Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:00:03,160 --> 00:00:04,960
Go on, then, show me.
So, I have to pick up?
2
00:00:04,960 --> 00:00:06,960
Yes, absolutely.
3
00:00:06,960 --> 00:00:08,960
Whey-hey-hey! Full family set.
4
00:00:08,960 --> 00:00:10,960
I don't get it.
I don't... I don't get it.
5
00:00:10,960 --> 00:00:11,960
Oh, we've updated the rules.
6
00:00:11,960 --> 00:00:13,960
When you complete the family,
down your drink.
7
00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:16,960
So, you get punished if you come
from a broken home? Absolutely.
8
00:00:16,960 --> 00:00:18,960
Mmm. We have a different version
of this in Bali.
9
00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:20,960
Tommy, did you know my brother's
been living in Bali?
10
00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:22,960
That's strange,
he hasn't mentioned it at all (!)
11
00:00:22,960 --> 00:00:24,960
Callum, please tell us more about
this Bali.
12
00:00:25,960 --> 00:00:28,000
Bali, Bali, Bali, Bali.
13
00:00:28,000 --> 00:00:30,960
Stop. Oh, shit! Oh!
I'll get something to clear that up.
14
00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:32,960
Oh, has it gone everywhere?
15
00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:35,960
Hey, do you know how long
he's staying?
16
00:00:35,960 --> 00:00:39,640
I don't know.
It's nice having him here, though.
17
00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:41,960
Yeah, it is.
18
00:00:51,960 --> 00:00:55,000
Oh! Sorry! Should have knocked.
19
00:01:03,960 --> 00:01:05,960
KNOCK ON DOOR
20
00:01:05,960 --> 00:01:08,960
Sorry again!
Er, bathroom's free now.
21
00:01:08,960 --> 00:01:10,960
I'd give it ten minutes.
22
00:01:12,800 --> 00:01:13,960
Maybe 20.
23
00:01:23,960 --> 00:01:25,000
That won't help.
24
00:01:26,960 --> 00:01:29,320
Jonny, you have to go in today.
25
00:01:29,320 --> 00:01:31,960
You've got to catch up
on what you've missed this week.
26
00:01:34,640 --> 00:01:36,160
I should have explained about Mike.
27
00:01:36,160 --> 00:01:38,960
Erm, I'm sorry, but you can't
punish me by giving me this...
28
00:01:38,960 --> 00:01:40,960
Please. Please don't.
29
00:01:40,960 --> 00:01:43,000
I just don't want to do this
with you. I loved your dad.
30
00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:46,960
You can't say that.
You were cheating on him.
31
00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:52,960
You know how he could make anyone
feel like
32
00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:54,960
the most important person
in the room.
33
00:01:56,960 --> 00:01:59,480
He knew how to do it.
How to do life.
34
00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:04,960
Jonny, I'm just guessing.
35
00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:09,640
For a long time,
I was jealous of him.
36
00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:13,960
It wasn't always easy
being married to him.
37
00:02:13,960 --> 00:02:15,960
So, you're saying it's his fault?
38
00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:19,960
No, course I'm not.
39
00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:22,960
Cos I'm trying to figure out
40
00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:26,160
how you could have gone with someone
as...
41
00:02:26,160 --> 00:02:30,960
nothing as Mike,
when you had someone like Dad.
42
00:02:34,960 --> 00:02:35,960
I'm going.
43
00:02:42,640 --> 00:02:45,960
How is it "volunteering day"
if the whole year has to do it?
44
00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:47,960
Well, aren't you
a good Samaritan (!)
45
00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:50,960
I might go early tomorrow,
take the back room at the foodbank.
46
00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:51,960
It's gotta be less work.
47
00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:54,960
What are you gonna go for, Jonny?
48
00:02:56,960 --> 00:02:58,480
Er, either. Not fussed, really.
49
00:02:58,480 --> 00:03:01,960
Oh, guys, this enthusiasm
is really infectious (!)
50
00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:06,160
No, I just don't know whether I'm
gonna do the foodbank tomorrow.
51
00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:07,960
What? Why not?
52
00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:10,960
I don't really believe in it.
53
00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:12,000
You don't believe in foodbanks?
54
00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:17,640
Er, no, I do. I know they exist,
obviously, I just...
55
00:03:18,960 --> 00:03:20,960
...think there should be less
in a functioning society.
56
00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:24,960
So, OK, so you're protesting
food poverty by staying at home?
57
00:03:24,960 --> 00:03:26,640
Nice.
58
00:03:26,640 --> 00:03:29,960
No, that's stupid.
Erm, yeah, I'll be there.
59
00:03:31,320 --> 00:03:34,960
So... why am I like this?
60
00:03:36,960 --> 00:03:39,960
The things we've covered
in our sessions so far...
61
00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:42,960
show you're experiencing
extreme reactions
62
00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:44,960
to events in your life.
63
00:03:45,960 --> 00:03:48,960
You don't yet have all the tools
you need to help you regulate
64
00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:52,800
your emotions
or navigate relationships.
65
00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:54,960
But the good news is
you can develop them over time.
66
00:03:57,160 --> 00:03:58,960
But...
SIGHS
67
00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:01,960
...I don't really understand.
68
00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:03,960
You're a psychiatrist, right?
69
00:04:03,960 --> 00:04:05,960
Is there a name for it?
70
00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:09,960
Some people in my job might want to
describe what you're going through
71
00:04:09,960 --> 00:04:12,960
as something called Emergent
Borderline Personality Disorder.
72
00:04:12,960 --> 00:04:15,960
It tends to be used for people
who are having trouble
73
00:04:15,960 --> 00:04:20,960
maintaining a stable relationship,
have very loud, intense emotions
74
00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:22,800
that can change quickly,
75
00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:26,160
and they might have problems
with acting impulsively.
76
00:04:26,160 --> 00:04:27,960
And obviously, in our sessions,
77
00:04:27,960 --> 00:04:29,960
these things have come up
as issues for you.
78
00:04:33,960 --> 00:04:35,960
A personality disorder?
79
00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:36,960
No, I think it's a bit premature
80
00:04:36,960 --> 00:04:39,000
to be confirming labels on you
just now.
81
00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:42,960
But honestly, Ella,
they're just words.
82
00:04:42,960 --> 00:04:45,960
And who really knows
if they're the right ones for you?
83
00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:48,960
What's important
is you get the support you need.
84
00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:50,960
And we can work on that together.
85
00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:57,960
What happened?
86
00:04:58,960 --> 00:05:00,960
Er...
87
00:05:00,960 --> 00:05:02,960
I might have...
88
00:05:02,960 --> 00:05:05,960
borderline personality disorder.
89
00:05:05,960 --> 00:05:08,960
There's something wrong
with your personality?
90
00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:11,960
I don't think so.
91
00:05:11,960 --> 00:05:13,960
She said it's not about labels.
92
00:05:15,960 --> 00:05:17,960
Some labels are there for a reason.
93
00:05:17,960 --> 00:05:20,160
And now you know what it is,
94
00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:22,960
you can work out how to handle it.
95
00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:26,960
I think it's a good thing.
96
00:05:29,640 --> 00:05:31,960
So, why do I feel so scared?
97
00:05:40,960 --> 00:05:42,960
That won't be possible.
98
00:05:43,960 --> 00:05:45,960
I really want to volunteer.
99
00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:48,000
It's a cause
I feel very passionately about.
100
00:05:49,960 --> 00:05:50,960
I'll catch up.
101
00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:52,960
It is admirable, Jonny.
102
00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:55,480
but tomorrow is catching up.
103
00:05:55,480 --> 00:05:58,480
You missed so much
of your education last year,
104
00:05:58,480 --> 00:05:59,960
you can't miss any more.
105
00:05:59,960 --> 00:06:03,960
And... I heard you weren't here
again yesterday.
106
00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:05,960
I am trying.
107
00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:08,960
I really am.
108
00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:10,960
I just don't see why I have to start
109
00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:13,320
all over again.
110
00:06:13,320 --> 00:06:15,000
I know it's difficult.
111
00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:16,960
But stick with it.
112
00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:20,320
You've got to take
your future seriously...
113
00:06:21,960 --> 00:06:24,960
...starting with lessons tomorrow.
114
00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:27,960
OK.
115
00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:30,960
I know you're right.
116
00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:33,960
Thank you, this has been...
really helpful.
117
00:06:45,960 --> 00:06:47,960
Do you want anything?
Nah, I'm good.
118
00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:49,960
I'm not drinking tonight.
Why?
119
00:06:49,960 --> 00:06:51,960
I told you, drama exam tomorrow.
120
00:06:51,960 --> 00:06:54,960
Run by the monologue you said
you were gonna help me with.
121
00:06:54,960 --> 00:06:55,960
I am helping you.
122
00:06:55,960 --> 00:06:58,960
Best preparation
is living in the moment.
123
00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:01,960
Oi! Open your jacket.
Run!
124
00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:15,960
LAUGHTER
125
00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:17,960
What was that?
126
00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:21,960
Cal, you can't do that.
I'm in there almost every day.
127
00:07:21,960 --> 00:07:23,960
Don't stress,
you are just a blur to them.
128
00:07:23,960 --> 00:07:25,960
What are you
getting so worked up for?
129
00:07:25,960 --> 00:07:27,960
You could have just paid. But
my way, we get it for free, yeah?
130
00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:30,160
It's not like you've never stolen
anything before.
131
00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:32,640
Yeah, but a 30p Bag For Life
isn't the same.
132
00:07:32,640 --> 00:07:34,960
We have to take what we want.
You know that.
133
00:07:34,960 --> 00:07:37,000
No-one's gonna just
hand it to us in life.
134
00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:38,960
Come on, let's go.
135
00:07:45,960 --> 00:07:47,960
Welcome to the crib, guys.
136
00:07:47,960 --> 00:07:51,320
I've been here for three months,
it's all right.
137
00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:52,960
Hey!
138
00:07:52,960 --> 00:07:55,960
Oh, my God, he exists.
139
00:07:57,800 --> 00:07:58,960
So great to finally meet you.
140
00:07:58,960 --> 00:08:01,960
Look who's coming crawling back
from Bolton. You mean Bali, right?
141
00:08:01,960 --> 00:08:05,960
ALL: Bali, Bali, Bali...
Sad, cos you clearly rehearsed that.
142
00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:08,960
Right, drinks,
let's go and open this.
143
00:08:08,960 --> 00:08:10,000
Dean. Nice to meet you.
144
00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:14,960
You know, he's really happy
you're back, by the way.
145
00:08:14,960 --> 00:08:17,000
He won't shut up about you.
146
00:08:17,000 --> 00:08:19,960
But he's like
so nervous about tomorrow.
147
00:08:19,960 --> 00:08:22,960
Yeah, but he's really nervous
about everything.
148
00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,960
Why are you really back?
Did your passport run out?
149
00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:26,960
Just here to see my brother.
150
00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:30,960
Really?
OK, I've left my job.
151
00:08:30,960 --> 00:08:32,960
Bali is good and that, but...
152
00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:34,960
I was always gonna come back, so...
153
00:08:34,960 --> 00:08:37,960
Yeah, fine,
keep dodging the question.
154
00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:39,960
What? Don't you trust me?
155
00:08:39,960 --> 00:08:41,960
No.
156
00:08:42,960 --> 00:08:46,960
So, Naisha knows Callum, too?
Yeah, yeah, we all go way back.
157
00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:48,960
So I bet you got
all the dirt on Naisha, right?
158
00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:50,960
Embarrassing stories, the lot?
159
00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:52,960
We share everything, so I'll know
all about you soon enough.
160
00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:55,480
She said a ton of nice things
about you.
161
00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:56,960
Like what?
162
00:08:56,960 --> 00:08:59,960
She said you're really kind...
funny...
163
00:08:59,960 --> 00:09:01,960
and that you're
a super-talented actor,
164
00:09:01,960 --> 00:09:03,960
but she made me promise
not to tell you.
165
00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,800
She knew you'd hate it.
166
00:09:05,800 --> 00:09:08,960
Yeah, well, it's difficult dealing
with obsessive fans like Naisha.
167
00:09:08,960 --> 00:09:10,960
Ha!
168
00:09:10,960 --> 00:09:11,960
Yeah, I bet.
169
00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:15,960
Er, what's so funny over here?
170
00:09:15,960 --> 00:09:17,960
Just boy talk.
171
00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:20,960
You wouldn't understand.
Yeah, lads, lads, lads.
172
00:09:20,960 --> 00:09:22,960
Right, ready to go, babe?
173
00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:23,960
Yeah, I mean we could do...
174
00:09:23,960 --> 00:09:26,640
We are gonna go.
Thank you so much for having us.
175
00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:27,960
Any time. I'll see you guys out.
176
00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:30,960
He's funny.
177
00:09:30,960 --> 00:09:32,960
See you in a bit, yeah?
178
00:09:32,960 --> 00:09:34,960
See you later, mate.
So good to see you.
179
00:09:34,960 --> 00:09:36,960
I'll sort this out.
180
00:09:36,960 --> 00:09:37,960
Thank you.
181
00:09:39,960 --> 00:09:41,960
Nice to meet you.
182
00:09:41,960 --> 00:09:43,320
Cheeky nightcap?
183
00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:44,960
CALLUM LAUGHS
184
00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:48,320
Mm, well, new car.
185
00:09:48,320 --> 00:09:49,960
Only the best for you.
186
00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:51,960
Thank you.
187
00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:57,960
So, how was I tonight?
188
00:09:57,960 --> 00:09:59,320
They hated you. Never again.
189
00:09:59,320 --> 00:10:00,960
Shame.
190
00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:02,960
So I guess this is goodbye.
191
00:10:03,960 --> 00:10:05,800
You were perfect.
192
00:10:05,800 --> 00:10:09,960
So, my friend Ella, she's having
people over on Saturday.
193
00:10:09,960 --> 00:10:12,960
You could meet the whole gang.
194
00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:16,960
Yeah, OK.
195
00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,960
Look, I didn't want
to say anything before...
196
00:10:20,960 --> 00:10:24,960
but I've already met Ella.
197
00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:28,960
I only just worked out it was her.
198
00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:30,960
We sort of got together.
199
00:10:30,960 --> 00:10:32,960
Just once.
200
00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:33,960
But she never said.
201
00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:37,320
Yeah, probably because she got
really weird about it afterwards.
202
00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:41,960
Oh, right, what did she...?
203
00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:43,960
So I guess it makes sense to...
204
00:10:43,960 --> 00:10:45,960
keep it like this with her for now?
205
00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:48,640
Don't want to upset her again.
206
00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:51,960
Look, er...
207
00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:53,960
Ella would understand.
208
00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:55,960
She's one of my best friends.
209
00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:58,960
Can we not? I really don't want to
make a fuss about this, all right?
210
00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:05,960
Er... Yeah. It's fine.
211
00:11:05,960 --> 00:11:07,960
I get it.
212
00:11:07,960 --> 00:11:09,960
I knew you would.
213
00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:12,960
I'm so glad I could talk
to you about this stuff.
214
00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:22,960
Right, so we're out of mixers
for the vodka.
215
00:11:24,960 --> 00:11:26,000
Is milk a mixer?
216
00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:28,960
Let's find out.
217
00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:32,960
What's this?
218
00:11:32,960 --> 00:11:36,000
Oh, I was gonna tell you about that.
Tell me now, then.
219
00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:37,960
Grandad Ray, he died.
220
00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:40,960
What? When?
Not sure. A while ago.
221
00:11:42,960 --> 00:11:45,480
Didn't know he was still going.
That's what I said.
222
00:11:45,480 --> 00:11:47,960
Got some call
from some stuffy suit person
223
00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:50,960
when I was at a beach party,
really killed the vibe actually.
224
00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:53,960
I was his next of kin.
Never knew, but yeah, that's it.
225
00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:56,480
And there's a meeting... tomorrow.
226
00:11:56,480 --> 00:11:58,960
Yeah, yeah, just to tie up
some loose ends and stuff.
227
00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:02,480
It's literally too boring
to get into now.
228
00:12:02,480 --> 00:12:05,960
Anyway... to old man Ray.
229
00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:07,960
Who we never really knew.
To old man Ray.
230
00:12:09,960 --> 00:12:13,960
Guys, it's 2am.
I've got work in five hours.
231
00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:14,960
Aw, that's rank.
232
00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:16,960
I'm sorry.
We'll be quiet, I promise.
233
00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:18,960
Dylan, you know it's tomorrow,
don't you?
234
00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:20,960
You've got your exam.
235
00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:22,960
Yeah, it's fine.
236
00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:24,640
Right?
237
00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:25,960
I think so, yeah.
238
00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:27,960
Yeah.
239
00:12:29,960 --> 00:12:31,480
Let's have one more.
240
00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:46,160
BIRDSONG
241
00:12:55,480 --> 00:12:56,960
What are you doing here?
242
00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:00,960
I thought we were meeting
at the foodbank.
243
00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:02,960
Er... Why are you here, then?
244
00:13:02,960 --> 00:13:04,960
Library.
245
00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:06,640
Yeah, course, same.
246
00:13:06,640 --> 00:13:08,960
I was just getting ahead
on the psychology reading.
247
00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:12,960
Hmm.
Also Mike is doing my head in.
248
00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:13,960
Ah.
So I was thinking
249
00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:15,960
can I stay at yours this weekend
after Ella's?
250
00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:17,960
And finally meet your dad?
251
00:13:17,960 --> 00:13:19,960
Erm...
252
00:13:19,960 --> 00:13:22,480
Can I get back to you on that one?
Please.
253
00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:25,320
Ooh, is your dad like really strict
or something?
254
00:13:25,320 --> 00:13:26,960
No, well...
255
00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:28,960
Er, mm, something like that.
256
00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:30,960
Let me talk to him.
257
00:13:30,960 --> 00:13:32,960
Cool.
BELL RINGS
258
00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:34,960
I'm gonna be late, so...
259
00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:36,960
For, what, the library?
260
00:13:38,960 --> 00:13:41,960
No. Cos I forgot
261
00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:43,960
I've got coursework
that I need to hand in.
262
00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:45,960
I'm clearly not awake.
263
00:13:45,960 --> 00:13:48,960
Yeah, clearly. I'll see you later.
264
00:13:59,960 --> 00:14:01,960
OK. When you're ready.
265
00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:07,960
My name is Dylan and I will
be performing Orlando's monologue
266
00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:09,960
from As...
267
00:14:10,960 --> 00:14:12,960
...As You Like it.
268
00:14:12,960 --> 00:14:14,640
I'm sorry, I...
269
00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:15,960
I don't feel right.
270
00:14:15,960 --> 00:14:19,640
Take a breath. Then start.
271
00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:22,160
OK.
272
00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:25,960
As I remember, Adam,
273
00:14:25,960 --> 00:14:27,320
it was a...
274
00:14:27,320 --> 00:14:28,960
RETCHES
275
00:14:31,960 --> 00:14:32,960
DYLAN CHOKING AND COUGHING
276
00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:42,960
What are you still doing in bed?
277
00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:45,000
College started an hour ago.
278
00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:46,960
I can't do it.
279
00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:48,960
Course you can.
280
00:14:50,800 --> 00:14:52,160
Mum...
Now, listen.
281
00:14:52,160 --> 00:14:55,960
You're seeing someone.
You're getting help.
282
00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:58,960
You've got to play your part
to beat this thing.
283
00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:03,960
I'm not sure
it's something you beat.
284
00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:08,960
Ella...
self pity never did anyone any good.
285
00:15:08,960 --> 00:15:10,960
Get a shower.
286
00:15:10,960 --> 00:15:14,160
Get dressed. Face the world.
287
00:15:14,160 --> 00:15:17,960
OK?
OK.
288
00:15:20,960 --> 00:15:24,960
I was broken in my heart for you
289
00:15:24,960 --> 00:15:27,960
Like you was old...
290
00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:29,480
Fucked it, Naish.
291
00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:31,960
I shouldn't have stayed up
after you left.
292
00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:34,960
Fucking Callum. Did he even say
what he's back for?
293
00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:37,000
Just to catch up, I guess.
294
00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:38,960
How long is he staying at Tommy's, then?
295
00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:40,960
Dunno. OK.
296
00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:46,480
It's not his fault.
297
00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:51,960
SIGHS
Mess.
298
00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:53,960
You're not a mess.
299
00:15:53,960 --> 00:15:56,320
OK, you are, you are a mess.
300
00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:58,960
But we're gonna...
we can sort this, OK?
301
00:15:58,960 --> 00:15:59,960
I'm gonna get you some water.
302
00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,960
All the water.
303
00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,960
And then we are gonna sort
something.
304
00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:05,960
Like what?
305
00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:07,000
Food poisoning?
306
00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:10,640
I'd just hate to jeopardise my
future because of some bad chicken.
307
00:16:10,640 --> 00:16:12,800
Is there any way we can postpone?
308
00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:15,960
Please?
309
00:16:16,960 --> 00:16:19,640
Monday at 9:00. Rest up.
310
00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:21,960
I will. Thank you.
311
00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:26,960
I knew you were a good actor.
312
00:16:28,640 --> 00:16:32,960
What kind of monster
donates low-cal noodles?
313
00:16:32,960 --> 00:16:34,960
Any noodle is a good noodle.
314
00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:39,960
Ooh!
315
00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:42,960
Sorry, I'm not very coordinated.
316
00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:45,800
Oh, I know, I've seen you play pool.
317
00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:50,320
Ella.
318
00:16:50,320 --> 00:16:52,960
You all recovered from Dylan's 18th?
He was on one.
319
00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:59,960
Hey, could you go get us
some more bags? Sure.
320
00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:07,640
Have you really been
that ill since Saturday?
321
00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:08,960
You haven't been replying.
322
00:17:08,960 --> 00:17:10,000
Were you spiked?
323
00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,960
Er, I've been thinking about it,
324
00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:15,960
and, yeah, I think I must've been,
actually, yeah.
325
00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:17,960
Oh, my God, that's serious.
326
00:17:17,960 --> 00:17:19,960
Did you report it?
Did you go to a doctor?
327
00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:22,640
Yeah. Yeah, no, I did, of course.
328
00:17:22,640 --> 00:17:25,960
Wait, you said to me that
you hadn't been to the doctor's.
329
00:17:25,960 --> 00:17:29,640
Yeah, sorry, no. I nearly did.
330
00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:31,960
But I think I was just really drunk.
So...
331
00:17:31,960 --> 00:17:34,960
You just said you were spiked.
332
00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:37,960
What's going on with you?
333
00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,320
You can tell us the truth.
334
00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:46,800
I did go to the doctor. Yeah.
335
00:17:46,800 --> 00:17:48,960
And...
336
00:17:48,960 --> 00:17:50,960
I've been diagnosed with something.
337
00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:52,960
With what?
338
00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:56,960
They think it might be...
borderline personality disorder.
339
00:17:58,960 --> 00:18:00,480
Oh, Ella.
340
00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:01,960
What does that mean?
341
00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:04,960
So, is it for life?
Are you gonna be on meds?
342
00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:05,960
I-I-I don't...
343
00:18:05,960 --> 00:18:07,960
It's hard
to get diagnosed apparently.
344
00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:09,800
Bex, stop.
345
00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:11,960
If you're having an episode,
you need to tell us.
346
00:18:11,960 --> 00:18:13,960
I mean, we can help you.
347
00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:15,480
This isn't helping.
348
00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:16,960
Look, erm...
349
00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:18,960
I'm doing therapy.
350
00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:22,960
I-I-I don't... I don't know.
Just please stop... asking.
351
00:18:25,640 --> 00:18:28,960
OK. When you're ready to talk,
we are here.
352
00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:38,960
Hey, I heard
there was free food going.
353
00:18:40,640 --> 00:18:42,000
Sorry this morning went badly.
354
00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:47,960
Wait.
Are you angry with me or something?
355
00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,480
Should I be coming
to this meeting later?
356
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,960
Don't you think I should be there?
357
00:18:57,960 --> 00:19:01,960
Yeah. I think so.
100% you should come.
358
00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:03,960
Think it'll be dry as hell.
359
00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:06,960
I wouldn't be going
if I didn't have to.
360
00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:08,960
Right now I'm screaming
I'm crying
361
00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:11,960
As I dangle in the wind...
362
00:19:11,960 --> 00:19:13,960
Budge.
363
00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:16,960
I'm reaching out to grab your hand
So you can pull me back in
364
00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:19,960
But you don't wanna
I'm a goner
365
00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:22,960
So I think I'm gonna slip
366
00:19:22,960 --> 00:19:25,960
My hands are sweaty
Body heavy
367
00:19:25,960 --> 00:19:28,960
Read your lips and lose my grip
368
00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:30,960
I...
369
00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:32,960
Cry...
370
00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:35,960
..Sometimes
371
00:19:35,960 --> 00:19:40,960
Especially when I see you
In the night...
372
00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:43,960
It's weird being
on this side of things, isn't it?
373
00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:45,960
Huh?
374
00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:50,960
Do you remember when Mum used
to drive us round this place?
375
00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:52,960
No, not really.
376
00:19:53,960 --> 00:19:56,160
I remember this one time, this...
377
00:19:57,800 --> 00:19:59,960
...nice old volunteer
took me to the side and...
378
00:19:59,960 --> 00:20:01,960
got me to fill out this voucher...
379
00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:03,960
for us, for the family.
380
00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:10,000
I thought she was humouring me.
381
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,960
Stopping me
from tearing up the place.
382
00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:14,960
I dunno.
383
00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:17,960
Looking back,
I don't think that was it.
384
00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:20,960
What was it, then?
385
00:20:21,960 --> 00:20:23,960
It was
cos Mum wasn't making any sense.
386
00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:30,960
Told her we had a sister at home,
she fell for it.
387
00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,160
Bumper food week.
388
00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:39,960
I'm so sorry you had to do that.
389
00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:47,960
Well, you really are hungover,
aren't you?
390
00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:55,960
Ah, you made it.
Course.
391
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:57,960
What about up against this one?
392
00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:58,960
And then maybe...
393
00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:02,480
Give me one moment. Jonny.
394
00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:03,960
Hi.
A word?
395
00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:05,960
No, I'm busy right now.
396
00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:07,960
It wasn't a question.
I made it very clear
397
00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:09,320
that this is no longer
your year group.
398
00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:11,960
Yeah, well, I'm just gonna finish
this, and then I'm gonna go. So...
399
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:13,960
Can you move?
Jonny, stop.
400
00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:17,480
Y-You're not listening to me.
Can you fucking move?
401
00:21:17,480 --> 00:21:18,960
Don't speak to me like that.
402
00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,960
Dad!
403
00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:32,960
Jonny!
404
00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:36,960
You've been held down a year?
405
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:38,960
What, did your dad not tell you?
No. He didn't.
406
00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:40,960
I guess we've all got secrets, then.
407
00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:48,960
Looks heavy.
Anything I should know about?
408
00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:50,960
It's not for me, it's...
409
00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:52,960
It's Ella.
410
00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:55,160
It might explain why
she was being weird with you.
411
00:21:55,160 --> 00:21:56,960
Is she OK?
412
00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:03,960
She's got
borderline personality disorder.
413
00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:05,960
Wow.
414
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:08,960
That sounds serious.
415
00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:13,960
I mean... mental health problems
can be scary, but...
416
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:17,960
...I guess that kind of
makes sense for her.
417
00:22:17,960 --> 00:22:19,960
What do you mean?
418
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:23,160
I didn't tell you the whole story.
419
00:22:25,960 --> 00:22:27,960
You know I told you
my car got written off?
420
00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:31,160
It was Ella.
421
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:33,160
She set it on fire.
422
00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:36,960
What? Are you sure?
423
00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:39,800
Yeah. Pretty much.
424
00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:44,320
Wh-Wh-Why would she do that?
425
00:22:44,320 --> 00:22:48,960
I didn't understand then,
and... I still don't.
426
00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:50,160
But...
427
00:22:51,640 --> 00:22:54,960
...I'm glad she's got
some sort of diagnosis.
428
00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:56,960
That's awful. I had no idea.
429
00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,480
At least she'll get
the help she really needs.
430
00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:05,960
It's OK, it's OK.
431
00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:10,800
First things first,
I'm sorry for your loss.
432
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:12,960
Oh, no, don't worry, we didn't
realise we had any family left.
433
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:13,960
Oh.
434
00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:16,960
So, what's the score?
435
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:18,960
Probate has all gone through
and the sum total
436
00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:21,960
of the estate does fall below
the threshold for inheritance tax,
437
00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:23,160
as expected.
438
00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:24,960
There's money?
439
00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:30,960
Meaning that as sole beneficiary,
Callum,
440
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,960
you will be receiving
the below amount
441
00:23:32,960 --> 00:23:34,960
into the bank details
you provided us.
442
00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:37,960
Sole beneficiary?
Minus all your fees, I guess.
443
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,960
No. They are all accounted for.
444
00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:42,960
How much is it?
445
00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:46,960
46,000.
446
00:23:48,960 --> 00:23:51,160
Who for?
For both of us.
447
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:55,960
Obviously... we'll split it.
448
00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:57,960
So, we are each getting £23,000?
449
00:23:57,960 --> 00:23:59,960
Yes.
450
00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:02,960
£23,000!
451
00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:05,000
Yes.
452
00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:09,960
MANIC LAUGHTER
453
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:29,960
Oh, sorry, I was just...
454
00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:31,960
LAUGHS NERVOUSLY
455
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:37,960
Wait. Jonny.
456
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:42,320
I feel we got off on the wrong foot
the last few days.
457
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:44,960
No two ways about it,
458
00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:47,800
it's the worst first impression
I think I've ever made.
459
00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:50,960
Oh, and I've walked into a glass
door seconds before a job interview.
460
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:53,640
So... It's all down my...
461
00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:55,960
Yeah, I'm on my way somewhere.
462
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:57,960
Oh! I hope college
was OK for you this week.
463
00:24:57,960 --> 00:24:59,960
That must have been tricky.
What do you mean?
464
00:24:59,960 --> 00:25:01,960
Oh, well, Ann, your mum...
465
00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:05,960
...told me you'd moved years. So...
466
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:08,960
Did she ask you
to say anything else?
467
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:10,000
Or can I go now?
468
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:14,000
I'm not replacing your dad.
469
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:17,960
You what?
470
00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:20,960
I didn't want you
to think that I would think that.
471
00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:24,640
Cos I don't.
472
00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:26,960
I never met him.
473
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:29,960
But you can tell
by the way he's spoken about...
474
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:32,960
...John was a legend.
475
00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:36,480
And I'm just a bloke...
476
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:38,960
...and I get that's not easy.
477
00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:43,800
MIKE SIGHS
478
00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:45,640
But if you've taken
anything from him,
479
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:46,960
then you will have more than enough
480
00:25:46,960 --> 00:25:49,000
to get you
through this college stuff.
481
00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:55,480
Yeah, we'll see.
482
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:57,000
Yeah, just get your head down.
483
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:59,480
Oh, and avoid any glass doors.
484
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:02,960
So...
485
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:15,960
Dyl, this place is insane.
486
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:17,960
The fire pit reminds me of this...
487
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,320
Don't say it.
Here you go.
488
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:23,960
I'm never drinking again.
489
00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,960
What? You're celebrating.
490
00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:27,960
46 Gs. Come on.
I can't even process that.
491
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:29,960
I've still got these exams
to get my head round.
492
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:32,480
You don't need to pass an exam
to prove you're talented.
493
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:34,320
I do if I want to get an A-level.
494
00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:37,320
You've got a natural gift, yeah,
that's so much more important
495
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:39,960
than these college hoops
you are trying to jump through.
496
00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:41,960
I can't even get my head
around this monologue.
497
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:44,480
Everyone else seems
so far ahead of me.
498
00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:46,960
Yeah, but you're not them, are you?
You're you.
499
00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:47,960
Own it.
500
00:26:47,960 --> 00:26:50,960
Try and figure out
a way to feel the words.
501
00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:53,800
Feel the words?
Yeah.
502
00:26:53,800 --> 00:26:55,960
Shakespeare,
his words are old, right,
503
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:57,960
but the emotions are the same.
They don't change.
504
00:26:57,960 --> 00:27:00,960
That's why he's still getting paid
400 years after he's dead.
505
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:02,960
You'll figure it out.
506
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,960
I know you will.
Just show them who YOU are.
507
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:07,960
That is the most Bali thing
you've ever said.
508
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,960
ALL: Bali, Bali, Bali.
I wasn't even talking about Bali.
509
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:15,960
Has anyone spoken to Jonny?
510
00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:17,960
He's acting
like nothing has happened.
511
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:20,960
I get it, though. Another year
of college would mess me up, too.
512
00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:27,640
Let's not even mention it. We just
need to be really supportive.
513
00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:29,960
Hi.
514
00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:35,640
It's OK to stay down a year.
515
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:38,960
Loads of people retake.
516
00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:41,960
Jeremy Clarkson
barely got any A-levels...
517
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,640
Guys, no-one died.
518
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:46,000
Fine.
519
00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:47,960
Don't need to do this.
520
00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:50,960
Let's just have a good time.
521
00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:51,960
See, this guy gets it.
522
00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:53,960
Jonny, put it out,
it's Keaton's daughter.
523
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,960
Don't want to get detention.
Shut up, Dylan.
524
00:27:57,960 --> 00:27:59,960
What is the point
of having a swimming pool
525
00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:01,960
if we're not gonna go swimming?
526
00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:05,320
Oh, my God.
527
00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:09,960
LAUGHTER
528
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,320
BREATHING HEAVILY
529
00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:24,960
DISTORTED AUDIO
530
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:32,960
DISTORTED: Here you are.
531
00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:34,960
DISTORTED AUDIO
532
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:37,960
DISTORTED: Are you OK?
533
00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:39,960
Ella!
534
00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:46,960
Someone knows.
535
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:50,960
They know I saw a doctor.
536
00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:52,960
Someone is posting about me.
537
00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:55,960
Who?
538
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,960
How could anyone know?
539
00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:00,960
Did you tell someone?
540
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:03,960
What? No. Of course not.
Who are you talking about?
541
00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:06,640
"She's fucking mad!"
They could be talking about anyone.
542
00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:08,960
It says personality disorder, Naish.
543
00:29:08,960 --> 00:29:11,320
Medically official.
They fucking know.
544
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:13,320
They are just saying things
to upset you.
545
00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:14,960
I didn't tell anyone. I wouldn't.
546
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,960
Well, who was it, then?
547
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:23,960
Bex.
548
00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:27,960
LAUGHTER
549
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:31,960
Did you tell someone about me?
What?
550
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:32,960
"She's mad."
551
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:35,960
Do you think that's funny?
552
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:37,960
I'm not well, but I'm getting help.
553
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:40,960
Is that true?
554
00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:45,960
Yeah. Yeah.
And Bex thinks it's a joke.
555
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,480
No, I don't. I...
556
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:49,960
You're obsessed.
Never should have told you.
557
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,480
You snitched about me to your dad.
Never said he was your dad,
558
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:54,960
by the way.
What else haven't you told us?
559
00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:57,800
Ella, you... You sound...
560
00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,160
What? Sound what? Like a...
561
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:00,960
psycho bitch?
562
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:02,960
Honestly, like...
563
00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:05,640
You're just my friend,
I was only ever trying to help you.
564
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:06,960
I don't...
Yeah, help.
565
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:08,960
Don't fucking post about me.
566
00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:10,960
Ella, calm down.
567
00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:11,960
Don't talk to me like that.
568
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:14,800
Yeah, no, OK, I'm going.
569
00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:16,960
Yeah. Get out. Get out!
I'm going to.
570
00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:28,960
Bex.
571
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:30,640
Just stop.
572
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:33,960
What is it about me, Jonny?
What is it about me
573
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:35,960
that makes people think
they can just humiliate me?
574
00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:37,960
People don't think that.
Ella does.
575
00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:39,960
Just yelled at me
in front of everyone.
576
00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:42,000
I don't see her
doing that to anyone else.
577
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:43,960
Am I... Why just me?
578
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:45,960
No. Ella's struggling.
579
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:47,960
She's going through something huge.
580
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,480
It's not her doing this.
And it's not on you.
581
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:52,960
I don't know why I'm asking you,
you don't even respect me.
582
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:55,960
That's not true.
My dad didn't deserve that.
583
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:58,960
I didn't know he was your dad
because you didn't tell me.
584
00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:00,960
It shouldn't matter.
He was trying to help.
585
00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:02,960
And I don't need help!
586
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,960
Stop saying that.
You keep wallowing in being angry,
587
00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:08,960
but you don't actually
do anything about it. Yes, I do.
588
00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:10,960
I am trying.
Trying how?
589
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:13,960
You've been high all week.
Yeah, and it's working.
590
00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:18,960
OK. Doesn't look like it to me.
591
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:25,480
CALLUM: Well, that was eventful.
592
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:26,960
I hope Ella's gonna be OK.
593
00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,640
I actually need
to tell you something, Dylan.
594
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:30,960
Sounds ominous.
595
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:32,960
It's not. It's just...
596
00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:33,960
What's going on?
597
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:35,960
Erm, yeah, it turns out
598
00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,960
my flexible job
isn't actually that flexible.
599
00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:40,960
They thought
I was coming back yesterday.
600
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:42,960
So, you've left, haven't you?
601
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:46,960
Well, no, not exactly.
602
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,640
You're going back.
603
00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:54,000
Yeah, I mean, I have to.
They are fuming.
604
00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:55,960
You just got here.
605
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:02,640
Right. And you're taking the money.
What? No.
606
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:03,960
No, we haven't even
got the money yet.
607
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:07,320
Naish was right.
You didn't come back for me.
608
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,320
You are gonna abandon me... again.
609
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:10,960
You don't give a shit.
610
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:13,800
Abandon you? I've never abandoned
you. I'm here right now.
611
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:14,960
I can't believe
I didn't see this coming.
612
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:17,960
You came here to take your money
and fuck off.
613
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:21,960
No, I didn't... And good.
I'm glad you're fucking leaving.
614
00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:24,960
It was easier on my own.
It always has been.
615
00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:26,960
You don't mean that.
616
00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:29,960
You are so selfish.
617
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,960
No, you're...
618
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,960
You're worse than selfish. You're...
619
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:37,960
You're just like Mum.
620
00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:59,320
Since I've gotten older
621
00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:01,960
I've realised
We all care about things
622
00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:04,960
That don't really matter...
623
00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:08,800
You should probably say goodbye.
624
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:10,160
You'll regret it if you don't.
625
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:12,160
And now we are all trying
626
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:15,960
To keep our heads above the water
627
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:18,800
But what if we don't wanna?
628
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:23,640
If there's something you wanna do
Just do it
629
00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:25,960
Don't let your head
Stop your heart from moving
630
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:27,960
If there's someone
You wanna talk to
631
00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:29,800
Talk to 'em
632
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:30,960
Who knows who we would be
633
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:35,960
If we just live more and love more
634
00:33:35,960 --> 00:33:40,960
We all just need
To live more and love more
635
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:42,960
Who knows who we'd be
636
00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:47,000
If we just live more
And love more.
637
00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:48,960
KNOCKING
638
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:55,960
Hi. Er...
639
00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:57,960
Bex doesn't want to speak to you,
I'm afraid.
640
00:33:57,960 --> 00:34:00,960
Yeah, I know, I came to see you.
641
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:05,960
I shouldn't have...
642
00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:09,960
Shouldn't have spoken to you
like that or pushed you.
643
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:11,960
No.
644
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:15,960
So I'm sorry,
and I hope that you're OK.
645
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:19,960
It's OK.
646
00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:22,000
You're not the first student
to square up to me.
647
00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:25,320
You are the first student
to come round to my house
648
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,960
and apologise, though.
649
00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:29,960
Clean slate?
650
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:33,960
So, you'll be in tomorrow, then?
Yeah? Ready to buckle down?
651
00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:36,960
Ready.
652
00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:40,960
OK. Great. Thanks, Jonny.
653
00:34:57,960 --> 00:34:59,960
Wow.
654
00:34:59,960 --> 00:35:01,960
Yeah. It's awful.
655
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:04,960
Ella's convinced someone knows.
656
00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:08,960
You think I told someone?
657
00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:12,160
I cannot believe
you would think that.
658
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:14,480
I didn't say anything.
Well, did Ella? No!
659
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:16,960
This is what Ella does.
I tried telling you.
660
00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:18,960
She throws out crazy accusations,
661
00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:20,960
she gaslights people,
she doesn't care.
662
00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:23,960
She didn't say anything.
663
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:25,960
She doesn't even know
about you and me.
664
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:27,960
OK? I was just...
665
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:29,960
I was just worried because...
666
00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:32,480
I mentioned it to you and like
obviously you guys have history.
667
00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:34,000
But I have no-one to tell.
668
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:41,960
I know.
669
00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:44,960
Tell me you believe me.
670
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:47,960
I do. I do. I...
671
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:51,960
It's just been a lot
with her lately.
672
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:53,960
She is not well.
673
00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:56,960
I didn't mean to get so intense.
674
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,640
If I did anything to mess this up,
I would...
675
00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:04,960
...never forgive myself.
676
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,960
You're the best girlfriend
I've ever had.
677
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:12,800
Sorry.
678
00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:15,960
Yeah, I mean that just...
slipped out.
679
00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:16,960
Hoped you wouldn't notice.
680
00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:19,160
You're so cringe.
681
00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:25,960
TENTATIVE KNOCKING
682
00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:27,960
ELLA: Hi.
683
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:29,960
Your dad let me in.
684
00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:32,960
Hi.
685
00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,960
I'm sorry.
686
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,960
You've already
been looking out for me.
687
00:36:46,960 --> 00:36:48,960
It's just...
688
00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:51,960
all the posts last night
got in my head.
689
00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:56,960
I'm not coping.
690
00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:59,800
It's hard to explain.
691
00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:05,960
You know, my dad used to work
at my last school.
692
00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:11,960
Turns out nobody wants to be friends
with the teacher's daughter.
693
00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:13,960
In fact...
694
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:17,000
...they want to make her life
absolute hell.
695
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:23,480
I know what it feels like
to be bullied.
696
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:27,480
I would never do that to you.
697
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:36,960
I think I'm just really... scared...
698
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,960
about being diagnosed.
699
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:42,960
No-one tells you
how to handle that bit.
700
00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:48,960
And now everyone knows before
I've even had time to process it.
701
00:37:48,960 --> 00:37:51,960
We all know
you're going through something.
702
00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,160
We are on your side.
703
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:57,960
Me, Naisha, everyone.
704
00:37:57,960 --> 00:37:59,960
We are with you.
705
00:37:59,960 --> 00:38:01,960
It's just...
706
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:04,960
It's a lot.
707
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:07,960
But hopefully, with the therapy...
708
00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:09,960
I know you can handle it.
709
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:13,480
What if I can't?
710
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:14,960
Honestly...
711
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,960
I thought you were gonna rip my
head off yesterday at the party.
712
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:20,960
So I think you're a lot stronger
than you think you are.
713
00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:23,960
Thanks.
714
00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:29,960
I just came here to pay
for the bottle my brother stole.
715
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:32,960
And to apologise.
716
00:38:32,960 --> 00:38:35,960
That will be £22, then, please.
717
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:38,320
I can get it.
718
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:43,480
Thank you.
719
00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:45,320
MUSIC: 'High In Brighton' by Fizz
720
00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:50,640
I wanna get out of my room...
721
00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:51,960
This is on you, then.
722
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,960
Go, go.
723
00:38:57,960 --> 00:38:59,960
Oi, it's you.
Sorry, mate.
724
00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:01,960
It's all right, all right.
He's paid this time.
725
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:03,960
Yeah?
726
00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:06,960
Fuck it, I'm leaving
I'm outta here
727
00:39:06,960 --> 00:39:11,960
I got a one-way ticket to heaven
728
00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:17,960
I wanna be high in Brighton
I wanna be high in Brighton
729
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:21,960
I wanna be high...
730
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:23,960
Hey! Hey!
731
00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:25,160
Dyl?
732
00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:27,960
I didn't mean what I said.
What?
733
00:39:27,960 --> 00:39:31,800
About you being like Mum.
You are nothing like her.
734
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:35,000
I should have trusted you.
Yeah, but I get why you didn't.
735
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:36,960
I know I'm a flake.
736
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:39,160
OK? I know
I've never had my shit together.
737
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:44,960
And, Dyl, fuck, I am so sorry
for leaving you when I did.
738
00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:48,960
I didn't realise
how much that would affect you.
739
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:50,960
But I would never mess you about
with money.
740
00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:53,960
I didn't want to tell you because
I didn't want to get your hopes up.
741
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:58,960
You're my little, annoying brother
and... you always will be.
742
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:02,960
Do you really have to go?
I mean, we...
743
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:04,960
Yeah.
744
00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:06,960
Yeah, you know
this place isn't for me.
745
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:11,000
I'm gonna miss you.
746
00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:18,960
Yeah. But you could come with me.
747
00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:21,960
Yeah? We can get you set up
at the bar. Eh? It will be fun.
748
00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:24,960
You know I can't.
I've got stuff here I've got to do.
749
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:27,960
Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course. I know.
750
00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:29,960
But after that, you try and stop me.
751
00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:31,960
I'll be on the first plane
to Bali...
752
00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:33,960
Blah, blah, blah. Come here.
753
00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:47,960
All right, mate.
754
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:50,960
Cheers.
755
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:03,960
I'm sorry I've been harsh on Mike.
756
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:07,960
I never asked him to speak to you.
757
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:12,960
What, so he really is that awkward?
758
00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:16,160
Yeah. All the time.
759
00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:17,960
SHE CHUCKLES
760
00:41:20,160 --> 00:41:22,320
Do you think
we would be living here now...
761
00:41:22,320 --> 00:41:23,960
if Dad was still alive?
762
00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:28,960
Maybe not.
763
00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,960
It's been hard...
764
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:38,960
...trying to live up to him.
765
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:45,960
People don't think of me
the way that they thought of him.
766
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,960
I mean,
even Mike knew he was a legend.
767
00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:55,800
And I just...
768
00:41:57,960 --> 00:41:58,960
I've got no idea.
769
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:04,480
Jonny, I loved your dad,
but he wasn't perfect.
770
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:07,960
He was in awe of you.
771
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:11,960
Of how strong you are,
stronger than him.
772
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,960
You always got back up
773
00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:16,960
whenever you got knocked down,
just like you are now.
774
00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:18,640
What am I getting up for, Mum?
775
00:42:19,960 --> 00:42:22,960
Another year of college?
Yeah.
776
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,000
Be so much easier not to.
777
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:27,960
But you're going in,
you're doing the work.
778
00:42:30,800 --> 00:42:33,960
Just... wish you'd take
your medication, it could help.
779
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:35,800
No, I can manage without it.
780
00:42:37,960 --> 00:42:40,960
OK. I can't force you.
781
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:46,960
People aren't defined by success...
782
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,960
...but by how they react to failure.
783
00:42:52,160 --> 00:42:53,960
What was it you always said?
784
00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:55,960
"Swim like a twat."
785
00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:00,800
Swim like a bastard.
Was it "swim like a bastard"?
786
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:03,960
Yeah, that is better, isn't it.
787
00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:05,960
MUSIC: 'Wide Eyes' by Big Moon
788
00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:08,960
Who walked into the room?
789
00:43:10,800 --> 00:43:13,960
Cos it feels like crashing
790
00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:17,960
And it feels like landing...
791
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,960
'Hi, Dylan. I'm at the airport.
792
00:43:20,960 --> 00:43:24,160
'I'm a bit drunk and I'm
about to get on a 16-hour flight.
793
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,960
'But I thought I should say
good luck.
794
00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:28,960
'You're gonna smash this.'
795
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:31,960
Your wide eyes
796
00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:34,960
All your world looks small
797
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:37,960
When you're standing
Ten feet tall...
798
00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:39,960
As I remember, Adam,
799
00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:42,160
it was upon this fashion
bequeathed me by will
800
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:44,960
but poor a thousand crowns.
And, as thou sayest,
801
00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:47,960
charged my brother on his blessing
to breed me well.
802
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:51,960
And there begins my sadness.
803
00:43:51,960 --> 00:43:54,960
And I got your wide eyes
804
00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:58,960
Your wide eyes
805
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:09,960
Who walked into the room?
806
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:11,480
...taught their manage
807
00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:12,960
and to that end
riders dearly hired.
808
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:15,960
But I, his brother,
809
00:44:15,960 --> 00:44:17,960
gain nothing under him but growth.
810
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:22,960
Bless the dust behind us
811
00:44:22,960 --> 00:44:25,960
All your love relieved me of
812
00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:29,960
And if I could cherish
813
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:31,960
Every single thing...
814
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:32,960
What are you doing?
815
00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:36,960
Just taking a little selfie.
816
00:44:36,960 --> 00:44:38,480
Taking a selfie.
817
00:44:38,480 --> 00:44:40,960
Oh, I would...
818
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:45,960
And the spirit of my father,
which I think is within me,
819
00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:48,960
begins to mutiny
against this servitude.
820
00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:53,960
I will no longer endure it.
821
00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:56,960
Though yet I know no wise remedy
how to avoid it.
822
00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:02,640
Cos I got your wide eyes...
823
00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:03,960
Well done, Dylan.
824
00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:07,320
Your wide eyes
825
00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:20,960
I got it all
826
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:24,960
All your world looks small
827
00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:27,960
When you're standing ten feet tall
828
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:30,960
So drenched that the rain
829
00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:34,960
Doesn't bother you no more
830
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:38,320
Here is everything
831
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:41,960
And it's all new again
832
00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:45,960
Cos I got your wide eyes
833
00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:48,960
Your wide eyes
834
00:45:55,320 --> 00:45:58,960
Cos I got your wide eyes
835
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:01,960
Your wide eyes.
836
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:04,960
59376
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.
Afrikaans
Akan
Albanian
Amharic
Arabic
Armenian
Azerbaijani
Basque
Belarusian
Bemba
Bengali
Bihari
Bosnian
Breton
Bulgarian
Cambodian
Catalan
Cebuano
Cherokee
Chichewa
Chinese (Simplified)
Chinese (Traditional)
Corsican
Croatian
Czech
Danish
Dutch
English
Esperanto
Estonian
Faroese
Finnish
Galician
Georgian
German
Greek
Guarani
Haitian Creole
Hausa
Hawaiian
Hebrew
Hmong
Hungarian
Icelandic
Indonesian
Irish
Italian
Japanese
Kazakh
Kinyarwanda
Kirundi
Kongo
Korean
Krio (Sierra Leone)
Kurdish
Kyrgyz
Laothian
Latin
Latvian
Lithuanian
Luganda
Luo
Luxembourgish
Macedonian
Malagasy
Malay
Maltese
Maori
Mauritian Creole
Moldavian
Mongolian
Myanmar (Burmese)
Montenegrin
Nepali
Norwegian
Pashto
Persian
Polish
Portuguese (Brazil)
Portuguese (Portugal)
Quechua
Romanian
Romansh
Russian
Samoan
Scots Gaelic
Serbian
Sesotho
Setswana
Seychellois Creole
Shona
Sindhi
Sinhalese
Slovak
Slovenian
Somali
Spanish (Latin American)
Swedish
Tajik
Thai
Tigrinya
Tonga
Turkish
Turkmen
Ukrainian
Uzbek
Vietnamese
Welsh
Wolof