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(light dramatic music)

(eerie music)

(suspenseful music)

(speaking foreign language)

(plane roaring)

(plane announcement dinging)

- [Pilot] Should be touching down here in about

15 to 20 minutes for an on-time arrival.

Current weather, light winds, I see a few scattered clouds.

The temperature is about 84 degrees.

We enjoyed having you onboard this morning,

always appreciate your business.

Hope to fly with you again in the future.

(plane roaring)

(gentle piano music)

(speaking foreign language)

(gentle piano music continues)

- [Oliver] Have you ever had a premonition of a time

and a place that hasn't happened yet,

but you know when you're there because you dreamt about it?

Sometimes I feel like I'm being asphyxiated.

I look for that glimmer of hope to hang on to,

but there's none.

You see, when you dream like you've been somewhere

and later on you're actually there,

it all feels like an out-of-body experience.

(light dramatic music)

It's all so real in your subconscious.

You feel like you're flying.

Seeing everything from above.

Then you wake up and you're back where you were,

in your reality.

But you know, you know what you dreamt

is as real as where you are.

Premonitions remind me of love.

You can feel it in your mind and in your heart.

It's that intuition that alerts you when something

is going to happen and you have a gut feeling about it.

Yet you know that feeling is not as tangible as reality.

The experience seems all too real until it's gone

or until you wake up.

It happens when you daydream

or when you just want to escape.

Then you have the missed opportunity and with that, regret.

But what about the relationship

you know you shouldn't be in,

but you just can't help it because it's either

too intense or too toxic to get out of.

You just feel like you're going in circles

day-in and day-out.

In hindsight, do you regret not doing

something about it when you could've?

I'm Oliver.

I've lived in an oasis that connects two oceans,

the Atlantic and the Pacific called Panama.

It's a small piece of land I call home.

I met someone sometime ago,

a friend who helped me through the passing of my mother.

We're no longer in touch,

but you never forget the friendship.

You can't help to wonder if things would be the same

if that friend was here with you today.

Would your relationship be what it was?

As time passes, people change.

We all change.

That's life.

But you don't you wish you had the opportunity

to experience things as they once were?

Again, when the moments and experiences were good.

Even when surrounded by people, I feel lonely, depressed.

Who knows, it could be my lack of luck lately

or maybe the bind that I'm in.

At some point you learn to live.

All you can do is keep living.

(light dramatic music) (birds chirping)

(upbeat music)

(car engines humming)

(welding torch zapping)

(speaking foreign language)

(upbeat music)

(speaking foreign language)

(metal clanking)

(speaking foreign language)

(metal clanking) (welding torch zapping)

(speaking foreign language)

(bugs chirping)

(car horn honking)

(muffled talking)

(car engine rumbling)

(car door slamming)

(gentle piano music)

(speaking foreign language)

- Hey, amigo, you American?

- I don't have any money.

- $1, come, come, come.

$1.

(speaking foreign language)

This is Panama's best.

This is Panama's best.

It's better than ecstasy.

Trust me, it's in your future.

Just a dollar.

I see your future, you got fun with your friend.

Okay, friend, good luck.

(gentle piano music)

(speaking foreign language)

(bowl shattering)

(speaking foreign language)

(baby crying) (speaking foreign language)

(baby crying)

(stairs creaking)

(air conditioner rattling)

(speaking foreign language)

(fist knocking)

(speaking foreign language)

(fist knocking)

(speaking foreign language)

(stairs creaking)

(somber music)

- What are you doing here in Panama?

- I'm here on business.

You missed my wedding.

- And you're back from the honeymoon so soon?

- It's been several months, Oliver.

Why'd you miss my wedding?

- I got tied up with work.

I had to shoot for a client.

- Liar, you never were a good liar,

even if your life depended on it.

- Did everything go well? - Everything went fine.

(bowl rattling)

Anyway, I'm here to steal you away from your busy schedule.

- Sorry, but I have work to do.

- Nonsense, you're coming with me.

Go pack your stuff.

- Yeah, who's gonna pay my bills?

- For God's sake, Oliver.

What is all this?

What's going on?

Didn't you used to be a freelance photographer or something?

- I had to come back to my family.

Where's your wife?

- Susan's out of town on business as well.

- Where are you taking me?

- It's a surprise.

- I need to look for work.

- Nonsense, you're coming with me.

Go pack your stuff.

Or I can help you if you want.

- I don't want your money.

Where do you wanna go?

- You and I are going on a men's retreat.

- Sounds like a group activity.

- No, it's only you and me.

- Are you sure you wanna do this?

- I'm positive, go pack your stuff.

- I don't know about this.

I thought you didn't wanna- - No, just...

It doesn't matter what I thought.

- Okay, but I warn you, I don't have any cash on me.

- I've got it.

You gonna go pack your stuff?

(somber music)

Here.

All right, all right, that's enough for now.

Okay.

Now, for the sake of surprise-

- Andrew, no more secrets.

I'm done with secrets.

(somber music)

(water trickling)

(silverware clanking)

- Things didn't end well last time we met.

Your mother passed and I thought it'd be nice for us to hang

and have some us time like we used to back in the day.

- Us time?

Andrew, you didn't return any of my calls

for weeks leading up to your wedding.

Then all of a sudden I get an invitation in the mail.

What did you expect was gonna happen?

- I told you not to expect much out of me.

I warned you for quite some time.

- Yes, you did.

Why the change of heart?

- Look, can't we just enjoy our meal?

I've come to rescue you from your daily grind.

We can hang, you know, like we used to back in the day.

- I'm not done.

- I know you're not.

(thunder rumbling)

- This is nice.

- Relaxing isn't it?

- Andrew, what after tonight?

And the next day? (thunder rumbling)

- Tomorrow, we go hiking and camping.

Tonight, we get fucked up.

Let's play a game.

You see this bottle of vodka?

Let's see if you can match what I drink.

I'm gonna drink from here to here.

You must follow.

You can drink more, but you can't drink less.

(Oliver chuckling)

- Andrew, you've been drinking a lot longer than I have.

- Ah, come on, play with me, pussy.

- All right.

(thunder booming)

(Andrew sighs)

(gentle piano music)

(thunder booming)

That night, I took a leap of faith.

I couldn't help to wonder, why was he here?

What did he want?

I had so many questions.

Andrew's answers became ever more evasive.

(water splashing)

(gentle piano music continues)

(thunder rumbling)

(gentle piano music continues)

(light dramatic music)

(door thudding)

My stomach is in knots.

I'm feeling anxious and uneasy.

What am I doing here?

Where did he go?

(light dramatic music continues)

(door handle rattling)

(door thudding)

Where were you?

- [Andrew] I met some people outside and they invited me

back to their room for drinks.

- [Oliver] Dammit, Andrew.

What the fuck?

You invited me here.

You could've called, I was worried.

- I'm a big boy, Oliver. - Bullshit!

You're an inconsiderate bastard.

You didn't invite me here to then take off.

You've been gone for hours, Andrew.

I thought something happened to you.

And you come in here like everything is okay.

- [Andrew] I think you're reading way too much into this.

(Oliver scoffs)

- Am I?

Am I, Andrew?

'Cause it's not the first time you've done this to me.

Remember that time you took me to the party and ignored me

all night because your girlfriend was looking for you?

- I never promised you a ride.

- You were on a date and you didn't have the gall

to break off plans with me, so you took me to the party

and ignored me all night.

- If you didn't like what was going on you could've left.

(Oliver chuckling)

- I went to the party to support

your job's charity, Andrew.

We had talked about it for months prior,

and the plan was for us to go together to the event.

Then all of a sudden you met Susan.

And all of a sudden you forget what you said.

Goodnight, Andrew.

- Wanna talk about it?

- There's nothing else to say

other than you're an inconsiderate asshole.

Goodnight.

If you didn't want me there you should've said so.

What are you doing?

- My lower back hurts.

I sure could use a good rub.

- You're an asshole, you know that?

- That's why you love me.

Don't forget it.

Come over here and rub this asshole's back.

(dramatic buzzing)

(light dramatic music)

A little lower.

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(bed creaking)

(light music)

Wake up, sleepyhead.

- [Oliver] What time is it?

- [Andrew] It's time to go hiking.

(shower water pattering)

- [Oliver] What are you doing, creepy?

- I like your scent, that's all.

It's irresistible.

- Tell me, Oliver, what's with the underwear fetish?

- I don't know.

It's your musk all over it.

Your manlihood.

- Manlihood?

Don't you mean manhood?

Is that even a word?

- No, I mean manlihood.

It's a mix of manly and manhood, manlihood.

- It's silly.

Close the door, creepy.

I'm serious.

- All right, all right.

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(dramatic music)

(light dramatic music)

(water splashing)

(boat engine muttering)

(eerie music)

(soft music)

(speaking foreign language)

(Andrew chuckling)

(speaking foreign language)

- Heads up, heads up. (speaking foreign language)

Heads up.

- He took it. - He stole your...

He stole your thing! - He stole your shit!

(gentle music)

(boat engine sputtering) (water splashing)

(gentle music)

- [Oliver] Funny how you can live somewhere for so long

and not appreciate the beauty it has to offer.

Andrew's visit was showing me that

there's more to life than just surviving.

And it doesn't take much to take

some time to get to know your country.

I took Panama for granted.

It took an outsider for me to see that.

I'm grateful to him for that.

(gentle music) (birds chirping)

(footsteps thudding)

I don't get it.

- Come on, this is something you always

wanted to do, remember? - I know.

- We just never found time for it.

Well, here we are.

Enjoy it.

- We're just talking, Andrew.

- And I thought it'd be a great way for us to reconnect.

Why not?

- You know what your problem is?

- No, tell me what's my problem, Oliver?

- You always like to do what others expect of you,

as opposed to doing things that Andrew likes to.

It's like you always have to take a poll

or ask a bunch of different people before

you make up your mind about anything.

No matter how small it may be.

- Well, you'd be wrong about that because Susan

came up with this idea and she thought it'd be a great

for us to reconnect considering we haven't

spent much time together lately.

- Do you see what I mean?

And I bet you and her thought long and hard about it.

Who else have you asked, your mother?

- No, my sister, smart ass.

- Ah, exactly, hence my point.

I rest my case.

- So, you're trying to say I don't have a backbone.

- Oh, no, you do have a backbone.

I massaged it last night.

- What do you mean?

- Don't you remember?

- No, remember what, Oliver?

- I massaged you a couple hours last night.

- You what?

I don't wanna hear about it.

- What? (Andrew sighs)

I woke up this morning with my face in your ass.

- What?

- I was massaging you and next thing I knew when I woke up

I was face in your ass.

- Oliver! - What?

- You violated me!

- Wait, I what?

No, I- - You raped me!

- Are you serious?

- No, you- - I raped you?

- [Andrew] Seriously violated my space.

- Hey, fuck you, Andrew.

I didn't rape you.

- If what you're saying is true, you crossed my boundaries.

- [Oliver] You don't remember anything

that happened last night do you?

- I was drunk. - Were you?

Yeah, were you also intoxicated all the times

that I massaged you?

You know, the only thing is that

you did not force feed me vodka.

You are fucking delusional.

- Fuck you. - No, fuck you, Andrew.

The only thing I've done wrong in this friendship

is love you more than I should.

And that's my fault.

Yes, I blame me for that.

- I didn't ask for this.

- Nothing- - I was only asking

for a friendship.

I didn't want anything more than that.

- Nothing happened!

You asked me for the rub, I did.

I was massaging you and I passed out.

When I woke up face in your ass I went to bed,

and soon after that you woke up, went to the bathroom,

and went to bed as well.

Tell me you remember this?

- I don't, I was passed out.

I must've been sleep walking.

- Sleep walking, really?

Huh, so let me ask you something.

Why you allow me to massage you naked

so many times, Andrew, huh?

I massaged you lots of times.

More than I can count.

I can't even remember how many.

Why?

- I did it because I, I was tolerating

your feelings toward me.

- You were tolerating my feelings for you, huh?

So, this whole time that you hung around me,

that I've showed me my affection, you were tolerating me?

- I was tolerating your feelings toward me.

Yeah, I'm a very tolerant person.

- You know, fuck you, fuck you!

- I'm straight.

How many times do I have to tell you this?

I like women.

- Yeah, why do you have to show up on my door?

I was doing fine without you.

- I was feeling guilty I guess.

- Guilty? - Mm hm.

- So, now you're saying you're feeling sorry for me

because of the way I feel about you?

Question, Andrew.

If my feelings towards you were a violation of your space,

why you keep me around for so long?

Why not let me go?

- [Andrew] 'Cause you're my friend.

- Your friends don't have to tolerate each other, Andrew.

They should be enjoying each other's company, all right?

I don't tolerate anyone touching me.

If I don't want 'em to touch me, I...

You know what, grow the fuck up!

(somber music)

- [Andrew] I did it because...

'Cause I consider you my friend.

- Yeah?

Well, you've done a great job by making me feel real shitty.

I violated you, I raped you, really?

- Okay, maybe rape was too harsh of a word.

- Oh, you think?

You know, those were some very serious allegations.

And I'm sorry I can't take what you just said lightly,

as you'd like to take it back now.

It doesn't work that way!

That allegation in itself whether true or not,

could ruin my life!

- [Andrew] All right, now you're being overly dramatic.

- I knew it.

I think we should call it quits.

And that's why I didn't go to your wedding,

because of the very same situation.

(Andrew sighs)

- Oliver.

- Just lose my fucking number.

- Oliver, Oliver, stop.

Oliver. (somber music)

- Can you blame me for missing your wedding?

I'm in love with you, Andrew.

I always have and I always will be.

- I know. (Oliver scoffs)

- You know?

(Oliver sighs)

What do you want from me, Andrew?

- I want us to be friends.

- I can't be your friend.

That's not good enough for me.

- I'm trying here.

- You know you hurt me.

Don't do it again.

(somber music)

(birds chirping)

(somber music)

(water trickling)

(somber music continues) (birds chirping)

(crickets chirping)

(fire crackling)

- Here we are in the middle of nowhere, just you and me.

Isn't that what you always wanted?

- Thanks for dragging me here.

You're a good friend.

I know I can be a handful sometimes.

- A handful?

Try a bucket full.

No, no, no, no, no, no, try a huge pain in my ass.

(Oliver chuckling)

But you know what, Oliver?

You're my pain in the ass.

- If I'm your pain in the ass, why don't you come over

and show me how much of a pain in the ass I am to you.

(light music)

- I'm gonna need a drink after that.

I brought us some snacks from the restaurant.

- How thoughtful.

Hey, who would've thought?

I'm having a picnic in the middle of nowhere,

courtesy of my man, Andrew.

- Cheers to that.

(glasses clinking)

Mm.

- Andrew. - Yeah?

- Let's never forget this moment.

I mean, I don't know what's gonna happen to us tomorrow,

but whatever happens, promise me you won't forget this.

(somber music) Here, now.

(fire crackling)

- Do you remember the last time we went camping?

- Oh, you are not serious. (Andrew chuckling)

- No, no, no, no. - Hey, I no longer do drugs.

Nah. - Hm.

Come on.

- Hm, what's this one called?

- Oasis.

- How fitting. (both chuckling)

- The guy who sold it to me says that if you take it,

life is beautiful.

- What does it do?

- Well, it says in here life is beautiful.

- Oh, well, with a pitch like that,

how could I possibly resist?

(both chuckling)

(fire crackling)

(bugs chirping)

- Let's let the drugs kick in first.

Here, um, come sit on the bed with me.

(Oliver sighs)

(Oliver chuckling)

(upbeat tribal music) (both panting)

(Andrew grunting) (Oliver gasping)

(both chuckling)

(bugs chirping)

(upbeat tribal music) (both panting)

(bugs chirping)

(upbeat tribal music) (both panting)

(upbeat tribal music) (people chanting)

(bugs chirping)

(phone buzzing)

(ominous music)

Yeah, it's me.

Yeah, he's asleep.

(Andrew sighs)

Yeah, he won't be bothering us after tonight.

(Andrew sighs)

I told you I'd take care of it and I will!

I love you.

I'll call you when I'm done.

(ominous music continues)

(Oliver gasping)

(Andrew panting)

(eerie music)

(suspenseful music)

I can't do it.

- Can't do what? (suspenseful music)

What can't you do, Andrew?

- I love you.

(lips smacking)

(eerie music)

(phone buzzing)

- [Susan] Hey, sweetie.

How's Panama?

Hello?

Are you there?

- [Andrew] Yeah, it's me.

- [Susan] Is he there?

- [Andrew] Yeah, he's asleep.

- [Susan] Did you do it?

I know it's hard, but you've gotta

take care of that problem.

If you're to come home to me,

then there's no other way we can do this.

Otherwise, he'll always be lingering among us

no matter how far away he is.

- [Andrew] Yeah, he won't be bothering us after tonight.

- [Susan] Think about your life,

about what my family will think.

Even worse, what will your family think of you?

I have to know for sure that I'm the one and only.

As long as he's a part of your life,

you'll never be able to get him out of your head.

- [Andrew] I told you I'd take care of it and I will!

I love you.

I'll call you when I'm done.

(light dramatic music)

(light dramatic music continues)

(gentle piano music)