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I love to fly.
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It's just you're alone.
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You have peace and quiet.
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Nothing around you but clear blue sky.
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No one to hassle you.
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No one fo tell you
where to go or what fo do.
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The only bad part about flying
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is having fo come back down
fo the fucking world.
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Spare some change, ma'am, so me
and my father can get something to eat?
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- No, I don't, son.
- All right.
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Why not say you're my father, man?
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- No.
- All right, then get lost.
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I gotta make some money.
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Living downtown, a typical day was
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/d get up at 12.00,
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um, take a shower, get something fo eat.
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Then 3.00, I was on my robbing streak.
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Start robbing people until 6.00, 7.00.
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Spare some change, sir?
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Then I'd go get my drugs, get my food.
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Get my - whoever
I was gonna sleep with for that night.
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What's up, what's up?
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- Not much.
- Spare some change?
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- Hell no.
- Let me get a kiss.
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- Hell no.
- Oh, well. Life's hard.
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Party until 12:00.
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Then everybody would turn in and stuff.
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J burning down the house &
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j now, if you go down fo the woods foday
you're in-a for a big-a surprise &
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j its lovely down in the woods today
you'd better go in disguise... &
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oh, that I have.
But I don't want to give it up.
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- Give it up!
- No!
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J every Teddy bear who's been good
is sure of a treat today &
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j there's lots of marvelous things fo eat
and wonderful games to play &
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j beneath the trees where nobody sees j
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j; Theyll laugh and shout in their bvds I
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j 'cause that's the way
the teday bears have their picnic j
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ll ook at that bleached blonde.
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Look, dogs.
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What? Dogs?
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Does she live on a farm, or what?
Fifteen dogs?
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J now, if you go down fo the woods foday
you better not go alone &
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j drop me down in the wash today... j
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j for every bear that ever there was
will gather there for certain because &
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ji toaays the day
the teday bears have their picnic j
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j it's picnic time for Teddy bears j
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js well, the Teddy bears are having
a lovely time today &
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& watch them, catch them unawares &
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jd and see them frolic
in their market underwear &
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ji see them gaily gad about
they love to laugh and shout &
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j they never have any cares j
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jd al six o'clock
their mommies and daddies j
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& will take them home to bed I
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ji well, because they're tired
and wired little Teddy bears j
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Sir, you wouldn't be able
to spare a little bit of change?
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- No.
- Not at all, huh?
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You know you're a fucking dick?
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I wasn't even thinking
about running away or nothing,
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you know, but, uh, my dad once fold me,
if I ever got caught selling pot,
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never come home cause hed kill me.
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So when it all came down,
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I just said, "oh, well.โ
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I never miss my mom and aad.
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They're just part of my past now,
the way I look at it.
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Rat, you going with her?
โWhat? Where?
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- You going with her?
- Who, her? This is my old lady here.
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- Why?
- Where you be living at?
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I be living at the &' y-m-c-a j
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there's this old abandoned hotel,
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and we took all the furniture
we could find in all the different rooms
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and put it all in this one room.
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And wed just carry water up
in these gallon jugs
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cause it didn't have
no water or electricity.
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And wed just shower down at this place
called the compass on Washington Avenue
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for 50 cents
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and do our laundry in the laundromat
and whatever it took.
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You know, it was pretty easy, actually.
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Smash, bang, crash 'em up.
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And then me and Jack
just started hanging out together.
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I would never have even thought
about catching the train, except for Jack.
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He showed me the ways of the trains -
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how they run, where they go.
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And Jack taught us you can tell
the main track because it sits highest.
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They got, like, a gravel mound,
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and it will sit higher
than all the rest of the track.
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And then you just look north,
and that's toward the north yard.
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Then you just count
three tracks over to your right.
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And, you know, wed just
jump on a train and be on our way.
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I want to be really rich
and live on a farm
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with a bunch of horses,
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which is my main best animal,
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and have three yachts or more
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and diamonds and jewels
and all that stuff
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so you don't have
any symptoms right now?
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I don't think so.
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But you do have some concern
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that you might have
a sexually transmitted disease?
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Mm-hmm. Nothing serious.
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It might just be trichomoniasis again.
I don't know.
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Uh-huh. You ever have one before?
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- Mm-hmm.
- What did you have?
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I've had chlamydia,
trichomoniasis and gonorrhea.
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That's quite a bit.
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I think it is very strange
that older men like little girls,
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cause they're perverts is what they is.
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I mean, I like the money,
but I don't like them.
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You've been sexually active
since the time that you were treated?
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- What do you mean by that?
- Oh, good question.
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Have you had sex with anyone
since you were treated in Portland?
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No, just dates. And -
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the first date I turned
was about two Thursdays ago.
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Then I turned another one on a Friday.
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Some dates are - are nice,
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and some of them,
the young ones, are really cute,
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but I don't want to be interested in them.
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Except for the money, thats it.
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Man, killer "doob-wah."
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When wed get, uh,
real low on money,
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1d take Mike's .45,
because 1d sold my .38,
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and 1d go roll a queer.
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Tastes like Colombian to me.
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Ain't that bud that's going around,
that's for sure.
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Oh, no way.
You gotta buy that stuff in grams.
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I think it went out.
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- What did?
- Oh, I guess not.
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You know Alan and that guy
he was running around with?
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He had us walking around mount Vernon
for two days
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looking for this queer
that turned him on to all this procaine.
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You know, we was gonna go
and live in his house for a day,
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and when he went to bed
we was gonna tie him up,
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you know, take all his money
he had in his wall safe,
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all his procaine and all his marijuana
and stuff he had.
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We walked around mount Vernon
for two days looking for this guy.
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- Yeah, he was telling me about that.
- I finally told Alan and his friend,
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I told him, "fuck off, man."
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Me and Mike got on the freeway
and hitchhiked up there to bellingham.
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That's when you had all them fucking keys
and the cops was asking you -
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yeah!
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What happened
to that burlington northern key?
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My mom's got all my keys.
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Just a little bit?
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Spare some change?
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- You know I can't spare no change.
- Come on, man. I'm poor.
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Excuse me, sir.
Can you spare a little bit of change?
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I used to
at least bring in $300, $400.
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For a blow job, it would be 30 on up.
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And for a lay,
it would be, like, 40 on up.
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Most of these veterinarian hos
would charge more than,
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you know, us little kids do.
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Isn't it after every two weeks
you can get pregnant?
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After your period, every two weeks?
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You can get pregnant
anytime during your cycle.
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A person can even get pregnant
when she's having her period.
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It's not as likely.
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Okay, because I pulled a date
and didn't use a rubber,
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'cause he said he didn't use them, so...
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How often do you
usually have your periods?
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Every four weeks.
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Mm-hmm. They come pretly regular?
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Well, I just started in August.
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- Just in August?
- August 17th.
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So you'd only had the one in August?
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And the one in September.
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Uh-huh. Okay, so you've barely begun.
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- Did you ever have periods before then?
- Uh-uh.
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- You're how old?
- Fourteen.
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And how would you feel
about being pregnant?
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- I want a baby.
- You do?
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But not by no trick, though.
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But if you're pregnant right now,
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then it would be a pregnancy by a trick.
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And what's your feeling
about being pregnant, if you are,
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if a trick is the father?
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Well, I'm not getting an abortion.
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- You might?
- No, I won't.
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Oh, you would not get an abortion?
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I don't believe in it.
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What's your feeling about abortion?
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Because it's like
you're murdering somebody.
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Murd - I can't pronounce the word.
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But it's, like, it's a little baby
inside you, and you're just killing it.
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And that's not fair to the baby.
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I mean, it's not the baby's fault.
You know what I mean?
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So that would not be
a choice for you?
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Mm-mmm.
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So, you want to put your feet up?
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Let's slide these things out a little bit.
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Oh, man.
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This one's stuck.
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- Okay. Slide your bottom all the way down.
- My blanket's falling.
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A little bit farther
until you can feel me.
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Okay, that's good. Just like that.
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I mean, I used to turn dates
lots and lots of times.
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Just about every day I'd be pulling dates,
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day and night, day and night.
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And then its just, like,
I got busted five times,
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so I don't pull dates that I don't know.
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J if you want joy, you must jump for it j
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j if you want joy &
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j you must jump for it &
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j the joy of the lord is... j
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everybody say I did something
when I wasn't nowhere the fuck around.
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- That's what she just got through saying.
- Nobody else called the police.
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He sold me a gun, and it didn't work.
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I gave it to this other dude to shoot
and it blew up in his hands.
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Hey, you wanna buy a knife off of me?
I got two buck knives and a pig sticker.
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Homeboy handed it to me.
I seen the bullets in it.
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I said, "thanks for the gun.โ
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He said, "you ain't taking my gun.โ
I said, "how come I ain't?"
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J if you want joy, you must jump for it j
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My mom, before she went on vacation,
about 4:00 in the morning -
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they left Friday -
she comes down and she wakes me up.
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She goes, "we're leaving now."
And I go, "yeah, yeah."
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It's 4:00 in the morning.
"Yeah, bye." You know?
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And she goes, "I know that
you're a prostitute and everything
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and I know what you're doing
and I know you've got money."
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And I jumped up.
I'm like, "did you look in my purse?"
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And she goes, "no."
And I go, "mom, I am not. Just leave.โ
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She goes, "fine. Thanks a lot.
I'll remember this.
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All week, I'm going to be thinking about
how much you love me and everything."
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I don't care. She doesn't care about me.
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She never did. She doesn't.
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Oh, well.
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My mama cares about me a lot.
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Where is she? Where's she live?
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She went to eastern Washington,
I think, for the weekend.
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That isn't even really my mom.
I was adopted.
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I don't even know who my real parents are.
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I don't know if they're
dead or alive or what.
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I'm gonna find out, though, when I'm 18.
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I can go through the court system
and find out.
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But... I don't know.
Sometimes it seems like a waste of time.
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If they didn't care enough to keep me,
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why should I care enough
to find out who they are?
237
00:15:24,966 --> 00:15:27,457
Well, you know, they could be rich,
though, right now.
238
00:15:27,552 --> 00:15:31,010
You know what I'm saying?
Could be rich. Real rich.
239
00:15:31,097 --> 00:15:33,804
- Yeah.
- But yet, they could be bums.
240
00:15:36,561 --> 00:15:39,553
My real dad, I've never known.
241
00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:43,686
He could be a guy thats really rich,
anving a Mercedes, you know.
242
00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:46,688
Or he could be
one of these bums on the street
243
00:15:46,779 --> 00:15:49,691
I don't know. I really want to meet him.
244
00:15:49,782 --> 00:15:54,242
For all I know, you know, he could be
one of these dates rolling around.
245
00:15:54,328 --> 00:15:56,694
I could have dated him, for all I know.
246
00:15:57,874 --> 00:16:00,616
โWhat?
247
00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:04,084
Sarah, come here.
248
00:16:04,172 --> 00:16:06,254
Where's that one dude with the gun?
249
00:16:06,340 --> 00:16:09,503
Oh, he's in jail. He got busted.
250
00:16:09,594 --> 00:16:11,755
I'm gonna spare some change here.
251
00:16:11,846 --> 00:16:13,632
I love sparing change, man.
252
00:16:13,723 --> 00:16:16,201
- All right, let's go.
- You hit the people on that side.
253
00:16:16,225 --> 00:16:18,245
- I'll hit them on this side.
- All right.
254
00:16:18,269 --> 00:16:20,510
Ma'am, you wouldn't be willing
to spare a little change?
255
00:16:20,605 --> 00:16:23,125
Excuse me, sir. Could you spare
some change so me and my brother
256
00:16:23,191 --> 00:16:25,377
- can get something to eat?
- Where's your brother?
257
00:16:25,401 --> 00:16:29,394
Right there. He's spare-changing
too, so we can get some food.
258
00:16:29,489 --> 00:16:31,229
- That's for you.
- How you doing?
259
00:16:31,324 --> 00:16:32,484
And this is for your brother.
260
00:16:32,575 --> 00:16:34,135
- Thank you very much.
- Thank you, sir.
261
00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:38,324
Rat, his panhandling technique
is a little on the rusty side.
262
00:16:38,414 --> 00:16:41,451
He's golta take lessons from me.
But me and him can make some good money.
263
00:16:41,542 --> 00:16:42,998
We did once or twice.
264
00:16:43,085 --> 00:16:45,076
All right.
265
00:16:45,963 --> 00:16:47,669
Your mom is where?
266
00:16:47,757 --> 00:16:50,624
I don't know.
San Diego somewhere. My dad's in jail.
267
00:16:50,718 --> 00:16:53,676
- Life's a bitch, ain't it?
- Are you originally here from Seattle?
268
00:16:53,763 --> 00:16:55,253
- Nope.
- Where you from?
269
00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:58,385
Port orchard. Well, Washington, yeah.
270
00:16:58,476 --> 00:17:00,307
Been in New York once. I left.
271
00:17:00,394 --> 00:17:02,931
I hitchhiked there,
was there for an hour and left.
272
00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,022
Shit.
273
00:17:04,106 --> 00:17:06,188
- Redmond.
- What jail is your dad in?
274
00:17:06,275 --> 00:17:09,062
King county, going up
to walla walla state penitentiary
275
00:17:09,153 --> 00:17:11,064
for burglary and attempted arson.
276
00:17:13,824 --> 00:17:18,238
So where you been living, before
you lived in that - wherever you live at?
277
00:17:18,329 --> 00:17:21,196
Oh, in that hotel? Yeah.
278
00:17:21,290 --> 00:17:23,281
Is it seriously deserted?
279
00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:25,367
How long you been living there?
280
00:17:25,461 --> 00:17:29,454
Shit, since a month
after I got here to Seattle.
281
00:17:29,549 --> 00:17:31,665
- Where are you from originally?
- California.
282
00:17:31,759 --> 00:17:34,171
- What part?
- Sacramento.
283
00:17:34,262 --> 00:17:36,799
I went through there one time.
It was bunk.
284
00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:40,256
I don't like Sacramento. I lived
right on the outside of Sacramento.
285
00:17:40,351 --> 00:17:44,310
I went there and some faggot was trying
to pick me up, but I robbed him for $150.
286
00:17:44,397 --> 00:17:45,887
- Really?
- Yep.
287
00:17:45,982 --> 00:17:49,349
- Take his car too?
- Hell no. I hitchhike.
288
00:17:49,443 --> 00:17:50,728
I love hitchhiking.
289
00:17:50,820 --> 00:17:53,527
Not in Seattle, though,
'cause the only ones that'll pick you up
290
00:17:53,614 --> 00:17:56,356
is hippies, stoners, or fine girls.
291
00:17:56,450 --> 00:17:58,782
I like the fine girls to pick me up.
292
00:17:58,869 --> 00:18:00,321
I just started doing this stuff.
293
00:18:00,413 --> 00:18:03,155
I never even thought of whoring
before I got down here and then -
294
00:18:03,249 --> 00:18:05,661
- you know Tracy?
- Uh-huh.
295
00:18:05,751 --> 00:18:08,163
She used to live with me
when she was a homegirl.
296
00:18:08,254 --> 00:18:11,087
She used to live with me
because her parents kicked her out.
297
00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:13,380
Then she disappeared.
She went downtown with lorna.
298
00:18:13,467 --> 00:18:15,708
- You know lorna?
- Mm-hmm.
299
00:18:15,803 --> 00:18:18,340
Lorna came back up and said,
you know, "Tracy's a ho now."
300
00:18:18,431 --> 00:18:20,046
So then I got really worried about her.
301
00:18:20,141 --> 00:18:22,382
I go, "I gotta get her.
I can't let her do that stuff."
302
00:18:22,476 --> 00:18:24,933
'Cause I always heard bad things
about, like, white slavery,
303
00:18:25,021 --> 00:18:26,227
that she's gonna get beat up.
304
00:18:26,314 --> 00:18:29,806
That's what scared me. So I thought,
"I gotta come down here and get her out,
305
00:18:29,900 --> 00:18:31,481
whether I gotta kidnap her or what."
306
00:18:31,569 --> 00:18:33,730
I come down here, I see her,
she goes, "it's great!"
307
00:18:33,821 --> 00:18:36,062
So I'm just going, "what?
I heard you don't like it here,
308
00:18:36,157 --> 00:18:38,277
that you're getting beat up
and raped and everything."
309
00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:41,074
"No, I'm - I'm making so much money,
and it's so easy.
310
00:18:41,162 --> 00:18:43,403
The money comes so easy.
It's great. You oughta do it."
311
00:18:43,497 --> 00:18:46,113
Then I go, "how much money do you make?"
312
00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:48,048
And she started naming off,
and I just thought,
313
00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:50,083
"wow! I think I'd better."
314
00:18:56,427 --> 00:18:57,837
Hi, Dan.
315
00:18:57,928 --> 00:18:59,714
This is Kimberly again.
316
00:18:59,805 --> 00:19:01,341
Yeah.
317
00:19:01,432 --> 00:19:04,890
So have you decided?
Do you want a date tonight?
318
00:19:04,977 --> 00:19:08,435
Juan always be lettin' them broads
wear his coats and shit.
319
00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:11,810
That bitch ain't gonna listen
to him for long.
320
00:19:11,901 --> 00:19:14,392
She only break $30 wops.
321
00:19:16,656 --> 00:19:21,116
Floyd hit me so goddamn hard, man,
when I woke up, man, it was dark.
322
00:19:21,202 --> 00:19:23,443
I had to ask people around me
what had happened.
323
00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:30,290
He goes, "if anybody beats up on you,
and I come and save you,
324
00:19:30,378 --> 00:19:32,084
that means you gotta work for me."
325
00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:35,254
I hope he doesn't get somebody
to beat me up so I gotta work for him.
326
00:19:35,341 --> 00:19:38,833
What is you talkin' 'bout?
I don't do nothing for free. I'm a pimp.
327
00:19:38,928 --> 00:19:42,045
He'll kill you. Okay? He'll ass-fuck you,
fuck you in the ear, anything.
328
00:19:42,139 --> 00:19:44,425
But I'm serious. Don't be with patrice.
โWho?
329
00:19:44,517 --> 00:19:49,762
I don't know about all that, but I know
you're making a serious mistake.
330
00:19:50,481 --> 00:19:53,689
I'm gonna go out to those high schools
and get me some fresh ones.
331
00:19:53,776 --> 00:19:56,643
He shoots up. He's a drug fiend.
332
00:19:56,737 --> 00:19:58,978
Well, what do you want to do?
Who do you want to be with?
333
00:19:59,073 --> 00:20:01,593
I don't know. I'm confused.
I don't know who's the right person.
334
00:20:01,659 --> 00:20:02,990
I just don't know.
335
00:20:03,077 --> 00:20:06,240
Oh, I know they know I'm fine.
336
00:20:06,330 --> 00:20:09,322
See you later... baby!
337
00:20:10,126 --> 00:20:12,037
Look, I'll tell you the truth, okay?
338
00:20:12,128 --> 00:20:13,959
And this is the honest truth.
339
00:20:14,046 --> 00:20:17,914
With me you'll be safer,
happier... and richer.
340
00:20:18,008 --> 00:20:20,215
Hey, come here! Hey!
341
00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:25,296
Michelle!
342
00:20:25,391 --> 00:20:27,052
Girlfriend!
343
00:20:29,145 --> 00:20:31,932
He raped me last year
when I first came downtown.
344
00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:35,059
He raped you? He raped me too.
He took my money too.
345
00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:38,234
Up in the hotel. Came up there,
told me he was gonna Rob some dude.
346
00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:39,981
Oh, man. And he -
347
00:20:40,072 --> 00:20:44,941
he took a fucking coat hanger
and heated it up on the gas heater,
348
00:20:45,035 --> 00:20:48,072
said he was gonna beat me
if I didn't take off my clothes.
349
00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:51,122
- I said, "I ain't taking off my clothes."
- We're scaring her.
350
00:20:51,208 --> 00:20:53,186
- Is that what you want?
- We don't mean to scare you.
351
00:20:53,210 --> 00:20:55,605
- Good. Scare her. Tell her the truth.
- We're just telling you the truth.
352
00:20:55,629 --> 00:20:57,620
She's running from me.
353
00:20:57,715 --> 00:20:59,831
Ll ook at her run from me.
354
00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:03,884
You get beat up, and some
of these girls end up getting killed.
355
00:21:03,971 --> 00:21:06,408
What, you think I'm a bad guy? Is that
why you wanna do something like that?
356
00:21:06,432 --> 00:21:08,093
No!
357
00:21:08,184 --> 00:21:09,674
- Huh?
- No.
358
00:21:09,769 --> 00:21:12,761
Why - wh-why -
why would you even think I'd -
359
00:21:12,855 --> 00:21:16,222
what would give you the audacity
to even think of me like that?
360
00:21:17,651 --> 00:21:19,357
People get killed down here.
361
00:21:19,445 --> 00:21:21,731
They go to jail down here.
362
00:21:21,822 --> 00:21:24,234
Everything happens down here,
and none of it's good.
363
00:21:24,325 --> 00:21:26,281
I haven't seen nobody get killed.
364
00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:30,407
I saw a guy get the shit
get kicked out of him by three niggers
365
00:21:30,498 --> 00:21:34,241
over in front of tj's this morning
and get hauled off in the ambulance.
366
00:21:35,377 --> 00:21:36,787
He got the shit kicked out of him
367
00:21:36,879 --> 00:21:39,245
because he pulled
a big old steak knife out on him.
368
00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:43,462
You missed that one here,
but that was just this morning.
369
00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:52,054
So, who cares? I don't really care.
370
00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:53,850
Whatever happens happens.
371
00:22:29,974 --> 00:22:33,341
I should pass the word around.
You're a snitch.
372
00:22:33,435 --> 00:22:36,518
- Chris, just leave me alone.
- What you gonna do about it?
373
00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:37,811
Huh?
374
00:22:38,649 --> 00:22:40,014
I'm gonna quit.
375
00:22:43,153 --> 00:22:44,153
Snitch!
376
00:22:44,238 --> 00:22:46,900
Sorry, but I ain't no tramp,
and I ain't a fucking snitch either!
377
00:22:46,991 --> 00:22:50,529
- Come over here and say it to my face!
- I'm getting pissed.
378
00:23:02,923 --> 00:23:04,754
Um, no, don't take a message.
379
00:23:04,842 --> 00:23:07,925
Um, did he say what time
he'd be back or anything?
380
00:23:08,596 --> 00:23:11,008
Okay, well, thanks anyways.
381
00:23:11,098 --> 00:23:12,178
Bye.
382
00:23:15,477 --> 00:23:17,718
There's nothing happening!
383
00:23:17,813 --> 00:23:19,678
He's cute!
384
00:23:19,773 --> 00:23:21,479
I ain't trying to get
in nobody's business.
385
00:23:21,567 --> 00:23:24,170
I want you to call your man
and tell your man I want to beat you up,
386
00:23:24,194 --> 00:23:27,357
but I want to talk to him first
to let him know what's going on.
387
00:23:27,448 --> 00:23:29,359
'Cause he's streetwise
like a motherfucker.
388
00:23:29,450 --> 00:23:31,691
If you're gonna be downtown,
you're gonna be cool,
389
00:23:31,785 --> 00:23:35,198
you better learn the ways of the streets
before you start hanging down there
390
00:23:35,289 --> 00:23:36,745
and doing shit like you're doing.
391
00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:40,040
We got five suspects caught,
and he was one of 'em.
392
00:23:42,630 --> 00:23:46,839
&' and he shall come &
393
00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:50,884
jd knock, and the door &
394
00:23:50,971 --> 00:23:55,214
j shall be opened unto you &
395
00:23:58,729 --> 00:24:00,469
you stupid -
396
00:24:12,159 --> 00:24:14,775
What the hell...
397
00:24:48,612 --> 00:24:51,820
Up. Come on now, Jack. Let's go.
398
00:24:54,326 --> 00:24:56,442
Me and Jack are real good friends.
399
00:24:58,080 --> 00:25:00,742
He'll treat you right.
He won't rip you off.
400
00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:04,576
You know, when your back is turnea,
he ain't gonna stab you.
401
00:25:06,213 --> 00:25:08,078
Shit! What is all this shit?
402
00:25:08,173 --> 00:25:10,209
I don't know, come on.
403
00:25:10,300 --> 00:25:13,167
You want a jacket? A leather jacket?
404
00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:16,883
No, it's full of grape jelly, man.
405
00:25:20,269 --> 00:25:22,351
What the hell's all the poundin'?
406
00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:26,146
- Well, this is a -
- Chinese dumpster!
407
00:25:27,735 --> 00:25:31,353
When you get regular dumpsters -
we call em regs -
408
00:25:31,447 --> 00:25:32,778
you go there every night.
409
00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:36,278
You check all these dumpsters,
all these different places,
410
00:25:36,368 --> 00:25:38,780
and you can tell, because they're regs,
411
00:25:38,871 --> 00:25:42,784
what's been there last week
and what was put in there that night.
412
00:25:42,875 --> 00:25:44,411
Cause a lot of people say,
413
00:25:44,501 --> 00:25:47,868
"well, shit, that shit could be a week old
and you can't even tell.โ
414
00:25:47,963 --> 00:25:51,831
But you can because it's your reg.
You know, it's your regular dumpster.
415
00:25:51,925 --> 00:25:54,667
- Look at this.
- Oh, I think I hit the jackpot.
416
00:25:54,762 --> 00:25:56,252
Jesus Christ!
417
00:26:01,852 --> 00:26:03,717
This little boy is a love bird.
418
00:26:04,730 --> 00:26:07,688
Young, dumb, and full of cum.
419
00:26:07,775 --> 00:26:10,061
Ugh! You fool!
420
00:26:12,738 --> 00:26:16,026
Oh! Is he gonna kick his ass?
He's gonna kick his ass.
421
00:26:17,284 --> 00:26:19,775
They both are!
422
00:26:19,953 --> 00:26:22,945
- I told her I'd give her even bus fare.
- Really?
423
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:25,747
I don't want to see her get beat up.
She's too young.
424
00:26:25,834 --> 00:26:27,074
- What are you?
- I'm 15.
425
00:26:27,169 --> 00:26:29,410
You ain't even 15. Don't tell me that.
426
00:26:29,505 --> 00:26:31,370
- You ain't 15.
- Fuckin' next year -
427
00:26:31,465 --> 00:26:32,875
- bullshit!
- Sixth of June, dear!
428
00:26:32,966 --> 00:26:34,547
Bullshit. You're talking shit.
429
00:26:34,635 --> 00:26:37,238
- How come you can't say it to my face?
- I don't know what she's talkin' about.
430
00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:38,798
- You ain't 15.
- You ready?
431
00:26:38,889 --> 00:26:40,379
- Look at me.
- You ready?
432
00:26:40,474 --> 00:26:42,260
- You ain't 15.
- You ready?
433
00:26:42,351 --> 00:26:44,057
- That's good.
- That's good.
434
00:26:44,144 --> 00:26:47,136
She ain't 15.
She gonna get you in trouble.
435
00:26:47,773 --> 00:26:49,809
I've talked kids into going home.
436
00:26:49,900 --> 00:26:53,063
They say 13'll get you 20!
437
00:26:53,153 --> 00:26:54,643
I help a lot of people out.
438
00:26:54,738 --> 00:26:56,899
Thirteen - thirteen years old!
439
00:26:56,990 --> 00:27:00,323
I ain't gotta prove myself
fo show that I'm a girl.
440
00:27:01,286 --> 00:27:04,119
I've thought about not being a lesbian,
441
00:27:04,206 --> 00:27:07,289
but then every guy I've ever been with
screwed me over anyway.
442
00:27:07,376 --> 00:27:10,789
I get along with straight people too.
443
00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:13,712
It's just most of them think
because I'm gay,
444
00:27:13,799 --> 00:27:16,632
I'm trying fo pick up
on their girlfriends.
445
00:27:16,718 --> 00:27:20,336
To tell you the truth, I gotta
like somebody a lot to even kiss 'em,
446
00:27:20,430 --> 00:27:22,045
to tell you the truth.
447
00:27:22,766 --> 00:27:25,428
See, I'm my own type of person. I am.
448
00:27:25,519 --> 00:27:27,635
I protect a lot of people.
449
00:27:27,729 --> 00:27:30,892
This bum was trying fo feel on
a friend of mine's chest
450
00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:35,022
I literally walked up fo him, made him
come back and apologize to the girl.
451
00:27:35,112 --> 00:27:37,478
Because she's not public properly.
452
00:27:37,573 --> 00:27:39,905
I could understand if it was
a telephone pole or something.
453
00:27:39,992 --> 00:27:41,323
He could touch it then.
454
00:27:41,410 --> 00:27:44,743
It's just the way I am. I've been
like that since I've been down here.
455
00:27:44,830 --> 00:27:46,786
Cause nobody did nothing for me.
456
00:27:47,583 --> 00:27:51,371
So I made him come back and apologize
and sent him on his way.
457
00:27:52,296 --> 00:27:54,833
I just told him, "go on, man,
get out of here." He left.
458
00:27:59,803 --> 00:28:03,007
Which means Washington
weather should improve somewhat tonight.
459
00:28:03,098 --> 00:28:06,135
โImproveโ if you don't like the rain,
because the rains gonna get worse.
460
00:28:06,226 --> 00:28:08,717
Temperatures
will remain moaerate statewide...
461
00:28:08,812 --> 00:28:13,226
She has grown up quite a bit
since she's been on these streets.
462
00:28:13,317 --> 00:28:15,933
She's 14 going on 21.
463
00:28:16,028 --> 00:28:18,173
Ge's new
high-tech electronic dishwasher...
464
00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:20,313
Extra pickles too, mom, please.
465
00:28:20,407 --> 00:28:22,113
Put extra pickle on that.
466
00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:25,196
Oh, when I was drinking,
467
00:28:25,287 --> 00:28:28,029
Erin and I used to get
in some bad arguments.
468
00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:31,786
See, I could see it in her Mina,
she's thinking, "oh, no, not again."
469
00:28:31,877 --> 00:28:34,869
You know I don't like mustard or ketchup.
It's gross.
470
00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:37,454
Mmm! Thank you, mom.
471
00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:39,589
I don't know why I started drinking.
472
00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:42,884
I think just 'cause of boredom
half the time.
473
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:44,920
I don't know.
474
00:28:45,766 --> 00:28:48,678
Too much juice!
475
00:28:53,690 --> 00:28:55,976
- Come on. Two more bites.
- One more.
476
00:28:56,693 --> 00:28:58,229
- Uh-uh.
- I don't like the bread.
477
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:03,509
See, I've had Erin all my life.
478
00:29:03,533 --> 00:29:06,570
I've had to bring her up myself and then -
479
00:29:06,662 --> 00:29:09,404
and then one day, I suddenly get married.
480
00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:15,960
And I think she likes Tom, but she just
doesn't want to admit it.
481
00:29:17,464 --> 00:29:19,204
Feel like I'm pregnant.
482
00:29:19,299 --> 00:29:21,381
Oh, goodness.
483
00:29:25,847 --> 00:29:28,213
- Don't you have no whipping cream?
- No.
484
00:29:29,559 --> 00:29:34,428
My fear is that someday I'm going to get
a phone call or a knock on my door
485
00:29:34,523 --> 00:29:38,732
and its - she's not gonna
be there anymore.
486
00:29:45,033 --> 00:29:49,151
Hi, babies! Hi!
487
00:29:49,246 --> 00:29:52,579
We started living at Larry's
a couple months ago
488
00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:57,160
because my mom and my dad
had got kicked out of their apartment,
489
00:29:57,254 --> 00:29:59,620
and Larry offered them a place to stay.
490
00:29:59,715 --> 00:30:02,457
- Ow. Shit.
- Ferin.
491
00:30:02,551 --> 00:30:07,466
Naturally, you call somebody
who marries your mother a dad.
492
00:30:07,556 --> 00:30:09,797
- Don't fall.
- I won't.
493
00:30:09,891 --> 00:30:13,008
Sometimes he's an asshole.
494
00:30:13,103 --> 00:30:16,186
- But he's in the treatment center.
- Puppas!
495
00:30:16,273 --> 00:30:19,982
He's gotta stay there for two months.
496
00:30:20,068 --> 00:30:22,354
Oh, for crying out loud.
497
00:30:22,446 --> 00:30:25,279
Damn dog.
498
00:30:25,365 --> 00:30:28,732
Quit pissing on the floor now.
Look at this mess.
499
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:31,826
Open the other door.
500
00:30:31,913 --> 00:30:35,155
Oh, for crying out... damn that dog.
501
00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:41,078
Should've left her out.
502
00:30:43,091 --> 00:30:45,924
What happened to this house? I cleaned it.
503
00:30:46,011 --> 00:30:49,970
Oh. I'm gonna spray
some deodorant around here.
504
00:30:50,057 --> 00:30:51,388
My book.
505
00:30:51,475 --> 00:30:53,761
Spray some right guard.
506
00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:55,843
Right guard.
507
00:30:57,230 --> 00:30:59,972
Well, you wanted the dog, Erin.
I didn't want her.
508
00:31:08,909 --> 00:31:10,649
I need more makeup, mom.
509
00:31:12,079 --> 00:31:13,410
Well...
510
00:31:14,414 --> 00:31:17,656
I wanted cloudy blue. Yeah.
511
00:31:17,751 --> 00:31:19,582
Then I wanted Meadow violets.
512
00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:21,330
- Yeah.
- Then cl - uh...
513
00:31:21,421 --> 00:31:25,084
She's always wanting this
and wanting that.
514
00:31:25,175 --> 00:31:28,042
Now, when you're a waitress,
you just don't make that much.
515
00:31:28,136 --> 00:31:33,051
I want these three frosts - blue flame,
flash of blue, and country lavender.
516
00:31:33,141 --> 00:31:37,134
One day she come home,
told me she'd made $200.
517
00:31:37,229 --> 00:31:39,311
I about fell off my chair.
518
00:31:39,398 --> 00:31:41,389
And here, I wanted the best of bronze.
519
00:31:41,483 --> 00:31:43,599
That costs too much.
Look at the price on that.
520
00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:46,651
- Two for $4.99.
- Oh, two. Oh.
521
00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,353
When Erin first told me about this,
522
00:31:48,448 --> 00:31:51,861
she thought I would be really angry
with her and hate her, but I don't
523
00:31:51,952 --> 00:31:53,943
you gonna need some money for the weekend?
524
00:31:54,037 --> 00:31:55,368
Yeah.
525
00:31:55,455 --> 00:31:59,039
/fs just a phase
she's going through right now.
526
00:31:59,126 --> 00:32:02,618
I can't stop her from doing this
cause she's just gonna do it anyways.
527
00:32:02,712 --> 00:32:05,124
How much money can I get?
528
00:32:05,215 --> 00:32:07,206
- Why?
- Just wondering.
529
00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:09,666
So you can spend it foolishly?
530
00:32:09,761 --> 00:32:11,843
Whatever.
531
00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:14,842
- Can I get 207?
- No.
532
00:32:15,892 --> 00:32:18,178
- Ten? Fifteen.
- No.
533
00:32:18,270 --> 00:32:20,101
- Ten?
- Maybe.
534
00:32:20,730 --> 00:32:22,766
You're gonna be gone the whole weekend.
535
00:32:22,858 --> 00:32:25,315
- No.
- I'm not gonna spend it on no dope.
536
00:32:25,402 --> 00:32:29,645
She's very bullheaded.
She kinda resented me getting married.
537
00:32:29,739 --> 00:32:33,732
She and Tom, just -
he tries to correct her.
538
00:32:33,827 --> 00:32:35,237
What?
539
00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:37,489
I was gonna say, you think
I'd be getting that makeup
540
00:32:37,581 --> 00:32:40,368
by the end of this month or next month?
541
00:32:40,459 --> 00:32:44,043
Uh, probably about the 17th.
542
00:32:44,129 --> 00:32:46,871
- The 17th?
- Of October, yeah.
543
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:49,877
Isn't that the day you got married?
544
00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:52,584
Oh, yeah! How about that?
545
00:32:54,723 --> 00:32:56,634
He beats up on my mom.
546
00:32:56,725 --> 00:32:58,681
He broke her leg before.
547
00:32:58,768 --> 00:33:01,305
I betcha dad's gonna
start bitching at you, probably.
548
00:33:01,396 --> 00:33:03,387
No. About what?
549
00:33:04,441 --> 00:33:07,183
Probably wondering
if you was sleeping with Larry or not.
550
00:33:07,277 --> 00:33:09,233
Oh, Erin!
551
00:33:09,321 --> 00:33:12,654
- I'm not saying you did.
- For heaven's sakes.
552
00:33:12,741 --> 00:33:15,278
But that's what he's gonna
start bitching at you about.
553
00:33:15,368 --> 00:33:16,528
He doesn't work.
554
00:33:16,620 --> 00:33:19,453
He depends on my mom a lof,
which is not right.
555
00:33:19,539 --> 00:33:21,825
I think a man should support the woman.
556
00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:24,312
He says, "she doesn't have the money"
and all this other shit
557
00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,327
and I say, "it's because of you.
558
00:33:26,421 --> 00:33:30,710
Because you spend her money on beer,
and she doesn't have time for me."
559
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:35,002
Now my mom's in a mess
she can't get out of.
560
00:33:35,096 --> 00:33:37,178
I feel really sorry for her.
561
00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:40,264
Be a year.
562
00:33:40,352 --> 00:33:42,718
Year has gone by fast, huh?
563
00:33:44,564 --> 00:33:45,679
Huh?
564
00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:48,105
Mom?
565
00:33:48,193 --> 00:33:50,104
Yes.
566
00:33:50,195 --> 00:33:52,026
Don't bug me...
567
00:33:52,113 --> 00:33:53,523
When I'm drinking.
568
00:34:26,982 --> 00:34:30,691
When I first ran away
and came here fo Seattle,
569
00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:35,066
I was tired of being the middle man
between my mom and my dad's divorce.
570
00:34:36,491 --> 00:34:40,530
I fold my mom when I called her
about two weeks after I got here,
571
00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:43,532
you know, I was in trouble with the law,
572
00:34:43,623 --> 00:34:45,488
and she understood it, you know.
573
00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:48,826
She said, "all right,
I'll see you when you're 18."
574
00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:50,919
And I said, "all right.โ
575
00:34:51,006 --> 00:34:55,090
And then about a month later
I called her again and I said,
576
00:34:55,176 --> 00:34:57,258
"hey, mom, hows it going?โ
577
00:34:57,345 --> 00:35:00,052
And she said, "oh, it's awful. I'm broke.
578
00:35:00,140 --> 00:35:04,759
He's trying fo drain me,
trying to make my life miserable."
579
00:35:06,479 --> 00:35:11,189
And she started crying a lot
and asking me to come home,
580
00:35:11,276 --> 00:35:13,562
and il just said, "mom, I gotta go,โ
and I hung up on her.
581
00:35:13,653 --> 00:35:16,770
Sir, you wouldn't have a dime, would you?
I need to finish my laundry.
582
00:35:16,865 --> 00:35:20,528
And then I never called her again.
I never wrote her a letter or nothing.
583
00:35:20,619 --> 00:35:22,735
I need to finish my laundry.
I need one more dime.
584
00:35:22,829 --> 00:35:24,865
- Here you go, son.
- Thanks a lot.
585
00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:26,571
Have a good day.
586
00:35:26,666 --> 00:35:28,622
Fuck it, you know.
587
00:35:28,710 --> 00:35:32,794
Let her think what she wants -
I'm dead, whatever she wanis to think.
588
00:35:32,881 --> 00:35:35,247
But I don't want to listen to her cry.
589
00:35:36,092 --> 00:35:38,174
Making me feel bad.
590
00:35:42,265 --> 00:35:45,306
That building at 1420 second Avenue,
591
00:35:45,393 --> 00:35:47,850
by the grace of god,
will be the new shelter
592
00:35:47,937 --> 00:35:52,931
that will sleep 200 men and 15 women
and two families.
593
00:35:53,026 --> 00:35:56,985
And all we ask from you is one dollar.
594
00:35:57,072 --> 00:35:59,905
We don't ask
for tens, twenties, and hundreds.
595
00:35:59,991 --> 00:36:03,575
But you let god move on you
and you give one dollar,
596
00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:05,448
and god will bless you.
597
00:36:05,538 --> 00:36:09,122
For 14 years,
I believed that god was dead!
598
00:36:09,209 --> 00:36:12,121
But I do not believe that anymore.
599
00:36:12,212 --> 00:36:15,375
Billy Graham convicted me
when he pointed his finger right at me
600
00:36:15,465 --> 00:36:19,208
and said, "god wants you to serve him!"
601
00:36:19,302 --> 00:36:21,405
When you leave here, what you gonna do?
You gonna go home.
602
00:36:21,429 --> 00:36:22,794
- Right, brother?
- Sure am.
603
00:36:22,889 --> 00:36:25,596
Yeah, you're gonna go home,
and you're gonna go into your big house,
604
00:36:25,684 --> 00:36:27,015
and get in your big bed,
605
00:36:27,102 --> 00:36:29,935
and sleep with your big wife,
and all that there, brother.
606
00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:34,515
I'm gonna go to my house and I'm gonna
pack food for tomorrow's food bank.
607
00:36:34,609 --> 00:36:36,691
- Okay, what religion are you?
- I'm pentecostal.
608
00:36:36,778 --> 00:36:37,963
- You're pentecostal?
- Full gospel.
609
00:36:37,987 --> 00:36:39,818
That's what I was raised as,
a pentecostal.
610
00:36:39,906 --> 00:36:41,487
But I don't believe that shit.
611
00:36:41,574 --> 00:36:44,294
You want to know how they're working us?
This is how they working us.
612
00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:47,202
Remember once a year in school
when they'd tell you,
613
00:36:47,288 --> 00:36:49,199
"bring your canned goods
and give 'em to us?"
614
00:36:49,290 --> 00:36:50,530
That's what they're doing.
615
00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:52,786
They say, "bring your canned goods
and give 'em to us."
616
00:36:52,877 --> 00:36:54,742
Then they turn around
and give 'em back to you.
617
00:36:54,838 --> 00:36:56,691
Then they say, "we're doin' somethin'.
618
00:36:56,715 --> 00:36:59,798
We're doing something for y'all.
Give us some money."
619
00:36:59,884 --> 00:37:01,420
That's how they working us, man.
620
00:37:01,511 --> 00:37:05,470
I could stand here and say, "yes, lord.
Thank you, Jesus. Give me a dollar.โ
621
00:37:05,557 --> 00:37:08,344
- You know? I can do that.
- Well, you could.
622
00:37:08,435 --> 00:37:10,721
Yeah, right, I could,
and probably get a dollar.
623
00:37:10,812 --> 00:37:14,054
- It's your privilege.
- But see, man, all this is nothing.
624
00:37:14,149 --> 00:37:16,585
But I'm not standing here for me.
You would be standing there for you.
625
00:37:16,609 --> 00:37:19,146
- Who you standing here for?
- I'm standing there for you.
626
00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:21,173
- You standing here for me?
- That's right.
627
00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:23,092
- Ain't that nothin'!
- 'Cause you might be hungry this winter.
628
00:37:23,116 --> 00:37:25,903
You ain't gave me a dime.
We're wise out here, man. Streetwise.
629
00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:30,363
Because the whole situation is,
everybody scamming. You're scamming.
630
00:37:30,457 --> 00:37:33,949
You and I gonna have to talk about this.
Maybe you can wise me up a little bit.
631
00:37:34,043 --> 00:37:37,331
Yeah, 'cause you need a lot of wising...
632
00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:39,913
If you think you're going to get rich
standing out here.
633
00:37:40,008 --> 00:37:42,374
What gives you the audacity to think
634
00:37:42,469 --> 00:37:45,961
that we gonna come off our street life
into your program, right?
635
00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:49,468
- I don't want you in my program.
- Ah, just a second ago you said -
636
00:37:49,559 --> 00:37:55,350
all I want to do is just bring you in
and give you a good night's sleep.
637
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:58,603
I can wake up in the morning,
go downstairs, eat some cap'n crunch?
638
00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:01,714
- Cookies and coffee, whatever we got.
- And I can leave and come back again?
639
00:38:01,738 --> 00:38:03,924
- Then you can leave again.
- Can I bring my girlfriend?
640
00:38:03,948 --> 00:38:06,360
No. If you do, she'll have to stay
in a different place.
641
00:38:06,451 --> 00:38:09,113
- No, brother. It don't work like that.
- Yeah, it works that way.
642
00:38:09,204 --> 00:38:11,195
- No, but I like you, brother.
- I like you too.
643
00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:12,745
- What's your name?
- Tom Robinson.
644
00:38:12,832 --> 00:38:15,164
Let me have a card. Can I have a card?
645
00:38:15,251 --> 00:38:21,421
J my mama done told me
you better shop around &
646
00:38:21,508 --> 00:38:23,419
& my mama told me j
647
00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:26,172
there's many different scams.
There's eat and run.
648
00:38:26,262 --> 00:38:29,971
That's where you go info a restaurant.
You know, you order something.
649
00:38:30,058 --> 00:38:33,971
Usually, theyll set you right
by the cash register if you look young
650
00:38:34,062 --> 00:38:37,270
and like you don't have no money
so they can see you.
651
00:38:37,357 --> 00:38:40,224
But right by the cash register
is right by the door,
652
00:38:40,318 --> 00:38:42,434
so that works out even better
653
00:38:43,196 --> 00:38:45,778
there's also dumpster diving.
654
00:38:45,865 --> 00:38:48,447
You call shakey's pizza.
655
00:38:48,535 --> 00:38:51,572
You can do it right out in front
of the restaurant at a pay phone.
656
00:38:51,663 --> 00:38:53,779
They got a pay phone out front.
657
00:38:53,873 --> 00:38:57,115
You call 'em up, you order
these hawailan-style pizzas
658
00:38:57,210 --> 00:38:58,791
with Canadian bacon, you know.
659
00:38:58,878 --> 00:39:03,497
Yes, I'd like a large pepperoni pizza
with pineapple on it.
660
00:39:03,591 --> 00:39:07,334
They ask your name and your number
and you give it fo 'em.
661
00:39:07,428 --> 00:39:10,966
Uh, regular crust. Richard.
662
00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:16,476
345-9762.
663
00:39:18,439 --> 00:39:19,849
Yes, it is.
664
00:39:21,484 --> 00:39:23,020
All righty. Bye-bye.
665
00:39:23,111 --> 00:39:25,978
You hang up,
they call you right back, you know.
666
00:39:26,072 --> 00:39:28,313
You say, "yeah, I ordered
this, this, and this,"
667
00:39:28,408 --> 00:39:30,649
they say "all ight," and you hang up.
668
00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:35,320
Yes, this is Richard.
669
00:39:37,333 --> 00:39:38,823
Yes, I did.
670
00:39:41,087 --> 00:39:45,376
Uh, thin crust
with, uh, pepperoni and pineapple.
671
00:39:45,466 --> 00:39:47,002
All righty. Bye-bye.
672
00:39:50,763 --> 00:39:54,347
And then about an hour, you know,
nobody comes fo claim the pizzas,
673
00:39:54,434 --> 00:39:56,971
and they set 'em out
in the dumpster in the boxes.
674
00:39:57,061 --> 00:40:02,226
And you go over there, you know,
you got six or seven free pizzas.
675
00:40:03,610 --> 00:40:08,855
It's easy fo survive without pulling
tricks or dates on the streels.
676
00:40:13,161 --> 00:40:16,403
You get two hits out of every pack, man.
Five dollars a hit.
677
00:40:19,292 --> 00:40:23,581
I sell it all the time, man.
It sells like pancakes. Hell yeah.
678
00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:25,787
Me and junior made
over a hundred and something bucks
679
00:40:25,882 --> 00:40:29,124
selling nothing but bunk at a concert.
680
00:40:29,218 --> 00:40:32,585
Then we went and bought some good cocaine
and...
681
00:40:34,098 --> 00:40:36,218
Oh, you guys be trippin', man!
682
00:40:36,309 --> 00:40:38,925
You never really
see James around that much.
683
00:40:39,812 --> 00:40:43,304
He's always off gone somewhere, you know.
684
00:40:43,399 --> 00:40:46,516
No tellin' what he's doing.
I doubt if he's turning tricks, though.
685
00:40:49,364 --> 00:40:53,824
The first one you do, the last two we do.
But you make sure that we do them, okay?
686
00:40:53,910 --> 00:40:56,470
It's your responsibility to make sure
you walk out of here alive.
687
00:40:56,496 --> 00:40:57,702
All right.
688
00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:00,738
Okay, hold a fist for me.
689
00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:05,420
There we go.
690
00:41:13,346 --> 00:41:15,837
You gotta be over 18 to sell blood,
691
00:41:15,932 --> 00:41:18,969
so the kids on the streets can't sell it,
692
00:41:19,060 --> 00:41:21,847
so they can't make money that way.
693
00:41:21,938 --> 00:41:25,226
But if you get a fake ID and you look 18,
694
00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:27,853
you can go there and sell blood.
695
00:41:30,071 --> 00:41:33,529
I asked Steve.
He gives me big old leftovers like this.
696
00:41:33,616 --> 00:41:35,948
- Big plateful that's this high and shit.
- Ugh! Leftovers.
697
00:41:36,035 --> 00:41:38,401
I could give you a big old foot
full of something right now.
698
00:41:38,496 --> 00:41:42,535
No, leftovers from the same night.
You know, like lasagna and shit.
699
00:41:42,625 --> 00:41:46,334
49th and kenyon.
He was telling me that your friends -
700
00:41:46,421 --> 00:41:48,912
no, my friends.
I said, "remember that address for me."
701
00:41:49,007 --> 00:41:52,420
- Oh, okay.
- Hey, back off, Jackson. I gotta -
702
00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:53,841
Donna!
703
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:57,327
- Back off.
- Give me your money, boy.
704
00:41:57,390 --> 00:42:00,302
- Give me my money.
- Give you your money?
705
00:42:00,393 --> 00:42:03,273
Yeah, give me - it's gonna be
my money when I take it from you.
706
00:42:03,354 --> 00:42:06,096
- Donna!
- How much money you think I took?
707
00:42:06,190 --> 00:42:08,226
Whatever you got
in your pocket's mine.
708
00:42:08,317 --> 00:42:10,103
Uh, let me see.
709
00:42:11,696 --> 00:42:13,061
Crap!
710
00:42:13,573 --> 00:42:15,551
- What was that?
- We just playing.
711
00:42:15,575 --> 00:42:18,108
If you're a goddamn woman,
why don't you act like one?
712
00:42:18,202 --> 00:42:21,035
- Fuck you. Fuck you.
- Don't you know how?
713
00:42:21,122 --> 00:42:23,600
- Don't you know how to act like a woman?
- I am a woman! Yeah!
714
00:42:23,624 --> 00:42:24,624
Well, then act like one!
715
00:42:24,709 --> 00:42:27,166
I don't have to act like
all these bitches down here, hell no!
716
00:42:27,253 --> 00:42:30,541
I'm not talking about acting like a bitch!
Talking about acting like a woman, Lulu!
717
00:42:30,631 --> 00:42:32,568
- You don't do that!
- Fuck you! You ain't my man!
718
00:42:32,592 --> 00:42:33,592
You don't tell me shit!
719
00:42:33,676 --> 00:42:35,712
I wouldn't be your man
even if you liked men!
720
00:42:35,803 --> 00:42:39,045
You can't tell me shit!
You can't tell me nothing!
721
00:42:39,140 --> 00:42:40,846
Bitch, I'm telling you
all kinds of things!
722
00:42:40,933 --> 00:42:42,173
Fuck you, punk!
723
00:42:42,935 --> 00:42:43,935
Yeah, punk!
724
00:42:44,020 --> 00:42:45,020
- Bitch!
- Punk!
725
00:42:45,104 --> 00:42:46,104
- Ho!
- Punk!
726
00:42:46,189 --> 00:42:47,645
- Tramp!
- Get your kc,
727
00:42:47,732 --> 00:42:50,690
the one with the burning
goddamn gonorrhea!
728
00:42:50,777 --> 00:42:53,109
I ain't putting on a dress for noboay.
729
00:42:53,196 --> 00:42:55,437
I haven't done it since I was 76.
730
00:42:57,575 --> 00:42:59,486
I've had my nose broke five times.
731
00:43:00,953 --> 00:43:04,537
And I've had both sets of my eye bones
on top and bottom broke.
732
00:43:04,624 --> 00:43:06,410
Kiss my motherfuckin' ass!
733
00:43:06,501 --> 00:43:08,412
I've had my jaw cracked three times.
734
00:43:08,503 --> 00:43:10,915
He ain't got nothin' on me!
What the fuck is it to you?
735
00:43:11,005 --> 00:43:13,087
11 tell people
they can beat the shit out of me,
736
00:43:13,174 --> 00:43:15,415
but they're not getting me
away from down here.
737
00:43:18,805 --> 00:43:21,171
Calvin and Erica been down here?
738
00:43:21,265 --> 00:43:22,721
Erica was, yeah.
739
00:43:22,809 --> 00:43:26,222
'Cause I hear - this girl told me
that they're after my ass.
740
00:43:26,312 --> 00:43:27,848
So I gotta keep it cool.
741
00:43:28,606 --> 00:43:31,268
Man, I wouldn't even worry about 'em.
742
00:43:32,151 --> 00:43:36,611
A lot of people after my ass 'cause
I'm not working anymore, so I don't know.
743
00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:39,359
Well, be with me
and you wouldn't have to work.
744
00:43:39,450 --> 00:43:41,566
- No.
- I'm serious.
745
00:43:41,661 --> 00:43:43,401
No.
746
00:43:43,496 --> 00:43:45,737
No motherfucker's gonna fuck with you.
747
00:43:46,999 --> 00:43:48,990
No, I'm just not gonna
come down here anymore.
748
00:43:49,085 --> 00:43:52,122
- I just felt coming down here today.
- Let me get your phone number then,
749
00:43:52,213 --> 00:43:54,579
so I can call you, so we can
go out for pizza or something.
750
00:43:54,674 --> 00:43:56,005
I don't have a phone right now.
751
00:43:56,092 --> 00:43:58,549
Well, let me give you my number
and you call me.
752
00:43:59,303 --> 00:44:01,760
- Okay, whatever.
- Anybody got a pen?
753
00:44:01,848 --> 00:44:04,430
Don't got no pen. Anybody got a pen?
754
00:44:04,517 --> 00:44:07,475
Say, anybody got a pen?
755
00:44:07,562 --> 00:44:09,302
Nobody got a pen.
756
00:44:10,523 --> 00:44:11,808
Fuck.
757
00:44:11,899 --> 00:44:15,187
There's a pen. Thank you, sir.
Anybody got a piece of paper now?
758
00:44:23,953 --> 00:44:25,284
Whoa!
759
00:44:26,914 --> 00:44:29,576
Well, you gained
about three inches in height
760
00:44:29,667 --> 00:44:32,951
since we saw you
almost a year and a half ago.
761
00:44:33,045 --> 00:44:35,925
You haven't gained much weight.
You're about the same weight as you were.
762
00:44:36,007 --> 00:44:39,340
I eat all the time,
but I don't gain no weight or nothing.
763
00:44:39,427 --> 00:44:41,338
Think there's a worm
inside me or something.
764
00:44:41,429 --> 00:44:43,465
- You think you got worms, huh?
- I don't know.
765
00:44:43,556 --> 00:44:45,547
- I want to get it checked out.
- Sure.
766
00:44:45,641 --> 00:44:47,757
Can you sort of straighten up?
767
00:44:47,852 --> 00:44:49,592
Do you spend a lot of time on the streets?
768
00:44:49,687 --> 00:44:50,687
Yup.
769
00:44:50,771 --> 00:44:53,763
- What do you do down there?
- Panhandle. Just hang around.
770
00:44:53,858 --> 00:44:56,941
- Hug all the girls and stuff.
- Mmm.
771
00:44:57,028 --> 00:44:59,440
- You got a lot of girlfriends?
- Yup.
772
00:44:59,530 --> 00:45:00,530
Mmm.
773
00:45:00,615 --> 00:45:03,106
Let's see those tonsils
and see how they look now.
774
00:45:03,201 --> 00:45:06,113
- Ah!
- That's good. That's good. Take it easy.
775
00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:09,236
When did you have tonsillitis last?
776
00:45:09,332 --> 00:45:11,948
Um, let's see.
777
00:45:12,043 --> 00:45:15,911
When I was locked up in echo Glen.
That was maybe two months ago.
778
00:45:16,005 --> 00:45:17,605
- Did you go to school last year?
- Nope.
779
00:45:17,673 --> 00:45:19,288
For two years, I haven't been to school.
780
00:45:19,383 --> 00:45:21,795
So you haven't been to school
since you were 12, huh?
781
00:45:21,886 --> 00:45:23,422
No. I'm 16.
782
00:45:23,512 --> 00:45:24,843
- You're 16 now?
- Yep.
783
00:45:24,931 --> 00:45:28,549
- Does it hurt when I do this?
- Nope. It feels good.
784
00:45:28,643 --> 00:45:29,678
Feels good, huh?
785
00:45:29,769 --> 00:45:31,430
What do you think
youd like to do someday?
786
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:33,306
I don't know.
787
00:45:33,397 --> 00:45:36,059
- Anything interest you at all?
- Nope.
788
00:45:36,150 --> 00:45:38,732
You got lots of big glands in your neck.
789
00:45:38,819 --> 00:45:41,276
You got chronically infected tonsils,
790
00:45:41,364 --> 00:45:45,733
which certainly don't help
your growth and your nutrition any.
791
00:45:45,826 --> 00:45:48,442
I might join the Navy
if the world lasts that long.
792
00:45:48,537 --> 00:45:51,370
Reagan's sending all them marines
shooting everybody.
793
00:45:51,457 --> 00:45:54,290
All them marines gettin' shootin',
cuttin' out Russia,
794
00:45:54,377 --> 00:45:56,493
and Russia's probably gonna
bomb us or something.
795
00:45:56,587 --> 00:45:58,168
- Yeah, right there.
- That hurts, huh?
796
00:45:58,256 --> 00:46:00,372
- Yeah.
- That hurt bad or just a little?
797
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:01,956
- Just a little.
- Just a little, huh?
798
00:46:02,051 --> 00:46:04,588
Oh! Right there hurts. Oh, yeah.
799
00:46:05,596 --> 00:46:08,633
Yeah, I had a blade like that
until I got busted.
800
00:46:08,724 --> 00:46:11,010
It was that black one right there.
801
00:46:11,686 --> 00:46:14,428
You ain't got 50 cents?
802
00:46:14,522 --> 00:46:17,104
Not today. I got a job.
803
00:46:17,191 --> 00:46:19,477
- You want a job?
- Nah.
804
00:46:19,568 --> 00:46:24,813
Why don't you just walk up to some guy
and ask him for 50 cents to catch the bus?
805
00:46:24,907 --> 00:46:28,024
- 'Cause I ain't got a face like yours.
- Oh, it'll work.
806
00:46:28,119 --> 00:46:33,079
He's the worst one on pike street.
He's the worst one out of them all.
807
00:46:33,165 --> 00:46:35,247
He'll be your buddy
when you're face to face,
808
00:46:35,334 --> 00:46:38,246
but as soon as you turn around,
you got a knife in your back.
809
00:46:38,337 --> 00:46:39,668
It ain't worth it.
810
00:46:41,882 --> 00:46:46,672
You learn how to fight,
one way or another, or you disappear.
811
00:46:47,722 --> 00:46:50,213
I know how to fight,
but I like disappearing.
812
00:46:51,309 --> 00:46:55,598
My mother and father got a divorce
when I was about a year old.
813
00:46:55,688 --> 00:47:00,557
My mother decided
I should go to a foster home.
814
00:47:00,651 --> 00:47:04,314
About five years ago, my father says,
"I want you to come over."
815
00:47:04,405 --> 00:47:07,238
So, I spent six months with my father.
816
00:47:07,950 --> 00:47:10,942
Six months were up,
nobody could find my mother.
817
00:47:11,037 --> 00:47:13,699
A year went up,
nobody could find my mother.
818
00:47:13,789 --> 00:47:16,906
My father got tired of me and my sister.
819
00:47:17,001 --> 00:47:18,866
He fold me fo leave.
820
00:47:18,961 --> 00:47:20,497
I left
821
00:47:24,008 --> 00:47:25,498
hi. Is mom there?
822
00:47:27,428 --> 00:47:29,259
Hi. How ya doing?
823
00:47:30,431 --> 00:47:33,844
Nothin". Just called
to tell you I'm okay and shit.
824
00:47:35,102 --> 00:47:37,388
Where am I? None of your business.
825
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,391
You don't even know.
826
00:47:39,482 --> 00:47:42,940
No, call me a prostitute.
Come on, I dare you to.
827
00:47:43,027 --> 00:47:44,563
No, that's not what I'm doing,
828
00:47:44,653 --> 00:47:47,110
but that's what you called me
last time I was gone.
829
00:47:47,198 --> 00:47:48,984
Yes, you did.
830
00:47:50,159 --> 00:47:53,026
I called to tell you I'm okay,
to see how you were doing,
831
00:47:53,120 --> 00:47:55,736
and now I'm gonna hang up saying I'm okay.
832
00:47:56,707 --> 00:48:00,825
And I hope you have fun
with your stupid-ass husband. Bye.
833
00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:03,536
Ooh, she pisses me off.
834
00:48:06,425 --> 00:48:09,041
Shellie, she's a real sweet girl.
835
00:48:09,136 --> 00:48:11,798
The streets is nothing
for a girl that young.
836
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:16,303
I mean, 14 years old and on the streets?
837
00:48:17,061 --> 00:48:20,599
I've taken care of her a little
here and there, made sure she's eatin'
838
00:48:20,689 --> 00:48:22,600
she's like a little sister.
839
00:48:30,908 --> 00:48:35,322
I like women for the simple reason
they're sweel,
840
00:48:35,413 --> 00:48:38,325
they're caring, they need care.
841
00:48:38,416 --> 00:48:44,457
With somebody
that cares and loves me.
842
00:48:46,549 --> 00:48:48,460
In return I'll give them
everything I've got.
843
00:48:48,551 --> 00:48:52,169
One thing I don't do
is fall in love in two or three days.
844
00:48:53,013 --> 00:48:55,675
I've made many mistakes.
You've never lived on the streets.
845
00:48:55,766 --> 00:48:57,427
I've made many mistakes -
846
00:48:57,518 --> 00:49:00,100
I have so lived on the streets before.
847
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:02,974
Not like this. Not like I have.
848
00:49:03,065 --> 00:49:05,056
I don't want to live
on the streets like you have.
849
00:49:05,151 --> 00:49:07,062
I'm not going to either, man.
850
00:49:07,153 --> 00:49:09,064
Are you gonna help me dye my hair?
851
00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:12,363
- Hell no. I can't dye hair, man.
- I'll do it myself then.
852
00:49:12,450 --> 00:49:14,441
I'll do it myself then.
853
00:49:14,535 --> 00:49:17,698
I don't know how I'm gonna do it,
but I'm gonna do it myself then.
854
00:49:18,581 --> 00:49:20,993
Why do you want your hair dyed?
855
00:49:21,083 --> 00:49:22,664
To change?
856
00:49:24,128 --> 00:49:27,666
Not actually to change.
To get away from everything.
857
00:49:27,756 --> 00:49:30,793
That ain't gonna get you away
from Jack shit, honey.
858
00:49:30,885 --> 00:49:33,297
It will, considering
I'm gonna dye my hair.
859
00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:37,721
My mom's got seven kids.
860
00:49:37,808 --> 00:49:40,174
She's 32
861
00:49:40,269 --> 00:49:43,181
I can't have you living out on the street.
862
00:49:43,272 --> 00:49:45,604
So? I can't have me living here.
863
00:49:47,776 --> 00:49:50,734
I'm trying to get
some input from you, shellie,
864
00:49:50,821 --> 00:49:52,686
anything but sarcasm.
865
00:49:52,781 --> 00:49:54,737
That's all I get around here.
866
00:49:54,825 --> 00:49:59,364
- That's all I ever hear from Larry.
- That's his way of dealing with people.
867
00:49:59,455 --> 00:50:00,945
Right.
868
00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:04,123
He makes me sick.
869
00:50:05,085 --> 00:50:08,202
From when I was little
and he was a pervert and shit.
870
00:50:08,297 --> 00:50:10,504
When every time I remembered that,
871
00:50:10,591 --> 00:50:14,630
every time I remember what he did to me,
when he took advantage of me and shit -
872
00:50:14,720 --> 00:50:16,506
I didn't know. You wouldn't tell me.
873
00:50:16,597 --> 00:50:20,465
I didn't know it
until you started asking me!
874
00:50:20,559 --> 00:50:24,097
- But you wouldn't tell me then.
- I told you that he did.
875
00:50:24,188 --> 00:50:27,521
When you asked me
if he did a certain thing, I said, "yeah."
876
00:50:27,608 --> 00:50:30,850
And then when you went and told him,
ever since then he's hated me.
877
00:50:31,654 --> 00:50:33,485
Yeah, but he didn't do it anymore.
878
00:50:33,572 --> 00:50:36,689
So? I still hate him
for doing it to begin with.
879
00:50:43,165 --> 00:50:49,161
My wishes would be
fo have a small family that was happy.
880
00:50:49,255 --> 00:50:53,339
Just my older brother and my real dad
and me and my mom.
881
00:50:53,425 --> 00:50:55,131
Nobody else.
882
00:50:59,974 --> 00:51:03,011
Shadow asked me,
if he found a place for me fo stay,
883
00:51:03,102 --> 00:51:05,263
a permanent place, would I stay there?
884
00:51:05,354 --> 00:51:07,390
And I said, "yeah, probably."
885
00:51:07,481 --> 00:51:10,223
He says, "well, Patti and munchkin
said you can stay with them.
886
00:51:10,317 --> 00:51:12,478
They need the money for rent.โ
887
00:51:13,195 --> 00:51:15,732
I grew up with munchkin.
888
00:51:15,823 --> 00:51:18,860
For a long time, I ran around with him.
889
00:51:19,952 --> 00:51:23,820
And Patti, I met her down here
about three years ago
890
00:51:23,914 --> 00:51:28,533
beating the heck out of some old dude
cause he said something wrong to her.
891
00:51:31,714 --> 00:51:33,545
Patti and munchkin are very -
892
00:51:33,632 --> 00:51:37,375
they - they were, in my eyes,
maae for each other.
893
00:51:45,311 --> 00:51:48,474
They argue.
But doesn't all love affairs argue?
894
00:51:48,564 --> 00:51:51,852
Get him, hon.
895
00:51:51,942 --> 00:51:54,775
They're together,
and that's the way it is.
896
00:51:54,862 --> 00:51:58,821
Patti and munchkin are a team.
That's the way they work the best.
897
00:51:58,907 --> 00:52:03,492
A street couple
that are struggling to survive.
898
00:52:10,669 --> 00:52:15,629
Every person,
no matter how big or tough they are,
899
00:52:15,716 --> 00:52:17,798
should always have a partner.
900
00:52:19,678 --> 00:52:23,967
You never want fo go
on the streets alone. It's a mistake.
901
00:52:24,058 --> 00:52:26,424
Whoo!
902
00:52:26,518 --> 00:52:31,603
It's just you'll get lonely,
you'll get upset, you'll get beat up.
903
00:52:31,690 --> 00:52:36,935
Because you never can tell if someone's
gonna come up from the front of you
904
00:52:37,029 --> 00:52:38,690
and start to get your attention,
905
00:52:38,781 --> 00:52:42,194
and then this other dude
is gonna walk up behind you
906
00:52:42,284 --> 00:52:44,491
and bust your fucking head.
907
00:52:44,578 --> 00:52:46,284
Partners are always belter.
908
00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:59,836
"Immediately after mixing,
squeeze preference.
909
00:52:59,927 --> 00:53:03,385
Mix all mixture
until thoroughly saturating hair.
910
00:53:03,472 --> 00:53:05,838
Loosely pile hair on top of head.
911
00:53:05,933 --> 00:53:11,599
Leaves your hair silky,
shiny and free of tangles."
912
00:53:11,689 --> 00:53:13,930
Okay. Goddamn glove.
913
00:53:16,068 --> 00:53:18,855
Well, I consider myself a playboy.
914
00:53:18,946 --> 00:53:21,813
A boyfriend is,
you're obligated to one girl.
915
00:53:21,907 --> 00:53:25,525
Apply on top of head lightly.
916
00:53:25,619 --> 00:53:31,159
I considered myself dependent
upon a couple of girls supporting me.
917
00:53:31,250 --> 00:53:35,368
But as far as being a pimp, no.
I never pushed them out onto the street.
918
00:53:36,839 --> 00:53:40,127
You can't be a boyfriend
and have three girlfriends,
919
00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,629
but you can be a playboy.
920
00:53:44,221 --> 00:53:48,385
A playboy is what I consider myself.
921
00:53:49,935 --> 00:53:52,551
Standby alert.
Death star approaching.
922
00:53:52,646 --> 00:53:55,604
Estimated time to firing range:
15 minufes.
923
00:54:01,780 --> 00:54:03,941
Let me see, shadow.
924
00:54:05,492 --> 00:54:06,607
See?
925
00:54:07,286 --> 00:54:08,776
Thank you. You're welcome.
926
00:54:08,871 --> 00:54:11,078
Hi, little boys. Want some candy?
927
00:54:13,959 --> 00:54:15,540
Goddamn.
928
00:54:15,627 --> 00:54:18,164
I can just see what
you're giving those little boys.
929
00:54:19,965 --> 00:54:23,002
I'm gonna get a tattoo right there
to cover this mess up.
930
00:54:23,093 --> 00:54:24,754
- Why?
- Why?
931
00:54:24,845 --> 00:54:27,427
Because that looks sick. Hold on.
932
00:54:27,514 --> 00:54:30,426
That right there
is what I'm gonna have done.
933
00:54:30,517 --> 00:54:32,303
- Really?
- Looks hungry, don't he?
934
00:54:32,394 --> 00:54:35,136
You ever heard of d&d -
dungeons and dragons?
935
00:54:35,230 --> 00:54:38,030
- Yeah. I've played it before.
- You have? Far out.
936
00:54:38,108 --> 00:54:42,226
Guess how much this is gonna cost me
to have it done in a tattoo right here?
937
00:54:42,321 --> 00:54:43,777
- How much?
- Fifty.
938
00:54:43,864 --> 00:54:46,571
Me and Patti want to get dragons
on each side of our arms.
939
00:54:46,658 --> 00:54:49,695
I want to get just this dragon.
It's one of my characters.
940
00:54:49,787 --> 00:54:52,278
- J all night long &
- He's my character.
941
00:54:54,708 --> 00:54:56,164
Shut up.
942
00:54:59,046 --> 00:55:01,378
Son of a fucking bitch.
943
00:55:01,465 --> 00:55:04,172
Shit, I don't know what's my problem.
944
00:55:08,180 --> 00:55:09,511
But now she's married again.
945
00:55:09,598 --> 00:55:13,466
That's why I'm not at home.
'Cause I can't stand my stepdad.
946
00:55:14,770 --> 00:55:17,512
Nobody can stand their stepdads.
947
00:55:18,649 --> 00:55:21,812
Some people get along fine with them.
My first -
948
00:55:21,902 --> 00:55:24,689
too much smoke. My first stepdad was okay.
949
00:55:24,780 --> 00:55:28,272
I got an idea that - it's fantastic.
950
00:55:28,367 --> 00:55:30,278
We'll make some money and then you can -
951
00:55:30,369 --> 00:55:33,611
we'll put it in,
uh, Lee & sons thrift shop.
952
00:55:33,705 --> 00:55:37,573
We're gonna open up our own store,
like that thrift store I had.
953
00:55:37,668 --> 00:55:38,668
Mm-hmm.
954
00:55:38,752 --> 00:55:41,835
Now as soon as I'm out a little while
I want you to come with me,
955
00:55:41,922 --> 00:55:45,460
'cause I've already talked to some people
about a building in maybe redmond.
956
00:55:45,551 --> 00:55:48,279
Look around out there. See if there's
any good thrift shops out there.
957
00:55:48,303 --> 00:55:51,045
- All right.
- I was supposed to get out this Friday.
958
00:55:51,139 --> 00:55:54,506
But I won't because I've got to wait
for the damn parole board.
959
00:55:54,601 --> 00:55:56,808
If it'd just been that burglary
it'd been all right,
960
00:55:56,895 --> 00:56:00,228
but it was that stupid arson thing,
so the board wants to talk to me.
961
00:56:00,941 --> 00:56:04,229
And like he said and everybody says,
you know, I've done 30 years.
962
00:56:04,319 --> 00:56:07,903
What the hell good is it gonna do
to make me do a couple more years?
963
00:56:07,990 --> 00:56:10,481
I've only got three years left on my Max.
964
00:56:10,576 --> 00:56:15,661
- Are you in a cell by yourself?
- No, I-I'm in the - I'm in the mean tank.
965
00:56:15,747 --> 00:56:18,363
That's a-5. That's the mean tank.
966
00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:20,603
That's for guys who've done time
and everything before.
967
00:56:20,627 --> 00:56:21,958
For a felony and stuff? Yeah.
968
00:56:22,045 --> 00:56:24,832
- Is a bunch of the jokers in there?
- Two of 'em are, yeah.
969
00:56:24,923 --> 00:56:26,459
Is one stubbs? Yeah.
970
00:56:26,550 --> 00:56:28,962
- Tell him I say hi.
- Yeah, yeah.
971
00:56:29,803 --> 00:56:32,545
What's this? You're gonna have
to take your tonsils out?
972
00:56:32,639 --> 00:56:36,882
They say it's always infected and stuff,
so I don't know.
973
00:56:36,977 --> 00:56:39,218
They think that's why
I'm so small and stuff.
974
00:56:39,313 --> 00:56:42,305
Well, you know, that's funny.
I was that way too.
975
00:56:42,399 --> 00:56:44,981
- Were you small like this and stuff?
- Yep, yep.
976
00:56:45,068 --> 00:56:46,899
So it could just be...
977
00:56:47,654 --> 00:56:49,019
And then they took them out,
978
00:56:49,114 --> 00:56:51,776
and about a year after that,
I got almost as big as I am now.
979
00:56:51,867 --> 00:56:54,950
'Cause I eat all the time and stuff,
and I don't gain no weight.
980
00:56:55,037 --> 00:56:58,996
Wait, after - so, you think it's just -
what do you call it?
981
00:56:59,082 --> 00:57:01,164
- Tonsils and adenoids.
- Yeah, but -
982
00:57:01,251 --> 00:57:03,958
- heditary - hereditary.
- Yeah, yeah.
983
00:57:04,046 --> 00:57:07,209
All right. Yeah, how much are you smoking?
984
00:57:07,299 --> 00:57:12,009
Oh, I'm cuttin' down
to maybe four cigarettes a day.
985
00:57:12,095 --> 00:57:13,585
Four or five.
986
00:57:14,848 --> 00:57:17,681
All right. Well, that's good.
987
00:57:17,768 --> 00:57:20,601
You know, don't smoke too much
'cause that's bad too.
988
00:57:20,687 --> 00:57:22,223
All right, hold on.
989
00:57:23,774 --> 00:57:25,264
Still messing with that weed?
990
00:57:25,359 --> 00:57:27,600
- Huh?
- Still messing with that weed?
991
00:57:27,694 --> 00:57:28,979
A little.
992
00:57:30,322 --> 00:57:32,654
- How about anything else?
- Nope.
993
00:57:32,741 --> 00:57:36,074
- Let me see your arms.
- My arms? Why?
994
00:57:36,161 --> 00:57:37,526
Undo your sleeve.
995
00:57:37,621 --> 00:57:40,704
No, I haven't been doing none of that.
Here, I'll even show you. Here.
996
00:57:40,791 --> 00:57:42,827
See? Hold on.
997
00:57:42,918 --> 00:57:44,783
- See? Nothing.
- Okay.
998
00:57:45,545 --> 00:57:47,706
- What you messing with?
- Huh?
999
00:57:47,798 --> 00:57:49,413
- What you messing with?
- Nothing.
1000
00:57:51,385 --> 00:57:53,250
You've got intelligence.
You've got my brain.
1001
00:57:53,345 --> 00:57:56,382
But you're like me.
1002
00:57:58,308 --> 00:58:01,721
What do you wanna be,
a little punk on the street?
1003
00:58:01,812 --> 00:58:04,428
Huh? Eh? You wanna be a little punk?
1004
00:58:04,523 --> 00:58:07,390
A little smart-ass little punk.
That's all you think you are.
1005
00:58:07,484 --> 00:58:09,770
You're gonna wind up just like I am.
1006
00:58:09,861 --> 00:58:13,353
Look at me when I talk at you. Look at me.
1007
00:58:13,448 --> 00:58:15,154
Pay attention to me.
1008
00:58:15,242 --> 00:58:19,110
That's the dang trouble.
You haven't paid any attention to me.
1009
00:58:19,204 --> 00:58:22,742
There's a guy in our tank, 24 years old.
1010
00:58:22,833 --> 00:58:26,792
They just gave him four life sentences.
1011
00:58:26,878 --> 00:58:28,960
Twenty-four years old.
1012
00:58:29,047 --> 00:58:33,006
It won't be too damn many more years
that they'll be doing that to you.
1013
00:58:33,635 --> 00:58:35,375
They're not gonna slap your little hand
1014
00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:37,381
and send you up to echo Glen
or some damn place.
1015
00:58:37,472 --> 00:58:40,464
Is that what you want? Huh?
1016
00:58:40,559 --> 00:58:41,765
No.
1017
00:58:43,270 --> 00:58:46,262
Yeah, you say it now
'cause you're sitting here talking to me.
1018
00:58:46,356 --> 00:58:49,348
Get your hands out of your mouth.
Let me see your fingers.
1019
00:58:50,235 --> 00:58:52,226
Still biting your damn nails too,
ain't you?
1020
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:53,526
- Yep.
- Huh?
1021
00:58:53,613 --> 00:58:55,979
- Yep.
- When you gonna stop doing that?
1022
00:58:56,950 --> 00:59:00,784
Huh? When you gonna stop doing that?
1023
00:59:00,871 --> 00:59:03,203
You're out there,
tough guy on the street, man.
1024
00:59:03,290 --> 00:59:06,623
Big-time, tough little punk
is all you are.
1025
00:59:06,710 --> 00:59:09,122
Can't even quit biting your fingernails.
1026
00:59:09,212 --> 00:59:12,079
You're too goddamn little
to be tough, kid.
1027
00:59:16,136 --> 00:59:17,251
I'm - I'm serious.
1028
00:59:17,345 --> 00:59:20,758
I love you very, very much, even though
I get mad at you and want to kill you.
1029
00:59:20,849 --> 00:59:24,387
I love you. You're - you're all I've got.
1030
00:59:24,478 --> 00:59:27,185
And unfortunately, I'm all you've got.
1031
00:59:28,148 --> 00:59:30,890
I'm gonna make it up to you. Eh?
1032
00:59:30,984 --> 00:59:33,646
For all the stuff that we didn't do.
1033
00:59:34,946 --> 00:59:37,107
You know? Eh?
1034
00:59:37,949 --> 00:59:40,110
I know I have to talk rough
to you sometimes, dewayne,
1035
00:59:40,202 --> 00:59:43,945
but you know that I love you
a whole big, big bunch.
1036
00:59:44,039 --> 00:59:46,530
If I get out this time, if I get out,
1037
00:59:46,625 --> 00:59:48,536
I'll keep you straight
and you keep me straight.
1038
00:59:48,627 --> 00:59:50,242
- Is that a deal?
- Mm-hmm.
1039
00:59:50,337 --> 00:59:51,417
- Huh?
- Mm-hmm.
1040
00:59:51,505 --> 00:59:55,874
Just remember, you and I is all we've got.
1041
00:59:56,885 --> 01:00:00,673
And together,
hey, there ain't nobody can whip us.
1042
01:00:00,764 --> 01:00:03,471
Ain't nobody can do anything to us.
1043
01:00:04,768 --> 01:00:06,133
I love you.
1044
01:00:06,228 --> 01:00:07,468
All right, bye.
1045
01:00:22,869 --> 01:00:27,329
Look at you. All beat up
and cut up and scarred up and drugged up.
1046
01:00:30,460 --> 01:00:31,916
I can't get over that.
1047
01:00:32,003 --> 01:00:36,292
After I sent for you all the way
from California, down there stranded.
1048
01:00:36,383 --> 01:00:39,671
And you didn't even thank me.
You ought to thank me now.
1049
01:00:39,761 --> 01:00:42,173
Thank you, mom.
1050
01:00:42,264 --> 01:00:44,755
Call her up. You can call her up.
1051
01:00:44,850 --> 01:00:49,310
Nikita and them calls me,
and Todd calls me.
1052
01:00:50,605 --> 01:00:53,187
- Do you love your mother?
- Yes.
1053
01:00:53,900 --> 01:00:55,765
When you gonna show me?
1054
01:00:56,862 --> 01:00:58,648
Hmm?
1055
01:00:58,738 --> 01:01:01,445
When you gonna make me proud?
1056
01:01:02,534 --> 01:01:05,196
So that's what you should do.
You should stop and see mom.
1057
01:01:05,287 --> 01:01:06,697
You know what I mean?
1058
01:01:06,788 --> 01:01:10,701
'Cause she is the only one
got a guide map to your life.
1059
01:01:10,792 --> 01:01:12,328
Because you can't go nowhere
1060
01:01:12,419 --> 01:01:15,582
unless you ask your mother
advices and things, you know that?
1061
01:01:15,672 --> 01:01:18,880
He don't want no advice right now.
He thinks he's doin' it.
1062
01:01:18,967 --> 01:01:21,754
- That's why he's getting knocked around.
- You think you're doin' it?
1063
01:01:21,845 --> 01:01:24,928
I love you, patrice.
You wanna go eat something?
1064
01:01:26,349 --> 01:01:28,465
I'm not gonna just give you my money now.
1065
01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:30,391
If you wanna go eat something,
I'll feed you.
1066
01:01:30,478 --> 01:01:31,934
- I'm not hungry, ma.
- Yes, you are.
1067
01:01:32,022 --> 01:01:33,603
What did you eat today?
1068
01:01:33,690 --> 01:01:38,184
Um... some cookies and, um...
1069
01:01:40,238 --> 01:01:41,728
- Junk food?
- And some juice.
1070
01:01:41,823 --> 01:01:44,860
You want something hot in your stomach.
That's what you need.
1071
01:01:44,951 --> 01:01:48,239
Well, if I give you some of my money,
what you gonna do with it?
1072
01:01:48,330 --> 01:01:49,695
Save it.
1073
01:01:49,789 --> 01:01:52,781
Oh, yeah. How you gonna save it out here?
1074
01:01:52,876 --> 01:01:56,334
You'll just tell me anything
just to shut me up, huh?
1075
01:01:56,421 --> 01:01:58,412
I'm tellin' you. He gonna save it.
1076
01:01:58,506 --> 01:02:01,589
- You got some money, mama?
- Mmm, a little change.
1077
01:02:01,676 --> 01:02:03,632
If I think you're buying
a pack of cigarettes,
1078
01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:06,132
next time I see you
I won't give you a dollar.
1079
01:02:06,223 --> 01:02:07,759
- Okay.
- Or some weed.
1080
01:02:07,849 --> 01:02:10,431
- Yeah, you better not.
- Mm-hmm.
1081
01:02:10,518 --> 01:02:14,010
You know, that's hard-work money.
I worked for that money.
1082
01:02:14,105 --> 01:02:17,268
- You spend it wisely. Okay?
- Okay.
1083
01:02:17,359 --> 01:02:19,566
And when you get straight,
you know where your house is.
1084
01:02:19,653 --> 01:02:21,018
- Okay.
- Okay.
1085
01:02:21,112 --> 01:02:22,898
And the only way
you can really get straight,
1086
01:02:22,989 --> 01:02:26,356
you have to stay in touch with mom,
because you can't straighten yourself.
1087
01:02:28,328 --> 01:02:31,445
I have seven brothers and sisters.
1088
01:02:31,539 --> 01:02:36,875
I lost one seven months ago
from, uh, cirrhosis of the liver.
1089
01:02:36,962 --> 01:02:39,248
She was 26.
1090
01:02:39,339 --> 01:02:41,455
I loved her a lot
1091
01:02:41,549 --> 01:02:46,589
it made me sort of loony
for about a month, month and a half
1092
01:02:46,680 --> 01:02:48,636
people thought I was going crazy.
1093
01:02:48,723 --> 01:02:51,339
I wasn't going crazy.
I just couldn't handle it.
1094
01:03:01,069 --> 01:03:02,229
Fuck that!
1095
01:03:02,320 --> 01:03:04,527
I just got out of jail
not even a month ago.
1096
01:03:04,614 --> 01:03:07,401
I ain't getting in no trouble, punk!
1097
01:03:07,492 --> 01:03:10,199
I bet you, guaranteed,
I got a bruise on my arm,
1098
01:03:10,287 --> 01:03:12,323
and I'm pressing charges on your ass.
1099
01:03:12,414 --> 01:03:13,699
Punk!
1100
01:03:14,541 --> 01:03:17,499
'Cause I hate you
and I'm gonna get you for that.
1101
01:03:20,755 --> 01:03:23,838
- Hey, you want him?
- I'm not a him. I'm a her.
1102
01:03:23,925 --> 01:03:25,903
- Can you please calm down?
- I'm pressing charges.
1103
01:03:25,927 --> 01:03:28,009
- I want you to know that.
- Fine, you do that.
1104
01:03:28,096 --> 01:03:30,803
- Are you a sergeant?
- I'm asking you to please calm down.
1105
01:03:30,890 --> 01:03:31,890
I'm calm.
1106
01:03:31,975 --> 01:03:34,717
Now will you please leave?
Because we have quite a crowd here.
1107
01:03:35,478 --> 01:03:37,343
You're a punk!
1108
01:03:37,439 --> 01:03:39,020
Punk!
1109
01:03:42,027 --> 01:03:44,643
I don't give a fuck!
1110
01:04:04,716 --> 01:04:07,503
Falling in love, there's pain.
1111
01:04:12,432 --> 01:04:15,344
All you feel is the first initial needle.
1112
01:04:17,896 --> 01:04:22,310
The rest is lingering pain
from when the needle's pulled out
1113
01:04:29,324 --> 01:04:31,360
That burns.
1114
01:04:31,451 --> 01:04:34,943
- That's the worst part of it.
- Yeah, I know.
1115
01:04:40,335 --> 01:04:43,418
- Well, how do you like it?
- That's nice.
1116
01:04:51,930 --> 01:04:53,215
Honey...
1117
01:04:55,350 --> 01:04:57,466
Come and help me figure this out.
1118
01:04:57,560 --> 01:04:59,175
Now hold this.
1119
01:05:02,732 --> 01:05:04,643
- Right here.
- What, there?
1120
01:05:04,734 --> 01:05:07,066
Right there.
1121
01:05:07,153 --> 01:05:10,316
Bring your head back up here.
1122
01:05:12,409 --> 01:05:14,695
Shit burns your eyes, I'm telling you.
1123
01:05:14,786 --> 01:05:16,492
You're not supposed
to have your eyes open.
1124
01:05:16,579 --> 01:05:20,163
- Yeah, you poked me in my eye now.
- Stop being a jerk.
1125
01:05:20,250 --> 01:05:23,583
Thanks. You just wiped it
right across my fucking eye.
1126
01:05:23,670 --> 01:05:25,501
God, man.
1127
01:05:25,588 --> 01:05:28,421
Why don't you do
your own fucking perm, then?
1128
01:05:31,010 --> 01:05:36,130
I probably have
about a hundred kids on my caseload.
1129
01:05:36,224 --> 01:05:38,215
Of course, Patti is Patti.
1130
01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:39,924
She's an individualist,
1131
01:05:40,019 --> 01:05:42,476
and she'll go along with you
if you're doing what she wants,
1132
01:05:42,564 --> 01:05:46,557
but she isn't gonna do a damn thing
that she doesn't want to do.
1133
01:05:46,651 --> 01:05:49,438
I knocked on the door,
and I was just worried about you.
1134
01:05:49,529 --> 01:05:51,690
I don't care how worried
you're getting about me.
1135
01:05:51,781 --> 01:05:54,989
All I gotta say is, you don't got
no right walking into my house.
1136
01:05:55,076 --> 01:05:58,910
But this morning, we've got the -
you know, we've got job therapy.
1137
01:05:58,997 --> 01:06:01,409
We know that,
but, Jerry, you gotta understand
1138
01:06:01,499 --> 01:06:03,285
that you can't just be
walking into my house.
1139
01:06:03,376 --> 01:06:05,287
You might get shot, as far as you know.
1140
01:06:05,378 --> 01:06:09,587
I took the chance you wouldn't shoot me.
And then I did, I banged on the door -
1141
01:06:09,674 --> 01:06:11,665
well, the next time,
you're getting shot, okay?
1142
01:06:11,759 --> 01:06:12,759
Okay.
1143
01:06:12,844 --> 01:06:15,381
So that means the rent's due today, right?
1144
01:06:17,557 --> 01:06:19,468
- No.
- And if you're gonna stay here -
1145
01:06:19,559 --> 01:06:22,266
- not from what Bob says.
- Ltis.
1146
01:06:22,353 --> 01:06:24,969
I give Bob $20 and I told him
I'd give him the rest Friday.
1147
01:06:25,064 --> 01:06:28,602
This is the deal. If you're gonna stay
here, you've gotta go out to job therapy.
1148
01:06:28,693 --> 01:06:30,399
You can't tell me what to do.
1149
01:06:30,487 --> 01:06:32,773
We've been together,
working together on this.
1150
01:06:32,864 --> 01:06:35,025
Me and you ain't been together.
โWe have.
1151
01:06:35,116 --> 01:06:39,359
We've been working together, Patti.
And I'm concerned about you, you know.
1152
01:06:39,454 --> 01:06:42,287
I don't want you guys
to have to hit the bricks again.
1153
01:06:42,373 --> 01:06:44,785
I don't want you to have
to get back into some crap
1154
01:06:44,876 --> 01:06:47,413
that you shouldn't be involved in
to pay your rent.
1155
01:06:47,504 --> 01:06:51,668
You've got a chance
to make it a good way, okay?
1156
01:06:51,758 --> 01:06:55,546
Now, this guy has got some ideas
that can help you get a job.
1157
01:06:55,637 --> 01:06:56,968
That's a better life for you
1158
01:06:57,055 --> 01:07:00,047
than having to be hustling on the streets
or be down there pushing -
1159
01:07:00,141 --> 01:07:03,554
- who says we're hustling on the streets?
- How else you gonna make your money?
1160
01:07:06,606 --> 01:07:10,474
Most of the kids on the streefs,
that's how they survive.
1161
01:07:11,694 --> 01:07:14,231
They feel like if they don't do the dates,
1162
01:07:14,322 --> 01:07:17,530
that they're gonna be broke,
they're gonna have to dumpster dive,
1163
01:07:17,617 --> 01:07:19,323
they're gonna have to beg for money,
1164
01:07:19,410 --> 01:07:22,994
and that's gonna make them feel,
because they're girls,
1165
01:07:23,081 --> 01:07:24,867
like, "oh, I'm no good.
1166
01:07:24,958 --> 01:07:27,495
I'm dirty, I'm rotten, I'm a scum.
1167
01:07:27,585 --> 01:07:30,076
I'm living in this rathole, you know.
1168
01:07:30,922 --> 01:07:33,379
No water, no electricity, no nothing.
1169
01:07:33,466 --> 01:07:35,377
I'm begging for money.โ
1170
01:07:35,468 --> 01:07:39,177
I guess they feel
that's worse than pulling dates.
1171
01:07:39,931 --> 01:07:42,547
I don't know what their problem is.
1172
01:07:50,608 --> 01:07:54,396
Munchkin's the one that wants us out there
ho-ing and shit. I don't want to do it.
1173
01:07:54,487 --> 01:07:57,695
The only reason why I'm out there
is because, like I said, Patti -
1174
01:07:57,782 --> 01:08:00,364
Patti's out there
and she has to have somebody with her.
1175
01:08:00,451 --> 01:08:02,658
- But you wanna make him go to you -
- Hi
1176
01:08:02,745 --> 01:08:03,860
how you doing?
1177
01:08:03,955 --> 01:08:05,675
- I'm okay, how are you?
- Oh, hi.
1178
01:08:05,748 --> 01:08:07,613
And when I moved in with them, I said,
1179
01:08:07,709 --> 01:08:09,791
"Patti, I don't wanna be
ho-ing or anything."
1180
01:08:09,877 --> 01:08:14,041
She said, "you won't be.
Munchkin's not gonna pimp you or nothing."
1181
01:08:14,132 --> 01:08:16,498
Do you turn dates now?
1182
01:08:16,593 --> 01:08:18,800
Hell yeah. With her.
Me and Patti do.
1183
01:08:18,886 --> 01:08:21,127
I try to tell Patti I don't want to,
1184
01:08:21,222 --> 01:08:24,385
and she'll start bitching at me,
saying that I just missed a $100 date.
1185
01:08:24,475 --> 01:08:27,512
Every time I fuck up,
she says it was a $100 date.
1186
01:08:27,604 --> 01:08:30,095
When you do make money,
do you give it to munchkin?
1187
01:08:30,189 --> 01:08:32,726
- I give it to Patti.
- All of it?
1188
01:08:32,817 --> 01:08:34,182
And Patti gives it to munchkin.
1189
01:08:34,277 --> 01:08:36,237
And you haven't
got nothing out of it, huh?
1190
01:08:36,321 --> 01:08:37,527
Uh-uh.
1191
01:08:37,614 --> 01:08:41,027
Me and Patti are both mad right now,
because munchkins sending us out here.
1192
01:08:41,117 --> 01:08:44,735
He's sending both of us out here
fo fucking get him a suit.
1193
01:08:44,829 --> 01:08:47,696
All he wants is
a whole bunch of clothes and shit
1194
01:08:47,790 --> 01:08:50,657
get this. Patti hasn't pulled
any dates today at all.
1195
01:08:50,752 --> 01:08:52,413
- And you have?
- I did two.
1196
01:08:52,503 --> 01:08:54,619
Forty bucks each.
1197
01:08:54,714 --> 01:08:56,796
No, you don't know
what I'm doing, man.
1198
01:08:56,883 --> 01:08:59,625
- I don't like the shit that you think.
- Neither do I.
1199
01:08:59,719 --> 01:09:01,084
Doesn't make me happy.
1200
01:09:01,179 --> 01:09:04,296
That's why I walked by
without even talking to you.
1201
01:09:04,390 --> 01:09:06,910
For the simple reason that that's
what I thought you were doing.
1202
01:09:06,976 --> 01:09:10,264
But I ain't.
I don't do that kind of shit. I told you.
1203
01:09:10,355 --> 01:09:13,438
- Then what you doing just sittin' there?
- I'm talking!
1204
01:09:13,524 --> 01:09:17,437
All he does is fuckin' shoot
the shit up his damn arm, man.
1205
01:09:17,528 --> 01:09:20,235
Well, I told her, I said,
"hey, I can't handle this.
1206
01:09:20,323 --> 01:09:22,234
I'm gonna take off and shit."
1207
01:09:22,325 --> 01:09:24,816
Last night, she says,
"you ain't going nowhere."
1208
01:09:24,911 --> 01:09:26,697
And I said, "yes, I am."
1209
01:09:26,788 --> 01:09:29,746
This morning she was
talking all this shit about
1210
01:09:29,832 --> 01:09:33,541
how she was gonna sock me
if I even tried to go up there and stuff.
1211
01:09:33,628 --> 01:09:36,290
I mean, I was just tripping out.
1212
01:09:36,381 --> 01:09:40,340
How the hell can these people
just think they own me and shit?
1213
01:09:40,426 --> 01:09:41,426
Nobody does.
1214
01:09:41,511 --> 01:09:44,048
You end up with the wrong people
down here, it's just -
1215
01:09:44,138 --> 01:09:46,550
you wanna know who set me up
with the wrong people?
1216
01:09:46,641 --> 01:09:49,303
- Who?
- A person by the name of shadow.
1217
01:09:49,394 --> 01:09:50,474
Huh.
1218
01:09:52,522 --> 01:09:54,558
You changed too.
1219
01:09:54,649 --> 01:09:56,810
When I first ran into you,
you were real sweet.
1220
01:09:56,901 --> 01:09:59,313
- I still am. I still am.
- Oh, yeah, uh-huh.
1221
01:09:59,404 --> 01:10:02,111
When you ended up at George's,
you were a real pain in the ass.
1222
01:10:02,198 --> 01:10:03,529
Now you're even worse.
1223
01:10:03,616 --> 01:10:06,483
I was a real pain in the ass
because you fucking bullshitted me.
1224
01:10:06,577 --> 01:10:10,035
- You don't bullshit with me!
- But I keep wanting to. I don't know why.
1225
01:10:10,123 --> 01:10:12,830
Probably because I like you.
1226
01:10:12,917 --> 01:10:15,329
- Drop that cigarette.
- It's not done.
1227
01:10:17,714 --> 01:10:19,454
Now it's done.
1228
01:10:19,549 --> 01:10:22,541
I America j
1229
01:10:23,136 --> 01:10:26,424
I America j
1230
01:10:26,848 --> 01:10:32,138
j god shed his life on yall j
1231
01:10:38,317 --> 01:10:41,935
I like a lot of the girls
on the street
1232
01:10:42,029 --> 01:10:44,190
tiny, I like her especially.
1233
01:10:44,282 --> 01:10:45,863
She's a sweet girl.
1234
01:10:47,493 --> 01:10:48,824
You're a surprise.
1235
01:10:49,537 --> 01:10:51,027
Wanna go swimming?
1236
01:10:51,122 --> 01:10:54,364
You think I'm crazy or something?
1237
01:10:55,168 --> 01:10:57,329
Right. Let's just jump in.
1238
01:10:57,420 --> 01:10:58,500
All right.
1239
01:11:14,312 --> 01:11:17,520
How about a back flip?
1240
01:11:23,988 --> 01:11:26,821
The reason why I think rat is cute,
1241
01:11:26,908 --> 01:11:31,277
and the reason why I love him so much,
is because he's got pretty eyes.
1242
01:11:31,370 --> 01:11:34,703
I think they're brown or blue.
One or the other
1243
01:11:51,140 --> 01:11:54,758
I gotta go back to school someday.
1244
01:11:54,852 --> 01:11:59,312
'Cause I need a diploma
so I can get into the air force.
1245
01:11:59,398 --> 01:12:03,641
But right now,
the open road, usa, is for me.
1246
01:12:03,736 --> 01:12:06,148
Check you out.
1247
01:12:07,031 --> 01:12:10,068
I didn't talk to her much
about her being a prostitute.
1248
01:12:10,159 --> 01:12:13,526
She hadn't done it that often
from what she told me.
1249
01:12:16,082 --> 01:12:19,620
Now where's my kiss, honey-bunch?
1250
01:12:19,710 --> 01:12:21,416
Not with braces.
1251
01:12:30,471 --> 01:12:32,587
Okay, dewayne, right in here.
1252
01:12:32,682 --> 01:12:34,422
There we go.
1253
01:12:39,063 --> 01:12:41,270
I'm the smallest guy in the unit.
1254
01:12:41,357 --> 01:12:44,565
Are you? Yeah, for a while I thought
maybe you'd be in the other unit.
1255
01:12:44,652 --> 01:12:46,563
Junior boys? Nah, 'cause of my age.
1256
01:12:46,654 --> 01:12:50,192
- So when will I be released?
- Okay, now here's the deal.
1257
01:12:50,283 --> 01:12:55,277
Um, I got a phone call
from Kim yesterday, and I wasn't in.
1258
01:12:55,371 --> 01:12:57,077
Then I phoned Kim this morning
1259
01:12:57,164 --> 01:12:59,746
'cause I need to talk to her
before you get out of here.
1260
01:12:59,834 --> 01:13:02,826
They won't tell us nothing
unless we are his parents
1261
01:13:02,920 --> 01:13:07,334
or got a piece of paper that says
I'm his legal guardian, and I'm not.
1262
01:13:07,425 --> 01:13:09,653
Do you understand what I'm saying?
I am not his legal guardian.
1263
01:13:09,677 --> 01:13:11,338
No, I don't understand.
1264
01:13:11,429 --> 01:13:13,385
I'm temporary guardian.
1265
01:13:13,472 --> 01:13:15,804
No - fuck that pig.
1266
01:13:15,892 --> 01:13:19,100
So all I can do is just keep trying.
1267
01:13:19,186 --> 01:13:21,848
And as soon as I get ahold of her,
1268
01:13:21,939 --> 01:13:25,102
I've given permission for her
to come down and get you.
1269
01:13:25,192 --> 01:13:28,400
The court worker signed the papers
so she can get you out of here.
1270
01:13:28,487 --> 01:13:30,819
What do you want me to do? I'll do it!
1271
01:13:30,907 --> 01:13:34,775
I'll go down there and waste some time
and not find out where the fuck he's at.
1272
01:13:34,869 --> 01:13:36,860
Just shut up, man.
1273
01:13:36,954 --> 01:13:40,538
Kim, with that new baby,
she doesn't need any of these problems.
1274
01:13:40,625 --> 01:13:43,958
Youre in a really
touchy situation anyway, right?
1275
01:13:44,045 --> 01:13:49,005
You're living with an 18-year-old who used
to be real active on the streets herself.
1276
01:13:49,091 --> 01:13:51,548
- Kim's 20.
- Is she 20 now? Okay.
1277
01:13:51,636 --> 01:13:53,501
Legally, she's not a foster parent.
1278
01:13:53,596 --> 01:13:57,339
- Well, then give me his phone number!
- I go look in the phone book.
1279
01:13:57,433 --> 01:14:00,345
- Under "Jerry esterly"?
- No, under juvenile parole services.
1280
01:14:00,436 --> 01:14:05,396
They're closed, Steve. It's 5-fucking-15
in the fucking afternoon!
1281
01:14:05,483 --> 01:14:08,941
I think it's really good.
You guys are working out like a family.
1282
01:14:09,028 --> 01:14:11,064
And I think
it's a good arrangement for you.
1283
01:14:11,155 --> 01:14:15,945
But I don't want you getting busted
and messing that up. Okay?
1284
01:14:16,035 --> 01:14:20,244
Right now,
you're charged with selling pot.
1285
01:14:20,331 --> 01:14:22,196
So as far as you
staying away from downtown,
1286
01:14:22,291 --> 01:14:24,873
I don't care whether you
stay away from downtown or not.
1287
01:14:24,961 --> 01:14:26,622
You've got a lot of friends down there.
1288
01:14:26,712 --> 01:14:30,250
I think that you have to use
your own judgment on that.
1289
01:14:30,341 --> 01:14:31,831
- Yep.
- Okay?
1290
01:14:31,926 --> 01:14:34,759
Uh, you know the things
you'd better not be doing downtown.
1291
01:14:34,845 --> 01:14:36,836
- Yeah.
- The police, everybody knows you there.
1292
01:14:36,931 --> 01:14:37,931
- Yeah.
- Okay?
1293
01:14:38,015 --> 01:14:41,382
If you're dealing dope,
they're gonna bust you again.
1294
01:14:41,477 --> 01:14:42,762
And if you get busted again,
1295
01:14:42,853 --> 01:14:45,469
then you're not gonna get out of here
until after your hearing.
1296
01:14:57,493 --> 01:14:58,949
Shell start talking about,
1297
01:14:59,036 --> 01:15:01,652
"oh, I wanna have a kid,"
and all this shit
1298
01:15:01,747 --> 01:15:05,331
she just wants to get too serious
at too young of an age.
1299
01:15:05,418 --> 01:15:06,908
Aah!
1300
01:15:07,003 --> 01:15:08,539
She's only 14 years old,
1301
01:15:08,629 --> 01:15:11,166
and she makes it sound like
she's ready to get married.
1302
01:15:11,257 --> 01:15:14,920
- Well, then don't leave.
- I got to.
1303
01:15:15,011 --> 01:15:16,011
No, you don't.
1304
01:15:16,095 --> 01:15:19,007
Yeah, I gotta get Mike
out of juvenile hall.
1305
01:15:19,098 --> 01:15:20,098
Why?
1306
01:15:20,182 --> 01:15:23,265
'Cause I can't have
my best friend locked up.
1307
01:15:23,352 --> 01:15:25,559
Gotta go break him out.
1308
01:15:25,646 --> 01:15:28,353
Check you out.
1309
01:15:30,943 --> 01:15:33,104
I'm serious. I'm gonna go break him out.
1310
01:15:33,195 --> 01:15:35,402
Then we're gonna go to Florida.
1311
01:15:35,489 --> 01:15:37,901
And what if you get caught?
1312
01:15:38,659 --> 01:15:42,151
Oh, well. I'll still be with him.
1313
01:15:42,246 --> 01:15:45,079
They'll throw me in jail
right along with him.
1314
01:15:47,626 --> 01:15:51,494
Women are a pain in the ass
on the road.
1315
01:15:55,384 --> 01:15:56,794
Come here.
1316
01:16:00,389 --> 01:16:02,926
I can't stand watching you and that dog.
1317
01:16:03,017 --> 01:16:05,133
Shit.
1318
01:16:05,227 --> 01:16:07,092
Puppas!
1319
01:16:12,109 --> 01:16:14,270
- Throw that thing out the window.
- Uh-uh.
1320
01:16:14,361 --> 01:16:16,477
Ugly.
1321
01:16:16,572 --> 01:16:19,905
Aw, man. Shit.
1322
01:16:49,730 --> 01:16:51,958
He'll be with you soon.
Then we're gonna leave you alone.
1323
01:16:51,982 --> 01:16:53,702
We're not even going
to talk to you no more.
1324
01:16:53,776 --> 01:16:55,983
I don't want you guys
to be mad at me.
1325
01:16:56,070 --> 01:16:59,107
- Who's gonna be mad?
- Fuck you, Diane.
1326
01:16:59,198 --> 01:17:00,358
I wouldn't want you to.
1327
01:17:00,449 --> 01:17:02,314
I wouldn't want him to
with you either.
1328
01:17:10,000 --> 01:17:11,331
Somebody's watching.
1329
01:17:13,420 --> 01:17:15,581
She's going to kidnap me tonight
and take me home.
1330
01:17:15,673 --> 01:17:17,959
- Bullshit.
- Yeah, she is.
1331
01:17:18,050 --> 01:17:20,632
- You gettin' a new family.
- Bullshit.
1332
01:17:21,554 --> 01:17:25,138
- Go ahead and go with her.
- Why do you say that?
1333
01:17:25,224 --> 01:17:27,715
Because if you want to, go ahead.
1334
01:17:27,810 --> 01:17:29,425
Doesn't matter to me.
1335
01:17:41,490 --> 01:17:43,902
- Aha, I found it.
- Oh, you did.
1336
01:17:45,536 --> 01:17:49,120
We got in a fight.
She was drunk that night.
1337
01:17:49,206 --> 01:17:52,198
Mama, go away.
1338
01:17:52,293 --> 01:17:54,229
She was slapping on me
and I was slapping back on her
1339
01:17:54,253 --> 01:17:56,460
cause she hit me and I hit her back.
1340
01:17:56,547 --> 01:17:58,663
The masterpiece.
1341
01:18:01,177 --> 01:18:03,759
7he next day, she felt really bad.
1342
01:18:05,723 --> 01:18:07,701
Finally, one day, I woke up and said,
1343
01:18:07,725 --> 01:18:10,057
"I'm an alcoholic.
/'d better do something about it."
1344
01:18:10,144 --> 01:18:13,386
- You coming?
- Yeah, I'm a-coming, I'm a-coming.
1345
01:18:15,441 --> 01:18:17,773
- Goodbye, mama.
- Goodbye, honey. I love you.
1346
01:18:17,860 --> 01:18:19,771
- I love you too.
- I'll be back.
1347
01:18:46,847 --> 01:18:48,633
No fucking walls or anything.
1348
01:18:48,724 --> 01:18:51,136
You got one little stair into the bedroom.
1349
01:18:51,227 --> 01:18:54,344
And you can look over to see
there's a whole room in the front.
1350
01:18:54,438 --> 01:18:58,647
Then it has a bathroom, right?
It has fucking see-through curtains.
1351
01:18:58,734 --> 01:19:01,066
Jumped out the car and went "pow!"
1352
01:19:01,153 --> 01:19:02,734
What's your name?
1353
01:19:03,572 --> 01:19:05,403
Did somebody hurt you?
1354
01:19:05,491 --> 01:19:07,072
What did they do to you?
1355
01:19:07,159 --> 01:19:10,322
Hey, really, I won't hurt you.
See? I'm not...
1356
01:19:10,412 --> 01:19:14,200
- Looks like her jaw is broke.
- Her jaw is broken?
1357
01:19:14,291 --> 01:19:18,159
She's been banging her head on the wall.
Her eyes are rolling.
1358
01:19:18,254 --> 01:19:20,620
- What has she been taking?
- I don't know.
1359
01:19:20,714 --> 01:19:22,594
- Open your eyes.
- Her tongue was sticking out.
1360
01:19:22,633 --> 01:19:25,921
Come on now. We're here to help you.
I want to look at your eyes for a second.
1361
01:19:26,011 --> 01:19:28,673
Think somebody assaulted her,
to tell you the truth.
1362
01:19:28,764 --> 01:19:31,564
She take any medications?
1363
01:19:54,206 --> 01:19:56,868
You have
a half an hour for visiting.
1364
01:19:56,959 --> 01:19:58,495
A half hour?
1365
01:20:01,046 --> 01:20:04,664
- You're stupid!
- I am not. It wasn't my fault.
1366
01:20:04,758 --> 01:20:07,750
Well, if you wouldn't have been
in that next room,
1367
01:20:07,845 --> 01:20:10,336
hanging your fucking head
out the window, yelling,
1368
01:20:10,431 --> 01:20:14,674
"hey, guys, I'm over here! Look!
What you doing?"
1369
01:20:14,768 --> 01:20:16,633
I didn't say that!
1370
01:20:16,729 --> 01:20:19,721
Sitting there halfway out the window,
talking to 'em.
1371
01:20:19,815 --> 01:20:23,023
Can't ever keep
your fucking head in, can you?
1372
01:20:23,110 --> 01:20:26,022
Like Brian says,
"you can take the ho off the street,
1373
01:20:26,113 --> 01:20:29,150
but you can't take the street off the ho."
1374
01:20:33,954 --> 01:20:37,446
Oh, well. I guess it don't matter to me.
I didn't get arrested.
1375
01:20:37,541 --> 01:20:40,248
You're lucky. You're real lucky.
1376
01:20:40,336 --> 01:20:43,248
Just gotta stay one step ahead.
1377
01:20:43,339 --> 01:20:47,252
- You left me there!
- That's right. I sure did.
1378
01:20:47,343 --> 01:20:48,549
It wasn't my fault.
1379
01:20:48,635 --> 01:20:50,546
You didn't say,
"hey, rat, where are you going?
1380
01:20:50,637 --> 01:20:52,047
Hey, rat, take me with you."
1381
01:20:52,139 --> 01:20:55,882
I would've never got caught.
I wouldn't be in here till Monday.
1382
01:20:55,976 --> 01:20:57,716
I'll be gone by Monday.
1383
01:20:57,811 --> 01:21:01,599
I don't want you to leave.
Why can't you leave till next Sunday?
1384
01:21:01,690 --> 01:21:05,148
'Cause I got places to go
and things to do.
1385
01:21:05,235 --> 01:21:08,398
Wait till next Sunday. Come on.
1386
01:21:08,489 --> 01:21:12,027
This is the last time you guys
get to see me. Or you.
1387
01:21:12,117 --> 01:21:13,357
Oh, well.
1388
01:21:13,452 --> 01:21:17,240
You missed a good fight there tonight.
Lulu kicked this one whore's ass.
1389
01:21:18,248 --> 01:21:22,161
She said, "you bitch," and she fucking
smacked her right in the face.
1390
01:21:22,252 --> 01:21:24,959
You know, she didn't smack her.
She punched her.
1391
01:21:25,047 --> 01:21:29,632
Broad fell down, jumped up and just
took off running all the way up to pike -
1392
01:21:29,718 --> 01:21:31,629
who was this girl?
1393
01:21:31,720 --> 01:21:35,178
She's sort of tall.
She's real skinny, like you.
1394
01:21:35,265 --> 01:21:39,508
And she's got real dark,
short hair, black hair.
1395
01:21:40,646 --> 01:21:43,228
I'd show her to you,
but you ain't getting out till Monday,
1396
01:21:43,315 --> 01:21:45,476
and I'm leaving Sunday.
1397
01:21:45,567 --> 01:21:47,478
- Why?
- Why?
1398
01:21:47,569 --> 01:21:49,449
Why do you have to leave
a day before I get out?
1399
01:21:49,530 --> 01:21:53,990
Why? Because Monday, Mike gets out.
Gonna break him out Monday.
1400
01:21:54,076 --> 01:21:56,692
Thump! Take their cuff keys.
1401
01:21:56,787 --> 01:22:02,532
Open the door, take Mike's cuffs off,
and off to Alaska we go. That simple.
1402
01:22:02,626 --> 01:22:05,413
Maybe we'll stop through here
and pick you up.
1403
01:22:05,504 --> 01:22:07,836
- Maybe?
- Doubt it.
1404
01:22:08,757 --> 01:22:10,793
I doubt it, but maybe.
1405
01:22:13,554 --> 01:22:16,091
Oh, well. So long.
1406
01:22:26,358 --> 01:22:29,225
Tiny.
1407
01:22:29,319 --> 01:22:31,685
Hey, tiny.
1408
01:22:32,614 --> 01:22:34,775
What's the matter?
1409
01:22:37,703 --> 01:22:39,659
- What's the matter?
- Nothing.
1410
01:22:39,746 --> 01:22:41,282
Then why you crying?
1411
01:22:44,376 --> 01:22:46,458
If nothing's the matter,
why are you crying?
1412
01:22:46,545 --> 01:22:49,207
You should have figured it out by now.
1413
01:22:52,593 --> 01:22:55,005
Well, I gotta go.
1414
01:22:55,095 --> 01:22:56,460
Go, then.
1415
01:22:57,264 --> 01:22:58,754
Hm?
1416
01:22:58,849 --> 01:23:01,090
Don't I at least get a hug goodbye?
1417
01:24:41,201 --> 01:24:45,865
/-/ found out in the morning
that, uh, there'd been a suicide.
1418
01:24:45,956 --> 01:24:49,574
Uh, I didn't know who it was,
and I didn't think of dewayne,
1419
01:24:49,668 --> 01:24:52,330
even though I knew
he was in that institution.
1420
01:24:52,421 --> 01:24:55,754
Dewayne, um, hung himself.
1421
01:24:55,841 --> 01:24:59,584
The one thing that dewayne
wanted was - was a family.
1422
01:24:59,678 --> 01:25:04,638
And he wanted to grow up
as, uh, what he saw as just a regular kid.
1423
01:25:04,725 --> 01:25:07,387
I think that he sort of had that dream of,
1424
01:25:07,477 --> 01:25:11,311
uh, a mother and a father
and a house in the country,
1425
01:25:11,398 --> 01:25:15,186
and maybe a horse or a bicycle to ride on.
1426
01:25:15,277 --> 01:25:18,440
He just wanted what
every kid has a right to have, I think.
1427
01:25:21,408 --> 01:25:26,448
At the funeral home, there was his father.
1428
01:25:26,538 --> 01:25:31,828
There were guards, prison guards,
because of his dad's status.
1429
01:25:31,918 --> 01:25:33,533
Three other people.
1430
01:25:34,921 --> 01:25:39,881
Uh, all three who worked with dewayne
in one way or another
1431
01:25:39,968 --> 01:25:42,459
as part of the social service agencies.
1432
01:25:42,554 --> 01:25:43,794
And that was it
1433
01:25:43,889 --> 01:25:47,473
so it was pretty much
as his life has been.
1434
01:25:47,559 --> 01:25:52,553
If was a pretty lonely,
pretty skimpy affair.
1435
01:25:54,274 --> 01:25:57,437
Lord, in our lives,
we are often confused,
1436
01:25:57,527 --> 01:25:59,233
and we often ask, "why?"
1437
01:26:01,031 --> 01:26:05,616
But it is times like these
when our "why?" Becomes our strongest cry.
1438
01:26:08,580 --> 01:26:12,493
Get a girlfriend,
have a house or a car or something.
1439
01:26:12,584 --> 01:26:14,620
Have a little money in the bank,
get a job.
1440
01:26:14,711 --> 01:26:16,576
That's what I expect out of life.
1441
01:26:17,506 --> 01:26:18,746
Not much.
1442
01:26:22,969 --> 01:26:24,584
I love you.
1443
01:26:25,722 --> 01:26:27,087
And I'm sorry.
1444
01:26:28,475 --> 01:26:30,591
But I'll see you.
1445
01:26:30,686 --> 01:26:34,599
It's my understanding
dewayne will be cremated
1446
01:26:34,690 --> 01:26:38,399
and his ashes spread out on puget sound.
1447
01:26:39,820 --> 01:26:43,563
Dewayne was a - a street kid.
1448
01:26:43,657 --> 01:26:45,818
Dewayne drifted all his life.
1449
01:26:45,909 --> 01:26:50,494
And, uh, it - it seemed better for me
1450
01:26:50,580 --> 01:26:55,074
than putting him in a hole in the ground
in a box where he's gotta be there.
1451
01:26:55,168 --> 01:26:57,375
Um, he's free.
1452
01:26:57,462 --> 01:27:00,078
He's never been that way before.
1453
01:27:29,661 --> 01:27:34,530
J now, if you go down fo the woods foday
you better not go alone &
1454
01:27:34,624 --> 01:27:39,118
j its lovely down in the woods today
it's safer to stay at home &
1455
01:27:39,212 --> 01:27:43,501
j for every bear that ever there was
will gather there for certain &
1456
01:27:43,592 --> 01:27:48,211
j because today's the day
the teday bears have their picnic j
1457
01:27:48,305 --> 01:27:52,548
j picnic time for Teddy bears &
1458
01:27:52,642 --> 01:27:55,884
j little Teddy bears are having
a lovely time today &
1459
01:27:56,563 --> 01:28:00,147
& watch them, catch them unawares &
1460
01:28:00,233 --> 01:28:04,397
jd and see them frolic
in their market underwear &
1461
01:28:05,530 --> 01:28:10,445
ji see them gaily gad about
they love to laugh and shout &
1462
01:28:10,535 --> 01:28:13,493
j they never have any cares j
1463
01:28:13,580 --> 01:28:15,992
jd al six o'clock
their mommies and daddies j
1464
01:28:16,082 --> 01:28:17,913
& will take them home to bed I
1465
01:28:18,001 --> 01:28:23,962
ji well, because they're tired
and wired little Teddy bears j
1466
01:29:00,961 --> 01:29:05,751
J oh, take care of all of my children &
1467
01:29:06,424 --> 01:29:10,667
j; Don't let em wander and roam &
1468
01:29:10,762 --> 01:29:15,597
j oh, take care of all of my children &
1469
01:29:15,684 --> 01:29:19,848
jd for I don't know
when I'm comin' back home &
1470
01:29:19,938 --> 01:29:23,271
j you can put all of my possessions here j
1471
01:29:23,358 --> 01:29:25,940
s/n Jesus name j
1472
01:29:26,027 --> 01:29:30,236
j nall a sign on the door j
1473
01:29:30,323 --> 01:29:35,033
j bright and early Sunday morning
with my walkin' cane j
1474
01:29:35,120 --> 01:29:40,160
j I'm goin' up to see my lord j
1475
01:29:40,250 --> 01:29:44,960
j; Oh, keep them together at the sundown I
1476
01:29:45,589 --> 01:29:49,502
I safe from the devil's hand &
1477
01:29:49,593 --> 01:29:52,209
j you gotta make them a pillow &
1478
01:29:52,304 --> 01:29:54,670
j on the hard ground &
1479
01:29:54,764 --> 01:29:58,757
be goin' up to beulah land j
1480
01:29:58,852 --> 01:30:02,185
j you can put all of my possessions here j
1481
01:30:02,272 --> 01:30:04,228
s/n Jesus name j
1482
01:30:04,316 --> 01:30:08,400
j and nail a sign on the door j
1483
01:30:09,112 --> 01:30:11,398
j bright and early Sunday morning &
1484
01:30:11,489 --> 01:30:13,775
j; With my walkin' cane &
1485
01:30:13,867 --> 01:30:18,406
j I'm goin' up to see my lord j
1486
01:30:19,039 --> 01:30:23,499
j; Oh, remember you never trust the devil j
1487
01:30:24,377 --> 01:30:28,370
j slay clear of lucifers hand j
1488
01:30:28,465 --> 01:30:30,797
I oh, and don't let 'em wander j
1489
01:30:30,884 --> 01:30:33,216
j /'n the Meadow j
1490
01:30:33,303 --> 01:30:37,296
j or you'll wind up in the fryin' pan j
1491
01:30:37,390 --> 01:30:40,632
j you can put all of my possessions here j
1492
01:30:40,727 --> 01:30:43,264
s/n Jesus name j
1493
01:30:43,355 --> 01:30:47,314
j nall a sign on the door j
1494
01:30:47,400 --> 01:30:49,641
j bright and early Sunday morning &
1495
01:30:49,736 --> 01:30:52,102
j; With my walkin' cane &
1496
01:30:52,197 --> 01:30:57,237
j I'm goin' up to see my lord j
1497
01:30:57,327 --> 01:30:59,909
j put all of my possessions here j
1498
01:30:59,996 --> 01:31:02,112
s/n Jesus name j
1499
01:31:02,207 --> 01:31:06,826
j and nail a sign on the door j
1500
01:31:06,920 --> 01:31:09,252
j bright and early Sunday morning &
1501
01:31:09,339 --> 01:31:11,546
j; With my walkin' cane &
1502
01:31:11,633 --> 01:31:13,373
j I'mgoin'up ยฉ
1503
01:31:13,468 --> 01:31:19,759
j to see my lord j
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