Original subtitles

Please sit down.

Thank you.

So...

What's the matter?

Ms. Yu.

I want to ask you something.

Do you know

Shen Chin-fa?

No.

Shen Chin-cheng

told me

that you and Chin-fa were very close.

How do you know Shen Chin-cheng?

Shen Chin-fa asked me to see him.

You're lying.

You can come to me, why can't he?

Because I saw Chin-fa die with my own eyes.

He died right in front of me.

Yes, he died.

He died in a gang fight in Ximending.

He told me

that his soul possessed a woman's body.

He used this woman's body

to go to the club,

rob jewelry

-and beat cops-- -Mr. Wei.

I've had enough.

I'll get going.

Ms. Yu, if you leave, you'll really lose the chance to know the truth.

What truth?

What's the truth?

Now, you're telling me that ghosts exist in this world.

And Chin-fa turned into a ghost.

Are you saying that's the truth?

You're absolutely right.

Because what happened to you

didn't seem to be caused by a ghost indeed.

What do you mean?

Shen Chin-fa's thoughts,

actions,

and even memories

are absolutely perfect.

But only one thing is strange.

He told me...

he doesn't remember you.

He remembers Shen Chin-cheng.

He remembers all the details in the gang fight.

But he doesn't remember you,

who is the closest to him.

Mr. Shen.

Could you tell me more about them?

Maybe this is why Shen Chin-fa

keeps wandering in this world and refuses to leave.

Mr. Shen.

Please take care of this construction work.

Don't worry, Mr. Wang. Your business is my business.

-Here, cheers. -Mr. Wang, here. I'll toast to you.

Thank you.

-Mr. Wang. -Yes?

The prices of reinforcing steels and waterproofing are inaccurate.

What the hell were you doing?

I'm sorry. Here's a toast to you two.

It's fine. Come on.

-Mrs. Shen is so thorough. -No.

Mr. Shen, having a wife like her

is like a tiger with wings.

Mr. Wang, you're so eloquent.

-Let me toast to you. -Okay, thank you.

-Hey, Mr. Wang. -Hey.

I really like the wood carving of the ebony Guan Yu

that you gave me last time.

-Do you like it? -Yes.

It was carved really well.

-Gosh. -I'll go to the restroom.

-No problem. -Go with her.

Let me know if you need anything else.

-Okay, let's eat. -Okay.

Are you okay?

Don't always drink so much.

They asked me to drink. Can I refuse?

You don't need to get yourself drunk.

You have to pace yourself.

Now you're talking.

Why were you so quiet earlier?

The boss was talking. What can I say?

I'm going inside.

That's enough. Stop drinking.

Hey.

Aren't you afraid people will see us?

You and Shen Chin-fa were so close.

Why couldn't he remember you?

The only possibility

is that Shen Chin-fa

isn't really Shen Chin-fa.

What exactly are you saying?

I want to say...

that I think this Shen Chin-fa

is yourself.

You have dissociative identity disorder,

which is more commonly known

as multiple personality disorder.

The Shen Chin-fa who came to me

is one of your personalities.

The real Shen Chin-fa...

is long gone.

Fuck you!

Who's long gone?

I'm right here. Fuck you!

What's the name of the dog Shen Chin-fa and Shen Chin-cheng had

when they were ten years old?

Do you remember Shen Chin-fa's favorite character

in MacGyver, the show he really loved?

What is the name of the class president

-Shen Chin-fa had a crush on? -Shut up!

Who would remember these things? Shut up!

Last question.

Was Shen Chin-fa

really killed by the men that Shen Chin-cheng sent?

Shut up!

Shut up!

Ms. Yu.

You can perfectly create his personality,

but Shen Chin-fa and Shen Chin-cheng didn't tell you

their childhood memories.

You couldn't possibly know it.

Shen Chin-cheng

has long forgiven you and Chin-fa.

Hsiu-chi was my woman.

However, deep inside,

I know the one who loved her and took care of her was Chin-fa.

If only I had been able to let go sooner.

You're a triad boss.

Your brother went against the triad's rules.

He should be penalized accordingly.

Rules are rules.

But I forgot about love.

He already moved on.

You should also stop blaming yourself.

I'm Shen Chin-fa.

I'm Shen Chin-fa!

I'm...

Chin-fa.

Chin-fa is inside of me.

You mean...

I'm Shen Chin-fa!

I'm here. I'm right...

Chin-fa.

Chin-fa, can you talk to me?

Chin-fa, can you...

Shen Chin-fa.

-Ms. Yu. -Fuck you. I'm Shen...

Are you feeling better?

Do you want some water?

Do you want to rest for a while?

Or do you want to talk to us?

Sometimes,

once you make a wrong decision,

it seems like everything you do afterwards is wrong.

Chin-fa and I were serious about each other.

Once they found out about us,

Chin-fa decided to go and apologize.

They're brothers though. Chin-cheng...

Of course, Chin-cheng would forgive him.

How about me?

I'm someone who can't betray him.

So,

I stopped him and asked him to take some money and leave with me.

Where did you go?

Come out and I'll leave one hand for you to eat.

-Shen Chin-fa! -Chin-fa!

When you catch him,

break his arms and legs.

Hey!

-Let's go. -Don't run.

Hey, where is he?

Where did he go?

Hurry. Search for him.

This way. Let's go.

Don't let him go.

Fuck, it's a dead end.

Come on.

Come on, get up here.

Come up.

I'm telling you.

Go first. I'll draw them away.

No.

No, listen to me.

We won't make it if we run away together. Okay?

No, come with me.

Here. Take this.

-I'll call you. -No.

Find him!

Okay. Hurry.

You have to find me.

I know.

We couldn't

get away from Chin-cheng's territory.

So, I thought

maybe I could go to Ke Tsung-yuan for help.

I knew him from a long time ago.

I knew he liked me.

He'd surely help me.

But Chin-fa wasn't happy about that.

So, we had a fight.

The day he died,

I was supposed to go and talk to him.

I never thought that was the last time I'd see him.

It's my fault he died.

CHIN-FA

The number you have dialed is unavailable.

You will be charged after the beep.

Where are you?

I've been waiting for over two hours.

I've left.

Help me...

How did this happen?

How can this happen?

Help me.

Chin-fa.

Look at me.

Chin-fa, look at me.

Look at me.

Look at me.

Look at me.

Shen Chin-fa.

It's my fault he died.

Since Shen Chin-fa died in front of you,

you must have felt really guilty and terrified at the same time.

You must have suffered a lot.

That's why you created Shen Chin-fa's personality.

Living as Shen Chin-fa

can lessen the guilt that you're feeling.

Shen Chin-cheng said

that Chin-fa was gentle.

However, the Chin-fa that you've created

has an extreme personality.

He simply used your money

and messed up your work.

These are ways

that you use to punish yourself.

You don't know.

It's my fault he died.

If I didn't tell him to take the money,

he wouldn't have died.

It's my fault he died.

It's all my fault.

It's all my fault.

Most people can't let go of the mistakes they made.

They'd also try to get away from reality.

However, if you don't let go,

you'd be trapped in the hell of guilt and won't be able to move forward.

It's a good thing you're helping Ms. Yu

to prevent a bigger tragedy from happening.

Hello?

Grandma.

Did you force the nurse to call me? You scared me.

I missed you.

I wanted to see you both.

Hey, Yun-yun.

This is for you.

Grandpa gave it to me.

I wanted to give it to you a long time ago.

What are you doing?

While I'm still thinking clearly,

I have to give these things to you.

So that I don't have to worry anymore.

Yen-yen.

This is

for you.

Major gave it to me.

Grandma.

These are your precious memories. I can't accept it.

These are my treasures.

That's why

I have to give them to people closest to me.

Grandma.

You should give them to your relatives.

I really can't accept it.

I think of you

as my own grandson.

You're not treating me like your own grandma.

It's just something small.

Look at you.

You're such a nag.

I'm worried about Dr. Hung.

Yesterday, Dr. Hung came to see me,

but she was frowning the whole time.

Did you

make her mad?

Girls

need to be consoled.

All right.

Stop giving her the silent treatment.

Go, call her.

If you don't console her,

don't come and see me.

Okay.

Hurry.

SUNG-YEN

I'm so tired.

I thought I could wait,

but waiting didn't make us closer to each other.

A huge portion

of life is spent in waiting.

Waiting for news.

Waiting for a result.

And even waiting for a miracle.

But the point is,

why is this person

worth waiting for?

He brought me out of my routine life.

He's different from the people I grew up with.

He's especially motivated.

He has dreams and ambitions.

With him,

I can see my future.

However...

Can you still see

this future now?

I don't know.

I can't tell whether I've changed

or he has changed.

Why is loving someone so hard?

May I ask...

Ma'am, Chin-fa's friend is here.

Ask her to come in. Hurry.

Please come in.

Done.

This restaurant

has the best chive dumplings.

Let's eat them together.

Mrs. Shen, I bought some bird's nest and chicken essence.

It's good for your health. You have to eat them regularly.

Goodness.

There's no need.

Tell Chin-fa

to eat those himself.

He's working so hard.

He has to take care of himself.

Do you hear me?

Mrs. Shen.

Chin-fa is...

I know.

Chin-cheng told me.

He told me Chin-fa is building a house at Nanyang

and opening up a company.

He's sending Chin-fa there to be the president.

I know he's busy and has a lot of work.

That's why he didn't call me.

Let's eat. They're delicious.

Is that what Chin-cheng said?

Mom, the chive dumplings are sold out. I bought the cabbage ones.

It's okay.

Chin-fa's friend already prepared them.

There are chive dumplings. Let's eat. Come on.

They're delicious.

Chin-cheng.

-I'm sorry. -You're not allowed to apologize.

I thought I'll only get to see you again

when I'm about to die.

You even dared to come.

I was always with you two then.

We passed by here so many times.

At that time, I thought,

which one of you would bring me here

and introduce me to your mom?

But I never thought things would turn out this way.

That's how life is.

If we all know what would happen in the future,

is that still called life?

It's all my fault.

If I didn't convince him,

he wouldn't run away.

And those things wouldn't happen.

You thought I couldn't find you if you go to Taipei?

I know.

I knew that if I stayed in Taipei,

you'd surely find me.

I didn't leave.

Because I want to know what you'd do if you find me.

I'd forgive you

because of Chin-fa.

Because Chin-fa is happy when he's with you.

Go.

Did you decide

to keep what happened to him from your mom?

She's old.

Why should she find out?

It's good if I can keep it from her.

Go.

Chin-cheng.

Take care.

Chin-cheng.

Thank you.

Yu-mei.

I couldn't reach you on your phone.

Can you reply when you hear this?

Bye.

The last step.

Mary, are you there?

No.

"No"?

Then, I should just return the gift.

Is this...

It's great, right?

Treasure it---

...the legendary iPad?

It's an antique.

This is the newest model, okay?

I only saw it in the museum.

I never thought I can witness a historic artifact.

This is amazing.

This is an iPad, not a Terracotta Army.

Aren't you going overboard?

Why did you suddenly buy it then?

I thought you're quite bored in the mirror.

Didn't you want to be a singer? You can sing karaoke here.

But I can only sing songs from your era.

Hey, can you consider

that I'm paying for this in installments for 12 months

and stop complaining about it?

All right.

Have you thought of any new clues?

Every time I start to think

about something related to my dad,

I don't dare to continue anymore.

If you can't think of anything,

you will only continue being trapped in the mirror.

What would happen if I continue

being in the mirror?

You'd see me every day.

Didn't you say seeing me

makes you think of your parents?

Gosh.

I don't think of that anymore.

My dad wouldn't buy me a gift.

You are different from him.

Peter Pan, come here.

Can you play your favorite music for us?

Sure.

I'll open YouTube for you.

Okay.

The number you have dialed cannot be reached.

Please try again later.

What's this?

One, two, three, four,

-five, six, seven... -Hello?

Sung-yen, did Grandma go to you?

Grandma is unconscious again.

Grandma is here.

-Electrocardiogram result is VF. -Zao-yun.

What should I do?

I respect your decision.

20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25.

Okay, clear.

I don't want Grandma to suffer.

Go according to your plan.

I hope Grandma

can leave peacefully.

After you open your eyes,

you can see a lamp

and a guide.

Ms. Li-hua.

Please follow me.

Please come in.

Where's Major?

Do you remember

this pocket watch?

Have you tried opening it?

There's a picture of his fiancée inside.

Why would I open it?

Maybe...

the answer is different from what you think.

I don't want to see it.

It's not that you don't want to.

You're trying to evade it.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Why would I evade it?

The unknown

is the main reason for your fear.

All these years,

you're afraid that your love for him is in vain.

You're afraid that he never loved you.

Shut up.

Stop it.

No.

You won't face it

because you're worried the truth would be too cruel.

However, if today

is the last day of your life,

would you still be afraid?

Compared to the fear of the unknown,

having the courage to face the truth

would be better.

Ms. Li-hua.

Open it.

Just one action

can make you let go of the past

and yourself.

How is this possible?

Major said...

the person in this pocket watch is...

The most important person to him.

So what if I'm the one in the picture?

I just wanted to hear him say those three words.

Maybe...

he used a different way

to tell you those words.

He runs away once commitment is mentioned.

What's the use of giving me this?

I don't want this anymore.

All these years,

haven't you noticed

what's engraved on the inner side of the ring?

Look at it carefully.

There's nothing engraved.

Those are just scratches.

Those are not ordinary scratches.

This is Morse code.

Morse code?

D.

One long and two shorts.

E.

One short.

F.

Two shorts and one long.

Are you listening?

What's that?

It's Morse code.

We use it to transmit important news.

I see.

He was a soldier.

He used the soldier's way

to express his feelings for you.

What's engraved on this ring

represents love.

When Major

gave you this ring,

he already told you the answer.

Major...

really loved me.

When I count to one,

you'll be back here safely.

Three.

Two.

One.

Are you okay?

So,

the answer has always been there.

You did great.

You had the courage

to take this step.

Yen-yen.

Thank you.

Check her heart rate.

It's still on standstill.

Stop reviving her.

-16, 17, -Hello?

-18,19, 20. -They started reviving her again.

What exactly happened to Grandma?

What do you mean?

Grandma's back.

Wait for me.

-13, 14, 15, 16, -Increase to 360 joules. Ready.

17, 18, 19...

Grandma.

Do you have anything else to say?

I feel sorry towards him.

I can't face him.

What should I do?

-Grandma. -I'm sorry.

See who?

Li-hua.

What are you afraid of?

Tse-yuan?

Li-hua.

You're so silly.

You've been tormenting yourself.

You're on the brink of death, but won't let go

just to avoid me.

I feel sorry towards you.

I know...

that I can't face you.

Don't come near me.

I've always missed you.

Aren't you mad at me?

Why should I be mad at you?

You know why.

All these years,

I've always thought about that person.

Am I so petty

to even complain about that?

But...

I've never given you my heart.

You've given it to me long ago.

You just didn't know it.

You were willing to go with me back then

to start a family

and have kids.

Together, we've spent most of our lives.

You've long given your life to me.

I should thank you.

Now that you've let go,

are you willing to come with me now?

I formally announce that Ms. Chang Li-hua

died on April 4, 2018

at 1:32 a.m.

in YMU Hospital, room C823.

Here.

Thank you.

Are you all right?

I'm starting to miss Grandma.

I'd cry if I don't do things to shift my focus.

I saw your grandpa.

He seemed to be a very nice person.

Did Grandma resolve her unfinished business?

Yes.

Grandma seemed very happy when she left.

Sung-yen, thank you.

After everything that happened,

I realized in the end that we were both wrong.

I've always thought

Grandma was concerned about Major's promise to her.

I never expected

it was because she felt guilty towards your grandpa.

She was afraid to face him in the next world.

That sounds like her.

Sung-yen.

This is the ring Grandpa used to propose to Grandma.

I want to give it to you.

I believe Grandma would want you to have this.

She was very concerned about your marriage.

Thank you for giving something so important to me.

-However-- -Don't forget what Grandma told you.

I'll definitely take what Grandma said

to heart.

I've always believed

that Grandma's persistence towards Major was just a regret.

When Grandma was at her weakest,

Grandpa gave her the promise she longed for

and stayed with her.

That's the purest form of love.

Subtitle translation by Coleen Chua