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[Bad Memory Eraser]

[We followed the production guidelines when filming child actors and animals.]

Is it Sae Yan?

Sae Yan is that girl?

Are you okay?

Open your eyes.

Are you okay?

Why have all the other memories returned

but the memory of the first love is still the same?

Why do I remember Kyung Ju Yeon?

[Episode 16, The First Love Is…]

[Hanseom Hospital]

The ethics committee will now commence.

The subject under review, please state your case.

I am Kyung Ju Yeon, a psychiatrist at Hanseom Hospital

and affiliated with the brain research center.

As the person in charge of this clinical experiment,

please impose a fitting punishment on me for hiding the side effects,

and I also requested the discontinuation of this experiment,

which caused the side effects.

Who are you?

I'm Lee Goon, a subject in the clinical trial.

Mr. Lee Goon.

You're probably still not in good condition.

Please take a seat over there.

Are you okay?

Are you alright?

Originally, he was the patient suffered from somatization disorder caused by bad memories.

It was a phantom pain.

When the bad memory was erased, the pain disappeared,

but the pain returned like that due to the reset experiment.

This proves that the reset experiment is perfect.

Witness, can you continue?

If you're okay with it,

I will step out.

Facing me will be difficult for the subject, as I am associated with his bad memory.

I heard that specific memories were corrupted due to side effects.

Have they returned now?

No.

That memory is still the same.

Still the same?

How can that be?

Then Dr. Kyung Ju Yeon erased Mr. Lee Goon's bad memory,

so do you not resent the clinical experiment?

I do not resent it.

Then, I will ask one last question.

Would you recommend this clinical experiment to others?

The question is whether you would erase a bad memory if you could go back to the past.

After the experiment,

I lived as someone else for a while.

I felt like I had gone from someone's sidekick to the main character.

But then I realized that, too, was a part of who I am.

While the past cannot be changed,

I learned that I can change myself.

If you ask me if I would conduct clinical trials again,

no, I won't.

Because I

already know how to live differently now.

Then I'll inform you of the ethics committee's review results.

Dr. Kyung Ju Yeon is recommended

to suspend clinical trials for three months.

Also, regarding the feasibility of continuing the experiment…

Oh, Minister.

I heard it from Dr. Kyung.

They said it had totally deviated from the original intention of the experiment.

No, it hasn't changed.

The ethics committee is the one that approves this experiment,

but our institution is the one providing support.

Is it true that you concealed the death of a test subject

and proceeded with the clinical trial?

No, that's…

Yes.

It is true.

The subject was also unaware of this fact.

Were you aware of this, Director?

I just learned about that fact today as well.

I am ashamed.

We will withdraw our institution's support

and reclaim the remaining funds.

Furthermore, someone must take responsibility for this matter.

Oh… Minister, Minister!

Director, do not worry.

People will line up to support you.

Committee members.

As the director of Hanseom Hospital,

I'll officially initiate disciplinary procedures

against Professor Yoon Te O,

who unilaterally carried out unethical experiments.

Director.

CEO, seeing you at your desk means you've come to work, right?

Welcome.

♫ Don't lose the light yet ♫

♫ You were hotter than anyone else ♫

♫ It's okay no matter ♫

♫ What kind of abyss I fall into ♫

♫ The day when it becomes dazzlingly bright ♫

♫ Even if your steps are still heavy ♫

♫ I will be by your side, as if it's fate ♫

Even if it's bothersome, eat fancily like you used to.

♫ I'll protect you ♫

Finding my father was my only wish.

I think now I know why Mom wouldn't let me find him.

Ju Yeon, I'm sorry.

You were my only ally.

Jeon Sae Yan is all alone.

- All alone. - All alone.

Hey, they say she has no friends and no dad.

- No dad. - No dad.

My dad is making a lot of money abroad, you know?

My mom says all that is a lie.

They say your dad is a bad person.

That's why your mom took you and ran away all the way here.

What are you guys doing?

Let's go, Sae Yan.

- Jeon Sae Yan pooped. - Jeon Sae Yan pooped.

Look, I pooped too.

Do you guys want to taste my poop?

- Oh, that's dirty. - Dirty.

Are you okay?

I brought a gift from Seoul.

This is a wish bracelet. I made it.

If you wear this bracelet until it breaks when you want to make a wish,

it's said that your wish will come true.

Really? Any wish?

Then, shall I put it on you now?

No, I'll save it and use it when I get older.

Okay.

Let's make sure to meet when we're grown up, wearing this wish bracelets.

I picked it up on the way.

Mamma Mia.

I'm totally smitten.

I'm foolish.

I'm really foolish.

I have to protect Ju Yeon.

I must find a way to get out of here.

Yes, Inspector Kim.

Ah, I have something I'd like to ask.

She's a grown adult, but I'm wondering if that qualifies for a missing person report.

I heard that she's with her biological father, but there's been no contact.

There is no family register relation.

You suggest I consult with her family first?

Yes, I understand.

Oh, by the way, any news on the stalker?

The photos?

Ah, you sent it via my brother's email?

Yes, I'll check and get back to you.

[Murder, Ahn Hyo Myeong]

No, I think I found it.

Dad.

He's a person with a criminal record of violence, obsession, and stalking.

I can't go into details,

but he is a dangerous individual who has committed murder.

Why would Sae Yan's father try to harm Shin…

He's a stranger after all.

And yet he followed me so persistently.

Why didn't I notice?

Do you know him?

Huh? No.

Did you say that Ms. Jeon Sae Yan has returned to Italy?

Jeon Sae Yan?

Are you going to meet your first love?

I heard that she didn't go to Italy but is in Korea.

Strangely, I can't get in touch with her.

What do you mean by that?

What do you mean you can't get in touch with her?

It seems like she found the father she had been searching for and is staying with him.

So you mean she's with her real dad now and can't even be contacted?

Yes, apparently her phone has been off for a while?

Even without that,

it's a bit awkward to report to the police, so I've decided to look with Ju Yeon.

I just stopped by before meeting Ju Yeon.

What's this?

Where's the credit card?

Yes, even if a card is canceled, if I'm reported as missing, the police will find me.

Ju Yeon's credit card.

Buy your dad something tasty. I know your credit card's been canceled.

[Kyung Ju Yeon, Psychiatrist]

Yes, Player Lee Shin, have you arrived?

I'll be down in a moment.

This credit card…

It's the credit card I gave to Sae Yan.

Yes, hello?

Hello, customer, this is ABC Card.

There have been consecutive small charges at places where you don't usually use your card.

We called to check if the card has been lost.

Did you make these transactions?

Ah, it's a credit card I gave to someone else.

It's unlikely that it would be used at an auto service center, though.

Just a moment.

Myeongseong Car Center

112 won.

505 won.

8282 won.

One, one, two. 112.

The report number.

505.

SOS.

8282, quickly.

Excuse me, just a moment.

Can I get the address of this auto center?

Hello, I'm Lee Shin's elder brother, Lee Goon.

Well… I wanted to hear about the stalker.

I visited the registered address.

As expected, it was not the residence.

Could that person possibly harm his family too?

You said he's a dangerous person.

Yes, all the previous offenses were due to an obsession with a cohabitating woman.

The Durimegol murder case from 15 years ago was also due to obsession.

The Durimegol murder case?

I think we should start from here.

This is the credit card I gave to Sae Yan.

Take a look at this.

Myeongseong Car Center.

A payment of 112 won?

It feels unsettling.

The amount is like an emergency number, and here, SOS, 8282…

I suspect it's a message from Sae Yan.

The car center's address turned out to be here.

[47 Gujangji-ro, Seongso-gu, Seoul, Myeongseong Car Center]

No way.

Someone wouldn't be playing a prank with a found card, right?

Did you call the car center?

They're not answering. Since it was not long ago, let's start by going there.

Get in.

Oh, just a moment.

I've received a text from Sae Yan.

Ju Yeon, it's me. Sae Yan.

I'm heading to your clinic now.

Can we meet?

I can't take calls right now.

I have something to tell you.

Huh? This…

Of course, I knew it.

Ah, that's a relief, I thought…

I'm sorry for the trouble. It seems I worried for nothing.

Still, since the card seems to be lost, let's report it lost first.

Yes, thank you.

Then I'll go meet Sae Yan.

You go in first.

The Durimegol murder case.

[Another stalking crime, killed the cohabitating girlfriend out of suspicion]

Stalking crime.

[Shocking! A murder case involving psychiatrist]

[A first-degree murder occurs in a quiet countryside village]

[Dr. Kyung, Psychiatrist]

[Tragedy! He was killed at a medical volunteer site…]

Professor Kyung Sang Hyun?

Then does that mean Sae Yan's father killed Ju Yeon's father?

Is this the right place?

- Lee Shin? - Hello?

- Shin. - Why does your voice sound like that?

Where's Ju Yeon?

Ju Yeon?

She got a text message from Jeon Sae Yan.

Ju Yeon got a message from her asking to meet in the clinic, so she went up, and I…

Hello?

Oh? Dr. Kyung?

Why are you coming back? Didn't you leave work?

I heard a visitor is coming in a moment.

You go ahead and leave first.

Ah, yes.

Then, see you at the farewell party.

Yes.

Is it here?

Myeongseong Car Center.

Okay.

Excuse me!

Huh?

Over here! Over here! There's someone here!

Here! Please save me here!

Over here!

Please save me!

I think I heard a noise.

I'm in the clinic now. When will you arrive?

Ju… Ju Yeon.

There's someone here!

Please save me.

Yes, over here! There's someone here!

Jeon Sae Yan! Is that you?

Yes, I am Jeon Sae Yan.

Please save me!

- Lee Shin? - Hey.

[Player Lee Shin]

It's been 15 years.

Do you remember my face?

How can you feed and shelter the daughter of the man who killed your own father?

What on earth were you thinking?

Approaching her kindly,

shaking my delicate daughter's heart,

and when she is off guard,

"Your father is a murderer."

"I will make you just like your father."

Did you think I wouldn't know about your tricks?

That you're trying to distance me from my daughter.

[Patient Lee Goon]

This is the only way to be with my daughter forever…

You too.

Stay forever with your father.

Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon.

Ahn Hyo Myeong, drop the weapon.

Drop the weapon!

Drop the weapon.

Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon.

Wake up.

Wake up.

Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon. Wake up, Ju Yeon!

Ju Yeon.

Dad.

Why did you come out? It's safe over there.

You're wearing such thin clothes.

What will you do if you catch a cold?

I made the report.

Please stop harassing the people around me.

Are those people more important to you than your own family?

To me, those people are also my family.

Family? Family?

I am your family.

I am your father!

Sae Yan.

Lee Shin made you to do this, right?

Oh my, I knew my daughter wouldn't do such a thing.

Lee Shin.

You bastard, what have you done to my daughter, huh?

You bastard, Lee Shin!

- Go now, quickly! - You bastard.

Lee Shin! Stay away from my daughter right now.

Lee Shin!

Are you okay?

Ah, that… Ju Yeon.

Is Ju Yeon alright?

[2007]

Ju Yeon!

- Sae Yan. - Oh dear.

- I bought this. - Yes.

- I'll leave this here. - A gift!

I'll be right back.

Are you leaving? No, this way.

Thank you.

- Yes, I'll be right back. - Yes.

- Hello, elders. - Ah, yes.

Be sure to stop by the health center this afternoon.

- Yes. - Yes.

I'll go, yes.

[Professor Kyung Sang Hyun's free mental health counseling]

[Consultation room]

Yes, come in.

Have a seat.

[Consultation room]

Oh my, 2,000 won.

Right, Sae Yan's mom would be nice.

Sae Yan's dad returned from abroad, didn't he?

I heard you moved here permanently to live with Sae Yan.

Do you like living together?

Did that person come here?

Yes, I even told him your home address.

Haven't you met him yet?

For now, take Sae Yan and stay out of sight.

Did I make any mistakes?

I should inform Ju Yeon's father.

Ah… Dad.

Ju Yeon, Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon, no.

No.

Ju Yeon.

Are you feeling better?

Mom.

What happened?

Where's Sae Yan?

She's safe.

You don't need to worry.

Ju Yeon.

Ma'am.

Ju Yeon.

It may sound funny

to say sorry,

but I'm really sorry.

Because of us,

we only gave you scars that can't be erased.

Just…

Blame me for the rest of your life.

But even resentment was futile.

After Ju Yeon witnessed the incident,

she developed aphasia.

Her father died so miserably,

leaving no savings, and she was sick.

Because my daughter was suffering.

So far from resentment, I even forgot about my husband's death.

I had to become strong enough that there was no business I hadn't tried.

That day, Sae Yan came to me, but I couldn't turn her away.

What fault could she have?

If she were to find out,

that bright face would be shadowed for a lifetime.

I forgave her for my own peace of mind.

Ju Yeon, you can follow your heart.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry, so sorry.

Sorry, sorry.

I am sorry.

Sae Yan.

It's my fault.

Because of me, your dad…

You and your dad…

Is that why you're just standing like that?

You're not even comforting me.

I'm not qualified for that.

It hurts.

Does it hurt? Should I call a doctor?

Hug me.

Ju Yeon.

- Are you okay? - Yes.

Stop, okay?

I think I should see you once before I go back to Italy.

She just woke up, and you haven't visited even once, right?

She has gotten a lot better.

I thought you might be wondering.

That…

I heard it from Lee Shin.

That medal…

The medal that was said to be hanging at the alumni reunion house, that…

Yes, I'm aware of it.

That it was you who hung it up.

Yes, but now…

I heard that the person who found that medal

is both your lifesaver and your first love.

It's not me.

I just kept it because it was at the house I used to live in.

I'm not your first love.

Then…

Then the person who found that medal

is the person who saved me?

Is that important?

It's true that you came to like her because you thought she was your first love.

But it's not for that reason that you like her now.

You still like Ju Yeon, right?

Today is the only chance to hold onto her.

Because she's leaving in a few hours.

- Ma'am, I'll call every day. - Okay.

Seung Hyun, take care of yourself and avoid catching a cold.

You can come back again.

How can you not shed a single tear?

It's enough to have cried and made a fuss for a week.

Oh dear, even as a child, you were a crybaby.

As a child?

Did your memories from childhood come back?

So what happened to that medal?

Who is the lifesaver?

Could it be…

Isn't it pretty? Here, take this.

Stay here, Sae Yan.

I'll catch it for you.

Please help here!

Someone fell into water!

Are you okay?

Open your eyes!

Are you okay?

This is the right place.

Sae Yan.

Sae Yan, Sae Yan.

Did she go home?

Sae Yan.

Did she go to Dad's hospital to find me?

No, Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon's dad.

It seems that Sae Yan's dad has just come out of prison

and he has found out their house.

I heard that he's here now.

Sae Yan's mom went ahead to run away with Sae Yan.

Stop your voluntary work today and come home quickly.

Hello?

- Mom, where are we going? - Where's Ju Yeon?

We can't see her anymore. Let's go quickly.

Ju Yeon said she would catch a butterfly for me.

I told you to hurry. Let's go quickly.

Ju Yeon! Ju Yeon!

- Oh dear, hey. - Hey, Goon.

Ju Yeon, it's Mom.

Ju Yeon, wake up, huh?

Ju Yeon.

Ju Yeon's dad.

Honey.

It wasn't a side effect.

It's just that blurred memories have become vivid again.

Then Ju Yeon… Ju Yeon…

Yes! Kyung Ju Yeon is your first love!

Taxi! Taxi!

Aren't you getting in?

[3 Years later]

[The 16th Dongshin Medical Award, Young Medical Scientist Category]

Congratulations.

Continuing with the Young Medical Scientist category.

Kyung Ju Yeon.

With a paper on the natural healing ability of the human brain,

she has contributed to the advancement of mental health medicine.

Congratulations. Please share your acceptance speech.

Thank you.

My patient said this.

"If you bleed, you can apply ointment,"

"but there's no ointment for a bruised heart."

"But,"

"bad memories also become cherished memories as time passes."

At first, I wondered, "How can a bad memory become a cherished memory?"

I thought, "Isn't that just a so-called mental victory?"

So, for the past three years, I studied

the natural healing abilities of a wounded human brain.

And,

I discovered an amazing function of the brain.

Finding the ointment that heals bruised wounds in the heart.

Please consider our other products as well.

Jeez.

What are you doing here now?

How can a person's face be so splendidly made-up?

I look like an idol, right?

You are just crazy.

Now, I'm scared of you.

No,

you should call me CEO officially.

Our dedicated coach

of my agency.

Ah, yes, CEO.

I told you to listen to what I'm saying.

It's a one-man agency, but I have confidence to achieve as much as Lee Goon's agency.

CEO, our agency's player is not happy with her makeup.

I'm saying I'm better than Lee Goon.

Gosh, sir.

Mr. Lee, congratulations.

Thank you, let's talk over there.

Ah, the atmosphere is nice.

Sir.

Sir.

Hold on.

Are you by any chance the president's driver?

Is there no way to meet the chairman, not the president?

Here, I will…

If you let me meet the chairman, I'll take even more care of you.

I reported Lee Goon's condition to him,

but only our agency was ditched, only our company.

Is this fair?

With the chairman, huh?

Huh? Chairman.

I was waiting after receiving the call.

Oh my, thank you.

The chairman?

Ah, yes.

Mr. Lee, come here.

This is our chairman whom I've been wanting to introduce to you.

Then…

is this person the chairman?

Well… Hello, I'm Lee Goon.

Mr. Lee, it's been a while.

I dislike showing off,

but I've come to show off to you.

Our Dr. Kyung has come to Korea.

Dr. Kyung Ju Yeon?

[You are invited to the 16th Dongshin Medical Award Ceremony]

I owe Dr. Kyung Ju Yeon a bit,

so I haven't stopped investing in your company.

Of course, because I'm a businessman,

I also assessed whether it was worth investing in.

Excuse me,

if by any chance you meet Dr. Kyung,

please convey my regards impressively.

Please tell her that I paid off the debt.

How so?

Impressively!

Well then,

goodbye, I'm off!

Chairman, let's go together.

Dear, dear.

Did you receive the piggy bank well? That's an Italian pig.

I thought you meant to multiply the money.

Do you know what happened to me today?

At the place where I work part-time…

Seung Hyun, let's eat.

Ma'am.

Yes.

Auntie, you eat too.

Oh my, aren't you busy all day?

It's just my routine. What's the side dish for today?

Are those old-fashioned bowls still around?

It's still the same.

Right! I've made bracelets for our family.

Want to see it? Just a moment.

Grandma, Mom wants stew.

No, not that stew, the soup next to it.

Ta-da!

What? Where did she go? Ma'am! Seung Hyun!

What? Where did everyone go?

Seung Hyun! Are you doing this to me just because your mom is here?

I'll wait, chew your food well.

Professor Han.

Oh dear.

How long do we have to keep this relationship a secret?

Because it's embarrassing. That's why.

What is embarrassing?

By the way, Dr. Kyung is also stopping by tomorrow.

Let's clear things up this time.

No, I can't.

I can't because it's embarrassing.

No, we are not children…

What's there to be embarrassed about?

I mean…

I usually consider a man's appearance important when meeting him.

I can't say it because it's embarrassing.

What part of me did she look at?

Am I embarrassing?

Nurse Song.

Nurse Song.

We almost got caught dating.

By the way,

everyone at the hospital knows that those two are dating.

But why are they acting like that?

Usually, a secret office romance is only a secret to the couple involved,

and everyone else knows about it.

Shall we continue

what we were doing?

Oh my, how beautiful.

Ah, my foot hurts.

Oh my, what should I do? Ah, I am sorry.

Honey.

You didn't step on this on purpose, right?

No, no, that's not it…

They say, "Experience tells the truth."

I should have tried dancing like this to know.

Since we have a lot of time,

it's so nice to share a hobby together like this.

- Sleeping in too… - Ah, sleeping in?

Is waking up at 5 A.M. sleeping in?

You have to wake up at 5 P.M. for it to be considered sleeping in.

Wait a minute, just a minute.

I have prepared it.

Jeez.

Oh, I am sorry.

Honey.

If dancing doesn't suit you, how about kickboxing as a hobby?

No, no, I think dancing is in my blood.

Oh my.

I've seen a lot about dancing.

Jeez.

- Aren't you going to learn dancing? - No.

- I'm home. - Oh, come on in.

Oh? You came early?

Cool, isn't it?

The kids won't play with me.

- Why? - Why?

Hey, you should get along. You're going to college, aren't you?

They are ostracizing me just because I'm old.

Hey, you still have to go to school. What if the teacher doesn't go to school?

Get along well with others. Oh, right!

I'm hungry, so could you please make some ramyeon?

And add two eggs!

Alright.

Feels like you're going to fly away?

Aren't we going to end up in a competition like this?

Yes, Mom.

The awards ceremony is over, and now I'm heading up to Seoul.

I came for the awards ceremony, so I have to go back in a few days.

Right away?

Your sister and Seung Hyun is waiting for you.

Come safely.

Okay, got it.

You're lucky because you're my first love.

And,

because you're my last love.

♫ Being with the worries that cling to me ♫

♫ Makes the dark night even darker ♫

♫ A day later, you're still a broken man ♫

♫ With such repetition happening every day ♫

[Bad Memory Eraser]

♫ It's you ♫

♫ It's you ♫

♫ It's you ♫

♫ I start and end every day alone ♫