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[LEA] How long have you known?
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[SIGHS]
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About a week or two.
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My doctor found it on the yearly scan.
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[STEVEN BABBLING]
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Did they give you a sense of how long?
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- Three to six.
- Years?
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Months.
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What's your plan?
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Is there a surgery or chemo?
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No. This is my plan right here.
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You. You're it.
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You're the plan.
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And you.
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And that one.
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And maybe some bowling.
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I have to go to work.
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Last time, you also said
it was inoperable. Goodbye.
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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He just took your medical file.
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Yeah.
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I'm so sorry, Glassy.
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Me too.
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[THEME MUSIC PLAYING]
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Despite having you on
vancomycin and ceftriaxone,
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your post-op infection
is still progressing.
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We're waiting for
the cultures to grow out,
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but we suspect MRSA.
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I'm thinking we debride
the infected tissue,
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then flush antibiotics
directly into the wound
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and put in drains.
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Good call.
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I'll put it on the schedule,
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and leave you two alone.
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I guess we weren't exactly subtle.
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No.
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You said you wanted more
than a one-night stand.
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I did.
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But, uh,
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how would we do that?
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I don't know.
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But...
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I would like to make it work.
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Me too.
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[CHUCKLES]
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[PAGER BUZZES]
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Oh, it's Shaun. He wants me in
the Residents' Lounge, stat.
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The patient is a 68-year-old man
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diagnosed with grade IV
butterfly glioblastoma,
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from the left frontotemporal lobe.
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Do we have a full medical record?
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Patient history?
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Or a name?
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Successful surgical resection
for glioma five years ago,
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followed by chemo and radiation.
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And within the past year,
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several minor strokes.
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Glioma and strokes.
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Are those Glassman's?
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His cancer's back?
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The patient's identity
isn't medically relevant.
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How is he? How are you, Shaun?
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The patient's identity
isn't medically relevant.
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Shaun, did Dr. Glassman
ask you to develop a treatment?
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No, he didn't. Otherwise, he'd be here.
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The patient is reluctant
to pursue treatment,
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but the patient is also
not aware of new developments.
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You and Jordan go do
Claire's debridement.
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I'm sorry, Shaun. I can't.
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Looking at the axial images
with contrast...
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How's Claire?
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Looks like MRSA. We've got her
on vanc and ceftriaxone.
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Rack 'em up.
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Said the woman who
hates the fact that there's
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a pool table in the president's lounge
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to a dying man?
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Shaun?
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He's got a group brainstorming
a treatment plan for you.
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- I'll rejoin them if you want me to.
- No.
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Thank you.
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Hey, look at the bright side.
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When I'm gone, no more co-presidency.
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You can run this joint however you want.
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I never wanted it in the first place.
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Stop. You're a natural.
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Even if you are overly invested
and too accessible...
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In every other way, you're amazing.
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This sucks.
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Shut up and rack 'em.
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[JARED] No sign of any more
devascularized tissue.
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[JORDAN] Proceeding with
antibiotic irrigation.
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Looked like you two were
reconnecting last night.
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[JARED] Yeah.
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Did that... Does that bother you?
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It caught me off guard a little.
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You could have told me you two
had unfinished business.
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You're with Perez.
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Danny and I are texting a lot,
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and, yes, I do hope and pray
my future is with him.
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That's why I backed off
and stopped flirting with you.
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You and me, we're friends.
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Placing the drain.
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Thing about friends is, no holding out.
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I told you about me and Danny,
you tell me
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when your ex you're not over
is back in town.
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I can close.
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Deal.
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To both.
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I'll go check on the cultures,
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see which antibiotics are working.
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Shaun, have you tried calling
the Tisch Brain Tumor Center
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or Cleveland Clinic about
their in-progress GBM trials?
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That is an excellent idea.
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I'll keep things rolling here.
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Come on, guys, I need some energy,
some enthusiasm.
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Stop pitching the same idea.
Start pitching any idea.
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I ran out an hour ago.
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How long are we supposed
to keep doing this?
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Until Shaun accepts
what we already know.
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That there is no treatment.
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- What do you got?
- Nothing's working.
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Not a single antibiotic made
a dent in Claire's infection.
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It's not MRSA.
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We cleared out all the infected tissue,
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but initial cultures confirm
you don't have MRSA.
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You have acinetobacter.
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It's resistant to everything.
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One of the antibiotic combos
slowed growth a little.
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We'll try that.
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But mostly, we need your
immune system to beat this thing.
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Are you scared?
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I heard about Glassman.
How's he holding up?
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Better than the rest of us, I think.
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At least, he's acting like it.
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Congratulations.
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I assume they'll
offer you the presidency.
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- [SCOFFS]
- Look,
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it is a terrible way to get the offer,
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but it is still a huge accomplishment.
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[SIGHS] There's another offer.
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Chief of surgery at the hospital
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where Clay's doing
his fellowship in Chicago.
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I'd get to focus on surgery again,
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be with Clay again.
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But?
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How did you know it was the right choice
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to move to Guatemala?
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It made me want to throw up.
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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It was so terrifying.
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But in an exhilarating kind of way.
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What?
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You're sweating.
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[KNOCK ON DOOR]
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I'm looking for stuff to scavenge.
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Oh, well, help yourself.
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Just stay away from the scotch.
I'm gonna need that.
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Tell me about your bucket list.
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Bucket list? Hmm.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Criss-cross the Serengeti with
a backpack and a pitch tent.
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Wrestle an alligator and win.
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Or go bowling.
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I didn't take you for a Pin Prince.
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A bowler?
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I'm kind of a Strike Siren myself.
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Park and I are in a league.
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I wasn't expecting that.
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I know what I want.
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When you were treating
my rheumatoid arthritis,
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there was this
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one day when you were going over my
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X-rays and blood work
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and medical history,
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all this stupid paperwork
about me and my stupid hands,
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and it all felt so overwhelming.
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And then you gathered it up
into this nice, neat pile,
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and you paper-clipped it together.
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And all of a sudden,
it felt manageable, like,
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maybe I would be okay.
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Also, I can use it to jimmy open
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the filing cabinet in my office.
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I can't find the key.
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Thank you.
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I sense you've cracked it.
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No, we've made no progress at all.
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Shaun, we've been at this all day.
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It's only 3:15.
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We've been at this for over seven hours,
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with six people looking non-stop.
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If there was a miracle cure to find,
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- I think we would've...
- I found something!
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A maximal resection
would debulk the tumor
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down to a one-centimeter margin.
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Minimally invasive techniques
could be used.
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You would only be in the
hospital for one to two nights,
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and overall recovery would be faster
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because they wouldn't be
operating in the brain stem.
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[CHARLIE] The surgery would be followed
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by an experimental ultrasound therapy.
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Thank you. An experimental
ultrasound therapy,
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breaking down the blood-brain barrier
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to increase chemo penetration,
allowing for a lower dose.
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There would still be some side effects,
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but we could take more edibles together
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and eat Mallomars. Mm.
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It could give you as much as a year.
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Maybe more, if you respond well.
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[CELLPHONE VIBRATES]
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Claire is in septic shock. I have to go.
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I will be back later
to answer any questions.
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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[DR. LIM] Temp's 103.
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BP's low, cardiac output is declining.
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We could do another wound debridement.
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It's in her blood. The wound is
not the biggest issue anymore.
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But clearing it out
allows her immune system
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to focus its resources elsewhere.
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Not enough. We could try
a hyperbaric oxygen chamber.
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[CLAIRE] Guys.
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We all know the answer.
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You have to put me in a coma.
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- No.
- We're not there yet.
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We are.
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Shutting down your
other metabolic demands
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will allow your body to focus
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on fighting the infection.
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I know, once you put me under,
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that may be...
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But this is my best chance
to beat this thing.
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[SIGHS]
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Hey.
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Have you looked over the materials?
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I highlighted relevant sections.
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I have, and I appreciate
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what you're trying to do, Shaun.
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Yes. It is a very good plan.
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I'm not going to do it.
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I don't want to spend my
remaining days sick and in pain.
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I might not be able to talk normally.
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I might not be able to walk normally.
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I'll have memory loss.
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Oh, there is a less than 20% chance.
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I don't want to take that chance.
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But it could give you more time.
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A year, maybe,
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and in and out of hospitals
half the time.
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Or, Shaun,
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or I could do nothing
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and have six good months.
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I could spend those good months
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with you and Lea
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and Steve.
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[TIMER RINGING]
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[TIMER RINGING]
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Please don't touch anything.
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Glassman rejected the plan.
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His three concerns were
impairment of motor and speech,
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loss of memory,
side effects of the chemo.
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I just need to find ways
to mitigate those risks.
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You are just standing there.
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You are here to tell me to stop working
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on Dr. Glassman's case.
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No, Shaun.
266
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It's your choice.
267
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[TIMER RINGING]
268
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The rocuronium will
temporarily paralyze you
269
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to make intubation easier.
270
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Once the tube is in, we'll do
a continuous propofol drip.
271
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You ready?
272
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[SNIFFLES]
273
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I forgot a med.
274
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[BREATHES SHAKILY]
275
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I can't say goodbye.
276
00:17:24,564 --> 00:17:25,903
Just got you back.
277
00:17:28,004 --> 00:17:29,073
I love you.
278
00:17:30,834 --> 00:17:32,184
I...
279
00:17:32,224 --> 00:17:33,664
I'm so sorry
280
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we lost so much time.
281
00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:39,500
Hey.
282
00:17:42,104 --> 00:17:44,172
We needed that time to get back here.
283
00:17:45,674 --> 00:17:47,091
We weren't ready before.
284
00:17:48,674 --> 00:17:50,261
- We were too dumb.
- [LAUGHS]
285
00:17:51,284 --> 00:17:52,414
We were so dumb.
286
00:17:52,464 --> 00:17:53,814
[GASPS SOFTLY]
287
00:17:58,564 --> 00:18:00,938
But I did tell you
that I think, one day,
288
00:18:01,514 --> 00:18:03,034
we'd both be very happy.
289
00:18:06,584 --> 00:18:08,779
I just didn't realize
it would be together.
290
00:18:12,654 --> 00:18:14,614
I love you, too, Claire Browne.
291
00:18:17,314 --> 00:18:19,274
[EXHALES]
292
00:18:19,314 --> 00:18:21,292
And I really wish
I could kiss you right now.
293
00:18:34,477 --> 00:18:35,787
Where is Shaun?
294
00:18:43,644 --> 00:18:44,734
Claire's asking for you.
295
00:18:44,774 --> 00:18:47,954
I am working on her case.
296
00:18:47,994 --> 00:18:50,304
Currently, I'm working
on Dr. Glassman's,
297
00:18:50,344 --> 00:18:53,434
but I will switch back
in 3 minutes and 27 seconds.
298
00:18:53,474 --> 00:18:55,660
She might not wake up, Shaun.
299
00:18:56,174 --> 00:18:57,654
She wants to say goodbye.
300
00:18:57,704 --> 00:19:00,998
I will find a way to save them both.
301
00:19:01,964 --> 00:19:03,964
Oncolytic viruses
have been used to infect
302
00:19:04,014 --> 00:19:07,404
and destroy cancer cells,
but the viruses won't work
303
00:19:07,444 --> 00:19:10,214
because Dr. Glassman's tumor
was previously EGFR negative...
304
00:19:10,264 --> 00:19:11,503
- Shaun.
- ...so there is no target
305
00:19:11,527 --> 00:19:13,390
for the virus to attach to,
but if I could find
306
00:19:13,414 --> 00:19:14,804
- a different receptor...
- Shaun.
307
00:19:14,844 --> 00:19:18,324
Your very good friend, who might die,
308
00:19:18,374 --> 00:19:20,944
is asking for
a few minutes of your time,
309
00:19:20,984 --> 00:19:23,334
but you're too busy ignoring
the expressed wishes
310
00:19:23,374 --> 00:19:24,981
of your other friend who's dying.
311
00:19:28,904 --> 00:19:30,124
I know you're scared.
312
00:19:32,734 --> 00:19:34,954
But you're being a bad friend
313
00:19:34,994 --> 00:19:37,952
when the people you love
could really use a good one.
314
00:20:15,474 --> 00:20:18,743
I know how to save Claire.
315
00:20:24,224 --> 00:20:25,784
Hello. We can use viruses
316
00:20:25,834 --> 00:20:28,134
to cure Claire's bacterial infection.
317
00:20:28,184 --> 00:20:30,054
Bacteriophages, to be precise.
318
00:20:30,094 --> 00:20:32,094
They are viruses
that attack and infiltrate
319
00:20:32,144 --> 00:20:35,014
only bacteria, and then
destroy them from the inside.
320
00:20:35,054 --> 00:20:37,064
Every bacteriophage only
infects certain kinds of bacteria.
321
00:20:37,104 --> 00:20:38,404
All we need to do is find one
322
00:20:38,454 --> 00:20:40,414
that will attack Claire's infection.
323
00:20:40,454 --> 00:20:41,844
There are billions of phages.
324
00:20:41,894 --> 00:20:43,934
Are any of them known
to work on acinetobacter?
325
00:20:44,674 --> 00:20:46,504
- No.
- [JORDAN] So, we're searching
326
00:20:46,544 --> 00:20:49,334
through a billion haystacks
for one needle?
327
00:20:49,374 --> 00:20:50,944
[SHAUN] Not exactly.
328
00:20:50,984 --> 00:20:53,294
Each phage can attack
more than one kind of bacteria,
329
00:20:53,334 --> 00:20:56,384
so it is more like searching
a billion haystacks
330
00:20:56,424 --> 00:20:57,824
for a million needles.
331
00:20:57,864 --> 00:20:59,214
[DOM] And where are
we supposed to find these
332
00:20:59,254 --> 00:21:00,954
haystacks, or needles?
333
00:21:00,994 --> 00:21:03,174
Bacteriophages. The metaphor
is not helping.
334
00:21:03,214 --> 00:21:05,004
We need to collect the phages,
335
00:21:05,044 --> 00:21:06,874
as many as we can, as fast as we can.
336
00:21:06,914 --> 00:21:08,654
[CHARLIE] Phage therapy is experimental.
337
00:21:08,704 --> 00:21:12,004
We would need a compassionate
use authorization from the FDA,
338
00:21:12,054 --> 00:21:13,884
- but they've...
- But that's tomorrow's problem.
339
00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:15,508
Today, we've got to find
the right phage.
340
00:21:16,974 --> 00:21:18,754
According to the microbiology department
341
00:21:18,794 --> 00:21:20,194
of the CDC, the most common sources
342
00:21:20,234 --> 00:21:21,844
of bacteriophages are swamps,
343
00:21:21,884 --> 00:21:24,225
farms, storm drains, and sewage plants.
344
00:21:27,764 --> 00:21:29,764
I noticed her left forearm
felt cold with a weak pulse.
345
00:21:29,804 --> 00:21:31,724
- Septic emboli?
- Poor blood flow.
346
00:21:31,764 --> 00:21:33,234
Already showing signs of ischemia.
347
00:21:34,504 --> 00:21:35,984
We can do a thrombectomy,
348
00:21:36,034 --> 00:21:37,994
try to remove the clot
and slow progress of infection.
349
00:21:38,034 --> 00:21:40,734
Her body's putting a ton of
resources into saving this arm,
350
00:21:40,774 --> 00:21:42,827
which is taking energy away
from saving her vital organs.
351
00:21:44,344 --> 00:21:45,694
She can live without an arm.
352
00:21:45,734 --> 00:21:46,956
[SIGHS]
353
00:21:48,004 --> 00:21:49,655
Let's try the thrombectomy first.
354
00:21:50,394 --> 00:21:51,669
We need transport.
355
00:21:54,964 --> 00:21:57,704
I have taken your concerns into account
356
00:21:57,744 --> 00:21:59,552
and formed a new treatment plan.
357
00:22:00,757 --> 00:22:03,497
I don't want
a new treatment plan, Shaun.
358
00:22:03,624 --> 00:22:05,057
You don't know. You haven't looked.
359
00:22:05,934 --> 00:22:08,064
We will do a fluorescence-guided
360
00:22:08,104 --> 00:22:11,114
awake brain surgery
with cortical stimulation.
361
00:22:11,154 --> 00:22:14,414
Shaun, I appreciate that
you're doing this out of,
362
00:22:14,464 --> 00:22:16,024
you know, love.
363
00:22:16,074 --> 00:22:17,684
But sometimes when you love someone,
364
00:22:17,724 --> 00:22:19,594
you don't have to fight every fight.
365
00:22:19,644 --> 00:22:22,944
You don't have to persevere
to the ends of the earth.
366
00:22:22,994 --> 00:22:24,294
Sometimes, when you love someone,
367
00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:26,954
you just, you know, take 'em bowling.
368
00:22:26,994 --> 00:22:29,954
Six years ago, you didn't give up,
369
00:22:29,994 --> 00:22:31,954
and you got to see me get married.
370
00:22:32,004 --> 00:22:33,354
You got to meet your grandson.
371
00:22:33,394 --> 00:22:34,434
You got to save more lives.
372
00:22:34,484 --> 00:22:36,264
You were wrong then,
373
00:22:36,314 --> 00:22:38,834
- and you are wrong now.
- Shaun, look at me, please.
374
00:22:38,874 --> 00:22:41,594
Listen to me. Look at me, please!
375
00:22:43,884 --> 00:22:46,098
Is my tumor recurrent, yes or no?
376
00:22:48,017 --> 00:22:49,237
Yes.
377
00:22:49,262 --> 00:22:52,188
Is it aggressive?
Is it even more aggressive?
378
00:22:56,464 --> 00:22:59,504
There are better treatments now.
379
00:22:59,554 --> 00:23:01,197
We just need to buy you some time.
380
00:23:03,407 --> 00:23:04,825
I shouldn't have told you.
381
00:23:07,294 --> 00:23:08,514
[THUD]
382
00:23:12,564 --> 00:23:14,460
You are being selfish.
383
00:23:16,884 --> 00:23:19,364
And you are a coward.
384
00:23:21,314 --> 00:23:24,574
You could keep fighting
and have more time with me
385
00:23:24,614 --> 00:23:26,794
and with Lea and with Steve,
but you are giving up.
386
00:23:26,834 --> 00:23:29,364
You are giving up on all of us.
387
00:23:29,404 --> 00:23:31,014
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
388
00:23:38,374 --> 00:23:40,236
If you are giving up on me...
389
00:23:42,764 --> 00:23:44,824
then I have to give up on you.
390
00:24:09,400 --> 00:24:11,570
[DR. LIM] The thrombectomy
didn't fully clear the blood clot.
391
00:24:11,595 --> 00:24:13,075
It's obstructing blood flow,
392
00:24:13,100 --> 00:24:15,646
and the arm is showing
signs of necrosis.
393
00:24:17,494 --> 00:24:18,774
I think we need to amputate.
394
00:24:19,634 --> 00:24:22,154
Or we could try an open thrombectomy.
395
00:24:22,194 --> 00:24:23,894
It'll give us better access to the clot.
396
00:24:23,934 --> 00:24:25,764
It'll also risk seeding
the infection to other places.
397
00:24:25,814 --> 00:24:27,114
We could start a heparin drip,
398
00:24:27,164 --> 00:24:28,504
see if it'll give us better blood flow.
399
00:24:28,554 --> 00:24:30,204
The arm is taking resources
400
00:24:30,254 --> 00:24:31,814
the rest of her body desperately needs.
401
00:24:31,864 --> 00:24:33,424
Her creatinine and LFTs are trending up.
402
00:24:33,474 --> 00:24:35,694
Her liver and her kidney
are starting to fail.
403
00:24:35,734 --> 00:24:36,954
Putting off amputation any longer,
404
00:24:36,994 --> 00:24:38,419
it risks her life.
405
00:24:40,833 --> 00:24:43,382
She wouldn't be a surgeon anymore.
406
00:24:45,134 --> 00:24:49,004
She loves her job
and is very good at it.
407
00:24:51,670 --> 00:24:52,850
I know.
408
00:24:57,534 --> 00:24:58,856
But what she loves
409
00:25:00,504 --> 00:25:02,764
is the young girl in Guatemala
who walked half a day
410
00:25:02,789 --> 00:25:04,820
to the hospital with a broken ankle.
411
00:25:06,204 --> 00:25:09,492
And the old man who
just lost his wife of 52 years
412
00:25:11,074 --> 00:25:12,578
and needed someone to hold his hand.
413
00:25:16,074 --> 00:25:18,083
And the first-year surgical resident
414
00:25:19,514 --> 00:25:21,084
who was different,
415
00:25:21,124 --> 00:25:22,963
but she saw something special in him.
416
00:25:26,874 --> 00:25:29,136
Claire loves people,
417
00:25:29,161 --> 00:25:31,109
and she will find a way
to take care of people,
418
00:25:31,134 --> 00:25:32,264
no matter what.
419
00:25:32,314 --> 00:25:34,144
And I think, if she was here right now,
420
00:25:34,184 --> 00:25:36,071
listening to all of this,
she would tell us
421
00:25:36,111 --> 00:25:37,754
to take her damn arm
422
00:25:37,794 --> 00:25:39,444
and trust that she will find
a way forward,
423
00:25:39,494 --> 00:25:41,014
because she...
424
00:25:41,064 --> 00:25:42,524
she always has.
425
00:25:51,984 --> 00:25:52,984
Prep the OR.
426
00:26:09,824 --> 00:26:12,262
I thought you could use
some baby snuggles.
427
00:26:13,484 --> 00:26:14,484
[CHUCKLES]
428
00:26:15,394 --> 00:26:16,614
You have no idea.
429
00:26:17,150 --> 00:26:18,280
[LEA] Mm.
430
00:26:19,144 --> 00:26:20,437
Come here.
431
00:26:21,884 --> 00:26:23,184
Come here. I gotcha.
432
00:26:23,794 --> 00:26:24,924
I gotcha.
433
00:26:24,974 --> 00:26:26,754
Hi.
434
00:26:26,804 --> 00:26:29,488
Hi. I gotcha. I gotcha.
435
00:26:31,244 --> 00:26:32,908
[SIGHS] I said no to
436
00:26:33,244 --> 00:26:35,995
Shaun's plan twice.
437
00:26:40,814 --> 00:26:42,204
I thought he'd be ready to
438
00:26:43,124 --> 00:26:46,255
accept this eventually.
439
00:26:46,514 --> 00:26:50,551
Well, "eventually" probably
means more than 48 hours.
440
00:26:55,044 --> 00:26:56,434
[SIGHS]
441
00:26:56,484 --> 00:26:58,976
I spent a couple of decades
trying to prepare him
442
00:27:00,264 --> 00:27:01,854
for when I
443
00:27:02,274 --> 00:27:04,440
wasn't going to be around anymore.
444
00:27:07,664 --> 00:27:09,319
Apparently, that wasn't enough.
445
00:27:14,764 --> 00:27:15,993
Glassy...
446
00:27:18,154 --> 00:27:19,334
I love you.
447
00:27:20,814 --> 00:27:22,634
You are the first-wisest
448
00:27:22,684 --> 00:27:24,559
and second-smartest person I know,
449
00:27:24,584 --> 00:27:28,344
but if you think you
haven't done enough for Shaun,
450
00:27:28,384 --> 00:27:31,008
then I am sorry,
but you are a ginormous idiot.
451
00:27:32,044 --> 00:27:33,886
Look at who you're holding.
452
00:27:34,654 --> 00:27:37,484
That baby is here
because of what you did.
453
00:27:37,524 --> 00:27:39,641
I'm here because of what you did.
454
00:27:40,654 --> 00:27:42,874
You saw who he was, who he could be.
455
00:27:42,924 --> 00:27:44,813
You saved his life, and he knows it.
456
00:27:47,834 --> 00:27:49,109
He will come around...
457
00:27:51,134 --> 00:27:52,488
eventually.
458
00:27:54,584 --> 00:27:55,584
Hi.
459
00:27:57,374 --> 00:27:59,203
He doesn't have a whole lot of time.
460
00:28:08,074 --> 00:28:10,424
[MONITOR BEEPS, RESPIRATOR HISSING]
461
00:28:18,434 --> 00:28:19,689
[DR. LIM] 10-blade.
462
00:28:45,684 --> 00:28:47,564
We've concluded our tour
of the most disgusting barns
463
00:28:47,589 --> 00:28:48,849
in Northern California.
464
00:28:48,874 --> 00:28:52,784
I have received hundreds
of phages from the CDC.
465
00:28:52,994 --> 00:28:55,254
Charlie and Dom
are on their way with 87.
466
00:28:55,294 --> 00:28:57,177
Have any showed promise so far?
467
00:28:57,864 --> 00:28:59,124
None whatsoever.
468
00:29:01,174 --> 00:29:03,433
Shaun, uh, can I talk to you?
469
00:29:04,564 --> 00:29:06,353
I have samples to test.
470
00:29:07,914 --> 00:29:09,356
Uh, it's important.
471
00:29:10,704 --> 00:29:11,744
We'll keep gathering.
472
00:29:11,794 --> 00:29:13,735
I know of a slaughterhouse nearby.
473
00:29:14,444 --> 00:29:15,594
[DR. PARK] You know of a slaughterhouse?
474
00:29:15,618 --> 00:29:16,738
[DR. REZNICK] Mm-hmm.
475
00:29:24,194 --> 00:29:25,956
You can't shut Glassman out.
476
00:29:26,787 --> 00:29:28,827
I presented him with two plans.
477
00:29:28,852 --> 00:29:30,563
He doesn't want them. That's his choice.
478
00:29:30,588 --> 00:29:32,440
His choice is wrong.
479
00:29:32,490 --> 00:29:34,798
No, it isn't, Shaun.
480
00:29:44,604 --> 00:29:48,020
I know how hard it is for you to accept.
481
00:29:48,394 --> 00:29:50,606
I know you don't want
to face any of this,
482
00:29:51,784 --> 00:29:53,984
but Glassman is dying, Shaun.
483
00:29:55,748 --> 00:29:59,656
And all this work you've
been doing to try to save him
484
00:30:00,534 --> 00:30:01,950
is really for you.
485
00:30:04,014 --> 00:30:05,871
You need a new plan.
486
00:30:07,634 --> 00:30:09,333
A plan to say goodbye.
487
00:30:12,284 --> 00:30:14,464
Right now, you can't
make yourself feel okay
488
00:30:14,504 --> 00:30:16,882
about Glassman's decision,
and that is okay.
489
00:30:17,334 --> 00:30:18,717
You don't have to.
490
00:30:19,644 --> 00:30:20,644
But...
491
00:30:23,214 --> 00:30:25,098
he is going to die,
492
00:30:25,543 --> 00:30:28,644
and if you are not with him
for his final days,
493
00:30:29,874 --> 00:30:32,231
you will regret it
for the rest of your life.
494
00:30:36,177 --> 00:30:37,177
So...
495
00:30:39,184 --> 00:30:42,699
you need to plan,
for your final days with your father.
496
00:31:12,434 --> 00:31:14,398
You are a very good friend.
497
00:31:25,924 --> 00:31:27,577
I should have come earlier.
498
00:31:30,674 --> 00:31:31,674
I am sorry.
499
00:31:46,644 --> 00:31:49,016
Goodbye, Claire.
500
00:32:13,364 --> 00:32:14,541
[CHARLIE] We've got it!
501
00:32:17,467 --> 00:32:18,712
We've got it!
502
00:32:20,544 --> 00:32:22,934
- The bacteriophage?
- Yes!
503
00:32:22,984 --> 00:32:25,594
The right bacteriophage?
504
00:32:25,634 --> 00:32:27,512
I said, "We've got it."
What else would I have meant?
505
00:32:28,514 --> 00:32:29,848
Oh-ye!
506
00:32:35,344 --> 00:32:36,994
I told you. I was not wrong.
507
00:32:37,044 --> 00:32:38,304
I was not wrong to not say goodbye.
508
00:32:38,344 --> 00:32:40,192
I will see you very soon.
509
00:32:42,784 --> 00:32:44,654
You have the data.
It's in the green folders.
510
00:32:44,704 --> 00:32:45,914
Stress the time frame,
511
00:32:45,964 --> 00:32:47,964
the bacterial lysis times
were very striking,
512
00:32:48,004 --> 00:32:50,014
and there were low levels of endotoxins.
513
00:32:50,054 --> 00:32:53,144
Oh, also, uh, her amputated arm
isn't strictly relevant,
514
00:32:53,184 --> 00:32:55,144
but because we're applying
for a compassionate use,
515
00:32:55,184 --> 00:32:56,234
anything that'll make her appear
516
00:32:56,274 --> 00:32:58,001
more sympathetic will be helpful.
517
00:33:09,504 --> 00:33:10,554
We can appeal.
518
00:33:12,854 --> 00:33:14,644
But the whole point
of a compassionate use
519
00:33:14,684 --> 00:33:16,684
is to allow people with no other option.
520
00:33:16,734 --> 00:33:18,188
They can take risks.
521
00:33:19,254 --> 00:33:20,994
I am so angry.
522
00:33:21,044 --> 00:33:22,692
Are you not angry?
523
00:33:28,224 --> 00:33:30,184
Go back to the hospital
524
00:33:30,224 --> 00:33:33,412
and prep Claire for
the bacteriophage treatment.
525
00:33:35,224 --> 00:33:36,665
Are you going to...
526
00:33:37,487 --> 00:33:40,127
I don't know. I need to think.
527
00:34:03,694 --> 00:34:05,694
Are you okay, Shaun?
528
00:34:05,734 --> 00:34:08,196
Is Claire going to be okay?
Why did you text us?
529
00:34:09,084 --> 00:34:10,240
I texted you
530
00:34:11,094 --> 00:34:14,314
because when I have important news,
531
00:34:14,354 --> 00:34:17,038
you two are the people
I need to share it with.
532
00:34:23,844 --> 00:34:26,404
On the day the copper pipes
533
00:34:26,454 --> 00:34:28,842
in the old building
smelled like burnt food...
534
00:34:31,854 --> 00:34:33,894
my brother taught me
535
00:34:33,944 --> 00:34:36,504
that just because you
love somebody doesn't mean
536
00:34:36,554 --> 00:34:38,477
you get to love them forever.
537
00:34:42,864 --> 00:34:44,232
But I was okay
538
00:34:45,514 --> 00:34:48,445
because I had you, Dr. Glassman.
539
00:34:52,174 --> 00:34:53,575
And on the day that...
540
00:34:58,794 --> 00:35:01,791
On the day that you go to heaven...
541
00:35:03,314 --> 00:35:04,419
I will have Lea.
542
00:35:04,974 --> 00:35:07,047
I will have little Steve.
543
00:35:09,104 --> 00:35:11,844
And on the day
the carousel smelled like oil,
544
00:35:11,894 --> 00:35:13,894
the carousel you used
to go to with Maddie,
545
00:35:13,934 --> 00:35:15,804
I told you I would go there
546
00:35:15,854 --> 00:35:18,183
and think of you
after you're gone, and I will.
547
00:35:19,684 --> 00:35:22,854
But I want to go before then too.
548
00:35:24,124 --> 00:35:26,691
I will go there with you.
549
00:35:30,084 --> 00:35:33,344
And I will go bowling.
I will go bowling with you.
550
00:35:33,394 --> 00:35:37,786
I will make a plan.
But I can't today because...
551
00:35:43,444 --> 00:35:46,336
Because on the day you stood up
for me, I met Claire.
552
00:35:49,454 --> 00:35:51,007
And she believed me.
553
00:35:53,884 --> 00:35:56,179
And I spoke to people in this room,
554
00:35:57,374 --> 00:36:00,854
and I told them I want to save people
555
00:36:00,894 --> 00:36:03,114
so they can become adults
556
00:36:03,154 --> 00:36:05,504
and have children
and love those children.
557
00:36:05,554 --> 00:36:06,773
[VOICE BREAKING] But I don't...
558
00:36:08,384 --> 00:36:09,774
I don't need to save everyone.
559
00:36:09,814 --> 00:36:13,344
I just need to save Claire.
560
00:36:13,384 --> 00:36:14,694
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
561
00:36:24,054 --> 00:36:26,418
The FDA did not approve her treatment.
562
00:36:30,057 --> 00:36:32,424
But I am going to give it to her anyway.
563
00:36:35,511 --> 00:36:37,721
And then I won't be a doctor anymore.
564
00:36:40,844 --> 00:36:42,225
And that's okay.
565
00:36:51,431 --> 00:36:52,819
No. No.
566
00:36:54,514 --> 00:36:58,074
No, Shaun, that's not okay.
567
00:37:15,754 --> 00:37:16,926
Thank you.
568
00:37:50,484 --> 00:37:52,462
I am Dr. Shaun Murphy.
569
00:37:53,444 --> 00:37:55,314
I am Chief of Surgery
570
00:37:55,354 --> 00:37:57,624
at San Jose Saint Bonaventure Hospital.
571
00:38:06,894 --> 00:38:10,194
I have autism spectrum disorder,
572
00:38:10,244 --> 00:38:12,284
which is part of the reason
that I remember the names
573
00:38:12,334 --> 00:38:16,111
of all 1,524 people
whose lives I've helped save.
574
00:38:18,684 --> 00:38:21,214
There were a lot of people
575
00:38:21,254 --> 00:38:23,694
who did not want me to be a surgeon
576
00:38:23,734 --> 00:38:26,454
at Saint Bonaventure Hospital,
or anywhere,
577
00:38:27,564 --> 00:38:29,040
because I was different.
578
00:38:30,744 --> 00:38:34,264
I couldn't make eye contact.
579
00:38:34,314 --> 00:38:37,799
I didn't know how to lie.
I made people uncomfortable.
580
00:38:38,834 --> 00:38:41,386
But someone believed in me.
581
00:38:45,584 --> 00:38:47,100
Dr. Aaron Glassman...
582
00:38:48,754 --> 00:38:50,228
was my friend.
583
00:38:52,024 --> 00:38:54,894
♪ There is no Rhyme or reason why ♪
584
00:38:59,554 --> 00:39:01,573
I love you, Dr. Glassman.
585
00:39:04,954 --> 00:39:07,662
I love you more, Dr. Murphy.
586
00:39:07,994 --> 00:39:09,564
♪ Being known ♪
587
00:39:12,084 --> 00:39:15,874
♪ I carry with me A part of us ♪
588
00:39:19,314 --> 00:39:22,274
♪ There's nothing I could do
Or have ever done ♪
589
00:39:25,234 --> 00:39:30,064
♪ To bring me closer To being known ♪
590
00:39:33,634 --> 00:39:36,274
[EILEEN] But you don't
even speak Ukrainian.
591
00:39:37,024 --> 00:39:38,544
They have translators, Mom.
592
00:39:38,594 --> 00:39:40,114
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
593
00:39:42,424 --> 00:39:43,865
I'm proud of you.
594
00:39:45,944 --> 00:39:47,160
Thanks.
595
00:39:48,384 --> 00:39:52,084
♪ This is the place We're all hiding ♪
596
00:39:54,394 --> 00:39:59,354
♪ Getting closer To being known ♪
597
00:40:02,004 --> 00:40:05,314
♪ The one we all long to be ♪
598
00:40:08,884 --> 00:40:12,714
♪ The why it's so hard To sleep ♪
599
00:40:15,674 --> 00:40:19,194
♪ The heart, it becomes fire ♪
600
00:40:19,244 --> 00:40:21,894
♪ The soul It becomes the sea ♪
601
00:40:21,944 --> 00:40:26,164
♪ When we are known ♪
602
00:40:36,254 --> 00:40:39,824
♪ Closer, fire ♪
603
00:40:39,874 --> 00:40:43,004
♪ Burning, brighter ♪
604
00:40:43,044 --> 00:40:46,614
♪ Feels like the first time ♪
605
00:40:46,664 --> 00:40:49,924
♪ The first kiss, desire ♪
606
00:40:49,964 --> 00:40:53,444
♪ Closer, fire ♪
607
00:40:53,494 --> 00:40:56,714
♪ Burning, brighter ♪
608
00:40:56,754 --> 00:40:58,231
We have to go.
609
00:41:00,284 --> 00:41:03,984
♪ The first kiss, desire ♪
610
00:41:04,024 --> 00:41:08,024
♪ When we are known ♪
611
00:41:14,644 --> 00:41:15,644
[REMOTE CLICKS]
612
00:41:16,864 --> 00:41:18,960
Dr. Claire Browne
613
00:41:20,254 --> 00:41:22,672
is my friend.
614
00:41:26,350 --> 00:41:27,350
Hello.
615
00:41:29,184 --> 00:41:32,014
Dr. Glassman and I saved her life.
616
00:41:32,054 --> 00:41:35,314
Dr. Glassman saved over 4,000 lives.
617
00:41:35,364 --> 00:41:36,974
He would say less, but I give him credit
618
00:41:37,014 --> 00:41:38,404
for all the lives that I have saved,
619
00:41:38,454 --> 00:41:40,273
because he taught me
620
00:41:41,544 --> 00:41:42,974
a mnemonic for remembering
621
00:41:43,024 --> 00:41:44,024
the effects
of organophosphate poisoning,
622
00:41:44,064 --> 00:41:45,324
and he taught me that
623
00:41:45,374 --> 00:41:47,544
if you just palm grip the needle driver,
624
00:41:47,594 --> 00:41:50,366
you will get way more maneuverability,
and force control.
625
00:41:51,024 --> 00:41:52,410
And he taught me...
626
00:41:54,554 --> 00:41:56,289
that when you touch one life,
627
00:41:57,254 --> 00:41:58,875
you don't just touch one life.
628
00:42:00,994 --> 00:42:03,254
You touch every life
that that life touches.
629
00:42:10,260 --> 00:42:14,440
Dr. Glassman said many wise things. Yes.
630
00:42:14,465 --> 00:42:16,726
And over the years, I have
tried to write them down.
631
00:42:24,494 --> 00:42:26,894
"Think about what people can do,
632
00:42:26,934 --> 00:42:29,030
not about what people can't do."
633
00:42:30,804 --> 00:42:33,159
"Hear what I have to say,
634
00:42:33,944 --> 00:42:36,412
and then decide if it's bad advice."
635
00:42:37,984 --> 00:42:39,774
"Questions are good."
636
00:42:39,814 --> 00:42:42,294
"Leads to awareness and understanding."
637
00:42:42,344 --> 00:42:45,672
"And, who knows, maybe even acceptance."
638
00:42:51,457 --> 00:42:55,098
And when he wanted the board
to hire me, he said,
639
00:42:57,007 --> 00:43:00,097
"We will be a better hospital
for hiring him."
640
00:43:00,122 --> 00:43:03,481
"We will be better people
for hiring him."
641
00:43:04,754 --> 00:43:07,064
And then he slammed
the desk with his hand,
642
00:43:07,104 --> 00:43:08,624
because that is how you communicate
643
00:43:08,674 --> 00:43:10,494
that you really mean
what you are saying.
644
00:43:10,544 --> 00:43:11,544
[SOFT LAUGHTER]
645
00:43:13,584 --> 00:43:15,504
He always knew people
were looking to him,
646
00:43:15,544 --> 00:43:17,334
that they might take lessons from him.
647
00:43:17,374 --> 00:43:20,039
And if they did,
648
00:43:20,854 --> 00:43:23,292
he always wanted that lesson to be...
649
00:43:29,694 --> 00:43:31,124
"Don't be an ass."
650
00:43:31,174 --> 00:43:33,134
[LAUGHTER]
651
00:43:35,654 --> 00:43:37,348
"Don't be an ass."
652
00:43:39,360 --> 00:43:41,102
It's not always easy.
653
00:43:47,014 --> 00:43:48,276
Together, we planned,
654
00:43:49,104 --> 00:43:53,239
and six months after he died,
655
00:43:54,284 --> 00:43:55,324
I started...
656
00:43:56,504 --> 00:43:58,674
the Dr. Aaron Glassman Foundation
657
00:43:58,724 --> 00:44:01,464
for Neurodiversity in Medicine,
658
00:44:01,504 --> 00:44:04,834
which is today run by myself
and Dr. Claire Browne,
659
00:44:05,204 --> 00:44:07,814
and has affiliations with 17 hospitals
660
00:44:07,864 --> 00:44:09,839
and 32 medical schools.
661
00:44:22,314 --> 00:44:24,020
I wanted to help people
662
00:44:24,874 --> 00:44:26,230
and save lives.
663
00:44:28,964 --> 00:44:30,444
And I wanted to make a lot of money
664
00:44:30,494 --> 00:44:32,111
so that I could buy a television.
665
00:44:34,974 --> 00:44:36,699
But because of Dr. Glassman,
666
00:44:37,674 --> 00:44:39,452
I have much more than that.
667
00:44:41,254 --> 00:44:42,622
I have many friends.
668
00:44:47,504 --> 00:44:48,961
And I have a family.
669
00:44:51,774 --> 00:44:53,758
And I have two televisions.
670
00:44:55,774 --> 00:44:59,214
♪ Leaves are changing So am I ♪
671
00:45:02,044 --> 00:45:03,784
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