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Mama always said

most people don't know what an apology is.

That for most people, I'm sorry,

is just another substitute for saying, shut up.

Another way of saying,

"Can we please just move on and forget about the shitty thing I did?"

But a real apology is a contract.

A promise you'll do better.

That you won't make the same mistake again.

Mama was Catholic, born and raised.

Like her mama and her mama before her.

"Everyone messes up," she always said.

Everyone sins and that's okay.

So long as you own up and apologize.

So long as you make a contract with God.

Through confession and you mean it.

Really mean it.

We live in an age...

of unprecedented temptation.

Everywhere you turn, everywhere you look.

It's inescapable.

Thanks to this.

The devil's mirror.

Digital adultery, grotesque fornication...

are only just a... swipe away.

And you're always alone with it.

There's no accountability.

The moment of weakness...

and we are a servant to the digital pimp who doesn't even charge

you to watch...

the horrors it inflicts on its victims.

Teaching the young and the impressionable...

that virginity is a joke.

It's not.

It's a treasure

And it's not just pornography,

social media has replaced...

our human connection.

Our sense of community.

Instead of talking to your neighbors, instead of striking up

a conversation with a stranger on the street,

we endlessly like and swipe.

Like and swipe and like and swipe.

There's a beauty to confession.

It's the chance to own up, to apologize.

Really apologize and make a contract with God.

That you'll do better.

But some people never change.

For some people, confession is a way to shut up their own guilt.

So they can carry on with their life...

confident that their sins have been forgiven.

Mama is dead now.

I know she's watching.

And I hope she forgives me for what I'm about to do.

Even though I'm not sorry.

But he...

he will be.

Just a moment.

Just finishing my prayer.

Have patience.

Um, come in.

Sorry to bother you.

Yes, Belle, isn't it?

- Yes. - Hi.

Um, I wanted to talk to you about something important.

- Okay. Mm- hm. - I know I'm new to church,

but I just...

I need to know that I can trust you.

Of course, whatever is said within these walls

is between you, me and God.

Well,

I've been having a lot of... feelings

about things, temptations, you may say.

Okay.

How old are you?

I'm 20.

I'm just a junior in college.

Ah,

a challenging time for temptations indeed.

Look, there's a lot of peer pressure.

You're gonna be pulled into a lot of,

a number of vices, but look, Belle, temptation is a part of life.

It's what we do with those feelings that define our path.

You know, I don't drink, I don't do drugs.

I don't have sex.

Well, the church teaches us to seek strength

through prayer and penance.

Redirect our energies into faith and service.

It's not easy though, but it's a...

path towards grace.

But what if that's not enough?

Hmm.

Let me try again, Belle.

We all struggle, but we don't let struggle defy our purpose.

Your virginity...

is a precious treasure.

Virginity is a reflection of the biblical Mary.

Her purity, her divine role.

But wasn't Mary married to Joseph?

They did it, you know?

Her situation was unique.

Meant to support her divine mission.

Not a standard for all.

I just think it's a little confusing, you know.

And Jesus, he hung out with thieves and prostitutes.

Him and Mary were pretty tight.

You don't think they ever, you know, had sex?

He showed them a path to grace.

Not a path to his bed chamber.

It was about redemption.

Even for those most shunned by society.

But insisting on virginity,

don't you think it's just an old relic from the past?

Back then it made sense.

A woman didn't have any rights, birth control.

She needed them.

Because otherwise she'd be screwed, right?

It's more than just old rules and...

the reality of women's circumstances and how

they were treated most of history.

It's about seeing sex as...

sacred, not just safe.

But if it's with someone you love,

shouldn't you test the waters?

Shouldn't a woman know her man can meet...

all of her needs and vice- versa?

True love waits, Belle.

And there's no need.

It doesn't need to be rushed into physical or trials.

Were you always so patient?

Even before you became a priest?

I wasn't always... perfect.

Um...

but I chose a new path.

Hmm.

You know, all the other girls in college...

talk about doing it and, you know, the other place.

- The other place? - The bottom.

Oh, I see.

Yes, I heard of the other place.

Is it that much worse of a sin?

Is it still keeping my true virginity?

Well, I mean, um...

God forgives if you seek it.

It's still a sin.

Well, what's worse of a sin, smoking a cigarette,

or smoking other things?

The cigarette, of course.

Then isn't the same as sex...

if I let a stranger...

a man who sees me and only loves me for my body,

a good Godly man who sees beauty beyond

my physical appearance,

my soul, my heart?

Yes, but...

not by much.

The other day when you gave me communion,

I felt your desire.

I felt your finger lingering on my tongue.

A taste of sin.

No, I...

But it's okay if we stray just this once.

God will forgive us, right?

God?

He forgives all.

Please, father, just in my ass.

Yeah.

Of course.

Oh, yeah!

Fuck!

Is this the other place?

Yes, this is, Father.

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

In the name of the Father,

and the son,

and the Holy Spirit.

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, my god.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck! Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, that's so...

fucking...

good.

Fuck!

Mm- hmm.

Oh, my!

Oh, my god!

Keep doing that.

Do you trust me?

Yes, I do, Father. I trust you.

Oh, my god!

Yes!

My god.

Come here.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

- You are a virgin, right? - Yes, Father.

So only in my ass.

- Really? - Please, just my ass.

Are you a hundred percent sure?

Yes, Father.

- - Oh, my god!

You shouldn't use the Father's name in vain.

Please, Father.

You are so fucking tight.

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yeah!

Fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Fuck!

Oh, yeah, yeah.

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

- Fuck! - Yes!

Just like that.

Fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Mm- hmm.

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah, fuck my ass, Father.

- -

Shit!

Yeah!

Just in my ass, please.

Yes!

Yes!

Fuck!

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god, yes!

So fucking good.

So fucking good.

Oh, yes!

Oh, fuck!

Fucking use that fucking tongue.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god, get out of these panties.

Yeah?

Why don't you take your dress off?

Yes, Father.

Mm- hmm.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Take that off. Take that off. Take that off.

Lie down.

Right there.

Oh, fuck!

- Fuck! - Oh, my god.

Yes, Father.

Just my ass.

Oh, my god.

- Where do you want it? - I just want it in my ass, Father.

- Yeah? - Just in my ass.

- Yeah? - I just want you in my ass, Father.

Yes. Oh, smack it.

I want you to smack me.

- Is that what you want? - Yes, Father.

Is that what you want?

Yes.

- Is that what you fucking want? - Yes, yes.

Fuck!

Yeah!

Oh, fuck yeah!

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Oh, yes!

Yeah!

Shhh.

Is that what you like?

Yes, Father, it's what I like.

You are a sinner.

Just like you.

That's okay. God will forgive us.

- Of course he will. - Yeah.

- As long as... - This stays between these walls?

As long as we seek him,

- he will forgive us. - Yes.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Fuck yeah.

Yes, come here.

Turn, just like that.

Oh, fuck!

How does it feel, Father?

- It feels? - It feels so good.

Yeah?

It does?

Yeah.

Yeah, feels so, so good, yeah.

Thank you, Father. Thank you for fucking my ass.

That will make me keep my true virginity.

Of course.

Of course.

Of course, I wanna do that for you.

I just want you to be happy.

- You know that you are safe here. - Yeah.

I'm safe between these walls. It's just...

you, me and fucking God.

- Oh, fuck! - Fuck yes, Father!

- -

Oh, Father, you're a nasty man, huh?

A nasty Godly man.

- Fuck! - Yeah!

Yeah!

- -

Who knew Father would like feet?

Nasty, nasty Father.

- Oh, yeah! - Oh, fuck!

Oh, yes!

Yes, Father.

- Fuck yeah! - Yes, yes.

Just like that, Father, just like that.

Fuck!

- Oh, yes, Father. Yes. - Oh, my god!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, yes, Father, yes.

Spit on me.

- -

You like that, don't you, Father?

- I do. - Yeah?

I deserve that.

Oh, fuck yeah!

You nasty man.

I love it though.

- -

Come down.

Taste that fucking cock.

Oh, use that fucking dick.

Oh, fuck!

Yes, pull those balls.

Just like that.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Do you like that, Father?

- I like it when you do it. - Do you like it when

I pull them closer to hell?

Yes.

I do.

Yes, I do.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, fuck!

Yes!

That's it. That's it.

- Oh, my god! - [giggling]

Oh, my god!

Fuck yes, yes, yes.

Oh, yes, keep doing that.

Keep doing that.

Fuck!

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Oh, smack it.

- - Do it again.

Do it again.

- Oh, do it again? - Yes.

Again.

Again.

Fuck yeah!

Again, again.

- -

Oh, Father.

That's so good.

Yeah, perfect like that.

Fuck!

Fuck!

Spit on my face.

I love spitting on your face, Father.

Mm- hmm, I deserve it.

Oh, my god.

Fuck yeah!

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

That's so fucking good.

That's so fucking good, yes.

Pull those balls like you said.

Down to fucking hell.

Downright the fuck to hell.

I do, it's what I fucking want.

- Yes, yes, yes, yes. - I love to see you do that.

Yes, yes, yes.

Hoping that God himself doesn't see it, huh?

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, my god!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Oh, yes!

- Yeah, yeah, there we go. - Oh, yeah.

Will you sit on my fucking cock?

Get it nice and wet.

- Yes, Father. - Get it nice and wet.

Yes, give me that hair.

Give me that beautiful fucking hair.

Oh, you suck it.

Squeeze those balls.

Fuck!

- -

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes.

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

There you go.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Put it in that ass.

Bless you, child.

- Oh, thank you, Father. - Oh, bless you child.

Thank you for blessing me.

Put in that beautiful ass.

- Oh, stay right there. - Yes, Father.

Oh, yes, Father.

Yes! Yes!

Fuck my ass.

Fuck it, Father. Fuck it really good.

Yes, Father.

Yes, Father. Yes, Father.

- Yes, yes, yes, yes. - Oh, yeah!

Yes, Father.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, Father.

Oh, yeah!

Fuck!

Oh, my god!

Yes, Father.

Oh, fuck yeah!

- Yes, yes, yes, yes. - Fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, yes, Father, yes, Father, yes, Father.

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Yes! Yes!

Yeah!

Yes, Father.

Let's see that spit.

Spit on me.

Oh, do you like it when I spit on your face, Father?

- Yes. - Do you like it?

- Yes. - Good.

Oh, my god!

Why don't you to put your face back in my ass, Father?

Is that what you want?

Put your face back in my ass, Father.

- Is that what you want? - Bury your face in it.

Is that what you want?

Right there.

- Is that what you want? - Oh, yes.

Yes, Father.

Oh, my god.

Yes, yes, yes.

Fuck!

I'll spit at you...

while you eat my ass, Father.

No, no, put it down.

- Right there. - Yes, Father.

Fuck!

How does-

How does it taste after you fuck me?

Oh, good girl.

Yes, yes, yes.

Oh, thank you, Father.

Thank you, Father.

Put that beautiful face right there.

Oh, thank you, Father.

- Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. - Yes! Yes!

Thank you, Father.

Thank you.

Oh, my god, your ass feels so good.

Oh, yes!

Thank you, Father. Thank you, Father.

Fuck! Yes!

Yes, Father.

Oh, fuck!

Show me, show me, show me.

Oh, yes!

Bring it up, just a touch.

- Right there. - Right there, Father?

- Just like that. - It's so good, Father.

Yeah?

Oh, yeah!

Do you need more spit, Father?

Yes.

Oh, I couldn't get you with that one.

Oh, my god!

Yes, Father.

Yeah!

Oh, yes!

Yes, yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, yeah!

- Do you like that? - Oh, yes, please, Father.

- Thank you, Father. - Yes, yes, yes.

It's so good.

- Yes, it is, Father. - Yes.

- Yes, it is, Father. - It's so good.

Yes, it is.

Oh, yes, Father. Yes.

Fuck!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, yes, Father.

Oh, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, fuck!

Do you like it when I do that, Father?

I love it when you do that.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Do you like the way my mouth feels around your cock, Father?

Oh, I do.

I do.

Yes.

- -

Oh, fuck!

Pull them, pull them.

Oh, fuck.

- -

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Squeeze that fucking cock.

Like that, Father?

- Yes. - Is that good?

Just like that.

Just-

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god!

More, more, more.

Rise.

- Yeah. - Oh, my god!

Oh, Father.

Oh, you're very sloppy.

- -

Oh, fuck yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yeah!

What do you want?

What do you want, Father?

You sinner.

No.

I am not the only sinner in this room then, Father.

But you said God will always forgive.

He will forgive us.

So don't call me a sinner then, Father.

You are right.

I am.

I am always right, Father.

Oh, my god!

Fuck!

Oh, like that.

Yeah!

Oh, fuck!

- -

Mm- hmm.

- Yes, Father. - Sit on it again.

Yes, Father.

No.

This way.

Can you put your legs up?

Can you sit over here?

Yes!

Oh, fuck yeah.

Give me your spit, Father.

You are not a good spitter, Father.

Oh, my god!

Fuck yes, yes, yes.

Just like that.

Oh, my god!

Smack my ass, Father.

Smack my ass, Father.

Yes!

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god, yes!

Yes, yes, yes.

That's so fucking good.

Yeah?

- -

Oh, fuck yes!

Fuck!

Yes, Father, yes, Father.

Fuck my ass, Father. Fuck.

Oh, yes!

Yes!

Yes! Yes! Yes!

Oh, thank you, Father, thank you.

Thank you.

Yes, yes, yes.

Go on your knees.

Yes, Father.

Oh, yeah!

Do you want my full blessings?

Yes, Father, I do.

I want your full blessing.

Pull my balls.

Yes, Father.

Yeah!

Yes, Father.

I want it right in my mouth, Father.

Keep talking.

Right in my mouth.

I want your full blessing right in my fucking mouth, Father.

Yes, Father, give it to me.

Give me your blessing.

Put it right in my mouth, Father.

Right in my fucking mouth.

Give it to me, Father.

- Yeah. - Give it to me, Father.

- Right there, right there. - Give me that blessing.

Right there, right there.

- Yes, Father. - Lower.

Lower.

Lower.

Right there.

In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

Thank you, Father.

Thank you for your blessing.

No, thank you, Belle.

We should get your office cleaned up.

So it actually stays between you, me and God.

You are right.

- Here is your underwear, child. - Thank you.

Yeah, put that on.

Thank you, my child.

Thank you.

What have...

what have I done?

You, you should go and pray.

And I need to...

do some praying myself.

You don't remember me, do you?

Mama was a good woman.

She worked the double shift for the hospital.

She helps people.

She really helped people.

Unlike piece of shit hypocrite like you.

Your driving killed her.

She was a good woman.

She was.

Here you are,

a priest abusing his powers, his connections.

Fucking a 20 year old virgin.

You didn't even get a fucking slap on the wrist for it.

You.

You.

You should leave.

You should go.

God help you.

God help me?

I don't think you are in any position asking, speaking on behalf of God.

What's worse, a hypocrite piece of shit like you...

or a 20 year old whore?

No one is gonna believe you.

Somebody will.

You...

fucking whore.

And there he fucking is.

The mask finally comes off.

I think God is gonna have a really hard time...

minding this one.

If that even fucking matters to you anyways.

You.

You.

You. [whimpering]