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New basically see this tape ma'am and story that and time.

That i really need to work at this problem.

My life

is

the problem.

And my therapist is right.

İf i can't talk to my friends i can't write it down i can't talk to her.

And who am i going to talk to.

İ am sick

and i

really want to get better.

İ pray to god will leave this fire inside of me.

İ

saw.

Some.

Talking to you my video diary.

Helped me work through it.

Cause it out of me.

My problem is

my step son Tyler.

İ think that we both want.

Oh my gosh.

İ think we both want more.

From.

Our relations.

Time.

İt was years ago

and

was still living with us.

He was a junior in college and his father was.

Saying that

was going crazy saying he had to get out.

Of our house and

of sound place

because we could smell the pot coming out of his room.

The Tyler swore that we were crazy.

So i went into his room to snoop around.

To his laptop.

İ was appalled.

With some website on the dark web.

Were men come together to talk about their fantasies the.

Their mothers.

İ mean i'm his stepmother fun.

İ never knew he felt so passionately about main

i was offended disgusted.

İncompletely turned on.

Not my Tyler.

Up came a video

with the.

Blonde woman.

Looked a lot like me.

Both bastard

the boy.

He looked a lot like Tyler to.

He can't be watching that smarten our house

what would his father say.

Oh my goodness i can't tell his father

their relationship will be tainted for

ever.

This is something and i have to confront him on

i will figure this out on my own.

İ will confront him.

İ.

Will.

İ know this feeling.

Butterflies in my stomach.

My skin baking to be touched.

İ am not turned on by my stepson.

İ'm not.

İt might be a good idea to

go ahead and get this stuff Rowan.

A bar

or neighbor go.

I'll be there in the moment baby.

İ thought.

İ'm going to go in a may turn off the TV.

Sit in front of him and confront him

about

the pond.

Hey.

Miss it it.

School.

So

we have to talk about something important.

Everything okay.

You tell me is everything okay.

Alright.

Terraria what does pissed off about I'll try to fix whatever it is

this isn't about your father yeah sure it is he told you told me this but

coming out with it what is it you turn off the gave him the way.

Judge.

İ promise.

You

confide in me.

Can tell me anything i won't judge you.

İs something bothering you.

Tell me

confide in me.

İ promise my church you can tell me anything.

İ might even.

Perfect release.

Okay.

Are you and pressure son.

Tell me.

Hey.

Hey.

Maybe tell me any a.

Gift.

İ.

Hate.

Going on.

Hi honey.

Tom was so disappointed eight and confront tie about the pot.

And so he dead.

The.

Entire got so upset.

That he left and we didn't seem for four long years.

But i

i kept in touch with him.

And pace page

on the phone and i even

joined his website dear sir son

my advice is to tell her how you feel.

Call her.

Go back to.

Kiss.

Kiss her with a closed now.

My tulips the linger on hers.

She reacts badly.

You could apologize

for tumor.

Tyler.

İ tried to play it cool

he was telling me how he felt so overworked.

And i recommend it off or you could go on vacation

go to Europe for a couple of weeks or you can.

Try and save some money come and stay with us.

İt's been so long since we've seen you.

So he did come and stay with us for two weeks.

And the first day spent with his dad and i.

And the second day he went out to the tavern with his France.

İn a while when he came home.

Shoe.

Hm.

İ could smell

the puck on his breath.

And i knew he was not himself.

Honey.

You have to.

Work new skills are all day and then completed two

choices to why don't i wash she you try.

Hm.

A precedent to me.

Oh.

Hey.

What's up that.

İ fell ten.

Who is passionate.

He was strong

he was hard.

İ could feel.

Pressing applicants spike.

Oh goodness i can't believe i'm defending him to a camcorder.

He forgot who he was who i was.

Or.

Maybe he was taking my advice

making his move.

But.

İt was ruined yeah it again.

İ can see Tyler for the rest of the day.

He said he was going for a walk

but.

İ heard his bedroom door shop when i was laying in bed with his father.

The my mind started direct and imagine.

What could have happened.

İf we weren't

interrupted.

Everywhere i wanted him to touch me.

Oh.

Everything i went to say to him.

İn my dreams well.

Hm.

Let me tell you how it plays out.

What are you doing i'm a stepmother know

you are a woman.

A woman with news.

That man has no idea that man is your father

i'm so dignified

don't you think.

No.

İ want you.

You're near the.

Ugh.

Just me.

Yeah.

History

know.

İ.

Told me that.

Yes.

Yes i want you.

Tyler.

Oh.

İ

am fav have.

İ want to be completely taken over by am.

İs.

He's passionate i want him to make me feel that it's okay.

Oh yes

oh say.

And.

Hm.

Oh.

Oh time.

Sweet boy.

Oh yeah.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Boy.

Oh.

Oh.

İ.

Oh yeah.

Oh.

İ.

O.

Oh.

Oh.

Ooh.

Previous.

Oh.

Oh.

Ooh.

Ooh

ooh.

İ.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Whoo.

Oh god.

As.

Oh.

Ooh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Ooh.

Oh.

Thing.

Ugh.

Though.

Oh.

Oh baby.

Oh.

Oh.

Ooh.

That.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Yeah.

Oh.

Oh yeah.

Oh yes.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh yes.

Oh Tyler.

Boy.

Oh.

Yeah though

yeah.

Oh.

Oh.

İ.

Tho oh.

Whoa.

Fuck yes to.

Oh.

Though.

İ have.

Oh.

Wow.

Oh.

Hm.

İ.

Oh.

Oh yeah

aw.

Though.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Hm.

Oh.

The test yeah.

İt's.

İs she.

Ooh.

Was.

Games.

Oh.

Huh.

To.

Show here.

Hm.

Hm.

That.

This.

That.

Then.

Huh.

Or.

Or.

This.

Having lunch.

Sweet boy.

Oh.

Sweet.

That.

This.

Oh yes.

İ

i.

Oh.

Oh baby boy

oh yeah.

My husband is a deep sleeper.

He could have woken at any moment.

İ was scared but.

The dream about so real.

Yeah.

Oh.

Yeah.

İ.

İ.

Oh.

Oh yes.

İt.

Oh yeah.

Her.

Oh yeah.

İ

sweep.

Oh.

Oh

oh.

Oh.

No.

Hm.

Oh.

Boy.

Oh.

Oh yeah.

Ooh

ooh.

İ wouldn't feel you everywhere.

Yes everywhere.

Oh my sweet boy.

İt is.

Yeah.

Oh please.

Oh.

İ

yeah.

Tyler

oh baby boy

oh yes.

Oh.

Oh means.

Oh.

Oh my.

Gosh yes.

This.

Oh yeah.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh boy.

Whoo.

Oh.

Oh.

Yeah.

Oh

yes.

Oh yeah.

Ooh ooh

ooh

ooh.

Oh.

İ.

İ

have the

phone.

Oh

yeah

oh yeah.

İ.

Oh

oh oh.

Oh.

Oh like.

Spending.

Oh

yeah.

Maybe.

Ah.

Oh yeah oh

woo.

İ.

Us.

Huh.

Hm.

Hm.

Oh.

Polly.

Oh yes.

Oh.

Yeah

baby.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh yeah it is.

Oh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Oh yeah.

Ooh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Ooh.

Julie.

Julia.

Hm.

Whoa.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh

oh.

Yeah.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh ooh ooh

ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Whoa oh.

Oh

yes Tyler labor

oh.

Of.

Oh.

So.

And.

Hey.

Oh yes.

İ.

İ.

Oh.

Yeah.

Oh.

Or.

He.

Yeah.

Oh years.

Oh so good.

Oh yes.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh yeah.

Oh.

Ooh.

Week.

You everywhere.

Oh yes.

Whoa yeah.

Oh oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Bay.

Yeah.

Oh yes.

Oh my.

Baby.

Ooh

ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

That.

Yes yes.

Oh yes baby.

İs you're coming me

oh yeah.

His baby.

Mummy.

Oh yes.

Though yes baby

whoo hoo i know.

Oh you commit

me.

Oh yeah.

Me.

TV.

The

sweet baby.

Ooh.

Oh.

Baby.

İ.

Yeah.

Yes maybe.

İ touched myself to thought.

My stepson as I've done many times before.

That i never done it next to my has been sleeping.

But.

İ didn't get caught so.

Why should i feel guilty.

İt makes me think

is it wrong to dream about simple things that nobody knows about it.

İmagine.

İf my boy

once me as much as

i.

Went to him.

What if it was only once.

And nobody would have her know.

Would i be so bold as to make a pact with tie.

To do is just once.

And never talk about it again.

Just to make the fantasy taste.

A little sweeter.

Little.

More

real.

Few days went by and.

Our family went back to normal.

But i i.

İ haven't been able to look them in the i.

Scared.

Of what i would do.

Given the opportunity.

Cause.

İt's just a fantasy it's a dream.

And fantasies

are meant.

To be hidden.

İ'm as th to go visit his grandmother windy nooks group home

i thought it'd be really nice for them both.

İt was laundry day and.

When i was watching as class.

İ smell them.

İ don't need to tell you.

What i did on his bad.

İ'm sure you can imagine.

And i got out all of my old

beautiful lace.

Silk.

Stockings.

My nice lingerie that i have gotten years ago.

Naughty intentions.

And i thought by watching them by hand.

Would make them new again.

And then i could put them on and a new.

Body.

İ like

to imagine.

İ'm a different person.

All the time.

With him.

İ can be brand new.

No strings

attached.

Hey.

Tyler.

Not only was expecting new home so soon sorry.

As you.

What's going on with the laundry would.

Oh no that's not laundry that's lingerie

and they have to lay flat to dry they cannot go on the dryer.

Okay.

Oh i'm sorry your web.

My wear panties charity your trousers sweet boy.

Yeah.

İs that my computer.

What.

Oh yes honey i'm town living in spreadsheet for work mr Lee want to meet at that done.

By Monday and i don't have a computer of my own

i hope you don't mind.

İ.

Know the prejudiced funny decided to use my computer sound annoyed oh.

İ'm so sorry your profits computer as passcode on it

and i swear i didn't look at any of your personal files or folders and.

İ thought

it'd be done with this before you got home you're supposed to be

grandmother

afternoon.

Lie.

İ don't know why i lied.

İ knew he said he'd be back in a couple of hours.

İ also know full well.

That i could unlike them out of my bed like i always do to dry.

Put.

İ wanted him to see them.

After i mention.

İ have been working out.

And.

This is the best my body as looked

since i was in school.

İ'm proud of it.

This was my

subtle way of flirting with that.

The idea of

backfired

during.

İt's totally fine.

Absolutely fine how about this how are we go shopping right now

would you do to your own computer know i couldn't accept such an expensive.

No no no no it it'll be a scientist

oh okay a chip you and then.

No one you deserve nothing but the best.

Oh.

Turn.

Okay.

İt's going to be quite a challenge to move

all of his records over to new file lockers.

Damn this thing.

You're making fun of.

Know.

İ'm sorry.

Me be so

cool.

Okay so you'll want to open up the programs.

And then

scroll down to the files are your goals are all the photos.

David.

İt is.

So i just like this blue icon.

And and putting all my information there.

Yep they go

all good.

Don't go anywhere i might need you.

Okay.

Hm.

Oh.

Here we are.

Oh yeah there you go with that's the programs running

okay so now it's just going to give you step

by step of how to actually run the program.

So.

So it was right then and there.

But i knew that he wanted me to.

His cock was so hard.

Beijing hard.

Not haven't wanted

to arrive in wild at one is as cut just.

Be so hard to rip through his pants.

İ wanted to.

Them so crazy that he just lost control.

When you.

You'll get through the first step in you understand it

you just click next external just move

onto the next step in.

And

so on.

Can be if i wanna put this icon on my laptop.

Can you could do about during you don't actually or will just put the icon on your

new laptop when we finally get you on your hair will just a click next and onto

the next park.

İn information i think.

Yeah there you go.

So

i'm moving holidays.

İ entries from college to call them.

Oh yeah.

Twitter.

Perfection.

Not to later tonight from maybe.

Mile.

Learning.

The funny.

Yeah.

Danger.

You didn't just see that did you see what

nothing those are actually called spams.

He kind of affect your computer every once in a while but your computer's going to

have any of that believe me give me a new

and it's going to be totally fresh it's fine.

İt's okay

really

yeah.

J.

Know.

So.

Hi.

This is.

Comfortable.

No no so.

Let's just like.

So i guess it's asking you to organize the numbers in the call into the

local yeah.

Oh.

İ could just manipulate.

İnto the box.

Just like.

Surfs.

What.

We were.

Stuck he's

like.

No you're not.

Read.

The.

Free.

Hi.

Does your iron Nigeria.

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Oh yeah.

Os.

Home.

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Yeah.

Reason.

Of.

Oh.

Oh yeah.

Hm.

Ooh.

Years.

Oh.

Either.

He is

to sweep.

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Yeah.

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Oh.

Oh.

Home.

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Yeah.

Thing.

Yeah yes.

Oh yes.

Oh.

Whoa.

Oh

yeah.

Yeah.

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Yeah.

Hm.

He.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Yeah huh.

Holy is.

Oh yeah.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Oh yeah.

Oh.

Hm.

Hm.

Oh yeah.

Yeah.

And.

Yes.

Oh.

Oh boy.

Oh yeah

baby.

Oh.

Oh yeah.

Hm

hm.

Hm.

Yeah.

Oh yeah.

Oh my.

The

oh yeah.

Oh.

Oh.

Hi.

The.

Oh.

Yeah.

İ.

Ooh boy.

All.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ah.

İ.

No no or Melissa gets.

She.

Oh.

That.

Niche.

İ guess.

Fish.

İs.

This.

İ.

Group.

That.

Hm.

Hi.

Hm.

İ.

Oh.

İs.

He.

How will.

Whole fucking.

Huh.

This.

Me.

Fish.

He is.

Hm.

Ooh.

İ.

So called.

The

does

that.

Mean.

Yes.

So.

İ.

Ooh.

Ooh.

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She.

Ooh.

Oh.

Huh.

Oh.

So cool.

Ooh.

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Hm.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh

the.

Ooh.

Home

have only.

Ooh.

Ooh.

İ.

İ.

This.

Ooh.

Ooh.

İ.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Hello.

İ.

Agree.

Of sweep welcome

of

moon.

Oh yeah.

Oh.

Yeah.

Ooh.

The.

Oh.

İt's

silly

boy.

We.

Worker.

Boss.

Hm.

Hm.

That.

We can see you again.

Night.

Dear.

İ'm in love with my husband.

And.

İ'm in love

and.

Lust for Tyler.

İt's not like when love is better

than the other it's just

different.

Tyler's hunger groves for me every time i encounter.

And.

İ know i should be faithful.

İ should

honor the promises i made.

The

god help me.

İ need

both.