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Hey. Come here. I got you.

I'm so sorry.

Hey, you're gonna be okay.

I'm so sorry you couldn't be here, honey.

I don't know what we're gonna do.

What are we gonna do?

Okay.

Oh, God, we have to pick flowers.

-We do, yeah. -I can't believe

we're picking flowers for your father's funeral.

I know. I know.

I don't know why you moved. I don't understand it.

I mean, if I had that job that you had--

Oh, boy, I would've killed for that job.

I appreciate your support and enthusiasm, Mom.

I really do. I love you. I'm gonna go set my stuff down.

-Okay. -It's lilies.

-What? -The flowers for a funeral.

-They're... -Oh, lilies.

I'm so-- I'm so glad you're home.

Me, too.

He really loved you.

Who?

Your father.

I know. I, um--

Yeah, I know.

How's the eulogy coming, hon?

Mm, it is, um,

one of the most beautiful things I've never written.

Just say five things you loved about your father.

Mama, it's, uh-- it's not a grocery list.

Just fi-- five things.

Simple.

From the heart. You're gonna be great.

It's gonna be great.

We're here to honor the prestigious,

generous Andrew Bloom.

Deeply beloved mayor of this fair town.

Husband of the highly adored Jenny Bloom.

And father to the wonderful and sweet Lily.

Lily, come on up to the stage, darling.

Uh, hello. Thank you all for joining us.

Uh, in honor of my father's life, I would, um,

like to share with you the-- the five things

that I love most about him.

He, um...

I'm sorry.

♪ In your basement, I grow cold ♪

♪ Thinking back to what I was always told ♪

♪ "Don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love" ♪

♪ Freezer bride, your sweet divine ♪

♪ You devour like smoked bovine hide ♪

♪ How funny, I never considered myself ♪

♪ Tough ♪

♪ You're so handsome ♪

♪ Walking over to me now... ♪

♪ And I'll see you when you ♪

♪ Get here. ♪

It's a strong chair.

Is it?

I'm s-- I'm sorry.

It's-it's been a day.

Will you please get down from there?

Um, I'm good. Thanks.

You're just making me nervous sitting so close to the edge.

Please?

Cherry on top?

I'm okay.

You gotta be...

I once read that maraschino cherries

stay in your stomach for like seven years.

Or cause cancer. I forget which.

I didn't know that about maraschino cherries.

Yeah, I may have made that up, but...

they are pretty gross.

Yeah, they're definitely gross.

So, what happened?

Sorry?

What was that over-- I didn't mean to, but...

Was it a woman?

Or man? I...

It was a chair, wasn't it?

Yes.

So, what floor you live on?

You first.

Top floor, right next to my sister and her husband.

Wow.

What do you do for a living?

Neurosurgeon.

Is that funny?

-Jesus. You're serious. -Yeah.

-Oh, really? -Wow.

Oh, my God. Wait. I'm so sorry.

No, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

You have spent way too-- I'm sorry.

You've spent way too much time in school

to have me laughing like this. I'm terrible.

I'm sorry. I-I thought you were a crypto bro.

You thought I was a cr-- a crypto bro?

N-No, no, no. Yeah, no, well, I don't know,

or like a really expensive prostitute.

-Well, I am expensive. -Um--

You can forget about kissing on the mouth.

Um...

Why haven't I seen you before?

Well, mostly because I've never required brain surgery.

But also 'cause I don't live here, so...

So, you just broke into my building?

You have a really nice view.

I do.

What's your name?

Lily.

You?

-Ryle. -Ryle what?

Kincaid.

You just made that up just now.

Why would I make up my last name?

I-- Well, I mean, fine.

What's your last name?

It's fine. We don't need to-- We don't need to do this.

I'm just asking your last name.

No, it was really nice meeting you.

-You asked... -Thank you. Just be careful.

Okay. It would be courteous to give me back

-your last name. -Oh.

I'm not gonna stalk you.

No, it's just really-- It's sort of embarrassing.

What is it?

Bloom.

-Your name is Lily Bloom? -Yes.

It, um-- it actually gets worse. Yeah.

-No way. Not possible. -Yeah, no. It d--

-It does. -Than Lily Bloom?

I don't really want to talk about it,

'cause it's really kind of embarrassing.

I'm obsessed with flowers. I--

Yeah. And I'm about to open my first

-flower shop. -Flower shop?

Yeah, it's a lifelong dream, so...

It's not-- Stop.

I told you.

No, Lily Bloom the florist.

No, it doesn't sound made-up at all.

Hey, you could always use your middle name

if it doesn't work out.

-No, Violet. -Trust me.

-Petunia. -No, stop.

-Of the valley. -Wor--

-Toadflax. -Blossom.

Goddamn, your parents hate you.

Well, I mean, we may never know for sure,

'cause my dad died on Monday, so, um...

Yeah, that's actually why I came up here,

to, uh, have a good cry and hopefully meet

a wealthy neurosurgeon.

So...

I'm sorry.

I could've made it back, um,

you know, to see him before he died, but I...

I didn't.

Damn.

Yeah.

Well, you know, naked truths aren't always pretty.

I watched a little boy die tonight.

He was only six years old.

His brother found a gun in his parents' bedroom,

and it went off by accident.

Tried everything.

No one should have to...

I can't imagine what that's gonna do

to that little boy who lived.

Destroy him for life.

That's what it'll do.

All right, give me another one.

Naked truth. I like that.

Go on.

Okay. I...

I don't know, uh...

The first guy I had sex with was homeless.

-Stop it. -Yeah, no, really.

In high school, yeah.

-Tell me more. -I actually think

we're supposed to say "temporarily un-homed,"

or-or, um, or "displaced." I shouldn't have...

Now you're just avoiding the question.

...um, said--

I'm not. There's nothing to tell.

Tell me-- I want the good stuff.

I-- Okay, I was friends with this boy named Atlas.

And he was kind and incredibly capable and,

you know, he just got a shit hand.

You're making me jealous of a homeless man.

Oh, my.

Okay, that's enough. That's--

Your turn.

Oh, no, I think I'm done.

Can't top that. That was both sexy and disturbing.

Okay, just shock me.

Say-- I mean, you can say anything.

I want to have sex with you.

What? What?

-Well, you said to shock you. -I mean...

What?

Uh, how many-- I'm sorry.

How many women has this worked on?

I'm not a relationship person.

-Yeah, I gathered that. -Never been good at them.

Well, um, but how do you know if you've never tried

having a relationship or carbs? How do you--

How do you know it doesn't work for you?

Carbs? I never said I didn't eat carbs.

Come on, you don't look like a reckless snacker.

Well, thank you.

Love isn't for me.

Lust is nice, though.

I feel like you're missing out.

Am I?

You haven't answered my question.

I forgot what the question was.

How many women has this worked on?

All of them.

Oh.

Well, I...

I can't-- I'm...

I'm gonna have to break your record.

I'm the kind of girl you take home to mama.

How far would you go?

I'm not sure. I'm an unreliable narrator.

You could try me.

♪ I'm in a wicked state ♪

♪ So come on fade ♪

♪ So come on ♪

♪ Fade ♪

♪ I'm all alone ♪

♪ Just call my name ♪

♪ Come on, love ♪

♪ Just call my name... ♪

Too far?

No.

♪ I'm warm ♪

♪ I'm not a restless heart ♪

♪ I feel a part of you... ♪

This?

Depends what happens next.

♪ I'm in a wicked state ♪

Ah, shit.

♪ So come on fade... ♪

Yeah.

No, I'm not supposed to--

Okay, prep the O.R.

Tell Tom he's cutting. I'm gonna supervise.

All right, I'll be there in ten.

-Holy shit. -I know. I'm sorry.

No, I mean, holy shit.

I-I-I just now realized you're actually...

a neurosurgeon.

I tried to warn you.

No, congratulations. That's-that's amazing.

I-- This is-- You know, I--

I'll see you around.

Will you?

No.

It was nice meeting you, Lily Blossom Bloom.

It was nice meeting you, Ryle Siegfried Kincaid.

I like that.

Oh, shit.

Thank you.

♪ It's on your lips ♪

♪ Held like a fist ♪

♪ A concussive wish to know you ♪

♪ You still laugh ♪

♪ To talk of the past ♪

♪ Now contrast, we're strangers ♪

♪ I still recall the day that we met ♪

♪ You were wearing your calico dress ♪

♪ And out of all the things that I regret ♪

♪ Honey, you are not one of them ♪

Thank you.

I don't know what you're talking about.

♪ We are mirrors ♪

♪ The color clear... ♪

So, why are you at that house?

My mom kicked me out.

Why?

'Cause...

she likes dating guys that beat the shit out of her.

What happened to your hand?

God, I can smell him from here.

It got in the way.

Look, um, my parents don't get home from work

till around 5:00, so if you...

want a shower or...

I don't know, wash clothes or-- I don't mind.

Yeah.

Sure.

Your enthusiasm's contagious.

Did you feel the earthquake

-this, uh, this weekend? -Yeah!

You did?

-Yeah! -Wow, a lot of...

Hey.

Thanks for the clothes.

Yeah, of course.

My dad won't even know they're gone.

He doesn't usually wear jeans much, so...

Um, my parents aren't gonna be home for an hour or so,

if you want to watch TV or something.

You know, it's-- it was a 7.2 earthquake,

and it was located in Mexicali,

which is just south of the U.S. border.

Uh, and when something like that happens,

everyone thinks the same thing, "Oh, my God.

My Precious Moments."

So, uh, what do you want to do after you graduate?

I'm, um...

signed up to go to basic training in May.

Basic training? What is...

In the Marines.

Oh.

Wow.

I'm sorry.

I'm... I'm sorry.

It's just the-- the clothes, my dad's clothes,

they make you kind of look like Ned Flanders a little.

Your clothes kind of make you look like a carrot.

-Oh, my God. -Yeah.

Mom?

If it doesn't work out...

Mom, you do know a challenge only excites me.

I-I-I said "if."

"A flower sales statistic

-that shocks many new floral..." -Mom.

Mom, what makes you think it's not gonna work out?

-"...a whopping 45% of all..." -Mom.

Mom, are you reading this from Google?

Of course I am. How would I know that?

I'm worried about you. Google is worried about you.

Well, you're both too late. I'm picking up the keys now.

Okay. Okay.

-Okay, I love you. -Wait. Sir! Sir!

You can do this. Make it bold and brave.

Okay, Mom. You sound crazy.

I'll talk to you later, bye. Hi. I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry.

-I, uh... I just moved here. -Okay, sweetheart.

Good luck.

Thank you.

Hi.

Hello?

-Hi. Sorry. -Oh! I'm so sorry.

No. Sorry. I can't...

-I can't... -Oh, wait.

I can't hear you. Hi.

-I'm so sorry. -Hi. Can I help you?

-Can I help you? -Excuse me?

The "help wanted" sign out front?

You have a "help wanted" sign out front.

Oh, God. I'm so sorry.

Yeah, I didn't, I didn't put that out there.

-I just-- Yeah. -I figured.

-I just got this place. -It's pretty old.

And I walk by this place every day,

and I'm just obsessed with it.

I've always wanted to see inside,

and I was wondering, like,

"Who's gonna come along?" And...

-It's you, yeah? -No, it's me. Yeah, hi.

-Are you the owner? -Yeah. I'm, uh, I'm Lily.

-Allysa. -Nice to meet you.

Sorry, ooh, disgusting.

Hi. Nice to meet you.

Yeah.

Well...

yeah, are you looking for any help?

Well, I'm not hiring just yet.

I just, um, I just got the keys a few days ago,

-and I'm still sort of... -Yeah.

...you know, figuring out what I'm doing.

-So... -Um, may I just ask:

What is this place going to be?

A flower shop.

I'm so sorry, um...

I have an issue with-- My face says it all.

I just hate flowers.

You hate flowers?

-I do. -Oh. Okay.

Like, why don't you just give me something that's living

rather than something that's on its way to dying?

And then it's gonna create more work for me

and I'm gonna have to deal with that.

But again, it's a solo perspective.

It's-- I find flower shops depressing.

It's just me. I do wish you luck.

-I'm so sorry. -I agree.

I find them depressing.

Uh, because I feel like... uh...

I don't know, it's like the beauty of what a flower is--

This is ridiculous.

The beauty of what a flower is has been lost. Right?

It's-it's, um...

It's like we order them like takeout now. It's-it's...

-Yes. -Right?

You know? So it's what you're talking about.

It's highlighting the pain and the, the tension

and the...

You know. The fact that it's fleeting,

and it's storytelling and... I don't know.

That's actually what I find beautiful about it and--

I don't know, that's what I'm trying to do here, so...

Uh, that's absolutely beautiful. I'm...

If that's what you're doing...

Yeah. Sign me up. Wonderful.

Oh, thanks. Thanks.

Well, um...

Yeah, I really do wish you the best, and...

-Thank you. -Um...

I'll just be lurking

-around in the neighborhood. -Yeah.

Well, hopefully I made my first customer.

-Yeah. -Yeah. Yeah, great.

-Oh. It's so gorgeous. -Hope to see you, um...

-Yeah. Bye. -Okay.

Hey, I...

I don't know, this...

I do need help.

-Do you want a job? -This is exactly

what I wanted to happen to me when I walked in here.

Yes.

Oh, God. Okay.

Wonderful.

-Okay. -Great. Um, I have to be out

by 5:00 p.m. tonight. I do have a dinner.

-Tonight? -Yeah.

I just started working here.

-Okay, perfect. Okay. -Great! Um...

I'm gonna just need to wipe off

-a surface for this girl. -Here. Here, here.

There you go. Right?

-That's, um... -Thank you so much.

It's a real "Ghostbusters" situation in here, huh?

-Hey. -Aw.

Frame it.

Oh!

Did you see that?

Oh, my God, it's still attached.

-Got it. -God, I can't watch.

Oh.

Yeah. Yeah!

♪ The best things in life are free ♪

♪ But you can give them to the birds and bees ♪

♪ I need money ♪

♪ That's what I want ♪

-♪ That's what I want ♪ -♪ That's ♪

♪ What I want ♪

-♪ That's what I want ♪ -♪ That's ♪

♪ What I want ♪

-♪ That's what I want ♪ -♪ That's what I want... ♪

You're like Dr. Frankenstein

but with flowers.

-Oh. Whoo! -Okay. No, no.

We got it, we got it. We got it.

I-I don't have it.

Hold on. Oh, hold on.

-My husband's calling. -Okay. Here we go.

-Can I ask him to help us? -Yes.

-Or is that weak? -No, please. Genius.

-You got it? No? -Nope. Not at all.

Babe. Babe, the game's over.

-Where you at? -Hi, honey.

-Where are you? -Sweetheart, I'm at the shop

with my boss, and we need some help

hanging something up.

I don't like when you say "boss."

-You should be the boss. -Babe.

Let's just buy the place and make you the boss.

Honey, you're on speaker.

-Oh. Hi. -Yeah. Um...

-Hi. -Just-- just, uh...

I want you to know

that they're gonna be wearing onesies...

-Oh, I can see you. -...because the bar gives

free beer to the people who wear onesies

-to the Bruins game. -Okay.

-I'm across the street. Hey. -But they don't

always wear that.

-Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Yeah. Oh, my God, babe,

you are stunning.

Can you bring my brother in, too?

Great. I can't take responsibility

for either of the people who are about to come in here,

just so you know.

-Hi. -Hi.

-Mwah. You look great. -This is Lily.

-Hi. Lily. Hi. -Oh, hey.

-Nice to meet you. -You guys are friends.

This is, uh, my husband Marshall.

That's my brother Ryle.

Hi.

-Hi. -Hi.

Lily.

-Lily Bloom. -Mm-hmm. Yes. Yes.

You guys know each other?

-No. -A little bit.

-No, we... -We met a few months ago.

We shared each other's naked truths.

-Ew. Oh, that's... -Oh.

-Uh, no, that's... That was... -Okay. Got it.

-That was a bad choice of words. -We're adults.

-That's what that was. -You said "naked truths" first.

No. I mean, it was just,

-we just talked. -You're lying.

Oh, that's what we're calling it these days,

"we talked"? 'Cause we talk. All the time.

-Great. Wonderful. -We talk, like, we talk,

like, three to five times a week.

Can I show you the work that I've done here?

-Oh, sh-- we should talk? -No, no, no, you guys--

-We could hang this. -We could talk tonight.

-No, let me take you over here. -You guys don't need-- Okay.

If you could try to take me seriously. Okay.

We meet again.

It's good to see you.

So, this is the flower shop

that my sister works at 'cause she's bored, huh?

Oh, we like to say "inspired" here, um,

but yeah, this is, um...

You know, I, uh... Yeah.

Yeah.

Looks like we will be seeing

a little more of each other, then.

Is that so?

Ah, you're even more terrifying in the daytime.

-Same. -Okay, guys?

Idea.

Let's go have some dumb fun today.

♪ We've come a long ♪

♪ Long way together... ♪

I've gone up to the roof a few times.

Hoping you might be up there.

♪ Hard times and the good ♪

I want to see you again.

♪ I have to celebrate you, baby ♪

♪ I have to praise you... ♪

Well, now you see me.

You know what I mean.

Okay, let's go, let's go.

Mm!

That's a bad idea, right?

Because of my sister, because of your business...

Go, Lily!

Yeah, that's a bad idea.

-Whoo! -Yep, it's yours.

This is you right here, babe.

Mm-hmm.

No, hey.

Uh-uh.

She's off-limits. No.

She's mine. I see you.

-Hey. -It's true.

So we'll just be friends, then?

-Yeah. -I like it.

Hey.

Yeah, friends.

-To friendship. -Yeah.

It's the weekend somewhere.

Let's go, let's go.

Oh, no, it-- Please don't leave, sir.

-Our Uber's about to leave. -I love you.

-I'm gonna head home. -No, no, no, no, no.

It's brunch in Singapore. Come on.

-I have to sleep. -Let me walk you home.

No, it's fine. I-- I live right around the corner.

-I'm fine. -It's on the way.

You live where we live.

-Semantics. -Okay, fine, but only

'cause you'd feel really bad if I got murdered.

Okay, don't fish where I swim, Ryle.

I love you. See you tomorrow, Lil.

I appreciate you walking me, but you really...

I can't stop thinking about you.

I'm right here.

Well, that's the problem.

I thought we agreed to be friends.

We did.

But that was, like, hours ago.

Can I just kiss you?

-Oh, my God. -Just once.

-You are pushy. -Just once.

That's all I need to get you out of my system.

-Oh, that's it. That'll do it? -One kiss.

Okay, well, good luck with that.

Is that a yes?

Just once?

Just once.

Okay.

Okay.

Did that get me out of your system?

I'm gonna walk myself home, okay?

Bye, friend.

Is this enough over here?

Yeah. Maybe add, like,

-a little right there. -Okay.

You're just protecting the roots, you know,

from the snow or in case it freezes over or anything.

I mean, the roots are the most important part of the plant.

-Really? -Yeah.

I didn't know that about roots.

That's cool.

-Here, you want some? -Oh.

Thank you. Yeah, I'll take that.

What made you want to start growing things?

When I take really good care of these plants,

they reward me with flowers and vegetables.

And when I don't, they just shrivel up and die.

Kind of like us.

♪ Thousand tiny birds singing ♪

♪ If you must, you must... ♪

What about that oak tree?

It doesn't need anybody to grow

because it's capable of taking care of itself.

No matter what, it'll keep standing.

Strong and sturdy, and...

Yeah, it survives because it's a goddamn oak tree.

♪ Of the dawn chorus ♪

♪ If you could do it all again ♪

♪ You don't know how much ♪

♪ Pronto pronto, moshi mosh ♪

♪ Come on, chop chop ♪

-It's embarrassing. -I-I wouldn't...

-I didn't... -You embarrassed me.

-Honey, please. -You like the attention.

-Lily's asleep upstairs. -You better be quiet.

Honey, please.

Please don't!

I heard what happened last night.

With your dad and your mom.

I don't... Okay, yeah.

Does that happen a lot?

♪ If you could do it all again ♪

♪ Yeah, without a second thought ♪

♪ I don't like leaving ♪

I'm sorry.

♪ The door shut ♪

♪ I think I missed something. ♪

Hey, Lily.

-Do you want to do the honors? -No, you-you go ahead.

I want to take it in from here.

I was hoping you'd say that. Okay.

Okay.

Hold on.

Oh, my God.

-This is insane. -Congratulations.

Oh, I couldn't have done it without you.

Oh, my gosh.

Oh, I don't know what I was thinking. Thank God.

Oh, it's incredible.

It's perfect. It's you.

It's perfect. It's great.

What if we don't get any customers?

No, don't do that.

-Your mom's coming. -Oh, my mom.

She's flying in to be a customer.

Yeah, I mean, yeah, but how depressing would that be

if the only customer we have is my mom?

Well, Marshall's coming this afternoon.

So that's two, so you're good.

Okay, here we go.

-Wow. -Yeah.

This doesn't even look like the same shop.

Congratulations.

How's it going so far?

I mean, we literally just opened, but...

So that means your brother's the first official customer?

Oh, you have to buy something to be considered a customer.

Right now you're just loitering.

-Good morning, Lily. -Good morning.

All right.

I'll take these.

Do you, uh, deliver?

Is that for a girl?

It is.

She might send them back, knowing her.

Right. Um, okay.

That little card, fill out the message on the front

and then the back,

you put the person's name and the address.

Okay.

So, are you bringing this mystery girl

to my birthday party on Friday?

'Cause I kind of, like, need to plan for that sort of thing.

I don't know.

Are you going, Lily?

Yeah, of course.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

She has to go. She's my best friend.

All right.

Thank you.

What do I owe you?

Oh, um, $51 even.

Here you go.

Thank you.

This is a big moment.

Sure is. Thank you so much for your service...

uh, business.

Um, thank you. Yeah.

Hey, congrats.

Get out. Thank you.

-Good to see you. -Bye.

Goodbye.

Oh, my God.

He's such a dumbass.

He put the name of our shop as the delivery address.

Weird first customer.

♪ You ♪

♪ Swish, ooh, ay ♪

♪ Watch out, watch out ♪

♪ Watch out, yeah ♪

♪ That's my shot, that's my shot ♪

♪ That's my shot, yeah ♪

♪ Spendin', I'm spendin' ♪

♪ All my fuckin' pay... ♪

-I know. -Oh!

Cheers!

Lily.

-Oh, my goodness. -Hello. Happy birthday.

Lily, you came. You look great.

I mean, it's something important.

-What is this thing? -Oh, uh, this is my...

It's a long story.

Welcome to our casa. Hmm.

You guys, this... I mean, your house...

This is... I can't believe this is your house.

This is our humble abode.

I just wanted to do something low-key

-for baby girl over here. -Oh, my God.

-Mwah. -Mwah.

And to think I did not even marry him for the money.

You're not in it for the money.

-I'm not. -You're my ride-or-die.

-Yeah. -When we first met,

I was dead broke, and I was driving a Toyota Camry.

You still drive a Toyota Camry, though, right?

-Yes, he does. -The greatest

-automobile on earth. -Also...

Can't convince me otherwise.

He thinks it makes him relatable.

It really does.

I'm a man of the people, okay?

Happy birthday. I'm gonna go grab a drink.

-I'll be right back. -Okay, thank you.

Okay, okay. Yeah, yeah, you are a man of the people.

No one's saying that you're not.

♪ With every little stupid thing you say ♪

♪ Mm-hmm, mm ♪

♪ And every time you touch me... ♪

You didn't like the flowers?

Stop flirting with me.

Hi. May I have a scotch, please?

Thank you.

I can't do that.

-I thought we were friends. -We are friends.

Okay.

Excuse me. You're on my hand.

Thank you.

♪ No, I'm your last one, last one ♪

♪ No, I'm your last one, last one ♪

♪ You love me like you never had anyone leave you... ♪

-Hi. -Come on.

-What? -What are you doing?

Nothing.

You gotta, you gotta stop.

You have to stop this.

Please.

What?

The, just the, you know, staring at me

like that and the...

-I'm just looking at you. -Okay.

You're just looking at me.

Stop showing up at my flower shop

-and-and sending me flowers. -My sister works there.

Stop walking through this party, following me around.

-You're making me feel like... -Can you just shut up

for one second?

Okay.

I like you.

What, are you five?

I'm trying here.

Go on.

♪ You love me like you never been left ♪

♪ You love me like you never had anyone leave you ♪

♪ No, I'm your last one... ♪

Do you want to go somewhere more private?

To talk?

To talk.

Okay.

No, no. No, no, no, stop.

You want me to stop?

Mm.

No. No.

But yes.

I don't want to have sex, not tonight.

I know, I know.

But, um, I don't do casual,

and I know that's how you do it, but, um,

I-I won't change my mind, and I'm sorry.

I can't do this.

You okay? What are you doing?

Getting ready for bed.

We're going to sleep.

Sorry, we're...

We're what?

Going to sleep.

My God.

Do you mind?

Well, do you have something I can wear?

I don't think you've ever done this before.

It was sexier in my head.

Hmm.

Pants?

You've got it.

Smart-ass.

Good night, Lily Bloom.

Ryle, I'm very nice, so I brought you coffee--

Oh.

Hi.

-No. Oh, no. -Mmm.

I understand. It's not...

It's not as bad as it looks.

-It looks pretty bad. -It's, um...

-It kind of is. -Okay.

None of my business. Uh, okay.

What-- Um, I'm gonna go.

Let me just say one thing.

This man runs through women like candy.

This is different.

Oh, is it? Wonderful.

Well, just in case it obviously is not,

let me say that if you're looking for, meh,

nothing from him, that's a great option.

-Okay. -But if you're looking

for romance, and y-you want a relationship,

this is not the person, and it's not about you.

And I love you.

-Yeah. -But let me just say...

Date me.

What?

Date me.

I've-- I don't...

Uh, what-- What does that mean? I...

Okay, no.

I'm gonna leave.

And I'm so sorry,

but I was just bringing coffee, and now I'm so embarrassed.

You can't have any of that.

That's for you.

I'm out of here.

A normal person would just leave and go to therapy.

What are you talking about?

I want to try.

I want to try.

♪ Whispered something in your ear ♪

Come on. You think you can do this?

♪ It was a perverted thing to say ♪

I have no idea.

♪ But I said it anyway ♪

But I definitely want to kiss you again.

Well, that I can do.

♪ Made you smile and look away ♪

Okay. But don't make me regret this.

♪ Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby ♪

♪ As long as you're with me ♪

♪ You'll be just fine ♪

♪ Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby ♪

♪ Nothing's gonna take you from my side ♪

♪ When we dance in my living room ♪

♪ To the silly ♪

♪ '90s R&B ♪

♪ When we have a drink or three ♪

♪ Always ends in a hazy shower scene ♪

♪ Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby. ♪

Hey.

Mmm.

Mmm.

Mmm. Good morning.

Mmm, mm-mm. You've already brushed your teeth.

That's not fair.

-Mmm. -I'm so sorry.

I got to go in early.

Am I gonna see you tonight?

Oh.

No. Not tonight.

My mom's in town.

She's obsessed with trying this new restaurant, Root.

It's her dying wish to take me there.

Your mom's in town?

Yeah.

Yeah, no, she's not actually dying.

-It's... -Oh.

-I was just saying that. -Oh, it's just, you didn't, uh,

you didn't tell me that.

Oh, I'm... I'm sorry.

I didn't think you'd want to know.

Is there room for one more?

-Wait. -What?

Wait, you want to meet my mom?

Is that a problem?

I mean, I don't think it's a good idea.

-Ouch. -No.

No, I mean...

-It's not because of you. -Mmm.

It is because of her. This woman, this woman...

I just want to meet the mother of the woman I love.

Hey! Hey.

Sorry, you forgot this.

Bye.

Wait, wait, this isn't mine.

I know.

I happen to love you, too.

You're gonna be late.

Get over me, my gosh!

I'm taken.

Did you make this?

Yeah.

Carved it from a branch from your old oak tree.

In case you forget.

Strong and sturdy.

Thank you.

Gross. I bet she has rabies now.

Get up.

I mean, he is pretty smelly.

-Get up. Get up. -Stop. No, no.

Get up. Come on.

Do you like to cook?

Yeah. I love it.

Necessity is the mother of invention.

Hmm.

Smells great. What is it?

Hot chocolate cookies.

Dark chocolate with burnt marshmallows.

Ooh. Good.

My mom would splurge on Swiss Miss for us at Christmas.

-Hmm. -That was her favorite.

So, did you, um, did you kiss me earlier

because you really wanted to,

or was it mostly just to get back at Katie?

I just...

I really need some clarity here.

I-I wanted to.

-That-That's my dad. -What?

That is my dad. You have to go.

-What? -No, you-- you have to go right now.

Don't forget the cookies. 12 minutes.

Okay. Okay. I got it. You got to go right now.

-12 minutes, okay? -Out the back door. Please go.

Go. Go, go, go.

Hey.

-Hi. -How are you doing, honey?

-Good. -You all right?

-How was your day? Good? -Yeah, yeah, yeah.

-Yeah, great. -Good. Good. Busy?

Yeah. Um...

Busy's good.

Um, I made cookies.

Yep.

-Yeah. Or I'm starting to. -Wow.

-Pigs are flying. -Yeah.

Wish I didn't love you so much.

Yeah, same.

Okay. You gonna save me some?

-Yeah, of course. -Promise?

Yeah, I promise you.

Whoa. My God, look at this.

-Yeah, it's amazing. -Hi.

Hi. Yeah, we're just meeting her.

-Oh, yeah, sure. Go ahead. -Yeah.

I am sorry in advance.

-No. -Yeah, no, no. Prepare yourself.

-Hi. Hi, Mama. -I love this place.

-It's beautiful, right? -Oh, my God.

It looks beautiful.

-Let's order cocktails. -Yeah. Let's.

-Hi. -Yeah. Yes. Um...

-Hi. -Mom, this is--

this is my friend, Ryle, yeah, who I, uh,

who I now sleep with. So, ha ha.

Uh, Ryle Kincaid. Nice to meet you, ma'am.

-It's so nice to meet you. -Okay.

You know you said that out loud?

I do know I said that out loud.

Allysa, you know, who I work with.

Uh-huh? -This is her brother.

-Oh, yes. -Mm-hmm.

-Yeah. -Now I see a resemblance, sure.

Oh, well, we both favor our mother.

-Oh. -Oh, here it goes.

That's what everybody says about me and Lily.

Oh, you know, I see it.

Oh, yes. The apple does not fall far from the tree.

How lucky are you, Lily?

The luckiest.

How lucky am I?

Oh, my God.

Would you excuse me?

I-I have a thing. I like to wash my hands a lot and...

-Yeah, yeah. Get out of here. -I will.

-Leave us be. -All right. All right.

Bye-bye.

O-Oh, my God.

Mom, uh, you know, we don't need to do that.

You never told me you were dating

-the most beautiful man. -Well, he's--

He's got a good personality to make up for it, though, so...

Oh, g-- okay, okay.

Uh, who is he? Where's he work?

-What does he do? What? -Don't do that. Don't.

Don't do what? Hey, I am-- I'm your mother.

Boston Grace Hospital.

-Oh, no. -Stop.

-No, please don't. Please. -Welcome to Root.

Can I get you guys something to drink?

God. Please. Thank you. I need alcohol. Now.

Oh, I-I would like to try a Negroni.

I hear they're delicious.

They are. I'll get you a Negroni.

Thank you.

And what can I get you?

Oh, I'll-- Uh, surprise me.

So, what'd I miss?

Um, are you by any chance a doctor?

I am. I'm actually gonna be performing

a once-in-a-lifetime operation soon.

Oh, my Lord. Is it dangerous?

It's a risky surgery.

It's amazing, though. He's am-- He's amazing.

So tell me about Boston.

They were the best years of my life.

The food is really amazing there.

-Yeah? -And the harbor.

My uncle would take me fishing there sometimes.

Sounds like you miss it.

Yeah.

I'm gonna move there after the Marines.

Everything's better in Boston.

Except the girls.

Boston doesn't have you.

I'm gonna miss you.

Same.

I don't know how you did it.

But somehow, you became my favorite person.

Same.

♪ Come on, skinny love ♪

♪ Just last the year ♪

♪ Pour a little salt ♪

♪ We were never here ♪

♪ My, my, my ♪

♪ My, my, my, my, my, my, my... ♪

-Hey. -What?

Are you sure?

-Yeah. -Okay.

Yeah.

♪ I tell my love to wreck it all ♪

♪ Cut out all the ropes and let me fall ♪

I don't have a condom.

I have one.

You do?

It's health class.

♪ This order's tall... ♪

I've-- I've never done this before.

It's okay.

-Okay. -I'm no expert.

I've only done it once.

-Okay. -Okay.

Okay.

♪ And I told you to be kind ♪

♪ And in the morning, I'll be with you... ♪

I've been studying them since they were born,

-since I've been a resident. -Um, I-- You guys keep--

I'm gonna use the bathroom real quick.

-Okay, honey. -Yeah.

-Okay. -You get to know each other.

-All right. -Okay, I'll be right back.

♪ Who will fall far behind? ♪

Lily Bloom.

Atlas.

You look...

Yeah, you... You, uh...

Oh, God, thank you. I--

I mean, my mom didn't recognize you, so...

It's probably for the best.

God, right? Yeah.

What have you been up to?

Just working. Living.

-Yeah, same. -Yeah.

Yeah. Did you go to the military or-or what?

Yeah. Yeah. No, I did, uh, I did eight--

-Yeah, eight years. -Wow.

Yeah. I g-got out and moved to Boston.

What are-- What-- Um...

What are-- What are you doing in-in-in Boston?

What-- Are you-- Are you visiting here, or...?

Oh, I live here.

Yeah.

Where everything's better.

Mmm.

Is that your... your guy?

Uh, yeah, that's, um, that's Ryle.

He's, yeah, he's, uh, he's really special.

I think you'd really like him.

-I'm so happy for you. -Yeah, thank you.

Do you have anyone, or are you-- are you married?

Or do you have a girlfriend or, you know, anything?

-Yeah. I got C-Cassie. -Yeah?

Yeah, she's great.

Oh.

That's so good.

You look so well. I, um, I don't want to

get you in trouble or anything, so...

Hey, well, how do I find you?

-Um... -If I wanted to find you.

I-- I mean, I-- I opened my flower shop.

Lily Bloom's.

-Of course you did. -Yeah.

Over in, um, in Back Bay.

So, you know, you can, uh, look me up sometime, or...

Um...

Yeah. Well, I-I got to-- Well, you know.

-Yeah. -I'm working, so...

Okay. Get out of here.

I'll-I'll-- Yeah.

-I'm gonna go. All right. -Okay.

♪ Love ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ I said real ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Is like feeling no fear ♪

♪ When you're standing in the face of danger ♪

♪ 'Cause you just want it so much ♪

♪ A touch... ♪

...once-in-a-lifetime operation.

Lily! What are you drinking?

Oh, I'll have wine, please.

You are not getting wine. You're in a onesie.

You don't get free wine with a onesie.

Fair point. Whatever you're having, I'll have it.

Bingo. Three beers and a water for my ladylove.

Wait, did you just say "water"?

Okay.

Yeah. We didn't plan on telling you here.

Stop it.

Um, you know.

I'm gonna be a dad!

Ah!

-Come here, mama. -And I'm gonna be the mom.

I'm gonna be a dad!

Oh, I knew it, I knew it.

-No, no. -What?!

This is fucking crazy! I know!

I'm so happy for you.

I'm so happy.

Oh.

I'm a papa.

Aw.

You are gonna be the best mama.

Oh, my God.

To Allysa, who's 11 months younger than me,

and you still teach me every day

what being a grown-up looks like.

-Cheers. -Cheers.

-Cheers. -11 months?

You guys, I didn't know you were so close in age.

Oh, yeah. Three kids in three years.

Makes you feel bad for our mom.

Three? You guys have a sibling?

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah, we had an older brother, Emerson.

Um, and he died when we were younger.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

Goal!

Yeah!

♪ I fall to pieces ♪

♪ I fall to pieces when I'm with you. ♪

Good morning.

-You like frittata? -What is happening?

No, I feel like I'm in a porno.

What-- What is this?

I did not know you could cook.

-I can't. -Oh, well, good,

'cause I was starting to get a little intimidated.

It was, you know, a little too good to be true.

-That's for you. Yeah. -Oh, that's mine. Thank you.

Mmm.

I like a little hair of the dog.

Don't be shy.

It's actually, uh...

This is just to celebrate my big surgery tomorrow.

Oh, my God, I'm--

-I'm so sorry. -No.

-No, no, no. It's fine. -I don't-- I don't know

-what I was thinking. -It's fine.

I...

It's not fine. I'm sorry. Hey. I am sorry.

Hey, what's that mean? The heart.

Oh, God, it's nothing.

I just...

You know, one of those silly things you do.

No, it's not nothing. Every tattoo means something.

Oh-- I know. No, no.

This is just like one of those silly things

you do in high school, and I don't know why I still have it.

No.

It's one of my favorite parts of you.

Okay.

Baby?

-Hmm? -I have to tell you something.

-Hmm? -Your frittata's burning.

It's gonna be perfect.

Okay.

Well, what are some of your other favorite parts about me?

Your glabella.

Mmm. Mm-hmm?

Your flagina.

Oh, no. Stop.

Oh!

-Oh, shit. -I told you. I'm sorry.

I did tell you.

No, no. Baby, you need a potholder.

-Oh, my God. Shit! -Wait, you were gonna stick your hand

in there?

Hey, baby.

Hey, hey.

-What was that? -Are you okay?

What was that? No, no.

Can you give me a second, please?

-Hey. Hey. Hey. -Just give me a second.

Oh, shit!

Are you okay? I'm sorry.

-Oh, my God. Your hand. -No, don't worry about my hand.

Baby, your surgery.

You okay?

I think so. I don't know.

Let me see it.

-Oh, shit. I'm sorry. -I know. I'm hurt.

I knew we'd make a mess.

I'm so sorry.

-It was an accident. -No. I didn't, I didn't...

-It was an... -How did we--

-What did we do? -It was an accident.

I'm okay.

God, I'm so sorry.

Thank you. Thank you for coming.

-Hey. Stop. -Sorry I'm late.

I'm a disaster, by the way.

No, here. I think I got everything.

Yeah, no, no, thank you.

-Okay. -How was the wedding?

-Also a disaster. Uh... -No.

It's fine. It's fine.

-How's a wedding a disaster? -It was a little, just--

Well, I mean, their marriage is

probably the disaster, but they're fine,

they're lovely, and they deserve each other.

But the flowers were beautiful?

Yes, the flowers were off the char-- I'm so sorry.

-Hmm? -I'm so sorry.

How was your-- how was your surgery?

How did your sweet hand hold up?

-It was awesome. -Really?

-Yeah. -Really?

Yeah. There was this moment whe--

Um...

Allysa and Marshall messed up.

-We're going to... to Root. -Uh-huh.

The place we went to with your mom.

Um, there was this moment, and I...

Well, hold-- Why?

-Why... -I don't know.

I know, but I was dying to try the new place,

-and we've already been there. -Yeah, but they-they heard

-how we talked about it and... -Yeah, but we could just

-call them. -No. They're already there.

They ordered, like, 14 appetizers.

No, I know. Oh, I really wanted to try the new place.

-You know my sister. -I know. I'm sorry.

I know. I'll-- Hey, I will take you there next week.

You know I love food. That's all. That's all it is.

And you know I'm a creature of habit.

I'll get the same exact thing that I got last time.

Okay. Yeah, I mean, it's perfect. The food--

The food is so good, so...

Hey. Hey.

What?

-Hi. -Hi.

I'm sorry. It's been a-- it's been a week.

Um, I don't need to be complaining to you.

You've been through it. Um... yeah.

Tell me. I want to hear everything.

-Okay. -Okay.

-Oh. -Hi. -Oh.

-Hey. -Hey.

-Hi. -What's up? -I'm so sorry we're late.

No, don't-- Just sit down. Don't worry about it.

Can I have this? Can I-- Is it okay?

-Oh. Yeah. Of course. -Thank you.

-We've ordered so much food. -We're so sorry.

-Um, yeah, it's, it's my fault. -Oh, baby.

I didn't-- Ryle told me something happened,

-but he didn't tell me... -What's up?

-Oh, shit. -...it was looking like this.

-Look at you, honey. -It's fine.

-Doesn't even-- it doesn't even hurt. -Yeah.

No, it was a mess. You should have seen it.

Yeah. I mean, his hand. I mean, he got hurt, too.

-So we're-- Yeah. -No, it's--

I'm-I'm fine.

I feel bad. It was...

-Mmm. -It was a beautiful mess.

Yeah.

Wait, so, so, dude, what happened with the surgery?

Probably the greatest day of my life.

27 hours.

-27 hours? -Yeah.

Dude, the only thing I've done for 27 hours

is day-trade and play "Call of Duty."

Do you guys have baby names?

Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt. I...

And go on a DraftKings bender.

-Baby names? -Yeah, sorry.

-Oh, yeah, um... -I was, yeah, thinking.

We're thinking... we're thinking something strong.

We're gonna do big-time authors.

-This riff... -R.L. Stine.

Judy Blume.

...is going to be the demise of our marriage.

-How we doing, folks? -H.P. Lovecraft.

Uh, hi.

How are you liking your appetizers?

Oh, wonderful. I've had one bite of one thing,

and this is already my favorite restaurant.

-What'd you go for? -The, um, brussels sprouts.

Ah, brussels sprouts. What about you?

What do you like?

Oh, I'm-- I-- Impossible to choose.

Give my regards to the chef.

Thank you. Appreciate it.

It's actually my mother's recipe.

-Oh. Oh, my... -Hmm. That's very beautiful.

-It's my first restaurant. -Love that.

Yeah. And I love the creativity, dude, seriously.

-So, um... -I'm an entrepreneur as well,

so I get it.

What's-- what's your-- what's your deal? What's your thing?

Right now, we're looking

to allocate capital in local Boston businesses,

and a place like this would just be amazing.

Not to be too forward, but what are margins right now?

I mean, the place is jumping.

13, 14, 15%?

I love the story about your mom.

You could do a Series A and scale this thing up...

-Honey. -Did I offend him?

No, just keep saying "allocating capital."

I have been holding it for so long.

I'm gonna go pee really quick. I'll be right back.

-Do you want me to come with? -Oh, no, I'm good. I'm good.

-Are you...? -No, no. You guys keep talking.

I'll be right back.

Come on.

What happened?

Come on, tell me. What happened?

Nothing. I-- We-- I...

We burned his hand, and I fell.

I know. I know. It's--

It was an accident, though. It was...

-That was an accident? -Yes. Y--

Leave him.

-God. -You got to leave him.

-I am not your mother, Atlas. -Leave him. Leave him.

Are you turning into yours?

-Let me out of here. -Lily.

Let me out now.

-Lily. -Stop.

Wait, what is this?

-Atlas! Stop. -You touch her again,

I'll cut your hand off and shove it down your throat,

-you piece of shit. -Stop! Atlas, stop!

Stop.

-Stop. -Oh, so this is Atlas.

Baby, hey.

The homeless boy you wasted your virginity on?

Come on. Come on. Come on. Stop. Stop.

Guys, stop it! Stop it!

-Stop it! -Hey! Hey! Break it up!

-Stop! Stop! No! -Come on.

-Please! Please, stop! No! -Get out of my restaurant!

Stop! Let's get out of here.

Get out of my restaurant!

Stop, please, please. Let's go.

-Get out! -Stop it now!

Ryle? Excuse me.

Uh, Ryle.

Ryle. Ryle, wait. Ryle, please, wait.

What was he doing in the bathroom, Lily?

What was he doing in the bathroom with you?

He saw my eye, and I think he saw your hand.

And-and he knows it was an accident.

And I told him it was an accident, and he know...

Lily.

What?

I don't-- I don't know him.

I mean, we-we were, we were kids.

-I don't know him now. -Anyone but him.

Anyone but him.

I don't know what you're talking about.

I know you. Anyone but him.

Promise me.

Okay.

-Okay? -Okay.

Yeah.

I don't know. I don't...

Okay.

Okay, okay, okay.

I've never been here before.

-You have me. -I...

-You have all of me. -I know. I know.

I know. I know.

So, if I'm not what you want, you just...

No, no, no, no, you're fine. Stop. Stop. Stop.

Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop.

Stop. Stop.

-I love you, Lily. -I know. I know.

I know. I know. I know.

I love you, Lily.

I love you, too.

No, please stop. No, please, please.

Lily! Open the door.

-You've got to go right now. -Lily!

-I'm coming! -Open the door!

You got to go right now. Put your clothes on, Atlas.

Who's in there?

He's coming. Please, come on, Atlas.

Hey! Open...

-Thank you. Enjoy. -Yeah.

Thank you for coming by.

-We appreciate it. -Of course.

-Bye. -Oh, wow.

-Thank you. -Hi.

-Thanks so much for stopping in. -Yeah.

-It's busy. -Yeah.

Whew. I think that's the last of it.

How you doing, mama?

I'm doing.

I'm doing.

You in that little dress.

Do you mind if I... if I see the baby for a moment?

Oh, yeah. Have a visit.

Hi, bubba. How you doing? You getting big.

Hey, question.

If, um, we're not allowed to go back to that restaurant...

-Yeah. -...why is he allowed to come

to this store?

-I don't-- Okay. -Coffee.

I'm getting coffee.

Would you like some? Hmm?

-No, I'm good. Thank you. -All right.

-Excuse me. Hi. Excuse me. -Hi.

-Thank you. -You're welcome.

-Nice to see you. -Yeah.

Hi.

Hi.

This is incredible.

Yeah, thanks.

Kind of exactly, uh, how I imagined it.

Yeah, yours, too.

Thanks.

Look at us.

So, look, I, um...

I came by the next day after the fight...

...but he was here, and I-I just didn't think that was a...

a good idea.

I just-- I just wanted to say I'm really sorry.

-I was... -Yeah.

...out of my mind and-and acted like a jackass, and...

I just feel really bad and I'm s-- I'm sorry.

Yeah, yeah. No, it's all good. It's, um...

Yeah, it's-- It was a misunderstanding. So...

Well, I don't-- I don't know.

I mean, no, it wasn't.

I don't think it was, but...

Why are you here now? I gave you my address months ago.

What are you-- what are you doing?

I came the next day.

And I drive this street a lot.

Yeah.

I'm sorry.

Are you happy?

Yeah.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

I couldn't be happier.

Are you?

No.

Sorry.

That your phone?

Yeah.

What are you doing?

That's my number.

In case you need it.

Okay, well, I won't, so...

But thank you.

I hope you don't.

Hey, that, um... that thing

that he said about that-- you know, with us.

It wasn't...

It wasn't wasted.

I know.

I was there.

Hi.

-Hey. -Hey.

Oh.

Mmm. That smells good.

Mmm. Thank you.

Are you happy?

Um...

are you okay?

Yeah. I'm just...

I'm just curious.

I wasn't.

But you... you make me happy.

Are you happy?

I mean, I don't think anyone's happy

all the time, but, um...

I don't know if I like the sound of that.

No, no. It's just, you know...

Of course, I deal with, um,

you know, my stuff and, you know...

life and

-ticking clock and, you know... -Right.

...all those decisions that-that women have to...

have to worry about, but, um,

I think I'm an innately happy person.

It's, um, probably just

a coping mechanism I learned from my mom.

-So... -Your mom?

My dad used to hit her.

Shit, I'm so sorry.

You never told me that.

It's not something people talk about.

Did he ever hurt you?

No. He nearly killed Atlas, though.

Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

Oh.

Oh, God. I...

I'm so embarrassed. I...

That mess at the restaurant.

I didn't know. That must have been so hard on you.

Yeah.

Baby, all I want to do in my life is protect you.

You know that, right?

When you hurt yourself by accident, when you...

stub your toe, I blame myself.

It's like it's my fault that the wall was there.

Oh, stop.

I am the luckiest goddamn man on this planet.

And I could clean up.

Trust me.

Okay, I'm not trying to hear about that.

You don't want to hear about that?

-No. -Just a little bit?

No.

You know, I'm a ripped neurosurgeon,

for Christ's sake.

When was the last time you saw someone

who looked like me that wasn't on a daytime soap?

I mean, come to think of it, yeah, no, I haven't.

-Yeah. -And I'm rich.

Oh, and humble.

We can work on that.

God, I love you.

I know. I love you, too. That's the problem.

It's a big problem.

Mm-hmm.

It's a really big problem.

Mmm.

Mmm.

Stop.

Look at her. She's like a little alien.

Yeah, she's perfect.

Do you want to hold her?

-Yeah. Yeah. -I knew it.

Here you go.

Look at you. Okay.

-There. -Hi.

There we go. Right there.

-Oh, you're so beautiful. Hi. -Oh, wow.

Oh.

-You're a mama. -Yeah.

Oh, my sister's a mama.

And you're an uncle. Hmm.

Wow.

You did it.

This is just hormones.

Don't look at me.

Do you guys want kids?

-Oh, well... -No pressure.

We're not... not putting you on the spot right now.

I mean, it would be great for childcare and stuff like that.

I'm not gonna make her put on a white dress

and have my babies.

Unless she wants to.

Then I-I would marry her tonight.

-Oh, shit. He's serious. -Oh, my gosh.

Ryle, you are... you are drunk on baby smell.

No, no, no. I am serious as an aneurysm.

Oh, God. Please don't do neurosurgeon humor

when you're propos... if... I mean, if you are.

-Is that... Is this... -He's going around.

-Oh, my God. -I mean, if that's...

-No, are you actually... -Give me the baby.

He's actually... Please stop. Please stop. Please stop.

-Wait, wait, wait. Wait, wait. -No, no. No, no, stop.

-Oh, he's doing it. -Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Okay.

Okay, what...

-Can we just-just... -Can you get the baby?

-Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. We can take that. -We have a baby.

You gorgeous girl. Here you go, baby.

You get back down there.

You get back down there right this second.

Will you marry me, Lily Blossom Bloom?

-Yeah? -Okay.

This is just...

-Oh, he did it. -I'm just...

This is a miracle.

Oh, thank God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my...

But we'll do a proper wedding one day...

You got married without me.

And I continue to be very sorry,

but at some point, you're gonna have to forgive me.

-I-I will wear you down. -My wife will wear you down.

Not possible.

I don't think you should ever forgive her. Just saying.

Oh, okay. That's enough of that.

Hold on, can you charge my phone?

I haven't been dreaming

about your wedding day your whole life.

I've been dreaming about it my whole life.

And I'm sorry, I just feel cheated.

I... Yeah, okay. Got it. Thanks, Mom.

Okay, we're gonna find a way to move on.

If I don't get to watch you walk down the aisle,

I will not be denied watching you squirm.

You want to make it up to me?

-Yes, please. -Make me a grandbaby.

No, three. Three. Make it triplets.

All right, can you just... can we move past

this conversation, please?

You okay?

What happened?

Mom, I'll-I'll call you right back, okay?

-Okay. Okay. -Yeah, no, hang up.

Hey, what happened?

Hey, you okay?

I dropped your phone...

and the case fell off.

And I found this.

I called the number.

-It wasn't... -You promised me.

-I know. -I would never lie to you.

I know. It's-it's nothing.

-It's nothing? -Yeah.

-Yeah. -It's nothing?

Yes. Yes, I promise.

Yeah.

Okay?

It's nothing.

Okay.

Yeah.

Ryle.

Wait, baby, I promise

I didn't mean to see him.

-No, no, no, no, no, no, no. -No, no, no, no.

-Lily, stop! -I promise. Please. No, it's...

Please just listen to me. Please.

-You promised me, Lily. -I didn't know he was coming.

-Stop. -Just talk to me.

-Stop. Stop. -Baby, please just stop...

-You stop. -Stop!

Please don't...

Shh. Hey.

Just try to be still.

Just try to be still.

It's all done. Shh. I'm here.

-Stop. -I'm here.

-Hey. -What... what happened?

You fell down the stairs.

No, no, no, d-d-don't-don't...

don't touch it.

Yeah, you tripped, and...

and I, um... I-I tried to catch you.

-No, Ryle, no. -Y-You're okay. You're okay.

-It hurts. -Don't-don't-don't-don't...

I know it hurts. It hurts. You're okay.

-Okay. -You're okay.

Do you know who you are?

-Lily Bloom. -Okay.

Where are you?

-Our apartment. -Okay. Who am I?

My husband.

And what am I doing right now?

Helping me.

How many fingers am I holding up?

Five.

Five. And now?

-Two. -Okay.

Tell me it's nothing.

Oh, it's nothing.

Yeah, come.

Thank you.

-Am I okay? -You're okay. You're okay.

Okay.

♪ Let me put the water in the bowl ♪

♪ For your wounds, babe ♪

♪ Let me fill you up with the fingers of love ♪

♪ You can't lose, babe ♪

♪ When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin' ♪

♪ When they choose me? ♪

♪ Say again, this place ♪

♪ Say again, this place ♪

♪ I broke my neck ♪

♪ Dancing to the edge of the world, babe ♪

♪ My mouth is wet... ♪

Lily! Oh, my God.

Did you see it? Did you see the magazine?

You did it. Look at this.

Top ten. We're in the top ten.

-Wait, what happened? -We're in the top...

-You did it. -Wait, where is it?

With the genius. I did it.

Right there. Look, look, look. Right there.

-Oh, oh, my God. -There's you. Oh, my God.

I'm gonna call Ryle and then tell him to get

50 copies of this thing.

♪ Here is your princess ♪

♪ And here is the horizon. ♪

-Hey. -Hey.

You saw?

-Congratulations. -Yeah, thank you.

I didn't know it was a big deal.

"Best in Boston."

"Best in Boston."

-Mmm. -Mmm.

Oh. Hello.

Okay.

Hmm.

I love this tattoo.

Hey, remind me what that means again.

Uh, what?

I told you.

Really doesn't mean anything?

Did you read it yet?

-Yeah. Did you? -Mmm.

Hmm. Will you read it to me?

Oh, I don't like that kind of stuff.

-Please. -No. Baby, I made dinner.

-It's gonna get cold. -Read it.

And I don't love, uh, this kind of stuff, okay?

"Number seven, Lily Bloom's."

-No, no, skip to... -"An avant-garde floral shop."

-What? -Skip to number one.

Our favorite restaurant.

Look, baby, I...

Read it.

"The top pick should come as no surprise..."

No, go to the... go to the end.

"The owner, Atlas Corrigan, spoke to the sweet origin story

"behind his farm-to-table hot spot, Root.

'When I was a kid, I carved a...'"

-Carved what? -Baby, I don't want to read.

Keep reading.

"'...small hollow heart from an oak tree for a girl.

"'So the name was meant to represent something

"'she said to me, which I'm gonna keep between us,

"'but there was no other name for Root.

It was... always for her.'"

Baby.

Just go to this last paragraph.

It gets better.

-I don't want to. -Read it.

"When asked if he had seen the..."

"...girl since they were kids, Corrigan replied..."

"'Yes. Next question.'"

Do you love him?

-I did. -Do you love him now?

I love you.

That wasn't my question.

I don't know.

Thank you.

Sorry, baby.

Come on. Let's have dinner.

-No. -Okay.

Please.

Hey, no, no, no. Not now.

Please, just... Please. Hey.

Stop, please.

Baby, stop. Stop.

-You want me to stop? -Not now.

-Hey, stop it. -Mm-mm.

Stop it.

-Hey. Hey. -Stop.

Stop, please. Please stop.

-Hey. -Hey.

Stop.

Stop it.

Stop. Stop.

Hey. Don't.

Stop. Stop. Hey. What are you doing?

-Stop. Stop. -Hey.

-What are you doing? -Shh, shh.

-What are you doing? Stop. -Baby.

-Stop. -Hey.

Hey.

I love you.

I just haven't shown you how much I love you.

You have. You have.

No.

You have.

-Baby. -Please.

You have, baby. You have.

Okay.

Okay. Okay.

-I love you so much. -I love you, baby.

-I love you. -I love you so much.

Baby.

Baby, please stop.

Please stop.

Please. Hey. Hey, stop.

Stop. Hey. Stop.

-Look at me. Look at me. -I love you so much.

No, no, look at me. Hey, look at me.

And I want you to know

-that I love you enough. -I love you.

-No, you have. You have. -No.

Hey, hey, look at me. Look at me.

I love you. Baby, look at me.

Please look at me. Please look at me.

-Please look at me. -That tattoo.

Please look at me. Please look at me.

Please. Please. Please.

I love you. I love you. I love you. Please.

Please don't do this.

Please. Please. Please.

No!

I don't think I'm showing you how much I love you.

Yes, you have.

No. No, I haven't.

Hey.

-Hands. -Yes, Chef.

I was never gonna become her.

You're not becoming her.

Don't even think about that.

Okay?

-Yeah. -You're not.

Is that what I think it is?

Yeah.

I want to tell you something.

I don't know if it's the right time, but I...

Sorry for the delay.

Been really busy tonight.

So, we have a certain examination

for these situations.

It's called the SANE exam.

It's completely optional, of course.

Oh, I, um, uh...

I w-- He didn't...

-No, I wasn't-- It's... -Did he try?

I don't need the exam. Thank you. Yeah.

May I?

Oh, yeah. Of course.

-Does this hurt? -Mm-mm.

-This? -Mm-mm.

No, it's just the skin. Yeah.

So, usually...

I'd give you an X-ray on this collarbone

to make sure that

-it isn't fractured. -Mm-hmm.

But given your situation, we're gonna clean it up,

and the nurse is gonna come in and give you a tetanus shot.

Uh, I-- I don't understand.

We don't give X-rays to pregnant women

unless it's vital.

Okay?

-Yeah. -All right. I'll be right back.

-Okay. -Okay.

There's no Cassie, is there?

No.

No, there isn't.

It's, uh, it's the place.

Um... kitchen, living room.

Um, hey, let me grab you some clothes.

Thank you.

My dad won't even notice they're gone.

Um, bedroom's all yours.

No, I'm not gonna take your bedroom.

No. Please. I have to get up early for work anyway, so...

I love that couch. It's-it's a good couch.

So, stay as long as you want.

Thank you.

Okay. Now, get some rest.

See you tomorrow.

Hey.

Hi.

I wasn't sure if you were hungry,

so I went with a few fan favorites.

What song do you want at your funeral?

If you had to pick one.

Have you not thought about this?

What song you're gonna play at my funeral?

Yeah. Oh, at my funeral, I'm thinking

-Creed, "With Arms Wide Open." -Mm-hmm.

-You know. ♪ With arms wide... ♪ -Yeah.

-As the casket's being lowered. -Uh-huh.

You're gonna be okay.

It doesn't feel like it.

I know.

But you are.

I think it's a little different this time.

If I can't even take care of myself,

then how am I, um...

you know, supposed to take care of a baby?

The night I went to that old abandoned house,

I didn't go there because I needed a place to stay.

I went there to kill myself.

And I was sitting on the living room floor,

and I saw you in your bedroom window.

The light came on,

and you poked your head through that curtain,

and as soon as I saw your face, I couldn't do it.

The next day, you brought me food.

You fed me.

I mean, you saved...

You saved my life is what I'm trying to say.

That's who you are.

And if you decide to keep it, you are going to be...

...an amazing mother.

And that baby is so lucky.

You've got this.

Uh, Lily.

If you ever find yourself in the position

to love somebody again, just fall in love with me.

Yeah. Okay.

I'm so sorry.

I've been watching him my entire life,

and I've seen...

...how afraid he is

of opening his heart to anyone...

...ever since he was a kid.

And I think I felt that he was dying inside.

Just dying inside, little by little...

...until he met you.

And I'm not making any excuses, uh...

I never...

I never thought he was capable of this.

Um...

Would it-- Would it be okay

if I asked what happened to Emerson?

Of course.

You deserve to know, and it's our family.

Um...

My father had a gun.

Ryle and Emerson were playing in the house,

you know, pretending to be cowboys,

and they found it.

And Ryle was six years old.

He was a six-year-old boy.

He didn't even know that it was a real gun.

He thought that it was pretend...

...until it was t-- too late.

-Emerson was our brother... -I'm so sorry, Allysa.

-...h-his best friend. -I'm sorry.

He's never been the same since.

Yeah.

To be at that funeral...

I really did used to love flowers.

Listen to me.

As his sister, I wish more than anything

that you could find a way to forgive him.

But as your best friend,

Lily, if you take him back,

I will never speak to you again.

Come here. Come here. Come here.

I'm so sorry.

You're the best friend I ever had.

I'll be an even better auntie.

Sweetheart.

♪ We gather here ♪

♪ We line up ♪

♪ Weeping in a sunlit room ♪

♪ And if I'm on fire ♪

♪ You'll be made of ashes, too ♪

♪ Even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe... ♪

Uh, that side. Yeah, if I hold it like this,

I think it'll be a little easier.

-Righty-tighty, I think. -Yep. Come on.

-I'm sorry. -No, no.

You got it. You got it.

Your dad always did this stuff.

Oh, well, I'm sure you built a thing or two in your life.

No, no. No, no.

-That was always his domain. -Oh, come on.

It doesn't want to go in there.

-Oh. -Um...

♪ Flying around, saving face... ♪

Wh-Why did you stay with him?

♪ Why are you at the wake? ♪

♪ Cursing my name... ♪

It would've been harder to leave.

♪ Look how my tears ricochet ♪

And I loved him.

Yeah, me, too.

I think I got it.

♪ Never knowing what they'll mean... ♪

And that's the heartbeat.

-Mm. -Look at that.

Do you want to know?

You can tell already?

I can.

♪ You know I didn't want to... ♪

Okay.

Yeah. Yeah.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

Okay.

♪ You wear the same jewels that I gave you... ♪

-Can you see that? -Uh-huh.

That's her little head.

Hi.

Hi, baby girl.

Her, huh?

♪ You used to tell me I was brave... ♪

Hi.

Hi, my baby girl.

♪ Cursing my name ♪

♪ Wishing I stayed ♪

♪ Look at how my tears ricochet ♪

♪ And I can go anywhere I want ♪

♪ Anywhere I want, just not home ♪

♪ And you can aim for my heart, go for blood ♪

♪ But you would still miss me in your bones ♪

♪ And I still talk to you ♪

Hi.

♪ When I'm screaming at the sky ♪

♪ And when you can't sleep at night ♪

♪ You hear my stolen lullabies ♪

It's always...

Yeah. Oh, thank you.

Mm.

♪ I didn't have it in myself ♪

♪ To go with grace ♪

♪ And so the battleships will sink beneath... ♪

Is she kicking?

Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

♪ You had to kill me, but it killed you ♪

♪ Just the same, cursing my name... ♪

All right.

Sturdy.

Here you go. Grab this side.

Thank you.

Yeah, perfect. I can clean all this up, so...

Okay.

♪ Cursing my name ♪

♪ Wishing I stayed ♪

♪ Look at how my tears ricochet. ♪

Do you want to feel... before you go?

I-If you want.

-Is she kicking now? -Always.

Yeah.

-Uh, yes. -Yeah. Okay.

Yeah, go ahead. Yeah.

-Here. Right here. -Oh.

There she is.

Yeah.

Big old noggin. You feel that?

That's her little heel. You feel that?

She's kind of stretching.

Yeah.

Come home.

Look, I won't--

It will never happen again.

I promise. I will-- I will get help.

Please come home.

-I'm s-- -You're gonna be late for work.

Come.

You want to join us?

We got room for one more.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

I know. I got you.

I got you.

-Hey. -Want to hold her?

Yeah.

-Here you go. -Hey.

Hi.

Mommy's got you.

Yeah.

Still here.

Mommy's got you. I know, I know.

I know.

Keep her cozy.

-Oh, hi. -There we go.

Hi, beautiful.

There we go.

-I'm your daddy. -Yeah.

You sure are.

Yeah.

What should we call her?

I was thinking we could name her after your brother.

Emerson.

Yeah. Emerson.

That way, we can call her Emmy.

What do you think?

I think that's the nicest thing

anyone's ever done for me.

Thank you.

It's okay.

It's okay. Daddy's got you.

Daddy's got you, Emmy.

Hi.

Hi, beautiful. I'm your daddy.

I'm gonna keep you safe, Emmy.

I'm gonna keep you safe.

I want a divorce.

Hey. Let's not.

Hey, yes.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's not for you or me. It's for her.

Yeah, you know.

Look at her.

What if, one day, she, uh...

she came to you and said, "My boyfriend hit me"?

What would you...

what would you say to her?

Or if she said, "Daddy, my husband

"pushed me down the stairs, but he--

he said it was an accident, so it's fine"?

Or if she said her husband held her down

and she begged him to stop,

but he swore he'd never do it again?

What would you tell her?

If the person she loved...

...was...

was hurting her, what would you say to her?

I would beg her to leave him.

Yeah.

And I'd beg her never to go back.

Want to go to your mama?

You have such a good mama.

Here.

I got you, bug. I got you.

Yes, my love.

Okay. I'm gonna...

Yeah.

There you go, bug. Mama's got you.

Mama's got you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Stops right here, bubba, with you and me.

It ends with us.

Okay?

It ends with us.

Yeah. Yeah.

-Love you. -Thank you.

Oh, Mama, I love you.

I'm so proud of you.

Okay.

-Okay. -Okay.

-Be right back. -Okay.

Let's go meet your grandpa.

Okay.

Goodbye, Pops.

Okay.

That's enough of that.

Come on.

It's also a little scary.

-Hi. -Hi.

-How've you... -Was that your daughter?

Yeah, that's Emmy.

I saw you guys before. I just...

-Mm-hmm. -I didn't...

Yeah.

-She's beautiful. -Oh.

Thanks.

Are you still with...

No.

No, no, it's-- it's, uh, just us.

Oh.

Wow.

♪ You know that I've been there, too... ♪

-Are... you with anyone? -How's the store?

♪ Feels like the world's gonna end ♪

No.

♪ But I'll get you through ♪

Not yet.

♪ If it's the last thing I do ♪

♪ I'm gonna love ♪

♪ The hell out of you ♪

♪ Take all the pain ♪

♪ That you're going through ♪

♪ I'll bring you heaven ♪

♪ If that's what you need ♪

♪ 'Cause you've always loved ♪

♪ The hell out of me ♪

♪ You brought resounding techniques for my grounding ♪

♪ When I ♪

♪ Had lost it a little too far from the middle to find ♪

♪ Some solace from all this exhaustion ♪

♪ And monsters of mine ♪

♪ So you better know ♪

♪ That I'll bring you home ♪

♪ I'm gonna love ♪

♪ The hell out of you ♪

♪ Take all the pain ♪

♪ That you're going through ♪

♪ And I'll bring you heaven ♪

♪ If that's what you need ♪

♪ 'Cause you've always loved ♪

♪ The hell out of me ♪

♪ Me ♪

♪ In the moment you feel half complete ♪

♪ Know the moments are temporary ♪

♪ When the fear fuels the fire underneath ♪

♪ I'm gonna love ♪

♪ The hell out of you ♪

♪ Take all the pain ♪

♪ That you're going through ♪

♪ And I'll bring you heaven ♪

♪ Yeah, if that's what you need ♪

♪ 'Cause you've always loved ♪

♪ The hell out of me ♪

♪ You've always loved ♪

♪ The hell out of me. ♪

♪ Notice me ♪

♪ Take my hand ♪

♪ Why are we ♪

♪ Strangers when ♪

♪ My love is strong? ♪

♪ Why carry on without me? ♪

♪ And every time I try to fly, I fall ♪

♪ Without my wings, I feel so small ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

♪ And every time I see you in my dreams ♪

♪ I see your face, it's haunting me ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

-♪ I make believe ♪ -♪ I make believe ♪

-♪ That you are here ♪ -♪ That you are here ♪

-♪ It's the only way ♪ -♪ It's the only way ♪

-♪ I see clear ♪ -♪ I see clear ♪

-♪ What have I done? ♪ -♪ What have I done? ♪

♪ You seem to move on easy ♪

♪ And every time I try to fly, I fall ♪

♪ Without my wings, I feel so small ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

♪ And every time I see you in my dreams ♪

♪ I see your face, you're haunting me ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

♪ And every time I try to fly, I fall ♪

♪ Without my wings, I feel so small ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

♪ And every time I see you in my dreams ♪

♪ I see your face, it's haunting me ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby ♪

♪ I guess I need you, baby. ♪