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Hey Mom

Just wanted to call and say hi

I'm on my way back home now

Service was nice. I think you were right

I think it was a good idea For me to be there

I'll probably be back home in three or four days

If I don't hear anything back from you by then

I'll just assume that that's cool

Tell Jeff I said hi

Or Jeff, if you're listening, hi

Let him know that I'm really really sorry I won't be able to make it to his improv show

But I will definitely definitely be there for the next one

Um

Anyways, I love you

Call if you want

Bye

Judah

Uh hi

Or, my name is Judah

I don't know if that's your name too

But that would be weird if I know your name

Jaron

Jaron that's your name?

Jaron's my name yep

Mind if I check out your rig Mister Jaron?

Uh sure I'll go with you

Oh yeah. Got a lot of space

Yeah she's pretty big

Oh it's nice

Oh this is great. You've got everything you need in here

Guitar. Got some TVs

Oh this is great

Oh and these

I want these. My van is a little too short

But I need more storage space. These would be great

Yeah, they come in handy

Oh this is great. It's pretty comfortable

Oh yeah not bad

So why did you wave me down Mister Jaron?

She won't start

Oh no. What happened?

Well, she didn't break down while I was driving but I uh-

Pulled over for a short nap, and when I woke up she wasn't starting

Keys

Sure

She's not gonna start

Hey do you know of any cheap towing-

Fuck

Do you know of any cheap towing companies in the area?

I just wanna get her somewhere

I'll tell you what

I'm gonna be sleeping at a campsite about three miles away from here

If you wanted, I could tow your van there, we could sleep there tonight

And we could get your van fixed in the morning

Do you have a tow hitch?

Hey, are you sure that's gonna hold?

Oh yeah, for sure

This is the shit that rock climbers use to climb mountains

Yeah, but a climber is a lot lighter than a van

Oh no. I actually knew this guy

This crackhead who would steal cars this way

He'd just tie them together and drive off

Trust me this shit's gonna work

If you say so

Yeah. The only thing is I'm gonna need you to

Lay on your brake the whole time because we're going to be so close that-

Oh

It's kinda messy in there

You play?

Guitar?

Yeah. I saw your guitar in there

You play too?

Yeah, just little things

Yeah. What do you play? Little things?

Did your crackhead friend tell you how he actually tied the vans together?

You know I'm actually playing a gig in Seattle in just a few days

Really?

Yeah it's this place called Bok Choy. The Bok Choy

It's like a little rock venue

Nice.

It's cool. It's on a Tuesday though, so you know I'm not that

Fucking good, but uh

Say, you're not a boy scout are you?

Hey

What are you reading?

A book

Any good?

Uh yeah, it's fine

Oh. That's good

Hey, after a-

Long drive, I usually like to go for a run. Stretch my legs

And if you want to join me, you're welcome to

Oh. No thanks I'm not really much of a runner

Yeah no that's fine

Say, you're not planning to leave tonight or anything?

Um, no man not with not with the van busted like it is you know?

If you had a phone I could borrow-

I could try to call a tow company tomorrow and have it have it moved

Gotcha

Are you sure?

About the van?

Oh no. Um, about the run?

No man, I'm just gonna

I'm sure I'm just gonna do this

Gotcha gotcha, yeah no pressure

I just thought I'd ask you

Well

Um yeah, I'll get to it

I'll be back a little bit

Okay yeah sure. I'll see you then

Okay

Ow!

What's the matter man? What happened?

Oh my arm

Fuck. Let me get something for that

Oh god

Yeah grab me something

Ah! Jesus

Ah

Thank you thank you

Oh fuck

Hold still

Hold that there

Oh thank you. Oh my god

What were you doing under my hood man?

I woke up kind of early. I just popped your hood

I wanted to see if I could fix what's going on man

How'd you get in?

Your door was unlocked

It was?

Mm-hmm, yeah

I just popped the air filter out

I wanted to get a closer look at the engine

When my wrench slipped

Did you fix it?

The air filter is fine

I just put it right back in

No, the van. Did you fix the van?

Oh no. My best guess is it's your fuel line

I don't really fuck with that

Could I borrow your phone? Call a couple shops?

Oh you don't get service out here?

Just let me borrow your phone man. Come on

But before you call a tow shop

I've got a little proposition for you

Okay, what is it?

You see, I gotta be in Seattle in three days

But I think if I stay here an extra night, I could get there in two

Why would you do that?

Well

A while ago I met this mechanic out here

I think he could fix whatever problem you got going on

But he doesn't do favors for strangers

He's an older guy named Brows

okay

And he'll be passing through here tomorrow

And I'm thinking, if you get towed

You're gonna have to go at least 10 maybe 20 miles, and with the repairs you're

Looking at a couple hundred dollars

Okay

I'm thinking Brows and I could probably come on through

We could fix whatever problem you got

And I'd only ask just a little money

For gas to get me to Seattle

How much do you want?

Hundred dollars

That's it a hundred bucks?

That's all I need

And I assume I'd be paying you that after the van is fixed?

Of course. Yeah obviously obviously

Let me get this straight. You just know some guy

Who you think can probably fix my van

And he's coming through here tomorrow?

I mean I hope you can fix your van

But yeah he's coming through tomorrow

And his name is Brows? Like eyebrows?

Yeah, like eyebrows

Is that his real name?

I don't think so

What's his real name?

I don't know. He just goes by Brows

Okay but what kind of a name is Brows?

Right?

If you saw him you'd realize it's a pretty accurate nickname

Come on man. Worth a shot

Save you a few hundred bucks

I'll pay you after?

Yeah

Sure, why not

Yeah, we'll have you on the road in no time man

Whatever you say

Yeah yeah no for sure

All right, close her up

Hey man

Oh hey. What's up?

Nothing much. Just saw you here and wanted to know if you wanted to jam

Oh, yeah yeah that sounds great

Just give me one sec and I'll be right over

You don't want to just hang out here?

Yeah um-

Mind if we jam over by your van?

Is that cool?

Sure okay

Is that okay with you?

Yeah that's fine

I gotta do some things in my van real quick

And I'll be right over

Okay sounds good

Okay great. I'll be right over

Okay, bye

Hey

Hey

What's up?

Nothing much

You sound good

Thanks

Yeah

How's it going?

Good

Sorry you kind of snuck up on me back there

It's no problem

Did you take care of uh- whatever you need to take-

Yeah yeah, no no no

I'm good thanks man

Good

Why don't you throw me some chords?

Okay

Oh no thanks

Okay

Sounds good

Thanks

I'll throw you some chords

Okay, same key?

Yeah, same key

Alright

Alright, ready?

Ready

Think you'll want a marshmallow after I'm done cleaning this shit off?

You got any stuff for s'mores?

No I just do the marshmallow

You want one?

Sure, why not?

Okay

Jaron, where are you from?

Why do you want to know?

You're kind of a reserved person aren't you?

Very mysterious

Is that a problem?

No

It's not a problem

I mean it's cool. It's just

I don't know

What?

I mean it's like we've been stuck out here for a day and a half now

And I feel like I don't know anything about you

Well, what do you want to know?

Where you're from

I'm from Kansas City

Okay okay

Kansas City, Kansas or Kansas City, Missouri?

Missouri

Oh Missouri okay yeah

Born and raised?

Mm-hmm

Okay, driving there now?

Yep

Where are you coming from?

Washington

Washington?

Mm-hmm

You see, this is what I'm talking about

A normal person right?

I would pick them up

Save their fucking ass on the side of the road and

If I told him I was going to do a show in Seattle-

Maybe if you would have just been in Washington

You would say something like

"Oh shit. I was just there"

"You should check out the space needle," or whatever

Yeah, I don't know

I guess I just didn't have anything to say about it

That's all right

I mean uh

Yeah

What were you doing in Washington?

Funeral

Oh shit, I'm sorry man

It's fine don't worry about it

Can I ask how you knew the deceased?

Ex-girlfriend

Oh shit

Ex because she passed away?

No no

Ex cause she was a bitch

Oh

That still sucks though

Yeah

Still sucks

Can I ask how she died?

You know, I don't really want to talk about it

Yeah fair

No problem man. Just tell me when I'm out of line

You're fine

Judah, do you ever

Feel like you're supposed to be older than you are?

How so?

I don't know. I look at other people my age

And I feel so far removed from that youth

You know what I mean?

I feel like I'm supposed to be like 50 years old or something

It's just

I don't know. You ever feel like that?

Yeah, I mean-

I'll be honest with you. Not at all, no

I

Kind of the opposite, actually

I mean like

Sometimes I'm like, how am I even in my 20s?

You know?

I feel like I was a kid just yesterday

And now

I don't know. Shit should move so fast and

I don't know

I think for me it's just a lot of little things like

I don't care about my birthday anymore

Like full on could not give a shit

I think that's pretty normal man

Most people don't care about their birthday

You don't have to be 50 not to care about your birthday

Yeah but like

It's tomorrow. My birthday is literally tomorrow

And I could not care less

No, are you serious?

What?

Tomorrow, how old are you turning?

I'm turning 23.

You're shitting me

No, what?

Jaron, I'm turning 23 tomorrow

No

I'm fucking serious

June 15th 1998

We were born on the exact same day

That's insane

You're telling me

Fuck. That's crazy

Yeah that's-

Do you smoke?

What?

Do you smoke weed? Do you get high?

Yeah, sometimes

Well, I just fucking found out that I have a brother

And if that's not a reason to get high

Then I don't know what is man

Smoke with me?

Fuck it. Yeah, burn her man

Oh yeah. Here, take this

Oh. This first huh?

Yeah

Yeah okay. Here

Ah ha

How's that?

Yeah, there you go

Thanks

Man

Getting high and

Looking up at the night sky is one of the best things in the world, man

Sounds like a good way to throw yourself into an existential crisis

No no

It's like

When I get high and I look up at space it's like

All the shit that's bugging me man, everything that's stressing me out

It just kind of becomes less

You know what I think?

I think if everyone just took a few minutes to look at the sky and just

Get rid of all that stress, the world would be a better place, you know?

Yeah, you're onto something there

Guess it makes you think about life a little bit, huh?

Hmm

Yeah

Man, you know I almost died once

What?

Yeah but I can't tell you the story it's stupid

What? No. Yeah you can. Why not?

It makes me look like an idiot

No man, you can't just tell somebody that you

Almost died once and then expect them not to wanna hear the story, man

You gotta tell people. That's torture

Okay. You have to promise not to laugh

Okay, I'm not promising anything

Seriously don't laugh man

I'm sure it's not that bad

It's pretty fucking stupid but I'll tell you

So basically I was traveling through Michigan

This is like last January

Cold

Exactly it's fucking freezing right?

So I needed a way to stay warm

So I went and I got this propane heater, and it was working out pretty great actually just

As long as I had the windows cracked open I let it run throughout the night

it was fine I'd stay warm

Okay

Just hold on

Here's where I fucked up

One night I got way too high

And I forgot to crack the windows

No

Yeah, and I wake up in the middle of the night

And I can't fucking feel my body

I'm completely numb and my vision is starting to go out

It's like crazy, and I can barely move and I'm thinking

How fucking high did I get last night?

Right? No, but it was this propane

And I was like stumbling. I got up

I couldn't fucking feel my legs, so I'm like trying to get to the door

I get to the door. I can't even move my hands they're so numb, right?

But I finally get my grip on the latch, and I finally open it up

I think I'm gonna fucking die at this point

And I finally cracked the door open, and I just fall face first into the snow

Wow, were you freezing? Geez

Yeah, naked too

You were naked?

I mean I was sleeping

One second I'm in my sleeping bag, warm

The next second I'm balls deep in Michigan snow

But I mean fucking

I don't know man

You know how people say with those near-death experiences

It's like spiritual or like you see God or

Figure out the meaning to life or shit like that, you know?

Sure yeah

Well, I mean it might sound crazy but um-

Yeah, I had one of those

Whoa

I like saw a sign

You saw a sign? What was it?

A yield sign

A yield sign, so like an actual sign?

It was an actual sign sign and it was a sign

Okay, and I know that sounds fucking stupid, but when I stood up out of the snow

I fucking look down the road and there's a yield sign

Okay

And like, in my mind, it brings it right to my face

And I just know what it means

What, did it talk to you or something?

No, not with fucking words man

I just knew okay

That I just need to let go of everything

All this control that I had over my life

Over all this shit. I just needed to yield to my life, right?

Yield to the bullshit. Just yield to everything and just fucking

Yeah, ever since then that's how I've lived

Changed me

Wow

Yeah

That's quite the Revelation

Yeah

I don't think you're crazy

And?

But I do think you were blazed out of your fucking mind

Okay dude, fuck off

Was that propane tank even real? Did you imagine that?

I knew you wouldn't get it

I'll be honest with you man. There's a lot of shit I don't get about you

Like, I don't sleep naked in my van either

Oh, are you serious?

What do you mean, am I serious? Are you serious that you do?

I mean it's normal. That's how God intended it man that's natural shit

No dude that's gross

Gross no

I wear clothes like a person

I wish I could go live in Europe where people are more comfortable with

Just being naked, you know?

You ever been? Is it like that?

I mean

No I've never been

I'm not really much for planes

Yeah, I don't like flying

Hmm

How do you keep warm in your van?

Uh

I don't know. I've never been anywhere that cold before

Oh?

Yeah, I mean honestly I'm not even on the road that much

Oh really? I would have assumed-

Yeah well, I got the van back when I was with Brie, my ex-girlfriend

I was way more of a homebody back then, but she tried to convince me to, you know

Live the life of pissing in streets and sleeping in parking lots

So uh

Yeah, I finally caved and

We wanted to see the country

Never uh-never really happened

I uh

She left me with the van that she wanted and

Now I'm taking it home from her funeral

Isn't that something?

Do you want to talk about it?

I wanna talk about that chair man

What the hell? Why don't you just get a regular camping chair?

That's gotta take up so much space

I know fucking big right?

Stupid, it does take up a lot of fucking space

Why do you have it? Why don't you just get like a fucking camping chair?

Yeah-um

It's more or less just sentimental

I took it with me

Out of my mom's childhood room when I moved out of my grandparents house

Yeah? where's that at?

Indianapolis, but I'm from New York

What took you out?

My dad

He kind of went crazy throughout the last year of us living there

I mean I don't think he was ever not crazy, but

Things really got bad toward the end

He was doing a lot of drinking and yelling

I would just stay awake at night and listen to him

Yell at my mom and

She never fucking yelled back. I remember that

And one night, I just heard some shit that I thought was

The same shit I'd been hearing that entire fucking year, but

When my mom came in to my room I realized it was

Worse

So I was packing my things

She told me to pack my shit and be quiet

I just couldn't stop crying man

Because she had blood in her eye

And the next day

She puts me on a flight to Indy by myself

She had to stay behind and take care of some things

And um-

The next morning my grandma was on the phone sobbing

My mom's flight had gone down over Ohio and

There were no survivors

Fuck man. I am so sorry

It's okay

It was actually a long time ago

And plus, I know it's smaller than I think it is

Did you love her?

Brie?

Yeah, her

I mean, we were together for a year, so yeah

How'd you handle the breakup?

Um

I was fine

Not great, but you know, fine

I'm just wondering because, in my experience

And stop me if you don't relate

But um

I don't know man. When I fall in love with someone, I fall in love hard

And it's like I would do anything for this person. Like

Fucking, I would do anything

Stop

You wouldn't make sacrifices for your loved ones?

No man, of course I'd make sacrifices but I wouldn't just

Do anything for anyone

Well not anything

But I mean yeah pretty much anything. Like

Fucking

When you fall in love with someone man it's like

You're giving yourself to them

You're so one and

when they break you off it's like you're fucking crushed

You know? And so

If you were crushed, or if you

Are crushed now like

I don't know. It make sense. You have the right to be

I don't think crushed is the right word

What is the right word then?

I don't know

Pissed off

I mean, I don't know. The whole thing was fucked

But, you know, that's not to say I didn't have some

Pretty good times when I was with her

Do you have like uh

Fondest memory with her?

Top my head, probably our anniversary

We went to a carnival

I got a tattoo

No shit

Yeah, on my leg

Oh let's see

No, "Her Name?"

Yeah

Fuck

It was a miscommunication with the artist so uh-

Just kind of ended up that way

No, but you know

For the rest of the day we uh-

I'm sure you can imagine it. It's pretty stereotypical

We kissed on the carousel, ferris wheel, we kissed on the roller coasters

And uh-

At the end of the day we

We were playing some of those dumb carney games

There was this one where you had to loop a ring onto a

Swordfish, the sword part obviously

And I must have dropped like 30 fucking dollars on this thing

Because I just kept trying, kept trying, kept trying. I could not do it. It was

There was no way. I thought it was rigged

And let me guess, she got it immediately

She

Fuck man

She tries one time, and she gets two out of three rings on there

Kicked my ass. I don't know how she does that shit

You guys win anything?

Or did she win anything I guess?

Uh yeah

What?

What'd you win?

She uh-

She won a couple goldfish

She didn't want them anymore though

I had to give them to my little cousin

Fish are probably dead now too

She dumped me the next day

She called me. All she said was

"I can't do this anymore. It's over"

Hung up right there. That was it. I-

Called her back a hundred times. She didn't pick up

I drove to her house. She was gone

We'd spent every day of the last year together, and then

Just one phone call. She's off the face of the fucking planet

And I had no idea anything about her, or

What her whereabouts were, or whatever for

Six weeks, and then just last week

I get a call telling me

She drowned herself in Lake Washington

Who called you?

The cops

They wanted to know if I knew why she would have done it

Why call you?

I don't know, because

I was her last boyfriend

Guess it just made sense

And she left a note

What'd the note say?

"You can't control me in the lake"

What'd you tell the cops?

I told them

The truth I-

I have no idea why she would have killed herself

I mean, she was always a little batshit. She was a foster kid, but

Yeah I have no idea

Is the note about you?

I don't know

No, it wasn't about me

It couldn't have been about me

Have you seen her?

What?

Well, the thing is

When my mom took me to the airport

She didn't stay behind because she was going to do anything

She stayed behind because of a blanket

A baby blanket

That I'd left at my friend's house the night before

And I was fucking crying about it on the way to the airport

And so she promised me that she would stay behind

And get it for me the next day

And I fucking know that if I wouldn't have cried about that shit that

She would be okay

And um-

Fuck man. That shit just

God

Eats away at you

Dude, and for a fucking month I would see her

Okay? She'd be in my room reading my books

Or playing with my toys, or throwing my shit around

That's scary stuff for a 10 year old

Fuck man

But, you know what's even scarier?

The Syphus Psychiatric Children's Hospital

Okay? The fucking looney bin that Grandma and Grandpa put me in

And the visions just got fucking worse there

I fucking swear I thought they were never gonna go away

But they did go away

You wanna know why?

Why's that?

'Cause I remembered something

Okay? I remember that I never fucking

Asked her to stay back for the blanket

I mean sure I wanted it, right?

I was crying

And yeah she thought it would make me feel better

But I never asked her to

I didn't want to be on the plane by myself

You know, she decided to go back and get that blanket

Have you been seeing Brie?

Yeah

Here's what I think

I think you're a pretty stand-up guy

And I've got to read on that, and I'm always right

But

Based off of your story, okay yeah

Brie was a nutcase. I'm sure she would have killed herself anyways

But based off of my story

Okay? I know there's something

That you're not telling me about the time you and her were together

There's something that's eating away at you and giving you these nightmares

That you're not fucking telling me

What is it Jaron?

I don't know

I truly truly don't know

It's midnight

Happy birthday

Happy birthday

I've gotta fucking lay down

Yeah

No, I should

Fucking get some sleep too

Goodnight Judah

Yeah

Goodnight

It's not real

Hey Jaron it's almost noon

You should wake up

Happy birthday

Wow

You said it was noon?

Yeah, just about

Hey, are you okay man? You

Look like you saw another ghost last night

No no I'm just groggy

Well, maybe this will cheer you up

There you go

Thanks

Yeah

Cheers

Happy birthday

What are you doing out here?

Brows left about 10 minutes ago

He came through already?

Yeah, while you were sleeping

Did he fix the van?

Yeah, sure did. Took us just a a quick second

Wasn't really a big deal or anything like that

You gonna smoke that?

Um you know

I didn't really want to say it, but

I quit about a month ago

No shit

Congrats that's a

Yeah it's a really big deal

Yeah thanks, you know it wasn't easy, but

Yeah, so I'm kind of done

Well surely after a month of not smoking

You can reward yourself with one cigarette

Right?

I don't know

Come on man

It's your birthday

Don't let it go to waste

Fuck it. Why not?

Yeah

Feels good doesn't it?

I'm not gonna lie Judah

That feels pretty fucking good

I feel a little bad though that

I didn't get a chance to thank Brows

No no um-

He's a quiet dude. Doesn't really like to meet new people or anything like that

So it actually worked out

Hey about the, 100 bucks

Do you think that you could venmo that to me?

Oh, I've got cash. Do you need it right now?

Well, I'm just gonna be in my van packing some stuff up

I'm gonna leave in like 30 minutes so

Yeah, that's fine if you-

You're leaving that soon?

Yeah, with us staying an extra day I gotta

Pretty much haul ass to get to my show

Oh okay

Is that okay?

Yeah that's fine

Tell you what, I'll uh-

I'll bring the cash over to you once I'm uh-

Done with this guy here

Okay

Well, I better get over there

Okay, see you soon

Yeah

Enjoy that

Oh I will

Hang on one second

Hey

This is for you

Thank you so much

You have no idea how much I need this man

I would have been totally fucked

Yeah man, don't worry about it. I could

Say the same thing about you forget my van fixed

Oh no don't worry about it

Hey, let me get your number before I leave

So I can see you again

The thing about that is-

I actually chucked my phone into the ocean a few days ago

Oh shit

Good for you man

Yeah, thanks

Well uh-

Either way I'll look you up next time I'm in Missouri

Alright

Unless you wanna jump in and go to Seattle with me

Oh

Uh-

I'm just kidding

I know you want to get back home and see your family

Yeah totally. For sure

Yeah

Well, come here man

Oh

Yeah

Hey, do you wear a sleeping mask when you go to bed?

No I don't

Okay

There's a sleeping technique I learned in treatment

That I think might be really good for you

Okay

You put a sleeping mask over your eyes when you go to sleep

Over your whole face

And throughout the night you think of yourself being in a maximum security prison

And that way your girlfriend, she can't get in

And if she does, then she's in the prison

And you take the mask off and you're back in reality

Okay

And she won't be able to get to you

Hopefully you'll get some sleep that way

Alright yeah sure

I'll think about it

Yeah, or don't

Either way I've got to get back

Okay, yeah

Good luck with your show

Thanks

I'm really gonna miss you man

You too

Yeah

I'll be seeing you Mister Jaron

See you then

Jaron

So how long after I left did you leave to follow me?

I actually left the next day

The next day?

Mm-hmm

So you drove here in two days?

Yep

I had to drive through the night, but I just thought

Fuck it. Let's see if I can do it

I did. Made it here

That's crazy man

I'm just so excited you're here

Really?

Yeah, just really truly excited

Well, I'm happy to hear it

I'm a little disappointed though. I thought for sure that, since there was still daylight when I got here

I'd be making it back in time for your show

Oh yeah, it was kind of early

And you didn't really miss much

I doubt that

No, I totally bombed

Definitely no one liked me

Yikes. Sorry to hear that

I'll get over it man. I'm just

My spirits are so lifted that you're here

Aw

Yeah, we're gonna have so much fun man

Yeah?

Well then, what's next after this?

What do you want to do?

There's this parking lot that I know we could sleep in

Oh

I mean, you must be tired after driving for so long

Yeah I'm pretty tired

Been driving a long time

Okay, well let's uh-

Let's go

Now? You want to go now?

Yeah, it's super close

Okay

You can just follow me

Yeah, I'll just-

Yeah, I'll follow you

Okay, great

Do you need me to grab-

No, I've got it

Okay yeah, you can just follow me. It's pretty close

And we'll sleep there

Okay

I'll see you in just a little bit

See you then

Alright

Hey buddy

Shit

Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you

No problem man

Just came over here to say how excited I am

That you drove all the way out here to see me

That's crazy

Yeah, sure thing man. I really wanted to be here

It's just like when you pulled up outside the Bok Choy, I was like "yes"

Yeah I uh-

I'm glad you're so excited man

I honestly wasn't really sure how you'd react

Oh, so excited

So fucking excited

You have no idea

We're gonna go crazy man. We're gonna have a great time

Yeah?

Yeah

Sounds really great

Oh fucking hell yeah

Amazing

Yeah

Well

You've had a long night

You've had a long couple of nights

Long couple nights

So I'll let you get to it. Get some rest

Okay

Yeah. Alright

Okay

Goodnight Judah

Goodnight buddy

Goodnight

Hey

I love you man

Okay

Judah

Help me, fuck

She's right there. She's right there

Hey, can you be careful with that, babe?

What? I'm not doing anything

Just-you're using a lot of tape

Yeah, what about it?

It's just a really important chair to me. You know that

Are you fucking kidding me?

Well, I'm just afraid you're gonna strip the finish off

We literally talked about this plan five minutes ago

If you had a problem with me putting a little tape on your mommy's special chair

I know I just-

You should have told me then

I didn't know you were gonna use so much tape

What do you think? He's not a fucking child

Okay fine

Sorry

What was that?

Sorry, I mean-

You're right that was my bad

I know it's good I'm sorry

Okay, are we good?

Yeah, we're good

Alright

You know, I can't read your mind babe

I know

Why don't you go get the camera set up?

Okay

How's this?

Let me see

Here

You know you're recording right now?

Huh? I am?

Yeah, it says so right there

Oh shit

Okay well, we're ready right?

Yeah, it all looks fine

Here

Are you ready?

Ready

Okay

Wakey wakey Mister Jaron

You know where you are? Huh?

Oh, don't worry about her

Bridget Cerrone is dead and ghosts are real

Well, here we are

The dock where your girlfriend killed herself

Because of all the pain that you put her through

Oh and it was so easy to lure you here

We didn't even have to have some elaborate scheme

I just told you I was coming here and you followed me like some lost pet

Fucking pathetic

You think you could just go to her funeral

Pay a few respects and leave before the service is over?

You think that's enough to pay for what you did?

A year ago today was the happiest day of my life

This is a big day

Maybe

Could be a big day

I just have to wait

Three minutes. Three minutes

Okay, here we go

Babe

Yeah

Can you come in here for a second?

Is something wrong?

Look

Is this real?

Judah

What's up?

You're gonna be a dad

No way

With who?

Me

Then one day, she just disappeared

When we found out she was with you, we were crushed

I'm officially quitting smoking now that I'm gonna be a dad

But not as crushed as when we learned that-

That she killed the baby

Our child is dead because of you and you alone

And you know what?

I don't even think you loved her

The batshit foster kid?

The bitch?

I smelled pig on you from the moment I met you

Just like my father

Ah

Fuck

That's enough out of the sperm donor

Oh, come on

You didn't believe all that nonsense did you?

He did what I needed him to do

And now no one has to deal with him anymore

I guess you've probably picked up on the fact that I'm not your precious ex-girlfriend

But I'm sure you don't know who I am

No

Dear Brie didn't seem to think too much of her sister

She used to love me a lot though, you know

She used to love me more than anybody else in the whole fucking world

Side by side

We did everything together

We were very very close

Then you came along and ruined everything that we built

She used to love me a lot

You destroyed our family

You took her away from the only person

Who knew and loved her as much as I did

Bridget chose to

Get rid of you the easy way

Now I've seen that that's not enough

So

This is where my sister jumped

And this is where you're gonna die

Oh my God, stop fussing. We all have to go eventually

You can say one thing before I toss you in

Please don't kill me

Wow, that's moving

I know how you feel

I lost Brie too

Okay so

A little update

I just saw the doctor

And um-

She told me in our first month together that she was pregnant

There's two of them

She was having twins

I can't

I can't do it

I didn't know why she did it back then, but now I understand

Please you don't have to do this

Take it from somebody who loved Brie as much as you did

She didn't deserve to die

But I don't either

Nope, not good enough

Please please please

Judah

Judah Judah

Help me man. Help me

Come on

Judah