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Previously on Fire Country...

This is for both of you.

Cake for getting
into the program?

And...

For avoiding prison?

What was the verdict in the end?

12 months,

all to be served at Three Rock.

Lou is selling Smokey's.

All that damage,
that's a lot to overcome.

So I put in a bid over asking
and I bought Smokey's.

I feel awful

for missing Gil's necklace

and for hiding
what we did from Jake.

Yo, what the hell, B?

♪ Been so long
since I seen your face ♪

♪ Or felt a part
of this human race ♪

♪ I've been living
out of this here suitcase ♪

♪ For way too long ♪

♪ Man needs something
he can hold onto ♪

♪ Nine pound hammer
or a woman like you ♪

♪ Either one of them things
will do... ♪

Thanks for letting me
borrow the truck.

Nonno?

Guess who's gonna make you

your first day of training
steak dinner.

Somebody who knows their way
around a rib eye,

and Vinny, that steak better
have a nice fat cap on it.

Oh, you're welcome, Dad,
for getting up early,

going to the butcher shop.

First day steak dinner?

Oh, one of the many,

many Leone men
firefighting traditions.

Welcome to the cult, Bode Boy.

Hey.

It's a big deal.
You should be proud of yourself.

Not yet.

Got to ace all these drills,

so I can prove that I'm worthy

of getting hired on
full-time by Cal Fire.

Worthy?

Forget about that.
You were born to do this.

I mean, how many times
did we find you

climbing ladders
in the backyard?

Yeah, or rescuing your
little stuffed animals

from the tree?

I was copying you guys.

Any, uh, any advice
for my first day?

Yeah. Get there early.

Early's on time
and on time is late.

Well, I better get going, then.

Hey. See you later
for that steak dinner, Nonno.

All right?
You bet.

Get some, be safe.
Yeah. Do good.

Yeah.

All right.

Okay, Gen, ten more minutes.

She still not talking to you?

Oh, let me... I got it.

Thank you.
Yes.

Not since the paternity test

confirmed that Rick's
her bio dad.

Hmm. So that's why
you were so urgent on the phone.

All right.
Let's do this.

Well, it's not just Gen.

Look, I have been debating
telling you this,

or anyone else, but...

I found this and I don't know
what to do with it.

Why do you have Gil's
medical alert necklace?

Wrong question.
Why did I find

Gil's medical alert necklace
in Bode's locker?

After he and Gabs
brought Gil back

from his, like,
allergic reaction?

I am really trying

not to jump
to conclusions, but...

May... Maybe they knew
that Gil had an allergy.

Maybe.

And then they gave him
the wrong medicine.

What...?

Why would they do that?

I don't know.

Mm, why don't you ask them?

I know.

Here I was worried
about giving Manny

his first orders
at Three Rock and...

you got Bode's first day
of training and...

...trying to figure out
what this means.

Thank you.

And you need a housekeeper, bro.

Like, it's...

No.
Okay.

I slept on it,

and I still don't know
what to do with Gil's necklace.

Gil is good,
but the biggest thing he has

to recover from
are his injuries from the fire,

not from anaphylaxis.

Right.

If we confess,

it'd have no impact
on his health whatsoever.

But it will have an impact
on our careers. Yeah.

Professional standards
could bench you,

or-or worse,
they could fire you.

And you can get kicked
out of training.

I wasn't technically
working that day,

so I'm covered under
the Good Samaritan rule.

That covers civilians
performing CPR.

Not medically intervening
like we did.

If making a mistake out there
in the mess of that fire

costs me my career,

I'd do it again in a heartbeat.

We saved Gil's life.

From the fire
and from my mistake.

Morning, Cap.

You two, with me.

Now.

Well, if you needed help
spelling your daughter's name,

it's G-A-B...

Nah. It's just filling out
these damn visitor request forms

gave me a sick sense of déjà vu.

Are you telling me
you wouldn't take

this twisted nostalgia over
four walls at San Quentin?

Of course I would.
Well...

You called me
the blueprint, right?

Guess I am a blueprint.

For recidivism.

Well, look,
you got knocked down, man.

I know. Again.
Yo.

Okay, so get back up again.

New member of the crew, Cap?

Yeah. And show
them how it's done.

Here we go.
All right.

We have a returning member.

Manny Perez is back,
but we're gonna treat him

like every other person here,
all right?

Can't do that, because Perez
isn't like the rest of us.

Yeah? And why is that?

Well, he punched
a division chief

at a party with our name on it.

And I owe you guys
a sincere apology for that.

Apology?

We're thanking you.

You're the O.G., man.

Come on.

Hey...

Welcome back. Yo,
this the fist that popped him?

Little less love
on the work. Get to it.

Now, you both know that I was
falsely accused of arson,

by my own crew.

I'm sure the department had
evidence pointing towards me,

but when I heard that...

...all I thought was,
"Why didn't anyone just ask me?"

So I'm asking you both...

...why was this
in Bode's locker?

Okay, you made a mistake.

An honest one.
But you

covered it up.
We had remedied

the allergic reaction.

Bode made a snap judgment
in the middle of chaos.

That is the whole job.

Making judgment calls
in the middle of the action.

You do realize that, yes?

The whole job is r...
is running into something

that judgment says
we should be running away from.

It's complicated.

I guarantee you,
99 out of 100 firefighters

would have understood
the mistake Gabriela made.

Thank you.
And I guarantee you,

99 out of 100
would not have made

the choice you made after, Bode.

I would've done
the same thing for you.

Bode, you shouldn't want to do

anything like that again.

I'm saying that
we protect each other.

No, no, we trust each other.

There is a difference, B.

This isn't Three Rock.

You don't get to be a
solo operator anymore.

Not if you want to make it
into Cal Fire.

Okay.

Gabriela, you're grounded,
taking walk-ins today.

Bode, trust is earned.

You do that today.

Is that our punishment?

It is a waiting room.

It is what you two do

while I decide what to do next:

involve the chiefs or not.

But as your captain
and your friend,

you both have put me
in a situation

I never want to be in
ever again.

I am sorry that you're in this,

but I didn't ask you
to go into my locker.

Well, let me make this crystal
clear for you, Cadet Leone.

That locker belongs
to this department.

You are merely renting it

until decided otherwise.

Do you understand?

Yes.

Good. You have training, Bode.

I suggest you leave.

Now!

Cadets,
welcome to the Drill Den.

Every Cal Fire hopeful in NorCal
has passed through

the belly of this beast.

Round one,
I will lead you and a partner

on a practice search

to find Dan, the training dummy.

Hi.

Round two, you are on the clock
and you are on your own.

Captain?

McVaney assigned penalties

for failed drills in Phase One.

Fitness, homework.

Should we expect the same?

If you fail this drill
or break protocol?

In Phase Two, that is a strike.

And like America's
favorite pastime,

you only get three of them.

I will partner you up now.

Leone, James, you two butted
heads during Leone's interview.

That's okay, family fights,

and that's what crew is.

Show me you can check
that conflict at the door

so you can trust
each other in there.

Porter, Smith, with me.

Everyone, stand easy.

Well, looks like
it's you and me, Johnny Bravo.

You get me cut
from this program, I cut you.

It's a joke.

Oh, God, don't tell me

you're privileged, pretty
and humorless?

I'm on thin ice with Crawford.

I'm just trying to stay focused.

I won't be the reason
you get cut, trust me.

Ooh, cocky.

Cocky's good. Cocky's an asset.

Last session, you tried
to tank my hot wash.

Now we're-we're buds?

Look, when we were
playing musical chairs

for limited seats
in the program,

yeah, I held your feet
to the fire.

Now that you're in,
I guess I'm stuck with you.

Plus, we're a team today.

Rooting for you
is rooting for me.

Walter, meet your
third grandchild...

Smokey's.

Just a little reminder

of why we stopped
having kids after two.

Vinny won't stop whining

about the money
you dropped in this place.

Yeah, but the thing
about a gift is

you're not supposed
to look at the price tag.

The thing about
Sharon's savings is,

she was supposed to
spend it on herself.

This is on myself.
It's ours.

It's yours and mine.

And seeing that
I'm a member of the family,

I would imagine that I have

a permanently reserved seat
at the bar?

Well, this is broken.
So's the roof.

And the floors.

Come on, Share,

there's still time
to pull out, you know?

They'll find another buyer.

Oh, come on, man.

What's wrong with you, Vinny?

At least she's trying
to do something new.

My son, the buzzkiller.
Yeah.

You're a real big fan
of trying stuff new.

Wouldn't even get
me guitar lessons.

I had to teach myself.

That's because
you were trying to be

the next Springsteen,
not the next Me.

Sharon.

W-We got a battalion
and a division to run,

we can't just... Yeah, but...

...we still have
that giant hole

where our side job of parenting

or over-parenting Bode
used to live.

And we cannot have
idle hands, you and I.

We have to fill it
with something.

Do we have to fill
it with a money pit?

Do not call her that.

She has a name.
Her name is Smokey's.

She is the beating heart
of Edgewater.

You were gonna be
devastated if she was sold.

I'm waiting
for my "thank you."

Much as I love listening
to you bust his chops,

we're gonna be late
for the Drill Den.

Yeah, Dad, I told you,

we're not gonna
go crowd Bode, okay?

What are you talking about?

It's department tradition.
We're all invited.

You're retired.

And you're my ride.

Firefighters
don't drink and drive,

and I plan on cracking
a few today, come on.

JAKE Practice round starts now.

Loene, radio your status.

BODE Command, Search.

Entering the kitchen with two.

James, stay close to the door.
You're the anchor.

Leone, keep visual contact
with her throughout.

Sweep for victims
with your hands and your eyes.

AUDREY
Leone? Lost you.

I'm here.

Can't see you.

Hey, you got
to trust each other.

No trust, no dice.

I'm here.

I'm going back in.

Victim, victim, victim.

I got the dummy!

Good. Get the webbing.

Put the victim
in a shoulder hitch.

Under the arms.

Wait.

Protocol says that we check

that our exit is safe
and radio out.

You have to radio
every move you make.

And if this wasn't
a practice test,

Leone, that'd be a strike.

As you know, three strikes and...

And I'm out. I got it.

Command, Search.
Patient secured.

Exit's clear.

Egressing Alpha side with three.

He's having
an allergic reaction.

He needs an epi.

Hello?

Hi, um, We had a fire.

Where?

Did you call 911?
No, no.

It's out.
Fire was yesterday,

I just, um...

I left the iron on and
Elliott pulled it down.

And the curtains lit up so fast,

and she's only three...

Okay. Is your daughter okay?

No. She's-she's not hurt
and she's not my daughter.

I'm her nanny.

Deep breaths.

How can I help?

The smoke detector
didn't go off.

Can you fix it?

Or are-are you really busy?

No. I'm really not.

Gentlemen,
we're on a grade project

to help rebuild Main Street.

That means we're clearing debris

from businesses that were hit
from the helicopter.

So, this side of the room,
you're gonna stay here with me,

and the rest of you are gonna
go with C.O. Ramos next door.

All right? Stay
safe, stay hydrated.

How's Manny's first day?

Oh, better than I
thought it'd be.

He seems, uh, happy.

I think I'm gonna
make you happy, too.

My friend
from the city council called,

and they still have to vote,

but your FireEducated
program is all but approved.

What?
Okay, so now what?

Oh, now we game-plan.

I pulled every fire
from last year,

and I found this hot zone,

the part of Edgewater
rich in fire fuel.

We're gonna do our
prescribed burns here.

Prescribed burns... there.

Yeah.

Your family's ranch is
right in the hot zone.

You know, they don't even like
the mail lady on their land,

and you want to ask them

to burn their
private property? No.

I want you to ask them.

They don't even like me.

I'm sure that Bode thought that
before he came home.

Come on.

Look at us now.

Jimmy, watch out.

Ah, guys!
Ames! Hey.

Hold still, hold still.

Yo, what happened?
Everything okay?

Yeah. A piece
of wood splintered,

sliced up his arm pretty good.

Okay, I'll go get the med bag.
But keep pressure on his arm.

Good reflexes, Manny.
Copy, Cap.

Oh, man.
You all right, homie?

I'm good, bro. Yeah? Then
why are there tears in your eyes?

Nah, man, that's sweat.

Save the tears, Cadet.

Follow me.

You're not serious,
right? Captain.

Captain, please.
I can do it again.

Here.

Thanks. Cap gave Dean
a strike three.

Been there before,
doesn't feel good.

You've gotten
three strikes before?

Meaning...

Meaning I've failed out.

Twice.

Crawford's not messing around.

They hand out those strikes
and drop you.

Why do you keep coming back?

You remember the first time

someone thanked you
for saving their house?

It didn't matter that
you were in orange

or what you'd done?

That's why.

Plus...

what else am I supposed to do?
Go work at the mall?

Five minutes to go-time.
Get your heads straight.

Come on! Let's get
this puppy burning.

I know Chief
Mustachio's your dad,

but who's this silver fox?

It's my grandpa.

Station 42's old chief.

The only way this thing ends
is with a Leone Win.

Yikes.

If I strike out, I only
have myself to disappoint.

But if you strike out...

Disappoint my whole family.
No pressure.

Hey. Look, if you're
gonna be here...

I know. I told him.

Look, I-I can't have
any distractions...

Distractions?
What are you talking about?

We're family.

Vince, get my opener
out of that glove compartment,

will ya?
Sure.

They got you on
dummy rescue, huh?

You asked for a little
advice this morning?

They like to stash
the dummies in the closet.

That's where the kids
usually hide... Stop.

Stop! No, I...
Just a little...

No, you, you,
you can't tell me that.

I don't want it and
I don't need it, okay?

I'm trying to earn
my place here.

Listen, generations of Leones

before you have earned
this institutional knowledge.

It's your inheritance, kid,
I'm just giving it to you.

I'm sorry, but I don't want it,

and I can't use it,
not with Jake watching.

Okay? I need to prove
to him that he can trust

I'll do this the right way.
Don't worry about Jake,

he's family, too.

You'll be fine.

Practice is over, cadets.

You have ten minutes
to find Dan.

If you do not,
you fail the drill.

And that is a strike.

Let's go, Leone.

Get your mind off of Gramps so
I can trust you like Cap said.

Leone, James.

You're up first.

I'm in it to win this just
as much as you are. Trust that.

Ten minutes on the clock.

Leone, James,

go.

BODE
Command, Search. Entering two.

Heat and smoke are lifting.

Copy. Good neutral plan.

Proceed with search.

We are finding that dummy.

Check behind the door.

Checking.

Nothing.

Checking under the bed.

Nothing.

Don't get frustrated.
Not yet.

We got to conserve our air.

Nothing.

Bedroom one complete.

Continuing search.

Window Alpha side.

Doorway here!

Find anything?

Nothing.

This is gonna sideline you

to the kitchen
for a little while, Ames.

Yo, I'm not mad about that.

What, bro? You've been
hyping my rep all day.

Plus, I heard
you make a mean spread.

Just wanted to entice my kids
with food they'd actually eat,

you know, when they visit.

Your kids visit a lot?

Little by little.

These guys still talk
about how your daughter chose

to walk in your footsteps,
joining Cal Fire.

In the footsteps
of a guy like us.

Imagine that, man.

You know, Gabs has a photo
of her and Manny in her locker.

It's of them
at Manny's graduation

from training cadet to Cal Fire.

You know, the pride
on her little face...

Hey, Cap, uh, permission
to hit the head?

Granted.

Starting Bravo side search.

Checking the kitchen.

Check inside the cabinets.

I got nothing. You?

I got nothing. Damn it!

We'll find it.

Up we go, or we get a strike.

And I already have one.

If I sit on two strikes

from here on out,
I'm as good as failed.

My cylinder's at 50%.

James, Leone, 90 seconds left.

Bravo side complete.

I know something you don't.

What do you mean?

What?

I hate...
I hate that I know this.

Wait, what do you mean?

Spit it out, Leone.
Let me hate it, too.

My grandpa told me

where they usually
hide the dummy.

30 seconds, B.

Leones don't lose the Drill Den.

Sweet tea, we did that thing!

Gah! Victory from
the jaws of defeat!

You hook the ladder
to the window, like this.

Then it extends.

Then you can
climb out your window.

Can you show me one more time?

We've been through
this twice, Melanie.

We've gone over extinguishers,

monoxide detectors,

CPR, burn care, Heimlich.

You're apocalypse-ready.

Yeah, but I just...

I don't feel better.

Fires are scary.

It's okay.
But you're ready.

Very ready.

It was my fault the smoke alarm
didn't go off.

What?

I took the batteries out to
put in Elliot's favorite toy.

I forgot to put them back.

I could've killed her.

Lying, even about a mistake...

...doesn't set the best example.

I thought that if I just...

made sure it never,
ever happened again,

I would feel better.

And I didn't, until...

...confessing that
to you, just now.

Thank you so much.

Of course.

Hey, you want to grab a bite?

The whole class is going.

Thanks, but I got a, uh,

I got a steak
waiting for me at home.

Oh, of course you do.

James, Leone, toes on the line.

Your last radio
before securing the dummy

was from the Bravo side.

Yes, Captain.

Something's brewing over here.

Then you found the dummy
on the Delta side, correct?

Yes. Delta side, closet.

You failed to radio that you
cleared the Charlie side.

Radio? You ask
any of the people

whose lives we saved if they
care about some radio. Don't.

Or us getting the job done.

That's enough.

Respect, Papa Leone.

But I have a job to do.

Respect?

Dad...
Don't you "Dad" me.

Jake, I was fighting fires
before you were born.

All right, here we go.

We're gone.
Sorry, Jake.

He's sorry.

I'm still waiting for an answer.

We skipped Charlie side

because I knew
where we should look.

Papa Leone told me that the
dummy might be in a closet.

I didn't ask for that
knowledge, but I had it.

James, take a break.

Cap, may I add context?

No, you may not.

Go.

I ask you to build trust.

And you take me down
the same old road.

That is a three-strike offense.

What? That...

That's not a thing.

I'm making it one.

Pack your stuff.
You're done.

The Giants and the Leones
won today.

I'll drink to that.

Leone didn't win.
Bode did.

Well, he had a little piece
of that action.

You mean a cheat?

A guess.

Why do they always hide
the dummies in the same place?

Because kids hide in closets
and firefighters

are supposed to learn that
organically through training.

No, no, no.
The program got lazy.

The whole training program,
it's a mess.

It's their own fault.

It's their fault?
Yeah.

That you taught my son to cheat?

I taught your son to cheat?

Do you hear yourself?!

He's a convict!

If you'd been a better parent,

he'd be the captain by now,
not a cadet!

"Nobody talks to Dad
during dinner."

"You know where I keep my belt,
how fast I can get to it."

I'm supposed to pass
that poison down?

From you, to me, to him?

I'm not correcting you on that.

Yeah, I'd rather have my son
respect me.

You took all the blame with Cap.

Why'd you take the fall for me?

Where? Tell me.

Spit it out.

You said I could trust you.

You don't hide things
from your crew.

He said they liked to
hide them in closets.

You had a strike, I had none.

Jake's a friend.

Thought I could absorb the ding.

I was wrong.

You always try to...

control the outcomes like this
with your good deeds?

Because that's a recipe for
disappointment in firefighting.

I'm learning that.

They didn't teach you that
at Cal Fire legacy school?

You know, in Hollywood,
they'd call you a nepo baby.

In Cal Fire,
it's called a nugget.

A what? Firefighters
who are descended

from firefighters

are called nuggets.

Then you would be
a 24-karat gold one.

Growing up,
my Christmas presents

were socks and a trip
to the bingo hall.

Gambling and footwear?

Something useful, something fun.

"Merry Christmas."

We didn't have much.

But that doesn't mean
I didn't want stuff

as much as the next kid.

So, I took what I wanted.

I stole.

I did drugs.

I partied till the party
got me locked up.

Been there.

So...

...when you told me
the shortcut...

...I thought...

...it's my turn to finally
get the thing the easy way.

I'm sorry that I said
anything at all.

I'm gonna tell Cap the truth:

That you knew the shortcut,
but I pushed you to take it.

Why?

Well, because the accountability
I learned at Fire Camp

means something to me.

Good night, 24K.

Good night, Jamesy.

What?

You're the only one
who gets to dole out nicknames?

"Jamesy."

I like that.

Hey, come on,
there are subtler ways

to say you're putting
your foot down about Smokey's.

This isn't about Smokey's,

it's about your
stupid father-in-law.

My least favorite of
the Leone men cult traditions.

Emotionally fraught evenings
with Walter.

Jake kicked me out
of the program.

Bode... You know,
maybe I deserved it.

I-I mean, not for today, but...

for Gilmore.

Getting into Cal Fire
is everything

you've worked so hard for.

I've also worked
to be worthy of you.

I still am.

Thought a lot about
accountability today.

I want to confess to Gil.

Oh, me, too.

Really?

After today...

I-I won't get into all of that,

but yes.

Let's do it.

I thought Bode
would be home by now.

You smell that?

Walter?
Gotta be the stove.

Dad!

Hey. What are you doing?

I'm cooking Bode's steak.

I just went in to turn
the TV off, I-I...

Get this thing...
No, I got it, I got it!

I got it.
Give it to her!

Give it to me!
Walter, come on!

Behind you.

All right. Watch out.

I'll-I'll get the smoke alarm.

How long did you leave that
hockey puck on the stove for?

I-I don't know, I...

Maybe... maybe I had
one too many beers.

It just went off!

You could've burned
the house down, Dad!

Okay, but no one,
no one got hurt, right?

So, Walter, how about I check
you for smoke inhalation?

I'm fine.

Dad?

I'm fine!

I just...

I just wanted to do
something nice for my grandson.

Sorry.

I'm gonna... I'm
gonna sleep this off.

I'll... go get a fan.

Okay.

Hey, you got
an early start, Manny?

All good, Cap.

You know, with, uh, new inmates,

there's always an easy one.

And it's usually people
who return, but...

I realize you're not gonna be
an easy one for me, are you?

So I saw your visitor's list.

It didn't include Gabriela.

You know, you got a little itchy
when Ames brought her name up.

I know you know,

better than everybody else here,

that you need ties
on the outside

to be good on the inside,
so what can I do, man?

I may not have failed
the guys, but...

I failed my daughter, Eve.

I was her hero, man.

And all I've shown her is
that heroes can fail.

Over and over.

So we fought, and she's
not on my visitor list

because she deserves better
than I can offer her right now.

I haven't talked to my parents

in six years.

And, you know, we had a fight.

We had a couple of 'em.

And I know the phone
works both ways, but...

sometimes I wish
they'd just pick up

the damn phone
and call their kid.

So don't wait
too long to call, man.

For both your sakes.

Just call her.

Before it's too late.

You can bill me
for the kitchen repairs.

Don't worry about it,
Dad, it's fine.

I saw the...

Smokey's damage,
you're gonna need the money.

Bode's got what it takes.

Yeah.

I think so, too.

Kid's got my fire.

Don't do him a disservice
and try to tame it.

Had a long talk
with James last night.

She asked that I take
one of your strikes away

and give it to her.

I agreed that was fair.

So...

...we'll see
what Gil decides.

And maybe you'll get this back.

Hey, guys.

Something you wanted
to talk to me about?

Hey, Gil,
you want to take a seat?

I'll get you some coffee.

Um, hello?

Hi.

Hey.

I always thought it was
a little crowded over here.

No?

What would you do here instead?

Remember when they had
the stage here?

Yeah, yeah.

You-you thinking about
bringing that back?

Edgewater's got
a lot of musicians.

Right?
Yeah?

You and Luke?

I meant real musicians.

Looking good in
your uniform there, D.C. Leone.

Is this the part of the story

where the Grinch's heart
triples in size?

I don't want to be
the old hard-ass

who still goes to Drill Dens.

I don't want to be the husband
that crushes your dreams.

I...

I want this.

I want...

community.

I want you. Come here.

Right?

I knew you were gonna
come around to see it my way.

I love you, Vincent Leone.

And I love you.

It's funny.

When they said I didn't have
my medical alert necklace,

I thought I was going crazy.

We're so sorry.

Gil, whatever justice

looks like to you,

it's yours.

Running it up
the chain of command?

On my family that saved me?

If that's what you want.

I want to take that desk job

my wife's been begging me
to get.

I want to take my kid fishing

before she leaves for NYU.

Thanks to you two, I can.

You pulled me from a fire.

I'm grateful.

Gil, thank you.

See you next training, cadet.

♪ I found myself face down
in the ditch ♪

♪ Booze in my hair ♪

♪ Blood on my lips ♪

♪ A picture of you
holding a picture of me ♪

♪ In the pocket
of my blue jeans ♪

♪ I still don't know
what love means. ♪

We did it.

Everyone who needs
to know knows.

Gil is healthy.

He's happy, even.

Our jobs are safe.

It's over.

Damn, that feels good.

What Jake said yesterday...

...that 99
out of 100 firefighters

wouldn't have made
the judgment call you made.

Why do you think that is?

Runs in the family.

An addictive personality
doesn't just

go away, Bode, it lurks.

When my dad loses it,

it's been booze.

Then it was gambling.

With you...

I've been clean for years.

From drugs.

What about thrills?

Is that what
firefighting is to you?

Is that what we are
to each other?

No.

Why would,
why would you ask that?

When we met,

you escaped prison to take
a step closer to me.

And I felt it, too, Bode.

I-I wanted

to be closer to you.

I jumped off a bridge for you.

Stole keys.

Broke into Three Rock
after hours

just to have one night together.

I think about that night, too.

You almost broke up my wedding.

And I wanted you to.

Why is it always
a little dangerous with us?

'Cause I was locked up.

But I'm not anymore.

I can be safe.

Boring, even.

Like, really boring.

Bode, no, you can't.

Try me. I mean,

I'll stay home
and watch paint peel

if that's what you want.

You're going through it
right now.

With everything.

With your...

the wedding, your dad.

You waited for me,
when I was at Three Rock.

I'll wait for you.

As long as it takes.

We keep playing with fire.

And we need to stop.

Before we...

burn our lives down.

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