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I can call my aunt Bobbie, okay? She's the

head surgical nurse, an old hospital. You

can trust her. And she can come over and

look at you here. She won't say a word if

you don't want her to.

You must have fallen in love sometime in

your life. Yeah. I mean,

who has it, right? There's never really

the fairy tale romance you read up. Well,

this is, this is what it looks like.

It's brilliant when

it's new and clean and, and ugly

and sad when it shrivels up and dies.

I guess that's when it all started, the

literal beginning of the end.

We're waxing philosophical now. How much

have you had to drink? Not enough to

stop feeling, not enough to stop asking if

it could have all been different.

Different how? I guess dad

told you that I'd die, didn't he? You

died? I was under the impression that was

a permanent condition.

Yeah. Helena set a

fire in my room. She left a body behind

and was tranquilized, abducted, and held

for a year. She wanted to punish my

parents, and it worked.

They all thought gone. They all grieved,

Elizabeth more than anyone. But

eventually, she moved on.

Yeah. Wow. I really have not yet wrapped

my head around just how crazy that broad

is at. She's the real deal. She's the

gift, keeps on giving.

Anyway, finally, she let me

come home, back to my life, back to

Elizabeth. I kept trying to

get things back to how it used to be,

but I see now that what I wanted just

no longer existed.

I know I should be asking for forgiveness,

but what I've done is unforgivable.

Maybe I should be asking of you for

strength and clarity, whatever it

takes to help me just move on and create a

decent life for my boys.

But I don't want to move on. I just want

lucky back. I want

his forgiveness. I want his strength,

his decency. It just

means I need the man I love back in my

life so that my family can be whole again.

I have a confession to make.

Okay. You see,

something's been rolling around in my

head, and I can't ignore it anymore.

It's impossible for me to

imagine wanting to be with anyone else.

I was kind of hoping maybe you'd consider

being my girl officially.

Lucky. Clarity on didn't that

say yes?

Yeah. Yes.

Didn't Elizabeth end up with Sonny's

brother or something like that? Rick

Lansing? Yeah. How do you know about that?

Yeah, Lansing, he was a deeply troubled

man. Maybe that's what Elizabeth likes,

dark and deeply troubled. I mean, you got

Rick Nicholas,

Jason, not me. Oh, hey,

look at yourself. You're very dark and

deeply troubled. Go on.

I'm sorry. Tell me about Ricky.

Yeah, well, she thought she'd fall in love

with him, so she married him. He dragged

her through his own hell. They got

divorced. Then she got pregnant with

Cameron by another guy. Emily's ex

boyfriend, Xander, was a one night stand.

Emily's ex isn't. Didn't he die at some

point? Yeah, he was. He was killed in a

police shootout.

And even after all that, man, I still

didn't recognize the banner. I spent

so much time trying to recreate those

early days, and not enough dealing with

who Elizabeth and I actually are together.

You're lucky I

love you. You are so beautiful.