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I think your sister has the right to know.

I mean, if you were gonna choose between

Elizabeth and Lulu, who would you choose?

What are you doing, Sam? This is an

entirely different situation. I know,

right? Cause I'm not Elizabeth. No,

because you're not a mother. You don't

have kids. You don't have children that

will wonder why you never came home.

Let's stop.

This isn't a good idea, Paige being here.

Lucky came out the window here to see me.

Fine. Come in.

All right. Last night you came

all the way out to the airport to get on

my plane and ask me not to leave. Well,

that kind of renewed my hope. That was,

of course, until Lucky told me how you

really feel about our relationship.

Infatuation is one of the words that keeps

rattling around in my brain. You obviously

told him it was one sided, that I'm just

some fool in love, and you're, you know,

what are you, I mean, he has no idea that

we're sleeping together. Have to believe

that withholding that was a conscious

choice on your part. And I should tell

him. I should tell him everything. That

would be the right thing to do. But you're

not going to, are you? If Lucky finds

out that we've been sleeping together,

I'm going to lose him, and I can't let

that happen.

What's wrong with you? I'm sorry. I know I

was completely out of line. It's okay. I

know you're upset. No, it's not.

I know that you lost a child, and I know a

horrible that was for you. I didn't mean

to open up old wounds. I know you didn't.

If you're mad at anyone, you're mad at

Jason. Sam was in as much danger as I was.

Yeah, but my bomb wasn't real. But you

didn't know that until the timer ran out.

You were still abducted and held against

your will and forced to watch what you

thought were the last seconds of your life

ticking away. Lulu's right.

Look, Sam, I should have told you this

right away. I'm really, really grateful

that you're both alive.

I'm sorry. I just, I don't get it. You

know, you say you love me, and then you

turn around and say you can't lose lucky.

If that's why you asked me to stay here,

it feels like torture to me. Sorry. I

know. I just, I need time or something has

to change. How long can we go on

together in secret? Why? You pretend to

have a life with Lucky that doesn't, I

can't listen, listen,

I'm asking you, please to

tell him. I'm asking you

to let go of the past and see what

the future looks like with me. Please.

I know I'm not being fair to you, and I

know I'm hurting you. Forget about me for

a second. What about Lucky? Doesn't he

deserve a woman who can love him

completely?

You asked to see me? I didn't bring Diane.

You know, I'm not in the mood for the you

know, I respect you, Lucky, but I can't

tell you anything speech, all right? So

let's just jump to the part where you shut

up, okay? If you respected me,

you wouldn't have lied to my face for

months about Jake. You wouldn't have

pretended to be Elizabeth's platonic

friend when you knew damn well that you

were the father of her baby. You wouldn't

have let me believe that Jake was mine.

You're right. You are a glaring reminder

that I have a really bad habit of trusting

the wrong people.

I know I'm sending you mixed signals.

Yeah, that's an understatement. I just

don't want to hurt anyone, and I'm

confused, and I don't even know what's

right anymore. The only thing I do know is

that lucky, Cameron, and Jake and I are a

family. Okay, fine. Then you tell me,

what is the best thing for your family,

for you and Lucky and Jake and Cameron to

go out and live in some dream house that

you guys built together. I mean, that

paints a pretty picture, but it's all

predicated on lies, Liz, lies that you're

telling me, lucky, yourself, whoever,

whoever else. I think it's time for you to

go. Wait, listen, listen. I know that you

don't want to hurt Lucky. That's not

something I want, either. But the reality

is what you and I feel for each other

isn't something that we can just wish

away. You know, you say things like you

feel like such a woman when you're around

me, and then, no, listen, and then you

turn around and say that I'm out of

control, that what I feel for you is more

about Emily than it is about us. And it

isn't? No, it is not. I mean,

I can see the parallels between the two

relationships. We're not in a

relationship. Okay, fine. Just, just

listen to me. When Emily had cancer and

she and I fell in love, she was with

Xander, right? And I stood by and watched

her twist herself up into so many knots so

she didn't have to hurt him with the

truth. But eventually, like it always

does. All the lies she told to herself and

to him and whoever else, they came out.

You and I both know that Xander and I

weren't friends, but I was close enough to

see what it did to him. And you know, you

know the number one lie that hurt him the

most? He knew all along that

Emily didn't love him anymore the way he

loved her. But he kept telling himself

exactly what he wanted to believe.

Lucky and I aren't doing that.

Elizabeth, you dragged your kids out of

bed in the middle of the night and came

all the way out to the airport, got on my

plane, and begged me not to leave.

Look at me.

That's all the truth I need.

If I could look at this objectively,

then, yes, absolutely, I would agree that

Lucky deserves better. He has given me his

whole life. And I know that I keep saying

that I don't want to leave him because I

don't want to hurt him, but the truth is I

can't imagine my life without him.

How can I make you understand that when I

don't even understand it myself?

Try. Look, you know what happened

after I got raped and when I crawled out

of those bushes on my hands and knees in

the cold and the dark and I thought that I

was gonna be by myself. I've been, Lucky

found you. Yes. Okay, well, again,

that's, that's gratitude. You do not have

to be with him out of gratitude. Lucky.

You wouldn't want it that way.

I love you.

And I love you.

But I love Lucky, too,

and I'm gonna marry him.

I let you do things your way with Franco,

and I almost lost a sister. You think I

know by now not to put too much faith in

your so called honor? Honor? He could have

come to my face like a man, said the truth

instead of lying to me, instead of waiting

for a chance to steal my wife.

Oh, I'm sorry, man. You don't owe me

anything.

No, I just dragged Elizabeth in there,

Jake, into a, what's supposed to be a

police interrogation. It's completely

unprofessional.

Another investigator's gonna contact you,

get your statement. I'm taking myself.

Lucky. Lucky, hold on.

For the record, I do respect you,

and I am sorry for being

dishonest about Elizabeth and Jake,

because I've seen how you are with him.

I've seen how safe you keep him.

Yeah, I love him as my home. With

everything that's happened with Franco and

how he came at me, I cannot tell you how

grateful I am that Jake has

you as a father hey,

listen, I was way off base earlier with

Sam. I just needed to regroup, take a

break. I got your message. You said it was

important. First, I just want to make sure

that you're okay. Yeah,

I'm a little flipped out, but your death

experiences take time to process. I'm

alive, thanks to Dominic, so, you know,

that's okay. And I'm not gonna lecture

you, but Jason did call. Dominic's the

only way he'd take me, too. I know. I sort

of unloaded on Jason. Oh, about him

choosing to rescue Sam instead of me. I'm

sure that's part of what's got me

somewhere on that. What's the other part?

I need to ask you a question, and I don't

want to.

You knew for months that Jason was Jake's

biological father. And I know that you

kept the secret to protect me because you

were worried that I might start using

again, but, I mean, I've been clean for a

long time, and the last time I checked,

I've still got 2ft on the ground. Yes,

you do. I need to

know if you're keeping something from me,

even if you think it's for my own good.

I'm. I'm not. I don't. I don't know what

you're talking about.

Did you know Nicholas was in love with

Elizabeth?

Nicholas is in love with Elizabeth? I said

you had no idea. This is so

random. What makes you think this? I

overheard Nicholas pouring out his heart

to Elizabeth, and I confronted him.

He didn't deny it. What did Elizabeth say

about all this? She admitted that he's

been pursuing her for some time. I don't

even know what to say about this. I've

been confiding in Nicholas about

everything. I mean, about my relationship

with Elizabeth, everything we've been

going through. I mean, I can't help

thinking that he's been looking for

information to work his own agenda.

Nicholas is messed up. He just. He hasn't

been right since Emily died. I'm not

interested in using Emily's death as an

excuse for him anymore. Just trying to get

my head around this. Nicholas doesn't

have a prayer of taking Elizabeth away.

She loves.