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[Kel] Time to carpe diem woman.

Jacs, come on, you were the one that wanted to go

on that glass boat tour, not me.

Come on.

- Wait, what the-- what the fuck? - [Jacs] Just got too drunk...

[Kel] No, what? Mate, what's happened?

[Jacs] It's nothing, I was just a fucking idiot.

I was just drunk, I shouldn't have gone home with him.

Just, I'm sorry.

- [Kel] Was this Raffa? - [Jacs] Sorry.

[Jacs] I'm sorry.

[Kel] Did Raffa do this?

- [Jacs] No, he's a fucking idiot. - [Kel] Okay, Jacs,

okay, we need to go to the police.

- [Jacs] Kel, fuck off, no, I'm sorry. - [Kel] Jacs--

- [Jacs] Just-- - [Kel] I know it's intense,

but we need to take you to the police,

- okay? - [Jacs] No, no, I'm not going.

I'm not fucking going.

- Kel, it's fine. I'm sorry. - [Kel] Jacs, okay, well, we need

- to call your mum then. - [Jacs] I don't-- I don't--

- [Kel] At least call your mum. - [Jacs] No fucking way! No.

[Kel] We can keep talking about this, but before we do anything,

we need to take a photo.

[Jacs] I'm sorry. [sobbing]

- [Jacs] Look, is it bad? - Jacs.

I mean, we need to do this.

Just take the photo.

[camera shutter clicking]

[sombre music playing]

[Jacs sighs]

[door opens]

[Kathy] You okay?

[Jacs sighs]

I think we should take this to the police.

Let's get the tape and go to see the police.

What do you think they're going to say?

Stupid girl, why'd you go on with him?

No. The world has come so much further with these things.

They'll treat it like a serious crime.

[chuckles]

I should have just fucked him.

Then we wouldn't have to have this conversation.

[Kathy] Jacs.

[footsteps receding]

[pants]

[Kathy] Please, baby.

Please, sweetheart.

It's not your fault.

[water gurgling]

[sombre music playing]

[water rustling]

[waves rustling]

[Angus] This happened last time.

You just lose it on me. I--

Honestly, it's-- it's-- it's exhausting.

Well, bravo. You finally said something honest

and didn't mask it with a veil of grunts.

[Angus] I know I'm fucking it up but...

[chuckles] ...so are you.

[chuckles] I asked you if Kel was seeing someone

and you fucking lied to me.

[waves rustling]

Kel knew about us.

- The guy told me. - [mumbles]

- What-- What-- How? What do you-- - [Jacs] I don't know.

Does it matter?

We hurt her and she just absorbed it.

Maybe we do belong together.

Both equally disgusting.

Yeah, maybe.

[waves rustling]

- [seagulls mewing] - [Angus clears throat]

[waves rustling]

[waves rustling]

- [sombre music playing] - [birds chirping]

[Kathy] Jacs...

you home?

[Jacs sighs]

[Kathy] Hi, hun.

Barry and I want to talk with you.

What the fuck would I want to talk to Barry about?

He has a friend who's a policeman.

And he's going to help us navigate

- the next best steps. - Are you fucking kidding me?

[Kathy] Jacs, it's a crime.

We have to do something.

We all just want to support you, Jacs.

And-- and I can assure you that my friend will treat this

with the utmost discretion. It's his job.

[Kathy] We are not going to let that guy get away with it.

Fuck off.

[Kathy sighs]

[Jacs sighs]

- [metal clattering] - What are you doing?

[Jacs] Going back to Sydney.

I’m not even afforded privacy in my own room

[Kathy] Oh, just stop.

Just stop for a second, Jacs.

Please don't go.

- [zipper zipping] - We should be able to talk about this.

[zipper zipping]

[sighs]

You know, when I was 20...

I went to a gig with this guy who I was...

interested in at the time.

We got very drunk.

And for some...

stupid reason, we stayed up all night drinking.

And drinking until I passed out on the living room floor.

When I woke up, he was...

And I...

was...

too paralysed to do anything.

And I didn't tell anyone.

I didn't do anything about it. I didn't tell Mum and Dad.

I didn't tell anyone because...

I was too embarrassed.

I just let it sit inside me.

Hating myself and letting him do that to me.

Feeling so...

weak.

[Jacs] No, Mum.

You weren't weak.

You were anything but weak.

- Mum. Mum. - I know that you think...

that I'm controlling.

I don't think you're controlling.

- I don't. [chuckles] - [chuckles]

But you have a chance to do something different.

[Jacs] I think I know where he is.

- [bell ringing] - [indistinct chatter]

[indistinct chatter]

[Jacs] Hey.

[Raffa chuckles]

Hey.

[chuckles]

What are you doing here?

Have you got a niece here or something?

- No. - [Raffa] Oh, what brings you here?

How's, um, Kel?

[paper rustling]

I'm going to do this right here.

- [door closes] - [chuckles]

- Look, I'm not quite sure, but-- - I have it all on tape.

The tape you manoeuvred to film yourself fuck me.

Stop pretending.

You remember.

Admit it.

Say it.

I do remember.

And I've watched it.

- You're still here? - Yeah, yeah.

- [Amanda] I've got a meeting soon. - Oh, we're just finishing up.

Ten minutes.

- Okay. - [Raffa] Okay.

So...

what do you want?

You know, it's...

it's weird.

Kel died.

And I thought you had something to do with it for a split second.

[Raffa chuckles]

That is weird.

Listen, I don't know what you remember.

All I remember is us having a good time.

I mean, it's a bit wild.

But you know, that's just us being young and stupid.

[tape clatters]

It's going to keep you up at night

wondering what the fuck is so fundamentally wrong with you.

And it's right here.

Acceptance is a small, quiet room, remember?

I want you to see what you did.

I want you to live with it.

[door opens]

And I made copies.

- [indistinct chatter] - [upbeat music playing]

[Jacs sighs]

[camera shutter clicking]

[camera shutter clicking]

[camera shutter clicking]

[camera shutter clicking]

[camera shutter clicking]

[train clattering]

[phone trilling]

[indistinct chatter]

[Angus] It's Angus. Leave a message.

You really are quite extraordinary, aren't you?

[chuckles] Thanks.

You coming home with me tonight?

Yeah, yeah. I'm going to, um, come and pack up my stuff.

You don't have to pack.

You stay a bit longer.

Well, you've got Baz.

- [chuckles] - I want you.

[crickets chirping]

- [Angus clears throat] - [Jacs sighs]

Why were you so late?

No, I just had a shocker at work, so I had to stay back a bit.

You mad at me?

- [Angus chuckles] - [Jacs chuckles]

- Yeah, yeah. Um, a bit, I guess. - Fair.

You can just say that, you know.

[indistinct chatter]

I wasn't sure he'd even want me here, to be honest.

But you came anyway.

- [Angus chuckles] Yeah. - [Jacs chuckles]

I want us to figure this out.

Yeah.

Relationship built on secrets and lies from the past.

[chuckles] I feel like a...

ugly, humiliating...

gargoyle of anger and neediness.

No, you're not a gargoyle.

- [chuckles] Sweet talker. - [chuckles]

- I'll take it. - [chuckles]

[soft music playing]

[soft music playing]

- [car engine revving] - [birds chirping]

- [waves rustling] - [Jacs] Okay.

I only want to do this if you're comfortable.

I always loved watching you girls...

play and make things.

- Yeah. - Language warning.

[Val] I wouldn't expect anything less. I'm-- No, I'm-- I'm good. Yeah.

[Jacs] Okay.

[keyboard keys clacking]

[camera rustling]

[Kel] Fuck.

Jacs, my eye is still fucked.

Look at it.

- [Jacs chuckles] - [Kel] Look at it. I went to the doctor

and he actually said that...

No, this is a lie.

I didn't go to the doctor. I-- I went on Dr. Google.

- [both chuckle] - [Kel] And I looked it up

and it said that it might be herpes on the eye.

- Which, knowing me, is probably true. - [Val] This is ridiculous.

- [both chuckle] - [rap song playing over TV]

[Jacs] Oh. The moves are cool, boys.

[rap song playing over TV]

- [Val chuckles] - [Jacs] Go, go, jump, jump in, jump in.

- [Kel exclaiming] - [Jacs] Hang on, I'm coming in now.

- I'm coming in now. - [water splashing]

[Kel] No, I'm not okay. I shat the fucking bed.

- Did you shit the bed? - [indistinct chatter]

"She bangs, she bangs".

- [growls] Ricky Martin. - [indistinct chatter]

Ricky Martin.

[all laughing]

[Jacs] But it is deepest in now, it's like...

- [indistinct chatter] - [upbeat music playing]

[soft music playing]

- [rap song playing] - [Jacs] Do it! Do the dance. Do the dance.

Do the dance.

You know how like we wave fuck off.

It's like, we go like this.

I feel like this is what Aussies normally do.

I personally want to bring back doing this.

[soft music playing]