?
- What have you done?

- Worms! Get them out.
- Did you say "worms"?

- Worms! Worms! They're in me.
- What did you do?

- Babe?
- Get them out!

Can everyone just settle down
for a minute, please?

Dr. Adler,

maybe you could walk us through
what actually happened.

Worms! Worms!

Okay.

My patient was suffering

a rather severe conversion disorder

which was caused by his belief

that he had a worm behind his eye.

So, I leaned into that delusion.

By cutting open his forehead.

I know.

It's rather radical,

but it worked.

Oh, my God.

It appeared to, yes.

The other children
improved soon after that.

In mass hysteria,
when patient zero is cured,

it's typical that the others
follow suit rather quickly.

But can we prove
an actual cause and effect?

In terms of liability,
potential effectiveness isn't a defense.

Worms! Worms.

Did you say "worms"?

They're in me.

Help me.

Eli?

You're burning up.

You're not taking care of yourself, Eli.

Doctors are the worst patients.

I'll be right back.

Jane, I'm fine.

- It's this case. It's this kid. This--
- Yeah, this kid. No kidding.

That boy needed six stitches.

I know.

You know nothing like that
can ever happen again.

I know, but it worked.

Okay. I'll do my best
to do damage control,

but I need you off campus.

- What?
- Go take care of that infection.

- Jane, Noah--
- Noah is stable.

I need a minute to see if I can fix this,

which means I need you
to make yourself scarce for today.

Go home.

Hey, hey. I need to talk to you.

Look, don't worry.

Everything's fine. Noah's stabilized.

Stabilized for now, but what's the plan?

Listen, just because whatever you did
to him happened to work,

it doesn't make it okay, okay?

And since they're telling me
that you're still his doctor,

I am trying to trust you because
that boy in there desperately needs help,

and I need to know that you're not just
making shit up along the way.

So, please, you better tell me
that you have a plan.

I have a plan.

You're saying you pulled a worm
out of this kid's forehead,

and for a moment, you actually saw it?

Yeah, it was like
we had a shared hallucination.

That sounds like some pretty intense
transference-countertransference.

Yeah, but the main thing is
to figure out why it worked.

So, I need you to find out
whatever you can on this guy Benjamin.

- Who?
- Benjamin.

Benjamin Walker, remember? Lynn's ex.

All I know is he died
at St. Benedict's in 1978.

I suspected an overdose,
but the autopsy was inconclusive.

So, find out whatever you can ASAP.

You know this is getting weird, right?

Cleo, just do it, okay?
It's important. Thanks.

Fuck.

I got Ellie.

Yeah? A little cuddle-wuddle.

And I brought Batman.

Oh, baby. What's happening?

So, worse how?

It's hard to explain.

I mean, he's not paralyzed anymore,
thank God,

but it did something to him.

It's like he's getting farther
and farther away.

Well, there's been talk about a bed
that may be open soon

at a higher care facility in Ithaca.

Denise, we need to see actual improvement

or start talking about
a longer-term solution for Noah.

Are you kidding me?

What happened
to him eventually coming home?

It's possible that a higher care facility
could serve as his permanent home.

A higher care facility isn't a home, Gail.

We can't do that to him.

I know what it feels like to be the kid
that no one understands,

the kid that nobody wants.

Now, I promised him a home, a real home.

How can I just take that away from him?

Look, I know this is hard.

- You know this is hard? Really?
- I know this is hard,

but we all just need to think about
what is best for Noah.

- What the hell are you doing?
- Take it easy. Just checking out the tub.

- I love these old claw-foot models.
- How did you get in here?

Eli, what a surprise.

Lance, can you help
with the dining room chairs?

Maybe I should take that. It's on loan.

Sue Ann, look at this.
What is going on here?

We're staging the house today, remember?

It has not been easy.

Artwork covered the water stains,
but the floorboards are just a mess.

Sue Ann, this is a bad day for me.
I'm in the middle of something.

I know. I know it is never a good time.
It's hard to let go of the past.

Which reminds me…

the history of this place
might cause a little upset,

so I thought as a precaution,
we could have it psychically cleansed.

Are you kidding me?
"Psychically cleansed" is a thing?

Oh, yeah. It's actually very popular.

Oh, God.

Oh, goddamn it, Sue Ann. What is this?

You're so right. The blinds make it
much more Hamptons chic.

Get the hell out.

He's kidding, Amos.
He's such a jokester this one.

- No, I'm not. Get the hell out.
- You should go.

This is all part of
preparing for the sale, Eli.

Speaking of that, we do need to
get into that office downstairs.

What are you keeping down there?
Some new lady friend?

It's my office, Sue Ann.
It's where I work.

Eli, all work and no fun.

Hey. Speaking of fun,

Barbara did tell me that you were going
ice-skating with Sophie or something--

I don't have time for ice-skating!

Sue Ann, I'm going to my office.

Get these fucking people out of here.
I mean that.

They're in me. Help me. Get them out.

Babe? Get what out?

Worms. Worms!

Did you say "worms"?

Worms! Worms! Get them out! Get them out!

- No. No, no, no, no, no, no…
- Ben.

…no, no, no, no, no, no. No.

It's okay. It's gonna be okay.

It's just a dream.

I'm sorry, Lynn.
I wish I could make it stop.

- I know, babe.
- Sorry.

I wanna help you. I love you.

I love you too, Lynn.

Dad, what are you doing?

It's this tape that I got
that I was just--

You were supposed to meet Sophie and I
for ice-skating an hour ago.

What?

What in God's name is all of this?

That's the case that I'm working on.

Okay. It all needs to come down.

Why are you trying so hard
to sabotage the sale?

I'm not.

Okay. Sophie's waiting outside.

My only sunshine

You make me happy
When skies are gray

You'll never know, dear

Please don't take my sunshine away

Please don't take my sunshine away

Grandpa. Grandpa, look.

I'm sorry, Lynn.
I wish I could make it stop.

I know, babe. It's gonna be okay.

I wanna help you. I love you.

Dad, pay attention. You're missing it.
She's showing off for you.

Sorry.

Listen, did your mom ever say
anything about an old boyfriend of hers?

A guy named Benjamin?

- You mean the guy who died?
- Yeah.

A little. Why are you asking?

What did she say about him exactly?

I don't know. I…

know it was pretty traumatic.

But… Well, you were there, right?

You know, forget it.

No, what?

It's just…

Do you think your mom was happy with me?

Dad, of course Mom was happy with you.

Why would you even say that?

Hey, Grandpa. Are you coming?

Sophie, Grandpa and I are talking.
In a minute.

- No. Yes. Absolutely.
- No, no. Dad, hold on.

No, no.
We came to skate and to have fun, right?

- Yes.
- Be right there.

Hey, you know what I was thinking?

Maybe we could redo your room.

Black and yellow for Batman.

Get new curtains,

new sheets.

Oh, sweetie. Are you okay?

Noah?

What is it, sweetie?

What is it?

What is it?

Let them help you.

Please, babe.

Let them help you.

You're Lynn, right?
Wait for me outside. It's gonna be okay.

Okay.

Relax. Relax. We're gonna help you.

Hi. Benjamin's calm now.
He's been sedated.

- I don't know what's happening.
- Well, you did the right thing.

- You brought him here.
- Yeah.

Tell me what happened exactly.

We took a drive upstate.

He wanted to take pictures of a farmhouse,

and then it all went bad,

- and he had been doing so well.
- So he's had problems before this.

He struggles with these strange fears,

which makes him self-medicate
with drugs, but…

but he's…

- he has been clean for a while.
- Okay. It's okay. It's all right.

It's okay. All right.

Three deep breaths, okay? With me, three.

Two.

One.

Okay?

All right. Listen, he's safe here.
He's gonna be okay. I promise.

Thank you.

- You're very graceful out there.
- Oh, yeah.

Oh, no. Looks like you overdid it.

No, I'm just a little out of breath.
That's all.

You know… Mom said it was fate.

What? What was fate?

You know, the way you guys met.

She said it was terrible about Benjamin,

but that it brought her to you.

And the second she saw you,

it was like she knew you already.

Like she'd always known you.

You were the love of her life, Dad.

Well, she was the love of mine.

- I gotta go.
- What?

- Where are you going?
- I have to go to work.

Give Sophie a hug for me, okay? Bye.

Do not go back to the house, Dad.

The hospital records from 1977

list Benjamin Walker's next of kin
as Fran Walker, his mom.

There's an address, but who knows
if she's still there or even alive.

How did you get this file?

Let's just say it's on loan.

Wait, what are you doing?

There's a connection
between Noah and Benjamin.

I gotta figure out what it is.

Wait. You're not going there, are you?

Maybe they're related somehow.

Maybe when he was little,
Noah heard stories about Benjamin.

And then as a result,

developed similar fears
and learned how to speak Dutch?

Thank you for this.
I'll see you back at the office.

Hey, check me out. I'm half-bird.

You know, it's not a real cast,
but I think we could sign it anyway.

Maybe put some stickers on it.
What you think?

Noah, I slipped, okay?

That's all. No biggie.

Noah.

Sweetie. You--

You have to go away.

Hello?

Hello?

What?

Hi. My name is Dr. Eli Adler.

- Don't want any.
- Wait, wait,

I'd like to talk to any member
of the Walker family

who still may be living here.

Why?

Please.

I'd like to talk to you about Benjamin.

You knew my brother?

- Hi. Hi.
- Hi.

I need to see Dr. Adler, is he in?

I'm Noah's foster mom.

Hi. Yeah, I'm his assistant.
He's actually not here right now.

Well, do you know where he is?

No. Is everything okay? Can I help?

Could you just tell him that
I need to talk to him, like now,

because they're thinking
about taking Noah,

and I'm just not sure, and I'm really…

What is this?

It's just some of Dr. Adler's work.
I can let him know you stopped by.

What is this?

Is this all about Noah?

What am I doing here?

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Listen, I think it might be better
if you talk to Dr. Adler about this.

Do you? I mean, this guy
cuts my kid's forehead open

because there's, like,
some imaginary worm in there,

and he's the guy I'm supposed to talk to?

This is crazy.

What the hell is the doctor even doing?
How is this helping Noah?

Just…

Listen, let me give a call to Dr. Adler--

No. You know what? Never mind.

I don't need to see Dr. Adler after all.
Thank you.

Well, if you knew my brother, then you
know he died about a million years ago.

So, if he owes you money,
you're shit out of luck.

No, it's nothing like that.

I work at St. Benedict's,

and I have a patient whose family history

could help determine
future treatment options.

And Benjamin's name came up.

I'm the only family Benjamin had.

And besides, you told me
that you knew my brother.

Well, I did. I did, but not well.

I was…

I was the psychiatric resident on call
the night that they brought Benjamin in.

No, please, please. Please.
Please, please, no.

And there was nothing
we could do to save him.

And I'm really sorry.

Yeah. Well, don't be.

We hadn't spoken in years.

He made his choices, and I made mine.

You know, in reading his files,
it said that he was

suffering from hallucinations
and bad dreams.

Do you know anything about that?

He had night terrors when he was a kid.

He used to wake up the whole house.
Said something was chasing him.

Did he know what it was?

I mean, if he did, he didn't tell me.

Look, he had problems. What can I say?

You see these?

I used to collect baseball cards
when I was a kid.

My father would get them for me, you know?
I had hundreds.

One day, Ben shows up
after my parents go to work.

They threw him out of the house.
They caught him using.

But he snuck back in to see me,
and we spent that whole day together.

We eat M&M'S, we're listening to music,

and we were just like normal brothers,
you know?

But then I go to get us
a couple of sodas out of the fridge,

and I come back, and Ben's gone,
and so were my cards.

And after that, I cut him out of my life.

Who needs a person
that you can't count on?

So your patient?

Better off not being related
to my brother. Trust me.

Do you or anyone in your family
speak Dutch?

Dutch? Are you fucking with me right now?

I'm sorry.

So, are you hungry?

'Cause there's a vending machine
right here.

Dr. Adler, we need you.

Okay.

Shit. What'd you give him?

- Nothing. He must've snuck something in.
- I can't get a pulse.

- And he's not breathing.
- Get out of my way!

Shit.

Come on, Benjamin.
Come on, Benjamin, breathe.

Come on.

Hey.

Hey, hey, pal, you all right?

Hey, hey, pal.

Hey, you okay?