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What'd you pick?

- Truffle butter. Nicki Minaj those hips. - Solid.

Simon. On a week night. Jesus, Bella.

Was your mate first.

Then where was my invite?

I don't know.

What happened to your deadline?

It was this mornin', alie.

Yeah.

- Ain't you tired? - No.

So... did you finish?

Yeah.

You not hungry?

I am.

I think I am. I don't know, I'm just...

a bit constipated.

That's how Elvis Presley died. You need to be careful.

I need you for my lines.

Uh, boss man. To go, please.

What do you say? You said, "Show me, see me" instead of, "See me, show me.

Fuck, okay cool. One more time.

"Our beauty excludes no woman or girl."

"I am woman. Fitness comes in all sizes.

I am woman; our beauty isn't binary."

"I am woman; our hair is professional.

Show me, see me like everyone else.

If we show you a world where every woman is seen...

And ladies show... show us all."

- Anything? - You said, uh, "See me, show me

exactly like," it's "exactly the same as."

Let me see.

Apart from that, I don't know if that's...

- Cool. - It's perfect.

How'd you smash your phone?

Bez? What?

Bells.

I don't know.

How can you not know how you smashed your phone?

I don't know how... I don't...

Right. Simon have coke?

- What? - Did Simon have coke?

- Yeah, yeah. - Right.

So... you were doing coke...

No, I mean, I had a bump, T. So...

All right.

Well, you were with Simon...

probably took back to work.

Alie?

Yeah?

I think we should call Simon.

We should call Simon just to check.

I'll just move my audition.

All right, this is Simon Ridgley.

It's gone to voicemail.

Excuse me.

Terry.

Hi Simon, I'm with Arabella.

We tried to call from her phone

but you didn't pick up, so we'd call from another line.

Hey, Si.

I'm at work right now, you know.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, so just one thing, one thing.

I just wanted to know how... How did last night end?

- How did it end? - Yeah.

I went... I went Derae's hotel

I went back with him 'cause it was his last night,

so I went back, and I then went to work.

Terry, what's good? Is everything all right?

Okay, cool, but how... how did...

Yeah, yeah, how did we say goodbye. How did it end?

Well, you were pretty waved.

Uh, you said you had to go to work,

so I walked you back.

You were with me, yeah? You were there the whole night.

You were with me the night, yeah?

Of course. You're good, man. You're good.

All right. Shit, I'm out here going...

Sorry, we just need to call

for confirmation that you took her back to work.

I haven't slept.

Simon, I'm so sorry. I haven't slept.

Thank you, thank you, yeah. Hey Si, listen. Um...

Like, why is my head, like, bleeding, my phone smashed?

Um... I think you fell.

Yeah, you fell.

Where's the blood coming from? Where you bleeding?

It's like my head and um...

Is it bad?

Uh... Nah, it's like... Yeah, no.

That's good, then. That's all good, all good.

- Bells. - Yeah.

- Get some sleep, yeah? - Bye.

- Well, that's good. - Yeah?

Oh, my god, it's like so good.

Yeah, my head's been like...

Yeah, like, I don't know... something.

Okay, what you mean?

I've got this like...

thing in my head of, like, this guy, um...

He's in a toilet cubicle, and he's like...

I dunno, it seems like he did something a bit dodge.

He's pantin' and sweatin'. He's got really big nostrils,

and it's like he's blocking the door,

and the door is like...

I don't know, there's this like thumping... sound.

Yeah, it's like he's...

I don't know, like, blocking the door.

Trust me, like, before you came,

I was just in my room watching YouTube video

after YouTube video trying my mind from... you know?

- What? - I'll show you.

It's about, like, false images in the mind.

Imagine for a second a duck teaching a French class,

a ping pong match in orbit around a black hole,

a dolphin balancing a pineapple.

You probably haven't actually seen any of these things,

but you can imagine them instantly.

How does your brain produce an image

of something you've never seen? That may not seem hard,

but that...

Oh no... No.

He's gonna ask me how I'm doing and all that.

He doesn't even know I went out.

He's gonna be pissed.

All gone.

Now, you need to sleep. It's been, what...

Thirty-five hours.

- I think. - Yeah.

- Where's your head scarf? - Top drawer.

- Here you go. - Thanks, babe.

He probably thinks I'm like... countin' macronutrients

- and doing meditation. - Who?

Biagio.

Well, Biagio can wait.

Right now, we need to sleep.

- I should sleep. - That's all.

- I need to go. - Oh! Feminist beauty campaign!

Yes.

Thanks, babe.

- Okay. Bye. Thanks. - Good luck. Good luck, babe.

Thank you.

- Hey, guys. - Hi.

And your name is?

I'm Terry Pratchard, but my friends call me T,

- so you may.. - Great.

I'm Scarlet. This is Jacki, and that's Toni.

Hey!

So, on the X please, and if you could please say

your name and IG handle into the camera.

I'm Terry Pratchard, IG handle, @therealterrypratchard.

And...

Oh, follower count, 7,236.

Great. So, just before we read,

what's the most freeing thing you've ever done?

"Most freeing thing." Um...

Oh... I may need to think about that one.

Okay, that's great.

- Thank you. - Sorry.

So, this, as you know, is our new campaign.

Situational shots, playing sports, yoga,

applying makeup, and your section is at the hair shop.

Getting that hair did. That's right!

That's it, so um...

Scarlett is gonna read the other parts

and join you for the ensemble lines.

- Cool. - Okay.

We are women.

Our beauty excludes no woman or girl.

I am woman; our fitness comes in all sizes.

I am woman; our beauty isn't binary.

I am woman; our hair is professional.

See me, show me exactly like everyone else.

If we show you a world

where every woman is seen,

then girls, you'll show us all.

- Really great. - Thank you.

So, um...

Just in terms of the... Is that your real hair?

Uh, no. It's a wig.

Okay. Just... She's at the salon, so there's a chance

it's gonna be being washed, dried.

- Do you do that to your... - Yeah, it's human hair.

Do you ever take it off?

Yeah, I take it off all the time.

Can we see what your hair's like?

Maybe not now... Uh, another day

so I can prepare it.

Okay. Well, thanks so much.

Thank you.

I had a threesome once.

Okay.

Yeah. Thanks.

Thanks guys. Bye.

Half the annual average for the number of people killed by flooding.

Last Friday, the region has reported a death toll of 42 people.

- Has Alissa rung yet? - No.

What's in the mash?

Guess.

It's not red kidney beans.

One more go.

I don't know.

Sweet plantain and pinto beans.

Yeah.

I mashed them both separately, and then blended them.

Where'd you get that from?

I don't know. It just came to me.

Doesn't sound like something I'd necessarily like.

But... I like it.

No, hold on. No, no, no.

We're not watching this in my yard.

Let's do another.

- Science. - Animation.

At the same time.

Yeah, go on then. Lovely!

Consciousness is perhaps the biggest riddle in nature.

Stripped to its core meaning,

consciousness is what allows us to be aware

both of our surroundings and of our own inner state.

But thinking about consciousness has this habit

- of taking us around in circles. - Oh, where'd you get that?

Oh. Yeah, I know. I fell.

Oh, I should get, um...

tissue and a plaster.

But once we try to pinpoint what exactly it is,

that leaves us grasping at thin air.

Different schools and ideas compete with one another,

but no one has come close

to figuring it out.

It's unsettling to realize that we don't understand

what makes us aware of ourselves and the world.

In this fuzzy area, consciousness and intelligence

are also related, although they are not the same.

Um, Ben... There's another thing.

I'm standing outside, I'm staring at a cash point,

and it's hard to stand straight, like...

as if the wind's really strong.

I'm tryna', like...

put my... my pin in on... on the keypad,

but when I try to press the right buttons,

the keypad numbers keep movin'.

Here.

Looks like you took 40 quid out.

Camden.

Thought you were in Soho. A bit of a ways away.

He's stupid.

I have no idea.

Pinto. Pinto and Plantain.

He's mashing up the plantain,

sees a can of pinto, and mashes the two of them together.

- Put 'em in a blender. - Thank you.

- It's good, right? - Mm. Nice.

Manage to get some sleep, yeah?

Uh, I tried. But... I haven't slept.

Sorry again about this morning. This black out had me like...

It's all good, eat up, man.

I need to... you know, just gather the pieces,

any of the pieces.

I was, uh... looking through my bank statements,

and it looks like we stopped off at the cash point.

So did we go to the bank, and then you walked me back?

Yeah.

Okay, so we... we were at the cash point together

and then you walked me back to work.

Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

It's like 45 minutes if we walk it

'cause it was in Camden.

So did we get an Uber, or 'cause...

Yeah, we got Uber,

then I went back to Ego Death to meet Derae.

- 'cause, you know, it was his last night. - Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And then went back to his hotel afterwards,

you know, and uh... Yeah.

Who booked the Uber?

Who booked the Uber?

Yeah, uh...

Who booked the fucking Uber?

'Cause I haven't used Uber.

Was it Uber?

You said Uber.

I was just thinking 'cause it's like...

Don't know if I booked on my phone or...

maybe Derae booked it.

Tell you what, when he gets off the flight, I'll check.

You said you went back to the bar to meet Derae,

so... Derae wasn't there.

Can I see your Uber receipts, please?

Thanks, I'm just gonna, um...

Thanks.

- Hi, I'm so sorry. - What's going on?

I'm really sorry. Uh...

Yeah, I didn't know I was gonna end up at your...

I just turned up at your, um...

I'm so sorry.

Uh... Yeah.

- Simon gave me your... - Yeah. What did Simon say exactly?

I don't... Don't even worry about that.

That's not my... Um... Yeah.

I don't want to cause any... trouble.

I don't care about that.

It's not my problem, you know.

- So what is the problem? - There is no problem.

It's just not mine.

The thing that is not a problem is not...

a thing for me.

He told you everything?

Well, if you're okay with it...

then I guess I can say it was really nice to meet you last night.

Well, the little I remember.

- What? - Yeah.

We were in that bar and...

- At Ego, yeah. - Yeah.

Then I woke up this morning.

- Really? - Yeah.

My housemates reckon I got spiked 'cause...

I had to cancel my shift I feel that shit.

I've been tellin' Simon all mornin'.

And he's ignoring me.

- Really? - Yeah.

Sorry, what do you want?

I have a blackout. It's... the same.

Well, shit. I guess I actually was spiked.

And I...

think I remember seeing someone being attacked.

Oh. Oh no.

The person we both know in the story is... Simon.

Okay?

Because of what I remember,

I don't know if you've been safe all night.

I don't think Simon's a criminal

if that's what you're getting at.

He comes over every Thursday

and he hasn't stolen a thing, so.

Yeah. I was safe.

I've been safe fuckin' Simon for six months now.

Yeah. I'm not an idiot,

despite what you may think.

- No, I... I... - No, I didn't say you called me an idiot.

I said you might think I'm an idiot.

Okay, so I'm gonna call me an Uber and...

"Sure you were safe."

Clearly, you think I'm someone you can patronize,

and clearly you enjoy CSI,

so why don't you find out where the fuck you were?

Simon doesn't have a criminal bone in his body.

He couldn't even cope with me spending one evening with Kat

undercover, 'cause she's the one lookin' for pussy.

It's not like I'd ever... Because she's gross.

I just wanted to meet her!

But the boy's having heart palpitations

because he's a fucking pussy. And you're at my door

with some bullshit conspiracy theory

of Simon the rapist. You're out of your fucking mind, bitch.

You're sick in the head.

You need to go take some medication,

because he never told me you were crazy!

- Get some fucking help. - Yep, it's coming in one minute.

Yo, T, I got spiked, you know.

Issit?

Yeah, yeah. I think so, yeah.

So, I'm gonna go to the station.

Issit?

Yeah, I... it's something I should probably tell them.

About the thing in your head?

I've literally got no idea.

Aight. Well...

Where you at?

I just got home.

- Call me after, yeah? - Aight.

- Aight, cool, cool. Bye. Bye. - Bye.

Aye.

- Kwame. - Yo.

Hi, Arabella.

- Hi. - And who's this?

- This is Kwame. - And he is?

I wasn't involved. I wasn't there. Just Kwame.

Okay. Arabella, I'm Funmi.

Beth and I have been assigned as special officers to your case.

We've read your initial statement.

We're going to ask you a few questions,

then if we feel it's necessary,

we'll take you over to the sexual assault referral unit for forensics.

And then, get you home safely, okay?

Do you have any reason to believe

that this friend of yours, Simon or Derae,

would spike your drinks, or want to hurt you in any way?

No.

There were another two, We didn't know 'em, so...

I don't know. It wouldn't have been Simon. He's my friend.

He's one of my best friends. He really is.

He wasn't even in Camden. I guess...

He just left me somewhere...

which is quite weird.

I kinda made my deadline. Did I tell you?

And the assault, you recall...

- The thing in my head? - Yes.

Yeah, I wouldn't...

Yeah, 'cause now you're calling it something I never...

I never said that.

Do you see anyone else?

- Where? - In this memory.

No... you... you can't... call it a memory.

Okay, other than the man in the...

In my head, who may not even be real,

because I'm the person who can actually see it,

and I'm not sure, so...

we should probably pay attention to that.

- Yes. - Yeah, 'cause we don't know.

That's a very big thing to assume. I'm just...

saying that we should refrain from...

talking about things like they're facts.

We should... We should probably just...

- be careful. - Okay.

The man, he doesn't seem too dissimilar

from the gentleman you describe at Ego Death.

Hmm, David? Hmm...

No, no, 'cause David was... He's kinda short.

Like not that much taller than me.

And he never had that nose like the dude in my head.

He had large nostrils and David never had large nostrils, so...

If you're looking at someone who's taller than you,

you see more of their nostrils than you would

someone who's shorter than you, wouldn't you?

But if you're on the floor looking up at an individual,

the nostrils will always look prominent,

and they might seem taller.

Because of the angle. See?

Can you see the person's eyes in your...

Yeah, I can, uh...

Yeah, I can see everything. I can see his...

whole face very clearly. Yeah, maybe we can...

Maybe we can draw him or...

- You can see his eyes? - Yeah.

Who's he looking at?

Open wide for me.

Sorry, is that hurtin'?

It looks like you have a small cut in there.

We'll get someone to come look at that for you, okay?

Just one more. I'll be really careful.

Bamboo, one of the fastest growing plants in the world,

was once considered a humble plant.

But it's now enjoying a new rep. This wood-like...

Do you mind? Because some people are like... Blegh!

No, no, no, do your thing.

Sorry.

Bless ya.

First time?

Yeah.

Really? Whoops.

Mad, innit?

How everything is beautiful, and nothing hurts.

- You're all done. - Cool.

Is there more at home?

Okay.

Feminist beauty campaign...

How was it?

Terrible.

Oh no.

- You okay? - Are you okay?

Yeah...

Yeah, I'm just a bit like...

I'm deleting Simon's number. Mess.

Why would he just leave?

Ask Sherlock Holmes.

-It's making me think back to Italy.

- Italy? Oh yeah? - Yeah, like,

we should make a pact never to disappear, you know.

I told you I was going.

Yeah, but...

I was on so many drugs, babe, I was so fucked.

Uh, so was I.

Yeah.

I was on, like, five actual drugs.

You was on three, and two of which was alcohol and weed,

which are not even really like... drugs.

I didn't disappear.

I told you I was going, you just can't remember.

I came and I told you.

I told you.

T.

Oh, was it really that bad?

What?

Your audition.

Yeah. I was really shit.

I would do this, but I'm really tired.

How are you doing?

I'm great as long as I'm around people.

- Flashbacks? - Sometimes it gets a bit much.

I take her to yoga, dance class, meditation.

I make her feel good.

I need a plane ticket to Italy.

This is mad, fam.

- You're beautiful. - Are we ready?

I've never really spoken to a brother who was...

- You could say it. - A gay guy.

My therapist said it's important to do things like

painting, cuddling with people that I trust.

I've got no idea what's going on.

We're probably gonna be having sex soon, innit?

- Should we do that now? - Yeah.

You get that feeling that someone's right for you,

but you're not yet the person you need to be

to also be right for that person?

Stay.

It's the kind of world where there are places like this

that you can come and talk about it

and know that you're not alone.

You are so great.