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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,001 --> 00:00:03,002 Previously, on "You"... 2 00:00:03,003 --> 00:00:06,171 Everyone just calls me Beck. And you're Joe... 3 00:00:06,172 --> 00:00:07,573 Goldberg. 4 00:00:07,574 --> 00:00:09,608 People find the one. I believe that. 5 00:00:09,609 --> 00:00:12,945 I was in love, once. Candace, she broke my heart. 6 00:00:12,946 --> 00:00:15,080 Beck, I should have seen the signs. 7 00:00:15,081 --> 00:00:16,548 But we never do. 8 00:00:16,549 --> 00:00:18,851 Exhibit A. Claudia, single parent. 9 00:00:18,852 --> 00:00:22,388 You think she knew Ron was a shitbag when she fell in love? 10 00:00:22,389 --> 00:00:23,722 You're a freak, so stay away from Paco. 11 00:00:23,723 --> 00:00:25,424 Because if you don't, I'm going to grab 12 00:00:25,425 --> 00:00:27,359 a steak knife, and I'll cut those freak eyes out. 13 00:00:27,360 --> 00:00:29,294 A guy needs to protect himself. 14 00:00:29,295 --> 00:00:31,830 I had to be sure you are safe. 15 00:00:31,831 --> 00:00:34,633 I just need to know who you really are. 16 00:00:34,634 --> 00:00:38,037 - You're smart. - Shit, my phone. 17 00:00:38,038 --> 00:00:39,638 Must have dropped it in the subway. 18 00:00:39,639 --> 00:00:42,307 Except in the ways you are really not, 19 00:00:42,308 --> 00:00:43,842 like not locking your phone. 20 00:00:43,843 --> 00:00:46,645 And that means I'm still logged into you. 21 00:00:46,646 --> 00:00:47,846 Maybe we could get a drink sometime? 22 00:00:47,847 --> 00:00:49,281 Sure. 23 00:00:49,282 --> 00:00:51,216 Hell, maybe I'm just a fool in love. 24 00:00:51,217 --> 00:00:52,885 It just feels right. 25 00:00:52,886 --> 00:00:55,320 I'm going to help you get the life you deserve. 26 00:00:55,321 --> 00:00:58,157 You have questionable taste in friends. 27 00:00:58,158 --> 00:01:01,326 Hey, man, I'm thinking, maybe... 28 00:01:01,327 --> 00:01:03,328 You fall for the wrong men. 29 00:01:03,329 --> 00:01:05,398 Get up on the fence! 30 00:01:07,867 --> 00:01:10,702 Beck, were you ever sleeping with your therapist? 31 00:01:10,703 --> 00:01:14,706 Yes, I cheated, but it's over now. 32 00:01:14,707 --> 00:01:15,974 What he did to me, one of these days, 33 00:01:15,975 --> 00:01:17,576 he's going to do to you. 34 00:01:17,577 --> 00:01:20,779 Maybe he'll do whatever the hell he did to Candace. 35 00:01:20,780 --> 00:01:22,214 I need you to tell me what happened with Candace. 36 00:01:22,215 --> 00:01:23,949 Why, why does that even matter? 37 00:01:23,950 --> 00:01:26,852 Because there's no evidence that she was in Italy at all. 38 00:01:26,853 --> 00:01:29,788 No one's heard a single word from her since she left. 39 00:01:29,789 --> 00:01:32,424 I know you, you won't stop asking questions 40 00:01:32,425 --> 00:01:34,259 until I do something about this. 41 00:01:34,260 --> 00:01:37,831 What the hell? 42 00:01:39,365 --> 00:01:40,833 I'll call you later. 43 00:01:40,834 --> 00:01:44,137 This, Beck, is between me and you. 44 00:01:51,010 --> 00:01:54,547 Joe, Joe! 46 00:02:17,637 --> 00:02:19,271 - Please, I'm sorry. - Move, move! 47 00:02:19,272 --> 00:02:20,706 I was just organizing the shelves. 48 00:02:20,707 --> 00:02:22,875 You think you know my business better than I do? 49 00:02:22,876 --> 00:02:26,478 Get in, and you'll stay in until you understand! 50 00:02:26,479 --> 00:02:27,513 Understand what? 51 00:02:27,514 --> 00:02:29,849 Who I am to you. 52 00:02:35,688 --> 00:02:37,688 Joe! 53 00:02:49,736 --> 00:02:51,736 Joe! 54 00:02:53,606 --> 00:02:55,606 Joe! 55 00:03:02,348 --> 00:03:04,384 I'm here. 56 00:03:08,821 --> 00:03:10,821 Joe. 57 00:03:15,328 --> 00:03:18,497 Why... 58 00:03:18,498 --> 00:03:20,498 am I in here? 59 00:03:22,035 --> 00:03:25,237 Well, that's good, because we're talking. 60 00:03:25,238 --> 00:03:26,405 We're getting it out in the open. 61 00:03:26,406 --> 00:03:29,942 - You hit me! - I'm sorry. 62 00:03:29,943 --> 00:03:31,543 Beck, I'm sorry. 63 00:03:31,544 --> 00:03:33,512 I just... I didn't want you to freak out. 64 00:03:33,513 --> 00:03:38,217 Joe, I am locked in a glass cage! 65 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:40,218 Temporarily. 66 00:03:42,422 --> 00:03:44,656 - How long? - What? 67 00:03:44,657 --> 00:03:48,093 How long are you going to keep me in here? 68 00:03:48,094 --> 00:03:50,062 If this is just temporary. 69 00:03:50,063 --> 00:03:52,297 Oh, honestly, I haven't thought that far ahead. 70 00:03:52,298 --> 00:03:54,600 I... I... 71 00:03:54,601 --> 00:03:58,704 I just... I need to know that I can trust you 72 00:03:58,705 --> 00:04:02,708 - to see the truth. - What truth is that? 73 00:04:02,709 --> 00:04:07,412 Everything I have done, I have done for you. 74 00:04:07,413 --> 00:04:10,115 Even this? 75 00:04:10,116 --> 00:04:12,116 Even this. 76 00:04:17,290 --> 00:04:20,492 Oh, God. 77 00:04:20,493 --> 00:04:24,296 I wish I knew what you were thinking. 78 00:04:24,297 --> 00:04:27,133 Tell me. 79 00:04:31,437 --> 00:04:33,939 What's in the box? 80 00:04:33,940 --> 00:04:37,075 Tell me. 81 00:04:37,076 --> 00:04:38,810 Tell me I'm crazy. 82 00:04:38,811 --> 00:04:44,150 Tell me you didn't kill Benji. 83 00:04:45,485 --> 00:04:48,755 Tell me you didn't kill Peach. 84 00:04:50,523 --> 00:04:53,593 If you knew what I knew. 85 00:04:57,697 --> 00:05:00,465 Shit, Beck, that's right. You have no idea. 86 00:05:00,466 --> 00:05:03,966 I promised you the truth, and I'm going to give you that. 87 00:05:06,406 --> 00:05:09,341 Wait, Joe. Don't leave! 88 00:05:09,342 --> 00:05:11,777 I'm not. 89 00:05:11,778 --> 00:05:14,946 We're going to get through this. 90 00:05:14,947 --> 00:05:16,782 Joe... 91 00:05:16,783 --> 00:05:18,917 Joe! 92 00:05:18,918 --> 00:05:20,986 No, Joe! 93 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:23,089 Joe, Joe! 94 00:05:30,763 --> 00:05:33,632 That could have gone worse. 95 00:05:33,633 --> 00:05:37,269 I knew you'd be scared. That's why I tried 96 00:05:37,270 --> 00:05:39,204 to protect you from the truth. 97 00:05:39,205 --> 00:05:43,275 And now, I need to protect us from the world, 98 00:05:43,276 --> 00:05:45,777 long enough to work this out. 99 00:05:45,778 --> 00:05:49,981 So, business as usual. They're the best cover. 100 00:05:49,982 --> 00:05:52,250 As far as your friends are concerned, 101 00:05:52,251 --> 00:05:54,420 you're going off the grid. 102 00:05:57,357 --> 00:06:00,325 And it wouldn't be a true social media detox 103 00:06:00,326 --> 00:06:03,129 without announcing it to the world. 104 00:06:07,967 --> 00:06:10,435 I'll be back soon. The basement is off limits 105 00:06:10,436 --> 00:06:11,737 until I finish open heart surgery 106 00:06:11,738 --> 00:06:13,805 on a first edition Sylvia Plath. 107 00:06:13,806 --> 00:06:16,908 Nice, what kind of condition is she in? 108 00:06:16,909 --> 00:06:20,345 Fragile. She's very fragile. 109 00:06:20,346 --> 00:06:23,582 Evidence, evidence is all I need 110 00:06:23,583 --> 00:06:27,285 to prove to you I'm not some sicko. 111 00:06:27,286 --> 00:06:30,590 I'm your protector. You'll see. 112 00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:36,261 Let's skip the "nothing to see here." 113 00:06:36,262 --> 00:06:38,230 - Get straight to moving along. - No, this is my building. 114 00:06:38,231 --> 00:06:40,198 - That's my neighbor, Claudia. - Your neighbor, huh? 115 00:06:40,199 --> 00:06:41,700 - Yeah. - So then you know the piece 116 00:06:41,701 --> 00:06:43,168 of shit who gave her a concussion? 117 00:06:43,169 --> 00:06:46,671 - Yeah, his name is Ron. - Oh, I know who he is. 118 00:06:46,672 --> 00:06:48,106 That's him. 119 00:06:48,107 --> 00:06:50,108 Why is he not in the back of your cruiser? 120 00:06:50,109 --> 00:06:53,078 Victim insisted it was an accident. 121 00:06:53,079 --> 00:06:55,814 She has a kid, Paco. Where is he? 122 00:06:55,815 --> 00:06:57,416 I didn't see any children in there. 123 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:59,417 Probably for the best. 124 00:07:05,458 --> 00:07:07,759 Joe. 125 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:09,394 You can't leave me in here. 126 00:07:09,395 --> 00:07:11,062 I'm not... I'm not. I'm sorry. 127 00:07:11,063 --> 00:07:13,465 Look, it's pointless to try to explain anything to you 128 00:07:13,466 --> 00:07:16,101 without evidence, so no more secrets. 129 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:18,137 Ask me anything. 130 00:07:21,741 --> 00:07:23,742 So we both knew Benji was a dick, right? 131 00:07:23,743 --> 00:07:25,743 What you didn't know... 132 00:07:27,947 --> 00:07:31,016 He was a murderer. He killed an innocent kid. 133 00:07:31,017 --> 00:07:32,984 He's, he's playing dead. He's playing dead. 134 00:07:32,985 --> 00:07:35,121 Oh, shit! 135 00:07:36,088 --> 00:07:38,790 No remorse, I fully maintain he was sociopathic, 136 00:07:38,791 --> 00:07:40,926 and dangerous, dangerous for you. 137 00:07:40,927 --> 00:07:44,463 And Peach, oh, she was obsessed. 138 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:46,398 And she was hoarding these for years. 139 00:07:46,399 --> 00:07:49,768 She needed to own you, to trap you, to make you her pet. 140 00:07:49,769 --> 00:07:52,938 And what happened once she was gone? 141 00:07:52,939 --> 00:07:56,409 You blossomed, you were published. 142 00:08:01,147 --> 00:08:05,951 I... I get why you'd be freaked, all stuffed in like this. 143 00:08:05,952 --> 00:08:07,752 But they're just mementos, you know? 144 00:08:07,753 --> 00:08:09,955 Like holding on to an old photograph. 145 00:08:09,956 --> 00:08:12,824 Or you wearing my shirt to sleep. 146 00:08:12,825 --> 00:08:14,125 You can't tell me that's so crazy. 147 00:08:14,126 --> 00:08:16,828 It's the stuff of a million love songs. 148 00:08:16,829 --> 00:08:18,263 I know this is a lot. 149 00:08:18,264 --> 00:08:19,698 Honestly, I'm terrified 150 00:08:19,699 --> 00:08:21,399 sharing this with you. 151 00:08:21,400 --> 00:08:23,134 But if we're being honest, 152 00:08:23,135 --> 00:08:24,936 your life has been better since you met me. 153 00:08:24,937 --> 00:08:26,805 You just didn't know how, or why. 154 00:08:26,806 --> 00:08:29,808 Until now. 155 00:08:29,809 --> 00:08:31,810 Beck, I love you. 156 00:08:31,811 --> 00:08:35,186 And loving someone means you will do anything for them. 157 00:08:46,058 --> 00:08:47,893 Benji's. 158 00:08:47,894 --> 00:08:49,996 I had to burn his body. 159 00:08:51,297 --> 00:08:53,164 - And Peach? - Well, she tried to kill me. 160 00:08:53,165 --> 00:08:55,033 That was straight-up self defense. 161 00:08:55,034 --> 00:08:57,936 - It was, it was self de... - Oh, God. 162 00:08:57,937 --> 00:09:00,005 - It's true. - Please don't. 163 00:09:00,006 --> 00:09:02,374 - No, please! - No, no, calm down, please. 164 00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:04,109 - Please don't hurt me! - Please calm down. 165 00:09:04,110 --> 00:09:05,944 No, you don't understand. Please calm down. 166 00:09:05,945 --> 00:09:07,579 - You killed them! - Beck, Beck, Beck. 167 00:09:07,580 --> 00:09:10,682 - You're a murderer, you freak! - No, that's not true! 168 00:09:10,683 --> 00:09:12,851 - No, you haven't... - Get away from me! 169 00:09:12,852 --> 00:09:14,219 - Please don't hurt me. - You don't understand. 170 00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:16,321 I would never hurt someone I love. 171 00:09:16,322 --> 00:09:20,825 Tell that to Candace, you sick fuck! 172 00:09:20,826 --> 00:09:22,929 You're not listening. 173 00:09:31,904 --> 00:09:34,706 Help! 174 00:09:34,707 --> 00:09:37,776 Help! 175 00:09:37,777 --> 00:09:42,380 Help! Help me, please! 176 00:09:42,381 --> 00:09:44,381 Please! 177 00:10:14,180 --> 00:10:16,047 Good morning. 178 00:10:16,048 --> 00:10:18,918 - Get away! - It's okay. 179 00:10:22,188 --> 00:10:24,222 What were you trying to do to me? 180 00:10:24,223 --> 00:10:27,125 I was just making it cozy. Look. 181 00:10:27,126 --> 00:10:29,728 You were sleeping so deep, I didn't want to disturb you. 182 00:10:29,729 --> 00:10:34,433 Well, consider me disturbed. 183 00:10:38,971 --> 00:10:41,473 Here, I brought you breakfast. 184 00:10:41,474 --> 00:10:44,409 Somehow, being inches from a bucket of my own pee 185 00:10:44,410 --> 00:10:47,412 has killed my appetite. 186 00:10:47,413 --> 00:10:49,314 Oh, well, I emptied the bucket, 187 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:52,690 in case you ever doubt what I'm willing to do for love. 188 00:10:55,554 --> 00:10:59,557 And you're not going to want to pass up avocado toast. 189 00:10:59,558 --> 00:11:05,830 From Dudley's, and coffee. Just how you like it. 190 00:11:05,831 --> 00:11:08,667 I always wondered what that was for. 191 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,702 Oh, yeah. 192 00:11:10,703 --> 00:11:14,839 Mooney claims he built it for secure cash transactions. 193 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:17,642 I never saw anybody down here but me. 194 00:11:17,643 --> 00:11:21,346 I spent a lot of time in here when I was younger. 195 00:11:21,347 --> 00:11:23,515 I was always getting into trouble. 196 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:25,283 Mooney... 197 00:11:25,284 --> 00:11:27,485 he... 198 00:11:27,486 --> 00:11:29,486 he was my Mr. Miyagi. 199 00:11:31,457 --> 00:11:33,825 If Miyagi was a Soviet prison guard. 200 00:11:33,826 --> 00:11:36,928 - Who am I to you? - You're an asshole. 201 00:11:36,929 --> 00:11:40,398 Yes, but who else do you have? 202 00:11:40,399 --> 00:11:43,635 Your father, who used your armpit for an ashtray? 203 00:11:43,636 --> 00:11:45,970 Your mother, who never did anything to stop him? 204 00:11:45,971 --> 00:11:49,841 Or maybe you miss that insect ridden group home 205 00:11:49,842 --> 00:11:51,309 that drove you to my doorstep. 206 00:11:51,310 --> 00:11:54,179 You don't care about me. 207 00:11:54,180 --> 00:11:57,615 This place could be your salvation. 208 00:11:57,616 --> 00:11:59,684 Here... 209 00:11:59,685 --> 00:12:01,453 you're safe, 210 00:12:01,454 --> 00:12:04,656 surrounded by the greatest works of humanity. 211 00:12:04,657 --> 00:12:10,328 With no choice but to absorb the wisdom of better men. 212 00:12:10,329 --> 00:12:12,464 Beck, in the end, the cage was a good thing for me. 213 00:12:12,465 --> 00:12:14,299 I'm hoping it will be the same for you. 214 00:12:14,300 --> 00:12:18,137 Look, look, hence, typewriter, paper, no distractions. 215 00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:24,677 It's the low tech writer's retreat you always wanted. 216 00:12:25,811 --> 00:12:28,848 I feel bad for you, Joe. 217 00:12:33,719 --> 00:12:36,721 Was that pity? Disgust? 218 00:12:36,722 --> 00:12:39,657 Empathy? 219 00:12:39,658 --> 00:12:42,694 Beck, I am really putting myself out there. 220 00:12:42,695 --> 00:12:44,329 The least you could do is acknowledge that. 221 00:12:44,330 --> 00:12:47,198 Hey, not today, little man. Hey, look at me! 222 00:12:47,199 --> 00:12:48,666 Are you out of your mind? What do you think you're doing? 223 00:12:48,667 --> 00:12:50,301 - Get your hands off him. - Hey, I caught this punk 224 00:12:50,302 --> 00:12:51,569 trying to steal the gun from the register. 225 00:12:51,570 --> 00:12:53,972 Okay, okay, all right. It's not loaded. 226 00:12:53,973 --> 00:12:56,075 Oh, it's loaded. I'll handle it. 227 00:13:02,381 --> 00:13:05,283 - This is not a toy. - I know, I'm not dumb. 228 00:13:05,284 --> 00:13:06,985 I think you are. I think only an idiot 229 00:13:06,986 --> 00:13:08,186 tries what you just pulled. 230 00:13:08,187 --> 00:13:09,821 I know why you want a gun, Paco. 231 00:13:09,822 --> 00:13:11,556 Even if you don't kill yourself with this thing first, 232 00:13:11,557 --> 00:13:14,359 the second you use it on Ron, your life is over. 233 00:13:14,360 --> 00:13:17,129 That is the definition of dumb. 234 00:13:23,769 --> 00:13:25,769 I'm sorry. 235 00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:28,740 I know that was harsh. 236 00:13:28,741 --> 00:13:30,909 It's a key to my place. 237 00:13:30,910 --> 00:13:32,510 You can go there, it's safe. 238 00:13:32,511 --> 00:13:34,779 Cool down, crash as long as you need to. 239 00:13:34,780 --> 00:13:36,780 And we'll talk about this later. 240 00:13:45,991 --> 00:13:49,561 I'm not thinking straight, and it's your fault. 241 00:13:49,562 --> 00:13:52,163 Beck, I can only buy us so much time. 242 00:13:52,164 --> 00:13:54,432 And my patience is wearing thin. 243 00:13:54,433 --> 00:13:56,100 - Joe, where have you been? - Hey. 244 00:13:56,101 --> 00:13:58,136 - Hey. - Let's skip the small talk. 245 00:13:58,137 --> 00:13:59,804 I just want to know if Beck is okay. 246 00:13:59,805 --> 00:14:01,840 - Wait, what do you mean okay? - We had a fight. 247 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:04,342 - I haven't heard from her. - Oh, I think it's okay 248 00:14:04,343 --> 00:14:05,910 to tell you, she's on a writing retreat. 249 00:14:05,911 --> 00:14:07,645 Yeah. 250 00:14:07,646 --> 00:14:11,249 - It's all good, relax. - She's not texting us, either. 251 00:14:11,250 --> 00:14:12,417 I just... I just want to know she's safe. 252 00:14:12,418 --> 00:14:13,952 Yeah. 253 00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:15,953 What was the fight about? 254 00:14:20,626 --> 00:14:23,061 I caught her cheating with her therapist. 255 00:14:23,062 --> 00:14:24,095 - No way. - What? 256 00:14:24,096 --> 00:14:25,296 Oh, my God, no way. 257 00:14:25,297 --> 00:14:26,831 Dr. Nicky? Is she kidding? 258 00:14:26,832 --> 00:14:29,000 - Oh, my God. - Beck! 259 00:14:29,001 --> 00:14:30,735 - Joe, I am so sorry. - Yeah. 260 00:14:30,736 --> 00:14:33,304 - So sorry. - I'm so sorry, we had no idea. 261 00:14:33,305 --> 00:14:35,707 I... I thought we could work through it, 262 00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:38,042 but then, she ghosted me. 263 00:14:38,043 --> 00:14:39,410 Wait, when she texted, 264 00:14:39,411 --> 00:14:40,712 she said that her retreat was therapeutic. 265 00:14:40,713 --> 00:14:42,013 You don't think that she's still... 266 00:14:42,014 --> 00:14:45,250 I mean... yeah. 267 00:14:45,251 --> 00:14:48,687 - Wow. - Wow. 268 00:14:52,191 --> 00:14:54,559 I really thought you two were endgame. 269 00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:57,195 It just kind of shakes your faith, you know? 270 00:14:57,196 --> 00:14:58,897 - I don't know. - Do you really believe 271 00:14:58,898 --> 00:15:00,431 that Beck and I are the real deal? 272 00:15:00,432 --> 00:15:05,236 Joe, I've known Beck a long time, and I have... 273 00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:06,804 I've never seen her happier. 274 00:15:06,805 --> 00:15:10,808 Or like, more grounded, or whatever. 275 00:15:10,809 --> 00:15:13,811 I really think that you bring out the best in her. 276 00:15:13,812 --> 00:15:16,814 I think she brings out the best in me, too. 277 00:15:16,815 --> 00:15:18,516 Hey, maybe it's not so bad. 278 00:15:18,517 --> 00:15:20,718 Maybe... maybe she's really on a writing retreat, you know? 279 00:15:20,719 --> 00:15:22,820 Or maybe she's just trying to dodge that P.I. 280 00:15:22,821 --> 00:15:24,389 because she doesn't feel like talking about Peach. 281 00:15:24,390 --> 00:15:26,457 P... wait, P.I.? What do you mean? 282 00:15:26,458 --> 00:15:28,860 Apparently, a Salinger would never commit suicide, 283 00:15:28,861 --> 00:15:29,994 according to the Salingers. 284 00:15:29,995 --> 00:15:31,462 It is so messed up. 285 00:15:31,463 --> 00:15:33,564 They hired this guy, I don't know. 286 00:15:33,565 --> 00:15:35,667 He's been asking Lynn and I all of these questions. 287 00:15:35,668 --> 00:15:37,702 He even used the term "foul play." 288 00:15:37,703 --> 00:15:39,871 Can you believe that? 289 00:15:39,872 --> 00:15:42,240 Joe, we both know what you did. 290 00:15:42,241 --> 00:15:44,376 Why are you surprised? 291 00:15:47,379 --> 00:15:49,547 I'm not going to finish these. 292 00:15:49,548 --> 00:15:52,583 Any of these wontons, you want them? 293 00:15:52,584 --> 00:15:54,584 Okay. 294 00:15:58,624 --> 00:16:00,624 Thank you. 295 00:16:02,361 --> 00:16:06,699 I recommend the ponzu. The sweet and sour's too sour. 296 00:16:08,634 --> 00:16:10,634 Noted. 297 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:17,742 You haven't started writing. 298 00:16:17,743 --> 00:16:19,077 I'm still waiting for that 299 00:16:19,078 --> 00:16:22,381 surge of inspiration I was promised. 300 00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:29,088 You... you seem like you're doing a little better. 301 00:16:31,924 --> 00:16:35,160 Maybe it's relative. 302 00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:41,332 I caught Paco trying to steal a gun from the register today. 303 00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:44,936 What? Why? 304 00:16:44,937 --> 00:16:47,171 Ron put Claudia in the hospital. 305 00:16:47,172 --> 00:16:51,409 So Paco, I tried talking to him. 306 00:16:51,410 --> 00:16:54,879 I think I just made him angrier. 307 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:58,216 Well, you got your girlfriend locked up in a cage. 308 00:16:58,217 --> 00:17:01,886 A P.I.'s snooping around, 309 00:17:01,887 --> 00:17:04,288 and you're worried about your neighbor's kid. 310 00:17:04,289 --> 00:17:09,761 - I know, it's pretty dumb. - No. 311 00:17:09,762 --> 00:17:11,762 It's sweet. 312 00:17:15,801 --> 00:17:17,936 Joe. 313 00:17:19,571 --> 00:17:21,806 I know... 314 00:17:21,807 --> 00:17:25,411 there is a good heart in there somewhere. 315 00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:34,018 Joe? 316 00:17:34,019 --> 00:17:36,019 Yeah? 317 00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,726 I have to pee. 318 00:17:47,666 --> 00:17:49,767 Oh, no, no, tell me you're not using 319 00:17:49,768 --> 00:17:53,004 Henry Pelham's cartography as a seat cover. 320 00:17:53,005 --> 00:17:55,606 Sorry, I couldn't find any Dan Brown. 321 00:17:55,607 --> 00:17:57,608 All right, I'll get out of here. 322 00:17:57,609 --> 00:17:59,609 Joe. 323 00:18:01,814 --> 00:18:04,782 Can I... can I just, 324 00:18:04,783 --> 00:18:08,352 please use the bathroom? 325 00:18:08,353 --> 00:18:13,357 Please, this is dehumanizing. 326 00:18:13,358 --> 00:18:16,028 You can trust me. 327 00:18:36,582 --> 00:18:37,882 Thank you. 328 00:18:37,883 --> 00:18:41,196 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 329 00:18:59,371 --> 00:19:02,874 - Joe... - I can't. 330 00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:05,610 I'm sorry. 331 00:19:05,611 --> 00:19:08,379 Joe. 332 00:19:08,380 --> 00:19:12,016 - Joe, please! - I'll be back in a little bit. 333 00:19:12,017 --> 00:19:15,253 Shit, shit, shit, shit. 334 00:19:15,254 --> 00:19:18,589 I'm so stupid. 335 00:19:18,590 --> 00:19:23,928 This whole time, I was wrong. 336 00:19:23,929 --> 00:19:27,031 - How did I not see this? - If you see this place 337 00:19:27,032 --> 00:19:29,800 as a prison, that's all you're going to be, a prisoner. 338 00:19:29,801 --> 00:19:32,737 If you see it as an opportunity for introspection, 339 00:19:32,738 --> 00:19:38,042 and growth, voila, we have a future together. 340 00:19:38,043 --> 00:19:40,444 You say you're a writer. 341 00:19:40,445 --> 00:19:43,214 I fell in love with a writer. 342 00:19:43,215 --> 00:19:46,384 Maybe you should be writing. 343 00:19:46,385 --> 00:19:48,853 Well, what now, Joe? 344 00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:52,256 You're going to go jerk off to my panties? 345 00:19:52,257 --> 00:19:56,128 Or do you need to cut someone up before you can get hard? 346 00:20:19,084 --> 00:20:21,486 How the hell did you end up here? 347 00:20:24,856 --> 00:20:26,591 Your life has been better since you met me. 348 00:20:26,592 --> 00:20:28,025 You just didn't know how or why. 349 00:20:28,026 --> 00:20:30,027 You paint me up to be this monster. 350 00:20:30,028 --> 00:20:33,466 Someone who can hurt people, who can do terrible things. 351 00:20:37,269 --> 00:20:41,839 You used to wrap yourself in fairy tales like a blanket. 352 00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:44,942 But it was the cold you loved. 353 00:20:44,943 --> 00:20:46,944 Sharp shivers as you uncovered 354 00:20:46,945 --> 00:20:50,147 the corpses of Bluebeard's wives. 355 00:20:50,148 --> 00:20:52,717 Sweeter goose bumps as Prince Charming 356 00:20:52,718 --> 00:20:55,620 slid one glass slipper over your little toes, 357 00:20:55,621 --> 00:20:57,621 a perfect fit. 358 00:20:59,691 --> 00:21:01,859 But by the schoolyard, real princesses 359 00:21:01,860 --> 00:21:04,629 floated by you on fall winds. 360 00:21:04,630 --> 00:21:07,131 You saw the gulf between you and the rich girls, 361 00:21:07,132 --> 00:21:11,269 and vowed to stop believing in fairy tales. 362 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:15,006 But the stories were in you, deep as poison. 363 00:21:15,007 --> 00:21:18,242 If Prince Charming was real, if he could save you... 364 00:21:18,243 --> 00:21:23,281 you needed to be saved from the unfairness of everything... 365 00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:26,017 when would he come? 366 00:21:26,018 --> 00:21:30,187 The answer was a cruel shrug in a hundred fleeting moments. 367 00:21:30,188 --> 00:21:32,857 The sneer on Stevie Smith's face 368 00:21:32,858 --> 00:21:34,925 when he called you a fat cow. 369 00:21:34,926 --> 00:21:37,561 Uncle Jeff's hand squeezing your ass 370 00:21:37,562 --> 00:21:39,297 in the Thanksgiving kitchen. 371 00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:42,166 The accusation in your father's eyes 372 00:21:42,167 --> 00:21:44,736 when you told him what happened. 373 00:21:47,439 --> 00:21:50,541 From every boy masquerading as a man that you let 374 00:21:50,542 --> 00:21:54,412 into your body, your heart, you learned you didn't have 375 00:21:54,413 --> 00:21:59,183 whatever magic turns a beast into a prince. 376 00:21:59,184 --> 00:22:00,651 You surrounded yourself 377 00:22:00,652 --> 00:22:03,954 with the girls you'd always resented, 378 00:22:03,955 --> 00:22:07,591 hoping to share their power, and you hated yourself. 379 00:22:07,592 --> 00:22:10,961 And that diminished you even more. 380 00:22:10,962 --> 00:22:13,331 And then, right when you thought 381 00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:18,370 you might just disappear, he saw you. 382 00:22:18,970 --> 00:22:21,839 And you knew, somewhere deep, it was too good to be true. 383 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:23,874 But you let yourself be swept, 384 00:22:23,875 --> 00:22:27,845 because he was the first strong enough to lift you. 385 00:22:27,846 --> 00:22:30,681 Now, in his castle, you understand Prince Charming 386 00:22:30,682 --> 00:22:34,051 and Bluebeard are the same man. 387 00:22:34,052 --> 00:22:39,657 And you don't get a happy end unless you love both of him. 388 00:22:39,658 --> 00:22:42,226 Didn't you want this? To be loved? 389 00:22:42,227 --> 00:22:44,228 Didn't you want him to crown you? 390 00:22:44,229 --> 00:22:47,365 Didn't you ask for it? Didn't you ask for it? 391 00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:49,533 Didn't you ask for it? 392 00:22:49,534 --> 00:22:51,569 So say you can live like this. 393 00:22:51,570 --> 00:22:53,704 Say you love him, say thank you, 394 00:22:53,705 --> 00:22:55,940 say anything but the truth. 395 00:22:55,941 --> 00:22:59,010 What if you can't love him back? 396 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:04,815 What if you're not the one? 397 00:23:04,816 --> 00:23:10,020 No, now is not the time to abandon principles. 398 00:23:10,021 --> 00:23:13,491 I have to believe love conquers all. 399 00:23:13,492 --> 00:23:18,629 And if you love me, it's only a matter of time. 400 00:23:18,630 --> 00:23:22,501 But time is not on our side. 401 00:23:25,170 --> 00:23:28,939 I don't want to think worst case. 402 00:23:28,940 --> 00:23:31,108 I don't like having to scour your place 403 00:23:31,109 --> 00:23:34,445 for evidence that'd link me to your disappearance. 404 00:23:34,446 --> 00:23:37,848 It's all starting to feel a little dirty. 405 00:23:37,849 --> 00:23:41,519 Because I'm not doing it for you anymore. 406 00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:44,488 I'm doing it for me. 407 00:23:44,489 --> 00:23:48,126 And I'm not a selfish person. 408 00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:54,999 You said you believe I have a good heart somewhere. 409 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:58,569 I hope you don't mind if I take a minute to look for it. 410 00:23:58,570 --> 00:24:00,971 Claudia. 411 00:24:00,972 --> 00:24:04,475 - Joe, what are you doing here? - I'm looking for Paco. 412 00:24:04,476 --> 00:24:06,677 - Is Ron around? - No. 413 00:24:06,678 --> 00:24:09,547 And I was hoping that Paco went to find you. 414 00:24:09,548 --> 00:24:12,116 I lost my cell phone when... 415 00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:14,318 The nurses said they tried calling the apartment, 416 00:24:14,319 --> 00:24:15,453 but nobody answered. 417 00:24:15,454 --> 00:24:16,687 So you... you have no idea 418 00:24:16,688 --> 00:24:19,490 where your son is? 419 00:24:19,491 --> 00:24:21,859 Jesus, Claudia. 420 00:24:21,860 --> 00:24:24,395 So damn easy to judge, huh? Who the hell are you? 421 00:24:24,396 --> 00:24:26,197 I'm the only one in this city 422 00:24:26,198 --> 00:24:28,365 who cares about your son, apparently. 423 00:24:28,366 --> 00:24:30,801 Why do you do this? Why do you protect the man 424 00:24:30,802 --> 00:24:32,937 who does this to you over your child? 425 00:24:32,938 --> 00:24:34,705 Over and over. You're his mother. 426 00:24:34,706 --> 00:24:37,408 Mothers are supposed to protect their children 427 00:24:37,409 --> 00:24:40,177 - from men like him. - I don't need a concerned 428 00:24:40,178 --> 00:24:42,379 neighbor bursting in here and blaming me 429 00:24:42,380 --> 00:24:44,483 for my own concussion. 430 00:24:46,852 --> 00:24:50,120 Ron has connections. He's made threats. 431 00:24:50,121 --> 00:24:54,024 You want to know why he's still in the picture? 432 00:24:54,025 --> 00:24:58,129 I stand up to him, I lose my boy. 433 00:25:01,933 --> 00:25:04,768 I'm sorry, I didn't know that. 434 00:25:04,769 --> 00:25:07,004 Yeah, of course you didn't. 435 00:25:07,005 --> 00:25:10,241 You have no idea what it takes to live my life. 436 00:25:10,242 --> 00:25:13,677 They don't write books about women like me. 437 00:25:13,678 --> 00:25:15,678 No one would think to. 438 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:25,522 Joe Goldberg. 439 00:25:27,993 --> 00:25:30,227 Hello, P.I. Have we met? 440 00:25:30,228 --> 00:25:32,263 Hi, I work for the family of Peach Salinger. 441 00:25:32,264 --> 00:25:34,164 Just a couple of quick questions. 442 00:25:34,165 --> 00:25:37,201 - Oh, okay, sure, of course. - How well did you know Peach? 443 00:25:37,202 --> 00:25:39,236 He's asking, but he knows already. 444 00:25:39,237 --> 00:25:42,106 Not well, through my ex, Guinevere Beck. 445 00:25:42,107 --> 00:25:44,108 Well enough to be saddened by her passing. 446 00:25:44,109 --> 00:25:45,876 You been to her house in Greenwich? 447 00:25:45,877 --> 00:25:49,013 That's where she died, right? No, no. 448 00:25:49,014 --> 00:25:50,314 I heard about it through Beck. 449 00:25:50,315 --> 00:25:51,849 I know that Peach was having a hard time 450 00:25:51,850 --> 00:25:53,217 when they were out there. 451 00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:55,052 ...yeah. 452 00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:56,654 I think you should talk to Beck. 453 00:25:56,655 --> 00:25:59,657 I've been trying to get a hold of Beck, actually. 454 00:25:59,658 --> 00:26:03,427 Yeah, well, we... we broke up. 455 00:26:03,428 --> 00:26:06,030 So I'm not really in touch. 456 00:26:06,031 --> 00:26:07,264 In fact, if you found me, that means 457 00:26:07,265 --> 00:26:09,166 you probably found Lynn, Beck's friend. 458 00:26:09,167 --> 00:26:12,469 She's the one to ask. Beck, she might be out of town. 459 00:26:12,470 --> 00:26:15,806 Writing, she does that, so. 460 00:26:15,807 --> 00:26:17,107 Good luck. It was nice to meet you. 461 00:26:17,108 --> 00:26:18,776 You spend a lot of time at her place 462 00:26:18,777 --> 00:26:20,477 when she's out of town? 463 00:26:20,478 --> 00:26:21,845 Shit. 464 00:26:21,846 --> 00:26:23,781 Well, I... He saw me. 465 00:26:23,782 --> 00:26:25,583 I... I still have a key. 466 00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:27,351 No... in fact, I had a key. 467 00:26:27,352 --> 00:26:29,352 I returned it last night. 468 00:26:31,323 --> 00:26:33,357 Should I be worried? Are you following me? 469 00:26:33,358 --> 00:26:36,660 Did your ex ever tell you that Peach had a stalker? 470 00:26:36,661 --> 00:26:38,362 I mean, I know... 471 00:26:38,363 --> 00:26:41,065 I remember the awful Central Park incident. 472 00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:42,633 Peach was attacked, right? 473 00:26:42,634 --> 00:26:44,435 But I wasn't aware it was anything 474 00:26:44,436 --> 00:26:45,569 more than a random robbery. 475 00:26:45,570 --> 00:26:46,837 Same individual may have been 476 00:26:46,838 --> 00:26:48,939 in the house the weekend Peach died. 477 00:26:48,940 --> 00:26:51,742 - Seriously? - Found an item. 478 00:26:51,743 --> 00:26:54,980 - We're testing it for DNA now. - Wow. 479 00:26:57,282 --> 00:26:58,882 That would be crazy. 480 00:26:58,883 --> 00:27:00,985 I forgot the goddamn jar. 481 00:27:00,986 --> 00:27:04,021 Well, if it's true, I hope you find the guy. 482 00:27:04,022 --> 00:27:06,357 I should have pissed myself. 483 00:27:06,358 --> 00:27:08,592 Let me know if there's anything I can do. 484 00:27:08,593 --> 00:27:10,127 Thanks, Joe. 485 00:27:10,128 --> 00:27:13,464 You mind calling if you think of anything else? 486 00:27:13,465 --> 00:27:15,099 Yeah. 487 00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:16,967 But does urine even hold DNA? 488 00:27:16,968 --> 00:27:19,670 Will do, Ross, yeah. 489 00:27:19,671 --> 00:27:23,007 One thing I learned from my own time in the cage, Beck. 490 00:27:23,008 --> 00:27:25,476 Never let yourself panic. 491 00:27:25,477 --> 00:27:28,345 No matter how bad it is, you find a way 492 00:27:28,346 --> 00:27:30,849 to stay calm, and keep your wits. 493 00:27:50,135 --> 00:27:55,239 I've been stupid to be mad. I messed up. 494 00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:59,376 And you're trying to help me do better. 495 00:27:59,377 --> 00:28:02,413 I know it's hard to understand. 496 00:28:02,414 --> 00:28:04,982 But sometimes, we do difficult things 497 00:28:04,983 --> 00:28:07,152 out of caring for someone. 498 00:28:13,792 --> 00:28:16,860 I know the demons that drive you. 499 00:28:16,861 --> 00:28:19,763 I have them, too. 500 00:28:19,764 --> 00:28:23,267 It takes discipline... 501 00:28:23,268 --> 00:28:25,436 to prevail. 502 00:28:25,437 --> 00:28:30,340 That's why I work you so hard, why I demand perfection. 503 00:28:30,341 --> 00:28:32,776 My love for the books, respect. 504 00:28:32,777 --> 00:28:36,013 I'm trying to teach you a code to live by so that 505 00:28:36,014 --> 00:28:38,816 you don't end up like your father. 506 00:28:38,817 --> 00:28:41,351 And when I fail, you lock me in. 507 00:28:41,352 --> 00:28:43,554 Exactly. 508 00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:46,056 Because I love you. 509 00:28:46,057 --> 00:28:48,258 I only hope it will be enough. 510 00:28:48,259 --> 00:28:50,259 Hey. 511 00:28:53,031 --> 00:28:55,099 Hey, I'm sorry that I... 512 00:28:55,100 --> 00:28:58,103 that I went a little crazy before. 513 00:29:01,506 --> 00:29:03,506 What's for dinner? 514 00:29:13,718 --> 00:29:17,020 What's wrong? What happened? 515 00:29:17,021 --> 00:29:20,290 Remember the P.I.? He paid a visit. 516 00:29:20,291 --> 00:29:22,259 You should have seen him. 517 00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:25,096 I don't think he bought a word I said. 518 00:29:31,903 --> 00:29:34,505 I'm not a killer. 519 00:29:34,506 --> 00:29:37,040 I didn't plan this. 520 00:29:37,041 --> 00:29:40,210 Like, if I was some premeditated, 521 00:29:40,211 --> 00:29:42,079 cold-blooded monster, I wouldn't have missed 522 00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:43,280 anything that would come back to 523 00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:46,583 bite me in the ass like this. 524 00:29:46,584 --> 00:29:49,286 What did you miss? 525 00:29:49,287 --> 00:29:50,921 It doesn't matter, unless it does. 526 00:29:50,922 --> 00:29:53,991 In which case, you'll know, because I'll go to prison. 527 00:29:53,992 --> 00:29:56,493 You might get exactly what you want. 528 00:29:56,494 --> 00:29:59,830 I'll go down for something I did for you. 529 00:29:59,831 --> 00:30:01,231 And you love that, right? 530 00:30:01,232 --> 00:30:03,982 I mean that's... that's what you think of me. 531 00:30:05,436 --> 00:30:07,571 No. 532 00:30:07,572 --> 00:30:10,207 That's not true. 533 00:30:10,208 --> 00:30:12,376 You're not a monster, Joe. 534 00:30:12,377 --> 00:30:15,012 I know... I know I've said some stuff, 535 00:30:15,013 --> 00:30:18,482 but come on, you can't expect me to be chill. 536 00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:20,485 I mean, look at us. 537 00:30:22,453 --> 00:30:25,489 For the record... 538 00:30:25,490 --> 00:30:27,625 I don't hate you. 539 00:30:30,028 --> 00:30:35,899 I am trying so hard to understand you. 540 00:30:35,900 --> 00:30:39,671 And can you blame me if I need a little help getting there? 541 00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:47,144 And what about Paco? 542 00:30:47,145 --> 00:30:48,545 What about Paco? 543 00:30:48,546 --> 00:30:50,914 If you go to jail, the kid is screwed, right? 544 00:30:50,915 --> 00:30:52,616 You think that's what I want? 545 00:30:52,617 --> 00:30:55,352 You're the only person who is there for him. 546 00:30:55,353 --> 00:30:57,321 And I think about what happens 547 00:30:57,322 --> 00:31:01,892 to people who don't have anyone. 548 00:31:01,893 --> 00:31:05,028 Joe, for Paco, okay? 549 00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:07,664 Let's try and figure out a way through this, 550 00:31:07,665 --> 00:31:10,768 so that you can... 551 00:31:12,871 --> 00:31:17,675 so that we can be there for him. 552 00:31:19,477 --> 00:31:21,278 Claudia? 553 00:31:21,279 --> 00:31:22,579 Just open the door, I want... 554 00:31:22,580 --> 00:31:24,749 I just want to talk to you, just... 555 00:31:26,451 --> 00:31:28,753 Hey, let me in. I just want... 556 00:31:44,202 --> 00:31:46,905 You piece of shit! 557 00:32:04,689 --> 00:32:06,689 Paco. 558 00:32:10,662 --> 00:32:15,198 Paco, come here, I want to talk to you. 559 00:32:15,199 --> 00:32:16,700 Paco, come here. 560 00:32:16,701 --> 00:32:19,404 I'm not... I'm not going to hurt you. 561 00:32:30,114 --> 00:32:31,448 Paco? 562 00:32:31,449 --> 00:32:32,983 Paco, get over here, 563 00:32:32,984 --> 00:32:35,920 I want to talk to you. 564 00:32:42,327 --> 00:32:45,263 Paco, come out here. 565 00:32:49,767 --> 00:32:51,635 You're dead. 566 00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:53,671 Hey, Ron. 567 00:33:06,217 --> 00:33:08,786 - Joe! - Paco. 568 00:33:20,264 --> 00:33:22,032 Okay, this is what I need you to do 569 00:33:22,033 --> 00:33:25,869 so no one finds out about this, because people are not really 570 00:33:25,870 --> 00:33:28,238 going to believe us about the way that it happened, right? 571 00:33:28,239 --> 00:33:29,806 Okay, there's blood in the hall. 572 00:33:29,807 --> 00:33:31,908 You need to clean that up with soap and water. 573 00:33:31,909 --> 00:33:34,077 And then hit those spots with bleach, really pour it on. 574 00:33:34,078 --> 00:33:36,213 All right, now this next part might sound a little weird, 575 00:33:36,214 --> 00:33:39,082 but I think it might do the trick. 576 00:33:39,083 --> 00:33:40,550 You see this, it's Ron's phone. 577 00:33:40,551 --> 00:33:44,087 I'm going to be texting your mom from it. 578 00:33:44,088 --> 00:33:48,125 Maybe Ron's boss, a few of his friends. 579 00:33:48,126 --> 00:33:49,593 So they think he's still alive. 580 00:33:49,594 --> 00:33:52,362 Exactly, so I'm going to keep that going. 581 00:33:52,363 --> 00:33:54,631 I'm going to take it far away from here, get rid of it. 582 00:33:54,632 --> 00:33:59,504 All you have to do is say you don't know where he is. 583 00:34:03,207 --> 00:34:05,207 Shit. 584 00:34:08,079 --> 00:34:11,515 Ron will never hurt or scare you 585 00:34:11,516 --> 00:34:13,984 or your mom ever again, and I'm sorry. 586 00:34:13,985 --> 00:34:16,119 I'm so sorry you had to see that, 587 00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,120 but it's over. 588 00:34:19,590 --> 00:34:22,893 It's all over now, forever. Right? 589 00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:27,231 - He was a bad man. - Yeah. 590 00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:31,234 He was. 591 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,798 Does that mean it was right to kill him? 592 00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:38,642 Sometimes... 593 00:34:38,643 --> 00:34:42,979 we do bad things for the people we love. 594 00:34:42,980 --> 00:34:44,314 It doesn't mean it's right. 595 00:34:44,315 --> 00:34:47,452 It means love is more important. 596 00:34:49,787 --> 00:34:51,822 All right, go on. 597 00:34:51,823 --> 00:34:55,559 I believe that, Beck. Love is more important. 598 00:34:55,560 --> 00:34:58,328 But the world is a cruel place. 599 00:34:58,329 --> 00:35:00,097 If I get caught for any of this, 600 00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:03,133 I doubt a jury will see it the same way. 601 00:35:03,134 --> 00:35:05,802 And you. 602 00:35:05,803 --> 00:35:07,938 Will you? 603 00:35:07,939 --> 00:35:10,274 There you are. 604 00:35:13,911 --> 00:35:15,911 Read this, Joe. 605 00:35:30,795 --> 00:35:34,364 A blind verse rendition of your love story with Dr. Nicky? 606 00:35:34,365 --> 00:35:36,868 Keep reading. 607 00:35:46,077 --> 00:35:48,445 What exactly is this? 608 00:35:48,446 --> 00:35:51,581 It's the story of everything that happened 609 00:35:51,582 --> 00:35:55,986 once I started having an affair with my therapist. 610 00:35:55,987 --> 00:35:59,389 I was broken, and trusting, and I needed help. 611 00:35:59,390 --> 00:36:02,792 And he, little did I know, he was obsessive, 612 00:36:02,793 --> 00:36:06,663 and very sick, and would stop at nothing to get closer to me. 613 00:36:06,664 --> 00:36:10,233 And if you skip to the end, there's this part 614 00:36:10,234 --> 00:36:12,002 where I talk about a box of mementos 615 00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:15,338 that I found on Nicky's property, evidence. 616 00:36:15,339 --> 00:36:19,209 A jar of teeth. 617 00:36:19,210 --> 00:36:22,145 Joe, don't you see? 618 00:36:22,146 --> 00:36:24,814 Nicky is your way out, Joe. 619 00:36:24,815 --> 00:36:27,884 Our way out. 620 00:36:27,885 --> 00:36:29,987 It's perfect. 621 00:36:32,857 --> 00:36:34,491 I get it now. 622 00:36:34,492 --> 00:36:36,560 - You get what? - You. 623 00:36:36,561 --> 00:36:39,396 You did everything... 624 00:36:39,397 --> 00:36:40,897 for me. 625 00:36:40,898 --> 00:36:44,901 No one has ever loved me the way that you love me. 626 00:36:44,902 --> 00:36:50,974 I mean, you... you gave me everything. 627 00:36:50,975 --> 00:36:54,978 Let me give this to you. 628 00:36:54,979 --> 00:36:56,846 I mean it. 629 00:36:56,847 --> 00:36:58,915 I understand. 630 00:36:58,916 --> 00:36:59,750 I was scared. 631 00:36:59,751 --> 00:37:01,685 I could have done something... 632 00:37:01,686 --> 00:37:04,554 something really stupid when I found that box, 633 00:37:04,555 --> 00:37:08,525 But this, this... 634 00:37:08,526 --> 00:37:10,260 gave me time to think. 635 00:37:10,261 --> 00:37:12,762 I hurt you. I scared you. 636 00:37:12,763 --> 00:37:17,634 I understand if you hate me. 637 00:37:17,635 --> 00:37:22,105 I love you, actually. 638 00:37:22,106 --> 00:37:23,607 More than ever. 639 00:37:23,608 --> 00:37:26,176 And I can wait until you're ready. 640 00:37:26,177 --> 00:37:29,412 It's not so bad in here. 641 00:37:29,413 --> 00:37:34,017 You take care of me, and no one has ever 642 00:37:34,018 --> 00:37:36,419 taken care of me before, 643 00:37:36,420 --> 00:37:38,154 not like you. 644 00:37:38,155 --> 00:37:41,091 It's all I ever wanted to do. 645 00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:42,325 And when you're ready, 646 00:37:42,326 --> 00:37:44,294 we can take my story public. 647 00:37:44,295 --> 00:37:47,764 And then, you and I, we can go somewhere and start our life. 648 00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:52,802 And... and I... I haven't, I haven't thought beyond that, 649 00:37:52,803 --> 00:37:55,805 but Joe, I... 650 00:37:55,806 --> 00:38:01,344 I know that I am better with you than without you. 651 00:38:01,345 --> 00:38:03,947 Beck... 652 00:38:03,948 --> 00:38:06,583 Oh, if you were in here, this would be our moment to kiss. 653 00:38:06,584 --> 00:38:10,488 It's like, the music swells and everything. 654 00:38:14,525 --> 00:38:16,826 But I know... 655 00:38:16,827 --> 00:38:19,896 I know you don't trust me enough yet. 656 00:38:19,897 --> 00:38:21,897 I get it. 657 00:38:24,101 --> 00:38:26,704 Oh, we're crazy. 658 00:39:15,152 --> 00:39:17,152 Beck! 659 00:39:23,427 --> 00:39:24,794 Wait, wait, wait, please. 660 00:39:24,795 --> 00:39:26,296 Wait... I know... I know you're angry, I know. 661 00:39:26,297 --> 00:39:29,366 You have no idea what I am, you fucking psychopath! 662 00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:31,134 I knew it was too good to be true. 663 00:39:31,135 --> 00:39:33,269 What, all the nice things I said to you 664 00:39:33,270 --> 00:39:35,872 while I was locked in a cage? 665 00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:39,743 You actually believe that all of this is somehow justified? 666 00:39:39,744 --> 00:39:42,979 - It is. - Fuck, you are insane. 667 00:39:42,980 --> 00:39:44,881 You think that you did some bad shit, 668 00:39:44,882 --> 00:39:46,216 and that I did some bad shit, 669 00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:49,319 and that this... this is equivalent? 670 00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:52,389 Yeah, I lied, I cheated, 671 00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:54,691 but I... I didn't stalk you. 672 00:39:54,692 --> 00:39:58,361 I didn't hit you. I didn't kill people. 673 00:39:58,362 --> 00:39:59,596 I didn't do any of this! 674 00:39:59,597 --> 00:40:00,997 There's not a line 675 00:40:00,998 --> 00:40:03,900 in the world that I wouldn't cross for you. 676 00:40:03,901 --> 00:40:06,569 I didn't ask you to swoop in for me. 677 00:40:06,570 --> 00:40:07,637 But you did, your life was a mess. 678 00:40:07,638 --> 00:40:09,472 Yes, but it was my life. 679 00:40:09,473 --> 00:40:13,543 And I didn't need some sociopath on a white horse 680 00:40:13,544 --> 00:40:14,844 to clean house. 681 00:40:14,845 --> 00:40:16,746 I mean, what gives you the right? 682 00:40:16,747 --> 00:40:20,050 You thought that I would be grateful? 683 00:40:23,020 --> 00:40:25,321 You. 684 00:40:25,322 --> 00:40:27,924 You're him. 685 00:40:27,925 --> 00:40:29,993 You are the bad thing. 686 00:40:29,994 --> 00:40:33,563 You are the thing that you should have killed. 687 00:40:33,564 --> 00:40:35,999 If you let me out... 688 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:37,834 - we can just talk... - You know what I think? 689 00:40:37,835 --> 00:40:41,805 I think that this was all just an excuse. 690 00:40:41,806 --> 00:40:45,074 An excuse to justify creeping into girls' lives, 691 00:40:45,075 --> 00:40:48,111 and violating the shit out of them. 692 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:49,279 I think you love it! 693 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,482 - The power, you love it! - No, I don't. 694 00:40:52,483 --> 00:40:54,017 I think that this, this was 695 00:40:54,018 --> 00:40:57,187 the perfect excuse to take out people, like... 696 00:40:57,188 --> 00:40:59,289 like Benji, and Peach, 697 00:40:59,290 --> 00:41:00,623 who have always looked down on you 698 00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:03,126 and your whole miserable life. 699 00:41:03,127 --> 00:41:06,563 God, but you... you are not special. 700 00:41:06,564 --> 00:41:08,598 You're broken. 701 00:41:08,599 --> 00:41:10,901 I could never love you. 702 00:41:13,103 --> 00:41:17,507 Rot in there, you psychotic asshole. 703 00:41:17,508 --> 00:41:21,345 You're going to spend the rest of your life in jail. 704 00:41:32,456 --> 00:41:34,456 Joe? 705 00:41:42,967 --> 00:41:46,236 Help! 706 00:41:46,237 --> 00:41:48,204 Help! 707 00:41:48,205 --> 00:41:51,274 Help! 708 00:41:51,275 --> 00:41:52,475 Paco. 709 00:41:52,476 --> 00:41:53,943 Paco, thank God. I need your help. 710 00:41:53,944 --> 00:41:55,178 Open this door right now. 711 00:41:55,179 --> 00:41:58,915 Joe, he is downstairs, and he's crazy. 712 00:41:58,916 --> 00:42:00,717 - Joe? - Paco. 713 00:42:00,718 --> 00:42:03,553 He has killed people. He's going to kill me. 714 00:42:03,554 --> 00:42:06,055 Open this door right now. 715 00:42:06,056 --> 00:42:10,860 Paco, open the door! Open the door, please! 716 00:42:10,861 --> 00:42:14,265 Please, Paco, no! No, Paco! 717 00:42:18,569 --> 00:42:20,569 Keys, keys. 718 00:42:33,551 --> 00:42:35,618 When Mooney locked me in, I learned a big lesson. 719 00:42:35,619 --> 00:42:39,323 Hide a spare key so you can get out of the goddamn cage. 720 00:42:41,825 --> 00:42:44,160 I didn't want it to be like this, Beck. 721 00:42:44,161 --> 00:42:46,396 I know. 722 00:42:46,397 --> 00:42:48,998 I know, just... 723 00:42:48,999 --> 00:42:51,201 put me back in there. 724 00:43:38,349 --> 00:43:40,850 These have been selling like crazy. 725 00:43:40,851 --> 00:43:42,285 Is it true she worked here? 726 00:43:42,286 --> 00:43:44,153 Yeah, it's true. I knew her well. 727 00:43:44,154 --> 00:43:46,689 I'm so sorry. It's really tragic. 728 00:43:46,690 --> 00:43:48,424 It's pretty weird when someone dies, 729 00:43:48,425 --> 00:43:51,527 and you literally can't get away from them on the news. 730 00:43:51,528 --> 00:43:54,664 Enjoy the book. She was a really good writer. 731 00:43:54,665 --> 00:43:57,734 You really were, Beck. 732 00:43:57,735 --> 00:44:00,903 I miss you so much. 733 00:44:00,904 --> 00:44:02,972 It's been a weird four months. 734 00:44:02,973 --> 00:44:06,176 I had to do a lot for you, in the end. 735 00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:22,125 You wrote the story. 736 00:44:22,126 --> 00:44:25,728 All I did was bring it to life. 737 00:44:25,729 --> 00:44:27,563 The story was perfect. 738 00:44:27,564 --> 00:44:30,768 So everyone believed it. 739 00:44:35,305 --> 00:44:37,807 Doctor, Doctor! 740 00:44:37,808 --> 00:44:39,509 What drove you to murder Guinevere Beck? 741 00:44:39,510 --> 00:44:41,778 Yes, she was definitely having an affair 742 00:44:41,779 --> 00:44:42,779 with her therapist. 743 00:44:42,780 --> 00:44:43,980 That evil. 744 00:44:43,981 --> 00:44:45,348 You know her friend, Peach Salinger, 745 00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:47,150 was trying to get Beck to stop seeing him, 746 00:44:47,151 --> 00:44:49,886 so it's like, did that psycho kill Peach, too? 747 00:44:49,887 --> 00:44:51,788 I received the manuscript in the mail. 748 00:44:51,789 --> 00:44:55,224 It was odd, but far and away the most moving prose I'd read 749 00:44:55,225 --> 00:44:56,793 since Zadie's second to last. 750 00:44:56,794 --> 00:44:58,695 It was also the most horrifying 751 00:44:58,696 --> 00:45:02,265 because I came to understand that Beck was illuminating 752 00:45:02,266 --> 00:45:05,034 her very own imminent murder. 753 00:45:05,035 --> 00:45:06,602 That's when I knew. 754 00:45:06,603 --> 00:45:10,606 I had to show it to my literary agent right away. 755 00:45:10,607 --> 00:45:12,175 It's true, maybe not everyone 756 00:45:12,176 --> 00:45:13,443 was completely convinced. 757 00:45:13,444 --> 00:45:15,144 Bullshit. 758 00:45:15,145 --> 00:45:17,313 But you know what, doesn't matter. 759 00:45:17,314 --> 00:45:19,382 The evidence was overwhelming. 760 00:45:19,383 --> 00:45:23,753 Thanks to your hard work, and mine. 761 00:45:23,754 --> 00:45:27,657 It's the last thing we ever did together. 762 00:45:27,658 --> 00:45:30,393 In the end, you couldn't love me. 763 00:45:30,394 --> 00:45:33,896 I feel at peace with that now, because I loved you 764 00:45:33,897 --> 00:45:36,299 the absolute best that I could. 765 00:45:36,300 --> 00:45:38,367 And I gave you what you wanted. 766 00:45:38,368 --> 00:45:40,570 I feel good about that. I helped you become 767 00:45:40,571 --> 00:45:42,772 the writer you so wanted to be. 768 00:45:42,773 --> 00:45:46,309 Your lurid memoir of Dr. Nicky was the lede, 769 00:45:46,310 --> 00:45:48,211 but I cobbled that manuscript together 770 00:45:48,212 --> 00:45:50,680 from every one of your pieces fit to print. 771 00:45:50,681 --> 00:45:54,584 The book is yours, Beck, and it made you famous. 772 00:45:54,585 --> 00:45:58,921 It's sad you're not here to see it. 773 00:45:58,922 --> 00:46:02,659 But I know you would be so happy. 774 00:46:11,535 --> 00:46:16,305 - So, California. - Yeah, that's great, you know? 775 00:46:16,306 --> 00:46:17,974 You got the job. Paco's going to love it. 776 00:46:17,975 --> 00:46:22,311 Yeah, I think so. Weather's so good. 777 00:46:22,312 --> 00:46:26,549 - So, Ron? - Disappeared into thin air. 778 00:46:26,550 --> 00:46:28,518 I don't get it, but 779 00:46:28,519 --> 00:46:30,753 you know, everyone knew he was a troubled guy. 780 00:46:30,754 --> 00:46:32,121 He had gambling debts, who knows. 781 00:46:32,122 --> 00:46:34,524 It's for the best. 782 00:46:34,525 --> 00:46:37,794 I know I haven't always been the nicest about it, 783 00:46:37,795 --> 00:46:39,428 but... 784 00:46:39,429 --> 00:46:41,597 thanks for always being so good to my son. 785 00:46:41,598 --> 00:46:44,967 That's... it's nothing. 786 00:46:44,968 --> 00:46:46,235 Really. 787 00:46:46,236 --> 00:46:47,737 Yeah. 788 00:46:47,738 --> 00:46:50,174 I'll let you say good-bye. 789 00:46:55,646 --> 00:46:57,947 Hey, Pac. 790 00:46:57,948 --> 00:47:01,918 - I'll miss you. - Me too. 791 00:47:01,919 --> 00:47:04,086 Hey, you know, it's okay 792 00:47:04,087 --> 00:47:07,323 if things are hard sometimes. 793 00:47:07,324 --> 00:47:09,926 You can still be a good person, 794 00:47:09,927 --> 00:47:11,327 and have a really good life. 795 00:47:11,328 --> 00:47:13,963 That's what I want for you. 796 00:47:13,964 --> 00:47:16,733 This is good, a fresh start. 797 00:47:20,137 --> 00:47:23,973 You can put the bad things behind you. 798 00:47:23,974 --> 00:47:26,609 Yeah. 799 00:47:26,610 --> 00:47:29,146 You too. 800 00:47:33,050 --> 00:47:35,251 I'm trying, I am. 801 00:47:35,252 --> 00:47:36,919 But I'll admit, 802 00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:41,524 it's getting harder to live with so much heartbreak. 803 00:47:41,525 --> 00:47:46,662 And there are days, I just don't believe in love. 804 00:47:46,663 --> 00:47:49,799 I tell myself to keep my heart open, 805 00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:52,735 that in the end, I was wrong about you. 806 00:47:52,736 --> 00:47:55,838 Every relationship teaches us hard lessons, right? 807 00:47:55,839 --> 00:47:58,174 That's their gift, to make us ready for the day 808 00:47:58,175 --> 00:48:02,378 when someone, maybe the one, walks in 809 00:48:02,379 --> 00:48:04,781 who could truly love us... 810 00:48:06,383 --> 00:48:09,186 And we could truly love them. 811 00:48:11,555 --> 00:48:13,723 Well. 812 00:48:13,724 --> 00:48:16,659 Hello, there. 813 00:48:16,660 --> 00:48:18,928 Who are you? 814 00:48:18,929 --> 00:48:21,197 You've got that hoodie. 815 00:48:21,198 --> 00:48:23,432 You don't like to be stared at. 816 00:48:23,433 --> 00:48:26,202 But your legs are bare. 817 00:48:26,203 --> 00:48:30,206 You like a little attention. 818 00:48:30,207 --> 00:48:32,776 Okay, I'll bite. 819 00:48:45,956 --> 00:48:48,190 Hey, bunny. 820 00:48:48,191 --> 00:48:49,992 Candace. 821 00:48:49,993 --> 00:48:53,496 - You're... - Alive. 822 00:48:53,497 --> 00:48:55,598 Yeah, so... 823 00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:59,403 I think we have some unfinished business to talk about. 59167

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