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you're asking me to marry

you're asking me to marry

you're asking me to marry you I know it probably seems sudden it

you I know it probably seems sudden it

you I know it probably seems sudden it seems crazy well it's not like we

seems crazy well it's not like we

seems crazy well it's not like we haven't been down this road before third

haven't been down this road before third

haven't been down this road before third times a charm my mom always used to say

times a charm my mom always used to say

times a charm my mom always used to say so I mean mostly when schemes blew up on

so I mean mostly when schemes blew up on

so I mean mostly when schemes blew up on our faces just to keep our spirits up

our faces just to keep our spirits up

our faces just to keep our spirits up but in this case I believe oh my God I

but in this case I believe oh my God I

but in this case I believe oh my God I can't believe you're asking me to marry

can't believe you're asking me to marry

can't believe you're asking me to marry you surprised you're in so much shock

you surprised you're in so much shock

you surprised you're in so much shock you said it yourself we've been down

you said it yourself we've been down

you said it yourself we've been down this road twice and both times we have

this road twice and both times we have

this road twice and both times we have plunged face first into a dead end which

plunged face first into a dead end which

plunged face first into a dead end which just lessons learn learned yeah I'm not

just lessons learn learned yeah I'm not

just lessons learn learned yeah I'm not so sure about that lucky this is

so sure about that lucky this is

so sure about that lucky this is something I don't see very

something I don't see very

something I don't see very often what are you afraid of

us is it me that you're scared of my

us is it me that you're scared of my

us is it me that you're scared of my sobriety because I swear to elizab no

sobriety because I swear to elizab no

sobriety because I swear to elizab no lucky I know you're on track but you're

lucky I know you're on track but you're

lucky I know you're on track but you're right what frightens me is us our

right what frightens me is us our

right what frightens me is us our history we are much better at not being

history we are much better at not being

history we are much better at not being married and that may have been true once

married and that may have been true once

married and that may have been true once but I don't think it is anymore but what

but I don't think it is anymore but what

but I don't think it is anymore but what if you're wrong what if you're wrong and

if you're wrong what if you're wrong and

if you're wrong what if you're wrong and we get married again and we make the

we get married again and we make the

we get married again and we make the same mistakes and we fall back into the

same mistakes and we fall back into the

same mistakes and we fall back into the same destructive

pattern you know you don't seem to have

pattern you know you don't seem to have

pattern you know you don't seem to have very much faith in us oh God I have so

very much faith in us oh God I have so

very much faith in us oh God I have so much faith in what we have made

much faith in what we have made

much faith in what we have made together this incredible partnership is

together this incredible partnership is

together this incredible partnership is the most important thing in my life I

the most important thing in my life I

the most important thing in my life I don't want to risk it in the way you're

don't want to risk it in the way you're

don't want to risk it in the way you're acting right now you're acting out of

acting right now you're acting out of

acting right now you're acting out of fear we just and that is what is keeping

fear we just and that is what is keeping

fear we just and that is what is keeping us stuck we both do it way too much we

us stuck we both do it way too much we

us stuck we both do it way too much we just need to find a way to get past

just need to find a way to get past

just need to find a way to get past it Elizabeth you know how I feel about

it Elizabeth you know how I feel about

it Elizabeth you know how I feel about you unless you don't feel the same way

you unless you don't feel the same way

you unless you don't feel the same way about

about

about me Elizabeth if you don't let me just I

me Elizabeth if you don't let me just I

me Elizabeth if you don't let me just I just need to hear you say

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it

lucky never question my love for you

lucky never question my love for you

lucky never question my love for you you're my first love my kid's father you

you're my first love my kid's father you

you're my first love my kid's father you have been my anchor since we were

have been my anchor since we were

have been my anchor since we were teenagers my life doesn't make sense

teenagers my life doesn't make sense

teenagers my life doesn't make sense without you in it and I feel exactly the

without you in it and I feel exactly the

without you in it and I feel exactly the same

same

same way doesn't that tell you

way doesn't that tell you

way doesn't that tell you [Music]

something both times we got married I

something both times we got married I

something both times we got married I thought it was forever but it wasn't so

thought it was forever but it wasn't so

thought it was forever but it wasn't so we've had a few bumps in the road bumps

we've had a few bumps in the road bumps

we've had a few bumps in the road bumps we kened off a cliff you turned to Maxi

we kened off a cliff you turned to Maxi

we kened off a cliff you turned to Maxi in drugs and I went to Jason and we had

in drugs and I went to Jason and we had

in drugs and I went to Jason and we had a baby and I forgave you I I thought

a baby and I forgave you I I thought

a baby and I forgave you I I thought that went both ways yes of course it did

that went both ways yes of course it did

that went both ways yes of course it did but forgiving each other doesn't mean we

but forgiving each other doesn't mean we

but forgiving each other doesn't mean we should ignore the painful lessons we've

should ignore the painful lessons we've

should ignore the painful lessons we've had to

had to

had to learn okay you know what so we shouldn't

learn okay you know what so we shouldn't

learn okay you know what so we shouldn't let the past Rob us of our future either

let the past Rob us of our future either

let the past Rob us of our future either oh God you so relentlessly optimistic

oh God you so relentlessly optimistic

oh God you so relentlessly optimistic man well I doubt my boss or anyone else

man well I doubt my boss or anyone else

man well I doubt my boss or anyone else from the pcpd would agree with

from the pcpd would agree with

from the pcpd would agree with you I am so honored that you want to

you I am so honored that you want to

you I am so honored that you want to marry me me and I want to give your

marry me me and I want to give your

marry me me and I want to give your proposal the thoughtful consideration it

proposal the thoughtful consideration it

proposal the thoughtful consideration it deserves just not

deserves just not

deserves just not tonight so much has happened and I'm I'm

tonight so much has happened and I'm I'm

tonight so much has happened and I'm I'm on overload right now

on overload right now

on overload right now okay but I can't tell you this much with

okay but I can't tell you this much with

okay but I can't tell you this much with a foggy head and a clear

a foggy head and a clear

a foggy head and a clear heart but I love

heart but I love

heart but I love you and I always will

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I need to talk to

I need to talk to

I need to talk to you sober enough to

you sober enough to

you sober enough to listen sadly yes I am

listen sadly yes I am

listen sadly yes I am may I make a an observation

may I make a an observation

may I make a an observation first for someone who just got proposed

first for someone who just got proposed

first for someone who just got proposed to you don't seem very

to you don't seem very

to you don't seem very happy like he told you he was going to

happy like he told you he was going to

happy like he told you he was going to ask me to marry him again no not exactly

ask me to marry him again no not exactly

ask me to marry him again no not exactly but that's the impression he

but that's the impression he

but that's the impression he left so what did you

say that I had to think about

say that I had to think about

say that I had to think about it but I

it but I

it but I don't I just couldn't figure out a way

don't I just couldn't figure out a way

don't I just couldn't figure out a way to tell him that

to tell him that

to tell him that I love him but not the way he

I love him but not the way he

I love him but not the way he [Music]

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[Music] wants there you go thank you wel you

wants there you go thank you wel you

wants there you go thank you wel you should calm your nerves a

should calm your nerves a

should calm your nerves a little not looking forward to the

little not looking forward to the

little not looking forward to the prospect of killing me off the

prospect of killing me off the

prospect of killing me off the ceiling I wouldn't say

that I don't know what to do

what's your heart tell

you that lucky is a man I can depend on

you that lucky is a man I can depend on

you that lucky is a man I can depend on he is the one who saves me from

he is the one who saves me from

he is the one who saves me from myself who supports me accepts me for

myself who supports me accepts me for

myself who supports me accepts me for who I

who I

who I am I am blessed to have him and I should

am I am blessed to have him and I should

am I am blessed to have him and I should just be

just be

just be grateful you are talks an awful lot yeah

grateful you are talks an awful lot yeah

grateful you are talks an awful lot yeah yeah I know that's a

yeah I know that's a

yeah I know that's a problem but the love that the insanely

problem but the love that the insanely

problem but the love that the insanely romantic swept white by Passion kind of

romantic swept white by Passion kind of

romantic swept white by Passion kind of love just

love just

love just isn't it's not there

isn't it's not there

isn't it's not there anymore but it is for

anymore but it is for

anymore but it is for him and I just want him to be happy so

him and I just want him to be happy so

him and I just want him to be happy so maybe I should marry

maybe I should marry

maybe I should marry him really without loving him how's that

him really without loving him how's that

him really without loving him how's that a good

a good

a good [Music]

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[Music] idea

idea

idea hey you already know the answer to this

hey you already know the answer to this

hey you already know the answer to this one

one

one lizen otherwise you wouldn't be here

lizen otherwise you wouldn't be here

lizen otherwise you wouldn't be here would you

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[Music] well maybe this was a mistake coming

well maybe this was a mistake coming

well maybe this was a mistake coming here another question only you can

here another question only you can

here another question only you can answer you have to tell him the

answer you have to tell him the

answer you have to tell him the truth the whole

truth the whole

truth the whole truth including the reason I can't marry

truth including the reason I can't marry

truth including the reason I can't marry him is because I have feelings for

him is because I have feelings for

him is because I have feelings for someone else

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[Music] so tell

so tell

so tell me who is

me who is

me who is this other man you have feelings for

this other man you have feelings for

this other man you have feelings for nich's place it Jason that has been over

nich's place it Jason that has been over

nich's place it Jason that has been over for a long time what about what about

for a long time what about what about

for a long time what about what about Ethan you like Ethan God stop like come

Ethan you like Ethan God stop like come

Ethan you like Ethan God stop like come on tell me who it is wait you really

on tell me who it is wait you really

on tell me who it is wait you really need to hear me say it I absolutely need

need to hear me say it I absolutely need

need to hear me say it I absolutely need to hear you say it we need to be honest

to hear you say it we need to be honest

to hear you say it we need to be honest with each other if with no one

else all right

else all right

else all right [Music]

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[Music] fine it's you I'm I don't know how this

fine it's you I'm I don't know how this

fine it's you I'm I don't know how this happened I don't know how our friendship

happened I don't know how our friendship

happened I don't know how our friendship turned into something more but ever

turned into something more but ever

turned into something more but ever since that first night you kissed me and

since that first night you kissed me and

since that first night you kissed me and Jes I have thought about being with

Jes I have thought about being with

Jes I have thought about being with you thought about

it or wanted

it or wanted

it or wanted [Music]

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[Music] it this is wrong don't you think I know

it this is wrong don't you think I know

it this is wrong don't you think I know that don't you think I fought it every

that don't you think I fought it every

that don't you think I fought it every bit as hard as you

bit as hard as you

bit as hard as you [Music]

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[Music] have I can't do it anymore

I want you

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