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Well,

I didn't want to leave
you out there in the sun.

Can you please
get me some water?

Huh?

Can I get some water to drink?

Thank you.

Why did you jump off the train?

I didn't jump off the train.

I was washing my
hands near the door.

Suddenly, two people started
fighting with each other.

I don't remember what
happened after that.

I'll get you some tea.

Don't get up.

I have to go.

My husband was with
me in that train.

He must be looking for me now.

But...

you won't get any
transportation from here.

I will walk.

In this condition?

I am all right.

Thank you.

Unlike what you think,

you will have to
walk quite a lot.

Let her do as she pleases.

You drink this.

I'll go and get
some more water.

We have work to do.

It's done.

You may lie down.

I am Raghu.

I am the...

Railway Gateman here.

This is "Signal".

Your husband will come.

Don't worry.

He will be here in the morning.

He will definitely come.

But I hope he
comes today itself.

Come.
Have this.

No, I'm not hungry.

You don't have to be
hungry to have gruel.

I carry rice and other items from a
village 80 miles away, all the way here.

So, don't waste the gruel.

You must have it.

I was wondering if my husband
will be able to find this place.

We'll see.

If not,

we will find some other way.

Have it now.

Lie down.

I told you, right?

I won't be able to sleep.

You don't have to sleep.

You can lie down, right?

Does it still hurt?

No.

Or... I will sleep outside.

No, no.

In that case,
I will sleep outside.

It's really cold outside.

Well, that's okay.

You can sleep here itself.

Then,

I will keep the door open.

Let the light stay on.

Okay?

Don't be scared.
Lie down.

I...

I will be outside.

Are you also unable to sleep?

Even she hasn't slept.

Well, I...

I feel...

I feel...

It feels good, right?

I think she's a naive girl.

When I heard you talking,
I thought someone has come.

I was just chatting
with Signal.

Go, lie down.

I don't get much sleep.

Did you sleep well?

I like black tea without sugar.

That's Holy Basil.

It's my medicine
for all ailments.

All your pain will be gone now.

Wait and watch.

I am all alone here, right?

So,

when I got someone to chat with...

Don't be mad at me.

I didn't tell you
this yesterday.

Here...

There's a Railway telephone here.

But...

we can't make outgoing calls from it.

When the train comes
from the adjacent station,

an incoming call comes here.

When the next call comes,

I will inform them about you.

Okay?

[telephone rings]

You are very lucky!

This one is a goods train.

It's time to leave.

That's why the call came now.

I will inform them.

Hello.

Okay, Sir.

And, Sir...

I lied to you because I didn't
know what kind of person you were.

I didn't fall off
from the train.

I jumped off the train.

Why?

To escape from my husband!

What is...

your name?

Chaitali.

I am a doctor.

Psychiatrist.

How about your husband?

Excuse me!

Hi.

I'm Dr. Chaitali.

Yes. Hi!

I'm Zincho.

Nice to meet you, Zincho.

Please come in.

His beloved wife committed
suicide for a trivial reason.

That really exhausted
him, mentally.

When Zincho came to see me, he was
going through severe depression.

Mostly, we're able to vocalize
only 10% of what's in our minds.

The remaining 90% will
stay in our minds.

And that's what is affecting
your mind badly, Zincho.

Everything you've left unsaid...

We can bring them out.

I don't have
anything to tell you.

I can't say anything.

I am in complete darkness.

I feel nothingness.

I'm in the worst
situation of my life.

Rock-bottom level of my life.

Then there is only
one way to go now.

And that's upwards.

Nothingness is the best
phase for a fresh start.

So, let's have a fresh start.

Since he was my first patient,

this case was very
close to my heart.

And eventually, he also
became really special.

♪ O butterfly gaze,
softly making its descent ♪

♪ O pearly lips,
slowly speaking what's meant ♪

♪ Nights of pulsing pause,
my heartbeat off the chart ♪

♪ Answers softly said,
that I've searched for from the start ♪

♪ Habits fade away,
down diverse roads they dart ♪

May I?

Of course!

♪ Is this the whispered woe,
someone lends from heart to heart? ♪

♪ Silences within me,
hum a line so fine ♪

♪ Is this the sacred union,
I've dreamt would one day be mine? ♪

♪ Has someone entered my mind,
an uninvited guest? ♪

♪ Wrapping my soul in yearning,
in quietude's soft nest ♪

♪ Like a thousand blossoms,
in full spring's display ♪

♪ Like colours everlasting,
that refuse to fade away ♪

♪ Is this love's season,
killing me gently, right before my eyes? ♪

Is this how doctors
treat their patients?

Maybe,

the depth of my caring

helped him a lot to
open up his mind.

And he started improving a lot.

And he had turned into
a good friend of mine.

You keep asking me to share
all my thoughts, right?

Shall I tell you something?

Yes.

I am really happy now.

And I think you are the reason for it.

So...

I don't want to let go of that happiness,
in my life hereafter.

So...

will you marry me?

Wasn't he mad?

Zincho was completely cured
of his illness by then.

Zincho!

Sounds like the
name of a medicine!

It's said that love is the
strongest medicine, right?

Were you really
in love with him?

I don't know
whether it was love.

But I liked him a lot.

His way of talking,
his behaviour, his presence...

I used to enjoy
his company a lot.

That's why I didn't think it through
when he proposed to me suddenly.

Did your parents allow you
to marry such a person?

They also asked the
same question you did.

"Isn't he mad?"

"Didn't his former
wife commit suicide?"

"We don't know anything about him",
and so on.

But for some reason,

I was very sure about us.

I couldn't convince my parents.

And I became adamant.

Without my parents knowing,
I got married to him.

My family disowned me.

Everything was going alright.

But it didn't last too long.

Zincho began revealing
a new face of his,

getting angry for
anything and everything.

And soon enough,

I started to see glimpses of madness
in his eyes when he got angry.

Why are you doing this to me?

Huh?

Don't interfere in my matters!

Okay! Okay!
Listen!

Why are you doing this to me?

After that, he started
to get really violent.

And it was not a situation
that I could control.

If he didn't get drugs,

he would brutally...

What your parents said
turned out to be true.

Isn't it?

There's water over there.

You can wash your face.

- Does it hurt?
- No, it's fine.

There are some medicines
in my suitcase.

Let me check.

That's a bathing setup.

Where do you bring
this water from?

Don't you see a
hill over there?

There's a well beyond that.

It's a long walk.

You can use the
water in that bucket.

I'll go and fetch
some water later.

You are a good person.

Since you are a good person,

you think everyone is good.

You even felt that the mad
man was a good guy, right?

What was that?

Nothing.

Nothing.

Hey!

Yes?

Can I get a towel?

Yes.
I will get you a towel.

Here you go.

Hey!

Do you have any clothes
that I could wear?

Clothes...

You don't have any, right?

It's all right.

Let me check.

Is my shirt really
this beautiful?

You've changed your clothes too?

You can wear these.

Where is your house, actually?

House...

Here itself.

Well, what about your family?

I don't have any.

I had a mother.

She passed away.

I...

I have been here
for many years now.

How many years?

Around...

Five...

Five to ten years.

Is it five or ten?

Five and ten are
all the same here.

I don't feel time and
years passing by, here.

You don't feel time and
years passing by, here?

Yes.

It just rushes past like
a swiftly moving train.

What do you do here
from the morning?

I wake up at 4:15 a.m.

Gomathy comes at 4:45 a.m.

Who's that?

Gomathy Express.

It's always running late.

Once, it came 16 hours late.

But I wake up at 4:15 a.m.,

take a bath, get ready
and put on my uniform.

Once Gomathy leaves,

I won't be so busy.

Once in a while,
a goods train passes by.

Then, what do you do
during the rest of the day?

I do some farming.

Some vegetables.

Just a little bit.

It's nearby.

I will show it to you.

And...

I have...

three goats...

and six hens.

You have goats and hens here?

Yes.

So,

I get plenty of milk and eggs.

I had already set the
milk for fermentation.

That's why I gave you black tea.

For me,

if there's curd to
go along with rice,

I don't need anything else.

Good!

Even though you live alone,

you lead a very
systematic life, right?

Hey!

Apply that medicine.

Oh!

It's been years past
its expiry date!

So what?

Medicines don't decompose, right?

Oh.

You are very knowledgeable!

Though you are a doctor,

I am more knowledgeable
about this.

Though it's old,
it's still a good medicine.

And since I never
really needed it,

I haven't used it yet.

Here...

there's plenty of
water, by the way.

You can bathe as
much as you want.

Do you have turmeric here?

It's a good antiseptic.

Yes.

Turmeric is good for wounds.

I will give it.

Aren't you married?

No.

Mom always used to tell me.

"You must get married"

"Or else, you will
be alone after I die."

I never listened to her then.

But...

I realized it after she died.

I became really lonely.

How long has it been since
your Mom passed away?

I told you, right?

You won't notice the
passage of time here.

Here you go.

You can get married even now, right?

Here, it's only me, Signal...

and the goats and hens.

You can't marry goats or hens, right?

So, go ahead and find a girl.

Where will I go to find a girl?

Search and you shall find!

Do your part and God will take care
of the rest. That's how it is, right?

Do you...

believe in God?

I used to,

long ago.

I think he is not too
keen about us humans now.

Why so?

He must be bored of this place.

He must be busy creating
some new universe.

But...

wasn't it God who brought us together,
though we were miles apart?

Brought us together?

I mean...

did you land right in front of me,
on purpose?

No, right?

All these...

are done by someone
above us, right?

Isn't it God who creates mates on
earth and ends up uniting them?

All that was a long time ago.

He has quit that job now.

Isn't that why couples who
were not meant to be together...

end up getting together
and later get separated?

Actually, it's good that
you didn't get married.

No one should get married.

The joy of living alone.

That's something else altogether!

Your life here...

This is the peaceful life.

No need to fear any one.

No one to disturb you.

All that is true.

But...

What?

Nothing.

What's that big scar on
your back? What happened?

How did you see that?

Well,

when you turned now...

But I am wearing
this shirt, right?

Those are stamps of cruelty.

If you want to
gauge his madness,

you just have to count
the scars on my body.

You could have just left him, right?

Why did you have
to suffer so much?

That wasn't very easy.

His situation was such that he
couldn't survive without me.

If I had also abandoned him...

I don't know.

I didn't feel like doing it.

Based on Dr. Rathore's diagnosis,

he was admitted at the
mental asylum for a while.

He would often turn very
violent during those days.

Psychotic.

Did I scare you?

It's true.

I killed her!

But you know what's
the cliche here?

I shouldn't have
written it on a diary.

I won't write it, hereafter.

But...

I just killed the matron.

Shouldn't I write that down?

If I kill someone again,

shouldn't I write that too?

Do you know why
I killed my wife?

Sorry.

My first wife!

She used to say that I am mad.

Shouldn't I kill her?

I was sure that he
would kill me as well.

I did try to escape.

But in front of his brute strength,

I couldn't do anything.

He was sure that the
Police would come.

So, he dragged me to
the railway station...

and boarded a random
train, hastily.

If I hadn't jumped
from that train,

I would never have escaped.

Just like how he
killed his former wife,

he would have
killed me, as well.

Otherwise,

he would have let me live like an animal,
just to torture me.

A slow and painful death!

From now on, I want to live...

free from fear,

free from pain,

and without him appearing
before my eyes, ever.

Did he see you
jumping off the train?

No.

He was lying down.

I said I'm going
to the wash room.

In a way,

what both of us did...

was the same mistake.

Even after your
parents forbid you,

you got married, Chaitali.

My mother asked me to get married,

but I didn't.

In many ways,

we are similar.

Isn't it?

Both of us like...

black tea without sugar.

Don't worry, Chaitali.

No one will come here.

And in case someone comes here,

they'd never feel like leaving!

Are you hungry?

Shall I cook something?

I will cook.

Just get me whatever
is necessary.

In that case, let's make
Chapati and egg curry.

Here's the dough.

For the egg curry,

let's boil the eggs
and potato together.

Then we will remove
the egg shells,

and saute it in oil
along with sliced onions.

Peel off the potato skin.
Okay?

There are some good tomatoes.

Here.

These are from my farm.

This...

It's time for Mythili.

I lost track of
time while talking.

Hello.

Okay, Sir.

This is the first time...

that I've forgotten
the timing of a train.

While we were talking,

I forgot everything else.

My...

It feels as if my entire
world has changed.

Actually,

nothing has changed.

This house,

the things in here,

my job.

Everything is the same.

Only you are new here, Chaitali.

But...

I feel like everything is new.

Who's here to check if you are
wearing the uniform while on duty?

I check it myself as
there's no one else to check.

Have you won all those medals,
for working efficiently like this?

Since there is no one
to give me medals,

I myself...

[Mass murder at Meppur]

[Family of four killed with
their heads being smashed]

[Four people killed with
their skulls being smashed]

[Dead bodies mutilated
beyond recognition]

I am Raghu.

I am a Gateman for the Railways.

Mythili has come right on
time after so long, you know.

I told you, right?

Ever since you came,

everything has changed here.

This is the first time...

someone has come here.

Though there are roads,

no vehicle comes here.

You know how long it's been
since I saw another person?

What happened?

When I was alone,

I yearned for someone to talk to.

But Chaitali,

when I saw you yesterday,

I couldn't say anything,

maybe because I got scared.

Now that my fears have subsided,

are you feeling
scared, Chaitali?

You don't have to
fear anything, Chaitali.

If he had to come,

he would have come yesterday.

If he comes now,

I will smash his skull!

But...

Here,

there are not many amenities.

But...

you can stay here
as long as you...

So, this is the
reason for your fear.

I won't blame you.

Anyone would get
scared seeing this.

Chaitali...

Don't come near me!

I said, don't come near me!

Don't be scared.

And don't try to scare me!

This is the old Raghu.

Now, the Raghu of this place...

is me.

You kept the rest
of it inside, right?

You have your reasons to fear.

I agree.

However,

things are not like
what you have imagined.

I told you, right?

My wedding.

It was my mother's
greatest wish.

For that,

she even found a girl
from the nearby village.

I was in love with a girl,
since childhood.

But...

when she found someone
wealthier than me,

she dumped me
and went away with him.

I had decided that
I'd never get married.

But now...

this is only because
my mother forced me.

But...

now, I feel...

it's good that I came here.

Have you ever loved anyone?

Well..

In case you have someone,

don't betray him.

The pain of heartbreak...

is unbearable!

I have experienced it.

I don't have anyone in my heart.

Not even me?

But...

one week after the wedding,

as if she was waiting for someone
to come, take care of me;

my mother passed away.

During that time,

the one who stood by me...

and gave me strength...

was my wife.

To support me,

she arranged for her aunt's
son to come and stay with us.

He was an innocent fellow.

He stayed with us,
helping me at my farm.

After a year,

we had a son.

We were very happy.

We...

began searching for
a bride for her cousin.

He didn't like any of
the prospective brides.

And if he liked a girl,

my wife wouldn't approve of her.

Two years went by, like that.

In the meanwhile,
we had a daughter too.

It was a period of famine.

Our crops got destroyed.

We lost all our savings.

In such a situation,

I decided not to have
any more children.

But...

She's not ready to
stop having children.

That's why...

I decided to get
this surgery done.

According to this report,

you can never be a father.

Sir!

I have two children!

I felt like my world
just turned upside down.

The son and daughter who I
raised with much love and care...

were not my own!

The four of them were a family.

I was not part of it.

I was the outsider.

I killed them.

I killed them.

All of them.

One by one.

I fled from that place,
on that day.

I didn't know where I was going.

I boarded several vehicles.

Back then,

the news about this incident
came out on the newspapers.

I travelled during the night
to evade the police.

I stayed hidden during the day.

It was an aimless journey.

Somehow, I ended up here.

I met Mr. Raghu.

He was a good man.

But...

I didn't tell him the truth.

He let me stay with him.

All I knew was farming, right?

We did some farming here.

He really liked me.

And? You killed him as well?

Some time back,

he collapsed and died.

I didn't take him
to the hospital.

That's true.

Where do I take him from here?

How do I take him?

I buried him over there.

I didn't perform
any funeral rites.

When man dies,

he returns to dust.

That itself is the funeral rite.

Moreover,

to kill everyone I come across,

I am not a murderer...

or a psychopath.

It just happened that day.

Anyone in my situation would
have done the same, right?

Wouldn't you have done the same?

If my mother had been alive,

none of this would
have happened.

To make her lover stay there,

she killed my mother.

I told you, right?

My mother was really healthy.

One day,

she didn't wake
up from her sleep.

She poisoned my mother.

My mother was the only
one I had in this world!

What you said is true, Raghu.

Our lives are similar.

The people whom we loved...

betrayed us.

What she did to me...

was not a mere betrayal.

After sharing everything that
was haunting my mind to someone,

my heart feels light.

Right now,

I feel excited about living.

But how long can you...

live using another
person's identity?

I don't know.

Two people...

who had lost all
hopes in life...

meeting each other.

It won't be for nothing.

Right?

Oh no!

Shucks!

We've run out of water.

There is no water?

- I'll go and fetch it.
- No.

I'll bring it.

From now on, you don't have
to do everything alone.

I will also help you.

I will show you the well.

You see that
hill over there?

The well is on the other side.

Long ago, there
was a village there.

One day, the villagers just
left the place for good.

After that, no human
has been sighted there.

The entire village left,
one fine morning?

There was a ghost that walks upside down
on his hands in that village, apparently.

It was Mr. Raghu
who told me this.

It was much before
Mr. Raghu came here.

Anyway, don't go
there alone, Chaitali.

I will also come with you.

I am not afraid of ghosts.

It's humans that I am afraid of.

I will go alone.

You don't get scared
staying alone here, Raghu!

Did anyone come here?

Someone who fell
from the train...

Did anyone come
here asking for help?

No.

I've come in search of a person.

That person fell off the train,
somewhere around here.

I had come here yesterday,
in search of that person.

And while returning on the train today,
I saw some activity here.

That's why I came again.

Did anyone come
here seeking your help?

No.

Didn't you understand
what I told you?

No woman came here.
Just leave!

But I didn't say
that it was a woman!

Man or woman...
No one has come here!

Don't bother me.

Get going!

I've come in search of my wife.

I will only leave
from here with her.

Get going!

Leave!

Understand what
I am telling you.

Understand what
I am telling you!

I have no interest
in harming you!

I've come in search of her!

My wife.

Tell me where she is.

I will take her with me.

I...

I am the only one here.

There is no one else with me.

Where do I look for her now?

We were travelling
together for a treatment.

That's when she
jumped off the train.

So...

So, she was trying
to escape from you!

That's the nature of her illness.

What illness?

Schizophrenia.

What's that?

It's a kind of mental disorder.

Is it madness?

Can't say that.

They behave normally
most of the time.

They won't show
any signs of the illness.

But when they become violent,
we can't say what they would do.

On top of that,
she is a drug addict.

I am the Psychiatrist who's
treating her, as well.

Dr. Zincho Philip.

Dr. Zincho?

Yes!

Please come.

Mostly, we show or say only 10%
of what's there in our minds.

And we hold the remaining
90% within our minds.

And those emotions that we hold back,
are the ones that give us trouble.

But there's nothing inside me.

What I feel is... nothingness.

It's like the darkest
phase of my life.

I've hit rock-bottom.

So, there is only one way to go.

And that's... upwards!

Nothingness is always
good for a better start.

So, let's have a fresh start.

Haven't you asked me to share
all my thoughts with you, Zincho?

Yes!

I want to tell you something.

Tell me.

I feel the happiest
when I am with you.

I want to be with you
for the rest of my life.

However, she started
using drugs again.

And when she didn't get them,

she would turn violent.

She was losing her
mental stability yet again.

Finally, I admitted
her into a hospital.

In an incident that
took place over there,

she killed the hospital warden.

And I kept her hidden
from the police.

Then I arranged for her treatment at my
friend's hospital, that was quite far.

And she jumped off the train
while we were going there.

She still thinks
that I am her enemy.

She's living under the
belief that I would kill her.

If you happened to see her,

she must have told
you a different story.

Right?

Believe me.

I am telling the truth.

She will attack anyone
who comes in front of her.

Sometimes, she even inflicts
wounds upon herself.

I walked all around this place.

Since she's injured, she
wouldn't have gone too far.

Please.

If you have seen her,

if you have hidden
her somewhere,

your life is also in danger!

I understand what
you're telling me.

But...

your wife is not here.

Search somewhere else.

I need some water.

There's no water here.

Where is she?

Where is she?

Where is she?

Where is she?

Tell me the truth.
What did you do to her?

Tell me!

Shikha!

What did you call her?

Shikha.

What name did she tell you?

Chaitali.

Chaitali was the name
of the warden she killed.

She needs help.

Please.

Please.

What happened?

Your name is Shikha, right?

He came, right?

He came and...

told me everything, as well.

Why did you lie to me?

You were also
deceiving me, right?

I was deceiving you?

Raghu,

I haven't told you
even a single lie.

I am Chaitali,

not Shikha!

Shikha is the name of
his wife whom he killed.

He is mad.

He thinks I am Shikha,
his wife.

I don't trust anyone.

I don't believe anyone.

You don't have to
believe me any more.

It was my mistake.

I thought you would save me.

I thought I could live peacefully,
at least from now on.

It's not meant for me!

Let him kill me if he wants to!

I will leave.

You don't have to save me.

But before I leave,

I will prove that I haven't
done anything wrong.

I will inform the police
using your railway phone.

Let them come and
arrest the murderer.

Then you will understand
that what I said was true.

No!

Don't call the police.

Oh!

You will also be caught
if the cops come, right?

You just want to
save yourself, right?

You're just another
mean and selfish man.

Why are you doing this to me?

Huh?

It's all right.

Forget it.

Let's go.

Let's go somewhere far away.

No one will harm you there.

Okay?
You will be better.

Okay?

Shut up, Zincho!

This drama is unnecessary!

No one will stop you from
taking me away from here.

He is not capable of that.

Shikha...

Don't call me that!

I'm not your dead wife!

Okay, okay.

Let's go.
Okay?

Okay?
Let's go. Come on.

Sir!

Oh!

Hey, keep this.

For my sake.

It would make me happy.

Sir, if it's for happiness,

can't you give her to me and go?

I know...

that you're taking her away to kill her.
Aren't you?

Leave her here and go, Sir.

We will live here without
causing any trouble to anyone.

Don't you understand
what I'm saying?

Hey!

Hey!

What other option did we have?

If you hadn't done it,

I would have.

No!
Don't say anything more!

You believed what he said...

and you left me with
this madman to die, right?

I won't believe you any more.

I... I...

It happened by mistake.

But now, I realize the truth.

I've realized the truth.

I...
I want you, Chaitali.

We have to dig a pit.

Chaitali?

Shikha!

[Former lover fled after killing a
young couple and their two children]

I was in love with a girl.

But when she found someone
wealthier than me,

she dumped me
and went away with him.

The pain of heartbreak...

is unbearable!

♪ As the form behind me
spreads like fear ♪

♪ Follows me everywhere,
Like a shadow near ♪

♪ Like pitch-dark dreams,
My vision fades ♪

♪ As the scent of blood
Blends with the wind's shades ♪

♪ I turn back,
shocked to find ♪

♪ The form I saw was mine,
intertwined ♪

♪ Was I wandering a secret path so far? ♪

♪ Was my mind weaving stories, bizarre? ♪

♪ Many towns, many fields ♪

♪ Where is the shelter my heart feels? ♪

♪ Many people, many memories ♪

♪ Among them, where lies my true stories? ♪

♪ Am I a puppet on a string? ♪

♪ Or the hands that make it swing? ♪

♪ Am I the God who protects from above? ♪

♪ Or the Demon who slays without love? ♪

♪ Like pitch-dark dreams,
My vision fades ♪

♪ As the scent of blood
Blends with the wind's shades ♪