All language subtitles for Euphoria - 1x08 - And Salt the Earth Behind You.WEB.en

Go ahead, Rue.

I met someone.

She's helped.

Now, I want to stay clean.

So, thank you.

I'm really proud of you, Rue.

You've come a long way.

Just take your time.

You're delicate.

Every time I feel good, I
think it'll last forever.

These states will wax and wane.

I think I need your help.

In bad times, there would be good times.

But also, in the good times...

You're fucking dead to me.

There would be bad times.

You look different.

I miss the old Kat.

Leave Rue and her friends alone.

Is that a threat?

I guess it's true. Life
is always this way.

You're okay, baby. You're okay.

One of the benefits of
showing up at the hospital

in the middle of the night
with a kidney infection

is that the first thing they do...

Take this with a full cup of water.

...is give you something
to bring down your fever

and subdue the agonizing pain you're in.

- Is this Vicodin?
- Yes.

- Five milligrams?
- Uh, yes.

I know what you're all thinking.

I, um, I got my wisdom teeth
taken out, like, a year ago,

and they gave me Vicodin.

It... It just wasn't...
It wasn't good for me.

It really, really upsets my stomach.

- Oh. Okay.
- Yeah.

I think I'll just go with plain Tylenol.

Are you sure?

Kidney infections are extremely painful.

I'm sure.

Unless...

I can't quite remember what
they put me on instead.

It was, like... I don't know,
it sounded like a candy name.

It was like, uh, like Roxi...

- Like Roxis...
- Roxicet?

Yeah. Yeah, that's it. Roxicet. Yeah.

I'll go with that. 7.5 milligrams.

Okay. Let me check with the doctor.

Thanks.

It's not a relapse if it's warranted.

It's a hall pass.

God, please don't get in the way.

According to the paperwork
that your mother filled out,

it appears that you have some pretty
extreme substance abuse issues.

So, I think you're right.

We should just stick with Tylenol.

Huh. Okay, yeah.

You know, if I ever come
back here with cancer,

I really hope you're not my doctor.

Uh-huh, yeah, I'm serious.

Wait. Can I... Can I
still get the Vicodin?

They put me on Cipro, which is the
antibiotic they give to people

that are exposed to anthrax,

started me on Lexapro, which is
one of the few antidepressants

that doesn't make me crazier.

And kept me there for three days.

It was actually really nice.

I love hospitals.

If I could spend the rest of my
life in a hospital, I would.

- Hey.
- Because when you're in a hospital,

you have zero responsibilities.

They make sure you eat,
sleep, stay hydrated,

and if anything bad happens,
there's always a doctor nearby.

Thank you.

It's also the best place to be

in the event of a mass shooting,

unless the gunman kills
all the surgeons.

The point is, I had zero anxiety.

Gel enhancement, gel enhancement nails.

What are gel enhancement
nails? Fake nails?

Yes, fake nails.

Then at nighttime, when
everyone's asleep,

I close my eyes and imagine all the
little beeps to be the sounds of birds,

and the lukewarm air blowing through
the vent to be a warm breeze.

Your hospital bed can sort of
feel like a poolside chair

on a hot summer night in the Caribbean.

Plus, Jules came to visit.

Did all this happen because I left?

No.

You promise?

Yeah, I promise.

I've felt like this
my whole life, Jules.

Not all the time, but sometimes.

You make it better, though.

I'm sorry.

For what?

For not telling you the truth.

For everyone who was calling me manic,

I was, like, 92 percent correct.

But something was different about Jules.

Rue, you look fucking amazing.

Jules, I am deeply
uncomfortable right now.

Listen, you look hot.

And the fact that you usually
dress like Seth Rogen,

although you make it cute sometimes,
like, it crushes my soul.

I don't dress like Seth Rogen.

When was the last time you didn't
wear a hoodie and sweatpants?

I don't know, like... now.

Exactly. Which is why
we're gonna finish.

It was, like, the most
amazing weekend ever.

I legit cannot stop thinking
about it, you know.

It was, like, the first time...

I ever felt like I had a family,

that wasn't my dad, or,
like, you, kind of.

And, oh, my God. Rue...

you would die for Anna.

- Who's Anna?
- She's just, like, next level.

I don't know.

Did you guys, like,
hook up or something?

Yeah. It was kind of crazy.

We went to the club,

and the energy was,
like, crazy in there.

It, like, matched hers, and
then I was feelin' it.

And she just, like, grabbed
me and sort of like,

pushed me down, and like, kissed me.

And... she fuckin' bit me.

What do you mean she bit you?

Like, when we were hooking
up, she, like, fully bit me.

Look.

Oh. Okay.

- Did it, like, feel good?
- Yeah, it felt amazing.

That's it, she just...

Has anyone ever done that to you?

No.

- Do you want to see what it feels like?
- I don't know.

- Ow!
- What?

- Ow!
- You don't like it?

I don't think so.

I see.

But you like it.

I liked it.

I don't know. You've
gotta meet these kids.

'Cause I swear, you would fuckin'
flourish in that energy.

I've never felt anything like it.

There. Mm.

I missed you so much.

You look beautiful.

Thanks. You, too.

By the way, fuck Nate Jacobs.

- Fuck Nate Jacobs.
- Mm-hmm.

I know you're not supposed to
say this kind of shit out loud,

but if I ever had the
chance I would fuckin'...

What a fuckin' pussy.

♪ Oh! Feel the beat of the
rhythm of the night ♪

♪ Dance until the morning light ♪

♪ Forget about the
worries on your mind ♪

♪ You can leave them all behind ♪

♪ To the beat of the
rhythm of the night ♪

♪ Oh, the rhythm of the night ♪

♪ Oh! ♪

Sync and corrections by btsix
www.addic7ed.com

Hi. I'm Leslie, Rue's mom.

Hi, Leslie.

They asked me to write a letter

about what your addiction
has cost us as a family,

and as I sat down last
night to write it,

I couldn't stop thinking
about the day you were born.

Holding you in my arms
for the first time,

looking down at you,

your sweet, beautiful face...

I had never felt so much love
and joy in my entire life.

And I thought that...

what if in that moment I heard a voice,

some omniscient narrator who said,

"Here's what's going to happen.

Your daughter is gonna be funny,
and smart, and outgoing,

You'll see it instantly,
from a young age."

- Are you guys drinking wine?
- I mean, barely.

We were waiting for you to leave

so we could get into the hard stuff.

That's cool. I'm not
triggered or anything.

Aah. It's a joke.

Okay, let's take some pictures. Come on.

"She'll be charismatic and
make friends easily."

Aw, you guys look so cute.

"She'll be kind and sensitive.

Maybe too sensitive.

She won't be an easy child.

She'll struggle."

Just walk in,

and hold your head up high, baby.

"And in turn, you'll
struggle to understand her."

- You look beautiful.
- I don't know.

"To understand what's going
on inside of her head.

The night terrors that
can't be interrupted.

The times after dinner where

she'll just sit at the kitchen table
and count the tiles over and over,

until she hyperventilates."

- Do you have a... a date?
- No.

"To fight to hold her in your
arms, to tell her it's okay."

Do you think this makes me look stupid?

No, not in the least.

"To calm down. The
kicking. The screaming.

The anxiety of being harmed.

The transitions from day to night,

from home to school, from meal to meal.

Of losing her mother or
father or little sister."

Hey.

You guys have such a beautiful home.

Aw, thank you.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- You look beautiful.
- Thanks.

- That's an understatement.
- "Of being alone."

Hey. I really like her.

"The panic attacks, mood swings,
confusion, disorganization."

- Have fun, mija.
- I will.

- Look at you!
- Oh, my God!

"And all that rage.

Not just at you, but at herself.

And the tough part is..."

Aah!

You want some, Cass?

"...you'll feel as helpless to
help her as she does herself."

- What is it?
- Gatorade and Everclear.

"You'll make mistakes.
Small ones and big ones."

Fuck it.

Fuck it. Aah.

"You'll look for help from
people who aren't helpful.

Or who don't actually
understand what's happening."

"And the guilt will never leave you."

Love you, Grandma.

But if you remain calm and patient,

if you listen closely,

you'll begin to understand her more."

You okay?

Yeah, I'm just having an asthma thing.

"The counting, the repetition,

the need for symmetry.

That if you kiss her
left cheek before bed,

you have to kiss her right cheek.

And her forehead. Then her chin.

That it's about balance, stability.

The need to organize her
feelings and thoughts, so...

she can breathe easier."

- I feel really good about tonight.
- Really?

Yeah. I mean...

I was thinking this is the first time

since the beginning of high
school that I haven't, like,

been in love with somebody.

Honestly, I love that for you.

I've always, like, really
been into pickup trucks.

You can take your shoes off the dash.

"And there will be moments of relief...

...in her and in you."

"Moments that feel so normal
and calm, and rewarding

that you'll find yourself
praying they last forever."

"Even though she's only a child,

and all the hard parts
have yet to even come."

Kat. Hi.

Wow.

♪ They jaws dropping ♪

♪ He take me shopping, Robin jeans... ♪

What if these are, like,
the big moments in life?

Like, my mom always talks
about how high school was

like this big, monumental
part of her life.

But I cannot imagine being 40 and
looking back at this, like, "Wow."

Yeah, but that's because most
people peak in high school.

I definitely haven't peaked, so...

I feel like I'm not even a person yet.

Yeah, I'm definitely at,
like, 25 percent peakness.

I feel like I'm at a hundred.

But I can definitely get to 150.

Honestly, I never thought
I'd make it this far.

What do you mean?

I don't know. I just always had, like,

this overwhelming anxiety that
something bad would happen.

In all fairness, last
summer, there were, like,

three weeks where I
thought you were dead.

Okay, but she's been sober
for, like, three months.

Weren't you in rehab,
like, six months ago?

Uh, yeah.

Maybe people are nostalgic
about high school

'cause it's, like, the last time in
their life that they get to dream.

After this is just bad jobs,
and bills, and bad husbands.

Maybe I'm generalizing, but...

I don't know. Do you
guys get what I mean?

I don't know. I kind
of feel the opposite.

I feel like high school's
super fucking suffocating.

- Really?
- Yeah.

Hmm.

I'll be right back.

♪ When we land, they clear port ♪

♪ Tell the driver I got a
show, Fifth classy shot ♪

♪ Versace stomp... ♪

♪ My wrist dancing, neck dancing ♪

♪ Nails dancing, my ears dancing ♪

♪ These bitches dance,
they pussy poppin' ♪

♪ They jaws droppin'... ♪

First of all, ew.

Second of all, ew.

- Just a second.
- Are you, like, not hard?

Not yet. Fuck.

It... It doesn't really
feel like you're hard.

I am. I'm...

I am hard.

Nate, this isn't something
you just, like, lie about.

Maddy, I just got a lot
of shit on my mind, okay?

Like right now? Like, during sex?

- Maddy, stop.
- Stop what?

Talking. Stop talking. Fuck.

Okay, I'm officially turned
off. Just get off me.

- Why the fuck are we even having sex?
- We weren't.

You know what your fucking problem is?

You can't keep your fucking mouth shut.

Yeah, and you can't keep your dick hard.

Maybe the reason I can't
keep my dick hard is because

everyone at school is spreading
these fucking rumors about me.

They're not rumors. They're facts.

You literally had, like, 40 different
guys' dicks in your phone.

- I told you not to fucking tell anyone.
- Yeah, well, I told people

before you told me not to tell anyone.

Yeah, but you told them
out of fucking context.

Really? What is the context?

I'd tell you, but I don't even
fucking trust you anymore.

Kind of like how you fuck me,
but you're not hard anymore?

Huh? Keep talking. Come
on, keep fucking talking.

Keep talking. Huh?

Look, Nate, I don't mind
if you're into guys.

- I'm not into fucking guys, Maddy.
- Sexuality is a spectrum.

Fuck. What the fuck are
you talking about?

It's not like anyone's

100 percent straight or 100 percent gay.

Oh, that is 100 percent bullshit.

Hey, look, I don't really know you.

You might be a good girl, you might not.

But I do know my son.

- Do you?
- I'm not defending him.

But I do want to protect him, and
what I know is this relationship

you two have is not sustainable,

and it's only a matter of time before
it takes the both of you down.

Sometimes two people in the universe
who aren't meant for each other

find each other.

You're a beautiful girl,

and a smart one.

It's time to let go.

Your whole family is so fucking weird.

Ladies and gentlemen, this is it.

This is the game you've
all been waiting for.

That's right, Bart. This
is the first game back

for the Hawks starting QB Nate Jacobs.

It could be the final game
of his high school career

unless he can bring home the W,

and get this struggling
team to regionals.

Speaking of struggles, he's
had a lot off the field.

It's been a big topic of conversation,

not only around the team,
but also in this community.

Here's the big question...
Can he overcome this?

I think Nate Jacobs is gonna
unify this ball club.

Thankfully his teammates have his back.

We know the community has his back.

How much of the game is he
going to put on his back?

Play!

Here we go. It's game time.

Red, twelve.

Red, twelve. Hut.

Maddy, don't.

- Maddy. Don't do it.
- Fuck this.

Can you dance?

Um...

- Can you dance?
- Fuck, yeah.

I guarantee you Maddy and
Nate are gonna get married.

And probably, like, divorced three
times, and in some strange way,

live a pretty happy life.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

Yeah.

_

_

Jules!

Jules.

- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

I like the way I dressed
you, but I'm worried

I fucked with your gender expression.

Thank you?

I feel a little stupid, so...

Can I ask you a question?

- Yeah.
- Why don't you kiss me?

I kiss you.

No. Why don't you, like, kiss-kiss me?

Um, I mean, did you want me
to, like, kiss-kiss you?

I want you...

to wanna kiss me so bad
that you don't even ask.

Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance.

♪ You know I'm hood ♪

♪ I don't need no friends,
I don't need no man ♪

♪ But I love them haters
'cause they all my fans ♪

♪ Want a autograph or
you want a follow ♪

♪ Got a heavy flow, that
these hoes could swallow ♪

♪ You don't want no beef,
better keep it cute ♪

♪ 'Cause Quay Dash
takin' all your loot ♪

♪ It's a fucking promise,
it's a fucking deal ♪

♪ I don't give no fuck... ♪

I feel like love is super dark
and no one ever talks about it.

Yeah, but that might be
specific to their kind of love.

Or my kind of love.

♪ Show y'all really how to
do it, bitch, bump that ♪

♪ I'm the queen of this
shit, bitch, fuck that ♪

♪ Bitch, I'm on top now,
where your funds at? ♪

♪ Click, click, pow,
where your guns at? ♪

♪ Show y'all really how to
do it, bitch, bump that ♪

♪ I'm the queen of this
shit, bitch, fuck that ♪

♪ To the grave ♪

I think I'm gonna do
everything in my power

for at least, like, the next
three years to not fall in love.

But what if you do?

Then intervene and fucking destroy it.

- ♪ What's my favorite word? ♪
- ♪ Bitch! ♪

- ♪ Why they gotta say it like Short ♪
- ♪ Bitch ♪

♪ You know they can't play on my court ♪

♪ Can't hang with the big
dogs, stay on the porch ♪

♪ Blow the whistle ♪

♪ Blow the whistle ♪

♪ Blow the whistle ♪

♪ Blow the whistle ♪

Hey.

- Hey.
- Um, can I talk to you for a second?

Um, yeah.

♪ Keep spittin' that P to the I-M-P ♪

♪ Bun-B that's Texas baby ♪

♪ Ball and G, that's Memphis baby ♪

♪ Short Dog, that's Oakland baby ♪

♪ Ain't nothin' but
pimpin' these days, G ♪

♪ My nigga C got locked up ♪

♪ But these real hoes still
know they gots to fuck ♪

♪ Give a fuck, nigga, what you say ♪

♪ Short Dog fuck with UGK ♪

♪ Do you really wanna be like me? ♪

♪ Spit game like Snoop and T.I.P. ♪

What's up?

Um, I just... I don't really
know what else to say,

and I'm so, so sorry. It's...

But that night at the carnival

when you were flirting
with that girl, I just...

I don't know. I just had, like, this
reaction, and I just, like, hated you.

Whether that's fair or
not, I don't know. I...

But, um... I guess I just...

I guess I just wanted to hurt you as
much as I imagined you'd hurt me.

And I know that sounds
juvenile, but it's true,

and I wouldn't even be
saying this to you,

because you're actually not like this.

You're actually really kind, and
you're actually really nice,

and I'm just... I just... I'm so shitty,

and I just wish I could go back...

Kat, I liked you since I
sat down next to you.

You know, and I know that you
think there's, like, zero chance

that we're gonna be together
forever, and, uh...

I don't know. I guess,
we're both juniors,

so you're probably right about that.

You know, I mean, like, is
one of us gonna get hurt?

Yeah. Probably.

But I'll do my best to
make sure that it's me.

I'm crying.

- Sorry.
- It's okay.

- Sorry. Was that awkward?
- No.

♪ Take my hands now ♪

- Want to get the fuck out of here?
- Yeah.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

What did you say?

I started to say one thing,

and then I said something else,
but she knows what I meant.

Lexi!

♪ Take my hands... ♪

♪ You understand, I got a plan for us ♪

♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪

♪ It must be fate, I
found a place for us ♪

♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪

♪ Dangerous ♪

- Yo, I'll be right back, all right?
- Okay.

♪ How could they know, how could
they know what I've been thinking? ♪

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

How do you decide who
you wanna hook up with?

I don't know. They usually
just come to you.

Yeah, but what if they don't?

Then go and do whoever
the fuck you want.

Yeah.

Okay.

I'm gonna do that.

I love you, Lex.

I love you, too.

Cassie?

- I'm okay.
- You sure?

- Yeah.
- Okay. Okay.

Any history of depression?

Um, I guess the normal amount.

- But not diagnosed.
- No.

Family history of depression?

Yeah, my mom.

Any history with drugs or alcohol?

No, not really.

Any family history with addiction?

Alcohol? Other substances?

Yeah. My mom, with wine.

And then my dad with
painkillers and then,

heroin and stuff.

Okay.

How do you feel about being here today?

Nervous, I guess.

Do you have any reservations
about the procedure?

Any second thoughts?

No.

Come with me.

♪ What I've been hiding ♪

♪ They're right under my bed,
they're in control... ♪

Welcome back. Fourth quarter. Time
running down. Hawks trailing.

23 to 27, red. Here we go.

It's first in ten, on the 20.

A minute and a half left to go,

in what is a very close
game. We need a good play.

Green 13. Hut.

Okay, here we go. Jacobs steps back.

He's looking. He's looking...

He's got a guy. He's got
a guy. He throws it up!

- Oh! A perfect ball by Jacobs.
- Fuck!

Goes right through the
hands of the receiver.

- Jacobs threw him a perfect ball.
- Hut!

Oh, my gosh, again!

- Right through the receiver's hands.
- Let's fucking go!

Let's fucking go!

Bottom line, the wide receivers

have got to give their
QB some help tonight.

Why do I feel like you're the
reason Fez's house got raided?

You know, sometimes, when
you do illegal shit,

bad things happen to you.

You've never done
anything illegal, Nate?

You talking about your friend Jules?

No, actually, I'm
talking about your dad.

I just want to make sure you've
given it some forethought.

I know over the years you've
lost some brain cells.

I wouldn't want you to say
something you might regret.

What are you gonna do?
You gonna ruin my life?

I fucking promise you I can do
that a lot better than you can.

- What do you want, Rue?
- I want you to leave Fez alone.

I want you to leave Jules alone.

If you ever fuck with them
again, I'll destroy your life.

I'll destroy your dad's life.

I'll fucking burn your
whole shit to the ground.

'Cause I personally have no problem
walking into any police station

and telling them that
Nate Jacobs' daddy

likes to fuck little kids.

You look very pretty tonight.

Are you sure that Jules
told you everything?

You know what I like about her?

She has these very real dreams.

And I seriously think that
she's going to achieve them.

If you look at everyone inside,

most of them are going to go on

to lives these lives that aren't
even fucking worth mentioning.

Not Jules.

What about you?

Honestly,

- I don't really give a fuck.
- Yeah, I gathered that.

That's probably why you're
spending all your time

with someone who's going to leave you

and won't even remember who the
fuck you are in ten years.

I really meant what I said. You, uh...

You look really beautiful.

Mm.

All right, here we go. Ten
seconds left on the clock.

Let's go, Blackhawks!

Can Nate Jacobs do it?

This could be the final
play of the game.

- Could be the final play of his career.
- Let's go, Blackhawks!

Stay!

Let's go, Blackhawks!

Blue 36!

Blue 36! Hut!

Nate Jacobs, he steps
back. He's looking...

Oh, he's off, he's off! He's going!

He's taking the game into his
own hands. There he goes!

He's at the 30, he's at the
20. I think he's gonna do it.

He's at the line! Yes! He made it!

Let's go! Let's fucking go! Let's go!

Get the fuck up!

East Highland crowd going bananas.

He has warmed this place
up in a heartbeat.

This kid can get it done.

You may have won the game,

but you lost control of the team.

And in the long run. If you
don't lead, you're gonna lose.

You need to take a step back, Nate.

I said take a step back.

Get the fuck off me! Get the...

Get your fucking hands off
me, you fucking faggot!

- Get the fuck off! Get the fuck off!
- Stop fighting.

- Stop fighting!
- Fuck you! Fuck you!

- You need to stop!
- Fuck you!

- You had enough?
- Fuck you!

- Get the fuck off me!
- Huh? Keep fighting.

- Keep it up. Huh?
- Get off!

Motherfuck...

Do you wanna keep fighting? Huh?

Oh, you think you're tough now, huh?

Huh? Come on, Nate.

Fuck!

♪ In from the bottom,
with dreams of the top ♪

♪ I'm a beginner, now I'm
the cream of the crop ♪

♪ A fiend for the green,
lookin' mean in the drop ♪

♪ Put up game strong, make
a scene on the block ♪

♪ Now you seen what I got ♪

♪ Be no scheming or I'll
clean your clock... ♪

What?

I fuckin' hate this town.

If I could, I'd burn it
to the fucking ground.

And salt the earth behind you.

Jules, are you in love with Anna?

Yeah.

Are you, um...

Are you in love with me?

Yeah.

Do you wish I was different?

This will help with the discomfort.

Some patients like to listen to music.

And just a little pinch.

♪ My body is a cage that keeps me ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ I'm standing on the stage ♪

♪ Of fear and self-doubt ♪

♪ It's a hollow play ♪

♪ But they'll clap anyway ♪

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ Standing next to me ♪

♪ My mind holds the key ♪

♪ I'm living in an age ♪

♪ That calls darkness light ♪

♪ Though my language is dead ♪

♪ Still the shapes fill my head ♪

♪ I'm living in an age... ♪

What if we just fucking left?
Like, um, what if we just...

We just fucking left this dance,

we went home, grabbed
a bunch of our shit.

Just went to the city.
What if we fucking left?

That's fucking crazy.

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ Standing next to me ♪

♪ My mind holds the key ♪

♪ My body is a... ♪

I ain't here to hurt you.

But if you fuck around, I swear
to God, I'll fucking kill you.

Where's the money at?

It's in the table.

We're almost done.

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ We take what we're given ♪

♪ Just because you've forgotten ♪

♪ That don't mean you're forgiven ♪

♪ I'm living in an age ♪

♪ That screams my name at night ♪

- ♪ But when... ♪
- Move slow.

Jesus fucking Christ.

You're a fucking doctor?

Hurry the fuck up, man.

Motherfucker, what the fuck you doing?

Ass, drop the fucking gun!
Bitch-ass motherfucker!

Hey! Motherfucker!

Drop the fucking gun!

♪ And I would die or stay ♪

♪ For you right now ♪

♪ But you still don't know my name ♪

♪ Eh ♪

Stop! Stop! Stop going
for the fucking gun!

Bitch-ass motherfucker!

I told you to fucking be cool!
Bitch! Don't be doing that!

Let's get the fuck out of here.

Come on.

- Rue!
- Let's go.

Oh, my God! Bitch!

All done.

What the fuck did you do that for?

Fuck!

Fuck. Shit.

Goddamn.

♪ Still don't know my name ♪

Woo!

♪ You still don't know my name ♪

♪ Still don't know my name ♪

♪ You still don't know my name ♪

Jules.

Is this a bad idea?

No.

What the fuck?

How do you feel?

Better.

_

♪ ' Cause I'd rather be alone now ♪

- Maddy, get up.
- No.

- Just get up.
- Why?

Could you stop being such a fucking cunt

and just come dance with me, please?

- You don't even know how to dance.
- It's a fucking slow song.

- Let's go. Get up.
- Mostly you're despicable.

But fine.

♪ No, I don't want to be a cigarette ♪

♪ Use me up and toss me, step on me ♪

♪ I don't want to be an option ♪

- I really fuckin' hate you.
- I know.

You're abusive, psychopathic.

Most of the time I really hate
the way you make me feel.

I know.

It's not good for us.

I know.

Meaning, like, we shouldn't be together.

I know.

♪ I don't even wanna know ya ♪

Hi.

Hi.

I thought this was gonna be, like,
a night I'd remember forever.

Well, I think you will
remember it forever.

Like, not in a bad way.

Just... in a way that stays with you.

Yeah.

You're late.

I got caught up dealing
with some bullshit.

I heard you got raided.

But they ain't find nothin', though.

Ain't got shit on me.

Let's hope not.

So, we all good?

Here you go. Deck seven.
Departing in two minutes.

Thank you.

Jules, I just realized that I
didn't bring my medication.

We can get medication, like, everywhere.

Yeah, but I don't think it's...

you know, I can, like,
miss a day, you know?

Rue, we'll figure it out. I promise.

Jules, I don't... I don't
think this is a good idea.

- Rue, it was your idea.
- I know it was my idea,

but I just... I don't think
it's a good idea anymore

- is what I'm trying to tell you.
- It was a fucking great idea.

I don't know what you're talking about.

Can you slow down? 'Cause I'm
thinking, you know, my mom,

I don't want her to fucking freak
out, all right? I don't want...

Rue, it's not that far,
and, like, we're good.

It's... You can... We can call.

Okay, what am I gotta tell Gia,
though, you know, like...

She's gonna wake up in
the fucking morning.

She's gonna think I'm missing.

We're good. Come on.

It's gonna be amazing.

Rue!

Come on.

Please.

I love you.

"And there will be moments of relief,

in her and in you.

Moments that feel so normal, and
calm, and rewarding that...

you'll find yourself
praying they last forever.

Even though she's only a child,

and all the hard parts
have yet to even come.

And at the age of 16,

she'll overdose,

spend four days in a coma,

and you won't know if
she'll live or die.

But when she wakes up,

she'll be given the
opportunity to get clean,

to become a different person,

a better person.

Here's the toughest part.

No matter what you say, or do, or wish,

the decision will be all hers.

And all you can do is hope

she gives herself the
chance that she deserves."

♪ I've been so many places ♪

♪ In my life and time ♪

♪ I've sung a lot of songs ♪

♪ I've made some bad rhymes ♪

♪ I've acted out my life in stages ♪

♪ With 10,000 people watching ♪

♪ But we're alone now ♪

♪ And I'm singing this song to you ♪

♪ I know your image of me
is what I hope to be ♪

♪ I treated you unkindly ♪

♪ But darling, can't you see ♪

♪ There's no one more important to me ♪

♪ Baby, can't you see through me ♪

♪ 'Cause we're alone now ♪

♪ And I'm singing this song to you ♪

♪ You taught me precious secrets ♪

♪ Of a true love ♪

♪ Of holding nothing ♪

♪ You came out in front ♪

♪ When I was hiding ♪

♪ But now I'm so much better ♪

♪ And if my words don't come together ♪

♪ Listen to the melody ♪

♪ 'Cause my love is in there ♪

♪ Hiding ♪

Did you take my money out of the wallet?

No, ma'am.

- Rue?
- Yeah?

I asked you a simple question.

- You make everything fucking worse.
- Back up.

- It's fucking forty dollars.
- I don't care.

- It's forty fucking dollars!
- I don't care...

- It's fucking forty dollars.
- I don't care.

- What do you want?
- What do you mean, what do I want?

- What the fuck do you want?
- Get out of my face.

♪ I love you in a place ♪

♪ Where there's no special time ♪

♪ I love you for my life ♪

♪ You're a friend of mine ♪

♪ And when my life is over ♪

♪ Remember when we were together ♪

♪ We were alone ♪

♪ And I was singing this song to you ♪

You can't be any more of a bitch.
You're such a fucking bitch.

Oh, I'm a bitch?

Yeah, you're a fucking bitch,
because you just fucking s...

No! Stop! Stop!

Obviously there's
something wrong with her,

and she's trying to get better.

She's fucking mental,

and I'm tired of you using that excuse.

And you think this helps?

It doesn't matter. I'm done.

♪ I love you ♪

♪ In a place ♪

♪ Where there's no space or time ♪

♪ I love you for my life ♪

♪ You're a friend of mine ♪

- Leave.
- Mom!

Leave. I don't care. Fucking leave!

Leave. Yeah, leave.

- Go.
- You're fucking crazy.

Fucking psychotic bitch. You
fucking make me wanna...

Fuck this shit, man.
You're fuckin' crazy.

- What?
- You proud?

- You proud?
- Go after your sister.

You wanna be like her.

I don't want to be like you.

♪ We were alone and I
was singing this song ♪

♪ Mm-mm-mm ♪

♪ Singing this song to you ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Doing it all ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all for us, all ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Yeah-aye, yeah-aye ♪

- ♪ Too much in my system ♪
- ♪ Famine, famine ♪

- ♪ Money MIA ♪
- ♪ Pockets hella empty ♪

- ♪ Mama making ends meet ♪
- ♪ Making ends meet ♪

- ♪ Working like a slave ♪
- ♪ Mississippi, aye-aye ♪

- ♪ Daddy ain't at home, no ♪
- ♪ Father, father ♪

- ♪ Gotta be a man ♪
- ♪ Michael Corleone ♪

- ♪ Do it for my homegrowns ♪
- ♪ Sisters, brothers ♪

- ♪ Do it for the fam ♪
- ♪ Yeah ♪

- ♪ So tell 'em, Labby ♪
- ♪ Hey ♪

♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Just for your love, yeah ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Give you the world ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Mona Lisa's smile ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Hey ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Hell, I'll do 25 to life ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ If it makes me a king ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ A star in your eyes ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

♪ Guilty or innocent, my love
is infinite, I'm giving it ♪

♪ No need for prisoners ♪

♪ Bitch please, hands
up This is a stick up ♪

♪ Hey, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah-aye ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Guess you figured my two times two ♪

♪ Always equates to one ♪

♪ Dreamers are selfish ♪

♪ When it all comes down to it ♪

♪ I hope one of you come back
to remind me of who I was ♪

♪ When I go disappear ♪

♪ Into that good night ♪

Until then...

Sync and corrections by btsix
www.addic7ed.com

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪