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[rain pattering]

[thundering]

- [indistinct chatter] - [upbeat music playing]

[Jacs] She has a boyfriend, okay?

- Will you fuck off. - [Jacs] Don't worry.

[Kel] Fuck off.

[Jacs] Kel, I'm not going to tell him. I'm not going to show him.

[sombre music playing]

- [crickets chirping] - [brakes squealing]

[Jacs winces]

[groans]

- [phone vibrating] - [Jacs sighs]

[sighs]

[Angus] Come here.

Are you going to tell me what happened or what?

I just tripped. [chuckles] It's not really newsworthy.

Classic damsel in distress story, really. [chuckles]

Yeah. I'm surprised you're even up and functioning.

Figured you'd still have your head stuck in the toilet.

[Jacs] Piss fit, baby!

Uh-huh. Don't bullshit me, Jacs.

[Jacs sighs]

I'm-- [chuckles] I'm worried about you.

No judgement?

I chased the guy from Kel's phone.

We were about to meet up and he sped off.

Wait a second. What?

I've been messaging him.

Why?

[Jacs chuckles]

Because I want to know what he did to her.

But you don't know anything about this guy.

Jesus. I-- No, you need-- you need to stop.

- Why would I? - Her privacy.

Going through her phone.

- I mean, what the fuck are you doing? - As if that is the worst thing

either of us have done to Kel.

[Angus] Why? Why? Why are we talking about that again? I--

Because we never talked about it. [chuckles]

Just say that you regret it.

Say that you regret it.

- Say that you regret sleeping with me. - I don't.

I don't. I...

Being with you...

that weekend was just...

I was so lit up. [chuckles]

I just...

I don't know. You...

You always made me feel that way.

[Jacs sighs]

[Jacs moans]

[Jacs moans]

[Jacs moans]

[Angus kisses]

You okay?

- [Jacs] Yep. - [Angus] Yeah?

[pants] Yes.

- [Jacs sighs] - [Angus chuckles] Uh.

- [Jacs] What? - No, no, no, no. It's okay. Sorry.

- It's just-- We don't need to go so fast. - What?

[Angus chuckles]

What do you mean?

- [Angus] Well, it's just... - [Jacs groans]

Hey, hey, hey. What if we just...

What if we just kiss for a bit?

Should I put my top back on?

- No. No. No, not at all. - [Jacs chuckles]

- [Jacs moans] - [Angus sighs]

- [Jacs sighs] - [Angus grunts]

[Jacs moans]

[Jacs moans]

[eerie music playing]

Stop.

[Angus] Stop?

- Yeah. - Sorry.

I'm sorry.

[sighs] Fuck.

Um, I don't know what's wrong with me.

Um...

That's okay. Yeah. We-- we can just stop. It's all good.

- It's not you. - [Angus] No, it's okay.

No, it's like-- Not-- It's--

- [Angus] Hey. - [Jacs] You're so perfect.

I don't want to feel like this. I feel...

crazy.

- Is it Kel or... - [Jacs] No, it's-- it's him.

I, um...

I promised Kel.

Okay? And...

It felt important to respect that and...

and do right by that, you know? So...

[chuckles] Honestly, I didn't think it was actually any of your business.

But, um...

I, um...

I know where he lives.

[car engine revving]

[birds chirping]

- [indistinct chatter] - [dog barking]

[nursery rhyme playing faintly]

- [lock clattering] - Hello.

- [nursery rhyme playing] - [Coco] Mum, there's a lady here.

Can you go back to your homework, please?

- [Coco] No. - [Fay] Ah, don't make me say it again.

- Homework. Now. - [Coco sighs]

Hi, sorry. We just got in from school.

Um...

I'm here for the bike. Your husband put it on marketplace.

Jim, there's a lady here to pick up the bike.

[Jim] Huh?

[Fay] Hey, what bike are you selling? You better not be buying a new one.

[Jim] What bike? What are you on about?

Hey.

- [Fay] Um, which bike? - Um, not inside, thank you.

It's, uh, it's just one of the-- the kids' bikes.

The tyre's busted.

[Fay] Well, can we not just get a new tyre?

- Yeah, no, the whole, um, wheel's ruined. - Jesus.

Jim, that was the new bike from Christmas.

[Jim] It's fine. Here, I'll show it to you.

It's just down the side.

Can you...

[Coco] Mum, I want something to eat.

[Jim] Oh fuck.

You have a family.

What do you want then?

I want to know what you did.

And I don't fucking care if I ruin this for you, okay?

Okay.

Okay. What do-- what do you mean, what I did?

We-- we had an affair.

You had an affair. Tell me what happened.

Okay. Okay.

We, um...

we met at a pub, and...

we kept in touch, and it took off from there.

Why's she dead?

I-- She really didn't tell you anything?

[sighs]

Okay, she, um...

She'd come down, and we'd...

- we would book a motel. - [indistinct chatter]

[Jim] And it-- it was an escape for both of us.

I wanted to be there for her.

I mean-- I mean, Kel had this incredible, um, wisdom.

A-- a sense of freedom.

It didn't make sense that she could end up in such dark places.

And when I saw the cracks... [sniffles]

...I didn't want to abandon her. [sniffs]

I wanted to help her.

[sighs] Fuck.

- How were you going to fucking help her? - [Jim] I don't know.

It had gone too far. [sniffles] We'd gone-- We'd-- we'd got in too deep.

I mean, I...

[sighs] I could see how much it was affecting-- affecting her.

- I didn't want to string her along. - What, more than you already did?

Look, she-- she knew I was never going to leave my kids.

You know, I-- I called her up...

and I cut it for good.

And that was the night.

[sniffles] And she went quiet.

[sniffles]

[indistinct chatter]

[boy] Give me that back!

Why didn't she tell me about you?

[chuckles, sniffles]

Because...

she said that you'd be vengeful and hateful,

and you wouldn't accept me, which is completely fair enough.

And...

I don't know. I don't know. She also...

She knew that you'd cheated with her boyfriend before,

but she loved you.

I, um...

Just wanted to say that, uh...

I saw your photograph.

And it was really beautiful.

[girl] Dad.

- [Jim] Hey. - [girl] I want to show you my drawing.

- [Jim] Okay. - [girl 2] I want to go first.

- [girl] No, I'm going first. - [girl 2] I'm going first.

[sombre music playing]

- [Kel] What the fuck? - [Jacs] I'm just an idiot.

[keys clattering]

[bag clattering]

Where have you been?

[Jacs sighs]

[sighs] Just with friends.

We've been trying to get a hold of you for ages.

Okay, Mum?

Yeah. I'm tired. [chuckles]

I'm really tired. I'm like...

[groans] I can't sleep. I need an MRI. I can't...

[Kathy] Well, you don't need an MRI.

But you do need...

to see someone.

Talk.

[sighs]

I don't want to be like this any more.

No, baby.

I watched the tape.

What tape?

Bali.

Why didn't you tell me?

Tell you what?

- [Jacs sniffles] - What happened over there.

Um... [sobs]

I would have looked after you.

Talk to me.

[sniffles] I don't want to do this with you.

I'm your mother.

I don't want to do this with you. I don't want to do this with anyone. Okay?

Nothing happened.

You watch the tape and tell me nothing happened.

- I will watch it with you. - Oh, stop.

What he did was criminal.

I saw it with my own eyes.

Who are you lying to?

Me or...

You don’t know what’s on there, do you?

[gasps, sighs]

[Kathy] Maybe we should take this to the police.

No. [sniffles]

[sobs, sniffles]

[camera whirring]

[camera whirring, clattering]

[camera rustling]

[Raffa] Why do I have to go first?

[Jacs chuckling]

Well, that's my idea.

[Raffa chuckles]

You're prettier than you think.

[Jacs chuckling]

How do you know how pretty I think I am?

[Raffa chuckles]

Turned on your mate pretty quick tonight.

[Jacs chuckling]

So what spicy questions have you got for me?

[Jacs] What's your weirdest fantasy? [chuckling]

Like a fetish?

[Jacs] No, it can be like anything. Just, you know, do your worst.

[Raffa chuckles]

I think of my brother dying.

[Jacs] I think about being hit by a car.

Um, and then I go to the hospital and I have to be there for ages

- and the doctor falls in love with me. - [Raffa chuckles]

[Jacs] He's never met anyone

- like me before. - Oh, it's a rescue fantasy.

[Jacs chuckles] Ew. Lame.

- What's yours called? - [Raffa] I don't know.

- [Jacs] Well, how does your brother die? - A house fire.

Where if I'd have been there that second earlier,

- I could have saved him. - [Jacs] Tragic.

Tragic.

[Jacs] So did you also douse it in kerosene before?

It won't happen, by the way.

[Jacs] What?

- Doctor. - [Jacs chuckling]

He's not going to fall in love with you.

[Jacs] Why?

[gulps] Because...

[sighs, chuckles]

...women like rescuing men, not the other way around.

- [can clattering] - And leave.

- [Jacs] Well, that's not very nice. - I know.

That's sad.

It's just the way it is.

[Jacs sighs]

Acceptance is a small, quiet room.

[Jacs imitating boom] What are you, like, doing, psychology or something?

I do teaching.

[Jacs] Hmm.

[chuckles]

- [can clattering] - You're too good for him, anyway.

- [Jacs] What? - [camera rustling]

- My fantasy doctor. - [Raffa] Hmm.

[Jacs] Yeah, true, he's a bit of a prick.

- Were you a dork at school? - [Jacs] Yeah.

- You were? - [Jacs] Yeah. Massive.

Um, what school are you going to teach at?

I'm doing placement at Shire High.

[Jacs] And why do you want to be a teacher?

Because I think it'll be fulfilling.

[Jacs] What, the repetitive grind and the shit pay?

- [Jacs chuckling] - [Raffa chuckles]

[Raffa chuckles]

And you're going to be what, a millionaire being a talentless photographer.

[chuckles]

[Jacs] Um, you haven't seen my work.

No, your friend told me.

- [Jacs] She did not. - Yeah, she said

you didn't have a fucking clue.

[Jacs] Fuck off, she didn't.

[Jacs laughing]

- You will be a good teacher but. - Yeah, I know, I will.

- [camera rustling] - [Raffa chuckling]

- [Jacs] Can I have some beer? - [Raffa] Yeah.

[can clattering]

- [Jacs chuckling] - [Raffa chuckling]

[Jacs chuckling]

[Jacs chuckles]

[Jacs chuckles]

- I might just go to the bathroom quickly. - Yeah.

[Jacs chuckling]

[Jacs] I'm just going to turn this off.

[camera rustling]

[toilet flushing]

[door opens]

- [footsteps approaching - [Raffa chuckles]

- Hello? - [Jacs chuckling]

Yeah.

[Jacs chuckles]

[both kissing]

- [Jacs] I actually got my period. - That's all right.

- No, like I've got like a tampon in. Stop. - Do you?

- Yeah. - I don't care.

Okay.

- We could get breakfast. - Yeah, in the morning we will.

- [Raffa chuckles] - [Jacs chuckles]

I'm actually kind of feeling a bit sick. Sorry. Let go.

[chuckles] What? Are you scared?

[indistinct clamour]

[Raffa] What's wrong?

[indistinct chatter]

[Raffa kissing]

Fuck is wrong with you?

- [Jacs] Just stop. - [Raffa] Wait.

- It would be so good, you know. - [Jacs] No.

- [Raffa] But you look so fucking good. - [Jacs grunts] Just stop.

- Stop. Stop. - [Raffa] Come on.

- [Raffa] Fuck. - [Jacs] Stop.

[Jacs groans]

- [Jacs groans] - [Raffa pants]

- Fuck. - [Jacs shudders]

[Raffa] Oi.

- Oi. - [Jacs crying]

[Raffa] Oh fuck.

[Jacs panting, crying]

[camera rustling]

[door opens]

[door closes]