Original subtitles

♪We are both dim light♪

♪Will time erase us?♪

♪Those who fade away in the shadows silently♪

♪Also crave a life under the bright sun openly♪

♪How can I break free from the chains of fate?♪

♪Who whispers in my ear♪

♪That I'm bound to fall?♪

♪Then burn me♪

♪Burn my stubbornness♪

♪The surging bitterness♪

♪The hot tears♪

♪Nobody knows♪

♪Entangling in the past♪

♪Silence in the darkness♪

♪The dim light finally turns♪

[Kill Me Love Me]

♪Into the fire of rebirth♪

[Episode 28]

[Spirit of Mei Lin, Moon Kunlun, and the Princess Heir]

♪Moon Kunlun♪

♪Collect the clear light♪

♪Fall to the west with the moon and never return♪

♪Moon Kunlun♪

♪Collect the clear light♪

♪Fall to the west with the moon and never return♪

♪Moon Kunlun♪

♪Collect the clear light♪

♪Fall to the west with the moon and never return♪

My Lord,

what's wrong?

What are you singing?

Moon Kunlun

has fallen with the moon.

My Lord,

they must be mistaken.

It must be a mistake.

Mei Lin,

you're not allowed to die.

[Spirit of Mei Lin, Moon Kunlun, and the Princess Heir]

Let's bury her here.

The Princess Heir loved spring flowers.

A fortune-teller once told me

I could live to 100 years,

carrying

the hopes

of my father and mother.

Weren't you fighting to live?

Why?

You shouldn't be lying here.

You want to be buried in spring flowers.

I won't allow it.

You want to rest in peace,

but I won't allow it!

Mei,

I'll take you home.

♪Troubled thoughts shatter into a sky full of stars♪

♪If fate is too unbearable♪

♪I am mired in the mud♪

♪Love is helpless♪

♪Falling into the abyss♪

♪If life is♪

♪A predetermined sorrow♪

♪Love is♪

♪An endless wandering♪

♪A place in the heart♪

♪From which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope♪

♪It's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

Why is the governor carrying a dead woman?

She's not moving.

She must be dead.

The rumor that the governor dug up a grave is true.

Has the governor gone mad?

Keep your voice down.

Check out my stone hairpins.

Keep your voice down.

Let's go.

Check out my stone hairpins.

Come and take a look.

Check out my stone hairpins.

You returned your old hairpin to your mother.

I'll get you a new one.

♪If fate is too unbearable♪

It's a lovely stone hairpin.

I'll put it on for you.

♪Falling into the abyss♪

♪If life is♪

♪A predetermined sorrow♪

♪Love is♪

♪An endless wandering♪

♪A place in the heart♪

♪From which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope♪

♪It's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

General Qingyan,

I beg you.

Please let me take Mei away

to rest in peace.

Get up.

Get up, Misses.

Get up now, Misses.

Give His Excellency more time.

I'll find a way.

It's been three days.

Prince Jing still won't let go. What should we do?

[Fengcao Pavilion]

Qingyan,

His Excellency...

Officer Li,

His Excellency is sick.

I can pass on the paperwork

for restoring the old streets.

Alright.

Is His Excellency all right?

He hasn't been out for a few days.

His Excellency is just suffering from a cold.

He'll be fine.

I'm glad to hear that.

I'll take my leave now.

Look, I've beaten you.

Concubine Yan,

you're skilled at shooting Go chess pieces.

I admit defeat.

Tomorrow, I'll send another hu of pearls

from the South Sea.

Your Majesty,

I have three rooms

full of your gifts.

I have yet to check them.

What do you want?

Just tell me.

I want to go for a walk.

I promise I won't go far.

I'll just admire the flowers in the Imperial Garden.

You haven't been well since you were conceived.

The imperial physicians told you to rest in bed.

It's unfair to you.

Your Majesty,

I shouldn't be so wild.

When I was young,

my brother tried to teach me Weiqi,

but I couldn't sit still to learn.

Otherwise, I'd be playing Weiqi with Your Majesty

instead of shooting pieces.

You hurt yourself saving me.

I didn't want you to have this baby.

But I am much older than you.

If I can leave you an heir,

it will be

a reliance for you in the future.

Your Majesty, you'll live...

You'll live...

Your Majesty, you're in good health

and can stay with me for a long time.

At worst,

your hair is a little grayer than mine.

The imperial physicians said

you can't go out now.

In a few months, when the fetus is stable,

I'll accompany you for a walk.

What else do you want?

Name one more request.

I'll make it happen.

I miss my brother.

I wonder if there's any news of my brother.

I also wonder how my brother and Mei Lin are doing.

I don't know if Mei Lin will let my brother in.

The marriage of the Prince Heir and Princess Heir

was sanctioned by me.

There will be no problem.

I promise

I'll tell you right away

if there's any news.

I knew you'd dote on me the most, Your Majesty.

Let's proceed.

[Fanghua Palace]

Wang Bao,

don't tell Concubine Yan

about the princess's death yet.

Yes, Your Majesty.

His Majesty ordered that

as long as Your Highness obeys His Majesty...

[Prince Heir's Mansion]

Without eating or drinking,

you'll fall ill.

You're so stubborn.

Fine.

You don't have to drink it

if you don't want to.

I won't drink it either.

Do you remember

when we left the hunting grounds,

you slept for three days?

You survived

that kind of danger.

This time,

you will be safe and sound too.

I know

you're still angry at me.

You're scaring me,

right?

Physician!

Physician!

My Lord.

My Lord.

My Lord.

My Lord.

Cure her.

I know you can cure her.

Cure her!

I'm incompetent.

Please punish me, my Lord.

If you don't cure her,

I will kill you!

My Lord,

even if you kill me,

Miss Mei Lin won't come back to life.

My Lord,

Miss Mei Lin is dead.

It's because of me.

I got you killed.

I gave you away

and put you in danger.

My complacence

killed you.

I just want you to live on well.

You can love me

or hate me.

Even if you forget about me,

I won't care.

But why

is even that a vain hope?

♪Time is so forgetful♪

♪The oblivious, still the same♪

♪Why should there be♪

♪Warm sunshine even in winter?♪

To fly together

in the sky.

♪Why am I the only one left?♪

To grow together

on the earth.

♪All that remains♪

We share blessings

and misfortunes.

We go through

thick and thin.

♪My life has been bleak♪

We share

♪You were once a ray of light♪

the same bed.

♪It's enough♪

We rest

hand-in-hand.

♪When the dream draws to a close♪

♪I face the moon in silent pose♪

♪Only then do I see it clearly♪

♪A thousand words fall to one tear♪

I promised

♪Living life on the edge♪

to spend the rest of my life with you.

I'm coming for you.

♪Yet the dream I chase, I seek in vain♪

♪Still, I long to keep you by my side♪

♪I'm fearless and bold♪

♪Looking in all directions♪

♪Pierce through this outer shell♪

♪I don't dare to think♪

♪I don't dare to meet spring♪

♪I'm afraid you'll encounter the spring light♪

♪Tears welling♪

♪I'm fearless and bold♪

♪Living life on the edge♪

♪Taking control of my own fate♪

♪Yet the love I crave, I can't obtain♪

♪Yet the dream I chase, I seek in vain♪

♪Still, I long to keep you by my side♪

♪I'm fearless and bold♪

♪Looking in all directions♪

♪Pierce through this outer shell♪

♪I don't dare to think♪

♪I don't dare to meet spring♪

♪I'm afraid you'll encounter the spring light♪

♪Tears welling♪

Let go.

Why can't you let yourself go?

Murong Jinghe,

I must see her.

Where is she?

Yue Qin,

- how dare you come here! - My Lord.

My Lord!

Mei Lin.

Mei Lin!

Where is she?

Let me see her.

I beg you.

You don't deserve that.

Get lost!

I must see her.

Let me see her.

I must see her.

See her?

How dare you let her die?

Let me see her.

You promised me she'd be free.

Let me see her.

Your Excellency,

the princess's body is missing.

Mei Lin.

I'm sorry, Your Highness.

I can't watch you hurt yourself.

Mei Lin!

Mei Lin.

My Lord.

My Lord,

the blood...

the blood doesn't look like someone

who died six days ago.

What?

Something's wrong.

It belongs to a living person.

My Lord,

what should we do?

- My Lord. - My Lord.

My Lord.

[Yanlai Fragrance Shop]

[Yanlai Fragrance Shop] Mei Lin!

Mei Lin.

Mei Lin, open the door.

I know you're in there.

Mei Lin, open the door.

Mei Lin!

I know you're in there.

Open the door.

Your Excellency,

the shopkeeper of Yanlai Fragrance Shop is out of town.

They haven't been open for a few days.

[Yanlai Fragrance Shop]

[Yanlai Fragrance Shop]

Mei Lin,

you're hiding,

aren't you?

You don't want to see me,

do you?

Mei Lin.

[Yanlai Fragrance Shop]

Mei Lin.

My Lord.

What are you doing?

Mei Lin.

Mei Lin.

Mei Lin,

where are you now?

Why isn't she breathing?

Will Mei wake up?

Mei.

It's the seventh day,

Mei said she'd wake up,

and she will.

Mei,

I'm scared.

Yi,

don't worry.

This bamboo nail will gradually

seal my blood and breath.

In seven days,

I'll look like a corpse.

After seven days,

I will wake up.

But it's such a long bamboo nail.

Trust me.

I'm not wrong about this.

I will wake up.

Why is she still so cold?

Mei.

Did Mei lie to us?

Mei,

if you lied,

I'll throw you into the woods in Xiyan

and feed you to the bears.

Here.

God bless

Mei.

She must wake up.

Mei.

Come on.

Yi.

Yi,

Mei is awake.

Mei is awake.

Mei,

how do you feel?

Mei.

Mei, I was so scared.

Mei, you finally woke up.

Jia.

Yi.

Mei,

Yi told me everything.

You suffered so much.

You should have told me sooner.

It's good

to be alive

and see you.

I already died once.

I'm grateful

to be alive now.

The poison in me...

Mei,

the poison can be neutralized.

Yes.

The hunters said

Snow Dragon Whisker lives with the snow.

In four months,

during the big snowstorm

in the mountains,

we will find a new Snow Dragon Whisker

to save your life.

Those hunters also said

the first snowfall in past years

was at this time of year.

You will stay here for more days.

Don't worry, everything's taken care of.

No one will find you here.

Oh, right.

You said you wanted to learn business from me.

I've already

found a store near the fragrance shop

for you to open a cake shop.

There's no rush.

You need to recover first.

You can't be a shopkeeper

without good health like mine.

Alright now.

Stop talking.

Let Mei get some rest.

Let's go make porridge for her.

Mei, take a good rest.

We will make you some porridge.

Okay now. Let's go.

Let's go.

Jia,

Yi,

I probably won't

be able to wait four months for the big snow.

[To days later]

I need this.

And another one with meat.

Miss, you have great taste.

It smells great.

Here. Take this.

Sugarcoated haws.

Sweet sugarcoated haws.

Sugarcoated haws.

Sugarcoated haws.

Freshly baked fruit cakes.

Take a look at the sugarcoated haws.

Come and take a look.

Check this out.

Take a look at the freshly baked fruit cakes.

Miss.

Sugarcoated haws.

Jiahe Cake Shop is open today.

Welcome to buy more cakes at my store.

Sugarcoated haws.

Here.

The freshly baked cakes are delicious.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Today, the old houses on Qinglin Lane are repaired.

It'll be much warmer in winter.

Qingzhou is returning to the way it was.

Let's drink to that.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

I'm telling you,

no cheating.

- Bottoms up. - Okay. Bottoms up.

Bottoms up.

Father,

mother,

the wine at the liquor store smells good.

The fruit cakes are sweet.

Mr. Li and the others are doing well.

Qingzhou

has finally returned to how it was before the fire.

Hurry up.

The Lancang River spectacle has appeared in Qingzhou.

It's a once-in-a-century.

- Hurry up, or it will be too late. - Hurry up.

Hurry!

Wait for me.

I need to get my stuff.

It's just ahead.

Lancang River.

Look at that.

That's so beautiful.

Yes, it's beautiful. Look at that.

It's the governor.

Your Excellency?

The governor looks so strange.

Why is he wearing a wedding dress?

It's so beautiful. Let's make a wish.

It's beautiful.

It's so beautiful.

Where did they come from?

Do you know?

I don't know.

Lan'er, look.

These little things

swam hundreds of lis along the warm currents

of the Lancang River

before arriving in Qingzhou.

Lan'er, watch carefully.

They'll only be here

for three months.

What will happen after?

It took them two months to swim to Qingzhou.

The summer in Qingzhou is especially short.

They can't survive when it's cold.

Look.

Aren't they amazing?

Lan'er, you must be persistent

like them.

Three months.

They know they're nearing

the end of their lives,

but they run toward the brief summer.

Is it worth it?

The warmer it is,

the brighter the mayfly light.

They shine freely to their hearts' content,

brighter than the stars in the sky.

Even if they're short-lived,

it's worth it.

♪The wind scatters the spring flowers♪

♪The dream was filled with sorrow for the entire night♪

♪Troubled thoughts shatter into a sky full of stars♪

Lan'er, are you happy today?

Yes.

♪I am mired in the mud♪

Look at that, Lan'er.

Is it pretty?

Yes.

♪Falling into the abyss♪

♪If life is♪

♪A predetermined sorrow♪

♪Love is♪

♪An endless wandering♪

♪A place in the heart♪

♪From which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope♪

♪It's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

Mei Lin.

That man came to see you at the fragrance shop.

Luckily, you were out.

He should have accepted the truth.

However,

are you really not going to see him?

Mei Lin has been buried.

I have a new name,

which is

Spring

Flower,

Miss Hua.

Miss Hua?

Right.

Miss Hua, I've heard

you're a good embroiderer.

♪If fate is too unbearable♪

♪I am mired in the mud♪

♪Love is helpless♪

♪Falling into the abyss♪

Miss Hua.

♪If life is♪

That's nice.

♪A predetermined sorrow♪

No one

will disturb you again.

♪A place in the heart♪

♪A place from which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope♪

♪It's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

♪The wind scatters the spring flowers♪

♪The dream was filled with sorrow for the entire night♪

♪Troubled thoughts shatter into a sky full of stars♪

♪If fate is too unbearable♪

♪I am mired in the mud♪

♪Love is helpless, falling into the abyss♪

♪If life is a predetermined sorrow♪

♪Love is an endless wandering♪

♪A place in the heart from which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope, it's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

♪If life is a predetermined sorrow♪

♪Love is an endless wandering♪

♪A place in the heart from which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope, it's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

♪If life is a predetermined sorrow♪

♪Love is an endless wandering♪

♪A place in the heart from which there is no return♪

♪It's a vain hope, it's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪

♪It's a vain hope, it's in imagination♪

♪It's the distinguished light♪