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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: {150}{300}. {1142}{1217}Of course, these things|never happened. {1217}{1270}Not in this life. {1272}{1317}Argh! {1317}{1387}In this life there's a new baby. {1387}{1427}Jimmy. {1452}{1507}His brother, Teddy, is asleep. {1562}{1612}And so is Pamela. {1775}{1875}Ursula is trying not to sleep. {1955}{2000}Her dreams are... {2047}{2092}..challenging. {2117}{2170}CLOCK TICKS {2460}{2500}TICKS GROW LOUDER {2525}{2567}URSULA GASPS {2567}{2620}SHE BREATHES HEAVILY {2852}{2900}DOOR OPENS {3155}{3202}What are you doing up? {3205}{3250}Can't sleep. {3280}{3325}More bad dreams? {3437}{3475}Come here. {3582}{3707}You know, only very special people|have powerful imaginations. {3775}{3825}You're extra interesting. {3867}{3950}It's a bit of a burden, but|that's the way to think about it. {4017}{4100}I think I dream about dying... {4137}{4187}..because I've already died. {4225}{4275}Lots of times. {4275}{4337}I assure you, you haven't. {4337}{4400}I would have definitely noticed. {4542}{4600}There's nothing to be afraid of. {5067}{5142}How was London?|How were your friends? {5142}{5180}Boring. {5337}{5440}I want Ursula to see a psychiatrist.|Why on earth do you say that? {5442}{5525}You talked me out of it before, when|she pushed Bridget down the stairs. {5525}{5575}You are not talking me|out of it again. {5575}{5620}There's something wrong with her. {5620}{5700}She's a little introspective,|that's all. And it's no bad thing. {5700}{5785}She's always down in the dumps|and she has these terrible dreams. {5787}{5867}We cannot assume this will just|pass. She'll grow up soon enough {5867}{5942}and we need her mentally sound|as she moves through the world. {5967}{6055}Let us not forget that|unscrupulous men lie in wait, {6055}{6102}ready to take advantage of women {6102}{6162}who don't have their head|screwed on correctly. {6280}{6347}How would we even locate|a psychiatrist? {6347}{6437}Major Shawcross in the village|recommends a chap up in London. {6437}{6500}Some of his men came back|with very bad nerves. {6502}{6550}He mentioned it to me in passing. {6550}{6617}The way I heard it,|it was Shawcross that came home {6617}{6667}with a bad case of nerves. {6775}{6825}I just want her to be happy. {6975}{7042}The psychiatrist recommended|was in London. {7042}{7135}It was decided that Ursula could|be put on the train by her mother {7137}{7217}and met at the other end|by her aunt, Izzie, {7217}{7300}even though both Sylvie and Hugh|doubted that Izzie {7300}{7372}was sufficiently reliable|to be in charge of a child. {7405}{7542}Sylvie disliked Izzie, although|she tolerated her for Hugh's sake. {7542}{7607}Don't talk to anybody,|especially to any men. {7610}{7665}If Izzie isn't waiting for you|at the platform, {7665}{7725}you come straight back home,|do you understand? {7900}{7945}Izzie had managed to get a job {7945}{8005}writing a weekly column|for a newspaper. {8007}{8100}She wrote under the pseudonym|Delphine Fox {8100}{8197}and called the column|Adventures of a Modern Spinster. {8317}{8355}Ursula! {8417}{8462}Isn't this exciting? {8462}{8532}Two ladies alone in London.|Whatever shall we do? {8532}{8575}What adventures lie in wait? {8577}{8630}You have to take me|straight to the doctor. {8655}{8692}Delighted. {8692}{8737}So thrilling. {8737}{8810}The talking cure is quite|the thing, you know. {8812}{8900}Perhaps don't mention to your father|that I brought the motor. {8900}{8967}He seems to have very little|confidence in my abilities, {8967}{9042}even though I managed to drive|an ambulance throughout the war, {9042}{9100}sans mishap, in another country,|no less. {9102}{9167}Of course, the real reason|he doesn't like me driving {9167}{9225}is the little green eyed monster.|Am I right? {9225}{9267}What? {9267}{9330}Oh, he's jealous.|He wants an automobile himself. {9330}{9400}Your mother will not allow it.|Am I right? {9425}{9467}I don't know. {9500}{9545}Very politic answer. {9667}{9742}I'm glad I've been tasked|with the grave responsibility {9742}{9792}of shuttling you from A to B. {9792}{9887}I know that I am considered by|your mother mad, bad and dangerous {9887}{9982}to know, but I thought we could be|special chums. What do you think? {10057}{10125}Pamela is a little dull,|all that tennis and cycling. {10125}{10177}No wonder she has such|sturdy ankles... {10177}{10225}CAR HORN/LOUD CRASH {10385}{10437}SCREAMS {10575}{10637}IZZIE GASPS|Aargh! {10810}{10852}Cut it! Cut it! {11245}{11292}The baby nearly died. {11292}{11342}God wanted it back. {11480}{11537}ETHEREAL MUSIC {12087}{12125}Argh! {12160}{12197}Aargh! {12292}{12330}Ursula? {12467}{12572}I think what we're saying, Izzie...|Mm. ..is that we'd prefer {12572}{12630}you don't reference our children|in your column. {12630}{12700}They are not your children.|For goodness' sake. {12700}{12762}They are imaginary children|that I've invented {12762}{12812}in my persona as Delphine Fox, {12812}{12872}author of Adventures|of a Modern Spinster. {12872}{12927}The column's most awfully popular,|by the way. {12930}{12995}Don't even write about|my imaginary children. {13050}{13100}Pamela, what are you doing|with your feet? {13100}{13177}It's the way to shape the ankle,|according to the Modern Spinster. {13180}{13240}The Modern Spinster is not|a person from whom anyone {13240}{13300}with any sense would take advice.|So glad I came. {13300}{13355}Besides, you're too young|for shapely ankles. {13355}{13430}I'm nearly the same age as you were|when you married Daddy. {13430}{13477}Children, go inside for tea,|would you? {13775}{13862}Izzie, Sylvie and I were wondering|if you might do us a small favour? {13865}{13925}Ursula needs to take|a weekly trip to London. {13925}{14000}We thought if we put her on the|train, you might take her off {14000}{14077}and deliver her to a Dr Kellet|on Harley Street. {14080}{14147}What's wrong with the poor darling?|Malade? {14172}{14210}She's fine. {14212}{14252}BABY CRIES {14400}{14450}Lovely ankles. {14450}{14537}What else do you see in her?|Sylvie is worried about Ursula. {14562}{14607}She seems to think that... {14607}{14690}I don't know how to explain it|and I can't really, {14692}{14742}but that she has been here before. {14742}{14812}She suffers from an extraordinary|amount of deja vu. {14812}{14850}Clairvoyant! {14850}{14912}Oh, we should set her up|in a gypsy caravan. {14912}{14982}Crystal ball, Tarot cards.|IZZIE LAUGHS {14982}{15037}Ahem.|HUGH CHUCKLES {15067}{15135}So who's Dr Kellet?|He's a psychiatrist, is he? {15137}{15200}Apparently he helped|a lot of men after the war. {15237}{15272}Oh. {15297}{15355}How did you hear about him? {15355}{15402}Were you a patient? No. {15430}{15470}A friend put us in touch. {15562}{15642}You must have seen some|terrible things in France, Hugh. {15680}{15730}I know I did. {15805}{15882}I prefer to focus on the daffodils. {16007}{16047}Personally... {16072}{16135}..I've thought Ursula|should see a psychiatrist {16135}{16195}ever since she pushed|the maid down the stairs. {16220}{16327}Do you... Do you think that we|should mention that occurred? {16330}{16367}It is odd. {16430}{16495}Thrilling, but odd. {16605}{16665}Emancipated hem lines? {16690}{16747}What does it mean? She's a fool. {16747}{16812}It will be a miracle if she meets|that child's train. {16812}{16887}She'll forget about it.|She'll be off gallivanting. {16887}{16957}Do you know why they're really|sending her to London? {16957}{17007}They want a doctor to look|in her head? {17007}{17080}They've realised she's touched.|What are you talking about? {17082}{17125}I overheard a discussion. {17125}{17200}She's not touched.|She's a bit of a worrier. {17200}{17260}And so what?|Some people are born that way. {17262}{17310}And it bespeaks great intelligence. {17310}{17360}I have a belief about Ursula. {17362}{17440}You remember she was born|not meant for this Earth. {17440}{17527}The cord wrapped around her neck|like a serpent. {17530}{17620}My belief is that Ursula is at least|partly of the spirit world. {17620}{17695}Ha! How do you account for her|pushing me down the stairs {17695}{17737}to save me from the influenza? {17737}{17797}That was an inventive excuse|for mischief, {17797}{17870}and I will account|for your nonsense right now. {17872}{17920}Irish fiddle-faddle. {17920}{17967}She has the sixth sense {17967}{18040}and there's no doctor in the world|that can magic away that. {18187}{18220}Ursula! {18252}{18320}He seems to have very little|confidence in my abilities, {18322}{18397}even though I managed to drive|an ambulance throughout the war, {18397}{18450}sans mishap, in a foreign country,|no less. {18475}{18512}Hang on. {18675}{18740}Nervous? I'm fine. {18787}{18830}CAR HORN {18865}{18905}Oops. {19250}{19287}So... {19325}{19402}..I hear you tried to kill|your maid. {19537}{19575}Tea? {19647}{19685}I'm not Russian. {19687}{19740}Far from it. I'm from Maidstone. {19742}{19817}I visited St Petersburg|before the Revolution. {20032}{20100}When I spoke to your mother|on the telephone, {20100}{20177}she told me that you often dream|you're dying. {20180}{20237}She told me that you once|confided in her {20237}{20287}that you had been here before. {20312}{20355}Is that right? {20357}{20430}Do you think you have|been here before? {20432}{20480}Sometimes I think that. {20482}{20517}Tea? {20550}{20700}You see, I remember you saying|"Tea?" to me before. {20700}{20745}Just like that. {20747}{20817}Yes, I said it last week. {20842}{20880}Oh. {20880}{20925}Of course. {21075}{21117}Snow? {21117}{21150}Yes. {21152}{21192}Interesting. {21195}{21272}Everything's familiar somehow... {21297}{21392}..no matter where I am|or what I'm doing. {21417}{21540}Inside, I have this terrible fear... {21540}{21580}..all the time. {21582}{21625}A darkness within? {21692}{21780}From a scientific point of view,|perhaps the part of your brain {21780}{21852}responsible for memory|has a little flaw. {21852}{21912}A neurological problem {21912}{22000}that leads you to think|you are repeating experiences. {22025}{22165}So I'm not really dying|and being reborn. {22165}{22215}I have no idea. {22217}{22285}Perhaps there is a neurological blip|in your brain {22287}{22350}that causes you to believe|you have been here before. {22350}{22430}Perhaps you have been here before|and your dreams are memories {22432}{22480}and reminiscences - premonitions. {22482}{22537}We may never know. {22575}{22627}Have you heard of Buddhism? {22652}{22707}Perhaps you're remembering|another life. {22742}{22797}Of course, the disciples|of the Buddha {22797}{22867}don't believe you keep coming back|as the same person {22867}{22942}in the same circumstances,|as you feel you do, but... {22967}{23115}..most ancient religions|adhered to an idea of circularity. {23115}{23200}The snake with its tail|in its mouth and so on. {23962}{24012}Are you cured yet? {24012}{24070}Must be by now. It's been an age. {24070}{24142}Come on. I told your father|you'd catch a later train. {24142}{24187}Let's have some fun. {24212}{24262}# Sometimes I sit and sigh {24262}{24307}# And then begin to cry {24307}{24362}# Cos my best friend... # {24362}{24425}You're turning out|to be quite pretty. {24425}{24467}You must have it cut. {24467}{24542}You should come and see my coiffeur.|He's really very good. {24542}{24600}You're in danger of looking|like a milkmaid {24600}{24685}when really, I think you're going to|turn out to be deliciously wicked. {24687}{24722}Cigarette? {24722}{24765}I'm ten. {24767}{24825}# I'll tell you folks {24825}{24922}# There ain't no change in me {24987}{25065}# My love for that man {25067}{25145}# Will always be {25220}{25312}# Now I got the crazy blues {25337}{25437}# Since my baby went away {25437}{25512}# I ain't got no time... # {25512}{25610}Listen, I know that I am|considered by your mother {25612}{25682}mad, bad and dangerous to know,|but... {25707}{25792}..I thought we could be special|chums. What do you think? {25792}{25867}Pamela is a little dull,|all that tennis and cycling. {25867}{25930}No wonder she has|such sturdy ankles. {25930}{25992}Tres sportif, I'm sure, but still. {25992}{26067}Oh, and the boys are... Well, boys. {26100}{26165}But you are interesting, Ursula. {26217}{26262}What do you think? {26312}{26347}Yes. {26347}{26407}Special chums. {26800}{26840}Nice time with Izzie? {26840}{26875}Yes. {27130}{27167}Ta-da. {27192}{27242}You did it. {27242}{27327}Your mother considers it|ruinously expensive. {27582}{27635}She's not to be trusted, you know. {27635}{27687}Who? Izzie. {27737}{27775}Press that. {27817}{27860}ENGINE STARTS {27905}{27937}Right. {27940}{28030}The war has made your mother|parsimonious, I'm afraid. {28030}{28100}If she had her way, we'd live|on her eggs and chickens. {28100}{28180}Whereas I, on the other hand,|have seemed to become less prudent. {28182}{28250}Not an admirable trait|for a banker, she says, {28250}{28317}but still, carpe diem and so on. {28345}{28387}Eh, little bear? {28387}{28472}Ursula saw Dr Kellet|for several years. {28507}{28605}Eventually, Sylvie and Hugh|decided that paying a man {28607}{28675}to discuss life's mysteries|with their daughter {28675}{28725}was no longer necessary. {28725}{28805}Ursula was noticeably|more cheerful {28807}{28862}and so considered cured. {28917}{28985}On the morning of her 16th birthday, {28987}{29055}the world felt crisp and fresh. {29080}{29125}She was growing up. {29175}{29212}CAR HORN {29215}{29262}Ahoy! {29292}{29355}Maurice was down for the weekend. {29382}{29475}He was in his last year at Oxford,|where he was reading law. {29475}{29537}Good show, coming for|Ursula's birthday. {29537}{29590}Is it Ursula's birthday today? {29590}{29642}Isn't that why you're here? {29645}{29700}No. Coincidence. {29737}{29772}Right. {29807}{29847}Right, yes, do follow. {29850}{29947}Ah, chaps, these are my brothers,|Teddy and Jimmy. {29947}{30002}Gilbert, Howard, don't annoy them. {30002}{30050}Call me Howie. Everyone does. {30050}{30100}And there's my old mater. {30100}{30175}You are far too young|to be anyone's mother. {30175}{30212}I know. {30212}{30270}Yet we have managed five children. {30270}{30322}Sisters? {30322}{30367}With names. {30367}{30437}I'm Pamela. This is Ursula. {30437}{30530}Gilbert and Howard, you'll have to|double up in Mrs Glover's old room. {30532}{30592}Let me show you upstairs.|Call me Howie. {30592}{30640}You can go top to tail. {30687}{30727}All right. {30730}{30777}Why are you so gimpy? {30777}{30840}Twisted my ankle. Hockey game. {30840}{30882}Huh. {31062}{31105}THEY GIGGLE {31295}{31330}THEY LAUGH {31330}{31367}Slow down. {31517}{31557}Sh. {31645}{31700}I've seen a snail move quicker|than that. {31700}{31805}The fact that Howie was American|gave him a special kind of glamour. {31807}{31917}Pamela was more drawn to Gilbert,|which surprised Ursula. {31917}{31987}She thought he looked|a bit undercooked. {32012}{32067}Stop it! You stop that now! {32067}{32130}Ooh! Ooh! Stop that.|THE GIRLS LAUGH {32187}{32255}Meeeeaow! Woof, woof, woof! Woo! {32255}{32305}Woof, woof, woof! {32412}{32455}Whoa! Whoa! {32455}{32507}That's actually my ball. {32507}{32542}Watch this! {32542}{32625}Hey, boys, you're playing|like a little girl. Come on! {32625}{32655}Hey! {32657}{32717}I say, they're rather|gorgeous, aren't they? {32742}{32777}Can I have one? {32780}{32872}It's the wrong kind of football!|We are not in America. Here we go. {33055}{33097}URSULA LAUGHS {33100}{33175}Who's that? Ursula loves this music. {33175}{33237}Do you? I had no idea. {33332}{33392}# I hate to see... # {33392}{33487}That's far too grown-up!|Ursula wears flannelette. {33487}{33542}# ..sun go down... # {33545}{33587}St Louis Blues. {33587}{33640}Listen to that cornet. {33642}{33682}CORNET PLAYS {33707}{33765}# I hate to see... # {33765}{33850}Joie de Femme, new by Clermont.|Divine! {33850}{33925}Far too grown-up. Will Ursula|be allowed to keep anything? {33927}{33972}I really don't know. {33972}{34035}Teddy, a dance? No. {34037}{34080}Oh. Jimmy? {34142}{34185}URSULA LAUGHS {34187}{34242}And she's definitely|too young for that. {34242}{34300}Where did you get the money|for all this? {34302}{34377}The column doesn't pay that well.|Did you steal it? {34402}{34487}Ooh, the jive is jumping. {34512}{34550}We're hungry. {34637}{34722}Mrs Glover, could you facilitate|nourishment for these young men? {34785}{34837}HOWIE CHUCKLES {34837}{34882}URSULA GIGGLES {34962}{35035}Essence of stag.|Trucking mud everywhere. {35035}{35102}Well, they didn't fight in the war.|That's a good thing. {35102}{35175}No matter how unsatisfactory|they turn out. {35255}{35292}Ooh! {35292}{35330}LAUGHTER {35330}{35370}CHEERING {35370}{35430}Happy birthday, little bear. {35430}{35475}Happy birthday! {35477}{35550}This present is for Teddy. {35550}{35605}Me? Yes, you, darling boy. {35607}{35670}Go on, unwrap it. It won't explode. {35782}{35840}"The Adventures of Augustus." {35840}{35892}By Delphine Fox. {35892}{35967}Mwah. Why is everything|an adventure with you? {35967}{36020}Because life is an adventure,|of course. {36022}{36077}I would say it's more|of an endurance race {36077}{36127}or an obstacle course. {36130}{36197}All right, dear.|Not that bad, surely. {36200}{36240}That's Augustus. {36240}{36285}I based him on you. {36287}{36325}Me?! {36415}{36462}I have a publisher. {36487}{36537}I have money, Hugh. {36537}{36607}You don't need to worry|about me any more. {36682}{36725}DOOR SLAMS {36750}{36807}HUGH AND SYLVIE ARGUE {36950}{37005}Do you want to go for a walk? {37007}{37065}It's a bore with my crutches. {37650}{37725}I'm looking for the ball.|It was your kid brother's. {37725}{37800}I think we lost it in the...|Shrubbery. {37957}{38007}How old are you? {38062}{38100}16. {38175}{38212}It's my birthday. {38270}{38317}You ate cake. {38342}{38380}You're shivering. {38405}{38467}It's freezing out here.|I can warm you up. {38562}{38667}"Kiss" seemed too courtly a word|for what Howie was doing. {38667}{38762}He prodded his enormous tongue|like an ox's {38762}{38840}and she was amazed to realise|that he was expecting her {38842}{38912}to open her mouth|and let the tongue in. {38912}{38967}Howie!|URSULA GASPS {38967}{39007}Howie! {39007}{39050}Coming! {39175}{39237}But she decided it didn't matter. {39262}{39325}To be kissed on her 16th birthday, {39325}{39382}and in such an overlooked way, {39382}{39470}was still a considerable|accomplishment. {39537}{39597}Ursula thought of Howie quite often. {39600}{39680}It was not so much|the physical Howie {39680}{39755}but the fact that he had been|thoughtful enough {39755}{39812}to try and find Teddy's ball. {39867}{39902}Hey, kid! {40062}{40145}What are they doing here?|I don't know. {40185}{40245}We're going to London|to help with the strike. {40245}{40327}I didn't realise your politics put|you on the side of the workers. {40327}{40385}What? No, no, no, no, no. {40385}{40445}We're going to drive buses|and trains {40447}{40515}and whatever else it takes|to keep the country running. {40517}{40585}I didn't know you could|drive a train, Maurice. {40587}{40670}I'll be a stoker, then - put the|coal in. It can't be that difficult. {40670}{40735}They're not called stokers,|they're called firemen, {40735}{40777}and it's a very skilled job. {40802}{40875}I hear you didn't get into|Cambridge. Probably best. {40877}{40970}We don't have enough scones.|For God's sake! {40972}{41025}We need warning, Maurice. {41025}{41075}I'm not hungry. {41287}{41332}I was looking for a bathroom. {41332}{41402}Well, we only have one.|It's not up these stairs... {41612}{41650}Pretty girl. {42215}{42262}No... Sh. {42287}{42325}It's OK. {43157}{43200}HOWIE GASPS {43780}{43867}English girls,|you really are something. {44132}{44170}Goodbye! {44227}{44267}CAR HORN {44325}{44365}Imbeciles. {44365}{44440}What happened to|the good-looking one? Gilbert. {44440}{44535}Sent down, apparently, for an|indiscretion. What indiscretion? {44535}{44600}Well, the definition|of an indiscretion {44600}{44650}is you don't talk of it afterwards. {44692}{44742}Feel like going for a walk? {44742}{44787}No. Thank you. {44862}{44912}Are you all right? Mm-hm. {45132}{45175}Weeks passed. {45200}{45257}She took care to mask her misery. {45282}{45342}Questions would have been|intolerable. {45712}{45785}I need to talk to you about|something uncomfortable. {45950}{46017}I know you've been out of sorts|all summer {46017}{46095}and I expect you're probably nervous|with Pamela going away. {46097}{46150}Things will be different. {46150}{46190}However... {46220}{46272}..we mustn't eat our worries. {46340}{46402}It's just puppy fat. Even I had it. {46402}{46487}But it won't go away by itself.|It has to be addressed. {47207}{47270}SHE SOBS {48705}{48760}I thought this was the express. {48760}{48807}This is the London train. {49372}{49432}I know it's odd, but... {49432}{49507}..she just turned up|on the doorstep, the lamb. {49532}{49590}I think she wanted to see me. {49592}{49632}Pay a visit. {49662}{49742}I'll take her to see some museums|and so on, and the theatre. {49742}{49780}Nothing risque. {49805}{49887}Now, don't be such|a mean old woman, Hugh. {49980}{50022}Brandy and butter toast. {50022}{50092}All I could rustle up at such|short notice, I'm afraid. {50092}{50137}# ..what she's at {50162}{50225}# She give a dance {50225}{50290}# Every Friday... # {50290}{50337}You're such a fool. {50382}{50437}There are ways, you know? {50482}{50517}Things one can do. {50542}{50602}Prevention better than cure|and all that. {50650}{50782}# The fun had just begun {50785}{50830}# But she walks... # {51392}{51482}No-one told Ursula|what would happen next. {51657}{51725}Remove your shoes and undergarments. {51792}{51855}Ursula supposed the baby|would come out {51855}{51912}with a certain amount of difficulty. {51975}{52080}She presumed it would be wrapped|in a shawl and placed in a cradle {52080}{52187}before being given to a nice couple|who longed to have a baby {52187}{52275}as much as Ursula longed|not to have one. {52527}{52617}There was no sign of a cradle|waiting anywhere. {52642}{52720}Up on the operating table|with your feet in the stirrups. {52757}{52827}Stirrups? Up you get. {52900}{52942}I'm having an operation? {52967}{53010}But I'm not ill. {53687}{53757}Count down from ten to one. Why? {53837}{53910}Ten, nine... {53912}{53985}..eight, seven... {53985}{54030}..six... {54062}{54100}Five. {54125}{54162}Four. {54717}{54757}Ooh! {54757}{54800}IZZIE LAUGHS {54825}{54865}There we are. {55075}{55112}Shoes off. {55852}{55892}KNOCK ON DOOR {55917}{55955}Oxtail soup. {55957}{56005}I got it from a tin! Ha! {56042}{56075}Right... {56100}{56135}..there we are. {56287}{56325}Oh, God. {56350}{56425}You're not cut out for this|sort of thing. It's all right. {56427}{56477}URSULA RETCHES {56775}{56827}SHE BREATHES HEAVILY {57400}{57442}SHE GROANS {57535}{57582}BANGING ON DOOR {57682}{57720}Where is she? {57722}{57787}In the bedroom. She's sleeping.|Hugh... {57925}{57972}Hello, little bear. {58067}{58150}You've got a bit of an infection.|We'll get you to a hospital. {58150}{58192}Not the hospital. {58192}{58247}I'll be prosecuted. Good! {58247}{58310}I hope they jail you|and throw away the key! {58375}{58417}You're all right. {59400}{59437}Ursula. {59512}{59555}How could you? {61102}{61152}ETHEREAL MUSIC {62150}{62200}URSULA GASPS {62967}{63037}We'll say no more about this,|little bear. {63092}{63150}We will tell people blood poisoning. {63715}{63762}Devilled kidneys for strength? {63792}{63845}You get into bed|and I'll bring them up. {63847}{63900}Yes, go to your room, Ursula. {64087}{64132}What's wrong with Mummy? {64352}{64415}And you remember the night|she was born {64417}{64492}and the cord wrapped around her|neck, and what did I say then? {64492}{64547}I said God surely wants|that baby back {64547}{64600}and now He's poisoned her blood. {64600}{64667}He'll take her, you mark my words. {64892}{64975}I'll be off if there's nothing more|I can do for you. {64975}{65025}That's fine, Mrs Glover. {65150}{65210}Good that she's home safe and sound. {65580}{65687}Now, you'd think with an illness|like that and death at hand, {65687}{65755}that it would make mother|and daughter closer, {65755}{65812}but it's had the opposite effect. {65812}{65862}And why would that be... {65887}{65927}..George? {66057}{66097}A mystery. {66430}{66475}Blood poisoning? {66475}{66525}How did you get blood poisoning? {66550}{66590}I don't know. {66617}{66667}Why did you just disappear like that {66667}{66730}and then manifest at Izzie's|of all places? {66755}{66795}I'm tired. {66797}{66845}Can you turn off the light? {67207}{67262}I'm off to university soon... {67287}{67350}..then you won't have anyone|to talk to. {67562}{67617}I was going to have a baby. {67762}{67800}Howie. {67905}{67942}Where? {67982}{68025}In our room? {68057}{68100}On the stairs. {68207}{68250}It was strange. {68292}{68337}Strange how? {68417}{68500}There's really no use in|talking about this, so... {68567}{68617}Izzie helped me with the baby. {68650}{68717}An abortion? An illegal abortion? {68787}{68842}Gosh, no wonder Mummy's angry. {68937}{68982}Strange, how? {69100}{69145}It was very... {69147}{69187}..quick. {69275}{69327}Did he force you? {69437}{69482}You should tell. {69600}{69642}What does it matter? {69667}{69717}He's gone back to America. {69800}{69875}I don't want to think|or talk about it any more. {69925}{69962}Please. {71442}{71517}I may as well see what|the chickens have left us. {71517}{71562}I'll go with you. {71705}{71760}I'm not going back to school. {71792}{71835}I just can't. {71937}{71992}I'll take a secretarial course. {72017}{72072}I found one that's very reasonable. {72097}{72147}I think that's very wise. {72350}{72425}Also, I think I'd like|to see Dr Kellet again. {72450}{72500}He's retired, I believe. {73300}{73357}Did he leave a forwarding address? {73357}{73395}I'm sorry. {73580}{73650}Iterate.|TYPEWRITERS CLACK {73650}{73722}Iterating.|TYPEWRITERS CLACK {73722}{73807}Reiteration.|TYPEWRITERS CLACK {73810}{73885}Reiterated.|TYPEWRITERS CLACK {73887}{73955}Reiterating.|TYPEWRITERS CLACK {73992}{74037}No peeking. {74062}{74157}The only way to stop looking|at the keys {74157}{74242}and slowing down your speeds {74242}{74342}is to type blindfolded. {74400}{74485}Dear sir.|TYPEWRITERS CLACK {74487}{74585}I brought your letter|before the board of directors {74587}{74675}at their meeting yesterday. {74742}{74825}But after some discussion... {74855}{74987}..they were obliged|to postpone further... {75012}{75075}..consideration of the matter... {75100}{75205}..until the next|directors' meeting... {75232}{75280}..which will be held... {75550}{75637}She got a job as a secretary|in a big importing company. {75707}{75750}She made no friends. {76417}{76507}Her first glass of wine|was an experiment. {76987}{77042}It was a private act. {77042}{77162}Intimate, solitary|and enormously comforting. {77225}{77302}She was a secret drunk|in a matter of weeks. {77305}{77380}MUSIC: Black Bottom Stomp|by Jelly Roll Morton {78192}{78287}Oh, my. How awful for you.|Let me help you. {78287}{78392}The day Ursula met Derek Oliphant,|she was stone-cold sober. {78417}{78492}She simply hadn't seen|the pavement slab. {78492}{78562}Her hands were full|of grocery shopping, {78562}{78617}acquired hastily in a lunch hour, {78617}{78730}and her instinct was to save|the groceries rather than herself. {78732}{78790}You have blood all over|your nice peach scarf. {78815}{78857}Is that the colour? {78857}{78900}Or is it salmon? {79225}{79312}Three months later,|Ursula and Derek were married. {79387}{79517}"She's mistaken gratitude for love,"|Sylvie thought as she watched them. {79542}{79612}Sylvie had married Hugh|when she was 18, {79612}{79695}not long after her family|descended into poverty. {79732}{79800}She had met him at|the post office counter - {79802}{79887}a rising star in the prosperous|world of banking. {79912}{80000}The epitome of bourgeois|respectability. {80025}{80100}She was beautiful but penniless. {80100}{80175}Hugh had offered her a life. {80175}{80262}In sickness and in health.|URSULA: In sickness and in health. {80300}{80375}To love, cherish and obey. {80377}{80462}To love, cherish and obey. {80465}{80535}Till death do us part. {80537}{80587}Till death do us part. 28924