All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy - S14E13 - You Really Got a Hold On Me.en

The longest surgery on
record lasted for four day straight.

A team of surgeons rotated in and out,

holding scalpels for sometimes
18 hours at a stretch.

Try holding anything
in your hand for 18 hours...

Now imagine you're also holding
a human life.

Okay, if my LVAD
batteries cost $500 apiece

and I need 25 of them, how much is that?

12,500.

Very good.

- Do you think that will be enough?
- Definitely.

Are you sure? Because if the te...

I need an adult now.

I'm trying to figure out
how much money to allocate

toward my test materials.

It's very stressful.

Please. You have $100,000.

I have a 90-year-old Spanish
doctor I have to convince

to give me his patent
on his cross-polymer

so April Kepner doesn't
find out that I'm a fraud

- and a disgrace to medicine.
- You're not a disgrace.

A fraud, yes.

Try having zero dollars and
a 12-year-old with a brain tumor

you promised to get rid of.

Sorry.

We'll stop now.

Auntie Amelia is so grumpy
when she loses.

Limited test subject availability.

Kepner didn't believe
we'd get the kids' parents

to let us try this on them.

Who's Kepner to judge?

Besides, you know, being the judge.

You're not giving up
on Kimmie though, right?

Hell no. I'm not giving up.

But she kinda looks like she might be.

Hey, ladybug!

Come here. Hello.

Hey, I just wanted to say "hi"
before I had to go to work.

Come here, ladybug. Oh!

- What is, uh, all this?
- Hello.

Are you sick?

Oh, I'm just a little ung-hay over-ay.

Partied a bit too hard last night, so...

I'm rehydrating.

Banana bag works like magic.

- Partied?
- Yes, yes, yes.

- All right.
- How are you, my ladybug?

You're so squishy.

You smell like soap.

Yum.

Okay, sweetheart.

Bye, Daddy.

I'll see you later.

Say "bye-bye."

Hi, booboo.

Hi. Hi.

But my device will enable

a smoother entry for colonoscopies,

and then you won't have to
back it out and back it in

to get around the corners.

That is very cool.

Oh, uh, good morning, Chief.

Uh, I-I didn't see your car in the lot.

Oh, I'm taking the train now.

Well, it's your first day back on the job

and you're already pushing yourself?

No, I'm...

finding a way to fit exercise
into my day.

It is 2,004 steps to the train.

If I'd done this a year ago,

maybe I'd have never had a heart attack.

But you're gonna take it easy today?

Not at all. I've been trapped in my bed.

I've binged every reality show ever made,

and I can physically feel my IQ lowering.

I'm getting back in the OR.

Pierce cleared me.

I did.

She's cleared. I cleared her.

She's cleared, and I'm not taking it back

no matter how sternly you stare at me.

I had things to do today.

Now I've got to spend my day
following her.

Or you could just trust
my professional assessment.

No?

Okay.

Repeat it back to me
so I know you both know.

Okay. Dr. Cerone will be
calling from Madrid

at some point this morning

to discuss the patent
on his cross-polymer.

They're calling on my phone,
which is fully charged

and on the loudest ring possible.

And no matter where you are
or what you're doing

when the call comes in, we find you.

And what are you not going to do?

Not find you.

Or?

- Mention this to Kepner.
- Mention this to Kepner.

Correct.

Secret club!

Oh, my God.

What do you got, Warren?

14-year-old male, blunt abdominal trauma

and a penetrating injury
in his upper thigh.

Bleeding from a scalp lac.

I pulled him and his brother
out of a house fire...

chemistry experiment gone wrong.

Did I kill my little brother?

Please. He's gonna be okay, right?

Mom's gonna be so mad.

Lungs are clear, vitals are stable,

saturating 95 in the mask.

He's been coming in and out
of consciousness.

I was just trying to teach him chemistry.

Can you tell my mom?

That I wasn't doing anything wrong?

- Okay, I got him.
- Trauma one?

Yeah. No, Kepner, you and Grey,

you need to meet the other rig.

His younger brother
got thrown by the blast.

He was bleeding out from the abdomen,

and, well, one of our team,

she just shoved her hand in there.

Uh, 10-year-old male
with a penetrating...

Why is your hand inside him?

- Because he was bleeding a lot.
- Take it out of him!

You look 12. Can you find
a grown-up to tell me that?

- Do not move your hand!
- Don't let go!

See that? Grown-ups.

Nobody move.

Can you feel a pulse?

Yeah.

What do you think she's
got in her hand, Schmitt?

His abdominal aorta?

Yep.

Don't take your hand out!

What's your name?

Herrera. Andy Herrera.

Okay, Herrera, we got to
get him up to the OR.

And I'm sure you're
very clear about this,

but you cannot move your hand.

Can you hold pressure while
we bring the gurney down?

My hand, arm, and shoulder
are already numb,

but... I'm going with yes.

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- Tell me you have good news.
- I have good news.

The models are holding up
to the ultrasound?

Nope. I just melted three more.

What? You found a way
to dissipate the heat?

Not yet, which explains the melting.

Okay, you found the right
resonant frequency?

That's the hardest part, so no.

So what's the good news?

I called in reinforcements.

Shepherd. How's it going, bae?

This is the good news?

Tom, thanks for coming.

How's the head? May I?

Oh. Seamless.

Literally. I'm so good.

Tom, this is Alex Karev,
my partner on this project.

- Yeah, we've met before.
- Did we?

H-How do you fit into this?

Neuro? Uh, interventional radiology?

No, peds surgery.

My patient, uh, inspired this study.

Oh. When Shepherd said, "on the team,"

I figured that meant you were a player.

But, hey, mascots are important.

Those T-shirt guns don't fire themselves.

Tom has done incredible work,

uh, in developing navigation
systems for brain surgeries.

Blah, blah, I'm amazing.

We should, uh, get a bite or something.

- Y-You and me.
- No, we should get back to work, maybe.

We could, uh, catch up.
You can bring me up to speed.

Uh, the data's already here.

I just wanted you
to hit the ground running.

Oh, noses to the grindstone.
Such a tease, Shepherd.

Okay, careful, everybody.

If she moves her hand
even just a little bit,

- he's dead in seconds.
- Got it.

Keep a healthy distance.

Bump into her, and I'll kill you.

Also got it.

- Slow and steady.
- Careful. Careful.

Uh, that's my phone.

I figured.

Really, Helm? Ever heard of vibrate?

It's for you, Dr. Grey.

Yeah, I can't take it right now.

- But you said...
- I know what I said.

Just deal with it.

Hello? Uh, Dr. Grey
is unavailable, can...

Halfway there.

They do not sound happy.

I mean, it's in another
language, but a very angry...

Deal with it, Hellmouth.

Hellmouth? She's a rookie, huh?

Yeah.

We're good. I'm good.

His pulse feels weak. Can we move faster?

I'm not killing a kid today.

Hey, I'm gonna run ahead
and clear a path.

Come on, come on!

If you could just jump up there.

- Now can we go?
- Now we can go.

Is Zach okay?

We were watching this YouTube video.

He added the peroxide
just like they said.

Ow.

We'll check on your brother, Tyler,

a-and Dr. Hunt will give you
some more medicine

for your pain, okay?

And, uh... You were gonna do that, right?

Yeah, I was.

Warren, don't you have fires to put out?

Like, literal fires?

The whole thing exploded
and he wasn't saying anything.

He just laid there. I didn't mean to...

I was just trying to teach him science.

Listen. It's okay. Okay, just relax.

We're gonna take care of you both, okay?

- Should I dress these burns?
- That can wait.

Just cover the burns
with a saline-soaked gauze.

He needs a head CT, stat.

And we need to find out how deep
that metal is penetrating...

- Okay.
- ...before we remove it.

Yeah, I know that, and you know that.

It's Dr. Qadri's job to learn that.

Warren, I'm gonna need you
to leave so I can teach her.

Uh... right.

Right. Um...

I'll check on your brother, Tyler.

Careful around this corner.

So, w-what was that phone call about?

I could use a distraction.

Take my mind off the fact that
I can't feel my arm anymore

and I'm one fingertip away
from this kid dying.

Oh, there's this medical
innovation contest,

and, uh, my project is...

Picture you have a fire hose
that isn't working, right?

Okay.

Except my fire hose is a liver.

- Okay.
- So, my idea is I want to replace it

with a sprinkler system,

except my sprinkler system is many livers

all throughout the body.

Sounds like science fiction.

'Cause it kind of is.

So I need a polymer,

and there's this old guy
in Madrid who has the patent.

All right, we're turning him around.

Uh, okay, so why didn't
you take his phone call?

Because Kepner is heading up the contest,

and I don't want her to know
that I don't have the patent.

So you're kinda screwed.

Yep, kinda.

Ease him on in.

Slow.

Uh, a little bumpy here.

Here you go. Easy.

Easy.

What are you doing here?

The kid's brother's freaking out,

and I-I just wanted to see
if you needed my help.

- Okay, sure. I need your help.
- Great. What can I do?

Get your ass back to the station
where it belongs.

I just want to make sure these
kids get through this okay.

Except your job is to get to the station

so you can answer other calls
for other people

who need you to make sure
that they're okay.

Okay. Easy.

Rookies, huh?

Oh, yeah.

All set?

What?

Did you calculate
the expected heat energy, Bello?

Yes. Wait. Uh...

15 centimeters. Yes, Dr. Shepherd.

Love a good laser show.

Should we dim the lights?
Put on some Floyd?

Technically this laser
is just for aiming.

And you knew that. So that was a joke.

Pity laughter. My favorite.

So, turning our attention back
to the model here,

uh, when I used 400 kilohertz frequency,

the heat produced shattered the glass.

Which doesn't bode well
for the human skull.

Your hair has grown back
very nicely, by the way.

I meant to say that earlier.

Can you flirt after
we've figured this out?

You're a terrible wingman, Alvin.

Let's, uh... Let's try focusing the beam

from a greater distance.

Got it.

He said greater distance.

- As in, move the beam away.
- Yeah.

No, of course. Sorry.

She's nervous. You're one of her idols.

- Why would you say that?
- It's true.

Aw, no, I'm flattered.

And you're smoking.

- Oh! Aah!
- Oh!

Oh, God! Aah!

All right.

I can't believe this project
hasn't been funded.

Pop quiz, Qadri.

What are the most important CT findings

in the trauma setting?

Uh, rule out intracranial bleeding

and active thoracoabdominal injury

that would require immediate
operative intervention.

Great. Page me when the images are up.

Oh, uh, h-hi.

Hi. I'm taking you to CT now.

What about my brother?

Uh, we don't have an update on him yet.

My leg hurts. What's this?

No! No! Dr. Hunt!

- Whoa, that's a lot of...
- Dr. Hunt!

Uh, I need a tourniquet.

Dr. Hunt!

Dr. Hunt!

- What happened?
- Uh, he pulled the metal out, and...

and he's bleeding out of what
I think is his femoral...

and I-I didn't want to leave him

and I didn't know what else
to do, s-so I...

You did good, Qadri.

Let's get him straight up
to the OR right now.

Let's go.

- Hey.
- Hey.

What is the deal with April?

Uh, what do you mean?

She's super hungover.

She's using the word "party" as a verb.

She's just having fun.
You know she had a rough time.

And I think she's just...
She's coming out of it.

I mean, should I be worried?

She's walking the halls
with a banana bag.

I mean, that's not... that's not April.

It's not who April was with you.

I mean, she may be...

she may be someone else without you.

I mean, I know that I had...

I had no fun at all watching
Callie fall in love

after we broke up.

Hold on, what? Falling in love?

Who's... April's falling in love?

No, no, no. No, me.

- You...
- No, I, me.

- Oh, yeah. Totally.
- It was no fun for me

watching Callie fall in love
after we broke up,

but she... she was happy.

April, I think is...
I think she's having fun.

I think she's trying to find
her happy without you,

so maybe you just...
you try and be happy for her.

Look...

He's not speeding us up.
He's slowing us down.

He just got here.

What are we whispering so loudly about?

She brought in Koracick.

- Oh, God. The worst.
- Total ass.

And he's only here to have sex with her.

He is not.

- It's a booty call.
- Is it a booty call?

You did have sex with him
the last time he was here.

I never should have told you guys that.

It was a shame-based confession.

Okay, and you don't get
to talk about booty calls.

You are bringing booty into our home.

Clive is not just booty.
I genuinely like Clive.

Yes, we've all heard
how much you like him.

All night long we hear it.

I'm gonna walk away now. Unashamed.

- Send him home.
- No.

We didn't make it into the contest.

We have no funding.

As much as you want to help Kimmie,

you can't help me with the physics

of high-energy ultrasound.

Koracick may be a tool,

but he is the kind of tool
that we need right now.

See how I did that? Tool/tool?

He doesn't go anywhere near Kimmie.

He doesn't even get to meet her.

Oh, God, no.
Kimmie's got enough problems.

That was fast thinking back there.

Thank you, Dr. Hunt.

I'm surprised you just
took your hijab off like that.

Well, I mean, it's a symbol of my faith,

but my faith is about
service and compassion,

and he was bleeding really fast.

I'll help drape.

I got your page. What do we got?

Uh, kid from the fire,

needs an ex lap to take care of
some intra-abdominal bleeding

and a femoral artery repair.

And what do we got, Dr. Hunt?

Did you page Dr. Webber as well?

I did not.

A little extra help never killed anyone.

Dr. Hunt, he's crashing!

Gown and glove me, quick.

- I am fine.
- I'm just helping!

Never seen this part before.

Your gear is so light.

How heavy is your gear?

It depends. Am I carrying my axe?

So hard-core.

Okay, let's fly in that FFP

and hang it from the rapid infuser.

I need to just get in here
and clamp the aorta,

and then I'll get you out of here, okay?

Pressure's getting soft.

All right, we gotta move fast.

Scalpel, Bohkee.

Blue towel and retractor, please.

A Satinsky.

I can't access this aorta.

Oh, we got to hurry.

Herrera, take this clamp.

Huh? Me?

No, no, no.

This isn't even my dominant hand.

You run into fires. You can do this.

Well, because my dad's a fire chief.

I mean, he taught me how to run
a hose when I was seven.

I spent my 7th birthday
up in that gallery

watching my mother do this.

I will walk you through this.

Take the clamp.

Okay, open and close it for me?

Okay, good.

I'm gonna support your free hand.

Now you're gonna slide it in and
clamp just above your fingers.

- You got it?
- Mm-hmm.

What if I miss?

I would prefer it if you didn't.

Okay, is it above your fingers?

I th... I think so, yes.

Okay.

So now... can you feel it pulsating?

There! I feel it.
I-I clamped it, I think.

- Okay.
- You can take your hand out.

Herrera, take your hand out.

You told me that if I took my hand away,

he'd bleed out in seconds.

Yeah, that was before you clamped him.

Yeah, I don't know if I clamped it.

- I'm not a doctor.
- Will you just trust me?

Let go of the clamp.

Move!

- Clamp.
- Need some suction.

Great. Bovie.

You did it, Herrera. He's still alive.

Let's hang two more units.

Sponge stick, Bohkee.

Hey, there's scut that's
not gonna do itself, Bello.

And by do itself, I mean,
I'm not gonna do it for you.

Sorry, I'm... Sorry.

You can page me if you need me,
Dr. Koracick.

Count on it, Dr. Bello.

Geez. She's hot.

Dancer body. Ass for days. She single?

Gross.

Um, she's a doctor,

so unless she's some kind of a savant,

she's of age, which makes her fair game.

Why so judgy, DeLukes?

Can we just focus on the project?

There is no project.
There aren't enough variables.

We're talking thermal ablation of targets

with micromillimeter precision.

She'll never get there
with just heat versus time.

Why is Shepherd
still barking up that tree?

- I think it's the time frame.
- What time frame?

Rome wasn't built in a time frame.

What's the rush?

Kimmie. Kimmie is the rush.

What in God's name is a Kimmie?

That. That's Kimmie.

Oh.

Hmm.

This kid won't stop bleeding.

Oh, there it is.

Hey, he transected his
superior mesenteric artery.

- Can we fix that?
- We can fix that.

We will do a reverse saphenous graft.

Oh, that'll take hours.

Why don't you and I swap out, Bailey?

I'm sure the paperwork's
piled up after your vacation.

Uh, no, I managed to stay caught up.

I'm fine.

Here, why don't you harvest the graft

since you're already there?

I just thought maybe
you'd want to ease back in.

What is a vacation for,
if not to recuperate

so that one can return to work
at full strength?

Um, more suction here, Qadri.

His ischemia time's getting up there.

I'm aware.

You know, some vacations are so strenuous

that you need a vacation
from your vacation.

Ben Warren,

as handsome as you look in your uniform

and as grateful as I am that
you are still alive today,

you do not belong in there.

- Get out.
- I brought your patient in.

I just wanted to see how he was doing.

And how you're doing,

since it's your first day back
from vacation.

Okay, my vacation is over.

I went on it, and I am back.

It was glorious,
but like all experiences,

it now lives on in the cherished memories

that I share with no one but myself.

So stop talking about my vacation!

- Hey, where'd you go?
- None of your business!

Warren, um, she's right.

You don't belong in here.

Uh, I've got my eye
on everything in here.

Now his bowel is getting dusky.

This kid's gonna wind up
with a stool bag.

Oh, no, sir. Not on my watch.

Not on my first day back he's not.

Where's Koracick?

I sent him to see Kimmie.

- You did what?
- Damn it.

What? Why? Was that wrong?

Oh, God. Of course that was wrong.

I'm just calling it the way I see it,

and the sooner you face the truth...

You're full of crap and you know it!

"Hamilton" only made your top three

because it's new and shiny.

And you only left it off
your list because you're bitter

that you couldn't score tickets
for the original cast.

It goes "Cabaret," "Hamilton," "Rent."

So... no Sondheim?

Stephen Sondheim.

Damn it. Sondheim.

Yeah, can't count him out.

Count of three. Best Sondheim.
One, two, three.

- "Into The Woods."
- "Sweeney Todd."

- Oh.
- Gross.

No, he wielded a hell of a scalpel.

They've been at this
for 20 minutes straight.

Happiest I've seen her in days.

"Into the Woods," a quarter
of the Broadway audience

left that show at intermission.

'Cause they want an easy, happy ending.

But, hello, that's why it's brilliant.

Doctors. Second opinion. Weigh in.

Uh...

Ah, love me a good weirdo.

I can see why you're trying
to rush the process.

Good. Now we can make some headway.

Oh, I have no doubt we're gonna make

this ultrasound our bitch
and save a lot of lives.

But let's not, uh, delude
ourselves into thinking

Kimmie's will be one of them.

There is no easy, happy ending here.

She's got a few months to live,

you know, if she's lucky.

New Guy.

I know. I shouldn't be here.

I just placed a clamp.

On an aorta.

- You did?
- Yes!

Damn. I... I gotta admit
I'm kinda jealous.

It was amazing.

And awful, because
as soon as I placed it,

the whole OR erupted, and then...

It's hard having a front-row seat,

and then getting kicked out, ya know?

I do.

I just hope he makes it.

You... You wanna see for yourself?

Look, I-I can't get you front row,

but I can get you pretty close.

Come on.

The patient's mother's here.

She's looking for an update.

Okay, the graft is ready.

Dr. Qadri, can you go out and update...

Oh, no, Dr. Qadri cannot.

She cannot go and update this
patient's mother by herself

because she's an intern.

An intern who has yet to update
any patient's family

about anything.

And she's not going to start
by facing that mom alone

to tell her her two boys

might not make it out of this alive.

Oh, for the love of...

Mm.

I had a heart attack!

Hmm.

That's what Dr. Webber has gone
out of his way not to say.

He's gone out of his way all damn day

to not reveal my secret,
to not let me do my job,

and to make sure that I'm not
putting any extra stress

and strain on my body, and it's not okay.

I know better than to show up

to this hospital before I'm ready,

I know better than to put a child's life

in my hands before I am ready,

and I am ready to do my job.

Now, I would appreciate everyone
doing their own jobs, too.

Focusing on the field,
until the awkward goes away.

5-0 prolene, please.

Dr. Bailey, look, all we're...

Babysitters get paid $10 an hour.

You want to get paid $10 an hour?

I can arrange for that.

Go.

Come on.

Clive's nice.

He's cute. He's funny.

Aww. And the sex?

Wow, you're just getting
straight to it, huh?

Well, Carina is...
is only getting better.

There's, like, no slump.

It's the opposite of a slump.

It's a boom. It's a sex boom.

Ladies, what are we laughing about?

- Sex.
- Nothing.

Sex? Really?

I was expecting maternal mortality

or rechargeable hearts or something.

But, no, that's... I can talk sex.

Well, you know, the thing about
rechargeable hearts...

Maggie's got a date with Clive.

- Is Clive still around?
- Mm-hmm.

- Mm-hmm.
- Look at that. That's adorable.

I got a date tonight, too.

- Oh.
- Uh, Priya is her name.

- Oh.
- Yeah.

- Who?
- Did you make that up?

Priya. Very cool, brilliant, actually.

- Oh.
- Mm.

Very attractive.
Human rights attorney, so...

Well, that's hot. That's hot.

- Pretty impressive, yeah.
- Yeah, that is... That's hot.

- Interesting.
- Um, you know,

I think I'm gonna... vending machine.

- Really?
- Yeah.

- Oh.
- Huh.

I'm gonna start double gloving.

My hands smelled like bedpan
when I was eating last night.

Oh. I scrubbed in on
a bowel resection yesterday.

Being on The Party's good side

has benefits.

I almost called her Dr. Party
this morning

instead of Dr. Kepner.

Is that a fireable offense?

You're just gonna be
really happy for her.

- No, super happy, overjoyed.
- Okay. Yep.

I never would've pegged myself
as a guy who's into moms,

but moms make you do things
till you get 'em right.

Nope.

Dr. Roy. Hey, buddy.

Um, I've got a patient,
Mr. Wilkins, in 1413,

with a large, super infected
abscess in his groin

that you're gonna drain for me.

- Um...
- Now.

- Yes, I-I tried.
- Maybe you should try harder.

She's the mother of my kid, and this...

Harder, harder.

Kepner, Grey, I'm about
to update his mother.

What can you tell me?

He had an injury to his abdominal aorta

- that we're trying to repair.
- Ah, damn.

It's a mess.

We're still trying to evaluate
the extent of the injury.

Can I get a towel?

All right. Okay, we're good.

So, you're a rule breaker?

Uh, n-no.

Only at places I no longer work.

Mm-hmm.

Both your boys sustained serious injuries

and are in surgery.

We'll let you know more
as soon as we can.

Both of them?

Are they okay?

They're in surgery,
but they'll be okay, right?

We're fighting for them.
We're doing everything we can.

I have a job.

I have to work.

I need to feed them
because they are 14 and 10

and they eat everything
that isn't nailed down.

I cannot hold onto them
every minute of the day.

I have to go to work. They're 14 and 10.

I mean, they should be able to
be home for a morning

while I go to work without...

Oh, my God.

Tyler is 14, and Zach is 10.

They have to be okay.

They have to be okay.

They have to be okay.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God!

- I can't believe you used to do this.
- What?

This. That. Y-Y-You did that.

And you were good at it?

Um, yeah.

- Thanks for the vote of confidence.
- I'm... I'm just saying.

Y-You did this incredibly cool thing

that probably pays a hell of
a lot more than what we do,

you did it well,
but you walked away from it?

Why?

To do more.

I mean, yes,
I used to do that down there,

with the patients in the OR
where you're trying to fix them,

but I, you know...

I also cut open a guy with a clipboard.

I mean, y-y-you know the metal

- part of a clipboard?
- Mm-hmm.

Yeah, I broke it off
and used it as a scalpel.

Cracked his chest because
we were nowhere near an OR

and I... I did what I had to do.

And I saved his life,
but I... got into trouble.

A lot of trouble.

You know, but I-I never felt
anything but proud.

So now I'm doing a job where
I'm the first one on the scene

and I get to do whatever
it takes to save that life.

And that's only a good thing.

I was just looking for a
"because fire" kind of answer,

but okay.

Can we listen to what's
going on down there?

- Only if you don't let me talk anymore.
- Mm-hmm.

Hey! What's going on?

Amelia called Koracick, and I hate him.

Like, I want put him in
an old-fashioned choke hold

and throw him down the stairs hate him.

Okay. You hate him because...

What? I need a reason?
Have you met the guy?

Did something happen? With Kimmie?

It's just... some kids
get under your skin.

You're dropping out? Really?

I'm not dropping out,
but I'm not gonna rush

developing this thing over
an unrealistic deadline.

- You don't agree.
- No, I don't.

You think I don't know that

this girl is dying?

You should have seen her
when we first met her.

She is a fraction of who she was.

But she is still alive,
and she is still full of hope,

and that means we don't
get to say, "I give up."

If doctors said, "I give up,"

we would all be dead
of cholera right now.

We don't get to give up.
We don't get to write her off.

We don't quit.

Yeah, I know you think you're right,

but you're used to Brain Tumor Shepherd,

so you don't hear it when nonsense

comes out of your mouth.

I am not being crazy.

Then stop being naive.

Stop being a ridiculous Pollyanna

and please, please

stop diminishing this little girl's life

by barking things at me that
belong on a refrigerator magnet.

It's beneath you.

She is going to die,
and any effort that you spend

that doesn't go toward preventing that

is a supreme disservice to her.

And this... This is not gonna save her.

This is the only thing
that might save her.

She's not gonna have much of a life

with an exploded, flaming skull.

Well, then, we reduce the heat.

And you leave the tumor! You do nothing!

- God, you're...
- Then we attack it from another angle!

We do something else entirely!
Maybe it's not ultrasound.

Maybe it's some kind of radiation...

- Sh-Shut up.
- You shut up!

We attack it from another angle.

I just said that.

And then we reduce the heat.

Yeah, I said that, too. Why are you...

No. Mnh-mnh.

With more beams,

we control the amount of heat generated.

This way we have more variables.

So two beams?

Or... Or... Or seven.

Or 27, or a thousand

that we run for shorter periods of time.

So when they enter the skull,
they don't heat it.

And where the beams come together...

The reinforced waves are intense enough

that they heat and kill just the tumor!

I mean, it's... it's brilliant.

I mean... I'm brilliant.

Bailey, it's been five minutes
and the bowel hasn't pinked up

and I don't hear any flow.

We're gonna have to consider
resecting this bowel.

Ju... Hold on.
Sometimes it takes a while.

Was it severe? The MI?

Severely scary.

- A stent?
- CABG.

God, Bailey. I'm sorry.
I just wish that I'd...

Wait, wait. That was your vacation!

There you go, Dr. Sherlock.

Uh, can I get the
fluorescein dye, please?

Thank you.

All right.

Okay. Can I get the lights off, please?

Dr. Qadri, you want to run the UV?

All right.

It's beautiful.

The dye is flowing with the blood

and clearly perfusing the bowel.

This boy will not need a colostomy.

Vacation is over.

What is that? W-Why is he...

I don't know. Hit the lights.

He's tachy and his pressure's dropping.

He's developing hives.

He must be allergic to the dye.
It's anaphylaxis.

Epi .5 and run saline wide open.

Push 125 of solumedrol now.

Wow.

Yeah.

Hi. Sorry, uh,

there is a call
coming through from Madrid.

- Madrid?
- Yeah.

Uh, I can scrub in
so that you can step away.

I can't step away right now.

Uh...

Sorry, that's for me, actually.
Yeah, I can take that up here.

Now, Hellmouth.

¿Te dijo este es el proyecto
más importante, no?

Por favor escuchame bien.

No, no, no.

Would it kill them
to turn off the intercom? Geez.

Uh-oh.

Warren, what are you doing
in the gallery?

Well, H-Herrera saved that kid,

and she just wanted to see
how he was doing, so...

Waiting room is for
first responders to wait

- and to make calls.
- I know, but...

You brought that kid out of the fire.

You brought him to us.

The rest isn't up to you anymore.

You made your choice, Warren.

It was a tough choice, but you made it.

So go back to work.

Or wait in the waiting room.

I'm not sure that went
as well as we had hoped.

Mrs. Richardson?

I can't stand up.

I'm Dr. Grey.
I was in with your son Zach.

He made it through surgery.
He's in recovery.

And... And Tyler?

I don't know about Tyler, but
I can get an update for you.

Uh, h-he made it.

Oh. It was touch and go.

He had an allergic reaction in surgery,

but Tyler made it.

Oh, my God. Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you so much.

What's going on?

Sh-Shh. Pipe down.
You'll scare the tumor.

Burn, baby, burn.

Amazing.

- I am, right?
- Yes.

Uh, y-you... y-yeah.

Come on, come on.

Look at that. Look at that.

Well, it's a... it's a start.

That's the longest
a beaker's ever lasted.

Glad you're on board, Adam.

- It's Alex.
- Yeah, either way.

I'm gonna see if I can dig up
a Game Boy for you, okay?

Okay.

Herrera.

You did so great in there today.

If you ever consider a new line of work,

we could really use you around here.

Thought Hellmouth
might want her phone back.

- Thank you for trying.
- I didn't just try.

Dr. Cerone is gonna be
in the States next week

and has agreed to come hear your pitch.

What?! You're kidding.

Wait. What did you say?

I just said they're standing
between the hose

and the flames right now,
by holding onto that patent.

I mean, and I should know.

I was literally holding on
to something today

that I couldn't let go of, either, but...

And then the time came to step away

and let you take over,

and if there's anyone
he can trust to take over,

- it's you.
- Thank you.

Also I tried to explain
the whole sprinkler thing,

but I don't think it translated.

Yeah, it really just sounded
like you were screaming at him.

Ah, Romance languages are passionate.

We don't have to hug now, do we?
I'm not really a hugger.

- Oh, God, no.
- Okay, good.

I had a good time today.

It was nice to meet you, Dr. Grey.

You too.

I gotta go find my rookie.

- Okay.
- All right.

- Good night.
- See ya.

You home tonight?

Shift ends at 9:00.

W-When I started training,
you... you pushed against it.

I mean, and I get it, because, you know,

my keeping it from you
and you were thrown.

But still, you... you pushed.

So I pushed back.

I was so busy pushing

that... I never stopped
to really think about

what I'd be giving up.

Oh, you thought about it plenty.

But you never stopped to feel it.

Go on, sit there. Let yourself feel it.

Then get up... do what you do.

What are you gonna do?

I am gonna feel my day, too.

Hey. How you doing?

Fine. Why?

I just noticed some of the interns

have nicknamed you "The Party," so...

Yeah.

I'm pretty sure they mean that
as a compliment.

Well, some of the things they were saying

weren't exactly complimentary.

Well, you should hear
what they say about you.

Okay.

All right, maybe you can
tell me about that

over coffee or something.

We could actually speak
to each other, catch up.

Well, uh, you've got Harriet
tonight, and I got plans.

Yes, April. Look, I'm just...

I'm worried about you.

You're Harriet's dad.
You're not mine, okay?

Night.

Dr. Qadri?

I, uh, thought you might want this.

I had them clean it.

Thank you.

You did incredible work today.

I don't...

I don't know if I could've
handled it if he didn't live.

You could have.

I'm glad you didn't have to.

Ready to go?

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm good to go.

So, uh, you want to call a rig?

Mm, nah, I thought we'd hitchhike.

Oh, my God.

Cheers!

When you hold on to
anything for too long,

your muscles conform
to the position you're holding.

That applies to the heart and
the mind, as well as the hand.

♪ Oh, Danny Boy, the pipes,
the pipes are calling ♪

♪ From glen to glen,
and down the mountain side ♪

You're flat.

Wait, let me try it again.

Wait. O-Oh, wait. The rest of it goes...

Hold on. Um...

♪ The summer's gone,
and all the roses falling ♪

♪ It's you, it's you must go,
and I'll abide ♪

Huh? Not bad.

Good, good.

The pain you know is coming

is what makes it easier
to just keep holding on.

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