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Marnie is very sick.
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She has shown no signs of
neurological improvement and is
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still ventilator-dependent.
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Is it in Marnie's best interests
to continue ventilation or not?
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Let's stay on holiday for
a bit longer, eh?
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Please don't assume Marnie's story
is going to be any less beautiful.
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It'll just be different.
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Marnie, honey, can you do
that again, please?
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Can you squeeze my hand?
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She's going to get better.
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You could come to the hospital,
if you like?
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I'll be better here.
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I'm here on behalf of
Every Christian Life.
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We're here to help.
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I think we should consider
ending it, the treatment.
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I have been fighting for her
all my life!
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Just me! Not you!
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That's just not true.
Well, prove it, then!
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They say she's in a lot of pain!
She is still your child!
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Yes! Yes, she is!
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Dad, don't go.
Don't leave me here.
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This is going to be a fight, Nicci.
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All we want is to save
Marnie's life.
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Then, yeah... ..I'm ready.
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This programme contains strong language and some
scenes which some viewers may find upsetting.
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So, your line about the
marriage is that
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"it's a private matter for
my husband and I."
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Right.
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And when they say, "Why does he want
her dead and you don't?"
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Well, Nihal, he won't say that.
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He's excellent.
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Right, well, if he hints at it?
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Well, then you just hint back that
your husband is, in fact,
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an arsehole.
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Look, whenever it gets hard,
just think about Marnie, all right?
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That'll get you through. They get
a tight 20, then we've got to
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get straight off to
the solicitor, OK?
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Right, tight 20.
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Got it.
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PRESENTER: Now, over to Laura
with the travel.
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What's happening with the roads,
Laura?
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OK?
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Hi. Brenda. Nice to meet you.
Nihal. Hi.
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Hi. Hi.
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We've got 45 seconds of
travel peace. Oh, right.
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It's a pleasure to have you here.
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OK, headphones on, if you want them.
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Not necessary if not.
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Just talk to me.
The more casual, the better.
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Oh, we're just going to go
straight into it?
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Yeah. Be yourself. You'll be great.
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You'll be great.
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It's 7:34.
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We're joined this morning
by Nicola...
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It's Nicci. Uh, Nicci Lloyd,
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who is mother to Marnie,
who is currently in hospital
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and extremely poorly.
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Yeah, my daughter has a rare
neuromuscular disorder.
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She was diagnosed when she was
six months old.
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And she's 13 now?
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Yeah. They-they... they kept telling
us she was going to die at two,
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four, seven, erm...
..when she was 10, 12.
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Now 13.
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But she's... she's a strong girl.
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You're currently in a dispute with
the hospital about the best form
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of future care for her?
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Well, I think "care" is a kind word
for it.
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They want to switch off her machines
and we want to keep them on.
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PHONE BUZZES.
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CALL DISMISSED CLICK.
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Hello?
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Oh. I've got the wrong place.
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Possibly.
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My handwriting's awful.
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I wrote down 23, but it could
equally likely be 33.
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Sorry, who are you looking for?
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Are you Caitlin Lloyd?
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Yeah. Um, Katie.
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I'm Greg from Children
and Family Legal Services.
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Here to talk about Marnie.
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I had an appointment with Nicola
at 10:00.
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Right. Uh...
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Yeah, Mum's not good at appointments
right now.
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Come in. I'll phone her.
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Thank you.
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So, what are you assessing?
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How best to represent Marnie
in court.
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You're my sister's lawyer?
No, not a legal.
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I'm a social worker.
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The court has appointed me to
look after Marnie's welfare.
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I sit in court and look after
her best interests.
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Isn't that our job?
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Well, of course,
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but the court feels that Marnie
should have her own voice.
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Your mum talks about her feelings.
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Your dad talks about him.
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The hospital talks about them.
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And I speak to everyone and try to
look out for what's best for Marnie.
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I'm not AGAINST anyone.
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I'm FOR Marnie.
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Right, I'll phone her again.
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PHONE RINGS.
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Hey. Are you OK?
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Mum, there's a man here to see you
from the child legal service thing.
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A social worker?
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Oh, sh...
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Shite.
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Um... I forgot.
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Where are you? Er...
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I've got... I've got a lawyer thing,
and then a TV thing.
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A TV thing?
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Yeah, it's ridiculous, I know.
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Do you want me to speak to him,
make it less embarrassing?
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No, I'll handle it. Go be a TV star.
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CALL DISCONNECT TONE.
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Everything OK?
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Yeah. Yeah.
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So, er, could we get you a drink?
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Coffee, tea, water, flavoured water?
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Er... No, I'm fine.
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This is Derek.
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Derek's your barrister,
and Derek is great.
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It is an honour to be involved
in this case.
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Thank you.
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So, what we're doing is building
our case from the excellent
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medical history you've provided,
Nicci.
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The hospital has power on its side.
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The white coat - even unworn -
gives credibility.
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So, our role is to promote our
alternative hypothesis
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that the prognosis they have
given was based on poor judgment,
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and to propose that alternative
treatments are still a possibility.
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Right, you think you can show
they did a bad job?
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We believe we can suggest a bias in
the treatment Marnie has received,
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particularly from Samantha Woodham.
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We're looking for moments when
her medical judgment
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may have been clouded.
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If we can show that,
we can show that similar doubt
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must be applied to this case.
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Anything and everything that
you've got in that regard
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would be most useful.
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And there is some urgency with
the court date approaching.
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Samantha's a good doctor, though...
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No-one's denying that.
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And we've had some wonderful
responses in terms
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of alternate treatments for Marnie.
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And we're still circling to find
the right doctor to help us...
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You haven't found anyone yet?
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Well, it takes time, Nicci.
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Oh... PHONE RINGS.
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Um, it's the hospital. I...
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Hello?
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I'm on my way.
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Do you think you'll win, Nicci?
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How's Marnie?
Can you give us a comment, please?
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Can... can you not, please?
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Any change in her condition?
Have you seen her?
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Can I just go and see my daughter?
Thank you.
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BUZZER.
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Thank you.
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Journalists are outside.
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Yeah. I know.
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Can't we do better than this?
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I'm going to go in.
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Is she OK?
Doctor's on her way.
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Hey, Marnie. Hey, petal.
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Hey, you don't look too bad.
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Marnie had a reaction to one
of the drugs we had her on.
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We've given her some steroids
and a dose of adrenaline
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and she seems to have settled.
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What did you put her on?
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It was a reaction to the new
antibiotics we've been trying.
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She's out of danger.
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Right.
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I am... I've been...
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..aware of what you've been saying
on the radio, and...
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..I just wanted to say that I'm
sorry we weren't able
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to provide a care that you...
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For what it's worth, I've always
cared deeply about Marnie.
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DOOR OPENS.
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What... what's happening?
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Just a small reaction.
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She'll be back to how she was soon.
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Chill-out room.
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I need some stuff to cover
the chairs and stuff.
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That, that... Yeah.
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Coat room.
Can I do coats?
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You're not going to be here at all.
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Hang on a minute, Katie.
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OK, so I want everything
cleared out of here.
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Ah... Well, we might not be able
to clear out EVERYTHING.
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It's got to be a dance floor, Dad.
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Well, what do you want gone?
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The television. Mm.
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These cabinets. Yeah.
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The sofa. Ugh...
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Well, the cabinets and the telly
might be possible,
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but I'm not sure the sofa will be.
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But it's the biggest thing, Dad.
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Yeah, that's exactly the problem.
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If we could just put it
in the kitchen.
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It could be quite cool
in the kitchen.
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Well, it needs to clear the doors,
that's the problem.
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It's not enough space otherwise.
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All right. Well, I'm sure
you'll manage.
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Hey. You can't not invite your
sister to your party.
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I think none of you should be here.
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It'll be OK. We'll...
I don't mind.
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She can be in your room, if you want
more people waiting and watching.
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But I think you'll be better
going out, the whole lot of you.
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Go bowling.
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We COULD go bowling.
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It's my birthday.
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She's going to your party,
and we're supervising,
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and that's the end of
the discussion.
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So, I don't have a significant life?
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Just a significant sister?
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Katie, come on.
You're being a child.
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I AM a child!
And I don't want her here!
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POP MUSIC PLAYS.
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I really like you.
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What?
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Happy birthday.
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Yeah.
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Good party.
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Sure.
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Sorry. My mum and dad are here.
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Oh. Uh, right.
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I just have to... Sure. See you.
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DOORBELL RINGS.
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Hi. Hi. Can I come in?
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Yeah, yeah, come on in.
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Um... I have tea, I think.
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The milk is... possibly off.
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I can have black tea.
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The milk is my fault.
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Hello, Uncle Tom. How do?
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It's the way the French do it.
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Although I believe they use lemon.
I don't have lemon.
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I've got Jif lemon.
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For pancakes.
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Uh, yeah, just...
just black tea is fine.
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Oh. OK, I'm, um...
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..I'm going to go out... Right.
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..erm... get some milk.
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OK.
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I may be some time.
Right.
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Don't let him...
Don't let him tidy up.
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Everything's there for a reason,
OK? I won't.
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Yeah, OK.
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Bye.
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How are you getting on?
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Yeah. I'm fine.
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One of the most expressive words
in the English language.
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"How were your exams, Katie?"
"Fine."
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"How's that nasty friend of yours
doing now?"
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"Fine."
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"How's that graze on your knee."
258
00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:37,159
"Fine."
259
00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:39,719
Which nasty friend?
260
00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:43,039
Ah... I want to say Marcia?
261
00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:45,479
The one who bullied you,
you remember.
262
00:13:45,480 --> 00:13:47,159
Marcia?
263
00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:49,319
Do you mean Natalie? Ah.
264
00:13:49,320 --> 00:13:53,279
Do you think you, um, sent me to a
school where I might meet a Marcia?
265
00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:54,719
HE LAUGHS.
266
00:13:54,720 --> 00:13:56,200
No. Hmm.
267
00:13:57,360 --> 00:14:00,760
Erm... Thank you. Ow, ow, ow...
268
00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:03,960
Inside? Yeah.
269
00:14:08,480 --> 00:14:10,799
I saw your mum.
270
00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:13,439
At the hospital earlier.
271
00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:15,080
Did you have a nice chat?
272
00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:17,920
No.
273
00:14:19,920 --> 00:14:21,720
Um...
274
00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:27,599
When my mum died...
That's a big when.
275
00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:29,999
Not allowed?
276
00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:33,879
Ah, when she died...
277
00:14:33,880 --> 00:14:38,959
..uh, she said two things to me.
278
00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:40,719
She said,
279
00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:44,439
"If I'd known giving up cigarettes
would have got rid of this cough,
280
00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:46,279
"I'd have done it years ago."
281
00:14:46,280 --> 00:14:48,639
So, this is an anti-smoking
thing now?
282
00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:50,799
And, um...
283
00:14:50,800 --> 00:14:54,639
..the second thing she said was...
284
00:14:54,640 --> 00:14:57,599
..that I was just like my dad.
285
00:14:57,600 --> 00:15:01,999
I would never reach my
full potential...
286
00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:07,799
..because I'm feckless
with my own intelligence.
287
00:15:07,800 --> 00:15:09,679
I can't remember the exact phrasing.
288
00:15:09,680 --> 00:15:12,360
I know it contained the
word "feckless".
289
00:15:14,800 --> 00:15:17,639
OK, your tea?
290
00:15:17,640 --> 00:15:20,239
Yeah. Tastes a bit, um...
291
00:15:20,240 --> 00:15:22,160
..washing-up-liquidy.
292
00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:25,080
Um...
293
00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:30,119
It's kind of a dark thing to say,
isn't it, "feckless"?
294
00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:33,159
My mum felt she had a responsibility
to be the guardian
295
00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:36,079
of other people's failings. Oh.
296
00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:37,920
She thought she was helping me.
297
00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:44,959
She wanted to use that moment
of her own death...
298
00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:47,559
..to teach me.
299
00:15:47,560 --> 00:15:49,719
So, what did you do?
300
00:15:49,720 --> 00:15:50,919
With the advice? Mm.
301
00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:53,039
I went out and got shit-faced.
302
00:15:53,040 --> 00:15:56,000
And then, um, I sobered up.
303
00:15:57,040 --> 00:16:02,359
And then I... ..got
your mum pregnant,
304
00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:04,479
and then I married her.
305
00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:08,040
Got a job... ..that
I didn't care about.
306
00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:11,200
Lived a life.
307
00:16:12,480 --> 00:16:13,520
OK.
308
00:16:15,760 --> 00:16:17,199
That's really depressing.
309
00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:19,079
No, no. Not really, because...
310
00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:20,760
Here's the thing.
311
00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:27,519
I loved... I have loved...
312
00:16:27,520 --> 00:16:30,200
I have loved her, your mum...
313
00:16:31,880 --> 00:16:34,320
..more than I expected to.
314
00:16:36,240 --> 00:16:38,839
And I have loved you
315
00:16:38,840 --> 00:16:42,479
more than I could ever
have hoped to.
316
00:16:42,480 --> 00:16:47,000
And I loved
Marnie... ..absolutely.
317
00:16:49,280 --> 00:16:52,159
And I think that's an achievement.
I mean, not one that my mum,
318
00:16:52,160 --> 00:16:55,279
my mother - she hated the word
"mum" - would have understood.
319
00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:59,440
But an achievement...
all the same.
320
00:17:02,440 --> 00:17:05,199
And I think what I'm doing
321
00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:08,199
and what I'm saying now...
322
00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:10,040
..is an act of love.
323
00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:17,920
I just needed...
to explain that to you.
324
00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:21,240
Did you?
325
00:17:22,319 --> 00:17:24,118
You're disappointed?
326
00:17:24,119 --> 00:17:25,519
Yeah.
327
00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:26,799
Why?
328
00:17:26,800 --> 00:17:31,279
I'm not... I'm not going to back the
hospital or embarrass your mum.
329
00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:33,679
I'm just going to say my piece
in court...
330
00:17:33,680 --> 00:17:36,159
I mean, if you frame a thought
with self-pity,
331
00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:39,759
it seems manageable, right?
332
00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:41,719
Your mum was an arsehole.
333
00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:43,360
So what?
334
00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:46,759
I was giving a context.
335
00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:48,999
You were giving an excuse.
336
00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:51,679
It's what all your generation does.
337
00:17:51,680 --> 00:17:54,279
"I'm not racist,
but if you could understand
338
00:17:54,280 --> 00:17:57,319
"where I come from, you'd understand
my racist thoughts."
339
00:17:57,320 --> 00:17:59,639
"I'm not transphobic.
I'm not homophobic."
340
00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:02,159
I'm not racist or transphobic
or homophobic...
341
00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,719
Dad, it was your job to love us.
342
00:18:04,720 --> 00:18:06,759
It was your job to be around.
343
00:18:06,760 --> 00:18:09,759
It was your fucking job.
344
00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:13,239
Honestly, so many men - and you
see it all the fucking time -
345
00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:18,319
congratulate themselves for being,
like, family men.
346
00:18:18,320 --> 00:18:21,479
What does that mean?
That they provide?
347
00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:23,879
They don't fuck around?
I mean, that's not an achievement.
348
00:18:23,880 --> 00:18:25,479
Yes, but...
349
00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:28,159
You know, this may be
an act of love,
350
00:18:28,160 --> 00:18:31,319
but you performed it
in a cowardly way.
351
00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,839
You just ran. You didn't fight.
352
00:18:33,840 --> 00:18:35,519
What, you wanted World War III?
353
00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:38,119
If you believe something,
isn't it better to argue for it?
354
00:18:38,120 --> 00:18:39,559
I was pretty clear about how I felt.
355
00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:42,239
I was trying to not make
a situation worse.
356
00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:44,959
So, you just left her and me,
357
00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:47,079
without us really understanding
what it meant for us?
358
00:18:47,080 --> 00:18:49,159
No, no... That makes it sound like
I abandoned you.
359
00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:51,599
Yeah, cos you did.
360
00:18:51,600 --> 00:18:54,399
I don't give a shit
361
00:18:54,400 --> 00:18:57,119
whether you reached your
potential or not. I-I'm...
362
00:18:57,120 --> 00:18:58,839
I'm not marking you.
363
00:18:58,840 --> 00:19:01,919
I'm your daughter.
It doesn't matter to me.
364
00:19:01,920 --> 00:19:04,799
All I care about is, like,
what you are to me.
365
00:19:04,800 --> 00:19:07,759
I wasn't trying to excuse it. I
shouldn't have talked about my mum.
366
00:19:07,760 --> 00:19:10,279
You know what? Like... Dad, this
was a test, and you failed it
367
00:19:10,280 --> 00:19:12,679
when you left. I wasn't trying to
excuse it. I don't actually feel
368
00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:14,439
like I NEED to excuse it.
You know it's a mess...
369
00:19:14,440 --> 00:19:16,519
Dad, you can fuck off!
370
00:19:16,520 --> 00:19:18,999
Marnie lives!
And my job is to support Mum,
371
00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:20,879
and actually try and survive.
372
00:19:20,880 --> 00:19:24,320
So, your "love" has helped neither
of those things.
373
00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,319
Actually, you know what?
374
00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:36,319
It's not my job.
375
00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:40,279
It's actually not my job to
support Mum, or you.
376
00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:42,759
I'm supposed to be
a fucking teenager!
377
00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:44,679
So, fuck you for doing this to me!
378
00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:46,480
I didn't. Marnie did.
379
00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:50,999
That's interesting you chose
to blame her.
380
00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,999
I don't blame her. I...
381
00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:55,479
I just acknowledge the fact.
382
00:19:55,480 --> 00:20:00,519
I just acknowledge the fact
that her condition...
383
00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:03,319
..caused difficulty.
You didn't say her condition, Dad.
384
00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:05,480
You said her name.
You're the one who can't visit her.
385
00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:07,959
Yeah. I can't.
386
00:20:07,960 --> 00:20:10,159
Right, so that makes me a dickhead,
too. No, you're not...
387
00:20:10,160 --> 00:20:12,279
Is that what you want me to say?
No, you're not a dickhead.
388
00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:14,399
Look, I love you and your sister
very much.
389
00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:16,839
Yeah, absolutely. You said you
love Marnie absolutely.
390
00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:18,199
And I know I haven't been perfect...
391
00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:20,199
You let us down.
Please don't do this.
392
00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:23,959
Look, whatever you think, just...
just talk about it.
393
00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:26,639
Talk to Mum, and then you
and Mum come to a decision,
394
00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:28,839
and then you stand WITH us.
395
00:20:28,840 --> 00:20:30,439
Please stand beside us.
396
00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:32,519
But we disagree on the key decision,
397
00:20:32,520 --> 00:20:35,999
the most important decision
we have ever had to make.
398
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,799
And you can't... talk about that,
399
00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:40,639
you can't rationalise it.
400
00:20:40,640 --> 00:20:43,040
You... you can only feel it.
401
00:20:46,400 --> 00:20:47,759
OK.
402
00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:49,399
I'm going to go,
403
00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:51,279
leave you to your feelings.
404
00:20:51,280 --> 00:20:53,159
No, don't do... Don't do that!
405
00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:54,919
Don't do that. Don't...!
406
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:56,360
DOOR SLAMS.
407
00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:59,800
HE SIGHS.
408
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:25,879
TV PLAYS: It's like you say,
when you don't have the support,
409
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:28,319
these things are made even harder.
That can't have been easy.
410
00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:31,119
NICCI: Yeah, well people think when
you've a disabled daughter
411
00:21:31,120 --> 00:21:32,799
that you're an object of pity.
412
00:21:32,800 --> 00:21:34,199
Fuck off.
413
00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:36,479
You know, they project their
insecurities onto you.
414
00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:39,359
But, really, being a parent
of a disabled child...
415
00:21:39,360 --> 00:21:40,919
No.
416
00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:43,319
..it's the most beautiful job
in the world.
417
00:21:43,320 --> 00:21:45,959
Marnie, you know, she has her downs,
418
00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:48,119
but her ups...
419
00:21:48,120 --> 00:21:52,359
She's... You know,
she's complicated, she's sparky,
420
00:21:52,360 --> 00:21:55,519
she's annoying, she's difficult.
421
00:21:55,520 --> 00:21:59,559
But, you know, she's, er...
she's joyous.
422
00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:02,479
I wouldn't have missed a
single minute of it.
423
00:22:02,480 --> 00:22:04,359
She sounds like a special lady.
424
00:22:04,360 --> 00:22:05,919
Oh, yeah, she is.
425
00:22:05,920 --> 00:22:07,639
Well, I'll tell her you said that.
426
00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:10,159
She has at least one
of your records.
427
00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:12,479
Well, you know, she's heard at least
one of your records.
428
00:22:12,480 --> 00:22:14,399
Oh, she's a real fan, then.
429
00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:15,880
Fuck off!
430
00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:20,760
DOORBELL RINGS.
431
00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:25,760
Listen, I didn't mean...
432
00:22:27,120 --> 00:22:28,359
Oh.
433
00:22:28,360 --> 00:22:29,959
We fixed a time, didn't we?
434
00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:32,159
Greg, from Children and Family
Legal Services.
435
00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:33,679
Uh, sorry. I...
436
00:22:33,680 --> 00:22:35,279
..I thought you were someone else.
437
00:22:35,280 --> 00:22:37,519
Maybe I could have a cup of tea?
438
00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:40,759
Ah, there's a coffee truck across
the road. Do you mind if...?
439
00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:43,240
Not really supposed to do this
in a public place.
440
00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:47,959
But I guess if we walk and talk...
441
00:22:47,960 --> 00:22:49,480
OK, I'll be two minutes.
442
00:22:52,440 --> 00:22:54,439
Unusual, this.
443
00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:57,319
Normally, I'm talking to
parents together.
444
00:22:57,320 --> 00:22:59,119
Yeah, I can imagine.
445
00:22:59,120 --> 00:23:02,279
Um... Yeah, but there's no,
um, legal...
446
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:04,719
I'm not... I'm not instructing
a solicitor or...
447
00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:06,920
Well, your evidence should
be enough.
448
00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:15,439
So, you want to tell me
when you knew?
449
00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:17,319
Sorry?
450
00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:20,639
When you knew that you agreed
with the hospital
451
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:22,879
as to what's best for Marnie.
452
00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:25,319
Look, just to be clear,
I don't want to turn this
453
00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:27,759
into a me-and-my-wife thing.
454
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:28,919
You won't.
455
00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:30,519
I'm proud of my marriage.
456
00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:33,799
I'm proud of what we went through.
457
00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:35,720
I'm just interested in your opinion.
458
00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:39,239
It won't be a "he said, she said."
459
00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:41,160
I won't be reporting this.
460
00:23:52,040 --> 00:23:54,000
I couldn't see her any more.
461
00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:58,759
I couldn't see...
462
00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:01,960
..the things that made her... HER.
463
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:07,000
That's as simple as it gets,
really, isn't it?
464
00:24:10,480 --> 00:24:12,239
Are your parents still together?
465
00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:13,519
No.
466
00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:17,239
Did they have...
..different reactions?
467
00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,679
To my disability? Yes.
468
00:24:19,680 --> 00:24:22,439
My dad blamed my mum for
taking thalidomide.
469
00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:24,800
He wanted a kid he could play
football with.
470
00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:27,839
Of course, he could have played
football with me.
471
00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:30,639
I mean, I might not have been the
best goalie, but otherwise...
472
00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:32,600
However, that didn't occur to him.
473
00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:36,319
So, you...
Uh, you were one of the...
474
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,559
..um, thalidomide...? Mm.
475
00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:40,520
Seems a long time ago now,
doesn't it?
476
00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:46,119
Easier, I think, when you've got
something clear to blame it on.
477
00:24:46,120 --> 00:24:48,679
When you're someone like my dad,
that is. No, I get it.
478
00:24:48,680 --> 00:24:50,239
Yeah, my brother has Asperger's.
479
00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,439
I'm a bit older, so I was already
working when he was diagnosed,
480
00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:56,200
but I saw... some of it.
481
00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:00,920
My dad just got shame mixed up
with anger, that's all.
482
00:25:02,560 --> 00:25:06,199
This doesn't have to be...
shameful...
483
00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:08,479
..for you.
484
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:11,239
That's my tuppence, anyway.
485
00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:13,200
My disabled tuppence.
486
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:22,639
I'm sorry, is that...?
Does everybody ask you about...?
487
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:24,279
Oh, plenty do.
488
00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,599
And some are arseholes about it.
489
00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:29,920
I only really talk about it if
I feel somebody needs an answer.
490
00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,519
OK. So, if you're able,
491
00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:40,439
I'd like you to give me a brief
medical history.
492
00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:41,799
Of everything?
493
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:43,559
From year zero to now.
494
00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:46,719
Well, I'm not sure I'll be able to.
Nicci has all the files.
495
00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:49,319
Ah, just your recollection
should be enough.
496
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:50,600
My recollection?
497
00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:53,519
Your story.
498
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:56,560
Of what happened
to Marnie, and to you.
499
00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:02,359
Right, I don't care what anyone
says. We've been on the outside
500
00:26:02,360 --> 00:26:04,399
of this party all night.
501
00:26:04,400 --> 00:26:05,959
We are hitting this dance floor.
502
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:07,839
We can do the... What's the one
with the funny...?
503
00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:09,559
We can do the cha-cha!
The cha-cha?
504
00:26:09,560 --> 00:26:10,999
The cha-cha.
The cha-cha-cha...
505
00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:13,239
You can do what you like, as long
as I don't have to watch.
506
00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:15,519
Why wouldn't you want to watch your
father? I'll have you know
507
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:17,439
that in the '90s,
he was known as "The Hips."
508
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:19,159
Ugh! Was I?
509
00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:20,519
No, of course you weren't.
510
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:22,359
I'm just trying to ruin your
daughter's evening.
511
00:26:22,360 --> 00:26:24,959
It was the '90s. No-one danced
properly in the '90s.
512
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,079
What? Everyone danced properly
in the '90s!
513
00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:29,959
Ah, if I could take you to
the Hacienda, Katie.
514
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:31,639
I mean, when that place was going...
515
00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,119
I can only imagine. Mwah!
516
00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:36,919
I mean, if it was the Roses,
you'd dance like this...
517
00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:39,479
Really? If it was the Happy Mondays,
you'd dance like this...
518
00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:41,759
No, that's not right!
No, it was more...
519
00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:43,399
Like this...
No! That's terrible!
520
00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:44,639
Don't watch her.
521
00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:45,879
Marnie, what do you think?
522
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:48,039
Have we embarrassed your
sister enough?
523
00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:49,639
Marnie?
524
00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,679
Marnie? Honey?
525
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,559
Oh, Jesus.
526
00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:55,559
She's burning up. Marnie.
527
00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:57,839
You're OK, honey.
You're OK, Marnie.
528
00:26:57,840 --> 00:26:59,199
Just breathe.
529
00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:00,959
OK. Mum's here. Mum's here.
530
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:02,679
Can you drive a bit faster?
531
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:03,960
Andrew.
532
00:27:07,120 --> 00:27:09,480
It's all right, darling.
It's all right. Shit!
533
00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:19,519
I'll put some music on.
We don't need music on.
534
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:21,999
MUSIC: Something Changed
by Pulp.
535
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,079
It's OK. Deep breath.
536
00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,200
Deep breaths.
537
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:29,560
Fuck it. Bugger this.
538
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:35,640
We need some help!
539
00:27:37,360 --> 00:27:40,120
We need some help here!
540
00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:46,599
♪ Life could have been
very different
541
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:52,280
♪ But then ♪ Something changed
542
00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:06,359
♪ Do you believe
543
00:28:06,360 --> 00:28:10,439
♪ That there's someone up above?
544
00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:11,959
♪ And does he have...? ♪
545
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:14,000
MUSIC LEAKS FROM HEADPHONES.
546
00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:29,119
ANSWERPHONE: Hey, this is Nicci.
Leave a message.
547
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:31,839
Wow, you're not even answering
me now. That's...
548
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:33,440
That's a bit tight. Um...
549
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:37,639
Well, just to say...
550
00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:41,119
..Katie came to see me, uh, today.
551
00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:42,799
And, um...
552
00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,639
Look, I don't know what you said
to her, but we probably need
553
00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:49,959
a rule in place that, um,
says that we're not going to be
554
00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:52,040
saying stuff about each...
555
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:57,480
That... that wasn't a thing.
I was...
556
00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:00,200
Oh...
557
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:04,759
INTERNAL RINGTONE.
558
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:06,839
Hey, this is Nicci.
Leave a message.
559
00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:09,680
That wasn't a thing.
That was just me dropping my phone.
560
00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:20,799
Hey, this is Nicci.
Leave a message.
561
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:24,199
Anyway, um, I think perhaps
we should put, like,
562
00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:26,719
a statute in place, you know?
563
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:29,679
"Thou shalt not make my child
hate thee."
564
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:32,079
Something like that.
Less Roman, obviously.
565
00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:34,320
But, you know, that would be great.
566
00:29:45,480 --> 00:29:47,879
INTERNAL RINGTONE.
567
00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:49,960
Hey, this is Nicci.
Leave a message.
568
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,520
I really miss you.
569
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:57,560
And the girls.
570
00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:02,479
I really miss you, and I...
571
00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:04,639
..I don't know what I'm doing here.
Am I part of a case?
572
00:30:04,640 --> 00:30:06,119
Am I not? Am I...?
573
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:07,720
What am I?
574
00:30:09,880 --> 00:30:12,200
PHONE BUZZES.
575
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:28,400
SHE EXHALES.
576
00:30:36,840 --> 00:30:38,800
She's not going to die, is she?
577
00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:44,599
Why... why would you say that?
578
00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:46,999
I was mean to her
and I didn't say sorry.
579
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:48,880
Come here.
580
00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:52,119
You're not mean.
581
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:53,880
Don't think like that, OK?
582
00:30:55,720 --> 00:31:00,039
Hey. Um... She has an infection.
583
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:01,839
We've inserted a central line.
584
00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:05,679
Unfortunately, an artery was
perforated, but we are...
585
00:31:05,680 --> 00:31:08,919
She is in surgery for
vascular repair.
586
00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:11,559
Right, well, that's not great,
is it? No, erm...
587
00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:13,479
No.
588
00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,639
And I am sorry.
589
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:17,519
Investigations will happen.
590
00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:20,719
But in the meantime, the important
thing is that she is
591
00:31:20,720 --> 00:31:23,320
in the best hands to fix this.
592
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,200
OK. Yeah.
593
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:32,000
She'll be fine. She'll be fine.
594
00:31:35,200 --> 00:31:39,360
DANCE MUSIC PLAYS.
595
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:44,199
Oh! Never vomit in a bin.
596
00:32:44,200 --> 00:32:46,239
That requires you to look
in the bin,
597
00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:48,559
and looking in a bin is where
the damage starts.
598
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:49,760
Top tip, that.
599
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,119
Are you OK?
600
00:32:53,120 --> 00:32:55,839
Huh? Yeah, just dizzy.
601
00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:57,720
Well, dizzy is good.
602
00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:03,760
Are you selling Marnie's diazepam?
603
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:08,199
Look, don't do that.
604
00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:10,040
Don't be that sort of a prick.
605
00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,160
What, I'm the prick?
606
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:19,200
Oh, my God. My arse feels like
it's spinning now, too.
607
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:24,840
Look, it seemed like an easy win.
608
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:27,879
An easy win with my sister's pills?
609
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,639
Look, I was going to cut you in.
610
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:32,639
Or spend it on you. Us.
611
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,479
She's in hospital,
and we're selling her drugs?
612
00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:37,720
Well, you were OK with
me and you taking them.
613
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:41,239
Look, are you coming?
614
00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:43,759
Cos we can go to the beach, or...
615
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:45,000
No, erm...
616
00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:48,040
I'm just going to stay here.
617
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:52,719
Do you know what? Fuck it.
618
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:55,520
I don't want to be kissing you
in that state anyway.
619
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:09,679
PHONE BUZZES.
620
00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:15,279
Hi. Hi. Um, where...
..where can we meet?
621
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:17,519
Hey, I've been trying...
I've been trying to get hold of you.
622
00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:19,279
Surely we should have spoken
to a doctor by now.
623
00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:20,799
Yeah, that can wait.
624
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:22,279
Erm, this is about Caitlin.
625
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:24,519
What about Katie?
Yeah, um...
626
00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:26,559
..it's all over Twitter. What...?
627
00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:28,759
What's all over Twitter?
628
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:32,119
She was spotted in a nightclub.
629
00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:34,999
Right, well, that's hardly
crime of the century, is it?
630
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:36,638
Sorry, I know, but...
631
00:34:36,639 --> 00:34:39,759
..they're saying that she has
been stealing Marnie's drugs,
632
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:41,238
using them.
633
00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:43,638
A so-called friend took a picture
and put it on Twitter
634
00:34:43,639 --> 00:34:45,880
with a very sanctimonious tweet.
635
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:51,079
How do I...
how do I get on Twitter?
636
00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:52,319
How does that work?
637
00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:54,119
I can send you the picture.
638
00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:57,919
But Marnie's name is on the packet
and it's very visible, OK?
639
00:34:57,920 --> 00:35:00,199
So... so we should meet now
to talk about it.
640
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:02,959
Social media can be really difficult
to handle, and I think that
641
00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:04,759
what we need to do is just
talk it... Oh, God.
642
00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:06,159
No, it's fine, OK?
643
00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:08,239
Listen, it's good,
because she's underage,
644
00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:09,759
so they can't print anything.
645
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:11,759
Yeah, but what...
what about police? I mean...
646
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,759
Yeah, it's most likely going
to be a theft charge.
647
00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:15,679
But, I mean, you'll hardly
prosecute, will you?
648
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:17,320
How do I get on fucking Twitter?
649
00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:20,839
Oh, shit.
650
00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:22,600
- DISCONNECT TONE
- Nicci?
651
00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:26,400
PHONE RINGS.
652
00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:29,320
Oh, fuck.
653
00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:33,120
Fuck! Shit!
654
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:45,600
PHONE RINGS.
655
00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:05,759
Yeah, she's not at home.
656
00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:07,319
NICCI: You've seen the pictures?
657
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:08,719
Yeah, I saw.
658
00:36:08,720 --> 00:36:12,159
She wasn't answering the phone, you
weren't, so I came over here and...
659
00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:13,439
..she's not here.
660
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:14,799
SHE SIGHS
661
00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:16,520
I didn't know you were on Twitter.
662
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:18,879
Uh, I just...
663
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:22,119
Um, you know, Tim Burgess from
The Charlatans started a thing
664
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:24,559
where we all listened to albums
together, so...
665
00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:26,359
OK. Look, what are they saying?
666
00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:28,879
It's being used by people
who disagree with
667
00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:31,439
what you're saying, mostly.
Arseholes.
668
00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:33,119
You know, um...
669
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:36,639
"Can't even look after the
well child," etc.
670
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,559
They're just doing it to get at you.
671
00:36:38,560 --> 00:36:40,359
Just slinging mud.
672
00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:41,919
Can you send me the photo?
673
00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:43,200
Fine.
674
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:50,920
That's Hannah.
675
00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:55,320
That's Hannah, she's dancing
with Hannah.
676
00:36:59,360 --> 00:37:00,640
KNOCK AT DOOR.
677
00:37:01,720 --> 00:37:03,400
BANGING.
678
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:07,919
Nicci!
Is Hannah here?
679
00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:09,199
What?
680
00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:10,679
I need to speak to your daughter.
Why?
681
00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:12,319
Why? Why would you stop me?
682
00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:14,439
Where's Katie? Is this your mess?
683
00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:15,959
Where is she?
684
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:18,199
Don't tell me you weren't involved
in this. Because I've known you
685
00:37:18,200 --> 00:37:20,279
since you were a little kid,
so don't try and...
686
00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:21,599
Hang on. I'm not sure I like this.
687
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:23,879
Look, it's just dicks being dicks,
OK? Look, it'll blow over.
688
00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:26,359
I knew it was you. I could fucking
see it! I was just helping her
689
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:28,639
have a bit of fun.
What, by stealing from her sister?!
690
00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:32,159
Well, it's not like Marnie was
going to use them, is it?
691
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:34,199
You are a disgrace.
692
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:36,359
Do you know that? She is a
vulnerable kid. You are an adult,
693
00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:38,839
and you should know better! Nicci,
whatever this is, I'm sure...
694
00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:40,039
She's vulnerable.
695
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:42,079
But you don't even know what
and who she fucking is.
696
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:43,559
You've always been a little liar.
697
00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:45,399
You're a spiteful little bitch!
Oi! Oi!
698
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:46,600
Enough!
699
00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,439
Nicci, you need to go.
What?!
700
00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:51,959
Do you know what she did?!
701
00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,719
Katie is yours, Hannah is mine,
702
00:37:53,720 --> 00:37:56,200
and I will not have you talk
to her like that.
703
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,839
Yeah. Of course.
704
00:38:00,840 --> 00:38:02,479
Sorry.
705
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:06,080
I didn't... I'm sorry.
706
00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:44,599
So, you WERE in the house?
Alice didn't know.
707
00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,359
Yeah, well, Hannah did.
708
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:48,280
Can you stop walking, Mum?
709
00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:02,759
It was a girl called Tricia.
710
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:04,919
She's mostly OK, actually.
711
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:07,999
She just saw an opportunity to
send a picture into the world
712
00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:10,400
people would actually look at.
713
00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:14,240
Did you...?
714
00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:17,719
Did you do it? Did you take her
medication? Did you sell it?
715
00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:18,999
You've seen the pictures.
716
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,719
Yeah, I know,
but I want to hear it from you.
717
00:39:20,720 --> 00:39:21,840
Yeah.
718
00:39:23,840 --> 00:39:25,359
Because Hannah asked you to?
719
00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:27,439
No. Because I wanted to.
720
00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:28,880
Well, do you know why?
721
00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:31,360
No.
722
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,559
I've never liked her.
Mum, it's not about that.
723
00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:40,999
Telling me that I don't know you.
724
00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:43,799
Yeah, well, you didn't know that
I would do this. She doesn't even...
725
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:45,399
You know, she's so superior.
726
00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:47,480
She doesn't even think I know
you're gay.
727
00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:53,879
No, erm... Uh...
728
00:39:53,880 --> 00:39:56,479
No, I suppose I didn't, erm,
729
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:59,999
know that...
I just wanted you to be the one...
730
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,039
..to tell me.
731
00:40:02,040 --> 00:40:05,399
I just wanted to wait until you
were ready. That's all it was.
732
00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:08,200
It felt like it should come
from you, rather than me.
733
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:11,719
You know, I read a book about it,
actually,
734
00:40:11,720 --> 00:40:15,039
and I didn't want to be the one
to force you...
735
00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:16,719
..out. Right, you...
736
00:40:16,720 --> 00:40:19,080
..you read about it,
of course you did.
737
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:26,999
I need to say three things to you.
738
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:28,879
Mum, can we just please leave it?
No, just...
739
00:40:28,880 --> 00:40:30,919
I'm sorry.
The first is that you're lovely.
740
00:40:30,920 --> 00:40:32,639
OK? You are lovely. I'm...
741
00:40:32,640 --> 00:40:34,719
You are one of the loveliest people
I have ever met,
742
00:40:34,720 --> 00:40:36,399
and that isn't fucking mum chat, OK?
743
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:38,839
That's just me being an excellent
judge of character.
744
00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:42,359
The second is that
I'm so proud of you.
745
00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:46,399
I know how difficult it is,
what you've been through,
746
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:48,959
and I'm sorry for the part
that I played in that... OK.
747
00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:51,279
Dad gave me the speech already.
748
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:53,079
It was reckless, OK?
749
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,119
What you did was reckless.
But Hannah's right,
750
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,319
it's not like Marnie was going
to be needing it, and...
751
00:40:57,320 --> 00:40:59,839
You know, it's not like your dad and
I haven't ever taken drugs, so...
752
00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:01,479
Oh, look, Mum, please don't do this.
753
00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:03,599
No, look, the third thing...
754
00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:07,119
..I want to say to you
is that I love you.
755
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:10,719
And the one promise that I can make,
the one promise I know I will keep,
756
00:41:10,720 --> 00:41:13,359
is that whatever happens,
whoever you become,
757
00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:16,199
I will fight for you.
758
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:19,480
I will fight like a fucking tiger.
Do you understand?
759
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:24,119
And I know I don't always notice
things, and I know that
760
00:41:24,120 --> 00:41:26,559
I haven't been there for you,
and I'm sorry that I haven't,
761
00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:28,319
but when it comes to it...
762
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:31,520
..you know, if I'm needed,
I will fight.
763
00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:40,679
You're not on the radio now,
you know.
764
00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:42,800
There's no-one to impress.
765
00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:45,760
I mean it.
766
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,399
Can't you just be angry?
767
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:51,439
You know, normal parents
would be angry.
768
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:54,079
I stole. I used. I was selfish.
769
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:55,439
Yeah, you're in pain.
770
00:41:55,440 --> 00:41:57,279
No...! Oh, my God. Fuck that.
771
00:41:57,280 --> 00:42:00,239
I actually just wanted to have fun.
772
00:42:00,240 --> 00:42:02,639
I did a terrible thing,
a horrible thing
773
00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:04,640
because I wanted to have fun.
774
00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:09,999
I AM angry.
775
00:42:10,000 --> 00:42:12,079
Yeah, well, then...
well, then say that.
776
00:42:12,080 --> 00:42:16,000
Try that. Like, be honest for once.
777
00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:19,799
And... and you're right, you know.
778
00:42:19,800 --> 00:42:21,839
You..you haven't been there,
779
00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:24,040
and I genuinely don't...
780
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:27,879
Like, I've always tried really
hard not to hate you,
781
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:29,519
because you're my parents...
782
00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:31,319
Right. ..and...
783
00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,959
..and I know... I know you love me.
784
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:38,479
Mum, I know you mean some of what
you've just said, but...
785
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,199
..we're really good at pretending
in this house,
786
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:45,720
and... and hiding and being
fucking, like...
787
00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:49,680
I don't know.
788
00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:57,640
This is about Marnie.
789
00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:02,680
I love her and I miss her, and...
790
00:43:04,560 --> 00:43:07,880
Fuck the two of you
for making it about you.
791
00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:20,440
DOOR OPENS.
792
00:43:24,880 --> 00:43:26,440
Hey. Hey.
793
00:43:29,160 --> 00:43:31,599
Uh, I was just about to make
some beans for myself,
794
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:33,199
but I wasn't sure if... I'll do it.
795
00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:35,320
No, I can make them.
I can do it. OK.
796
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:44,320
I love you. We love you.
797
00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:47,879
And I'm sorry you've got tangled up
in all this mess.
798
00:43:47,880 --> 00:43:49,999
Andrew, it's maybe not
the time to...
799
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:51,719
I think I'm just going to, um...
800
00:43:51,720 --> 00:43:53,319
Do you mind if I just go to bed?
801
00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:54,999
No. No, not at all.
802
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:57,799
Look, I... Look, I just want to say
803
00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:01,999
that it's important for you to
know how much I love you.
804
00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:03,799
We love you.
You said that.
805
00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,679
Whatever you do.
806
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:06,880
Whatever you say.
807
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:11,560
Whoever... ..you are.
808
00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:15,560
OK. Night.
809
00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,319
I shouldn't follow, right?
She understands...
810
00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:24,919
That you love her? Yeah.
811
00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:27,000
Yeah, I think she got that message.
812
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:33,040
Is she OK?
813
00:44:34,920 --> 00:44:36,679
No.
814
00:44:36,680 --> 00:44:38,039
Can I help?
815
00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:39,360
I don't know.
816
00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:46,040
I got your answerphone messages.
817
00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:49,079
Epic, weren't they?
818
00:44:49,080 --> 00:44:51,520
Yeah. Some of your finest
work there.
819
00:44:52,880 --> 00:44:54,799
How much did you have to drink?
820
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:56,559
Hangover was awful.
821
00:44:56,560 --> 00:44:59,040
I bet you went cheap on the wine.
822
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:06,000
Well, they made me smile.
823
00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:11,000
She's so embarrassed.
824
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:15,039
I swear to God,
if we've done her damage...
825
00:45:15,040 --> 00:45:16,719
No, she's strong, our daughter.
826
00:45:16,720 --> 00:45:19,039
Both our daughters are strong.
827
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:20,600
They get that from you.
828
00:45:21,720 --> 00:45:23,999
She's really angry with us.
829
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:27,559
Well, I'm angry, too. Aren't you?
I wanted to be with you.
830
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:30,120
I wanted to be with you, too.
831
00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:34,919
They made you smile?
832
00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:36,640
The messages made you...?
833
00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:38,959
Yeah.
834
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:40,840
Well, they made me sad, too.
835
00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:46,199
I'd better go.
Well, I've not finished...
836
00:45:46,200 --> 00:45:47,479
I think that...
837
00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:50,319
..once they're ready, I don't think
I could bear leaving again.
838
00:45:50,320 --> 00:45:53,880
Personal limits. Heart strain.
You know, that sort of thing.
839
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:00,720
There's a doctor from America.
840
00:46:01,800 --> 00:46:04,319
Thinks he can help her. Treat her.
841
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,159
Right.
842
00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:08,559
Yeah, I mean, they haven't
connected me with him yet,
843
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:10,839
but they're...
they're quite excited.
844
00:46:10,840 --> 00:46:12,480
Right. That's exciting.
845
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:15,599
Right, so you're just as dismissive,
then?
846
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:16,720
No.
847
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:19,759
There's always a doctor, you know,
848
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:21,799
generally from America or Italy,
849
00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:23,679
somewhere where there's a...
850
00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:26,639
..Christian population,
who'll treat your kid, you know?
851
00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:29,719
And they all always promise
the world.
852
00:46:29,720 --> 00:46:31,919
Well, sometimes they deliver.
853
00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:33,519
Sometimes miracles happen.
854
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:35,720
Marnie's already been a miracle.
855
00:46:51,800 --> 00:46:53,840
Tell Katie that I love her.
856
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:58,359
Don't waste the... beans.
857
00:46:58,360 --> 00:47:01,000
Just... put them in Tupperware
or something.
858
00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:14,240
I love you most of everyone
in the whole world.
859
00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:18,399
I love you that much, too.
860
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,600
THEY LAUGH.
861
00:48:21,680 --> 00:48:23,919
No, Katie.
862
00:48:23,920 --> 00:48:27,359
I need you to know that.
863
00:48:27,360 --> 00:48:34,520
I love you more than
Mum, Dad... Everyone.
864
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:45,599
And, you know, I don't mind...
865
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:48,599
..if you hate being my sister.
866
00:48:48,600 --> 00:48:51,200
I don't mind.
867
00:48:57,800 --> 00:48:59,960
Can we just turn this off?
868
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:42,680
Been a while.
869
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:47,599
I, um...
870
00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:52,320
I brought some things to change
your room a bit.
871
00:49:54,080 --> 00:49:57,279
Now, it is my old one, but...
872
00:49:57,280 --> 00:49:59,239
..I put some new songs on there.
873
00:49:59,240 --> 00:50:00,720
SPEAKER BEEPS.
874
00:50:02,120 --> 00:50:04,479
You haven't heard this one yet.
875
00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:06,279
You'll like it.
876
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:10,120
MUSIC: Running
by Pip Millett feat Ghetts.
877
00:50:19,960 --> 00:50:22,440
You always liked this poster.
878
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,719
But I, um...
879
00:50:25,720 --> 00:50:31,199
..I took it down and I wouldn't
let you have it, cos...
880
00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:33,240
..I'm a dick.
881
00:50:42,920 --> 00:50:44,359
DOOR OPENS.
882
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:46,479
Oh. It's a party.
883
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:48,119
Oh. Is it OK?
884
00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:51,080
Of course it is.
I just need to take readings.
885
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:54,679
I recognise him.
886
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:57,319
Uh, yeah, it's Daniel Kaluuya.
887
00:50:57,320 --> 00:50:58,879
I kind of, um...
888
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:02,399
Well, we both really like him.
889
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:06,359
Nice eyes. Wish he'd smile more.
890
00:51:06,360 --> 00:51:08,240
No-one smiles any more.
891
00:51:09,680 --> 00:51:11,440
Do they not?
892
00:51:14,640 --> 00:51:16,560
This is hard on you.
893
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:19,720
It's hard on you, too.
894
00:51:21,920 --> 00:51:23,560
Katie...
895
00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:28,239
..however you feel about what
your parents are doing,
896
00:51:28,240 --> 00:51:31,039
it's not about picking sides.
897
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:33,639
Of course it is.
898
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:35,920
And I'm on Marnie's side.
899
00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:39,159
Her best interests.
900
00:51:39,160 --> 00:51:41,280
That's what they say, isn't it?
901
00:51:43,160 --> 00:51:44,839
I never had a sister.
902
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:46,959
Oh, sisters are brilliant.
903
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:48,279
Yeah.
904
00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:50,720
Well, most of the time.
905
00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:11,960
DOORBELL RINGS.
906
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:19,399
Hey. Hi. Come in.
907
00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:22,279
Thanks for coming over so late.
908
00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:25,120
Thanks for finally calling back.
909
00:52:27,200 --> 00:52:29,280
Do you want wine? Uh, no.
910
00:52:30,320 --> 00:52:31,679
Um...
911
00:52:31,680 --> 00:52:36,239
If this was me,
and I realise it's not, um...
912
00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:41,319
..I think what we need is for Katie,
whatever the truth of it,
913
00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:44,639
coming out and saying strongly,
"This wasn't me.
914
00:52:44,640 --> 00:52:47,000
"It didn't happen."
915
00:52:48,880 --> 00:52:50,839
Do you have kids?
916
00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:52,159
Yeah.
917
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:54,999
Uh, two boys, seven and 11.
918
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:56,439
Where are they now?
919
00:52:56,440 --> 00:52:59,199
Well, I left them at home with
the chip pan on the stove.
920
00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,199
They'll be all right, won't they?
921
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:05,039
No, they're, uh...
they're with their dad.
922
00:53:05,040 --> 00:53:07,439
We're divorced.
923
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:10,199
Yeah, and I haven't been
excommunicated.
924
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:13,080
I know. I'm... I'm driving.
925
00:53:18,640 --> 00:53:21,799
Stick your head above the fence
and people will throw stones,
926
00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:25,079
and they will throw stones
at people you love.
927
00:53:25,080 --> 00:53:26,759
And I'm sorry about that.
928
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:29,160
But the fight will be worth it.
929
00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:35,039
Samantha's a good doctor.
930
00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:36,919
This isn't about whether
she's good or not.
931
00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:39,439
This is about establishing that
medicine is about opinions
932
00:53:39,440 --> 00:53:42,079
and not just facts.
933
00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:45,479
There's lots of decisions, I think,
that have been made for Marnie
934
00:53:45,480 --> 00:53:47,839
along the way that have
caused problems.
935
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:51,280
But the only genuine mistake
I can think of...
936
00:53:52,920 --> 00:53:56,959
..she, uh, she fitted a central line
when Marnie had an infection
937
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:59,759
and she perforated an artery.
938
00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:02,240
She perforated an artery?
939
00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:06,199
Yeah, I mean it was fine, you know,
in the end.
940
00:54:06,200 --> 00:54:07,919
But... it was a problem.
941
00:54:07,920 --> 00:54:09,639
Do you have a date?
942
00:54:09,640 --> 00:54:11,519
Yeah.
943
00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:14,159
May 24th, 2016.
944
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:16,640
It was Katie's birthday.
945
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:21,199
Do you think that'll help?
946
00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:25,200
Well, I mean, it sounds
pretty deadly to me.
947
00:54:33,560 --> 00:54:38,759
Sometimes the law presents us with
cases of extreme complication.
948
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:41,039
This is one such case.
949
00:54:41,040 --> 00:54:43,519
What is in the child's
best interests?
950
00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:46,039
But applying it is very difficult.
951
00:54:46,040 --> 00:54:50,799
Because that notion of best
interests has such complexity.
952
00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:53,559
I do not believe that anyone
in this room
953
00:54:53,560 --> 00:54:56,599
does not have this child's best
interests in their heart,
954
00:54:56,600 --> 00:55:01,360
and yet a decision has to be made
as to what is in her best interests.
955
00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:07,559
I ask that we handle this case
with the delicacy it warrants.
956
00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:09,839
That does not mean
soft-soaping matters.
957
00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:13,479
We tell the truth, we challenge
what we believe to be untruths.
958
00:55:13,480 --> 00:55:18,159
But we do so knowing the gravity
that such a decision entails,
959
00:55:18,160 --> 00:55:22,239
and knowing that, above all else,
we must keep the child,
960
00:55:22,240 --> 00:55:28,360
we must keep Marnie Lloyd at the
forefront of our minds at all times.
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