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Saar!

-Hey, An! -Hey.

-Where are you? -Well, I just moved here!

No way, how nice!

How are you? Having fun there?

Yeah, I'm actually moving on to Argentina in a few days.

-Oh, cool! -Yeah.

-Haven't spoken to you in a while. -No, you're right.

Okay.

Imagine the cutest and most interesting girl you know.

-Hey. -Hi.

And multiply that by ten.

-How are you? Alright? -Yes, great. And you?

Yeah, a little stressed about my study, but other than that…

-You are a Dutch language student, right? -Yes.

That was Sara.

Were you born there?

Me and my sister were born here, but my older brother was born there.

But that doesn't mean that I'm not "in touch" with my roots though.

I have like zero life experience. I'm just gay.

But you shouldn't compare.

You have to be aware of your privileges.

Everyone has their own shit to deal with.

-It was just the pool. -And you can't see anything pretty.

No, just fat, old women doing some water-ballet.

Do you want coffee?

Yes, please.

Should we move in together?

What? We've just known each other for two months.

Yeah, exactly, we're lesbians. We are already a month late actually.

Saar, I'm kidding!

Oh, okay.

Did you really think I wanted to move in together?

-No. -Because we're gay?

No…

Well…

I'm not so sure about that.

What?

If I'm actually gay.

No, of course. Yeah, that…

I didn't want to assume anything.

-I'm sorry. -That's okay.

It's just, all those lesbian jokes, I don't feel connected to them at all.

I just like you.

Shit, I forgot my phone. Hey, guys. Oh, hey, Saar!

Should I have listened closer?

-No idea where I left it. -Yes…

I didn't pay much attention to Sara's struggles.

I was just in love.

Hey, mom.

Fine, and you?

Ah, I can't. I'm seeing Saar that day.

Yeah, really nice.

Exactly. Oh, I hope that there's still some left.

-Here. -It's all gone. You have to…

Wow, you're a wizard!

-I'm super strong. -What the hell?

-Magic fingers. -Yeah, really, magic fingers.

-Saar? -Yes.

Do you want to go steady with me?

Well?

Do you want to be my girlfriend? Like, officially?

Seriously?

Okay.

Okay?

I mean, yeah, I really want to be your girlfriend.

-What? -"Do you want to go steady with me?"

Who says that these days?

-Yummy. -You know…

You're my very first girlfriend.

Yes.

-Don't you think that's stupid? -No, of course not.

-Who was your first girlfriend? -Lily.

From high school.

But did you already know then that you like girls?

Well, I had an inkling, yeah.

But I wasn't sure until I fell in love with Lily.

I'm still not sure about it.

You don't have to be.

But seriously, An. How could you be so sure?

How can you really go for it, all the way?

Well, I wasn't sure right away. I took my time.

And it's not the same process for everyone.

I mean, some people know immediately, others will doubt it for years,

or they don't want to place themselves in any sexual category.

But for me, it gave me some comfort that I could say that I'm gay.

At least it's clear.

But that doesn't mean that others feel the same way.

You shouldn't force it.

Okay.

I'm not in a hurry.

-Okay. -Okay.

Yeah, that's what I said.

But when you're in love, of course, you're in a hurry.

Daan!

Yes?

Daan!

What?

Oh, nothing, I've got a B for my thesis.

-What? -I'm graduated!

-Well done. -Look!

Welcome to the club!

Please, don't.

Can I come?

-Saar… -You know I'm not comfortable with that.

Yeah, but what about me?

Why do you want to hold hands so badly?

Saar, you're my girlfriend.

I just want to be able to hold your hand, I just want to be able to kiss you.

I like you too.

Show me, then!

What?

-Do you like me? -Yes.

Show me.

Kiss me.

-An… -Make out with me.

Because I like you!

I like you.

-I love you! -An, stop it.

Yeah, I like you, because I'm gay!

Yes, I'm gay!

I love boobs and I like to have sex with girls…

Stop it!

I'm not ready, okay? I don't want to hold your fucking hand, dyke!

Oh, it's just so stupid.

Really, so stupid, because she's really great.

And everything is amazing.

Of all things, coming out of the closet is the problem?

Tricky…

I can't go back into the closet, right?

But you can't pull her out of the closet, if she's not ready.

No.

-You should talk to her. -I don't want to talk to her.

Being stubborn isn't going to solve anything.

But I just know that things are going to end badly.

I can't do this.

The stupid thing was that I did recognize it.

But that was such long time ago. I've left that behind me.

Hi.

Hey.

I don't want you to go.

I'm sorry.

You don't have to be sorry.

It's better for the both of us.

It sucks, because I want to be with you, but we can't.

No.

-Wine? -Yes, please.

Letting Sara go

was probably the hardest, shittiest thing I've ever had to do.

Hey, I have to tell you something else.

I'm staying three extra months and maybe even longer.

Oh, wow…

Yeah.

That's… cool.

No, really. Nice, Saar.

I'm happy for you, that you're happy over there.

Thanks, me too.

I really have to go now.

Yes, me too. Oh, it's super late.

Yeah.

Okay.

-It was really nice to see you, An. -Yeah, me too.

Okay.

-Bye! -Bye, have fun.