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♪You are the best thing on my mind♪

♪A total sugar rush♪

♪Oh you make me blush♪

♪'Cause now it's more than a crush♪

♪The way you caught my eye♪

♪It's like we're synchronized♪

♪Guess I'm all yours now♪

♪I guess♪

♪You make me wanna fly to the moon♪

♪You make me wanna dance right here♪

♪You make me feel like I should cry♪

♪'Cause I'm the happiest, that's true♪

♪You make me wanna kiss the stars♪

♪You make me wanna dream 'bout you♪

♪You make me feel like I should weep♪

♪'Cause I'm the happiest, that's true♪

♪Just for you♪

♪Just for you♪

♪Just for you♪

♪Just for you♪

♪Just for you♪

=Smile Code=

(Adapted from Douban Read's work "Smile Code" by Zhu Yue)

=Episode 8=

(Happy Valley)

Gu Yi,

that ride is not crowded. Let's go.

You guys go ahead. I want to take a break.

Okay, then.

Liang, come on.

Do you want me to accompany you?

It's okay. You don't always get the chance to come here.

Go and have fun with them.

Your legs feel weak?

I'll sit and wait for you guys here.

I did tell you to go. But you actually went?

He's more obedient than when he was sleepwalking.

Just throw up.

I don't feel like throwing up anymore.

Then

how about we go for a walk?

For you.

Legend has it that in ancient times,

there was a hero named Armiscius

who suffered from an eye disease.

One night,

the god of war appeared in his dream and told him

that a small blue flower by the roadside at dawn

could heal his eyes.

So the next day,

he found a cornflower and placed it on his eyes.

Soon, they were completely healed.

Later, people began to call it...

Later, people began to call the cornflower as...

I didn't know stand-up comedians would forget their lines.

No, I have them all memorized.

That big fool Gu Yi scared me half to death with her yelling,

which made me forget my lines.

Later, the cornflower became known as the "Guardian of the Eyes."

Yeah, that's right.

That sounds a little cheesy.

No, it doesn't.

When I was blind,

my mom used to tell me

that the ocean and sky were vast and blue.

I couldn't even imagine it.

Later, when I could see,

I realized many things had turned my assumptions upside down.

There's no such thing as a black ocean.

Do you know what the cornflower symbolizes?

It symbolizes an encounter.

They hope to meet people

they like every day

and wish for those they care about

to always live in warmth and happiness.

You're beautiful

and courageous.

Many people will surely like you in the future.

♪With my reflection in them♪

♪One day, you will also bravely♪

♪Overcome those rough patches♪

♪I guess one part of the story♪

People like me.

♪Meets its awakened moment♪

♪Can I love you more♪

♪Can I love you more♪

Two ice creams, thanks.

Liang Daiwen,

lower your head.

Lower your head.

Why do you still look unhappy

when we are at a fun place?

I'm not unhappy.

Then smile.

You can't smile like they do in TV shows.

I knew it.

Learning everything will only end up ruining you.

Watch me.

Looks good.

Your bunny ears.

♪You are the best thing on my mind♪

♪A total sugar rush♪

♪Oh you make me blush♪

Can't you give me the ice cream first before touching it?

Sorry.

♪The way you caught my eye♪

♪It's like we're synchronized♪

♪Guess I'm all yours now♪

♪I guess♪

♪You make me wanna fly to the moon♪

♪You make me wanna dance right here♪

♪You make me feel like I should cry♪

♪'Cause I'm the happiest, that's true♪

Eating something sweet

makes people happy.

(High-sugar food brings dopamine.)

(Dopamine brings happiness.)

(What's addictive)

(is not the happiness itself.)

(But)

(the process of constantly seeking happiness.)

(Liang Daiwen,)

(if you need it,)

(you can share half of my happiness.)

Cheers.

♪I'll never say I'm over♪

♪You make me wanna fly to the moon♪

♪You make me wanna dance right here♪

♪You make me feel like I should cry♪

♪'Cause I'm the happiest, that's true♪

♪Just for you♪

♪Just for you♪

♪Just for you♪

(Find ways to spend more time together.)

(Take the initiative to create a romantic atmosphere.)

(For instance,)

(a candlelit dinner.)

What a work of art.

(Zhi: The Solar Eclipse Is Here)

(Don't Miss This Perfect Moment to Make a Wish to the New Moon!)

The end of the universe lies the unknown.

(Zhi: Yi, this just might come true!)

(My friend found love thanks to it!)

Found love?

White paper.

Colored markers.

(1. Prepare the following items)

Candles.

This should work.

(Love, Gu Yi)

♪My palm lines are learning to imitate♪

♪My eyes shine with thrilling starlight♪

♪As I step into the whirlwind of this brand-new world♪

♪A touch to this face makes my heart flutter♪

♪How can I escape♪

♪From these sparks of destined love?♪

♪The mist looms over the streets, many mysteries are hidden♪

♪The stars will guide me♪

♪Deep within the noisy crowd, there is a light♪

♪Illuminating me in the darkness♪

♪It should be you♪

♪Nobody else but you♪

♪A bond formed when we first met♪

♪Will lead us into a new journey♪

♪You should be my star♪

♪The moment you cross the sky♪

♪A colorful story is lit♪

♪The wind carries my wish across, under the gaze of starry skies♪

♪With the clues in the script of destiny♪

♪We explore the path toward happiness♪

♪In courage and perseverance♪

♪All emotions will eventually find the right colors♪

♪'Cause I'll always be with you♪

♪The mist looms over the streets, many mysteries are hidden♪

♪The stars will guide me♪

♪Deep within the noisy crowd, there is a light♪

♪Illuminating me in the darkness♪

♪It should be you♪

♪Nobody else but you♪

♪A colorful story is lit♪

♪The wind carries my wish across, under the gaze of starry skies♪

It's all taken care of.

Tell your girlfriend

to light any open flames in the house anymore.

I'll tell her. Thanks.

If you're lighting incense next time,

remember to use a smaller candle.

Sorry, I didn't mean to.

I just wanted

to set up a candlelit dinner.

If you had meant it,

it'd be considered malicious arson.

Wash up and change into dry clothes.

(Live ordinary life, Have Feelings)

(Love, Gu Yi)

I'm sorry.

I'll have the cleaner come over tomorrow to clean up.

I'll pay for the damages.

You don't need to pay.

The property management said not to light any open flames in the house anymore.

Yes, I heard.

He also said

I'm your girlfriend.

He just got it wrong.

I've had two girlfriends.

The first one thought I was boring.

So we broke up after a year.

The second one lasted a year and a half.

But she gave up because she couldn't feel

that I liked her.

I didn't try to make her stay

because I couldn't think of any reason to.

To be honest,

seeing them made me feel bad.

Bad?

Do you mean

heartbroken?

They asked what made me feel bad.

But I couldn't describe it.

I just felt uncomfortable

when I saw her.

After breaking up,

I realized the girls I date

all end up unhappy.

Don't say that.

Many female audiences in Ounce

are asking for your contact info.

You didn't grab that opportunity.

The only girl from Ounce whose contact I keep

is you.

Then

why did you only save my contact number?

Liang Daiwen.

By offering to take me in,

doesn't that mean

I'm a little different

from the others?

Do you mean

I'm interested in you?

Well,

I mean different feelings in some way.

Not at all.

You're an adult, not a stray cat.

I took you in with no other intentions.

I hope you don't misunderstand.

You don't have to worry.

I'll find a place as soon as possible.

If you see me in trouble in the future, just stay away.

Or else I'll think you're interested in me.

(Memo: Insomnia, terrifying nightmares, sleepwalking at night,)

(intense headache, hand pain, numbness in all limbs,)

(sleepless again tonight, sleepwalking.)

I'm leaving, Yi.

Okay, bye.

Bye-bye.

(Guan Xingxin: You mentioned wanting to see Dr. Shen before. He's available tonight.)

(Gu Yi: Okay, thanks.)

Your caretaker is here to feed you.

Okay, let's go and eat.

About that guy in black clothes at the police station that day,

he's Liang Daiwen, right?

Do you like him?

Thanks.

I didn't really go through the magazine article about him.

What does he do for a living?

He's in accessible design.

He designs for people with disabilities.

Both for mobile applications and physical spaces.

Accessibility design?

That's quite innovative.

Does he like you?

I'm okay.

I'm a bit direct.

He's not very good

at expressing his feelings.

Actually,

it doesn't matter if a guy can express his feelings.

If he likes you, he'll take the initiative to come and find you.

Guan told me

you wanted to know about emotional dysregulation.

I'm not trying to pry into anyone's private matters.

I am only

curious.

Are you more curious about emotional dysregulation

or about Liang Daiwen?

I've reminded her

that Liang Daiwen is someone who's been "sentenced to death" by love.

To say that sounds

a bit too extreme.

Objectively speaking,

he's someone who just can't seem to connect emotionally in close relationships.

Let me explain what emotional dysregulation is first.

It's also known

as emotional expression difficulty, or emotional speechlessness.

It's not really a mental disorder on its own.

It's more like a personality trait.

It can also be...

It can also be a psychological characteristic

commonly associated with some physical or mental health issues

or even a symptom of them.

I did some research.

See? She really likes Liang Daiwen.

Even though it's called a disorder,

it's not listed

in the DSM-5

as a mental illness.

It's more of a personality trait.

Since it was first named in 1972

by Sifneos,

there's been reliable research showing

that patients have no issues in perceiving or sensing things.

They're able to receive external signals,

and they can still feel things, and experience emotions.

The problem

is their brain

doesn't recognize these emotions,

let alone process or understand them.

Simply put,

emotions can't "enter" their minds.

You're not giving a medical report here. Can you summarize that in simpler terms?

Sure.

Basically, the person's brain is a void.

They have limited imagination,

have trouble distinguishing between different feelings,

and they're not really aware of emotions.

It's actually more common

than you might think.

It varies in severity.

Some people can live their lives normally

without realizing they suffer from it.

Some even manage to build relationships or families.

Are they born with it?

Some people are born with it.

But for others, it's due to trauma,

chronic pain,

mental health issues, or even things like internet addiction.

No matter the cause,

most patients have gone through

a devastating experience

that destroyed part of their body or soul.

This experience threatens

their sense of identity and security.

So they shut themselves off emotionally.

In other words,

the patient has experienced overwhelming emotions.

So they unconsciously push

their emotions away.

So, what did Liang Daiwen go through

that made him shut off his ability to express his emotions?

I'm sorry.

This is his privacy.

I'm not in a position to share it with you.

Let me put it this way.

Imagine this is Liang Daiwen.

He's physically fine.

But his mind is like an empty vessel.

Right now, we need to fill that vessel

by connecting with the outside world.

I suggested he do things

that involve emotional engagement,

We fill what's missing with what's needed.

For instance, watching dramas.

Or even watching a talk show.

Watching stand-up comedy was also one of my suggestions for him.

Awareness is the first step in practice.

So that's why he came to Ounce

and offered me a place to stay.

Is that also a part of the practice?

No, Miss Gu.

I don't think he did it with that in mind.

Liang Daiwen

doesn't make friends easily.

But when he does,

he's incredibly generous with them,

almost like a giver by nature.

Don't you agree, Guan?

That's right. Gu Yi, you must not overthink this.

But I don't want to just be his friend.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

Thank you, Dr. Shen. Sorry for taking up your time.

- Don't worry about it. - We'll get going now.

Bye-bye.

Okay, bye-bye.

You've heard everything, right?

I told you before.

If you're not ready for a relationship,

don't lead anyone on.

I'll ask Guan Xingxin

if she's open to Gu Yi staying with her.

Can I help you?

Guan Xingxin

was considering a roommate

for safety.

Someone to help with packages and trash.

You two know each other and she's also a girl.

Are you saying you want me to move out?

If you're willing to be her friend,

she can be a good roommate.

I will leave.

I won't keep staying here.

Even if you want to help Guan Xingxin,

I understand.

This was never

my place anyway.

I don't mean to make you move.

Even if you left,

she wouldn't move in.

I just think

you might feel

more comfortable staying with her.

Liang Daiwen,

sometimes I envy you.

There are benefits

to being emotionally detached.

At least you don't feel pain

from other people's emotions.

I do.

Mine

and others.

I feel pain because I don't feel anything.

Liang Daiwen,

sit.

♪Twilight overtakes the sky at the horizon♪

You scared me to death.

There, you see.

You still obey me when you're sleepwalking.

♪How I wish for one more page in our story♪

Smile.

♪Right at this moment, you pass by♪

♪Filling every corner♪

♪Soothing all the worries♪

Liang Daiwen,

do really want me to move out?

♪With my reflection in them♪

♪One day, you will also bravely♪

♪Overcome those rough patches♪

How did you develop emotional dysregulation?

♪Meets its awakened moment♪

What's stressing you out

this time?

♪Can I love you more♪

♪One day, your gaze softened♪

♪Like a light, warming me gently♪

♪I tiptoe, reaching out to touch♪

♪The distant galaxy♪

♪I guess one part of the story♪

♪Has led to the moment of pure freedom♪

♪Can I love you more♪

♪Can I love you more♪

Do you need anything?

I bought you breakfast.

I left it on the table.

Also,

I have a performance at Ounce tonight.

If you're free,

you can come and watch me.

What's the matter?

Another setback?

I think he knows that I like him.

He has been avoiding me lately.

Didn't I tell you this before?

As long as you don't want him to know,

he will never know.

He's tactful in this matter.

But he will run away.

Many girls liked him before.

But as soon as they show signs of confessing,

he will immediately reject them.

Later, he would stop adding contacts.

You're staying at his place now.

That's the biggest difference.

I can't stay for long.

He's been hinting at me to move out.

Gu Yi, the most important thing for you to do

isn't figure out whether Liang Daiwen likes you or not.

That's beyond his capacity right now.

What you need to focus on

is making sure he doesn't back out.

People who don't get love will still be boring, even if they're attractive.

Even if he suffers from emotional dysregulation,

he's still a guy, right?

When it comes to guys,

you should handle things their way.

How?

When Mr. Liang

has some drinks,

he will change.

I thought you were not coming.

I just didn't answer you.

I never said I'm not coming.

You're too high up.

My neck hurts.

Sit down.

Have you considered my suggestion of moving out?

Do you really want me to move out?

I just think it would be more convenient

for two girls to stay together.

Liang Daiwen,

you don't have emotions, but other people do.

Can't you talk properly?

You could just say

living with me makes

you uncomfortable.

You don't need to use

all those lame excuses like yesterday.

When you do that,

it feels like you're kicking me out.

I'm not making excuses.

Really?

Well then, I'll just move in with Guan Xingxin.

If she agrees, I'll move out.

I'm going to move out for real.

See? You just can't talk properly.

Haven't you heard of the saying,

"To deny and avoid dealing with problems?"

You're not even a doctor.

Well, I know how to tell jokes.

How about it?

Do you want me

to treat your emotional dysregulation?

I may not have a medical license.

But I'm funny.

You're missing out

if you let someone like me go.

You're being quiet again.

If you're not saying anything, I'll just assume you agree.

Please pay the treatment fee.

How much?

You let me stay another month.

The treatment fee will be used to cover the rent.

Okay.

It's a deal, then.

Now,

I'm going to ask you the first question.

How do you feel about the world?

I don't know.

Then how do you feel about me?

I don't know.

Do you not know

or have no feelings at all?

You're drunk.

Let's go home.

Liang Daiwen,

if you have no feelings

for the world or me,

then prove it to me.

♪My palm lines are learning to imitate♪

♪My eyes shine with thrilling starlight♪

♪As I step into the whirlwind of this brand-new world♪

♪A touch to this face makes my heart flutter♪

♪How can I escape♪

♪From these sparks of destined love?♪

♪The mist looms over the streets, many mysteries are hidden♪

♪The stars will guide me♪

♪Deep within the noisy crowd, there is a light♪

♪Illuminating me in the darkness♪

(Daily Progress Report)

(Leave me. Don't leave me.)

♪It should be you♪

♪Nobody else but you♪

♪A bond formed when we first met♪

♪Will lead us into a new journey♪

♪You should be my star♪

♪The moment you cross the sky♪

♪A colorful story is lit♪

♪The wind carries my wish across, under the gaze of starry skies♪

♪With the clues in the script of destiny♪

♪We explore the path toward happiness♪

♪In courage and perseverance♪

♪All emotions will eventually find the right colors♪

♪'Cause I'll always be with you♪

♪The mist looms over the streets, many mysteries are hidden♪

♪The stars will guide me♪

♪Deep within the noisy crowd, there is a light♪

♪Illuminating me in the darkness♪

♪It should be you♪

♪Nobody else but you♪

♪A bond formed when we first met♪

♪Will lead us into a new journey♪

♪You should be my star♪

♪The moment you cross the sky♪

♪A colorful story is lit♪

♪The wind carries my wish across, under the gaze of starry skies♪

♪A star flying toward you and I♪

♪The rippling galaxy weaving through my fingertips♪

♪The fireworks reflected in the skyscrapers♪

♪Distant, yet nurturing my beautiful dreams♪

♪So when I wake, I don't fall♪

♪It should be you♪

♪Nobody else but you♪

♪A bond formed when we first met♪

♪Will lead us into a new journey♪

♪You should be my star♪

♪The moment you cross the sky♪

♪A colorful story is lit♪

♪The wind carries my wish across, under the gaze of starry skies♪

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