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[serene music playing]

[man] The mind does anything

to stay in power.

It tells us

that without its presence

in everything,

we won't function.

We won't love or be loved.

[serene music continues]

[man on recording] So, notice the nasty tone--

-[woman] Oh, come on. -…the bullying voice…

[woman] Pass!

-[man on recording] …the mind abusing. -[food crunching]

[food packet crinkles]

This is the frightened ego.

-Frightened because… -[car horn honks]

Jesus Christ!

…what we are looking for, because the things

-it tells us are not truths, only stories. -Oh.

And while story needs mind and mind needs story…

[fanfare ringtone plays]

[cell phone buzzing]

[sighs]

-Mom? -Hey.

Mom, I have one bar of reception, and I'm at work.

I have to teach a guy to strangle me,

-so I can't talk right now. -[recording continues]

-[Dylan] Um… -Yeah, okay.

Yeah, actually, I can't talk either. Um…

[man on recording] The truth is very quiet.

I'm just calling 'cause, um…

I'm gonna be leaving reception any minute,

and I'm gonna be on a semi-silent retreat in the wilderness, so, um…

Yeah, so don't expect to hear from me.

[recording continues] …presence…

-Dyl? I lost you. Um… -…doesn't scream or hold us hostage.

-I can't hear you. But, bye. -It doesn't need us.

Bye-bye.

But it is here for us.

[pensive music playing]

[camera shutter clicks]

[bird cawing]

-[woman] There you go. -Thank you.

-[Lucy clears throat] -So…

The silence will begin at 6:00 p.m., following the welcome meeting.

There is no Wi-Fi outside of reception,

and it's a low-to-no technology retreat.

-Okay. -Ooh, also,

if you could sign… here,

just agreeing to be in the, uh…

-promotional DVD. -Yeah.

Uh, no, I don't wanna be filmed. That's why I didn't sign it.

Oh. Okay.

Well, uh, if you could motion to Mark from the film school…

-[Lucy] Hmm? -…he'll be behind the camera.

But you'll tell him too.

No, it's just I don't want my daughter or my ex,

you know, to…

see what I say, if I say anything.

I can make a note, but if you could tell him yourself…

I have a lot to be abreast of.

-So I'd appreciate that. -Sure. Okay.

Teamwork. [chuckles]

Um… So…

meeting room.

[Lucy] Yeah.

[man] Bridge.

Maze.

And rooms are beyond.

Ooh. Any especially good?

-[man] Room nine. -They're all the same.

Oh. [chuckles] I was just…

I'm… I was joking. It's a totally weak joke.

Yeah. 'Cause… See, we're here trying to get enlightened,

so it shouldn't matter. It doesn't matter.

I'll take a map.

[man] Uh, there's some phone reception by the trash.

-[Lucy] Uh-huh. -[woman] It's only for emergencies.

Thanks.

Only for emergencies with technology and reception.

[birds chirping]

[grunts, pants]

[softly] Oh, fuck!

[vocal popping, clicking]

[vocal popping, clicking continues]

[popping, clicking continues]

[cell phone dings, buzzes]

[sighs]

[insect buzzing]

If you need to talk, just call your dad.

[Dylan] Why would I call Dad? I never call Dad.

'Cause you won't be able to call me.

[Dylan] Okay. I think I'll manage.

I mean, I hardly ever call either of you.

Well, if something goes wrong…

You know your job's dangerous.

You know, accidents do happen.

Mom, can you not?

Well, actually, nothing kills you in New Zealand anyway,

-so I'll be fine. -Okay.

Sure.

I worry.

Yeah, I know, but can you not?

Because it actually throws me off. Please? Like--

Okay. Yes! I'm sorry.

[man on radio] Elmore's ready for stunt.

-Copy. Fuck. I gotta go. -[Lucy] Why, because of me?

No, because of work. I'm just late already.

[Lucy] Well, uh… [sighs]

Look, I will text you

when the silence is over.

-Yeah? -Yeah. Okay.

Um, love you.

Have a good experience, and I hope you enjoy it.

Yeah. I mean, unless I decide to prolong it, you know?

If I don't text you, then don't contact me, I guess.

[sighs] Okay.

-Love you. -[Lucy] Bye, baby.

[chickens clucking]

[man] You are not lost. You are not broken.

[Lucy sighs]

-[man] I invite you to begin this time… -[bell dinging]

-without yourselves… -[bell dinging]

-[Lucy grunts] -…without the stories that drove you here…

[softly] Yes!

[man] …parked your cars…

[woman coughing]

[man] …though I'm sure they are very compelling.

I invite us to be quiet…

to give ourselves permission to be…

a little mysterious.

[chuckles]

Silence in the context of retreat

is not only about not talking,

it's an opportunity to no longer participate in socializing.

[coughing]

[Lucy exhales softly]

[woman coughs]

I encourage you not to smile at each other.

[clears throat]

No winking.

No signing.

But…

you can use the board or come to Petunia or myself

if you're experiencing panic, of course. [clears throat]

Maybe see what happens, though.

Yes. Maybe see what happens if you let yourself feel that panic

on your own a little first.

[chuckles]

It may not be…

all that it seems.

[pensive music playing]

[bird chirping, singing]

-[Dylan] Oh, uh, other hand. -[Elmore] Oh.

[Dylan sighs]

-[Elmore] Was that too hard? -No, it's fine.

But you don't need to squeeze, because I'm just pulling you.

True, true.

-[Dylan] All good. -Okay, I'll follow you.

That's right. And remember, you can't hurt me.

-I have full control. It's fine. -Okay.

-[chuckles softly] Ready? -Yeah.

[whispers] Okay.

And… three,

two, one.

[chokes, gasps]

[Elmore] Oh, shit!

-[Dylan gasps, whimpers] -Are you…

Are you all right? What?

[laughs]

-Nah. Nah. Don't do that to me. -[Dylan continues laughing]

-Don't. -No, it does hurt… [laughs]

Sorry. Okay. No, that was great. You did really good.

-Okay. All right. -[chuckles]

Let's do it again.

-All right. Well, do you wanna try this? -Oh, yeah. So… Okay.

[Dylan grunts, groans] Ugh!

-Ow! [whimpers] -Nah.

-[Dylan chuckling] -Not twice.

You're absolutely mangling your apple.

Shh! I'm concentrating!

What are you doing to that apple?

[Dylan grunts]

-That's not what I showed you. -[grunts]

Fuck! [chuckles]

[sighs]

This is not fair.

-[clicks tongue] -[Dylan] How?

Okay.

[grunts]

I wanna beat you at everything, so…

-You are such a sore loser. -[laughs]

That's really something.

[Dylan chuckling] Two flightless birds for you.

[Elmore] Oh!

[clicking, buzzing]

[pensive music playing]

[sighs]

[softly] What the fuck?

Ow.

[sniffs]

[sighs]

[birds chirping]

[sighs]

[groans]

[whispers] Fuck!

[soft music playing]

[TV playing indistinctly]

[chuckles]

[giggles]

[down-tempo music playing]

[groans softly]

Hmm…

No. Breakfast is finished.

[sighs heavily]

Hi.

[softly] Thank you for joining us.

Yeah, of course.

Great.

We've been a very quiet bunch here.

[woman] The airport was just a fiasco. I'm so sorry.

[birds chirping]

[Petunia muttering] Good, good, good.

-[woman] It's pretty! -[Petunia] Yes.

-What room am I? -We've got you in room number nine.

-Cool. Thank you. -You're welcome. Follow me.

-Mm. -Good.

Where's Elon?

Uh, he's meditating.

Come, come, come.

-[objects clattering] -There's no fucking way.

[intriguing music rises]

[glass clinking]

-[intriguing music continues] -[clinking continues]

[clinking stops]

[exhales softly]

[Dylan growling gutturally]

[growls]

[director in French] It's not complicated. That's four times now.

[woman in English] He wants you to die, like, a bit more slowly.

Yeah, after the first.

You need to go faster going up.

Then you take the arrow,

then you fall and you face more the camera,

so we can see you, all right?

-[Dylan] Yeah. -Cool.

We've done it four times, guys. Come on. We--

Okay. We're gonna go again, guys.

[in French] It doesn't work. They rehearsed for two days.

-[in English] Okay, last looks. -[in French] What is happening?

[growls]

[man in English] And… action.

-[growling] -[man] Four, three, two, one. Go!

[grunts, growls]

-[director in French] And cut! No. -[in English] That's a cut?

[in French] It doesn't work. We've tried ten times…

[exhales deeply]

[sniffles]

[sighs]

[exhales deeply]

[shuddering, breathing heavily]

[birds chirping]

[exhales sharply]

[in English] Hey. Could you take a photo for me?

-Oh, it's over. -[Lucy] Oh.

Elon broke it.

Did you sleep in?

Um… My alarm didn't go off. Well, actually, it went… Oh.

[woman] Oh, it's fading.

Um…

[whispers] Okay.

Can you take a couple?

Okay. How's that?

Oh, I'm in shadow.

Well, it's, um, backlit, so…

[woman] Are you a photographer?

[Lucy] No.

I've taken a few portraits, but, um…

[intriguing music playing]

-Thanks. -Sorry.

Mm.

[man] Uh, my dad was a bully.

He was a small, aggressive, white Palagi man.

He stopped bullying me when I got bigger than him.

I begged my body to get bigger.

Mind control.

[chuckles softly]

And now I'm supporting him financially,

'cause he's ill,

and 'cause he's my dad.

My… My sister made this comment about him,

and I didn't take it too well…

at all.

But I want to.

I'm ashamed,

and I'm afraid…

[exhales deeply] …of what she's going to say.

Yeah.

If he hurt her… [chuckles dryly]

I'm gonna finish him off.

[sighs]

But not, you know, now,

'cause I've told all you guys our plan, so…

[all chuckle softly]

That'd be stupid. [chuckles]

[sighs] Hmm. Did anybody connect?

Yeah.

-Is that what we're gonna do, Elon? -[Elon chuckles dryly]

Do what?

Enough doing.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

Look what people have done so far.

Okay. Is there anyone else left who's willing to share a shame?

Or a secret?

I will.

Okay. [chuckles]

[woman clears throat]

Thank you, Dion, for your honesty.

I'm humbled before you.

[video camera clicks]

[beeps, whirring]

Oh, I… I don't wanna be filmed.

Okay. No problem. Turn it off. Turn it off.

[camera beeping off]

[video camera clatters, lens cap clicks]

So, I am filled with

shame upon shame… [sniffles]

…as I go ahead and reveal my shallow, insipid secret.

Um…

I know, um, that I'm young,

and that we're in a youth culture, and I have currency.

But I'm scared that it's all…

going to go away.

[Elon] All right.

[exhales sharply] It will.

[both chuckle]

Trust your elders.

[both continue chuckling]

Right. But I know what it's like to have somebody…

analyze my body…

Not out of lust or love, but…

something reptilian in it.

And sometimes I can't finish sentences,

because I can't tell if they're looking or listening.

And I thought I would grow out of it, but…

I like to write suicide notes.

And I fantasize about my funeral.

[intriguing music playing]

And in the f…

In the fantasy,

I'm young.

[sniffles] And I don't know what they're looking at, but I…

I don't want it to disappear.

I'd rather be dead.

That's my shame.

[Elon] I'm just…

wondering, Beverly, about these suicidal thoughts.

Oh. [sniffles] No, I mean… [chuckles] I have a while.

[Elon] Hmm. Well, this…

[chuckles dryly]

This kind of illusion is, um…

It… It's the kind that has, um…

a built-in self-destruct mechanism. Okay?

So this ship

can only take you so far before it obliterates itself.

And me with it?

-No. [chuckles] -[sighs]

No. You are the passenger, not the vehicle.

You are at an airport right now.

You know your flight will crash. Do not get on it. [chuckles]

Do not get on it.

[both chuckle]

-[Elon] Yeah? -Right. Okay.

Although, sometimes…

[chuckles] crashing… crashing has its…

has its benefits.

-[Beverly chuckles] -Okay. Is there anyone left, um,

or have we all gone? We've all gone.

[Beverly] She wasn't here this morning.

[Lucy] Uh…

Well… [chuckles] I mean…

I mean, after that, I guess I'm kind of ashamed to be over 40.

-[chuckles softly] -[Beverly] It's not about you.

[Lucy] Mm, no. Just, um…

Well, you're young.

You'll see how it feels one day.

I'm…

Unless you…

-Kill myself? -[Lucy] No.

No, that's not what I meant.

Uh…

I mean, unless you're too enlightened.

[Elon] Hmm.

Okay. Would you like to come up?

Mm. Okay. Sure.

[Elon] Thank you.

[pensive music playing]

Um…

Well, my parents were always, uh,

testing me for greatness

when well, when they weren't…

depressed or drinking all their money. Um…

But that sharpened me, I think.

I was sharp. Um…

Maybe I'm only sharp in a cutting way now.

Um, yeah, 'cause it used to feel like it was going somewhere.

You know, I played piano, and, um…

I was on this television show, when I was a teenager,

as a warrior princess. [chuckles dryly]

I remember. Flora the Fierce.

-It was solid. -[Lucy chuckles softly]

Yeah. Thanks. Um…

[pensive music playing]

And my parents, um,

they really wanted to be happy, and they just weren't.

Um, and…

Well, I wanted to be happy too, but I find it doesn't stick,

so, um…

I decided a long time ago that, um,

maybe being happy isn't it, maybe there's something more.

I think I've lived in tandem

with that "something more" ever since. Um…

So maybe

I'm ashamed that, um…

after all this time,

I'm still just in tandem.

Yeah.

And still just a…

greedy, needy, lazy, paranoid human living off the money

I made from a character that gave me an eating disorder.

I hope I'm funny, but, um…

I can be…

Well, I'm mean.

Well, sometimes I'm just a cunt.

[exhales heavily]

Does anyone relate to this?

[soft music playing]

[sniffles]

[sighs heavily]

[melancholic music playing]

[sniffles, sobs]

[footsteps approaching]

-Oh. [chuckles] -[Lucy] Oh.

Looks like you've discovered my smoking corner. [chuckles]

Guess I'm busted.

[Lucy chuckles]

Oh, you smoke?

[Elon] Mm.

I'm not a monk, I'm enlightened.

[chuckles softly]

Just one a week.

-[Lucy laughing] -Two puffs. [chuckles]

I thought enlightened people

weren't supposed to say they were enlightened, though.

Isn't that how us mere mortals can tell?

[chuckles softly]

I've seen nuns smoke.

[both chuckle]

-I don't know. -I feel… Hmm… [chuckles]

You might as well enjoy it while it lasts.

Enlightenment.

Do you think it won't?

I don't think.

Oh, you're smiling

a lot, actually.

It changes your… your whole face. It's…

It's wonderful.

[scratching out cigarette]

-[zips case] -[coughs softly]

[quirky, intriguing music playing]

[woman] So…

there is somebody.

[clicking, buzzing]

Or nobody.

There's both.

-[woman] Both? -Yeah.

[chuckles softly]

Okay.

[insects buzzing]

[woman 1] How close have you been?

Me?

You said you feel like you were in tandem

with something more, so how close?

Oh, inseparable.

But then, somehow, I'm separated.

[woman 2] Well, you know, maybe it's both.

[Lucy] Hmm…

No.

Maybe.

Yeah, um, it's just,

there's a knowing that you're in another place

that isn't the everyday.

[Beverly] Why isn't it the everyday?

I mean, isn't there room for all of it?

It's enlightenment. It's… everything.

Yeah, it is everything.

At the same time,

there's a difference between actually being enlightened

and, like, now.

What's stopping you from being enlightened right now?

[woman 1] Mm.

Are you enlightened right now?

Yeah, I think even if I don't have consciousness of it

or, you know, the language, maybe, to explain it

in a way that's satisfying to you,

I think, yeah, it could really just be happening right now.

[Lucy] Hmm. [inhales deeply]

Well, as someone who's been on this path for a while,

I mean, I'm only speaking for myself--

We can all only speak for ourselves.

Who else would you be speaking for?

I am speaking for myself.

-I'm just saying that… -[woman 2] It is the nature of being.

…there have been moments where, um…

[vocal popping, clicking in distance]

I have felt a true connection to everything that is.

You know? Moments, uh,

where I have been so supremely shaken and held,

um, that were both, um…

[inhales deeply]

[vocal popping in distance]

…inevitable

and miraculous.

But you know that it's not the everyday,

and you know that it isn't maybe.

[woman 2] This is what I'm saying.

Both!

I mean, that's what Elon just said in class, and you're repeating it.

[woman 2] But I'm saying it now.

-Both of us are saying it. -[Lucy] Yes. Yes, you are.

[woman 1] So do you feel like

the dissatisfaction comes from inside you?

Yes.

[Beverly] Mm.

Well, it sounds like you know what you need to work on, then.

[inhales sharply]

No more. [exhales]

[sighs]

[dark, pensive music playing]

[thunder rumbling]

[clicking, buzzing]

[Lucy groans]

[thunder rumbling]

[Dylan squeals]

What are you doing outside of your…

-Well, I just… -…warm haven?

-My eye was drawn. Yup. -[chuckles]

-Are you cold? -[Dylan] Uh…

I mean… [chuckles]

-We can go sit in the old… -…snow.

…sit in the thing, if you want.

[Dylan] Oh.

That's, that's, um… That's really nice.

We're not supp…

We're not allowed… [chuckles]

-…to go in the actors' trailers. -Oh, I won't tell anyone.

[Dylan laughs]

-The offer's there. -Thank you. So it's that way, huh?

[Elmore] Yeah.

Yeah. [chuckles] Or are you just going to the Portaloo?

Um… Cool.

♪ Only everything ♪

♪ Everything you've got to give, babe ♪

[grunts softly]

[exhales sharply]

[grunts softly]

[exhales heavily]

[thudding]

[mellow music playing]

Boss?

[both grunting softly]

[boss] Oh, yep, all right.

[chuckles] Yeah, hey.

All right, I give up. Okay.

You have to take him. He's so fucking bored.

I know he is.

-He's so annoying. -[boss] Jay?

-[Jay] Yes? -[boss] We're out. Let's go.

[Jay] All right. You're heading out?

-[boss] Eh? -[Jay] Right, then.

-[Jay] Oh. -[boss] All right.

-[Jay] I haven't got my shit. -[Dylan] You don't need your shit.

Just take your legs.

-[Jay] Are you sure? -[boss sighs]

[blows kiss]

[arcade gun clatters]

[bleeping on screen]

[button clicks, game starts]

[gunshots in game]

[gunshots, buzzing]

[bird chirping]

[Dylan] I have nothing to say to you.

-That's a good thing, yeah? -[chuckles]

[both giggle]

[sighs]

[giggles]

[discordant piano music playing]

[gasping, moaning]

[laughing]

[staccato piano music continues]

[both breathing heavily]

[Dylan] What are you sensing?

[clicking continuously]

[Lucy] What?

-[animals howl in distance] -[light buzzing, clicking]

[light buzzing, clicking]

[howling continues]

[intriguing music playing]

[Elon] You really are a disgusting specimen.

They leave you alone 'cause you smell.

[eerie whooshing]

[Elon] You think you're gonna get away from me?

[light clicking]

You won't.

[Elon and Lucy] I am you.

[gasps softly]

[sighs]

[inhales sharply, exhales]

[exhales heavily]

[Elon] Morning.

[chuckles softly]

How did you sleep?

[Lucy groans] Hmm.

Dreams.

How did you sleep?

Well. [chuckles softly]

Very well.

[birds chirping]

What did you dream?

[Lucy] That I was a piece of shit.

[Elon laughs]

Oh, naughty mind, naughty mind.

[chuckles softly]

Remember…

Don't think, Lucy.

[distant scratching]

[Elon chuckling]

Go into the anger.

What's there?

[softly] More fear.

Okay. Stay with the fear.

Really stay…

with the fear.

Stay.

[woman whimpers]

[Elon] What's there?

-[woman whispers] Space. -[Elon] Mm.

-[Elon] Interesting. -[woman] Mm.

[sniffles]

Thank you.

[woman sniffles]

[clicks tongue] Is there anyone else?

[Beverly] Um…[clears throat, chuckles]

Last night, I…

I felt like I was being poured out of a vessel, and…

I was terrified, but that was also pouring out of me.

[Beverly chuckles] And it was like…

-[Elon chuckles softly] -[Beverly] …froth?

[laughs] And it was all, like, mixing together,

and I was mixing together, and I became, like…

[whispering] A café latte.

[Beverly] I don't know how to explain it.

[Elon] You can't explain peace, Beverly. Just enjoy it.

[Elon and Beverly chuckle]

Show the group your face.

[chuckles]

What's awake in you can catch like a cold.

[chuckles softly] Mm.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

-[Elon] Oh, thank you, Beverly. -[Beverly] Thank you!

[Elon] A lot of peace in the room this morning.

-[all murmuring in agreement] -[Elon] So beautiful, isn't it?

[intriguing piano music playing]

In order to avoid confusion with other seekers,

I like to call this exercise

"newborn again."

[chuckles softly]

So, each of you, find a partner, please,

and let your heart open to the gravitational pull of the other.

That's it.

Everyone found a partner?

[Beverly] There's an odd number.

Uh, I can sit out.

[Elon] No, it's okay.

[sighs] Oh!

[chuckling]

Let the snogging begin. [laughs]

-Elon! -[laughing] No, I'm joking.

I'm very much joking. Sorry. Sorry.

No, really, um, what we're doing here is not quite that.

So, if everyone faces… the misty mountain.

Now, everyone on the right is a new mother,

and everyone else is a baby.

So, new mothers, grab a blanket.

-Babies, you can't walk or talk. -[woman] Mm.

[Elon] …nor do you have control of your necks.

Mothers, your babies need swaddling,

and this is going to be the next hour of your life.

-[Beverly] Sounds fun. -[Lucy chuckles softly]

Um… [clears throat] I think you're the mother, actually,

'cause you're on the right side.

[Beverly] Oh. I'll be the mom…

[Elon] Babies, this is your chance to feel freely.

There is no expectation on you.

Mothers, you will not be using an existing language

to soothe your child, but a made-up language too. Okay?

Your babies are gonna want things they don't even know they want yet.

[chuckles] Okay?

Oh, and mothers, you may whisper to each other

once every quarter hour

in, um, English or a tongue of your choice.

Okay.

[wails]

Thank you, Mark. Thank you.

[whimpering, wailing]

Baby bo-bo-boop-boop!

-Did baby do a poo-poo? -[Mark continues wailing]

[Beverly whispers] Petunia?

-[whispering] I think my baby did a-- -[Lucy whispering sternly] I did not poo!

[whimpering, wailing]

[anguished wailing]

[wailing continues]

[sobs]

[sniffles]

[sobs]

[Beverly shushes gently]

[whimpers]

[wails]

[Beverly shushes gently]

[Lucy continues wailing]

-[sobbing] Please! -[Beverly] No, no, no, no, no!

[Lucy wailing] Please! Please! [sobbing]

[Beverly] Please stop.

[wailing]

[sobbing, panting anxiously]

[sniffles, whimpers]

[Elon] Um, babies…

[Beverly whispers] Please stop.

…it's time to find

a baby…

who's not your mother…

Babies, find a baby, not your mother.

[Elon humming softly]

[wailing continues]

[Elon continues humming softly]

[soft sobbing continues]

[Elon continues humming]

Now, mothers,

find your mother,

and tell her exactly what you mean to say.

Okay? Find your mothers…

and tell them exactly what you mean to say.

Find your mother, okay?

[man] Whatever you're telling yourself is a lie.

[woman] I fuck who I want.

[indistinct conversations]

[breathes deeply]

[softly] Just do it.

[man] He's a cancer.

[sniggers]

-What? -Um…

Okay. Sorry. I…

I'm your mom.

Just do what?

[breathes deeply]

Just… kill yourself.

[dark, solemn music playing]

[Lucy] Beverly.

Beverly?

Beverly, I didn't mean you.

-Beverly! -[Beverly] No. No, no.

-Don't follow me! -[Lucy] Listen to me.

I meant my mother.

[whispering] I don't care.

I meant my mom.

You're all pain.

And I tried to get to know you,

because I have a resistance to you, but no.

You are a toxic fucking nightmare.

[sternly] Stay away from me!

Well, enjoy your room!

I hear it's a good one!

[dark, solemn music fades]

[chuckles]

[all laughing]

[cutlery clicking]

[all laughing]

[music fades]

[indistinct conversation]

[all laughing]

[pensive music playing]

[Elon on recording] It is what you have known

that has brought you here,

to the precipice.

In this chapter, we will explore…

-[horn honks] -[Lucy groans]

[Elon] …the final frontier of the mind…

[Lucy groans, sighs]

…and what, for the ego, can seem like disaster…

[chuckles softly] …or even annihilation.

[pensive music continues]

[whispers] No more.

[breathes deeply]

I get it.

I'm nothing.

[owl hoots in distance]

[sighs]

[owl hoots distantly]

[Lucy whispers] 10,000.

9,999.

9,998.

9,997.

[notification chimes]

[Petunia whispering] Elon!

-Yes, Petunia? -[Petunia] Can I get you anything?

No, thank you, Petunia. I'm perfectly well in here.

Okay.

[keyboard clacking]

[notifications chime]

Elon?

You never tell the story of how it happened any more…

your awakening.

-[notification chimes] -No.

Is that a permanent decision?

People focus on it too much.

It won't help.

Would you tell me again?

No.

It won't help you, Petunia.

Fair enough.

It's just a story.

[sighs]

[soft, pensive music playing]

[notification chimes]

[singing bowl clanging, ringing]

[clanging]

[ringing fades]

[inhales sharply]

Yes.

-[sighs deeply] -[door thuds]

[inhales deeply, exhales]

[chuckles awkwardly]

Don't try so hard.

Okay. [chuckles tearfully]

Sorry. [chuckles]

Ah, okay. Hmm.

-Don't edit. -Hmm.

-Don't try. -Okay.

You are not broken.

You are enough.

[whimpers]

[chuckles tearfully]

How do you know?

[chuckles tearfully]

[chuckles] I just…

I just know.

[Lucy] Mm, I hope you're right.

'Cause I wasn't enough for my mother…

or the father of my child

or my child.

In what way? What's--

[clears throat] What's the story?

To stay alive for.

[exhales sharply]

To stay with.

[sobs]

[sighs]

[sniffles, whimpers]

My child, she still wants something.

And I don't know what it is.

And I'm scared…

[sobs softly]

…that I just don't have it. [sniffles]

So…

[sniffles, gasps]

I hope you're right.

Don't hope!

[sobs]

-Don't hope! -[sobs]

Be!

Never

ever

give in to hope.

Just be.

[clears throat]

Do you want some water?

[door clicks open]

[lock clicks shut]

[Elon chuckling]

I just want to thank Elon and… and everyone. Um…

I feel giddy.

And Beverly, your face…

Thank you.

[Lucy sniffles softly]

[Beverly sighs]

[Beverly, softly] I don't know what's gonna happen next,

but I've surrendered to it.

It's like…

I'm talking, but what I'm saying…

might as well be nothing.

Nothing

might be better.

[Elon and Beverly laugh]

Maybe I have…

Maybe I have nothing to say.

[footsteps approaching]

[Beverly shrieks, others exclaim]

[bellowing] Why don't you shut the fuck up, then?

-[Elon] No. No -[all clamoring, exclaiming]

No!

-[Elon] Whoa! -[Lucy screaming]

[screaming]

["Share the End" playing]

♪ Each one wailing and bemoaning ♪

♪ Lordy, they got Their heads bowed down… ♪

[Elon] Oh, my God!

No surrender! [laughs maniacally]

[all clamoring, exclaiming]

-[Elon] I know-- -No more!

♪ Here come the madmen… ♪

[Elon bellowing] Get her!

[screaming] No!

♪ They're too excited for atoning… ♪

[Elon] There's blood, lots of blood!

♪ 'Burn the mosque,' they're shouting ♪

[woman 1] She could have concussion, or a spinal!

[Lucy laughs emotionally]

[woman 2] Oh, my God!

You know what, Dion? Maybe you should kill your dad.

He sounds like a real asshole.

[breathes deeply]

Shut the fuck up.

[Lucy snorts, chuckles]

[singing bowl clangs]

[Lucy chuckling]

♪ The world go up in flames ♪

♪ Please ♪

♪ Lord, we're not ready… ♪

Have you seen Elon?

♪ Give us a day… ♪

[woman] No, she's the bad one. It's a citizen's arrest.

[man] Citizen's arrests are not a real thing.

[female officer] Okay, ten steps back.

This is a crime scene. We need to process.

♪ Here come the kings ♪

[imperceptible]

♪ Let's dispense With their apologizing… ♪

She wants me to carry her to the car.

♪ The acrobats and clowns… ♪

[Lucy] I'll go quietly if he carries me.

Otherwise, I'll pee my pants and shit myself if I can,

and that smell will be in your car.

[Petunia yelling] Elon!

I think she means it.

♪ Save me a place ♪

♪ Surround me with friendly faces ♪

♪ All of us have gathered here ♪

♪ To share the end ♪

♪ To watch the world Go up in flames ♪

♪ Please, Lord, we're not ready ♪

♪ Give us some time ♪

♪ To work things out ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Lord, we're not ready ♪

♪ Give us a day ♪

♪ Give us an hour ♪

[indistinct radio chatter]

Are we there yet?

Are we there yet?

[thunder rumbling]

[tense music playing]

[rain pattering, thunder rumbling]

[sneezes]

[exhales sharply]

[softly] Bless you.

[panting]

[pants]

[thunder rumbling]

-[man] Grab, and turn. -[actors grunting]

[man] Smash. Throw the arm.

[Elmore pants] Okay.

[man] Stab, and grab.

-Smash. -[Dylan grunts]

All right, one more, one more. Oops. No.

-[Dylan chuckles] -My bad. Sorry.

[man] And three, two, one, action!

[pensive music playing]

[both panting, grunting]

[Dylan grunts, chuckles]

Wrong hand. Wrong hand. Wrong ha--

-[Dylan thudding] -[man] Oh, shit!

-[Dylan yelling] -[Elmore yelling] Dylan! Dylan!

[grunting]

-[man] Anyone got eyes on her? -[Elmore] I can't see her.

[man 1] Let's get some riggers down there. Let's go, please. Dylan, talk to me!

-[Dylan groans] -[man 1] Dylan!

Dylan, talk to me!

[Dylan groans in distance]

Uh, we've got a head injury, concussion, GCS 12.

-[man speaking indistinctly on radio] -Yeah, at Paradise Hills.

At the film set.

-No. Jeneane. -[indistinct radio chatter]

Give me one of those, please.

-For crying out loud! -Thank you.

It'll kill you too.

[weakly] Not if I don't crush my brain with blood

from the inside first.

[smoking deeply]

Oh!

-[Elmore sighs] -[Dylan chuckles] Hey.

-I wanna kill myself. -No.

No.

Sorry I can't move. I'm not allowed.

Well, I don't wanna hurt you more.

I think you're being dramatic.

It was like a dream.

You don't know why you like it, but you do.

It's so strange.

You're strange.

-I'll come check on you later. -Okay.

[woman 1] When she fell, I was so worried.

She still has the wig on.

You'll have to see if they'll let you in the ambulance.

Well, I could just take the pins out and lift it gently.

No, I don't want anyone touching her head.

-Don't you guys do spare wigs? -She is the spare.

[doctor] So this is gonna be all about rest,

that's no phones, no screens and no alcohol.

Um…

Meditation can be good.

And the concussion clinic's gonna fill you in with the details.

[woman] Oh, no blackouts at the halfway party, then.

-Boring. -[Dylan chuckles]

I love seeing who has surprise partners.

You don't act like you've got someone.

-[Dylan] Uh-uh. No, I don't. -Oh, good for you.

[Dylan chuckles]

Elmore's girlfriend's coming.

Apparently, she's really nice.

Though, I never trust nice, eh?

Do you? Like, what even is nice? [chuckles]

Hang on, I'm just gonna…

Okay. All right. Let's hurry, then.

Sorry. No, not you. You don't hurry. Take your time.

Um… I think… I'm gonna walk.

-[woman] Really? -Yeah, I'm gonna walk.

-[woman] Are you sure? -Yeah, I feel like it.

-Okay. Don't hit your face. -[fanfare ringtone playing]

I think your phone's ringing.

Okay.

[car engine starts]

[car door shuts]

[fanfare ringtone continues]

Dad?

[Dylan's father on phone] Dylan, have you heard from your mom?

No, uh…

No, I haven't heard from her. She's in the US on some retreat

-and doesn't wanna be dis-- -Dylan, she's in jail.

She's gone to jail.

She hit a DJ with a chair, apparently.

Mom did what?

[clicking tongue rhythmically]

[people laughing in distance]

[breathes deeply]

[door unlocking]

-[man] Hello there. -Hello there.

-[man] Lucy? -Yes.

I'm your public defender, Leonard Gow.

You can call me Leo, like the star sign, if you like.

Is it your star sign?

Um, no. It's Virgo.

Why? What does it mean?

-[whispers] Nothing. -[chuckles]

What do you want it to mean?

That I'm… special.

You're very special.

[Leonard] My mom was always saying so. [chuckles]

So, uh, Lucy,

we have your arraignment in 15 minutes.

You wanna go to prison?

[Lucy inhales deeply]

So, what, you're thinking you're going to play Gandhi, are you?

Nelson Mandela?

A middle-aged white lady who hit a model with a chair.

She's not just a model.

She's also a DJ and actually a very annoying person.

[sighs]

[men chattering, laughing in distance]

Can I ask you something?

[Leonard] Sure.

Do I remind you of your mommy?

A bit, actually.

[whispers] Is she dead?

Yes. [chuckling softly]

How did you know?

'Cause I'm dead too.

She could whistle so loud it would burst your eardrums.

Big laugh.

Was always very honest.

I bet she wasn't entirely honest.

How do you wanna plead?

[inhales deeply]

I don't feel guilty.

-[Jay] You almost killed her. -[Elmore] But you did…

But it was a really fucking good punch, by the way.

-Dyl Pickle, hi. -[Elmore] Came to check on you.

-Came… -[Jay] I… Um…

You look… Okay.

[Dylan sighs] Yeah, I think…

Well, I thought I was doing really well,

but I think I might be at quite a low point in my life.

[Jay belches]

[pop music playing in background]

Oh.

[bag thuds]

[Dylan chuckles]

Are you open?

Like, as a person or…

Uh, no. Are you…

Are you in an open relationship?

No.

[tearfully] Mom.

[Lucy on recording] Hi. I don't listen to these.

-[beeping] -[sobbing]

I feel so bad!

[gasps]

You're so cute. You're not as cute.

You're not as cute.

You're so cute. You're so cute.

You're cute too. You're a little bit cute.

[exhales]

[grunts softly]

[boss groans]

Say it.

They're letting you go.

Have you heard things?

Heard what?

-[boss] Hey. -Nothing.

Go to bed, Dyl.

Don't tell me what to do.

Sorry.

[woman] That looks like a weapon. Can I take a look?

It's, um… It's just… It's a walking stick.

Just goes with my…

It's just a stick.

[woman] Hmm.

Thank you.

[whispers] Oh, fuck.

Wake up. Wake up.

Wake up. Wake up. Wake up.

Wake up.

I'm sorry.

[curious music playing]

[announcement beep]

[woman] Welcome aboard Armstrong Airways.

If evacuating the aircraft,

passengers are required to leave all personal baggage behind.

[distorted guttural voice] All of it.

In the unlikely case of an emergency,

if you are experiencing panic,

try panicking on your own a little first.

And if the plane does make an unexpected landing,

remember to never give in to hope.

[mellow music playing]

[PA chimes]

Excuse me.

I don't mean to disturb you, but the plane is crashing.

[Dylan gasps]

[Beverly] There might be something we could do.

-[Dylan] What? -[Beverly] We could… kiss?

[Dylan moans]

I'm stuck!

[thudding]

[screaming]

[whimpers]

[people screaming in distance]

[screaming]

[gasps] Mom?

[tense music building]

[calmly] Could I have some chips, please?

[engine whooshing]

[screaming]

[squealing, creaking]

[fanfare ringtone plays]

[sighs]

-No. Get out, please! Please! -[man] Beverly, come on.

-Mom's here to see you. -[Beverly] Get rid of her! Get out!

[plodding music playing]

-[fanfare ringtone plays] -[Dylan huffs]

It's not her frickin' birthday, she's on trial. Fuck!

-[percussive music playing] -[people laughing in distance]

[piano playing in distance]

[piano music continues]

[playing complex, elegant melody]

-Mom. -[stops playing]

What are you doing here?

-I'm here to support you. -[Lucy chuckles]

[chuckles softly]

[softly] I'm all right.

Yeah, I'm okay.

Um, I have my lawyer.

He's very nice. Um…

He thinks I'm lovely, like his mommy. Could you imagine?

Um, I got you a present.

[bag thuds]

[Lucy] Thank you.

[Lucy playing complex piano melody]

Can I get a room, please? The cheapest?

[woman] Oh.

We're fully booked by the wedding.

[Dylan sighs]

[stops playing]

Can I stay in your room tonight, please?

Of course, my darling.

You look like a pirate.

-[door closes] -That one's mine.

You want a hug?

Was it an accident?

[pats bed]

You gonna hurt me?

Haven't I already?

[inhales deeply]

[Dylan] Do you regret it?

I don't know, Dylan.

It just felt right in the moment.

[scoffs]

Well, violence is not the answer.

It's not what I was looking for.

Your job's very violent.

It's not real. It's pretend.

Doesn't look pretend.

It doesn't solve anything.

[Lucy] Okay, well…

You smell. You should have a shower.

[Dylan] Mom, be serious.

-Why'd you do it? -[Lucy sighs deeply]

She was very fucking annoying, okay?

Okay. Well, that's actually not good enough.

[groans] Mm!

You're annoying too.

-Are you threatening me? -Mm-hmm. Maybe.

[Dylan] You can't take me.

I don't know.

[clicks tongue] I have more real-life experience than you.

-[Dylan] I'm bigger. -Mm-hmm.

[Dylan] And I'm stronger. And I'm-- I'm younger.

Uh-huh. And you're injured.

[Dylan] Hmm.

And you'll be injured.

-[Lucy] Mm. -I'm joking.

[Lucy chuckles]

Same.

[mellow music playing]

Oh, I'm so hungry.

You?

[Dylan sighs]

[whirring]

[Lucy] Um…

Can I have some of your pizza?

No.

Why not?

Because I asked you, and it's a mini pizza,

-and I'm tired and hungry-- -Please!

-Please. Please, please, please. -Uh-uh.

-I changed my mind. -No!

-No! -[Lucy] Ha-ha!

Oh, it's not very good, is it?

Here.

Oh, you hate me, don't you?

Hmm.

It didn't take very much, did it?

You're not showering?

[Dylan gasps]

-[groans softly] -[Lucy] Dylan.

What's going on?

[whispers] Do you think I'm a bad mother?

Can you not do that?

[Lucy] Was I bad?

It doesn't matter.

I mean, you were bad sometimes, but you're not a bad person.

It's just bad behavior.

And what did you want from me?

I wanted you to get what you wanted or to get it for you,

so you would look at me like you weren't waiting to look away.

And when I was really little,

I thought you were trying to escape me, but…

You were just unhappy, right?

It was just a hard time.

In what ways was I bad?

You… You weren't. [sighs]

Your, um…

Grandma was difficult, and she was complicated,

and then that just made it hard for you to give me…

what I needed.

[Lucy] What did you need?

Well, it's hard to think of, like, a specific thing

off the top of my head.

Um…

And you were quite needy, though.

Well, I was just struggling like a normal kid with…

normal depressive feelings,

and you told me that I was just like your mom

who tried to kill herself.

You did. You tried.

-You did try to-- -No, I didn't. It was for fun.

You hurled yourself off the neighbors' roof, Dylan.

No, into the pool for fun.

You ate all the sleeping pills and drank all of the alcohol,

and it was the shallow end.

No, it was the deep end.

And I had some sleeping pills,

and I drank so I could feel good and high.

And I was sad sometimes, but I thought I was gonna be okay.

And I wanted you to think I was gonna be okay too.

It was a fucking party.

It was eight o'clock in the morning.

And you were cutting yourself.

I'm sorry. You were cutting yourself with my Italian kitchen knives.

[Dylan] I did that twice.

And it was a cry for help, and I…

I don't communicate like that anymore.

Okay, well, see, that's what I'm saying, that is quite manipulative--

It was not 8:00 a.m. It was night.

I remember you pitching yourself off the roof,

and the sun was coming up.

I will never forget that.

Mom, what are you talking about?

You weren't there!

-Yes, I was. -No, you weren't!

Yes, I was!

[Dylan scoffs]

Where was I?

You were on a retreat.

And when you came back, you told me that if I had died,

you would like to think

you would get over it.

Well, I'd like to think I would get over it.

I don't wanna be…

miserable because I love you. I wanna be free.

[sighs]

You are miserable.

[yelling] And you are fucking free!

[Lucy sighs]

-Dylan, uh-- -[Dylan] No.

-[door closes] -[Lucy groans]

[birds chirping]

[Lucy] Hey!

Lawyer.

Breakfast.

[footsteps thudding]

[elegant music playing]

[sighs]

[Lucy] Oh, here she comes.

This is my daughter.

Hello. I'm Dylan.

Hi. Leonard. I'm the lawyer.

-Nice to meet you. -You too.

I'm wearing the jacket.

Um… [coughs]

What can I get ya? [sniffles]

I'm still thinking.

I'll have the vegetarian big breakfast with a side of…

-Does your gravy have meat in it? -Yeah.

Oh, never mind.

I'll get, um… a side of bacon.

Could you make it crispy but not burnt?

With what?

Um…

-I'll have the pancakes. -[waitress] Mm.

-Do you have a special? -Uh, we might.

I'll go check the board. It's down the other end.

-[Lucy] Um… -Mom!

Yes, please.

What?

Can we get our coffee orders in first, please?

Oh, yeah. They normally take me a bit longer.

What do you want?

Um, black coffee, thanks.

Black for me too.

What kind of milk do you have?

We got all the milks.

Um, I'll have black too,

uh, with coconut milk on the side.

We don't have coconut milk.

Oh, um… soy milk, heated, please.

And you know what? I… Don't worry about the special.

I'll have the vegetarian big breakfast too.

With bacon on the side?

Yeah. Crispy, please.

If you're going that way, maybe just,

do tell me what the special is, 'cause maybe I will change my order.

[waitress] Mm-hmm.

Uh… big V breakfast, pancakes,

big V breakfast with crispy bacon, or maybe the special…

Three black coffees, soy milk on the side.

-Heated. -Hot milk. Yeah.

And maybe the special.

-Thank you. -[waitress] Thank you.

So…

Lucy, I have to ask you one thing.

Is it okay to do so in front of your daughter?

[Dylan sighs]

Yeah. Absolutely.

-Okay. -[Lucy] Hmm.

Did you say to Beverly Woods…

that she should kill herself?

I did.

But, I…

It wasn't her that I meant to say it to.

It was a role-play.

Okay. And who were you saying it to?

It was me… [chuckles dryly] Wasn't it?

No.

No, it wasn't you.

Dylan, why do you act like I hate you?

Because you act like you hate me.

[scoffs softly]

[chuckles]

Well, uh, I certainly don't hate you.

Uh…

I love you. I…

I love… I love you more than life itself.

Um…

I was role-playing to my mother. Excuse me.

I just…

I have to go to the bathroom for a second.

[sniffles]

Um…

What I did to Beverly was, um…

It was very unfair, and…

we should just do whatever's right.

Right, Leo?

[Leonard] Uh… [chuckles softly]

It's very good to hear that you're remorseful,

but right is, realizations aside,

kinda relative in the law.

I mean, you broke it, so you're already in the wrong.

Right.

[whispers] Excuse me.

[door opens]

[door shuts]

Are you okay?

-Okay? Sorry about this. -[Leonard] No. I've… I've seen…

Uh, that's not what I…

[sighs]

Hey, is there a bathroom out there?

[Dylan] Uh…

[stumbling, grunting] No.

Just the great outdoors.

[water sloshing]

[birds chirping]

[Dylan] Lucy!

Ugh!

[splashing]

It's gotta stop.

All this nonsense, all this cruelty--

Actually, you have got to stop, because you are the adult.

But you are an adult now too.

Dylan, you're…

You're gonna have to find a way to forgive me,

and then you're gonna have to find a way to forgive yourself

for taking so long to forgive me.

Look, what I should have said,

you are the fiercest and most terrifyingly alive thing

that could have come out of me.

And if you died,

I'd have to believe that I could get over it,

because I'm not sure that I could.

I mean, I'm barely managing to get over everything else.

Well, you probably should've said nothing of the kind.

You should've…

hugged me and gotten professional help.

But I appreciate it.

Right.

[sniffles] Right.

Fuck!

I mean…

-[splashing] -[Lucy whispering] Fuck.

I'm a fucking mess.

[Dylan] Mm-hm.

Well…

Shall we pretend we drowned in the river?

Just now?

Yeah.

We're ghosts.

-It takes the pressure off. -Mm.

I got it.

Ready? [sniffles]

I should've said, "Darling girl…

please,

take good care of yourself."

[tearfully] "I love you very much."

Yeah, I should've.

[Dylan] Mm. [sighs]

[stick snaps]

[Dylan chuckles tearfully]

[Leonard] She says the special is, um,

the, uh… It's, uh, eggs Benedict, um…

and hash with smoked salmon and…

capers and…

-Back to life. -[Leonard] …uh, wasabi mayo--

Back to life.

[Leonard] …and coleslaw.

Um, did you find your mom?

Yeah, she…

Mom!

What's on the other side?

Uh, Mt. Hypnos has wolves in the national park.

Mom, there are wolves!

[quirky music playing]

I have to get her. Sorry.

Yeah, no. Yes, indeed.

-The cops might take the absconding badly. -Mom!

Hey. Hey! I grew up around here, and I know the area,

and would very much like to come, and…

Unless I am vehemently not invited.

[Dylan yelling] Come on!

[tense, quirky music playing]

[Leonard] There's good hiking spots around here.

And you can drink from the streams above the cow dung.

[Dylan yelling] Mom!

[Leonard panting]

Oh. Almost full reception.

[sighs]

Lucy!

[echoing]

[bird hooting in distance]

[Dylan] Mm.

Dinner.

-Filling, huh? -Mm.

[Leonard chuckles softly]

Sorry.

[exhales sharply]

Sorry.

Can I…

Yeah.

[gentle music playing]

[Dylan] What if we're enemies…

[breathes heavily] …and we're in battle,

but we have a mutual fury and respect,

and today we fuck…

[exhales] …and tomorrow we're at war?

Isn't it kinky enough

that you're seducing your mother's defense attorney?

[Leonard chuckling] No? Okay.

[Dylan giggles]

[Leonard] Okay. Um…

[in British accent] At last… to have you!

[Dylan giggles] All right!

[chuckling, laughing]

[both moaning]

[Dylan whispers] Do you have a condom?

-[Leonard] No. -[Dylan exhales]

[sighs]

[Leonard chuckles]

[Dylan groaning]

[gentle music playing]

Lucy!

Um…

-I know this place. -[both chuckling]

Yeah, you keep saying.

No, I do. Um…

There's a cave around here.

[Dylan] Mm.

Show me.

Lucy, are you in here?

Oh, hey. Uh, don't…

Don't go too far. I nearly died here.

[scoffs] Why?

Is there a dragon?

[chuckles softly] No, I, um…

I lost sight of the mouth trying to get to the other side.

For a while, it was dark,

and then I saw this light ahead, and I was so excited,

but it wasn't until I saw the trees

that I realized it was the same way I had entered.

[rocks clattering]

[Leonard] Somewhere, I'd turned all the way around.

I was lucky. You can't tell where you're going.

You could go back and forth forever, thinking it's forward.

[Dylan panting]

[breathing heavily]

[grunting]

[Dylan gasps, rocks clatter]

[panting]

[Leonard] Dylan?

Come back! I know where your mom is!

[rocks clattering]

-[Leonard] You okay? -Yeah.

Did you see something?

No. Um…

How do you know where she is?

She's on top.

[Dylan exclaiming] She's got a phone?

Ugh!

[Leonard] Okay.

[Dylan] Hey!

[Lucy] Hey!

Dylan!

[Dylan grunting] Ugh! Come down from there.

[Lucy] No.

-[Dylan] Fuck. -[Lucy] You come up here.

[Dylan panting]

[grunting]

Can you please come down?

-[Lucy] Come here. -[Dylan panting]

Fine.

[bird cawing in distance]

[Lucy] Hey, Leo.

Take a picture of me with my daughter before I go to jail.

You're not gonna… go to jail.

[Dylan] Yeah… Ugh!

Be yourself. Be yourself.

-[Dylan] I am being myself, so-- -Just be yourself.

[gentle piano music playing]

[shutter clicks]

-Got it. -Okay. Now a candid one.

[piano music continues]

Be how you would if you were alone.

[gentle, reflective music playing]

[exhales sharply]

[reflective music swells]

[wind roaring]

-Happy? [chuckles] -Mm.

[poignant music playing]

[chuckles]

[both laughing]

-[Lucy] How did we look? -[Leonard] Cute.

[Lucy] Oh, eyes closed.

Dylan not smiling.

Wrinkles.

Jowls.

♪ Baby, take it back ♪

♪ Why'd you take it there ♪

♪ When you know ♪

♪ I can't help but care? ♪

♪ Why'd you take it there? ♪

♪ Don't ask me to forgive you ♪

♪ When I've got a hair on my head ♪

♪ For every time you said something ♪

♪ You shouldn't have said to me ♪

♪ Baby, take it back ♪

♪ Take it back ♪

♪ Turn it back to long ago ♪

♪ When you were a god ♪

♪ And I ♪

♪ And I ♪

♪ Didn't know nothing ♪

♪ Give me oblivion ♪

♪ Not this place we're living in ♪

♪ 'Cause you and I both know ♪

♪ That we're never giving in ♪

♪ Baby, take it back ♪

♪ Why'd you take it there ♪

♪ When you say that you do ♪

♪ But you don't ♪

♪ Act as if you care? ♪

♪ Take it back ♪

[dreamy electronic music playing]

[brooding, distorted rock music playing]

♪ Ahhhh! ♪