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Today is not Saturday.
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Why did you make me pancakes?
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They are fresh start pancakes.
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Like the first day of school every year
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when you get to wear a brand-new outfit.
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[ CHUCKLES ]
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Well, not everyone wore a new outfit.
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But the rule in this house
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is that when you start a new life event,
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you get pancakes.
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I... don't want a fresh start.
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I want to stay in surgery.
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I know.
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And I am really proud of you
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for handling it all so...
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Doctors... please give me
one more minute.
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We have an associate pastor
at the church,
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but Clarence likes to write the sermons.
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- Sorry.
- Please.
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Although this is important too.
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The surgery consists of two steps...
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first we fuse the spine to stabilize it,
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and then we remove the tumor.
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Because the cancer has spread
to your lymph nodes,
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you'll still have
to follow up with chemo.
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- [ GROANS ]
- Clarence, are you in pain?
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Quite a bit actually, but I'm fine.
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Well, since what's causing your pain
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is the tumor pushing against your spine,
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the spinal fusion will ease
pressure on your nerves
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and should eliminate your pain.
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Please, I, uh... I need this pain.
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Can't you just do the second
part and remove the tumor?
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If we don't fuse the spine,
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it'll make removing the tumor
a lot more difficult.
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More difficult, but it can be done?
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It can. But I recommend against it.
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Especially since
there's no reason not to.
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[ SIGHS ]
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I did something...
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...unforgivable.
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This pain is my punishment.
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Can I ask what you did that was so bad?
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I killed someone.
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JESS: My sister and I were
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coming home from climbing Mt. Whitney.
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We're doing the State 50 climbs.
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The numbness started during the climb?
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First my hands, and then my feet.
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- You have a headache?
- Yeah.
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LIM: High altitude causes headaches.
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Dehydration compounds it.
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From now on just... climb slower.
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And drink more.
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Tell them about the other thing.
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[ INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A. ]
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Before leaving for the mountain,
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I had this weird sensation like...
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dread.
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I couldn't shake it.
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Well, when people describe
a sense of impending doom,
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it's usually anxiety.
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No, it was like a premonition...
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...that I was going to die.
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- I'm sure it was...
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Shaun.
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Hello, Dr. Lever.
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Carly is fine.
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Welcome to pathology.
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It is going to be great working with you.
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What do you think?
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I know it's a lot to take in.
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It's kind of like your first
time at Disneyland, right?
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I've never been to Disneyland.
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Let me give you a tour.
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Cytopathology, forensics,
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genomics, microbiology.
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We get to identify organisms,
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interpret cell morphology,
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sequence genes.
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Is that a D300e
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pathogen antibacterial bioprinter?
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It's new.
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You're working on antibiotic resistance
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in emerging microorganisms?
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It's "we" now, Shaun.
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Yes, we are.
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[ SIGHS ]
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Do you want to play with it?
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- Very much.
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Go ahead.
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It's kind of your job now.
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We are the detectives.
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Surgeons are just the beat cops.
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Our best bet is to try
to separate the tumor
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from his cord, and then resect it.
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Okay, this is insane.
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You know how he "killed" a person?
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He was counseling a parishioner
who committed suicide.
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That must have been traumatic.
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Traumatic, yes. Murder, no.
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Hey, I know it's stupid,
but he has autonomy.
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I didn't stay stupid. I said "insane."
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You want to override his wishes
because he's religious?
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Something like 90% of Americans
believe in God.
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I'm one of them.
Are we all mentally impaired?
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Should you ignore us all
if you don't like our choices?
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Only those getting divine
messages from their tumors.
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- He's not crazy.
- Okay, you're right.
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He is just stupid. But don't
we have a duty to educate him?
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You're gonna talk him
out of his religion?
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No.
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You told him the surgery
was more dangerous this way.
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I don't think he appreciated
how much more dangerous.
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Good idea.
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He thinks he'll go to hell
if he dies before he's forgiven.
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Make sure he knows
it can happen on the table.
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[ WHIRRING ]
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[ WARBLING ]
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PARK: An MRI for anxiety?
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It does fly in the face of reducing
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unnecessary medical tests.
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When I was a resident,
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I had a patient come through the E.R.
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Female. 35 years old.
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Slight cough. Slightly hypothyroid.
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Normal vitals.
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I labeled her a whiner
because she kept insisting,
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"I'm gonna die."
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I sent her home.
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And she died?
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No. She kept coming back.
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- [ CHUCKLES ]
- Over and over again.
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We do this test, we prove
there's nothing wrong with her,
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we send her home reassured.
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Damn.
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The MRI showed a high grade meningioma.
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An advanced tumor that grows
in the tissue layers
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that cover the brain.
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Its features are consistent
with it being malignant.
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[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
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These tumors tend to be aggressive
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and impossible to fully resect.
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Um, so what... what can you do?
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Palliative care,
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symptom control with medications.
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[ SNIFFLES ]
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[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]
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You're risking spinal damage,
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paralysis... death.
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If that's what God chooses,
then that is his will.
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If you have cancer because
he wants you to have cancer,
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why are you here? Getting treatment?
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I'm here because I believe in science.
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I am who I am because I believe in God.
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So do you think all people who are sick
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are being punished?
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I mean, we have an
eight-year-old down the hall
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with bone cancer,
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you want to go tell her God hates her?
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I'm sure that girl is not
suffering as a punishment.
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She's suffering so others
may have a chance
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to show her mercy,
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to show her compassion,
so she can inspire.
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I don't know His plan,
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but I know it's not
as simple as you would...
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No. No, it's not simple.
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Except for your pain.
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His name was Michael.
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[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
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His wife found his body.
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You had no idea.
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I knew he was depressed.
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But you thought he was getting better.
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[ SCOFFS ]
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I didn't take his call.
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Because I was having a drink.
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[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
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It'd been a long day
dealing with the renovations,
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and I was having a damn drink.
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[ DOOR OPENS ]
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PARK: Hey, Shaun.
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Hey, Carly.
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I started Sadie Barnes
on anti-seizure medication,
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need you to run a peak phenytoin level.
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The couriers must be happy
that the surgeons
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are doing their own specimen deliveries.
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How you doing down here?
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Carly says pathologists
are the detectives,
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surgeons are just the beat cops.
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Shaun, are you happy here?
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When did you give the patient
her loading dose?
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One hour ago. Hmm.
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Shaun, if you're happy, that's great.
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But if you're not,
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you have to tell Han how you feel.
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You need to show him you care
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and that you believe in yourself.
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Do you need this done STAT?
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No. She's asymptomatic.
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- It's just for seizure prevention.
- Good.
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Carly says that in pathology
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you can take a break whenever you want.
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I want to take a break now.
I'm going for a walk.
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He shouldn't be in pathology.
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- He's a good surgical resident.
- You're right.
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- Then you'll move him back?
- No.
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You're wrong about that part.
He should be in pathology.
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- But he was a good surgical resident.
- Then why...
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Because he'll never be a good surgeon.
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How do you think he'll do in three years
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when no one's looking over his shoulder?
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When he's looking over
someone else's shoulder?
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Supervising new residents,
leading grand rounds,
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advocating for vulnerable patients.
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Do you see him doing any of that
without a safety net?
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We can help him get there.
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Just because he wants to be a surgeon,
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just because you want him
to be a surgeon,
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doesn't mean he gets to have
that dream come true.
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[ BEEP ]
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Has it occurred to you that maybe
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we know Shaun better than you do?
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Has it occurred to you that
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that might be your problem?
274
00:12:47,649 --> 00:12:50,685
That your view of him might be
distorted because you like him?
275
00:12:50,970 --> 00:12:52,162
Has it occurred to you
276
00:12:52,187 --> 00:12:54,232
that maybe he's better off in pathology?
277
00:12:54,257 --> 00:12:55,925
That maybe he'll even like it?
278
00:12:56,852 --> 00:12:58,358
Do you care?
279
00:12:58,970 --> 00:13:00,750
I thought you might.
280
00:13:00,775 --> 00:13:05,690
♪
281
00:13:05,715 --> 00:13:08,146
- [ WHIRRING ]
- We need better ventral exposure.
282
00:13:08,171 --> 00:13:10,221
Drill off more of
the pedicle and vertebral body.
283
00:13:11,722 --> 00:13:13,755
Ligate the exiting nerve root.
284
00:13:13,780 --> 00:13:15,878
We'll take it with the tumor
for a wider margin.
285
00:13:15,903 --> 00:13:20,534
♪
286
00:13:20,559 --> 00:13:22,026
I can't see it.
287
00:13:22,051 --> 00:13:23,592
The tumor's causing the spinal cord
288
00:13:23,617 --> 00:13:24,810
to be bowed up to us.
289
00:13:24,835 --> 00:13:27,916
♪
290
00:13:27,941 --> 00:13:30,501
We need more exposure to get
around and in front of it.
291
00:13:31,029 --> 00:13:33,440
The vertebrae is
too fragmented and displaced.
292
00:13:33,465 --> 00:13:35,005
We can't get a complete resection
293
00:13:35,030 --> 00:13:36,571
without stabilization.
294
00:13:36,596 --> 00:13:38,153
- [ RAPID BEEPING ]
- He's tanking.
295
00:13:38,178 --> 00:13:39,545
Probably spinal shock
from tension on the cord.
296
00:13:39,550 --> 00:13:40,603
We need to abort.
297
00:13:40,628 --> 00:13:41,786
[ BEEPING CONTINUES ]
298
00:13:41,811 --> 00:13:46,136
♪
299
00:13:46,161 --> 00:13:48,811
All right, on three. One, two, three.
300
00:13:49,919 --> 00:13:51,251
You fixed me!
301
00:13:51,731 --> 00:13:54,132
- No, no.
- What happened to my pain?!
302
00:13:54,157 --> 00:13:57,235
- Stop!
- We didn't fix you.
303
00:13:57,829 --> 00:14:01,283
There was a complication.
We injected anesthetic.
304
00:14:01,950 --> 00:14:03,405
It'll wear off.
305
00:14:03,430 --> 00:14:04,763
We had to stop the surgery
306
00:14:04,788 --> 00:14:06,223
before we could remove the tumor.
307
00:14:07,013 --> 00:14:08,243
You went into shock.
308
00:14:08,873 --> 00:14:11,584
We lost your heart rate
and blood pressure.
309
00:14:12,335 --> 00:14:15,793
We warned it would be a trickier
surgery without the fusion.
310
00:14:15,818 --> 00:14:18,298
Nothing has changed.
The anesthetic will wear off,
311
00:14:18,323 --> 00:14:21,082
the pain will come back, but worse.
312
00:14:21,107 --> 00:14:22,299
When can you try again?
313
00:14:22,325 --> 00:14:25,500
Try again? We failed.
314
00:14:25,525 --> 00:14:26,862
[ SIGHS ]
315
00:14:26,863 --> 00:14:28,855
There is no reason
to think we will succeed
316
00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:31,291
- next time unless we do the fusion...
- But you know what the issues are,
317
00:14:31,316 --> 00:14:33,866
- you learned...
- Why haven't you?
318
00:14:33,891 --> 00:14:37,902
♪
319
00:14:37,927 --> 00:14:40,406
Do think God wants you to die?
320
00:14:40,431 --> 00:14:47,504
♪
321
00:14:47,529 --> 00:14:49,313
Please.
322
00:14:50,164 --> 00:14:51,818
Try again.
323
00:14:51,843 --> 00:14:54,045
♪
324
00:14:54,070 --> 00:14:55,402
[ SIGHS ]
325
00:14:55,427 --> 00:14:58,660
Cyanide poisoning.
326
00:14:59,889 --> 00:15:02,427
The cause of death on the Atlin case.
327
00:15:05,051 --> 00:15:06,730
You know how I found it?
328
00:15:06,755 --> 00:15:10,720
I smelled it... almonds.
329
00:15:15,921 --> 00:15:18,439
Dr. Park's patient.
330
00:15:18,464 --> 00:15:20,979
I flagged her eosinophil count...
331
00:15:21,004 --> 00:15:22,858
it doesn't match up with the diagnosis
332
00:15:22,883 --> 00:15:25,467
of advanced meningioma
listed on the requisition.
333
00:15:25,492 --> 00:15:28,564
Great. Nice work.
334
00:15:28,589 --> 00:15:31,487
I'm going to talk to Dr. Lim about it.
335
00:15:31,512 --> 00:15:32,809
Whoa there, Shaun. Hold up.
336
00:15:32,834 --> 00:15:35,000
You don't need to do that.
337
00:15:35,025 --> 00:15:37,054
The attendings are on
the lookout for the flags.
338
00:15:37,079 --> 00:15:39,767
- They'll run with it.
- I want to run with it.
339
00:15:39,792 --> 00:15:42,133
You've been on the receiving
end... you know how it works.
340
00:15:42,158 --> 00:15:46,169
How it works is I see something abnormal
341
00:15:46,194 --> 00:15:48,221
and then I discuss it with the team,
342
00:15:48,246 --> 00:15:50,065
and we plan how we'll fix it.
343
00:15:50,090 --> 00:15:51,770
We run with it.
344
00:15:52,416 --> 00:15:58,015
Shaun, once a test is done,
we move on to the next one.
345
00:16:00,644 --> 00:16:04,364
I'd like to... take a walk.
346
00:16:06,592 --> 00:16:08,586
Are you going to walk to Dr. Lim
347
00:16:08,611 --> 00:16:10,487
and discuss this case, Shaun?
348
00:16:14,073 --> 00:16:15,561
[ SIGHS ]
349
00:16:15,561 --> 00:16:18,110
That's not what we do here.
350
00:16:18,135 --> 00:16:22,807
We investigate, report,
and then we move on.
351
00:16:22,832 --> 00:16:24,824
♪
352
00:16:24,849 --> 00:16:26,669
Are you gonna be able to do that...
353
00:16:26,694 --> 00:16:28,221
move on?
354
00:16:29,199 --> 00:16:31,182
I don't know.
355
00:16:31,739 --> 00:16:35,472
But I will try very hard.
356
00:16:35,497 --> 00:16:38,985
♪
357
00:16:39,011 --> 00:16:40,829
Next time.
358
00:16:40,854 --> 00:16:47,196
♪
359
00:16:47,221 --> 00:16:50,397
[ KNOCKING ]
360
00:16:50,422 --> 00:16:51,615
Dr. Browne.
361
00:16:51,640 --> 00:16:53,458
Is this about a patient?
362
00:16:53,955 --> 00:16:55,534
No.
363
00:16:57,102 --> 00:16:58,317
Come in.
364
00:17:00,727 --> 00:17:02,547
I've heard a lot about you...
365
00:17:03,128 --> 00:17:04,947
I'm aware you stood up to a supervisor.
366
00:17:04,972 --> 00:17:06,362
Is that what's happening now?
367
00:17:08,989 --> 00:17:13,347
Um, I put together a list of cases
368
00:17:13,372 --> 00:17:16,374
which Dr. Murphy contributed to.
369
00:17:16,399 --> 00:17:17,687
Uniquely.
370
00:17:18,452 --> 00:17:19,680
You're a loyal friend.
371
00:17:20,238 --> 00:17:22,191
I've specified the ideas he had...
372
00:17:22,539 --> 00:17:25,541
ideas that no one else
around here could have...
373
00:17:25,566 --> 00:17:27,164
Do you think I hate him?
374
00:17:29,224 --> 00:17:30,266
No.
375
00:17:34,227 --> 00:17:36,916
But I think
376
00:17:36,941 --> 00:17:38,470
you might be biased against him
377
00:17:38,470 --> 00:17:39,872
because of his condition.
378
00:17:39,897 --> 00:17:41,194
So he doesn't have communication issues?
379
00:17:41,219 --> 00:17:43,560
- I'm wrong about that?
- No. But he...
380
00:17:43,585 --> 00:17:46,274
If he had the flu,
I would tell him to stay home
381
00:17:46,299 --> 00:17:48,466
until he got better.
382
00:17:48,491 --> 00:17:49,858
He has autism...
383
00:17:50,428 --> 00:17:52,710
I could tell him to stay home
until he gets better.
384
00:17:52,735 --> 00:17:55,911
Instead I found a place
for him to help us,
385
00:17:55,936 --> 00:17:57,987
to save lives.
386
00:17:59,172 --> 00:18:00,364
And you should know
387
00:18:00,389 --> 00:18:02,857
I have rather mixed feelings
about loyalty.
388
00:18:07,626 --> 00:18:15,151
♪
389
00:18:15,176 --> 00:18:17,053
♪
390
00:18:22,690 --> 00:18:26,133
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]
391
00:18:29,286 --> 00:18:31,677
All righty. There you go.
392
00:18:33,476 --> 00:18:34,931
Hello.
393
00:18:35,564 --> 00:18:37,475
Aaron.
394
00:18:38,417 --> 00:18:39,610
It's good to see you.
395
00:18:39,635 --> 00:18:41,604
Yeah. The feeling is mutual.
396
00:18:42,516 --> 00:18:44,148
Can I have one of those?
397
00:18:45,310 --> 00:18:47,407
- The chocolate chip muffin?
- Yes, please.
398
00:18:47,432 --> 00:18:49,065
Special occasion?
399
00:18:49,090 --> 00:18:50,770
- Yes.
- Yeah?
400
00:18:50,795 --> 00:18:54,353
As of today, I am no longer
injecting toxins into my body.
401
00:18:54,378 --> 00:18:56,371
Except, of course, with chocolate chips.
402
00:18:57,029 --> 00:18:59,430
Oh, you're done with chemo? Wow.
403
00:18:59,455 --> 00:19:00,648
That's amazing.
404
00:19:00,673 --> 00:19:02,500
Congratulations. Thank you.
405
00:19:03,028 --> 00:19:05,891
I was thinking of going out
tonight and celebrating
406
00:19:05,916 --> 00:19:08,256
what may be very good news.
407
00:19:08,281 --> 00:19:10,483
If you're free, my treat.
408
00:19:10,508 --> 00:19:12,187
I... I'm sorry, Aaron.
409
00:19:12,212 --> 00:19:13,684
I have a-another commitment.
410
00:19:13,709 --> 00:19:15,597
Oh. Um, tomorrow then?
411
00:19:15,622 --> 00:19:16,955
This week is really crazy.
412
00:19:16,980 --> 00:19:19,093
You know what? I am not doing chemo
413
00:19:19,118 --> 00:19:21,980
every night next week, so I am free
414
00:19:22,005 --> 00:19:23,407
every single night, so...
415
00:19:23,432 --> 00:19:26,979
Aaron, I'm seeing someone.
416
00:19:28,148 --> 00:19:30,140
I'm sorry.
417
00:19:30,165 --> 00:19:32,405
♪
418
00:19:32,430 --> 00:19:34,110
[ CHUCKLES ]
419
00:19:34,135 --> 00:19:35,815
Nothing to be sorry about.
420
00:19:35,840 --> 00:19:39,571
♪
421
00:19:39,596 --> 00:19:41,722
It was good to see you.
422
00:19:41,747 --> 00:19:50,212
♪
423
00:19:50,237 --> 00:19:53,621
MELENDEZ: Keep an extra close eye
on blood pressure and heart rate.
424
00:19:53,646 --> 00:19:55,945
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
425
00:19:55,970 --> 00:19:57,650
MORGAN: I have extra fluid, vasopressors,
426
00:19:57,675 --> 00:19:58,891
and inotropes ready.
427
00:20:01,535 --> 00:20:02,810
Why no God?
428
00:20:05,036 --> 00:20:07,064
You follow in the tradition
that you're handed.
429
00:20:07,089 --> 00:20:09,290
My family wasn't religious.
We never went to church.
430
00:20:09,315 --> 00:20:10,821
I was there every Sunday.
431
00:20:10,846 --> 00:20:13,044
8:00 a.m. for Catholic mass.
432
00:20:13,069 --> 00:20:14,749
My parents eventually got
tired of all the rules
433
00:20:14,774 --> 00:20:16,001
and turned Lutheran.
434
00:20:16,026 --> 00:20:17,587
They found that dull
and went back to Catholic.
435
00:20:17,612 --> 00:20:19,702
[ CHUCKLES ] That's my tradition.
436
00:20:23,070 --> 00:20:25,708
What do you think
it'll be like when you die?
437
00:20:26,318 --> 00:20:28,208
Probably like it was before I was born.
438
00:20:28,233 --> 00:20:29,670
A whole lot of nothing.
439
00:20:31,547 --> 00:20:32,891
We're there.
440
00:20:33,924 --> 00:20:36,518
Where we were when everything
went wrong last time.
441
00:20:36,518 --> 00:20:38,895
We need to remove the tumor
without putting any pressure
442
00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:41,596
on his cord at all, or he'll be
back in spinal shock.
443
00:20:43,740 --> 00:20:45,697
And we need more tumor release
from the vertebral body.
444
00:20:45,722 --> 00:20:47,924
Extend your osteotomies
proximal and distal.
445
00:20:49,401 --> 00:20:51,368
[ WHIRRING ]
446
00:20:51,513 --> 00:20:52,695
Good.
447
00:20:54,610 --> 00:20:56,777
I think I got a free plane...
448
00:20:56,802 --> 00:20:58,949
Retract it from the cord a little more.
449
00:20:58,974 --> 00:21:02,603
♪
450
00:21:03,900 --> 00:21:06,067
- I got it.
- Now, when you remove it
451
00:21:06,092 --> 00:21:07,389
careful not to morselize it.
452
00:21:07,414 --> 00:21:11,320
♪
453
00:21:11,345 --> 00:21:12,504
Can you hold that up?
454
00:21:12,529 --> 00:21:15,039
♪
455
00:21:15,064 --> 00:21:16,593
Dr. Reznick, give me a measurement.
456
00:21:19,101 --> 00:21:20,990
Max length is 4.5.
457
00:21:21,374 --> 00:21:23,576
Get a pre-op scan up.
458
00:21:23,601 --> 00:21:24,895
[ BEEP ]
459
00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:26,982
That says the tumor's eight centimeters.
460
00:21:28,121 --> 00:21:30,450
How does a tumor shrink
from 8 centimeters
461
00:21:30,475 --> 00:21:33,267
to 4.5 without radiation in two weeks?
462
00:21:33,292 --> 00:21:34,360
♪
463
00:21:34,385 --> 00:21:35,542
It doesn't.
464
00:21:35,567 --> 00:21:39,131
♪
465
00:21:40,437 --> 00:21:42,292
Why the page, Shaun?
And why are you in radiology?
466
00:21:42,317 --> 00:21:44,136
We rely on flags.
467
00:21:44,161 --> 00:21:46,154
You have to count on
the ordering physician
468
00:21:46,179 --> 00:21:48,763
seeing it while you move on
to something else.
469
00:21:48,788 --> 00:21:50,746
- Okay. And...?
- I don't agree
470
00:21:50,771 --> 00:21:52,591
with Sadie Barnes' diagnosis,
471
00:21:52,616 --> 00:21:56,069
and I think her tumor should be biopsied.
472
00:21:56,094 --> 00:21:58,748
- Shaun, I...
- Dr. Han wanted me away from patients.
473
00:21:58,773 --> 00:22:00,593
Patients are not allowed
in the viewing room.
474
00:22:00,618 --> 00:22:02,888
So I'm not doing anything wrong.
475
00:22:04,270 --> 00:22:06,751
- [ BEEP ]
- Two radiologists said
476
00:22:06,776 --> 00:22:08,803
it was a malignant meningioma
477
00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:11,273
in the insular region
and encasing the MCA vessels.
478
00:22:11,298 --> 00:22:12,631
That's exactly where it is.
479
00:22:12,656 --> 00:22:14,648
And her clinical picture
matches perfectly...
480
00:22:14,673 --> 00:22:16,402
arm and leg numbness.
481
00:22:16,865 --> 00:22:20,841
The tumor attachment to the dura
is slightly anomalous.
482
00:22:20,866 --> 00:22:23,993
And the insular region
is slightly atypical, too.
483
00:22:24,624 --> 00:22:25,677
[ MOUSE CLICKS ]
484
00:22:25,702 --> 00:22:27,730
[ BEEP ]
485
00:22:27,755 --> 00:22:30,757
What differential diagnoses
are you proposing?
486
00:22:31,709 --> 00:22:33,923
I need to speak to the patient.
487
00:22:33,948 --> 00:22:35,940
- [ SIGHS ]
- Should I ask Dr. Han for permission?
488
00:22:35,965 --> 00:22:37,959
Shaun, I... [ SCOFFS ]
489
00:22:37,984 --> 00:22:39,664
...will bring your concern about the scan
490
00:22:39,689 --> 00:22:41,029
to the head of radiology.
491
00:22:41,054 --> 00:22:44,462
But approaching Dr. Han? Don't do that.
492
00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:48,153
Now, I already talked to him
about your reassignment.
493
00:22:48,178 --> 00:22:50,009
I don't know if it'll make
any difference...
494
00:22:50,034 --> 00:22:53,870
If I were Claire, would you
let me approach Dr. Han
495
00:22:53,895 --> 00:22:56,410
about something that concerned me?
496
00:22:56,435 --> 00:22:59,958
♪
497
00:22:59,983 --> 00:23:02,615
Yes. I probably would.
498
00:23:03,556 --> 00:23:04,742
Hmm.
499
00:23:06,295 --> 00:23:09,296
Is that because Claire
doesn't make mistakes
500
00:23:09,321 --> 00:23:11,123
when she's communicating?
501
00:23:12,235 --> 00:23:13,626
Yes.
502
00:23:15,421 --> 00:23:18,249
Then do you think Dr. Han
made the right decision
503
00:23:18,274 --> 00:23:20,442
by sending me to pathology?
504
00:23:20,467 --> 00:23:21,926
♪
505
00:23:22,751 --> 00:23:24,257
No.
506
00:23:24,282 --> 00:23:29,824
♪
507
00:23:29,849 --> 00:23:35,233
♪
508
00:23:35,258 --> 00:23:36,277
[ BEEP ]
509
00:23:36,302 --> 00:23:38,294
The lymph nodes have shrunk, too.
510
00:23:38,319 --> 00:23:40,312
This is a PET scan from two weeks ago.
511
00:23:40,337 --> 00:23:42,004
Enlarged and cancerous.
512
00:23:42,029 --> 00:23:43,396
- Today...
- [ BEEP ]
513
00:23:44,573 --> 00:23:46,591
...they've all regressed.
514
00:23:47,049 --> 00:23:48,410
[ BEEP ]
515
00:23:49,291 --> 00:23:51,911
[ CHAIR CREAKS ]
516
00:23:52,229 --> 00:23:54,899
Spontaneous regression has been reported
517
00:23:54,924 --> 00:23:57,406
in melanomas, renal cell carcinomas,
518
00:23:57,431 --> 00:23:59,988
neuroblastomas, and some
types of blood cancers.
519
00:24:00,013 --> 00:24:01,902
In a sarcoma that's metastasized?
520
00:24:02,609 --> 00:24:05,594
No. But if it happened
in those others, why not?
521
00:24:05,619 --> 00:24:07,779
Because none of them make sense.
522
00:24:07,804 --> 00:24:09,797
When I read about disappearing
cancer, I always think
523
00:24:09,822 --> 00:24:12,337
some doctor missed something,
forgot something,
524
00:24:12,362 --> 00:24:13,978
- screwed up something.
- [ SIGHS ]
525
00:24:15,485 --> 00:24:18,314
The theory is that
the body somehow triggers
526
00:24:18,339 --> 00:24:20,332
an immune response against the cancer.
527
00:24:20,357 --> 00:24:22,732
Something somehow lights a fuse.
528
00:24:22,757 --> 00:24:25,098
The theory says the fuse
is lit by an infection.
529
00:24:25,123 --> 00:24:26,942
His lab work proves he hasn't had one.
530
00:24:26,967 --> 00:24:29,885
At this point, the most
credible explanation is...
531
00:24:29,910 --> 00:24:31,195
Are you gonna use the "m" word?
532
00:24:32,741 --> 00:24:34,630
You seriously can't say it?
533
00:24:34,655 --> 00:24:38,519
Only when referencing
the 1980 U.S. hockey team.
534
00:24:38,544 --> 00:24:40,606
Keep testing. Anything you can think of.
535
00:24:40,631 --> 00:24:43,008
Molecular markers, T-cells, PD-L1.
536
00:24:43,434 --> 00:24:45,342
We'll need permission from the patient.
537
00:24:45,367 --> 00:24:46,873
Which raises another issue...
538
00:24:46,898 --> 00:24:48,862
what are we gonna do next, medically?
539
00:24:48,887 --> 00:24:50,394
He was supposed to start chemo next week.
540
00:24:50,419 --> 00:24:52,029
No, it'll wipe out his immune system,
541
00:24:52,054 --> 00:24:53,838
which may be what's
actually killing his cancer.
542
00:24:54,291 --> 00:24:55,953
If we don't know
what's making him better,
543
00:24:55,978 --> 00:24:58,188
we don't know what to stop,
what to start.
544
00:25:00,698 --> 00:25:03,038
So we do nothing?
545
00:25:03,063 --> 00:25:05,231
Just trust God to fix him?
546
00:25:05,256 --> 00:25:06,900
We trust whatever is currently
547
00:25:06,925 --> 00:25:08,698
fixing him to keep fixing him.
548
00:25:08,723 --> 00:25:10,403
If he took a Tylenol yesterday at 8:00,
549
00:25:10,428 --> 00:25:12,072
he takes a Tylenol today at 8:00.
550
00:25:12,097 --> 00:25:15,099
Monitor him. Closely. Scans constantly.
551
00:25:15,124 --> 00:25:22,684
♪
552
00:25:22,709 --> 00:25:28,795
♪
553
00:25:28,820 --> 00:25:36,310
♪
554
00:25:37,535 --> 00:25:39,179
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
555
00:25:39,204 --> 00:25:40,815
Hello, Dr. Glassman.
556
00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:43,442
Hi. Thank you for coming.
557
00:25:44,490 --> 00:25:47,794
He has been doing this for two hours.
558
00:25:50,107 --> 00:25:51,149
Shaun.
559
00:25:52,411 --> 00:25:54,263
What are you up to?
560
00:25:54,582 --> 00:25:56,597
Alphabetizing our canned goods
561
00:25:56,622 --> 00:25:58,749
and checking all the expiration dates.
562
00:25:58,774 --> 00:26:00,107
Well, somebody's got to do it.
563
00:26:01,585 --> 00:26:03,047
Is something wrong?
564
00:26:03,072 --> 00:26:04,161
No.
565
00:26:04,186 --> 00:26:07,802
[ EXHALES SHAKILY ]
566
00:26:09,350 --> 00:26:11,595
- Okay.
- Okay. I think
567
00:26:11,904 --> 00:26:15,044
Dr. Lim's patient's diagnosis is wrong,
568
00:26:15,749 --> 00:26:17,419
but I can't prove it without information,
569
00:26:17,444 --> 00:26:19,798
and I'm not allowed to talk to patients.
570
00:26:20,572 --> 00:26:22,272
- Shaun.
- [ SIGHS ]
571
00:26:23,196 --> 00:26:25,849
[ CANS THUDDING ]
572
00:26:25,874 --> 00:26:28,215
I want to run with things.
573
00:26:28,827 --> 00:26:32,324
I want to fix people.
574
00:26:34,133 --> 00:26:37,538
Can you help me become
a surgical resident again?
575
00:26:38,585 --> 00:26:41,059
No. I can't, Shaun.
576
00:26:41,084 --> 00:26:42,678
- I'm not president...
- Yes.
577
00:26:42,703 --> 00:26:43,790
[ CAN SCRAPES ]
578
00:26:43,815 --> 00:26:45,146
I'm not the president of the hospital
579
00:26:45,171 --> 00:26:47,373
anymore, Shaun.
580
00:26:47,398 --> 00:26:49,508
- And even... even if I was...
- [ THUD ]
581
00:26:49,533 --> 00:26:51,144
...it's irrelevant.
582
00:26:51,169 --> 00:26:53,823
You have to stand up for yourself.
583
00:26:54,472 --> 00:26:55,828
And you know what? If you can't,
584
00:26:55,853 --> 00:26:58,934
then the new Head of Surgery,
the Chief, he's right.
585
00:26:59,788 --> 00:27:01,989
Now, I can go tell him he's wrong.
586
00:27:02,014 --> 00:27:04,008
It won't do any good.
587
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,615
Or you can go show him.
588
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:12,798
♪
589
00:27:12,823 --> 00:27:15,964
I'm doing research
concerning Sadie Barnes.
590
00:27:17,463 --> 00:27:18,704
She's asleep.
591
00:27:18,729 --> 00:27:20,235
♪
592
00:27:20,260 --> 00:27:23,366
Perfect. I'm not allowed
to speak with her.
593
00:27:23,391 --> 00:27:25,628
♪
594
00:27:26,665 --> 00:27:29,423
I'm looking for her sister Jess.
595
00:27:30,473 --> 00:27:33,010
I haven't seen her. Sorry.
596
00:27:33,035 --> 00:27:35,063
[ PAPERS RUSTLE ]
597
00:27:35,088 --> 00:27:44,040
♪
598
00:27:44,065 --> 00:27:49,698
♪
599
00:27:49,723 --> 00:27:58,849
♪
600
00:28:00,461 --> 00:28:01,654
[ LIGHT CLICKS ]
601
00:28:01,679 --> 00:28:04,959
♪
602
00:28:04,984 --> 00:28:07,219
MAN: What are you doing?
603
00:28:07,244 --> 00:28:10,525
♪
604
00:28:12,371 --> 00:28:14,144
[ LIGHT CLICKS ]
605
00:28:14,325 --> 00:28:17,119
Can you explain why, instead
of remaining in pathology
606
00:28:17,144 --> 00:28:19,450
as directed, you were
in a patient's room,
607
00:28:19,476 --> 00:28:21,434
going through her purse?
608
00:28:21,459 --> 00:28:24,878
I didn't speak to her. She was asleep.
609
00:28:24,903 --> 00:28:27,348
[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
610
00:28:27,373 --> 00:28:29,678
Dr. Murphy, any reticence I had
611
00:28:29,703 --> 00:28:32,358
about removing you from surgery
just vanished.
612
00:28:32,383 --> 00:28:35,698
You shouldn't be in contact
with patients.
613
00:28:35,723 --> 00:28:37,994
Or their families. Or anything they own.
614
00:28:38,019 --> 00:28:40,835
Do you understand, or am I
gonna be forced to fire you?
615
00:28:45,430 --> 00:28:48,119
Sadie's social media says that
616
00:28:48,144 --> 00:28:49,615
she finances her climbing travel
617
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:52,336
by working as a freelance food critic.
618
00:28:52,949 --> 00:28:55,634
She reviewed a Japanese
restaurant that used to have
619
00:28:55,659 --> 00:28:57,651
a Restaurant Grading System Score of "A,"
620
00:28:57,676 --> 00:28:59,496
but then it dropped
to a "C," which corresponds
621
00:28:59,521 --> 00:29:02,209
to very bad food safety practices.
622
00:29:02,234 --> 00:29:04,575
Bad sushi can lead to worms,
but it usually doesn't
623
00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:07,463
because stomach acid almost
always kills fish parasites.
624
00:29:07,488 --> 00:29:09,307
But not if someone
is taking an acid blocker,
625
00:29:09,332 --> 00:29:11,673
which 60 million Americans are.
626
00:29:11,698 --> 00:29:14,166
I saw a bottle in her purse.
627
00:29:17,573 --> 00:29:20,753
Sadie could have sparganosis
628
00:29:20,778 --> 00:29:24,454
with an encapsulated worm
that is mimicking a meningioma.
629
00:29:27,841 --> 00:29:29,251
That's a good idea.
630
00:29:29,853 --> 00:29:31,880
Excellent. I'll tell the patient.
631
00:29:31,905 --> 00:29:34,873
I will tell the patient.
632
00:29:35,391 --> 00:29:36,897
I'll tell her we're doing a biopsy
633
00:29:36,922 --> 00:29:38,149
to confirm the initial diagnosis.
634
00:29:38,174 --> 00:29:40,167
- But we're...
- It will tell us
635
00:29:40,192 --> 00:29:42,637
if the initial diagnosis is correct.
636
00:29:42,662 --> 00:29:45,016
Your theory is a real long shot.
637
00:29:45,041 --> 00:29:47,926
It would be irresponsible
to get her hopes up.
638
00:29:50,456 --> 00:29:52,624
- Hmm.
- The surgery went well.
639
00:29:52,649 --> 00:29:54,469
We were able to extract the entire tumor
640
00:29:54,494 --> 00:29:55,790
without complication.
641
00:29:55,815 --> 00:29:57,947
- [ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
- [ SIGHS ]
642
00:29:57,972 --> 00:29:59,589
Thank you.
643
00:30:00,092 --> 00:30:02,259
When can we start chemo?
644
00:30:02,710 --> 00:30:06,234
There are a few follow-up tests
we want to run first.
645
00:30:06,259 --> 00:30:07,889
And we want to retake your history.
646
00:30:07,914 --> 00:30:09,211
Make sure we have a proper list
647
00:30:09,236 --> 00:30:10,835
of all medications you've been taking.
648
00:30:12,091 --> 00:30:14,953
You want to take his history?
After the surgery?
649
00:30:14,978 --> 00:30:17,145
What's going on?
What are you not telling us?
650
00:30:17,170 --> 00:30:19,337
- What went wrong?
- Nothing.
651
00:30:19,362 --> 00:30:21,887
The fact is, the surgery went...
652
00:30:22,869 --> 00:30:24,444
better than we'd hoped.
653
00:30:24,830 --> 00:30:26,933
Your cancer seems to be...
654
00:30:27,996 --> 00:30:29,606
going away on its own.
655
00:30:30,292 --> 00:30:31,688
[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
656
00:30:31,713 --> 00:30:33,357
We'll run our tests.
657
00:30:33,382 --> 00:30:37,115
We're confident that there
is a medical explanation.
658
00:30:37,140 --> 00:30:39,678
Oh, Clarence. [ INHALES SHARPLY ]
659
00:30:42,439 --> 00:30:44,118
[ DOORBELL RINGS ]
660
00:30:44,143 --> 00:30:46,194
[ BIRDS CHIRPING ]
661
00:30:55,128 --> 00:30:57,677
- Hi.
- Hi, Aaron.
662
00:30:58,215 --> 00:31:01,096
[ INHALES DEEPLY ] Um, what I...
663
00:31:01,121 --> 00:31:04,680
What I told you earlier,
that I'm seeing someone...
664
00:31:04,705 --> 00:31:05,654
I'm not.
665
00:31:05,679 --> 00:31:08,020
I mean, I-I-I had one date,
666
00:31:08,045 --> 00:31:10,560
- but it wasn't, you know...
- Okay.
667
00:31:14,099 --> 00:31:17,414
We're... We're just...
We're not a good match.
668
00:31:17,439 --> 00:31:19,281
That's what I wanted to tell you.
669
00:31:25,406 --> 00:31:27,887
That's not true, you know.
670
00:31:27,912 --> 00:31:29,104
You know, that's not true.
671
00:31:29,129 --> 00:31:30,600
You like me. A lot.
672
00:31:30,625 --> 00:31:33,314
And I like you even more than that.
673
00:31:33,339 --> 00:31:34,914
So what is this?
674
00:31:34,939 --> 00:31:36,966
You know, I'd really
rather not get into it.
675
00:31:36,991 --> 00:31:39,332
- You came to my house...
- To tell you what I told you,
676
00:31:39,357 --> 00:31:41,524
- which I just told you.
- Okay, you came here to be honest,
677
00:31:41,549 --> 00:31:43,087
and you're only gonna be honest halfway?
678
00:31:43,112 --> 00:31:44,195
- You're not timid.
- No.
679
00:31:44,220 --> 00:31:46,638
Okay. Then what?
680
00:31:49,128 --> 00:31:50,851
The last time I was here,
681
00:31:51,409 --> 00:31:53,145
we were headed upstairs...
682
00:31:54,074 --> 00:31:55,892
Yes, we were.
683
00:31:55,917 --> 00:31:57,232
You fell.
684
00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:58,803
Yes, I did.
685
00:31:58,828 --> 00:32:01,864
I tried to help you,
and you pushed me away.
686
00:32:02,529 --> 00:32:04,104
I was embarrassed.
687
00:32:04,129 --> 00:32:05,426
You were sick.
688
00:32:05,451 --> 00:32:08,009
- You needed help.
- And I'm not sick anymore.
689
00:32:08,034 --> 00:32:11,095
Maybe. And I want to go and celebrate.
690
00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:13,114
With you. Specifically with you.
691
00:32:13,139 --> 00:32:15,166
'Cause we have fun.
692
00:32:15,191 --> 00:32:18,019
You... You make... You make me laugh.
693
00:32:18,044 --> 00:32:20,380
You make me feel good.
694
00:32:21,063 --> 00:32:22,291
I like being with you.
695
00:32:22,316 --> 00:32:23,578
Sounds horrible.
696
00:32:23,603 --> 00:32:25,735
But bad things are gonna happen.
697
00:32:26,108 --> 00:32:29,531
Aaron, I-it can't just be
about having fun together.
698
00:32:29,556 --> 00:32:31,062
One of us is gonna get sick,
699
00:32:31,087 --> 00:32:32,941
one of us is gonna need
to be taken care of...
700
00:32:32,966 --> 00:32:34,784
Wait, wait, wait. I just want to go out
701
00:32:34,809 --> 00:32:37,185
and have a nice dinner with you.
702
00:32:37,210 --> 00:32:40,722
Not to run away to Reno,
find a priest in an Elvis suit.
703
00:32:43,859 --> 00:32:45,713
What are we gonna do, Aaron?
704
00:32:45,738 --> 00:32:49,092
Just drive to a hill with a view
and neck till prom?
705
00:32:49,117 --> 00:32:52,212
And then I'm gonna come home
and hope you call?
706
00:32:58,172 --> 00:33:02,339
Yeah, uh, you know,
I just came to apologize.
707
00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:04,758
I'm sorry.
708
00:33:05,493 --> 00:33:07,594
And I'm really glad...
709
00:33:08,994 --> 00:33:11,390
I'm... I'm glad
you're finished with chemo.
710
00:33:11,415 --> 00:33:12,747
And...
711
00:33:12,772 --> 00:33:15,112
♪
712
00:33:15,137 --> 00:33:17,652
...you're gonna...
you're gonna beat this thing.
713
00:33:17,677 --> 00:33:27,637
♪
714
00:33:27,662 --> 00:33:31,800
♪
715
00:33:40,405 --> 00:33:42,398
Your immunoglobulins are normal.
716
00:33:42,423 --> 00:33:44,242
Everything is normal.
717
00:33:44,267 --> 00:33:46,735
We can't find a scientific explanation.
718
00:33:49,801 --> 00:33:52,617
Our prayers... It's a miracle.
719
00:33:54,599 --> 00:33:56,268
Miracle or not,
720
00:33:56,293 --> 00:33:58,622
it seems we're on the same page now.
721
00:34:00,025 --> 00:34:02,366
There is no reason
not to do the spinal fusion
722
00:34:02,391 --> 00:34:03,815
to eliminate your pain.
723
00:34:07,436 --> 00:34:09,638
Do more tests.
724
00:34:09,663 --> 00:34:11,760
- Clarence.
- There are no more tests.
725
00:34:11,785 --> 00:34:14,196
T-T-There must be.
There must be an explanation.
726
00:34:14,221 --> 00:34:17,036
Redo your tests. Find new tests.
727
00:34:21,167 --> 00:34:23,904
"Let all bitterness and wrath
728
00:34:23,929 --> 00:34:26,096
and anger and clamor and slander
729
00:34:26,121 --> 00:34:27,774
be put away from you."
730
00:34:27,799 --> 00:34:31,322
♪
731
00:34:31,874 --> 00:34:33,972
Ephesians 4:31.
732
00:34:35,896 --> 00:34:37,401
I didn't take you for a believer.
733
00:34:37,426 --> 00:34:39,185
I'm not, anymore.
734
00:34:40,319 --> 00:34:42,139
I'm not sure you are either.
735
00:34:42,164 --> 00:34:44,191
♪
736
00:34:44,816 --> 00:34:48,486
God speaks directly to Noah,
737
00:34:48,511 --> 00:34:51,687
Moses, Job, and Solomon.
738
00:34:51,712 --> 00:34:53,913
And now apparently he has singled out
739
00:34:53,938 --> 00:34:55,723
Pastor Clarence of San Jose
740
00:34:55,748 --> 00:34:58,855
to join the ranks of the prophets.
741
00:34:59,245 --> 00:35:02,410
I'm sorry, but unless
there is a burning bush
742
00:35:02,435 --> 00:35:04,636
it is narcissistic to think that God
743
00:35:04,661 --> 00:35:07,280
has made you his personal project.
744
00:35:07,305 --> 00:35:10,258
God speaks to every one of us,
745
00:35:11,507 --> 00:35:14,891
- you just have to listen.
- You are not listening.
746
00:35:14,956 --> 00:35:17,515
People get cancer all the time.
747
00:35:17,844 --> 00:35:19,349
Often that results in pain.
748
00:35:19,374 --> 00:35:20,846
Those things are not unique.
749
00:35:20,871 --> 00:35:22,437
What is unique
750
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:25,216
is having an aggressive metastatic cancer
751
00:35:25,241 --> 00:35:29,530
start to disappear without
any rational explanation.
752
00:35:30,612 --> 00:35:33,288
The issue isn't God.
753
00:35:33,923 --> 00:35:36,802
You have to forgive yourself.
754
00:35:36,827 --> 00:35:40,450
♪
755
00:35:40,450 --> 00:35:41,643
What I did...
756
00:35:41,668 --> 00:35:43,278
Cannot be undone.
757
00:35:43,303 --> 00:35:46,061
But your pain can.
758
00:35:46,086 --> 00:35:53,055
♪
759
00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:54,360
Clarence.
760
00:35:54,385 --> 00:35:59,230
♪
761
00:35:59,703 --> 00:36:01,309
Your pain...
762
00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:06,099
Your pain does no one any good.
763
00:36:06,124 --> 00:36:10,621
♪
764
00:36:10,646 --> 00:36:14,101
[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]
765
00:36:14,126 --> 00:36:15,249
Okay.
766
00:36:15,274 --> 00:36:20,595
♪
767
00:36:21,266 --> 00:36:22,320
Osteotome and mallet.
768
00:36:22,345 --> 00:36:24,396
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
769
00:36:27,210 --> 00:36:29,583
You lied when you said
you never went to church.
770
00:36:29,608 --> 00:36:30,877
What happened?
771
00:36:30,902 --> 00:36:32,957
I didn't want to have this conversation
772
00:36:32,982 --> 00:36:35,146
is what happened. I'm not judging.
773
00:36:35,171 --> 00:36:36,328
My brother took a year off school
774
00:36:36,353 --> 00:36:37,963
to travel and came back a non-believer.
775
00:36:38,270 --> 00:36:40,008
So ask him.
776
00:36:47,098 --> 00:36:48,182
Was it freeing,
777
00:36:48,207 --> 00:36:50,025
or did you feel empty?
778
00:36:50,050 --> 00:36:52,253
Hand me the first polyaxial
pedicle screw.
779
00:36:52,278 --> 00:36:55,371
[ BEEPING CONTINUES ]
780
00:36:59,204 --> 00:37:01,327
It was like losing a loved one.
781
00:37:12,925 --> 00:37:16,402
[ CLICKING ]
782
00:37:18,803 --> 00:37:20,805
The moment of truth.
783
00:37:31,876 --> 00:37:33,382
Follow me.
784
00:37:33,407 --> 00:37:42,705
♪
785
00:37:42,730 --> 00:37:48,504
♪
786
00:37:52,587 --> 00:37:54,772
Our initial diagnosis was wrong.
787
00:37:54,797 --> 00:37:56,477
You don't have a meningioma.
788
00:37:56,722 --> 00:37:58,218
You have a worm in your brain.
789
00:38:00,863 --> 00:38:03,223
And while that sounds fairly gross,
790
00:38:03,678 --> 00:38:05,427
it is completely curable.
791
00:38:05,452 --> 00:38:07,132
[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
792
00:38:07,177 --> 00:38:09,158
[ LAUGHS ]
793
00:38:11,724 --> 00:38:15,908
So, the sense of doom,
it was... it was wrong?
794
00:38:15,933 --> 00:38:18,970
- It saved your life.
- As did Dr. Murphy.
795
00:38:19,828 --> 00:38:21,909
This is the pathologist who noticed
796
00:38:21,934 --> 00:38:23,810
an abnormality in one of your tests.
797
00:38:26,517 --> 00:38:28,790
That led us to this discovery.
798
00:38:28,815 --> 00:38:31,573
Can I give you a hug, too, Dr. Murphy?
799
00:38:32,622 --> 00:38:34,087
No.
800
00:38:36,691 --> 00:38:38,998
You and your sister
will be free to conquer
801
00:38:39,023 --> 00:38:41,778
whichever of the remaining
50 peaks you choose
802
00:38:41,803 --> 00:38:43,994
as soon as my team
surgically removes the worm.
803
00:38:46,990 --> 00:38:49,519
[ JESS LAUGHS ]
804
00:38:50,330 --> 00:38:53,599
- Thank you.
- Oh! Of course.
805
00:38:55,505 --> 00:38:57,846
There are not a lot of doctors
who would have made the leap
806
00:38:57,871 --> 00:38:59,737
that you made today, Shaun.
807
00:39:00,895 --> 00:39:02,198
Good work.
808
00:39:03,476 --> 00:39:07,173
Yes, it was excellent work.
809
00:39:07,198 --> 00:39:09,539
[ CHUCKLES ] Most people
would say "thank you,"
810
00:39:09,564 --> 00:39:12,636
but technically that's not
an incorrect response.
811
00:39:13,009 --> 00:39:14,026
Hmm.
812
00:39:14,730 --> 00:39:17,140
Have a good evening. You've earned it.
813
00:39:17,746 --> 00:39:19,440
[ BEEP ]
814
00:39:19,465 --> 00:39:21,276
[ INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A. ]
815
00:39:21,301 --> 00:39:23,676
I don't want to go on walks.
816
00:39:23,701 --> 00:39:28,130
♪
817
00:39:29,018 --> 00:39:31,721
I don't want to move on from cases
818
00:39:31,746 --> 00:39:34,230
after the tests are done.
819
00:39:35,912 --> 00:39:40,166
I do not want to be a pathologist.
820
00:39:40,191 --> 00:39:43,193
♪
821
00:39:43,218 --> 00:39:48,968
Dr. Han, you need to make me
a surgical resident again.
822
00:39:48,993 --> 00:39:54,209
♪
823
00:39:54,234 --> 00:39:56,753
I appreciate you telling me that.
824
00:39:57,537 --> 00:39:58,869
I was wondering whether you had it in you
825
00:39:58,894 --> 00:40:00,365
to advocate for yourself.
826
00:40:00,390 --> 00:40:04,436
♪
827
00:40:04,461 --> 00:40:05,932
But the truth is, Shaun,
828
00:40:06,504 --> 00:40:08,139
what you did today,
829
00:40:08,904 --> 00:40:10,808
it proved I'm right.
830
00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:13,603
Your skills are tremendous.
831
00:40:13,859 --> 00:40:15,503
Your weaknesses...
832
00:40:15,528 --> 00:40:17,523
equally significant.
833
00:40:19,124 --> 00:40:21,812
You could be a great pathologist.
834
00:40:21,837 --> 00:40:24,352
Just think of all the Sadies out there,
835
00:40:24,377 --> 00:40:26,231
waiting for you to save them.
836
00:40:26,256 --> 00:40:33,780
♪
837
00:40:33,805 --> 00:40:41,365
♪
838
00:40:41,390 --> 00:40:48,984
♪
839
00:40:49,009 --> 00:40:56,187
♪
840
00:40:56,212 --> 00:40:58,413
Dr. Browne, Dr. Reznick.
841
00:40:58,438 --> 00:41:01,011
The surgery went well.
Your spine is stable.
842
00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:06,614
I'm scared.
843
00:41:07,992 --> 00:41:10,794
There may still be some residual
pain as you heal, but...
844
00:41:10,819 --> 00:41:12,120
No, I...
845
00:41:13,222 --> 00:41:14,914
I keep wondering,
846
00:41:15,308 --> 00:41:17,081
what if I disobeyed God?
847
00:41:17,106 --> 00:41:22,508
♪
848
00:41:24,063 --> 00:41:25,279
You have to have faith.
849
00:41:27,135 --> 00:41:28,630
But you lost yours.
850
00:41:28,655 --> 00:41:31,745
♪
851
00:41:31,770 --> 00:41:34,600
I didn't have a miracle to
help me through the dark times.
852
00:41:34,625 --> 00:41:38,391
♪
853
00:41:38,623 --> 00:41:42,426
[ LP'S "MUDDY WATERS" PLAYS ] ♪ Hmm ♪
854
00:41:42,451 --> 00:41:46,427
♪ Hmm, hmm ♪
855
00:41:46,452 --> 00:41:50,219
♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
856
00:41:50,244 --> 00:41:54,429
♪ In the muddy water we're falling ♪
857
00:41:54,454 --> 00:41:58,430
♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
858
00:41:58,455 --> 00:42:01,853
♪ In the muddy water we're crawling ♪
859
00:42:01,878 --> 00:42:05,390
♪ Hold me down ♪
860
00:42:05,415 --> 00:42:09,391
♪ Hold me now ♪
861
00:42:09,416 --> 00:42:13,160
♪ Sold me out ♪
862
00:42:13,185 --> 00:42:17,602
♪ In the muddy water we're falling ♪
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