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Hey Mom
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Just wanted to call and say hi
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I'm on my way back home now
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Service was nice. I
think you were right
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I think it was a good idea
For me to be there
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I'll probably be back
home in three or four days
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If I don't hear anything
back from you by then
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I'll just assume
that that's cool
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Tell Jeff I said hi
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Or Jeff, if you're listening, hi
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Let him know that I'm really
really sorry I won't be able
to make it to his improv show
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But I will definitely definitely
be there for the next one
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Um
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Anyways, I love you
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Call if you want
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Bye
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Judah
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Uh hi
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Or, my name is Judah
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I don't know if
that's your name too
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But that would be weird
if I know your name
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Jaron
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Jaron that's your name?
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Jaron's my name yep
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Mind if I check out
your rig Mister Jaron?
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Uh sure I'll go with you
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Oh yeah. Got a lot of space
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Yeah she's pretty big
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Oh it's nice
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Oh this is great. You've got
everything you need in here
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Guitar. Got some TVs
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Oh this is great
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Oh and these
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I want these. My van
is a little too short
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But I need more storage
space. These would be great
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Yeah, they come in handy
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Oh this is great.
It's pretty comfortable
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Oh yeah not bad
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So why did you wave
me down Mister Jaron?
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She won't start
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Oh no. What happened?
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Well, she didn't break down
while I was driving but I uh-
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Pulled over for a short
nap, and when I woke
up she wasn't starting
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Keys
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Sure
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She's not gonna start
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Hey do you know of
any cheap towing-
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Fuck
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Do you know of any cheap
towing companies in the area?
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I just wanna get her somewhere
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I'll tell you what
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I'm gonna be sleeping at
a campsite about three
miles away from here
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If you wanted, I could
tow your van there, we
could sleep there tonight
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And we could get your
van fixed in the morning
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Do you have a tow hitch?
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Hey, are you sure
that's gonna hold?
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00:24:08,516 --> 00:24:09,949
Oh yeah, for sure
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This is the shit that rock
climbers use to climb mountains
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Yeah, but a climber is
a lot lighter than a van
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Oh no. I actually knew this guy
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This crackhead who would
steal cars this way
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He'd just tie them
together and drive off
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Trust me this shit's gonna work
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If you say so
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Yeah. The only thing is
I'm gonna need you to
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Lay on your brake the
whole time because we're
going to be so close that-
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Oh
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It's kinda messy in there
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You play?
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Guitar?
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Yeah. I saw your guitar in there
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You play too?
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Yeah, just little things
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00:24:42,583 --> 00:24:44,552
Yeah. What do you
play? Little things?
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Did your crackhead friend
tell you how he actually
tied the vans together?
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You know I'm actually
playing a gig in Seattle
in just a few days
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Really?
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00:24:55,062 --> 00:24:57,563
Yeah it's this place called
Bok Choy. The Bok Choy
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It's like a little rock venue
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Nice.
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It's cool. It's on a Tuesday
though, so you know I'm not that
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Fucking good, but uh
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Say, you're not a
boy scout are you?
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Hey
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Hey
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What are you reading?
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A book
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Any good?
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00:26:05,466 --> 00:26:07,066
Uh yeah, it's fine
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Oh. That's good
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00:26:09,470 --> 00:26:12,071
Hey, after a-
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Long drive, I usually like to go
for a run. Stretch my legs
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And if you want to join
me, you're welcome to
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Oh. No thanks
I'm not really much of a runner
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00:26:21,849 --> 00:26:24,650
Yeah no that's fine
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00:26:24,652 --> 00:26:29,657
Say, you're not planning to
leave tonight or anything?
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00:26:31,192 --> 00:26:35,461
Um, no man not with not with the
van busted like it is you know?
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If you had a phone
I could borrow-
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I could try to call a
tow company tomorrow and
have it have it moved
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Gotcha
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Are you sure?
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About the van?
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00:26:46,674 --> 00:26:48,841
Oh no. Um, about the run?
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No man, I'm just gonna
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00:26:50,711 --> 00:26:51,844
I'm sure I'm just gonna do this
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00:26:51,846 --> 00:26:53,580
Gotcha gotcha,
yeah no pressure
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00:26:53,582 --> 00:26:57,749
I just thought I'd ask you
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00:26:57,751 --> 00:26:59,218
Well
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Um yeah, I'll get to it
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I'll be back a little bit
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Okay yeah sure.
I'll see you then
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Okay
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Ow!
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What's the matter
man? What happened?
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Oh my arm
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Fuck. Let me get
something for that
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Oh god
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Yeah grab me something
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Ah! Jesus
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Ah
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Thank you thank you
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Oh fuck
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Hold still
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Hold that there
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Oh thank you. Oh my god
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What were you doing
under my hood man?
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I woke up kind of early.
I just popped your hood
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00:29:00,207 --> 00:29:02,941
I wanted to see if I could
fix what's going on man
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How'd you get in?
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Your door was unlocked
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It was?
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00:29:07,649 --> 00:29:09,147
Mm-hmm, yeah
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00:29:09,149 --> 00:29:11,618
I just popped the air filter out
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I wanted to get a closer
look at the engine
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When my wrench slipped
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Did you fix it?
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The air filter is fine
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I just put it right back in
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No, the van. Did
you fix the van?
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00:29:23,831 --> 00:29:27,432
Oh no. My best guess
is it's your fuel line
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00:29:27,434 --> 00:29:29,602
I don't really fuck with that
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00:29:29,604 --> 00:29:32,904
Could I borrow your phone?
Call a couple shops?
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00:29:32,906 --> 00:29:35,207
Oh you don't get
service out here?
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00:29:35,209 --> 00:29:37,476
Just let me borrow
your phone man. Come on
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00:29:37,478 --> 00:29:40,245
But before you call a tow shop
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00:29:40,247 --> 00:29:43,215
I've got a little
proposition for you
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Okay, what is it?
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You see, I gotta be in
Seattle in three days
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But I think if I stay
here an extra night, I
could get there in two
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Why would you do that?
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00:29:52,761 --> 00:29:54,560
Well
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00:29:54,562 --> 00:29:57,329
A while ago I met this mechanic
out here
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I think he could fix whatever
problem you got going on
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00:29:59,867 --> 00:30:02,367
But he doesn't do
favors for strangers
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00:30:02,369 --> 00:30:04,836
He's an older guy named Brows
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00:30:04,838 --> 00:30:06,071
okay
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00:30:06,073 --> 00:30:09,609
And he'll be passing
through here tomorrow
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00:30:09,611 --> 00:30:13,912
And I'm thinking,
if you get towed
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You're gonna have to go at
least 10 maybe 20 miles,
and with the repairs you're
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Looking at a couple
hundred dollars
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Okay
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00:30:20,789 --> 00:30:23,723
I'm thinking Brows and I
could probably come on through
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We could fix whatever
problem you got
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And I'd only ask
just a little money
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For gas to get me to Seattle
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How much do you want?
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Hundred dollars
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That's it a hundred bucks?
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That's all I need
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And I assume I'd be paying you
that after the van is fixed?
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Of course. Yeah
obviously obviously
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Let me get this straight.
You just know some guy
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Who you think can
probably fix my van
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And he's coming through
here tomorrow?
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I mean I hope you
can fix your van
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But yeah he's coming
through tomorrow
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And his name is
Brows? Like eyebrows?
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00:30:57,291 --> 00:30:59,559
Yeah, like eyebrows
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Is that his real name?
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00:31:00,762 --> 00:31:01,993
I don't think so
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00:31:01,995 --> 00:31:03,395
What's his real name?
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I don't know. He
just goes by Brows
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Okay but what kind of a
name is Brows?
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Right?
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If you saw him you'd realize
it's a pretty accurate nickname
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Come on man. Worth a shot
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Save you a few hundred bucks
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I'll pay you after?
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Yeah
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00:31:26,521 --> 00:31:30,255
Sure, why not
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00:31:30,257 --> 00:31:33,058
Yeah, we'll have you on
the road in no time man
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Whatever you say
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00:31:34,094 --> 00:31:37,630
Yeah yeah no for sure
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All right, close her up
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Hey man
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00:32:06,861 --> 00:32:09,060
Oh hey. What's up?
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Nothing much. Just saw
you here and wanted to
know if you wanted to jam
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00:32:13,467 --> 00:32:17,035
Oh, yeah yeah that sounds great
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00:32:17,037 --> 00:32:19,806
Just give me one sec
and I'll be right over
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00:32:19,808 --> 00:32:21,774
You don't want to
just hang out here?
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00:32:21,776 --> 00:32:24,009
Yeah um-
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00:32:24,011 --> 00:32:26,077
Mind if we jam over by your van?
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00:32:26,079 --> 00:32:28,013
Is that cool?
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00:32:28,015 --> 00:32:28,915
Sure okay
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00:32:28,917 --> 00:32:29,749
Is that okay with you?
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00:32:29,751 --> 00:32:31,016
Yeah that's fine
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I gotta do some things
in my van real quick
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And I'll be right over
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00:32:35,022 --> 00:32:36,556
Okay sounds good
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00:32:36,558 --> 00:32:38,256
Okay great. I'll be right over
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00:32:38,258 --> 00:32:39,761
Okay, bye
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Hey
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Hey
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What's up?
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00:33:00,915 --> 00:33:02,113
Nothing much
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00:33:02,115 --> 00:33:03,114
You sound good
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Thanks
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00:33:04,719 --> 00:33:05,585
Yeah
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00:33:05,587 --> 00:33:06,318
How's it going?
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00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:07,587
Good
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00:33:07,589 --> 00:33:10,923
Sorry you kind of snuck
up on me back there
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00:33:10,925 --> 00:33:12,290
It's no problem
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00:33:12,292 --> 00:33:15,360
Did you take care of uh-
whatever you need to take-
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00:33:15,362 --> 00:33:16,762
Yeah yeah, no no no
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00:33:16,764 --> 00:33:17,897
I'm good thanks man
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00:33:17,899 --> 00:33:19,699
Good
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00:33:19,701 --> 00:33:22,200
Why don't you throw
me some chords?
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Okay
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00:33:23,370 --> 00:33:24,537
Oh no thanks
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00:33:24,539 --> 00:33:25,172
Okay
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00:34:30,370 --> 00:34:31,837
Sounds good
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00:34:31,839 --> 00:34:32,905
Thanks
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00:34:32,907 --> 00:34:34,239
I'll throw you some chords
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00:34:34,241 --> 00:34:35,841
Okay, same key?
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00:34:35,843 --> 00:34:36,909
Yeah, same key
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Alright
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00:34:37,579 --> 00:34:38,176
Alright, ready?
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00:34:38,178 --> 00:34:38,978
Ready
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00:34:45,687 --> 00:34:49,154
Think you'll want a
marshmallow after I'm done
cleaning this shit off?
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00:34:49,156 --> 00:34:51,289
You got any stuff for s'mores?
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00:34:51,291 --> 00:34:55,427
No I just do the marshmallow
242
00:34:55,429 --> 00:34:57,029
You want one?
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00:34:57,031 --> 00:34:59,031
Sure, why not?
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Okay
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Jaron, where are you from?
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Why do you want to know?
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You're kind of a reserved
person aren't you?
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Very mysterious
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Is that a problem?
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00:35:13,648 --> 00:35:15,047
No
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It's not a problem
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I mean it's cool. It's just
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I don't know
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What?
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I mean it's like we've
been stuck out here for
a day and a half now
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And I feel like I don't
know anything about you
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00:35:26,426 --> 00:35:28,828
Well, what do you want to know?
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00:35:28,830 --> 00:35:30,665
Where you're from
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I'm from Kansas City
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Okay okay
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Kansas City, Kansas or
Kansas City, Missouri?
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Missouri
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Oh Missouri okay yeah
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Born and raised?
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Mm-hmm
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Okay, driving there now?
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Yep
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Where are you coming from?
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Washington
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Washington?
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Mm-hmm
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You see, this is what
I'm talking about
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A normal person right?
274
00:35:59,292 --> 00:36:00,660
I would pick them up
275
00:36:00,662 --> 00:36:03,796
Save their fucking ass on
the side of the road and
276
00:36:03,798 --> 00:36:07,033
If I told him I was going to do
a show in Seattle-
277
00:36:07,035 --> 00:36:09,367
Maybe if you would have
just been in Washington
278
00:36:09,369 --> 00:36:10,268
You would say something like
279
00:36:10,270 --> 00:36:12,138
"Oh shit. I was just there"
280
00:36:12,140 --> 00:36:16,609
"You should check out the
space needle," or whatever
281
00:36:16,611 --> 00:36:17,977
Yeah, I don't know
282
00:36:17,979 --> 00:36:20,579
I guess I just didn't have
anything to say about it
283
00:36:20,581 --> 00:36:23,149
That's all right
284
00:36:23,151 --> 00:36:24,984
I mean uh
285
00:36:24,986 --> 00:36:26,451
Yeah
286
00:36:26,453 --> 00:36:30,388
What were you doing
in Washington?
287
00:36:30,390 --> 00:36:31,524
Funeral
288
00:36:31,526 --> 00:36:34,492
Oh shit, I'm sorry man
289
00:36:34,494 --> 00:36:37,364
It's fine don't worry about it
290
00:36:38,700 --> 00:36:42,935
Can I ask how you
knew the deceased?
291
00:36:42,937 --> 00:36:45,571
Ex-girlfriend
292
00:36:45,573 --> 00:36:47,773
Oh shit
293
00:36:47,775 --> 00:36:52,144
Ex because she passed away?
294
00:36:52,146 --> 00:36:52,945
No no
295
00:36:52,947 --> 00:36:54,680
Ex cause she was a bitch
296
00:36:54,682 --> 00:36:57,149
Oh
297
00:36:57,151 --> 00:36:59,952
That still sucks though
298
00:36:59,954 --> 00:37:01,654
Yeah
299
00:37:01,656 --> 00:37:03,925
Still sucks
300
00:37:08,062 --> 00:37:11,329
Can I ask how she died?
301
00:37:11,331 --> 00:37:12,631
You know, I don't
really want to talk about it
302
00:37:12,633 --> 00:37:14,533
Yeah fair
303
00:37:14,535 --> 00:37:17,570
No problem man. Just tell
me when I'm out of line
304
00:37:17,572 --> 00:37:19,640
You're fine
305
00:37:28,149 --> 00:37:30,516
Judah, do you ever
306
00:37:30,518 --> 00:37:33,453
Feel like you're supposed to be
older than you are?
307
00:37:35,723 --> 00:37:37,692
How so?
308
00:37:38,993 --> 00:37:41,527
I don't know. I look
at other people my age
309
00:37:41,529 --> 00:37:45,231
And I feel so far
removed from that youth
310
00:37:45,233 --> 00:37:47,666
You know what I mean?
311
00:37:47,668 --> 00:37:51,737
I feel like I'm supposed to be
like 50 years old or something
312
00:37:51,739 --> 00:37:53,005
It's just
313
00:37:53,007 --> 00:37:55,975
I don't know. You ever feel like
that?
314
00:37:55,977 --> 00:37:57,910
Yeah, I mean-
315
00:37:57,912 --> 00:38:00,646
I'll be honest with
you. Not at all, no
316
00:38:00,648 --> 00:38:01,814
I
317
00:38:01,816 --> 00:38:03,883
Kind of the opposite, actually
318
00:38:03,885 --> 00:38:05,918
I mean like
319
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:08,888
Sometimes I'm like, how
am I even in my 20s?
320
00:38:08,890 --> 00:38:10,089
You know?
321
00:38:10,091 --> 00:38:13,058
I feel like I was a
kid just yesterday
322
00:38:13,060 --> 00:38:14,894
And now
323
00:38:14,896 --> 00:38:16,862
I don't know. Shit
should move so fast and
324
00:38:16,864 --> 00:38:18,396
I don't know
325
00:38:18,398 --> 00:38:20,866
I think for me it's just a
lot of little things like
326
00:38:20,868 --> 00:38:22,601
I don't care about
my birthday anymore
327
00:38:22,603 --> 00:38:26,005
Like full on could
not give a shit
328
00:38:26,007 --> 00:38:27,873
I think that's pretty normal man
329
00:38:27,875 --> 00:38:29,374
Most people don't
care about their birthday
330
00:38:29,376 --> 00:38:31,376
You don't have to be 50 not
to care about your birthday
331
00:38:31,378 --> 00:38:33,012
Yeah but like
332
00:38:33,014 --> 00:38:35,047
It's tomorrow. My birthday
is literally tomorrow
333
00:38:35,049 --> 00:38:36,381
And I could not care less
334
00:38:36,383 --> 00:38:38,483
No, are you serious?
335
00:38:38,485 --> 00:38:40,186
What?
336
00:38:40,188 --> 00:38:42,387
Tomorrow, how old
are you turning?
337
00:38:42,389 --> 00:38:44,156
I'm turning 23.
338
00:38:44,158 --> 00:38:45,257
You're shitting me
339
00:38:45,259 --> 00:38:46,391
No, what?
340
00:38:46,393 --> 00:38:48,661
Jaron, I'm turning
23 tomorrow
341
00:38:48,663 --> 00:38:49,427
No
342
00:38:49,429 --> 00:38:50,963
I'm fucking serious
343
00:38:50,965 --> 00:38:52,798
June 15th 1998
344
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:56,001
We were born on
the exact same day
345
00:38:56,003 --> 00:38:57,736
That's insane
346
00:38:57,738 --> 00:38:58,938
You're telling me
347
00:38:58,940 --> 00:39:01,607
Fuck. That's crazy
348
00:39:01,609 --> 00:39:02,608
Yeah that's-
349
00:39:02,610 --> 00:39:03,642
Do you smoke?
350
00:39:03,644 --> 00:39:04,743
What?
351
00:39:04,745 --> 00:39:07,246
Do you smoke weed?
Do you get high?
352
00:39:07,248 --> 00:39:09,447
Yeah, sometimes
353
00:39:09,449 --> 00:39:11,684
Well, I just fucking found
out that I have a brother
354
00:39:11,686 --> 00:39:13,619
And if that's not a
reason to get high
355
00:39:13,621 --> 00:39:16,856
Then I don't know what is man
356
00:39:16,858 --> 00:39:20,025
Smoke with me?
357
00:39:20,027 --> 00:39:22,427
Fuck it. Yeah, burn her man
358
00:39:22,429 --> 00:39:23,662
Oh yeah.
Here, take this
359
00:39:23,664 --> 00:39:25,197
Oh. This first huh?
360
00:39:25,199 --> 00:39:26,632
Yeah
361
00:39:26,634 --> 00:39:29,602
Yeah okay. Here
362
00:39:29,604 --> 00:39:31,105
Ah ha
363
00:39:50,291 --> 00:39:51,456
How's that?
364
00:39:51,458 --> 00:39:53,158
Yeah, there you go
365
00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:54,326
Thanks
366
00:39:54,328 --> 00:39:56,898
Man
367
00:39:59,466 --> 00:40:01,166
Getting high and
368
00:40:01,168 --> 00:40:05,170
Looking up at the night
sky is one of the best
things in the world, man
369
00:40:05,172 --> 00:40:08,607
Sounds like a good way
to throw yourself into
an existential crisis
370
00:40:08,609 --> 00:40:11,877
No no
371
00:40:11,879 --> 00:40:13,345
It's like
372
00:40:13,347 --> 00:40:17,216
When I get high and I
look up at space it's like
373
00:40:17,218 --> 00:40:19,652
All the shit that's
bugging me man, everything
that's stressing me out
374
00:40:19,654 --> 00:40:22,487
It just kind of becomes less
375
00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:24,223
You know what I think?
376
00:40:24,225 --> 00:40:28,127
I think if everyone just
took a few minutes to
look at the sky and just
377
00:40:28,129 --> 00:40:31,997
Get rid of all that stress,
the world would be a
better place, you know?
378
00:40:31,999 --> 00:40:33,933
Yeah, you're onto
something there
379
00:40:33,935 --> 00:40:36,368
Guess it makes you think about
life a little bit, huh?
380
00:40:36,370 --> 00:40:38,137
Hmm
381
00:40:38,139 --> 00:40:39,838
Yeah
382
00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:42,574
Man, you know I almost died once
383
00:40:42,576 --> 00:40:43,976
What?
384
00:40:43,978 --> 00:40:47,179
Yeah but I can't tell
you the story it's stupid
385
00:40:47,181 --> 00:40:50,015
What? No. Yeah you can. Why not?
386
00:40:50,017 --> 00:40:52,718
It makes me look like an idiot
387
00:40:52,720 --> 00:40:54,553
No man, you can't just
tell somebody that you
388
00:40:54,555 --> 00:40:58,290
Almost died once and
then expect them not to
wanna hear the story, man
389
00:40:58,292 --> 00:41:00,926
You gotta tell
people. That's torture
390
00:41:00,928 --> 00:41:02,962
Okay. You have to
promise not to laugh
391
00:41:02,964 --> 00:41:04,930
Okay, I'm not promising anything
392
00:41:04,932 --> 00:41:07,299
Seriously don't laugh man
393
00:41:07,301 --> 00:41:08,600
I'm sure
it's not that bad
394
00:41:08,602 --> 00:41:12,538
It's pretty fucking
stupid but I'll tell you
395
00:41:12,540 --> 00:41:15,107
So basically I was
traveling through Michigan
396
00:41:15,109 --> 00:41:17,543
This is like last January
397
00:41:17,545 --> 00:41:18,677
Cold
398
00:41:18,679 --> 00:41:20,379
Exactly it's fucking freezing
right?
399
00:41:20,381 --> 00:41:22,548
So I needed a way to stay warm
400
00:41:22,550 --> 00:41:27,319
So I went and I got this propane
heater, and it was working
out pretty great actually just
401
00:41:27,321 --> 00:41:31,256
As long as I had the windows
cracked open I let it
run throughout the night
402
00:41:31,258 --> 00:41:33,292
it was fine I'd stay warm
403
00:41:33,294 --> 00:41:34,927
Okay
404
00:41:34,929 --> 00:41:37,096
Just hold on
405
00:41:37,098 --> 00:41:38,230
Here's where I
fucked up
406
00:41:38,232 --> 00:41:40,733
One night I got way too high
407
00:41:40,735 --> 00:41:42,568
And I forgot to
crack the windows
408
00:41:42,570 --> 00:41:44,203
No
409
00:41:44,205 --> 00:41:47,373
Yeah, and I wake
up in the middle of the night
410
00:41:47,375 --> 00:41:49,575
And I can't fucking feel my body
411
00:41:49,577 --> 00:41:52,644
I'm completely numb and my
vision is starting to go out
412
00:41:52,646 --> 00:41:56,348
It's like crazy, and I can
barely move and I'm thinking
413
00:41:56,350 --> 00:41:59,118
How fucking high did
I get last night?
414
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:00,953
Right? No, but it
was this propane
415
00:42:00,955 --> 00:42:03,022
And I was like
stumbling. I got up
416
00:42:03,024 --> 00:42:06,425
I couldn't fucking feel
my legs, so I'm like
trying to get to the door
417
00:42:06,427 --> 00:42:10,863
I get to the door. I
can't even move my hands
they're so numb, right?
418
00:42:10,865 --> 00:42:15,167
But I finally get my grip on the
latch, and I finally open it up
419
00:42:15,169 --> 00:42:17,102
I think I'm gonna fucking
die at this point
420
00:42:17,104 --> 00:42:22,007
And I finally cracked the
door open, and I just fall
face first into the snow
421
00:42:22,009 --> 00:42:24,877
Wow, were you freezing? Geez
422
00:42:24,879 --> 00:42:26,612
Yeah, naked too
423
00:42:26,614 --> 00:42:28,113
You were naked?
424
00:42:28,115 --> 00:42:30,249
I mean I was sleeping
425
00:42:30,251 --> 00:42:33,018
One second I'm in my
sleeping bag, warm
426
00:42:33,020 --> 00:42:37,389
The next second I'm balls
deep in Michigan snow
427
00:42:37,391 --> 00:42:39,825
But I mean fucking
428
00:42:39,827 --> 00:42:41,293
I don't know man
429
00:42:41,295 --> 00:42:43,662
You know how people say with
those near-death experiences
430
00:42:43,664 --> 00:42:47,266
It's like spiritual or like you
see God or
431
00:42:47,268 --> 00:42:50,102
Figure out the meaning to life
or shit like that, you know?
432
00:42:50,104 --> 00:42:52,771
Sure yeah
433
00:42:52,773 --> 00:42:57,276
Well, I mean it might
sound crazy but um-
434
00:42:57,278 --> 00:42:59,812
Yeah, I had one of those
435
00:42:59,814 --> 00:43:00,646
Whoa
436
00:43:00,648 --> 00:43:03,148
I like saw a sign
437
00:43:03,150 --> 00:43:05,653
You saw a sign? What was it?
438
00:43:10,224 --> 00:43:11,490
A yield sign
439
00:43:11,492 --> 00:43:13,859
A yield sign, so like an actual
sign?
440
00:43:13,861 --> 00:43:17,396
It was an actual sign
sign and it was a sign
441
00:43:17,398 --> 00:43:20,766
Okay, and I know that sounds
fucking stupid, but when
I stood up out of the snow
442
00:43:20,768 --> 00:43:25,237
I fucking look down the road
and there's a yield sign
443
00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:26,672
Okay
444
00:43:26,674 --> 00:43:29,374
And like, in my mind, it
brings it right to my face
445
00:43:29,376 --> 00:43:31,910
And I just
know what it means
446
00:43:31,912 --> 00:43:33,479
What, did it talk
to you or something?
447
00:43:33,481 --> 00:43:35,314
No, not with fucking words man
448
00:43:35,316 --> 00:43:37,416
I just knew okay
449
00:43:37,418 --> 00:43:40,319
That I just need to
let go of everything
450
00:43:40,321 --> 00:43:43,122
All this control that
I had over my life
451
00:43:43,124 --> 00:43:45,958
Over all this shit. I
just needed to yield
to my life, right?
452
00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:49,562
Yield to the bullshit.
Just yield to everything
and just fucking
453
00:43:49,564 --> 00:43:53,031
Yeah, ever since then that's
how I've lived
454
00:43:53,033 --> 00:43:54,601
Changed me
455
00:43:54,603 --> 00:43:55,367
Wow
456
00:43:55,369 --> 00:43:58,538
Yeah
457
00:43:58,540 --> 00:44:00,339
That's quite the Revelation
458
00:44:00,341 --> 00:44:01,707
Yeah
459
00:44:01,709 --> 00:44:04,776
I don't think you're crazy
460
00:44:04,778 --> 00:44:07,412
And?
461
00:44:07,414 --> 00:44:10,782
But I do think you were blazed
out of your fucking mind
462
00:44:10,784 --> 00:44:12,484
Okay dude, fuck off
463
00:44:12,486 --> 00:44:15,988
Was that propane tank even
real? Did you imagine that?
464
00:44:15,990 --> 00:44:18,525
I knew you wouldn't get it
465
00:44:18,527 --> 00:44:21,827
I'll be honest with you
man. There's a lot of
shit I don't get about you
466
00:44:21,829 --> 00:44:24,597
Like, I don't sleep
naked in my van either
467
00:44:24,599 --> 00:44:26,732
Oh, are you serious?
468
00:44:26,734 --> 00:44:29,334
What do you mean, am I serious?
Are you serious that you do?
469
00:44:29,336 --> 00:44:32,938
I mean it's normal.
That's how God intended
it man that's natural shit
470
00:44:32,940 --> 00:44:34,239
No dude that's gross
471
00:44:34,241 --> 00:44:35,642
Gross no
472
00:44:35,644 --> 00:44:37,544
I wear clothes like a person
473
00:44:37,546 --> 00:44:41,648
I wish I could go live
in Europe where people
are more comfortable with
474
00:44:41,650 --> 00:44:43,982
Just being naked, you know?
475
00:44:43,984 --> 00:44:46,051
You ever been? Is it like that?
476
00:44:46,053 --> 00:44:46,952
I mean
477
00:44:46,954 --> 00:44:48,754
No I've never been
478
00:44:48,756 --> 00:44:52,157
I'm not really much for planes
479
00:44:52,159 --> 00:44:55,761
Yeah, I don't like flying
480
00:44:55,763 --> 00:44:58,665
Hmm
481
00:44:58,667 --> 00:45:01,466
How do you keep
warm in your van?
482
00:45:01,468 --> 00:45:03,035
Uh
483
00:45:03,037 --> 00:45:05,971
I don't know. I've never been
anywhere that cold before
484
00:45:05,973 --> 00:45:07,472
Oh?
485
00:45:07,474 --> 00:45:10,209
Yeah, I mean honestly I'm not
even on the road that much
486
00:45:10,211 --> 00:45:13,245
Oh really? I would have assumed-
487
00:45:13,247 --> 00:45:18,252
Yeah well, I got the
van back when I was with
Brie, my ex-girlfriend
488
00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:24,289
I was way more of a homebody
back then, but she tried
to convince me to, you know
489
00:45:24,291 --> 00:45:29,228
Live the life of
pissing in streets and
sleeping in parking lots
490
00:45:29,230 --> 00:45:30,495
So uh
491
00:45:30,497 --> 00:45:33,999
Yeah, I finally caved and
492
00:45:34,001 --> 00:45:36,703
We wanted to see the country
493
00:45:36,705 --> 00:45:41,306
Never uh- never
really happened
494
00:45:41,308 --> 00:45:43,375
I uh
495
00:45:43,377 --> 00:45:47,379
She left me with the
van that she wanted and
496
00:45:47,381 --> 00:45:50,415
Now I'm taking it
home from her funeral
497
00:45:50,417 --> 00:45:55,422
Isn't that something?
498
00:45:57,825 --> 00:46:01,026
Do you want to talk about it?
499
00:46:01,028 --> 00:46:03,895
I wanna talk about
that chair man
500
00:46:03,897 --> 00:46:05,897
What the hell? Why
don't you just get a
regular camping chair?
501
00:46:05,899 --> 00:46:07,266
That's gotta take
up so much space
502
00:46:07,268 --> 00:46:09,234
I know fucking big right?
503
00:46:09,236 --> 00:46:12,838
Stupid, it does take up
a lot of fucking space
504
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:16,375
Why do you have it? Why
don't you just get like
a fucking camping chair?
505
00:46:16,377 --> 00:46:18,578
Yeah- um
506
00:46:18,580 --> 00:46:20,846
It's more or less just
sentimental
507
00:46:20,848 --> 00:46:22,848
I took it with me
508
00:46:22,850 --> 00:46:27,855
Out of my mom's childhood
room when I moved out
of my grandparents house
509
00:46:28,523 --> 00:46:30,690
Yeah? where's that at?
510
00:46:30,692 --> 00:46:34,560
Indianapolis, but
I'm from New York
511
00:46:34,562 --> 00:46:37,462
What took you out?
512
00:46:37,464 --> 00:46:38,997
My dad
513
00:46:38,999 --> 00:46:43,871
He kind of went crazy throughout
the last year of us living there
514
00:46:45,072 --> 00:46:46,872
I mean I don't think he
was ever not crazy, but
515
00:46:46,874 --> 00:46:50,677
Things really
got bad toward the end
516
00:46:50,679 --> 00:46:54,012
He was doing a lot of
drinking and yelling
517
00:46:54,014 --> 00:46:57,617
I would just stay
awake at night and listen to him
518
00:46:57,619 --> 00:46:59,451
Yell at my mom and
519
00:46:59,453 --> 00:47:03,255
She never fucking yelled
back. I remember that
520
00:47:03,257 --> 00:47:07,292
And one night, I just heard
some shit that I thought was
521
00:47:07,294 --> 00:47:11,597
The same shit I'd been hearing
that entire fucking year, but
522
00:47:11,599 --> 00:47:15,200
When my mom came in to
my room I realized it was
523
00:47:15,202 --> 00:47:19,037
Worse
524
00:47:19,039 --> 00:47:21,373
So I was packing my things
525
00:47:21,375 --> 00:47:25,110
She told me to
pack my shit and be quiet
526
00:47:25,112 --> 00:47:27,714
I just couldn't stop crying man
527
00:47:27,716 --> 00:47:31,653
Because she had blood
in her eye
528
00:47:34,021 --> 00:47:37,657
And the next day
529
00:47:37,659 --> 00:47:41,326
She puts me on a flight
to Indy by myself
530
00:47:41,328 --> 00:47:46,064
She had to stay behind and
take care of some things
531
00:47:46,066 --> 00:47:48,133
And um-
532
00:47:48,135 --> 00:47:53,140
The next morning my grandma
was on the phone sobbing
533
00:47:55,710 --> 00:48:00,646
My mom's flight had
gone down over Ohio and
534
00:48:00,648 --> 00:48:04,149
There were no survivors
535
00:48:04,151 --> 00:48:07,955
Fuck man. I am so sorry
536
00:48:10,792 --> 00:48:13,760
It's okay
537
00:48:13,762 --> 00:48:17,530
It was actually a long time ago
538
00:48:17,532 --> 00:48:22,537
And plus, I know it's
smaller than I think it is
539
00:48:23,705 --> 00:48:25,270
Did you love her?
540
00:48:25,272 --> 00:48:26,471
Brie?
541
00:48:26,473 --> 00:48:29,174
Yeah, her
542
00:48:29,176 --> 00:48:33,513
I mean, we were
together for a year, so yeah
543
00:48:33,515 --> 00:48:37,015
How'd you handle the breakup?
544
00:48:37,017 --> 00:48:38,751
Um
545
00:48:38,753 --> 00:48:40,085
I was fine
546
00:48:40,087 --> 00:48:44,256
Not great, but you know, fine
547
00:48:44,258 --> 00:48:47,894
I'm just wondering
because, in my experience
548
00:48:47,896 --> 00:48:51,096
And stop me if you don't relate
549
00:48:51,098 --> 00:48:52,998
But um
550
00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:57,035
I don't know man. When I
fall in love with someone,
I fall in love hard
551
00:48:57,037 --> 00:49:00,640
And it's like I would do
anything for this person. Like
552
00:49:00,642 --> 00:49:02,274
Fucking, I would do anything
553
00:49:02,276 --> 00:49:03,910
Stop
554
00:49:03,912 --> 00:49:06,679
You wouldn't make sacrifices
for your loved ones?
555
00:49:06,681 --> 00:49:09,147
No man, of course I'd make
sacrifices but I wouldn't just
556
00:49:09,149 --> 00:49:10,750
Do anything for anyone
557
00:49:10,752 --> 00:49:13,485
Well not anything
558
00:49:13,487 --> 00:49:16,656
But I mean yeah pretty
much anything. Like
559
00:49:16,658 --> 00:49:18,358
Fucking
560
00:49:19,761 --> 00:49:22,662
When you fall in love
with someone man it's like
561
00:49:22,664 --> 00:49:25,731
You're giving yourself to them
562
00:49:25,733 --> 00:49:27,767
You're so one and
563
00:49:27,769 --> 00:49:31,938
when they break you off it's
like you're fucking crushed
564
00:49:31,940 --> 00:49:34,172
You know? And so
565
00:49:34,174 --> 00:49:36,475
If you were crushed, or if you
566
00:49:36,477 --> 00:49:39,712
Are crushed now like
567
00:49:39,714 --> 00:49:42,750
I don't know. It make sense.
You have the right to be
568
00:49:43,918 --> 00:49:46,251
I don't think
crushed is the right word
569
00:49:46,253 --> 00:49:48,487
What is the right word then?
570
00:49:48,489 --> 00:49:49,755
I don't know
571
00:49:49,757 --> 00:49:53,058
Pissed off
572
00:49:53,060 --> 00:49:55,260
I mean, I don't know. The
whole thing was fucked
573
00:49:55,262 --> 00:49:58,063
But, you know, that's not
to say I didn't have some
574
00:49:58,065 --> 00:50:01,066
Pretty good times
when I was with her
575
00:50:01,068 --> 00:50:02,602
Do you have like uh
576
00:50:02,604 --> 00:50:04,706
Fondest memory with her?
577
00:50:07,809 --> 00:50:11,711
Top my head, probably
our anniversary
578
00:50:11,713 --> 00:50:13,779
We went to a carnival
579
00:50:13,781 --> 00:50:14,881
I got a tattoo
580
00:50:14,883 --> 00:50:16,147
No shit
581
00:50:16,149 --> 00:50:17,817
Yeah, on my leg
582
00:50:17,819 --> 00:50:21,521
Oh let's see
583
00:50:21,523 --> 00:50:22,989
No, "Her Name?"
584
00:50:22,991 --> 00:50:24,590
Yeah
585
00:50:24,592 --> 00:50:25,958
Fuck
586
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:28,895
It was a miscommunication
with the artist so uh-
587
00:50:28,897 --> 00:50:30,732
Just kind of ended up
that way
588
00:50:32,667 --> 00:50:34,332
No, but you know
589
00:50:34,334 --> 00:50:36,270
For the rest of the day we uh-
590
00:50:37,672 --> 00:50:40,006
I'm sure you can imagine it.
It's pretty stereotypical
591
00:50:40,008 --> 00:50:44,979
We kissed on the carousel,
ferris wheel, we kissed
on the roller coasters
592
00:50:46,046 --> 00:50:46,913
And uh-
593
00:50:46,915 --> 00:50:48,848
At the end of the day we
594
00:50:48,850 --> 00:50:51,449
We were playing some of
those dumb carney games
595
00:50:51,451 --> 00:50:56,423
There was this one where you
had to loop a ring onto a
596
00:50:57,491 --> 00:51:01,827
Swordfish, the
sword part obviously
597
00:51:01,829 --> 00:51:06,801
And I must have dropped like 30
fucking dollars on this thing
598
00:51:08,770 --> 00:51:11,202
Because I just kept trying,
kept trying, kept trying.
I could not do it. It was
599
00:51:11,204 --> 00:51:13,539
There was no way. I
thought it was rigged
600
00:51:13,541 --> 00:51:16,676
And let me guess, she got it
immediately
601
00:51:16,678 --> 00:51:18,276
She
602
00:51:18,278 --> 00:51:19,812
Fuck man
603
00:51:19,814 --> 00:51:24,217
She tries one time, and she gets
two out of three rings on there
604
00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:28,286
Kicked my ass. I don't
know how she does that shit
605
00:51:28,288 --> 00:51:29,354
You guys win anything?
606
00:51:29,356 --> 00:51:31,726
Or did she win anything I guess?
607
00:51:34,896 --> 00:51:36,998
Uh yeah
608
00:51:40,001 --> 00:51:41,834
What?
609
00:51:41,836 --> 00:51:43,504
What'd you win?
610
00:51:44,906 --> 00:51:46,204
She uh-
611
00:51:46,206 --> 00:51:48,175
She won a couple goldfish
612
00:51:50,344 --> 00:51:52,177
She didn't want
them anymore though
613
00:51:52,179 --> 00:51:55,413
I had to give them
to my little cousin
614
00:51:55,415 --> 00:51:58,019
Fish are probably dead now too
615
00:52:07,562 --> 00:52:11,396
She dumped me the next day
616
00:52:11,398 --> 00:52:14,567
She called me. All she said was
617
00:52:14,569 --> 00:52:17,105
"I can't do
this anymore. It's over"
618
00:52:19,206 --> 00:52:22,207
Hung up right there.
That was it. I-
619
00:52:22,209 --> 00:52:24,376
Called her back a hundred
times. She didn't pick up
620
00:52:24,378 --> 00:52:28,246
I drove to her
house. She was gone
621
00:52:28,248 --> 00:52:30,916
We'd spent every day of the
last year together, and then
622
00:52:30,918 --> 00:52:34,486
Just one phone call. She's off
the face of the fucking planet
623
00:52:34,488 --> 00:52:36,789
And I had
no idea anything about her, or
624
00:52:36,791 --> 00:52:40,726
What her whereabouts
were, or whatever for
625
00:52:40,728 --> 00:52:44,563
Six weeks, and then
just last week
626
00:52:44,565 --> 00:52:47,298
I get a call telling me
627
00:52:47,300 --> 00:52:49,971
She drowned herself
in Lake Washington
628
00:52:55,943 --> 00:52:58,046
Who called you?
629
00:52:59,747 --> 00:53:01,279
The cops
630
00:53:01,281 --> 00:53:06,253
They wanted to know if I knew
why she would have done it
631
00:53:07,021 --> 00:53:10,355
Why call you?
632
00:53:10,357 --> 00:53:12,591
I don't know, because
633
00:53:12,593 --> 00:53:14,259
I was her last boyfriend
634
00:53:14,261 --> 00:53:16,862
Guess it just made sense
635
00:53:16,864 --> 00:53:18,398
And she left a note
636
00:53:20,802 --> 00:53:22,837
What'd the note say?
637
00:53:25,472 --> 00:53:29,008
"You can't control
me in the lake"
638
00:53:29,010 --> 00:53:32,343
What'd you tell the cops?
639
00:53:32,345 --> 00:53:34,947
I told them
640
00:53:34,949 --> 00:53:36,816
The truth I-
641
00:53:36,818 --> 00:53:38,818
I have no idea why
she would have killed herself
642
00:53:38,820 --> 00:53:43,825
I mean, she was always
a little batshit. She
was a foster kid, but
643
00:53:44,525 --> 00:53:46,961
Yeah I have no idea
644
00:53:50,798 --> 00:53:52,533
Is the note about you?
645
00:53:55,837 --> 00:53:56,802
I don't know
646
00:53:56,804 --> 00:53:58,838
No, it wasn't about me
647
00:53:58,840 --> 00:54:01,109
It couldn't have been about me
648
00:54:03,477 --> 00:54:05,745
Have you seen her?
649
00:54:05,747 --> 00:54:07,347
What?
650
00:54:09,316 --> 00:54:11,884
Well, the thing is
651
00:54:11,886 --> 00:54:15,721
When my mom took
me to the airport
652
00:54:15,723 --> 00:54:19,225
She didn't stay behind because
she was going to do anything
653
00:54:19,227 --> 00:54:23,129
She stayed behind
because of a blanket
654
00:54:23,131 --> 00:54:25,097
A baby blanket
655
00:54:25,099 --> 00:54:26,799
That I'd left at my friend's
house the night before
656
00:54:26,801 --> 00:54:31,806
And I was fucking crying about
it on the way to the airport
657
00:54:33,107 --> 00:54:34,039
And so she promised me
that she would stay behind
658
00:54:34,041 --> 00:54:36,511
And get it for me the next day
659
00:54:39,881 --> 00:54:44,886
And I fucking know that
if I wouldn't have cried
about that shit that
660
00:54:45,586 --> 00:54:47,186
She would be okay
661
00:54:47,188 --> 00:54:49,454
And um-
662
00:54:49,456 --> 00:54:53,526
Fuck man. That shit just
663
00:54:53,528 --> 00:54:55,928
God
664
00:54:55,930 --> 00:54:57,362
Eats away at you
665
00:54:57,364 --> 00:55:00,766
Dude, and for a fucking month
I would see her
666
00:55:00,768 --> 00:55:03,536
Okay? She'd be in my
room reading my books
667
00:55:03,538 --> 00:55:07,973
Or playing with my toys, or
throwing my shit around
668
00:55:07,975 --> 00:55:10,276
That's scary stuff
for a 10 year old
669
00:55:10,278 --> 00:55:12,479
Fuck man
670
00:55:14,816 --> 00:55:17,249
But, you know
what's even scarier?
671
00:55:17,251 --> 00:55:20,286
The Syphus Psychiatric
Children's Hospital
672
00:55:20,288 --> 00:55:25,293
Okay? The fucking
looney bin that Grandma
and Grandpa put me in
673
00:55:28,162 --> 00:55:30,596
And the visions just
got fucking worse there
674
00:55:30,598 --> 00:55:34,399
I fucking swear I thought
they were never gonna go away
675
00:55:34,401 --> 00:55:35,968
But they did go away
676
00:55:35,970 --> 00:55:38,070
You wanna know why?
677
00:55:38,072 --> 00:55:39,974
Why's that?
678
00:55:42,310 --> 00:55:44,409
'Cause I remembered something
679
00:55:44,411 --> 00:55:47,513
Okay? I remember
that I never fucking
680
00:55:47,515 --> 00:55:49,915
Asked her to stay
back for the blanket
681
00:55:49,917 --> 00:55:51,917
I mean sure I wanted it, right?
682
00:55:51,919 --> 00:55:53,285
I was crying
683
00:55:53,287 --> 00:55:55,187
And yeah she thought it
would make me feel better
684
00:55:55,189 --> 00:55:57,323
But I never asked her to
685
00:55:57,325 --> 00:55:59,625
I didn't want to be
on the plane by myself
686
00:55:59,627 --> 00:56:04,632
You know, she decided to go
back and get that blanket
687
00:56:05,700 --> 00:56:09,335
Have you been seeing Brie?
688
00:56:09,337 --> 00:56:11,005
Yeah
689
00:56:13,774 --> 00:56:15,475
Here's what I think
690
00:56:18,445 --> 00:56:21,347
I think you're a
pretty stand-up guy
691
00:56:21,349 --> 00:56:23,885
And I've got to read on
that, and I'm always right
692
00:56:25,452 --> 00:56:27,253
But
693
00:56:27,255 --> 00:56:30,356
Based off of your
story, okay yeah
694
00:56:30,358 --> 00:56:32,625
Brie was a nutcase.
I'm sure she would have
killed herself anyways
695
00:56:32,627 --> 00:56:36,095
But based off of my story
696
00:56:36,097 --> 00:56:39,464
Okay? I know there's something
697
00:56:39,466 --> 00:56:44,471
That you're not telling
me about the time you
and her were together
698
00:56:46,240 --> 00:56:48,941
There's something that's
eating away at you and
giving you these nightmares
699
00:56:48,943 --> 00:56:52,246
That you're not
fucking telling me
700
00:56:58,653 --> 00:57:00,655
What is it Jaron?
701
00:57:01,856 --> 00:57:03,658
I don't know
702
00:57:05,593 --> 00:57:07,995
I truly truly don't know
703
00:57:17,838 --> 00:57:20,072
It's midnight
704
00:57:20,074 --> 00:57:22,076
Happy birthday
705
00:57:22,910 --> 00:57:25,146
Happy birthday
706
00:57:27,315 --> 00:57:29,615
I've gotta fucking lay down
707
00:57:29,617 --> 00:57:31,317
Yeah
708
00:57:31,319 --> 00:57:33,285
No, I should
709
00:57:33,287 --> 00:57:35,556
Fucking get some sleep too
710
00:57:37,224 --> 00:57:38,757
Goodnight Judah
711
00:57:38,759 --> 00:57:41,093
Yeah
712
00:57:41,095 --> 00:57:43,898
Goodnight
713
00:59:13,921 --> 00:59:18,859
It's not real
714
01:00:30,131 --> 01:00:32,464
Hey Jaron it's almost noon
715
01:00:32,466 --> 01:00:34,468
You should wake up
716
01:00:44,011 --> 01:00:46,145
Happy birthday
717
01:00:46,147 --> 01:00:47,679
Wow
718
01:00:47,681 --> 01:00:49,281
You said it was noon?
719
01:00:49,283 --> 01:00:51,717
Yeah, just about
720
01:00:51,719 --> 01:00:54,219
Hey, are you okay man? You
721
01:00:54,221 --> 01:00:57,089
Look like you saw
another ghost last night
722
01:00:57,091 --> 01:01:00,092
No no I'm just groggy
723
01:01:00,094 --> 01:01:02,060
Well, maybe this
will cheer you up
724
01:01:02,062 --> 01:01:03,428
There you go
725
01:01:03,430 --> 01:01:04,029
Thanks
726
01:01:04,031 --> 01:01:05,399
Yeah
727
01:01:06,867 --> 01:01:08,333
Cheers
728
01:01:08,335 --> 01:01:10,304
Happy birthday
729
01:01:16,243 --> 01:01:18,944
What are you doing out here?
730
01:01:18,946 --> 01:01:21,280
Brows left
about 10 minutes ago
731
01:01:21,282 --> 01:01:22,615
He came through already?
732
01:01:22,617 --> 01:01:24,883
Yeah, while you were sleeping
733
01:01:24,885 --> 01:01:26,921
Did he fix the van?
734
01:01:28,122 --> 01:01:32,625
Yeah, sure did. Took us
just a a quick second
735
01:01:32,627 --> 01:01:35,861
Wasn't really a big deal
or anything like that
736
01:01:35,863 --> 01:01:37,996
You gonna smoke that?
737
01:01:37,998 --> 01:01:41,366
Um you know
738
01:01:41,368 --> 01:01:44,036
I didn't really
want to say it, but
739
01:01:44,038 --> 01:01:46,438
I quit about a month ago
740
01:01:46,440 --> 01:01:47,406
No shit
741
01:01:47,408 --> 01:01:48,675
Congrats that's a
742
01:01:48,677 --> 01:01:49,942
Yeah it's a really big deal
743
01:01:49,944 --> 01:01:53,078
Yeah thanks, you know
it wasn't easy, but
744
01:01:53,080 --> 01:01:54,949
Yeah, so I'm kind of done
745
01:01:56,383 --> 01:01:58,317
Well surely after a
month of not smoking
746
01:01:58,319 --> 01:02:02,454
You can reward yourself
with one cigarette
747
01:02:02,456 --> 01:02:04,356
Right?
748
01:02:04,358 --> 01:02:06,258
I don't know
749
01:02:06,260 --> 01:02:08,327
Come on man
750
01:02:08,329 --> 01:02:09,428
It's your birthday
751
01:02:09,430 --> 01:02:11,365
Don't let it go to waste
752
01:02:15,436 --> 01:02:17,135
Fuck it. Why not?
753
01:02:17,137 --> 01:02:18,640
Yeah
754
01:02:23,310 --> 01:02:25,978
Feels good doesn't it?
755
01:02:25,980 --> 01:02:28,213
I'm not gonna lie Judah
756
01:02:28,215 --> 01:02:30,184
That feels pretty fucking good
757
01:02:33,220 --> 01:02:35,120
I feel a little bad though that
758
01:02:35,122 --> 01:02:37,189
I didn't get a
chance to thank Brows
759
01:02:37,191 --> 01:02:39,124
No no um-
760
01:02:39,126 --> 01:02:42,027
He's a quiet dude. Doesn't
really like to meet new
people or anything like that
761
01:02:42,029 --> 01:02:44,697
So it actually worked out
762
01:02:44,699 --> 01:02:46,865
Hey about the, 100 bucks
763
01:02:46,867 --> 01:02:49,835
Do you think that you
could venmo that to me?
764
01:02:49,837 --> 01:02:52,971
Oh, I've got cash. Do
you need it right now?
765
01:02:52,973 --> 01:02:55,742
Well, I'm just gonna be in
my van packing some stuff up
766
01:02:55,744 --> 01:02:58,176
I'm gonna leave in
like 30 minutes so
767
01:02:58,178 --> 01:02:59,411
Yeah, that's fine if you-
768
01:02:59,413 --> 01:03:00,879
You're leaving that soon?
769
01:03:00,881 --> 01:03:03,382
Yeah, with us staying
an extra day I gotta
770
01:03:03,384 --> 01:03:05,484
Pretty much haul ass
to get to my show
771
01:03:05,486 --> 01:03:07,953
Oh okay
772
01:03:07,955 --> 01:03:10,088
Is that okay?
773
01:03:10,090 --> 01:03:12,157
Yeah that's fine
774
01:03:12,159 --> 01:03:13,559
Tell you what, I'll uh-
775
01:03:13,561 --> 01:03:15,662
I'll bring the cash
over to you once I'm uh-
776
01:03:15,664 --> 01:03:17,162
Done with this guy here
777
01:03:17,164 --> 01:03:18,930
Okay
778
01:03:18,932 --> 01:03:20,733
Well, I better get over there
779
01:03:20,735 --> 01:03:22,635
Okay, see you soon
780
01:03:22,637 --> 01:03:24,671
Yeah
781
01:03:24,673 --> 01:03:26,639
Enjoy that
782
01:03:26,641 --> 01:03:28,142
Oh I will
783
01:04:39,714 --> 01:04:41,716
Hang on one second
784
01:04:48,723 --> 01:04:50,725
Hey
785
01:04:51,793 --> 01:04:53,325
This is for you
786
01:04:53,327 --> 01:04:55,795
Thank you so much
787
01:04:55,797 --> 01:04:57,262
You have no idea how
much I need this man
788
01:04:57,264 --> 01:04:58,497
I would have been totally fucked
789
01:04:58,499 --> 01:04:59,965
Yeah man, don't worry
about it. I could
790
01:04:59,967 --> 01:05:02,067
Say the same thing about
you forget my van fixed
791
01:05:02,069 --> 01:05:03,803
Oh no don't worry about it
792
01:05:03,805 --> 01:05:06,238
Hey, let me
get your number before I leave
793
01:05:06,240 --> 01:05:08,541
So I can see you again
794
01:05:08,543 --> 01:05:10,510
The thing about that is-
795
01:05:10,512 --> 01:05:13,011
I actually chucked my phone
into the ocean a few days ago
796
01:05:13,013 --> 01:05:15,447
Oh shit
797
01:05:15,449 --> 01:05:16,616
Good for you man
798
01:05:16,618 --> 01:05:18,350
Yeah, thanks
799
01:05:18,352 --> 01:05:19,819
Well uh-
800
01:05:19,821 --> 01:05:22,688
Either way I'll look you up
next time I'm in Missouri
801
01:05:22,690 --> 01:05:24,055
Alright
802
01:05:24,057 --> 01:05:27,760
Unless you wanna jump in
and go to Seattle with me
803
01:05:27,762 --> 01:05:29,194
Oh
804
01:05:29,196 --> 01:05:29,995
Uh-
805
01:05:29,997 --> 01:05:31,997
I'm just kidding
806
01:05:31,999 --> 01:05:34,901
I know you want to get back
home and see your family
807
01:05:34,903 --> 01:05:36,368
Yeah totally. For sure
808
01:05:36,370 --> 01:05:37,436
Yeah
809
01:05:37,438 --> 01:05:39,337
Well, come here man
810
01:05:39,339 --> 01:05:41,173
Oh
811
01:05:41,175 --> 01:05:43,175
Yeah
812
01:05:43,177 --> 01:05:47,780
Hey, do you wear a sleeping
mask when you go to bed?
813
01:05:47,782 --> 01:05:48,915
No I don't
814
01:05:48,917 --> 01:05:50,315
Okay
815
01:05:50,317 --> 01:05:52,284
There's a sleeping technique
I learned in treatment
816
01:05:52,286 --> 01:05:54,119
That I think might be
really good for you
817
01:05:54,121 --> 01:05:55,621
Okay
818
01:05:55,623 --> 01:05:57,824
You put a sleeping mask over
your eyes when you go to sleep
819
01:05:57,826 --> 01:05:59,859
Over your whole face
820
01:05:59,861 --> 01:06:04,298
And throughout the night you
think of yourself being in
a maximum security prison
821
01:06:05,567 --> 01:06:07,432
And that way your
girlfriend, she can't get in
822
01:06:07,434 --> 01:06:10,035
And if she does, then
she's in the prison
823
01:06:10,037 --> 01:06:13,639
And you take the mask off
and you're back in reality
824
01:06:13,641 --> 01:06:14,740
Okay
825
01:06:14,742 --> 01:06:15,942
And she won't be
able to get to you
826
01:06:15,944 --> 01:06:17,877
Hopefully you'll get
some sleep that way
827
01:06:17,879 --> 01:06:20,278
Alright yeah sure
828
01:06:20,280 --> 01:06:21,747
I'll think about it
829
01:06:21,749 --> 01:06:23,148
Yeah, or don't
830
01:06:23,150 --> 01:06:26,284
Either way I've got to get back
831
01:06:26,286 --> 01:06:28,721
Okay, yeah
832
01:06:28,723 --> 01:06:30,656
Good luck
with your show
833
01:06:30,658 --> 01:06:32,092
Thanks
834
01:06:34,361 --> 01:06:37,597
I'm really gonna miss you man
835
01:06:37,599 --> 01:06:38,531
You too
836
01:06:38,533 --> 01:06:40,198
Yeah
837
01:06:40,200 --> 01:06:42,835
I'll be seeing you Mister Jaron
838
01:06:42,837 --> 01:06:44,539
See you then
839
01:11:29,223 --> 01:11:31,225
Jaron
840
01:11:44,138 --> 01:11:49,041
So how long after I left
did you leave to follow me?
841
01:11:49,043 --> 01:11:50,375
I actually left the next day
842
01:11:50,377 --> 01:11:51,476
The next day?
843
01:11:51,478 --> 01:11:53,646
Mm-hmm
844
01:11:53,648 --> 01:11:56,381
So you drove here in two days?
845
01:11:56,383 --> 01:11:58,217
Yep
846
01:11:58,219 --> 01:12:00,553
I had to drive through the
night, but I just thought
847
01:12:00,555 --> 01:12:02,922
Fuck it. Let's
see if I can do it
848
01:12:02,924 --> 01:12:04,389
I did. Made it here
849
01:12:04,391 --> 01:12:06,625
That's crazy man
850
01:12:06,627 --> 01:12:08,928
I'm just so excited you're here
851
01:12:08,930 --> 01:12:10,029
Really?
852
01:12:10,031 --> 01:12:13,666
Yeah, just really
truly excited
853
01:12:13,668 --> 01:12:16,070
Well, I'm happy to hear it
854
01:12:18,506 --> 01:12:22,007
I'm a little disappointed
though. I thought for sure
that, since there was still
daylight when I got here
855
01:12:22,009 --> 01:12:24,442
I'd be making it back in time
for your show
856
01:12:24,444 --> 01:12:27,179
Oh yeah, it was kind of early
857
01:12:27,181 --> 01:12:29,181
And you didn't really miss much
858
01:12:29,183 --> 01:12:31,250
I doubt that
859
01:12:31,252 --> 01:12:32,920
No, I totally bombed
860
01:12:34,956 --> 01:12:37,056
Definitely no one liked me
861
01:12:37,058 --> 01:12:39,627
Yikes. Sorry to hear that
862
01:12:41,229 --> 01:12:43,162
I'll get over
it man. I'm just
863
01:12:43,164 --> 01:12:46,632
My spirits are so
lifted that you're here
864
01:12:46,634 --> 01:12:47,766
Aw
865
01:12:47,768 --> 01:12:51,704
Yeah, we're gonna have
so much fun man
866
01:12:51,706 --> 01:12:53,438
Yeah?
867
01:12:53,440 --> 01:12:55,473
Well then, what's
next after this?
868
01:12:55,475 --> 01:12:56,878
What do you want to do?
869
01:12:59,313 --> 01:13:02,447
There's this parking lot
that I know we could sleep in
870
01:13:02,449 --> 01:13:04,283
Oh
871
01:13:04,285 --> 01:13:07,820
I mean, you must be tired
after driving for so long
872
01:13:07,822 --> 01:13:10,055
Yeah I'm pretty tired
873
01:13:10,057 --> 01:13:11,290
Been driving a long time
874
01:13:11,292 --> 01:13:15,094
Okay, well let's uh-
875
01:13:15,096 --> 01:13:16,494
Let's go
876
01:13:16,496 --> 01:13:18,097
Now? You want to go now?
877
01:13:18,099 --> 01:13:20,065
Yeah, it's super close
878
01:13:20,067 --> 01:13:21,100
Okay
879
01:13:21,102 --> 01:13:21,967
You can just follow me
880
01:13:21,969 --> 01:13:23,035
Yeah, I'll just-
881
01:13:23,037 --> 01:13:24,203
Yeah, I'll follow you
882
01:13:24,205 --> 01:13:25,771
Okay, great
883
01:13:25,773 --> 01:13:27,239
Do you need me to grab-
884
01:13:27,241 --> 01:13:28,607
No, I've got it
885
01:13:28,609 --> 01:13:30,676
Okay yeah, you can just
follow me. It's pretty close
886
01:13:30,678 --> 01:13:32,244
And we'll sleep there
887
01:13:32,246 --> 01:13:33,345
Okay
888
01:13:33,347 --> 01:13:33,979
I'll see you in
just a little bit
889
01:13:33,981 --> 01:13:35,014
See you then
890
01:13:35,016 --> 01:13:36,684
Alright
891
01:14:16,590 --> 01:14:18,657
Hey buddy
892
01:14:18,659 --> 01:14:19,758
Shit
893
01:14:19,760 --> 01:14:22,728
Sorry, I didn't
mean to scare you
894
01:14:22,730 --> 01:14:23,963
No problem man
895
01:14:23,965 --> 01:14:27,533
Just came over here to
say how excited I am
896
01:14:27,535 --> 01:14:30,703
That you drove all
the way out here to see me
897
01:14:30,705 --> 01:14:32,571
That's crazy
898
01:14:32,573 --> 01:14:35,607
Yeah, sure thing man. I
really wanted to be here
899
01:14:35,609 --> 01:14:40,614
It's just like when you
pulled up outside the Bok
Choy, I was like "yes"
900
01:14:41,182 --> 01:14:42,748
Yeah I uh-
901
01:14:42,750 --> 01:14:44,350
I'm glad you're so excited man
902
01:14:44,352 --> 01:14:46,352
I honestly wasn't really
sure how you'd react
903
01:14:46,354 --> 01:14:48,387
Oh, so excited
904
01:14:48,389 --> 01:14:50,556
So fucking excited
905
01:14:50,558 --> 01:14:52,994
You have no idea
906
01:14:54,428 --> 01:14:56,362
We're gonna go crazy man.
We're gonna have a great time
907
01:14:56,364 --> 01:14:57,162
Yeah?
908
01:14:57,164 --> 01:14:58,330
Yeah
909
01:14:58,332 --> 01:15:00,132
Sounds really great
910
01:15:00,134 --> 01:15:02,003
Oh fucking hell yeah
911
01:15:03,070 --> 01:15:04,436
Amazing
912
01:15:04,438 --> 01:15:06,105
Yeah
913
01:15:06,107 --> 01:15:08,340
Well
914
01:15:08,342 --> 01:15:09,808
You've had a long night
915
01:15:09,810 --> 01:15:11,176
You've had a long
couple of nights
916
01:15:11,178 --> 01:15:12,378
Long couple nights
917
01:15:12,380 --> 01:15:14,913
So I'll let you get
to it. Get some rest
918
01:15:14,915 --> 01:15:15,981
Okay
919
01:15:15,983 --> 01:15:17,950
Yeah. Alright
920
01:15:17,952 --> 01:15:20,185
Okay
921
01:15:20,187 --> 01:15:21,020
Goodnight Judah
922
01:15:21,022 --> 01:15:22,254
Goodnight buddy
923
01:15:22,256 --> 01:15:23,824
Goodnight
924
01:15:26,627 --> 01:15:28,460
Hey
925
01:15:28,462 --> 01:15:30,829
I love you man
926
01:15:30,831 --> 01:15:32,299
Okay
927
01:16:53,247 --> 01:16:54,213
Judah
928
01:16:54,215 --> 01:16:56,215
Help me, fuck
929
01:16:56,217 --> 01:16:58,752
She's right there.
She's right there
930
01:17:24,044 --> 01:17:27,112
Hey, can you be careful
with that, babe?
931
01:17:27,114 --> 01:17:28,714
What? I'm not doing anything
932
01:17:28,716 --> 01:17:31,185
Just- you're using a lot of tape
933
01:17:31,886 --> 01:17:35,154
Yeah, what about it?
934
01:17:35,156 --> 01:17:38,924
It's just a really important
chair to me. You know that
935
01:17:38,926 --> 01:17:41,727
Are you fucking kidding me?
936
01:17:41,729 --> 01:17:45,397
Well, I'm just afraid you're
gonna strip the finish off
937
01:17:45,399 --> 01:17:48,066
We literally talked about
this plan five minutes ago
938
01:17:48,068 --> 01:17:51,136
If you had a problem with
me putting a little tape on
your mommy's special chair
939
01:17:51,138 --> 01:17:52,070
I know I just-
940
01:17:52,072 --> 01:17:53,338
You should have told me then
941
01:17:53,340 --> 01:17:54,840
I didn't know you were
gonna use so much tape
942
01:17:54,842 --> 01:17:56,742
What do you think? He's
not a fucking child
943
01:17:56,744 --> 01:17:59,344
Okay fine
944
01:17:59,346 --> 01:18:02,114
Sorry
945
01:18:02,116 --> 01:18:03,583
What was that?
946
01:18:03,585 --> 01:18:06,852
Sorry, I mean-
947
01:18:06,854 --> 01:18:09,755
You're right that was my bad
948
01:18:09,757 --> 01:18:12,592
I know it's good I'm sorry
949
01:18:12,594 --> 01:18:14,026
Okay, are we good?
950
01:18:14,028 --> 01:18:16,061
Yeah, we're good
951
01:18:16,063 --> 01:18:17,896
Alright
952
01:18:17,898 --> 01:18:20,032
You know, I can't
read your mind babe
953
01:18:20,034 --> 01:18:21,867
I know
954
01:18:21,869 --> 01:18:24,770
Why don't you go
get the camera set up?
955
01:18:24,772 --> 01:18:27,041
Okay
956
01:18:32,012 --> 01:18:33,845
How's this?
957
01:18:33,847 --> 01:18:35,781
Let me see
958
01:18:35,783 --> 01:18:37,783
Here
959
01:18:37,785 --> 01:18:39,519
You know you're
recording right now?
960
01:18:39,521 --> 01:18:41,086
Huh? I am?
961
01:18:41,088 --> 01:18:43,055
Yeah, it says so right there
962
01:18:43,057 --> 01:18:44,657
Oh shit
963
01:18:44,659 --> 01:18:47,359
Okay well, we're ready right?
964
01:18:47,361 --> 01:18:48,595
Yeah, it all looks fine
965
01:18:48,597 --> 01:18:51,363
Here
966
01:18:51,365 --> 01:18:52,431
Are you ready?
967
01:18:52,433 --> 01:18:53,031
Ready
968
01:18:53,033 --> 01:18:54,802
Okay
969
01:18:57,071 --> 01:19:00,038
Wakey wakey Mister Jaron
970
01:19:00,040 --> 01:19:03,108
You know where you
are? Huh?
971
01:19:03,110 --> 01:19:05,344
Oh, don't worry about her
972
01:19:05,346 --> 01:19:10,315
Bridget Cerrone is dead
and ghosts are real
973
01:19:10,317 --> 01:19:12,851
Well, here we are
974
01:19:12,853 --> 01:19:15,220
The dock where your girlfriend
killed herself
975
01:19:15,222 --> 01:19:18,223
Because of all the pain
that you put her through
976
01:19:18,225 --> 01:19:22,194
Oh and it was so
easy to lure you here
977
01:19:22,196 --> 01:19:24,396
We didn't even have to
have some elaborate scheme
978
01:19:24,398 --> 01:19:29,201
I just told you I was
coming here and you followed
me like some lost pet
979
01:19:29,203 --> 01:19:33,472
Fucking pathetic
980
01:19:33,474 --> 01:19:36,576
You think you could
just go to her funeral
981
01:19:36,578 --> 01:19:39,545
Pay a few respects and leave
before the service is over?
982
01:19:39,547 --> 01:19:41,849
You think that's enough
to pay for what you did?
983
01:19:43,518 --> 01:19:47,054
A year ago today was the
happiest day of my life
984
01:19:50,391 --> 01:19:52,124
This is a big day
985
01:19:52,126 --> 01:19:53,959
Maybe
986
01:19:53,961 --> 01:19:55,927
Could be a big day
987
01:19:55,929 --> 01:20:00,232
I just have to wait
988
01:20:00,234 --> 01:20:04,739
Three minutes. Three minutes
989
01:20:10,477 --> 01:20:13,113
Okay, here we go
990
01:20:23,057 --> 01:20:24,389
Babe
991
01:20:24,391 --> 01:20:25,758
Yeah
992
01:20:25,760 --> 01:20:28,763
Can you come in
here for a second?
993
01:20:30,898 --> 01:20:32,030
Is something wrong?
994
01:20:32,032 --> 01:20:34,466
Look
995
01:20:34,468 --> 01:20:36,268
Is this real?
996
01:20:44,878 --> 01:20:47,179
Judah
997
01:20:47,181 --> 01:20:48,046
What's up?
998
01:20:48,048 --> 01:20:49,350
You're gonna be a dad
999
01:20:51,418 --> 01:20:52,785
No way
1000
01:20:52,787 --> 01:20:53,820
With who?
1001
01:20:53,822 --> 01:20:55,790
Me
1002
01:20:58,560 --> 01:21:01,730
Then one day, she
just disappeared
1003
01:21:06,100 --> 01:21:10,001
When we found out she was
with you, we were crushed
1004
01:21:10,003 --> 01:21:13,372
I'm officially quitting smoking
now that I'm gonna be a dad
1005
01:21:13,374 --> 01:21:18,210
But not as crushed as
when we learned that-
1006
01:21:18,212 --> 01:21:20,180
That she killed the baby
1007
01:21:22,349 --> 01:21:25,587
Our child is dead because
of you and you alone
1008
01:21:29,691 --> 01:21:30,989
And you know what?
1009
01:21:30,991 --> 01:21:33,526
I don't even think you loved her
1010
01:21:33,528 --> 01:21:35,260
The batshit foster kid?
1011
01:21:35,262 --> 01:21:37,129
The bitch?
1012
01:21:37,131 --> 01:21:39,231
I smelled pig on you
from the moment I met you
1013
01:21:39,233 --> 01:21:41,133
Just like my father
1014
01:21:41,135 --> 01:21:43,003
Ah
1015
01:21:44,204 --> 01:21:46,808
Fuck
1016
01:21:52,580 --> 01:21:56,248
That's enough out
of the sperm donor
1017
01:21:56,250 --> 01:21:58,984
Oh, come on
1018
01:21:58,986 --> 01:22:01,687
You didn't believe all
that nonsense did you?
1019
01:22:01,689 --> 01:22:03,422
He did what I needed him to do
1020
01:22:03,424 --> 01:22:06,393
And now no one has to
deal with him anymore
1021
01:22:17,237 --> 01:22:22,242
I guess you've probably picked
up on the fact that I'm not
your precious ex-girlfriend
1022
01:22:23,545 --> 01:22:26,712
But I'm sure you
don't know who I am
1023
01:22:26,714 --> 01:22:28,280
No
1024
01:22:28,282 --> 01:22:32,050
Dear Brie didn't seem to
think too much of her sister
1025
01:22:32,052 --> 01:22:35,387
She used to love me a
lot though, you know
1026
01:22:35,389 --> 01:22:40,358
She used to love me more
than anybody else in
the whole fucking world
1027
01:22:40,360 --> 01:22:41,794
Side by side
1028
01:22:41,796 --> 01:22:45,698
We did everything together
1029
01:22:45,700 --> 01:22:49,503
We were very very close
1030
01:22:51,472 --> 01:22:55,375
Then you came along and ruined
everything that we built
1031
01:22:57,044 --> 01:23:00,245
She used to love me a lot
1032
01:23:00,247 --> 01:23:03,716
You destroyed our
family
1033
01:23:03,718 --> 01:23:06,953
You took her away
from the only person
1034
01:23:06,955 --> 01:23:09,757
Who knew and loved
her as much as I did
1035
01:23:11,358 --> 01:23:14,326
Bridget chose to
1036
01:23:14,328 --> 01:23:16,963
Get rid of you the easy way
1037
01:23:16,965 --> 01:23:21,233
Now I've seen that
that's not enough
1038
01:23:21,235 --> 01:23:23,870
So
1039
01:23:23,872 --> 01:23:26,839
This is where my sister jumped
1040
01:23:26,841 --> 01:23:28,743
And this is where
you're gonna die
1041
01:23:52,332 --> 01:23:56,569
Oh my God, stop fussing. We
all have to go eventually
1042
01:23:56,571 --> 01:23:59,572
You can say one thing
before I toss you in
1043
01:23:59,574 --> 01:24:01,541
Please don't kill me
1044
01:24:01,543 --> 01:24:04,109
Wow, that's moving
1045
01:24:04,111 --> 01:24:06,913
I know how you feel
1046
01:24:06,915 --> 01:24:08,917
I lost Brie too
1047
01:24:18,860 --> 01:24:21,861
Okay so
1048
01:24:21,863 --> 01:24:24,197
A little update
1049
01:24:26,466 --> 01:24:28,435
I just saw the doctor
1050
01:24:30,170 --> 01:24:32,406
And um-
1051
01:24:34,509 --> 01:24:38,143
She told me in our first month
together that she was pregnant
1052
01:24:38,145 --> 01:24:41,914
There's two of them
1053
01:24:41,916 --> 01:24:43,417
She was having twins
1054
01:24:50,625 --> 01:24:54,392
I can't
1055
01:24:54,394 --> 01:24:56,161
I can't do it
1056
01:24:56,163 --> 01:25:01,168
I didn't know why she did it
back then, but now I understand
1057
01:25:02,036 --> 01:25:04,036
Please you don't have to do this
1058
01:25:04,038 --> 01:25:08,173
Take it from somebody who
loved Brie as much as you did
1059
01:25:08,175 --> 01:25:10,676
She didn't deserve to die
1060
01:25:10,678 --> 01:25:12,513
But I don't either
1061
01:25:14,414 --> 01:25:16,782
Nope, not good enough
1062
01:25:16,784 --> 01:25:20,185
Please please please
1063
01:25:20,187 --> 01:25:23,089
Judah
1064
01:25:23,091 --> 01:25:24,857
Judah Judah
1065
01:25:24,859 --> 01:25:29,030
Help me man. Help me
1066
01:25:32,199 --> 01:25:34,902
Come on
1067
01:25:39,841 --> 01:25:41,609
Judah
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