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Oh, hey, baby. Happy

anniversary. Happy anniversary.

Thank you. Well, got you some flowers.

Thank you so much. I

heard your favorite. Wow, there's

this place. I figured we'd come

back here and make some money. Good new

memories, you know, just for us.

I like that idea. Very romantic.

You know, a year ago, standing

right there, staring over here, just

wishing I could be the guy staring at

you. It's not

really a happy story, though, is it?It's

for me. God, you

came to me. You stood at

your door and said...

I need you to make love to me. Is

this a dream?This is a dream.

It's real. Open your eyes.

Oh my God. I knew from the first moment I

laid eyes on you could hear the one from

me when we talked.

Everything just clicked. How?

second.

You understood me. I felt like I could

tell you anything. I loved you more than

I could love any other one. And I knew

you'd love me too. But

it always seemed like there's something

in between us. There's someone.

What about your husband?

It's... It's over now. Please

just help me feel anything else than what

I'm feeling right now.

so

good.

Oh my god, yeah, yeah

All right there.

Oh my...

Yes, you're gonna make

me come. Oh my God, yes, I'm gonna...

Yes, darling,

Oh, my God.

Oh,

my God. Yes. Yes

Oh, just like that.

Oh my God.

Oh my.

Yes, yes,

please.

Oh my God. Yes,

yes,

yes, yes

Yes, yesOh

my. Yes,

Jo, yes.

Oh, please don't stop

ah

Oh my

god. Holy

shit

Oh my god.

Yes, yes, yes

Oh

Oh

my God. Yes,

yes, yes

Yes, right there, right there, please,

please

Ohh

Oh, my God.

Oh, yes.

Oh

Oh my

God. I'm coming. Oh my.

oh

Oh

You know, I don't think you'll ever

understand how much I actually love you.

You know, you are the light

for me. Every day was just

darkness before you came into it.

You've made life just better again. Every

day is just

amazing with you.

I love you too. Yeah

Do you doubt it?

No, I just, I just sometimes think we

may have rushed things. The night that

you came over to my house, I often think

that maybe you should have slept on the

couch as a friend, and then maybe we got,

maybe fell in love more through natural

ways. But

you wanted me so much. Do you really

think you would have been able to

frustrate yourself?

No. When your lips touched mine, I was

powerless. But that thought did

come through my head so many times that

maybe I should have waited until you

were, you know, officially dealt with

Michael. But my

body was just helpless. You know, I knew

it was wrong to do, but... No,

the right thing to do is to make loves to

me. I jumped to making loves you somany

times.

But you were married. I was married.

That's

the thing I loved about you. You never

cheated on your husband. But I was

married when I came to

you. Yeah, but you left him. I saw in

your eyes you're a good and honest woman.

I'm

not as good and pure as you think I

am. I mean, I did betray him with my

mind and with my lips. Remember, I

kissed. But not with your body. You

wouldn't let me have your body, okay?

You're better than him. You're better

than me. I mean, if it was up to me, I

would've taken you right there by your

car, weren't kissed that night. But you

wouldn't let me. He would've

talked me in the car. I want to, but I

couldn't. And I know that the moment he

found out he cheated on you, I knew you

were free.

Maybe I knew I was yours well before

then. Would that make me less pure in

your eyes?You've always had my heart.

You're just an amazing woman.

You know,

I wouldn't have loved him if he didn't

cheat on me. He was a good man and

I could have forgiven him.

I know my mom was gonna go live.

Just pure evil. But I

left him. I left him because I

was in love with you.

I'm glad he chose me. Do

you ever doubt it?No, I just want to make

you as happy as you make me. But

what about Michael made you consider me?

Are you worried I'm going to leave you

someday?Of course not.

Good. Because I would never leave you.

But John, I've chosen you.

We're happy, aren't we?I wish

more good we could feel as happy as we

are.

So what about your mom?I know you love

her, but are you ever going to forgiveher?

No. I could never forgive

her for what she did to me.

To new beginnings. New beginnings.

Well, you know, if your mom's anything

like you, I see why I did it.

John. It was a joke.

Man. Is that our waiter?

We need to leave. You okay?No, we need to

leave like right now. Like right now,

right now. I'm not ordering anything yet.

No, it's, please, just, can we go?Yeah,

can you?Let the girl watch she gets.

Michael, you were at the restaurant and

now you're here.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.

I'm not stalking you. I didn't know I was

going to see you there. I just

went there because the restaurant reminds

me of us and I didn't expect to see you

there. But

it was nice to see you happy.

You really shouldn't be here. I'm married

now. I know. I

knowI know you're probably busy. I

read an article about your promotion.

Congratulations. Thanks.

I came to give you this.

The deed to the cottage?

Yeah, it's in my name.

all painted robin's egg blue.

I can't accept this from you and mom. No,

it's okay. It's paid off. No

debt to your mom. It's

yours. It always was yours.

I don't know what to say. Say you'll take

it.

I went there to do all the renovations,

and I couldn't stay there without

thinking about you. The

place was meant to be yours, and it's

always been yours.

Nothing would really make me happier than

for you to have it. Thank

you. Okay. You're welcome.

I'll go now. Oh, wait.

It was all my fault.

No, it's all in the past. No, you don't

understand. Your affair with my mother,

it was my fault. I was distant and

I drove you to her.

It was really my fault. You warned me

about your mother and she even told

me how she planted the seed in your head

that we were never really soulmates.

And then she seduced me... for money.

It's just... it's disgusting. And

I should have just collected it all in

the past. But

don't you ever wonder why it happened?

Every day. We

were so in love. Our love was so

strong, I was sure nothing could breakit.

I mean, we were high school sweethearts.

You had never been with any other men,

and I had been with other women.

Maybe you just got curious.

Maybe. But is indulging in

your curiosity enough to break up a

marriage?No, I

don't think so.

Maybe it was just the perfect storm of a

lot of little things. Losing

you was one of the biggest mistakes in my

life. I feel

so guilty. I feel so

sorry for what I

did. What's done is done.

I was thinking of maybe leaving the

country and finding a little

cottage somewhere. I

sold my novel to Lux Publishing, and they

gave me an advance on my next, so... Wow,

that's great. Congratulations.

Thanks. I am...

I don't work for your mom anymore, so

I needed the money. Recently I've

been staying in our old apartment, you

know, home from back in school days.

Well, I hope for your sake that he works

this time around. He's still spotty.

I was thinking maybe since

you have that property now, I could be

your first tenant.

Pay you a year in advance and then after

that you'd never have to hear from me

again. Wow.

Like I said, I could pay you a year

upfront. It's just going to give me a

nice, quiet place to write. But

I thought you didn't want to stay in the

cottage.

I'm fine with it for a year.

Plus, the protagonist in my next book is

reminding me a lot of you. Well,

yeah, of course you can stay. Okay.

Well, goodbye.

Michael.

Wait, wait, Rob, we should stop. I can't.

I'm sorry, Michael. I just. I can't.

It's OK.

Goodbye, my love. I watched him leave.

Goodbye. It was what I said I wanted,

but my heart wanted to follow him.

I wanted to go with him to our perfect

little cottage in France. Forget about

my mom and forget about John.

Oh, John. How could I do

this to him?He's a good man.

I love him. I love

Michael. Both men are

so different, but they are both such

good men. I felt so

much guilt. I no

longer believed myself to be the good

woman that both of these men see.

I told John about the kiss. I

told him all about my conflictedfeelings.

I'm sorry I'm so terrible.

I realize now I don't deserve love.

Not from him, not from you.

I just need to be alone so I don't hurt

anybody else. Stop.

Why did I accept the deed?I know I

shouldn't have. I

just... I wanted to do something

nice for us, you know?Like

we we could use the money you sent us,

right?

Just...

Don't just stand there. Tell me you want

a divorce. No.

Then say

something, please.

He looked at me with his warm, forgiving

eyes.

With every brush, he took

Michael's touch away.

The feeling of his mouth off my breasts,

my lips. The feeling of his

hands gripping my back, my thighs.

With every brush, he

washed away the betrayal, the

sin from my skin.

I love this man, John.

I love him.

I want you to go to him.

What?

I want you to go to him. You know where

he is, right?

Yeah.

I want you to go lay with him,

then come back and tell him what your

decision is. I

can't. Yeah, you have to.

Then come back and tell them what you

decide, okay?Okay

My husband will take me.

Come away with me, Marie. I'm gonna take

care of you. We lived in the cottage

together. We went off to work. You

didn't want for nothing. Oh,

Michael. I love you, Marie.

Please, Michael, take me. I

need you to come inside for me, please.

Thank you so much, Marie.

Please make love to me.

I want

to feel you again.

Oh

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Turn around for me.

Oh, my God. He's right there. Right

there. That's so good.

Oh, my. You're so evenly.

Oh, my God.

Yes. YesYes, yes, yes,

yes, yes, yes, yes

Oh my. Oh my.

Oh, yeah. Oh, I'm

so. Oh my God.

Oh,

baby.

Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my

God, please, please, please, please,please

I'm coming.

Oh my God. Oh my God,

baby. You're

so

good.

Please, please, please

come

to me. Please, please, please

Oh, yes.

Where you make me the happiest man in the

world.

I choose you.

You certain?With all my

heart. I'll always regret the pain I put

these men through. Michael,

my first love, was such a good

man, but my heart knew long before his

betrayal that I belonged to John.

With his strength and his forgiving arms

around me, I felt our hearts beat and

sink. I fell deeper in

love within that night. He

is my home. My

home is in his arms.

I love you.

Pull. Pull. Pull.

Right here. This one too. You want to try

that again?Where the fuck do I pull?It's

just all one piece. Gotcha. Okay.

Oh, ohh well, you ripped him. It's

okay. It's OK.

I'm sorry. OK. Keep it more. Is it

really tight?OK. And action.

Hey, it's protocol.

Happy birthday. Thanks.

Yeah, we don't have an IV. OK.

Nothing. I don't know what to do.

Should I grab my ID and like slip it in

my pit?

I lost the tears. Hold on.

Well, they were there and then now

they're gone. 'Cause I'm not sadactually.