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Karen, Vivian is 4 months old,
and you've already

had three nannies
who haven't worked out?

Who are you waiting for? Mary Poppins?

Previously on "Mistresses"...

Hi, I'm Josselyn Carver,
and I'm in public relations,

and I honestly think
I could have you on the cover

of Rolling Stone in a year.

Your show was amazing.
You're basically famous.

Your face was on billboards.

Really?

Oh, Mom, you have a drinking problem,

and the fact that you still
don't see that...

I can't see what isn't there.

So, how'd it go with Joss and Harry?

They're totally cool with it.

Huh.

They understand.

A car crash?

What happened? Is she okay?

Look at that. Five minutes
to spare, and I'd say

the place looks pretty Grandma-ready.

- Don't you think?
- You're sure she's okay?

Well, she's a little banged up.

- She broke her wrist?
- Well, her arm.

But she's tough. She'll heal.

What about her car?

- Does she have to get a new one?
- Maybe.

- Were there people in the other car...
- Hey. Luce, Luce.

Relax. Take a breath here.

Everything's gonna be okay.

Your mom's taking your grandma
to the best doctor

in California,
and I bet you she'll be back

at those weekly golf games
of hers in no time.

Okay, but did you put
extra pillows on her bed?

Of course I did.

- I'll just go double-check.
- Okay.

And Lucy is already talking
about law school.

Oh, it's been too long
since I've seen that sweet face!

Hey, Marjorie! So good to see you again.

Mwah! Let me get your bags for you.

We made up our bedroom for you,

and we don't want to hear
any arguments about it.

Well, where else would you
have me sleep? On the floor?

Mom. Marc was just being nice.

Just so you know, I wasn't drinking

during the car accident,
so I don't want to hear

any of your AA crap while
I'm here. You got it?

Aww. We're just so glad
that you're here.

I'm just gonna check on some pillows.

Okay, so, I'm on the debate team now.

No! You are? Yes! Because of you!

Oh, I can't wait. You're gonna win.

Well, of course I will. I'll coach you.

Yes!

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I need to talk to you.

I mean, seriously,
how am I still on hold?

Okay, I've binge-watched "Catastrophe"

and ordered a birthday cake from Paris

in the time it's taken
Variety to ignore my call.

Okay, but you're gonna want to hang up,
because you have to see this.

Seriously, if it's another one of your

must-see Vimeo stars, I can't even.

No, it's not. It's one of our clients.

And, um, she won't stop
tweeting, and she sounds insane.

Please tell me it's not Stacey North.

Come on.

"He's a demon in disguise. I'm gonna burn
him alive, destroy him and his wife."

- Who's she talking about?
- I'm not sure.

Apparently, it's some married A-lister,

and that's why it's going viral.

No, she sounds like a crazy person!

And not in an amusing Kanye sort of way.

Where the hell's her dad/manager?

Not sure. Tried calling.

He's not answering,
and neither is Stacey.

Okay, well...

I mean, you're in charge
of the social media crap.

Can't you figure out a way to shut
down her account or something?

We need to stop this, or it's
gonna destroy her career.

- Okay.
- And mine.

I just... I can't relax.

It's not a natural... I don't...

You know, if you want to get
into the headshot business,

maybe you should hire
a real actor, you know?

Or a model! Hire a model.

You're just as handsome.

Besides, I think it's finally time

that you updated your website photo.

I look adorable in that photo.

You look like an intern
from "Grey's Anatomy."

Mm.

Mmm.

_

Who's that?

Oh, just... Just Harry.

So, you hungry?

I packed us an amazing cheese platter.

Hold on there, missy.
Why are you acting all weird?

And why didn't you answer that?

I thought you said Harry was okay

with this whole thing... You and me.

- He is.
- Yeah?

He is.

Mmm.

Okay, so, you know what?
This is starting to feel a little bit

like a diversionary tactic, you know?

If he and Joss aren't okay
with us, then we kind of...

Well... I don't actually know how
they feel. I haven't told them.

- I tried to. I swear.
- What exactly are you waiting for?

It's all kinds of tense
in that house right now.

They were about to get married
in Vegas, and then they didn't,

and who knows what the story is.

Wow.

- Really?
- I know.

It can't be good, right?

I just want the dust
to settle, and then,

I promise... I will tell.

Really?

Yes.

I'm not letting you get away that easy.

- Mmm.
- Mmm.

- Where's that cheese?
- Mm!

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Hey. What are you doing here?

I had to get away from the office.

Phones are ringing.
A client went off the rails.

It's not been a good morning, Harry.

Wow. Sorry.

I mean, if I had known that Stacey North

was gonna torpedo her whole career,

I really wouldn't have worked
this hard to get her.

You know, sometimes
it feels like this job

is more like babysitting
than actual work.

Well, why don't you just...
I don't know... let her go?

Hey, can you pass me
that cloth behind you?

Um, yeah.

I... I can't just let her go.

I was rebuilding my entire
client list around her.

Oh, yeah, right. Sorry.

Not really my, um, specialty.

- How can I help?
- Um, I don't think you really can.

Besides, you seem real busy shining
that toy from Jonathan, so...

Yeah. Sorry.

Uh, while we're on the
topic of Jonathan,

he's having a benefit tomorrow
night for the L.A. Philharmonic,

and he asked me to attend. Um...

Obviously, I wouldn't ask you
to come along with me, but...

- just wanted to let you know.
- Yeah. Okay. I appreciate it.

And you're right.
I wouldn't have wanted to go.

I-I do have to go.

I'm... already in hot water.

You don't... have to work with him.

Joss, this will be
my third try at a restaurant.

If this fails, that's it.
I won't get another shot.

Jonathan's my best chance.
And you know what?

I like working with him.
We have the same vision.

Yep. Yep. Yep. Here it comes again.

Make it stop!

It's a clean break.

So I agree with
your previous doctor's opinion.

You won't need surgery.

See?

So, how long before
she can use her arm again?

Actually, there's something more
pressing we need to discuss.

Oh.

Marjorie, have you been
feeling weak lately?

- A little.
- Has anybody talked to you

about your test results from the E.R.?

It appears you have
late-stage cirrhosis.

There must be some confusion.

I'm just feeling a little tired.

Still, I'd love to run
some additional tests,

maybe a biopsy to confirm
exactly what stage you're at.

But this is manageable, right?

You can fix it, can't you?

Well, we can give her
medication to help,

but ultimately, you'll probably
need a liver transplant.

- Oh, my God.
- How did this even happen?

Well, the major cause of this disease

is excessive alcohol consumption.

So, Marjorie, how much would
you say you normally drink?

Once or twice a week, perhaps.

Mom. Please. Tell the truth.

Would you please not?

It's just that, in order to become
eligible for a liver donation,

you'd have to refrain
from drugs, alcohol...

Anything else that could make
the condition worse.

Is that gonna be a problem?

No.

Not at all.

I mean, what if she can't do it?

What if it's the beginning of the end?

You can't think that way, honey.

Liver transplants are very common.

This must seem so crazy.

I'm usually complaining about
my mom, not worrying about her.

Maybe this is just
the wakeup call she needs.

I hope you're right, but I doubt it.

Ugh! This is all too depressing.

Give me some good news or something.

My nanny's trying to poison Vivian.

What?!

I said "good news."

Okay, I'm exaggerating.

She fed her expired carrots.

You know companies just
make up those dates, right?

It's a scam to get you to keep buying.

Look, it's a small thing. I get it.

But I'm leaving my baby with her.

Karen, it's baby food. Seriously.

Well, she also decided
to feed Vivian solid food

for the first time without asking me.

I wanted to be the one to do that.

You have to stick with
a nanny eventually.

I know.

Hey. Maybe you can come over
and see what you think of her.

What am I gonna do?

Just observe and give me
your opinion, as a fellow mom.

I'm sure Lydia's fine,

but it'll help me to know
if I'm crazy or not.

Well, we both know the
answer to that one.

Well, at least they caught the cirrhosis

while there's still something
they can do about it.

Yeah. It's actually a good
thing she got in that accident.

Plus, she's warming up to me.

- Really?
- Yeah, not so much.

Yeah, in-laws can be tough.

Joss' mum is not a fan of mine,
as you can imagine.

In fact, Joss is the only
in-law I ever really got along with.

Right, well, I don't plan
on sleeping with Marjorie

any time soon, so...

Hilarious and a little disturbing.

Oh, hey! Do you have plans
tomorrow night?

- April gave me the night off.
- Yeah, actually.

I have to go to this,
uh, black-tie benefit

that Jonathan's hosting.

- You want to come with?
- Ooh! Do I have to wear a tux?

- Yeah.
- Then no.

So, I assume this means
that Joss isn't going with you?

Uh, no.

I don't think Jonathan and she
will be hanging out any time soon.

Man, I feel like I'm walking
on eggshells with both of them.

Well, there might come a time when
you're gonna have to choose a side.

Well, why should I have to do that?
I mean, that does not seem fair.

It's not fair.

But life's not fair.

Hey, Stacey.

- Is there anything you need?
- Uh, no, thank you, Kylie.

Oh. You do not look good.

Are you sure you don't want
some coffee or something?

No, I want these billion Twitter
notifications per second to stop.

Yeah, well, the world just watched you

have a meltdown
140 characters at a time.

It's not a meltdown! It's the truth!

- Okay.
- People need to know.

Yeah, no, I'm just... I'm...
I'm not sure they do need to know.

And honestly, you're making
yourself look a little crazy,

and you're talking openly
about having an affair.

It's causing problems.

What do you mean? What kind of problems?

Well, um, I got a call from your
perfume line 20 minutes ago,

and they're putting all press on hold.

Yeah, you can't really be
the face of Purity

and a public mistress at the same time.

Oh, my God. My dad's gonna kill me.

He worked on that deal for months.

But this is... this is why I'm trying
to tell you... Here. Sit down.

Mm-hmm.

- So, what are we gonna do?
- Okay. I'm done.

I'll deactivate my Twitter.

Good.

Um, what...

It's fine. It's prescription.
It's for my nerves.

Seriously? No. That is
only gonna mess with your head.

Hand it over.

Let's go.

- Come on.
- Fine.

Promise you, it's for
your own good. Now, listen.

You need to get some rest
and lay low and let me fix this.

Okay.

Thank you, Joss. You're the best.

Oh!

I guess you're almost worth the money.

Ohh!

Shh! You're gonna wake up my mother!

I'm sorry!

This room wasn't exactly
built for a bed.

Anyway, how is she?

I can't tell.

She hasn't really said a word
about anything since the doctor.

She's probably depressed.

She's never gonna stop
drinking on her own.

- Oh, you don't know that.
- She won't even admit she has a problem.

And if she keeps drinking...
she could die.

That's not gonna happen.

Look, it might take a little while

for it to sink in for her, but it will.

I'm not getting my hopes up.

People really can change, April.

Even the ones you least expect.

Not again!

Oh, great.

It's your turn to pump the bed.

Mm! Perfect.

You can be my one-woman focus group.

Are you ready? Tell me.

Does this poster entice you
to buy an album?

Uh, yeah... If I was 13.

- Sure.
- Okay.

So, remember that guy
I was sort of... seeing?

- Taco guy.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- That's... That's the one.
- I've been meaning to ask you about him,

but I didn't want to be pushy, you know?

Which is hard,
because I love being pushy.

How's it going?

I... I think there could be
something real there.

Nice! Yeah?

How's the sex?

Oh. Sorry. See what I mean? Pushy.

I-It's great.

It's... It's... It's... It's just...

See, h...

Here's the thing, Joss.

I-I'm... I'm so...

Oh. Oh. Oh. Um, oh, wait, sorry.

Can you just pause
on that thought for one second?

I swear I want to hear everything,

but I really need to check on something.

_

Oh, my God! What are you recording?!

- Oh, my God!
- Put those phones down!

What? Oh, my God!

What are you doing?!

- Is that Stacey North?
- Yep. That's her.

Oh, why is she licking the
bagels and putting them back?

I don't know. I wish
that there was some answer

that I could give you to that
question that made sense.

Well, don't they say
that all press is good press?

Yeah. Do they really?

H-Have they ever had a client

self-destruct on the Internet before?

- No.
- Don't judge me!

I'm better than all of you!

Oh! Make it stop.
Please make it stop. Please.

Thank you.

Okay. Okay.

Yeah?

And...

What's all this?

I made breakfast.

Mmm, mmm. This looks great.

Except these pancakes are like rocks.

Lucy, don't exaggerate.

They're just vegan.

It's part of my new life plan.

Well, come on. Sit, sit!

Last night, when I was sleeping

on that incredibly
uncomfortable mattress,

I was blessed with some clarity.

It's time for me to start
taking care of myself...

Eating healthy, exercising more.

Not to mention...

spending more time with my girls.

Wait... does that mean you'll be here

to help me practice for my next debate?

Of course!

So, does this mean we all have
to eat like you? Because...

I am just so glad that you're focusing

on the positives, Marjorie.

- That's the attitude.
- Well, thank you.

Because I will beat this.

And if I don't get to have

an occasional glass
of champagne, so be it.

Tell me what happened exactly.

My dad freaked out on me about
hooking up with a married man

and the perfume thing,

and I had to get out
of the house before I exploded.

That didn't work out so well.

Okay, um, here's what we're gonna do.

Okay, we're gonna remind
your fans why they love you

and show them that you're not, you know,

losing your mind,
that you care about people,

and that you're not a homewrecker.

What, like a press-release apology?

Great. Write one up.

It's already written, but you're
gonna need to do more than that,

so you're volunteering
at the L.A. Food Bank tomorrow.

Be there at 11:00.

Wait... the food bank? Why?

Uh, so that people can see
that you're not a spoiled brat

who goes around licking
perfectly good food every day?

Plus, anyone who brings a canned good

will get a free download
of your single, so...

That's kind of genius.

I know! So don't screw it up.

I'm getting as much press there
as I possibly can.

Okay? Get some sleep.

You're welcome.

Kids.

It's... spotless in here.

Wow.

Yeah, I guess
Lydia straightened up a bit.

Without asking you first?

You're right. You should fire her.

Look at this, though.

Well, she straightened
those up, as well.

You're not getting
the real picture here.

Yeah. What a disaster.

You just caught her on a good day.

Mm-hmm.

Vivian was wiped.

She fell asleep
right when I put her down.

You guys need anything else?

- Nope.
- Nope.

Well, I'll see you guys tomorrow.

I'll bring Starbucks.

- Bye, April.
- Bye.

I think I know what's going on.

It can be scary to have someone
in your house all the time.

It's a little... claustrophobic.

I'm going through it
right now with my mom,

but you get used to it.

It's not that. I just have
a weird feeling about her.

Well, that's because
you don't even know her.

Maybe if you talked to
Lydia a little more,

you'd feel better?

Mm. Maybe.

I don't know.

Are you hungry?

I have...

leftover lasagna

that apparently doesn't expire
until next Tuesday.

Wow.

Someone knows how to make an entrance.

How very L.A. of you.

Oh, well, you know...
Car's in the shop and all.

- Is the benefit over?
- Oh, no, it's just getting started.

- I just have another engagement.
- Ah.

I'm Kristen, by the way.

Yes, I know who you are.
Obviously, I'm a huge fan.

I, um...

I loved "The Minutes of Our Hours."

That movie made me cry,
which I don't normally

like to do in public.

Well, that's very sweet
of you. Thank you.

I'm actually a huge fan of yours.

- No, you're not.
- Your show's amazing, you know.

- I've watched every episode.
- Wow.

I'm really glad I caught you
on my way out.

Oh. This is me.

Um, hey...

what cuisine are you serving
at your next restaurant?

Everyone's being
really hush-hush about it.

I'm dying to know.

Well, you'll just have to
come and find out.

How about a private
cooking class in the meantime,

for me and some friends?

- Oh.
- They'll totally flip.

Yeah, I don't really do
that kind of thing anymore.

Oh, please?

Uh...

I'll pay you, obviously.

How's 15 sound?

- 15...
- Yeah... $15,000.

Yeah, that works.

You know what? I think I can go
back in for a little longer.

I have some questions
that I want to ask you.

Hello! Anybody hungry?

I got Pine and Crane...
Extra pea shoots for Marjorie.

Ohh!

Oh, no. What happened? What happened?

Are you hurt? Are you hurt?

- Should I call an ambulance?
- No. No! Shh!

I-I... I just slipped.

- I'm fine.
- You're drunk.

No.

I just had one drink for the pain.

- Come on. Let me help you up.
- Okay.

Come on.

Come on. Easy.

You understand, right?

I mean, you fell off before.

Okay.

- I think it's time for bed, Marjorie.
- It's not that easy, you know.

Not knowing how long you have
but knowing it's not a lot.

Let's see how you deal with it

if somebody tells you you're dying.

Baby!

Aha. You're up.

I was hoping you would be.

Yeah. Just working.

I'm trying to spin Stacey's
Bagelgate into something good.

"Bagelgate"? I'm not familiar
with that album.

However, how about you don't work?

Whoa!

Wow. You really smell like tequila.

Um, how did you get home?

You didn't ride
that donor cycle, did you?

No, no. I called an Uber.

Probably shouldn't have
taken that last shot,

but who can say no to Dudamel, huh?

Obviously not you.

Hey, guess who I met tonight.

- I...
- Kristen Sorbonne.

Really?

Yes, and she wants to hire me
for a cooking class,

which, I know... it sounds
like step down, but...

she offered me a lot of cash.

Cool.

Yeah, my... my night
was really great, too.

I, uh, I hung out with Andy Cohen

on the couch in my PJs.

Ate some cold leftovers.

B-Babe, I'm just trying to share...

Look, you don't have to, okay?

Harry, I'm glad that you
had a good time. I am.

But maybe you should
just think of your work and me

like church and state.

So I guess that means you don't want

the extra swag bag I stole?

Yeah, no, thanks. I'm good.

Do you need anything special?

You know what?

Vivian and I can go to the market later.

- Are you sure?
- Yes, definitely. You should stay.

I was hoping we could get to
know each other a little better.

Why don't we have lunch?

Really, I mean it.

I don't need to get to work for an hour.

Come on.

You lived in 10 countries
before you were 21?

- Army brat right here.
- Huh!

That must have been exciting.

Eh, it's more like same base,
different country,

kind of hard to make
friends all the time.

Oh, I can imagine.

I think that's why I get along
better with babies and kids.

They're easier to talk to.

I mean, I haven't had a date in...

I can't even remember.

- Come on. I don't believe that.
- Yeah, it's been like... three years?

Have you tried dating online?

Maybe it's a good baby step.

Um, once, but it was kind of a disaster.

Oh. Disaster how?

I didn't really know
what to write in the profile,

and I hate all the pictures of myself,

so I just got a bunch
of Nigerian princes

asking for money.

I don't think you should give up.

You're so brave.
I could never do what you do.

- I... I read your book.
- Oh. I see.

Oh, poor baby. I wonder why she's awake.

- I can get her.
- No, it's okay. You go to work.

Thanks.

It's not a bad place you've got here.

It used to belong to Grace Kelly.

Wow.

I'm a sucker for those kind of things.

Can I get you a drink?

Uh, ye... no, thanks.
On the clock and all.

Are those... white strawberries?

Oh, yeah. You know what?
You have to smell them.

They're from this incredible
urban growhouse in Silver Lake.

Mmm.

Delicious!

Yeah. Uh, my fiancée loves them.

She's, um...

Subtle.

I hope you don't think
this is, like, a hired date.

Pfft! No.

My friends really are stuck in traffic.

Y-Yeah. N-N-No.

My fiancée, Joss, really does love them.

I just thought you should know
because, uh, she's...

I'm making this worse, aren't I?

Yes.

Actually, I'm dating Jesse Darby.

The singer?

Oh. Right. Yes.

I should read People
magazine more often.

This has been the craziest ride.

Do you know that five years ago,

I was throwing a fiesta in my apartment

to celebrate landing
a Taco Bell commercial?

And now I'm literally turning down

multi-million-dollar jobs.

It's ridiculous.

Yeah. That must be really tough.

I'm only telling you this
to prepare you.

Prepare me for what?

For what's about to happen to you.

I've been seeing your name everywhere.

Ah.

I-Is this the part where you tell me

that it's not as great as it seems?

Yes.

Because it's even better.

Can I give you some unsolicited advice?

Yeah. Advise away.

When it's your turn,
just be sure to enjoy the ride.

There are gonna be people out there

who may want to make you
feel bad for it,

but don't let them.

You'll regret it.

You can do this.

Just remember... It's for the best.

She needs help, April.

She's not gonna like this.

It'd be weird if she did.

Do you mind turning the TV down, Mom?

April, if this is about
last night, I'm just mortified.

I know. We've been through this before.

But things are different now.

It's serious.

And I don't want to lose you.

I don't want to lose you, either.

Good.

Then I think we need to...
get you real help.

- Rehab centers?
- We need to discuss options.

April, I know

that it must be really difficult
having me around

after everything I've put you through...

That's not what this is about.

I see now, looking back,
that my drinking

has been the root
of a lot of our problems.

I've been in denial.

I need to stop lying
to the people I love,

and I need to stop drinking.

Wow, Mom.

No, I want to stop...

If for nothing else, for you and Lucy.

That's great.

Then let's go through these places.

We can do this.

Exactly. We can.

I know me, April.

I need my family.

And having Marc around,
I think I can lean on him.

I just think that maybe you
need more, like a professional.

No. I need you, April.

Because if you send me away,
I'm not gonna make it.

I know it.

Okay.

Okay. We'll do it together.

No, it was all Stacey's idea.

Well, she felt awful,

and she wanted to give
something back, you know?

I suggested a press release, but she...

She came up with the idea.

Yes, you can quote me.

Bye-bye.

Wow.

It's a pretty impressive
operation you've built here.

Uh, yeah, thank you.

I, um... I've worked...
I've worked really hard and...

Looks like it.

How...

I'm sorry.

I'm trying really hard
with the small talk,

but I just... I can't seem
to find any words.

What... What are you doing here, Scott?

Right, um... There's really
no easy way to say this,

so I'll just come right out and say it.

Uh...

I've been seeing Kate.

Your Kate. Well, you, know,
Harry's Kate, actually.

- What?!
- Yeah.

No, I-I didn't know who
she was when we started.

Um, actually, I met her at that, um...

That food truck
that you turned me on to.

- No, no, no.
- You know...

Whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Are you telling me that you're Taco Guy?

I mean, I don't even know
what that means.

- Oh, my God.
- But, uh... there's more.

Please tell me that you're
not engaged. Please?

No.

No, I ju... I just, um...

It's just that I've come to realize...

Kate's a substitute
for what I really want.

If you're not happy with Harry,
you shouldn't be with him.

I'm still in love with you, Joss.

What the hell do you think you're doing?

I know. I know. it's crazy, right?

Yeah, you think? No, Scott, stop.

Y-You're not still in love with me...

Listen, I'm just as surprised
as you are, okay.

But it makes sense, because, look,

the night that Jen moved out,
that's the night I met Kate.

Kate brought me back
to you. That's fate.

- No. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- Sure it is.

Stop. This is insane.

You realize that I'm still
with Harry, right?

I know, and I know
that you were supposed to

marry him in Vegas, but you didn't.

So?

So that helped me realize
the truth about us.

It wasn't me, Joss.

You were afraid of commitment.

And... And I... I saw a window...

No, there's... There's no window, Scott.

- I promise.
- There is a window.

And I'll stay here, and I'll...

I'll wait for you to see it, too.

Because I know somewhere
deep down in there...

there's a part of you
that knows this is right.

I knew this was gonna be hard
for you to process. It's a lot.

- Kate said...
- Kate?

What, are you...
you using Kate for information?

No.

No, and I never wanted her to be in
the middle of any of this, okay?

If you want, I can call her right now

and I can tell her it's over.

No, no, no.
Don't tell her anything, okay?

You... Just don't even go near her.

I will... I will talk to Kate.

Okay, yeah, if that's what you want.

Yes. That's what I want.

I-I-I need you to leave her alone, okay?

And... And while you're at it,

I really need you
to leave me alone, too.

So, I took your advice
and talked to Lydia,

and I'm gonna keep her.

She's just a lonely girl.

And I did think about what you said.

Maybe I was a little rash

in firing some of my other nannies.

But it wasn't because
of the reasons you said

or the expired food or...

What is it?

Every time Vivian gets attached

or makes a new memory with a nanny,

it drives me crazy.

I'm worried she'll...

She'll what?

She'll love them more than she loves me.

There. I said it.

It's dumb. I know.

That is so not dumb. It is normal.

When I was a little girl,

I loved going over to my aunt's house.

We'd drink tea and tell stories

and dress up in her jewelry.

But my mother, she'd sit there alone,

reading her books.

I can count on one hand

the number of times
she said she loved me.

I don't want to be that way with Vivian.

I want her to feel loved and supported.

And I worry that I'm
not capable of that.

Of course you are.

How do you know?

Because you've been that way
for me whenever I've needed you.

And I have seen you with Vivian.

There is no way this little girl
doesn't know how loved she is.

Come here.

I'm actually kind of busy.

I just wanted to say thank you
for sticking by me.

This food-bank thing is totally working.

StaceyFeeds is trending,

and my new single is
number 12 on iTunes.

See? Sometimes things work out.

Even my ex wrote me about how
cool it is I help the food bank.

Wait. You're talking to him again?

No, Stacey, you...
You really need to make

a clean break from the past.

I'll be fine.

I mean, whatever happens,
at least this time

I know to keep it private.

Mm.

You know what?

This is a place that really helped me,

and I think that it might help you, too

Just in case any of that anger
comes back up, you know?

It's called Impact.

- A workout class?
- It's way more than that.

They were there for me
when I really needed strength.

Just... Just give it a chance.

You know, at the very least,
you'll burn 1,000 calories.

Then I guess "Why not?"

O...kay.

Oh, B.T.dubs,
can I get those pills back?

I have a friend that really needs them.

Yeah, nice try. I already flushed them.

Bye, babe.

Bye.

Kate. Uh, hey.

Yeah, we should probably talk.

Hey, you.

Hey.

Look what I got.

Oh, oh, oh.

You know what they say...

Fancy linens are the way
to a man's heart.

I also got your favorite...

Almond brittle and salted ganache.

Oh! From Salt & Straw?

Wait a sec.

Why do I feel like
you're buttering me up?

I'm not.

You're a terrible liar.

Come on. Out with it. What is it?

My mom and I had a long talk.

- Mm.
- And, Marc, you should've heard her.

She opened up to me.

It's what I've been waiting
for all these years.

That's great, April.

I gave her the brochures,
we weighed the pros and cons,

but, ultimately, we decided that...

here is where she needs to be.

You know she's just playing you, right?

I know I may sound naive,
but I don't think she is.

You weren't there.

She really understands
the severity of the situation.

It's an act, April.

She got caught, so now she's the victim.

No. No, she is ready for help.

I know alcoholics and how
manipulative they can be.

They'll do whatever it takes to survive.

Well, what am I supposed to do?

Turn my back on my mother
when she's begging me for help?

Did you factor me
into this decision at all?

What it means for my sobriety?

Of course I did. We both did.

She actually feels like
it would be helpful

having you around as someone
who's gone through this.

So she is dragging my
sobriety into this.

Isn't this what you wanted to go
to school for... To help people?

I'm not qualified to help her just
because I registered for classes.

You didn't even bother
talking to me about this.

She's my mother.

And she's sick.

I need you to give it a chance.

Fine.

Fine, I will... For you.

But I can promise you,
this will not end well.

Hey.

So...

I know Scott's Taco Guy.

- I figured.
- Yeah.

I wanted to tell you
so many times, Joss,

but there was just never a good moment,

and... and Scott wanted to do it.

No, I get it. It's...

It's hard to tell someone that
you're seeing their ex-fiancé.

It is.

But I'm... I'm... I'm so happy
that it's you, Joss.

I knew you'd be okay with it.

Yeah. You know...

Kate, I'm really glad that
you're back out there dating,

and it seems to be making you happy,

but are you... are you sure
he's the right guy?

Of course he is.

I said that I would stay here
in L.A. to find love,

and... and I have.

But you...

You're not gonna be happy with Scott.

Okay? It's not gonna last.

You just have to trust me on this, Kate.

How do you know it won't last?

Because I know Scott.

He's... He's capricious.
He's hot. He's cold.

He's... still married to Jen.

He's getting a divorce.

Oh, okay. Great.

So what does that make you,
then? The rebound?

Mm.

You don't know anything
about our relationship.

Yeah, you're right. I don't. But it
doesn't really matter, Kate, because, uh,

I already told Scott that
Harry and I aren't okay with it.

So you can't see him anymore.

You and Scott... Over.

Seriously?

- Yes.
- He cares about me, Joss.

We only told you out of courtesy.

It doesn't matter what you think.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Okay, well, why don't you
just try not calling him?

- Let him call you.
- Okay. Sure.

Because I can tell you right now
that that won't happen.

I'm sorry, Kate.

Wow.

Mm. I-I-I thought
Savi was the bitchy sister.

I guess I was wrong.

Do you need any help getting settled?

No, thank you. I'm almost done.

For what it's worth, I know...

how hard it is to get sober.

I know you do.

That's why I'm grateful to April

for supporting me through this.

Okay.

Well, if you need anything,
uh, let me know.

You know, I-I go to this
meeting in Santa Monica,

and it's actually kind of fun.

As weird as it is to
categorize AA as fun.

I don't think that kind
of thing is for me.

Marjorie, I thought you were
serious about getting better.

I am.

But I don't need you to help me.

Just like you don't help around here.

Excuse me?

You play in your little band

and don't bother to contribute
financially at all?

You're dragging my
daughter down with you.

Okay, I thought we were
turning over a new leaf here.

All that stuff you said to April
about me being here...

Why should I trust you?

Do you think I don't know
that you were the one

that ratted me out
the last time I was here?

Oh, please.

Going through my trash,

showing April the empty bottles.

You're the reason
that we didn't talk for a year.

- Don't blame that on me.
- Let me be clear.

I don't know how long
I'm gonna be around,

and I need to know that my girls
are gonna be taken care of

when I'm gone,

and that does not mean
leaving them in your hands.

You won't be around much longer.

Trust me.

We won the debate! We won!

We always win.

Don't we?

- Is everything okay?
- Yeah. Yeah.

Just, uh, like two peas in a pod.

- Hey!
- Okay, so, it was really easy at first,

because I came in first
and then Hally came in second.

_

_

Hey. How was your day?

- Great. Yours?
- It was good.

I'm gonna go check on Vivian.

Okay.

Can we talk?

Stop pretending that everything
is normal between us?

Yeah.

Yeah, I think that's a good idea.

What is going on, Joss?

Is this really all about
my work and Jonathan?

No.

I-It's more about us.

I feel like we're moving
in different directions.

As long as you're blinded by
the fame and the perks and all,

I just... I don't really see
where I fit in.

That doesn't... It's just not fair.

You've always wanted me
to chase my dreams.

Yeah, but your dreams,
t-they... they're different now.

You know, they used to be
about the bistro and us.

Okay, look, I have worked
really hard to get here,

and I know that it's turning
into a crazy ride,

but I'd really like you
to join me on it.

And if you can't or you won't,

then don't make me feel bad
for enjoying it.

Okay, well, maybe it's just not
a ride that I want to be on.

Well, maybe if you'd explain
why, then it would help,

but instead, you keep lying
and you keep being distant.

And you know what...
You still haven't even told me

what happened that night at Calista's.

Now is not the time to talk about that.

- It's never the time, though, is it?
- No.

You know what? We are moving
in different directions, Joss.

But it is obviously
your choice, not mine.

Wh...

And since there is nothing
else to say, apparently...

I'm going to sleep.

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