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You got $40 for the cab?

Look.

It's for your front porch.

They wanted $7, but I
got them down to $2.50.

So did you and Frank enjoy Mexico?

Oh, yes. It was nice to go
back to the old stomping ground.

You know, we all hid out there for a
year when my father was facing arrest.

Where the heck is Bill?

It's two hours to get home,
and we got to get on the road.

Bill! It's time to go!

Wanda's gonna have that
baby if you don't hurry up.

Bill!

Yeah, fax came through. Thanks, Lee.

Don't worry about me. Best
behavior, like a boy scout.

Look at all those houses.

Who do you suppose lives
in all those houses?

Don't know.

Good night.

You're awful quiet, Bill.

Mom, can I take you into my
confidence? I need your help.

What is it?

Take a look at this.

Tell me who you know.

On the UEB council? Bill?

Just anyone who's a
holdover from grandpa's days.

I thought you and Roman settled things.

It's become personal now.

Roman blocked the sale of
the land on the third store.

Drop it.

Is there someone whose loyalties aren't
firm, who might be just willing to talk?

I set you down six years ago. I
warned you when you married Nicki--

"Don't you get into bed with that
family," but you wouldn't listen.

What exactly are you up to?

I want eyes on the UEB council.

A mole? You know, that
is playing with fire.

I know.

Henricksons. Who, may I ask, is calling?

You tell me first.

Oh, hi, aunt Cindy. Yes, it's Teenie.

Okay.

- Tell her I'm outside.
- Aunt Cindy is visiting.

Hi, Cindy.

What are you doing here?

Oh, general conference was last month.

Oh, no. No law against it. I'm
just used to it being once year.

No, twice is great. It's great.

No, really great. Mm-hmm.

No, it's just ice.

No, I know--
I know it will.

No. No, I know you do.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

No, down--downtown's
fine. Yeah. Okay.

All right, I'll see you then.

Student-teacher conference.

Okay, number one--
Teenie's baptism, saturday.

- We need to clean the pool.
- Benny'll do that.

Uh, and we need Bill's white shoes and pants
and nice white shirt starched and pressed.

Margie, would you like to run with that?

Washing and readying Bill's whites?

Sure.

Uh, we need to go grocery
shopping for the party.

There's a party? What kind of party?

It's like a birthday party,
but it's a baptism reception.

- Do you mind?
- Just make out a list.

And most important of all, I want
to get her her own bible as a gift.

Would you care to do that, Margene?

Is that all?

That's all.

Okay. I have things to do then.

Did you see that?

I tried to make her feel
included, to feel important.

It's just a show for
that two-one vote issue.

I mean, how much longer
is this gonna go on?

"Do Bill's whites, Margene."

"This is very important, Margene."

"We couldn't do this
without you, Margene."

They think mommy's a moron.

Joseph finally got his varsity
patch for cross-country.

And Jennifer is the shortstop
on the JV softball team.

A freshman on the JV team
is really really good.

She was disappointed,
and I said, "sweetheart...

doesn't mean you can't make
an olympic team one day."

But look, our golden lion--
Kim-Ly. She's eight now.

Such beautiful skin-- like a doll. And
her accent's almost completely gone.

She's gonna be saying "y'all" by the
time she's in the sixth grade I think.

Oh, she's so good in
music and math. Wow.

Oh, asian children are just
more talented in certain areas.

So show me yours.

Uh, I don't know what I have here.

- What's that one?
- Uh, that's of everybody.

Oh, okay.

Here we go.

Oh my goodness. They've grown
up to be so good-looking.

Sarah's making straight A's.

Uh, Ben is team captain in
baseball, and Teenie is a handful,

but that's to be expected from
a child in the gate program--

gifted and
talented-- a handful.

Teenie turned eight and she's
getting baptized this weekend.

And who's baptizing her?

Bill... like the other two.

And where is she gonna be baptized?

In our backyard.

Oh, mom would love to
see this picture, Barbie.

I wish you knew how badly mom
feels about this estrangement.

I mean, she prays every night that
she'll have you back in her life again.

Me too. Birthdays, baptisms,
if Ben wins a game--

I just want to call and tell her.

She misses Ben and Sarah.

And-and she hardly knows Teenie
outside of little clues like this.

I think everyone feels that
this lack of communication

has just gone on way way way too long.

Well, I haven't had my family
since I left that hospital bed--

For seven years.

When you survive something like that
and you want your family with you

more than anything in the whole
world, and then they're gone...

Let's talk straight for a second.

You didn't just leave that hospital.

You left that hospital and you
followed Bill into polygamy.

I mean, you couldn't
have shocked us more

if you'd put a towel on your
head and converted to islam.

Do you really think it might
be time for me to come by?

How about we start with the kids?

Oh, just the children?

I don't know if she's
ready to see you just yet.

She takes things slow.

You know, it's mom.

I'll think about it.

Okay.

Here.

Open it.

Christ, Ben, did you make this?

That's why I stayed late
the past couple of days.

I still want to sand off some of
glue drips, you know, restain it.

What are you doing? Stop. Just stop it.

We've had eight real go-out
dates, Ben, and school together,

and back and forth from school almost
every day for a couple of months.

But we're stuck. We're going backwards.

Could we go to your room and talk?

Yeah, but I don't want to talk.

Benny, I'm ready and so are you.

Seriously, why can't we just wait?

Do you know what it feels like
to have a guy say no to that?

It feels like shit.

You need to date somebody
that wants what you want.

No, I really really like
you. Please don't do this.

Hi, Benny. Well, come in.

- I got raspberry crispies.
- He's leaving, mom.

It'll be all right. We
can still be friends.

Okay?

Disaster mode. Serious disaster.

- Material, personal or hygienic?
- I don't know, crayons.

- Where?
- In the dryer.

Goof be gone-spray it on, stains
come right off. Aisle six at fields.

- And I have one for you.
- What?

- It's about your
neighbor. - Mm-Hmm. Barb?

No, Barb's sweet. The
other one, "the braid."

The missionaries I referred to her--
She's fundamentalist, polygamist.

Right on our street. Isn't that
terrible? They're like cockroaches.

No, I don't mean that in a harsh way. I
mean that they come in and try to hide.

They're secretive probably
because of the shame of it all.

It's so sad. And that's exactly
what she does, poor thing.

Poor thing.

I'm gonna mention her to
the neighborhood crime watch,

just to keep an extra set of eyes out.

They can be
ruthless--

kidnapping and all kinds of unspeakable
things when they fight with each other.

Are you all right?

Oh, no, I'm-I'm okay, thanks.

Uh, I guess that's what we should
do-- crime watch on "the braid."

Did we miss it?

- Just breathe, all right?
- Oh. No, not yet.

We're eight hours in and no
sign of the bundle of joy.

- You made it.
- Heck yeah.

- Hi.
- Oh, I brought gifts.

- Wow, thanks.
- Wanda, I brought you a pot!

Mom circled these three names.

Lucas Milford? Don't go there.

Two of his wives are Jacobsons. Two or
three of Roman's wives are Jacobsons too.

They'll rat you out faster than he does.

Sam Tilson?

He seems all right, but I don't
know who all he's married to, so...

Maybe you could look at the
genealogy records in the library.

Bill, Roman's wives run that place.

And it's not like I'm a big
reader. They'll notice me.

Tell them you want to look
at the records for your baby.

Look up Tilson and-and
this other guy Holloway.

See who their wives are,
who they're married to.

I want no connection to Roman.

Look, if you don't want to be
involved, I understand. I do.

But I wouldn't ask you to
do this if I didn't trust

that you could do it
without drawing attention.

Joey! Get in here.

And get that Adaleen and
her grandchildren out.

- Joey!
- Coming!

I knew that's who it was.

It's so obvious, Barb.

I saw you leave, and I thought,

"who else but Cindy would you wear
a scarf like that with anymore?"

Well, you're certainly not gonna
give in to such a horrid request.

It's their aunt and grandma.

It's a ridiculous thing to ask.

Where's the phone? Teenie!

It's only dad.

H ello?

No. No no no. I understand.

Shouldn't be much longer, but I'm
clearly not getting home tonight.

And Joey wants me to stay for
the blessing after all this. So...

Okay. I love you.

I love you too.

Okay. Good night.

What, is your boyfriend calling?

No, is yours?

Teenie.

Don't let your sister
near those kids, Barb.

She's judgmental, and she only
makes you feel bad about yourself.

You don't have to let her back in.

I can't stand her either.

Is he all right?

Perfect.

He is just perfect.

This one's gonna live.

Well, go on, papa.

You won't break him.

You're gonna be all right, little man.

I'm gonna make sure of it.

I'll think of it as a first step. Right.

A first step in the
healing process, yes.

Uh, well, all right, how about 3:30?

No, I'll have them home from school
by then if you wanna pick them up.

I love you too.

It's just crayon, okay?
I've got it under control.

See? "Removes crayon with ease."

- Back away from the dryer.
- What?

Cleaning a dryer with
flammable liquids?!

You could have blown up the whole house.

- Can I go inside now?
- No, wait for Nicki.

- God.
- Hey, watch your language.

Margie, I swear--
worse than a child.

You want equality, and we'd love to
give it, but you've gotta earn it.

All right, Nicki, I
think you're going--

Barb, trying to get us all killed
is not exactly batting 1000.

- Please show some responsibility.
- I'll fix it.

- No, don't touch it.
- I'll fix it tomorrow.

I got them. Adaleen
kept coming in and out.

I didn't have time to write stuff down
without her seeing what I was looking at,

so I just-- I
just took them.

Joey, don't ignore your
guests. Come bless that baby.

We were just going over the prayer.

Oh, please.

What do you two have? Move.

You stole these from the library?

She didn't see.

You know what they'll do if they find out
what you're up to? They will rub us out.

Mom, I asked her to
photocopy the family tree,

then I stuffed them inside my
shirt when she was gone, okay?

Hey, look. These are Tilson's wives.

Any connection to Roman?

Nanette Henley. She's only 18 years old.

Tilson's impotent and Roman
still gives him young wives.

An impotent man in his 70s is
not gonna be jumping to rat out

the man who put him
in bed with a teenager.

What about Holloway?

He ran the physical fitness program
at the academy until it was shut down.

A little off in the noggin.

Had shingles and went stark
raving mad for a few years.

Huh. He's only got one
new wife in 10 years.

Either he's gotten his
fill or he's been cut off.

Hi, Cindy.

What are you doing?

Well, hello, Nicki.
Picking up Barb's kids.

I'm running early like always.

Well, come in. I'll give you a tour
around the new places till they get home.

Oh, no, thank you. I'm fine right here.

Of course you are. But
it'd really be my pleasure.

Wayne, Raymond. Get down and
say hello to your aunt Cindy.

- Hi, aunt Cindy.
- Hi.

You should really
come around more often.

Family is so important. Don't you agree?

Must be so hard to leave
your kids when you travel.

Oh, we have a terrific nanny.

Oh, I can't imagine
not raising my own kids.

So this is the backyard. Look how big.

You should bring your boy out. He and
Ben could toss around the football,

and without the fences, it's
almost a regulation field.

Oh, most certainly is.

So it goes me, Margene,
and Barb at the far end.

Three sisterwives in a row.

No fences-- kind of a
metaphor for sisterhood--

Working together, bringing down
the walls, acceptance, love.

My goodness, stop me. I
sound like a greeting card.

But you know what I mean.

Well, of course you do.
You're her real sister, right?

- Hmm, obviously.
- Of course.

So this is Margie's.

- Have you met Margene yet?
- No, not yet.

Well, you know, number three
is always such a dear blessing.

- We'll stop in.
- This last one's Barbie's?

Hey.

Oh, you've grown so big. Look at you.

- Hi, Barb.
- Hello, Nicki.

- Hi, aunt Cindy.
- Oh, look how big you are.

- Hi.
- Hi, Sarah.

You weren't gonna fill me in?

- It's a first step.
- It's a terrible idea.

She'll try and put things
in their heads about us.

If you think for one second I'll
sit idly by and let that woman

walk all over you and us
and them, you're wrong.

They'll be fine, Nicki.

Do we seriously have to go?

Just play nice on this trip, okay?

All righty. Let's go, Sarah.

Bye, Barb. I'll have them
back safe and sound by tonight.

Uh, no, I'll pick them up.

Oh no. I can drive them both ways.

Small steps, Barb. Small steps.

Okay, let's go.

Assert yourself, Barb.

You can't straddle this fence if it's
not who you are. It will drive you crazy.

I know. I'm sorry, Nicki.

Not to me. It's those poor kids who have
to be with her in the car for an hour.

I personally enjoy watching
her mouth get all pouty.

We're gonna run away.

We can't live here anymore.

We're gonna go far far away...

to a place where there's
no neighborhood watches.

I said I'd drive them back.

I can't keep doing
this. I wanna see mom.

Please, can you go inside and
just tell her that I'm coming in?

- She's taking a nap.
- Then wake her up.

Selfish, Barbie. This isn't about you.

If anything happened to you, your
babies would be my responsibility

and I am trying to do everything in my
power to have a relationship with them.

What's between you and our
mother-- that goes much deeper.

Those were your choices.

Bye.

Oh, bye, Teenie.

Bye, Sarah.

- Ben.
- Bye, aunt Cindy.

Think about what we talked about, Benny.

What does she want you to think about?

Moving out to Texas for the summer.

I left my Game Boy in there.

We'll get a new one.

Do we really have to live with
her if something happens to you?

Nothing's gonna happen to me.

Just take a nap. It's a long way home.

We need these exact brands in
these exact same sizes by tomorrow.

Don't tell your mom I screwed up, okay?

Don't worry, you're good.

Sarah, do you think of
yourself as a polygamist?

No.

Well, kind of.

For the longest time I thought I wasn't.

I mean, "my family may be and
my parents may be, but I'm not."

But then I was like, "well,
I mean, I'm living here,

so whether I like it
or not, I kind of am."

Yeah, that's the weird
part. I never did.

And now I kind of do, and now I
don't know what I think about it all.

I mean, I fell in love with your dad, and
I love your mom and Nicki and you guys,

but I never really thought
of myself that way, you know?

And then... I woke up
and I suddenly realize...

"I'm 23. I'm a polygamist.

Whoa! What's going on? Did I choose
this or did it just happen to me?"

I think you chose it.

Yeah, I guess so.

At first, we were all just
living together in one house

and I just thought we were
sort of like roommates.

Are you gonna leave?

No!

Why did you ask that?

Before you married dad, Nicki bet my mom
that you would leave within six months.

I guess she was wrong.

Yeah, she was wrong.

These don't have any tags on them.

What size do you want?

I don't even know his sizes.

I am a terrible wife.

I should have never married your father.

And your mother.

- And Nicki.
- Especially Nicki.

Hi, Brynn.

Um, can you please call me back?

I just need to talk for a
minute. Okay? Just one minute.

Good night.

- Ernest Holloway, right?
- Yeah.

How may I help you two?

I'm Bill Henrickson.
This is my brother Joey.

We're Orville Henrickson's grandsons.

We were hoping that maybe we
could have a word with you.

Dick Francis.

Borrow it.

I consider it one of his best.

I'll take a look.

Oh, here. Let me help you with that.

- Thank you.
- Sure.

It pleases me that you share
an interest in the academy.

The boys and girls who call this place
home need good physical education.

It killed me when the council
voted PE out of the academy.

- I understand, brother Holloway.
- We had a full gymnasium.

I spoke before councilmember
Dorothy "dot" Campbell--

President's council on physical fitness.

I'd like to help you, Ernest.

One more time?

I'd like to help.

I came from here. Now I've
made some success in life

and I feel it's time
to give something back.

I wanna make a donation,

seed money to help
you start new program.

And I think it best that we, well,
keep these donations anonymous.

We'll do this with a handshake.

Trust among brothers.

You always travel
with so very much cash?

There's something I need as well.

We hardly know each other, Bill.

Uh, ladies...

I need to know what Roman's
up to on the council.

- What kinds of things?
- His business dealings,

any and all of them, particularly
the ones that have to do with me.

I think it's time for
both of you to leave.

The man you hope to harm is the one
true prophet of our most holy church.

May our heavenly father
forgive you for this trespass.

May the Lord be with you both.

They left that phone off the hook.

I know. I'm sorry, Joey. I need
to get you back to your family.

Henricksons. Who, may I ask, is calling?

Hi, this is Patty Lane from Farley
Elementary. Can I speak to Barbara Henrickson?

I'm sorry, Mrs. Henrickson's still
out of town. May I take a message?

- Is this Tancy?
- No. May I take a message?

Tancy, I know this
is you. Please--

Whatcha got there?

Teenie?

Teenie! No running by the
pool, young lady! Stop it!

Stop!

You want to sit down?

Teenie, sit down.

You don't want to
tell me what's in that?

It's a secret.

Looks like a bad secret, right?

Maybe.

I have a bad secret too.

Look.

I bought this whole carton of
cigarettes and I've been smoking them.

I haven't told anybody
about it except for you.

You know what?

I feel better since I told you.

- You won't be mad at me?
- Promise.

It was a class project.

We had to write an essay on why our
mom deserved to be mother of the year.

"Statewide finalist for
best mother of the year."

You put your mom up for
Utah mother of the year?

She's a finalist, and
I don't know what to do.

Uh, you just tell her?

No, not her. You and Nicki.
You're our moms, too, right?

I don't want to hurt your feelings.

- Do you see me like a mom?
- Yeah.

Oh, Teenie.

You didn't do anything wrong.

Teenie, go home.

What?

What kind of an example are you setting?

Margene, you're grounded.

- Excuse me?
- Or you're on probation.

I mean, you do not involve
our kids in your filthy habits.

No. No way. You have
no authority over me.

Authority? You wait just one minute.
I'm second, you're third. Get it?

Second's not first. It's nothing.

If you have a problem, you can
talk to our husband about it.

Oh, you listen to me, Margie.

I'm no cream puff like Barb. I don't
like a lot of people, but I liked you.

And eventually I wanted you in this
family because I grew to love you.

But in the last three years, I have never
known you to make a single adult decision.

Okay, Nicki, it was
great talking to you.

See you later, right?

Your wife and your beautiful new
baby could use your attention, Joey.

No more playing dirty.

All right, Bill?

You get home to your family safely.

Just try to tell her how you
really feel. Sincerity counts.

Brynn, you have a guest.

- She's lucky to have you.
- Thank you, Mrs. Barry.

Hi.

What are you doing here? I don't
have anything to talk to you about.

I don't want to talk anymore either.

- Shut those.
- Okay.

You first.

Keep--keep
going.

Slow.

Did it happen?

Yeah.

Catch.

That looks great.

- Oh, hi.
- Hi.

What a surprise.

Come on in.

I wanted to bring by Teenie's Game
Boy before I head back to the airport.

She left it in mom's bedroom.

My game!

- Is that your new baptism dress?
- Yes, it is.

Thank you, aunt Cindy.

Barbie?

Really, baptism in the swimming pool is
just the silliest thing I've ever heard of.

Now I talked to mom and she said
that she would be more than happy

to baptize Teenie in their ward's vault.

The children are innocent.

You shouldn't involve them in this.

There's nothing wrong with our backyard.

Any body of water is just
as righteous as the next.

What kind of example
are you setting for them?

Sarah is so overtly
independent and headstrong now.

She said she might become
a southern baptist, Barb.

It was a joke.

Well, that only reinforces my point. And
Teenie is following right in her footsteps.

And poor Ben-- he's the only one
who shows any signs of redemption--

Hello, Cindy.

Not staying for my punch?

No.

- Then please leave our house.
- This is not your house.

Oh, shush it. There's nothing
wrong with our children.

They are perfectly strong-minded,
independent works of art,

much like their mothers.
And I would hazard--

- Excuse me! Barb--
- I said shush it!

Our children are at least three times as
cared for, and Barb is 10 times the mother.

Where are your children when you
skip off every week on business?

Family first, right?

Then how about you go home to
yours and leave us to our own?

My dear, polygamy 100
years ago was quaint.

Polygamy today is foul.

That's just the way
it is. God forbid--

You should go, Cindy.

God forbid something
should happen to my sister,

and those children are my
responsibility, not yours.

And I will do everything in my
power to ensure that they grow up

to be good, strong, moral young people.

God forbid. Now get out!

Benny, choose the right always.

I just can't stand by and
watch somebody hurt you.

Oh, no! Oh, it works great on walls.

Oh, honey, I am so sorry.

No, it's fine. It's fine.

But, Pam, I don't think I can
be friends with you anymore.

No. No no. I'll pay for the
clothes that got ruined, Margie.

Oh, no, it's not the clothes.

Then why?

Well, I am who I am,
and you are who you are,

and I can't be me when
I'm with you, not 100% me.

Of course you can.

No, I can't.

Because I'm only barely starting
to understand the real me

and maybe I just need a little alone
time to figure that out for a while.

You can try and do that with me.

Oh, I don't think so.

And, Pam...

Nicki is a good person.

She's not a cockroach.

And I'd never do anything to hurt her.

I'm sorry if I led you
to believe that I would.

Goodbye, Pam.

Goodbye, Margie.

We need to talk about the children.

A big talk or a little talk?

Kind of big, I guess.

Well, are you sure this is the time?

Yes.

If anything ever happened to us,

I don't want them going
to my sister anymore.

I want them to stay
here with their family.

I wanna look at the will.

Oh, Barb.

Honey...

it gives me a great deal of joy
to hear you say that, a great deal.

Dad, there's someone in a van out front.

Compound people.

Is there something I can help you with?

Can you provide for my protection, Bill?

I believe I can.

I'm prepared to do... as you ask of me.

Why?

Your grandfather's death sat very
high on my mind last night, Bill.

Orville and Roman were not
alone on their final trip.

Our heavenly father was in that
truck when your grandfather died

and he saw how Roman wrestled
his way to where he is now.

And mighty his wrath
will be come judgment day.

Brother Holloway, in my world such
allegations need substantiation.

I'm a man of faith, Bill,

willing to risk blood
atonement for the truth.

Your heart knows if you should trust me.

This was your grandfather's.

And you should know, young man, that
he saw something very special in you.

And he was not at all shy about that.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Tancy Henrickson, having been
commissioned of Jesus Christ,

I baptize you in the name of the Father,
and of the son and of the holy ghost, amen.

I wanna be the first to welcome you as an
adult member of our family for all eternity,

with all the responsibilities and
privileges of family and faith.

Margie?

Me next.

I need to be baptized.

Right now. Right this
minute. I'm sorry, Teenie.

Bill, when I married into this family,

I guess I must have thought
I was just marrying you.

And now I realize I
was marrying all of you.

I was marrying
sisters-- my sisters.

That was my choice, and I'd make
that choice all over again right now.

And I know, I know I've
made a lot of mistakes...

lately and-- all right, maybe
always, but I can get better.

I will, because-- because I wanna
be with you guys forever too.

'Cause I love you guys,
and I need you guys.

And I never ever wanted
to not be in this family,

here or in heaven.

Now. I'm ready.

Margene Heffman, having been
commissioned of Jesus Christ,

I baptize you in the name of the Father,
and of the son and of the holy ghost, amen.

Hold your nose.

Dear heavenly Father, I have
knowingly sinned against you.

Please, I will follow your
path wherever you want me to go

if you'll tell me a prayer or a way
to have back my virtue, my virginity.

Please, dear Lord, I
need you with me now.