All language subtitles for [English] Marfa Girl [DownSub.com]

(glass shattering) (uptempo instrumental music)

(skateboard wheels rolling)

(train whistle)

(dog barking)

- [Voiceover] Let
me see your lighter.

We should start a band
called Twisted Erection.

(lighter flicking)

- [Voiceover] This is
some good weed, man.

- [Voiceover] Hell yeah,
man and a good joint.

Rolled by moi, oh!

- [Voiceover] (laughs)

(police sirens)

(uptempo electronic music)

- [Police officer]
Caught the fox.

Where you going you
little shit ass?

- Fuck you, Hom.

- Fuck me?

Eat some dirt.

- Fuckin' pig.

(train whistle)

- We weren't even
doing anything.

- Then why'd you run?

- I don't know.

- Must have been
doin' something.

(dog barking)

I like your mother,
I'm taking you home.

You gotta stop this shit
and never run from me again.

I brought him home.

- [Woman] Adam,
you okay, sweetie?

- Yeah, mom, I'm fine.

- Alright, listen,
go to bed, okay?

- [Police officer] Night, Adam.

Was having Adam a hard birth?

Did he not want to come out?

Did he want to
stay inside of you?

Did you have to
have an episiotomy?

When you have
anepisiotomy the vaginal

canal is about this
close to the anus.

And if they cut
too much, you know,

you can get all
kinds of infections.

- No, man, he was
a natural birth.

There was really
almost no labor.

- Well, my mother has
to have an episiotomy.

They had to rip her open
because I didn't wanna come out.

And my father, he'd get
all drunk and he'd yell

at my mother
because that she had

me her hole wasn't
tight anymore.

- Oh, listen, thanks
for bringing him home.

- Oh, yeah, no problem.

- [Adam's mom] Goodnight.

- Okay.

(birds chirpping)

(rooster crowing)

(train whistle)

(parrot squawking)

- Hey, Vossie.

Good morning, step up, come on.

Yeah.

Good morning.

(parrot squawking)

Come on, BT, wake
up the birthday boy.

Come on, hey, sweetie,
it's time to get up.

Come on birthday boy.

Hey.

- [Parrot] Hi-yi.

- [Adam] Hi-yi.

- Good morning.

- Morning.

- So, um, what was
going on last night?

- Um, me and Jessie
was just walking

and we saw them come
up behind us with

their lights on and we
just started running.

But we got to, like,
the ditch and I turned

and I guess Jessie
went straight.

And I just felt
somebody behind me,

tackled me, and it was
him, he tackled me.

- [Adam's mom] What do
you mean he tackled you?

- I was running and he just came

up behind me and jumped at me.

- [Adam's mom] I know
why he was stopping you.

He's stopping you because
he thinks you're a wetback.

That's--

- Yeah.

- [Adam's mom] That sucks.

- I don't ever see
the white kids getting

pulled over by border patrol.

- Oh, Adam, I don't like it.

You gotta be careful.

I mean, I know you're
not doing anything wrong,

but just don't give them any
kind of excuse to do that

or to have any contact with you.

Those guys just seem like
they're outta control.

They do whatever they want.

Alright, sweetie,
listen, you gotta get up.

You gotta get up now,
you've got some chores to do

and then you gotta go to school.

(chickens clucking)

- [Adam] Hey.

There you go.

(chicken clucking)

(gentle instrumental music)

(train whistle)

(skateboard wheels rolling)

- [Voiceover] Good
morning Marfa High School,

please stand for our
pledges to our flags.

We will begin with our pledge
to the United States flag.

- [Class] I pledge
allegiance to the flag,

of the United States of America,

and to the Republic
for which it stands,

one nation under
God, indivisible,

with liberty and
justice for all.

- [Voiceover] And now we
will honor the Texas flag.

- [Class] Honor the Texas flag,

I pledge allegiance
to thee, Texas,

one state under God,
one and indivisible.

- [Voiceover] Thank
you, you may be seated.

This morning we just have
a couple of announcements.

First of all, teachers,
you are reminded that you

need to post attendance
within the first

10 minutes of each
class period today.

And the second
announcement of the day is

a congratulations to
our UIL Academic Team

as we put the whippin'
on Crane and Kermit

yesterday in the first
half of the competition.

We lead the district
by over 100 points,

so way to go, let's finish
tomorrow up with a championship

and everybody have a
great day, thank you.

- [Voiceover] So,
the people have taken

Marie Antoinette and King
Louie the XVI and the children,

they've broken into their
home and they take them

to the guillotine and
they kill them all.

And this is the
French Revolution,

France will have a new
government after this.

At the same time the
English fighting the

American colonists and this
is where we get America's.

These revolutions
have created a whole

new world for us, the world
we're living in today.

So, this is a major--

(bell rings)

- [Teacher] point in history.

(students chattering)

(banging)

Adam, get over here.

Seriously, we can't be
having this anymore.

I cut you all this slack and
you're sleeping through class.

You know what's gonna happen?

I have to send you to
the principal and this

time he's gonna
give you a paddling.

Do you want a paddling
on your 16th birthday?

- No.

- Then what am I
gonna do with you?

You're sleeping through class,

you're smart,
you're a bright boy. Ah, she's kicking.

- I can feel her.

- [Teacher] It's crazy, right?

- Yeah.

When is she due?

- In about a month,
when's school's out.

- Oh, that's cool.

- [Teacher] Maybe I won't
send you to the principal,

but you still
deserve a paddling.

Maybe I'll give you a spanking.

A birthday spanking?

16, huh?

One.

(smack)

- [Adam] (exhales)

- [Teacher] Two.

(smack)

(laughs) Three.

(smack)

- [Adam] (laughs)
- [Teacher] (laughs)

- [Teacher] Four.

(smack)

Five.

(smack)

- [Adam] Ow.

- Six.

(smack)

Seven.

(smack)

Eight.

(smack)

- [Adam] (laughs)

- [Teacher] Nine.

(smack)

- Ah.

- [Teacher] 10.

(smack)

11.

(smack)

12.

(smack)

- (laughing)

- [Teacher] 13.

Mmm!
(smack)

14.

(smack)

- [Adam] (laughing)

- [Teacher] 15.

(smack)

- Ow.

- [Teacher] 16.

(smack)

And one to grow on.

(smack)

- Ow.

- How was that?

- (laughing) It hurt.

- [Teacher] You gonna
sleep in my class again?

- No, no.

- Are you gonna pass this grade?

- Yes.

- Alright, get out of here.

- [Adam's mom] He
was out running

around when he
shouldn't have been,

but he wasn't
doing anything bad.

And then Tom picked him up.

You know, when he moved
here he was married

and he had a couple of kids,
a son and a daughter I think.

And rumor has it that he was
a wife beater and his wife

ended up getting sole custody
of the kids and moving

away because he knocked
her around too much.

When they were
together they lived

on the outskirts of town,
Tom had Rottweilers.

And, um, big scary dogs,
big macho dogs like him.

He'd cut their vocal chords.

- Jesus.

- So they would
sneak up on people.

You know, you're
walking by the fence,

you wouldn't know the
dog is there and then

suddenly this big mean
thing would lunge at you.

And supposedly
anything that went over

the fence was ripped to shreds.

Neighbors' cats,
neighbors' dogs, a fox.

I think he was
really proud of it.

(bird chirping)

- [Voiceover] What
ya reading, man?

(door creaking)
- [Voiceover] What?

What are you reading?

- {Voiceover] Paper, man.

- How are you today?

- My feet hurt.

- Yeah, if your
tits weren't so big

your feet wouldn't hurt.

- Whoa, hey.

Sorry, amico.

What's wrong with you, man?

You can't talk to her like that.

Can't talk to girls like
that, do you hear me?

- Just relax.

- Rela--I have a 16
year old daughter,

same age as that girl,

would you talk to my
daughter that way?

- No.

- You wouldn't talk to
her that way, would you?

Why?

- She's your daughter.

- So, why is it okay to
talk to her that way?

You walk in here,
'cause you're here.

- Sorry.

- You should probably
apologize to her, man.

- Are you really sorry? Hmm?

- [Tom] I am, but--

- You are, you're really sorry.

It was pretty idiotic.

You act like a moron.

(uptempo rock music)

♪ (mumbling)

♪ (mumbling)

♪ (mumbling) ♪

(dog barking)

(uptempo rock music)

(electronic music)

- What's up?

Happy Birthday!

- [Adam] Thanks.

What up, dude? Yo.

- Yo, what up,
Happy Birthday, man.

- Thanks, man.

Hey, hey.

What's up?

- [Woman] What's
up, how was school?

- It's pretty gay.

- Whatcha do now, man?

- What do you mean now?

So I get bitched at, like,

every day by a
different teacher. - Were you saying stupid shit?

- And I'm smarter than half
the motherfuckers there.

- [Man] Yeah, but
you do dumb shit.

- Like what?

- [Man] Like being dumb.

(laughter)

- You don't know what's up, man.

- [Man] Oh, I do know what's up.

- What's up?

- I know what's up, I'm
not in school anymore.

(laughter)

Yeah, I talked to Miguel today,

he got transferred
over to El Paso.

- [Adam] Oh, really?

- [Woman] Yeah it sucks,

like, I have to
drive four and a half

hours just so Ty
can see his dad now.

- That sucks, yeah.

- I mean, I can't afford the gas

and I can't even
freakin' get a job

because nobody's gonna watch Ty.

My mom...

Yeah, so.

I don't know, I was
thinking maybe I'd start

dancing professionally up there.

- [Adam] I think you can
do that, you're pretty hot.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

- You think I'm alright?

- [Man] Yeah, show
us your mad skills.

- [Adam] (laughs)

- (laughs)

- I don't know, I
might be too shy.

- [Man] Can I be your DJ?

- Yeah you can be my DJ,
we're bringing the (mumbling).

- [Adam] What can I be?

- You can be my bouncer.

- [Adam] Bouncer?
- [Woman] (laughing)

- [Adam] I'm too
skinny to be a bouncer.

Me and Jess, dude, that'd be
like the worst bouncers ever.

- You could be my makeup artist
and do my makeup. (laughs)

- I don't know if I'd
be good at that, but...

(electronic music)

- (giggling)

- How's Inez doing?

- Uh, she's doing good.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

- Her parents are
pretty cool, right?

- [Adam] Her mom's pretty cool,

her dad's a dick though.

- Yeah, you just don't like him

'cause he doesn't
let you fuck her. - Yeah, well, that's nothing
he can stop me from doing.

- Oh yeah?

- Yeah.

- Are you guys gonna
go all the way?

- Yeah, hopefully soon.

- (laughs)

- Kill the roach, man.

- I need to give you a fuckin'

Happy Birthday present, right?

- You do? It is my birthday.

- Yeah, it is.

I'll think of something.

(gentle instrumental music)

(dog barking)

(heavy breathing)

I can't believe you're hanging
out with me on your birthday.

- [Adam] There's nothing
else to do in this town.

- Well, I didn't even get
you a birthday present.

- You don't have to.

- Maybe I should give you
a birthday strip tease.

I need help practicing
for my new job.

- Being a stripper?

- Mm-hmm.

So, you have to tell
me what you think.

- [Adam] Miguel's gonna kill me.

- [Woman] Come on, you know,
he's the one who's in jail.

(heavy breathing)

(crowd chattering)

- Hi.

- Hey, Tom.

- Uh, I'll have a number
two, can I add some cheese and some
jalapenos on that?

- [Woman] Sure.

Anything else?

- Yeah, I'll have a diet Coke.

- Okay.

- So, how you been?

- Good, working all the time.

- [Tom] Working all the time?

You're always so happy.

- I'm not happy, I'm a waitress.

- (laughs) When's
your next day off?

- Saturday.

- Saturday.

- Yeah.

- I was wondering, think
I could take you out?

- Sure.

- [Tom] How 'bout 7:30?

- Yeah.

- Sweet, I'll pick
you up at 7:30

and make sure to
bring that smile.

- (laughs) So, um...

- What do I owe ya?

- $4.00.

- $4.00.

- (laughing) That was hot.

You've been a naughty boy.

Can I spank you?

- If you want.

(train whistle)

(uptempo instrumental music)

- [Adam's mom] How's it going?

I haven't seen you in awhile.

- [Woman] These past couple of
months have been pretty hard. My cat got really sick and he
died actually a few weeks ago.

- I'm so sorry.

- Yeah, it was pretty
wild discovering exactly

who he was to me and why he
came into my life, you know.

He knew all along,
but I had no idea.

I guess, I mean,
he was already four

years old when I
met him, you know.

I only had him for
two and half years

and those two and a
half years, you know,

discovered that, well, he
was born and his mom had

abandoned him and
he needed a mom.

So, he came to me,
but discovered that we

had several past lives
together, really traumatic ones

that we both needed to heal
before he could move forward.

- [Adam's mom] Yeah.

- And it was probably
one of the most intense

things I've ever
experienced, too, and...

- Oh.

- He died in my arms peacefully,

it was really
profound getting to

- [Adam's mom] I'm sorry.
- [Woman] see him take his

- [Woman] last breath,
it's okay, you know.

He was suffering so
much, he had cancer.

And now he's everywhere,
you know we attach

so much to the
physical, you know.

I just realized that
now he's everywhere,

that he's always with me.

- [Adam's mom] There's
something reassuring about that.

- Right.

- I think, as hard
as it is to lose them in the physical world to know
that they're still there.

- A friend of mine offered
to let me bury him at his

ranch and I had a really
beautiful ceremony there

and buried him in
between two trees and...

put him back in the
earth, you know?

- [Woman] To let him grow.
- [Adam's mom] It's funny,

- [Adam's mom] I couldn't
do that, remember Jasmine?

- Mm-hmm.

- The too? When she died, she
died in my arms here, too. - [Woman] Uh-huh.

- And there's something
about the harshness,

I don't think she
was meant for here.

- [Woman] Right.

- I just, I couldn't
deal with it.

I couldn't put her
in the ground here,

I didn't want her
here and her mate was

with us when she died
and we're really still

and I wrapped her in
this beautiful scarf.

- [Woman] Mm-hmm.

- And I put her in a box
in the freezer actually.

- Oh my goodness.

- Because I was taking
her back to New York

and I didn't know
how to preserve her.

I just, every core
of my cellular being

would not allow me
to leave her here.

- [Woman] Right.

- I didn't think it was
good, I thought the place

had a bad spirit, so I put
her in this box, I froze her.

- (laughs)

- [Adam's mom] Which
sounds a little harsh, but one day I had her mate
on my shoulder, Gucci, and I opened up
the freezer to get

something out and
he saw the box.

He had watched me do everything,

he was very intently
focused on me wrapping

her in this scarf and
placing her in the box

and he flew in the
freezer and he spread

his wings over and
kind of was crying.

- [Woman] Awww.

- And it just killed me.

- [Man] Oh my gosh.

- So, it still does.

- [Woman] Yeah, sure.

- But anyway, we got her
to New York and I flew

her there and, you know,
she was almost thawed out

- [Woman] (laughs)
- [Adam's mom] when I got

- [Adam's mom] to the house
and we put her in the ground.

So, and she's there and
I feel good about it.

- Yeah, it's beautiful.

- [Man] Good.

(mumbling)

- [Adam's mom]
Yeah, wow, they just

have such an impact
on your life.

- [Woman] Well, I
have several teachers.

- [Adam's mom] I mean, you come
from a long line of healers.

- I mean, my dad's
side, natural healers,

um, come from Mexico, but um...

- [Adam's mom] Hey!

- Hey, guys.

- [Adam's mom] How's it goin'?

- Good, how are you?

- [Adam's mom] Good,
good to see you.

- [Young woman] Hi.
- [Man] Hi, Rodrigo.

- Nice to meet you.

- Nice to meet you.

- [Young woman] Hi.

- Hi, I'm Tina.

- [Young woman]
Nice to meet you.

- Nice to meet you.

- So, what kind of
healer was your father?

- Oh, well, my dad's dad was
what they call a huesero.

Hueso in Spanish means bone, so.

- [Young woman] Hueso?

- Hueso, so people at
the village would come

to him with their ailing
bones and he would, like,

kind of like a chiropractor,
pop them back in place

and do massage and limpias,
which is, you know,

cleansing of the energy field.

And so yeah, people
would do that

and I don't think he
would charge anything.

- [Young woman] Mm-hmm.

- Often times healers in
villages don't charge,

they just, by donation, yeah.

- What's sound healing?

- [Tina] Well, basically
they say that the world

is sound and everything in it
is and responds to vibration.

Whatever experience it is
that you're remembering

or that needs healing, sound
I've discovered is the most

profound way to help move
that, to help clear that.

- [Young woman] Mm-hmm.

- Um---

- [Young woman] Would I
make, would you teach me

how to make noises, like
sounds to help me heal myself

or would it be like something
you would do for me?

- Well, they say, like, humming,

they say humming is
like internal massage.

So, say if you're anxious or
nervous or something like that.

So, if you just (hums).

- [Young woman] (hums)

- So, what brings you into town?

Are you a native or...

- [Young woman] I'm an artist,

- [Rodrigo] Oh, cool.
- [Young woman] I'm here doing

- [Young woman] a
residency at Chinati, so. - [Rodrigo] Very nice.

- [Young woman] I
just get to hang out.

- So, are you a
painter? Is that...

- [Young woman] I've
been doing a lot

of drawing, a lot of painting.

- Okay, so what kind
of portraits do you do?

- Um, well, actually
I've been doing nudes.

- [Rodrigo] Oh, okay, cool.

- Yeah, since coming out
here I guess the landscape

kind of inspired me
to strip things down

and just get, you know,
the bare essentials.

I find it more beautiful,
less distracting.

- [Rodrigo] No, that's
awesome, I'd be actually really

interested in checking out
your stuff, that'd be cool.

- [Young woman]
Well, I'm sure you'd

make an excellent model.

- Oh, well, thanks, I don't know

what makes a good nude model,

but, yeah, I'd love to come

and check out the
studio sometime.

- [Rodrigo] That's be great.
- [Young woman] Yeah.

- That would be amazing,
it's actually just a short walk that
way, we could go--

- [Rodrigo] Really?

- Yeah, we could just
walk over there later. - [Rodrigo] Okay.

(mid-tempo rock music)

- (voice drowned out by music)

I still beat you.

Hold still, I'll beat you soon.

I mean, I don't
see it, I dream it.

I dream of that (mumbling).

(laughter)

Ladies and gentlemen, for their
first show, The Marfabaters!

(mid-tempo rock music)

(voices drowned out by music)

(gentle instrumental music)

(slow-tempo atmospheric music)

(honking)

- Hey.

- Hey, there, Smiles.

- Hi.

(mumbling)

- [Tom] Thank you, buckle
up, it's gonna be a fun ride.

Did you date much
in high school?

- No, not at all, I
had three brothers.

They didn't let me do anything.

It was actually really
awful, you know.

To have someone,
like, protect you that

much and be so overprotective.

- [Tom] Mm-hmm.

- I didn't have any experiences,

any fun, dates, no boyfriends.

You know how when you
get to be a cheerleader

football players get
to come talk to you?

Mm-mm, (laughs) that
did not happen at all.

If someone came
within an inch of me,

it was ridiculous, they
would, like, pounce.

- What would they do to me?

- They would interrogate
you, ask you where

you're from, who you
know, about your family,

what you want, why
you asked me out.

I actually missed
my sophomore prom.

- [Tom] (laughs)

- Yeah, this guy was asking
me to prom, super sweet,

and one of my brothers, he
just threatens to beat him up.

And, of course,
the guy freaks out

and I stay at home
on prom night.

Yeah, it was bad, I can't
even tell you how many times,

how many times I missed
out on a fun date

or hanging out with
a fun guy, you know.

Poor little Angie, I
never had a date. (laughs)

- [Tom] You do now.

- I do now, with someone
who's really nice.

- [Tom] Thank you.

- Mm-hmm.

- [Tom] Oh, I forgot my wallet,

think we can stop by
my house for a sec?

- Um, sure, just to run in?

- Yeah.

- Okay.

- And to show you
something, too.

- What's that?

- You'll see.

- [Angie] (laughs) Okay.

- [Tom] So, where are
your brothers now?

- [Angie] They're around,
I don't really talk

to 'em much, you know,
I'm an adult now.

- I like your style, well, this
is my living room, a big TV.

- Hmm.

- Come here.

Su casa mi Tom.

- (laughs)

- [Tom] Decorated myself.

- I can tell.

- [Tom] Yeah?

- Yeah.

- It's my targets.

- [Angie] Right.

- Yeah.

(dog barking)

- Um, so, where we gonna go eat?

- I'm not gonna
take you out to eat,

I just wanna fuck ya.

- Mm.

- (vocalizing)

Um, holographic sound
or toning, vocal toning.

A high vibrational
sound, I've always been

a singer my entire life,

but in my work just
intuitively started

using sound in order
to help someone move

blocked energy in their body,

but using sound (exhales)
to move it through.

Or to bring those
things to the surface,

those emotions to the surface.

(vocalizing)

Calling forth for clearing
all original thought patterns,

belief systems, roots,
any and all systems.

Past or present life
trauma or experience

contributing to any imbalance,
disharmony in your body.

Setting the intention
that any information that

needs to come to consciousness
for further clearing,

transformation or
transmutation of energy that

does not serve your
physical, emotional,

mental, spiritual
and energetic bodies.

That is happening right now.

(vocalizations)

- Whoa.

(laughter)

(birds chirping)

(laughter)

- Why are you laughing?

- Remember that
one time? (laughs)

- Mm.

- (mumbling)

Nothing.

- What?

- Nothing.

- One more time.

- Nothing.

We're sleeping.

(birds chirping)

(dog barking)

(typing)

(acoustic guitar music)

- I always enjoyed
living on extremes,

from one extreme to another.

You know, this one time I
was wasted at this hotel

party in San Antonio and
it was 4:00 in the morning

and my buddies were
hanging out in south Austin

and I was like, "You know
what, I'm just gonna go,

"but if I don't get
a move on I'm gonna

"miss the party that's
going on over there."

So, I was like, "You know
what, the best idea is

"to do in this situation would
be to get on the motorcycle

"and get to Austin
as soon as possible."

So, that's what I did
and I got to Austin

in 25 minutes from
downtown San Antonio.

- (laughs) That's insane.

- It is, it is, and I thought
it was the best idea ever,

just hauling 200
miles an hour down 35.

It got to the point where
I was just passing cops

on the freeway and
I would see in the

rear-view mirror they'd
turn on their lights

and, you know, maybe
start to pursue and then

after, I don't
know, 10, 15 seconds

they would just turn
their lights off.

It was like, well,
there's a black bike

just shooting down in
the middle of the night.

I mean, by the time
they knew what the fuck,

you know, I was in
the next county.

I like that actually, when
you're going that fast,

as far in front of
you as you can see,

that's immediately
what's in front of you.

- [Young woman] Mm-hmm.

- You know and so, there's
no processing anything,

there's no looking
from side to side.

It's just you on this,
like, really fast horse.

I don't know, I mean it's
just kinda more of the same,

but I haven't written
words to it yet, so.

- It was very pretty.

- Oh, thanks.

- It was kinda sad.

- I don't know, what kind
of lines do you like?

Long skinny ones,
short fat ones,

big ones, small ones...

- Um...

- Medium.

- Medium skinny, please.

- Medium skinny, alright.

- Okay, Rodrigo, enough
with all of the philosophy.

Listen, I'm not judging
you, I like you,

that's why you're here.

Why are you here?

Are we gonna fuck or not?

- Are we gonna fuck? No.

- [Young woman] (gasps)

(acoustic guitar music)

(heavy breathing)

(acoustic guitar music)

♪ It begins in a crowded room

♪ As secret's return
underneath the moon

♪ She might as well have
been the only one there

♪ The hours fly as
the others stare

♪ (mumbling) in my veins

♪ slow and stupid

♪ I'm not exactly
sure how I came

♪ I found myself
lost in the wood

♪ Alone but I need
something (mumbling)

♪ So I turned around

♪ And I can't leave

♪ I'm not (mumbling)

♪ Until you see there's
nothing left of me

♪ Blinded by the darkness

♪ (mumbling) all I see ♪

(knocking)

- Whoa, what are you doing here?

- [Young woman] Calm
down, I just need to pee.

How's it going?

- Good.

- How was your night last night?

- Uh, it was
alright, (mumbling).

- That's crazy.

I got with Rodrigo.

After the barbeque we just went

back and had a nice time.

What'd you do?

- Oh, I just hung out
with Inez a little bit.

- [Young woman] Yeah,
she your girlfriend now?

- Uh, yeah, you can say that.

- [Young woman] That's cool.

I'm gonna go to
the studio later.

Will you walk with me?

- Uh, sure, I told
Inez that I would

go over today, her
dad's mad at her,

she didn't get home until
three in the morning--

- [Young woman] Oh.

- last night, even though my mom

told her mom it'd be okay.

Her dad doesn't like it.

He's always bitching about it.

- [Young woman] Yeah,
hey, gimme some soap.

Thank you.

When I was growing up
my dad was a hippie.

He came out of a generation that

truly believed in free love.

So, instead of telling
my not to have sex

he encouraged me to have sex,

he encouraged me to fuck as
many boys as I wanted to.

And so I did and it was fun.

But my other friends, their
dads told them not to have sex,

so then they ended up
thinking that I was a slut.

And so I guess I started hanging

around guys a lot more often

because they just
seemed less judgmental.

- Well, a guy that fucks
a lot of girls is a slut.

- [Young woman]
I don't think so.

Well, let's think about it,

a guy, say he tells you
that he fucked 20 girls,

and you think he's
a player, right?

You think he's a total badass.

Okay, so if a girl says that she

fucked 10 guys then it's,
like, you think she's a slut.

- A girl that fucks a
lot of guys is a slut.

- Why can't I be the player?

What's wrong with that?

I'm not ready to settle down,

why should I just have
to have sex with one guy?

And a guy who fucks
a lot of girls

is just a player, right?

Right?

- Yeah.

- [Young woman] Wrong.

So wrong.

- (laughs)

- [Young woman]
I always fall for

young, sweet,
strong Mexican boys.

Ever since I was,
like, 13 or so.

when I was 16 I had
this one boyfriend

and I loved him, he
was so beautiful.

He had these big puffy
lips that I loved to kiss.

They were pillow
lips just like yours.

He had these beautiful eyes,

I loved him so much, I
loved cuddling with him

just as much as I
loved fucking him.

He had this younger
brother who was, like,

I don't know, just a few
years younger than him

and they looked almost
exactly the same.

And one day we were
all hanging out

and we got so stoned and
then you know what happened?

We made love, all three of us.

Two guys and one girl all
loving each other equally.

There wasn't any jealousy,

there wasn't any shame,

there wasn't any
mother to tell us no.

We were fucking just for
the pure joy of being alive.

It was the most beautiful thing.

Anyways, thank God for
young beautiful boys.

Looks like you popped a boner.

- Yup.

- [Young woman] (laughs)

So, you know, sex is just
another way of communication.

If people fucked more
there would be less war.

Less killing, less
rape, all that shit.

You know what I mean?

- Yeah, I think so.

- I mean, it's
just like if people

did what they wanted to do

and as long as it
didn't hurt anyone,

there shouldn't be a problem.

Does that make sense to you?

- Yeah.

- [Young woman]
Smell's important.

- [Adam] Smell?

- [Young woman] Yeah,
like the way a guy smells.

I hate it when guys put on Axe,

you know that deodorant spray,

don't ever use it.

- [Adam] Well, some expensive
stuff actually helps.

- Oh, I guess so, but you know,

it's important to
be able to pick up

on other people's pheromones.

Like, that's how we know
we're attracted to each other.

You smell good.

(laughs)

You know anything
about the clit?

- Just what they
say on South Park.

- Alright, so, like, nothing.

Well it's called the clitoris

and it's actually
the only part of

the human body that's designed

and functions
purely for pleasure.

Did you know that?

- Didn't know that.

- It's just there
to enable a girl

to come over and
over and over again.

So that means that
if you can master

the clitoris then you'll
be, like, set for life.

(laughs) I mean, you
already look like

fuckin' young Mick Jagger, so.

Yeah, it's a good thing.

You have one year
until you're 17

and you know what
that means, right?

- No.

- Age of fuckin' consent, dude.

And you know what I'm gonna do?

I'm gonna fuck you 'til
your eyes fall out.

But only if you've
mastered the clit.

- Alright, well,
I guess I'll spend

the next year practicing.

- Yeah, do it.

- [Adam] Inez is a nice girl.

I know I can trust her.

- [Young woman] Oh, yeah, why?

- Well, 'cause she's nothing
like anyone you can't trust.

Like, I was at this
party and I walked

in on Ursa giving Robert a BJ

and then she went
into the living room

and started making out
with her boyfriend Carlos.

I mean, that's just disgusting.

- Right, and your
sweet angel Inez

would never do that, right?

- I don't think so.

- (laughs) Well, what's so
gross about that anyways?I mean, really.

- I mean, she has
Robert's splooge

in her mouth and then she goes

and makes out with Carlos.

I mean, that'd be like if Carlos

gave Robert a BJ, it's the
same thing pretty much.

- So what, man, I
mean, think about,

like, say some dude
goes and fucks some girl

and then he goes home,

goes home to his
girlfriend and his angel

and she's just there waiting.

She's, like, so
stoked to see him,

she just, like,
rips off his pants

and immediately starts
giving him a blow job.

Well, guess what?
His dick was in

some other girl's vagina,
like, two hours earlier.

So now her mouth
all over his dick

with the vagina and it's just,

they go have sex after that
and it's like the same thing.

And it happens all the time.

- Yeah, well, I don't know,

I just don't see
how a girl would

be able to do
something like that.

If Inez ever did
something like that

to me I'd probably never
have another girlfriend.

- Whatever, well,
sucks for you then.

If you don't want Inez
to fool around on you,

you know what you
gotta do, right?

- [Adam] No.

- You gotta eat some
fuckin' pussy, man.

You get good at
eatin' pussy then

she'll like never have a
reason to fool around on you.

- I've never looked
at it in that way.

- Yeah, you gotta put
some effort in, you know?

- Yeah.

It is only for pleasure,

that's all I can
remember right now.

It's, like, when
you're down there

eating, you know, Inez
or whatever girl out,

don't be afraid to
ask her, you know.

Like, what she
likes, 'cause if you

don't ask and if she
doesn't tell you,

how the fuck are you
gonna know what to do?

This one time this guy
was going down on me

and he was like
going crazy and it

just, like, felt
awful and I was like,

"What the fuck?"

And I, like, looked
up and it looked

like he was, like,
chowing down like a dog.

Like chowing down on
a bowl of dog food.

And I was like, "Dude!"

I was like, "My pussy's
not a bowl of dog food."And he, like, his head
shot up and he was like,

"Oh, shit, sorry."

And I was like, "Yeah, dude."

And I, like, talked
him through it

and we figured it
out and it was,

just like, funny and fun, so,

not a big deal, you know?

But it's important.

- Well, my uncle
says that, like,

for him it's like the best thing

in the world, he loves it.

He loves the smell,
he loves the taste.

- Uh-huh.

- Like, I guess for some girls

take a long to come,
he said it's like

pushing a bowling ball up
a hill with his tounge.

- (laughs)

(gentle instrumental music)

- Hey, do a trick.

- You do a trick.

- What's your best trick?

You're the skater.

- Skate towards me at least.

- [Young woman] Does it
matter which way it goes?

- [Adam] Not really.

- [Young woman] I'm scared.

(quietly screams)

Oh, it's bumpy!

(gentle instrumental music)

- What are you
guys doing in here?

- [Young woman] I don't
know, we're just hanging out.

I'm an artist here,
I'm doing a residency

at, you know, Chinati and I'm

just checking out this space,

see if I could use it
in some way, you know.

Be like some large
scale paintings,

maybe even have a
show or something.

- [Officer] Yeah.

- [Young woman] Yeah.

- [Adam] I'm gonna go to Inez's.

- [Young woman]
Alright. (laughs)

Bye, Adam.

- So, do you have
permission to be in here?

- Yes, I have
permission to be here.

- [Officer] From who?

- From the Chinati Foundation.

- [Officer] Hm.

- Who I guess you could
say is my employer

because I'm doing
a residency there.

- [Officer] So, if you're an
artist, where's all your paint?- At my studio.

What are you doing here?

- What do you mean
what are we doing here?

What is that supposed to mean?

- This isn't the border.

- Yeah, right.

- [Young woman] I mean,
y'all are Hispanic, right?

- [Second officer]
Yeah, I'm Dominican.

- What, wait, what does that
have to do with anything?

- [Young woman] How does
it feel to work a job

where you're job is to bust
your own people essentially.

How do you sleep at night?

- Who the hell are you to
ask me a question like that?

You don't know
anything about me.

You don't know one
thing about me.

- I guess not.

- [Officer] You wouldn't get it, not from where
you're coming from.

Some white privileged
girl from the suburbs

who's had everything
handed to her.

Who works for an art foundation
drawing little pictures.

No, you wouldn't get it.

- [Second officer] (mumbling)
- [Officer] To you

- [Officer] that's a
job, gimme a second.

To you that's a job.

- [Young woman]
Yeah, that's my job,

- [Officer] Yeah, wow,
what responsibility.

You got a family?

You got any kids? Sick mom? Huh?

Dad in jail? Anything like that?

- No.

- [Officer] So you have
no idea why I do it. Do you know how many
of you artists come

through here flipping
your nose at us

because we have to do a
job to feed out children?

- [Young woman]
You choose the job.

- I do? Look around you,
there's nothing to choose here. What am I gonna do,
work at Dairy Queen?

- (clears throat) Sorry, man,
but this is really just a job.

Border patrol is pretty much the

only thing was gonna hire me.

So, that's that.

- Do you have any
illegals in your family?

- [Second officer] Most of
my family are immigrants.

Actually my grandfather
was the first

one to come over, like, 1965.

He was a businessman over
there and like, well respected.

- Mm-hmm.

- [Second officer] He
even tried to help against Trujillo who was
dictator at the time.

- [Young woman] Whoa.

- But, uh, when it
got to be too rough

he knew it was time to leave.

- [Young woman] Mm-hmm.

- And came to the States.

- [Young woman] Mm-hmm.

- And I know what
you're getting it,

it's just I have a lot
of respect for him.

Even though--

- [Young woman] For sure, yeah.

- you know, he's
an immigrant and...

- [Young woman] What
about you? I mean--

- What about me?

- [Young woman] Do you have
any illegals in your family?

- [Officer] What the hell
is that in your hand?

- [Young woman] (laughing) What?

- You know I can bust
your ass right now.

- (coughing) Why? Why
would you do that?

Do ya'll smoke weed?

- [Officer] No,
I don't want any,

get that shit out of my face.

- [Young woman] Okay,
okay, I'm sorry.

I'll just, I'll smoke
it over here, alright?

- [Second officer] Yeah,
we can't smoke weed.

- [Young woman] Oh, really?

- Yeah, they drug test us.

- Young woman] Oh, I see.

- Smells good.

- [Young woman] (laughs)

- (laughs)

- [Young woman] Well,
like, what kind of

stuff shows up in the drug test?

- Everything.

- [Young woman] Everything?

Cocaine?

- Yep.

- [Second officer] Yeah.

- What about mushrooms?

- What are they like?

(birds chirping)

- Afternoon, Mary.

- [Mary] Hey, Tom.

- How are you?

- [Mary] Alright.

- Good.

How's Adam?

- Adam's fine, you were a little

rough with him the other night.

- I know, I apologize,
he shouldn't have
ran from me though.

He could have been an
illegal or there's Al Qaeda.

- He's a 16 year old
kid from this town.

- You know, I realize
your husband's not around,

16 is the prime age
for sexual activity.

This is what's out there.

- Why you showing her that shit?

- Hey, Chachi.

- You can go play with your toy.

- Hey, you can't fuck with me.

- [Mary] Chachi.
- [Chachi] I'm 19,

- [Chachi] I can
stay out all night.

- [Mary] Chachi,
it's alright, man.It's okay, it's alright.

- I'll take off, I know when
I'm not welcome, I'll go.

(laughs)

(gentle instrumental music)

- [Inez] Maybe you
can skate with someone

like, on the back of your board.

- [Adam] Like two people?

- [Inez] Just like this.

- [Adam] Probably
going downhill.

- [Inez] Downhill?

- [Adam] Yeah, probably be
the only way that would work.

- (laughs)

- [Adam] (mumbling)

- So, how long is your
dad gonna be pissed for?

- He'll get over it.

- I gotta go, love you.

- Love you, too.

(vehicle accelerating)

(tires screeching)

- You got a hot
little girlfriend.

You eatin' that pussy?

That's some table stuff,

I'd lay her on the table,

I'd spread her legs, I'd get
my whole face down in there.

(heavy breathing)

(laughing)

(electronic music)

- Want me to teach
you something?

- I don't know, what?

- The woman, she
always comes first.

- I wanna move to San Diego.

I wanna be a actor
when I grow up.

If I grow up, if Miguel
doesn't fuckin' kill me.

- (laughs)

- It's true, everybody's
probably gonna find
out about this.

- [Adam] Yeah.

- But...

we have this moment
right now or nobody does.

- [Adam] Yeah, I mean,
you can't do anything

in this town without
everyone knowing about it.

Like, when I first started
smoking weed it was,

like, two days later
and everybody was
asking me about it.

- Really?

- Yeah, it was, it was stupid.

And I didn't even
smoke with anyone.

I was pretty much by myself

and people still
found out about it.

Just I don't know how.

(electronic music)

- No, can't have this, dude.

- [Young woman] Bye.

- You want a beer?

- [Young woman] Yeah,
I'd love a beer.

- Cheers.

- Cheers.

- Tastes great.

- (laughs)

So, I mean, what's Oscar's deal?

- Well, Border Patrol,
he's my roommate

and a coconut and...

- (laughs)

What's a coconut?

- It's something the locals call

BP's that are Latin,

he's brown on the outside
and white on the inside.

- Like, he has no
love for his people,

he has no problem with his job.

- I mean, he seems to love it.

- Really?

- Yeah, we have, you know,

we have another roommate, too.

His name's Tom,
he's a white guy,

he has a goatee, might
see him around town.

But we all live together.

Well, I got, I don't
know, I got a bunch

of that hard charging out of me.

I was in the Army for 8 years.

My first tour, I
went to Iraq twice,

and my first tour, you know,

I was like, I was kinda like
Oscar and Tom, you know.

But when you see what, like,

people really go through
and it's, you know,

it's a lot different
than in the media.

At first I hated 'em, you know,

I listened to all the propaganda

and, you know, everybody's
bad that's there.

And then the more I
was there I ended up

being in charge
of the detainees.

Like, the people that
we arrested that,

you know, were
insurgents or whatever.

When I took a look
at 'em, you know,

they weren't
dressed in uniforms,

they didn't have any weapons,

they were just people.

I was just, I don't know,

I just thought I was
gonna die every day

'cause my platoon
sergeant at the time

she volunteered me to be
the lead 50 cal gunner.

We were all truck
drivers and going

on convoys and
stuff so right when

she told me that I was like,

"Well, I'm gonna die."

And I really believed that,

so the whole time that
we were home training

I worked hard, partied hard,

and that's why I have
all these tattoos.

I just, I don't
know, like I really

thought I was gonna
die so I got like

my mom and that's
like the middle of the

Dominican flag and has
my family around it.

- [Young woman] Who's this?

- That's about my grandfather
that I told you about.

It has to do with him,

he was, like, really sick and we

thought we were gonna lose him.

And I thought that
while I was there

that he was gonna die
and so I was like,

I'll get this to kind
of commemorate him.

It represents with
death comes life.

This arm is all,
have you heard of

the book Lord of the Flies?

- Mm-hmm.

- Yeah, that's what this one is,

it's a--

- Oh, yeah, let me see.

- Yeah, look, has the conch,

has the kids crashing,
the plane crashing.

The little kids, that's why I
got survival of the fittest.

(heavy breathing)

(slow-tempo atmospheric music)

(moaning)

- I think that sick
fuck's been breaking into

people's houses and
jerking off and shit.

- Uh-uh.

That's fuckin' disgusting, man.

Hey, I'll catch you later.

Why don't you go jack
off in some houses.

- [Friend] You got (mumbling).

- Adam, hi, so you passed.

- Yeah, I'm a Junior now.

I just wanna graduate
and get outta this town.

How's she?

- Any day now, we'll
see ya next year. - [Adam] Alright.

- Bye.

- [Adam] Bye.

(electronic music)

(heavy breathing and moaning)

- (laughing)

(radio static and
distorted voices)

(slow-tempo atmospheric music)

(muffled voice)

- Come here, come here.

(foreboding instrumental music)

(glass shattering)

- Hey, man, hey, hey, hey, man!

You're fuckin' up my shit!

(smash)

- [Tom] (laughing)

- He likes it.

- Fuck you, you spic.

- I'm gonna make him go DF.

- [Young woman] (gasps)

(thud)

- I gotta go to work, fuck.

I got a fuckin' night shift.

- Inez said that she missed her

period and she
might be pregnant.

- (laughs) I am pregnant.

- What?

- Ma, ma, ma, ma,
ma, ma, ma, ma.

Ma, ma, ma, ma, ma, ma, ma.

Ma, ma, ma, ma, ma.

- I'm sorry you had to see that.

You don't really, uh,
know how I grew up.

My dad beat the fuck outta me.

It started with lighter
burns and cigarette burns

and then it graduated
to closed fists.

I don't even remember
doing anything,

I think he just liked to
do it, he liked the pain.

That equaled love to me,

so I played football and I was

the skinniest guy on the team

and I could take
the fuckin' hits.

I owe that to my dad,
he created a monster.

That's why everyone loved me,
I was all-state two years.

I was trying to make him proud

and it seemed like
the more I got hit

the more he cheered,
the more he cheered.

I remember the first
time I dropped back

for a pass and it was, and
I sat back in the pocket

and I coulda threw
it, I coulda threw it,

but I knew that this
fuckin' cocksucker across

here was gonna come and
he was gonna hit me.

And I waited just seconds,

'cause I wanted him to hit me.

So I stopped, I dropped back

and I got cracked
so fuckin' hard.

Well, first I saw
everyone else, like,

you know, concerned for me.

Except my dad, he was
the only one standing

and he was cheering like,

"Yeah, get up, get up!"

And then I realized
that I got an erection.

And it was weird.

It was the first time in
my life I felt intimacy.

I felt like I just made
my dad proud of me.

And so whenever I
played from then on,

it was like that's
what I strived for.

I strived for that attention,

I wasn't even playing the sport

to play the sport, I was
playing it for the pain.

And now I'm a father and I have

a nine year old
son and my fucking

ex-wife took him away from me

and I didn't do anything.

I love my son, I would
never discipline him

the way my father
disciplined me.

I would never use my fists,

these hands are for love.

A strap is for discipline.

I just miss him.

- [Young woman] Did you
circumcise your son?

- Yeah.

- And when you cut it off,

you lose like 50%
of your feeling.

It's like, it's like
it's there for pleasure.

It's like the clit or something

and you fuckin'
mutilate your kids.

That's why I only fuck Latinos,

'cause they know what
pleasure feels like.

They know how to make love,

it's like they can feel things.

'Cause they're not
missing that sheath.

It's like nature, all
animals have sheaths.

They can come over
and over again

and they don't have
to just jackhammer

the girl away into the night.

And funny, I mean you fuckin'--

(screams)

(screaming)

(dogs barking)

(train whistle)

- Hey, Adam.

Hey, man, you're
past curfew again.

I'll run you home.

I know your mother likes me.

It may not seem like it, she's
just playing hard to get.

I know she wants to fuck me.

Oh, what we got here?

We got here?

That's a bust.

- [Adam] Where are we going?

You missed the turn.

- I suppose I did.

- [Adam] What the
fuck are you doing?

- [Tom] Shut up.

- [Adam] Get the fuck off me.

- [Tom] Shut up.

- [Adam] Fuck you!

- [Tom] Just be quiet.

- [Adam] Fuck you, why
the fuck would I be quiet? Get the fuck off me!

- [Tom] Shut up!

- [Adam] Psycho motherfucker.

Fuckin' (mumbling).

- [Tom] Come here.

- [Adam] What the fuck's
a matter with you!

- Fuckin' doing!

- You have a hot
little girlfriend.

- What the fuck,
crazy motherfucker.

get the fuck off me!

What the fuck are you doing?

- (moans) Your peter
tastes like pussy.

Come on, get it up, I
want your hate paste.

- Fuckin' crazy
motherfucker! Fuckin'!

- You're lucky, palsy-walsy,

last time I cortled a
nigger he hung himself.

(train whistle)

- [Mary] Adam?

- (gasping and groaning)

(electronic music)

(gasping and choking)

(thud)

(gunshot)

(gasping)

- [Tina] (vocalizing)

(speaking Spanish)

(vocalizing)

("It's OK" by Dead Moon)

♪ It's ok

♪ We've all seen better days

♪ It's ok

♪ You don't have to
run and hide away

♪ It's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah we love ya anyway

♪ For those reckless moments

♪ When doubt is
creeping in your head

♪ Feeling like you
lost your youth

♪ And the dreams you
had are cold and dead

♪ I can't reach you anymore

♪ That's gonna take
a different man

♪ I can't protect
you like before

♪ You've slipped beyond my hands

♪ But it's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ We've all seen better days

♪ It's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ You don't have to
run and hide away

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ Ok, ok, ok

♪ It's ok

♪ Well it's ok

♪ Yeah we love ya anyway

♪ I wish I could light the path

♪ That leads to a
life of no mistakes

♪ Hold you from
the damned be done

♪ That living out of
safety seems to take

♪ I remember still
the child in you

♪ As if only yesterday

♪ It was easy to break through

♪ I only had to kiss the pain

♪ And it's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ Oh we've all seen better days

♪ It's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ You don't have to
run and hide away

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ Ah we love you anyway

♪ This is my chance

♪ This is my life

♪ And my opening hour

♪ This is my choice

♪ This is my voice

♪ There may be no tomorrow

♪ This is my plea

♪ This is my need

♪ This is my time
for standing free

♪ This is my step

♪ This is my depth

♪ In a world demanding of me

♪ It's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ Oh we've all seen better days

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ You don't have to
run and hide away

♪ It's ok

♪ Oh it's ok

♪ Ok, ok, ok

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ Oh we love you anyway

♪ It's ok

♪ It's ok

♪ We love you anyway

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ We love you anyway

♪ It's ok

♪ Oh it's ok

♪ We love you anyway

♪ It's ok

♪ Yeah it's ok

♪ Ah we love you anyway ♪