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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:25,770 --> 00:02:27,980 The summer I was eight years old... 2 00:02:28,064 --> 00:02:30,816 five hours disappeared from my life. 3 00:02:30,900 --> 00:02:33,819 Five hours... lost. 4 00:02:33,903 --> 00:02:36,072 Gone without a trace. 5 00:02:43,536 --> 00:02:44,788 Last thing I remember... 6 00:02:44,871 --> 00:02:47,749 I was sitting on the bench of my Little League game. 7 00:02:49,209 --> 00:02:51,169 It started to rain. 8 00:02:51,252 --> 00:02:54,839 What happened after that remains a pitch-black void. 9 00:02:55,423 --> 00:02:57,884 Brian? Brian? 10 00:02:59,594 --> 00:03:03,222 You dork, what the heck are you doing in there? 11 00:03:04,014 --> 00:03:05,683 Hey... 12 00:03:06,433 --> 00:03:08,268 You're bleeding. 13 00:03:17,236 --> 00:03:21,073 - Whoo! It is terrible out there! - Mom! 14 00:03:21,156 --> 00:03:24,033 Well, hello, sweetheart. What happened to you? 15 00:03:24,117 --> 00:03:26,285 Brian got a bloody nose hiding in the cellar. 16 00:03:26,369 --> 00:03:28,579 Whatever on earth were you doing down there? 17 00:03:28,663 --> 00:03:32,500 Are you okay, sweetheart? Oh, you poor little baby. 18 00:03:32,583 --> 00:03:35,670 They had me cooped up all night in that awful mail room. 19 00:03:35,753 --> 00:03:38,923 I didn't even know it was raining till I got off work. 20 00:03:39,006 --> 00:03:40,967 Hold still. 21 00:03:41,050 --> 00:03:43,719 Didn't one of the other moms give you a ride home? 22 00:03:43,802 --> 00:03:47,055 - I'm going to bed. - I hope you're happy. 23 00:03:47,139 --> 00:03:50,475 I knew he'd get hurt playing sports out there in the field. 24 00:03:50,559 --> 00:03:53,520 You know, when I was a kid, I wasn't exactly a star player, either... 25 00:03:53,603 --> 00:03:57,315 but at least I gave it my all. I wasn't a quitter. 26 00:03:57,399 --> 00:03:58,900 Sorry, Dad. 27 00:04:01,445 --> 00:04:04,530 - Good night. - Good night! 28 00:04:05,072 --> 00:04:09,368 I told your father that little league thing was a stupid idea. 29 00:04:09,452 --> 00:04:11,412 Hold your nose. 30 00:04:14,790 --> 00:04:17,501 Mom made me quit baseball the very next day. 31 00:04:35,435 --> 00:04:38,605 This was when the nightmares began... 32 00:04:38,688 --> 00:04:41,483 and the nose bleeds. 33 00:04:41,566 --> 00:04:44,194 I wet the bed several times... 34 00:04:44,277 --> 00:04:47,488 and then there were the blackouts. 35 00:04:47,571 --> 00:04:50,574 I'd feel my eyes roll back in my head. 36 00:04:50,657 --> 00:04:54,495 I'd crumple to the floor like a dropped puppet. 37 00:04:58,707 --> 00:05:01,710 The darn thing's not even a year old yet. 38 00:05:01,794 --> 00:05:05,129 Maybe it's screwed up from all the lightning last week. 39 00:05:05,213 --> 00:05:07,715 Oh, your father's going to be overjoyed about this... 40 00:05:07,799 --> 00:05:11,511 - What time's Dad getting home? - Not for another hour, at least, honey. 41 00:05:13,471 --> 00:05:17,183 Mom, Deborah, come look! 42 00:05:20,603 --> 00:05:22,814 - It's a UFO! - Oh, please... 43 00:05:22,897 --> 00:05:24,982 It's just a weather balloon or something. 44 00:05:25,066 --> 00:05:28,944 No! Look what it's doing to the TV! 45 00:05:30,320 --> 00:05:34,658 - It's flying over the house! - Let's go up on the roof. 46 00:05:34,741 --> 00:05:38,328 No, wait! Children, be careful! 47 00:05:41,706 --> 00:05:45,876 That summer, those were the two things I'd never forget. 48 00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:49,129 The cramped, stale darkness of the crawlspace... 49 00:05:49,213 --> 00:05:53,926 and, equal in power and mystery... that UFO... 50 00:05:54,009 --> 00:05:58,430 out there somewhere, traveling across the universe. 51 00:06:02,142 --> 00:06:05,479 The summer I was eight years old, I came for the first time. 52 00:06:05,563 --> 00:06:07,564 I was watching my mom going at it... 53 00:06:07,647 --> 00:06:12,068 . . . with her boyfriend of the moment; Alfred in my old swing set. 54 00:06:14,320 --> 00:06:18,491 Alfred was all Marlboro man, dumb as a fucking rock. 55 00:06:18,575 --> 00:06:22,370 What I would, years later, come to call "my type". 56 00:06:25,415 --> 00:06:28,917 And only the most boring, stupid things would ever come out of his mouth, but... 57 00:06:29,001 --> 00:06:33,672 but seeing him like this, whimpering and grunting like a helpless animal... 58 00:06:33,755 --> 00:06:36,633 I couldn't take my eyes off of him. 59 00:06:52,523 --> 00:06:55,860 I'd been masturbating for years, but it wasn't till that summer... 60 00:06:55,943 --> 00:06:59,572 that jizz actually squirted out my dick when I came. 61 00:06:59,655 --> 00:07:01,949 Couldn't wait to show Coach. 62 00:07:02,033 --> 00:07:03,784 Oh, maybe I should start at the beginning. 63 00:07:03,868 --> 00:07:06,245 Back in June, my mom signed me up for Little League. 64 00:07:06,329 --> 00:07:07,621 Well, it was Alfred's idea. 65 00:07:07,704 --> 00:07:11,416 A way for them to fuck freely, Without the expense of a sitter. 66 00:07:11,499 --> 00:07:13,460 Are you excited? 67 00:07:14,628 --> 00:07:16,254 Coach Heider? 68 00:07:19,966 --> 00:07:23,219 Desire sledgehammered me. 69 00:07:23,303 --> 00:07:25,764 He looked like the lifeguards, cowboys and firemen... 70 00:07:25,847 --> 00:07:29,391 I'd seen in the "Playgirls" that my mom kept stashed under her bed. 71 00:07:29,475 --> 00:07:31,602 Back then, I didn't know what to do with my feelings. 72 00:07:31,685 --> 00:07:35,940 They were like a gift I had to open in front of a crowd. 73 00:07:36,023 --> 00:07:37,191 - Hello. - Hello. 74 00:07:37,274 --> 00:07:41,445 I'm Ellen McCormick. And this is my son, Neil. 75 00:07:41,528 --> 00:07:43,072 Hello, Neil. 76 00:07:43,155 --> 00:07:46,951 Honey, don't you want to say hello to your new coach? 77 00:07:47,743 --> 00:07:52,288 Don't worry, it takes him a while to warm up to strangers. 78 00:07:54,374 --> 00:07:57,418 I quickly became the team's star player. 79 00:07:58,419 --> 00:08:00,338 Which wasn't saying much, considering the other kids... 80 00:08:00,421 --> 00:08:02,382 were a bunch of hopeless spazzes. 81 00:08:03,591 --> 00:08:08,054 Our first game, bottom of the eighth, I whacked a triple with bases loaded. 82 00:08:08,137 --> 00:08:10,430 The crowd went fuckin' nuts. 83 00:08:10,514 --> 00:08:12,307 But I didn't care about that. 84 00:08:12,391 --> 00:08:16,520 All that mattered was it made Coach proud. 85 00:08:16,603 --> 00:08:19,231 After that first victory, the coach called my mom... 86 00:08:19,314 --> 00:08:22,567 to tell her he was taking the team out to a movie to celebrate. 87 00:08:26,405 --> 00:08:29,240 Hey, big guy, ready to go? 88 00:08:29,323 --> 00:08:31,117 - Coach? - Yeah. 89 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:33,077 Where's everybody else? 90 00:08:33,160 --> 00:08:36,372 Well, it looks like it's just going to be you and me today, bud. 91 00:08:36,455 --> 00:08:37,415 Really? 92 00:08:38,040 --> 00:08:40,751 - Yep. - Cool. 93 00:08:41,794 --> 00:08:44,714 I picked Blood Prom. It's an R-rated slasher flick. 94 00:08:44,797 --> 00:08:46,966 Tons of cool gore and murders in it. 95 00:08:47,049 --> 00:08:51,302 When this one really annoying blonde chick got her head chopped off, I cheered. 96 00:08:51,386 --> 00:08:55,432 After the movie, we picked up a pizza and headed back to Coach's. 97 00:08:56,016 --> 00:08:58,393 Coach's house was awesome! 98 00:08:58,476 --> 00:09:03,189 He had a giant TV, an Atari with Donkey Kong, Asteroids, Frogger. 99 00:09:03,273 --> 00:09:05,316 All my favorite games. 100 00:09:10,112 --> 00:09:13,115 Ha, you exploded. My turn. 101 00:09:15,242 --> 00:09:18,287 - Sure your mom's not expecting you? - She works. 102 00:09:18,370 --> 00:09:21,707 She's probably got a date with Alfred afterward. 103 00:09:21,790 --> 00:09:24,626 My guess is you spend a lot of time by yourself, huh? 104 00:09:24,710 --> 00:09:28,505 Yeah, but I kind of like it. I just ride my bike and watch TV. 105 00:09:28,589 --> 00:09:30,298 It's cool. 106 00:09:32,175 --> 00:09:35,344 Oh, shit. You made me mess up! 107 00:09:35,887 --> 00:09:37,513 Sorry... 108 00:09:38,097 --> 00:09:39,599 Hold on. 109 00:09:42,602 --> 00:09:43,936 Come here for a sec. 110 00:09:44,020 --> 00:09:47,106 Oh, bring one of them bottles of Peach Nehi. 111 00:09:51,568 --> 00:09:54,654 Okay. This might seem a little weird at first. 112 00:09:54,738 --> 00:09:57,115 But I need to record my team's voices. 113 00:09:57,199 --> 00:10:00,160 Especially my best players. 114 00:10:00,243 --> 00:10:02,954 Okay? Take this. 115 00:10:05,832 --> 00:10:10,253 Now just speak into it using your normal voice. 116 00:10:10,337 --> 00:10:13,672 - Well, what should I say? - Whatever you like. 117 00:10:13,756 --> 00:10:15,716 Start with your name. 118 00:10:16,383 --> 00:10:17,802 Neil. 119 00:10:18,302 --> 00:10:22,515 Now take a big sip of pop and belch. 120 00:10:25,476 --> 00:10:27,561 - Shit. - Good. 121 00:10:27,645 --> 00:10:29,438 Say that again. 122 00:10:29,522 --> 00:10:31,023 Shit. 123 00:10:31,107 --> 00:10:32,398 Again. 124 00:10:32,482 --> 00:10:34,442 Shit, shit, shit. 125 00:10:34,526 --> 00:10:37,695 - Keep going. - Shit, shit, shit. 126 00:10:38,363 --> 00:10:39,781 Hell! Damn! 127 00:10:39,864 --> 00:10:42,033 Now, um, look up into the camera. 128 00:10:42,117 --> 00:10:43,827 Now stick your tongue out. 129 00:10:46,204 --> 00:10:48,081 Make a... make a funny face. 130 00:10:48,164 --> 00:10:49,541 Good, good! 131 00:10:51,167 --> 00:10:54,670 Yeah... Yes, Neil, yes. Yes! 132 00:10:58,507 --> 00:11:00,384 Open your mouth real wide. 133 00:11:03,887 --> 00:11:05,389 Neil, that's perfect. 134 00:11:09,643 --> 00:11:13,563 July 2nd. We had a 7:30 game against Hutchinson Taco Hut. 135 00:11:13,646 --> 00:11:15,982 I know you're gonna kick their butts tonight. 136 00:11:16,065 --> 00:11:19,318 You gonna knock one out of the park for your poor, hard-working mom? 137 00:11:20,194 --> 00:11:21,904 So you're gonna get a ride home with Coach, right? 138 00:11:21,988 --> 00:11:23,739 - Yeah. - Okay. 139 00:11:34,291 --> 00:11:38,253 You're mine, and I love you, and don't you ever forget it. 140 00:11:44,050 --> 00:11:47,429 Boy, were you on fire tonight. It's the best you ever played. 141 00:11:47,512 --> 00:11:49,014 Thanks, Coach. 142 00:11:50,682 --> 00:11:53,350 Hey, can we play some more of those game cartridges tonight? 143 00:11:53,434 --> 00:11:56,979 Sure, we can. But I gotta show you something first. 144 00:12:11,994 --> 00:12:14,370 - I look stupid in this one. - No. 145 00:12:14,454 --> 00:12:17,415 You look perfect. your expression... 146 00:12:17,498 --> 00:12:20,376 Like you're having a wonderful dream. 147 00:12:22,712 --> 00:12:24,005 Neil... 148 00:12:25,006 --> 00:12:28,176 I've been thinking a lot about you this week. 149 00:12:29,344 --> 00:12:30,970 I'm hungry. 150 00:12:31,804 --> 00:12:33,264 Sure. 151 00:12:33,847 --> 00:12:35,432 You want a pizza? 152 00:12:35,515 --> 00:12:37,351 I might have something here you'd like. 153 00:12:41,563 --> 00:12:43,065 Whoa...! 154 00:12:45,192 --> 00:12:48,654 - What'll it be, little buddy? - My mom never buys these things. 155 00:12:48,737 --> 00:12:52,241 - She says they're a big waste of money. - Let's eat them. 156 00:12:54,951 --> 00:12:56,827 Which one do you want? 157 00:12:56,911 --> 00:12:59,163 - I don't know. What are you having? - Corn pops. 158 00:12:59,247 --> 00:13:01,165 Then I'll have, uh... 159 00:13:01,999 --> 00:13:03,751 Cocoa Krispies. 160 00:13:19,182 --> 00:13:20,475 Shit... 161 00:13:20,558 --> 00:13:22,269 Sorry... 162 00:13:46,709 --> 00:13:48,335 You do one. 163 00:13:53,507 --> 00:13:55,341 Whoo, good one! 164 00:14:14,902 --> 00:14:16,778 Here we go... 165 00:14:27,664 --> 00:14:29,583 I like you, Neil. 166 00:14:31,251 --> 00:14:33,295 I like you so much. 167 00:14:40,468 --> 00:14:42,970 When I really, really like someone... 168 00:14:51,228 --> 00:14:54,190 there's a way I show them how I feel. 169 00:15:04,032 --> 00:15:05,533 Angel... 170 00:15:06,201 --> 00:15:09,412 There's nothing wrong with kissing someone like this. 171 00:15:10,413 --> 00:15:13,750 Don't ever let anyone tell you that it's wrong. 172 00:15:23,133 --> 00:15:24,885 It happened. 173 00:15:24,968 --> 00:15:28,555 That's what I told myself: It just happened. 174 00:15:29,056 --> 00:15:32,518 And after it was over, I looked down at the mess on the floor. 175 00:15:32,601 --> 00:15:35,104 It was like a kaleidoscope had shattered. 176 00:15:35,187 --> 00:15:40,525 And when I swallowed, the taste of Coach's tongue seared my mouth. 177 00:15:40,608 --> 00:15:42,902 You liked it. 178 00:15:42,985 --> 00:15:44,946 It's okay that you liked it. 179 00:15:45,738 --> 00:15:47,824 Everything's gonna be okay. 180 00:16:11,888 --> 00:16:13,932 Do you know him or something? 181 00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:17,352 I met Wendy Peterson when I was ten. 182 00:16:17,436 --> 00:16:20,938 She was 11, one grade ahead of me in school. 183 00:16:21,605 --> 00:16:24,650 - What are you doing? - Damn, no razor. 184 00:16:24,733 --> 00:16:27,695 - You're insane. - If I wasn't queer... 185 00:16:27,778 --> 00:16:30,990 we would have ended up having sloppy teenage sex and getting pregnant... 186 00:16:31,073 --> 00:16:35,578 contributing more fucked-up, unwanted kids to society. 187 00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:39,164 But instead, she became my soul mate. 188 00:16:39,247 --> 00:16:42,834 My one true partner in crime. 189 00:16:43,376 --> 00:16:45,712 Let's kidnap him. 190 00:16:46,254 --> 00:16:49,424 His mom says we're supposed to take him home. 191 00:16:51,176 --> 00:16:55,972 - Where are you taking me? - A house with lots and lots of candy. 192 00:16:56,723 --> 00:16:57,765 Goody. 193 00:16:59,850 --> 00:17:04,229 Beware... Beware... 194 00:17:04,313 --> 00:17:07,149 Beware... 195 00:17:07,232 --> 00:17:12,446 These are the eyes of the axe murderer's victims. 196 00:17:16,450 --> 00:17:19,911 Come on, Satan. Hurry up, chicken. 197 00:17:19,994 --> 00:17:22,622 - Brian... - I never much cared for Halloween... 198 00:17:22,705 --> 00:17:24,290 but this particular year... 199 00:17:24,373 --> 00:17:28,586 I couldn't shake the feeling that something horrible was gonna happen... 200 00:17:28,669 --> 00:17:30,671 and there was nothing I could do to stop it. 201 00:17:30,755 --> 00:17:34,342 Wait outside for me. I'll be done in a minute. 202 00:17:36,719 --> 00:17:38,554 Right, you hold him while I go get something. 203 00:17:38,638 --> 00:17:41,932 - What are we gonna do? - Have some fun. 204 00:17:54,152 --> 00:17:58,156 - What's the matter, Satan? - What did you say, punk? 205 00:18:00,658 --> 00:18:02,284 What a loser! 206 00:18:03,494 --> 00:18:05,829 - Loser! - Loser! 207 00:18:21,010 --> 00:18:22,387 Brian? 208 00:18:24,597 --> 00:18:26,099 Brian? 209 00:18:28,643 --> 00:18:30,937 I thought that was you. 210 00:18:36,276 --> 00:18:37,527 Lie down! 211 00:18:37,610 --> 00:18:40,196 Lie down, retard! 212 00:18:40,280 --> 00:18:41,780 What are you doing? 213 00:18:41,863 --> 00:18:44,575 Shut up. Shut up, or we'll kill you. 214 00:18:44,658 --> 00:18:46,994 Point the beam over here. 215 00:18:47,077 --> 00:18:48,620 Open your mouth. 216 00:18:48,704 --> 00:18:50,956 I said, open your mouth! 217 00:18:52,124 --> 00:18:55,002 Now, keep these in your fuckin' mouth. And you better do what we say... 218 00:18:55,085 --> 00:18:58,589 or I'll kill you, I swear. 219 00:18:58,672 --> 00:19:01,382 Now give me the matches. Wendy, come on! 220 00:19:01,465 --> 00:19:04,218 Give me the damn matches! 221 00:19:19,066 --> 00:19:21,651 Shine the flashlight on him. 222 00:19:22,694 --> 00:19:25,572 Neil, he's gonna tattle! 223 00:19:25,655 --> 00:19:27,324 Don't worry. I know what to do. 224 00:19:27,407 --> 00:19:30,619 There are things we can do to get him on our side. 225 00:19:30,702 --> 00:19:33,705 That's it. Just lay still for a minute. 226 00:19:33,788 --> 00:19:35,707 You're my little green buddy... 227 00:19:35,790 --> 00:19:39,336 and there's this cool thing I wanna show you. 228 00:19:40,003 --> 00:19:42,379 When I was little, a man used to do this to me... 229 00:19:42,463 --> 00:19:44,715 and you're really gonna like it. 230 00:19:44,798 --> 00:19:46,717 There, that's it. 231 00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:48,761 That's my boy. 232 00:19:48,844 --> 00:19:51,930 Wendy never looked at me quite the same after that night. 233 00:19:52,014 --> 00:19:54,016 I mean... sharing this part of myself... 234 00:19:54,099 --> 00:19:57,144 I'd never shown anyone else, ever before. 235 00:19:57,227 --> 00:20:01,231 And I knew we'd be bound together... forever. 236 00:20:04,359 --> 00:20:07,320 I woke up, once again not knowing where I was... 237 00:20:07,403 --> 00:20:09,739 or what had happened to me. 238 00:20:10,281 --> 00:20:11,824 By the time I made my way back... 239 00:20:11,908 --> 00:20:14,494 Deborah said I'd been missing for over an hour. 240 00:20:14,577 --> 00:20:16,454 But I couldn't remember a thing. 241 00:20:16,537 --> 00:20:19,749 All I knew was that it was somehow linked to the other time... 242 00:20:19,832 --> 00:20:22,168 the night I woke up in the cellar. 243 00:20:22,251 --> 00:20:25,504 And I also knew that, no matter how long it took... 244 00:20:25,587 --> 00:20:28,215 I had to find out what had happened to me. 245 00:20:28,298 --> 00:20:31,635 I had to find an answer to the mystery. 246 00:20:34,054 --> 00:20:38,558 When I was 15, I overheard some kids at school talking about a place. 247 00:20:38,642 --> 00:20:42,813 A place that you could find even in a dumb-ass hick town like Hutchinson. 248 00:20:58,577 --> 00:21:00,037 Bingo. 249 00:21:30,107 --> 00:21:31,442 Here we go. 250 00:21:43,871 --> 00:21:46,456 - How's it going? - Okay. 251 00:21:47,331 --> 00:21:49,417 I'm Charlie. 252 00:21:50,251 --> 00:21:52,879 - Neil. - Wanna go for a ride? 253 00:21:56,674 --> 00:21:58,009 Sure. 254 00:21:58,968 --> 00:22:00,928 You got cash? 255 00:22:01,012 --> 00:22:03,264 I'll pay 50, no higher. 256 00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:07,392 You gotta be careful out here. 257 00:22:07,476 --> 00:22:09,811 The cops patrol this whole entire area... 258 00:22:09,895 --> 00:22:12,481 and they got brains enough to know what's up. 259 00:22:12,564 --> 00:22:14,941 I'm in Hutchinson on business. 260 00:22:15,025 --> 00:22:18,862 I supply snack foods to the local markets. 261 00:22:18,945 --> 00:22:22,240 Go ahead. Take whatever you want. 262 00:22:28,954 --> 00:22:30,831 Hungry, huh? 263 00:22:40,007 --> 00:22:42,343 We've only got an hour. 264 00:22:42,927 --> 00:22:45,012 So we better get busy. 265 00:22:50,809 --> 00:22:51,935 Wait. 266 00:22:53,770 --> 00:22:56,022 Let me. 267 00:23:03,446 --> 00:23:05,240 Beautiful. 268 00:23:10,953 --> 00:23:13,413 So, uh, what do you like to do? 269 00:23:15,582 --> 00:23:17,543 Tell me what you want me to do. 270 00:23:18,669 --> 00:23:20,128 Whatever. 271 00:23:25,133 --> 00:23:27,426 You like older guys, huh? 272 00:23:27,510 --> 00:23:29,470 Tell me. 273 00:23:29,554 --> 00:23:31,055 Yeah. 274 00:23:37,270 --> 00:23:39,230 That feels nice. 275 00:23:44,151 --> 00:23:49,531 You are such a beautiful, beautiful boy. 276 00:24:27,276 --> 00:24:29,110 I'm gonna come. 277 00:24:30,987 --> 00:24:32,697 I'm gonna come. 278 00:25:21,327 --> 00:25:24,747 I know what you're thinking. That wasn't safe. 279 00:25:24,830 --> 00:25:26,916 But we're in Kansas, thank God... 280 00:25:26,999 --> 00:25:30,710 not some big city full of diseases. 281 00:25:31,419 --> 00:25:34,756 Plus, you're only a kid. 282 00:25:53,482 --> 00:25:56,318 Maniac! You scared me. 283 00:25:56,402 --> 00:25:59,279 - Thanks for meeting me. - Yeah, well, this better be good. 284 00:25:59,363 --> 00:26:01,782 My mom will kill me if she finds out I snuck out this late. 285 00:26:01,865 --> 00:26:03,701 I have something I wanna show you. 286 00:26:18,506 --> 00:26:20,049 Look. 287 00:26:23,052 --> 00:26:25,096 Yeah, so? 288 00:26:26,723 --> 00:26:28,474 That's me. 289 00:26:33,812 --> 00:26:36,273 You're such a liar. 290 00:26:37,274 --> 00:26:38,984 I don't believe you. 291 00:26:39,651 --> 00:26:42,320 - I'll prove it. - Okay, how? 292 00:26:42,404 --> 00:26:44,322 Oh, my God, what are you...? 293 00:26:44,406 --> 00:26:47,451 - Put that back in your pants, exhibitionist. - Look. 294 00:26:47,534 --> 00:26:51,037 - No way, perv! - Look what the guy did to me. 295 00:26:59,211 --> 00:27:00,755 Are those bruises? 296 00:27:00,838 --> 00:27:04,175 Fucker gnawed on my dick like it was a fuckin' candy cane. 297 00:27:04,258 --> 00:27:06,677 I didn't even realize he was hurting me till after I blew my load. 298 00:27:06,761 --> 00:27:08,721 Well, you better watch out, McCormick. 299 00:27:08,804 --> 00:27:12,015 Next time someone might chomp the whole thing off. 300 00:27:12,932 --> 00:27:16,811 Seriously. Even Hutchinson has its share of freaks. 301 00:27:16,895 --> 00:27:19,230 You trick with the wrong guy, and I'd find pieces of you everywhere. 302 00:27:19,314 --> 00:27:21,232 Okay, "Mom". 303 00:27:27,947 --> 00:27:30,867 I wish there's a movie showing right now. 304 00:27:30,950 --> 00:27:32,493 Me too. 305 00:27:33,077 --> 00:27:37,915 A film about our lives. Everything's that's happened so far. 306 00:27:38,624 --> 00:27:42,044 And the last scene would just be us standing right here. 307 00:27:42,628 --> 00:27:44,755 Just you and me. 308 00:27:47,716 --> 00:27:49,259 Yeah. 309 00:28:05,024 --> 00:28:06,859 I hear something. 310 00:28:11,781 --> 00:28:14,116 It's the voice of God. 311 00:28:28,130 --> 00:28:29,214 I hear him. 312 00:28:36,512 --> 00:28:38,097 I hear him. 313 00:28:55,488 --> 00:28:56,614 Mom! 314 00:28:56,698 --> 00:28:58,449 It's about to begin. 315 00:28:58,533 --> 00:29:00,201 All right, I'm coming. 316 00:29:00,702 --> 00:29:04,122 - VCR on? - Checked it twice. 317 00:29:04,205 --> 00:29:06,791 This is probably gonna be a little silly. 318 00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:08,835 The commercial showed this crazy old man... 319 00:29:08,918 --> 00:29:12,755 claiming aliens beamed him right up out of his bathtub. 320 00:29:14,298 --> 00:29:18,427 If you're going to make fun, I'd just as soon watch it by myself. 321 00:29:20,345 --> 00:29:23,432 - It's starting. - Tonight on World of Mystery... 322 00:29:23,515 --> 00:29:27,269 we investigate the terrifying world of UFOs. 323 00:29:27,352 --> 00:29:31,773 Is it mass hysteria or something all too real? 324 00:29:31,857 --> 00:29:34,317 They kept me prisoner for hours! 325 00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:40,281 They examined me like I was a frog in biology class. 326 00:29:40,364 --> 00:29:44,202 And then they stuck a probe in my stomach. 327 00:29:44,285 --> 00:29:47,622 I still got the scar here to prove it. 328 00:29:48,664 --> 00:29:49,874 Look at that. 329 00:29:49,957 --> 00:29:54,127 I always got scared anytime I watched movies about UFOs. 330 00:29:54,211 --> 00:29:56,087 Even E.T. scared me. 331 00:29:56,171 --> 00:30:00,133 Poor thing. She looks so homely and sad. 332 00:30:00,217 --> 00:30:05,931 Avalyn Frisen lives in the tiny, ordinary town of Inman, Kansas. 333 00:30:06,014 --> 00:30:09,684 Inman... That's only 30 miles away. 334 00:30:09,768 --> 00:30:12,103 32 years old, she is unmarried... 335 00:30:12,187 --> 00:30:16,023 lives with her father, and works part-time as a secretary. 336 00:30:16,106 --> 00:30:18,859 But there is something unusual about Avalyn: 337 00:30:18,943 --> 00:30:20,653 For as long as she can remember... 338 00:30:20,736 --> 00:30:24,240 things have happened to her, things she cannot explain. 339 00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:27,660 I'd heard about people who've experienced missing time. 340 00:30:27,743 --> 00:30:31,497 Whole chunks of their lives they couldn't account for. 341 00:30:31,580 --> 00:30:33,916 Under hypnotic regression... 342 00:30:33,999 --> 00:30:37,377 I learned that I had been abducted more than 20 times. 343 00:30:37,460 --> 00:30:39,045 - Oh, please... - Quiet. 344 00:30:39,128 --> 00:30:41,339 The first time was when I was 6. 345 00:30:41,422 --> 00:30:45,551 I was on my way home from a picnic with my grandparents. 346 00:30:45,635 --> 00:30:48,805 It was dark, and we got lost driving down a dirt road. 347 00:30:48,888 --> 00:30:52,350 Grandpa lost control of the car, and we went into a ditch. 348 00:30:52,433 --> 00:30:55,269 There was this blinding white light. 349 00:30:55,352 --> 00:30:59,314 But the aliens weren't interested in my grandparents. 350 00:30:59,398 --> 00:31:05,153 They floated me up out of the car using some sort of gravitational ray. 351 00:31:06,655 --> 00:31:10,158 That's it. I've had enough. I'm gonna get some ice cream. 352 00:31:10,242 --> 00:31:12,452 - Want some? - No, thanks. 353 00:31:12,536 --> 00:31:17,790 I remember lying on a table. It was cola} smooth and shiny. 354 00:31:17,873 --> 00:31:19,458 The aliens surrounded me. 355 00:31:19,542 --> 00:31:24,964 They were bald, with huge, marshmallow heads and tiny arms. 356 00:31:25,047 --> 00:31:27,842 But the worst part was their eyes. 357 00:31:27,925 --> 00:31:31,554 The only way I can describe them, is big, black diamonds... 358 00:31:31,637 --> 00:31:34,557 all liquidy and jellyish. 359 00:31:57,870 --> 00:32:02,791 I can't believe I'm finally getting out of this fuckin' nowhere town! 360 00:32:02,875 --> 00:32:06,545 You better let me know the second you're settled. 361 00:32:06,628 --> 00:32:08,130 Or else... 362 00:32:08,756 --> 00:32:11,759 You better come, or else... 363 00:32:11,842 --> 00:32:14,803 New York City. You're so lucky. 364 00:32:25,355 --> 00:32:28,232 Hey, ass face. What you gawking at? 365 00:32:35,448 --> 00:32:36,657 Faggots! 366 00:32:36,741 --> 00:32:38,325 Shit, just go, go, go, go, go! 367 00:32:42,412 --> 00:32:44,206 Fuck you! 368 00:32:59,387 --> 00:33:02,723 Remember the guy I told you about last week? White Camaro? 369 00:33:02,807 --> 00:33:04,767 That's him, parked by those trees. 370 00:33:04,850 --> 00:33:06,977 I've fucked every single john in this park. 371 00:33:07,061 --> 00:33:09,522 Except for White Camaro. 372 00:33:09,605 --> 00:33:14,443 So it's time for you two to get lost. Stop scaring my business away. 373 00:33:15,111 --> 00:33:17,113 You want us to come pick you up later? 374 00:33:17,196 --> 00:33:20,240 Yeah, if you want. I'll be done by, like, 7:00. 375 00:33:20,323 --> 00:33:23,368 - We'll meet you. - Speak for yourself, Eric. 376 00:33:23,451 --> 00:33:26,538 - I gotta get home and start packing. - All right, call me tonight. 377 00:33:26,621 --> 00:33:28,331 I'll see you later. 378 00:33:36,923 --> 00:33:39,133 You better be careful. 379 00:33:39,216 --> 00:33:40,592 Of what? 380 00:33:40,676 --> 00:33:44,012 I'm serious, Eric. You're not in Modesto anymore. 381 00:33:44,096 --> 00:33:46,682 I see the way you look at him. 382 00:33:47,558 --> 00:33:49,560 He's so beautiful. 383 00:33:50,310 --> 00:33:52,396 I can't help it. 384 00:33:52,479 --> 00:33:54,690 He's like a god. 385 00:33:54,773 --> 00:33:59,068 You don't have to tell me. I was infatuated with him, too, once. 386 00:34:00,111 --> 00:34:01,654 But I know all Neil's secrets... 387 00:34:01,737 --> 00:34:05,533 and there's shit there you don't even want to know about, trust me. 388 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:10,705 Once I'm gone, you'll be all Neil has, and you have to understand one thing: 389 00:34:10,788 --> 00:34:12,248 Where normal people have a heart... 390 00:34:12,331 --> 00:34:15,710 Neil McCormick has a bottomless black hole. 391 00:34:15,793 --> 00:34:21,214 And if you don't watch out, you can fall in and get lost forever. 392 00:34:52,453 --> 00:34:54,997 Brian? Brian, you home? 393 00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:57,541 Yeah, Mom! In here! 394 00:35:06,549 --> 00:35:08,510 No class today? 395 00:35:08,593 --> 00:35:11,304 I've got English Comp discussion group at 7:30. 396 00:35:11,387 --> 00:35:15,308 You have mail. Looks like one from your sister. 397 00:35:15,391 --> 00:35:17,936 And one from "A. Friesen"? 398 00:35:20,729 --> 00:35:23,941 - I can't believe she wrote me back! - Who? 399 00:35:24,024 --> 00:35:26,318 Avalyn Friesen, the woman on TV. 400 00:35:26,401 --> 00:35:30,113 Well, she didn't have to go dump a whole gallon of perfume on it, now, did she? 401 00:35:32,115 --> 00:35:34,618 Now, what does she say? 402 00:35:34,701 --> 00:35:37,579 She wants me to visit her in Inman. 403 00:36:00,726 --> 00:36:03,019 Well, thanks for the ride, Preston. 404 00:36:05,188 --> 00:36:06,773 Later. 405 00:36:12,070 --> 00:36:14,406 Ah, you just missed it, sweetie. 406 00:36:14,489 --> 00:36:17,409 This little old lady just won both showcases. 407 00:36:17,492 --> 00:36:19,035 Oh, yeah? 408 00:36:20,328 --> 00:36:22,204 What did she get? 409 00:36:22,288 --> 00:36:24,832 She got a trip to Scotland... 410 00:36:24,915 --> 00:36:28,627 beautiful living room set, a brand-new car. 411 00:36:29,670 --> 00:36:33,591 I can't remember the name of it, but it cost over 27 grand. 412 00:36:36,719 --> 00:36:38,762 Are you wearing cologne? 413 00:36:40,973 --> 00:36:42,849 Was work okay? 414 00:36:43,683 --> 00:36:45,643 It was the pits. 415 00:36:46,561 --> 00:36:49,897 God, when is our ship gonna come in, huh, baby? 416 00:36:49,981 --> 00:36:51,816 Soon, Ma. 417 00:36:53,192 --> 00:36:55,028 It'll be soon. 418 00:36:59,490 --> 00:37:01,743 Oh, Neil, don't forget: 419 00:37:01,826 --> 00:37:04,786 Tomorrow's my date. That hot Italian. 420 00:37:04,870 --> 00:37:06,830 The guy who always comes through my checkout lane. 421 00:37:06,913 --> 00:37:09,291 Well, don't worry, 'cause I'll be at work. 422 00:37:09,374 --> 00:37:13,128 - It's the last tournament of the season. - Vincenzo. 423 00:37:57,754 --> 00:37:59,089 Brian! 424 00:38:02,008 --> 00:38:04,718 Brian, hey! Patches! Patches, down! 425 00:38:04,802 --> 00:38:06,804 Sorry, she gets a little excited. 426 00:38:06,887 --> 00:38:10,391 Hi, you must be Brian. I'm Avalyn, obviously. 427 00:38:10,474 --> 00:38:13,268 Dad? It's okay, Daddy! 428 00:38:13,352 --> 00:38:16,188 This is the young man I was telling you about. 429 00:38:17,981 --> 00:38:21,110 Don't mind him. He's just a little wary of strangers. 430 00:38:21,193 --> 00:38:24,404 I'm so glad you're here. Come on. 431 00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:30,660 It isn't showy, but it's home. Here, have a seat. 432 00:38:30,743 --> 00:38:31,661 Have you eaten? 433 00:38:31,744 --> 00:38:34,038 I was just in the middle of lunch. I hope you don't mind. 434 00:38:34,122 --> 00:38:36,582 No, go ahead. I ate earlier. 435 00:38:36,666 --> 00:38:38,793 So, you saw the show? 436 00:38:39,419 --> 00:38:43,214 Several times. I videotaped it. 437 00:38:43,297 --> 00:38:47,342 They left some stuff out, but they managed to get the major points across. 438 00:38:49,761 --> 00:38:54,433 - I think I was taken too. - You mentioned that in your letter. 439 00:38:54,516 --> 00:38:57,936 You're at the point I was a few years ago, where you're just starting to remember things. 440 00:38:58,019 --> 00:38:59,855 There are many of us... 441 00:38:59,938 --> 00:39:02,149 and we all have this drive to know what happened. 442 00:39:02,232 --> 00:39:06,193 So... you think that's what happened to me? 443 00:39:06,277 --> 00:39:08,904 Just from what I told you about the missing time and... 444 00:39:08,988 --> 00:39:11,031 Oh, I'm sure of it. 445 00:39:13,409 --> 00:39:15,077 Feel like going on a walk? 446 00:39:16,454 --> 00:39:18,164 What's that you're carrying? 447 00:39:18,247 --> 00:39:21,000 It's a dream journal. 448 00:39:21,083 --> 00:39:23,335 I keep a log of all my dreams. 449 00:39:23,419 --> 00:39:27,297 Whatever bits and pieces I can recall, at least. 450 00:39:27,380 --> 00:39:30,091 I feel like it's slowly helping me remember. 451 00:39:30,175 --> 00:39:31,885 That's a really good idea. 452 00:39:31,968 --> 00:39:34,679 Your subconscious is where all your memories are buried. 453 00:39:34,763 --> 00:39:37,056 For you and me and people like us... 454 00:39:37,140 --> 00:39:41,352 almost every single thing we do stems from our being abducted. 455 00:39:41,436 --> 00:39:44,856 Come here, I want to show you something they wouldn't allow on World of Mystery. 456 00:39:48,233 --> 00:39:50,068 I've been tagged. 457 00:39:50,152 --> 00:39:53,822 Part of their experiments. Touch it. 458 00:39:55,991 --> 00:39:58,535 When I was taken, my leg was bleeding... 459 00:39:58,619 --> 00:40:01,371 but I didn't remember being cut, nothing. 460 00:40:01,455 --> 00:40:04,958 Then, under hypnosis is when I discovered... 461 00:40:05,042 --> 00:40:07,043 that's where they implant the tracking device. 462 00:40:07,126 --> 00:40:09,670 Now everything I do, they know. 463 00:40:09,754 --> 00:40:13,591 In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they were spying on us right now. 464 00:40:13,674 --> 00:40:16,135 When I was found that night... 465 00:40:16,719 --> 00:40:19,138 my nose was bleeding. 466 00:40:19,222 --> 00:40:23,392 The old up-the-nose trick, so the scar can't be seen. 467 00:40:25,269 --> 00:40:27,354 Don't forget to write. 468 00:40:29,564 --> 00:40:32,150 Don't you forget what I told you. 469 00:40:32,234 --> 00:40:33,193 Okay. 470 00:40:37,447 --> 00:40:40,408 You better come see me soon, asshole. 471 00:40:40,867 --> 00:40:42,577 Yeah, I will. 472 00:40:46,039 --> 00:40:47,623 I will. 473 00:41:17,861 --> 00:41:19,779 Stay out of trouble, you two. 474 00:41:24,409 --> 00:41:25,827 Bye. 475 00:41:33,750 --> 00:41:37,296 I can't believe it's so late. My mom's gonna worry. 476 00:41:37,379 --> 00:41:39,172 You still live with your mom? 477 00:41:39,256 --> 00:41:42,217 My dad moved out seven years ago. 478 00:41:42,301 --> 00:41:44,261 I don't see him much. 479 00:41:44,344 --> 00:41:46,346 You wanna read me one of your dreams? 480 00:41:46,430 --> 00:41:50,850 Ah, I just, you know, scribble them out in the middle of the night. 481 00:41:50,933 --> 00:41:53,060 Sometimes I can barely even read them. 482 00:41:53,144 --> 00:41:55,062 That's okay. 483 00:42:04,780 --> 00:42:07,158 This is from two nights ago. 484 00:42:09,367 --> 00:42:11,328 "There's a blue light. 485 00:42:12,037 --> 00:42:14,456 I'm in my Little League uniform... 486 00:42:14,539 --> 00:42:18,043 and a tall alien is hovering over me. 487 00:42:18,126 --> 00:42:20,795 Someone else is with me. 488 00:42:20,879 --> 00:42:23,840 Another boy, also in uniform. 489 00:42:24,466 --> 00:42:26,301 A Panther." 490 00:42:26,801 --> 00:42:30,179 Um, that was the name of my baseball team. 491 00:42:32,723 --> 00:42:34,516 Let's see... 492 00:42:35,935 --> 00:42:39,229 "The alien has big, black eyes. 493 00:42:39,980 --> 00:42:42,232 He's touching my face." 494 00:42:43,734 --> 00:42:47,404 I want to cry out for help, but... 495 00:42:48,697 --> 00:42:51,991 I... I can't... I... I can't." 496 00:42:53,201 --> 00:42:55,703 You're on your way to uncovering the truth. 497 00:42:55,787 --> 00:42:58,539 Think of yourself as a detective, following clues. 498 00:42:58,623 --> 00:43:01,125 Maybe concentrate on the other boy in your dreams. 499 00:43:01,209 --> 00:43:04,420 He could help you find the answers you're looking for. 500 00:43:07,215 --> 00:43:11,677 Two outs. Third baseman Jackson up, with Hinton on deck. 501 00:43:13,011 --> 00:43:15,430 Jesus. Check out that Jackson. 502 00:43:15,514 --> 00:43:19,768 - Hubba hubba. - Ew... Are you joking? 503 00:43:19,851 --> 00:43:22,646 Nah, I'd fuck him for free. 504 00:43:24,272 --> 00:43:28,443 Please return all foul balls to the press box. Thank you. 505 00:43:28,527 --> 00:43:30,987 You don't think Jackson's hot? 506 00:43:31,696 --> 00:43:35,241 Dude, he's fat and bald. 507 00:43:35,950 --> 00:43:38,536 Different folks, different strokes. 508 00:43:38,619 --> 00:43:40,997 My Daddy hit this. 509 00:43:42,039 --> 00:43:44,917 Well, come here, come on in, collect your prize. 510 00:43:46,043 --> 00:43:49,046 Thank you so much. One second. 511 00:43:51,923 --> 00:43:55,343 All right, what'll it be, big guy? Cash or bubbles? 512 00:43:55,427 --> 00:43:58,972 You can't decide? All right, come on, hold out your hand. 513 00:44:04,352 --> 00:44:06,646 - Thanks! - You're welcome. 514 00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:08,606 See you later. 515 00:44:11,567 --> 00:44:14,653 What? When kids do good, you gotta reward them. 516 00:44:14,737 --> 00:44:20,159 Oh, Christ, it's Hinton, a.k.a. "Ass of the Gods". 517 00:44:20,242 --> 00:44:23,120 I am so fucking wasted! 518 00:44:25,205 --> 00:44:26,707 Shit... 519 00:44:27,249 --> 00:44:29,293 - Where's your mom? - I don't know. 520 00:44:29,376 --> 00:44:33,921 She's probably out with her new boyfriend, Vincenzo. 521 00:44:37,300 --> 00:44:40,887 I've got a wicked headache. 522 00:44:40,970 --> 00:44:44,098 - Do you have any pot? - Yeah, come on. 523 00:44:53,065 --> 00:44:55,859 Here. Knock yourself out. 524 00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:03,450 Oh, there's a porno in the VCR if you wanna jack off. 525 00:45:03,533 --> 00:45:05,327 Thanks. 526 00:45:06,453 --> 00:45:08,580 You got a lighter? 527 00:45:09,414 --> 00:45:11,374 Yeah... here. 528 00:47:04,356 --> 00:47:07,735 - You like that? - It tickles a little. 529 00:47:07,818 --> 00:47:10,738 That feels good, doesn't it, Neil? 530 00:47:11,655 --> 00:47:15,617 Can we put the blanket over our heads, like we did last time? 531 00:47:17,035 --> 00:47:18,745 Here we go. 532 00:47:25,251 --> 00:47:27,503 Find what you were looking for? 533 00:47:28,338 --> 00:47:32,425 - Yeah... Thanks a lot. - Glad I could help out. 534 00:47:32,508 --> 00:47:35,344 I used to write for my school paper too, back in the day. 535 00:47:35,427 --> 00:47:38,972 Yeah, well, this will really make a big difference in my article. 536 00:47:39,056 --> 00:47:42,643 - Maybe you'll win a Pulitzer Prize. - Maybe. 537 00:47:42,726 --> 00:47:45,020 Well, you just let me know if there's anything else you need. 538 00:47:45,103 --> 00:47:46,313 Thanks so much. 539 00:47:58,157 --> 00:48:00,159 You done already? 540 00:48:00,243 --> 00:48:04,747 - I'm on kind of a tight deadline. - Oh, well, good luck. 541 00:48:04,830 --> 00:48:06,832 That's two outs, Garfield the batter. 542 00:48:06,916 --> 00:48:08,960 Heim on deck. 543 00:48:13,965 --> 00:48:16,508 Scoot your chair back a little further. 544 00:48:17,384 --> 00:48:18,927 That's better. 545 00:48:29,896 --> 00:48:32,691 Wait, hold on a sec. Hold on. 546 00:48:32,774 --> 00:48:34,317 And at the end of three innings... 547 00:48:34,401 --> 00:48:36,652 the score is Hutchinson First National Bank, 3... 548 00:48:36,735 --> 00:48:39,488 Wichita Coleman Industries, 0. 549 00:48:39,571 --> 00:48:41,282 Okay. Go on. 550 00:48:46,412 --> 00:48:49,957 - Where have you been? - Sorry. I should've called. 551 00:48:50,040 --> 00:48:54,670 - I didn't realize the time. - Well, your dinner's cold as ice. 552 00:48:54,753 --> 00:48:56,462 That's okay. 553 00:48:57,297 --> 00:49:01,009 Brian, what's going on? You've been acting so strangely. 554 00:49:01,092 --> 00:49:04,512 - Disappearing for hours. - It's just school, Mom. 555 00:49:04,595 --> 00:49:08,266 - College is way different than high school. - Did you ever call your father back? 556 00:49:08,349 --> 00:49:10,268 I've been busy. 557 00:49:11,144 --> 00:49:13,730 I'll get it... you finish your dinner. 558 00:49:14,439 --> 00:49:16,690 Hello? Yes. 559 00:49:17,274 --> 00:49:20,068 - He's eating his supper right now. - Who is it? 560 00:49:20,152 --> 00:49:21,862 It's that UFO woman. 561 00:49:22,988 --> 00:49:24,948 Uh... I'll get it in the hall. 562 00:49:26,908 --> 00:49:28,535 Got it! 563 00:49:30,662 --> 00:49:33,540 - Brian? - I was just gonna call you. 564 00:49:33,623 --> 00:49:37,084 I found a photo of the boy. The one from my dreams. 565 00:49:37,168 --> 00:49:39,587 That's amazing. What are you doing right now? 566 00:49:39,670 --> 00:49:41,672 Uh, nothing. 567 00:49:41,756 --> 00:49:45,051 There's something I need to show you. Something important. Can you come out here? 568 00:49:45,134 --> 00:49:46,719 Sure... 569 00:49:48,637 --> 00:49:52,183 - Hi, honey. How was work? - Fuck you. 570 00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:07,739 I am so fuckin' sick of this stinky little butt crack of a town! 571 00:50:23,212 --> 00:50:26,048 Patches, quiet! You'll wake Daddy. 572 00:50:26,131 --> 00:50:29,885 - Brian, thanks for coming. - No problem. 573 00:50:30,594 --> 00:50:33,639 I stole this from the Hutchinson Chamber of Commerce. 574 00:50:33,722 --> 00:50:36,350 That's him, the boy from my dreams. 575 00:50:36,433 --> 00:50:37,810 Look at his face. 576 00:50:37,893 --> 00:50:41,062 It's almost like you can tell he knows something. 577 00:50:43,231 --> 00:50:44,899 What are you doing? 578 00:50:51,989 --> 00:50:53,157 "♫♫. McCormick". 579 00:50:53,241 --> 00:50:55,034 You can start looking for him first thing tomorrow morning. 580 00:50:55,118 --> 00:50:57,203 Maybe he still lives in Hutchinson. 581 00:50:57,286 --> 00:51:01,415 Meanwhile, I have to show you something only you will understand. 582 00:51:03,542 --> 00:51:09,256 I've fucked every single guy and his ugly uncle in this Podunk town. 583 00:51:09,339 --> 00:51:10,424 Twice. 584 00:51:18,140 --> 00:51:19,682 You want one? 585 00:51:20,516 --> 00:51:22,935 One of us has to drive. 586 00:51:25,688 --> 00:51:29,191 - I got a postcard from Wendy. - I think she's mad at me. 587 00:51:29,275 --> 00:51:33,904 - I owe her, like, three letters. - Yeah, her last P.S. is: 588 00:51:33,988 --> 00:51:38,159 "Tell Fuckface to write me." So you wanna hear what she says? 589 00:51:41,453 --> 00:51:45,165 “Hey, ass, so New York is insane and crazy in the best possible way." 590 00:51:45,248 --> 00:51:46,791 Pardon me. 591 00:51:47,459 --> 00:51:49,878 Can we help you? 592 00:51:49,961 --> 00:51:52,922 I was wondering if I might buy you boys a drink. 593 00:51:53,006 --> 00:51:54,883 Fuck off. 594 00:51:56,050 --> 00:51:59,553 You heard me, fag. Fuck... off. 595 00:51:59,636 --> 00:52:02,556 Stuck up little pricks... 596 00:52:02,639 --> 00:52:06,059 Harsh. Wasn't he kind of your type? 597 00:52:06,602 --> 00:52:10,105 Hate it when they look like Tarzan and sound like Jane. 598 00:52:10,189 --> 00:52:12,691 Let's get out of this shithole. 599 00:52:12,774 --> 00:52:14,902 But we just got here. 600 00:52:15,611 --> 00:52:18,071 Patches! Patches! 601 00:52:18,864 --> 00:52:20,907 Patches, get away from there! 602 00:52:23,659 --> 00:52:27,413 Farmers have been finding mutilated cattle like this around here for years. 603 00:52:27,497 --> 00:52:31,626 I told World of Mystery, but they conveniently edited it out. 604 00:52:31,709 --> 00:52:33,794 Daddy says it's just a bunch of Satan worshippers... 605 00:52:33,878 --> 00:52:36,631 going around chopping up cows. 606 00:52:36,714 --> 00:52:39,634 Come here. Let me see your hand. 607 00:52:41,426 --> 00:52:43,053 Feel that? 608 00:52:43,136 --> 00:52:46,515 Its sex organs. They're gone. 609 00:52:47,140 --> 00:52:51,394 The aliens, they experiment on cattle because the poor things are so defenseless. 610 00:52:51,478 --> 00:52:53,605 Us, on the other hand, they can't kill us... 611 00:52:53,688 --> 00:52:56,566 so they just leave behind the hidden memories of what they've done. 612 00:52:56,650 --> 00:52:59,110 Which, in a way, is almost worse. 613 00:52:59,194 --> 00:53:02,947 Notice anything else strange? There's no blood. 614 00:53:03,030 --> 00:53:05,199 They took that, too. 615 00:53:14,959 --> 00:53:16,502 Brian? 616 00:53:16,585 --> 00:53:18,087 Oh, my God, Brian! 617 00:53:20,631 --> 00:53:22,173 Brian! 618 00:53:26,844 --> 00:53:28,012 Here we go. 619 00:53:28,096 --> 00:53:30,056 Oh, my God, Brian! 620 00:53:30,139 --> 00:53:32,100 Tell him you like it. 621 00:53:33,977 --> 00:53:36,646 Brian! Brian, are you okay? 622 00:53:36,729 --> 00:53:38,982 Oh, God... Brian! 623 00:53:39,857 --> 00:53:41,276 Brian! 624 00:53:41,359 --> 00:53:43,777 Neil, what are you doing? 625 00:53:45,529 --> 00:53:48,240 Come on. It's 2:30 in the morning. 626 00:53:49,491 --> 00:53:52,202 You called me your fuckin'... 627 00:53:53,370 --> 00:53:55,122 angel. 628 00:53:57,666 --> 00:54:00,002 So you're sure Wendy's gonna meet you at the station? 629 00:54:00,085 --> 00:54:01,961 I don't want you getting lost in that crazy city. 630 00:54:02,044 --> 00:54:05,089 - Ma, you don't have to worry, okay? - Call me collect the minute you arrive. 631 00:54:05,172 --> 00:54:06,465 - All right. - Promise me. 632 00:54:06,549 --> 00:54:08,259 - Okay. - Promise me, Neil. 633 00:54:09,093 --> 00:54:10,678 Okay. 634 00:54:13,681 --> 00:54:17,518 We should've at least gotten you a decent haircut. 635 00:54:19,478 --> 00:54:21,397 I gotta take a piss. 636 00:54:21,981 --> 00:54:23,523 Preston. 637 00:54:24,274 --> 00:54:26,359 We'll be right back. 638 00:54:28,069 --> 00:54:30,363 - Fuck, man! - What's the matter? 639 00:54:30,447 --> 00:54:35,493 I don't know, man, fucking dick itches like a motherfucking... fuck! 640 00:54:35,577 --> 00:54:39,706 - Well, what do you want me to do about it? - Just look down there. 641 00:54:40,498 --> 00:54:43,083 Preston, come on, help me out here. 642 00:54:44,793 --> 00:54:47,212 What the fuck's wrong with me? 643 00:54:48,005 --> 00:54:51,008 Dude... you've got crabs. 644 00:54:55,304 --> 00:54:56,930 I mean, it's no big, man. 645 00:54:57,014 --> 00:55:00,559 You just go to the drug store, get this stuff called Rid. 646 00:55:02,519 --> 00:55:06,939 - You better be playing safe. - I stay in control. 647 00:55:07,857 --> 00:55:11,527 - Honey, your bus is boarding. - All right. 648 00:55:18,826 --> 00:55:20,578 My baby. 649 00:55:21,454 --> 00:55:23,039 You're all grown up. 650 00:55:27,459 --> 00:55:30,003 You gonna be careful? 651 00:55:30,087 --> 00:55:31,463 Yeah, I will. 652 00:55:37,761 --> 00:55:41,890 You're mine and I love you. Don't you ever forget it. 653 00:56:03,119 --> 00:56:05,662 Come on, I'll buy you a Dairy Queen. 654 00:56:05,745 --> 00:56:07,914 So what are you gonna do now that Neil's gone? 655 00:56:07,997 --> 00:56:11,626 - Kill myself, I guess. - Eric, that is not funny. 656 00:56:11,710 --> 00:56:15,004 Well, I start Hutchinson Community College next week. 657 00:56:15,088 --> 00:56:17,424 Really? That's so wonderful. 658 00:56:17,507 --> 00:56:19,718 Pathetic is more like it. 659 00:56:19,801 --> 00:56:23,763 You know you are always welcome to come over to the house, even without Neil around. 660 00:56:23,847 --> 00:56:27,391 Thanks, Mrs. M. I may just take you up on that. 661 00:56:27,474 --> 00:56:29,268 You'd better. 662 00:56:33,063 --> 00:56:37,651 - Who the hell is that? - Incognito Boy Scout? 663 00:56:44,116 --> 00:56:48,327 - Can I help you? - Is this your house? 664 00:56:48,411 --> 00:56:51,581 - Yes. - I'm really sorry to bother you... 665 00:56:51,664 --> 00:56:54,208 but I got your address out of the phone book. 666 00:56:54,292 --> 00:56:57,420 I've spent the whole afternoon checking every McCormick in Hutchinson... 667 00:56:57,503 --> 00:56:59,630 and you're the last one on my list. 668 00:56:59,714 --> 00:57:03,718 - Anyways, I don't mean to babble... - What do you want? 669 00:57:05,510 --> 00:57:09,264 - I'm looking for an N. McCormick. - Are you FBI? 670 00:57:09,347 --> 00:57:13,185 Sorry, honey, but it looks like you are shit outta luck. 671 00:57:13,268 --> 00:57:16,605 You mean there's no N. McCormick living here? 672 00:57:16,688 --> 00:57:21,485 I mean, we just put him on a bus headed for New York City. 673 00:57:22,861 --> 00:57:26,280 I'm Neil's friend Eric, and this is his mom. 674 00:57:26,363 --> 00:57:27,990 "Neil"? 675 00:57:29,116 --> 00:57:32,369 - His name is Neil? - Yeah. 676 00:57:34,705 --> 00:57:36,832 I'm Brian. 677 00:57:36,916 --> 00:57:38,584 Brian Lackey. 678 00:57:49,385 --> 00:57:51,888 So you still haven't written. Big surprise. 679 00:57:51,971 --> 00:57:54,599 But Wendy says you're doing okay, which is cool. 680 00:57:54,682 --> 00:57:57,852 I've been wanting to tell you about this strange guy I met three weeks ago. 681 00:57:57,936 --> 00:58:01,856 No, we 're not fucking. Get your mind out of the gutter, perv. 682 00:58:01,940 --> 00:58:03,525 He's not even gay, I don't think. 683 00:58:03,608 --> 00:58:07,528 In fact, his vibe is kind of weirdly asexual. 684 00:58:07,611 --> 00:58:09,029 His name is Brian Lackey. 685 00:58:09,112 --> 00:58:13,534 He lives in Little River and, like yours truly, attends Hutchinson Loser Community College. 686 00:58:13,617 --> 00:58:15,536 So anyways, the day you left . . 687 00:58:15,619 --> 00:58:19,248 Your mom and I found him literally on your doorstep, looking for you. 688 00:58:19,331 --> 00:58:22,626 He says you and him played Little League together, like 10 years ago. 689 00:58:22,709 --> 00:58:25,462 He was the worst player on the team, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah... 690 00:58:25,546 --> 00:58:27,797 He's full of questions about you. 691 00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:32,385 But; of course, I haven't told him much, lie. about your "line of work". 692 00:58:32,468 --> 00:58:35,888 I did say you were queer like me, only because I figured you wouldn't care. 693 00:58:35,972 --> 00:58:39,100 But now, are you ready for the good part? 694 00:58:39,183 --> 00:58:41,060 He thinks that when you and him were little... 695 00:58:41,143 --> 00:58:44,689 you were both abducted and examined by space aliens. 696 00:58:44,772 --> 00:58:46,607 How brilliant is that? 697 00:58:46,691 --> 00:58:49,067 But he was completely serious when he told me this. 698 00:58:49,150 --> 00:58:51,486 Like you should've seen the look in his eyes. 699 00:58:51,570 --> 00:58:56,533 50, What's the story, dude? Were you abducted by a UFO or What? 700 00:58:56,616 --> 00:58:59,035 P.S.: Are your crabs gone yet? 701 00:59:06,126 --> 00:59:07,752 Brian? 702 00:59:08,377 --> 00:59:09,795 Yeah? 703 00:59:12,131 --> 00:59:13,799 - You have a visitor. - Hi, Brian. 704 00:59:13,883 --> 00:59:18,137 I was just in the neighborhood, and I thought I'd stop by and see how you're doing. 705 00:59:20,097 --> 00:59:24,268 - I'll be in the front room if you need me. - Thanks, Mom. 706 00:59:27,521 --> 00:59:31,190 Didn't care for that film. That, I didn't see. 707 00:59:32,525 --> 00:59:36,696 Your mom doesn't like me very much. She thinks I'm trying to steal you away. 708 00:59:36,779 --> 00:59:39,532 Any luck in your search for "N. McCormick"? 709 00:59:39,616 --> 00:59:42,869 I met his mom and his best friend... 710 00:59:42,952 --> 00:59:47,332 - but he's in New York right now. - New York, really? 711 00:59:50,208 --> 00:59:51,960 Here, sit down. 712 00:59:58,383 --> 01:00:00,469 Had any more of those dreams? 713 01:00:01,386 --> 01:00:06,099 Yeah. But they seem to be slowly evolving. 714 01:00:06,183 --> 01:00:11,938 Maybe it's just because I've been spending a lot of time with Eric, Neil's friend. 715 01:00:12,021 --> 01:00:16,233 But it's becoming clearer and clearer that he, Neil, that is... 716 01:00:16,317 --> 01:00:19,403 is a key figure in all this. 717 01:00:19,487 --> 01:00:23,115 Like he was there with me the night it all happened. 718 01:00:27,161 --> 01:00:29,704 - It's okay. - I can't, I can't. 719 01:00:29,788 --> 01:00:31,539 Don't... no. 720 01:00:32,207 --> 01:00:34,709 - I... I can't. - It's okay. 721 01:00:35,377 --> 01:00:37,420 No... no, don't. 722 01:00:37,504 --> 01:00:39,547 - It'll feel good. - Don't! 723 01:00:41,967 --> 01:00:45,178 - I'm sorry. - You better go. 724 01:00:46,346 --> 01:00:47,847 Please? 725 01:00:47,931 --> 01:00:49,766 I'm sorry, Brian. 726 01:01:05,155 --> 01:01:08,033 I pay 120, not a cent more. 727 01:01:09,118 --> 01:01:10,827 Okay. 728 01:01:10,910 --> 01:01:12,120 Shall we? 729 01:01:58,831 --> 01:02:00,708 Fuck me. 730 01:02:00,791 --> 01:02:04,754 Fuck me up the ass with your hot, teenaged cock! 731 01:02:09,508 --> 01:02:11,843 Wait! What the fuck are you doing? 732 01:02:20,643 --> 01:02:22,687 Okay, Whatever. 733 01:02:24,773 --> 01:02:27,192 I'll put it on for you. 734 01:02:32,279 --> 01:02:33,822 There. 735 01:02:38,077 --> 01:02:41,288 Well, come on, stud, we're on the clock here. 736 01:03:13,735 --> 01:03:19,574 We're not in Kansas anymore, Neil. You have got to be so careful. 737 01:03:20,367 --> 01:03:24,329 - I know. - Don't "I know" me, Neil McCormick. 738 01:03:24,412 --> 01:03:26,706 This is New York City. 739 01:03:26,790 --> 01:03:30,127 You do the wrong thing with the wrong person, and you die. 740 01:03:30,210 --> 01:03:32,921 Period... end of story. 741 01:03:36,590 --> 01:03:39,802 Just promise me you'll be safe. 742 01:03:40,511 --> 01:03:42,054 Okay. 743 01:03:43,222 --> 01:03:44,974 Here. 744 01:04:02,991 --> 01:04:04,450 Stop it, you bastard! 745 01:04:06,786 --> 01:04:08,413 No! No, no, don't! 746 01:04:08,496 --> 01:04:11,708 Are these the only kinds of movies you watch? 747 01:04:13,126 --> 01:04:15,085 Why? You don't like it? 748 01:04:15,169 --> 01:04:17,588 No, it's cool. 749 01:04:19,590 --> 01:04:23,218 So, uh, has Neil gotten back to you yet? 750 01:04:24,970 --> 01:04:28,807 Let me explain the Universe of Neil McCormick. 751 01:04:28,891 --> 01:04:32,227 He's like a planet... Saturn, say. 752 01:04:32,311 --> 01:04:35,354 And we're all like little moons orbiting around. 753 01:04:35,438 --> 01:04:38,399 Now, do planets write letters? 754 01:04:39,567 --> 01:04:42,528 But I do know that he'll be in Hutchinson for Christmas. 755 01:04:42,612 --> 01:04:43,487 What? 756 01:04:43,571 --> 01:04:47,450 His mom told me that she sent him a ticket to fly home for Baby Jesus's Birthday. 757 01:04:47,533 --> 01:04:49,577 So I'll introduce you then. 758 01:04:50,119 --> 01:04:51,579 Brian? 759 01:04:53,539 --> 01:04:54,332 Yeah? 760 01:04:54,415 --> 01:04:57,709 Thought you two might like a little study break. 761 01:04:57,792 --> 01:04:59,794 Thanks, Mrs. Lackey. 762 01:04:59,878 --> 01:05:01,504 Thanks, Mom. 763 01:05:03,006 --> 01:05:05,091 It's 11:30 pm... 764 01:05:07,010 --> 01:05:09,554 Hey, if it's Avalyn... 765 01:05:09,638 --> 01:05:12,098 tell her I'm not here. 766 01:05:13,892 --> 01:05:15,059 Hello? 767 01:05:15,142 --> 01:05:18,771 No, I'm sorry, Avalyn, he's out with his friends. 768 01:05:18,854 --> 01:05:21,982 - No problem. I'll tell him. - I thought you kinda liked her. 769 01:05:22,066 --> 01:05:25,402 - I just... I don't know. - Goodbye. 770 01:05:26,487 --> 01:05:29,114 I think I just need a little space from her right now. 771 01:05:29,198 --> 01:05:31,992 Well, I always thought she was a freak anyway. 772 01:05:32,076 --> 01:05:35,204 So I'm off to bed. Good night, boys. 773 01:05:56,598 --> 01:05:58,016 Hello. 774 01:06:00,060 --> 01:06:03,981 Oh, I'm, uh, I'm Zeke. From LA. 775 01:06:05,190 --> 01:06:06,692 Neil. 776 01:06:10,320 --> 01:06:11,738 Neil... 777 01:06:12,823 --> 01:06:15,993 So what are you doing in New York City? 778 01:06:23,666 --> 01:06:27,336 Oh, that's a... that's a Vermeer. 779 01:06:29,297 --> 01:06:30,798 Well... 780 01:06:32,133 --> 01:06:34,302 it's sort of a Vermeer. 781 01:07:23,473 --> 01:07:25,767 You're exquisite. 782 01:07:32,023 --> 01:07:34,567 I guess it's my turn, huh? 783 01:08:05,429 --> 01:08:09,642 Hope, uh... These don't frighten you too much. 784 01:08:09,725 --> 01:08:11,185 They, uh... 785 01:08:12,311 --> 01:08:18,150 have a habit of popping up in the most inopportune places. 786 01:08:26,449 --> 01:08:29,494 Oh, I know... Don't be worried. 787 01:08:31,162 --> 01:08:36,000 This is gonna be the safest encounter you ever had. 788 01:08:43,757 --> 01:08:46,552 If you could just rub my back. 789 01:08:46,635 --> 01:08:51,348 Really, I need... to be touched. 790 01:09:12,243 --> 01:09:15,788 Yes... Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes... 791 01:09:15,872 --> 01:09:17,790 Oh, make me happy. 792 01:09:17,874 --> 01:09:22,419 Oh, make me happy, make me happy, make me happy... 793 01:09:34,222 --> 01:09:38,226 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes... 794 01:09:48,861 --> 01:09:51,238 Oh, make me happy. 795 01:09:59,622 --> 01:10:01,414 Oh, yes... 796 01:10:16,721 --> 01:10:19,516 You were 100% safe, right? 797 01:10:20,642 --> 01:10:23,101 Yeah. I told you, I just jerked off. 798 01:10:23,185 --> 01:10:25,270 He watched from across the room. 799 01:10:25,354 --> 01:10:29,399 It's the first time in my life I'm bothered by it. 800 01:10:30,442 --> 01:10:36,198 Maybe you should try and find some other, safer way to make money. 801 01:10:38,325 --> 01:10:40,202 You know, like everyone else. 802 01:10:44,372 --> 01:10:46,123 Yeah, maybe. 803 01:10:58,803 --> 01:11:01,430 You're the only one I ever told. 804 01:11:03,181 --> 01:11:04,349 I know. 805 01:11:04,432 --> 01:11:08,353 I never told Eric... or told my mom. 806 01:11:08,436 --> 01:11:13,316 And some people might think it's fucked up or terrible or whatever, but... 807 01:11:13,942 --> 01:11:16,361 what happened that summer... 808 01:11:16,820 --> 01:11:19,197 is a huge part of me. 809 01:11:20,198 --> 01:11:23,909 No one ever made me feel that way, before or since. 810 01:11:24,577 --> 01:11:26,161 Like I... 811 01:11:27,997 --> 01:11:29,873 I was special, you know? 812 01:11:29,957 --> 01:11:31,500 Neil... 813 01:11:32,376 --> 01:11:35,129 you were eight years old. 814 01:11:35,212 --> 01:11:37,548 Yeah, but he really loved me. 815 01:11:41,218 --> 01:11:44,429 I mean, yeah, there were other kids sometimes, but... 816 01:11:45,013 --> 01:11:47,390 I was... his prize. 817 01:11:52,103 --> 01:11:54,897 I was his one true love. 818 01:12:13,165 --> 01:12:14,875 Happy birthday. 819 01:12:14,958 --> 01:12:17,586 You didn't have to get me anything. 820 01:12:17,669 --> 01:12:20,380 It's just a little something I picked out. 821 01:12:26,177 --> 01:12:27,678 Wow! 822 01:12:29,096 --> 01:12:29,972 Cool. 823 01:12:30,056 --> 01:12:32,350 I thought it'd go great with your hair color. 824 01:12:32,433 --> 01:12:34,602 It's so cool. 825 01:12:35,686 --> 01:12:37,188 Thanks. 826 01:12:46,446 --> 01:12:47,614 You all right? 827 01:12:50,075 --> 01:12:51,785 I'm drunk. 828 01:12:54,371 --> 01:12:57,123 I've never been drunk in my life. 829 01:12:57,207 --> 01:13:00,293 I'm corrupting you. At last. 830 01:13:03,713 --> 01:13:05,214 Hey... 831 01:13:05,881 --> 01:13:07,466 That's pretty good. 832 01:13:07,549 --> 01:13:09,093 Yeah, sure... 833 01:13:09,593 --> 01:13:11,428 No, really. 834 01:13:11,512 --> 01:13:14,807 You have definite artistic talent, my boy. 835 01:13:16,058 --> 01:13:17,559 What? 836 01:13:19,603 --> 01:13:22,022 That's an interesting touch. 837 01:13:23,023 --> 01:13:27,110 So, what's the deep meaning behind the baseball cleats? 838 01:13:29,362 --> 01:13:31,364 I have no idea. 839 01:13:52,092 --> 01:13:55,011 - How was work? - Fuckin' boring. 840 01:13:56,012 --> 01:13:58,598 - You need a hand? - Sure. 841 01:14:03,562 --> 01:14:06,439 So... I've got news for you. 842 01:14:07,064 --> 01:14:08,607 Uh, hey, me too. 843 01:14:08,691 --> 01:14:10,735 Okay, you first. 844 01:14:10,818 --> 01:14:13,070 Look what my mom sent me today. 845 01:14:13,154 --> 01:14:15,906 She wants me to come home for Christmas. 846 01:14:17,241 --> 01:14:19,702 Your mom is the coolest. 847 01:14:19,785 --> 01:14:22,788 - Like mine would ever do that for me. - I know, it's weird. 848 01:14:22,872 --> 01:14:26,332 It's like I hate Hutchinson more than anything, but... 849 01:14:26,416 --> 01:14:30,503 I'm kind of looking forward to going back, like, just for a short visit. 850 01:14:30,587 --> 01:14:33,757 - Plus, you get to see Eric. - Yeah. 851 01:14:35,675 --> 01:14:37,802 So what's your news? 852 01:14:39,345 --> 01:14:42,348 I think I found you a job. 853 01:14:42,432 --> 01:14:43,391 A what? 854 01:14:43,475 --> 01:14:46,685 I was talking to this friend at work, Rachel, about you. 855 01:14:46,769 --> 01:14:51,023 And it's only minimum wage at a stupid sandwich place, but... 856 01:14:54,026 --> 01:14:54,985 What? 857 01:14:55,068 --> 01:14:57,321 You're not into it. Whatever. It's cool. 858 01:14:57,404 --> 01:14:59,782 No, no, tell me more about it. 859 01:15:01,950 --> 01:15:03,827 - Really? - Yeah, really. 860 01:15:03,911 --> 01:15:06,330 - I wanna hear more about it. - You do? 861 01:15:06,413 --> 01:15:07,622 Yeah. 862 01:15:21,677 --> 01:15:24,347 You sure you're gonna be okay? 863 01:15:24,889 --> 01:15:27,974 I'm just glad my mom's working late. 864 01:15:31,645 --> 01:15:33,647 Thanks for everything. 865 01:15:34,523 --> 01:15:38,401 This has been the best birthday ever. 866 01:15:40,737 --> 01:15:42,531 You're welcome. 867 01:15:47,243 --> 01:15:49,078 Oh, shit. 868 01:15:49,161 --> 01:15:51,539 - Who's that? - It's my Dad. 869 01:16:00,756 --> 01:16:02,007 Dad? 870 01:16:03,384 --> 01:16:06,428 Son... I caught you. 871 01:16:06,512 --> 01:16:09,222 Your mother said she didn't know whether you'd be home or not. 872 01:16:10,515 --> 01:16:12,308 Happy birthday. 873 01:16:13,226 --> 01:16:14,769 What are you doing here? 874 01:16:14,853 --> 01:16:17,981 I'm not allowed to wish my only son a happy birthday? 875 01:16:18,064 --> 01:16:21,609 Dad, I haven't seen you for, What, two years? 876 01:16:21,693 --> 01:16:24,320 Well, maybe if you returned my calls once in a while... 877 01:16:24,404 --> 01:16:27,657 Maybe I don't want to return your phone calls, Dad. 878 01:16:27,740 --> 01:16:30,284 Maybe I just want you to leave me alone. 879 01:16:30,367 --> 01:16:32,578 Brian, don't be like this. 880 01:16:32,661 --> 01:16:35,080 I drove all this way. I just wanted to see how you're doing. 881 01:16:35,163 --> 01:16:37,457 Well, let me tell you what I want to know. 882 01:16:37,541 --> 01:16:40,419 Something happened to me when I was little. 883 01:16:40,502 --> 01:16:42,504 Do you know what I'm talking about? 884 01:16:42,588 --> 01:16:45,340 What happened to me that night I woke up bleeding in the cellar? 885 01:16:45,424 --> 01:16:47,384 Where were you that night? 886 01:16:47,467 --> 01:16:51,095 God, I can tell you don't even remember! 887 01:16:51,178 --> 01:16:53,514 - You're drunk! - Quit avoiding the subject! 888 01:16:53,598 --> 01:16:56,225 I was bleeding, I kept passing out! 889 01:16:56,309 --> 01:17:00,062 I wet my fucking bed, and you never asked why! 890 01:17:00,146 --> 01:17:02,857 And what about that Halloween when I blacked out again? 891 01:17:02,940 --> 01:17:05,359 Something happened to me both those nights! 892 01:17:05,443 --> 01:17:07,904 What do you know about it? Tell me! 893 01:17:10,363 --> 01:17:12,532 I'm sorry, Brian, I... 894 01:17:13,742 --> 01:17:15,785 I can't help you. 895 01:18:01,037 --> 01:18:02,997 Welcome to Subz. May I help you? 896 01:18:05,166 --> 01:18:05,875 Brian? 897 01:18:07,961 --> 01:18:09,504 Deborah! 898 01:18:12,464 --> 01:18:15,842 - Redecorating? - Sort of, yeah. 899 01:18:17,511 --> 01:18:18,804 So how ya been, Bri? 900 01:18:18,887 --> 01:18:22,182 - Good. How's Berkeley? - Now, hold on, you two. 901 01:18:22,265 --> 01:18:24,601 Why don't we continue this conversation in the front room... 902 01:18:24,685 --> 01:18:28,438 over the peanut-butter peach pie I baked for this occasion? 903 01:18:28,522 --> 01:18:31,440 - Good to see you, little brother. - You too. 904 01:18:59,092 --> 01:19:00,927 Need a lift? 905 01:19:04,055 --> 01:19:05,640 Sure. 906 01:19:09,769 --> 01:19:14,314 - Where we going? - My place. Don't worry, I'll pay. 907 01:19:21,155 --> 01:19:24,908 - It's Christmas Eve tomorrow. - No more talking. 908 01:19:46,512 --> 01:19:49,265 - Where are we? - Brighton Beach. 909 01:20:14,705 --> 01:20:16,665 Bedroom's this way. 910 01:20:34,307 --> 01:20:35,809 Do it. 911 01:20:42,440 --> 01:20:44,109 Again. 912 01:20:56,328 --> 01:20:57,955 Strip. 913 01:21:14,428 --> 01:21:17,390 Open wide and suck it, slut. 914 01:21:19,183 --> 01:21:21,519 What are you waiting for, slut? 915 01:21:24,230 --> 01:21:25,523 Suck it! 916 01:21:26,232 --> 01:21:27,859 Oh, yeah. 917 01:21:27,942 --> 01:21:30,611 You like that, don't you, slut? 918 01:21:30,695 --> 01:21:32,488 Take it deep. 919 01:21:32,572 --> 01:21:33,906 Yeah. 920 01:21:34,531 --> 01:21:37,951 - Moan for me! - Wait, wait. 921 01:21:42,455 --> 01:21:45,000 Slut knows What's coming next. 922 01:21:45,083 --> 01:21:46,835 I'm gonna give the slut just what he's begging for. 923 01:21:46,918 --> 01:21:49,296 Wait, wait, wait, there's some things I don't do. Wait. 924 01:21:49,379 --> 01:21:52,215 Wait, I gotta take a piss. Hold on, I'll be right back. 925 01:22:14,777 --> 01:22:18,448 You're getting fucked, slut, whether you like it or not! 926 01:22:22,202 --> 01:22:23,745 Slut! 927 01:22:25,955 --> 01:22:28,166 Slut! Slut! Slut! 928 01:22:28,249 --> 01:22:30,835 Slut! Slut! Slut! 929 01:22:38,926 --> 01:22:44,056 God, you love it! Take that cock all the way up there! 930 01:22:44,848 --> 01:22:48,060 Take it, slut! Yeah! Yeah! 931 01:22:49,436 --> 01:22:50,812 Are you ready? 932 01:22:50,896 --> 01:22:55,317 Here it comes. You ready? You ready? Ready? 933 01:23:18,922 --> 01:23:20,298 Mom... 934 01:25:51,442 --> 01:25:53,486 Today is the day. 935 01:26:04,079 --> 01:26:07,624 - Brian, now where are you off to? - I'm going out with Eric. 936 01:26:07,707 --> 01:26:09,876 You don't want to stay and talk with your sister a while? 937 01:26:09,960 --> 01:26:12,754 - I'll be back soon. - Well, don't be late, young man. 938 01:26:12,838 --> 01:26:15,590 - Christmas Eve dinner's at 6:00 p.m., sharp. - Okay. 939 01:26:24,390 --> 01:26:26,016 Here we are. 940 01:26:26,100 --> 01:26:29,311 - Do I look okay? - "Okay"'s a relative term. 941 01:26:30,688 --> 01:26:33,065 I'm kidding. You look fine. 942 01:26:33,149 --> 01:26:35,860 - Excited? - Yes. 943 01:26:36,527 --> 01:26:38,320 And nervous. 944 01:26:38,404 --> 01:26:41,656 Don't worry, I'm sure you guys will hit it off great. 945 01:26:41,739 --> 01:26:43,992 I hope you're right. 946 01:26:49,706 --> 01:26:51,708 Ellen? Ellen? 947 01:26:54,961 --> 01:26:59,466 - Oh, hey, Eric. - Hey, Mrs. M. Merry Christmas. 948 01:26:59,549 --> 01:27:02,301 - You remember Brian? - Yeah, of course I do. 949 01:27:02,384 --> 01:27:04,595 - Hey, Brian. - Merry Christmas. 950 01:27:04,678 --> 01:27:08,682 - So where's the man of the hour? - Well, I was gonna call you. 951 01:27:08,765 --> 01:27:10,434 Why? What happened? 952 01:27:10,517 --> 01:27:12,728 There's, uh, been an accident. 953 01:27:12,811 --> 01:27:19,067 Neil, he, uh, he got mugged on the way to the airport. 954 01:27:19,151 --> 01:27:21,736 Is he okay? 955 01:27:21,819 --> 01:27:25,656 He's gonna be fine. He's asleep in his room. 956 01:27:27,783 --> 01:27:30,161 Well, maybe we should come back tomorrow. 957 01:27:30,244 --> 01:27:32,663 Maybe. Or you stay if you'd like. 958 01:27:32,747 --> 01:27:35,791 Have some cookies, and we'll see if he's... 959 01:27:39,045 --> 01:27:41,129 Oh, honey, you're up. 960 01:27:42,589 --> 01:27:44,925 What the fuck you staring at, Preston? 961 01:27:47,135 --> 01:27:50,472 Brian says that you both were in Little League together. 962 01:27:52,849 --> 01:27:56,061 So how long has it been since you two last saw each other? 963 01:27:57,062 --> 01:27:58,897 10 years... 964 01:27:59,898 --> 01:28:02,942 5 months and 7 days. 965 01:28:03,692 --> 01:28:07,321 Well, you must have a lot of catching up to do. 966 01:28:09,240 --> 01:28:11,742 Turn right off Main by the fairgrounds. 967 01:28:11,825 --> 01:28:13,536 So what the fuck happened? 968 01:28:13,619 --> 01:28:15,913 It's a long story... I'll tell you later. 969 01:28:15,996 --> 01:28:16,997 Just drive for now. 970 01:28:17,081 --> 01:28:21,752 It's nice to see New York hasn't hardened you one bit, McCormick. 971 01:28:25,672 --> 01:28:29,092 So you're the legendary Brian. 972 01:28:30,677 --> 01:28:33,638 We have a lot in common, don't we? 973 01:28:33,721 --> 01:28:35,348 I think so. 974 01:28:46,024 --> 01:28:48,527 Make a left at the next stop sign. 975 01:28:51,154 --> 01:28:53,490 This starting to look familiar? 976 01:28:59,329 --> 01:29:01,582 Pick us up in a half hour. 977 01:29:02,915 --> 01:29:04,375 Okay. 978 01:29:17,638 --> 01:29:19,348 You ready? 979 01:29:32,611 --> 01:29:34,321 Blue... 980 01:29:44,997 --> 01:29:48,125 No one's home. Let's go around back. 981 01:29:52,171 --> 01:29:54,089 We have to get in. 982 01:29:56,425 --> 01:29:58,427 I know a way, here. 983 01:30:05,433 --> 01:30:06,934 Voilà. 984 01:30:07,018 --> 01:30:09,812 You were the best player on the team, weren't you? 985 01:30:09,896 --> 01:30:12,482 Yeah, that's what he always told me. 986 01:30:23,743 --> 01:30:25,285 Help. 987 01:30:36,922 --> 01:30:39,383 This was his bedroom. 988 01:30:40,300 --> 01:30:43,136 Ah, at least the ceiling's still the same. 989 01:30:43,220 --> 01:30:47,223 I used to get lost for hours staring up at all the patterns. 990 01:30:47,306 --> 01:30:50,768 Whirls and speckly, sparkly things. 991 01:30:53,437 --> 01:30:55,064 Come on. 992 01:31:05,699 --> 01:31:08,201 Oh, man, what's up with these people? 993 01:31:08,284 --> 01:31:11,371 He used to keep these things stocked. 994 01:31:23,591 --> 01:31:25,592 Well, this is it, right? 995 01:31:35,144 --> 01:31:40,441 So, why now? Why... why did you search me out? 996 01:31:43,318 --> 01:31:45,571 I'm tired of it. 997 01:31:45,654 --> 01:31:48,489 I want to dream about something else for a change. 998 01:32:04,630 --> 01:32:06,882 "Away in a manger"... 999 01:32:07,758 --> 01:32:12,637 You know, it took till I actually laid eyes on you today to remember you. 1000 01:32:13,555 --> 01:32:15,515 When Eric wrote me about you... 1001 01:32:15,599 --> 01:32:18,894 I could only get the vaguest, hazy picture in my head. 1002 01:32:18,977 --> 01:32:21,480 Like a staticky TV. 1003 01:32:21,563 --> 01:32:23,273 Same here. 1004 01:32:24,441 --> 01:32:28,360 But seeing you here in this room... 1005 01:32:29,862 --> 01:32:32,907 I feel like he's watching us right now. 1006 01:32:35,618 --> 01:32:38,329 I have no idea what happened to him. 1007 01:32:38,412 --> 01:32:41,248 After that summer, he just disappeared. 1008 01:32:41,332 --> 01:32:43,584 I don't even know if he's alive or what. 1009 01:32:43,667 --> 01:32:47,003 Maybe it's his ghost that's watching us. 1010 01:32:47,086 --> 01:32:49,172 Tell me everything you can. 1011 01:32:56,429 --> 01:32:58,473 I was his favorite. 1012 01:33:00,391 --> 01:33:02,769 Out of everyone, he picked me. 1013 01:33:04,562 --> 01:33:06,981 I know that sounds kind of weird, but... 1014 01:33:07,065 --> 01:33:09,316 when it first started happening... 1015 01:33:10,692 --> 01:33:13,028 I felt honored. 1016 01:33:13,111 --> 01:33:14,780 Go on. 1017 01:33:18,242 --> 01:33:21,161 I don't know, well, this is where the big TV was... 1018 01:33:21,245 --> 01:33:23,497 all the cool video games. 1019 01:33:23,580 --> 01:33:25,707 That's the kitchen. 1020 01:33:26,500 --> 01:33:29,126 Our first time happened there. 1021 01:33:33,381 --> 01:33:35,800 It lasted that whole summer. 1022 01:33:36,425 --> 01:33:38,594 Just me and him. 1023 01:33:38,678 --> 01:33:41,138 I saw him one other time. 1024 01:33:42,223 --> 01:33:45,309 On Halloween, a couple years later. 1025 01:33:45,393 --> 01:33:47,770 I was lost. 1026 01:33:48,395 --> 01:33:50,355 He said my name. 1027 01:33:50,438 --> 01:33:51,898 Brian? 1028 01:33:52,983 --> 01:33:54,484 Brian? 1029 01:33:59,281 --> 01:34:01,199 I thought that was you. 1030 01:34:03,451 --> 01:34:05,996 The game had just started. 1031 01:34:06,079 --> 01:34:08,664 I was sitting on the bench, as always. 1032 01:34:09,415 --> 01:34:11,375 It started to rain. 1033 01:34:11,458 --> 01:34:15,796 Sprinkles at first; then a downpour. 1034 01:34:17,214 --> 01:34:19,174 The ump called the game. 1035 01:34:20,050 --> 01:34:22,011 And no one came to pick you up. 1036 01:34:22,094 --> 01:34:26,140 My mom was working and my Dad... Who knows? 1037 01:34:26,223 --> 01:34:29,392 Everyone else drove off with their parents. 1038 01:34:29,475 --> 01:34:31,936 I was left there all alone. 1039 01:34:32,937 --> 01:34:35,857 And you were in the dugout with me, and you said... 1040 01:34:35,940 --> 01:34:38,526 We'll take you home. 1041 01:34:41,613 --> 01:34:45,825 And we got into Coach's station wagon, remember? 1042 01:34:50,120 --> 01:34:52,122 He brought us here. 1043 01:34:54,583 --> 01:34:58,003 It's all right, Brian. We're just going to have a little bit of fun. 1044 01:35:01,632 --> 01:35:05,052 And he didn't want you in the bedroom, because that was just for us. 1045 01:35:06,053 --> 01:35:09,264 So it all happened here, in this room. 1046 01:35:10,139 --> 01:35:11,849 Keep going. 1047 01:35:12,516 --> 01:35:15,686 Don't stop until you've told me everything. 1048 01:35:18,064 --> 01:35:21,275 Well, any time there was another boy involved, it was always the same. 1049 01:35:21,359 --> 01:35:25,363 Coach used me as a prop to pull you in. 1050 01:35:25,446 --> 01:35:29,450 He'd take off my clothes, and it was up to me to make it seem like fun. 1051 01:35:29,533 --> 01:35:32,077 Like this was a really cool game we were playing. 1052 01:35:32,160 --> 01:35:35,372 - Go ahead, show him, Neil. - All right, here are the rules. 1053 01:35:35,455 --> 01:35:38,208 First I kiss you, then you kiss me back. 1054 01:35:38,291 --> 01:35:40,126 And then it's his turn. 1055 01:35:42,253 --> 01:35:44,047 Are you ready? 1056 01:35:46,883 --> 01:35:48,176 Here we go. 1057 01:35:50,719 --> 01:35:53,097 My God... 1058 01:35:53,180 --> 01:35:55,307 You want me to stop? 1059 01:36:03,107 --> 01:36:06,026 So I put my tongue in your mouth. 1060 01:36:06,110 --> 01:36:09,488 Just getting it all wet and shiny. 1061 01:36:09,571 --> 01:36:11,781 And then it was his turn. 1062 01:36:13,408 --> 01:36:16,035 Watching his big lips sucking your face. 1063 01:36:16,119 --> 01:36:19,539 I remember thinking: “He's going to swallow his head whole." 1064 01:36:22,333 --> 01:36:26,421 So, um... we took off your clothes... 1065 01:36:27,213 --> 01:36:31,175 and you made this whimpering puppy sound... 1066 01:36:31,259 --> 01:36:33,593 Coach always loved. 1067 01:36:34,678 --> 01:36:36,930 Coach and me had this thing... 1068 01:36:37,014 --> 01:36:39,516 where he'd open up his mouth and... 1069 01:36:39,599 --> 01:36:42,769 wrap it around my click and balls and everything all at once. 1070 01:36:42,853 --> 01:36:44,730 He did that to me and... 1071 01:36:45,772 --> 01:36:47,733 then I tried to do it to you, but I couldn't... 1072 01:36:47,816 --> 01:36:50,318 'cause my mouth was too small. 1073 01:36:53,946 --> 01:36:55,489 And then... 1074 01:36:56,073 --> 01:36:58,576 he went down on you. 1075 01:37:00,327 --> 01:37:02,997 For what seemed like a really long time. 1076 01:37:03,873 --> 01:37:05,875 Your eyes were closed mostly... 1077 01:37:05,958 --> 01:37:08,252 but every now and then they'd flutter open, and... 1078 01:37:08,335 --> 01:37:13,465 just have this glassy, faraway look. 1079 01:37:14,090 --> 01:37:18,136 And then I leaned in and whispered: 1080 01:37:18,219 --> 01:37:22,140 It's fun, right? Tell him you think it's fun. 1081 01:37:34,526 --> 01:37:36,528 We're almost finished. You... 1082 01:37:37,404 --> 01:37:39,448 You gonna be able to... 1083 01:37:39,531 --> 01:37:41,116 Yeah... 1084 01:37:43,619 --> 01:37:46,622 Then we played the 5 Dollar game. 1085 01:37:47,414 --> 01:37:51,794 When Coach would ask me to do things, crazy sex things, and... 1086 01:37:51,877 --> 01:37:54,337 if I could do them, he'd give me a 5 dollar bill. 1087 01:37:54,420 --> 01:37:57,882 It's okay. Go ahead, Neil. 1088 01:38:07,934 --> 01:38:10,144 He made us fist him. 1089 01:38:10,770 --> 01:38:12,688 You know what that is? 1090 01:38:18,318 --> 01:38:20,862 I went first, of course. 1091 01:38:20,946 --> 01:38:25,700 And on that night, the 5 dollar was mine... 1092 01:38:25,784 --> 01:38:31,873 if I could ram my little fist up his ass and wring it all the way to the elbow. 1093 01:38:31,957 --> 01:38:35,042 And God damn it, I did it. 1094 01:38:35,126 --> 01:38:37,002 I'll never forget how it felt. 1095 01:38:37,086 --> 01:38:40,631 It felt like his whole body was trying to suck me into it. 1096 01:38:40,714 --> 01:38:42,591 Devour me. 1097 01:38:45,136 --> 01:38:47,513 And then I did it too. 1098 01:38:54,769 --> 01:38:57,856 And then, uh, we drove you back to Little River... 1099 01:38:57,939 --> 01:39:01,359 and left you in your driveway. The end. 1100 01:39:05,530 --> 01:39:07,907 And my nose was bleeding. 1101 01:39:10,076 --> 01:39:12,078 How did that happen? 1102 01:39:23,297 --> 01:39:27,342 When it was over, and we were getting you dressed... 1103 01:39:28,719 --> 01:39:32,264 your face looked like you'd been erased. 1104 01:39:32,347 --> 01:39:35,808 Like you were just empty inside. 1105 01:39:35,892 --> 01:39:37,727 And you just fell... 1106 01:39:37,810 --> 01:39:39,896 face first on the floor... Bam. 1107 01:39:39,979 --> 01:39:43,232 And when we pulled you up, your nose was bleeding. 1108 01:39:43,316 --> 01:39:45,568 Like... like this? 1109 01:39:48,196 --> 01:39:52,575 - Like this!? - Stop, stop, stop. 1110 01:40:03,877 --> 01:40:06,838 What are you doing? Nobody's even home. 1111 01:40:06,922 --> 01:40:09,507 No, someone's there. I can see them. 1112 01:40:09,591 --> 01:40:11,801 Where? I don't see anyone. 1113 01:40:11,885 --> 01:40:13,511 Look! I see them too! 1114 01:40:13,595 --> 01:40:15,971 Children, what's going on? 1115 01:40:16,055 --> 01:40:18,307 I think that someone's in there. 1116 01:40:18,390 --> 01:40:20,559 Now I can see them too. 1117 01:40:50,004 --> 01:40:52,507 And as we sat there listening to the carolers... 1118 01:40:52,590 --> 01:40:57,052 I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. 1119 01:40:57,135 --> 01:41:01,556 But that was a lie. Plus, I couldn't speak anyway. 1120 01:41:02,557 --> 01:41:06,770 I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. 1121 01:41:07,854 --> 01:41:09,898 But there wasn't. 1122 01:41:10,524 --> 01:41:12,818 There was nothing we could do. 1123 01:41:13,652 --> 01:41:15,612 So I just stayed silent... 1124 01:41:15,696 --> 01:41:18,489 and trying to telepathically communicate... 1125 01:41:18,572 --> 01:41:21,742 how sorry I was about what had happened. 1126 01:41:23,703 --> 01:41:25,538 And I thought of all the grief and sadness... 1127 01:41:25,621 --> 01:41:28,040 and fucked-up suffering in the world, and... 1128 01:41:28,124 --> 01:41:30,543 it made me want to escape. 1129 01:41:31,294 --> 01:41:35,673 I wished with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind... 1130 01:41:36,257 --> 01:41:40,010 rise like two angels in the night and magically... 1131 01:41:41,261 --> 01:41:42,637 disappear. ved. 1067 01:36:35,957 --> 01:36:38,209 Coach and me had this thing... 1068 01:36:38,293 --> 01:36:40,795 where he'd open up his mouth and... 1069 01:36:40,878 --> 01:36:44,048 wrap it around my click and balls and everything all at once. 1070 01:36:44,132 --> 01:36:46,009 He did that to me and... 1071 01:36:47,051 --> 01:36:49,012 then I tried to do it to you, but I couldn't... 1072 01:36:49,095 --> 01:36:51,597 'cause my mouth was too small. 1073 01:36:55,226 --> 01:36:56,769 And then... 1074 01:36:57,353 --> 01:36:59,856 he went down on you. 1075 01:37:01,607 --> 01:37:04,277 For what seemed like a really long time. 1076 01:37:05,153 --> 01:37:07,155 Your eyes were closed mostly... 1077 01:37:07,238 --> 01:37:09,532 but every now and then they'd flutter open, and... 1078 01:37:09,615 --> 01:37:14,746 just have this glassy, faraway look. 1079 01:37:15,371 --> 01:37:19,417 And then I leaned in and whispered: 1080 01:37:19,500 --> 01:37:23,421 It's fun, right? Tell him you think it's fun. 1081 01:37:35,808 --> 01:37:37,810 We're almost finished. You... 1082 01:37:38,686 --> 01:37:40,730 You gonna be able to... 1083 01:37:40,813 --> 01:37:42,398 Yeah... 1084 01:37:44,901 --> 01:37:47,904 Then we played the 5 Dollar game. 1085 01:37:48,696 --> 01:37:53,076 When Coach would ask me to do things, crazy sex things, and... 1086 01:37:53,159 --> 01:37:55,620 if I could do them, he'd give me a 5 dollar bill. 1087 01:37:55,703 --> 01:37:59,165 It's okay. Go ahead, Neil. 1088 01:38:09,217 --> 01:38:11,427 He made us fist him. 1089 01:38:12,053 --> 01:38:13,971 You know what that is? 1090 01:38:19,602 --> 01:38:22,146 I went first, of course. 1091 01:38:22,230 --> 01:38:26,984 And on that night, the 5 dollar was mine... 1092 01:38:27,068 --> 01:38:33,157 if I could ram my little fist up his ass and wring it all the way to the elbow. 1093 01:38:33,241 --> 01:38:36,327 And God damn it, I did it. 1094 01:38:36,411 --> 01:38:38,287 I'll never forget how it felt. 1095 01:38:38,371 --> 01:38:41,916 It felt like his whole body was trying to suck me into it. 1096 01:38:41,999 --> 01:38:43,876 Devour me. 1097 01:38:46,421 --> 01:38:48,798 And then I did it too. 1098 01:38:56,055 --> 01:38:59,142 And then, uh, we drove you back to Little River... 1099 01:38:59,225 --> 01:39:02,645 and left you in your driveway. The end. 1100 01:39:06,816 --> 01:39:09,193 And my nose was bleeding. 1101 01:39:11,362 --> 01:39:13,364 How did that happen? 1102 01:39:24,584 --> 01:39:28,629 When it was over, and we were getting you dressed... 1103 01:39:30,006 --> 01:39:33,551 your face looked like you'd been erased. 1104 01:39:33,634 --> 01:39:37,096 Like you were just empty inside. 1105 01:39:37,180 --> 01:39:39,015 And you just fell... 1106 01:39:39,098 --> 01:39:41,184 face first on the floor... Bam. 1107 01:39:41,267 --> 01:39:44,520 And when we pulled you up, your nose was bleeding. 1108 01:39:44,604 --> 01:39:46,856 Like... like this? 1109 01:39:49,484 --> 01:39:53,863 - Like this!? - Stop, stop, stop. 1110 01:40:05,166 --> 01:40:08,127 What are you doing? Nobody's even home. 1111 01:40:08,211 --> 01:40:10,796 No, someone's there. I can see them. 1112 01:40:10,880 --> 01:40:13,090 Where? I don't see anyone. 1113 01:40:13,174 --> 01:40:14,800 Look! I see them too! 1114 01:40:14,884 --> 01:40:17,261 Children, what's going on? 1115 01:40:17,345 --> 01:40:19,597 I think that someone's in there. 1116 01:40:19,680 --> 01:40:21,849 Now I can see them too. 1117 01:40:51,295 --> 01:40:53,798 And as we sat there listening to the carolers... 1118 01:40:53,881 --> 01:40:58,344 I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. 1119 01:40:58,427 --> 01:41:02,848 But that was a lie. Plus, I couldn't speak anyway. 1120 01:41:03,849 --> 01:41:08,062 I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. 1121 01:41:09,146 --> 01:41:11,190 But there wasn't. 1122 01:41:11,816 --> 01:41:14,110 There was nothing we could do. 1123 01:41:14,944 --> 01:41:16,904 So I just stayed silent... 1124 01:41:16,988 --> 01:41:19,782 and trying to telepathically communicate... 1125 01:41:19,865 --> 01:41:23,035 how sorry I was about what had happened. 1126 01:41:24,996 --> 01:41:26,831 And I thought of all the grief and sadness... 1127 01:41:26,914 --> 01:41:29,333 and fucked-up suffering in the world, and... 1128 01:41:29,417 --> 01:41:31,836 it made me want to escape. 1129 01:41:32,587 --> 01:41:36,966 I wished with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind... 1130 01:41:37,550 --> 01:41:41,304 rise like two angels in the night and magically... 1131 01:41:42,555 --> 01:41:43,931 disappear. 86285